Tuesday, February 28, 2023

Hackers hacked my block to their hacking. Cyber terror/stalking/disruptions/DOS endless blocks restored to former endless obstruction.//It has been estimated that due to the greed and incompetence of global leadership, there are perhaps Eight more years of a small window of time to alter course from inept leadership which continues to emphasize greed, to award Nazi concepts of dominance and opulent life with destruction of land and human beings for the luxury benefit of a tiny small sleazy and greedy "elite" and "superior" population of what will turn out to be subhuman parasites on the planet. The effect of worshipping this group of life-f*** operatives for the "glamor" of haute living--the making of life uninhabitable on planet earth. Your "leaders" remain as greedy and lying and sleazy and life-f**ing as usual, before Covid now resuming the endless consumption of any single thing possible for the 4th Reich subhuman lack of leadership.



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I had accidentally deleted much of my entire C-Drive whilst attempting to get rid of malware due to the endless, excessive corruption of my system by hackers. Not to neglect to mention the installed malware that was put into this computer by the shop I bought it from, who informed me that they had to "install" programs while I waited for it to be "ordered". They claimed the laptop was not in store and that it had to be ordered out of Bangkok. One day earlier I had happened into the store without prior thought --so the terror group could not hack into my thoughts and pre-plan on how to block and turn every single thing I was planning on doing into a terrorist operation. There were the laptops stationed on the sale rack, and I asked if they had more in stock and the reply was "yes". One day later even the display laptop was gone, all the laptops that had been put on the shelf one day earlier were gone. I had to wait 5 days for the laptop to be "shipped" and programs "installed". Constantly lied to by the "no speak English" terror staff (which was not in the store the first day, but all arrived for the 2nd day when I was planning on buying these reduced-price laptops during Covid lockdowns--

I accidentally deleted the entire C-drive two days ago, and I restored the C-drive but all the files were deleted. That meant that the K-rap of the celebrities who used drugging/mind control tech to influence me to save their stuff on my laptop (literally this can be done, with the endless drugging and hardening chemical mess keeping the mind control poisons locked into my nervous system indefinitely, rotting and killing me but the sleazy and greedy celebrities are thrilled with their promotions and by now they all hope I die a horrible death, as the feeling is mutual but nothing compared with mine)

but to continue....I was able to surf the internet so rapidly it was like a vacation of internet surfing. I had relatively quick internet for one year when I lived in Germany from 2010-2011 and paid a high price of top speed internet service, as my student loans afforded me this capability. My attempts to obtain information and contact with people outside of the restricted circle of university (I was taking online classes) and attempting to understand gang stalking always was curtailed to only terrorist operatives responding, but I had "fast" internet for academic research and studying for my classes.

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Since then, upon returning to Thailand and being forced into the 3rd World computing world with the controllers instructing the Thais to block and attack with the grinning obedience of the Thais to the white Nazis--I have never, not once, had fast internet on any system no matter which computer I have ventured upon in any store, computer shop, as I am always monitored, any system I get on is immediatley hacked and blocked.

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I deleted this entire package of movies and stuff that the celebrities pasted into my brain, my internet and etc....all the mind programming attacks which have enabled so many of these "celebrities" to obtain higher ranking in the Nazi 4th Reich media enterprise system for "successfully" influencing thought in favor of their crap instead of music, movies and art I truly want to see. I felt a sense of relief as I quickly sprinted through the internet. I knew that any downloading or streaming service would immediately open a portal of hacking, so I never accepted any "updates". Immediately hackers forced a series of "updates" and after all these "updates" which I tried to block, my computer would not bypass them, and now the trick I had discovered to delete all their malware on the C-Drive has been blocked. Literally I cannot perform the same function I had used two days ago which got rid of the pests and parasites on the internet. I am now blocked with every website, the system freezes perpetually and the keyboard is now like fighting a cement river of obstruction and my brain and hands are likewise blocked from functioning.

