Friday, March 4, 2022

Rotten old English men teleporting me---rancid in personality are now attacking me--just like the putrid hyena English female who has just "won" an achievement award for bullshit "pro-feminist" Pro-anti-racism pro bullshit award.

These two rotten old men, actors out of England who are now attacking me--responsible I assume for having ordered destruction of my property because I made a little joke about Shakespeare, then this rotten dirty ignoranmus stupid pig who is supposed to be this intellectual because he's more like an accountant schoolteacher in an abusive Charles Dickens novel who must fastidiously abuse anyone who doesn't get into the boxes that he, himself is confined in--with him and his rotten crew of crusty English only "supposed" to be on top and superior. Of course in emerging fascist and Nazi racist America this is so wholly and fully embraced that it's nothing short of a Paradise colony for English Imperialism at this point in time--America that is. Without the complicity of Americans this group of dumb-as-shit shithole asinine scum would have have been allowed to get away with these endless crimes against me--but they are the "role-models" that are "training" the American actors and so, they are treated with this kind of reverence. I am being abused by politicians for fighting for any civil and US Constitutional Rights that these fuckers are ALL destroying in this systematic covert fashion. But all of them are the loudest shouters of "Freedom" in the helliverse that they are being paid and promoted to distort into a fashionable bullshit self-destruction.


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The ONE AND ONLY role this ugly rotten English piece of shit has ever played that was exemplary was when a Jewish director instructed him on how to be more sensitive and artistic. The other roles I have seen of him, including his coveted Shakes play for a movie directed by another openly fascist Nazi English bigot fuckhead shithole (with his rotten "partner" or former wife) he was stiff, boring and meaningless as an actor and in every subsequent role he has ever played where I was forced to watch him as a kind of supporting actor the role of blank and empty, stiff and meaningless authoritarian type of "leader" has just blanked out the impact of the movie. I came to the conclusion that he had been bought out by "fame and money" but perhaps he too is a mind control victim? I think many people are and they have no clue that they are. But I had to remind him of this but I was very "nice" about it while being very angry--I am putting this in a more angry and direct way at this point because I know this rotten disgusting ugly old man has ordered this--or just ordered destruction of my property--they are focusing on poisoning my sponges for cleaning pots and cookery and my one and only cooking appliance which I just bought this week--which was beautiful and clean now it's like the old thing I had to throw away which was saturated with stinking substances and metal-deteriorating chemicals so repeatedly that after less than one year it was stinking and deteriorating rotting hunk of metal and stinking pot. The heating element still worked though. I had to throw it away, buying a brand new beautiful item that now is rotten and brown stained the metal is gritty from having been deteriorated and the cooking pot has scratches on the bottom--it was perfect, shiny like bright and clear just two days ago--the mechanical arms went into my room while I was sleeping and destroyed my property instead of the scumbag pigs who ravage my room whenever I leave. 


I have had to open my patio sliding door by now I am being killed by having to close it and get no fresh air to try to stop from being raped by people breaking into my room---not just raped but my fingers and toes have been cut into even by mechanical arms--my hair has been mostly chemically blasted out of the scalp the hair follicles in my arm pits and on my scalp won't grow back--huge balding spots are covering the crown of my head--the hair won't grow back at all. They put my hips and spine out of place--cutting into the skin between my toes--all of this every single day for YEARS AND YEARS. I would close all windows and doors and tape them shut just to try to SAVE MY LIFE.

But now I am keeping the patio door open because I am now dying from toxic poison inhalation adn I have to stop this closing of all fresh air. My body has completely broken down just from breathing in the fungus and stinking filth that is sprayed into my room on all furniture and clothing repeatedly--and for years.


But now another piece of rotten shit from England is latching on as the typical parasite--first with his male English partner--asking questions as if they are "friendly" and interested-then upon gaining whatever ideas they want to steal for their stale and boring mediocrity productions lacking all originality--but because they have played roles of Emperors out of Rome and Shakespeare they are supposed to be some elite father figures upon whom all must bow--especially if they are not blonde bigots out of Europigapeland of fascist Nazism. 


He began yelling at me when I just said blithely, "Billy Boy Shakespeare, Jr." as a little witticism (at least to me) and the yelling began. It turned into me after 5 minutes telling him to finally stop, then after another 10 minutes of this yapping disgusting old man going on and on with me yelling about how they call what I write and say "stupid" until Nazis steal it for their own boring productions, which brought him to yelling about something and other things but I could not hear that piece of shit and what bullshit it had to say I kept telling it to shut the fuck up already and began hitting him and it just went on and on,. Now this immature and dumb rotten ugly old man has ordered this kind of destruction of my property because I am reacting to not being able to stop engaging in these pigs when they teleport me, as they abuse and insult and torture me--defending every rapist and attempted murdering bigot who are all their good friends. 


My country remaining doing absolutely NOTHING to stop them, despite AOC, Pelosi, Kinzinger, and another member of the J-6 committee Raskin who asked me if I thought his son was murdered via being "suicided". I said "It is likely" and then he asked me if I thought it was because he is "Jewish" and I said "Undoubtedly". To which he and Kinzinger, the great "defenders" of Democracy began to join in with the abuser actors and since then (maybe three weeks ago or a month this happened) I have been confronted by a new batch of shit from England the attacks have not stopped and they have all gotten their advancements from whatever sick organization hosts this group of parasitic hosts. as I deem them to be.

That is just the last year since Biden took office. For 4 years it was Trump and his family and then the actors who were given carte blancy by Trump, but under Biden there was violent rape, death threats, and the endless destruction of the ONE SINGLE COOKING appliance I can afford to buy--plus I have no room for anything else. 


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The hacking and the mind control is very awful as I fight to pound this out--the keyboard is made stiff, I am fighting to backspace constantly as functions won't work. Pages are popping up as I write, blocking the writing, etc. Terrorist hackers are deleting parts of sentences after I write.


EIGHT YEARS of writing these posts only to have more politicians and more pieces of s hit from Europe--England in this case--but they are all disgusting these Europigape scumbag whores--the ones here in Phuket it's disgusting having to be forced to deal with the filth and sh it that they throw at me constantly as if this is what I am and not them. It's they who are disgusting filthy dirty and stupid dumb whores.


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They (these rotten English "actor" ape creeps--great in roles that expired decades ago--now corrupted and rotten like the rest of their brood and ilk)--also ordered my body to be attacked--there are welts on my chest, huge puffed up areas where something made the skin swell up. Nightly my body is cut into, bruised, doused with damaging chemicals or otherwise (much worse if the terrorists had physical access to my body instead of mechanical arms the minions use in lieu of the actors who are as fou l and violent as any terrorist--as the US Government is a terrorist organization--. 


AGAIN I reassert that I have done NONE OF THEM any harm. They tried to murder me and havn't stopped slowly murdering me once I began to detox and over 10 years later, going on 11, I am still detoxing from the poison these same English scum ordered put in my body (the actors in question maybe not, but their Monarchist benefactor who has gone after this contract out on me since 1987--this most disgusting parasite this most foul pestilence endlessly attacking me for decades now--and they all assert that they have every single "right" to do whatever the fuck they want to me and my government and country fully support them and leave me writing as people laugh about my posts and mock and make fun of them. I have to face either the foul creeps who I have done no harm to, but they support years and decades of unjustified violence against me due to this technology--all so their wilting careers can, like the rotten dumb mirrage whore who they are good buddies with alongside the rotten pig ape scumbag who is the connection to English Monarchy to whom they owe this immediate promotional and never-ending series of deals, contracts and awards for doing SHIT--meaning NOTHING. And not talented not any longer if they ever were at one point in the decades that are long gone--and only due to one Jewish director in the case of the two men in question--and I am not stating that only "Jewish" people are top quality directors but in this instance it in volved a barb aimed at the Roman Empire to which Jews are not fixedly in awe of if they know their history at all. 

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Taking the p-out of Rome, in other words, the Jewish director extracted the very best out of these actors--and then the rest is a puffed up puppet spewing out stale and empty lines posturing and now glorified in the Shakespeare cult of self-importance and posturing elitism lacking substance in ensuing roles--even in Shakespeare adaptations.

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So it is sickening. I now have to face yet another pair out of years of one after th enext, coming at me in pairs and going after me to break my body and spirit while Governments come and go and the Presidents just join in the complicity and silencing and it goes on forever. the current US President is connected to the former, former participant and so the silnecing must be a total endless series of leaders lacking leadership. If and when a Repub Prez comes into office who has no connection to any of the above-mentioned, they will have to protect Trump and of course their foreign Dark Money donors. The rest of the helliverse who knows about this has to "protect" their security and the status of their endless rotation of top roles.

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It is thus incumbent upon anyone who is concerned about the real state of the nation and of national sovereignty and the special characteristics of what The United States has offered to the world; that there are opportunities, that centuries of slavery and racism need to be abolished. And the silencing and lies of this hate "gang stalking" system needs to be shattered and it needs to be stopped. For so many people's sake. 


