What is sorely needed is for the general population to have access to real database research systems like EBSCO Host. The public library systems I have tried to obtain information from, using these public research databases was a confusing waste-of-time. The articles I received from searches was in no way as comprehensive or even nearly adequate as when I searched terms on the more sophisticated EBSCO host database, which requires registration from a university or other officially-recognized authoritative institutional source.
I am thus relegated to having to search on my pirated and hacked WiFi (with 5G systems in the vicinity of my WiFi connection--although my "landlord" informed me that my connection was a personal hook-up, but no, I can only access through WiFi and all is a lie and an "open source" hacking portal as far as my every internet access is concerned).
Stuck with only what has passed through, what must be a rigorous vetting process to eliminate any real supportive information site or person, I have obtained this information from an unreliable stalking support system group (online) that I happened to access in my email account, which I have given up on due to attacks from their "moderator" and the administrator (undoubtedly attack terrorist agents either posing as the real functionaries or simply agents controlling the "support" group).
The first reference is to an actor who is part of this attack situation.
How reliable can any of this be? Why are H-wood movies only referenced when I search for information about these mind control technologies, on a near 100% occurrence?
**Nota Bene: hacking is very bad again. I just cleared the system two days ago and already I can't access WiFi until I have to go into Troubleshooting, click on the WiFi check link, and then reboot the system. I can't just turn on my computer and access the internet as should be the normal procedure.
Besides that: the cursor jumps when I try to backspace and correct their endless hacking typo inserts. I just left the typo in the article description (the world "authentically" was misspelled) and I am too sick from backspacing and rewriting and trying to highlight and delete the mistakes these hackers create to go into the screen again and retype this above. Just writing this is easier than going into the link to correct it.
I had to highlight, to try to delete the wrong link that hackers inserted, as I highlight they push the cursor to a point where the entire area highlighted becomes partially highlighted. I have to backspace and then do more things just to try to delete a long sentence or wrong link that they forced instead of what I had copied so I could paste an item.
right now typing has letters doubling as I type, letters not appearing, my fingers "confused" and unable to reach keys and my fingers jumbled up into knots, unable to find the keys. Pounding down as the keys are too hard to pound down on...etc etc
I had not planned on writing today, but I discovered this article which I have not read--I consider it an outdated disinformation piece because the advancement of the tech is far more sophisticated than what appears in mainstream, public access. Or in scholarly research database articles like on EBSCO Host. Yes indeedy: I am part of a very covert mind control "experiment" but what emerges is no scientific-based reaction from the unscientific people using this technology. I wonder if the behavior of these perverts and haters is being monitored by the scientists who do social science research or are observing their behavior as part of the experimental design. Surely, I do hope at least there is this part of the study on this teleportation technology.
Of course, no interference from the scientific group handing out this technology. As the Joker from the BAtman movie would say, this is a "Social experiment" to see how people will so easily kill one another if given the tech or opportunity--and it gets worse when the external conditions reach more terrorism or chaos stages than if under 'normal" peaceful conditions. With the people attacking me, the financial gain and easy money aspect is akin to a terror response of frenzied violence in order to obtain the end result of these huge, easy and free sums of money and promotions.
------------------------------
Returning from having gotten up from this brain-zapped position. I remembered almost immediately the name of the Miami Dade research database that was only vague in my memory until I left this seat (also washed my hands, and I think water has some effect on how the brain processes this tech assault--or discharges energy, electrons, protons, what ever...?_)
The research database is called WORLD CAT. My brain could only register cat while sitting here and being attacked. Of course the brevity of my writing also entails my brain being shut on and off, like a light switch as I cannot access my thoughts or write at any length on a real topic. I can definitely get into ranting and hate topics, which are part of the general discrediting of my ongoing character assassination scheme. (!)
I can easily get into how the hacking makes writing impossible. I can never get into my real ideas or concepts and after endless struggle to simply type, my fingers not able to move to keys I get tangled up in confusion physically--my brain literally begins to "hurt" from exertion, exhaustion, blanking out of memory and ability to focus or concentrate. A great thing for the media people stealing concepts as they profit off the ideas they steal from my writings and I remain mostly sitting in pain, paralyzed from their orders to keep me paralyzed, incapacitated, and then unable to write out my ideas which they capitalize on. Then the rest of the violence cascades in every direction, every moment and they go off smug and being paid in millions for it. As the prototype or one of them for this situation, the stakes for participation are so extremely high, it surely demonstrates the utter lack of credibility and ethical standard in Whorewood and the real mentality that exists in the media. Alas, all the people hacking are either observing and won't get involved, or are part of this general #Me Only assault situation.
Oh...just a side note--another HUGE tax cut for the very wealthy from the H-wood reality tv show personality who ---oh, well, I risk a lot for writing about the reality of this tv media tyranny tirade "dark web" show that you hackers/readers are all hacking into. It's like a daily soap opera for sadists and perverted parasites. As I write and write about.
Okay--on to ranting again. I took off the aluminum hat and my mood and ability to express any other concepts almost immediately degraded into an emotional hyperbolic hate rant. There are dangerous to express as the sick psychos who are attacking me then torture me for writing what they force into my subconscious and they believe this is "mind programming" or they call it that under the rubric of just simple greedy aspiration and ascension to power elitism. Just the act of participation in this crime against me pits them into these positions, not their abilities, capabilities or scientific background--apparently most or all of them have almost no scientific background and worse than laypersons--
---------------------
Some of the experimental variables could be classified as:
Greed
Rapaciousness
Sexual Depravity
High Threshold of sexual gratification
Corresponding subcategories of the variables could be listed as:
alcohol or other drug usage related to alcoholism or drug addiction
sexual addiction
S&M tendencies
fiscal excess or bankruptcy
tendencies towards sadism or masochism. Only sadistic personalities are allowed access to the technology. They may also indicate passive-aggressive Sadomasochism for purposes of technological torture.
The high threshold of sexual gratification is directly tied to the amount of violence directed at the control subject. That makes the sadomasochistic participants inflicting violence the Independent Variables in this double-blind experimental design. Since the number of various variable (rapists, organizers of the trauma-based situation) vary depending on greed absorption rate and sexual gratification ceilings met, this means that the situation is a Double-Blinde (often Blonde-on-Blonde) situation of who and what is being observed in the experiment.
Results can be tainted by extraneous variables such as:
concern for the targeted research subject. Any compassionate response will result in termination of the research participant due to not utilizing sadistic principles necessary in "Mind Programming" using "Trauma-based Mind Control"
searching for the endless bottomless hole to penetrate
in-depth subservience to endless inundation into oblivion orgasmic sensational life-death spiral puppet string tethered tenderness sensation deprivation.
---------------------
One day later: I believe that both videos I posted yesterday, above, were "plants" pirated/hacked into my Y ouTube search results, as I receive so few on any technical subject regarding brainwashing/programming/ and most importantly--on how to defend oneself against electromagnetic or other technological brain-altering attacks. What appears are usually imposters "mirroring" content I have published online in my blog or on Facebook. That is especially true for the video just above this short paragraph. I do not endorse this person or his video. It fits into the perverted and programming box and not into the reliable category. His first mention of hypersexual drive related to mind control but put in his hazy sense makes him rather sleazy and the rest is a jibberish attempt to appear as a rambling chaotic mind controlled "victim" as he puts it.
Quoted from text, link posted below, on barbarity which many strive to resume into political prominence:
"
In the Roman household, the father or eldest male had complete power over the rest of his family. In theory, he could order the death of his wife and children for any reason, with impunity, with slaves being particularly vulnerable. Most of the slaves were captured in war and, in all but a few cases, they would be slaves the rest of their lives as well as any children they might conceive. They were forbidden to marry, were not Roman citizens, and had no rights under Roman law.
The best hope a slave could have was to work in the household of a rich Roman who was decent in his treatment. Female slaves could be sexually assaulted at will and, according to surviving historical documents, this was, sadly, often the case. Household slaves could at least sleep in relative comfort and eat the scraps that were leftover from their master’s expensive banquets.
The worst place a slave could be was to work in the silver mines. There, in three feet of space between ceiling and floor, they toiled 10 hours a day, breathing in the dust. There were no roof supports, so fatalities were common. At night, they slept in chains bound to other slaves. If one slave managed to escape, the others were put to death for allowing it to happen.
Punishments for crimes – whether slave or free – were usually carried out in rapid succession. For minor offenses, this might include a severe beating, being flogged or branded on the forehead. More severe crimes might receive a punishment of putting out the eyes, ripping out the tongue, or cutting off ears. The death penalty included being buried alive, impaling and, of course, crucifixion....The Romans did not hesitate to torture before putting someone to death. One such punishment was sewing a bound prisoner in a heavy sack with a snake, a rooster, a monkey and a dog, then throwing the sack into the river. One can only imagine the agony inside. This punishment was usually reserved for patricide, or a son who killed his father."