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Without top expertise in hacking and fighting hackers, I don't know how to get to the point where I could delete all the malware on the essential C-drive again. They put something on the folder I deleted (which comes back in a "restore" function). It had just easily allowed me to delete the "users" files, which then deleted the hackers until they forced "updates" and the malware through the "updates" onto my system. Now that option is gone and I am stuck where I was three days ago, spanning a time frame of over a decade of endless blocks to every system and search I use (on this computer or elsewhere).

They have permanently blocked my access to my favorite music station, WNYU--I can't access the archives to any degree except if I use a sort of "backdoor" approach, and then getting into anything deeper than a few archived files is blocked once more. I used to go into these archives every day until last week when yet another "new" bot entered the mainframe of the protocol system of attacking me. Blocking something I "love", which is access to these older WNYU music files/archives. No matter how many times I "restore" the system the page is blocked in the archives section for anything other than what shows up for the initial day before--I had to go back to 2006 to find music shows that had the more alternative subgenres, and that station has been taken over I think by the NYC mafia celebrities and they turned it into "bubble gum" style "alternative" easy-listening, mind-numbing fodder.

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What else? I spent 3 weeks hurting my body bending and stretching in angles that are painful to my body to make a lattice structure on my back patio. The landlord took away the growing vines after a pretext for "punishment" for reacting in rage to being beaten and raped and drugged and poisoned and abused on a daily schedule so expletive parasites in H-wood can obtain endless top awards as they torture me to steal ideas for their "compassionate/alternative/feminist/ etc output". I had driven past the two plant orchards in my "sub district" here in Phuket (both in Chalong) and both had rows of hanging growing vines for sale. I had to return to finish the lattice structure--I was overlapping the older lattice I had made with fresh layers of cloth packaging tape--the structure spans the entire patio, it has taken me literally months to make over the years, and then recover all, and when the landlord took away the plants and threatened to kick me out if I got more plants--I left it all in place as the sun beat down and almost evaporated the intricate lattice structure I had so carefully made. The plants shaded and shielded the material from the harsh sun so all the years I had the structure I didn't really need to salvage it from sun damage until the landlord forced this upon me so it was laid bare to the elements and began to unravel and fray and nearly collapse. I had to cover it all--it's a huge structure. It took me an entire two-week amount of daily work to get this done--my back aching, but so happy that I would be buying more of these vines; this time using plastic buckets which would not seep water anywhere. Two weeks prior the orchids were full of growing flowering vines. When I went out specifically to buy more plants, every single place had zero growing vines. I tried to drive to another part of the island many miles away and the Nazis literally had huge vans and trucks block the road continuously (this was the day of cars almost hitting me from both sides of the road, literally continuously all day--I drive for miles and miles to get the cheaper prices at many different stores, where prices vary greatly so I drive miles and hours all day to get to one spot or another, and then to get the late night sales for food. This is the poverty this group has forced upon me. It would be fun driving around if not for the terrorist action of cars almost hitting me constantly. The terrorists blocked every road to the point that I had to stop almost every 50 yards and wait and try to pass people slowing down to 20 miles per hour, driving in the middle of the road so I could not pass them on either side, on winding roads trying to get to the other parts of the island. I had to go to one of the more distant orchards where the lying woman told me she had "flowering" vines--in desperation and knowing that if I didn't buy them on that day, it would take another two weeks of waiting to be strong enough to drive to try to go through the same process. I finally bought two "flowering" withered tall tree-like thingies--which they had specifically made almost dead but claimed they would grow "vines". One of them is so stagnant and almost dead that it is on the narrow brink of death and growing a tiny little bud of a new leaf. The other plants I got which have little tendrils of vines are very slow to grow.

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that is the extent to which these operations encompass literally every single motion and movement of my life when I try to get anything done and achieve any single thing.

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The parasites then call me a "loser" for not being able to have the type of monopolistic, nepotistic "success" they they claim they are and have been handed all their lives for conforming to the 4th Reich system of hate. They must endlessly torture me to obtain ideas and torture me to try to force themselves on me. ON a personal level, I cannot consider them "successful" and thus I remain endlessly tortured and blocked.

