Saturday, September 26, 2020

Terrorist Report: my gums on lower jaw cut and sliced by mechanical arms of terrorist stalkers attacking me while I sleep in the "MK ULTRA 'alter' state". My teeth are being destroyed, the gum line has been cut like this nightly for more than one year every single night. A slight infection has ensued in the last few days. I am now taping my face and mouth to stop the mechanical arms, and taping the severed tissue that has been cut to the bone of the twice-broken large left toe, which is pointing nearly 45-degrees into my other toes. Many more nightly attacks continue as I literally fight for my life to protect myself every day. HOW MANY YEARS MUST I WRITE ABOUT THIS BEFORE ANYONE EVER STOPS THIS CRIME AGAINST ME? Below is a video discussion in Germany in the wave of the BLM global movement. As I must reiterate: 6 years living in Germany, asking for help back in2010-2011 when I began to understand what was happening with "gang stalking". Not one single "minority" would defend me. The same applies to the US. But..at least the dialogue has opened so perhaps the sheeple laughing with the perpetrators will maybe not be too scared to perhaps finally do something to stop this inalterably racist attack system of "gang stalking" which is also a rape and torture, disfiguration, dismemberment and MURDER operation..

 I am battling this infection, but I can feel air coming through the gum line where the tissue has been incrementally severed nightly. I am fighting the infection, but I have heard that gum tissue does not grow back. I must add another item to a daily increasing list for reparative surgery and medical treatments I cannot pay for; all the problems physically and financially 100% due to the terrorist operation.

The keyboard is as usual extremely nearly impossible to pound down on. One word I can barely type out per 5 seconds.


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The mechanical arms broke my earbuds I had plugged into my laptop, which is sitting on a wooden platform on top of the rusted (by terrorist stalkers) metal legs and chipped (by terrorists) and stained *by terrorists) table top. Through the layers of silicone, paper glued and pasted even in the shower area, the mechanical arms get through all, went into the "kitchen" area while I was watering plants and had forgotten to lock and tie ropes around the many hooks I have pounded into the doorframe---


--oh how hackers rewrote this sentence which I am now correcting--I will leave the hacked area in here****smell, tiny description of only a few attacks in one 2-hour timeframe in the morning.****and then correct it here*** THIS IS ONLY A SMALL, TINY DESCRIPTION of only a few attacks (meaning not even having begun to list the other uncountable attacks or things I discover that have been ripped, torn, sprayed with stinking fluids, filth I must clean really every time I turn around or get any single possession I own, it has been broken, stained, ripped, torn or is stinking===even plastic bags, hair brushes, etc all and every single item and I have to continuously throw items away that are broken--things are broken non-stop. The billionaires and millionaires order all of this upon me. The others who are part of this in the media continue  to hack into my posts, as cold as hate, to steal ideas off me. No financial recouperation whatsoever from all of these years of this from a single one of them, instead they are filled with violence, hate and ugliness towards me, as they are participating in my murder.  Thus, projects I also want to finish that I began even 2 years ago are left stinking in my closet. I have made clothing, and all I have hand made has been sprayed so badly with utterly stinking, unwashable fluids and sprays they are destroyed before I have gotten rid of the hardening poison, taking me over a decade to get my body to not appear like a crooked, bloated disfigured disgusting blob shape--

they also tell me that I have no "fashion" while they are being paid to embody all bigot haute couture "exclusive" fashion.  They are all of course the property of Europigape fashion designers and puppet whoremasters who dangle gold-plated scheisse promotions of glamour and fame in front of them for  their compliance into being infiltrated and dominated by the Europ-a fascist fascist contingent of the more sinister global genocide parent organization scanning political posturing. My words are very jumbled this is not really "my" verbal outpouring this is so hacked and blocked. But...to try to get past all the brain-altering influence: they then destroy the ORIGINAL fashion I sew literally stitch-by-stitch by hand sewing in very beautiful clothing. I have also made beautiful blankets by hand,and all are disgusting masses of stinking substances and I have washed and washed them, put them in closets because I am waiting for the day when this crap will be stopped so I can actually enjoy wearing beautiful clothing I buy or make by hand, with my body also finally free of this huge bulge of hard poison that billionaires won't help me to remove or to get ANY HEALTH CARE after they destroy my body so badly I now require surgery to correct their endless incisions into my body. All the while they shout into my face when they teleport me that I have no "class or style" and then after they disfigure my body so I cannot wear my hair in any fashion or style, there are balding spots from their disfigurement--my body is coated with red pimples from their nightly smearing of damaging chemicals which cause rashes and outbreaks. They block ALL FINANCES so  I cannot pay for any single treatment and ALL MY MONEY EXCEPT FOR RENT AND FOOD POISONED AND PUT ON OUT SALE but anything else every single month is spent of materials to fight the mechanical arms from further DESTROYING MY BODY and then in cleaning materials and repurchase of items that should have lasted a few years but are destroyed within a few weeks.


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On and on I have written of all these attacks for years, and in the midst of a global anti-racist riot I remain without ONE SINGLE PERSON DEFENDING ME OPENLY SO I CAN LIVE AT LEAST IN POVERTY BUT IN PEACE.  I want  nothing to do with any single one of these men who have teleported me, who are all extremely wealthy or they appear to be so---and their disgusting demand of a baby out of me after they ordered part of my fallopian tubes to be cut out--as some small organ fell out of my body and I stopped immediately menstruating. I would live with less money but just have them compensate me for years of ideas they stole, years of torture, years taken off my chance for a career as this organization tried to murder me as I was finishing graduate studies in Criminal Justice.

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I want my cat(s) returned I want this crime to be stopped NOW what more  must I do after YEARS of fighting to type about this and still I am waiting for yet ANOTHER ELECTION for some change from the former presidents who just PARTICIPATED in this crime--the worst is that a few particular Democrats have been involved with MK ULTRA crimes for DECADES and have gone after me like the vicious criminals that I now see have helped to create not only my situation, and the utter lack of criminal justice in any semblance --but also to promulgate this torture MK ULTRA sphere for their expanded influence in politics operating with fascist Nazi cohorts out of Europigapeland where ALL of these people I have written of receive their violent instruction and promotion. The US is NOT under the control of Americans because of creeple like the "left" and "right" who are sold psychological slaves to the Europ fascists who hand them gold-plated fantasies which they grasp onto.

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I am digressing and ranting by now. Continuously backspacing, rewriting and pounding down with keys not operating increases the ranting. 

The white males who have pasted their "progressive" material have used the specific types of words I have just written in my own posts here. These YouTube anti-conservative members of this fascist contingent of the one-sided spectacle of the "left-right" spectrum are likewise  appearing to enjoy watching me get slowly dismembered and writing about rape and violence aimed non-stop at me. One of the mainstream "alternative" progressives actually teleported and gleefully masturbated in front of me, then pasted his pasty face on my YouTube channel until ad nausium I just began to not care any longer, ignored the endless stream of videos (and he also stole a concept from me and then pasted it on his rotten video insert on my YouTube front page--after I had blocked his channel his videos kept pouring on in, from sites I never subscribed to. Just a brief, very arduously typed bit of angry information. At this point I am going to stop fighting this pounding down of keys. The rest of the


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Yesterday, after the hateful, nasty fake smiling attack by the motorbike rental manager/owner (it's all owned by the white males who frequent these happy ending businesses and really control and own them, although perhaps on paper only as a subcontractor partner due to Thai investment law).


