Monday, February 20, 2023

Why I am always shocked when I am exposed to our current leadership on both sides and all sides and the entertainers who sell the paradigm of hate which is funding the debacle of the deterioration of the State: I am always shocked because I had assumed that a slight thin fragment of a society capable of discussion and cooperation with a basis in humanitarian belief was still a feasible concept that some people adhere to. I find this to be absolutely gone with the peeps who are terrorizing and attacking me. They are trained in speeches but hold no personal concept of moral compassion whatsoever. Notice even in the discussion below, from 1995, the difference in how this same subject is broached to the public as opposed to the yelling and contentious hate for each opposing side of the "aisle" and the lack-luster meaningless of the entertainment system which seeks to obliterate any kind of conceptual analysis in the mind-numbed public; operating as such as an arm of the government.

 "Firing Line with William F. Buckley, Jr.: Should We Privatize The Welfare State, Pt. 1". Firing Line. July 4, 2019/Episode S1043/Recorded on April 4, 1995.



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This "roundtable" debate over how or whether welfare ("entitlements" as we call it now) should become privatized (one of our current debates in the US) with William F. Buckley, Jr. was aired in 1995. The very same set of sentences that were uttered below by a representative of The United States Catholic Church by Sharon Daly, were probably deemed "conservative" at that time. The very same set of sentences put in exactly the same way now for any debate on this topic would be called "radical liberal" or "Socialist" and a tenuous tense response would be her reception if she were put into the fray of today's debate over the same topic. At "best" her view, based on her years of experience dealing with "welfare" recipients at the local "ground" level of charity, would be termed and labeled as "Progressive" but still under the rubric of "radical liberal" in point of view. Dismissed as such by those who want formidable responses to severe cuts in life-support for those who are not "bad" but just not able to survive in what I know to be a highly classist and racist society (describing America in those terms is also called "radical liberal" and fanatical almost--however, I am stuck in my current predicament due to extreme racist hate and sexist violence used on a political violence scale of injustice that is of a universal steady state. Forced into the Welfare State by a slate from The State I know that calling the actual reality for what it is, during our strenuously violent backlash to compassion on the part of how the State deals with income disparities---what had been a point of debate is now listed under some derogatory term associated with fanatical and undesirable when such concepts were "acceptable" when clarified almost 30 years ago by those working in charitable "conservative" organizations.
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In reading this post for the 2nd time, I had to rewrite most of it, and it's completely haywire due to hacking deletions and rewrites by terrorists endlessly hacking/destroying all I attempt to write.
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The issues being brought here are concepts that I do not hear mentioned today in political debate. The emphasis that was focused upon was on the receiver of welfare--those in need. Issues of income disparity within the culture were put into focus. The issues now are relegated to either Bernie Sanders making angry speeches to a complacent political body which steadfastly wants to cut funding while at the same time cutting abortion services. If the Catholic representative were able to speak now in front of Congress, I believe she would once more emphasize that women and children are the main recipients of welfare. Why cut abortion services and increase that particular problem, while also cutting services for children in need, cutting health care endlessly, and then expecting people to survive somehow while giving tax breaks to the wealthy? I hear almost no mention of morality in any debate as there is in the 1995 discussion above, held by politicians, people involved in local, state and government politics--and the issues that are openly discussed now revolve only around the financial possibilities of how to continuously fund an endless war machine and billions of dollars for "necessary" war efforts to stabilize "Democracy" around the planet.
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It's interesting how the debate has changed almost completely in the last 30 years. What I hear in the discussion below, including how the most great William F. Buckley would not allow for screaming angry yelling as one tries to yell over the viewpoint of the opposing side--Buckley never allowed that to happen, as is so often the case in our most contentious debate system where yelling and interrupting the "opposition" with hate directed at "Democrats" or Republicans" is the norm. I never hear any mention of political parties in this discussion, whatsoever. The country is more united and more humane and now it's like on a teetering edge of explosion with hate and threats resounding in the halls of congress and in society. Homelessness abounds like a plague. Billions of dollars endlessly being poured into sending weapons, tanks and ballistic missiles for wars in other countries and for "defense".
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"I work for a 2,000 year-old organization that knows that 'bad behavior'--sex out of wedlock and other forms of bad behavior are not concentrated among poor people....We've been trying to get people to do right for 2,000 years...you can ask people to behave, to not have sex out of wedlock...you can ask the women to not have sex out of wedlock and get a job...but the jobs have to be there. The schools have to be there. The childcare has to be there. And that's what we haven't been talking about here. No one has said a word about the availability of child care. Most people on welfare are mothers and children. How are we going to get those women into the workforce and self-supporting if there's no place to send their children?"--Sharon Daly, Deputy to the President of Social Policy of Catholic Charities.

