(Thai)) Ladies Prefer Greys. Why can't I prefer them (or younger ones). ???? (wtf) but a life reality many, millions ofThai women must live with or chose as a necessity for living beyond corrugated tin shack poverty to get out--every day.

These older men want me to behave like their already programmed Third World sex slave prostitutes, loving any Jack, John or Jill who hands a few dollars for a nighttime of orgiastic denegration and with older men, it appears like a money-profiting lifestyle. This same myth is being forced upon me by many older men who promise wealtth if I just participate in their exploitation of me.

I have tried to relate how these ugly, disgusting old men with their YouTube videos have attacked me. they are physically revolting to look at, which as I have written in a jest but it's very sombre: the ugliness of the stalkers is near a putrid sense value, aesthetic of vomitgore mentality when you have to see them proliferating your YouTube recommended page, which I am drawn to due to the mind control interface I have tried to describe very briefly above. The hacking and blocks to my brain make any writing extremely arduous and  impossible to get all out I want to express, in any tangible way or form.

The combination of putrid attacks and the people involved are such a revolting system of ugliness, stupidity, hate, greed, selfishness, and all tauted as wonderful heroes of society in these media drives to install fascist and Totalitarian puke rotten creeps into higher positions of power.

Thus, the mechanical arm got through the tiny space I have not had the strength to pound in which was altered between the space of last night and this morning. I have at least been able to create systes where I can detect entry, and they did get in. My hands, hair and skin have as usual been smeared wiith damaging chemicals. My haiir is a mess, my hands are huge, ugly and worn out from YEARS OF hand washing clothing that is sprayed daily with toxic sprays that are deadly to inhale. I must close all windows and seal doors to try to avert break-ins from the outside. When I had windows in the last horrrid torture place I lived in, I had to literally tape the sliding windows because the landlord refused to install screens and blocked all access to me installing screens. The people you idolize in the media who I have written of for years and years ensured I was unable to earn a single penny online and thus stuck living off circa $700 per month, as I am relegated to right now. The criminal terrorist teleportation creeps have been put into the Executive office, their children and wives receive only the top beauty treatments but put me in a place with over 30 panels which these mechanical arms break through every night to inflict damage to my body and beauty and health (slow murder) every single day. They rise into billionaire status and become leaders of society.

You all continue to do nothing to stop them or this system.

You're all profiting off this system in your comfort zones, assured that you will always have people to push down in order to keep your standard of living.

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The teleportation terror hate skit they forced on me last night was of kittens who appeared dead in baskets. I had written of another ugly old man (aging I mean) who has put a proliferation of his nasty deformed and near-dead cats and dogs he "rescues" which became an endless stream of videos because I had once searched for animal rescue videos. His videos began to dominate my pages and the severe deformation of these animals caught my attention, as they were calculated to do for what appears to be an absolute scam and sinister "charity" organization.

As I wrote yesterday, a bit in detail. I did not include this organization's videos on my pages because first I don't want their ugly faces to deform my blog or Facebook--I am not trying to incriminate one single person but the entire group. I did put one of his videos on one of my Facebook posts I believe it was on July 3. I had, at that time, bought into the scam as apparently so many others have done. The money is flowing into this ersatz organization and it's cruelty towards animals. As I am under attack because this sick nasty creep is obviously a part of this stalking system, . However, I will include a white older male's (Farang) p.o.v on the beautiful younger Thai "girls' with the older men out of white male land---it's pretty honest in a sordid way. The older men who are putting their endless videos on my youtube channel, which I am brainwashed into clicking on (please imagine a type of drooling comatose but waking zombified state, that is how badly the drugs and tech affect me). I watch their videos and then they attack me. When I fight back against theiir exploitation scams and schemes, they have me put into accidents and then continue the disfigurations and tortures. Their women participate even more assiduously then the men. Younger men are more violent and not more attractive than the older men. However, a rash of nasty older man attacking me like vermin is simply disgustiing and awful to experience. The younger men have not attacked me as much as these older, more established men because they are in the first line-up of "entitlement" to "experiment" with rape and torture teleportation technology. I am a type of prototype but I assure you readers that until this technology becomes a rampant source of pornographic rape and violence and murder and pedophilia--you will be stuck with these wonderful great and wealthy older men!!!!

This video, just trying clicking at 9 minutes into the video (this is an English or UK older man gleefully describing how the Thai ladies/bargirlz really do prefer greys. "Cheers!" he happily states intoxicated with whorehouse grandeur and grandizing entitlement.

This is the future of the teleportation technology to which so many are clamoring to obtain and participate in. The women feel entitled as their men rape and beat and disfigure the women who they want broken, ugly and crushed emotionally, until they 'love" perpetrators because otherwise they are forced into stinking, filthy hovels as this stinking filthy group has forced onto me, like a 3rd world sex prostituted torture victim. Not that I am. I fight out of this American Democratic human rights culture that EVERYONE is decimating because they want a promotion and they can't stand to see me beautiful, happy, successful, more creative than them, with more chances than white bigot males and their nasty females of all the brown-skinned varieties who are some of the most vicious attackers possible on the planet of the apes stalking covert operations, where evidence of torture is disguised. Obviously real "old school" visible torture is much quicker and more deadly. This is slow torture to death that is disguised by invisible attacks, silenced by all society surrounding the target. Scars are made to appear as natural deformations of the sloppy and unkempt and "dirty" target. For my part, all i do is clean up their filth and fight to keep theiir attack units out of my home, study and research how to defend myself and write to the endless void of the "do nothing" denizens reading my posts (mostly drooling with glee that their bigot system, encompassing blacks and whites and Jews and every other possible group, does nothing and says nothing and I remain like this.

What a revealing video this man describes the attitude of a man lavished with "entitlement' here inThailand. I fight against this every day and I am deformed by the "feminist" women who support these men.

I should include human rights against the IMF and other World Bank policies which create these sex rape and abuse cultures where the women love the nasty perpetrators because they have no other salvagable financial opportunities. Some Thai people work 7 days a week, sometimes for 12 hours a day. For very little money. A $20 all-night prostitution night is more luxury than a few days of 12 hours of work .

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Here's another vblog about how nice prostitute penetrators are fighting against all these scamming "lying" bargirls.

What victiims they are of Thai women who are just using these older men who are such "gentlemen" who are most of the demographic who attack me in vicious store attacks, but they call themselves "gentlemen" as opposed to the more nasty and violent younger men (who attack me with violence along with their Thai younger women who are very very glad to have younger men who are more attractive than older men they actually become lying professionals about because they have to lie so much about how they prefer greys to young and virile men who are nastier but at least not ugly and nasty older variety.

In ten years of living here i've wittness the change from older retirees exploiting the poverty of Thailand and their lying Thai wives/girlfriends who attack me for them, and the proliferation of younger men coming to invest in Thailand with their much happier but still endlessly lying Thai consorts.

Sorry, that's an observation i wish I were just making a nasty comment but no......AND THIS IS WHAT THIS TELEPORTATION/GANG STALKING/TORTURE/DISFIGUREMENT and discrimination severe discrimination on every level system is trying to force me into. While stealing ideas I obtained from a life of academic life and studies (but thwarted oh how much by druggiing and mind control blankeing of my brain and body and mind control forcing me into a kind of blankk media consumption which I now recognize after slowly climbing out of this particular druggiing and poisoning abyss from detox and awareness)

Here in Thailand I see directly the paradigm this group of nasty men are trying to force upon me, theiir blonde and black and every other color female right behind them cheering them on and attacking me so I am broken down physically and they all blossom off it.

