This is another transference from a Facebook post to this blog. This is what happens almost daily. I get on YouTube to look up information about news (since I can't afford any subscriptions to a newspaper and I try to get videos for 0$$ on YouTube). There is always some trigger put into my random searches. Always faces of the celebrities teleporting and ordering deadly torture of me on 24/7 surveillance, stalking and electronic torture/teleportation protocols. All endlessly promoted.
Without having to write this directly, here is an example of another case just profoundly true but undocumented unless you (readerz) can hack into my thousands of Facebook posts and try to obtain information that may not have been already deleted that was "borrowed" I mean stolen as is the protocol of this operation against me, as the target).
I am also copying what I write on Facebook after posting because I have inserted a "copyright" app on this page. It's like trying to defend against a nuclear bomb with a cardboard shelter to try to protect my "Intellectual Property" against hackers out of Hollywood and beyond who steal and take from what I have written. This is part and parcel of the stalking protocol "contract" out on me. I do know it will be used against me as a claim of delusional schizophrenia, but I have tried to document my ideas and how they are being verbatum stolen by who and when on Facebook. Hackers delete my posts and rewrite them, but somewhere there might still be some archived true account of what I actually wrote.
I do my best in this situation to try to stop the discrediting and character assassination of myself by this group (this nefarious, nebulous "clowd" stalking group of global structure).
Now I will copy and paste what I wrote and fought to type out on Facebook just now, after being "triggered" by this video because I was searching for a clip about Trump's "Tweet" on Twitter with someone shouting "White Power" somewhere within the video. I got immediately the video of Trump copying what I had written during this exact same time frame. I have written of this theft continuously on Facebook and now am struggling just to type due to hacking blocks and keys not operating on the keyboard.
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From my post published today on Facebook:
That's such a funny coincidence that I wrote a few months ago that the "do nothing" readers actually do nothing about gang stalking and all that it entails--as gang stalking IT AN INTEGRAL COMPONENT OF RACIST LYNCH MOBS AND oppression.
But the DO NOTHING slogan is now used for campaigning purposes as indicative of Dems.
As much as i would like to say that using this phrase I wrote against the general United States public of both partisan sides of the one-sided stalking power structure, it is more "painful" (to use an emotive word, as my intellectual capacity is always blocked by mind control and hacking interference while I'm typing and struggling to "remember" words and what I want to convey).
Yes, it's more "painful" when I see the Democrats involved with gang stalking. The "liberal" celebrities and the do-nothing activists "fighting against racism" by earning millions and billions by doing so (only for their constituents and their group or their gender or what they want to associate with or be funded by I MEAN FINANCED BY)
I wrote this "Do nothing" phrase on Facebook exactly about (roundabouts) 6 MONTHS ago, just as this video describes. What a great helper I am for people to obtain ideas from while I remain in poverty fighting just to type on any electronic or even hand-format in dire poverty, always on the brink of financial and physical catastrophe derived from the do-nothing "liberals" who are teleporting and gang stalking me so they can be promoted by the DO EVERYTHING to stop the target groups who have their little party affiliations of ALL SIDES OF THE POLITICAL SPECTRUM!!!!!
as I have been writing for years, what I wriite is scrutinized and then stolen. Although I can't prove it because the DO NOTHING constituents of all the multi-pronged sides of the "bi-Partisan" politcal life of AMerica will DO NOTHING to help me defend my life, get health care, or provide me with the capacity to obtain evidence. Alone I cannot obtain evidence WHEN ALL MY TECHNOLOGY IS BEING BLOCKED BY HACKERS AND BROKEN BY STALKERS. DO NOTHING Republicans and Democrats and Liberals and Progressives and Libertarians except scream, put up money for your own interests, and keep silent about the racism and oppression of this stalking system and who gets put into power by participating in it.
It was no fluke that I happened upon this video when I placed my remote keyboard on top of my laptop a few minutes ago. I was watching Robot Chicken on YouTube, laughing and for once my brainwaves shifted from stifled to gaity and relaxed. As I am continuously under attack in my own room sitting here with burning, hacking attacks, knocks on my refrigerator by the neighbors who use some kind of remote knocking device somewhere embedded into my refrigerator. (This is not a mechanical "knocking" noise like the motor of the refrigerator is shutting down. It's something tapping against something else inside the casing of the fridge itself). Mechanical arms have continuously entered through the various panels on both sides of the walls while I walk into the bathroom or patio to spray stinking and foul substances on my clothing, blankets, pillows, etc).
Back to the Nazi Thai/Asian butterfly anime human beings on YouTube:
as I almost carelessly put the keyboard on top of the laptop, the URL space began to flash various symbols and letters and suddenly a slew of Thai videos appeared on the screen. The video on the very top of the screen was in Thai but with the English word, "Butterfly" written within the Thai-worded caption for the video.
The Butterfly is a symbol of MK ULTRA "transformation" of the mind control personality being shifted into a sex slave or sex object or murdering agent or for whatever nefarious purpose the criminal terrorist plot to devise to utilize the unsuspecting target for. By the time the gang stalking and socialization of denial, silencing and State-sponsored terror and education into accepting withoutt resistance, the "transformed" mind controlled subject (in this world, that includes huge swaths of the population and entire communities and the community of media consumers).
If you watch a typical anime cartoon, you will see Asians with (dyed, ostensibly) blonde hair (yes, I used to dye my hair blonde too, but I also have died it red, blue, pink and brown/black and if the stalkers had not perpetually made my hair so damaged I have not been able to keep hair on my head, I would still be dying my hair PINK, but that is a different story for perhaps a different time).