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And whatever hate and hell series of "skits' that are going to be imposed upon me, as has been the nightly case for over a decade with these psycho scumbag "leaders" who are lacking all leadership but full of posturing--

I find that ignoring them is impossible. I need a support system and a safe place to live that is beautiful and happy without the ugliness and sickness of these energy parasitic filth whores to infect my life and property and my life's chances. won't anyone ever get involved and stop this group of f-ing shit?

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IT is disgusting: one rotten scumbag whore pig ape male after the next having me drugged, then using the mind control to force a certain druggy reaction of immediate gratification--then acting like a pig and whore towards me while I am loving, kind, passionate and very beautiful towards worthless pig whore apes--then I was "dumped" by them for a very long time until I began to dump them quickly--then I began to be harassed, followed, the police assisting in the men stalking me--I tried to go to court for protection I was lied to by government and city clerks about restraining orders--then I became absolutely celibate and then the teleportation rape began and didn't end for years--with ugly rotten men I thought were putrid and disgusting like the English pig ape whom all these rotten English pieces of shit are "defending" by doing almost the same things with the same attitude: they can do whatever the fuck they want to me and no one is going to give a damn or help me. Endlessly supported by politicians now who also are vying for political promotions in this obviously English-controlled contract out of the Crown (and from other places, but I am not certain which other fascist Imperialist places this contract really originates from at this point).


So I have rotten foul skank whore women with English backgrounds, or their mothers are English, or they come from an English colony but are slightly "independent" (Australia and Canada--the skank whore in question out of Canada is a male but with English partners/women of course connected to all the skank whores out of London who have viciously attacked me and of course their Aussie surrogates for English Imperialism).

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I am writing in a most cursing mode--but it's just another disgusting pair of parasites attacking me to "defend" the rotten and ugly disgusting old woman, seemingly so vital to the connection between The Crown and the acting scumbag subordinates of The Crown. Thusly they are attacking like a pack of cards flying at me in group formation with absolute hate. This is all due to first the male from 1987 who I avoided who was stalking me when I lived briefly in Chelsea. I can state that when I avoided him instead of jumping into his snare, it seems like the whole of London attacked me for him. That is how dedicated England and Londoners are in retaining their aristocracy and the caste system. 

Since 1987 I believe this man has monitored my life in order to ensure that I was physically broken down by poisoning. I was mind controlled when I tried to find his contact information in a last ditch desperation to find health care which I had tried for YEARS to obtain in the United States. I knew that something was horribly wrong but was too drugged up to begin to understand or comprehend how seriously sick American society really is. 

I was being poisoned to death. I was urged to contact him in a mind control operation that he hasn't stopped exploiting for endless profit since 2008 (in a direct manner, as opposed to monitoring the death progress of his American minions who will do anything they are told, like all the minions and all the people involved in this attack situation).

years of him having me poisoned with intention of murdering me and raping me the entire time. Then taking turns with the Italian mafia creep who I had turned to for help because this foul scumbag was obviously going to do nothing and I still, at that time, had zero concept of what was happening to me. The connection between these people is a nebulous parasite connection that is beyond the conception of anyone who has not been teleported or forced into these mind control trap situations. 

But to make this shorter--by 2013 I was aware of what he was doing and so finally, after asking him to stop teleporting and raping me while he was still having me poisoned, when I saw my ideas sold off to Europigape men in the film industry--verbatim words, concepts and I know that only this rotten English pig scum had access to my information on that level--and obviously so did his Europigape fascist peers who he either sold the concepts to--or rented them out as some of the ideas appeared in more than one production.

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I was just being poisoned to death and my money is still being stolen--now by the destruction of my property at a pace that is sucking out what meagre amount of money I obtain which is below sub-poverty.

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But in 2016, the vulture parasitic skank with the title of Dumb Whoren Mirrage (my "silly" name--just affix the English titles to it, which in themselves confer probably far too much to scoundrels anyway)

on and on since then, she and her buddy from Ireland haven't stopped profitting off this--and now like the man responsible for having handed out this contract which has been his gigantic leap into the film industry (he began production of the movie he wrote the anti-Semitic, anti-American "art" theme on--all due to this contract out on me

and now they are determined to abuse and "beat" it into me that they are entitled to doing this to me with no repercussions or blocks or admonitions from anybody but instead applause, money, profit and promotions.


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Is everyone fully immersed in this shit cultural facade that these scumbags are beyond law and entitled to murder and rape and theft when they are blank hateful scumbag whores in reality but posturing bullshit con artists for the public domain?

while I get no chance at anything I am left here with threats of all kinds and sickness I am still battling with as they block health care and continue to abuse me so my body can't heal? When will this ever be stopped?

Goddamn this incompetent government of the United States. //More terrorist destruction of my property-=-brand new appliance I bought this week is now partially damaged after terrorists poured deteriorating chemicals on the metal plate.

 **Upon having re-read part of this post: (also while trying to scroll and rewrite hackers are blocking key functions, blocking scrolling of the cursor, blocking highlighting, etc....)  Hackers of course went through and deleted parts of words and added confusing add-ons and deleted grammar and etc....I can't go through the whole thing and rewrite constantly so I leave it as is, as usual but it's a mess to read and get through in parts:


I cleaned it until it was a shiny surface without a spot. Just now I opened the box and there is the gritty powder that has stained the once extremely clean and unspoiled surface. There is grit and brown stains the entire plate has deteriorated from chemicals put onto it's surface. The pot that is placed on top and inside this pressure cooker, brand new, is now stained with parts of the bottom scraped off. The terrorists have destroyed my last pressure cooker/rice cooker which is far above the lower range price and quality which they have just turned my brand new expensive--I can't afford to constantly replace these items--it's now partially ruined. This makes the entire cookware stink from rusted metal and this permeates into the food The stains are now permanent and nothing I do will get this out. It is completely artificially made and created, laboratory permanently staining and deteriorating stuff. The millionaires and billionaires who steal my ideas after torturing concepts out of me, blocking my capacity to write, think and have my own career, have been attacking me for over a decade and stealing ideas for a decade--lead by this English contigent which has proven to be absolutely fascist and racist--but supported by the politicians who have participated in this attack adn this technology--adn thus this is never stopped. . 

The disgusting, foul, sleazy and ultimately stupid pig apes out of Europigapland and their American counterparts--this is the sick and rotten crap they are getting away with under full support and additional attacks upon me by leading American politicians of BOTH PARTIES this is not a partisan terrorist organization. 


It is disgusting but no on can be bothered to get involved and for over a decade I have written posts and asked people for help or support. It is cooking appliance--one after the next--that is saturated with these stinking and deteriorating chemicals so I can never have a clean and nice cooking area or place or appliance or utensil. Every metal object is coated with a stinking deteriorating chemical so it stinks upon touch and this never goes away--the chemicals deteriorate the surface coating of the utensil or appliance. The plastic items I get are stained brown and scratched by terrorists so everything looks old, droopy, scratched up, stinking (they also put permanently stinking substances into the plastic, which are completely clean after I clean them).l


When anyone can ever get past the racist concept that only blonde and Nazi women are not supposed to be abused can I ever get any support--but so far this is a completely racist organization with no one ever stepping forward (forget about all the "activists" on this planet who are fighting for their own race or friends --including Jews of course, the group which I am supposed to represent which the "real" "jew" who practice the religion but are subservient and don't want to "make waves' and are terrified but can only do a little but then subsude into the background--thus there is this huge vacuum of people who can't do anything and then the rest are so programmed to only "care" about blonde or dyed blonde bigots of this global organization. That is what I am thinking today after having watched a political discourse on YouTube about how all the genocides are irrelevant in terms of real concern for the oppressed populations when it comes to the murders and bombings (i.e. Yemen, Afghanistan) but the concern is high for the pseudo-European "white" population of Ukraine--and how racist the Poles have been at border checkpoints in only allowing whites into the country as they are fleeing the bombing--while Africans and other dark-skinned are being blocked from entering the neighboring countries. I thought of how this relates to my situation and for today that is what I am coming up with. Although I know this isn't the only truth it surely feels like it when I see these movies made by the Nazi rapist women who steal ideas from me to make out that they are "feminist" and the concern of the audience when they are subjected to oppression by  men, but the silence when I say the things that have been stolen by the rapist-enabler Nazi women which is met with hostility and silencing and no support. They win awards for it, I get nothing and just more and more.


But now my brand new cooking appliance has been essentially ruined and is now stinking after two uses. 


The stinking pig whores out of England and America and Germany and Austria and France--and the politicians of America who welcome them in to bring into MY country their brand of fascism and Nazis and destruction of my body (still deformed, my hair mostly gone, balding, scars are all over my body, broken bones, etc) and this is STILL going on and on with years of me writing about torture and violence--years of asking for help--and years of the whore skank pig whore apes stealing ideas I have written about justice, freedom feminism, domestic violence and politics and art all stolen by them, often verbatim. They are reveling in the awards they obtained from what they stole from me and their ascension due to participation in hate and racist contract, I remain as a  kind of circus attraction for the hackers and people reading this as a kind of joke and testament to how wide-spread the apathy and ignorance and mind control has already spread that no one can give a damn about what is happening and going on--even when it relates to politcs at the highest level everyone just does no thing and can't give a damn really.

