Terror terrorism technoterrorism continued: still being drugged and poisoned through injections into my bladder in deep comatose sleep (MK ULTRA brain implant technology) they get me drugged, I go to the bathroom, the poison goes directly into my bloodstream. I then am instructed in a deep sleep to take all the protection around my fingers and hands---I rip it all off my hands are throbbing probably because they are taking mechanical arms and pressing the blood flow so I rip the endless bands and elastic and layers off--they then mutilate my fingers, cuticles with gouges into the cuticles, huge red welts and smearing disgusting chemicals on my hands so they look withered , like I have been dipping my hands in some deteriorating acidic fluid all my life. (forearms as well). Still Ice Cube attacking me for over one hour prior to going to bed. Every single movement and thought I make he can "hear" using the voice-to-skull. Trying in vain to "ignore this unwanted demonic spirit of hate and murder and violence, I keep telling it I can't stand it, to go away telling it that it's disgusting to me go away. From the moment I begin to turn all the distracting media off, they begin to tear into my mind and body--for years they sucked my sexuality out while torturing and poisoning me to death with insults and violence and theft and information extraction. |finally they are so disgusting I can't provide love through drugging torture any longer but the ideas they must constantly suck out one way or another so it continues without end., Upon waking, from first moment of waking up in the dark light of unconscioussness, with the gouge in my finger once more this morning, drugged through the injection and the maiming of my body so a tear into my body produces the '"trauma" effect they inflict every single day all day every day all night every siingle night to extractmore ideas as they appear completely blank to me every day, they havea nothing to say but give me you are a bitch trash we will kill you--that is all they ever say but they keep going to the Oscars with ideas they have tortured or stolen from my writing for the past 15 years and longer.//Pitt was hitting me and I have been trying to "ignore' them all morning. Screaming the same things I have been screaming every day for at least 8 years--it took me years to begin to understand what was going on. They just sit silently in rows with observers looking for what ideas to steal, how to suck ideas out of me through torture, and how to destroy my body soul and spirit by discovering any vulnerability and observing and drugging me with truth serum drugs every day to extract how to take away all the empowers me that I love---the latest addition of destruction has been my money from Social Security. The money is still "suspended" and I am being literally lied-to by the field office. I was told that man who was supposed to send me information on how to reinstate my money is "on vacation" for 2 weeks and they tried to force a complete beginning of the process--although they sent me all the forms of the completion of the process, with money deducted from my benefits from a situation I had settled 20 years ago, they added more to the charge and I can't obtain any records to contest it as my bank has since closed and records are gone. They remain not giving me any information and to "wait" for 2 more weeks for this agent who is a yelling lying abuser terrorist to send me information on how to reinstate my benefits. The last letter he sent stated that my benefits are reinstated but they are suspended. He is trying to extort money out of me and not following actual procedure for that agency. //Under Hegseth they killed a pet on my patio and killed a beautiful flowering vine. Every time they kill my plants, which has been every single plant every time I obtain one, beautiful flowering tropical vines, they kill them slowly. the plants begin to grow back and they kill the plants again. They remain latched onto this contract now with the instruction from the German to hit me from side angles when I am in a black state of unconsciousness, just coming into awareness in the teleportation state. they can't exist without doing this to me for various reasons: energy derived from torture they are addicted to. Non-stop top awards and contracts and lead roles they can't obtain otherwise. Non-stop money poured into their endless orgy party luxury lifestyles so they never have to actually pay or DO ANYTHING to obtain these positions and awards--the production that they supposedly are producers for are mostly in-name obtaining ideas derived from torturing me. A host of English genocidal Nazi fascist bigots remain with the French and Germans urging the Americans to follow in fascist Nazi "concentration camp" genocidal Gestapo tactics of torture and violence towards me. First they put Obama into power who has since put Black Nazis into position to murder Jews if possible when the Nazis begin their actual extermination policies. The Blacks are extremely violent, as Ice Cube is completely murderously violent as if I am the cause of racism. They lie about every single thing. I am being tortured to extract truth and opinions so I tell them the truth about how they have put fascist Nazism into power. I tell Ice Cube that his good "friend" Pitt is the one who doesn't care about segregation being torn down by their partner Trump--who they also put into power along with Obama playing shadow and Biden formerly the main controller but under instruction from Trump and the 4th Reich--all of them under the control of other "supervisors" who I probably do not know exactly as they may inter-mingle or are partly actors but it doesn't matter. they continue the sucking leech p arasitic violence with Nazi instruction now because I am fighting to stop the murder stop the torture as I have been for years and years and years and years. Only with more politicians rushing to join into the profit-sharing enterprise and media attention.