Dyed blonde mostly, the anime cartoon characters have. Fighting with strength, fighting against tyranny, but as always, subliminally tutoring the unsuspecting children (and their already brainwashed parents) that this is the fight they can cathartically imbibe instead of actually being alert and fighting against their own oppressive governments (where, in Thailand, any protest against government decrees is a criminal offense, against the Monarchy, subject to Lese Majeste punitive PRISON TIME with a minimum of 5 years for a SIMPLE PROTEST AGAINST ANY LAW OR ACTION OF THE GOVERNMENT). That means writing any remark on Facebook or any social media platform that the government deems "offensive to the Monarchy". Another example is two teenagers wrote a few angry remarks about getting traffic tickets or some action by the police and were sent into the police chief's office with threats of prison time of over 5 years just because of a few angry remarks about having been fined for a parking offense.
Back to the brainwashing of the Butterflies in Thailand; in anime, and in the darker-skinned populatioon in general ("blanket statements" but realistic nevertheless):
The real-life Thai women have BLUE EYES AND GREEN EYES AND BLONDE HAIR as they dance to this "Butterfly" sexualized group gyration--as is so popular and has been for years. Group formations like military exercises of sexualized "singing" has been the standard for which music videos are given media contracts by the media moguls. Perhaps all the many nights of watching women and men gyrate on stripper poles has influenced their many decisions on how the music industry should flaunt the "music" skills of their "star" performers. ?
I should also include the Nazi experiments on how to change brown eyes into blue eyes.
I should be I am lazy at this moment, and if anyone reading this is interested, you can also just research the subject yourself. ! (and have a nice day too).
I would go into further detail but you "reader" get the point.
I am drugged up from both detoxifying and from also being perpetually drugged up by stalkers so I sit here after yesterday's endless detox of poisons and drugs that solidified into my back/spine/hips/skull/feet/bone skeleton, which came out like lumps of clay outt of my body. Drugs coursing through my body so dehabilitating that I could not function for the rest of the day but sat watching movies I was trying to analyze for content until nearly 5 am. I was unable to read, concentrate or get anything other than passively (but always analyzing using my mind, what parts of my brain can still concentrate but without having to exert any writing or movement actions, my body so sick and nearly incapacitated because the poisons also contain a paralyzing agent and hardening poisons mixed with drugs so powerful it's hard to describe and I don't want to right now. All putrifying for a few decades and then, yesterday, as has been going on for many years now, pouring out of my body)
I will end here. Watch the video. The girls shift from one transformation to another. Various sex costumes are employed in the video. Beginning with lacy boudoir frilly but sensible petite dresses equipped with white butterfly wings, to "bargirl" (=prostitute/stripper/barpole dancer) outfits of black, hair tied in tight corn rows, leather style S&M style, then another shift to what appears to be the type of work uniform that Thai people so often have in major shopping franchises (manditory uniforms worn in places like Tesco chainstores, Tops supermarket, and many others). But the work sort of outfits are short to the point of being nearly up to the crotch, blouses are short tops revealing body--(not criticising the sexuality of the scant clothing, but describing the pornographic display of how the view can "transform" the normal work outfit into a playboy bunny sort of fantasy when they are out shopping). The "girls" can shift from one sex outfit fantasy to the next easily, as the video implies.
ON THE "FEMINST" ANALYSIS OF THESE/THIS VIDEO CONTENT (an extremely SHORT analysis, so brief it's just almost a version of a one-sentance "Tweet" but as I wrote above, I am ill and have been, the hacking and brain skewing of my ability to focus, concentrate and the endless detox from murder attempt via poisoning has left me unable to write with any depth or at any real length.
I want to add, as my person opinion (all is an analysis based on deep-structure personality construct) but....WHERE ARE THE SEXY MALE VIDEOS that aren't "gay" or "ladyboy"? It is always dismaying that WOMEN only are subjected to being put into the passive sex object role (unless you view "gay" videos". Men remain non-sexual consumers of the media and the sexism and racism also goes hand-in-hand.
IF there were also accompanying "straight" male dancers gyrating and partially nude so women can also appreciate the subordination of men into various sexualized outfits and submissive postures, I would not balk so much online, and in every way (and yes, there are male dancing groups who perform version of "gyrations" for videos, but these are mostly athletic and choreographed so that the physical movements are charged and strong and not bending in near pole dancing prostitute simulations. The clothing is kind of "sexy" but their bodies remain covered for the most part. While appearing "alternative" and "sexy" and garnering attention from "youth" consumer demographics, to put it into a sales pitch format, the "subculture" outfits are the "youth" version of wearing 3-piece suits covering vulnerabilities of men. I mean physical vulnerabilities such as pot bellies, wrinkles, etc, for which women are lambasted and blocked from these dance ensembles if they perchance forget to plaster-over any wrinkle or blemish or iota of cellulite.
--and now, my blog has been hacked once again so no video appears as it did yesterday when I uploaded two videos I had saved to my files. Now, nothing happens and no video will download.
Here is the link: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VVrOrYVHqlw.