I have just watched a video where a "liberal" commentator claims that the earth has just "eight years" before a catastrophic collapse of the ecosystem is irreversible. Otherwise the damage will reach such epic proportions of global collapse due to climate disaster that much of Earth's planet will be uninhabitable as a result of all this excess and waste and cannibalism of the life force that drives the planet.

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**upon re-reading this post, I saw that hackers had rewritten some words, such as "orchid" replacing "orchard" and "reversible" which they rewrote from "irreversible" (damage to the planet). They deleted commas and grammar and rewrote parts of this post. It reads a bit fuzzy but you can sort of get through it. The longer I attempt to write, the more effect the attack on my brain becomes so as always, at the onset of any post I begin to write with critical awareness and cognitive freshness, but by the end of a few small paragraphs I am stumbling with malware blocks to the keyboard, I must pound down and backspace and rewrite constantly, my brain is rendered ineffective on any critical cognitive function, I begin to rant and the excessive emotional hate ranting is subliminally forced upon me as my emotional areas of my brain are enhanced and the critical analysis is blocked, along with the frustration of the keyboard and my hands (motor part of the brain) so endlessly blocked it's literally an endless, slow fight to pound out even a short sentence and thinking clearly is gone with all the blocks and enhancements of my emotions and the hate they force through sublimninals and etc etc



