Friday, November 5, 2021

I INFLUENCED A SCENE IN A BLOCKBUSTER H-WOOD MOVIE! My 1.666 minutes of Fame! The MATRIX 4 (trailer) : YELLOW RUBBER DUCK SCENE with Keanu Reeves was INSPIRED BY ME.

"THE MATRIX 4 Trailer (4K ULTRA HD) 2021"

*Please note that hackers have altered this post below and removed commas, other grammar. I am really too tired of backspacing and correcting my already written posts to go over this again as I don't know how much the terrorists will remove once I repost after spending more time correcting. So I leave it like a kind of badly grammatical stream but just try to get through it.





 Only 13,334 minutes left for my Andy Warhol quota of Fame left unless I break the mold of normalcy for normal people, which I am not one of "those".


"I've had dreams which aren't just dreams." says the "triggered" confused, not-yet-superman protagonist to the worried therapist in a session. The beginning of The Matrix 4 trailer. Eerie music like metal being tweaked pronounces the Matrix in a tunnel of entrance into never-never-land until you pop the correct color pill. 


The next scene or thereafter is of the actor Reeves with a yellow rubber duck on his head, sitting in a mental gestation in his bathtub with San Francisco stunning views in the bay windows of his apparently not-inexpensive SF apartment or condo. 

How is this yellow rubber duck associated with me and how does it play into the Matrix?

Well, good thing the theoretical "you", the ever-watchful Big Brother all-seeing eye asks in the silence of your surveillance and hacking potentialities for interpersonal terrorism and all the nefarious deeds that entails in all the unfolding petals of the fleur du mal that you all have obtained your poppy opium high from all these years reading my posts and belonging to this terror organization which for many is akin to getting the highest high and for many others it's the lowest worst low trip ever.

I have two yellow rubber duck toys in my bathroom. Keanu Reeves has been just one of the rotating, revolving circus of celebrities teleporting me and following the protocols. One thing he said to me that stands out is that he said, "The only thing I like in your apartment is your rubber duck." ...and voila! He included it and I suspect the yellow rubber duck was his own personal trigger to remind him of the caught-between dimensional state that he has partaken in when it comes to my trauma-based not multi-dimensional teleportation trauma-based endless "film series" of "dark web" purport of "experimentation" but more it's interrogation sadistic gestation of a future world of sadistic exploitation. That is the Matrix that the celebrities have partaken in. I suspect when they treat each other to the teleportation that they have the most sensual sexual orgiastic revelries possible. For those they want to eliminate, it's being used as a terror and torture Matrix with no keys and no master teachers offering any solace or clairvoyant advice.


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I definitely will see this movie and look forward to it, unlike most of the drivel that perpetually is being cranked out. It's not for the acting although what I saw of Reeves' acting was impressive and the special effects and what appears to be the plot is intriguing enough to have drawn me in. That is unusual. I will have to see what Ms. and Mr. Wachowski have brewed up for the latest version of this sage. Hopefully not to much pyrotechnic CGI warfare scenes which I think ruined the last few Matrix's in the series. 

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P.S. A personal note in B-flat to Keanu Reeves. Dear KR: if you don't like anything in my terror surveillance torture and rape chamber that I have been living in as a recluse and torture victim all these years of asking people for help, except for the one item of a yellow rubber duck which I keep in my bathroom to prop up the tiny scrub brush I use to clean my fingers and nails--because terrorists spray fungus on anything that is wet and touches the surface that is flat of every item in the bathroom so I must have an air flow on all and everything (almost).  I urge you to please consider the following:

I have had to cover every crack, tile and panel of this room to block the terrorists you relied upon to teleport and traumatize me and support me and ask questions and etc etc because they have been doing things like destroying my body, helping terrorists to break into my room while I am unconscious who rape and disfigure and partially dismember me nightly, and etc. All the walls and floors and everything is covered with dollar store products and I could not even choose the look that I wanted to create what should have been a much nicer room, but terrorists ALSO spray brown goo  onto everything. The walls, floors, furniture and all has a brown stain permanently attached to all so there is only a browning-yellow hue to the otherwise what should have been bright colors of the colorful paper I glued and pasted with decorations onto the walls and floor. I covered the floor with various kinds of materials at least 4 times and terrorists used knives to slash them all. I can't use any closet space in this room because terrorists spray such stinking substances into the enclosed spaces that keeping clothing or items in anything enclosed is a certain stink death for these materials that I must constinuously throw away. Therefore my terror/torture/abuse/teleportation surveillance chamber is cluttered because all I use for my life is stored in various spaces along the floors, behind object, in boxes, etc .I try my best to live in some decent way but also note that every time I leave terrorists pour into my room and destroy my belongings, spray more stinking substances, break more items, make things ripped, torn and shredded so they are in threads, stained browning is yellow, the stains and stink are chemically treated so they never come out. 

All of this you relied upon to get your iconic yellow rubber duck prop for your movie and however you are using it to represent the victimized status of a mentally and dimensionally dislocated, multi-dimensional space/time vortex traveler that your movie has glorified but your cohorts have turned into a macabre example of the degradation of all that science could ever promise to uplift in the human experience.

If I were not besieged like this, I probably would have a shiny, happy colorful healthy living space and perhaps would not have this rubber duck in my bathroom even. I bought it to bring a sense of brief happiness in the filth that the terrorists have poured into my bathroom and continue to spew into my bathroom every single day. It is utterly disgusting. The effect of the rubber duck has worn off just a bit due to daily ceaseless onslaught of this situation which you helped only briefly one time and then have, like all your peers participating in this contract, allowed to go on while you used me for whatever you could get to enhance your own career and symbolic representation with zero compensation for me or for my ideas or for what you have obtained or just out of the goodness of human concern and compassion for other people you have done nothing to alleviate this terror torture for me but you used my rubber ducky as a prop to put yourself into a kind of silly quizzical mode in a solitary shot of yourself dipping into a realm somewhere between silliness and the Twilight Zone. Millions of dollars for you out of scenes such as this which would reach into the hearts of many people who feel that yearning for the brief little joys of childish delight in toys and silliness in the midst of terror and forces to terrifying and potentially destructive to all life. 

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It's not that rubber ducks are so unique, but rarely used in combination with a confused multi-dimensional traveler who is caught between a red and blue zone of life and death and the eventual rescue of the entire planet. You...Keanu Reeves, by using this symbol of confused victim caught in the throes of exigent forces but having the pluck to remain stuck to the material joys of having a toy--You've made money off the image of my rubber duck for this film and I remain here with not enough money to survive, left in the same space of desperation that your friends in H-wood are exploiting while you have gone on your "happy" way getting paid and promoted for this "borrowing" of the rubber duck image.

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p.s. to the nebulous readers of this blog post: the situation with Keanu Reeves and this rubber duck story has been reduced to a more nebulous tone than what actually transpired. The violence is not mentioned that was directed at me, because I only used the more euphemistic term, "he followed all the protocols" but then some as well...should I elaborate? I have written of this before, I think it was last year it happened just before the pandemic took hold, around December 2019, this juncture of yet another perpetrator attacking me out of H-wood and this current post. The situation remains like the revolving circus sadistic psycho story of a rich and famous celebrity inflicting their fantasies of torture and violence and usurpation and abuse upon me, and then they steal my concepts in whatever form they can or want to, go off using that for their own promotion (by now the list is so long and I have tried to write of all the thefts of my concepts all these years but I am more tortured and they keep just getting away with all these crimes while I remain non-stop tortured slowly to death living in fith and squalor that I mentioned above--never caused by myself but by this organization and these wealthy people continue this slow death-by-filth operation. They continue to profit off the concepts they steal off me, even if used for a brief moment in a film it is a good touch to a scene of someone slipping in sanity or pondering existence in an abstract existential way before all the bloodshed of the violent film reaches it's inevitable climax which these films, and these celebrities, always achieve in these terror contracts heaped upon me. The wonder and little touches of contact with charming humor that they use in these films that are stolen from me that they then destroy or help to crush within me and my environment they certain pack into their "art" to make themselves appear as such charming, innocuous good-hearted kindly folk.

Yet I will nevertheless watch this film and it looks like it will be a bit of entertainment. I didn't want more high tech death war scenes which the trailer promises to input to a high degree as usual. I think it will be a good film, Keanu Reeves shows that he will perform well. He is a good actor. He defended me one time as well against a German Nazi who had raped and then began hitting me in an ever-increasing frequency after asking me for my ideas. But then he succumbed to following the protocols and did something akin but not so physically violent. Oh well, so much for learning from sci fi roles about finding individuality under the stress and duress of technocratic programmed matrix society....





