Tuesday, February 28, 2023

Hackers hacked my block to their hacking. Cyber terror/stalking/disruptions/DOS endless blocks restored to former endless obstruction.//It has been estimated that due to the greed and incompetence of global leadership, there are perhaps Eight more years of a small window of time to alter course from inept leadership which continues to emphasize greed, to award Nazi concepts of dominance and opulent life with destruction of land and human beings for the luxury benefit of a tiny small sleazy and greedy "elite" and "superior" population of what will turn out to be subhuman parasites on the planet. The effect of worshipping this group of life-f*** operatives for the "glamor" of haute living--the making of life uninhabitable on planet earth. Your "leaders" remain as greedy and lying and sleazy and life-f**ing as usual, before Covid now resuming the endless consumption of any single thing possible for the 4th Reich subhuman lack of leadership.



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I had accidentally deleted much of my entire C-Drive whilst attempting to get rid of malware due to the endless, excessive corruption of my system by hackers. Not to neglect to mention the installed malware that was put into this computer by the shop I bought it from, who informed me that they had to "install" programs while I waited for it to be "ordered". They claimed the laptop was not in store and that it had to be ordered out of Bangkok. One day earlier I had happened into the store without prior thought --so the terror group could not hack into my thoughts and pre-plan on how to block and turn every single thing I was planning on doing into a terrorist operation. There were the laptops stationed on the sale rack, and I asked if they had more in stock and the reply was "yes". One day later even the display laptop was gone, all the laptops that had been put on the shelf one day earlier were gone. I had to wait 5 days for the laptop to be "shipped" and programs "installed". Constantly lied to by the "no speak English" terror staff (which was not in the store the first day, but all arrived for the 2nd day when I was planning on buying these reduced-price laptops during Covid lockdowns--

I accidentally deleted the entire C-drive two days ago, and I restored the C-drive but all the files were deleted. That meant that the K-rap of the celebrities who used drugging/mind control tech to influence me to save their stuff on my laptop (literally this can be done, with the endless drugging and hardening chemical mess keeping the mind control poisons locked into my nervous system indefinitely, rotting and killing me but the sleazy and greedy celebrities are thrilled with their promotions and by now they all hope I die a horrible death, as the feeling is mutual but nothing compared with mine)

but to continue....I was able to surf the internet so rapidly it was like a vacation of internet surfing. I had relatively quick internet for one year when I lived in Germany from 2010-2011 and paid a high price of top speed internet service, as my student loans afforded me this capability. My attempts to obtain information and contact with people outside of the restricted circle of university (I was taking online classes) and attempting to understand gang stalking always was curtailed to only terrorist operatives responding, but I had "fast" internet for academic research and studying for my classes.

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Since then, upon returning to Thailand and being forced into the 3rd World computing world with the controllers instructing the Thais to block and attack with the grinning obedience of the Thais to the white Nazis--I have never, not once, had fast internet on any system no matter which computer I have ventured upon in any store, computer shop, as I am always monitored, any system I get on is immediatley hacked and blocked.

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I deleted this entire package of movies and stuff that the celebrities pasted into my brain, my internet and etc....all the mind programming attacks which have enabled so many of these "celebrities" to obtain higher ranking in the Nazi 4th Reich media enterprise system for "successfully" influencing thought in favor of their crap instead of music, movies and art I truly want to see. I felt a sense of relief as I quickly sprinted through the internet. I knew that any downloading or streaming service would immediately open a portal of hacking, so I never accepted any "updates". Immediately hackers forced a series of "updates" and after all these "updates" which I tried to block, my computer would not bypass them, and now the trick I had discovered to delete all their malware on the C-Drive has been blocked. Literally I cannot perform the same function I had used two days ago which got rid of the pests and parasites on the internet. I am now blocked with every website, the system freezes perpetually and the keyboard is now like fighting a cement river of obstruction and my brain and hands are likewise blocked from functioning.