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Another day of sleazy, sick dirty foul arnold hate-ni88er your robotic former governor of california working for both his and newsom's endless praise and promotions into the new nazi world order h-wood regime convergence of one-world order consolidation. Every day that ugly sleazy filth "listens" to my inner thoughts to yell abuse and insults at what I am thinking with threats not to "think" what they are pumping into my subconscious, hacking into my laptop to tweak a thought reaction or vulnerability therein so they can insert their programming just so they can rationalize yelling abuse which culminates in death threats and more torture--tears torture out of my eyes completely destroyed cheek and facial tissue damage from 20 years of tears pouring out of my eyes daily for hours per day--years and years. When ugly shittrash-nigger arnold came with non-stop blacks and now violent murderous cartel Mexican ?--thug gang-bangers who starred as drug cartel murderous "strong" attacking the "white man" who they grovel to as slum dog millionaire--aspirants groveling dumb moose-like thug pawns being uncle tom replacements for the plethora of blacks surrounding the german and austrian sleazy dirty thugs who just flick their little snot fingers and the black americans--all yelling with bombastic "strength" about the injustice they bear as representatives of racial prejudice and discrimination. They are the foremost attackers upon me in physical violence terms almost as much as ugly dirty shitnigger arnold who is never, ever identified by ICE as any immigrant threat. Those brown-skinned with naturalization papers are still targeted even when the ICE agents are aware of their status but no questions aimed at the real vermin poisoning the blood of america ugly arnold. My body has further deteriorated from the years of his violence and instruction to the "me two" skank shit of shitalina non-jolie scum ape trash parasite with ape pitt pig who starred in movies "fighting Nazis" all literally just awaiting instruction on how to behave like murderous, genocidal fascist nazi thugs as partners with ugly sick shitnigger arnold on how to create this merger which they have not just "violently" but not merely "murderously" but--oh the words I should look up in a thesaurus as most Americans shun such verbal description while they are fully implementing the rise of such behavior and overtake by this rancid filth arnold filthtrash-nigger such a filthy and nasty dirty creep. Never questioned due to his nazi background thusly glorified as being some incredible muscular disgusting hulk of social engineering and the dread Kennedy family post the actual glorious intellectual and upstanding John and perhaps his brother Robert in the shadows but following the leader. Putting fascists into power and they are still pushing him to help them remain in luxury lifestyle abundance america can go to hell and let nazis overtake--that is what the broken down kennedy family now is and the battle over that building is actually of more symbolic import than people realize. A Crumbling edifice of past-long--ago Camelot now turned into camel-lot parking for nazi orgy blank and meaningless movie fodder. A bemusement park in Californication of outdated celebrities revamped into celestial appearance one of which is dolly the sheeple part ton of bs which is never questioned likewise nor are any of the vampire lying nazi bigots polished with knobs of rotund amplification of Congressional dark money funding so america appears like a shining beacon. Headed by not Atlas Shrugged in the form of deformed body apperature arnold shitnigger trashy nazi filth infestation no--glorified as another polished deception to urge americans to allow more of the vermin to poison the blood so they can more easily suck more out while appearing as white nights in shining armored security fascist gestapo guards coming to ensure anyone venturing into your secluded gated white nazi community gets killed surreptitiously covertly via their death squad gestapo teams handed poisons, drugs and brain implants with gangs coming to rape and torture upon order. All handed down in instruction from the California Governor's rape association of white nazi overtake. They want to actually create little "tech" fiefdom's so said the "Mexican immigrant" white boy in appearance (hair shorn to disguise his dark hair) gil duran (*author of "Nerd Reich" fame, bolstered by NY times reading lists, etc but surely instructed on what to detail as his "investigative journalist" title is for the San Francisco Guardian where he has operated in the past). On personal terms with ole gavin and that means even older ole arnold hate-nazi nigger trash he's really despicable and his nazi brown-skinned thug goons yelling death threats grabbing my breasts were instructed to do this under ugly not jolie shitalina's endless years of having groups of people scream insults about my "breasts" as I am shitting the poison out never-ending detox for years and years until I am at the breaking point due to the trump-era 16 hours of torrture and abuse per day while the poisons, still never out after 20 years or more of fighting to stop the drugging and poisoning--and still very ill still the poison remains and they abuse me without fail every morning when the drugging is fresh in my blood stream after having been injected or pumped with it in sleep state--Or my morning beverages are poisoned this group has access to all manufacturing and pirating of products so all is poisoned in wrapped, prepared state puon the shelf even but I must store some food products in my home which I do need to get energy to deal with endless life-threatening abuse and violence imposed upon me hours an dhours without end. A morning without me struggling with all my strength and might to not react to the brain-implant thought process of lightening-speed instant reaction in my "brain" my mind reacting to insults and as quickly as they yell pre-planned insults because they perpetually hack their photos and the thought control videos--which I may not "click" on but I see them. The instant "reaction" of thoughts which may have been implanted becomes the next hour of death threats for having "thought" this instant reaction which I cannot control). It turns into hours of back-and forth yelling. This is not isolated to dirty ugly stupid sick shitnigger arnold--who is persistently without end daily hours of abuse to render my thoughts as my brain is put in survival stress mode they extract more ideas for that ugly slime sick fuck to steal as his own--or to profit off. Since they all rely on scripts and then repeat thought processes for their careers and lives, and I have avoided them, people like them and have formerly had "artistic' friends with which to talk about artistic matters or politics or anything else, always looking for an original thought and eschewing the standard programming because long ago I realized there was a lot of conformity to whittling down thought into palatable easy-listening music like elevator