Thursday, February 16, 2023

Why mind control and torture technologies are so popular amongst even the most religious of Americans and their "Patriotism" (whose faith is tested but remains firmly in the nice, comfortable grey zone when they see what is happening to me): "According to the Center for Disease Control (CDC), about one-third of Americans experience hypertension". America the Sick Society and technologies being "developed" (with me as the perpetual victim/scapegoat/target of teleportation, death squad violence and absolute violent hate by those who espouse love and American hegemony as the "shining beacon on the hill"_, and these technologies used to alleviate the pathologies (but which actually exacerbate the pathologies): According to scientific research by the CDC, Vast numbers of "Americans" are uptight and violently disposed to stress, aka "experience hypertension". Another "reason" why teleportation rape/torture and violence is so popular amongst Americans and their fascist allies from former Nazi countries (who adopted fascism after WWII) along with a whole "new" subset of their colonialist/enslaved minions being paid-off to perform roles of savvy independent citizens who have risen above all that racism, so they claim:

 "Just Take 1 TBSP Apple Cider Vinegar A Day To Keep Arteries Clean and Lower Blood Pressure". Health Maestro. November 21, 2022.




Benefits of drinking a small dose of apple cider vinegar daily included in video below. But why drink vinegar when you can dump your hate, vitriol, sense of powerlessness and psychological toxicity and poison onto someone else who is defenseless by the technologies that are so popular and being handed out like candy to psychopaths?
But the promise of teleporting someone to torture affects the promise of those one-third of high-strung Americans with a hope of having someone to torture and abuse in order to deflate some of that "tension" through violence upon a helpless person struggling to understand what is going on in this most vulnerable state, where (the hypothetical) "you" cannot turn away or be silent as you are forced and compelled to interact with people attacking you as you can't differentiate between that and a waking state. What a great stress-relief plan it is for these hyper-tense, poor suffering Americans.
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But seriously, I can attest to the hate and violence that appears to be Pent-up into the very arteries of the people attacking me who, if they don't attain immediate satisfaction and deferential submission from me for their every murderous exploit of my body, life, all I have worked for, my property they can just destroy, break and steal if they want, all rape and violence imposed upon me with zero protection from the law or government that has a sustainable comfort range of survivability. All I see are people hissing in violent hate who have imbued all that "striving for success" stress, poured upon me as they are happy, joyous, smiling, delighted afterwards, especially when they obtain PROMOTIONS WORTH MILLIONS OF DOLLARS from those who are meting out these stress-reducing and "stardom" packages for every nuanced and overt act of despotic fascist violence, upon moi of course, daily and nightly.
They get put into lead position and smile broadly after they also obtain all their plastic surgery renovations and face structure modification to appear more Nazi---with endless coating of the hate wrinkles that had preceded the violence endlessly foisted upon me. Many latch on for YEARS without end and lose weight, get lead everything heaped upon them in praise with accolades as being "the best"--especially when they steal my ideas.
I am taking just a little bit of vinegar per day. Perhaps this will help me to reduce the stress of murderous hateful attacks upon me every day with violent screaming into my face while I am teleported (even while in waking state) and I simply cannot "turn" them off, I can't "look" away and it would require the most stoic zen practice to remain unbending in the face of an endless Nazi storm forced into my teleported state which I can't look away from or not respond to. I am trying to learn techniques to avert my consciousness from these miserable hateful people who are attacking me without end because this contract of forcing most unwanted further exploits from me is unbearable and stressful to the point of murder on their part against me. They are unbelievably "stressed-out" but they literally suck the life out of me and drain their "stress" out on me every day. This in turn helps them to assume a "confident" posture for cameras and for the lights of the spectrum of public approval appearances and administration.
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I would deign to state emphatically that America is a very sick culture at this point. The stats for hypertension should be a huge indicator of how badly the culture is affecting the health of it's very highly unprotected citizens, many of whom cannot afford health care, which of course adds to stress and the calamity of facing death if they don't comply to this system (by the simple lack of affordable health care). The agenda is fully in concert with this in keeping with stress as another covert form of mass genocide which is blanketed out by political ideology (such as being "strong" versus having access to affordable health care).
Suggested is a tablespoon of vinegar. I hope it will work for me against my seemingly stressed-to-the-max (but not those who have tortured me for years, they are all happy and glowing after YEARS of having access to torture; they appear rejuvenated, they have reduced the stress that formerly was on their faces --they are smiling after screaming at me, spewing filth into and on my body, maiming and brutalizing my body every single day with poisons and outright physical mutilation which they feed off energetically as surreptitious violence which they can monitor on their mobile phone video screens). Oh the stress reduction. The technology is so popular the more and more people come to indulge in partaking of this new form of sports torture and rape and violence for stress-relief.