Stop exploitation of the impoverished "Emerging economies" of all nations. Stop human trafficking. Stop pornographic exploitatoin wiith drugging and torture of women. STOP THE WOMEN WHO CLAIM THEY ARE FEMINSITS FIGHTING THIS SYSTEM WHO BLATENTLY ATTACK ME TO OBTAIN IDEAS ABOUT DISCRIMINATION SO THEYCAN GET PAID FOR MORE BEAUTY TREATMENTS WHILE THEY HAVE THEIR STALKERS DEFORM MY BODY AND SMEAR DESTRUCTION ON MY HAIIR, SKIN AND BODY and poison and have blemishes put on my body as they are enthralled wiith destroying competition, then they call me all kinds of insulting names when they teleport me. This is a REALITY that is silenced and NEVER discussed almost never. That's another subject I'm sure there is much information about this on YouTube and in the feminist literature but I'm so busy every single day cleaning and fighting and healing and fighting to get ANYONE to stop these attacks and protect me. Still entertaining the stalking organization (and endlessly backspacing the hacking errors) and continuously seeing the ideas I write of as promotional "alternative/liberal" concepts the celebrities teleport me to torture and then suck out and then exploit whiile I remain in horrid poverty and stuck as a target.

I wish them destruction you can go to thailand and get lots of slaves. I feel empathy for the Thai "girls" but on the other hand, most of them laugh as they participate in destroying my home and body so I can't really feel very sorry for them at all. This also applies to black women and men and all the other "discriminated-against' "minorities including your millionaire/billionaire celebrities in H-wood.

I need to rearrange this blog or create a real page with links and other such organizational details.

However, I am immersed in cleaning up stinking toxic filth every single day that the stalkers pour and spray and sprinkle into my room. I fight every day to do some thing to block off every single space, crack and any place a tiny electronic/mechanical arm can enter through the tiniest of spaces. Last night I had placed a tiny brush on top of the tied-together little metal strips on the huge plastic-coated planks of the cabinet doors. I have screwed hooks at the tops and bottom of the panel doors but my body is too vulnerable and weak to screw and pound in more of the hooks into plastic pieces after more of the hard poisons have erupted out of my body (detox through the normal portals of my body) but I used the word erupted because the poisons literally are glued/latched onto skin/bone and muscles/sinews/arteries/blood vessels. The detox involves my body having to both heal from tissue being ripped out of my back, hips, skull etc and the horrific poison that flows through my bloodstream simulaneously. Healing involves days and days of not being able to do more than sit glued to the boob tubes and reacting to every attack in the psy-ops rotating system. Thus, days of screaming in rage into the internet as drugs that blocked my body, perception and skewed my mind over 30 years ago, putrifying into my body, solidifying and then finally ripping out from my various detox (slow, labyrinth ripping out program) into me not able to fend off the attacks these hateful people incur by their YouTube videos.

I cannot describe how vulnerable a person is to suggestion and scams when these drugs and the interface with the tech are combined.

I have tried to relate how these ugly, disgusting old men with their YouTube videos have attacked me. they are physically revolting to look at, which as I have written in a jest but it's very sombre: the ugliness of the stalkers is near a putrid sense value, aesthetic of vomitgore mentality when you have to see them proliferating your YouTube recommended page, which I am drawn to due to the mind control interface I have tried to describe very briefly above. The hacking and blocks to my brain make any writing extremely arduous and  impossible to get all out I want to express, in any tangible way or form.

The combination of putrid attacks and the people involved are such a revolting system of ugliness, stupidity, hate, greed, selfishness, and all tauted as wonderful heroes of society in these media drives to install fascist and Totalitarian puke rotten creeps into higher positions of power.

Thus, the mechanical arm got through the tiny space I have not had the strength to pound in which was altered between the space of last night and this morning. I have at least been able to create systes where I can detect entry, and they did get in. My hands, hair and skin have as usual been smeared wiith damaging chemicals. My haiir is a mess, my hands are huge, ugly and worn out from YEARS OF hand washing clothing that is sprayed daily with toxic sprays that are deadly to inhale. I must close all windows and seal doors to try to avert break-ins from the outside. When I had windows in the last horrrid torture place I lived in, I had to literally tape the sliding windows because the landlord refused to install screens and blocked all access to me installing screens. The people you idolize in the media who I have written of for years and years ensured I was unable to earn a single penny online and thus stuck living off circa $700 per month, as I am relegated to right now. The criminal terrorist teleportation creeps have been put into the Executive office, their children and wives receive only the top beauty treatments but put me in a place with over 30 panels which these mechanical arms break through every night to inflict damage to my body and beauty and health (slow murder) every single day. They rise into billionaire status and become leaders of society.

You all continue to do nothing to stop them or this system.

You're all profiting off this system in your comfort zones, assured that you will always have people to push down in order to keep your standard of living.

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The teleportation terror hate skit they forced on me last night was of kittens who appeared dead in baskets. I had written of another ugly old man (aging I mean) who has put a proliferation of his nasty deformed and near-dead cats and dogs he "rescues" which became an endless stream of videos because I had once searched for animal rescue videos. His videos began to dominate my pages and the severe deformation of these animals caught my attention, as they were calculated to do for what appears to be an absolute scam and sinister "charity" organization.

As I wrote yesterday, a bit in detail. I did not include this organization's videos on my pages because first I don't want their ugly faces to deform my blog or Facebook--I am not trying to incriminate one single person but the entire group. I did put one of his videos on one of my Facebook posts I believe it was on July 3. I had, at that time, bought into the scam as apparently so many others have done. The money is flowing into this ersatz organization and it's cruelty towards animals. As I am under attack because this sick nasty creep is obviously a part of this stalking system, I will enumerate on other aspects of

Dead Kitties in a teleportation skit trauma-based tech attack.

I have tried to relate how these ugly, disgusting old men with their YouTube videos have attacked me. , like an STD rash for the last few weeks. It appears that the onslaught and confluence of rotten ugly old men who post their stuff on YouTube have been given full  access to attacking me, via the media and political celebrities who continuously have profited off passing me around and around to their cronies to slowly MURDER ME with endless stress, abuse and violence/rape and murder attempts via orchestrated "accidents" (as I could have been killed a few days ago with this newest "accident" which caused the broken metatarsal bones to shift more to the left into my other toes, all forced upon me not by my lack of coordination but their attacks on my body while I am asleep and in this comatose sleeping MK ULTRA "alter"mode that these expletives exploit at every single  moment thhey can, as the moguls handing out these technologies and contracts want me begging for help for the rest of my life while no one ever intervenes. Oh, how they know how banal and mediocre and meaningless the human brainwashed population has been from their mass mind-meld conditioning and comfort and discrimination entitlements.

These ugly old men on the internet who put endless videos of their rotten ugly selves on my YouTube and other pages: they are physically revolting to look at, which as I have written in a jest it's one thing to have "beautified" plastic-surgery older men who are manicured and well-dressed with millions/billions of dollars worth of clothing and accessories attackk you, but it's a far cry from attractive when it's rotten stalkers, which constitute 99% of the entire organization, who then stalk and attack with the exact same ugly personality structure and the inevitable female companion who laughs as the ugly men torture and rape and abuse someone else (leaving a bit more space for at least a manageable abuse schedule they can live with--perhaps none of them are abused by these men, that too is possible but the women absoluely blossom off participating in these situations as well). With the more ugly, old and rotten lot of them, but it's very sombre: the ugliness of the stalkers is near a putrid sensation value, aesthetic of vomitgore mentality when you have to see them proliferating your YouTube recommended page and then they attack you with more rotten old men here in Phuket. They have their grandaughter aged children female sex slave brown-skinned slaves obeying and stalking me with absolute enthusiasm.