scripts which abound. Or that has been my experience I am ALWAYS surrounded by the terrorists of this group and like a surrealistic dream of living in a caged mental trap entrapment, I hear only ugly sick things form them to just render me in a state of negating their society but forced to be "around them" and their u gly stupid immature sick insulting abuse statements for every thought and action I do. All day and night, and they create the flaws for which they latch onto abusing me (subliminal sentences implanted via voice-to-skull technology as I am drugged without a single person to talk to and for decades literally I have been forced into this state due to their poisoning). The focus is always on my external physical appearance which is covered with scars, blemishes deformity which increases as this non-stop daily barrage of hate is dumped on me by the huge deformed mutated ugly sick filth of this dirty crap arnold shitnigger who has a LOT of hate and ugliness he needs to dump on me or anybody he can. It is the same with them all, they dump and dump ferociously all their insecurities and hate upon me. The women are always fixated on their physical appearance so they make sure to deform and have me mutilated p lus they are "feminists" so they must have me sexually asasulted as well to try to demoralize demean make me grey broken down. My body has withered from not being able to "just ignore them" as the goody people tell me through their version of "help' (after teleporting me to slamming objects violently on the ground in front of me as symbol of their rage that I am not helping them all to obtain some huge h-wood complex of media corporate empiric whatever--no one tells me the end goal. From the black energy of their attacks on me this Paramount/Warner Brothers' merger appears to be the frenetic frantic tipping point of their usual hateful rape and murder personalities into a frenzy of violence at me fso ugly arnold can produce some original ideas (derived out of murdering me as his goal is and his threats he promises to fulfill are--the goal also is to abuse and threaten me so violently that any "resistance" is met by near death. The latino men are very good at this and they are even more violent than the "Italian-American" mafia out of Brooklyn (maybe they are holding back a bit since I am from Brooklyn but I doubt that is the reason--or I mean my family was from Brooklyn I was born in Glen Cove and lived in Forest Hills one year and then Purchase for another year but somehow I feel a sort of identification on a very slim margin of parallel but the latinos out of mexico or whereever there is no common ground except we are all on earth in this spot all with an agenda. Theirs to perform acts of gangland violence and brutal psychological and sexual violence not at the extreme they may have rendered upon others in the past--there is a death and very morbid energy from one of them. Waves of "dark spirits" surround his attack upon me it is reflected even in my immediate environment). They are the uncle toms which arnold uses as his proxy and his racism which they are controlled by is vented out on me. //So I see my body just mutilated, old aged completely growing old from this daily ugly hate dumped on me by these people who all have insecurities and this tech enables them to unleash it out onto me. It is such a welcomed and cherished technology the politicians likewise have a lot of bs to dump on anybody possible and they all want elimination of any competition to their control and money. Any mention to them of the principles for which America was a truly great country in concept, the "shining beacon" upon which the tired and impoverished rushed and then the gold diggers came and once all was wealthy and originality the nazis who had originally intended to crush america under hitler's plan (really Stalin's plan or maybe more Lenin's plan and perhaps before him Marx's plan and before him and Engels --mostly the german not the jew---on and on this plan to create this global systematic conformity and mass elimination of most of the population so little huge plantation could spring up in california with gavin and his crew and arnold and his plantation system and all the celebrities with their masses of brown, black and jewish constructs all "fighting against racism" the most stupid and dumb racist promoters --my family included or those people I was forced to be around and endure for about 15 years of my life then rushing to get out--they were almost the first brought in to torture me to try to re-establish this parasitic feeding function of the AIPAC---yes my family is connected to the nazi jewish leagues out of nyc who like the rothschild's hand over sacrifices --as in millions or more---for promotion into nazi culture --resulting in nazi paris hilton's family bigots with her own black chuck d out of public enemy the first to violently glare in threats against me for being happy her goddamn mansion was burned down in a moment of divine justice against the rancid filth she represents--a most ugly vile bigot antisemite her sister married to the gold mine of the rotschilds and as representative paris h-ton of bs comes with the black "fighting racism" yelling boldly but when I was explaining and saying "I only meant that after 13 years of her fully participating in having my home(s) destroyed my body raped my body poisoned and drugged into deformity so as usual the blonde nazi women can feel lighter, free and happy that only "they' get to be "beautiful" and congress and society must upkeep the old standards imposed on all societies around the planet--for centuries at least---and so, he almost physically assaulted me they cut my disaility money off that week and it's still off--that was back in november 2025 but the actual real cut-off lasting to this very day happened in March, 2025. Under the instruction of them all (just mentioning some of the American and nazi influences the american paris hil-ton of shit with her black "activist" "strong" yelling bullshit chuck d of public enemy--the guy with the not dope but dopey voice and his huge clock on a chain partnering with a blonde white woman in italy for a "reality tv show" where he literally falls down to run after her while she makes a nazi pose sniffing the air as italians laugh at the black "boy" running after the white "girl" in devotion--that is the h-wood influence upon these "bold singing" yapping do-nothing but "active in their community" so all he could say with hate and violence is that "good people are losing their homes" i kept sa ying I was referencing this one aspect of that filthy skank whore pjrostituted real porno scum not his "poor blacks" of los angeles who are undoubtedly very wealthy living in the hills and mansions, and like himself living off the royalties of "fight the power" which he is only fighting me--the "powerless" victim of racism but "jewish" as they define me forcing yet more cliched stereotypes on me

Once more, I could not "ignore' although I literally was trying with every ounce nuance and bit of my strength to not react. The dr...