People ramming into my cart from the side as I pass them in shopping aisles. Literally like football players ramming as hard as possible as if when I walk past they "can't" see me and literally jump and ram into me nearly knocking a huge metal cart over. They act as if I did something to get in their way, shocked and gasping. Other groups continuously walking in front of my cart from a side angle, spreading out, slowing down and blocking my path. White males pushing shopping carts nearly into me as I walk in large center areas as they push quickly and right directly into me as I keep going it's a near hit. I am so tired from drugging I can't confront these parasites so I just keep going.

Also, I consider these creeple to be scum and I want no visual contact with rotten parasites looking for an energy-sucking experience of stalking and attack upon me. 


It is again impossible to pound down any longer the malware is extremely stifling to the keyboard.


I want to write this because there are no tourists and all these people who are white Europeans are those living here (or stuck on extended tourist visas, unable to leave the country due to State of Emergency). When the tourists used to pour in "on vacation"/holiday I was always attacked by as much as 500 people per shopping and driving trip.

It is unbelievable how determined these creeple scum parasites are to stalk and attack a "target".  Of course their endless non-stop paid vacations from their post-genocide Holocaust activities keep them busy fighting to continue the endless theft and murder operations that their buddies the Nazis are busy training their Thai slaves and Europ-a best business partners in how to steal, rob and pose like pigs sniffing the empty air for  more and more to gluttonize. Their signature posturing of supremacy so effete and meaningless except for their talents at lying, stealing and robbing and murdering and organizing all and then creating myths about how incredibly superior they are. Thank H-wood for much of that.


I can't write any longer I am literally using my biceps to pound down now.


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Attached is a video from Deutschland from the attacked "Auslander" discontents. I cannot express how many Turks and blacks, just like in America, attacked me in Stuttgart and in Germany. 


Now they look to Minneapolis as some salvation but that only happens when someone else instigates the action, and they can safely follow in a herd. Just like the celebrities, just like  much of America. It had to begin in a more isolated city like Minneapolis where the influence of brainwashing was not as stark compared to the larger "sophisticated" cities like Los Angeles, which has been fully infiltrated and indoctrinated into genocidal "fashion fascist" haute couture---too fashion conscious about Euro-p-a fashion to want to deviate in any way. Of course, there are  the militants and other activists, who also never once helped me in any situation or informed me of the danger or did a single thing to defend me but they can sure put on that alternative fashion as a statement. I consider my situation to be a gauge of where people really stand when it comes to justifying their claims of fighting against injustice. 

So hard to pound down I can't go on fighting this malware. I did not get my point out clearly or well, it's fragmented and not backed up and pounded down with great slow deliberation due to this horrid hacking attack.





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Post Script: the daily grind of non-stop cleaning putrid brown greasy substances sprayed daily onto my kitchen cooking area. White tissue is coated in greasy brown, stinking substances every single day, especially upon waking when during the night, the mechanical arms that get through layers of sealed on all sides plus the exterior of all the 30+ panels they can insert millimeter-sized mechanical arms through. All the crooked cabinets which close but have been carefully cut to appear like slipshod craftsmanship have openings that I must stuff with rubber matting. They get through all 7 layers I put on all potential openings and I remain at risk of losing my teeth, which they have tried to knock out at night, my vertebrae crushed years ago and my hips put out of place daily since then--etc etc I am FIGHTING FOR MY LIFE now on many fronts. The Sepia or blood poisoning is a stealth murder attempt that I literally spend HOURS  fighting to clean every single day. Every cabinet is saturated with poisonous stinking substances which reek out of the cabinets when I open the doors like wafts of rancid poison. Endlessly hand washing or using the (by stalker terrorist) broken washing machine so every single day I am hand washing or dealing with sopping wet stinking clothing that I must clean with soap and bleach, then spray bleach water after removal from the soggy washing machine (the terrorists always puncture holes into the rubber gloves I use for  cleaning, so my hands are always under harsh chemical deterioration) and...this is hours daily and this has gone on for years. I just need at least a washing machine that has an operable spin cycle and a dryer at least to fight against poisoning of my clothing. Everything else, literally every single thing has been sprayed, broken, stinks has splots of brown or black flicked marks on walls, cabinets, the floor is nightly sprinkled with debris and dirt. My body has been under a continuous list of attack which has been ongoing nightly for at least 8 years; PLUS THE POISONING AND DRUGGING WHICH HAS BEEN GOING ON ALL MY LIFE LEAVING ME SHITTING POISON OUT FOR 10 YEARS AND SICK WITH POISONING FOR OVER 20 YEARS. 


How much more hate and torture must I detail before people stop laughing and giggling about this torture rape situation and poisoning murder attempt? 


I know that my posts reach only the terrorist operators , but all these global anti-racist movements and still I REMAIN FIGHTING FOR MY LIFEAGAINST VEHEMENT RACISTS and so many people are aware of my situation but still I must write and pound down and wonder if another election is going to create any atmosphere where some politician is NOT GOING TO GO ALONG WITH THIS SITUATION TO GET MORE ENDORSEMENTS FROM THE FASCIST ORGANIZATION ALSO SPONSORING THIS CELEBRITY/POLITICAL ARM OF THE GLOBAL BRAINWASHING, PROPAGANDA, MURDER OPERATION FOR THEIR ENDLESS VACATIONS AND SLAVE PLANTATIONS IN PLACES LIKE MIAMI, LOS ANGELES, AND PHUKET---TO name just a few colonized slave plantation cities in "Democratic" countries.

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I am very drugged up, the technology aimed into my body makes me rant, also my gums tasting like severed flesh and my body being slowly ripped apart and my hair being greased with damaging chemicals  nightly plus my hips and spine put out of place, plus waking up with fungus inserted into all orifices, plus more and more and more. The creeple ordering this have made millions of dollars by torturing, drugging, physically assaulting, having their greedy, nasty hateful minions do the same to me, and then stealing ideas I finally pound out on broken hacked keyboards while fighting FOR MY LIFE AGAINST DISMEMBERMENT from mechanical arms I have spent all my time and money (except paying for rent, and this has precluded me from buying food and medicine to stop the serving of things like my fallopian tube, my fingernails turning black and literally falling out from over 6 years of objects inserted under the cuticles NIGHTLY non-stop every single day. NOT A SINGLE RESPONSE of support from ANY SINGLE  BODY AROUND THE GLOBE, NOT ONE WHERE I AM LIVING WITHOUT ENDLESS CLEANING TO NOT INHALE POISON IN HERMETIALLY-SEALED ROOMS every single night. I have spent most of my life sleeping with open windows and it is now impossible for me to do so due to mechanical arms breaking though ONE-MILLIMETER SPACES to break my body --under orders of sleazy and disgusting so-called "actors" who gloat and laugh, along with rotten politicians who endlessly make promises to protect the people. That is never me in every single administration.


But, I am writing this still in the hopes that my torture is not a joke any longer for people to observe in the clandestine videos taken of me fighting to get rapist after scumbag off me when they teleport me, or  when I am sleeping and they do their nasty "experiment" as apparently none of them can naturally get anyone to really make love to them in natural conditions unless the intimate partner is deluded by the false fronts these sleazebag loveless rapists put on such much ado about. To the endless applause of the throngs of the wanna be Nazi minorities and the pro-genocidal white bigots who are being trained in Nazi tactics and Stasi stalking and death squad technocratic regime operations.