"Night on Bald Mountain--Fantasia (1941)(Theatrical Cut)". Oliver Hayhoe. July 29, 2014.

**A few hours later. At night, my shins are being slashed with little razors or knives, or they had been and are now chemically "scarred" so the slashes remain as scars. They cut into my legs after I must use razors (due to finances must use cheap razors) but I almost never, like 99% of the time, never cut anything on my legs. There are red slashes into my skin the next day. I feel nothing when they are slicing into my body and they also inject the injured area with some numbing chemical or drug so I feel nothing, at least for 1-2 days. Since they keep poisoning and drugging me, I can only realize that I have been sliced into by seeing my skin in the sun, which is blotted literally everywhere with chemically-tattooed scars from this endless mechanical arm terrorism imposed upon my inert comatose and brain-implant lack of sensation while being teleported to being attacked, hit, homeless, abused, insulted endlessly night-after-night.

I forgot to include with the list of English, French, German, Austrians sitting instructing the Americans in gestapo Nazi concentration camp themes, motifs and knee-jerk reactions to any resistance to being murdered, tortured, raped and all I think do and say abused stolen and my property stolen destroyed my food poisoned my money blocked stolen and attacked on all sides, every day, every where, every night, etc.

There are teams of Russians, of course. And many other cultures but these are the predominant. When I am Miami it's Latinos viciously attacking me with whites standing in the background literally smug and smirking standing back in lax postures like lynch mob men posing with swagger in these old photos.

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the situation of the LITTLE RIVER SOCIAL SECURITY FIELD OFFICE on Biscayne Blvd in Miami, which conducted lies and phone tag disruptions from the very moment I had to deal with them and before--in my former address it was done, I was not given my mail information and then etc I had to maneuver to try to get my mail information only to be told all money cut off until I had a phone interview. The block of purchasing a VOIP service, apparently SKYPE has discontinued their phone number service--but considering this group, and I used that service just a few months ago, the template for the website has been altered and SKYPE is still offering a phone number with call-forwarding. I had to use another service, which promised all kinds of things but at the time of the interview, the call never came. I was told the call was never answered and I was instantly transferred to a Mr. Melle who began a yelling terror skit attack, firstly as they all do, gently beckoning me in with fake warm professionalism and I had been, have been tortured for over 16 hours per day, drugged into  hysteria every day, for years, on a literaly daily basis. My internet turned off constantly and information blocked. I can't trust anyone i phone or try to reach out to. I was unprepared for the interview and thusly they have

told me I have to pay in person at their field office with a cashiers check

I looked up the information on an AI search machine and that branch is not supposed to take direct payments. Instead they are supposed to deduct an amount from my monthly benefits and not suspend them and demand payment at their field office in person.

I received a letter stating my benefits are resumed (but they are not) and a situation I had dealt with in 2002 was "wrong" and I must pay "more" so they are deducting another amount from my benefits and the benefits are resumed (but they are not) and no further information ha been sent. 

I phoned two days ago asking for this man to send me a letter stating what I must do or what has to happen (which they told me they were going to do on March 5, but 10 days later sent a letter stating my benefits are reinstated but then left them suspended, but taking more money out of a situation I had dealt with, at another office, back in 2002. My bank I used at that time has since been closed, so I believe I cannot obtain the records for this further deduction but they used it as a context to send a letter out. I also received a letter stating that the interview had been conducted.

I was told by phone 2 days ago that the interview had been "wrong" and I should have to go through the process again, or wait for the 2-week "vacation" of this man who is just suddenly "gone" for 2 weeks just at the time I am supposed to have already dealt with whatever they claim I am supposed to do so my benefits will be reinstated for April 1, 2025.