They keep it a silent secret they lie about how much they care. 

I want these rotten whore pig apes to be pried off teleporting me and for this to be stopped after a decade of their violecne, destruction and torture. When will anyone ever not be a fucking do-nothing fucker reading my posts and doing nothing?


Goddamn this incompetent government of the United States. 


Mind/Social Control versus self-mastery. One of the oldest aspirations of human beings in (at least some Eastern religious and philosophical realms of) history: controlling one's own mind. I have one of the most important duties, tasks and obligations to my evolution as a human being as yet another monumental obstacle in this mind control helliverse that is their hell and not mine. To shrug off the inflicted weight of the misery of others and not allow it to envelope my own personality, thought structure but in particular, not to engage while in the teleported, drugged-up, under torture conditions hell that is inflicted upon me so what I consider to be dubious quality personalities can get automatic promotions to top tiers of the subordinate power level structure controlling the Helliverse that they all have foisted upon the world in a kind of cloud-computing mind control operation. . The real drama is internal in controlling my own mind, despite drugging, violence and mind control technologies forcing unwanted parasites into my personal mental and spiritual and physical domain space (every day, every minute with zero blocks or inhibitions it appears from authority sources or societal moral obligation or law enforcement in particular). The control of the mind is one of the last frontiers of modernity. So far, individuality appears to be losing and mass control is the norm that is never revealed so it's misunderstood and blatantly accepted as "not happening to me, and if it is, I'm comfortable with it and who cares?".

 *Hacker terrorists have altered the writing of this post--pls take note**


The real point is not in helping another expletive power-seeking parasite to obtain more promotions out of this contract of mind control hate inflicted upon me. The rationale of all of the attackers is any single iota of anything I say or do that is slightly not in line with bowing obsequiously to the acting, movies, plots, politics, demands, sexual immediate gratification, their white supremacy or the minions of "darker" hue who also are a part of this scheme: if I say or do any single thing, no matter how trivial, they use this as any justification for endless verbal and physical attacks. I respond immediately with the lower level energy defense because mostly this is over a decade of zero defense for me and endless awards and promotions for all who attack. The line-up is endless and the rotation (again, in the last few months, English out of England are flocking in to attack me to defend the putridity that assaulted me last month--which has just won another top "lifetime" award and I have no doubts that her genocidal Nazi rhetoric and violence along with her Irish thug boyfriend/actor had almost everything to do with both her nomination to that supposed award for benevolent posturing in movies, and also having been handed this opportunity for more accolades according to the racist, bigot, systematically oppressive media conglomerate which also has more than  a HUGE influence on the political structure of the United States Government. As far as I have been privy to see how this operates operates through all these years of being transferred from one undesirable who then "wins" contracts and awards to the next undesirable who then gets his/her undeserved share of the loot.


Not wanting, thusly, to help yet another expletive who has just joined in, a relative new-comer although he's been in the background for all these many years of this celebrity circus of hate and "mind control"--


I will just recap the silly but sinister sequence of events that turned from a slight joke on my part, just like a light-hearted glib statement which was turned into a deadly yelling match by this English bigot, racist sexist who has, like all of them, latched onto any sentence, thought or idea I make while under this endless system of duress, threat and hate and violence--ostensibly it's all out of racism because I am not a blonde Nazi or it's brown-haired (lower ranking but still) equivalent---it's ALL completely out of racism.


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It's not a pair of "'Spring chickens" now attacking me but senior actors out of England--meaning of the Sept-or Octogenarian age range--70's or 80's with ample experience in all the various shifts of public opinion and "liberal"-to-"conservative" shifts in the public paradigms, for which the actors all adapt and change in accordance (or fake it, mostly on the "liberal" end of the one-sided see-saw, which just remains unbalanced on the ground level of the base of operations into fascist and Nazi/Mafia territory--the bottom line of course $$$ and the easiest ways of acquiring and consolidating money and power.)

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I had made a reference to Heathcliff--that "brown-skinned" character in Wuthering Heights. In my drugged up, nascent waking or sleeping state (I'm always inbetween both when they really begin the interrogation for ideas, to try to abuse me into compliance to bowing down to them and doing what they want without question--which is agreeing to my own destruction so they can exploit me and get a thrill from raping poison into my body and poisoning and abusing me to death with my consent--and this is exactly what the contract is and what the intention of this contract is.)

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I had said that the author was Jane Austin--I had clumped my Sophmore year of college and it's English lit class into the female "romance" novel compartment as all kind of being Jane Austin in theme. However, the real author is one of the Bronte sisters. I was informed of this the next day by these fastidious English actors who are vying for their own next huge explosion into the field just as their partner, this older woman who for years has obtained every kind of notice in red carpet for "senior" women freshly plastic-coated with every kind of role and etc--absolutely enhanced after the violent and disgusting rape by her partner the Irish thug (the "famous" actor). Thus, after years of probably waiting for "their turn" they are now inflicting every kind of ridiculous justification for endless violence upon me (at least verbally and now more disgusting attacks on my property with stinking filth poured into my eating utensils and property).

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But I was admonished for not "remembering" the exact authoress of this book. I made reference to Heathcliff because one of them asked me if I wanted to live in some small English town. I guess that meant as his "slave" in this small English town. My experience with English out of London is of absolute xenophobia, racism and stupidity of a most immature level of dumbness out of supposedly some of the most intelligent acting skills that country has produced in decades (as they keep on being put into lead categories for movies and films). I have been subjected to English hissing hate and racism at me here in Phuket in such ugly and sinister rotten ways that the mere concept of (being forced to) live in some small town in England could only evince some vision of this novel involving an immigrant "brown-skinned" child brought to this small English town and then lambasted throughout the rest of his life with ostracization and abuse from the locals (and the adopted family). Much of the abuse and verbal hate and violence I think Bronte left out and only left it that he was slighted--I can assure anyone that English society is probably more tame now in terms of racist violence than it was during Bronte's time. But I could only think of that character in that short amount of time while talking (about one second) and then when they asked me who had been the author I countered (with memory and my brain functioning being hindered greatly by this brain-altering tech) I only could remember Austin--because to me she is just one of a group of "romance" novelists with basically similar themes and I bunch them all up when I have not read them for probably 40 years--and essentially don't give a damn either because it's kind of boring and I already know about the subjects, topics and it's not very exciting. The opportunities that women were supposed to only have and the narrow range is essentially trite and boring and these novels are one step briefly above pulp fiction.

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But using that as any incentive the dude from England--a nit-picking abuser as it turns out--began to castigate me on not remembering the exact name. I then made a joke, (to me it was a light-hearted distraction from his hate-themed attack, as his goal is and was to attack me for any single thing possible he could pluck out of any conversation while my brain is under attack and I am teleported, sleeping and etc--a condition which is almost impossible for anyone to be circumvent in).

I then made a little "joke" about Shakespeare, saying, "Oh yeah, Billy Bob Shakespeare, Junior" just making a little silly joke on names. 

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That began yelling, violence, threats of violence, that I am so stupid and etc. I began to yell at this P$$ck that what you call "stupid" by me is then stolen so a blonde or bigot Nazi like you can steal the idea and then it's called incredible and they make money off it. That began a fight that ended with me as usual screaming in hate because this creep went on and on and on and on attacking me. 

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Now, that is just the norm for all the actors. Their GOAL is to find any slight or smallest "Justification" to abuse or attack me. Unless I just say "yes" unconditionally and what the crap they come out with and their brainwashing Nazi/Mafia material (and politics and the lies and deceptions and exploitations of the population) that what they do and say is just wonderful by automatic assumption without questioning--another one of the MAIN GOALS of the brainwashing mind control apparatus--with or without the mind control technology, drugging and adjacent torture that accompanies or just outright covert MURDER AND ASSASSINATION of those who don't agree and pose a "threat" on any level.

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Back to my original point above. The crudity and stupidity of this tit-for-tat with someone whose abilities, personality and allegiances is essentially worthless to me on every single level--and the endless cycle of these attacks has been that when I react to them they obtain a promotion. If they merely engage in attacking me using these drugs and technologies they obtain a free promotion ANYWAY. But if I write in hate and rage at their rape, torture, violence, poisoning, attempted murder, the violence they all can't wait to inflict upon me that they do without any reason, justification on any real level--but for the smallest reasons possible because it's all they need--for their promotional purposes.

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I am writing about it now but not making direct reference or even veiled hints as to who this person is. The people involved in the more inner circles of this terrorist operation know exactly who these men are--

as for the others--I have to emphasize that just recently seeing the woman of their peer group who has most viciously attacked me in every way possible and been handed another huge undeserved award--her every movie for many years has been of her fighting against racism, sexism and of rape culture and etc (or public appearance and "charity" bs posturing for publicity).