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my head feels dizzy because of the brain-altering tech blocking neural firing. I have tried to change the font size to "medium" SIX TIMES and hackers are blocking the format so I can't have the size of the font anything larger than this very small print. Literally over and over I have higlighted and changed the font size and the page returns to the original small print.. The keyboard is so blocked I can't describe it any longer. 60% of what I had wanted to type has been blocked by brainwave alteration and hacking making me correct every word and fighting to get anything out.


I am waiting for some responsible politician to not make DEALS WITH ACTORS, their fascist European agents, the monarchies of England or any other country to obtain deals in exchange for putting out foreign-controlled media propaganda always emphasizing the same formulas designed to  "sell" what the current climate tsunami of clamor has been carefully designed to implant through this media carnage assault into the psyche and consciousness of the "masses".

I remain waiting for anyone to defend me and waiting as I have been fighting for my life to see if the NEXT election is\ going to bring anything but the old corrupt guard back into power with their same dirty deals obtained by foreign collusion with anti-American interests at the bottom of all negotiations. I speak in generalities but I refer to the entertainment infiltrators, Imperialists and fascists in the fascist fashion entertainment branch of the death genocide conglomerate systematic system.


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At the very bottom of the page (ranting, technology-controlled "ranting" of chaos--) 


I also wrote a few YEARS ago about Margaret Atwood's book, or really, on Facebook I posted videos about the old movie version with Faye Dunaway---writing that the goal of this Nazi cult group (the entire organization ) was to install this form of dystopian sex slave wifey subordinate slave status to women--me in particular. 6 months later, like so many ideas I posted on Facebook for years--the tv show came out (The Handmaiden's Tale), just a few months after I posted these clips--like years of  this same hacking/intellectual theft going on and on with so many ideas I wrote of; not copyrighted on Facebook I guess, or maybe FB has an internal copyright protection clause because I know that Twitter has a link for complaints about internet stealing or copyright for Twitter Tweets.

Now there is a new show it's called The Handmaiden's Supreme Court Nomination pick. The intuitive sardonic post I wrote years ago has turned into a "negative thinking" dystopian form of theft. I feel like I am at the center of that particular storm as the personality invoking this choice is ordering me to be tortured so as to force more compliance of ME personally into this exact sort of "other wifey" MK ULTRA role. 


I really want this same person who also is holding my most gorgeous cat La Moux hostage to return her alive and healthy and happy to ME and this heinous situation to be stopped in all aspects and me compensated not just to heal from endless inflictions of dangerous  wounds and injuries and spinal deformation and poisoning and endless psychological and physical and sexual torture....


I wrote of this Handmaiden's Tale, and the gang stalking organization has proven that my assessment is more than 100% accurate. Again, I am silenced, not given credit or financial reimbursement and only more financially blocked to the point of near homeless desperation--for decades like this.

Waiting for the results waiting for some situation to bring at least one person who actually IS fighting against racism and cares to defend me, as the racist remarks and hate-meme remarks are obviously racist in nature that all these filthy creeps who teleport me shout into my face or intimate through sneering insults or through their stalking terrorist pig apes operating THROUGH them. I never considered myself a "victim' and this group is trying all kinds of psychological and physical attacks to keep me writing about victimization to brainwash , disfigure, literally to block every single financial avenue for my earning and then they scream at me that they are everything and I am not, while insulting how I look (because they destroyed my body, clothing, home to justify their claims and to force a status of victimization upon me, so like the rest of their minority minions who are "fighting" racism, or like in Thailand, doing all they can to appease the ingratiating condescending approval of the bigots who pay them for their obsequious bowing in deference; all I do is spend my life claiming injustice while top politicians from the "liberal" Democratic Party are participating in this torture and hate crime so they can still be in positions of fake liberal power; and I remain struggling to get my voice out like all the rest of the "victims" that are endlessly discussing how they are victimized, so they will perform their roles expected of them behaving in deference to this system if they are handed some promise of "getting out". Loving their abusers, they turn around and target me after they are completely brainwashed into this sick system by the disgusting gloating bigots who buy off their transformed into perpetrator minority minions seduced and bought out with dangling brainwashing gold-plated crap to induce them to perform the roles which keep these mediocre pig apes in to the posturing that they are superior.


Meanwhile, what I wrote of on Facebook years ago, that turned into yet another movie or tv show mysteriously (sarcasm) turned into the same theme I had written of, but made an example of the Old World Order the neo-Nazis want to create openly , and they can't wait for "Democracy" and the chance of real "Equality" under law to finally be buried and laid to rest. Not only was this concept stolen, as I propose here (and wrote about it years ago when inevitably I saw yet another post I had put on Facebook appearing in huge, bold mainstream coverage and of course --, which gained more awards, got other people extremely wealthy and "noticed" while I remain silenced in this torture situation that resembles The Handmaiden's Tale--now the  Supreme Handmaiden's Tail's journey to the Supreme Court with the "Democrats" not able to stop it (of course because the most prominent famous Dems are and have been supporting this technocratic form and version of the Handmaiden's Tale upon me with this tech, the implants,the torture apparatus to inflict all kinds of "behavior modification" upon the helpless target. The blonde feminist leader operating with fascist mafia out of Little and Big Italy is extremely disappointing in terms of any real respectability for the Democratic Party (gone Wild). DEFUNCT. TURNCOATS.


Friday, September 25, 2020

PERMANENT AND FINAL DEATH NOW TO GLOBAL STATE-SPONSORED TERRORISM, aka, "gang stalking" , which is only one small example of a global system of unified covert terrorism.


 

PERMANENT AND FINAL DEATH NOW TO GLOBAL STATE-SPONSORED TERRORISM, aka, "gang stalking" , which is only one small example of a global system of unified covert terrorism. The co-opting of Democracy is another, brought about by over 2 decades of State-sponsored terrorism which has eliminated (murdered) possible threats to this system of outright tyranny, torture, injustice and murder. The below footage is another example of this "power grab" in order to instill the surveillance state of compliance and silence. That the current fiasco in the US reveals how power plays to manipulate the "masses" and the overreach of the atrocious force of these stealth weaopns, systems and machinations to obtain MORE POWER by the Government; this is now becoming open and backed up by the millions upon millions of Americans who have, partially, watched the brainwashing propaganda they have financially backed come into real-time political reality. Thus, one can ascertain that the "conspiracy theories" are not exactly outrageous regarding State-sponsored terrorism in order to use weapons and surveillance and technocratic means to subvert true Constitutional Rights and decrees.

Millions upon millions of other examples of extra-judicial murder and confiscation remain undocumented, silenced, censored and deleted by the Domestic Terrorist Black-Ops Conglomerate, Corp., funded partially by International Infiltrator Death Squad subsidiary, GmbH, Ltd., et al. 20 years is enough of outright domestic terrorism and State-sponsored murder gangs operating with absolute immunity, under the umbrella of Homeland Security and National Security Administration.

It is far too long overdue time for domestic terrorism to be stopped dead.

These corrupt robotic greedy sleazy leaders and media puppetwhores controlled by insidious and vile evil dead-in- spirit puppet masters MUST BE REPLACED BY LIVING, LOVING, RESPECTFUL OF NATURE AND OF LIFE PUNDITS, POLITICIANS, ACTORS AND RESPONSIBLE CIVILIANS.