Fighting and being an activist with a drink or a joint in your hand, and retiring in splendor when you can hold a drink in your hand in your back yard and watch as your children must fight for survival but you are okay so you condemn them.

 "Kyrsten Sinema TAUNTS Protesters Who Demonstrate at Wedding She’s Officiating". The Humanist Report. November 3, 2021.




"For Better Or Worse: Kyrsten Sinema Comes to Bisbee". Lone Protestor. October 24, 2021.  





I'm so proud of the 6 or so "White" Arizonians who protested Sinema's collusion with corporate money making her bankrupt the Build Back Better Legislation ---. I know my family which lives in that area will NEVER make any waves against the wealthy and complacent. They live comfortably in the burbs with swimming pools and would never do anything to jeopardize their comfortable living standards. When the technology surpasses the numbers of people protesting government malfeasance true tyranny will be enacted in the United States. There will be no more need for "liberal" actors/celebrities or news anchor distractors. Of course even in a tyranny they will still be extremely useful to distract and will remain in the same place they are now. In fact, the very same people who are "famous" now would theoretically remain in place as societies saviors and "liberals" spouting vitriol against their private places friends the dark money donors and their ilk (all partying at mansions in Beverly Hills).
But my family--formerly anti-War protestors now happily ensconced in the suburbs where they live in tenuous fear and try as much as possible to "hide" their Jewish identities or present themselves as operators of vicious violence with warm smiles of complacent submission to fascist Nazis who are their neighbors. My mothers house is adorned with various symbols of "Illuminati" stuff just to let the hood of upper class wealth in Scottsdale understand that she is not a threat. Now she would never protest anything but does make various "feminist" and "liberal" points of political view known on her Facebook page. Sighing with relief she always claims that she "fought so hard (getting drunk at Hippie parties and passing joints around and discussing the Vietnam war and passing joints around at protests and having lunch-ins with her "feminist" friends and that was the extent of her "fighting so hard" during her "counter-culture" years which she claims makes her almost a martyr for causes on the "liberal" front. So goes the rest of the Baby Boomers, Generation X, whatever "my" generation is supposed to be called (I am right on the cusp of Boomers and whatever came next I'm not sure what coinable name was given to it). Now they rampage and rail against me for not wearing "conservative" clothing and rush to defend the Nazi fascist Mafia rapists and abusers--"they" meaning my formerly hippie "anti-war" family--and they rush to protect the rapists and fascists and Nazis. It's such a "minority minion" thing to do. Such is the current zeitgeist for those who in their "wild years" spent some time "fighting" for justice so in their more "comfortable, Normal" years they can stop protesting and enjoying the barbecues in their nice suburban back yards with swimming pools.

Teleportation Journal: A new chapter for this blog, another facet of years of trying to "document" under drugged up hysteria the tortures being turned into a circus spectacle/witch hunt for the criminal terrorists. Already hacking is preventing me from typing clearly. No doubt as I write this my brain is and will continue to be stymied from memory and function by terrorist "mind control" censorship.

 This will be a recount of the travesty of the nasty that the terrorist celebrities are inflicting upon me. I should have done this a long time ago. I was told by more highly-educated folk that keeping a journal of dreams or thoughts is essential and important. I think they meant that they had been instructed by their own "handlers" to tell me this so my trauma-based mind control experience could be further documented for the experimental research logs and files. I suspect that the tortures that are without cease imposed upon me are also intended for this very purpose, to block all support for me and leaving me only written testament which is abruptly IGNORED by all yet retained for some kind of record for research and calculation into how to more aptly manipulate and control human beings using this insidious multifaceted system (that includes people observing who are being mind controlled to do nothing and just enjoy watching it all go down, feeling of course joyous that they are "entitled" and that they can covertly participate in a witch hunt/torture and otherwise violent situation where they have no threat of legal repercussion while appearing to be ostensibly following the law and being a good citizen).


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It was a French woman wearing some kind of fashionable garb with her hair swooped up on the right side of her knob, huge gilded or studded with probably rhinestone earings, three on one side. Brownish hair. Rushing at me yelling about something but I could not understand it. Filled with the fascist posturing of trying to control me in a Nazi version of the French form. Her words were unintelligible her accent was slurry. Prior to that I had been in some situation but my memory is blurry at this point on what had happened. I had been invited somewhere and people were beckoning and welcoming me in, only to attack me once I "accepted" the invitation. 

This type of snare is one of the most ubiquitous forms of the terrorist network: smiling invitations, warm handshakes, welcoming into their traps. Once inside, snarling hate, fascist poses, rip-offs and other nastier forms of attack begin immediately. Always happening unexpectedly. Their favorite version of attack is always to come from behind, symbolically or otherwise. Teleportation makes for an excellent use of attack because your vision can be absolutely manipulated and they can physically assault or rape you from behind, from oblique angles, or directly in front of you while your vision is blurred or you are in a blackened hypnotic state just "waking up" out of the trance--while sleeping and being teleported. Completely vulnerable. They are completely violently sleazy and disgusting in almost every situation but like all parasites, every vulnerability is exploited and there is the endless assumption that this makes for prime preying and assumption of power and power to the people who can usurp as much as possible without getting punished for it. Their paradigm, not mine and not in the concept of Democracy as I have been trained to believe that it should have been installed into society. (Hacking once more is making this nearly impossible. Keys won't appear when I pound down because the keyboard is so stiff I must literally pound down with all my hand and nearly arm strength--etc etc )

They beckoned me in, and then once I was "shunned" this fascist French skank began yelling something I could not understand at me. This was outdoors at this point as I was leaving the place where they had first invited me in, only to reject me. My choice subconsciously was to get away from these creeps. Of course, they block every passage and use every means of forcing themselves upon me even though I want nothing to do with any of them in real life or in teleportation. As she began yelling at me I blacked out and the next thing I knew I was body-slamming her and ready to fight her physically. Of course, the creeps always have back-up and I am ALWAYS alone, so a male stood within a foot glaring at me as I was instructed under this hypnotic state (while deep asleep, teleported, sick from detox and after years of torture and duress with no support system at all times everywhere on the planet). I then kept a short distance from her and told her that her English was very bad and she was incompetent to perform this task (the words just came out, maybe they had been input into my brain by the terrorists?). She spoke in hateful words "My English is very fine" and I began to menace her again and wanted to fight her because instinctively I think of such people are expletives and want them really to be destroyed (literally). As she backed away in confusion I blacked-out and was awoken in the dead of night, black skies outside, and slightly remembered this dream thinking in disgust as usual that I have to undergo these creepazoids every night while sleeping. 

I was then teleported to the actors who have been at the forefront of this terror teleportation, torture, mutiliation, slow murder contract with expectations of being handed some kind of universal control over H-wood or the media if they use mind control, brainwashing, torture, concept/art/information extraction so the empty and meaningless parasites can present themselves to the world as being heroic rescuers of society (the female at this point has sucked so much ideology about feminism and domestic violence that her many films espousing herself as some kind of defender for women --notice it's really only for Nazi and blonde and fascist women and of course women like me are "supposed" to be maimed, disfigured, bloated, crooked, raped without end, abused, suffocated with cleaning up their filthy shit, abused, tortured, kept out of society, kept out of a career, with them being put into lead "female" positions in the realm of the white-male purview. ).

The male has been obtaining contracts and awards ever since obtaining this entrance into endless profit and promotion by exploiting me and this contract.

They were laying face-to-face on a bed. Her red-smeared huge lips were in a grimacing smile of complicity with the male who stared at her lovingly. They were not touching but emotionally were paired in an emotional embrace of fellowship into this ring of power dark empire that has put them into this position of promises of power if they just continue to misuse technology. Oh how the fascist Nazi networks of the world love this couple and follow their every mishap and divorce scandal where she appears to be claiming she is fighting against domestic violence and fighting for female power (ideas she only began to blah blah blah out once she began to abuse, torture and rape-enable with this host of men who have performed rape in front of her and she and her hubby have watched me get raped and disfigured, mutilated, maimed and abused non-stop ever since).

I am extremely tired of pounding down right now but this is the gist of this depiction for today. I should have been writing these sick and stupid asinine teleportation skit details for years but maybe I was under hypnosis and instructed not to do so.