I go off into tangents once more facing this tech-embedded mind control machine disguised as a laptop. This morning I woke up and I heard the beeping of the laptop which I had most definitely turned off and unplugged just last night. There were more objects under my blankets like pieces of silicone and etc. due to the break-in last night.

This morning I discovered that my body has healed to a greater degree so I can now try to pound in more screws into the plastic doors, in yet another attempt to stop this endless intrusion by the people getting plastic surgery, beauty treatments and laughing as they have their minorities smear stinking fungus into my hair, skin and my body erupts with all kinds of scars, blemishes covering my  body from head-to-foot, and endlessly fighting this (alone, no help, endlessly stuck in absolute povertyy). I try to look at it in a positive light that this is some experience in fighting mechanical arms from entering my room which is a "survival" "learning experience".

The unfortunate thing is that the people also doing continuous surveillance, which means those famous media celebrities, are literally watching everysingle thing I do, monitoring every single thought, and any and everything I learn to defend myself,  heal my  body, and thin about the systems and how to write about it is UNDER SCRUTINY AND STOLEN BY THEM IMMEDIATELY.

I also want to point out that my brain is literally drawn to the YouTube "recommended"/stalker rife and polluted page like a magnet. My decisions are inextricably related to the mind control aspects of the tech being aimed into my brain while I type (and in every situation). If any person reading my posts assumes that "you" can just easliy shift your brain/mind into determination to not pursue various deadly paths, you are gravely mistaken. The technology/drug interface is nearly impossible to counter if you are not some meditation athlete who can desist from all the programming by sheer wilpowerr or force of mental determination. I am drawn to due to the mind control interface I have tried to describe very briefly above. The hacking and blocks to my brain make any writing extremely arduous and  impossible to get all out I want to express, in any tangible way or form as well so that only adds to the impression one might get that I am simply fueling the attacks and "letting them happen" so to speak. That also is part of the usual blame-the-victim mentality that drives the recurrent excuses to exonerate the perpetrators and continue to leave the targets at their mercy.

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The combination of putrid attacks and the people involved are such a revolting system of ugliness, stupidity, hate, greed, selfishness, and all tauted as wonderful heroes of society in these media drives to install fascist and Totalitarian puke rotten creeps into higher positions of power.

Thus, the mechanical arm got through the tiny space between one huge panel cabinet door (extending to an area nearly at my knees and going up to the height of the ceiling. I will have to pound the spaces between the lower panels of the bottom doors to the top at the middle space, which cannot close compactly like the bottom and top have already done). They have made defending myself nearly impossible. I have also written, but I repeat here, that the interior of the cabinets have various levels of hardness behind the panels. At the outer edges of the panels the faux "wood" of the back of the panels are hard as steel. In the middle, the panels are so thin I can bend them by simply pressing my hand into them. I also have surveyed the quality of the material and I discern that there is a hard layer that is latched on and can be opened from the other side of this nearly extinct "wall" separating me from the other studio (I can hear them talk when they do talk it comes as loud and slightly muffled. They rarely talk but when they do it's louder than if a person were talking in another room with a wooden door blocking the sound level). The very flimsy exterior, which is so maleable I feel like it's almost the density of skin covering a hard surface, leaves them able to insert these mechanical arms through all the EIGHT pairs of double-hooks tied together as tight as possible on the edges and the center spaces at all middle points of every set of panels. That does not suffice they get through everything because the surface of the nearly thin-as-skin material with hard wood or metal panels right behind them makes any intrustion on any space possible for a millimeter sized mechanical arm. They open my front door with all the many layers of locks, strings, and I have also put layers of paper into the cracks since the door is too small for the doorway and light blasts in at night. I think it's also possible for tiniest mechanical arms to get through these spaces as well. 

The stalkers also create false positives for entry that are distractions from their real point-of-entry.

However, I put a brush on top of the string I used to tie the tiny metal bars that are supposed to be handles to open the huge panels of the very last set of cabinet doors I have been too injured and sick and weak to pound in.. I have been trying for over 3 months with pounding in of metal hooks and it has left me nearly severely injured with all the poisons hard into my spine in crisscross fashiion, like an internal corset and exterior shell of poison, internally glues to my spine and muscles and system in every conceivable direction. I have not had the strength to pound in which was altered between the space of last night and this morning. I have at least been able to create systes where I can detect entry, and they did get in. My hands, hair and skin have as usual been smeared wiith damaging chemicals. My haiir is a mess, my hands are huge, ugly and worn out from YEARS OF hand washing clothing that is sprayed daily with toxic sprays that are deadly to inhale. I must close all windows and seal doors to try to avert break-ins from the outside. When I had windows in the last horrrid torture place I lived in, I had to literally tape the sliding windows because the landlord refused to install screens and blocked all access to me installing screens. The people you idolize in the media who I have written of for years and years ensured I was unable to earn a single penny online and thus stuck living off circa $700 per month, as I am relegated to right now. The criminal terrorist teleportation creeps have been put into the Executive office, their children and wives receive only the top beauty treatments but put me in a place with over 30 panels which these mechanical arms break through every night to inflict damage to my body and beauty and health (slow murder) every single day. They rise into billionaire status and become leaders of society.

You all continue to do nothing to stop them or this system.

You're all profiting off this system in your comfort zones, assured that you will always have people to push down in order to keep your standard of living.

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The teleportation terror hate skit they forced on me last night was of kittens who appeared dead in baskets. I had written of another ugly old man (aging I mean) who has put a proliferation of his nasty deformed and near-dead cats and dogs he "rescues" which became an endless stream of videos because I had once searched for animal rescue videos. His videos began to dominate my pages and the severe deformation of these animals caught my attention, as they were calculated to do for what appears to be an absolute scam and sinister "charity" organization.

As I wrote yesterday, a bit in detail. I did not include this organization's videos on my pages because first I don't want their ugly faces to deform my blog or Facebook--I am not trying to incriminate one single person but the entire group in this stalking/fascist/Nazi organization (and whatever levels apply, I just stick to Nazi, the blacks can simply call them "whites" or "bigots" but because so many blacks participate in this, I just call them Black Nazis, and I'm sure there are names like Illuminati, and other secret society names, the KKK and etc etc)

However, when I realized and now after more of his videos surfaced on my YouTube page which were black humor aimed at what I had written regarding his cruelty towards animals and his attempt to appear as an Ameican reality tv Holllywood show for money, which he hopes will funnel through his participation in this crime against me. As I wrote earlier in this post, all is handed to any ugly rotten disgusting creep who wants to participate who has any presence on the internet. .The election is another concern and the old bad old men network keeps promoting anyone conducting these torture attacks with continued million/billion dollar promotions. I did put one of his videos on one of my Facebook posts I believe it was on July 3. I had, at that time, bought into the scam as apparently so many others have done. The money is flowing into this ersatz organization and it's cruelty towards animals.

For those who do care, please do not donate to this rotten man and his organization and stop them if you can. Otherwise, help animals who are in your neighborhood and don't waste your money on organizations which put out informationn you cannot verify as legitimate charity organizations.