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TIME TO DIE--Electric Wizard

This barren earth defiled by man
Raped & tortured, yeah whatever man
Hatred, greed & misery
Is this to be, our foul destiny?
I wanna scream but I'm sick, this world inherited by the weak
But I don't care what you say all the flowers turned to black and died anyway...
It's Time To Die
Wake up baby it's time to die
Wake up children it's time to die, no more time to cry
This world is dead, seek your own way
I've a gun named Oblivion that'll take all the pain away
All our pain away...Yeah
It's Time To Die
We're all shadows in the darkness
Wake up baby it's time to die, I said
Wake the children it's Time To Die
It's time to die...DIE!!
Maybe I'm already dead.......

We're all shadows in the darkness


Two words I made-up after all my years of being teleported to various leaders and celebrities: Demorepuglican and Demorepuglicrats. NOW...I have put a copyright on this blog and if these words are used by anyone else I hope I can prove and prosecute Intellectual Property Theft.

I wrote a comment on YouTube today, and realized that all my writing is under surveillance/hacking and ideas, the types of words I use which some of the thieves regurgitate into their commentary--now it's on YouTube as my focus has been on politics instead of the celebrity movie fodder (I just heard this word used today on videos that appeared and then increased into a cascade of appearances until I  finally clicked on the subscribe button--this is so hard to pound down and write, and then to try to explain a terrorist tactic intended to incriminate me as being paranoid schizophrenic and delusional if I relate their behavior, the terrorist psy-ops traps which have been tailored to appear as if I am technically "delusional" or all the rest of the dangerous labels. Their activities are intended to coincide with determinations of  "mental disorders" and I am at a loss to detail all exactly as it occurs. 

I tried to pound down vigorously and painfully because I have a blister by now from pounding down on the nearly inoperable spacebar---and the rest of the keys--which of course is the silencing censorship part of this racist, sexist attack upon me. Mostly white males steal my ideas so all I see are these white men who pose as being "alternative" or "liberal", which has been my major experience of "alternative" culture mostly because I am always surrounded and shepherded away from the types of people who are authentic in their behaviors. The amount of fakes representing the "Left" in the media, including the subculture media, have stolen much material from people "like me" who are not, according to "them", supposed to have a "voice"  and all these silencing tactics, including paralyzing poison, hacking and block of my internet, are part of the multiple layers of the operation to create only one voice maintained by white males and their partnering women and minority minions who are told what to say and they BELEIVE most of all because they are in denial of their real place and circumstance within this entropic system of their own ultimate demise in the larger scheme of the operation; that is the goal.

Thus, an endless array of white males having the only voice, and then the off-beat "liberal" white males or the minorities (I am referring ONLY  to those I have been teleported to and those  I have been forced around due to my awareness of this situation and my blacklisting and the COMPLICIT SILENCE OF EVERYONE ELSE, including the "alternatives" so really, although it is "wrong" to make such huge generalizations I find it impossible to deny that this is the general trend.

I really want a change in the media with original voices, not these monopolies that neverend with the same performers. This applies even moreso to Demorepuglicans who are grasping on and have been orchestrating this debacle of  "Democracy" when it comes to State-sponsored terrorism that I experience.

These white "alpha" males with their  "feminist" mostly blonde-bigot Nazi white female wives, who they appear to mostly cheat on, form a huge spectrum encompassing all sides of the seemingly bipartisan configuration of the by now inextricable partnership of the media with politicians.

 MY WORDS IF YOU READ THEM ANYWHERE ELSE THEY PROBABLY HAVE BEEN STOLEN BY THOSE INVOLVED IN THIS ENDLESS DECADE OR LONGER OF MY IDEAS BEING STOLEN BY BIGOT nAZI WHITE MALES AND THEIR ENDLESS CONCENTRIC CIRCLES OF ALL RACES, GENDERS AND POLITICAL AFFILIATIONS the greed the negativity the utter lack of inhumanity I have experienced  i multiple accidents, poisoning and torture ONE DECADE WITHOUT END BY NOW.

All fostered by the DEMOREPUGLICRATS as one singular entity.


 

I post  this video from this white male but NOT as a protest against theft but because he is well-informed and he coincides with my personal appraisal of having been teleported to actors endorsing politicians and politicians all operating within this torture and rape and murder attempt contract out on me. There is no accident that there is no real plan from this "Italian-American" politician representing the "opposition" in the House of Representatives. 

I wrote  before the incumbent that the readers are "do-nothing" and Trump adopted this phrase as his own when referring to the Demorepuglicrats, his good buddies who are endorsing his shenanigans now. 

Once again today, at a place where I pay rent for something, where I am psychologically viciously attacked every single month (going on years paying monthly for a motorbike rental at the same "business") I experienced the ravages of severe "mind control" and the psychological ploys to lure the target. Today you read about me as the target. Today you don't know that YOU are a target too. I could not fend off the brain-altering and mood/emotional shift brought on and the inserted subliminal words that I could not stop saying to hostile enemies as I laughed and my actions were entirely not my own my words were forced and I could not discern that it was happening while it was happening. Even though I knew beforehand, the thought that I had to be cautious literally was wiped out of my brain/mind. You may think this is happening to me and not to you in this case, many of you are too brazen in thinking that you are secure. I repeat that I could not begin to "think" about how I was being controlled even though I knew it was going to happen beforehand, and I could not stop the attack or my reaction or the forced words or behaviorisms brought upon by this tech/drugging interface. How many of you, with all circumspect awareness blocked out by your lack of caution, are being even more controlled than I am in seriously dangerous situations where you feel comfortable and relaxed , artificially so, around seriously deadly predators out to steal, rob, rape or destroy you?

 Since this keyboard is nearly inoperable, and I have had to buy so many items that were destroyed by terrorist stalkers this month (and every month) I have no more money until next month. I rewrote  the title which is almost like a mini-paragraph. My brain right now is under heavy fire from their tech. The keyboard of course is like pounding down on cement.


If I write anything it is going to be stolen, even some vocabulary words I use that are not part of the more common dialogue can be stolen.  


Writing about how my ideas or phrases, words and concepts are stolen puts me at jeopardy of being labeled negatively and thus it would be self-incriminating until there is some system put in place to help targets corroborate their claims.  It is too hard to write now. I have injured my thumb pounding down as hard as I can on this plastic key. 


How many years longer must I wait for any system to be put in place where I can get assistance in providing evidence for what has been foisted on me with this pernicious tech and these terrorists who are fighting now for a power grab of supremacy. I am searching for posts or videos on the actions that adversaries of this current "crisis of Democracy" which has been a stealth and fully supported action by the population at large for most of my life. Suddenly people are shouting that there is something wrong. .They never shouted this when they saw me under attack by "stalking" terrorists and their organization. 

Thursday, September 24, 2020

3-day United States Post Service mail, Priority, trackable, costs $10. Most voters have $10 to spare to pay to vote by registered, trackable mail.

 I just today published this post on Facebook. From the hours yesterday of scanning the endless male YouTube commentators, who "cherry-picked" information, I saw no reference to various options offered by the undoubtedly beleaguered United States Post Office service.  Regardless, do not be daunted by the current YouTube and media circus explosion regarding voting. Vote by Priority Mail, the site offers a trackable, authenticated 3-day mailing service for as much money as a person might pay for 2 Big Mac burgers, which is the standard that the respected (by some) magazine The  Economist gauges certain currencies and consumer price indexes and those sorts of economic scales.


The post, copied now, was hacked, partially rewritten and obscured but not by much. The keyboard is absolutely blocked from typing except through pounding with all strength possible on each key the letters lag in appearing--I can't fix all the typos of the copied post but it is readable, or was when I last proofread it:


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A 3-DAY PRIORITY MAIL DELIVERY AT THE UNITED STATES POST OFFICE, THROUGHOUT THE UNITED STATES, COSTS $10.