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Without top expertise in hacking and fighting hackers, I don't know how to get to the point where I could delete all the malware on the essential C-drive again. They put something on the folder I deleted (which comes back in a "restore" function). It had just easily allowed me to delete the "users" files, which then deleted the hackers until they forced "updates" and the malware through the "updates" onto my system. Now that option is gone and I am stuck where I was three days ago, spanning a time frame of over a decade of endless blocks to every system and search I use (on this computer or elsewhere).

They have permanently blocked my access to my favorite music station, WNYU--I can't access the archives to any degree except if I use a sort of "backdoor" approach, and then getting into anything deeper than a few archived files is blocked once more. I used to go into these archives every day until last week when yet another "new" bot entered the mainframe of the protocol system of attacking me. Blocking something I "love", which is access to these older WNYU music files/archives. No matter how many times I "restore" the system the page is blocked in the archives section for anything other than what shows up for the initial day before--I had to go back to 2006 to find music shows that had the more alternative subgenres, and that station has been taken over I think by the NYC mafia celebrities and they turned it into "bubble gum" style "alternative" easy-listening, mind-numbing fodder.

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What else? I spent 3 weeks hurting my body bending and stretching in angles that are painful to my body to make a lattice structure on my back patio. The landlord took away the growing vines after a pretext for "punishment" for reacting in rage to being beaten and raped and drugged and poisoned and abused on a daily schedule so expletive parasites in H-wood can obtain endless top awards as they torture me to steal ideas for their "compassionate/alternative/feminist/ etc output". I had driven past the two plant orchards in my "sub district" here in Phuket (both in Chalong) and both had rows of hanging growing vines for sale. I had to return to finish the lattice structure--I was overlapping the older lattice I had made with fresh layers of cloth packaging tape--the structure spans the entire patio, it has taken me literally months to make over the years, and then recover all, and when the landlord took away the plants and threatened to kick me out if I got more plants--I left it all in place as the sun beat down and almost evaporated the intricate lattice structure I had so carefully made. The plants shaded and shielded the material from the harsh sun so all the years I had the structure I didn't really need to salvage it from sun damage until the landlord forced this upon me so it was laid bare to the elements and began to unravel and fray and nearly collapse. I had to cover it all--it's a huge structure. It took me an entire two-week amount of daily work to get this done--my back aching, but so happy that I would be buying more of these vines; this time using plastic buckets which would not seep water anywhere. Two weeks prior the orchids were full of growing flowering vines. When I went out specifically to buy more plants, every single place had zero growing vines. I tried to drive to another part of the island many miles away and the Nazis literally had huge vans and trucks block the road continuously (this was the day of cars almost hitting me from both sides of the road, literally continuously all day--I drive for miles and miles to get the cheaper prices at many different stores, where prices vary greatly so I drive miles and hours all day to get to one spot or another, and then to get the late night sales for food. This is the poverty this group has forced upon me. It would be fun driving around if not for the terrorist action of cars almost hitting me constantly. The terrorists blocked every road to the point that I had to stop almost every 50 yards and wait and try to pass people slowing down to 20 miles per hour, driving in the middle of the road so I could not pass them on either side, on winding roads trying to get to the other parts of the island. I had to go to one of the more distant orchards where the lying woman told me she had "flowering" vines--in desperation and knowing that if I didn't buy them on that day, it would take another two weeks of waiting to be strong enough to drive to try to go through the same process. I finally bought two "flowering" withered tall tree-like thingies--which they had specifically made almost dead but claimed they would grow "vines". One of them is so stagnant and almost dead that it is on the narrow brink of death and growing a tiny little bud of a new leaf. The other plants I got which have little tendrils of vines are very slow to grow.

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that is the extent to which these operations encompass literally every single motion and movement of my life when I try to get anything done and achieve any single thing.

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The parasites then call me a "loser" for not being able to have the type of monopolistic, nepotistic "success" they they claim they are and have been handed all their lives for conforming to the 4th Reich system of hate. They must endlessly torture me to obtain ideas and torture me to try to force themselves on me. ON a personal level, I cannot consider them "successful" and thus I remain endlessly tortured and blocked.