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....and this (the Pink Floyd excerpts from The Wall /movie below) is representative of what I see, experience and must deal with as a target every single day and night while being teleported to famous H-wood celebrities and the leadership that is leading everyone into what I only thought was a cool, subculture movie theme about the slow regression into fascism that "might" happen,  back in the 80's as I watched it as a form of entertainment, thinking it was just a political commentary about the Reagan/Thatcher generation (aka "Yuppie" which appears to now be fiscally fascist fanatical f-er's in a federation of mind f-ery). Lacking all empathy and compassion, they must necessarily torture me in order to obtain the conceptual ideas of compassion in which to make their celluloid products to the populace which is now engrossed, en masse, in witch-hunting me for having such concepts in the first place instead of going with their pogram of self-annihilation through their mass murder machinery without protest or resistance...*please note that by now I am resorting to cursing as my brain is under severe brain-altering attack for attempting to elucidate on this topic, now unable to find adequate wording except to curse--the hacking disruptions are non-stop, writing is nearly impossible as I must struggle to fight deletions while I am typing and I am resorting to cursing as my brain is being blocked from cognitive analysis---the computer is constantly being blocked so any click or attempt to use functions means waiting for the spinning of the cursor to stop and the WiFi is continuously being turned off while I am in the middle of doing anything--this happens at least once every ten minutes or so...etc it's non-stop obstruction. I begin to curse as my capability to express myself is lowered artificially and also the frustration and injustice is a tension factor affecting how the technology is working to eradicate my ability to write analytically.

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"In The Flesh--Pink Floyd--The Wall--4K Remastered". Pink Floyd4K. June 6, 2021.


"Run Like Hell--Pink Floyd--The Wall--4K Remastered". Pink Floyd4k. January 8, 2022.




"Waiting For The Worms--Pink Floyd--The Wall--4K Remastered". PinkFloyd4K. January 8, 2022.


***Hackers are now constantly blocking the WiFi, literally moving the cursor when I am clicking on a function--making the keyboard skip letters so spaces are put in words constantly while I am typing, the interruptions are so constant. My brain is affected so I can't think except to sort of curse and write in a lamentable tone instead of analyzing with a higher level of vocabulary and thought process. This is part of the fascist over-take of intellectualism, in addition to the global and seamless block of my every attempt to function in society which is met by silence from any conceivable "opposition" which means that the planet is currently already operating in a fascist system. But I keep trying as opposed to waiting for the worms while thinking I'm floating in a sea of blissful ignorance---watching tv and all the movies about murder and sexual orgiastic revelry and "fashion" and fake promises of political concern about humanity by the same actors who are being funded by fascist mind control operative controllers.