The video is less than 5 minutes long, and the "blogger" just posted a notice that the video is "too long". Just yesterday I posted two videos that were near 5 minutes or longer with no problem (although it took too long),
I therefore am not able to upload the video whatsoever. Every kind of block to my life is put in place by this group. I also cannot do a factory restore as the computer store where I bought this laptop took the recovery CD out of the box after I "ordered" the new laptop. I have written of that debacle on Facebook and I include it here because the effort to discredit me on all aspects of every single thing I do in this world is a continuous attack I am struggling against (against millions of stalkers with NO SUPPORT after years of asking and fighting for defense and support from EVERY PERSON AROUND ME EVERYWHERE IN THE WORLD I HAVE GONE TO FIND PROTECTION). This is so frustrating I can't describe it. They want me endlessly elaborating on it. I write it here because it fits in with the helpless "butterfly" sexualized thingy situation and this video which was not randomly inserted into my YouTube search page just because I put a remote keyboard on top of my laptop and supposedly that cuased the page to go into some crazy eruption and Thai mind control videos popped up.
Here is the hacked snipped I could only locate by copying and pasting the video which is now blocked from my surfing on YouTube--you can still see a clip for a few seconds and I can access this on a direct YouTube link. Looks now like I got the original video!!! It has taken me 30 minutes to retrieve it and discover this link. If it uploads onto the blog I will be surprised. And that is the end of my post for today. (What I wrote below was written earlier. ) Oh no, of course not. I just previewed what appeared on the published page (probably inaccessible to the general internet and only blocked and viewed by stalkers and their minions endlessly attacking me). What has appeared is only a single shot with some Thai writing. The picture on the "video" below with the awful song is just the first glimpse of the video. If you copy and paste the title I posted below, you can get a few other shots of the video from the few second "impressions" of the original that appear when you do a search on YouTube. The hackers have made it impossible for me to upload this video onto this page after it was hacked in the first place when I just put the keyboard on top of the laptop. Now it's completely inaccessible to me, but maybe not to the parenthetical "readers" out there who may be inclined to think differently if they read my posts. My posts are always cluttered by descriptions of hacking and interference, which deters from content and stream of impact of what I am fighting to convey. This too is part of the "mind control" aspect being pumped into my brain so I stray into these descriptions. I will fight this in the future and try to find a way to simply post much of what I wrote today at the top of this blog (which has also been blocked by hackers, I can't change the format the functions are deleted and blocked, as I described also below).
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I am waiting for the video to upload. I managed to "drag" the video to the Desktop area and then further drag it into the upload box of Blogspot. Yesterday I was simply able to click on the file and then download, but hackers have blocked that in just one day.
I think the stalkers got into my room again while I was sleeping last night. There is another cut into my forearm (left arm) that wasn't there last night. Cuts into my skin are a routine stalking procedure.
It has taken me over 5 minutes and longer to simply backspace tto write this last two sentences above.
I got up from the laptop after writing the post above and while out-of-range of the computer system, I recalled what I could not begin to "remember" about K-POP music male dance bands and their videos. This is common as everytime I am in front of this laptop, or any laptop, my brain goes blank when I try to remember words and concepts and ideas I want to express. My capacity for vocabulary is extremely limited as well.
The template for Blogspot has also been rearranged by hackers and I am not able to access the arrangement of the pages on the front page. I want to post on top of this blogspot main page the information I have just imparted, as it is always a discrediting attack to hack into the keyboard and block my memory and cognitive functions.
I am still waiting for the video to download, after more than 15 minutes it's still spinning and not transferring files. I have to wait and go to other tasks to see if hackers are going to block the transferrence of this video entirely or just slow it down to the point that I have to completely abandon posting this post until some long time after trying to upload this video from one file to the next on this very laptop system.
The hackers also changed the format to "center alignment" instead of Right. Because I am not computer savvy at this time and the video is (being blocked) from uploading, and for so many years if I try to multitask on the same page or browser, the hackers delete what I am trying to publish or write.
I think I'm just going to try to find a way to copy this above statement and post it as a general warning to readers, if there be any for this blog as I truly believe anything I write is generally blocked and diverted only to the stalking organization. Nevertheless, I think what I write may have some wider audience one day. When that happens, it will be something like a miracle but it could also happen in the relative near future. (Relative as in how many more years or decades will it take for people who are aware of gang stalking, my situation and all it entails, to defend me or stop the system or help or provide relief or DO ANYTHING TO HELP TARGETS so they are not having to write desperately day after day to alleviate stress that is murder asking for torture to be stopped?)\\
30 minutes into attempting to upload the video and nothing has happened. This block of ALL of my electronic communications is so routine that it is standard operating procedure instead of a random fluke or hack. Every single phone call is diverted to stalking agents who cough into the phone, disseminate lies and wrong information. Sometimes here in Thailand when I try to phone Dell because my laptops are always so broken and destroyed, I get silence from the other end of the phone and I am hung-up on eventually after they claim they can't understand English in the "English" prompt customer service.
Still waiting and nothing is happening for over 30 minutes. I guess I will just clean the filth the stalkers put in my home, watch videos nearly incapacitated mentally due to the attacks on my brain from either within the laptop or from some other nearby location which "beams" brain-altering waves into my brain (which is why I can't remember how to spell, count, can't remember simple names and immediately or within a few minutes, once I get up, all comes back with absolute clarity and I can easily access whatever is blocked from my brain while I sit in front of this and every laptop in every internet cafe--as I am followed and blocked from everything I attempt for my self preservation and financial status by this group).
