Tuesday, February 28, 2023

Looking at photos I took before I ever knew I was being poisoned and attacked to death. People who even were part of the terror operation had broad happy smiles when I took their photos. My joyous personality was a positive even with the negative terrorists. I recall now how beautiful I was before I had to fight for my life against violent rapist murdering bigots teleporting me nightly with destruction of my joy and beauty and talent as their main goal for their promotions.

 I appreciate myself more for having looked at past photos, which I could only save on Facebook because of the endless theft of my property, destruction of my camera and my photos and my documents and theft of my money and destruction of all papers, identification and property by the terrorists who break into my home on a perpetual basis (now done with mechanical arms, where I have to fight for my life every single moment to not have my body destroyed by mechanical arms spraying toxic deadly chemicals into my hair from behind, into my food, slicing and cutting into my body, etc).

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All these years of the Nazi group and their minions insulting every single thing about me with their ugliness and hate and stupidity being a promotional "award" event of highest repute for the 4th Reich parade of pomposity. Seeing my skin so damaged from years of chemicals being poured on my body while in a deep sleep--the wrinkles from chemicals have left my hands scarred, my body covered with scars, and my hair mostly gone because in my joy of living I refuse to be crushed in spirit by hate bigots. They have crushed and broken my spirit however many times as I was drugged, tortured and raped and beaten and nearly killed every time I said NO to some bigot scumbag who drugged and then forced a reaction of love, which these pig apes never returned but instead they treated me with hate, stole my property, got me pregnant (date rape drugs and mind control brain-mapping technology)---leaving me essentially to die a horrible death from a baby breaking my body with the hard poisons latched in a criss-cross pattern along my spine. No money for either caring for a baby if I weren't killed by having it in a normal pregnancy, and no money for an abortion as all finance really was stolen and blocked. Thinking of how loving, kind and fun and beautiful I was towards absolute shit and rotten crap filth parasites who I never even KNEW I was drugged so badly I "fell in love" within minutes after they handed me one drink. I can't describe the total body sensation of these drugs, but without understanding or even hearing about mind control and how these operations work, the target will have no other option but to assume that the overwhelming sensation is of a reality and that somehow this trickery is "real". 

And now I have lost my cat, my life my home my career because I have only loved myself enough to say no to being abused and exploited by sleazy and creep men and their nasty mothers/wives/children/friends so they all can mutually profit off this sick and dirty, sleazy exploitation torture/rape/mutilate/steal-from and perhaps murder contract of mind control, brain-mapping mind control, microchip brain implant mind control and a master-slave society that the 4th Reich truly wants to slowly instill with a brutal take-over of the Government, probably as one of their real main aims in order to more fully enable this system where law will not have to conceal it's purpose with rhetorical platitudes any longer.

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The one and main goal of the celebrity women who have gone on and on and on and on for years and years and years ordering their minions to have my body poisoned to the point of hard poisons hardened into my neck, crapping poison out in huge stinking clumps of black diarrhea for YEARS without end as they continue to insert tubes into my vagina, into my bladder, poisoning my food whenever possible, and then as my body is dying and bloated, scarred up my hair gone my face sagging from depression as they stole my cat they have told the world to avoid and attack me and everyone remaining alive is part of this organization so all comply immediately. Sagging in depression, endlessly fighting to get poison out of my body so I am not in this extremely vulnerable position of being bedridden or stuck in semi-paralysis and fighting to not be poisoned and begging for help. I was a very happy, positive and beautiful person. The one aim of some of these blonde and nazi women is to abuse and destroy and poison and rape me so badly I can't be anything but broken and under non-stop threats and yelling--the men who rape and abuse me yelling at me that these women are so much more beautiful than me--that's the only goal as well as profiting in millions off stealing my concepts and blocking my every move towards my own career or even earning any money, calling me a loser and bitch in the process.


These ugly people are glowing, smiling, titillated, high on power trips and hormones. I look at my old photos today and see what a very beautiful person I am and have been. If only my country would stop dehumanizing me as some microchip implant experimental torture victim slated to be used and discarded after completion of the experiment and/or whomever wants to exploit me for purposes of expanding the master-slave plantation of supremacy into all areas of the planet and in all corners of freedom and beauty and peace from people who are not "supposed" to be "allowed" to compete, win and be more beautiful, talented, intelligent or loving and free than these pig ape whores you all adore, who feed energetically off the violence and are handed huge piles of money and awards for their ever deed of destroying my life and happiness and beauty. They are thrilled that my face is now sagging with depression, there is a huge swath of grey hair now from poisoning and torture that has gone on and on in a deadly non-stop fashion because I used to be very beautiful, competed and was at the top of what I attempted very often, before I was poisoned nearly to death, abused now for years without end due to this technology tyranny you all embrace.