Just winning this very media-circus acclaimed "lifetime" award and seeing this rotten hyena of a putrid and rotten bigot skank being thus awarded, my writing of her violence IGNORED en masse by both politicians and celebrities alike who also are vying for their own promotions out of this seemingly English Monarchy promotional ladder of terror system.

I am LOATHE to help more of them get another rung up on this same ladder.

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My only thought is that the targeting of me is out of racism because I was born with a slightly darker complexion and have dark brown hair--brown eyes and my family comes from a race that has been attacked for thousands of years and genocide is a common theme to oppress, control and manipulate those who remain alive. One of the goals of this foreign legion of Legion (Biblically-speaking) is to eliminate the Jews from the United States power structure--or that is how I view their operation due to the expressed anti-Semitism of one of the men who has been part of this who wrote a book of fiction that expresses (in the book) the Nazi blueprint for elimination/extermination. The others are just following the rhetorical path of metaphorical breadcrumbs.

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SINCRE NO ONE WILL EVER DO ANYTHING about them or this situation, because I am not a blonde Nazi whore skank who they all drool in sexual devotion to and who wants to also rise up in status by becoming a rapist enabler or rapist herself--as I am not of this group--and since racism is the most overt and covert them of this planet and the victims are held in silence, unaccounted for, discriminated against, slated for extermination in all these planetary genocides and wars with white cultures remaining dominant and the movies about them going to "help" are just props in the otherwise political spectrum of the 4th Reich emerging out of the chaos that they are all fully supporting. My targeting is just one component that is being championed because it will entail a much easier transition from any "equal opportunity" disguise into overt fascist authoritarianism--and coming soon like the movies that never stop putting the same fascist Nazi enablers who are also rape and hate racist enablers into lead positions.

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It is incumbent upon me to find a way to not react to them on any level, whether under drugging or sleeping or in a waking state. The technology acts like a clinging parasites upon my psyche and I can't block them out or not react. This is far different from being in 3D space with people who are disgusting and you don't want contact with. It's like you detest the parasitic creeps and you have a chance to yell hate at them and it's a kind of alleviation of the stress. In effect it only enhances their status and weakens you. If there were an audience which could find that the rational and the words you use are actually true and it would help shift public opinion against them, it would be beneficial but this is always the case of sleazy and parasitic liars who operate these technologies and their aim is genocidal extermination and control and completely monopolies of country, politics and media.

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I have some books someone sent me on mind programming but I am always too ill from the non-stop drugging to read them and have been for years. The drugging remains non-stop and constant just for the purpose of keeping me mentally and emotionally unbalanced and not able to formulate a stable response to endless thrusting and shoving at my personality in order to push me into various hate and rage states so I get immersed in worthless arguments with people who are intent on keeping me in this state. They go off laughing and obtaining these undeserved awards and promotions and most of them NEVER stop attacking me for YEARS AND YEARS.

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How can I do this alone, without companionship of any kind, surrounded by hostile people who have been cutting parts of my body out while I sleep and who poison and drug me according to the commands they are told and abuse and attack me whenever possible--laughing about it afterward?

how can I achieve a state of balance while being drugged nightly by skin patches put on my skin by the mechanical arms I can't stop from penetrating into my room. It will require a monumental effort on my part. Oh of course, with NO ONE protecting me because you are all only supposed to "care" about blonde women or men being attacked (or their brown-haired but blue or green-eyed equivalent--many of these dye their hair blonde anyway). You "can't" care and the media is rife with these distinctions and categories which keep this limited list of who in society should be cared about and who is left to be discarded in the larger extermination policies and politics.


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I thus must find some way to do what seems to be the impossible. I can't "ignore" them but I must try. Not wanting to name the disgusting scumbag attackers by name any longer, as it only means that this Nazi/Mafia group which is essentially turning the entire planet into a shithole--but of course, everyone keeps them in power--but how to "ignore' the creeps when they attack me because mentioning them by name means they obviously get highest awards and contracts. Reacting in any way also entails they obtain a free new promotion of some kind. The promotions for the lower level minions who attack me in stores is something like free groceries if they block my path or attack me. Trust me, the money flowing into this mind control operation is endless and it's flowing continuously.

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Thus: not reacting when they are drugging me, teleporting me while I am asleep, insulting any single thing possible and when I react by making a slight joke such as "Billy Boy Shakespeare, Jr" will mean vicious yelling insults, hate, threats of violence, abuse that goes on and on I think he went on for half an hour. It was a yelling match then because they are so disgusting to me and all their tactics of sucking ideas and information out of me through this kind of violence and then claiming all they steal from me as their own concept and idea--then laughing and putting their awards on my social media like a stream of endless jabs at me--on pages I have never subscribed to or watched or care about and I never input the person or information so no algorithm search would produce such videos or information. All hacked of course.

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But that is the type of "justification" used by these terrorists. Beforehand, as I just wrote, they ensure that I am drugged, while sleeping teleported, after more than a DECADE of non-stop rape and torture every single night I am teleported to mostly homeless situations with creeps surrounding me and doing sick and stupid dumb things--all being awarded and paid for it while my money is blocked and threatened with being cut off for reacting to this stupid and sick bullshit--and then the parasites get promoted for me reacting. They go on and on attacking me until I do react. The rotten vulture English woman who just won this top award has been part of this torture of me for over EIGHT YEARS and I tried my best not to react to her or her Irish Thug rapist boyfriend. I wrote one post or a few YEARS ago about how she has participated in this and my writing was a bit sarcastic (meaning just a little bit, not a lot). YEARS later as her attempt to obtain this "Lifetime" award by the fascist Nazi conglomerate media structure I think was offering to hand her if she would once more participate openly in this closed torture circuit--to attack me--which I reacted to in disgust because she is a disgusting rotten and odious personality. The English "wealthy" of this rotten and odious group, those who have participated but have been in the background and etc--ever since last month (or 6 weeks ago) have come rushing at me like a rotating rotten circus act of famous expletive shitbags, one after the next, with the most stupid and disgusting statements that really belie the myth that if they make or quote Shakespeare, as they are all really in a cult of Shakespeare as identification with "top quality acting"--but it's just a cult--and supposedly they are also supposed to be of top quality if they can quote or play a Shakespeare role. I find that not to be true in the reality of great acting or film. But in a sense this man was attacking me for not bowing like the lowest rank of a pseudo-religious cult praying to Shakespeare as the symbol of English might, power and competence and of his identification thereof (he has played Shakes' roles in some movies). I think all the famous English attackers have all played on one or another Shakes' movies, adapted and I can't say I think of their acting as being great even in a Shake's adaptation. Of course, one who is only collaterally involved but not directly who played the lead in Titus was excellent in that role but not in King Lear (nor the expletive outright Nazi-statement-making skank who played alongside him in that film who attacked me along with her nasty former husband or partner--all up for awards this season---or next season.)

...And I never wanted to make a direct reference to them or even indirect. 

But this kind of narrow-minded simplicity and stupidity is what has been ordained to control American movie and film production, which in turn also controls largely American political nominations and the power structure. 

How can I begin to prove that last statement if my every post I write that is critical or realistic or open is met with threats, violence, death threats, accidents, my money being cut off, and no one ever, for years ever not once coming to defend me? 

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So I must do what I can but I don't know if this is possible. How to not engage with these parasitic leeches? I don't know. There are libraries full of Eastern Philosophy and religion on this topic of non-engagement and of stoicism and of non-involvement in evil and worthless arguments and people. 

Yet the technology adheres to my brain like another parasite, and my vision literally is restricted to a narrow field of vision. I can't "get away" from them while in this state. I have tried on many occasions to get away from the attackers and they follow me around. I stumble like a semi-blind person which is what I am in that state. My brain is forced "open" like a cracked egg shell and I can't contain my emotions or ideas. I try to remain silent and I can't. 


This is probably the most difficult life lesson for any human being to be able to confront and control and succeed. I would like to view this like a champion and say that if I "will" it I can achieve it. However, I have found and discovered to my dismay that the force of personal Willpower does not override the electrical force of the technology. Imagine if you will that you are being electrocuted slightly and you try to use your force of "will" to overcome the electrical pulses shocking your body. Can you overcome that by force of will?

Wednesday, March 2, 2022

I cannot speak with political correctness when someone is making physically violent gestures towards me, especially while I am in a dazed, teleported and nascent waking state. That is what happened to me this morning early just as I awoke and the usual hate operation of trying to destroy me in every way once more, for the next day in a row after year after year and year of it going on day after day--once more, threatened with violence by Bad Brad your swaggering psychopath representative of white male privilege and supremacy--always glibly getting away with crime in movies and being touted as a sex symbol "entitled" to this kind of "above the law" sex appeal (which translates into trickling down into white supremacy in general and then into actual and real violence out in the "real world").

"Top 10 Brad Pitt Movies".  CommuniTv. November 30, 2020.