I have just tried various other ways to upload this video. There is a YouTube link for the upload video link. Nothing shows up of the video I just downloaded on YouTube. I directly copied the link from the URL and nothing shows up, whatsoever when I try to retrieve this. The refrigerator just made the loud popping noise that is a mechanical object being hit inside the casing of the refrigerator as a stallking trigger type of attack. I'm sure I can wait all day and this video will never appear or upload. I have included the link, I should also include the Thai title here just in case (also backspacing perpetually, as is the "normal" for hacking, where letters are doubled every time I type, spaces inserted (this is a new remote keyboard I am typing on)
The title of the video, where maybe you can get a few seconds of interviews with the dancers of the YouTube "reactions" to the videos will give a glimpse of what I was briefly describing (all I can ever do is describe the hacking and non-stop blocks to my life from this gorup, that is what I mostly focus on and write about as I try to write and immediately typing and thinking is blocked, all access to every service is blocked. NO HELP EVER APPEARS FROM ANYONE ANYWHERE globally.
บัตเตอร์ฟลายรายงานตัว 🦋- Butterfly【4 K Official MV】
(obtained from another post on Facebook today). I copy and paste these onto my blog because people have been stealing my concepts and literally taking verbatum what I write and using it for their own concepts and profiting off foring me to remain in stagnant poverty (in this gang stalking blacklisting death squad situation I am embroiled in and fighting without end to get out of)
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From the FIRST SECOND you feel a surge of wondrous beauty and throbbing plastovibrato elation! You can see another part of the genius in Manzarek's compositional description. THIS IS WHAT I KNOW TO BE EXCELLENT (MODERN) MUSIC unparalled for so long it's like an historical gem in the zone of quantization. Jim Morrison so "HOT" damn sexy B-cuz he's so fundamentally vibrant, sensitive but tough, tough but flexible and willing to bend to the waves of reality and distopian elation. Spontaneous and connected to the infinite. Thrilling and I have read always a bit high (on drugs) so.....ha ha **Nota Bene: due to the unfair and horrific circumstances imposed upon me, I must necessarily appreciate men who are DEAD because they can't then teleport and torture me. What a life parody (sex and death) https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=J1kMUYUvkRs
Due to brain-altering tech (aka "mind control" tech) I wrote a word wrong a few days ago (maybe two days ago. I do not want to look it up, the ugliness of the emotional drain is nothing I want to relive for even a few seconds)
I wrote the word: "Renumerate" but I had meant to write REMUNERATE. I "knew" it was wrong as soon as I was typing, but just as in now, the stress from hacking inteference left me fighting simply to get anything out in written form.
Thus I make this spell check in order to lessen the discrediting aspect. My brain is literally being blanket-out so I can't recall how to count, spell or write in a linear and coherent fashion. Also degenerating into hate ranting is often the cause of the tech affecting my brain/nervous system and whatever else (plus drugging). Plus non-stop stress affecting my nervous system, lymphatic system, immune system, and other aspects of health on all levels.
Spell check has also been deleted from my blog site. It's dismantled for this site now. I have to go into the program Windows 10 and figure out how to turn it on (so much backspacing to correct hacker intrusions is always such a waste of time I can't get much other done when I fight to express myself via written word).
Now that I have been, unfortunately, teleported to the rotten kingpin of deception himself, MR Rotten, aka some kind of formal name tied into his breezy, new age old age music and Los Angeles thug wealthy Beverly Hills lifestyle:
here comes some other kind of synchronicity I only by mere chance discovered. There is a synchronicity I do understand that now. I had no intention of looking up this information and within a few seconds of a bit of research on a band with an interesting title, I discovered my EXACT THOUGHTS put into messy screaching punk reality
If anyone could see what I have been experiencing in teleportation (while sleeping, under hypnosis, drugged in a way I can only describe as living in a perpetual fog but under the impression that I am aware and cognizant--an extremely successful form of stealth drugging incapacitation)
I wrote about this on Facebook, and I need people to PAY to read my posts now so I'm going to stick to this format. The hackers can shift from hacking into Facebook and into this blog (already they have blocked and altered the format).
Hypnocrisy? English bigot white male married to Nazi German fake crunchy nappy-looking post-punk hipster turned infiltrator and agent along with this fake legacy that never WAS except for those who were MURDERED (Sid Vicious, whatever he was, but really--NANCY SPUNGEN was the driving force behind the REAL PUNK SCENE and mentality). Killed off by the now rotten Johnny who appears, poisoned and bloated (I believe) as the sausage-snorting, beer inhaling white bigot pig male who is feeding off the image that has become a Corporate GmbH million-dollar franchise.
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I include here a slightly different version of the post above. My brain is always under attack by "mind control" technology every time I attempt to type or write on any machine, and when I am handwriting. What comes out is not a sprawling and intangible ranting meandering stream-of-consciousness, but a messes-up mind control interference. I try my best to write coherently. Please note that STEALTH is the operating term for how mind control operates.
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This is what I wrote regarding the same theme just now on Facebook. I feel it worthy to be repeated as I included very pertinant information regarding my Mind Control situation and condition. I don't really "like" this band or the music so much. It's a screaming rage machine that is fun but musically a bit limited. Screaming rage with lyrics you can't understand unless you already know the lyrics is okay but the same sound the same sort of yelling becomes monotone and monotonous after a while. I like their lyrics the poetry but just the music is repetitive and the punk screaming makes the words diffused and inarticulate. It was a FLUKE DISCOVERY, with lyrics that resonate with my most recent teleportation celebrity fail experience--reality unreality teleportation media tv.