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**In re-reading this post, hackers deleted words or ideas, or changed grammar at some points but otherwise it was not as badly altered as in some former posts which had halves of sentences deleted, then pasted onto other half-deleted sentences with words rearranged, etc .....It takes too long to fix all the hacks so I leave it as is, hacked and partially deleted/rewritten but it's readable you can get the point.

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LAST NIGHT I was exposed to the murderous pathology of a terrorist who has obtained such a high standing in finance and technology from having obtained access to this technology, in order to more fully advance it, ostensibly for the greater health of the "entitled" with their minions who, hope, they can also obtain higher standing within the white supremacist fold, on a permanent basis or at least as long as they are alive on this planet for their generation and THEMSELVES.

But, exposed to a murder description of someone being electrocuted with "his eyes popping out from an aneurism due to the electrocution". I was further subjected to a blonde-haired woman telling me that I was homeless and although she had told me I was invited to sleep on her couch or something, she had no choice but to kick me outside in the pouring, freezing rain.

Those were my "punishment" teleportation skits for having lost my temper after years of telling this man that I am not interested in being exploited by him and they all use the teleportation to ask me "why" as I, through remote monitoring of my brain and mind reconstruction (aka mind control) am forced simultaneously into a "truth serum" response and also an enraged, uncontrollable violent hate reaction (justified from years of their torment, torture, murderous poisoning of my body literally every night while sleeping--as of late I am not urinating at least every hour with stinking fluids coming out because the last spate of people attacking me are not in "control" over the torture and mind control, although the general procedures remain. They were having stinking poisons inserted into my bladder through my vagina every single night--for years--deeply inserted so I was urinating at least twice in the middle of the night and then every hour for at least 5 hours every single day---now it's like normal after this change in "control" has occurred. These same people who inflicted this, plus MURDEROUS POISON inserted as well (bloating and hardening with suffocating poisons and extreme mind-blowing mind control drugs forced into my body every single night in order to induce hysteria and slow MURDER--I believe the drugs are still being inserted but not the toxins directly inserted into my intestines as has been the case for at least, a minimum of 6 years non-stop (I began trying to save my life from poisoning back in 2011, and I am still fighting to rid my body because they have kept poisoning me). These same people have obtained plastic surgery, awards for their roles and the roles in society they have only dreamed of before entering into the fray of this contract out on me--now they are glowing, with new plastic surgery, weight loss, glowing from the hormones of torture and pumping their stress and hate and pent-up rage upon me--literally every day for years. They only require a response out of me that they also induce through subliminal mind control and drugging and endless torture, so that if I call them names, don't say they are so much more beautiful, superior and in every unconceivable way far better than me, they viciously attack me, and they go on literally for years and years and years after having spent years and/or months and months attacking me in order to justify this murderous increase in torture. Because they go on and on and on and on, day after month after year--often basing their violence upon me using this hate phrase I used once in order to try to get back or defend myself--then their "friends" and allies use the pretext (as in I am "racist" and I have attacked "blacks" and thus every black entertainer and aspiring leader can attack me using this same pretext--after years of torture from the person I spew the hate sentence out on, who is so light and happy now, had been formerly obese but now is thinner and lighter and looks glowing from all the years of attacking Me in this most vulnerable to defense situation--in teleportation you are essentially forced into a tunnel vision and you can't move and get away or refocus your attention. They get in your face directly and begin yelling. You are put into a rage and hate mental state by the brain-altering tech and drugs and years of torture and duress and deadly stress and poisoning and lack of love and affection and friendship or support from any single body on the planet--directly, they all, if anyone is there, must act behind the scenes so I never know if anyone is actually there for me in any capacity anywhere on the planet any longer. Those who had formerly supported me are dead or they were attacked, lost their businesses and unleashed rage upon me because they were so attacked for having shown help, friendship or whatever at me to try to protect me).