I had to fight to get the woman to send a message to the Mr. Melle to finalize the interview and release the hold on my benefits. I remain with no information waiting with a completely lying field office all completely colluding. I have no doubt who is behind this from the current administration, the former administration, and the not fun entertainers torturing me to get endless more and more and more out of me my life my ideas while giving nothing but literal MURDER and torture, destruction albeit very slow murder and torture without end as they also feed hormonally off it and are paid in millions for all the ideas all the non-stop days from years of torture non-stop more people rushing to join in.

Now other people are losing their benefits at the same time, so I am not alone but I have no representation and there are also some other pitfalls in this situation. It is a very lopsided poker game at this point. 

They are in the wrong but then I am as well. however, as everything at this point is in the wrong with the powers who are destroying lives so theirs can be enhanced by multiple-fold, using quasi righteous themes of their glorification as their shield against the brutal  harsh truth that they actually are grasping power within. I am tortured after I scream out the "truth" because they are constantly injecting mind control drugs including "truth" serum but any semblance of saying the truth about the results of their terror organization and what they really are doing in reality- is met with violence and threats that I am the problem not they, etc (I am "racist" not they, etc the problem is "me" not them, they care they are loving they are compassionate they are beautiful they are the best superior etc and all enforced by force and lies and poisoning torture drugging and then disenfranchisement ongoing without end. Now solidified by higher authoritarian administration with the little "field" office extorting money out of me to get my benefits reinstated, which is dubious and also impossible for me to do at this point. It is impossible for me to pay what they are demanding I do, making a verbal quote by phone, screaming it at me but sending actual letters stating that my benefits are reinstated. Being lied-to by phone when I call the office. Left in limbo. Outright breaches of protocol for the agency government system, openly breached now with all laws just obliterated flaunting it with smirking caustic hate from the screaming Mr. Melle (so much like a Dickens horrid poverty story of old London).

$$$$$$$$$$

The terrorist celebrities, their Euro-fasco-instructors and Russian Soviet-era Stalinist fasco antisemitic Nazi-loving partners, with the full U.S. Administration formerly, currently, et al (I forgot to mention Harris in the mix of presidents and potential presidents, plus Oprah bloomberg Sanders--Warren--West--so many of the prez candidates from the past few years have absolutely accessed this contract pre-running for prez or during their campaigns. One Supreme Court Justice (now dead, the vacuum installing antiabortion and Constitutional blocks to overtake of Executive for immunity from crimes committed while in office, etc)

and, they have all made it in a globe of participants, that no matter what I do to fight their endless murder attempts and paralysis disability destruction of my body, my finances my health my living conditions having a pet having fun sleeping in peace waking to peace living in peace having friends having a family that isn't unstable (and they want me abused, hated and raped and beaten to death with little Nazi-spawned children who will be trained to hate me) and all regardless of whether I "follow" their rules or fight to survive non-stop death threats, and outright poisoning as murder

I had to get health care I was being lied to and abused in health care clinics under Medicaid, which is now being cut by this death admnistration put into power by all the preceding administrations

In order to survive in any way I am where I am now, otherwise it would be probably me dead 2 decades ago, which was the plan.

For having survived, I am now tortured and nearly to death, fighting to be able to pay for herbal healing because my body has been literally crushed by deep sleep terrorists so there is no remedy possible in Western medicine. Chronic and permanent/. Despite all that, with the poisoning and torture to reduce my stamina to the point of adrenal fatigue and immune system breakdown plus maiming of my body on a daily routine while in deep brain implant comatose teleported sleep state

drugging injected into my body nightly

they have not cut off m y survival money for being disabled, not having worked long enough to pay the FICA taxes, not having anywhere to turn as a result. Not knowing that no matter what, all my efforts were going to be sabotaged or I could have taken the Section 8 housing in Tempe, Arizona when my mother urged me to apply. Not realizing that I had NO CHANCE for any realistic mode of survival, health care, safety or security from the State-sponsored terrorism of my own government (by the way, when Pam Bondi states that the burning of Tesla cars is "state terrorism" my study of criminal justice from has taught me (in grad school, in the same State that Bondi has been a key member of administration) is that "State Terrorism" is directed FROM the State onto the civilians, not the other way around (Musk is not supposed to "represent" the "State" as he has no constitutionally elected government title, or does he?)\