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From Facebook, dated this same day (June 28, 2020). However, I do not include my "real name" here for securiity purposes. "This I discovered so accidentally, looking up other information and stumbling accross this in a search for information about this band, after inadvertantly clicking on a page randomly from 2009. Not just a mere coincidence but a sheer act of synchronicity to the extreme point that I feel the guiding presence of NANCY SPUNGEN screaming out from the abyss for vengeance against the perpetrator who now resides in Beverly Hills, sponging off the former glory and like all the fakes and hypocrites, claiming the mentality as his own but modified into a now calm and "politically-correct" version of media clown jokster making commentary about politics but in such a cute and charming "alternative" version of "fake news controlled opposition" of a one-sided paradigm.
To you I send this video--out of the heartland of America, a country you no doubt "hate" and are an agent provacateur infiltrator therein.
So tired of them being welcomed into my country to wreak all the bigotry craftily reconstructed as "alternative" media circus newszzz......
OOPSY DAISY! This band is from IOWA not Idaho, as I wrote above (or on my blog, VignettesofMindControl.blogspot earllier today). The other post is completely different in wording but expresses a similar theme, I should post this and add it to the blog. Every time I get on writing what comes out is far different from what I had inteneded to say/write. I believe much of that is due to brainwave interference. But back to the theme. Idaho is the place that ended the subversive subculture of DIVINE in Pink Flamingos, which I just watched last night. Iowa is a State just south of Minnesota and I do have some familiarity with Midwest mentality. Deep, penetrating and often profound in the depths of the heartland." (end of Facebook post quote)
MODERN LIFE IS WAR LYRICS
"Fuck The Sex Pistols"
The grass was never green. There was never purity.
Some say it's all over... stupid fucking jaded burnouts. Young ones: carry on. Destroy and annoy.
Hey! Hey! Hey! Hey! Fuck The Glory Days!
We don't care what you think. We don't care what you say. You don't get to decide It's ours. Go Away. Shut up.
You will simply have to copy and paste the link in order to access the site. It's a bit old school but the 30 second operation will not deter from your easy-to-follow Windows 10 format.
There is also another problem with the blog site: I had originally create the chronological order of the threads as being last-to-first post. Somehow...??? the posts now appear as thread from 2019 and the current and most recent posts appear only when you click on the entire "2020" link at the bottom of the page. There are no daily posts listed to click on, the entire series of posts appears under the main link of the entire year 2020. I have attempted to correct this by going into the "Dashboard" area and the link to alter and edit such an imposed change is nowhere to be found on the entire Dashboard page.
"which was formulated in 1928 and popularized in the 1960s for two main uses: as a weapon in support of lethal action by the U.S. military in Vietnam and as a nonlethal way to control crowds—many of them protesting police brutality and the Vietnam War—in the U.S. “To call CS [a] ‘riot control agent,’ as the US military did,” Schrader wrote in Badges without Borders, “was to legitimize its use in Vietnam and make it uncontroversial,” despite the fact that “CS was not used in riot control as much as in combat.”" otherwise known as TEAR GAS and other methods of police force that are friendly fire crowd control alternatives to quick and easy mass shootings.
You too can excercise your inner animal and obtain a mechanical tail which will wag to the vibrations of your brain. You location will be relayed to the appropriate animal protection units so you are assured of your safety if your animal takes control over your human brain and ostensibly controlled socialized state. I feel like I can't live without one and if I only had the finances to purchase such a necessary fashion accessory, I would order one today!
As the public becomes more attenuated to purchasing technologies for "fun" and "entertainment", not only can they pay a nice fee for an artificial tail to wag (locating your whereabouts just as a side little form of microchipping a pet), but you can ALSO buy artificial CAT EARS which move about according to the brain waves that the tech picks up. (Is it EEG? Is that the correct term?)
If, for example, your throat is microchipped, as mine is, all you will need are these IRobot "cat ears" which will droop or threateningly arch downwards in extreme violent intimidation because your throat is already being constricted. All you need do is growl a bit and the observing party will run away scared (if you are a gang stalking target, you can forget about having a real conversation with any living soul on the planet. You will perpetually have to push your fuzzy fake cat ears downward instead of telling the perpetrator stalkers to go to Hades or f-off and die).
I can relate how my cognitive capacity is being rendered nearly immute but I do not know exactly how this is being done because I have not accessed the correct informatiion about these technologies.
Why have I not been able to access data and relavant information? (My pondering theoretical reader asks). Information is routinely blocked from my searches. Websites I peruse, especially more open source platforms such as YouTube , are a continuous source of hacking interference. This, I am certain, applies to much of what other people experience, unbeknownst to them.
https://opensource.com/resources/what-open-source
Another serious encumberment to my internet capacity is how templates for sites such as THIS particular blog are re-arranged by hackers. What is supposed to function never operates according to script and my personal input. I had arranged for this site to have a particular chronological order, which is not appearing on the page after I publish.
Wednesday, June 17, 2020
It is virtually (literally due to virtual reality imposing confines to my brain through the technology/drug interface) impossible for me to collect my thoughts and write coherently or even begin to access my creative thoughts due to: hacking/drugging/mind control technology/stress and gang stalking.
I also repeated a few ideas within the same sentence in the last post (I wrote that hackers were responsible for hacking, or something like that, I am not lazy but sick and always drugged up from stalkers breaking into my home via mechanical arms through the many panels that jut out from the walls of this studio which is a surveillance/torture atmosphere.)
I am glad I have a place to live, glad that I am not in a worse situation.
Gratitude for what i have. Glad I can write on a laptop that is "mine" although tampered with.
But unable to focus, concentrate, access the ideas I want to express. Always something "else" comes out when I begin to type. I know but cannot prove that technology is "beaming" or "pulsing" brainwave blocks and neuron-firing hinderances into my brain while I type in this very spot. Every time I get up from the laptop I "remember" what I had wanted to say.