Woke up to the understanding that my home was broken-into last night by terrorists operating for pig apes exploiting this contract to the max. My pillow and the satin piece and the flannel piece underneath, so the rubber matting above the fungus-coated box spring that I was forced to sleep on and cannot afford to buy a real mattress--mattress coated with a plastic table cloth (very thick and durable as Thai people love these plastic items and it had a Muslim design). Nevertheless, the stinking odors that were not on this pillow, the blanket pieces underneath, were sprayed by MOI last night before retiring, with bleach and anti-fungus happy flowery laboratory sprays. This morning nasty, smelly, rancid--sprayed underneath while my head/brain was being coated with the sprays and nodes that create the interface brain/computer teleportation hell that is inflicted upon me by actors from the depths of the lower realms who put out death, hate and murder endlessly in mafia movies-sponsored and always honoring everything vile and destructive--even in their happy kiddie movies there are always subliminal racist and hate and dumbing down stuff inserted.
Having to spray item after item that I sprayed last night, item after item. Cleaning the bedsheet which was so filthy from the sprays the terrorist parasites put on everything, that just running water over the bedsheet in my bathroom sink turned the water immediately brown, as disgusting sprays eeeked off what I must sleep on, sprayed day after day by these mechanical arms.
My mood from having been sprayed or injected or a drug patch inserted on my endlessly damaged skin--blotched, huge scars, cuts into my skin every single day--injuries breaking bones fracturing vertebrae inserting objects under fingernails (a sharp object under my left thumb every night, objects inserted under both middle finger cuticles every single night since 2013--literally night after night non-stop they make sure the swelling from the bulging, red objects never goes down. The cuticles have receded far down my finger and the nails resemble clam shells from callouses or disfiguration of the nail and loss of blood flow--every single day. Every night they break in, which is every single night===they cut the skin between the left large toe, which was broken years ago, and then rebroken and worsened last month by these parasites operating for the pig ape filth and scum you all adore---
and more and more---as I wrote yesterday. Every single day this s*** is unacceptable. The people who are famous for their acting and posturing as politicians are nothing but awarded criminals. I wanted to write that this is my opinion, however the fact is that they are criminals and the movies endlessly exalt criminality so no one really cares. No one really cares because the people involved in this crime want the concept of a Republican Democracy based on equality and freedom to be utterly demolished and a fascist Nazi regime installed instead. Europig fascist Nazis are welcomed in by them in droves to help train the willing Americans--minorities in huge masses smiling for their pig ape whitey masters and doing every filthy, nasty dirty thing to be promoted as the bigot pig ape whites watch on gloating and smiling--I see this every single day here in Phuket where the black-white dichotomy is inescapable and unavoidable, on a daily basis I refer to this situation which I have been forced to have to acknowledge--day after day for over 10 years so I do know what I am referring to. I now see it in the more disguised "Democratic" element of America.
Hillary f-ing Clinton made sure to insert a threatening--veiled threat but obvious--on my YouTube search channel when I was trying to find information which I cannot access on my very hacked internet system. The same hacking applies everywhere I go. I scrolled down upon the 2nd search putting in search terms like aluminum shielding against electromagnetic waves and tin foil hats and got a list of the stalkers who are teleporting me--I mean the terrorists out of Whorewood--and politicians are indeed involved.. The post with a glowering face of Hillary was, "Tread lightly" because I had written the name "Clinton" in my ranting, drugged up posts yesterday about how President after President of the US have participated or allowed this torture, rape and terrorist "gang stalking" organization to slowly murder me, create endless drugging and "date rape" situations (which the filthy, greasy mafia goons who teleport me sneer at me that I am some kind of prostitute endlessly forced into degrading sex acts (I am very broadly paraphrasing the really creepy and sleazy and the usual sick terms that these pig apes use and aim at me).
This group--I mean this woman who is a "feminist" but I can only associate her with the endless plethora of Bigot Nazi Blonde hate women who attack me and laugh as the pigs rape and torture and disfigure me. There was a hate "skit" performed where she handed me a soft wooden pallet, but told me in the teleportation (editing the process like it was a movie editing directing situation) where I thought I was holding a baseball bat and I began trying to smash the heads in of the mafia and the Austrian Nazi creep who ordered a virus (which I believe was the Corona Virus) inserted into my throat by these nighttime stalkers--I began trying to murder them as Clinton watched on--giving a serious look while I was trying to smash their heads in as their hands were tied behind their backs. this was the Tarantino stupid skit which was supposed to intimate the part of his Inglorious B-turds movie (a racist misspelling, as he is absolutely a hostile racist and bigot and absolutely racist against blacks and Jews--which means of course he's misogynist as whatever movie he cranks out, with Mafia funding and approval, all the defense of the black sheep and underdog characters entails that he personally actually wants them destroyed as a group and undermined as much as possible--in this obverse relationship of supporting their apparent uprising but chalk full of racist stereotypes and this underdog theme--which is only a cathartic formula so the victims paying for watching these crap movies will feel somehow redeemed for their sufferings and will do less activism to actually stop the violence. That is why this theme is endlessly promoted, while as I wrote yesterday, the pig rotten ape mafia "Italian" American and the real nasty Italians are plotting with every kind of European fascist Nazi group (supported financially also by Chinese Communists) to overtake America.
I want to add that under the Roman Empire (which era, I really don't know but..) Roman upper classes (The Patricians) could order someone's forearm or hand to be cut off in the street if they felt offended by a plebian who did not offer endless subservience. This is what the pig apes want to re-establish as the draconian fascist Nazi "law" in the US. Here in Thailand any protest against any authority is deemed a felony and 5 years of imprisonment or more can ensue. This Europig-Nazi fascist decree, subsequently obeyed by the Thai plebian cleaners and suckers and prostituted obedient slaves thrust their own country people into prisons claiming all kinds of rationale for imprisonment for demanding ecological rights (again, I saw yet another beautiful swath of land plowed and bulldozed over again because another horrid cement bulding for the Europig pig apes will be built over an area that I used to love watching as I waited, surrounded by terrorist Thai creeps and white pig apes with their prostitute Thai investment strategies behind like subservient slaves on the motorbikes--another area to be destroyed where heron and animals drank from the stream and lived in the trees--now completely gone) Any protest to defend the environment means over 5 years of a death sentence, as prison in Thailand is like living in a compacted murder situation (with Covid 19, I don't hear any more about prison riots in Thailand because the NEWS IS BEING SUPPRESSED).
But with hacking galore, I try to not go into endless tangents.
I write about Thailand thus because that is the first step of the goal to destroy America. The subservience that these filthy and stupid apes who are teleporting me try to enforce with 24/7 torture and violence is the goal they have for the larger community and world, in fact. The real goal is to be able to get away with cutting people's hands or feet off them and murdering them in the streets, as part of a ruling elite based on former Roman law. That is what the 3rd Reich was about (the 3rd Roman dynasty) and now these pig apes are trying to foment a 4th "Reich" which is just a 4th Roman Empire.
Thus, as you creeple hacking into this smirk or read my posts assuming I am a "ranting" targeted personality just drugged up and writing about nonsense or delusional--as the people who are ordering these attacks upon me know that I am indeed correct in their power push into the world--with the Pandemic as part of a depopulation and take-over scheme -whorewood Cali as partners with the gloating and smirking endlessly monopolizing actors and their directos
and so
Tarantino and Clinton--the baseball bat was supposed to symbolize one of the underdog characters using a bat to smash the heads in of the Nazis. I did not recognize this under the hypnotized, sleeping state of being teleported. I asked her for a gun because I kept hitting them as hard as I could with this flimsy piece of, perhaps it was cardboard--and when I was put into the stop-start editing process, I was holding a baseball bat---I asked her for a gun because they were still alive after I had been pounding on their skulls repeatedly.
That is my intention towards them--they can be assured I will do nothing to help them get promoted and a baby with any single one of them is doubtless. However, I remain threatened if I write about them, and threatened with murder regardless of what I do.
I write this because I am sick of president after president, their Nazi blonde wives, the H-wood establishment, the death squad groups of America, and all of this and the complacency of the Jewish population which has also bowed down to this. What Spielberg had a character quote in his Nazi promotion movie about a death camp was, "The Jews say they always will weather the storm."
well, he should know as he has participated in this situation and stolen a concept I wrote of as well for his very excellent movie Ready Player One. Really, these actors, some of them are incredible, I do not doubt it. They can go to Hell and back if they think that their acting makes them anything but puppets who I have no connection to, who are pawns of these nefarious groups, who I admire for their craft but on a personal level--go to f*ing hell because you participate in the next genocide--like so many "Jews" did during the Holocaust--(and I have met some of them, out of the Holocaust, who were handed absolutely millions of dollars and lived in the wealthy areas of Long Island--but dyed their hair blonde, were absolutely vicious in terms of spying on me to ascertain how they could gain or get promoted for attacking me and promoting this endless Nazi 4th Reich regime.