I detoxed last night a chunk of hardened pieces that have left me feeling exhausted and sick and my body remains bloated, crooked and sick and decaying from the remnants that remain hard and encrusted into my spine and into my flesh I have spent more than a decade fighting to get this poison out while this couple mentioned above (Pitt/Jolie) have exploited and tortured me along with a rotation team of other celebrities and politicians and have never helped me to obtain health care and have blocked it in fact from my access. I still, after all these years, deal with their violence while fighting to heal from CIA mind control/hardening poisons without the health care I need or a way to exercise as I see my body just decaying and dying from stress and from muscle atrophy. If these greedy, selfish b-tards would just be forced to each contribute (by force, it would have to be) a mere $200 each per month so I could pay to live in a decent home with a private swimming pool (cost per month $1000 here in Phuket). But no, they must conform to the fascist protocol, they believe they owe me nothing. Their mentor Danny Moynihan who literally stole verbatim my writings and words and passed them around to people like THEM and others out of this ever-widening circle of celebrity pop stars, singers, rappers, professors, intellectuals, tv news anchors, etc and all of them are instructed and eagerly follow this "dictate" that they owe me nothing but more abuse, more hateful sneers, more joyous insults as they laugh and giggle at the ease to which they get away with these crimes using these various terrorist technologies undoubtedly being passed around with the gratified sanction of Homeland Security, or the CIA ,or the NSA, or their off-shoot "Dark money" sponsors,  probably under some "anti-terrorism" funding. They give nothing and have stolen not just my ideas but my life essence my health my cat my home my body and they believe that I am not "supposed to" complain about it. That I have ZERO human rights and they are told that they are the burgeoning and new power structure and the new "elite" which is replacing the old guard which has been promulgating this system and retain their power positions up until they are well past retirement age. 


Welcome to the future of exploitation. It's their "dream" and a fabricated nightmare for those they can't stand to see have a chance to compete against their fascist overtake of the United States and of the world.


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Approximately 3 hours later: after getting up I realized that I had "forgotten" to write something under the mind control duress and hacking interference and block to expression. When I wrote above that I "body-slammed" this offensive French creepy woman in this teleportation episode, I had in the "back of my mind" the concept that I have never once in my entire life done such an act towards anybody else, and have never conceived of the idea. Like all the HYPNOTIC SUGGESTION that I must try to figure out (usually after the incriminating incident has transpired and it's too late to stop or reverse it)---. In other words, this was an action created in the subconscious grey zone of hypnotic suggestion. I had "blacked out" and then resumed my action by "body slamming" this person. I know from reading a tiny bit, an iota, about hypnosis, that it hinges upon skirting around the critical faculties that warn or direct reasonable action and instead relies upon biases, or buried wishes or desires that can be exploited to get someone to act. In my former state while describing the teleportation act of violence that was forced upon me in a stop-and-start editing process of hypnosis and attack for mind control "experimentation", I "wanted" to attack this woman and any person acting in a fascist or otherwise offensive manner using the triggering gestures. The triggering gestures once simply mimed silently by the terrorist attackers can be enough to trigger a psychological, if not internalized, response. I "wanted" to attack her but never thought of body-slamming her or hitting her. This was a mind control operation. 


One of the goals that the people at top tiers of this terror operation want to see is me miserable, hateful, yelling, fighting and begging in futile desperation on the internet for help and for this to be stopped, which never results in anything but silence and the promotion of the criminals participating who are being trained into fascist Nazi/Mafia ideology for total usurpation of the planet from all they can extract. People at lower levels never conceive that their own lives are in danger when they participate in helping these unscrupulous criminals into higher ranks of power.


So I have to sift through the teleportation skit episodes to try to understand the machinations of hypnotic suggestion. Tied in with excessive and non-stop drugging with these devastating mind control drugs, plus the technology that blankets brain functioning, plus a system of organized terror that extends from the Orwellian dystopian version of family members up to teachers, co-workers, neighbors and into the highest ranks of government. I can understand it but without any kind of defensive group supporting me I can only try to write on this heavily censored blog which is restricted in readership only to those who are fully-fledged members of this terror organization. It's a planet of them. I hope that some of this information can sift on down to those who care and want some kind of future for their lives without state terrorist control watching over your very thoughts and punishing or killing you for wrong thoughts, all actions under surveillance, and people controlling these technologies who act upon enraged fits of entitled immaturity if they don't get exactly whatever they can usurp from the target, who is "supposed" to never say no and expect to receive nothing in return and then understand that eventually they will be eliminated once their usefulness is outdated for the exploiters who feed off everything possible. That is the future of this technology and I can assure you that the intelligence quota is already of a low standard for the bearers of this technology. If they obtain more power and don't have to hide in plain sight any longer, expect an almost Neanderthal level of entitlement intertwined with punitive measures for not getting what they want immediately without question from the exploited groups--which WILL grow exponentially once more governments get on board with this system and Democracy becomes an outright sham cardboard icon.

TOURISM ACOUNTS FOR GLOBAL DEATH CLIMATE TRIP. A MESSAGE TO GRETA THUNBURG (AND I know you are listening because you participated in teleporting me along with the rest of the Nazi/Mafia/fascist crew of celebrities)

 Tourism accounts for global death climate trip.



As tourists pour into Phuket (because the entire country is not yet open to tourists in all regions) and my torture and life-threat increases, I see this article from The Hill and wish only that somehow people like that Swedish chick who says that all Americans say about climate change is "blah blah blah" would actually yell out a bit about her country and the EU wealthier countries sending in their Nazi fascist Mafia haters into Thailand and SE Asia and everywhere else around the planet, because they "enjoy" so much from all the decades and centuries of genocidal Imperialistic Colonialism---and of course the slave prostitutes of these countries are NEVER going to disparage tourism so it requires a Nazi from Northern Europe to actually make a stand against one of the pillars of life that her supporters actually feel absolute entitlement over: tourism in places like completely colonized fascist nazi paradise vacation and retirement spot of tourist-driven Phuket and larger Thailand (ripe for "investment" which means endless building of factories along the pristine natural environments that are ripe for rape and plunder along with the people).

Hey, can you stop blaming America for it's negligence and greed and focus a bit on your own country and the huge numbers of nordic tribes who pour down to Thailand to exploit, go off drinking, invest and plunder throwing off the pretenses of being socially and politically correct once they arrive to this colonized master-slave country?

Just the air traffic pollution alone is setting off eco-sytemic failure. Perhaps it's time for you to begin to aim your wrath at your own country and it's fascist Nazi tourists who I have been attacked by (not to mention peeps from my own country and every other country as well).

Tourism is contributing to climate death trip.Because Thailand nature is a love I find on this planet, and because I am blocked from all public expression and discredited and under life threat all the time, I rely on you Greta to begin to point attention to this very serious and dire problem of tourism that your society and the rest of Europe relies upon so much to alleviate the hate of their own countries where fascism is not openly allowed (but oh how it is in Thailand which they call "Paradise").