I have just watched a video where a "liberal" commentator claims that the earth has just "eight years" before a catastrophic collapse of the ecosystem is irreversible. Otherwise the damage will reach such epic proportions of global collapse due to climate disaster that much of Earth's planet will be uninhabitable as a result of all this excess and waste and cannibalism of the life force that drives the planet.

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**upon re-reading this post, I saw that hackers had rewritten some words, such as "orchid" replacing "orchard" and "reversible" which they rewrote from "irreversible" (damage to the planet). They deleted commas and grammar and rewrote parts of this post. It reads a bit fuzzy but you can sort of get through it. The longer I attempt to write, the more effect the attack on my brain becomes so as always, at the onset of any post I begin to write with critical awareness and cognitive freshness, but by the end of a few small paragraphs I am stumbling with malware blocks to the keyboard, I must pound down and backspace and rewrite constantly, my brain is rendered ineffective on any critical cognitive function, I begin to rant and the excessive emotional hate ranting is subliminally forced upon me as my emotional areas of my brain are enhanced and the critical analysis is blocked, along with the frustration of the keyboard and my hands (motor part of the brain) so endlessly blocked it's literally an endless, slow fight to pound out even a short sentence and thinking clearly is gone with all the blocks and enhancements of my emotions and the hate they force through sublimninals and etc etc