So, Clinton, I have waited for you to do anything besides profit and get photo-ops and celebrity invitations out of participating in this situation against me and now you threaten me when I write the single name Clinton, referring to how presidents "cannot" do more than participate because I really don't know how these smug and smirking criminals exonerate themselves except that they are corrupt and a definite cause of the deterioration of MY COUNTRY. Go live IN EUROPIGLAND you goddamn traitors and TREASONOUS BASTURDS. I mean go live in Europe with your US nationality revoked, forced to make your movies in brainwashed Europigland which killed off their alternatives and have absolute control so all the actors want to come over to America, take it over, and get the creativity but also control the entire huge financial gold mine that H-wood Is. They should be forced (not besides to be imprisoned on charges of everything from attempted murder to rape and every kind of assault) but also to be forced to live in their cherished Europigland and implement their fascism there and not be allowed to contaminate the United States any longer.
---------------------
Another face that keeps popping up in my YouTube feed because I search for ideas and I am under this overpowering mind control tech/drug interface is the actor who played Joker (this the title). I do respect your acting but THAT is all. I do not trust you nor do I know you. You are talented and I am glad for you and all that you have done to create a situation of encouraging revolt. Your artistic genius is without dispute. However, get thee off my YouTube and internet search pages, please zzzzz.
I will not support anyone in this group, as you are all either silenced victims of the system who will continue to support this death squad genocidal fascist anti-Semitic racist misogynist rape culture media system of systematic human degradation, disguised endlessly as the oppressed winning against their oppressors.
You are helping to oppress/murder me. My body is now broken down and I JUST WANT TO LIVE ALONE AND NOT HAVE THIS FORCED UPON ME, WITH MY CAT LA MOUX RETURNED ALIVE, BEAUTIFUL, HEALTHY AND WITH MY OWN HOME, PUT IN MY NAME AND NO MORE TERRORISM AIMED AT ME OR BRAINWASHING ATTEMPTS. All you f-ers have done is convince me (not referring to this actor but to the entire group of criminals) that you are not worthy of leadership and should be deposed from your endless clay pulpits.
============================
I now have to spend another day fighting to stop the mechanical arms from getting into my room--over 2 years of this now. There are spaces behind the cupboard doors which have spaces of less than one millimeter but a tiny mechanical arm can be inserted and wreak endless death and havoc and toxic sprays into my room. I have to pound down nails into paper lining into the spaces to try the next open crack and even so, there are light fixtures on the ceiling, and etc etc I have to cover every area and these pig apes spend millions on fighting to break through everything and I am forced to pay all I have on less than $700 to defend my life. And this is after these criminals get top awards, millions of dollars, (excellent acting for some of them and writing but it's all of a negative death life-fuck mentality--to encourage disillusionment and chaos in the culture). from stealing concepts and not a single thank you but more torture and slow murder from all of them, day after day, year after year. President after president, their wives, their children, the media establishment, the death squad goons which account for millions of people in America and worldwide.
This is a very important note to add to the lengthy endless posts about the attacks and their effects, my theorizing about political situations which devolve from this contractual situation. The scope of the attack system is intertwined in many other arenas of political adventure (for the players this is "fun" and a game).
For people in the future who will be adversely affected by mind control programming microchip implants, you will only laugh because you are being drugged and brainwashed to think the hate people attacking you are fun and it's all fun and good. This happens to me all the time in stores while the Thai people begin to laugh (as their partner glare with hate and ugliness and negativity while the pawns pretend they can't understand English). I find the corners of my mouth automatically going up into a "clown" "Joker" smile--without the make-up mind you. I laugh as if it's all funny. I am lied to and it all seems pleasant until I leave the hate and violence arena and later on, after the electromagnetic field has worn off (to some extent, in a "down" moment as I think continuously bombarding my brain with electromagnetic signals is possibly lethal for the body or brain) and, I realize only later that it was not funny as hell and it was sleazy creeps from hell attacking me. Not funny at all.
I do not want to endlessly rant and write about it, as this is years and years of this. The daily drugging that is forced upon me forces these reactions out of me. The isolation from literally all that is lovely, pleasant, all social interaction--all the brainwashing to turn my formerly very joyous mentality and beautiful body and hair and possible career success into endless misery is just gaiety and laughter, smug giggles and glaring violent hate glares augmented by acts of near-death accidents, poisoning and rape and torture inflicted by smiling goons who are enthralled at being paid to torture and rape so they can be promoted by Nazi and Communist pig ape whores and loathsome idiots who can't begin to formulate any creative original concept for their brainwashing movies and media crap to brainwash people into cheering on the underdog, the casual endless stream of the crap (it is made to appear almost casual, as the directors and writers appear to be "independent" but they are part of these cartels--as they also obtain these ideas out of torturing me--and writing about this makes me immediately suspect as being "delusional" but that is the sorry plight of this stupid sick group of parasites--as they laugh and gloat and then torture me to force the utter deterioration of my body, my personality, the unravelling of my life my hope my beauty my youth my home my everything I love and cherish to create endless miserable reactions which I cannot control BEING DRUGGED UP EVERY SINGLE DAY AND TORTURED EVERY SINGLE DAY without a single loving entity around me--ever.
Even all the birds have been shot and killed in the back once formerly extremely beautiful hillside that, like all the homes I have lived in (apartments, resorts) are ruined with deadly poisons poured on trees, animals killed and left in front of my door or patio--etc, trash thrown around the natural setting
and the same people have been attacking me since Bush---since Clinton--the same exact creeps from Miami Beach where I sold cigars back in 1996-1997 and they have not stopped attacking me to obtain these contracts since then.
It's unbelievable. It is REALITY. It is real. I really want to live in reality of this beautiful life instead of their stupidity forced upon me any longer. I do hope people reading my posts will make some effort to stop these groups and defend me I only want to live in peace and joy and have fun and happiness-like everyone else. But their stupidity and greasebag mentalities forced upon me because first the women can't stand to see me have a chance to have a beautiful body, thus my entire body, from head to toe, is broken down, inserted with objects to resemble cysts put into various parts of my body under the skin. Not having financial resources to see ANY doctor anywhere. Hair and skin destroyed daily. Objets inserted under cuticles daily for years and years now. Sobbing, crying and suicide programming as the whores glean out of torture the ideas I write of under duress and torture about their violence and their husbands' rape when I write of feminism or rape culture--and on and on, they laugh and gloat and are elated as they watch me get destroyed physically and they all are trying to emotionally and mentally, sexually and in every single way--FINANCIALLY ESPECIALLY so I have zero defense--to watch me unravel, every day writing these posts to the silence of the approval of the hacking sheeple creeple seeing what they can get out of this contract as well.
I really truly want to live in some joyous way instead of their filth and crap endlessly poured into my body and home, my psyche and my sleeping state. They are stupid and rotten as hell, really unworthy and disgusting and revolting crap personalities put into highest positions.
The hacking is so bad it is taking so much energy to pound this out and backspace and retype words endlessly.
Seemingly Silly but certainly an attempt at electromagnetic shielding. All I have to ward off the attacks which surely are derived from an electromagnetic source--or I guess, as I am only watching videos on Brain/computer interface technology. I have no idea if aluminum foil you can buy to wrap food is of any use in shielding against technologies funded by alphabet agencies from whatever country they are shipped/imported or funded by. Outsourcing for torture and covert activities seems to never have any trade sanctions of blocks in the international open sphere of politics. All are "friends", just as all the celebrities who torture and attack me via teleportation and their associates are all "friends", but in the media they are counter to one another as the façade of any bipartisan culture within the United States. Representing the seamless tyranny that is forced upon me. An international operation that has no blocks or hindrances, no transparency or anything.
