Friday, July 14, 2023

Unbelievably disgusting.

 **Hacking is pretty bad, I write this at the onset. This is going to be a pure rant from the endless hate attacks, crimes and poisoning and my body is so disgusting from decades of being poisoned but shitting poison out non-stop for over 12 years as the expletives are out buying multi-million dollar properties for having torture me since well before 2013--non-stop and they go on every single night


but I have been shitting this filthy black stinking poison the shit whores from Whorewood and their minions have re-poisoned me with since they took over this contract. While stuck in semi-paralysis or utterly sick and really dying, they have tortured me to obtain ideas about sexual trauma so they can come out with the endless movie rotation about violence against blonde Nazi rape cheerleader actresses who "rise up" against violence to overcome the pig ape men who also participate in this hate contract out upon me. The pseudo-semi-"feminist" statement is that these bigot Nazi women or the black nazis are so strong and agile and can overcome the pig men (who they cheer on as they beat, abuse and rape me for them and them all).

But I have been fighting 100% to rid this poison out of my body. The Nazi organization has a complete surveillance apparatus including thought-reading so they know what I will buy. The pig ape whores from Whorewood have laughed and called me "loser" perpetually as they have my finances completely blocked. The sleazy filthy politicians laugh and support and fund it all. The sleazy and stupid dumb whores from Whorewood are then propped up by the politicians as they operate hand-in-hand for more glossing of intelligence over the population.

I remain looking at Craigslist in the United States and realize I can't survive there or will be living in utter slum chaos because of the poisoning, the block to my finances the block to my internet the gaslighting the blacklisting and I am always so sick from poisoning and my spine fractured my body crooked part of my uterus severed out most of my hair chemically destroyed they tried to knock my teeth out they cut gum tissue off my jawline for months, cut into my cuticles for YEARS every single night while I slept, they sliced between my toes, they smeared damaging chemicals onto my skin, they stole my cat, they killed cats I took in and loved, they killed a frog I let live on my porch, this is the whorewood scum pig apes you all love and cheer on. I remain with my body looking like a square peg on some fractured battered body--I can't get this filthy poison out, for over 12 years they have repoisoned me on a daily basis while torturing me 24/7 so I would be either in a coma or in a perpetual state of nervous breakdown. My years of writing about this have resulted in the shit whores being promoted, operating as "humanitarians" for the United Nations, being celebrated by Europigapes in their endless jaunts to Europigapeland for their movie premieres--I have been assaulted by at least a minimum of half a million Europigape tourists and ex-pats here just in Phuket alone since this group of filth and shit from Whorewood began an endless assault upon me.

I look at my body and it's utterly disgusting from what the pieces of shit have inflicted upon me. Every single day I see that they have bought a new multi-million dollar apartment or mansion or have received more accolades or lead roles.

They have never paid me a cent for the ideas they have stolen.

Have never repaid me for years of ordering my property constantly sprayed with permanently stinking substances, having my property broken so every month something I rely on must be replaced--on my sub-sub-poverty income

The politicians who join in have obtained endless interviews and attention immediately after they begin to assault me. They get tv shows, become writers in Whorewood, documentaries are made about them, and they all give zero to me in return except to live in a perpetually stinking broken down room, everywhere I go they have my home made stinking and disgusting and foul and dirty ina way I can't clean

but my body is so disgusting to look at, the black poison remains stuck into my abdomen after 12 years of fighting to remove it once I figured out by myself, with no one ever informing me, that I was being poisoned to death.

But the abuse they have inflicted upon me, and they are still doing it every single night I am sleeping and more intensely every single morning--with abuse, power-over skits, homeless skits, murder skits, rape, violence and people can't get enough of cheering them on and leaving me to  literally beg constantly for years for my life for someone to intervene and fucking stop them.

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to actually let me live in fucking peace for once instead of me being killed every day like the death of a million billion slices of endless hate and violence endlessly inflicted upon me for no fucking reason except for racism.

to have endless blacks from Whorewood and everywhere else come at me like vicious violent nazis under the instruction of white supremacist Nazi fascists attacking me with violent hate and negativity and insults so they can be promoted by white pig apes and still they claim they are victims of racism.

to have jews do the same, and so many other races and people

with no one, literally no one coming to support me openly, not once not a single human being on the entire planet.