In Phuket the entire revenue of some people are derived from ersatz charities and these people viciously attack me so they can get more funding and all of them invest in property and real estate.

You might cheer them on for their greedy aspirations. That is the quality that is deemed highest in this morally defunct organization which contiues to promote every scam scum on the planet who wants to lash out at me in these internet videos.

I will try to avert from their online surfing mind control but please note that the mind control is so totally engrossing I cannot stop. I need to not be drugged and poisoned by nighttime stalkers

I also hope my posts are not continued to be information for these sleaze ugly rotten men who I have enumerated for years on Facebook posts--I could so easily write the list here but I have to get up and begin to pound in more hooks and try not to dislodge more of my microships (I literally ripped one microchip out of my back because so much skin tissue was ripped out when pounding and hammering these hooks in). I lay in bed for almost a month most of every day while the stalkers continue to drug and poison me into inertia and then torture and teleport me to these emotional losers and their nasty women who are all laughing with joy as my body is deformed--my hands look absolouttely ugly and nasty not just from cleaning perpetually the stinking toxic filth that is daily and nightly sprayed onto my body, blankets and clothing--but my skin damaged every single day, my skin tissue cut out of the damaged areas of my lower jaw and to the bone in my foot (so when they create an accident, further damage occurs to the injuries they created years ago. Every single day for years these nighttime stalkers have been cutting the skin to the bone in this tiny area between the large toe they broke and the second toe, thus cutting off blood flow and healing.

I now have to pound down to get keys to operate and I need to get going in another attempt to stop these disgusting stalkers operating for these sleaze creeps you all adore as your presidents and your leaders and their nasty bigot violent rapist wives who you all cheer on as your symbols of "beauty". All of these whores blossom from the contracts and participating in venting their hate and chargin at the status of me once having a chance to be beautiful, successful. They love calling me all kinds of names and insulting my everything that they have destroyed with the stalker teams that have deformed and poisoned and drugged me for decades.

I'm ending now, this is purely exhausting pounding down on keys and backspacing nearly every word to correct hacking inserts.

Displaced metatarsal bone/fractured from stalkers breaking my left large toe and then ANOTHER stalker-"accident"where I landed on this same injury from attack. The bone now juts from my foot and my toe is jammed against my other toes nearly 160-degree angle.

The caption says it all. I wrote of this on Facebook a few days ago when oil was poured on the hillside slope leading down the hillside from the empty condo where I live in a torture/rape and traumatizing mind control "studio" of non-stop surveillance of all I do, think and plan and create and everything else they input into my body, mind and life that is intended to break my mind/body/spirit.

The foot is now extremely injured and I require surgery. The stalking organization has blocked all financial earnings. It is so extremely difficult to type and write that with extreme effort I am pounding out this few words with great difficulty. Backspacing is non-stop correcting insertions.

Two men I wrote of on Facebook created an accident through the Nazi stalking network here. I wiped out when I applied the brakes near the bottom of this hill (a hill I have driven down in pouring rain, with water sliding down the hillside after there is a shower===never once had a single problem) A tiny rivulette of water was oiled and there was a huge truck blocking access to this road except for one little area I had to drive down.. It was a hot and sunny day. It had not rained. A small bit of water was running down the hill--maybe 4 inches in diamter, but I had to cross this little stream to drive past the huge truck blocking the rest of the very large and wide roadside.  It was a huge industrial truck with a huge wood chipper and the Thai men were cutting tree limbs in front of an abandoned building..

I landed on this toe that was broken under the orders of a Swiss/Italian woman whose room in her house I rented for two days. I had intended to rent long term, indefinitely.. She was so abusive I left almost immediately in the middle of the night because her house was located in a very remote cul-d-sac and I felt a definite threat with her Thai neighbors. As always, the white Nazi has a "black" or "Brown" team to do the dirty, filthy and violent work for them. Also, a German couple was involved in this attack scheme. She also kept most of my deposit and the money I put down for rent. I could not get any help from local police and had no access to any legal course of action. Legal fees for small claims court in rental situations are at least 10 times the cost as in the United States. That is how skewed laws in Thailand are in favor of the more wealthy against the claims of the less. Also, the Thai system on a personal and social level operates a bit more in a clan sense and everyone's business appears to be everyone's gossip or something like that....

this woman used to be president of a charity here in Phuket organized crime Nazi Paradise.

The stalkers who break into my home every night, with me fighting for my life to stop this encroachment for over 2 years on a non-stop basis of fighting and poudning and glueing everything into the corners and panels of these walls inside the cabinets which make hollow knocking noises because there is no solid wall behind them....(thus much of my current chagrin at charity scammers and the violence they use to scam people out of money).

The stalkers have been cutting the skin in the webbing between this broken toe and the second smaller toe--to the bone--every single night. Thus this "accident" which was ordered because I wrote a joke but negative comment on a Danish bigot Nazi's YouTube video, and another man who I wrote of out of England--these disgusting "men" who attack me create these accidents when I fight against rape and torture and attempts to create "sex slavery" using this teleportation and gang stalking apparatus global concern, which appears so charitable on the surface of it's every "democratic" front organization and political avowed denomination.

The pressure on this blood-flow reduced area has slipped and the bone is sticking out of my foot, the foot is enlarged, swollen and I don't know if the bone is fractured or just got shoved out of the socket to an even more angular horrid shape.

I so hope the people responsible all die in horrible accidents and it happens to all of them involved and immediately.

Should I write that I hope they become nice human beings? How impossible would that be? 

The dichotomy between moral values and need for vengeance. However, these are people who have been disfiguring me for years and ordering my body destroyed on a daily basis.

There is no more space in my mind for any kind of pacifist response. I only hope that what I write now will somehow spur people to act in my behalf. Just hoping....

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I just posted the above video on the three aspects of communication and couldn't get through it all---here's what Cornel West has to poetically say about this dual dilemma of humanity: Her baby killed by American criminal terrorists, Emmet Till's mother had to chose between a hate and heroic response. Love Justice ....well, I can't love these stalkers so I guess I'm stuck having to reach deep within my dug-up and desscrated psyche torn up by the roots of evil and responding with Justice as a force of being beyond good and evil.

More on mind control and how perpetrators are following a particular paradigm, like an algorithm of stalking and torture and mind programming methodology.

Posted to my Facebook comment section from the last post, but put on a new post entry because it has more specific relevance to mind control and how perpetrators are following a particular paradigm, like an algorithm of stalking and torture and mind programming methodology. This extends specifically to the entertainment media propaganda circuit (tied directly into your conscious and subconscious decision=making).