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...to continue on the Pink Floyd/The Wall thread---the empty spaces between the left and right hemispheres results in a sexual titillation of carnage coupled with mass materialistic consumption of flesh and the earth as we feed the planet bleeds. (this is more in a semi-late-night reverie of metaphor)--But here's to The Wall. I did not necessarily equate The Wall with Reagan but of that era of deregulation which I thought would result in the opening of the flood gates of excess. What I experience in teleportation is social engineering towards fascism in the guise of strings attached to material promise of endless luxury to those who partake of the hate crime behavior towards me, as a symbol by now I am attacked with disregard for whom I actually am as a person I am now only a symbol and it's near impossible to get these puppets to stop trying to attach their strings to me in the frames they are framing me into. But this video, from that same movie, is tied to the spaces between the Left and Right hemisphere--otherwise known as the brain---. Resulting in fascism and Nazism, which I think the US is currently tipping towards obviously it is. The prescience of this movie The Wall is actually not of a psychic variety but more of common sense. In this sense I was referring to the Reagan deregulation and Trickle-down theory of economics which Thatcher cooperated in. Now I await the videos hacked into my youtube relating to economics and this trend of deregulation and the dismantling of compassionate politics and uniting of parties into a strong country and sense of self. (this is meandering a bit, it's very late, and while writing pages are popping up as hackers just keep frantically putting stuff on my internet and blocking the keyboard. When I write of how my cognitive capabilities are being dismantled as well, I refer to the MICROCHIP implant that must have been installed into my brain, plus the remote brain-altering technologies plus the drugging plus the stress and duress of non-stop hate and torture and violence perpetually aimed at me, on all sides, every day and night, without end, for more than a decade by now.*** I submit this Pink Floyd video because it ties in with the state-sponsored rape torture and mutilation contract out on me, where celebrities and politicians alike say that I "deserve" to be raped and beaten and torrtured and poisoned and mutilated because I didn't allow fascist Nazi bigots whom they represent to rape and poison me to death without resistance while stealing ideas from me so as to represent themselves as being creative or compassionate or having original ideas or being intellectual whatsoever. I see this video and the rape they all completely support that has been like a revolving hate crime upon me ans watch this video and all the things that are buying their complicity and the prmise of more and more and more which they are addicted to as the planet is dying from their excess on a mass scale--

"Pink Floyd--Empty Spaces--What Shall We Do Now?". AlidavidKhF. February 21, 2021.