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I just want the fucking pigs who have attacked me to be forced to pay me for this endless violence, for the hate and negativity they have forced into my body and life, for a chance to heal and not be poisoned any longer to death, for them to be forced to pay me so I can buy my own home and get the fuck away from most of humanity but still live in a decent way around society in a place that is safe so I can be fucking alone and get rid of parasitic shit people attacking me in my own home. My cat returned and this shit stopped. find someone else to fuck over mentally, emotionally and sexually you fucking pig ape whores reading this.


How much longer must I beg and beg for them to be stopped, for some kind of decency shown towards me, for anything to ever stop endlessly fighting against murder, rape and torture and abuse from a bunch of shit scumbag parasites who have completely taken over the planet so I have nowhere to turn for justice or peace

but to have my own home, with a large picket fence, my cat, a garden, a car so I am not stuck in dire poverty because all the years of studying for a Master's Degree I was being poisoned to death to stop me from having anything whatsoever


and poisoned my entire life as well

not a single apology from anybody except for one person who had physically assaulted me and then went on his f-ing way to promote himself railing against technology but doing nothing for me whatsoever afterwards--like payment so I can live in peace, like fighting for human rights, like anything--nothing

I am sickened in having to see black poison stuck underneath a huge bulge in my abdomen with a huge square shelf of hard-as-rock poison embedded into my entire back--I have the shape of a square block and it's hard as cement and requires years to get out. In addition I am still being abused and tortured in teleportation and I have been writing these posts waiting for some humanity from anybody for over 6 years and still no one will do a fucking thing but try to exploit me.

Utterly disgusting. All of it. All of you.


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I tell these filthy ugly stupid whore pigs that I wish them death and that I find them repugnant and disgusting every single day they teleport me. They go on and on and on and on and get more prizes, awards the more they attack me, the more violent and abusive they are--this is the shit A$$-hole list of celebrities I have been writing of for years who are only celebrated, endlessly portrayed as wonderful happy smiling fucking pigs in these magazines and in the United Nations, welcomed by pig shit like pelosi, Schumer, AOC, Bernie Sanders, with RJK, Jr. making disgusting sleazy commentary at me and smirking about it--after I had said I wanted a goddamn alternative to the Biden Nazi terror team of Democrats along with Raskin and of course Kinzinger--so onto the Repugs the list is very long-Trump of course being a most violent violator but the pig ape whores of Whorewood who have been torturing me to obtain ideas about trauma-based sexual exploitation so they can come out with "sexy" movies about Nazi blonde women who are victimized is just part of the utter disgusting situation that is overall confronting the United States and the world as it slips into decline of all life quality with a few pig pieces of shit living in utter luxury while the climate and the environment and the government and the planet slip into death and despair and destruction.

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Still, no one can fucking see that my situation is something unique to you fucking whores reading this my situation is just another victim and teleportation and "entitlement" for these pieces of filthy and nasty shit with me fighting for my life, literally against violence and poisoning that no one ever stops is just "normal" and no one can get involved.

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It's not that I want to be away from all humanity, as I wrote above I need my own home with protection and security, if that is possible and these fucking whores who have stolen ideas from me and used me as some vehicle of sucking ideas out through torturing me--should be fucking force to pay me for this violence so I can goddamn     LIVE IN PEACE.

And find people who are not shit whore pigs who are attacking me for their dirty filthy promotions, as I have been forced into my entire fucking life. Can't anyone have a shred of decency and try to support me?