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I was screaming at this man not only because I have been saying for years, and months, that the answer to being exploited by him, for his further promotion and after years of him watching placidly on as his allies rape, torture and mutilate and poison and torture me with the technology he is very keen to help further into the "elite" culture so more people can be victimized or killed off for the stress relief of the "elite" who can then assume leadership roles indefinitely (formerly called Monopolizing).
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There are ethical factors involved as well, as in this is a highly unethical situation and I am not willing to help further the plan to increase this person, his businesses or his status or those involved in this most sick situation. I think this entire teleportation and gang stalking death culture should be deemed a real threat to national security, but instead I am silenced and censored in order that the "security" of these terrorists is protected from their Open Season upon the general population, many of which/whom believe they will never be targeted by their leaders as they have been so helpful in helping them to obtain power, which they assume will trickle down onto them indefinitely in this monopoly structure/pyramid schemata.
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This morning I woke up thinking about my cat, La Moux, who was my soul mate, my child, my beloved animal I could love and have love reciprocated and they have been using her a a hostage to try to force more and more out of me, keeping her away from me and I wake up with a cat in the room two floors beneath mine crying in pain--every time I walk near the patio doors and outside this cat is being harmed so it's crying in pain, there is also a baby crying--the two symbols of what they are using to manipulate me into first forcing a baby out of me, and my "child" cat I yearn for being held as she is so old she is dying and waiting for YEARS for me to return--. She was part of my emotional sustainability which this group of absolute hate and violence stole so I have nothing, all and everything but hate only surrounding me at every single moment possible. They won't return her, after years of obtaining original ideas out of me, destroying my property and peace in life, and they won't even return her and I remain writing about this asking anyone to please have her returned before she dies of old age or sickness (she is now well over 20 years old, I assume perhaps still alive as I was teleported to her a few months ago, with the actor who has alleviated his stress upon me for nearly a decade with his very nasty wife, both of whom have tortured me to obtain ideas for their movie plots and have returned all they have gotten with torture, hate, abuse, terror, destruction, poisoning nearly to death, body mutilation and they are off in a glow of hormone ecstasy with millions of dollars, being considered at the top of the realm of this most highly touted mind-programming industry of the media and they have paid me ZERO for all that they have obtained out of me, literally they only destroy what little I have and what peace I have). But....I am trying to salvage my life and that of the United States from the ravages of the onslaught of this murderous hate system and it's stress-relief system of pouring rage and violence and stealing and robbing which is of such high national security interest that it cannot be ever revealed, much less halted or stopped; it's popularity has grown out-of-proportion to the ceiling that is going to crash very soon (relatively speaking, like the debt, there is also a debt of unbalancing societies checks and balances that this system bypasses for power and control, until eventually psychopathy will be not a covert strategy but will become the normalized outpouring of fascist "stress" onto the population by "the elite"/"superiors". Because they lack heart, soul and compassion they must torture me in order to obtain ideas. I remain dying from stress, and that, too, is part of the general genocidal programming upon the population. It is well hidden behind various disguises onto the public which believes it's just related to the stress-factors of a highly competitive system but only those who are "weak", due to some imagined "loser" characteristic, rather than technologies and poisons and death squads that are all fully ordained, funded and functioning on all levels--and those who are outside of fall prey to.

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I also need to add what had been blacked out while I was fighting to type and think during the course of this post--I walk away from the laptop and "remember" what I was going to write but which is always blocked:

I described being attacked by Blacks in the media, but I didn't get to the point, and I have been writing of this for years as it's an ongoing situation where the same broken record is played as justification for violence and death threats and violence aimed at me. I called one of them a term that Malcolm X used, as far as I remember, about the continuation of the slave-master plantation system that was antebellum South (and part of the North) in the USA. The "good" servant who mollifies the problems of the "masters" of the plantation, are there to aid and comfort the insecurities, listen to the problems, provide comfort food and love and support. In exchange, they get to live in the "Big House". One of them who had been in the forefront of attacking me for YEARS and had stolen an idea from me, who was slowly introduced into the inner circle (because the whites could not break through and they thought and hoped that perhaps this woman could penetrate what they could not). She began by praising God and Jesus in a demonstration of her pseudo-religious posturing. Having lived in the South, I understood the repetition of this "Amen" sort of response with her fellow black older female friends in unison. That very shortly left when I didn't respond and was in a blank slate mind frame wanting her to not be there but not able to get rid of her (it has taken Years to achieve that, and she in the meantime has gotten the usual dose of plastic coating, facial reconstruction) and finally, after understanding that she not only had fully operated behind the scenes to attack and profit off me, made a movie about an idea which I had written of, but fully protected and hugged and loved the white folk who were viciously raping, and torturing me (by that point, for years, but that was YEARS AND YEARS AND YEARS ago they all latched on). Finally I called her this "name" that Malcolm X had used, as I remembered, in a sermon on how blacks comply with white supremacy and help to foster it's continuation while appearing as if they have inclusivity in the higher echelons of the white power structure.