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One entire hour of fighting to click on one single item and fearing I would lose the information I kept fighting until the page froze, entirely. Turning the laptop off restarting--I just did 2 resets yesterday=4 hours, then 1 recovery, spent another hour fighting to toggle off any conceivable port of entry for hackers--using everything I am able to afford, which is nothing any longer---and then MONTHS OF this disgusting English rapist yelling screaming punching me in the face raping me so violently my body convulsed an embedded object in the multiple layers of hard poison that his partners, who he loves and calls more beautiful his great friends, but sticking to me non-stop as they laugh while he punches me in the face-then asking me for ideas, constantly then yelling at me to shut up--anything I think that is elaborate or intellectual he begins violently yelling at me to shut up, his partners the wealthy English who sit silently as well as the american "I'm part English" who have been showered with applause oscars awards for stealing my ideas and then covering up the theft with destroying all evidence of what I have written, leaving me for hours per day fighting JUST TO TURN THE WIFI ON is almost like a miracle if I can use it without it being blocked, attacked or turned off--and when I am fighting to get ANY SINGLE THING DONE in any capacity as a survivable entity on this planet, the every single thing I do is blocked, hacked, rewritten and all that I try to accomplish is blocked, destroyed and anything I think is used to attack me and is stolen if the hateful rapist abuser endless parasites need more ideas. This is something like 4 months of the next abuser violent life-threatening rapist literally turning my hair grey after his violent yelling abuse and rape, after the german parasite came punching raping abusing my face my body endless death threats--and senators are rushing yelling screaming threatening to kill me, and I am just one person defending myself and am surrounded by hate endlessly and always. The one and only thing I have left on this planet my cat they stole years ago whenI fought to get the next murdering rapist (depp and heard) off me from pounding more poison as deeply into my body as possible--and so they tortured my cat most beloved wonderful and beautiful animal and showed a photo of her fighting not to drown they threw her in the swimming pool and took photos of her fighting for her life not to drown--before sending her to baryshnikov who has teams of dogs chasing her, as she screams in terror and they fractured her rib cage for me calling the rapists who were murdering me, poisoning me laughing about how "fat" I had become as they had hardening murder poisons laced with horrific drugs poured into my food as they pounded the poison into my body every day laughing as I fought to stop it--then the 24/7 torture began and has not stopped for the past 16 years YEARS non-stop daily torture and abuse. Teams of actors and politicians have rushed to join in, raping abusing and calling me names endlessly abusing me and instantly being interviewed on major news networks on the same day or the next--featured in documentaries and etc on and on, and this english abuser rapist is being championed, is probably undoubtedly being handed as well as his cohorts out of London and england (germans russians etc all backing him, teams of euros are behind him, he is the english-speaking terror chaos agent sent to "break and crush" me for just fighting back--just defending myself and having ideas that they can sell off as their own--giving me nothing but taking all they can away from me. As with all the others, the beautiful flowering plants are half dead withered and black, after I throw plants away and buy more, this english hateful leech on me has them slowly killed--and he's there literally almost 24 hours a day abusing me. I can give one example of how blank and hateful he and his fellow english bigos truly are: one of the actors began violently raping and threatening me for writing a comment that slightly disagreed with what the american blonde woman had said about a shakespeare play--he rushed raped abused threatened my life yelled for hours as I fought the next hater and fought to get him off--for just demonstrating my own mind and thoughts on shakespeare which was not a light subject--I always received A's in college for my writing on shakespeare by the way, just saying. but the threat to them that I should have ideas and not just say nothing and not demonstrate my own talent or mind, as their take-over of the united states, in combination with the push for white fascist nazi supremacy is fully ongoing, and this is one of the facets not only to cut out education but to silence people like me so only their ordained critics and bigots have the only "say" or word possible, even for my own private thoughts. This next english rapist who so violently abused and raped me that part of the embedded filth that the aamerican nazi fascist mafia teams had poured pumped and injected into my body having one euro-rapist abuser after the next pound the poison into my body; thusly instructing this next one so blank and conformist all I see is blank hate and power machinations coming from him, not a second of any intelligent or interesting thing he has to say to me as with all. I was listening to wnyu archives and one show called passport, from around 2011 had a show with some electronic experimental music; one musician out of germany was playing a skewed version of a very classical-sounding piece. I listened and recognized the song and piece, but was a bit unsure (I had heard it in 2010, so a long time ago and it was in a collection from the artist). the endless leeching of my life every moment that this man who has made my hair turn solid white in front of my forehead from his violent rape death threats and 16 hoursa per day of abuse, yelling at anything I do that is above basic half-brain dead mediocrity, the only level they want me at, but they are still torturing me to obtain ideas through trauma rape and torture drugging and abuse. To continue: I was listening, the DJ said that this was a German artist who transposed a piece from Vivaldi and I thought to myself, in conversation with this hateful bigot I want no conversation with, but he is literally "in my head" for about 1/2 of every single day, literally from the moment i wake up to at bed, in my sleep, its' more than 12 hours per day, of death threats of smashing my head in of pornographic sexual abuse comments of asking me for ideas perpetually because I actually try to learn something every day, I have always tried to have a stellar career this group has poisoned me to the point of my body being paralyzed in internal equivalent of cement while they torture me endlessly untilI scream out ideas or "converse" with them because they are literally leeching off my thoughts my energy and life every moment to get this disgusting contract this insidious insult to humanity this lowering of all standards which thousands flock to---and I thought to myself, almost conversing with the leech energy drainign grey-hair making violent pornographic hate rapist out of england and his "aristocrat" "High class" supposed "superior" haters that it actually was a piece by Bach--what else would a German play they are all always referring to Bac-

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