After walking away from the laptop, and the influence of the technology skewing my brainwaves, I "remembered" phrases and concepts and words I could not access. One of them is that (because I got "lost" from backspacing and then the technology blanked out my short-term memory so I lost all track of what I was trying to express). The Spanish charity animal "rescue" personality in the video, the video I so briefly described above (as I have to pound down on every single key as hard as possible using my fingers from above the keyboard to pound down)--okay--lost again. The Video that just appeared "3 hours ago" which I could only write in half a sentence with no explanation, was of him saying (verbatim): "If you are new to this channel, here is how you can operate your own animal rescue organiztation. He summarized it by saying that no one should operate an animal rescue charity alone and 'you will need the support of many other people. You cannot do it alone." (whew, endless backspacing and pounding down on keyboards to get a few sentences out). My stalker alert red light system went off (internally, although most of the time I can't tell because the tech blanks out my ability to focus on threats and I am in a giddy state of almost delirium most of the time when dealing with stalkers, due to the tech effect on my brain. This is important to readers to understand that if and when it happens to you too, you will easily be scammed (or get killed, whether quickly or through a number of years from your beloved "handler" you trust and love to tell you what to do.) That the viewer needs other people to help animals out if you want to create an animal shelter. From my horrid experience as a target, I know that there is no one around me who is not part of this stalking (who remains for longer than a few hours and then I never see them again, and with a certainty if they demonstrate honesty, friendliness and are trustworthy. When stalkers are part of the conceptual animal rescue operation, that means money will be flowing into their bank accounts as they attack me from within the system. Also, this Spanish man could also conceivable by trying to lure me into participating in his own organization (more money scam schemes) or the stalking agents might pay him certain dividents for his part in drawing me in. Completely theoretical conspiracy theories yet, this is how this group operates in it's less murderous forms. Some of the scams involved drawing me, the target, into living situations so the scammer can profit and the attacks on my body and property are then deadly. The operational schemata is very connected from the micro to the macro elements. Linear in that animal rescue scams are following the same rescue formula as the Hollywood hero genre associated wiith criminal actors who are murderous and deadly in real life when they are given the chance (as the stalking and teleportation offers them these opportunities to flex their psychopathic traits and enhance them to the point of being absolutely callous murdering and rapist abusers).

Transfer from Facebook: Spanish animal rescue operation connected to the stalking group. Extreme cruellty towards animals in order to profit off charitable donations.

Dear Facebook (readers/hackers),

First, the hackers deleted the first few sentences of this post after I had posted this. I rewrote a short retyped description in this first paragraph below. I have not re-read through the entire post so if it's confusing, it's because of hacker deletions. They also rewrote part of the sentence about the minority females and made it completely confusing to understand. I have not re-edited this sentence. I leave it as an example of what further intrusions occur and to understand the difference between what I have edited (should it not be rewritten once again after I post) and the confusing mess the hackers create, which is evidenced in that sentence about minority females and it goes into a twisted nonsensical sentence that I understand because I wrote it. It's completely jumbled and nearly incoherent. Perhaps it's because so many women just like this are part of the stalking teams surrounding me at this very moment. The gyst of that is that minority women are sometimes the first the defend the racist bigot white males, as they strut to gain sexual advances met with financial opportunities by these men (sometimes they get married and have children--however long that lasts and how well or unwell it ends....) 🙀

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Re: Spanish animal rescue operation video I posted 2 days ago, organized by a man and his team connected to the stalking group. My theme here is: Extreme cruellty towards animals in order to profit off charitable donations.  Please bear on as I am not out to attack this man, I have no definative proof that he's abusing animals to gain profit off 'rescue" operations.

If my premise is correct, then he's aware of my post here. These bigot male stalkers are very quick indeed to obtain lots of minority, brown-skinned stalkers especially minority sexuallly-obsessed with these rapist, bigot white supremaciist males--who get these broown-skinned females to attack me. (That's "sarcasm" in case no one can understand, but however it's REALITY AND TRUE!). I watched this video of him "rescuing" two puppies, replete with some dyed blonde-haired female who was dressed in a "reality tv" fashion photo-op style. Not that fashion is a blemish but....it was too made-up. The house this man lives in is very swank and high-end realty. In other words, his business is this charity and he's doing very, very well personally.

My hypnothesis, albeiit readers of this stalking organization will scoff and attack me for writing about one of their dear fellow mutilating animal stalking cohorts: I sense great cruelty and a lot of bs posturing for the camera and an incessantly more hideous depiction of animals in near death situations that these crews just happen to discover. 
He also mentioned in a rescue video about two puppies they stole, using stalking methodology (neighborhood stalking methods that are used to attack me). I sense blood around him, not from healing but like a butcher. think, tentatively I believe he mutliates animals in order to obtain charity funding. If I am wrong, which in my mind I do not doubt my senses or supposition about him and his cruel method of otaining money, however good his intentions are for helping animals I also see an exploiter and a gang stalking criminal as well.

Regardless of whether my impression, based on his video exploits and the apparrent (obvious) hacking and stalking methods he's using to also get into this contract out on me--creepy contract used by absolute creeps but it's a world of them so it's supposed to be "cool".

I wriite this as a sort of approbation towards the exploiters of charity funding for an opulent and profit career and investment strategy lifestyle is a situation that needs more redress. This is the short version.

Please help animals who are suffering without using dubiously entertainment-oriented horrorshop video footage of "heroic" rescues. IT's almost the same formula as the actors who play in the hero roles and then are the real perpetrators of the injustices in real life behind the cameras (once they pass out from intoxication after their rape forays on the "casting couch" then they go into mutilation and torture. And then they smile for charity photo-ops.

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I suggested an animal rescue operation out of Spain. I posted this maybe two days ago? I no longer recommend this charity organization (or non-profit, or whatever). The same internet stalking/hacking operation has occurred twice iin a row when I click on these grotesque and deformed animals being "saved" and getting wonderful, loving homes. Within a few minutes a new video appears, one time it was "live" with this Spanish male staring directly into the camera. (My "paranoid" thought is that maybe he, if he is stalking me via this cockamany hacking/stalking system that so many celebrities have latched onto in order to get funding and promotions out of harrassing me with theiir videos and then teleporting me afterwards). He was staring into the camera as if he were trying to "hpnotize" someone. I had to click off because it was a creepy sensatin of him staring keenly into the camera. As soon as I typed in the "chat" section that it was very wonderful, that he is saving animals. Suddenly a rash of emotacons appeared expressing the same sentiments but in a more emotionally lavish sense.

Two days ago I had a similar experience that I clicked on one of the videos that appeared on my "recommended" page (whiich is a foremost area that people who teleport and attack me post either their, or psy-ops videos to trigger or influence my thinking. Excercises in "mind control" As soon as I began to watch the recovery of many animals on the plethora of videos that have not stopped appearing on this page, a "new" video once again appeared that had just been filmed "today" (3 hours ago). I know the hackers can insert any time or date into the templates that they access).

The short of it is that not just because this animal rescue personality, who admits on some videos that after the videos of animals kicked nearly to death, nearly burned alive, mutilated, parts cut out of the animals--and his team makes miraculous rescue operations and the list goes on for years. I have never seen any animals that are displayed in these tragic conditions in successions of videos.

I have serious doubts about his organization and the ethical means of procuring funding for these almost horror movie animal mutilation videos.

I have seen quite a lot of charity scams here in Phuket (one is more than enough) and observed many "charity" donors out of the torture area of Beverly Hills who (obtain tax shelters and etc) therein.

Brutality and mistreatment of animals are halllmarks of this stalking organization.

And now, the keyboard is putting out triplicates of letters I press once.

Please rescue animals in ways that this stalking organization does not benefit or profit off their usual scams of being "heroes" for situations they create.

It's a formula, like most everything else this organization abides by.

A Fourth of July American post: Another identified English parasite socialite & more attacking me (besides the other list written earlier yesterday and the day before and etc etc)

A FOURTH OF JULY AMERICAN POST

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0UsGEyz_2rE

Yesterday I was put into a mental compression "box" mentailty. I was and always am drugged up, either from resonant detox which continues as it has for years, daily, or from my food poisoned. I must buy food on sale (reduced price meat, since I must eat meat for protein to heal. I cannot afford to buy meat at full price) I believe the food I buy on sale, the individually-marked down items, are pre-drugged. Stalkers can also drug my water and food at any time that I must keep in reserve.