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One entire hour of fighting to click on one single item and fearing I would lose the information I kept fighting until the page froze, entirely. Turning the laptop off restarting--I just did 2 resets yesterday=4 hours, then 1 recovery, spent another hour fighting to toggle off any conceivable port of entry for hackers--using everything I am able to afford, which is nothing any longer---and then MONTHS OF this disgusting English rapist yelling screaming punching me in the face raping me so violently my body convulsed an embedded object in the multiple layers of hard poison that his partners, who he loves and calls more beautiful his great friends, but sticking to me non-stop as they laugh while he punches me in the face-then asking me for ideas, constantly then yelling at me to shut up--anything I think that is elaborate or intellectual he begins violently yelling at me to shut up, his partners the wealthy English who sit silently as well as the american "I'm part English" who have been showered with applause oscars awards for stealing my ideas and then covering up the theft with destroying all evidence of what I have written, leaving me for hours per day fighting JUST TO TURN THE WIFI ON is almost like a miracle if I can use it without it being blocked, attacked or turned off--and when I am fighting to get ANY SINGLE THING DONE in any capacity as a survivable entity on this planet, the every single thing I do is blocked, hacked, rewritten and all that I try to accomplish is blocked, destroyed and anything I think is used to attack me and is stolen if the hateful rapist abuser endless parasites need more ideas. This is something like 4 months of the next abuser violent life-threatening rapist literally turning my hair grey after his violent yelling abuse and rape, after the german parasite came punching raping abusing my face my body endless death threats--and senators are rushing yelling screaming threatening to kill me, and I am just one person defending myself and am surrounded by hate endlessly and always. The one and only thing I have left on this planet my cat they stole years ago whenI fought to get the next murdering rapist (depp and heard) off me from pounding more poison as deeply into my body as possible--and so they tortured my cat most beloved wonderful and beautiful animal and showed a photo of her fighting not to drown they threw her in the swimming pool and took photos of her fighting for her life not to drown--before sending her to baryshnikov who has teams of dogs chasing her, as she screams in terror and they fractured her rib cage for me calling the rapists who were murdering me, poisoning me laughing about how "fat" I had become as they had hardening murder poisons laced with horrific drugs poured into my food as they pounded the poison into my body every day laughing as I fought to stop it--then the 24/7 torture began and has not stopped for the past 16 years YEARS non-stop daily torture and abuse. Teams of actors and politicians have rushed to join in, raping abusing and calling me names endlessly abusing me and instantly being interviewed on major news networks on the same day or the next--featured in documentaries and etc on and on, and this english abuser rapist is being championed, is probably undoubtedly being handed as well as his cohorts out of London and england (germans russians etc all backing him, teams of euros are behind him, he is the english-speaking terror chaos agent sent to "break and crush" me for just fighting back--just defending myself and having ideas that they can sell off as their own--giving me nothing but taking all they can away from me. As with all the others, the beautiful flowering plants are half dead withered and black, after I throw plants away and buy more, this english hateful leech on me has them slowly killed--and he's there literally almost 24 hours a day abusing me. I can give one example of how blank and hateful he and his fellow english bigos truly are: one of the actors began violently raping and threatening me for writing a comment that slightly disagreed with what the american blonde woman had said about a shakespeare play--he rushed raped abused threatened my life yelled for hours as I fought the next hater and fought to get him off--for just demonstrating my own mind and thoughts on shakespeare which was not a light subject--I always received A's in college for my writing on shakespeare by the way, just saying. but the threat to them that I should have ideas and not just say nothing and not demonstrate my own talent or mind, as their take-over of the united states, in combination with the push for white fascist nazi supremacy is fully ongoing, and this is one of the facets not only to cut out education but to silence people like me so only their ordained critics and bigots have the only "say" or word possible, even for my own private thoughts. This next english rapist who so violently abused and raped me that part of the embedded filth that the aamerican nazi fascist mafia teams had poured pumped and injected into my body having one euro-rapist abuser after the next pound the poison into my body; thusly instructing this next one so blank and conformist all I see is blank hate and power machinations coming from him, not a second of any intelligent or interesting thing he has to say to me as with all. I was listening to wnyu archives and one show called passport, from around 2011 had a show with some electronic experimental music; one musician out of germany was playing a skewed version of a very classical-sounding piece. I listened and recognized the song and piece, but was a bit unsure (I had heard it in 2010, so a long time ago and it was in a collection from the artist). the endless leeching of my life every moment that this man who has made my hair turn solid white in front of my forehead from his violent rape death threats and 16 hoursa per day of abuse, yelling at anything I do that is above basic half-brain dead mediocrity, the only level they want me at, but they are still torturing me to obtain ideas through trauma rape and torture drugging and abuse. To continue: I was listening, the DJ said that this was a German artist who transposed a piece from Vivaldi and I thought to myself, in conversation with this hateful bigot I want no conversation with, but he is literally "in my head" for about 1/2 of every single day, literally from the moment i wake up to at bed, in my sleep, its' more than 12 hours per day, of death threats of smashing my head in of pornographic sexual abuse comments of asking me for ideas perpetually because I actually try to learn something every day, I have always tried to have a stellar career this group has poisoned me to the point of my body being paralyzed in internal equivalent of cement while they torture me endlessly untilI scream out ideas or "converse" with them because they are literally leeching off my thoughts my energy and life every moment to get this disgusting contract this insidious insult to humanity this lowering of all standards which thousands flock to---and I thought to myself, almost conversing with the leech energy drainign grey-hair making violent pornographic hate rapist out of england and his "aristocrat" "High class" supposed "superior" haters that it actually was a piece by Bach--what else would a German play they are all always referring to Bac-

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