I was then subjected to YEARS of violence not just from her and her fellow white rapist abusers who help to promote her (especially the mafia) but, so many other Blacks came to assault, threaten and participate all claiming that I am "racist" and viciously threatening and attacking me. The woman in question has since been revered even moreso and is glowing with satisfaction in the industry which has fostered this "echelon" of blacks who hiss anti-Semitism formerly in private, now in public and get accolades from various sources.

Trust me when I write that this is a form of stress relief as well, to pump the cesspool of repressed rage of racism onto another group, and then get hugged, praised and showered with money for these reverse racism efforts.

I have since been nearly violently threatened by many who have all claimed that I am "attacking" blacks as they spit and threaten with ugly violent looks on their faces (the whites are mostly smug and slightly smiling as the circles of their minions surround me for having said one time years ago that one of them, or more, is that old plantation surrogate role of the larger system which has not essentially changed).

Oh the stress release for attacking me, and years of repeating the questions of what I meant by this, that I am "racist' with death threats because they turned the phrase I said into me actually claiming that they were these archetypical roles instead of what I kept repeating, that they are playing these roles because of the racist system to which they defer and promote and defend and support and help sustain--to which I am just endlessly attacked by more and more blacks, and no matter what I say they revert back to the one and only thing they can use against me which is that I must have used the N-word am a racist bigot and you know those "Jews" of New York and how they attack "Blacks" and etc...so I am pushed now into that category although it's absolutely erroneous. Anything to justify their violence attacks upon me as they all then go off stress-reduced smiling with top awards, year after year. They flock to attack me. All look like a heap of weight has been lifted from them after they attack me.



 