Thursday, November 4, 2021

My posts today were all inspired by reading of how many politicians and people involved in the January 6th insurrection have just been elected into higher offices. The US Republican Party did a survey and a high percentage of people responded that they advocate for violence as a legit reaction to politics that they find threatening or offensive. The celebrity rotation of lead roles and promotions and political aspirations who all have been involved in this terrorism and hate crime contract out on me continue to be endlessly flaunted by the media and by US Society. I remain living in a toxic and stinking studio where filthy odors, sprays and stench are poured, sprayed and emitted into my living space while I must close the one sliding door in order to try to block mechanical arms from entering into my room and opening the front door so people can break in and rape, disfigure and possibly murder me. the threat of being poisoned to death is constant anyway as this could so easily be accomplished. The mechanical arms get through the 2+years of cheap defenses I had to wait on a sub-sub-poverty budget to be able to afford at the Thai dollar stores so I could try to patch up every crack, tile and conceivable opening in this tiny studio--lasting more than two years and I still can't accomplish this goal because terrorists simply break into my room every time I leave and damage, steal, break and pour more toxic filth and rip off the defenses I have worked and save a non-survivable income due to being made disabled by this hate crime Nazi fascist Mafia organization in the first place. I thus remain being drugged up and writing these posts nevertheless because I am so ill from the detox process, which has been slowed down irrevocably by more poisoning and destruction of my body, my food is endlessly drugged up and I realize this every time I am into the 5th day of fasting-how badly I am extremely drugged up by the cheap food on sale I am forced to buy because I cannot afford to eat and buy the few herbs and replace all that has been broken and stolen each month by terrorists. Despite my many years of writing about the events that are dire threats to the United States and to the world as a result of having done NOTHING to stop this situation from continuing to expand, I remain fighting for my life in isolation being ignored and tortured and attacked with no recognition for my years of efforts and the "price" I have had to pay to try to warn people that the seeming "humorous" torture spectacle of me being drugged, raped, mutilated and tortured also has direct bearing on your sordid lives. The consequence is now that the United States system of Democracy is under direct threat and the environmental global crisis is reaching an elevated peak of utter destruction to the entire planet. No one could or can listen to me because I have been so discredited--ranting under torture and drugging and rape and violence conditions that are ceaseless and ongoing and never ending with no support or help from ANY SINGLE PERSON. Thus my writings have been relegated to being dismissed as the ranting of just an "hysterical" woman I suppose by your woman-hating rape enablers. Even those who profess that they are feminists dance in glee because of their racism when they are teleported to me. They then posture in glorified photo-ops because they feel so elevated and powerful. They feed off my every reaction of hate and rage while they dance an dlaugh and punch and rape and rob and steal my concepts and go off being awarded by this country and by this over-run by fascist system that is now spiraling out of control into an utterly Authoritarian fascist system of the reversal of Womens' rights and abortion rights and disparity and now even that slight reaction to the fascism is now in peril once more of being completely obliterated while I continue to write of the threat to society and people only respond as if my ongoing torture is an entertainment that they are privy to experiencing or profiting off or watching on their "dark web" screens while they are handed money from Dark Money organizations and operations. Then, those who complain about Dark Money organizations see my plight and continue to do the good ole boy thing and remain silent because they can't be put under pressure to risk their careers or lives. Now the country is suffering and heading towards violence Nazism and now abortion is on the chopping block and now death is approaching the planet because the environment was raped just as I have been. Plundered and ignored in all it's warning signals and signs by this organization with it's parasitic underwriting principles.

 Now at least one actor in H-wood has had to suffer the consequences of the death squad Nazi goons with their endless minority minions and trashy components doing the murder operations and filth and hate operations for them. One actor has experienced the result of his jokes regarding the leader one of these actors who is at the "top" of the rank and file probably and most likely has known about my situation. Now he faces criminal charges and his credibility has been tarnished due to what very likely is a retribution act by the death squad organization. I can't write more clearly because of the endless censorship silencing and threat to my life by these same actors and people currently and previously involved (Democrats and Republican leaders in Congress--I have been writing their names clearly for years and they remain being  honored in the media and I remain discredited after my drugged up hate rants due to endless torture that no one appears to think is some kind of anomaly or a threat to the future of "Democracy".

I wrote explicitly of the grave dangers of allowing these terrorist celebrities and politicos to accrue more power in their mishandling of these sophisticated technologies and the death squad system, which was ignored and blasted as a joke by many (of you with access to my blocked and private posts which you are all hacking into). I warned of the future consequences time and time again for years and got tortured, mutilated, mocked, terrorized by HUNDREDS of people for every shopping excursion and driving experience (as I have no social life due to paralysis from poisoning which is also not stopped and I remain absolutely under threat of covert murder and every day I am poisoned in some way or another). No one listened. I wrote and wrote of how they will eventually attack many of you (or others you think are "safe" and part of this disgusting death system. Now RUST never sleeps in that ETERNAL sleep of death and destruction. The heroes who promise salvation and rescue of society are actually it's deterrents. The solution you think is final will never end and you may become one of it's collateral statistics. The silent ignorance you all feign for your assumption to a red-stained throne will be so slippery and coated with mass murder victims' blood that you may slip and fall and smash your own blank and ignorant heads into the cornerstone you thought was a secret society based on respect for it's obedience and just following orders minions. The symbolism I write with is now being ignored as usual. At least I got something out to the Gone with the Wind Out to Lunch fans and voters and silence-mongering thugs and goons. It's also very hard to write with hacking interference, continuous block of my brain operation due to remote tech afflicting my brain, threats of death if I write more explicit accounts of the violence which ,if I do, gets the perpetrator criminals more promotions into their coveted public positions, so they never stop torturing me to obtain these reactions and then feed off the violence of torture by inflicting as much harm as possible without outright murdering me. Now some or maybe even an ever-increasing number of you reading this who knew about this situation of this teleportation contract out on me are now suffering or see that the United States is in a precarious threat and decline due to the ramifications of allowing this technology and this system death squad goon fascist Nazi and scumbag minions to proliferate as it has grown and continues to grow. I remain writing every day as I am mutilated every single night while sleeping as abuse and hate and violence are endlessly directed at me by creeple who remain being put into the limelight in all spheres of life possible (the most visible being the media and in politics and that has been the arena I have had to fight in--alone).

Many of my dire warnings and predictions I wrote of years ago have now come to pass. I remain ignored and targeted and tortured non=-stop and every block to every kind of decent living is likewise blocked and every threat to my life remains. Every one of you reading this so far has remained silent and complacently obeying the dictates to leave me fighting for my life every single day as the violence and torture is unabated. Yet my warnings I wrote of years ago have come true and I am still discredited and under non-stop torture with zero protection from the people put into power who are claiming they want to clean up the mess that the terrorists organization is comprised of (your fascist Nazi Mafia local and global organization aka gang stalking network/elite/upper wealth/and every scumbag, user, poseur, abuser and all other categories of destroyer to society and to individual life you could possibly name). I warned you. I wrote direct revelations and posted on the viciousness of these individuals operating from within this death squad and global fascist tyranny organization but to no avail: you all promptly ignored me and thought it was only my fault and thus my problem. In addition, many of you got on some kind of endless rotating list to see what you too could profit off participating in this crime. The rest who may have had misgivings about such a system and are part of that "elitist" crowd which has "delighted" in this destruction of my body/home/sexuality/finances and of taking all that I love away from me and laughing about their "power" who are your "friends" in your elitist circles. Some of t hem or you are now obtaining the long arm of rusty revenge--if you get the hint or pun. Not having stopped this situation at the onset the situation is now completely out-of-control and threatening to spiral the country into absolute chaos. Of course, the participants expect that when the dust settles they will continue to be handed gratis all the plunder that those who used them to obtain such power will continue to just hand them/you everything for free just for acting like reprehensible facsist nazi mafia tyrants capable of rape, torture, dismemberment and etc etc etc. I wrote about their every action and the result was endless torture and destruction and violence aimed at me (which was more subdued before I began trying to save my life and get these parasitic thugs off me).

 I am under direct threat of every kind of violence for writing as my last resort to reach out for justice and relief from being drugged to the point that I can't "handle" any kind of violence, which has been ongoing 24/7 for years. Every attempt I have made to defend myself has been met with torture and violence and threat and murder attempts. I refer to verbal expression. No law enforcement agency will begin to assist me and all other victims are carefully scrubbed from my every search on the internet. I thus have been facing for the past months and years letter after letter from the one agency the keeps my life sustained, and the mail service which is now blatantly discriminating against me in the most stupid and obscene manner for a business to conduct on any legal basis (if I exaggerate it's because I understand the stupidity of the hate driving the actions of this service and their end-goal is mass murder and death not only to me.) Because you readers appear to have RUST concealing your true vision into reality and I am blocked from expressing anything directly as I have done all these many years from this past decade of reaching out and getting more parasites viciously attacking me for their personal gain within this death squad and political fascist fiasco organization. Maybe some indirect version of writing about the not "existential" but real threats albeit written in a less direct way will "reach" some of you to stop supporting these people and this organization and actually fight for what could be the survival of your own life and even of the planet; but it's doubtful.