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Last few thoughts--a separate post but interconnected to a previous post today---hours of abuse per day I have a lot to expunge from my mind and heart and soul, what is left. Expanding and contracting simultaneously. Imploding from nausiated disgust and the sense of stinking death rot from these filth slime crap things out of whorewood and the corresponding politicians. Expansion realizing how much I have undervalued myself in the past due to being poisoned, stuck and sick always from their thwarting and silencing of my talent, health beauty and expansion of my life so these filth foul parasites can feel expanded. They grow in energy from parasitic life-sucking for sure. The black rancid parsite of Pvalley--the ugly hate of this trio and undoubtedly the white nazi trash male actor who played alongside the ugly yapping sinister black trash creep yelling "ugly loser' at me perpetually with the smirking sneering rat depp filth trash---and the german total crap scumbag family who has been invited to "traumatize" me by every means of "blaming" me for a lifetime of this sinister sick scum ape who tortured and then fractured my spine, obviously a murder attetmpt for his failure and his problems. The ape men who rape and drug me using this system all have serious problems with their lives, emotions and in relationships. They then implode because this tech enables the "instant gratification" scumbags to indulge in their every sense of power by pushing someone else down; instructed in Nazi ideology that they are then the "master race" imbued with instant superiority for having someone drugged, their brain put in a type of vice and the planet can be turned into a slave and master plantation. They indulge in every drunken and orgy whim until they are so unbalanced about their actual real capabilities that somehow something rebounds the impracticality of their overwhelming self-absorption is unrealistic in real-life terms. //This sick filth creep obviously had problems before I was forced into his sphere because my nazi sick family forced him on me so they could endlessly profit off destroying my life. I had won contests I was at the top in many things I endeavored in, this outraged the nazis and they instsructed my completely supplicating family to destroy me "from within" under pretext of "sibling" in-fighting so it was murderous violence poisoning and drugging and the "sibling" mass of black hate got deals, and were invited to parties, etc felt like they were welcomed. They stared with loving submission to the nazis towering in disdainful demanding glares to attack me, which they did and were allowed to compete and win and obtained private lessons for their children, etc and whateve other perks. They still werre declining like arnold shit-stench n9gger and like all the rest, and like this german sick crap family who I last saw in 1993 and really thought I would never see them again, never once wanted to contact them or anything like that. But this black nazi shit who came from P-Valley began by hate and abuse instsantly with no "provocation" from me--only that I had called dirty oprah an aunt jemima under minnd control traum and torture after 2 years--only 2 years compared with 16 or 17 from the depps ongoing without end--none of these ape pigs can achieve much more than what they truly are worthy of and the former free deals for just dumping their sick problems out on me did not elevate them enough to sustain anything but a downward slide into more mediocrity and their own problems, which are many for all of them individually and collectively all they do is swarm to abuse me to dump all their hate and problems out on me, projecting literally everything possible upon me as the blame target. The black shit came, freshly instructed "call her stupid call her bitch call her ugly laugh and giggle with the u gly sick rat depp because you will get your movie and tv show next round with the ellison merger and shitnigger arnold. but tortuer and abuse her to get ideas for your next shit black nazi victim Critical Race theory bullshit tv show. //the ape sick pig fucks kept abusing me until I finally began to yell names at them which I have written earlier---becuase their tv f-ing show is all about women being victimized by white nazi trash men like this german ape fuck they surrounded with love and adoration only because he is a nazi white male and so is the white male in teh cast who is ordering them to abuse me so he can profit off this but remain, as the white nazi trash always does in modern "woke" society, behind the scenes but orchstrating all the racist violence and chaos and then once all fails, as the europigapes have been constructing in america through their dumb mind programmed idiots like trump, shjitnigger his nazi progarmmer instructing him how he can gain but destroy america so f-ing what, all he needs it so be approved of by the euronazis they bring in peter thiele to destroy america with nazi muck out of south africa. Nazis of america onlky want me destroyed and blacks to do the nasty work of genocide for t hem, which is the programmibng I was faced with directly with this prick valley putrescence valley yesaterday leadcing into today. Hate that was murderous, ugly negativity without end. The smirking delight of the ugly plastic surgery skank prostituted filth crap who played a victim of an interracial white/black marriage of domestic violence, e,xactly what I was forced into by my family-a similar plot to this shit actor playing a role she has no comprehension of and would have submitted to the abuse and hujmilation of the white male if she had been forced into this role forced onto me, in real life not fantasy college-level critical race theory writing as this p-valley writer is: pure academic critical race theory expressed in all it's bookworm parameters in scripts that are very much readily available in various stories by other authors or in social studies ecucation. I am not a student of critical race theory per se but I have studied domestic violence and nothing she wrote of had any deviation from what you read in a graduate class on similar topics. //The intersecionality is also available in feminist classes which I also have studied so what she wrote was very common knowlege at higher educational studies, if they are allowed any longer. I had to finally begin to rant and scream about how stupid they are in allowing this system to flourish for their dirty tv show careers. they are literally helping to UTTERLY DESTROY America through this nazi german team with sick shitnigger arnold and his filthy kennedy nazi fuck family systejm urging him to steal and rob on their behalf. the tv shows that filthy dirty stupid arnold, so not an artist, creative content anything just a sleazy filthy rapist white nazi rapist racist nazi bigot with the kenney crime sleaze filth family---his former wife has a very ugly expression opn her power encrusted face is very much a hateful influencer in destroying america and is like so many nazis awash in destroying minority opportunity as part of a general platform. The black nazi shit from this shit tv show came to support them and literal extreme hate aimed at me. The writer glared in absolute murderous hate and rage at me after the 4th hour of me explaining how they are wrong to support this and why--which is the way this group has obtined ideas for all these 17 years of abusing torturing raping beating abusing raping insulting to get me to scream ideas about justice so they make movie shit out of it--funded by multi-milions of English royalty and german nazi and everything for that merger with the naziified ellisons and etc and so, ugly sick dirty nazi arnold obtained another idea out of me so he can produce and profit off it. Not a single penny for me, not even a thank you NEVER a redcuction of abuse and murder for me--slow torture to death continuously shitting out murder poisons every day or being constipated with it, sick and drugged every day to the max so every morning I am in a near delirious state of drugged inability to think and act decisively while htey scream and insult and threaten me into my brain, hours of it beginning the second I wake up--on and on and on. This filthy dirty hate creep is going to turn it into black victims of racism with them starring in it. The filthy depp rancid piece of stinking sick ugly shit will play a white suporter of compassion for black victims of racism, which is what the real originators of racist divide and conquer p lay in both real life and in movies, the roles are interchangable but always they are at the helm of the surrpetitious machincaitons for racist override. Dirty sutpid sick arnold fixates on hacking animal devouring type videos because his view is that--and I insert here--he is not a creative talent, he is a sick rancid

  The hackers as usual froze the entire laptop in the midst of writing the above-- Arnold sick filth-igger is not a creative talent, his tal...