All I can afford are home products like common kitchen aluminum foil and creating makeshift protection gear. Ordering materials like "mylar" sheets to shield against radiation is impossible here in Thailand, or so I have tried to find but I am blocked from everything here. Every dealing with any business in Thailand has been turned into a lying abuse and discrimination Nazi-controlled (Europig and Russian pig apes controlling nasty rotten Thais--every single shop, every business, everywhere non-stop it is impossible for me to get anything done online, in any place, everywhere. I fight against this larger system in the United States so the greasy pig apes do not permanently destroy the country and create a truly dumbed down system where everyone against their system is in prison or dead. Everyone else obeys and is too stupid from the stupd programming --i.e. these hate movies about the under dog always rising to the top through violence--to offset any "democratic" ideals about actually creating a legitimate society based on rationality and calm and composed decision-making). but..that is a digression now. I am stuck here in this oppressed country--but beautiful, but being ravaged and destroyed non-stop with concrete new buildings popping up as the entire globe is facing economic fiasco proportions of devastation--but not in Nazi/Chinese controlled Phuket and Thailand--all is booming with expectations of more tourism and prices of course are skyrocketing and not decreasing as the Nazi/Communist cartels which also control the Whorewood parasites are all laughing at their parties as they continue to be handed, for free, millions for inflicting their misery upon me so they can extort ideas and creative concepts about how the "underdog" character is fighting against corruption. As they torture me endlessly, and I pull out the years of study, research, alternative concepts derived from participating in subculture discussions--meaning feminist rallies, book readings, poetry sessions, marches, protests, classes in university--that none of these putrid whores have ever done--as they force through torture these ideas and are out laughing and making jokes about my writing about their violence, which no government will ever stop--will the next president ever do it after decades of president-after-president participating or allowing the situation to engulf the entire country?
Thus, I cannot stop until I get any support system and any block to the poisoning and drugging. None of you so far hacking into my posts--as this is never published online--will do anything I realize that.
The hacking is now very bad. It is dark and I can't see the keyboard clearly and I press keys that are supposed to work and the functioning of the keyboard goes haywire into chaos.
--------------
I find that I am still rambling with this hate aluminum thing on, which is just aluminum foil taped with clear packaging tape and put under a hat--I ramble and can't continue in one linear thought but I am more able to access vocabulary. I find I do not get enraged as quickly as when I am not wearing this make-shift defense hat.
The other thing is that I was very ill today--to write about it is disgusting, but that entails horrific hard poisons that soften a little bit, expand within the hard shell of my body and then, slowly are eliminated. To put this in graphic detail, it means nasty hard pieces coming out when I am in the "bathroom"---a surge of poison spreads throughout my immune/lymphatic/bloodstream and I am so ill =--I spent hours sleeping in a sick drugged up daze just from detoxifying from the years of this hard stuff calcifying into my body--rancid mind control poisons and hardening chemicals that have been trapped inside my body for probably over 30 years. I wrote in a haze of mind control drugging, and rage from the nightly terror episodes of hate, violence, torture, rape, beatings, insults and skits of obscenities and foul, nasty impoverished themes of me being desperate and not having anything--which, in a sick and paralyzed state means that it's extremely dangerous for me. I have no reserves, no backup, no defense, everyone completely avoids me and will have nothing to do with me except to exploit--which means I can't defend myself against this group in any way that has a solid foundation. Thus, the threats of making me homeless or whatever have more far-reaching ramifications. I react to the drugging and then the creeps torture me for reacting. They strive to force a reaction because that entails a promotion for these sleazy and dirty foul parasites because they are creating a negative and ugly mindset in me--proof of their ugliness, hate and general dirty foul sleazy stupidity as they torture me to obtain ideas which I spent years studying and researching--for their nasty and rotten hate movies which are supposed to spur violence and destruction of the United States--as I wrote earlier. So this group, controlled by the Euro-p fascist Nazis and other Communist factions can exert absolute control while their American controlled puppets/whores are put in the limelight, absolutely bowing down to the Europigapes and doing whatever they are instructed to say, do wear eat and whatever--else is part of the mind control programming to promote fascism and Totalitarianism into the United States.
Thus, as I continue to ramble, but barely able to formulate a few sentences that are not completely ranting hate sentences--containing the miserable content that the controllers want to hear every single day, as the violence is never stopped against me, not for a single second of my life. Hacking of course if horrific as usual. I just tried to do a reset of the computer, and most of the hacking inserts carried over from the cache clearance and the deletion of the apps and it was supposed to reset the system--but didn't of course. The slowed down computer is barely functioning and this is before I have begun to download any files or do anything besides this post (and downloading the apps I use for offline purposes).
I also want to add that the Brooklyn creep mafia parasites who have tortured me for years, who are in cahoots with the Italian scum creep who has attacked me in deadly ways, intending to paralyze, cripple, put me into a coma, I have been nearly killed in car accidents as cars stop in the middle of the road during fast-moving traffic, teleported to this rotten pig Italian creep (from Italy, not his stupid filthy mafia scum who are partners with him, all only talking about how they are "Romans" and their every sentence that these stupid, ignorant pig apes utter is about Italy, how they are "Italian" they speak Italian and only strive to bring in every boatload of the shit out of Italy to usher in a fascist Nazi regime, but with Italians having some clout in the more Northern Europig arena which has already taken almost full control over the United States. There are the English--Danny Moynihan and his wife and her director father and the KKK Nazi "A-list" actors who are famous for the posturing bs are part of this English-lead coalition. They rely on the filthy mafia to do much of the dirty work, but with globalization, the Latinos and now Blacks and other minorities are a much less expensive reserve of mafia puppets--trained by the endless line of mafia movies which they devour and as assiduously as possible emulate so they too can not be the dark-haired brunt of the Nazi, fascist colonizing force that has wreaked death upon most dark-skinned countries and peoples on the planet. They also kill their own white-skinned liberals but now that so many have been murdered over the past 70 years, the bigot white pig apes are focusing on brainwashing the other countries. Thanks to international media and politics and outsourcing and globalization.
Still digressing endlessly, going off into tangents but able to access just a bit more vocabulary than usual if I do not wear this aluminum hat, which does not even cover most of my head it's only the crown of my head that is covered. I could try it. Wearing something that hot, as the terrorists have broken my air conditioning, in daily 90 degree heat--in rainy season or in the hot months--the heat is extreme here. Wearing something like that, when my body is also very injured due to poisoning and I have a limitation on heat regulation--thyroid problems from the electromagnetic assualts that have lasted for years.
The rotten creeps, like the nasty ugly woman who now has plastic surgery, has completely blossomed from this torture situation--with her nasty rapist son--and this rotten male actor who utters the most foul and sick and stupid comments while I am in the toilet and in everything--just sick and rotten. They laugh while I am screaming in hate and rage at them after years of violence and torture from them, day and night, for years. They are so used to torturing, murdering using abusing they laugh about it.
The women, the bigot Nazi women as I have written endlessly, are exhilarated as the men abuse and rape and torture me, they gloat and are so happy as they order my body smeared with harsh chemicals as I cannot stop the egress of the mechanical arms--it is literally impossible. While I fight to type and pound down on keys and backspace to correct the intrusions and typos, I "forget" to include all the things I have done to paste, tie down, hammer, pound into the cracks of the interior of the cupboards, the silicone I have pasted over all the cupboard areas and then pasted paper and taped all in
to a huge covered area, then pounded in hooks into the doors into this plastic-coated laminated horrific and always sprayed with filth, grime, greasy sprays like everything else in the room--stinking and nasty and sprayed with stinking chemicals and substances--but always broken through because of the expertise of this organization--the xray analysis, the surveillance and they can analyze how to break in with mechanical arms that can break through areas of less than one millimeter in size--literally that is how bad it is, solvents dissolve the easy-to-rip-off silicone, or just solvents that unglue every single thing. Laser cutting tools and rearrangement of the hard wooden backing so any mechanical arm can be slid through the fake surfaces of the backing of these cupboards which are affixed to the room next door. It goes on and on and years of fighting this, harming my body so badly I literally have ripped muscles and tissue out of my back--a microchip was ripped out for example--in the extreme and dire attempt to stop this and stop the slow murder my body deterioration and the pigs from placing these nodes on my head so they can torment me in teleportation. With no love, no support, and no one here for me, my cats all stolen as the pig men who are trying to force a baby out of me laugh and make jokes about it--the women are elated as I can't wear my hair down--balding spots, my hair shredded--hair as the first t hing people notice--destroyed and made filthy and stinking--fungus smeared into my hair for years as I could not breathe and smell anything--always stinking--they made my sinuses completely packed as they forced tears out of my eyes, streaming down my cheeks for HOURS every single day.
These are only some of the more minor endless series of attacks.
But watching this formerly greasy ugly rat woman whose mafia husband is the only thing that makes her stand out--and association with vicious Brooklyn and international mafia=--absolutely glowing with joy after she and her scumbag allies have ordered endless stinking deadly crap sprayed into my home, all clothing, all furniture, my hair and vagina and smeared horrific chemical on my skin--any of the forced "accidents' they create mean that they continue to cut and sever the affected area for a few YEARS until the area is almost destroyed permanently. I hurt my hand last week when I was trying to clean a fan that they broke the cover for--it was an open blade (plastic). My hand was caught in the plastic rotation, it caused a slight cut into the upper part of my fingers--two fingers. There are now huge infected gauges into the bottom of the fingers, where the meaty part of the hand is. Huge and swollen from being cut daily every night and smeared with some fungus or something infecting the area. I put all kinds of ointments and healing things on the hands and they are open and sore and nearly bloody when I wake up. My hair smells like rancid greasy nasty odors and is literally shredded day after day with a metal shredder--you can see the condition of my hair having been shredded very easily, while it's greasy and nasty and smells nasty, after I conditioned with perfume the night before.