Another covert insinuation post: Behind the masks of this white supremacy, fascist/Nazi/Mafia organization with it's swirling minions of every conceivable race, gender and affiliation possible on all sides of every political divide, entranced in the cheap and easy profit and power structure this organization affords everyone who can't or won't compete honestly for gain and power (and those who will are eliminate=murdered); are weak and self-gratifying parasites who feed off whomever and whatever they can hook their sucking apparatuses into. The more they obtain they obtain from their victims, the more lucre they steal and rob after mass murder or on the micro level it is the same operational principle, the more adherents they gain who also want to feed off the circus sacrificial display of "power". The years of utilizing these terror/torture/covert weapons and feeding off the pernicious surveillance of the death squad goons operating equipment and technology to torture the target (rape, mutilation, endless violence inflicted by millions--not hundreds or thousands or even hundreds of thousands but MILLIONS) of nasty goon squad death squad goons--all create a font of energized life-force feeding capabilities which translates into their exaggerated posturing of superheroism (which can so easily be deflated if you would just puncture their criminal organization instead of allowing it to fester into the main population through it's icons who have been feeding off these exploits and crimes for nearly a decade.) Do not MARVEL at them any longer they are old at heart and have life-span shelf lives and are not eternal symbols of anything except for the hate, greed and selfish myopic organization which has fed counter-revolution because their increasing power has resulted in increasing fascistic tyranny. People continue to MARVEL at what appears to be their ETERNAL influx into movie starring roles with ever-increasing pompous looks of haughty couture translated into superheroism. The blind obedience that the minions who adore such glorified examples of (clay-footed statuesque) idolatry cannot begin to fathom the depths of the despair that they feed off in order to obtain this posturing con artistry. Without these props which fascist organizations hand them and millions of attendees waiting to fan their every fire of subconscious programming into the fascist indoctrination spectacles that keep being cranked out by the government that keeps dishing out the mind control programming dope and slinging out the slaughter.

A serpentine insinuation of a stealth, sinister organization. I "have to" oblige the terrorist network in some way by writing in code to try to conceal the blatant truth that is so highly coveted and concealed. Regarding: The long arm of revenge through covert DEATH SQUAD/MURDER OPERATION/ "gang stalking" terrorism. One facet of fascist control is to ameliorate any jokester joker making the slightest of puns, jokes or abrasive remarks aimed at the leader. The rust-encrusted arm of revenge has swopped from that Eagle's nest located somewhere's in New Jersey through a few Dons who then donned the robes of silence as they ordered catastrophe to be ordered far away in the desert death valley of orchestrated accidents. Thus ruining a life which probably also joined in on the circus delight fun of mocking the leader and also discrediting the actor who played such a role for so many years. The delay in revenge is sweet for the perpetrators but poignant nevertheless. The target I think knew about my targeting situation but like everybody else did nothing and kissed the cheeks of the co-conspirators of this fascist conglomerate that has now won seats in the special races to win the crowds who want gladiatorial death matches between starving lions and emaciated prisoners albeit done in the stealth gang stalking theater where it all is silent normalcy underscored by a cleverly concealed system of death squad fascism (Nazi/Mafia/totalitarian/Authoritarian control) in the guise of being a Democracy--but only Democracy in name for the select. Everyone outside of this system remains compliant to remaining silent in the face of my torture/poisoning/drugging/mind control/teleportation but can't connect those insidious dots to their own public humiliation and sordid demise. The modern version of the SS is technocracy utilizing these mind control weapons, death squad "gang stalking" clusters and the technology that enables these "mishaps" that cause "accidental homicide".


Wednesday, November 3, 2021

One of the "superior" terrorists I have known in my lifetime who also terrorized and assisted in attacking me in her own labyrinth fashion. Someone I know who is nevertheless someone I admire from a distance despite her covert malicious exploitation of me and mostly of my family to turn them from "hippies" to almost Reaganite conservatives (except for me, who is now a global target)..

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 NORMA MARDER at an art exhibition, University of Illinois, Champaign/Urbana. 2009. She is circa 85 years old in this photo. 



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One of the "superior" terrorists I have known in my lifetime who also terrorized and assisted in attacking me in her own labyrinth fashion. Someone I know who is nevertheless someone I admire from a distance despite her covert malicious exploitation of me and mostly of my family to turn them from "hippies" to almost Reaganite conservatives (except for me, who is now a global target)..
She's looking damn good at age 85+ in this photo. Her mind is exceptional and her body reflects her passion for rejuvenation through delight in all things wonderful and exotic fascination. A true intellectual but unfortunately part of the global terrorist network attacking me. Nevertheless she is one shining example of someone who is not as bad as many....(I went to school with her son but like her infinitely more than him. The same was true of another middle school friend whose mother was more like a friend and influence than she was or ever will be).
Odd how I grew up with so many chosen parents who were the parents of my friends--all professionals and highly educated intellectual and passionate people with zeal for life.
Her name is Norma Marder. She wrote a sci fi book I may want to read some day!
Look at her--at age 85 looks like she's glowing and youthful. (She always ate organic food and health food, even back in the day when it was not hip and everyone was eating gooey Wonder Bread they, like my family too, ate brown/black whole grain bread and took it to school where I was ostracized a little bit for not having white processed bread for lunch!!!!!).
Norma was one of my step-father's best friends. Although she and her hubby are "terrorists" of this fascist and Nazi organization she truly is a higher-level human being.

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The white processed bread part I wrote above versus brown/black whole grain organic bread is on a more symbolic level than on a direct. They were truly far out people in many respects (maybe still are to some degree, I really can't say anything positive about her husband or son--who I had been "friends" with and he was trained to be a terrorist by this "organic" and "alternative" cool hipster mother/former hippie complete Capitalist with selfish aspirations like the rest of the minions doing the bidding of the fascist "masters' telling them what to do. However, as I wrote, she is an anomaly and far above the grain as far as that rotten organization goes.).

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NORMA MARDER
Encyclopedia (dot) com


She even reached a bit of 15 minutes in the Encyclopedia. She was the type who listened to John Cage and Punk and Shostakovich and probably a plethora of other avante garde musicians and wrote /writes books and articles and always has a most fascinating intellectual witty and pertinent remark witticism or comment. Extremely loquacious. Never a dull moment or thing to say. Not a pure person a part of the Nazi fascist system unfortunately. No one can reach any attainment is seems unless they are a part of this pernicious system so I can't discredit her too much for simply wanting to be relevant with her talent. However she helped to attack my family so F-her anyways.

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Ms. Norma Marder's lamentation for her deceased mother, collateral victim of Nazi persecution and an ode to her Polish roots which withered with the werewolves of Nazi genocide coming to devour the chaste (or maybe not so much in their case I don't know). From the tenor of this piece, which I read only briefly years ago and maybe will again today--the mother is portrayed as a weak and soft victim helpless in the snares of Nazi genocidal holocaust proportions, even if having fled or survived the effect echoes to this very day . I wrote this comment and the terrorists deleted it all so I must begin once more. Ms. Marder and her hubby were the "handlers" for my Literature Professor step-father, and consequently the ultimate demise for my family--or helped the cascading effect which many a bigot in the Champaign Nazi/Mafia/fascist system ordered them to inflict upon us. They were put in place to quell my step-father and the rest of our brood's involvement with the anti-war movement , and to instruct my family in the workings of trauma-based mind control operations. A most dastardly endeavor which offered the Marder family rewards that their polish ancestors could only imagine. which oversaw the demise of his former "hippie" days and drew him down into conformity to chaos, the Nazi/Mafia factions controlling them all, but with "Jewish" intellectuals playing the roles of keeping the outrageous "Jews" within this small cloister of University of Illinois anti-Vietnam icons put into their boxes of silent conformity to authority. This family, the Marders, profited so well from their endeavors of instruction and demand passed-down of self-imposed constraint and terror upon my family that they obtained a nice cozy house in Martha's Vineyard for their assistance in the Right-Wing, fascist and Nazi organization (whch includes Mafia of course and other such similar groups). They may dispute my claim that they obtained this mansion from the lucrative hand-outs this vile terror organization pays it's minions, but I can't imagine that their small little house on Church Street, sans any kind of expensive adornment, could have had some parallel of respectability in the posh place of Martha's Vineyard. Likewise, their son Yuri who almost viciously attacked me in 7th grade has been handed much promotion, although his work may warrant his position that is beside the point. This is not exactly what I had written earlier which was completely deleted by the terrorists but it is close and the main points have been covered. They are far above the average moronic mentality of violent nastiness of the average and majority of this insipid terrorist global group, but as they worked to essentially drive my parents apart and have me poisoned and attacked (their son participated in attacking me in 7th grade in a most vicious way--and I grew up with him, played with him in Kindergarten) but the free leverage that the Nazi organization offered them was too much for them to actually combine their intellectual savvy with moral or ethical or heartfelt humanity. That is the essence of the peeps who operate as terrorists within this group, level of education or financial attainment are obsolete in the face of opportunism. The real term for the Marders is essentially "Jewish Nazis". Alas this degradation of the race is not uncommon or infrequent. I read part of this lamentation about the afflicted mother that Norma sighs her poetic platitudes about and was offended because I know the bare and ugly truth and reality of her affiliation with a Nazi/fascist/Mafia organization responsible for so much dumbing-down and stupidity and death on this planet. She is a beacon of intellectualism within that milieu but it's just like...f-it. I could not finish my thoughts due to how hackers are literally making the page jump to other sections while I am writing and the cursor "disappears" so I can't find the spot I was writing on. My thoughts got jumbled and then lost in the process of hacking terrorism. Typos and deletions are rampant but I can't go through this whole thing with this kind of hacking interference to correct and I am usually too exhausted from the struggle of pounding down on the stiffened keyboard with all this malware affecting and my brain being put into a vice of mental fog by the tech and implant combo. The page is literally jumping to other parts of the post while I am in the middle of typing in a most normal and correct way. It's impossible to get anything done. Thus the adherents to this Nazi system remain paid well and in full--reminiscing like whimpering victims about the cruelty and utter sickness of the Nazi atrocities (read the piece below to the part about how atrocious the Nazis treated the Jews of Norma Marder's paternal grandparents in the Genocide that her family survived, perhaps partially. The result is her great lucrative award with promotions for herself, her sons and me writing about this with hacking blocking my thoughts and my every written expression blocked and censored and silenced. 