I wrote about an Italian man yesterday who has been slowly murdering me, advising American mafia, H-wood celebrities on dismemberment "punishment" reactions to my rage from his and others' poisoning and otherwise stress-related murder attacks that still are ongoing.

There is another male who operated in tandem with this Mafia Miami hormone growth murdering bigot Nazi (I wrote his name just yesterday, he's so loathesome to me I can't write his name again). The other person who has been attacking me because he's an "art dealer" who has gotten in with H-wood and now has his own productiion company (thanks to his murder attempts and YEARS of teleporting and raping and attacking, poisoning, orchestrating agent stalking maneuvers from mostly English "neighbors" who are most vehemently genocidal and "Imperialistic" and ALWAYS have something nasty to say about Americans, I mean ALWAYS it's also always the same exact things they repeat. So similar to the Germans in that respect (and in so many other nefarious and ugly qualities and characteristics). Charming t o those who are beguiled and claim they have English or British or UK or Scottish ancestry (and also Irish, seem to often forget there's also a famous Irish personality from H-wood attacking me--for years now but not as significantly as earlier and he's a minor player compared to the violent attackers who are getting new studios, production companies, endless lead roles in huge budget movies, etc etc disguusting list never ends years and years the same situation)

Danny Moynihan. I unfortunately was sent to live in a "bed squat" in Chelsea back in 1987. He's still having me tortured so he can steal ideas. He did, for example, have my hair damaged so badly when I created a fucsia pink color blending a few hair dyes together, to make my very own color. The exact color was in some English woman's head in an interview with Sasha Lane. Only after my hair was smeared with damaging chemicals so it began to fall out. He's connected to English royalty (in indirect ways not through ancestry but through his father beiing a royal painter for the Monarchy). He stole a concept from me and stole words verbatim for a movie coming out of Englland, the singer who sings the opening theme has stolen words from my teleportation ranting on Facebook just wiithin the last year. I write his name explicitely not just to include it in the s**-list category, but also to please request that this foreign anti-American personality be STOPPED from attacking me in any way, in any form, online theft online hacking

the formerly married couple I have called all kinds of silly names while they attack me in very deadly, serious and sick ways---her mother is English, her father a red-faced nasty KKK bigot out of somewhere probably from the South (I have never looked up his bio on any source, he's so repugnant and ugly). He's an actor and associated loosely but significantly enough with symposiums related to his famous 1970's movie, and my step-father, yes all the way from Champaign, Illinois at the University where he had made a large splash on the anti-war scene--was invited and thus the configuration of all these players comes together. The director of that movie is the father of Moynihan's Satanist, debauchery drooling profiteering cheerleader "aristocrat" wifey. I was on their radar back in the 70's and they also destroyed my father's fledgling poetry and writer's career. This is not a guess I know it is fact but as usual I have no proof only that they were all conjoined in this situatiion and the evil has blossomed into them torturing me to obtain idea after idea, years and years, after destroying my father's chances of success in creative writing capacity. The "English" also influenced the MK ULTRA programming I experienced from anotther professor who I was forced to stay the night over with, due to my family insisting that I was "friends" with his daughter who blatenly attacked me after spending a year with her family as her father got Sabbatical for his Black Sabbath instructional programming in how to coerce and use the technology to destroy my family, for one.

This is the connection to brat pit and his nasty wife who has also urinated on me when I called her a skank and that I think she's a disgusting ugly whore. That was under teleportation and when I was under more than 6 years of torture from both of them, after three years of torture from Depp, more than 20 or more years from Moynihan, and 4 years of Siervo, 4 years of Eric Harari, and a lifetime of more minor players attacking me using the exact programming protocols and doing exactly the same things and saying the same things. The ugliness of these foul and sick parasites has increased to outright torture prison situations with rape and murder attempts, poisoning drugging adn non-stop racist remarks and physical assault.

I am so sick of writing about it and fighting hackers as well.

Please destroy Danny Moynihan he's committed endless crimes against me and only been promoted into undeserved recognition. He's still monitoring my writing and stealing ideas. I won't go into more detail as I have written of this situation with this ogre troglodyte "socialite" parasite just within the last few months. The radio emcees here in Phuket, when I am stuck having to listen to the one and only English radio station here, make endless reference to this woman who has stolen ideas alongside the friends and acquiantences of Moynihan who are famous in H-wood--English and "feminist" and have also stolen ideas from what i wriite detailling their injustiice and writing notes about creative modes of philsoophy (as in Greek plays regarding subjects that are ancient, because these people are following ancient formulas for oppression of populations, the "new" American version of Democracy is something they are co-opting at a rapid pace and the longer people do nothing the more they are inflitrating everything and taking it all over--with a happy face caring about freedom in the process of raking in billions$$

please get that rancid group of English and English-spawned sick filth off me . I use filth because it's just reminiscent of the disgusting filth in the movie Pink Flamingos--barbie skanky filthalina and her rat brat pit barbie doll husband who probably hobnobs with the English socialites claiming he's so "English" from ancestry and how they "love" him for his welcome of every Europieann fascist into H-wood for his ascension into power in that capacity, along with rotten mr rotten and his nazi support system in Germany and spouse louse.

Getting off into hate speech. Backspacing non-stop to correct hacker inserts. The last time I wrote I was so sick after the brainwave attacks it felt like nausia after I got up--my head feeling like it's being pressed inward, dizzy, unable to walk straight. That is how badly they are attacking my brain while I write (much worse than I can describe here especially with the hacking and brain-altering attacks).

More Facebook carryover, mind controlled descriptions of attacks with the usual hacking inserts. I am weary of this. Much of it is being forced through mind programming to get me to write.

These very sick and ugly men (and their plastic-coated Nazi female co-criminal assistant cheerleaders) enjoy reading my ranting posts which I can never type due to hacking and never write clearly due to the brain-altering tech endlessly aimed into my brain as I fight to type or think. I write about the attack interface because I don't know who is reading my posts, when ir if anyone ever will read my posts, and I want to make sure that people know what system of encumbrance I am confined into on every post. Some people might read an inadvertant post and immediately think I am confused and inarticulate (the discrediting tactic which I thus have to describe to try to eliminate the discrediting tactic of completely blotching my every post by this group).

Here is what I wrote, I have decided to include the nasty video made by the rape-cheerleader German women who cheer the teleportation rape and violence directed at me (trust me when I write this the German women I see on this video are very similar to so many German women I have lived around and met in Germany. I also knew social workers who "care" about domestic violence situations but participate in attacking me. Oh yes, one was or is a lesbian or bisexual and is now married with children I guess. They all  have to succumb to the socialization of routine repetition of paradigms in Germany and unfortunately in America and that includes most of the rest of the world). How many other cultures I have met with this same punk underground culture who have in one way or another looked the other way or lightly participated in targeting and character assassination and drugging/attackks on me. Alternative, anti-establishment/ white males who play in punk bands, their girlfriends/the blacks endlessly oh the blacks participate. The list never ends of the alternatives who want a piece of the white male pie of established through violence power.