The women, like the mafia creep who has gone on and on with these nasty rotten men, who is just another creep female of this rape and bigot organization (including blacks, latinos, jews, Asians in huge masses of all the above-mentioned) almost no support or defense from any culture anywhere upon this planet. But, seeing that these greasy, stupid and ignornat bigot crap has again, once again, gone to the Academy Awards and "won" huge top awards, as they have year after year, after torturing me to obtain ideas which they turn around into death, hate and mind programming death culture mentality--and gloating as they not only destroy my chances for creative writing--as I am so drugged up, sick, all computers are nearly unfunctional--it is almost impossible for me to write at any length just due to the hardening of the keys--forcing a pounding down--that is only one attack there are multiple attacks going on simultaneously on that front, just that one situation alone and the other attacks to destroy me are continuously on all fronts.
I am sincere when I say that these actors who participate in these terror operations--SOME OF THEM, only a few, are indeed excellent in their performances--there is no doubt about that. But there are other people WHO SHOULD HAVE A CHANCE TO PERFORM AND ATTAIN HIGH POSITION IN THE MEDIA who are not Nazi mafia whore parasitic puppet creeps and they are not allowed, as I am blocked from everything.
As I told this rotten creepy ugly woman, who has now from this contract out on me, and years of the US president, all of Congress, all of H-wood, they have allowed these filthy sleazy dirty stupid creeps to get away with torturing me and trying to destroy me so they can get these Europig contract which enable them to "win" top awards--as Whorewood is so absolutely controlled by Europig and other foreign corporate and international concerns--with no concern for America you can be sure of that
but year after year I see this, where I live and where I have lived around the planet. It really is no conspiracy theory or ranting hate post sentiment.
But as a more personal aside, and I have written this before in other posts, perhaps only on Facebook: I told this rotten ugly woman, who yelled at me the first time I was teleported to this foul nasty greasebag creep whore, after clicking on a free streaming movie about her and her rotten mafia crap husband--played by another pig ape actor mafia "Italian" American--creepy and stupid, in a personal sense from my experiences of being teleported to them all for years and years, and my personal observations of how stupid and ugly and rotten and unqualified for top position in any arts field:
I told her that the movie depicted her as a housewife cleaning and cooking type of woman. Under drugging, brainwashing and under threat after having been hit with a car so my teeth--made loose by the terrorist who break into my room, after the handlebars and brakes stooped working while car hit me from the side of the road--literally driving into me while in the midst of a huge traffic flow--at high speed--after I only wrote on Facebook for the pit shit actor to STOP being handed award after award for participation in this crime against me--as he then raped me after I was seriously injured, the severing of my gum tissue on my lower jaw has not stopped, after they forced my teeth to become loose--this was an attempt to make me lose my teeth because I wrote that they should be stopped from hacking into my Facebook page and stealing ideas and then after torturing and raping me and all kinds of endless abuse 24/7 they should not be promoted for this. They t hen sicced this greasebag group of crap on me after I watched this most awful movie, and told this rotten creep woman who is now exalted from years of damaging my body and home with the others--the president, the mafia, the Nazis, the Hollywood bigot Nazi mafia actors--jews, blacks, latinos, etc etc etc etc feminists etc etc
I told her that she was depicted as being a cleaning lady almost, and trying to get rid of the deadly crew that is still attacking me, with subliminals forced into my subconscious--I told her that she was "stunning " when in reality, she looked (before her plastic surgery and years of feeding off the hormones of torture and violence aimed at me, the thrill of destroying me--it is a beauty treatment for these Nazi whores you can count on that as being a neurophysical reaction that is akin to drug addiction, for people who are in drug cartels and are junky/cocaine addicts possibly reformed but not quite...)
and....now she has forced me to clean stinking and deadly, foul substances continuously, hours and hours, day after day this is all I can do.
Laughing and smiling with all the rest of the pig apes I tried to get away from for years.
I am now pounding down so hard on the keyboard, the hackers are forcing double letters to appear when I press one key, pounding down so hard I can't do this any longer I must stop--unable to finish my thoughts or sentences.
I wait for ANY ANY RESPONSIBILITY ON THE PART OF AMERICA AND IT'S LAW ENFORCEMENT BUT ALL IS CONTROLLED BY THIS NAZI MAFIA ORGANIZATION, THAT IS GLOBAL. People are now aware of how viciously incompetent the police are when it comes to enforcing the LAW instead of the injustice that the bigot Nazi apes order them to inflict on blacks (and on ME TOO you goddamn whores attacking me who are part of the ME TOO movement) they are attacking me ME TOO along with the "Me too" whores who are against-"against" rape culture if a Jewish man is sleazy towards them, but great if a blonde Nazi pig ape rapes me repeatedly and tries to murder me after years of violence and torture aimed at me by him and his pig ape whore wives--all posturing greasy dirty filth that have been promoted for the lies they promulgate about how they are defending the entire planet from injustice, in movie after movie--for the last 8 years concepts they have stolen from me (one of his wives, this particular rotten creep who is still trying to attack me to obtain the position due to the contract out on me--which must be a huge lucrative deal and I want all of these pigs destroyed AND NOT PROMOTED ANY LONGER and me living in security, prosperity, peace and happiness with my cats and the one dog I rescued herein Phuket living in a happy, beautiful home and THE LAW ENFORCED BY A COMPETENT GOVERNMENT that isn't a bend-over whore for Europig ape Nazis and Communists. Boy I sound like a conspiracy theorist--one of the groups believes that they are combatting the Chinese and that is how they are fighting against the encroachment in the economic sphere. The Chinese are the main investment partners with the fucking Nazi pig apes here in SE Asia, the investors. There is a definite correlation that you, the dumbed down creeps hacking into my posts and doing nothing but continuing to support incompetent and rotten sleazy sick people into power--but you can obviously discern this FACT for yourself if you research investment origins in Thailand and in SE Asia in general.
-----------
my computer system is completely slowed down and blocked only one hour after a not-working restore operation. It is now impossible to type and the same situation as before I did this restore is happening once more. Whenever I leave this room, the terrorists completely invade my home, insert more viruses and malware into the laptop through the offline programming, as well as spraying deadly contaminants onto clothing, furniture and making food drugged (I cannot carry all food around with me) and etc etc destroying property every time they get in. I must spend all my money on either re-purchasing items or buying material to try to stop the terrorists from invading my home and slowly murdering me with daily destruction and deterioration to my body and health.
Breathing in poison and unable to keep windows open for fresh air because of the mechanical arms inserted through the panels and open spaces of the patio. I cannot afford to spend the $100 necessary to buy patio sliding metal grill doors. The noise from the terrorist blasting television almost 24 hours a day also impedes any kind of living peace in this hate place.
Impossible to type now without non-stop backspacing to retype words out. Unable to think any longer, pounding down on keys.
I do hope there is some kind of equanimity in this world left and that people will start to do something to defend me and stop t his system. If you care about the future of humanity I suggest you stop doing nothing about this exact situation forced upon me.
------------------------------
I also must rely on internet search options for finding suitable material or research on shielding against various forms of microwave/ELF and all other types of frequencies. When I was a grad student I had access to the research database EBSCO HOST, which I miss dearly more than almost more than anything else out of America that I once had access to. Making true research impossible for the casual layperson who wants to find or discover research articles makes for amore dumbed down population.
I was looking through the almost non-existent number of videos on YouTube about shielding using aluminum/tin foil hats. The number of videos on the entity of YouTube, with millions upon millions of subscribers, like all my internet research results, ended up in four videos regarding protection from harmful frequencies using aluminum or tin foil hats. Literally thousands of videos must have been put on YouTube on this subject and I received only four results that had any scientific analysis whatsoever (if that many, probably there are only two of them on the YouTube results--all us so blocked from me U cannot find any legitimate research or any articles that don't cost money which I do not have to purchase any research article. My attempts at requesting articles are all blocked and I get no responses to inquiries on research database articles that one can receive in mailboxes for free upon request. No answer from any single inquiry.
All internet searches I attempt for any reasonable informative pages are blocked and I get maybe a handful of results in any real scientifically researched attempt to get helpful information on shielding against their deadly brainwave attacks--"they" as in the groups and entities and organizations sponsoring this "experimental" torture and rape and murder situation "mind control".