THus, as my immediate family has been deadly abusive in the past after I had been crushed physically by someone literally fracturing my vertebrae and making a metal rod come loose while I was in deep sleep mode (I now realize) my family used this contract to murderously attack me in Phoenix, Arizona in the late 80's, leading me to have to run to San Francisco, and then later to Germany for a "miracle" sort of "help" from one of the operatives of the German 4th Reich, and then I lived in Stuttgart for years, my vertebrae was crushed by another German in my deep sleep for just trying to get away from him after he drugged me and I was in a state of drugged delirium, for his "career" enhancement promotional scheme

and returning to the U .S. with a complete lack of resources except for one single non-government operation in Portland, which has since stopped most of the care I had enjoyed due to a former "hippie" trying to help the community. It was targeted and has been reduced and has excluded people like me from obtaining help due to the funding protocols which were not in place when I was there earlier.

As for the rest of America, I would be left to die or be killed by people utilizing this contract (I was put in a life-threatening situation by my immediate family which would not help me with health care, my uncle obtained a huge allowance from the community in Phoenix for his gay desktop publishing magazine, and he used me to further the expansion of the magazine and it's a long story.

But the situation is that I had to fight for my life, literally and still am constantly. I was taking online graduate classes in criminal justice, and i have since been poisoned (and was always but to death) and fought to get any kind of health care which is absolutely unavailable except for the most basic of cheap and superficial medicines i.e.; the thyroid condition they also forced upon me by the electronic attack system and from poisoning and my body going into complete imbalance in every way possible adn being put out of alignment while sleeping and oisoned with hardening poison--which continued every night until just a few months ago (the manipulation of my spine stopped when fir the first time in my life I have barely been able to blockade access to my body while in deep sleep).

Now "they" want to take what little vestige i have left and have cut my money off--laughing the millionaires and billionaires who have been torturing me for YEARS and using my ideas to get more millions and billions are turning their snarling contempt upon me so that whatever little tiny itsy-bitsy financial rug I have is pulled up from under me--using this lie but I was forced into this lowest level of welfare by the State which would not help me when I needed it after they had their operatives crush my vertebrae and make a metal rod come loose in my back--due to and as a result of the poisons which were put in my body all my life to bloat my body, latch onto my spine make it crooked and retain the mind control drugs into my body.

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and so, I have done nothing illegal except for one thing I said by phone, because of the terror and the endless attacks on my life, body and financial capability I have saved money, I have saved the stimulus money otherwise while DRumf was in office and his goons were going into my room, raping me putting fungus into my body, hair, food and clothing and furniture destroying my shoes my backpacks and STEALING M Y MONEY literally from my purse, I could not wake, and I was left with no money by the 3rd week of every month--living in a place which is "affordable" but they took what little chance I had left. Having me raped, the poisoned raped more deeply into my body, doing master cleanses every month for over 2 years as the only health care I could think of to get the poison out--poisoned immediately afterward into a huge poisoned state deformed and being killed.

I saved money in my bank account and had to flee to get massages to break up the hard poison making me paralyzed--which the State-sponsored terrorism had  been paying for using "black ops" probably through the Pentagon--the largest budget for the U.S. and the current administrator of that has just viciously attacked me using death threats, sexual abuse, verbal abuse, death threats, killing of a pet, killing of a  plant, along with his family and money is being poured into his administration of MORE of these death technologies.

Not that any of you care, and you will all constantly claim that you are innocent of having been the fomenting cause of these administrations so your movies can "win" rigged contests at the end of every year, often using my ideas which you torture out of me.

For saying once more no for over 15 years to more abusers users racists bigots they are now using this means to destroy whatever chance i have and they are not having this local field office reinstate my money. I was told by Hegseth that he would have the money reinstated if I agreed to them all using me without any more resistance. They have been poisoning me to death and having rapists being promoted for pounding the poison into my body and treating me with hate and contempt and abusing me before and afterwards while MURDERING ME and laughing about it all. They never stop doing t his, by the way. And they have created in every aspect of my life blocks to every legal avenue every banking institution every office every government office every police officer every business almost attacks and discriminates against me.

Their endless crimes against me, but I have saved money and I had to fight to get health care and survive otherwise they would have killed me a long time ago using "legal" means of health care deprivation non-stop poisoning non-stop abuse and threats and attacks by groups of bigots of all races on alll sides every day everywhere and now every night as well.