YOUR MAIL-IN BALLOT, PRIORITY MAIL, AT $10, WILL BE TRACKABLE WITH DELIVERTY CONFIRMATION ONLINE.

Whomsoever is concerned about mailing in ballots has not researched this option. I suggest that there would be back-up of mail deliveries if this option were utilized by millions of mail-in voters. VOTE EARLY USE THIS OPTION ENSURE YOUR VOTE IS DELIVERED.

(All internet sources can be hacked, information can be rewritten on templates of "official" sites even the USPS. Not a conspiracy theory as the hacking I experience demonstrates this every single day.)

At this point in history, a person in the United States is RELATIVELY safe from such outlandish hacking crimes to divert accurate information. As times goes on, if this system of stalking, surveilling, targeting and hacking intrusion is not STOPPED COMPLETELY this WILL BE YOUR FUTURE OF MAIL-IN BALLOTS. I dare to suggest that it is currently happening not merely to ME as a target, but that it has been established and will happen in the upcoming election. This type of block of access will become more established in the future for many more people. I do not know if the outcome of this upcoming election will make any real difference in terms of this block to accurate reporting on websites, hacking exposure, criminal obtrusion of intellectual property and of business for those the terrorist criminals in power want to eliminate from all chances of having financial and political power (absolute destruction of all).

Do not wait for any political party to stop this terrorist operation against freedom of speech, freedom of movement, privacy of internet, stable government-run mail and other offices, and the entire gamut of all I have described in these years of silenced messages and posts on the internet that reach only a small, limited number of hacker/readers and are blocked to the full extent of internet readership--to the applause of many and most of you.

I do not expect Biden or Harris to "stop" targeting, internet hacking surveillance from government contractors using this military-grade "mind control" torture apparatus I am affixed into. I think I stand, and you out there who are being and will become targets now andi in the future, to not wait for "them" to deliver you from your lack of action on this matter.
Now hacking precludes more typing I end here with a quote from the USPS on how easy a 3-day priority mail service is:

"Priority Mail® service includes tracking and delivery in 1-3 business days1. Check delivery time estimates on the Priority Mail Delivery Map. Priority Mail Flat Rate® lets you ship packages up to 70 lbs to any state at the same price."

https://www.usps.com/ship/priority-mail.htm


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Wednesday, September 23, 2020

Another permanent damage caused by "non-lethal weapons" aimed at my body. Implants or murder tech possibly can kill you too, yes you too!


 


I realize that writing about physical violence makes many of the hacker/readers happy, as many, many people are energized, sexually enthused and delighted by torture. This is why there is almost no exposure about these weapons in the mainstream media or even in alternative culture. People wait in line to be next to use these "unexposed" weapons against me. When people follow me around in stores, I see the shiny reflective surfaces of hormones exuding from their faces, as their bodies change chemical structure once they press those buttons of their concealed "non-lethal" weapons and suddenly, as they approach with the signature greased up glowing smile of malevolence and schadenfreude: I feel my heart (artificially) pounding as the weapons begin to exert deadly force upon the contractions of my heart muscles. Once I get out of a certain distance from the person I "know" is carrying portable "non-lethal"  weapons, my heart begins to calm down. 


The damage is to my eyes. This group, under the direction of one of the foreign fascist Nazis who has been exerting devastation to my body, life and finances through this organization, this mafia Italian sick thug who has used gangs and teams including the H-wood mafia/Nazi-organized "A-list" actor team (with literally millions of eagerly willing participants in all countries)-- began this one out of by now countless physical attacks designed to maim, cripple, make my body crooked and scarred up, they also cut out part of my uterus, I think it was part of my fallopian tube that was severed and came out, back in 2014 or 2015 after I fought to get one of the actors off me, who did not stop attacking me for the next 6 years and was forced to stop only in the last 6 months--only to be replaced by mafia out of Brooklyn making disgusting comments using the Voice-to-skull technology. But these attacks are being ordered in a succession of one violent murdering abuser after the next, as the attacks accrue on my body; this attack which has been ongoing daily since 2012 has been and still is at this moment, tears streaming down my face for over years every single day. That began in 2012. Today and this exact moment tears have sprung in my eyes due to remote attack on my tear ducts and eyes. The skin under my eyes is ravaged from this onslaught of acidic liquid content. Damaged permanently. The attacks go on every single day. The technology also makes my sinuses endlessly blocked, as the same system of eyes and nose are simultaneously under this attack technology. The microchip in my throat, besides causing permanent damage to my voice, is remotely pulsed so the sphincter muscles close off at random times. Sometimes when I get up and I must exert a small fraction of energy to move, this muscle is constricted by the remote operation and it is shut firmly, thus any air in the trachea is blocked and that makes an ugly noise. They block off this muscle when I am trying to sing, and I used to be in chorus before this operation (procedure) created this implant--happened when I was 14 and  I initially was against this procedure, and the manipulators surrounding me who are still profiting off having me used as this specimen for experimental torture/rape/MKUTRA/technological slavery and control were absolutely keen to convince me that I MUST have this surgery. Under the drugging, the target can so easily be pressured to participate, upon consent, in activities or "medical" treatments that are designed to implant or destroy them, as targets. I write this (pounding down as usual on the malware hacked keyboard) to the readers as a WARNING that your physical and mental destruction can be constructed using first drugging and then unnecessary procedures whereby microchip implants are non-consensually implanted into your unwitting body against your knowledge and awareness.


I also have this blocking of the muscles while I am sleeping, so I am startled awake as the throat is blocked from all air passage. It makes an ugly, nasty noise. This also is part of the discrediting facet of the technology. It makes the target sound like some obscene animal while they are sleeping or moving, with something like disgusting "snorting" noises that are imposed by the blockage of the larynx. My vocal chords also are affected.

But my eyes are damaged permanently by years of tears being forced out of my eyes. The skin on my cheeks feel like someone has rubbed sandpaper on them, the skin is permanently damaged from 9 years of tears being forced out of my eyes. My eye sight has diminished so badly that when this began, I needed no glasses to read. Now the prescriptions are increasing and I cannot see clearly at all. The skin directly under my eyes is thin and brittle, and every single day I am wiping my eyes, I use a method of gargling to clear my nasal passages but the tech is somehow aimed into my body/brain and tears, watery sinuses are the norm every single day. Damage that has become permanent to my eyes, the  skin under my eyes and the skin on my face because tears have been artificially induced to pour on my skin hour after hour by people who have also had me nearly killed multiple times in accidents, have tried to murder me with poisoning and then pumping the poison as deeply as possible with literal rape while I was unconscious and in the MK ULTRA "alter" unconscious "sleep" state, while my body was twain in the teleportation and then also pumped via rape. I am being extremely direct in writing about their crimes against me. I consider them as the guilty and not the victim--me--as being in any way reprehensible or responsible for these actions against me. The teleportation is a crime of "opportunity" rather than any  blame cast upon me. 


I wait for a change of political power from the decades of presidents and politicians covertly and fully supporting these activities--in the last few years I have been teleported to some of them and I strongly urge people who want a society where they do not have to worry about clinical procedures and the possibility of being murdered by implants, microchipped unaware as they lay in a anesthetized state--or murdered.