The video, which I will try to upload (hacking makes this impossible many times) is this German woman relaying how German women were raped by American soldiers in WWII. All this information was "suppressed" because, as she claims, the Americans were "heroes" saving and rescueing the poor German women from their seemingly awful Nazi male partners. Almost laughable, but Nazi propaganda nevertheless. I watched a few seconds of this tv anchor or woman who wrote the documentary or tv series, sitting in an erect posture of righteousness with a grim determination of suppressed hate on her nasty face (caked with make-up). I know what is behind it and I know about the alteration of facts and how these are presented by these women and the other "alternatives" who posture but are really false opposition pawns serving and servicing the powers they claim they hate and are fighting against. I'm sure ALL of these people would marry an American male who rapes if they could get more access to H-wood studios and media access.

If German women were raped, as this video contends (I could not watch more than 1/4 of it, after observiing the posture of the German writer I feel so much antipathy towards her and I "know" her mentality, or I assume to know since the pressure of conformity is so high and fraught with danger if a person steps outside the acceptable boundaries of conformity and Nazi duplicitous posturing into the red zone of actually truly caring--murder is still an operative principle in Germany against their labeled, "traiters" of the 4th Reich. If Americans did indeed rape German women en masse, since rape is not something confined to "evil" foreign enemies but also to seemingly benign Americans who "fight for Democracy". However, since having lived in Germany for years and the Germans always crank out the same, repetitive slogans about Americans (also the same bs about how Americans killed more Native Indians by far than Jews in Europe--and why doesn't America get endlesslly castigated about that historical fact?) I have heard the same things over and over and over in Germany (spoken in German) and not once have I ever heard these stories of rape, nor read anything. That doesn't mean it hasn't happened, but if the Germans can latch onto any single excuse to attack and incriminate Americans, I think in all the anti-American posturing I heard from Germans in German (in German) I would have heard at least one time something about how American soldiers raped German women. That does not mean in any way it never happened in a large quantity but I have reservations in believing this documentary regarding the "innocent" German Nazis.
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Here's the Facebook post, and then I will attempt to post that nasty documentary. What I do believe is the testamony of the Korean and Chinese women who were imprisoned in "Comfort" spots. What I also "believe" is that German women were raped, but I have heard more that the Russians did a lot of violence and I have never heard of Americans raping German women too. The footage of one German woman at the beginning of the video is of a woman beaten and standing in front of rubble. Commentary of the video links her with American soldiers raping German women. The Nazis also contended that Jews who were wealthy were raping German women. That ties in directly to the Weinstein scandal by the rotten men teleporting and raping me, taking over the studio vacuum to put out their propagandized version of bs and being instructed on how to rape and torture me. These same p-a's with their wives have put this sick video on my YouTube and it's almost laughable, if only they were not being promoted right now with the consent of the viewers who are also part of the H-wood cartel structure (doing nothing to stop this if against it, I do not blame you but still...action does need to be taken if you ARE against this system of terror and rape and teleportation and gang stalking Nazi/Stasi death squad activities you read of, that I describe).

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GRATITUDE TO PEOPLE READING MY POSTS AND PROVIDING SOME KIND OF "HELP" OR RELIEF. Albeit not nearly enough for what I really need to live in any kind of peace. (not quibbling but still... this is all laws breached by criminal terrorist organizations that pose as superstar celebrities and political leaders, touting freedom --to rape and torrture according to genocidal and foreign-protocol death squad tactics).

I realize that the people terrorising me are obtaining endlless promotions at this very moment for non-stop attacks upon me. I awoke this morning to a teleportation attack of some white male hand slapping the air in front of my face, but at a horizontal angle so it wasn't directed INTO my face but at a right angle from my very oblique vision. Almost like a completely grainy black and white movie from a few decades ago on a analogue tv screen. Not a "dream" but a teleportation atttack scenario. A "terrorising" act of sabotage to my every moment and waking state. Then I have to think of these expletives and then they insert subliminal hate messages as I think of how disgusting they are.

I know that they are also trying to obtain reactions of me writing their names or descriptions of what they are doing, which always are higher springboards for their promotions. When I say nothing about their actions, they are promoted nevertheless. How I regret having put a video of that English murdering bigot I have described repeatedly for the last few days. His desperation to get rich and infiltrate the "stupid" American Hollywood cartels of Nazi power is like a frantic attack situation of exploiting violence towards me for his and his Nazi wife's personal power attainment. Also like the Danish creep who I wrote a few paragraphs on his YouTube (fake) video about how much he cares about polirtical justice after he was imprisoned for a few years for murdering someone he had a "beef" with. Nazi prison just allowed him to come out in the same amount of time as someone (black, poor, Latino or et al) in America who is convicted of possession of an ounce of crack cocaine. The Mandatory Minimums in the United States are as punitive as 1st or 2nd degree murder conviction in Denmark. Very sad and disgusting as well. This situation of police and prisons in the United States, but even moreso for the Nazi creeps in Nazi countries who get away with every crime and have Swastika flags in their homes.. When not in Germany, Swastikas and associated Nazi affiliation flags are not illegal, as they are in Germany. Openly Nazi but now quietly putting out the same fodder as the brainwashing propaganda "celebrities" in H-wood. This one jumped to attack me in league with his buddies in California the "liberal" establishment which tauts Nazi ideology and wines and dines Nazis out of Europe who hold the money (stolen from genocides and IMF policies and World Bank destruction and Austerity loan packages) and...I have wriitten it all before.

How I regret having posted a video a while ago, how long ago? About this English bigot who looks like a beer-sopping fat obese outright racist bigot now. That I wrote anything about his "tour" of London and then wanted this pig to be able to come to America. What these Nazi bigots do is eliminate (i.e. kill/assassinate just like I believe this pig did wiith Sid & Nancy--Nancy stabbed to death, Sid put on suicide programming mixed in withh his heroin and cocaine. The mixture is lethal when it comes to mind control programming. The brain acts like an absolute sponge to all kinds of subliminal suggestion including suicide). I now see why Sid wore Swastikas and made hints at Nazi philosophy. I know from public media that Nancy, a Jewish American woman who was really the basis of the punk movement, while the fake who eliminated the competition that wanted to get away from this bigot and violentt sick personality, psychopathic hater who is perfect at spouting the alternative philsophy and I too was taken in after bieing drugged (but never when I first saw him back in the 70's. I liked punk at the local scene level but never at the famous rock cock rock media level--and he's the epitome of this false dichotomy ). And thus.....Nancy is dead, this fake I years into poisoning and drugging wrote that he should be allowed to come to America. This was the response to all alt media taken over (that I have found on the internet, and in private and personal levels and local levels, what exists is rife with stalking and it's very hard for me not to outstage their skits and gaslighting and character assassination of me. Whenever I get around people I really think are okay, they have already been informed of lies about me. I have been approached by people who tell me that they have heard very awful things about me, which after they get to know me, then never admitting they are part of the stalking circuit, but treating me in a very friendly manner. Because i am under non-stop surveillance I then NEVER EVER SEE THEM AGAIN IN MY LIFE. They are completely banished from my presence.

So, I am stuck watching mainstream media and when a dasterdly fake like this puts out his fake trite crap about how he's an "anarchist" and "against" the wealthy who are exploiting the poor, and I latch on in a kind of desperation to hear anything but the sick crap the others in this group put in my media on a continuous basis and I really can't find anything alternative to their bs crap. All is blocked from my every search engine result and personal discovery.