 
 ---------But from years of me being tortured and my ideas stolen by his dumb expletive former wife, his current partner in this endless crime--I am ranting in hate and trying to pry them off of me they never stop trying to exploit and destroy and rob and steal from me in order to accentuate their psychopathic white supremacist (sans the various other "races" that constantly surround them, it's just a prop in order to appeal to "liberals"). But he has this expectation that is not great that he and his crew have every right and entitlement to YEARS of torturing, raping, stealing my concepts, having me raped in real life by the terrorists in the places next to where I live as they break in while I am being teleported--my body mutilated animals I love killed and stolen from me (my most cherished cat La Moux--my family what is left of what I had as personal contact with any single thing--and everything else they have stolen or killed even animals in the back natural area where I live which I feed and observe and make contact with they kill or take away). But...he's been handed roles portraying him as a criminal with glib and swagger and "sex appeal" and it just hits the fanbase like a bomb--but in reality it's blowing away concepts hitherto known as "Democracy".

But, he came at me with hate and threats of physical violence telling me he could "kick my ass" after years of torture and violence using these gang stalking goons--I tried to punch him and strangle him and began yelling things and so one sentence came out blurted out--which I could not speak lightly in that state nor clarify it completely--. The sentence I said was, (sort of paraphrasing, not the exact words but very close), "Let good actors IN and GET OUT."

That stopped his initial attack. He looked "hurt" by it or angry but it abated his endless gesturing and getting "in my face" with threats of beating me up--I also told him I hope he dies and I mean it after years of this torture. My recent explosions of rage via internet (my blog and Facebook) posts in the last week is the accumulated effect of after more than 8 years of this group having parts my body mutilated and my home turned into a slow murder operation of toxic shock poisoning and drugging and violence--he has been told so endlessly and through these roles that he is of the top quality and without any legal restraints if the crimes committed are against me--in the racist light of "why" they believe this, the English have clarified it completely with their endless Holocaust references (and Americans who direct people like Bad Boy Brad have also replicated this) and genocidal references to gassing and killing Jews. They are told they have every right to slowly murder me after years of rape--poisoning was attempted, I called the people who handed this contract out to this group of actors a pig after years of his violence and attempted murder---which he has been told by English Monarchy as a white supremacist covert Nazi he is absolutely entitled to. The American government has likewise handed all of them these covertly expressed "rights" and most viciously by the Speaker of the House who threatened to have me killed because the Austrian who used very obvious Nazi statements towards me was chagrined when I began calling him a piece of shit--as I think of them all. My reasons are based on reality theirs are based on a white supremacy (fallacious) mythology which they are trying in a global system to re-create as Law and not as covert orchestrated acts of terrorism and murder and assassination and geopolitical acts of genocide and then resulting Austerity Measures so money is endlessly transferred to the 4th Reich through these nefarious means. They are using the actors to create a New Nazi era of Mafia-backed hegemony--but very few people seem to care and it is never stopped. I am fighting that "good fight" but no one will endorse me or join in this cause, they just remain apathetic and continuing to champion these actors, also the black actors some are extremely viciously pro white supremacy and they are being handed top awards just the last few days for their "activism" to help "Black men" rise up in the film industry--and supposedly in society as well. It is all part of a huge deception and ruse. But since I have been so discredited I am not taken seriously by anyone it seems and the situation is never stopped and that means that people really want a system of white supremacy with minority minions playing the roles of supporting the bigots in a comfortable apathy. As long as other people are getting killed and destroyed, that is.
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He IS a good actor and sometimes great at what he does *for the swaggering criminal psychopath that he plays often--for the particular iconic character he is slotted to represent in the pantheon of characters who represent a certain paradigm that is being conditioned into the minds of the viewers--but in the context of this contract out on me and their endless attempts to thwart, destroy and break my body and spirit and mind in order to prove they are successfully utilizing the mind control tech to BREAK and destroy competition who "they" don't want to have representation (in any aspect for anything--silenced, if a female raped if they are not "good" and supplicating enuf and willing to be raped endlessly for male domination and pleasure especially in that H-wood business).
I want OPPORTUNITIES for other actors and not a monopoly. I cannot speak clearly in the teleported and drugged up/brain-alteration state while in a semi-nascent waking state under these conditions so do not misinterpret. As for some of the other people in that troupe, I cannot say the same (that they are good or great). I want to see change, opportunities for people who have OTHER qualities to offer the public instead of this vast monopoly of a rotation of the same actors being put into lead positions--or their children as part of this nepotism that accompanies all the other "authoritarian" aspects of the contract and technology and terrorist gang stalking that is attempting to completely overturn the concept of Laissez Faire and the chance to "make it" in the United States--also controlled by Americans and not by foreign interests who have no interest in respecting America or it's people or system but instead of destroying, infiltrating and taking over and creating a colonized subservient racist (Nazi/Mafia) hegemony.
That is what I meant--he took it personally I cannot speak clearly in that state.
But yes, your acting is good and sometimes great---one of the best--of the troupe attacking me. Nevertheless there are other issues at stake and I try to help society as a whole in the way that I deem to be important. Don't look so sad, Brad. BAd, in a bad way but good in acting. Aspirations to be a benevolent dictator are not "good" and thus, I want to see other "good" actors who are focused on acting and not on appeasing foreign "Dark Money" donors for personal power and gain in that industry.
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My interpretation of events that unfold surrounding this nasty contract and it's various performers playing upon cue exactly doing what they are told in a system of absolute encroachment of all formerly existing acting standards--in my opinion only having brushed with the industry through one family member whom I only met once (but hung with his son, my cousin, often when I lived for a few years in Portland and learned and heard a bit about H-wood where he grew up. The racism, the anti-Semitism, the gang stalking operations which of course my cousin also indulged in in order to obtain his own version of a promotion. Once he obtained his promotion I have not been able to see him again, he blocks me now but didn't when he tried to use the contract on me in a really illicit way. Thus is my family, polluted in every way by the demands of this organization of terror and fascist Mafia, Nazi racism and oppression disguised as "normal American Democratic society"). I am not willing to help people who are so engaged in that entire panorama of oppression to the point that they obtain lead rulership in a domain such as the H-wood propaganda mind control machinery. That is my fight, and why I keep fighting (and many other reasons, like I would like to see great movies with great actors that aren't repetitions of Nazi/Mafia-themed propaganda supporting their organizations for more immersion of the public into criminal and racist mentality and etc etc etc.

Tuesday, March 1, 2022

....Meanwhile at the NOT-OK corral: the round-up of my body and soul continues with the dark shadows of the Dog God yelling and insulting me--the celebrities I have been writing of for 10 years, but now it's singularly focused with English actors---insults and tit-for-tap immature bouts of verbal sparring.

 They come at me with holocaust and anti-Semitic slurs, I come at them with insults based on who they are and how they act. They return it with more violence and it's always supervised and financed by Americans and their fascist foreign entities, operating in a collaborative fraternal entity (including the women who rise from the "sex objectification" status, now "me 2" and vying for top level positions as executives and many of them have accomplished this in the years of participating in this hate contract out on me. They come to me glaring in hate, having people hit, rape and abuse me (for them) and they go off laughing with multi-million dollar shows, appearances and deals. It is without fail so they are now accumulating and the English faction is now attacking me like a drone unit programmed with automated anti-Semitic comments and weapons that are military-grade but sophisticated technological torture so it's "touchless" and they are held unaccountable. The hate grows. My body is now so broken down from over a decade of abuse, torture, being literally physically raped while unconscious as the terrorists, upon instruction from the Whorewood crowd, rape my body, put my hips and spine out of alignment, insert fungus into almost all orifices and into my food and on clothing and all furniture and drapery and etc--thus I imbibe poison and toxins on a daily and non-stop basis--including emotional and psychological as well as spiritual.


All these years of appealing to anyone to stop this has been met by only a few days in the last decade of a few nights of it pausing temporarily for one night and then resuming for months until maybe one night for a respite, and then it begins for months and then I beg and write in hate. I then are confronted in my drugged and partially paralyzed state with my exact words and phrases stolen by various people on the YouTube universe and by politicians and by pop singers and these celebrities who, as part of the contractual deal to absolutely negate me in every way, plaster this stolen intellectual property I think, write or conceive of as their own (to really make the insult to injury more complete and that no one ever stops them or assists me even if they see and know that my ideas were in fact stolen because so many people are reading my posts but doing NOTHING to stop it --or that is how it seems from this never being stopped).

so they are going at it again. They did it this morning thus turning a pleasant waking experience into a hate tournament ---and I am not able to disengage it is being confronted while AWAKE but not being able to not respond. It is beyond comprehension but I suspect it's due to the drug/tech interface and how helplessly the brain reacts when there is NO ONE supporting me or no distractions because they ensure I remain partially paralyzed, lacking health care as they block financial solvency at all levels and all opportunities are blocked from me so I literally have "no life" beyond being abused continuously and fighting to get ANYONE to stop this--now it's near a decade of this going on with no one ever coming to protect me in a tangible way.