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I consider the "accidental" death of Joan Rivers to be such an operation of covert assassination. While she was anesthetized and laying dying on the operation table, one of the medical team members had a selfie made with her dying in the background. That is a signature gloating murder antic, of smiling with the symbolic "thumbs up" while their torture victims is laying dead or dying. See interview above for details.


As for this one of the last interviews with Ms. Rivers, she describes that high-level actresses "make $28 million per picture". When I think of the "A-list" actors who have tortured me to obtain ideas about what feminist, or sociopolitical theories I have studied apply to their despicable and sick and demented and disgusting torture and terror and disfigurement tactics, and their personal behavior when they teleport me as a group or individually; as I have to throw away bags of items that the terrorist proxy stalkers break in my filthy and toxic microstudio they have forced upon me, every month bags of clothing I must throw away due to the spraying of putrid and foul liquids sprayed on furniture, blankets, clothing, shoes, the air, my hair, my skin, my orifices (including fungus inserted into my ears along with my hair and vagina, plus my food tainted with fungus--i.e. tea bags)

they "make $28 million" according to Rivers from these movies. They follow the terms of this racist, injustice and defamation discrediting contract out on me, funded and supported by fascist Nazi European white males, enforced by Black rappers, black anti-racist activists, white #Me Too! Feminists, et al. If and when I am asked, under hypnosis, whether I "like" their tv shows, movies, talk shows, political commentary shows, music, songs, performances and in this  "truth serum" hypnotized, sleeping, teleported, MK ULTRA state I tell the truth of my opinion without phrasing the words into political correct padded sentiment, they threaten me, they hit me, they rape me, they order my home made toxic and a death trap to breathe in (I cannot leave open patio sliding door at night because of the mechanical arms which will open the front door for rapists and potential murdering terrorists to come in. I must seal all windows and doors with multiple layers of cheap dollar store and inexpensive hardware materials against DARPA technology they utilize (or the equivalent of DARPA robotic and mechanical arm research and surveillance technology. They can ascertain any vulnerability in all defenses I make, such as dissolving solvents when I paste  silicone on the edges of all panels of the cabinets and cracks within the borders of my room and the surrounding attack situational rooms with terrorists aiming an arsenal of surveillance and torture weaponry aimed at me, at all times.


Here in this interview, Ms. Rivers explains that some of these actors, who she cannot understand are really fascist puppets being operated by Autocratic, Totalitarian and fascist Europeans and others of their ilk and temperment throughout the world, but my personal experience has shown me Cannes and European fashion fascist personalities absolutely have control over these American "actors" who all behave towards me using the exact same torture protocols--they are indistinct from one another after a while and have absolutely zero personality indicators.

The hacking is making this impossible to type out. This is going extremely slowly like a few words per minute the letters are deleted as I type, the space bar requires pounding downwith full force on the bar


The actors are literally being programmed to kill or destroy anyone who, in their estimation, are supposed to be technologically-imposed upon "slaves" in their "New fascist World  Order" (just the Old World reinstalled nothing "new" about it except for the devastating torture and murder technology and the absolute silencing  about the breadth of the availability and usage of these torture and murder systems with subsequent silencing and denial by media and especially by these "top" "actors" now being promoted into highest ranking through awards who are being trained to MURDER using this tech, any opposition, to steal ideas from the target while remaining an obedient servant of their own fascist "handlers"--with few or no original ideas and especially regarding POLITICS but they are paid in millions to endorse candidates (through the contracts they are then handed in their schmooze deals "rubbing elbows" at their conspicuous wealth parties in H-wood).


Too hard to type any longer. They are torturing me ,and for years, after being paid in double-digit MILLIONS of dollars for the ideas they have stolen from me using torture. But the torture NEVER stops as my body is breaking irreparably and they have literally blocked my every attempt for financial security, I live on the brink of catastrophe that they keep artificially creating to keep me living in "terror". Not just no "thank you" but torture slowly to death. Their attempts to "repgrogram" me to believe that their movies or acting or personalities resemble anything I enjoy, like, respect, want to see in any form or have any decision over my life  (as to me, they behave like sleazy and disgusting and really STUPID apes with mental and emotional problems lacking in all creative and emotional and intellectual depth or capability or ability).

Can''t pound down anylonger this has  taken over 50 times longer than it otherwise would have taken to pound down.


I WAIT now nearly fervently for Biden to be officially elected, should the DemoRepuglicrats not hand over this election to their cherished leader along with the Supreme Court nomination once more.


I wait for some kind of leadership in the media that is not a part of this death system. Some of you reading my post now, and from my Facebook posts throughout all these years of writing drugged up ranting posts about torture while essentially all of you have done almost or literally NO SINGLE THING TO EVER stop these criminals. Perhaps you should stop being so complacent and of course I am always entreating readers to protect me and stop this crime against me. Perhaps people will become more "aware" of the murderous intentions of these famous politicians and media personalities as more innocent but "truthful" comedians, political commentators, journalists, actors, and individuals who are too much of a threat seem to die under questionable situations and conditions.


Shortly prior to her death (assassination): "I was just being truthful. These celebrities don't really care." (yes they  do, it will become,  and now is, a CAPITAL OFFENSE for not liking the fascist Nazi actors' media fodder (bs crap stuff).


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When I write that I wait for a political change, if Biden does win the election, if the election does not turn into a revamping of the 2000 Supreme Court decision on whether to install a president based on flawed technicalities in voting discernment *Supreme Court pick undergoing now* 

That means that administration after administration that continue to exert great influence in politics have worked to silence this situation of this torture and slow murder that they too are participating in, and all presidents all my life. All schools, universities, employment situations, all rental situations; this is by no means the "fault" or responsibility of presidents, but that the GOVERNMENT is funding and protecting and now participating in such--administration after administration--with Biden a full-fledged member of this league of injustice---but I can only hope and wait and see, as I did for  the last election. I left the United States before 2008 election because I knew that the situation for ME personally was not going to improve under that administration.  The attackers from MY  COUNTRY have had me followed and are pursuing me using this metaphysical teleportation system where I can be teleoported/transported all over the world within an instant. 

I wait for some systematic change to this death squad genocide life-long series of political administrators. The age of Biden makes no difference in his preferences, because even small children can easily be inducted and programmed into operating for this system. They are aged and mentally old children using decrepit mental systems of oppression. Taught, bought and sold into this system. I can only hope that Biden has retained some sort of youthful innocence in that he will not sponsor this State-sponsored terrorism any longer. I can only wait to see if prosecutor Kamala Harris will uphold the Law when it comes to this seemingly endless crime being paid for by the US Government against me. It may also require the determination and hopeful pressure from any people reading this who do not want to see a genocidal country covertly kill off dissenters, people who do not obey and worship the people threatening to murder anyone who they don't like, who may outperform them especially if they are not part of their sociopolitical group or a programmed minion serving and servicing their interests.


"Heat Rays", aka "non-lethal weapons" used against protestors in the tech-savvy USA, today.

 I am blasted with heat-rays every day. These are sometimes referred to as Directed Energy Weapons (DEW's). If "heat ray" technology the police in video below are using do not fall into the "DEW" category, it is not much of  a divide between the categories. This tech is being use to cause a burning sensation on my feet (also heart attack technology causes heart palpitations--which I believe has been used for covert assassinations by this terror group you all love as your icons, "friends" leaders, media "anti-sexist" "#me too" etc etc promoters. 