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Correction from above: once I walked away from the laptop zone I realized that the strenuous effort I had made to count the year of Norma's birth to the photo above was blocked by tight brain-altering technology ("mind control"). The effect is monotonously the same every time I fight to have any kind of substantial acumen: I am blocked from simple arithmetic and many higher cognitive functions, although I seem functional at basic levels and the effect is not even noticeable to myself while it is in operation (although I know in the back of my mind that it's always happening). I counted 1934 to 2009 4 times and got the same number whilst I sat here typing: 85. NO, once I got off the laptop I counted the correct term immediately as 75. Thus Norma above was a mere youthful 75 in the photo above. The deleterious effect of this brain-altering attack that is always inflicted upon me when I attempt to communicate or get anything serious done is omnipresent it is uniformly endless like all the attacks. That my brain is being that blocked from rational and otherwise sane rational thinking is very hard to deal with. I have had these similar experiences of trying to count or subtract the most basic sums and being stuck on the wrong number until I walk away from the situation after the embarrassing encounter has transpired, only to immediately be able once more to count and subtract. Thus, within 2 minutes while brushing my teeth I realized that the 85 sum I got 4 times in a row, while my brain was in confusion and counting and counting and literally I counted the decades and got the number 85 time after time. Once I walked away, my brain had held the memory of having been blocked as I recounted with ease immediately the correct sum. Right now I am pounding down and backspacing and rewriting as hackers are making this nearly impossible. In the post above the page was literally jumping up and down whilst I typed, the cursor disappeared and I suddenly could not see clearly because my vision was being impaired by the terrorists attacking my brain and eyesight. It is a horrid misuse of technology handed over to minion idiots but that is what you are all advocating and supporting. That unfortunately is what Norma Marder, the intellctual, post-Hippie, post-Punk, artist, etc etc all the labels, also she endorses this if it helps her to rise above the genocidal victim status that Nazis continue to inflict upon us all (yes, you too, even if you are a Nazi you must obey and conform). I now feel so sick and nauseous and dizzy from the attack on my brain due to terrorist mind control technology I can't see clearly I feel sick. Thusly must stop writing, as this form of physical attack is yet another form of silencing and censorship and the block to the First Amendment, which you all are endorsing by saying and doing nothing about this tech being bandied about from one group to the next to inflict this fascism upon the unsuspecting. Just like Ms. Marder participated and got the reward of living like an honored participant in Nazi genocide and perhaps her family survived the Nazi atrocities because they did just that back in the day and participated and were the Jewish Nazis whose stories don't often get told because it is just too sensitive embarrassment and honest for anyone to expose (and so dangerous as the Nazi/Mafia groups rely on these kind of traitors to their own "people" for their greedy aspirations and promotions and the sense of protection that people like me literally get zero percent of (direct and realistic and concrete protection from the United States and it's government which never should have colluded with Nazis and now I see the partnership has been thriving and growing ever since those days of brutal genocidal slaughter which induced Norma Marder to become just ANOTHER Jewish Nazi perpetrator). I now am almost about to faint from the brain-altering technological attack. The hacking is disgusting the page is jumping around with every word I type or if I backspace I "lose" the place I was typing while the page literally jumps to another space on the page and the cursor disappears.

Tuesday, November 2, 2021

A film review I would like to write but "can't" due to threats of making me homeless after years of people stealing the concepts and ideas and words that I write while torturing me nearly to death. A life I want to live but can't because my fascist, Nazi racist country can't stand the thought of me competing and being able to "win" or even to be financially independent, solvent, physically beautiful, happy or living in peace the hate and racism and sexism is so subtly pronounced in the "liberal" zone, much less the "conservatiive". A body I want to have but "can't" because the poisoning orchestrated by my fascist, Nazi United States Government handing out laboratory-created death hardening mind control/bloating poisons won't come out after more than a decade of non-stop fighting to get it out while being tortured with extreme violence on a 24/7 basis by the "liberals" in H-wood. A government I would like to have but "can't" because fascist Nazis have completely taken over both sides of the seeming duality of American politics and mind control proliferation (aka "media").

 The film review I want to write is concerning a very entertaining but absolutely racist-based, white supremacy imbued film called Venom (2018). The utter violence in the film is another entire area which I could also get into, but the analysis of white, male supremacy and the "superhero" of Nietzsche and Nazi ideology is undoubtedly NOT being exposed in any mainstream analysis of this huge budget movie (now a kind of franchise, along with the plethora of "Superhuman" hybrid white action figures with their adjacent minority minions playing their secondary white supremacy support roles--which is the echo and parallel of the actual, real-life far less than heroic reality of the "A-list" of con artists who have attacked me for years. The lastest most disgusting filth and slime attack of semen laced with vomit in a liquified spray form poured into my home in various spaces came from one of the most disgusting blacks out of Whorewood who has gotten me to the point that I can't listen to "ghetto disco" or "gangster rap" ever again. The number of times I have had blacks who are absolutely at the pinnacle of the entertainment pyramidal structure have literally physically and verbally assaulted me after I have fought off Germanic or Europ-a white males who assault, rape, torture and order me to be mutilated before and after the rape. By the way: I was being murdered by two of them taking turns teleporting me when I was "lovingly" drugged up and sleeping and teleported while they ordered my death as they raped and inhaled my essence (literally sucking in rhythmic breaths like inhaling my spirit and energy) while they stole ideas endlessly and had movies and businesses nearly thrown to them by this insidious hate organization which, combined with the entire spectrum of politics and media in their conjoined partnerships and conglomerates have crafted to infuse a seeming dichotomy of disparate elements that all "represent" their various demographic but in reality actually only represent selfish greedy acquisition and conformity to absolute racism.


Thus the movie review I would so dearly like to write, on this blog and on my Facebook page, would be only limited to this organization which silences me and my life is now under non-stop threat by my mail service in Orlando which is now openly unabashedly discriminating against me I suspect the former president has a LOT to do with this 4-year stint of illegality and discrimination, as it began with his beginning into the reins of power and has not stopped under the current, which has proven in the form of Pelosi to be as violently fascist and mafia and corrupt as the worst of the worst.

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Thus I cannot write anything without it either being stolen and then I am tortured (which goes on anyway without end, day and night without end night after day--more than a decade of deadly attack while I fight alone in rooms to block my doors and windows so no more creeps can come in and rape and disfigure my body while the terrorists in Whorewood are doing the same in my double-body entity that they exploit, misusing technology in the worst of ways, endorsed and financed by the US Government and every Government on the planet in this system of absolute discrimination and hate, anti-Semitism and rape culture and misogyny. The movies reflect all of this but in the duplicitous way that the actual perpetrators who hold these positions of power conceal their real motives and greedy aspirations to be Nazi action figures but many of them just rotate the muscles of their mouths in superhuman blathering and con artistry in this respect.