My mind is rife with ideas and creative concepts when I am not sitting in front of the laptop. Once I get on, my brain is wiped clean like a slate (tabula rasa).
This also happens in public while I'm under attack by gang stalkers. I am unable to count basic sums and the list goes on and on.
Thus, while I make no excuses I do attempt to "explain" why my posts are so.....oh, for me unreadable. In retrospect I know there are subliminals implanted through this tecdh and other parts of my brain absolutely blocked from accessing my real creative and intellectual capacity to communicate.
Many months later: much poison detoxed since last few posts.
To attempt to describe the dehabilitatory effects of the mind control drugs forced upon me by stalkers is nearly impossible to relate.
My last few posts were an attempt to ameliorate the pent-up stress of torture that has been imposed upon me for years by a long list of people teleporting me while sleeping. I have written many posts on Facebook regarding these issues. If anyone is interested, I can add you to my "friends" list because I am loathe to try to begin to explain it all over again.
Another reason I am making this short-cut by allowing people who are interested to attempt to navigate through my Facebook page is that the hacking intrusions by hackers makes writing nearly impossible. My brain is always under some kind of "brainwave" alteration and it's nearly impossible to get my thoughts out clearly.
When I read the posts below and see that I was clearly emotionally distraut (from YEARS of non-stop "trauma-based" "mind control" , which really is sadism inflicted by psychopaths using these technologies and utilizing gang stalking death squads to inflict torture--all hidden and silenced by government and police and societal forces.
Tired of wriiting about all of this.
I am so sick from detox and poisoning that I have no idea how to reach the greater public (and all my internet searches and posts are monitored through the surveillance system. Doubtless that any real information will be actually published in the greater ocean of the world wide web.
Friday, November 1, 2019
A Soul Sacrifice sundry Santana back when music was the soul of the world and life was a dripping delight unless you were at war or starving
now starving for musical delight in the night of the soul of music's pop death spasms thumping to electronic brain death
A letter written to Eldon Taylor, renowned author and activist on mind control technology and subliminal technology
Written on September 26, 2019
by myself, alone in my studio while undergoing drugging and torture from "remote" mind control and directed energy weapons.
I write this, or publish this on this site, which so far has remained unacknowledged by anyone. There is no activity and my attempts to get more readers has remained that all I do is blocked by universal hacking thwarting.
This letter has never been sent due to indirect murder threats by the forces and actors I have named in the letter. I publish it here, whilst this site remains in oblivion due to above-mentioned hacking and block of all I attempt on this planet that is of this global entity and it's reach. Blacklisting is another term for it. I write this at great expense to my life, and that of my cat who is being held hostage by this inhospitable group as they intend to force a "baby" out of me for further experimental torture and hate purposes of their hateful group and it's further delving into human consciousness to create a "master-slave" global prison environment.
I also would send this letter to Mr. Taylor using FedEx, but unbeknownst to readers, perhaps, is that at least in Thailand all is under the control of this pernicious group (the 4th Reich is another apt term for them). I also can't afford the cost, and any attempt will most likely be blocked.
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Thus:
TESTIMONY of MADELINE JOSEFSBERG to ELDON TAYLOR. This letter is for ENTERTAINMENT PURPOSES
Written: Panason Green Places Condominium. Phuket, Thailand.
September 26, 2019.
To Mr. Eldon Taylor:
It has been at least 6 years since I last contacted you, regarding your complimentary shipment of two books, Mind Programming and Self Hypnosis...
I am at this very moment extremely impeded by mind control drugging, technology affecting everything from nervous system to cognitive functioning.
For example, I just now emptied a small tray of incense burning residue, and my arm was remotely jolted as I put the tray over the little plastic garbage bucket, so all flew on the floor. Thus, in effect, my handwriting is very illegible, and contorted because my arm/hand coordination is continuously under remote attack.
My brain/body are under MK ULTRA/microchip implant programming. As I wrote via internet to you 6 years ago, to which you responded by gratuitously shipping your books to me in Thailand. Regardless of "sloppy" handwriting, I u se this form of communication because literally ALL keyboards I attempt to write on are so severely hacked/attacked while my brain/cognitive memory/thought structure are under serious attack, simultaneously. Due to these attacks, I cannot get linear thought processes out without digressing. Hackers delete paragraphs, letters, spaces, grammar (i.e. commas, periods) and they insert words to alter what I have typed. I normally type at 75 wpm. My handwriting is actually very nice when not under this wide-ranging disruption. It is wide-ranging because the hacking, DOS attacks are global and endemic. I also want to state emphatically that 24/7 surveillance, gang stalking and various forms of lethal attack (all mentioned above) have formed a universal system of what can only be described as a global DEATH SQUAD system of coordinated torture, theft, rape, murder and massive brainwashing/mind control of "the masses" for their compliance in these activities (either by remaining silent or participating). I am under non-stop attack. This letter is not only being monitored by surveillance equipment, but my thoughts are also being relayed via some tech I am not able to perfectly define. You mentioned in Mind Programming the use of "Voice-to-Skull" (aka V2K). It is some similar tech, or the same. Thus, for example, the coordinated system of attack involves something like this: (one of the less threatening of the gang stalking/death squad tactice) 1. I think to myself what I plan to buy at the grocery store. The thoughts are recorded and gang-stalking teams are instructed to assume the guises of store clerks and consumers. Teams are waiting at the stores to surround and push into me at every aisle corner. Every few minutes groups of people walk into me. 2. The items I have thought to myself to buy are blocked by either groups or lone stalkers, standing directly in front of every item I have planned to buy. No other items are blocked in the entire aisle. It happens with such recurring frequency it is not a fluke or coincidence. 3. Sometimes, or at all times, the items are drugged/poisoned with mind control goo, or tainted (hairs put in bread or food and packaged, sometimes ants or other items or the food is rancid when I open the cartons).