Terrorist attack at my home: there is some white male who is blasting the tv in the surround-sound corridor of the steep, nearly 90-degree hillside of this back side of this mostly empty condo. The noise blasts so loudly that it's all I can hear from inside my room. The first day this creep arrived he blasted his surround-sound tube so loudly my floor literally was shaking from the noise--reverberating and vibrating. Now all I hear, litearlly almost 24 hours a day, is this noise outside my patio blasting hour upon hour. It is of course an attack situation. Probably the white pig ape bigot Nazi has his rotten Thai parasites who also spray stinking deadly fluids into my home, who probably rapes and attacks me, with his whore partners, as his "perk" for free rent, and a job only entailing watching tv blasting, day and night, being allowed to rape a comatose person, and ordering minority slave creeps to destroy my home. This is one of the mentalities of people being promoted into highest positions.
Well, keep on keepin on allowing the pig apes to destroy the planet. Now there is direct proof that something is amiss with the system systematic "racism".
Do SOMETHING to stop this if you care about society and your life, you minority miniosns and you "liberals" who claim and get paid so much to act like you care--for tv and for movies--
please, stop this crap at this place I have been forced to live. These pig apes who have stolen idea after idea from me should be forced to pay me for their violence and buy me a beautiful home that is never attacked, and for surgeries to restore my body as I severely need medical attention for my foot--and medical care not given by incompetent crap medical personnel but competent real people who follow the Hypocratic Oath--for all people. My bones in my left foot are being pushed completely out-of-alignment as the bone is beingi broken more and more as the terrorists break into my home, while I am assualted, my body skin hair food all is slathered and poisoned and disfigured.
every time I leave this room and take clothing out to wear, i have to spend so much time spraying bleach and anti-fungal cleaning fluids and essential oils--which never get the stinking odors the pig ape parasites spray on everything even with my cupboard doors hooked and tied shut so firmly they can't budge whatsoever
enough--don't know who or whatt is reading this. Only the 7-10th year of writing about these filthy creeps and still I live under deadly conditions and can't find a single human being to stand by me so I have any real support system whatsoever--completely aroond the world. As I tried to write earlier, I am surrounded by shit people creeple all the time, everyone is pushed away from me by lies and hate smearks of character assassination. The stalking support groups are fronts for mafia Nazi organizations.
-----------------
I now feel so sick and nausious from the continuous attack on my brain from this terror technology--I can barely even see straight my brain and eyes and body are so blurred and out-of-cognizant functining I am sick and dizzy as I write, getting up and walking makes me appear like I am staggering and drunkk. The attacks are so bad. this also happens when I fight to read and learn or get information that could help me to defend myself--if I can get past the hacking blocks to obtaiin real solid information--as all that is blocked and hacked of course to keep me in this situation.
These were posts I put on Facebook yesterday. I just posted things that are so mixed up and jumbled and the hacking was so bad on Facebook and on this laptop I could not finish a single paragraph without the page being frozen, my fingers exhausted from pounding down and backspacing to correct their inserts--and then my brain so dizzy I am dizzy getting up--sick and nausious from these brain attacks while I sit in front of these computers (anywhere in the world I am under surveillance and attacked, there is no space or time break anywhere on the planet that I have gone--and I am forced into paralysis and poverty so I can't get very far anyway or afford defensive measurese like living in a home where the walls are at least walls).
I want to add, just before I post what I had intended--that the cuboards which line the walls do not close property because they were cut into odd shapes, the hinges have all been rusted I can't get the screws out anyway--they are rusted solid--they open and close but there are gaps that are large on the tops and the sides of the cabinet doors. Large enough for the mechanical arms to wreak death into my body and home every single night--
I have pasted stickers on all corners of the interiors of the cuboards, then pasted huge pieces of colored paper as liner, glued on, then taped over completely from the back to the front. The mechanical arms with solvent sprays attached can get through it all--the spaces where the tape ends that covers the colored paper liners, glued in and taped into a huge sheet of plastic-coated paper lining every shelf (except for one that is not the sole cause of the breakin's.) I think.
Then I pounded in hooks into all four corners of every shelf, and then in the middle sections. The areas are still being broken into (the hooks are fashioned so I have tied rope to secure them so there is not a single bit of tensile fluctuation on any hook area--this action of hooking in over 250 hooks into over 30 panels and more---for over 3 months, ill and then they are still getting in putting my hips and spine out of place so I have not been able to afford ot get it all done--
and on the outside of the cupboard doors as well. They are still getting through all of that. I remain sick, and now i can only write digressions and not be able to complete sentences even--and they continue to damage my body every single day and drug me into this state where I cannot write or think coherently--as you can read for yourself.
------------
These videos I posted after returning home from harassment in stores (not harassment, it was terror operations--people would stare down into their phones and push their carts into me just at the second I walked near them--happens every 3 or fewer minutes the entire time I am shopping--which takes a long t ime because I have to walk a long way over an overpass with a shopping cart to see what is on sale at two stores--in two large malls connected by this overpass walkway--I have so many bags to carry because my property is damaged so badly every time I leave I take all I really need with me--it's all damaged every night--my passport has been sprayed wiith stinking odors so when I go to the bank a waft of stinking fungus pours out of my passport and the purses--this happens every time ((I get my purse which I can't keep in any cabinet as no matter what, laser cutting tools have made the hooks just places where the terrorists cut around and then insert the mechanical arms into the very flimsy material that they also place wooden boards behind from the other side--so it feels like a real and normal wood panel but the top material is very thin--I feel this and that the texture of the boards vary with the center and the outer edges and it's very hard on the edges and almost pliable in the center--this is no imaginary paranoid conspiracy theory but I try to explain this with all this hacking
I remain now fighting for my life and the terrorists are inserting these mechanical arms through the rubber matting I have inserted into the cracks, because I need to use these cabinets--the space I live in is so tiny I can only have space for one single cooking pan and heating element (all portable stuff) I cannot even cook more than one thing at a time. My food is made rancid and poisoned thus every day. So whether I buy food on sale that is pre-poisoned or it gets poisoned in my room while i sleep is actually immaterial to my defensive measures.
I still carry so much around with me that I am encumbered with at least four bags every time I shop, before I buy anything.
It is all so deadly and disgusting. the people attacking me are on a much lower level than the stinking fluids and poisons they spray into my hair, vagina, body and all clothing and furniture--EVERY SINGLE DAY NON-STOP ALL DAY with these mechanical arms I cannot stop. I am being murdered as you all see what you can steal from me or force upon me as utter sleazy rotten stupid greasy sick pigs are being handed millions for their attacks upon me--using this tech and this insidious murder organization which most or all of you belong to. I wonder how little humanity any of you have left. But this has been the state of the world for at least the last 70 years, in contrast to the dream of the American society which is still not a reality, but they want to destroy it all completely--they meaning YOU actually, most of you reading this.
=========
These are the videos I posted yesterday under mind control. I had also posted about my birth, and these songs came to mind. I do nott want to create a negative mystique about my family or my birth so I must correct this and I am publishing these videos after STRUGGLING to type out and think the last posts published today. Parts of sentences were deleted and it was literally impossible to type on the keyboard.
--------------
In chronological order of posting yesterday/I also publish these here because I wrote a sort of "poetic" sentence that may be stolen as some concept by the parasite pig apes in Whorewood by their mafia Nazi crap promoters--and I urge you if you care about America to get this Italian mafia greasy dirty filthy creep in Miami--the one I have been writing of for years who obtained The Wall and other businesses by the Nazis of Florida for simply torturing me after using this tech to destroy me year after year while he also tortured me to obtain ideas Prince used for his club and other ideas he stole from me--because he's a blank, negative bigot parasite and please, stop them from being handed more and more power by these Europhile igonorant Americans who hand the Europigapes all access to DESTROYING THE COUNTRY. I DO NOT REFER TO ALL EUROPEANS i REFER TO THE NAZI PIGS AND WHORES AND APES WHO HAVE INFILTRATED THE UNITED STATES AND HAVE BROUGHT ON THIS PANDEMIC in my opinion. Through stealth and the principle of "ORDER OUT OF CHAOS" AKA ORDO AB CHAO and PLEASE LOOK THIS UP THERE IS A LOT OF INFORMATION ABOUT THIS ONLINE.
First I published this, and then the following as the brainwashing mind control proceded and I became more dizzy, lost in a whirl of my brain being spun and wrung out to dry:
This first song made me think of the panedemic, and that there is no place to run any longer (except for the pig apes who are safe and sound even in the hotspots--isn't that strange but maybe wealth protects the Nazis from being murdered or sanctity within the organization--for those in the higher levels--for the minorities as I wrote earlier who think they are safe, this is an illusion you are targeted for destructuion and the pig apes you all defend and are defenders for will kill you and steal your money and property and your family and you and laugh about it as they then go on more "vacations" and invest in places like Phuket. And you can take that to the bank before the bank foreclosees on your life.