Thus, although I never thought this fake alternative icon was decent, interesting, after years of the people who had represented something are now dead (murdered many of them I believe by people like all these fakes I have been writing of for years)

how I regret writing that he should be allowed to come to America because it needs people who are alternative so much. I "bought" into the spiel fo this fake and am now under violent assault by him. An absolute fascist who wants to become an aristocrat and hoards of all the posturing fake alternative "punks" of America will associate this meaningless fake trite blathering hate personality as something representative of alternative culture.

Yesterday there was a Deutschewelle broadcast of women as objects of rape wartime violence. The German wife of this utter slime personality I think may have instructed him to put this on my YouTube channel. My ponderings about these seeming "conspiracy theory" actions are not me being "crazy" but a reallity of hacking and mind control programming. Under drugging and the hypnosis effected by the tech aimed at me while I am typing and fighting and struggling to access what I really am capable of writing and thinking, blocked and put into a stultifying almost mesmerized ranting hate state...instead of accessing my ability to concentrate and analyze and write with any sophiistication and imagery and resonant meaningful way on these subjects

lost and confused and meandering from the original thought

as I am now. These ideas I write of are then stolen by these very same fakke news pundits I wriite of now. How I regret having had any single iota thing to do with this infiltrator Nazi having access to Hollywood and it's lucre, the dilthy and dirty lucre for which this p-a is now being handed so he can represent, through intimidation, acts of sabotage and violence towards me with his Nazi German wife (please note that I have met many Germans and when you scratch beneath the fake, warm and charming exterior they are adamant Nazi supporters and cleverlly disguise all even with tears of repentance when they describe how they are so sad about the Holocaust. Tears of joy when they get their endless benefits and pensions so they can have sex parties with their little brown-skinned wives they claim they love as they invest in villas and condos and build and build cement crap all over Paradise.

Enough, I can't write my brainn is under too much attack.

Every morning I wake up and my laptop has been altered so all the WiFi drives are missing and I have to try to restore and uninstall the old drivers and reinstall new ones.

Hacking continues.

I want to thank anyone who is doiing anything for me, including not participating in the teleportation situation, you people out of Hollywood. If you are readiing this, then you are still participating in the situation if you are reading this out of curiosity you participate as well if you don't help me. O fcourse, probably none of you ever will as it's only been more than 7 years of me writing about this and one actor and musician and group comes after me to torture rape and exploit after the next.

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Continuing in the comment section: (copied from Facebook amidst backspacing from hacker insertions whiile I type, taking so long to type a single sentence!)

"They", the criminal stalking organization and it's adjunct H-wood media p-a's, want me to write day-after-day not only as testament to their torture and ability to destroy someone's every positive thought with their ugliness, stupidity and darkness inflicted and then tthey feel only temporarily relieved of their stupidity and ugliness for a few moments afterwards. They are promoted which pumps them up further every time I write about how sick and violent and stupid and ugly they are. They never stop doing this, I keep writing waiting and waiting ror anyone to come and stop this and protect me. years and years and years of writing it's never happened. I hope one day they will be not only castigated but castrated for what they are now doing. Otherwise, I'm still drugged, under technological mind control and all sources of love, support are dead (I want my cat La Moux returned alive and my own home) II need a support system and please get these creeps off me. That is all i can write. I have no "hope" left that any new election is going to put some real alternative candidate in power who will do more than passively or actively participate in this stallking and never stop these p-a's from all this rape and torture and violence so they can get more power in media and politics. Participation in these types of activities, whether active or passively looking the other way, appear to be the gatekeeper pass to attaining huge promotions in the media and in politics. No one else who thinks otherwise in any compassionate capacity in this respect gets any entrance to the portals of power. It's very unfortunate. The cover assassinations of people who are actually against this system continue and SILENCE is also part of the entrance password code to this power structure.

I thus remain having to write to get any relief from violence and torture and hate and rape which no one will stop or protect me from in a truly significant way. I do thank people who are getting involved, if any. I am not ungrateful but I have tried to express for so many years that perhaps it might behoove you to get your derriers in more active state and actively stop this teleprotation technology from spreading like a death virus, handed like candy into the clutches of idiotic pernicious parasites who are devouring leeches and violent, murdering genocidal bigot racist rapist expletives.

Margaret Thatcher was a prescient superhero pre-Brexit soothsayer

I've heard so many nullifying things about her from Labor Party English (wankers, many of them gang stalkers, the usual "liberal" facade always willing to do fascist Nazi tactics to assume power while wearing the brown shirts of the working class--not to pose as an advocate of Tory or Conservatives or Republicans or any other party that is mainstream.)

HOWEVER, this small tidbit of an old lecture is amazingly powerful in it's succinct assessment of what HAS come to pass and what is currently under continuous debate in old Foggy swamp-land.

A few pro-Thatcher pundits (not many in the Parliament video below, Thatcher's very last stand before her legislative body of 3-piece suits. One pundit has to shout above the booing males (one of the most vociferous is Neil Knnock.

Boris Johnson has made an economic trade pact with the United States, post Brexit. Now the British can blame the US President instead of their own post-Thatcher leader(s).for ensuing ecoonomic woes or successes. Time will tell post-Corona Virus. 

Nevertheless, I would be willing to pay more for some Hobnobs and otherwise I don't know much about the benefits the US will obtain from closer ties wiith that foggy country, or set of countries. I hope readers can exempt me a bit due to sickness from drugging/poisoning and also lack of access to internet for a year and near physical and mental paralysis regarding in-depth study of politics. I wonder if this economic trade pact will have any lasting benefits for the United States. I have no doubt the UK truly needs such an economic tie.

What a quick, keen and well-articulated turn around of political attack Thatcher demonstrates. 

Kinnock says what should be said about Ameriican politics NOW.

"Things" seem to change very little in the space of the last few decades. Thatcher was correct about the future of the UK merging with the Continent. Kinnock was expressing the dismay of the poorer classes withthe wealthy. However, all I see all the time is the poor only too willing to assume the "sleazy" corruption of the wealthy at the very first opportune time to strip off their humble working class mantle and chill with the Beverly Hills fascist Nazi billionaires..(not meaning "all" just some I have met lately and for a long ago in a far away country back in old foggy England when I lived there a year or two. All I ever heard was hate for Thatcher and thought she must have been a monster exploiter for the "common people". I now, after years of gang stalking by the "common people" of that foggy country, as I listen to Thatcher's lectures or debates I find a resonance with her and an admiration for her verbal acuity. Smooth-tongued or duplicitous, it's still a fascinating display of verbosity.All I ever heard from the gang stalker "winging" plebs was outspoken hate with no information except that they were losing benefits. All I saw of the very same people was gang stallking hate towards me. I also was stallked by a wealthy English "aristocrat" who called Thatcher, "Mother". He triied to poison me to death while teleporting me. Maybe he did that because he had the "power" to do so while the poorer clasess of England could only "dream" of having the money and "power" to do so upon a whim. All they can do is participate in gang stalking and winge about politics when they don't get as much as they think they deserve, but only bow down in awe to the very wealthy and obey theiir orders to perforrm gang stalking hate tactics.

I still admire Thatcher for her political competence, whether it was politically correct according to my preferences or not...I have completely lost all respect for the wanker brown shirt typical English bigot who gang stalks me and claims they are for the working class and whatever they claim about how they care so much about society. All of the same people take orders from the very wealthy and at first chance will grab at power in order to push others down. A very opinionate statement and very easy to debuunk--my statement is an OPINION based on experience. This blog is about venting and writing about gang stalking and teleportation experiences.