Thursday, October 17, 2019
Written on October 17, 2019: Written under mind control duress about what happened in Miami--just one city out of many I have run to for sanctuary, only to be attacked by racist nazis out of Europe--I call them Europigs and that is an extremely apt condemnation.
Please note that this is JUST ART. Just naming names of the destroyers of art who steal, rape and rob using mind control technology and gang stalking, to go from mediocre scum into well-known because they are promoted by this sick group, aka Nazis.
---------------- please do not let this sick pig Nicola Siervo get away with years of torture and at least three murder attempts I barely survived from, only to get a sort of acclaim for having stolen ideas I was tortured to reveal--not just from Prince's club themes (which he directly stole after having Prince kicked out of Miami--Glam Slam's concepts were directly stolen by this scumbag and the other mafia pigs he hangs with, who all "hate" Americans unless they are blonde models they can use to create an image of how "powerful" they are--but they all openly state they "hate" Americans and America and are working on really taking it all over. They have turned SoBe into a hate fascist place with Europeans directing Americans to absolutely discriminate against me and what used to be a cool place is now a hateful fascist place with Europigs trying to oust alternative people and they have done this, and it's just been turned into a kind of dying wasteland as the beach is sinking into the ocean from all the huge condo and hotel newly built buildings. They are pigs, please make them pay me for their crimes--and the Hollywood pigs as well, all of them male and female
This post is about one of the stalkers who has teleported and raped me for years. Yes, deary readers, my situation as I tried to describe is about unreality and art. The unreal have stolen my art ideas and thus, this is still all just ART and not delusional creative fictional accounts of a reality only I have seen from my perspective and vision.
Teleportation is real. The technology is not a product of Star Trek but preceded it.
If I were in Miami, I could go to the rapists club who obtained ideas for his by now well-known club by torturing and attacking me nearly to death and nearly murdering me in accidents and through poisoning. Formerly with no creative ideas from the years I sold cigars in his club on SoBe, with the ideas he tortured and drugged out of me that Prince used at First Avenue, Mpls., this torturing sleazy creep is now a favorite of Hollywood players and has won Haute awards for his concepts. i would rather attend Churchill's pub and see wankers openly stating their ideas of wanting to dominate with grinding music instead of electronic robot rapist hate bigot Nazi crap out of Europigland taking over the US with full permission of all to the top of the pile of the pigs in power in the US--all under the guise of believing that these intellectual property thief rapists are really just incredibly "classy". This man out of mafia Italy completely sucked as much energy out of me and ideas about how Prince ran his club, which he had no ability to do when I met him back in 1997 and was bored nearly to tears selling cigars in his crappy mafia club. From over 4 years of violence and sucking out energy via rape (he was literally sucking and inhaling while raping me, like a real parasite--all through the teleportation). Well, injustice and these crimes are considered to be the real American values these daze as so many of these creeps keep getting front page reception and I keep having to fight to buy food on sale and buy products to keep more scumbags from raping and disfiguring me--I still can't do this and I can't even earn money online. How I wish to Hell and Heaven and all in between that JUSTICE would finally be exacted, at least financially because this scumbag who got ownership of The Wall Miami was a boring scum who could not capture anything more than managerial positions in small venues until he began to teleport and torture me. I'm not going to add his site because he's a filthy and sick subscumbag inhuman pig ape out of Europigland with so many Europigs on South Beach claiming they hate Americans and are taking it all over--with full red carpet treatment adn I have been chased out of every place, especially that place, with blacks and latinos, with a full helping of Jews, doing most of the work to push me out. Well America, you have become a colony for viciously insane sick Europigs and what they will do to the country has been turning it into a dying culture of fascist oppression and tyranny. So many parties, America seems to happy with all it's parties all over the place. I only see sick people hanging on to inebriation while not caring about the country as it's being destroyed by these Europigs you all love so much. not a hate rant THIS IS THE GRIM REALITY none of you are facing or accepting. If you could see how many psychopathic creeps really exist in society you would not be so carefree about accepting these filthy creeps into society as you have, and perhaps someone would care to stop this violence against me as it never ends day or night. I also need money so I can live in some kind of decent setting without rape and poisoning and no defense and no ability to protect myself with $$$ so I can build safeguards against murderous stalking groups entering my home to destroy my body and life ----this scumbag Siervo out of Miami and all the rest of the pigs who have teleported me for years and stolen ideas and are now in top positions because of my creativity that they sucked out, trying to destroy everything about me afterwards---when will there be justice for their crimes against me--when will I be compensated for this destruction of my body and home and life and these rotten psycho pigs forced to pay restitution instead of being promoted endlessly as they use MY IDEAS to furnish their empty, boring businesses and "creative" output for having tried to murder me and this pig in Miami has had me put in jail, crushed my cat's body, stolen all I owned from Student loans, and tortured and was murdering and put me in accidents and was poisoning me to death and would not leave me alone while I was fighting for my life, as he turned the stalking from bad to deadly and is still having the icons for his shit club he got for free here in Phuket follow me around endlessly---over and over this sick creep has gone after me to get these deals and suck out my life force. WHEN WILL THEY BE FORCED TO PAY ME FOR THE VIOLENCE AND TORTURE AND ATTEMPTED MURDER THE TELEPORTING SICK FUCKS HAVE DONE TO ME FOR YEARS AND STOLEN IDEAS AS i SIT HERE HOMELESS AND HAVE NOWHERE TO GO. ROTTEN PIGS VYING TO FORCE A "BABY" OUT OF ME, I find these rapist punching slapping raping ugly sick fuck whores so disgusting I can't describe it in decent words, plus I've been at this computer for over three hours and my brain has been bombed with mind control tech and so I'm ranting in hate--but I look up Miami information and this rotten pig has obtained fame for his club which was gotten and handed to this sick psycho rotten disgusting thing for years of torturing me and yes--he stole ideas I wrote of under torture about how Prince ran his club, he then had the post on fb deleted and then used the ideas. Rotten pig, please make this pig pay me for the violence and the years of destruction--and the restof the pigs the list is far too long by n ow. Why isno one ever defending me so I am living in safety and with these rapist scumbags off me, demanding a baby and I only wish them utter destruction they are so revolting all of them.