Thus I cannot write even this film review. I do think the white male a actor out of England played a somewhat decent portrayal of an American. However, having lived in SF myself, I know that he emulated the accent but dopified the demeanor of the privileged white male and his blonde Nazi counterpart female. In other words, he made Americans look "stupid" because the behavior was really silly and even though his voice resembled the accent and the glib, fast-paced verbality of the type of white male who thinks he has every right to park illegally (which I also do myself, as white males then follow me close behind and threaten me because it's supposed to be only their privilege and not mine). Of course in this scene, the Latino minority who resembles exactly the caving-in racist enabler, allows this to transpire. Oh how many of these minorities assist in the worst of racist crimes I can't express the vast numbers who act like slaves to the white supremacist death squad push for fascist Nazism and mafia take-over of the United States--all the while claiming they "love" Democracy and are fighting for "freedom". This is the "left" and the "minorities" that all want to have their piece of the pie and eat it too.


I now see this so clearly in some of these movies. Especially played by English actors in both the protagonist and antagonist roles. The good guy is white, the bad guy is "brown" in this film because the English are really that racist. The takeover by Imperialist English factions, such as the recent interview of the "poor, discriminated-against" black female (half black or what ever..>?!) and her hubby with their intro into H-wood with the "fighting against racism" blacks rolling out the red carpet and enabling racist rape culture to the extreme when it comes to me--I see all of these things and can't write about them except in this most basic form. I could write a much more creative and cutting version and more artistically rendered than this post. Even this post is extremely dangerous to write in this very negative but brief tone. I can't write any kind of real journalistic or creative rendition of my thoughts because for so many years my ideas have been stolen verbatim at times, and I have been poisoned and drugged, tortured, raped and deformed and of course NO ONE EVER STOPS THIS ORGANIZATION OR PROTECTS ME (except, if they do, in ways I can't see and don't know about because they have to hide).

Thus in the last few months, from being drugged non-stop and my body never healing as the hardening poisons continue to be laced into my food by mechanical arms that are getting through every single defense I attempt and have worked on for YEARS. I am now putting my food in plastic bags and tying them with rubber bands and the parasite terrorists are getting through that as well. My attempts at defending my body are ceaseless I must innovate and fight to understand their most devious and silent techniques of penetration and destruction every single day they get through my latest version of fighting to protect my food, body and home.


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As for my body--it's a huge shelf sticking out of my back of hard poisons that are probably at least 2-inches thick, literally glued into my body along my entire spine--and that is due to "corrective" surgeries because my spin was being pulled into huge 60-degree s-curves by the hardening poisons which interlaced into my vertebrae. The terrorist Nazi organization then poisoned me with hardening chemicals so the poisons just stuck and glued into my spine, hips and now I have what looks like a square shelf sticking out of my back. It is firmly glued into my hips, my hips are out-of-alignment and I need ultrasound to try to loosen it up and none of the millionaires and billionaires who have stolen ideas from me will lift a finger or offer a penny for the ideas they stole from me as I desperately need health care.

So I can't have my body either. My career and aspirations to be a writer have been met with murder attempts, endless theft of my ideas by white Europigape males who drugged, poisoned, raped and had me disfigured in accidents and now they have spent a decade having my fingernails destroyed by objects inserted under them EVERY SINGLE NIGHT FOR AT LEAST A DECADE. They have broken my toes and smeared damaging chemicals into my hair EVERY SINGLE NIGHT WHILE I WAS COMATOSE AS THEY TELEPORTED AND RAPED ME while their nasty poorer minions inflicted damage to my body and it still is never stopped.

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I can't have a government I want because as far as I can tell, the Progressives even are infiltrated with the same faction of white supremacists combined with "righteous" blacks and other minorities, the bland Jewish intellectuals who never even do a single thing to protect me and adhere to all the white supremacists who allow them to spout the bs that they blather into cameras as the "experts" of intellectualism (with no one allowed to challenge them and they only pontificate and are vicious when provoked into having to be challenged or questioned--I am thinking of one in particular at this point).

The government, the agents of "Democracy" who are now claiming that "Democracy" is "hanging on a thin-edge" know precisely what is happening to me but they DO NOTHING of course. The point being that white male supremacy must be protected through the various guises of "liberalism" or even of just not towing the fascist Nazi line and publicly "fighting" to protect "Democracy" but as they see this situation ongoing with me, they can't appear to connect the "threat to Democracy" with this sexist, rapist hate crime being officially (but unofficially) funded by their very partners of "Democrat Party" lines in Congress (again, I am thinking of a few choice, particular whites who I believe know about my situation. But to give a hint, they are Republicans).

White male supremacy and their cloying minority black/brown/JEWISH and et al minions who create the illusion of a disparate but equality-based system of government but truly are all barreling down the path of fascist control over the US population--including many a Progressive (many in the media have attacked me, so viciously with so much hate--and they are "famous" for their anti-Trump stances and the stupid jokes they make for their crappy tv and journalistic shows) but they have all partnered with the Trump faction in order to participate in the teleportation terror that their "liberal" cronies in Whorewood have partaken in, with all the scumster rappers and "sensitive" performances "fighting" against racism and sexism but truly vicious and violent death squad Nazi and Mafia puppets who are vying to be put into lead and powerful positions, the more nasty and violent they are towards me the more disdainful they are, the more blonde Nazis surround them with love and cooing embraces and thus they spew filth and scum through their other minority minion network that the white fascist and mafia Nazis all rely upon to spew their inner filth and scum into my body and home. It is never ending.


I am now in the 4th day of yet another fasting cycle. I have been doing this every 4-6 weeks for over 2 years and I have gotten to the point that the huge bulge in my abdomen is now a bloated pot--that is after ten years of crapping out poison and being stuck in a semi-paralyzed state every day and night as these parasites torture and surround and terrorize and abuse and rape and disfigure and continue to poison me through this network.


Silence from the lambs reading this. Complete acceptance from the sheeple reading this. No support no help for me.


The bs continues. I hear the bemoaning of the white male network on YouTube regarding the declining health of Julian Assange and his fight to not be extradited to the US for a life-prison sentence for having revealed top secret intelligence on human torture done by the US and it's allies in places like Thailand (where Senator Boxer's report on CIA torture revealed that a few torture prisons had been set-up in S. Thailand where there is a larger Muslim population and many skirmishes and beheadings of the fighting Muslims have transpired in the past few decades. You don't hear much about it in the press, it is very silenced (except in Thailand). You must by all means protect the Imperialistic enterprises of the white supremacist Nazi and mafia factions coming to devour Thailand, it's natural resources and it's people who are all in the training process of inculcation into fascist Nazi behavior and ideology. I am one of the targets being used to further this training. All with death threats hurled at me by Pelosi when she attacks me, like the blacks before her, who attack me when I call the Germanic men who rape and abuse me "pigs" as she threatens to kill me to defend them and allows this to continue unabated, as all the politicians who have been involved in this crime (except perhaps for one whom I will not mention, it is hard for me to tell who is actually violent and who is reticent but "can't" do more than a few little aides for me in tiny little ways, completely bypasing what really needs to be done to stop this fascist push in the US Government and it's foot soldier entity, H-wood, into greasing the way for this to be fully absorbed into US and global society.


Thus I cannot write this film review because when I see it, I see all the strains of the hybrid "superhero" of Nietzsche and Nazism combined. I see Europeans taking lead roles because H-wood has been completely infiltrated by corporate interests such as the white Nazi supremacist male who tortured and stole ideas from me and teleported and raped me while he was welcomed into the film industry (formerly he had been a part of the "art" scene, and is connected to English royalty because his father was a Royal muralist and thus he is connected to the "top" and is also a huge component of this "American-English" group which hasn't stopped attacking me for years (with their French, Austrian and Germans who appear smug as their white supremacist American minions do the dirty work for the, while they all rely upon the black and brown and Jewish and et al minions to do the dirty work for them in a cascading entropy of s**t pouring down upon me and upon the world--in my opinion it is crap but everyone still loves and worships nearly this system.


Thus freedom of speech, I am absolutely put into a torture camp terrorist designation and probably the funds allocated to torturing me are part of the larger Homeland and NSA Security budget, but allocated in such as way that is obscured by jargon and umbrella terms.

I can't get health care and I can't get this poison out of my body so I still look like I have a huge tray sticking out of my back and the poison has pushed all the cellulite (adipose tissue) up and I also have not been able to exercise for years because a the poison rips out and they repoison me, I am just paralyzed I literally cannot move all day and I am stuck sitting here as they torture and have weapons beaming into my brain to inflict as much emotional and psychological damage as possible.