This form of assassination and torture is BEING PROMOTED by the aforementioned group which you all cheer on. Due to the high numbers of "normal" citizens who make up the huge bulk of these terror and murder operations (so innocently called "gang stalking" groups, which are also erroneously defined in the ersatz "gang stalking" websites. The celebrities merely "represent" the lobbies and the subversive but socialized, normalized death squad groups (that are loosely based in Europe and in other countries which have in their histories openly created genocidal, death squad cultures and societies. Now "reformed" and members of NATO, the UN, and all the other fronts of "Democracy". This is know sounds very close to a "conspiracy" "crazy" rant. I am attempting to loosely put a "label" on the foreigners I have been teleported to, who are training these American actors and the death squad groups (scattered all over the US, there is not a place in the world I have gone where  I am not immediately surrounded and under deadly attack, with lethal albeit slow poisoning forced upon me all my life in a myriad of countries, and all around the US.


Thus, the enormous numbers of people currently being trained in these "covert" death squad operations already have these "heat ray" remote weapons, which they can carry in a portable, concealed way, can be used as extra-judicial ASSASSINATIONS.

These people do not hesitate to laugh as they very excitedly attack using these weapons. All your "glamorous" movie stars, the "alternative" pundits of "liberal" change. My experience also is that famous "Progressives" are also part of this power structure and they have teleoprted me and insulted or attacked/assaulted me with their Nazi, bigot and fascist partners (in this huge group of concentric circles all forming this one universal attack organization, under various names and identifications.


See video Democracy Now, September 23, 2020 below at 10 minutes into the video:


POLICE ATTACK PROTESTORS WITH HEAT RAYS 


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These rays can cause death---they are not "non-lethal".  This is being used as "crowd control". Your celebrities and politicians are "experimenting" and being trained on me (and many unnamed, silenced others) using tech similar in scope, but not scale, as this tech on me personally. In shopping centers, in public places, these weapons can be concealed easily as predators stalk and inflict all kinds of  damage to brain functioning, heart rate, nervous system, and other vital functions.

People should be concerned instead of continuously applauding these celebrities who are being trained to create a death culture of hate, rape, slavery, plantations, and the result that is evident is catastrophic climate change because they are  too life-f**ck to understand the reality of true nature, they are so unnatural and blinded by greed, corruption and being consumer icons for the deception products and memes and concepts that they are paid to create the illusion of choice and and intellectual counterbalance.

THIS IS WHAT YOUR CELEBRITIES ARE BRINGING INTO YOUR WORLD. NOT entertainment but DEATH.



DEATH is in their every movie that is supposed to have deep substantive meaning. There is an orgy of blood sacrifice in each and every movie that is deemed of highest celebrity status in H-wood. Other countries also strive to emulate these blood sacrifice movie themes,  disguised as shoot  and kill glamour and sophistication.

What these actors are all uniting behind fascist controllers are these death systems technologically concealed, invisible, aimed at the target from high altitudes and/or carried in inobtrusive purses and bags by individual carriers walking close to the target.



This is what "they"--the actors , writers, directors I have been writing about for so many years now on Facebook, but here on this relatively new blog, I have abstained from using their names directly because they use such weapons and more to torture me.  
After years  of fighting and asking every person and group I can possibly go to for any support, I remain unprotected by these people and their lethal "non-lethal" weapons systems, and the brain-altering tech that is NEVER made publicly known except in small unknown videos that probably do not realistically represent the reality of these attack systems and the  wide disbursement to almost any person who want to go out and torture groups or individuals. 
 
I am now unable to type it takes one minute to get four words out the keyboard is really hacked into impossibility to type.

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ONCE USED IN THE MOVIES--now used by movie stars trained to be killer fascist rapist zombies by violent genocidal fascist puppet-masters handing out rewards and awards



Nota Bene: "Death Ray" technology/aka Heat Ray, was developed or conceived of by Nikola Tesla. Now Tesla (the big "celebrity" "young" and "hipster" pundit/owner) today is participating in this teleportation, torture and DEW torture  attack system on me. 


Copied from my Facebook post--which turned into a very short essay on mind programming in the media and in politics--but it is impossible to type on this hacked keyboard so it's all confuscated blocked hacked rewritten filled with spelling errors which appear after I publish--etc. All will be scrutinized by the very people I refer to indirectly here for concepts or sentences to verbatim steal.

 Again the non-stop hammering on the wall in the studio has re-commenced. This pounding, drilling that extends for hours each day has lasted a total of 6 months in the last 2 years.

Because the keyboard is now so painful to pound down on any longer, as the nighttime terrorist stalkers put an injury on my right thumb, Ican't pound down on the keys any longer.

The hammering today has gone on non-stop, literally 20 beats per minute, and there appears to be no end. THey have pounded on the walls and ceiling in the tiny microstudio beneath mine, in the past 2 years--a 8 hours a day for a total of 6 months.

When I place a complaint with the landlord, he claims that the "management" denies that any noise has occurred and that there has been no pounding or hammering.

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Just prior to all the recent awards ceremonies, my YouTube front page was littered with the actors and singers who were vying for top awards. The list of high-profile names and faces out of H-wood and those in the political sphere who have teleported or put in endless videos with triggering content continues in a non-stop frantic pace. It would require a workable keyboard to explain how this has been accomplished--as I re-read my post today I see that there appear to be few mistakes--I do backspace and correct whenever I see an inserted hack typos, but I think the hackers, as a counterintuitive attack aimed at further discrediting, are also now not putting in as many mistakes as they formerly have, or there may be some other rationale--but trust me when I write that the keyboard is like a grinding workout for my fingers and hand to the point of creating blisters and harming my bones by pounding down like this--


I want to add here, as I am not going to re-read and retype and rewrite more of this post any longer today, as the hackers delete one or two important words in sentences which through the deletion obscure meaning or change the information so the essence of the idea has been changed or deleted: one correction I only "remembered" after having gotten off this chair and out of the damaging attack of this remote brain-altering tcch,is that the name of the awards organization judges is called the Board of Governors, but that was completely blanked out of my brain--I could only access one word of the entire phrase--and this  happens often in my writing that my brain is literally jumping from the intended flow of words into a scattered representation. Also, I want to edit in that the festival (white, blonde male) has been using a system of triggering that many of these most aggressive (read "violent" ) attackers use, but because this system of triggering (to get my attention and focus on how they are stalking me when I am driving) would make me sound "delusional" and thus I cannot describe it here without risk of great discrediting.


I cannot pound down this is very painful. I just threw away a new keyboard two weeks ago. This one is now impossible to use. I am throwing away stinking shoes and lighting and clothing in huge bags at least once a week. This group has forced me to live on less than $700 a month for EVERY SINGLE THING PER month--but they are torturing me to obtain ideas for their multi-million dollar media output,their racist facade that they are "alternative" and "care" about racism is an atrocious sick joke. I see in the Emmy Award and all the other recent awards the faces smiling of the list of the many who have participated in this rape and dismemberment and torture scheme on me, which none of them will admit in any form is a crime, but instead rather they behave with the stiff hate behavior claiming that this is their entitlement--they do not use those exact words, they act the words.


This is the end of the retyping and fighting topound down. It is impossible to get this out.


 since the Emmy's were announced, the ones who were nominated have since stopped putting the videos of their boring English (country) poetry sessions with the one plastic surgery H-wood English celebrity, and a bunch off frumpy "intellectuals" reading extremely tedious lines of poetry. Her endless videos have stopped polluting my YouTube page since the Emmy's were announced. There is no respite however since there are a never-ending circuit of them appearing and it is not random YouTube search results.