I am new at blogging. This site is raw and fresh but stale from hackers. The hackers have blocked my ability to publish posts with the style and bold block letters I have used to write on the compose page. I spent over one hour trying to include a PayPal link, and all sites I visited, including Paypal are blocked due to hacking. I finally got a link up, after much DOS and blocks from hackers, backspacing from hacking inserts (letters appearing when I never typed on the keyboard, etc). However, it's dubious whether this blog will ever reach the real "internet" and is probably being blocked as well. ANALYSIS of hacking/stalking machinations: While the stalking organization has rendered me obsolete in societal terms, my status as a prisoner/victim is extremely important in that my information must continuously be blocked from public approval or arousal. Hacking is a way of discrediting, obviously, by skewing what I type with full intention and turning it into a grammatically corrupt, hysterical rage post with no or little meaning. The posts from years ago I tried to explain how curse words were added by hackers, my brain under stringent mind control. It is hard for anyone not intimately involved in fighting for the right to have one's own mind and thought process protected. People always think that I'm the target and they laugh about it, mostly (or the people the stalking organization have surround me continuously, which is in the range of millions of people worldwide. Such claims are more fodder for accusations of being delusional and schizophrenic and "crazy". Thus I always have to add that THIS IS JUST ART and this is creative fiction, because such things only exist in delusional minds of sick people who can't function in society. The latter is only correct because the stalking organization renders the target financially incapacitated and paralyzed.
written October 17, 2019:
Back again, backspacing within the first word I wrote. (I am now re-reading and i see that in the paragraphs below, hackers have as usual deleted words and rewrote sentences to make nonsense.) I won't rewrite it because I need to do many other things in this short time that I have paid for the last time I can use the internet until next month.
Yeah, can't get the bugs off me. When I tried to access posts from the previous years, becuz my blog* is supposed to carry ranting hysterically-induced drugged up posts from years before and I wanted to post random posts from years ago, last Tuesday, and so forth. I am not able to access any posts from years before unless I scroll down my personal page, which is slowed down of course by hackers, and I get posts from last week and after 5 minutes, from last month, and I can't just click on a year as anyone else can. Many of the posts from years ago name names, and such types of incriminating information. AS I am without a laptop any longer, the re-editing and deletion of my former posts is a sure thing, I believe. All the years before when I wrote in hysterical rage, using mostly cursing words describing the disgusting things these stalkers teleporting me have done. Hideous but the wealthy consider this to be a stigmatic elitism of perversion ranging from pedophilia to rape, and all part of entitlement. The more violent and disgusting they operate "in private" (for cameras for the entertainment of this entrainment group) the more they are considered elite, demonstrating their untouchable legal status of being allowed to get away with all crimes possible with no social blemishes but, in reverse, promotions galore. I wanted to access those posts I wrote before I began to realize that I was drugged up to the max and that someone else was instilling words and phrases into my besieged brain.
I was not able to access posts from years back due to hacking DOS. The stalkers know what I am going to do, listening to every thought, and every action under non-stop surveillance. Usually I can access years of posts by clicking on the appropriate page on fb Timeline. Usually the years are listed and you can click on the year to access the posts. Alas not for me, as with the Paypal site also blocked and other sites blocked for access. I think the stalkers are going to delete many damaging posts and/or just delete many of what I wrote, while also re-writing as they always do.
When I tried to access the PayPal link, I have a whopping $10 in my account. I tried to get a "donation" link and since I signed into a "business" account, years ago when I paid for a website hosting service and never used it, due to drugging and hysteria and incapacitation from drugging and the stalkers putting my body out-of-alignment every single day, so I just lay in a stupor daily while writing in hysteria for "help" which of course, all I can ever do it try to rescue myself against a myriad of millions of sickening creepy stalkers.
I am not blind...
but I see in other dimensions in ways
and means made meaningless by obscurities. Sheer obscenities, observances of empowered belief system.
Mysterious and serious nevertheless. My views, my visions.
Opaque and obscured by the blinding lights of false reality
imposed by impostures. Improbable impositions wanting to imprint on my lovely life Lies
Most posts are hacked and rewritten to add to the discrediting. Thus if anyone reads these posts, words are continuously misspelled and often rewritten entirely by hackers, in addition to their deletions of what I type and they also write and revise to make all appear "crazy" in their crazy-making schemes of discrediting.
I am also always drugged up. By stalkers who break into my home and I have written of this endlessly and it is all