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I have a right to live my life without these sleazy and disgusting pig ape whores feeding off destroying me. I am still dumbfounded that my country is such crap that I still can't find any politician or person in society who will actually confront this issue, consider it a threat to society, and stop this situation and defend me and help me to live in peace. I watch on the news, from my runaway location after years of torture and poisoning and lack of health care in the US, how the weather is now a disaster, death is abundant everywhere--the cost of living is so high that homelessness is a pandemic in the streets of many cities--the corruption of the politicians is tantamount--the celebrities remain untouched by any criminal charges and hold more power than presidents and politicians to the point that the politicians rely on the approval of the actors in order to promote their lying and fake dissemination of political rhetorical deception about "Democracy". The movies are mostly banal and silly and stupid and psychopathic and sleazy and unprovocative intellectually (except for a few of the movies in question). Most of the acting is pretty mediocre the themes are psychopathic and death and sleaziness are the main sell points of most of the films.

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To have a government which does not intrude on the privacy of human rights, the sanctity of one's home, and that sexuality is a private matter to be decided by people who are consenting and the ultimate goal is not to harm another in the process. I am beaten raped and tortured by sleazy dirty filthy sick wealthy people because of the life I embrace which has made me beautiful, happy, creative, talented and willing to compete and not bow to Nazi pig apes who I can beat if possible I will in competition. Destroyed and poisoned and beaten adn raped and told I am shit and nothing a loser a bitch beaten abused with technology of sick haters insulting me every moment in my home for hours and hours, day after day, their goal is to break my spirit so I can't compete with the intention to win any longer, and no competition in fact nothing but stagnation, my body destroyed, my property stolen, stinking and foul with stinking putrid laboratory-created permanent stinking substances perpetually sprayed on my  clothing, all furniture--to poison me in every orifice possible every day as long as possible until the ultimate deadly disease finally sets in or  I kill myself or etc--their goal.


"Lydia Lunch--The Gun Is Loaded". Wiseblood 1966. April 7, 2012.




This joyous person--Prince Rogers Nelson-- murdered by the pig ape Nazi/Mafia 4th Reich organization in Minnesota--one-two years prior to George Floyd--The REVOLUTION---

"Prince & The Revolution--Let's Go Crazy". Prince. July 7, 2017.