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So they go on and on. I don't want to engage with any of them. Once again I appeal for the 10th year in a row (beginning with personal emails to the Italian mafia thug located in Miami who was murdering me and has been awarded by the Nazi corporate network in South Florida with huge multi-million dollar businesses where he was a part-manager of small venues before he began this endless terror onslaught of me. A total fascist out of Italy of the worst type but unable to get into the fascist Italian mode completely openly--fully embraced by the 'italian-American" actors who always play violent mafia Brooklyn roles--you know the ones! So endlessly portrayed decade after decade--old men by now. Still there putting in their mafia movies about murder and mayhem. They fully support this, and the threats of murder and destruction and abuse and violence from them is incalculable by now to me. They are still there--but now it's the English turn to insult and deride and it's one of their fortes. I get a panorama of cultural hate tactics by white supremacists and Nazi/mafia bigots year-after-year now---that of course includes the "minority minions" as I call them who eagerly participate with stinking filth attacks and some of the males of these "minority" groups are the most vociferous and vocal about the hate and spitting and attacking me with this "dumb girl" type of mind control manipulation (like not answering questions I ask as they pose as store employees--while they make sure the item I want that is on sale is not on the shelves--so I ask them if they have more in the back and they begin to mimic and imitate me, repeating sentences about how much the item costs and they are not in stock when I ask any other question as they follow me to the customer service desk to get anyone who can answer a simple question. They then instruct the counter people to not answer questions (in Thai) and etc---this is all part of the white supremacy--and the minorities are very keen to be welcomed into the power cartels so it's a universal operation no matter how many "immigrants" a country allows through it's borders, I find that usually that means more cheap and easily manipulated personnel to attack me in more filthy and nasty ways publicly. Usually they claim they "no understan" English (especially in outsourced phone calls to banks and etc).

But now just rambling into diversions on the topic but it's still relevant. -

Can anyone get this group off me ever? Their endless digging into my spirit and soul and having my body filled with poison, toxins, and scars are now covering my entire body (as I wrote last week, I had a small scratch on my thigh from getting cut by the metal hooks I use to keep the cubboards under the sink from being opened by mechanical arms from the inside--a definite problem that is not a delusional rant on my part) but the hook cut into my skin. The terrorists then used the mechanical arms to smear brown fungus-laden stuff onto my leg and they do this every night. I now have a brownish scar embedded into my skin in that area it won't go away;. That is the newest addition to other serious scars that were similarly put into my body after having been hit by cars, thrown to the ground and then upon waking the injuries which were not there when I went to bed were serious disabling problems (I mean significantly worse than after having gone to bed). any cut, bruise or injury is then attacked while I am sleeping and then recurrently so every night to create endless scars literally covering every part of my body by now.

I am thus sitting here partially paralyzed, being abused with hate, slurs, insults and for years being raped while teleported and while sleeping simultaneously--that is how vile and evil and sick this group and organization is and I am INNOCENT I have NEVER HARMED THESE terrorists--not a single one. They just want me broken, ugly, crooked, bloated, "fat" (artificially), ugly, not able to think or function as they suck out my life force and steal ideas because I am now paralyzed and trying to function in a way that relies upon writing or using computer and they steal all they can from that and then block all my other opportunities.


More than a decade of this going on from one group of these same celebrities and then politicians with celebrities after years of the wealthy Europeans I asked one single time for help from--after they had chased me when I was near them, but avoided them due to the insults and sexual postures of entitlement with legs spread that they used towards me--like vile and disgusting sleazy insults towards my sexuality when it is they who are cheap and foul whores--but, because they are white Europigape males they are always handed red carpet treatment and their filth and sleazy fascist Nazi sexuality is met with applause and promotions because abusing someone through the portal of energy-sucking out of rape and sexual abuse is one of the great mind-f ways of destroying another human being. They love to get people while they are young, of course to destroy them and paralyze them on all levels for the rest of their lives.


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Of course what I write is just being dismissed as the ranting of a drugged up rape and torture victim who is then dismissed as being delusional about mind control and teleportation. The expletive celebrities rely upon me having been made paralyzed by hardening poisons and the fracturing of my vertebrae and then more poisoning and drugging rendering me completely sick and unable to function as the main part of my "loser" personality that is inherent--as they continue to torture me in order to obtain original ideas to obtain these contracts of promotion and endorsement for their formulaic hate disguised as love fabrications for "entertainment" (mind control).

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So can anyone ever take this seriously because although many of you love the concept of destroying people like me, or me, you may not realize that your own children may be at stake even if you are "white" and believe you are too entitled for that to happen. If that does happen, it probably will be with your full consent so you can feed off your children as well for opportunistic purposes. That is also how this organization operates and the type of mentality I have had to face all my life and seeing it in others. There is no low level that is the stopping point for this group.

Is anyone concerned or does anyone care to bother to care? It's just happening to me so it's not your problem--I know most of you think that.

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But can anyone get this group of English and American and Mafia out of Brooklyn and Italy and Germany and wherever else they all come from (Austria, some of the really nasty Nazi type actors also are from--Vienna--where my geneology also partially hails from--not much has survived of that perhaps nothing has survived--I have never heard of any survivors but who knows? My family seems to have never investigated this or they keep it silent because they too are part of the Nazi/Mafia organization and thus live comfortably in the suburbs of America. They obey and insult and attack me as well-so I am used to this organization and it's tactics. 

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Can I ever get a respite from them, ever? Can't anyone ever stop them or this contract out on me and WHY NOT? Why is it a decade of writing these posts and I am still being attacked by the SAME PEOPLE who have obtained millions of dollars in awards and deals out of this contract and yet they never stop grabbing at trying to break me completely in every way possible. Raping beating poisoning drugging mutilating my body endlessly for years insults every single day and night subliminally and otherwise (I can "hear" very nasty insults in my "inner ear")


WTF that this is never stopped by America the "land of Democracy and freedom"? What about anti-fa what about anything what about anyone what is going on that this system has been so welcomed and embraced every single place on the planet and almost by everyone (with any dissenters remaining in fear, silent and complicit but "caring" just enough to venture a little bit of support and then receding into the background and then disappearing completely).

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Goddamn they are disgusting. all I do is tell them this and for years by now they are a repulsive group of parasitic scumbags who I consider to be foul---they are not near the worst of the people involved in this organization but with this technology they can spew the most vitriolic hate at me--usually relying upon Nazi-themed anti-semitism in a way I have not a single time in my life experienced to this hate degree to my face until this group from foul rotten Whorewood got a hold of this contract--but the English are the worst of the racist spitting hissing bigots spewing the most nasty nazi genocidal rhetoric constantly at me.


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Just...again. I am not a part of the Jewish diaspora and have never been involved except as a spectator in any Jewish ceremony or organization (exploring religions is what I have done all my life--attending Catholic Mass and Protestant and Buddhist --but not Muslim I'm not into that kind of bowing as my back is so injured and etc). I have been approached by "Jews" who are actually part of the disapora and attend Synagogue but are integral parts of the Nazi/Mafia organization and do their best to play the subservient roles that are demanded (by pain of death, really, the Left-Hand version of murder that I have tried to briefly discuss lately--involving poisoning, drugging, accidents, etc). 

Motivated out of fear, but latching onto the paradigm very eagerly nevertheless.

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so I really detest their presence and the years of their ugliness and rancor stupidity and vile ugliness. They are nothing akin to glamorous or intelligent at least as far as they behave towards me. I tell them I can't stand them literally every single day. They go on, they keep being handed top awards laughing to the bank and dancing around with their husbands and wives and children in delight at their endless awards. I keep praying for them to die immediately every single night and then have to undergo their stupidity, hate and violence which they force upon me, I cannot stop talking to them although I try to remain silent--that is the effect of the mind control it literally breaks down defensive barriers and enhances negative emotional states so I am endlessly yelling--every day is a hell zone of hate and negativity forced upon me. They also love to attack me while I am relaxing in the shower to ensure I get no real sleep, peace or relaxation--not for  a day. It never ends and goes on day and night, day after day--a decade by now. 


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2-3 hours after having published the last post approx.


I washed the pile of stinking clothing (brand new items) that have been sprayed with this hardening fish substance that is like a rotten fish cage that has hardened but when wet, like thick goo. An artificial concoction which has some kind of poly-type of plastic chemical inserted that adheres to fabric. The beautiful new large pieces of fabric (designed, one peach with beautiful mosaic designs which I use as a kind of wrap-around--and the other a very beautiful lace fuchsia wrap-around. Both hanging out to dry after I had to mostly hand wash a huge pillow and all it's casing that have also been sprayed with STINKING substances. The white pillow was stained underneath the fabric pillow case with brown liquid stains that had dried and hardened into the fabric. The peach-colored wrap-around had been ripped in the area that the hardened piece of stinking filth had also been sprayed--while hanging outside to dry after having to bend over into the broken washing machine to try to wash these large items because terrorists have broken the spin cycle and this is almost the equivalent of having to wash in a large basin and then drag heavy clothing out with my back--impossible for me to do most of the time as hard poisons this group put in my body continue to slowly--like worse than cemented molasses--rip at the cellular level out of my body almost every single day as I sit in only position on a chair unable to think, read, move or get anything done. So to have to wash this and lift it all out was a very extraordinary task that I ordinarily am physically unable to accomplish. Once drying the mechanical arms that extend onto my patio from where ever sprayed this stinking filth once more onto the freshly cleaned fabric and then ripped the brand new items. All I have that I buy new the terrorists IMMEDIATELY upon the first chance put a scratch, dent, rip, tear and stains dripping off it with permanent staining chemicals so nothing gets the stains off, ever.