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Extreme drugging/nervous system attacks via implants along my spine & into my brain--8 hours of literal non-stop abuse from this English And nazi team of another senator from congress, the same rape enabler who is the front-runner face of anti-violence against women and me2 rape culture to oust the jewish weinstein so her company and the rest can overtake h-wood --antisemitism so openly expressed that obviously Nazis and virulent racists are behind this contract out on me. My brother stating that only I will experience violence, with his full participation and that Germans are trustworthy not racists it can't happen to him. for using sexual and physical violence against me instantly after more than 30 years of never having seen him, never contacting him except for him smirking about a situation the nazis forced on me, he is lunging at me to gain more promotions and allowance to get everything for free for handing me over to murder, essentially. Me, drugged so badly I cannot stop reacting to every question, hours of asking me for ideas as the English scriptwriters and director and the endless leech parasite this ugly sinister putrid creep female who is endlessly pushing violent beef-body-build "men" out of europ-a-land to violently rape me, the more abusive and humiliating the more they are praised and awarded; she is the representative for the United Nations and for Chuck Schumer in all legislation against rape and domestic violence against women. Put deliberately there really to give permission for rape if it's racist-based rather than anything else. beloved so greatly by the grateful rapist thugs surrounding her, the minority minions lavishing praise making antisemitic comments at me--Jews in particular are very hostile and laughing smirking it can only happen to me, not them. The drugs are so insidious that are injected pumped into my bladder while I sleep--must get up every night to alleviate what they inject so I am drugged--it is a nasty horrific murderous chemical and drug forcing hate, along with extreme shifts of my brainwaves I can't even control my breathing--my entire spine is coated in hard chemicals in which microchip implants directly affecting my spine are buried from the 3 complete surgeries I have had---(the hardening poisons made my spine crooked, the terrorists fractured my vertebrae while I was unconscious after they orchestrated mostly harmless "accidents' and in the deep brain implant state, I am rendered completely unconscious and unable to feel anything (drugged to the extreme the next morning with pain killers and numbing chemicals). 8 hours another day of this ongoing with me finally screaming in rage fighting and hitting the people responsible for this--the senator who came years ago to abuse yell fascistically at me, now threatening my life for having rushed to physicall attack him after shouting to go away go away go away. They all remain until I rush at them lunging in fury. The dirty nasty sick female who is connected to the English monarchy has been relegated to bring every fascist nazi english abuser and hater to assault me possible in the celebrity zone, there are so many---all are clamoring to get this contract and to participate from all minorities in congress who rush at me violently to white supremacist congress haters--this one very close to the source of much discontent for those slated to be excluded from life in general---very pompous about his entitlement to torture have me raped and poisoned, they all are. My brother smug and behaving like I am still being beaten and abused by him at the age of 14 when I left the hate situation my family had adopted because my mother was trying to get "in" with an "Italian" but American married man, the "Italians" in this tiny family-controlled cul-de-sac had installed mircophone relay systems so they could listen to my family abuse me (this was in 1978 before the internet) my brother was so violent I phoned the police and left that house the next day--forever. I saw him a few times, I had the blank mind controlled drugged assumption that he had "grown up" but alas, he lives in the perpetual abuse state having ensured I am stuck everywhere I go as he is promoted for endlessly ensuring my destruction, lack of health care. My family offered me an inheritance in a creep way 2 years ago, I saved the money but declined to have any further contract with them as they were abusive just in connecting me to the lawyers distributing the inheritance (I got the absolute lowest amount of all members)--and this they used to have social security cut off my income and it's been off for 6 months while I am fighting to have it reinstated and they worked with the 4th Reich to have this done. I was screaming at him in rage, as the hate parasitic rape cheerleader who is beloved by all senators presidents her sleazy and disgusting 16 years of stealing my ideas so her blank and hateful lack of personality can be embellished by my years and lifetime of reading and study, so that nazi white supremacy can appear like it has originality and any kind of creativity outside of endless repetition of murder revenge and upcommance plots which they rotate every year in their awards categories, until they latched on to stealing my ideas, and now torturing me as I scream ideas because they are so revolting their image their ugly sinister presence is so revolting--and I cannot stop responding instantly to their endless probing questions intermixed with extremew murder threats and then inquisitive questions and every thing I do, from going to the bathroom eating taking healing powders all my exercises for healing I created they are stealing and using as their own invention; so much that I do is original and not a copy I learned, they are stealing torturing and asking for ideaws literally non-stop. I cannot stop talking I can't stop responding. the drugs, my body is like enmeshed in not being able to breathe independently the technology and drug interface is so overwhelming. The smug and smirking dirty ugly sick skank sits smiling as I scream and fight for the 2nd year in a row of literal daily screaming and rage at English hate bigots assaulting me for over 8 hours per day--0the rapist who beat tortured and mutilated me, has had my plants killed is threatening my life then making sleazy sexual comments, sitting next to this foul and dirty ugly sick creep skank always they are partners probably as with all the men who rape me she tries to suck my life force energy out by having sex with them as well. Some of them at least--they sit next together all the men who rape me next to her, after she has had me poisoned nearly to death, still fighting to heal every day. My body aging rapidly she is laughing, the men make endless sneering comments about my breasts while I