Then the darker (no racist pun intended--I should write the more sinister element devolved due to the "joke" about my birth on Friday, March 13 at 12:57 am--all equating to Freemason and Illuminati high significance in numerology.
Turning it into a joke on this theme of running and running and not finding refuge in a death situation I was sold into from birth--womb to tomb but I do not intend to let these pig apes get away with this so I only put this out as a joke--
One could almost or firmly call this video a "Satanically inspired" artwork and musical piece: more sinister than Robert Johnson at the crossroads.
This is in reference to my earlier post, yesterday or two days ago, about being born on the 13th, and the ritualistic quality of my preconception and birth. That was real, but I do not want to in any way entertain the Devil (theoretically speaking, as I do not "know" whether there is a "devil" character or not??? But everyone knows the energy of hate and violence and murder and death.
...and then I added to this video the following to try to exemplify that the association of "witch" is connected to the corrupted Church misogynist tradition --must I delineate it here? As in Sunday being the day of the Lord, (but according to those who study ecclesiastical texts, the real day of rest and honoring is on Saturday). Sunday's slave are the people who are enslaved in the clutches of the righteous Romans who claim they are the masters of the universe, the saviors of the downtrodden, while they (in reality, the mafia out of Brooklyn claim that they are "Romans" and descendents of the Roman Empire--and that their fascist murder organizations make them "Romans" and that "Jews" (like me, ostensibly) are supposed to be their endlessly deposed victims throughout millennium of attacks. This is still the philosophy and it's not being contested and I suggest that if Americans want a free society do not allow this fascist 4th Reich to continue to crank out their creepy formulas in movies about the downtrodden white male (and now the downtrodden black female or male) fighting againg what the mafia really is--all put into nice happy Disney format of the underdog always rising to the top while in reality the pig apes are creating a death society to endlessly enslave and kill people and have a few token heroes in movies and in the media as representatives for a goal only less than 1 percent of the major population can ever achieve.
That is the stark reality. But back to Sunday's slave, and this witch hunt out on me--as some of them call me "witch" because I can read tarot cards--in my own way, whatever. (i have also tried to do this online and was always blocked by hackers adn never earned even a single penny while this group overcharged me for phone calls and then blocked my finances and etc etc).
Sunday's slave is the Church's slave, which hails back to Mary and Rome and the version of bad girls and sleazy violent good girls and etc etc that the Church inspires and forces--I also want a career in the domain of the male domination and only Nazi women and their black subordinates can steal my ideas so they can have concepts for THEIR careers. Just by the way--so I included this under the born under a bad seed type of video. It was all in a bleak jesting, drugged mood. I want to make my life a positive shining happy life, not representing "evil" and bad omens and that kind of stuff.
So I try to correct this today, while still drugged up, sick and unable to focus any longer and endlessly backspacing to correct hackers inserts:
I also hope that my copyright mark on this blog will prevent theft of my concepts, should any thing out there continuously try to steal concepts as has been happening for years and years (I am supposed to be considered "crazy" for writing about this, what a great system they all have. You should see how rotten and gloating they all are who teleport me. Their stupidity and blank ugliness is thus promoted and augmented by someone who has acutally studied --6 years of grad school also by the way--and brought up in academia--they are going on and on to steal ideas off me--all I see of them is hate, uglienss, bigotry, narrow-minded stupidity--racism, sexism, etc etc).
I was trying to be more positive about Friday the 13th at this point, yesterday night when posting this. I realized I was on this negative track and I wanted to get into a more "postive" and also She-moon type of fascination with "Women's studies". This woman wrote a book--I have heard almost the same words and read the exact same sort of concepts from other authors--it is beautiful but also a mystique-a new type of religion a new set of idols that are easily at base made of clay. But I included this to try to stear the negative associations made by males into a more ancient system of reverence for the feminine and lunar qualities of existence--reaching outside the male domination of witch burning, rape culture.
...Then, I got to the point, yesterday night, of thinking about Samuel Beckett's play, Waiting for Godot, which I completely enjoyed reading. A long, long time ago as it is very hard for me to read at this point of drugging. My concentration is almost nonexistant. The character "Lucky" who is supposedly not lucky at all in this play-(love Beckett). What is luck exactly, as what is considered unlucky in one group or at one time is considered the optimal in another mind set in another group and in another time?
...and I am copying and pasting what I wrote above the Witchy tips video just above the last one on Lucky in Waiting for Godot (must watch this play online instead of the formulas on the free streaming movie channels I am glued to due to brainwashing drugged and technological mind programming insulting blocks to my real intelligent design and choices--especially in my choices. A very insidious technology and death squad "stalking" group please note, if you care about anything other than your own money and assets, please do not allow this system to continue please do not sit idly by and watch other people get murdered as they are doing to me.
This is what I wrote and poublished on Facebook yestreday--I copy it not because it's going to make me a million, but because it is MY idea and MY IDEAS have been stolen for other people's profit who are also destroying the country and the planet for "population" control and for their endless usurpation of the planet. As I have been writing about for almost a decade on this forum and only mocked, insulted, tortured, disfigured, raped and discredited for writing and for defending myself and my country and the planet--against fascist Nazis and their genocidal plans--which includes BIOTERORISM and just because you don't know much about it, you know it is extremely possible, don't you goddamn do-nothing sheeple creeple hacking in an dreading this (my blog is never published to any real major internet service but always blocked and suppressed to this limited readership--may be a huge number of peoples but it's always limited in scope and blocked from any real support system if there exists one on the planet that is not infiltrated...
"Yes, yes yes! I was informed that I was born on Friday the 13th. No no no! I was not BORN on Friday the 13th, I was severed from my mother's womb with forcepts and yanked out of a black hole on Friday the 13th. I was never BORN, herefore, but yanked out of a vacuum. Sucked out of a bloody mess and brought forth into this effervescent contagion to laugh and suffer into a different bloody mess. Was it lucky, or was it more like the Lucky from Waiting for Godot?"
Enuf rambling writing for today. I had to get this out, it is also deadly holding all this in. The pig apes attacking me get promotions for every negative post I write. I write to try to influence people to stop this attack upon me and have my cat returned, but that never convinces anyone to stop injustice on this personal level. So I write about how it's going to continue to affect you. I wrote of this impending attack system years ago. I am still being discredited on that point. I did not know exactly how the attack would be implemented but now I see this is a multi-pronged attack system, international in scope.
I only wrote thatthe greedy, sleazy and nasty blacks, white and jews and asians who attack me for their 'masters" are allowing total destruction of the United States and this system, never really put into full effect, of freedom and opportunity. It was supposed to prevent tyranny and death squads and fascist leadership. The Europigs are absolutely Nazis in the 4th Reich--all that II have met all my life--as I am only surrounded by this terror operation--there are some who aren't but they are extremely quickly pushed out of my environmetn I can never reach them again--all phone calls are blocked or I get no information--etc etc.
**This is written in the phase of re-editing--the post is a total mess--the hacking has made this impossible to finish or conttinue. I am so dizzy from the mind control attack I can't focus or wsalk straight as I get up froom this laptop. the page is frozen and the words i type do not appear for over 2 mintues, then parts deleted, words misspelled continuously. I can't get throught this any longger. As I sit here nothing I have witten in this first paragraph has not shown up on the page.
I literally cannot finish typing this post and it is forced into a completely mess
I want to add, because i knkow that the words will appear in a few minutes--that the apes have broken my toe so badly--while breaking into my room to rape, disfigure, insrert objects under my fingernails which is a ADAILY occurrance and has gone on for over 7 years--day after day, nonstop my fingers are completely misfigured--my skin has blemishes everywhere as they smear fungus and sluids which cause breakout son my arms and legs--but they broke my toe after they forced and accident whic hurt my tjoe--whic already juts out--the bone was broken years ago by a Germanpig scumb pig ape and an Italian Swiss whore who ran a completely fruadulatn charity organization here in PHuket--but after this"accident" las month, he stalker terrorist rapists have put my toe out of alignment so badlly I need surery or a doctor and I first cannot ust anyone herre at all-whatsoever--the thai people who have been handed power here in PHuket are absolutely disguwsting rotten pawsn fo these rotten disgusting pig apes out of Eurpigland --they mistreat me and give me wrong information, overcharge me by double, do not do the work, and this requires real surgery and a real doctor an I also DCANNOT AFFORD THIS AS NOTHING i DO ONLINE IS PUT INTO THE PIUBLID AND i CANNOT EARN ANY MONEY. I alm also blacklisted or if hired, in America, attacked no-stop by all the staff--and this is eveyr single job, all my lif tha few jobs I have had. I hve had some co-workers or employers who were nice, and they werre immediately dismissd once the pig apes could take power.