Fighting to not be murdered and helping more fascist Nazis into power by going along with this, as you all have done or are doing.,

The people benefiting from this currently are so assured that they will always ben protected and safe and wealthy and in the "elite" they are viciously attacking me now to continue to get free everything never having to pay anything for their studio costs everything provided for fee just as long as they murderously poison and abuse and drug me every day so they can get more and more and more and more private jets more mansion more haute modeling orgies and arm candy more and more and more they are inebriated with violence and haute living as the promotional hand-outs from this Genocide group. Their every utterance and statement for the public is almost like an inverse relationship between lies and truth. 

They attack me every day to get information out of me under "truth serum" drugging and mind control technology I scream out in hate the "truth" which is that they are criminals they are racist bigots they are Nazis they are not great in my opinion. They punch into my face they torture me for hours, and now they got the Drumpf administration to use my disability to try to destroy me; all illegal means on their part is obscured by my efforts to survive the impossible. They made survival for me impossible I managed to find a way to barely survive they have been torturing me to death trying to make me paralyzed with non-stop violence for years every day without end hours per day--a murder in and of itself.

My crimes are in having saved money and for trying to get health care and trying to survive and trying to protect myself. I had to go around their draconian regulations and they can criminalize my attempts because they made it otherwise literally IMPOSSIBLE for me to survive following their "rules" which are intended for welfare recipients and not really especially for disabled. But because you have to pay FICA taxes for at least a few years, I am not included in the Social Security Administration rules and its' like criminalization for trying to not die from their endless criminality of destroying my life so white supremacy with all its' wanna be skin colors of inclusion into the scheme combine to form a universal death system, part of the general genocide and racist overtake which has been ongoing for many, many decades every president for decades has participated in this they are all gleeful but the smirking delight of Obama is disgusting in this context and of the black and Jewish and Latino who are smug that their "race" will get smashed but they are part of the "entitled elite" and they are viciously racist and behave with cruel Nazi and fascism whenever possible. Having a race to oppress is like a holiday for these minority races who are installed as the symbols of 'success" so more follow in suit--becoming antisemitic murder proxies for the lynch mob whites.

I remain sitting here writing about this. It is injustice to the highest degree but they have a system where by now one will report their crimes, they use violence if you so much as suggest the truth of what they are and their modus operandi and how they behave and their general lying system. Always relying on lies. They are using truth serum and it's adjoining mind control technology on me every day of teleportation I find them abhorrent and odious I scream how much they are detestable every day to get off me--every day now for YEARS this has been a daily screaming "get off me" cursing screaming as they punch abuse rape and torture me and now they have used an illegal system to cut my money off, will not follow the legal procedure which is to create a payment system, and on the other hand, I am forced into the welfare state and had to fight to survive and it has breached something that they can u se against me.

Hegseth has claimed he can control the situation depending on whether I let them rape and abuse me withotu fighting in my defense and the rape and poisoning is MURDER and has been--literally.

That means, don't fight back while being murdered don't resist and just give everything while being abused to death let them steal whatever they want while being murdered but you can have a reasonably torture-free death if you just comply with the silent genocide, they are now using the disability as a way to firther try to kill me without any reaction or protest on my part to horrific poisoning to death and theft, all I think just given to meaningless hateful people just abusive racist and giving NOTHING in return and they are odious in a way that is repulsive to me at this point.

-----The computer has just "frozen" I can't publish o save this--I have no way of knowing if the WiFi has been turned off because the signal is on but all is inoperable except for this keyboard--the mouse works but any click is just frozen--don't know if they will delete this I have to "wait" for the hackers to stop pressing whatever they are pushing down to freeze the system--or they often just delete or completely rewrite what I have just written to remove any accusatory reality truth.

The signal symbol appears "on" but I can't check--the router lights are all on--but that means nothing. nothing else works all is dead frozen they could keep it that way until I have to close down the computer and turn it all off, losing all---or they are rewriting this so once I finally am able to publish most will be half-deleted and pasted together into unreadable half-paragraphs and phrases impossible to comprehend. Happens almost every time I write anything related to how insidious and evil and rotten and sick and disgusting this group is and how they operate. They all have to have lies constantly protecting their very violent murderous and sleazy mostly stupid barbarity and behavior and modus operandi.