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Ugly, sick stinking nazi arnold fully supported by white nazi trash filth out of American californication whorewood congress rushing to abuse me once more, but a K-pop (k-rap punk so-called "punk" ) green brown shirt day band group which came rushing yelling fascistically at me with shitalina the dirty nazi trash prostituted scum with endless waves of black aspirants to be in the plantation white nazi wealth plan. Green day k-pop k-rap "punk" not punk nazi white trash shit came to ask me for political ideas because they are part of the nazi and KGB indoctrinated San Francisco "revolution" of ushering white (and then brown and black with their mayors and prosecutors put in power to inflict white violence as lead figures of representation of nothing but blacks joining the nazi white genocide machine--ultimate aim killing off jews stealing their money and property and claiming to be "superior") so the stupid ape who came last time defending all the rapists and nazi rotten scum came to get his new tour with rancid skank gaga as that filth creep group had done the last time years ago. Monitoring a gap in time when they could rush in once more to inflict hate, abuse and death threats while insulting and then sucking ideas about politics out of me because these rancid k-pop k-rap pop band frauds are supposed to represent "punk" which they have so badly adulterated it is no longer recognizable except for their shopping mall punk fashion outfits--the studio slime grease of their studio musician skills also appeals to the top 40 set and they have remained like all the rancid dinos which ugly sick filth arnold puts in power because they are primarily too stupid and evil and ugly like him to study, work and do anything intellectual it's supposed to all be provided to them by someone else (that includes stupid rancid oprah who told me, upon asking her if she actually knew what a threat assessment was, that her support staff would provide her with threat assessments. I told her it is imperative for any leader to have personal experience in training in such matters ---not telling that stupid rancid ape why, it means that your "prop-up" staff can manipulate figures and someone can be controlling them for their own infiltration agenda, just like ugly arnold has the nazi and communist parties instsructing that ugly stupid sick greasy dirty black hole whorew rapist scum blot of shit what to say and think so they can infiltrate through his seemingly kinda stupid but apparently "competent" bullshit pretense at being anything but a rapist ugly sick nazi filth working on getting all the hateful scum white trash of america into becoming rich so they can appear like euro-nazi aristocrats and thus with all the wealth, proclaim how "superior" they are. This is all I have been witnessing as the most vicious of the rotten ugly arnold conscripts into nazi formation into stealing, raping and killing training in death squad and gestapo tactics. The rancid stupid dirty green boy k-pop studio musician "punk" pretenders who have also infiltrated the formerly politifcally intense and anti-authoritarian and sometimes even anti-racist and anti-sexist and anti-rape shit like ugly arnold and the rest of the "leaders" who all have been handed luxury mansions in Europigapeland for having gutted Americaa with their selfish hate for "minorities" like "me" supposedly, I always considered myself an American but they are ousting me from literally every single thing possible they can including social security life-saving payments to kic kme out of all money all property all human rights and they have profitted off my years of study and learning for MY career billions of dollars in ideas while beating raping and KILLING ME as that is u gly arnold's sleazy plan and so many american pieces of shit go along. //the green k-pop boy band claiming with spiked dyed hair that they are "punk" having stolen the outward affectations of such former movements but without any reality and zero political awareness other than they can spew they "hate" maga just like skank rancid nazi prostituted nazi mafia shit skank gaga who arrived just last week to inflict serious abuse upon me and this gruop who toured with that rancid shit whore as they are also whrores--not to exclude the men who rape for pay and promotion or endorse it sneering with hate as I fight for my life to stop this endless gang rape which they capitalize on. Seeing an opportunity to play "good cop" along with j-lo and the rest who are trying to weaken my sense of rage as they offer consoluation and "support" while I am dying from abuse from ugly sleazy shitnigger filth a-hole filth who is just endlessly the center of the malestrom of the nazification of america and through his contacts in bavaria and russia and wherever else there are seriously murderous and seriously anti-american dirty old boy gruops in little filthy but scrubbed-clean nazi enclaves and communist central committee organizing bureaus, information and instruction on how to destroy and rip the fabric of morality (isn't rape fun tha tugly stinking filth instsructs the rancid white trash of green boy k-pop k-rap band) . After extracting information out of me as ugly arnold continuously has me nearly killed so I azm so sick and traumazized physically from shitting poison out of the core of my body on a non-stop basis--it just never ends they abuse me so I am weak to the point of being killed from stress and am being killed in fact--and then without any more strength as I am seriously ill literally being killed dying righ tnow from their abuse--as they go on and on daily and nightly that is ugly arnold's plan. for years this has been ongoing. so green brown shift white trash boy band came because their partner trash gaga was abusing me viciously last week. Asking for ideas and then insulting me instantly afterwards until I began yelling at them but insulting tem back. fuck you and bitch were their automatic "punk" responses which is non-intellectual, white nazi rape trash abuse and o ppression not "punk" they have no political or intellectual response whatsoever --ever. They like all the shit ugly arnold puts in front of me, are the frauds who have taken over feminism and anti-racism. thusly shitty hillary was there as was james carveille--they have profited off this contract out of me for decades but hillary especially. ugly shit arnold has had my plants killed and stinking filth sprayed everywhere and was murdering me in "soft murder" application as poisons werer literally ripping out of my spine in the middle of the night he had my hair doused with hair-removal chemicals and stinking filthy grease so hair is almost gone from my head from over one month of just collapsing in my bed without wrapping 6-8 layers of protection around my head, my h ands, my feet and my mouth and gum tissue and I can't wrap around my entire body so I am slathered and sliced and injected and poisoned and drugged while sleeping regardless every day. Every day ugly sick stupid dirty shitnigger has me tortured nearly to the point of mental and physical collapse because I am fighting back becdause they are so abusive and ugly and stupid and dirty--the gotti shit is an ugly stinking foul and evil entity which has accompanied murder attempts rape and mutilation and endles smoney for that stupid sick fuck group out of my ideas--they got imperioli to violently threaten my life in order, while I was so ill from shitting out cancer poisons death poisons they also had put in my body to murder me "leaving no evidence" that ugly rotten rat-faced filth just like rat-faced plastic surgery repaired stinking skank gaga which green boy band k-rap pop has partnered with so here that group of dumb and rotten shit is abusing me after I gie them seriously political information which they then kept yelling "how can she know this and we don't" making the assumption as they all do that me demonstrating higher beauty skill and intlligence creativity adn athletic ability means poisoning raping mutilating until I am bedridden dying misshapen mutiklated and then abusing me to death as I struggle for my life to shit the poison out they put in for decades. //so they insulted me instantly afterwards, not hillary nor james carville stopped them everyone just remained silent bec ause they have all done this. Today this morning ugly shitnigger trash filth is there as usual but not punching me while I am on the toilet punching my abdomen and th sides of my body as I am struggling to get the black murder poisons he spent years ordering be put in my body--as I shit them out he punches my body to torture me in murderous ways so the sickness is entrenched back into my body the ugly sick fuck is surrounded by applause his nazi orders to destroy america so rancid shit crap like green boy pop crap k-rap k-pop not punk can feel secure that their blank fashion statement and usurpation of the former political and anti-fascist movement is "theirs' and the hate they exhibit towards me saying like the german "punk" piece of shit who also stole ideas from me who is there, always their "friend" as well so obviously they are touring together as effete white nazi trash lying about being anti-nazi while they are the full-on deadly list-taking killing agents noting who is attending the concerts, who is a threat to nazism and then letting the nazis know who to covertly assassinate to rid all opposition by taking it over. Their fake exclusion I had experienced in San Francisco and there were death threeats veiled at me when I lived at the punk house maximum; rock n roll with tim yohannan and others. San Francisco was overrun by the Nazi Soviet force of the Gorbechev Foundation stationed at the Presidio, the military complex. the stupid rat leader of green k-pop boy band shit notpunk yelled repeated "how can she know that how does she know that?" with hate not caring that his city has been overrun by nazi and communist killing death squads because he is part of that same putsch. //I mean they are, and their punk shit movement. The california State is a repository of fake "Democrat" liberalism and has been fully overrrun by shit terminigger who controls them all, literally. Shit nigger takes orders because he is a hateful and ugly rapist genocidal nazi with zero ideas except for how to organize hate and overtake mechanisms for nazi overtake along with communist agents who are working to destroy america "from within".