My cat La Moux is over 23 years old and I demand that she be returned to me Immediately ALIVE AND HEALTHY AND FINALLY RETURNED AS SHE IS DYING FROM OLD AGE AND LONLINESS IN THE SPOT WHERE The EXPLOITERS ARE USING HER AS COLLATERAL AND A HOSTILE HOSTAGE SITUATION TO TRY T0 FORCE A "BABY" OUT OF ME. Apparently, as none of these pigs are my friend, no one has informed me of exactly what this contract is, and of course, that makes it a murder contract that they all plan to fulfill. They say nothing but hate towards me, have destreoyed and damaged my body perpetually for a decade and the Americans who controlled this situation before them were murdering me.
All across the country.
If not for pieces of crap like the American gang stalking death squads, these pig apes in power would have not been able to get away with this. I would have been able to go to the police and get some kind of help or find a real suport group. Instead all my efforts are redirected to agents infiltrating every police station, every help organization is a front organization for this murder death asquad major global organization. This American death squad version of the larger global nazi and whatever else/Communist murder GmbH organization have ensured that no "stalking" stalking supoprt groups are actually legitimate.
Every time I went to the Democratic Party headquarters in any town, I was verbally assaulted by stalking agents. Feeling and sensing geat hostility and a threat, under the drugging I was instructed to go away and I also felt that the futility of these --to me--obviously corrupt aqnd meaningless offices only entailed a complete waste of time.
I also, one single time, under advice from my hostile stalking death squad Uncle who has also attacked me, in a deadly series of assaults, accidents in Arizona--where people around me were dying or being sent to prison--people associated with my family--with my Uncle rather--and he, like my family, so I know what this situation really is and how it operates on a very intimate level-- is another minority minion who vehemtly smiles as he attacks his faily member for his promotion----who has said he registered with the Rep[bulican party as a kind of spy for the Democrats--to vote against those in power. This is in Arizona, and my Uncle got his newspaper promoted after he participated in attacking me--which is another long story. His facade is of a righteous vehemently Left-wing "liberal" advocating "gay rights". Because I was so under mind control, and wanted to fit in, to vote as a Republican one time, like so many minorities who think that by assimilating into the Nazi group they will be "safe(r)" Not so. You may be used by them but ultimately they use and exploit and kill off and steal back what they handed out as incentives, once they have established power in their targeted domain. After I registered this one time I was viciously attacked by Nazi Americas who vote repugnican. As I am now, I was ignored by Dems and gang stallked with intention to murder by "left wing" neo_Nazi Democrats who really are spies for the REpublicaln party, which by now is an open fascist Nazi organization.
with me having no support or recourse--and that remains the case even with some of the most famous mafia-sonsored crap out of Whorewowood reading my posts as I write them--stealing my words, ideas and concepts and leaving me bbegging nearly daily for over 7 years to stop this torrure and murder as you all read it and keep doing nothing or exalting therse pieces of pig shit into more power. Look at th what has happened to the country as a reulst--stupid dumbed down greedy nasty sleazy fucks reading thisTHIS CONTRACT OUT ON ME APPARENTLY IS SO LUCRATIVE THAT I HAVE SOME OF THE MOST FAMOUS OF aMERICAN PSYCHOS ATTACKING ME SIMULTANEOUSLY AT ONCE TO TRY TO FORCE THIS THIHG OUT OF ME. oNE OF THE PIG APES HAD PART OF MY UTERUS CUT OUT, WHICH HAS BROKEN MY BODY DOWN FURTHER AGED ME DUE TO HORMONE LOSS--AND THEY HAVE FORCED ME INTO SUCH POVERTY i cannot afford to eat well my body is breaking from lack of nutrition and i must always buy nearly rancid food to just have food to eat due to always having to buy their drugged and poisoned food on sale because i cannott afford to eat.. My one and only solace and love source as my cat, and they took that away and laughing like pigs and scum about it. They refuse to return her and she is dying waiting for me to pick her up. They took photos of her fighting for her life in the swimming pool where I lived, (this near-death "resort" situation where ape after pig from Europigland would break into my room and rape and disfiture my body afterwards, while the pigs in Whorewood would teleport and rape and torture me simultaneously--as I woke with my hair, vagina and my room stinking of fungus and foul sickeningly toxic odors and sprays--which is still going on an don. She was abducted by this rape and torture and slow murder organization, always headed by a foreigner out of Italy, a mafia scum creep who has been attacking me to destroy my home, my body, my life, my body wracked with scars--since 1997. That makes TWENTY SIX years of this sicko rapist who was trying to poison and pound the poison as deeply into my body as possible with the teleportation and the home break-in rape by his Europig ape partners here in Phuket and in America, the Americans who firmly advance any and every fascist Nazi into power who attacks me--and anyone else including many of you "minorities" out there who are "friends" with these crap sick sleazy mafia Nazi scum (and their American associates, which appear to have carte blanche to steal, rape, rob do whatever they want--and decades of these pieces of filth getting away with every criime possible--and shitty movies exalting them as heroes--the FORMULA always is the underdog rising against the father figure and redemption for the poor, white trashy pig ape actor/symbol---the same theme recurs endlessly in mafia movie after mafia movie.
Meanwhile--all this group of stupid, blank and rotten crap ever do is extort, exploit, criminal organizations which are not charming, funny, psychopathic jokes put into mainstream as fun, adventurous, intelligent, cunning, smart, attractive, tv shows and etc
but I was referring to this creep who is still in his huge new discos, restaurants and all out of this contract out on me--as he was a sleazy and stupid dumb manager of a nightclub when I sold cigars at Sylvestor Stallone's nightclub--also partnering with Steven tyler the cock rock sensation, advancing sexist male bigot culture with his penis substitute guitar. His friends also went on world tours with one of the rapists who I have written of years ago--who first was instructed to have my one and only loving sentient being stolen from me--photos of her in the "resort" swimming pool. this ape greasebag stupid dumb creep out of Italy--the mafia scum Sickola Scumbo (who part owns, now The Wall in South Beach, Miami) after years of t orturing me, poisoning me--my body now is filled with poison which has taken more than 10 years to try to get down, now to skeletal levels, absolotely broken down due to daily--for over a decade, non-stop torture while deadly poisons are pouring out of my body--he told this rotten actor psychodope, your favorite psycho male bigot as hell actor with his Nazi blonde wives and models and etc etc who first had my cat stolen. Giggling like a creep scumbag and laughing as I cried to return my precious cat, who has been waiting for me to return, as she is my most cherished baby and no male in this group is slightly attractive on any level in my opinion--ONE of them is talented in a real artistic sense. One that I truly respect. I called him a clown and a joker recently but he is top quality actor. I don't know his personality and I truly feel sorry for him as being part Jewish to have to deal wiith the racist shit that forces the Jews in Whorewood to have to deal with this most anti-Semitic shit mafia greasebag stupid crap that has attacked my family for decades--along with English and the Whorewood actors the "A-list" creeps who have also attacked me to obtain iideas while my body is breaking from stress that never ends, poisoning that has nearly killed me that I shit out almost every day--the recurrent poisoning and drugging makes my body completely broken down the immune system--with no love, only hate surrounding me, my brain under non-stop attack so I laugh while stupid idiot minorities surround me in stores, wearing the store uniform, insulting me, saying nasty and stupid things--their favorite thing to do now is to blank my brain out to the degree that I can't understand that I am under attack while it is happening. The rotten Thai whore creeps, operating for the pig apes, tell me they can't understand what I am saying in English. I find my mouth artificially going upward into a smile regardless of how I feel. I can't control this, the mechanism to controlling my facial and other muscles is beyond my reach while I am also drugged up no-stop. The pigs also broke into my room last night although I have pieces of rubber matting inserted into the cracks of the cubboards because the parasites made sure that the cupboards won't close and there are cracks as large as 1/4 of an inch in some of the spaces at the bottoms of the cabinet doors
and I am rambling so badly I can'tt get anything out clearly.
The Italian piece of sick shit is still with his disco he obtained from the Nazi Europig ape fascist groups herre in Phuket, after having me nearly murdered, pigs raping me while sleeping and comatose from this microchip hell the American government forced upon me--even during the Kennedy Administration---
and on and on
I can't get anything out--my brain is like being spun around while the keys won't operrate. there is as usual a lag time between when I press the keys and when the letters appear. The keys are so "stiff" artificially that I mustt pound down. This is a new keyboard and I clean it often, it is sparkling shiny--the malware attacks and DOS attacks go on and on. I just had to spend another 15 minutes of my life fighting to just get this connection on the internet, as the Bluetooth was disabled, the internet would not connect, the trouble-shooter gave false information--I had to reboot--