They absolutely disgust me how I want to surf the internet without their rotten faces and creepy fake media personalities, which I only know are a complete fraud at this point and I only see absolutely ugly and sinister parasites they are revolting I can't get on any page without some advertisement or link to their rotten media output.


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Again the non-stop hammering on the wall in the studio has re-commenced. This pounding, drilling that extends for hours each day has lasted a total of 6 months in the last 2 years.

Because the keyboard is now so painful to pound down on any longer, as the nighttime terrorist stalkers put an injury on my right thumb, Ican't pound down on the keys any longer.

The hammering today has gone on non-stop, literally 20 beats per minute, and there appears to be no end. THey have pounded on the walls and ceiling in the tiny microstudio beneath mine, in the past 2 years--a 8 hours a day for a total of 6 months.

When I place a complaint with the landlord, he claims that the "management" denies that any noise has occurred and that there has been no pounding or hammering.

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Just prior to all the recent awards ceremonies, my YouTube front page was littered with the actors and singers who were vying for top awards. The list of high-proflie names continues in a non-stop frantic pace, but since the Emmy's the ones who were nominated have since stopped putting the videos of their boring English (country) poetry sessions with the one plastic surgery H-wood English celebrity, and a bunch off frumpy "intellectuals" reading extremely tedious lines of poetry. Her endless videos have stopped polluting my YouTube page since the Emmy's were announced. There is no respite however since there are a never-ending circuit of them appearing and it is not random YouTube search results.

They absolutely disgust me how I want to surf the internet without their rotten faces and creepy fake media personalities, which I only know are a complete fraud at this point and I only see absolutely ugly and sinister parasites they are revolting I can't get on any page without some advertisement or link to their rotten media output.


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It is impossible to concentrate to write well also while my brain is likewise under technological attack. I can feel it with the dizziness, inability to "remember" what I was going to type. Getting lost in tangents in the middle of sentences I am fighting to pound down. I would like to write more but I am being completely silenced by these attacks; censored. The actors and some of the political commentators, i.e on Facebook, whose faces appear and keep popping up although I have not subscribed--my words verbatim repeated--words I have barely managed to type out as I sit in drugged paralyzed sickness . I can't fight to pound down any longer

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When I wrote of this actor/director who runs an "alternative" (to H-wood) movie festival, the blonde white male---many actors, writers and people involved with this hate crime of teleportation (they all demand to know why I think what they are doing--all felony crimes--raping, torturing, dismembering, stealing, and many other crimes ON A DAILY BASIS FOR YEARS--but they all demand me to answer what my problem is with their behavior--then torturing me for not saying they are fantastic actors, their movies that they steal concepts from me are just incredible--that I have no legal "rights' whatsoever and that what they are doing is no crime at all. This is just a fraction of one percent of the huge sweep of the hate crime methodology of dehumanization and slow murder. My point also is that this white male has created this myth this this "alternative" festival is more open-minded than the friends and cohorts he participates in this crime against me put out as more H-wood mainstream "award" winning stuff. He has absolutely embraced this teleportation, rape and violence situation upon me and has been involving people who steal ideas from me after and before non-stop torture in his festival of "alternative" media (that didn't "make" the cut for the big-time propaganda awards season circuit). I am very vaguely describing not merely a sociopath participating in an ongoing (decade) hate crime of non-ending violence aimed at me with his friends benefiting in millions of dollars for the torture-to-obtain ideas out of me, but also that like in politics, there is little opposition to this extremely fascistic organization that has created a false dichotomy of oppositional forces representing a "multi-cultural" society.


Monday, September 21, 2020

INTERMISSION. The interlude. Prelude to a War Cry. Burn in Hell and get out of Jail, two dichotomies coexisting in my future paradise. Raise Hell, wishing well spell.

 To combine an unworldly vocal range, with guitar scales and tremulous pitch 

Feigning to play dead with The Rich.

Withered cascade of descending coils

The Serpent's hovel a cheap, wasted spoil.


WAR CRY

cry baby cry

he wrote the lyrics to exactly WHY

from you heathens I must quickly FLY

into the Gates of Hell you FRY.




RAISE HELL--OUTWORLD

INCREDIBLE guitar licks, vocals 

The Interlude awaits your evil life descent into the ABYSSS get thee hence demonsz KKK SS



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Here are the real lyrics from artists above (all music and poetry extremely POWERFUL--and made in the USA). I can only pound out a few words now, there is a blister on my right thumb from the hackers blocking the keypad so I must pound down with literally all my hand and arm strength to get anything out. The words from someone else will suffice. I am first and foremost impressed by the musicianship, and then after being somewhat awed by the experience of listening to the guitar lighting up the aural spectrum, the singer impressive and expressive, the lyrics which are at most times not discernable, upon looking up the lyrics I discover that I have found an outlet for the concept of the eternal fight for Freedom.

War Cry Lyrics

Here's to the mindless
Vacant and spineless
Forever hollow, they follow and feign

Cheers to our leaders
Slick elevated zeros
Packaged and plastic, they dance for the herd

Here's to your boxes
Your paradoxes
Grasping at freedom, you buy a shiny cage

Here's to religion
A world built upon exclusion
Scarred by illusion, you'll always obey

And as I walk through the filthy streets
Where all I loved has died
I'll raise my voice here into the sky
Now hear my War Cry

[Chorus again:] And as I walk...-------------------------------
RAISE HELL--OUTWORLD (lyrics)Towers climb through the breathless grey...Soon we burn As the businessmen feed Truth and beauty bleed As they poison the well Raise hell\ Hear them whipping the slaves Singing Jesus saves You invented the cage Raise hell Writhe in the fire... Burn Those that suckle the reigns Buy and copulate You've got fashion for brains Raise hell Writhe in the fire... Burn
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perhaps I overestimate this band. They may be Nazis singing about Freedom for worshipping Satan, as all the members of the cheerleading squadron in the pit are putting up the Satanic pledge hand signs. I interpret in my naivetee about such songs. Heavy Metal often has lyrics about Satan and freedom, meaning undoing restrictions to Satanic worship, which I would not be against if blood sacrifice were a huge integral component of that religion or social club, whichever you may want to associate it as. It is a social prestige club, many of the Whorewood actors appear to absolutely be unbelieving Satanists out to impress with their evil deeds to their malignant beneficiaries who then promote them into the higher circles of the lower depths...
I cannot change the format  of this post, the underlining and the huge gaps are due to the copying of the lyrics which completely altered the format and I am unable to stop the huge paragraph blocks of empty space. I could undo the underlining though but I won't this appears to add some huge over-stated effect onthe appearance!!! I do not subscribe to any Satanic meanings that may be integral to these videos. When so many talk of Freedom they often mean freedom to break the law, (meaning commit violent crimes, rape, kill, steal and rob and not let others get up in society so they can be on top of their respective piles--that kinda freedom, which is no freedom but it is free dumb indeed. Probably what these dudes playing and swinging swooshing their hair intend is the freedom to ....do something other than what I want to interpret this as--the freedom to live in peace without oppressors imposing their narrow and offensive confining structures into my very free and happy real and true inner state and my outer paradise which they keep stealing and destroying. That emotion of release and freedom draws me to this band, but I think they may mean something completely ulterior and perhaps Satanic. Often these are secret words, hints, societies that know the passwords to unlock the exoteric meaning.  I am the outsider interpreting upon superficial words and the "hope" for a better world without the restrictions of the Dark Ones imposing their hells.
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