And the rotten skank whores ordered this, the English stinking filth which has been viciously attacking me with genocidal references and the most absolute hate possible for people to do without resorting to blows--but they resort to these disgusting attacks and destroy my property. They then make sure to remind me that only THEY have real money and I am a "loser" as they always imply because they have made damn sure I get no money and they are entitled to stealing original ideas I have also paid to obtain (in grad school and from my life experiences and also from the suffering that people like them have dumped on me--and from that "suffering" they then get these fantastic ideas which they capitalize on like parasites feeding off me in every way.)

so they are retaliating for me calling them whores, skanks and pieces of shit after years of these ugly pieces of boring and nasty shit being handed plastic surgery in order to enhance their red carpet arrivals because like all of the people attacking me, the fear of becoming irrelevant is probably driving these mostly post-middle aged expletive parasite pieces of shit. 

That is this group now viciously attacking me after more than SEVEN YEARS of me trying to ignore their inclusion in this crime, but they keep teleporting me around the time of being handed new promotions for their hate attacks aimed at me. And this has been an ongoing English contract because the ugly and boring scumbag piece of male shit out of London, the "aristocrat" associated with English Monarchy as his father was one of the "Royal" portrait artists associated with the Royal Family. An encircling yapping and hissing spewing racist ranting hate with absolute negativity, as this culture has relied upon racist cliches for centuries in order to exert an immediate association of "them" as being automatically superior as a race to all others--the equivalent is the KKK White Anglo Saxon thuggery out of places like Louisiana, and oh how so many of the American Neo-nazis welcome in these English and other Nazi Europ-a's with open everything and taking instructions on how to be more openly racist and discriminatory--as if Americans really need instruction for bigotry or racism. But I have personally witnessed Americans with English sitting behind them as the English urge them to openly with hate discriminate against me. I have seen this time and tim again and it's always the same thing. The "trickle down" economics of this are then transmitted from the neophyte learners from America who are white then doing the same kind of posturing relaxed but enthralled observation as the black and brown-skinned neophytes are then trained into how to discriminate and laugh about it afterwards or while they are doing it (the minorities are absolutely thrilled to be discriminating against anyone else and then to be welcomed into white privilege by having done so).

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so I am now seeing my beautiful brand new fabrics ripped, stained and stinking and they keep on attacking these items. I have to throw away clothing at least 4 times a month--meaning I have to repurchase the same type of large pieces of wrap-around clothing at least twice a month due to the continuous spraying of the items that I think are so beautiful which are then sprayed until stinking brown fluids run off the fabric when I just soak them in the sink for a few minutes--ripped and stinking and threads hanging off which are also ripped off. I then have to spend MORE MONEY to buy more. And more money t o buy fans, the 2nd in the last half year (the fans are very sturdy that I buy, made out of metal, and should last and operate on a daily basis for at least 2 years but I have to replace them twice a year due to strings and tar grease being inserted into the axils of the fan blades and etc---brown permanent substances are sprayed onto the blades so the fans always look like they have been in a mechanics grease pan after just a few weeks after  having bought the next new fan. These are expensive for someone living far beneath the poverty level and even in Thailand I can barely make it on the money I am forced to live off without any access to earning anything else.

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Or getting health care, or buying things I really want or actually need for other things. I am continuously having to replace items I use on a daily basis and can't get past this level of absolute bare sustenance due to the endless attacks on my property that also accompany DAILY injuries, cuts, bruises and permanent scars that are inflicted upon my body--hair mostly gone by now, my skin covered with blemishes that were injected under my skin and then stained with permanently scarring chemicals--etc etc


please get these pieces of shit from whorewood off me--please goddamnp please why must I endlessly try to obtain any kind of compassion or anything from my society or any society? I have done these rotten pig whore pieces of shit no harm--they just are being told by absolutely disgusting fascist white supremacist Europigape men that I fought being murdered by them and called them "pigs" after they poisoned and teleported and raped me and made sure I lived in hate and squallor as everyone just participated under order and they just reveled at having the opportunity at being able to abuse and rape and torture someone and get away with it.

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But still for no one to just stop these pigs after years of them going on and on and on and on and on day after day like this and me writing and writing and writing about it to almost no effect--so it seems. they keep "winning" rigged awards in categories where really talented I think are being excluded. I find them unartistic and also I have the belief that my country deserves better quality than this pile of pieces of ignoramus and rotten whore shit to be put in charge and win awards like this because they are participating in mind control technological terror for an empire of sleazy violent fascist murdering bigots (this is what they really are and will transform into if the legal restraints are removed--and they ALL want this to happen and all want Trump and the fascist contingent of murdering bigots who shout they want to hit and kill and shoot protestors and then are called Patriots afterwards.





Mind control/drug-tech interface Voter suppression 2.0. A treatise on One way of myriad thousands of ways of How mind control techniques are being operated upon me and most likely upon other unsuspecting targets. Primary election in Texas ongoing with 40% of mail-in ballots being returned due to fill-out information missing (contained on inner flap of mail-in ballot envelope). On Social Engineering and the Mind Control target: personal testimony on the effects of covert mind control and body poisoning drugging--as applied as a theoretical insight into the mass confusion in the Texas Primary Elections being currently held. 40% of mail-in ballots returned due to slightly confusing fill-in information boxes contained on the inner flap of the mail-in envelopes which have been left blank by the voters. Are "minorities", who, according to statistics, represent a large portion of the Mail-in Ballot demographic likewise being mind controlled and/or drugged?

Here is an essay about the psychological excuses, rationalizations,  and discriminatory tactics used to discredit "minorities". These are part of the toolboxes of racist oppression and financial and psychological oppression and destruction that white supremacists utilize, whether consciously or deliberately. With mind control technology and the "gang stalking" terrorist network, formerly "acceptable" forms of blacklisting and blockading "minorities" from applications and voting rights can be utilized covertly by mind control drugging (perhaps en masse upon a targeted population) and through various types of technologies--call them "electronic" for broad descriptive purposes. 

As applied to voting and social engineering, this is currently and will become an uncodified version of the formerly open discriminatory practices. No more "No Negroes" signs or blocking from applying for positions or home ownership or VOTING but the effect will remain the same through these covert mind control programming to debilitate the target through drugging and brain-altering technology.

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(Huffpost Personal): I'm Black But Look White. Here Are The Horrible Things White People Feel Safe Telling Me. "Many of these people are educated, and hold jobs or positions that give them some form of power or influence over Black people." 



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"Thousands of Texas Ballots rejected as new laws take effect". Reuters. February 27, 2022.




The effect is absolutely debilitating but "you" (me in this case) appear cognizant albeit functioning in very bad form in precarious situations (intentional mind control attacks that are pre-calculated to discredit or take away rights, or property or life from the target).

In this case it is voting rights. I can absolutely attest that when "you" are drugged with the goo that has been poured, injected and otherwise inserted unbeknownst to me of course all my life rendered me literally incapable of "reading" an inner flap of an envelope where there were pages of content to fill out. I read in a blur (but could see). It is "painful" to concentrate for longer than a few minutes (how I got through grad school for years, studying for hours every day is due to the extremity of my near extinction and having to do whatever it took to lift above certain death and financial ruin).

"You" cannot function when your brain is being altered by technology and you are drugged to the point of incognizance and a stupefied near drizzling mental state of insolvency. I am still afflicted by this although after more than ten years of detox I remain sick every single day. It is "painful" for me to read or concentrate and although there are books and videos I would much rather focus on than the gossip celebrity stuff that is constantly forced upon me (in teleportation leading me to have to investigate what these celebrity criminals are up to since it directly influences and affects my life--in a negative sense of course). I would much rather read the books I received about mind programming and my other informational books or links than what I currently focus on--often on analyzing the subverted subliminal content of these movies which I always find (almost always) but in context of the celebrities who are part of the terror operation--I find their movies always have embedded subliminal content superficially endorsing "freedom" from tyranny but iconic references and ideology belonging to it's opposite and obverse recurrent racist and hate themes. 


I have to ask the question rhetorically to the people reading this whether or not they actually care if this technology and drugging en masse is being used against such populations. I know indelibly that the poisoning and mind control and technology is used to not just thwart my attempts at solvency and a chance to compete in a systemically racist hierarchical scheme (including "people of color" who are part of the deception that there is "freedom" and "equality" in the United States--and abroad the trend is rampant globally).