am naked as they sit for hours watching and commenting on all I do. Once i finally "break" after the 6-8 hour mark of literal non-stop literally every single second for over 6 to 8 hours without a moment of them shutting up for one single second with death trhreats abuse insults and probing questions I scream finally to shut up and die I scream hit them rush violently. It is torture and the senators are smug threatening to kill me constantly for lunging at them screaming to get off me to fuck off that they have already been killing me via poisoning and torture for years. It goes on and on. I might be able to "ignore' them if they were not drugging me so severely and my body racked with implants along my spine forcing a reaction that overwhelms my breathing and concentration--the implants are definitely in my brain and along my spine---without a doubt they force my muscles to spasm while people are slamming doors--the effect is unmistakable and has happened for years in this same sequence I do not flinch at noises like this, it is artificially created generated and forced upon me. They are so ugly and appear so rancid rotten stupid ugly and sick I scream that they are disgusting that I never want anything like them around me not for a minute much less 8-10 hours per day,e very day, then stupid sick teleportation skits of hate death and homelessness and me being abused, being put in stupid situations in an "edit" mode so I am waking to being in some negative situation in the middle of a posture I never created, like a movie edit stopping and starting my consciousness can be started and stopped with a press of a button in that state.//I am trying to work a way to not be overwhelmed, because these filthy sick creeps are meaningless scum in my opinion but I react as if I can't stop, and I literally cannot. //I ordered a music player and they blocked everything possible for every music player--this one supposedly came with no memory but they had it jacked-up so the memory is invisible but it is hacked and is turned off remotely like all the rest of the players they continue the death and torture deep sleep states. My body is aging my hair greying my body withering because of the energy this ugly sick skank sucks out smiriking and laughing. They keep asking me for ideas then destroying my finances so I have nothing. I am still waiting for the decision from social security whether my disability payments will be reinstated or not. They lied to me for 6 months, my family had my inheritance taken away and then my disability as well; this was a ploy it was not some random accident and they just arrived when I was being violently raped by the last lrapist from europigapeland with ugly skankalina presiding as they "made love" to each other sitting next to one another attacking me mutually--now it's the next one, the same thing but his English is much better so his verbal abuse is for 10 hours or more per day--endless extreme violent threats, violent abusive ugly rape, supposedly implying that I "deserve" it for fighting to save my life from this. My brother doing everything he can to protect the 4th Reich and that only I wil lbe a victim of any racism never he. I went into, in truth serum drugged torture microchip enhanced stress hate truth serum mode how nazis are definitely pursuing another genocide against jews and in america they want to pour in and create nazification of the already nazified and ocmpletely overtaken america by europigape nazi filth, and I am trying to quell this as much as possible. The denial is pure stupidity this ugly sinister creep I want nothing to do with, he creeps me out I am so disgusted by him it's a visceral reaction of disgust--and his smug pomposity that he's going to get more and more and more out of murdering me smiling stupid sick ignorant--denying that nazis are taking power that they want to destroy jews. I keep shouting how stupid he is, he threatens to break my arms. If there is, as I said today, any person the most violently and murderously inclined towards me it will be my family--as they are so groomed to murder me and have been working to achieve this with full applause endless promotions money poured into them as being symbols of jewish nazi partnership---they are the most threatening and the most dangerous--and so sick and stupid it's unbelievable trying to explain how they are putting nazis into power who will take away their homes if they want lebensraum--all I say they deny and shout with whining insult that I am stupid--I remind them that I lived in Germany for over 5 years because they were trying to kill me by having a metal rod made loose in my spine so my uncle bill could get "permission" to publish his gay magazine echo in Phoenix so they had me body fractured so I had no choice but to return to them, asking for help and health care--they made sure I got nothing they tried to put me in prison for a charge of theft of jewelry (I had no car, the situation was at night miles away from me with no car and buses all stopped and etc) and they had just killed the italian american mafia thug my mother had married talking the same night he died on the day he was leaving her and the house they had jointly purchased he wanted to save since he poured the bulk of the deposit from his money--and etc.. in a murder frenzy they were--I left with a metal rod loose in my spine and had to try to survive this until I left america for germany in 1991--I told him that i had to go to germany for years to try to survive the last murder attempt they had made on me, and I speak german lived around germans only speaking german met nazis know their mentality they have not changed their edicts to kill all jews and jews in america are a target. Told I was a stupid bitch death threats and it can't happen to him, only to be because i'm a "bitch" etc my disgusting brother and his nasty spawn brought to torment me, completely programmed to ask me "why" germans are intent on another genocide, which I said to him a few days ago, he was given a script for what to repeat so the english fuckers sitting on those chairs could steal the screaming ideas I spewed out unable to stop reacting--smug ugly shitalina smiriking adn smug the violent abusive fardy the tom actor not a cat or cool sitting next to his "Lover" as I know that is the endless program of dirty energy leech shitalina--and it goes on and on> I am trying to not react bvut when I do react after the 6 hour mark I become violent to get them off me, then they all threaten my life and it goes on and on--information and ideas they are taking down as I scream them and scream and fight. My hair turning white my body aging and breaking it's murder. I am still paralyzed from the poison they all poured into my body as they had the poison raped into my body and then torture so I can't heal--it's murder.