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Are people who would vote for "alternative" candidates first put under surveillance in a "search and destroy" capacity and then targeted covertly for being mind controlled, perhaps poisoned as well, and then while trying to fill-out these voter registration forms they simply cannot focus well enough to see the little ID requirement fill-in boxes hidden underneath the registration envelope for the mail-in ballots? 

I would venture a definitive "YES!" to my theoretical question and I suggest that people, if they care about elections and about the political direction the US is heading, to begin to care about this problem instead of participating in it for your next million dollar deal or production being paid-for and then promoted into highest position for awards and movie slots (and lead roles and etc etc) and everything else that is part of this dangling gold carrot incentivized deconstruction of society to build back a Nazi/Mafia tyrannical feudal society bereft of all shreds of "Democracy". I know the very wealthy celebrities, in addition to being focused on how to avoid taxes like the rest of their donor billionaire "Dark Money" controllers ensure for their further ability to manipulate and control more of these greedy grabbers and the real haters (I react to their hate after years of torture and attempted murder and violence).

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The situation, like global warming, is becoming dire and must be addressed and not swept up under some media circus frenzy with Klowns endlessly reporting on "Progressive" politics "caring" for the cameras alongside their completely bought-and-sold celebrity slaves (most of whom are white). On the auction block gyrating, dancing, singing and performing clown dramas replete with murder, hate and revenge and mind programming the nation into the divide and conquer "civil war" that the instigators keep referring to.

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Otherwise, of course these peeps love the mind control drugging they love making people paralyzed and unable to function while claiming that it makes them naturally superior and the technology ensures that they retain the competition only amongst themselves. 


Voter suppression is being enforced through such covert means. This is also part of the "Left-Hand Path" that I referred to yesterday but voting I think was not a part or component of the movie I was briefly analyzing--but rendering competitors (dead) obsolete was the part of that twisting path of deception that is supposed to imply that those who utilize that path are innately superior to their more brutish and (stupid, dumb animal) counterparts whom the criminals with access to these drugs and technologies must necessarily have to circumvent all the post Civil Rights laws and equal opportunity laws that have been fought for (mostly by those who are now oppressed or those who want to push down the "minority" contingent of their organizations in order to retain the image that only white supremacy is capable of leadership, new ideas and etc.

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It is all part of the larger umbrella operation of mind programming and social engineering. 


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** Post script: while typing and writing this, I am afflicted as per norm for every post and telecommunications I use, by hacking and while fighting to copy and paste just a few paragraphs I must copy and repeat the function SEVEN TIMES literally because hackers are blocking functions. I highlight a paragraph, then the highlight is deleted. I then try again, and again, as the highlighting is deleted. It's a hacker on some system, wherever, clicking and making the cursor jump while I am fighting to scroll down, etc etc. My brain of course is also being attacked so linear cognitive rationality is also blocked. I am on day #3 of another monthly 10-day detox and the endless supply of drugs embedded into my body has been eliminated (I am also drinking a new herbal detox tea which is helping to clear out my thoughts along with not eating pre-poisoned and drugged food that terrorists insert into the "on sale" food I must rely upon in order to be able to afford to eat (in addition to constantly losing money to have to repurchase every item and thing I use on a daily basis--on a continuous basis). I am thusly re-poisoned and drugged after each detox with the very first bite I eat after days of trying to detox. I immediately feel the change in my ability to focus while I am not eating any longer and the poisons are not being re-embedded into my nervous system. The drug-technology interface is thus not as impenetrable as the rest of my life's time spent fighting to detox from a lifetime of this poisoning. It is an unbelievable task I have been forced into getting rid of this stuff and the repoisoning and drugging makes it nearly impossible.

So I am aware to the fullest extent of the effects of poisoning and of the difference between having even a semblance of cognitive clarity while detoxing and the miasma of near inability to read or concentrate to read or do anything while I am in the process of eliminating the softened up (by detox) poisons that are so entrenched into my body. The poison they put in me is so horrific and a decade of detox with horrific stuff pouring out of my body almost every day for years sounds impossible and like some creepy exaggeration or lie, but it is the horrific type of poisoning that the US Government and it's tentacle operations are fully capable and willing to do in order to really create an underbelly of fascism and mafia criminality in the highest positions but Ivy-league trained perhaps, and celebrities without education also put into highest positions of authority ruled also by well-educated fascist Nazis (mostly from Europ-a-land as I see in the terror operation endlessly being enforced and inflicted upon me with full US Government coordination and assistance and FUNDING.

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Some of the sentences above, therefore, were rewritten, partially deleted, particularly in the last paragraph above--I can see what was altered by hackers but I did not go into the script to alter it. I am tired of endlessly having to rewrite and not being able to go forward. It's a bit confusing but that is one example of discrediting my writing by the terrorist organization. Likewise rendering people seemingly functional but incapable of focusing to the extent that they can fill-in a series of boxes requiring ID information on the inner flap of the ballot envelope is more inaccessible to those who are under similar drugging and mind control technological terror tactics of discrimination and blocking access to having power or influence or any say in society whatsoever. It is a form of silencing. But the hackers didn't get into the post at the first few paragraphs and with all my posts you can see a change from the first few sentences and after I get through fighting to backspace and correct hacker malware on my keyboard, the sentence structure is more hacked, unclear and often rambling (with hacker deletions of course creating that effect while mind control does the rest).

I had forgotten the term "Hanoi Jane" (due to memory blocks to my brain in conjunction with non-stop hacking and obstruction) when I was writing about the very nasty attack upon me by Fondu ossified and her allegiance both purported and from my observation of her next to a KGB agent who also has a past of endless deception in his guise as a defector from Russia (and he is not Russian but of one of the Satellite CCCP countries). In keeping with how fascist Nazi Communist (yes, I must use that term because it is interchangeable with Totalitarian/genocidal/fascist dictatorial one-party rulership and HOW MUCH H -WOOD is implementing a full-scale mind invasion of the American psyche into institutionalizing fascist Nazism. //That LA Country has officially deemed a day to honor this racist, offensively bigoted agent of foreign influence, of the false-opposition operative infiltrators into the United States via the hugely psychic mind programming institution of the H-wood/Congress collaboration. Her sick and really stupid assault upon me, which I wrote of just days ago (literally during the weekend or at the end of last week on one of my blogs /Vignettes 1, 2 and/or 3) is a testament to the almost INSTANT promotion that "thought crime" fascist Nazi/Communist fakes who espouse every warm and fuzzy "cause celebre" are really agents of Communist and fascist Nazi 4th Reich cartels (all operating through a central committee organizing protocol system, loosely given very non-offensive and even "egalitarian" titles). //I have written of this as of late and have observed the KGB agent who sat next to her instructing her on techniques for gaining "trust' while exploiting every vulnerability that the attackers have actually created, but then "blame" the target for having and that it's all due to their lower status as a human being. All the mind programming and abuse plus drugging I think is one of the "From Russia with Love" "gifts" that were so eagerly handed to the Americans when they joined forces with Russia and Stalin before the onset of the calculated "Cold War". This war has not ended. H-wood has openly albeit behind a veil of "charitable and egalitarian life-awarded personalities" just given more room for a fascist and foreign-influenced bigot nepo-spawn to further the expansion and completely take-over of the USA via H-wood and in turn, Congress (i.e. what NO ONE ever mentions in any news commentary is the prevailing mentality that operates of extreme bigotry, rape culture enthusiasm to oppress women who ACTUALLY do defend themselves do not perform porn poses but claim they are against male oppression--which is the "winner" losers circle who are helping crush abortion rights, feminism and have done NOTHING to stop rape culture entitlement except get promotions by attacking "the Jew" so they can install their own studios as replacement for "the Jew" because the "Jews will not replace Us" (See Charlottesville murder of a protestor and the chanting of the Neo-Nazis, which Trump essentially endorsed. However, he obtained that mentality straight Outta Compton with a lot of help from his (black) friends--symbolically speaking--i.e. the wealthy Beverly Hills contingent who have fully helped put Trump into power because their nepo-spawn have been handed modelling stints in Euro-land for their induction into the Black Nazi caucus). And Ossified Fondu is just a white N-word example of that, but born into wealth and promoting fully Communism aka Totalitarian egalitarian concepts of fighting against injustice (hee-haw a total joke) and then fully endorsing absolute fascist 4th Reich Nazi infiltration as long as that ugly dirty thing can be sent to Cannes to appear because of her attacks upon me along with the KGB agent who helped put here into that slot for the past many months/years and she has been in the wings of this terror torture contract out on me along with Robert Redford (when will that hyena stop being adulated for his Nazi-promoting film festival that appears so "low key" and a kind of antidote to the high-brow faction which put him in that slot in order to appeal to the moderates who can be swayed and eventually, through their flotsam/jetsam personality malleability (manipulability) these movies and the fake "charitable activist" stance can be pushed into the minds as the subliminal fascism is what is truly being pushed.

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