The government: I've been waiting for any president to stop this contract out on me since I realized that Obama was in some way aware of this situation. Then Trump got involved personally in a most nasty and vicious way. And now Pelosi has replaced him in this respect but in a far less "charming" way. She plays this passive-aggressive role which you can see in her public performances of saccharine pleasantry and platitudes spewed out like she's on drug and high, and then this vicious mafia Nazi personality emerges instantly and this is a true criminal of psychopathic proportions put into lead "Democratic" party position. Years and years of waiting for any government official to stop this violence towards me has proven futile. The Progressives are packed with a bunch of infiltrators who are there to protect interests of white male (and their nasty female counterpart) supremacists and all playing the respective subordinate roles and loving every minute of attacking me.


I have now spent a very long time backspacing and pounding down on the keyboard as hackers attack not only my keyboard but my brain so I can't think or write clearly or well. No one has ever stopped any of this in all the years of me writing to what I know are the people involved in the "high places" of the lowest denominator of American leadership.

Friday, October 29, 2021

*Nota Bene: Hacking is prevalent in this post. Deletions and rewrites have been inserted but I have not re-edited so it remains with their terrorist insertions and deletions. Another threat to my life from my mail service which has kept me on the verge of financial ruin for the past three months, without end. It continues but now in another ruse for another threat to my life by cutting off service under false pretext and lies and utter DISCRIMINATION. The next day, the next terrorist attack from yesterday along with the multitudes that I wrote of (and so many more that I didn't write of). A continuation of months of attacks by my ersatz mail service in Orlando, Florida. Now they are threatening to cut off my account using a pretext which would create a legal change in policy that would cancel out my contract so they could easily stop the contract.

I signed a contract, just renewed and applicable for November, 2021 to November, 2022. The contract which I signed when I first opened this service contract was for a "Virtual Mailbox", which is that the mail service scans letters upon request after they alert me to mail received. For the first two years I received my mail in prompt and professional manner, until 2016 when 85% of my mail was left unreported and I received an onslaught of requests from the government agency that sustains my life due to the disability that the terrorist network created in my body from a lifetime of their hardening poison and countless attacks upon my spine, hips and body.


From 2016 onwards the people answering my requests have changed from the helpful and friendly person named Barbara to a series of names of people who refuse service, refuse to answer questions regarding mail, lately have refused to scan letters resulting in my benefits being cut off (but after fighting on the phone for more than 2 hours I got them restored). 


I have tried to obtain similar services in the same area and have gotten silence and no response and phone calls diverted to endless ringing and no answer. All my phone calls are monitored and/or diverted to terrorist agents who all pretend they can't speak English or can't understand and repeat and ask repeat questions and lie--mostly they all lie in endless circles.


Now this service, after two months of continuous struggle to get them to report my mail so I don't lose my money, this service is claiming that they are conducting an "audit" of their mail box services for USPS and they require a form filled out for a contract. I have only requested a continuation of the Virtual box by mail request and they replied with a receipt for the next year. Now they are claiming in absolutely sick and bad English "If you want your service to be paused then fill out these forms". The forms are for a contract for a hard mail box and I would be legally responsible for the terms for a totally different contract and service. Since they do not answer my requests for information I am writing this once more to try to get anything done about this. The contract they want me to sign, which would effectively cancel out my Virtual Mailbox service and change it to me having a hard mailbox with no virtual contact, would be legally binding. They would have no responsibility to send me email alerts or scans if I signed the contract. I would also be legally responsible for a mailbox key and for picking up mail personally if I signed the contract. I know this is an absolute scam and an attempt to legally change my contract and effectively stop all realistic service but it would be "legally" binding if I actually signed this contract. I asked them to revise or send me a contract using terms for a Virtual Mailbox. I just did this now, as the nth time of fighting to get service and any kind of actual business done with this company. The mail service is World Mail Service in Orlando, Florida. 


They have just overcharged me by $100 for this FedEx package and also put a wrong weight on the package--it was two plastic debit cards and two single pieces of paper in envelopes, totaling less than 0.5 lbs, but they listed it as being 1 lb and charged me more than double the actual FedEx price. They did this two months ago as well and they did this last year. They stopped sending me alerts for most of my mail and I get notices from my government agency responsible for my benefits that they have not received responses for mail they sent out, which could result in my benefits being canceled. That means that this mail service is yet again threatening my life by denying me service I just paid for and can't find at this point because all my phone calls and emails are diverted to terrorist agents who lie, hang up, claiming they can't hear me, deny me services and it is almost 100% impossible for me to obtain any real business service with any agency or business now around the planet. 


I opened this account under the Obama administration. For the two years that his administration was still in power, I obtained excellent and prompt and reliable response from this mail service. Once 2016 hit and until now the service is worsening it's discriminatory practices until it is outright blatant discrimination. They are posing a threat to my survival at this point and I have no other options for obtaining a similar service and zero people in the United States will help me, nor can I trust a single person to deal with my mail.


Please stop this egregious threat to my survival that this mail service is now posing. The people who do answer the phone, who are all agents and when I do call the background is dead silence, meaning I am not phoning a operating legal business which deals with the public. It is silent and no noise, the background noises are being muffled and I am lied to non-stop. 


 

Terrorist hackers or FedEx terrorists literally sent me notifications that my package due to be delivered today for pick up at the Phuket FedEx station was going to be delayed for 2 weeks. I had to phone a terrorist because my phone call was diverted. I had to repeat various simple concepts like I ordered the package for pick up, which the terrorist repeated that it would be delivered to my home 8 times, literally 8 times in a row. I had to tell him over 10 times that the package was delivered but the tracking system showed that it had clearly arrived in Phuket earlier today. I had to go through circles for 20 minutes until the mind control tech blasting into my brain made me lose my temper after repeating and repeating while this jerky terrorists kept repeating the same wrong information or that he could not understand English. I then began laughing and saying things that were pumped into my subconscious because my brain was in a state of anger, disarray and chaos which is the endless effect that these terrorists attempt to force me into with endless orchestrated skit attacks to cause endless chaos in my essential financial situation. Thus the backdoor portal into mind control and me giggling and saying silly things as if the terror attacks were funny and I was laughing and it was okay. My brain put into a functioning zombie mode appearing "normal" and not functioning as I repeated the messages pumped into my subconscious by creeps whose vocabulary in no way resembles my own. I got my packages as the creep then walked around the counter and began staring at my body and at me in a most rude and nasty way while I was packing all the many bags I carry around with me to try to stop the terrorists from spraying more stinking filth on various items I want to protect, so I have to carry a huge amount of stuff with me at all times to protect things like my passport and various other items that i need to protect my body while I sleep. My entire life now revolves around fighting for my life, protecting my body, healing my body, fighting to heal my body while the celebrities constantly abuse and shock my nervous system into absolute hate and negativity modes night after night and then early morning it's yelling and physical fights and hate attacks from me to them and vice-versa. That is after deep sleep teleporation skits involving death, rape, hate, homelessness, abuse, negativity without end. You can see the parasites then afterwards with huge smiles and glowing skin after they abuse and torture me for their photo-ops as they are handed for the nth year more promotions, lead roles, director showcases or producer slots. Their tv shows and movies and pop songs never stop being promoted as headliners in orchestrated social engineering "entertainment" while they enver stop abusing and torturing me and ordering endless violence upon em so they can demonstrate who fascist and violent they are so their fascist Nazi handlers keep promoting them into these highly visible positions (always carrying around the "liberal" humanitarian torch for the porch monkeys who obey and follow them in their every nuanced order for attack and hate and genocidal violence. thus....Nearly hit within inches while driving as cars, motorbikes swerved or drove directly into me. The near-accident rate has resumed to pre-pandemic levels of continuous death threat from terrorist vehicular attack. The tourist gates have not even opened fully (will open Nov) and an inpouring of Thais willing to do any single thing to get that hand-out promotion are filled with rage, hate and threats towards me. The attacks are now continuous while driving as I must skirt certain death if I swerve even a few inches while the cars, trucks and motorbikes swerve to drive in front of me or almost into me. More about FedEx: I was lied to repeatedly on the terrorist appropriated phone call. had to repeat multiple basic items of information a minimum five times per information byte of detail. Once I finally obtained my package the terrorist operating at the desk went around to stare at me and my body while I was putting my documents away into my backpack. I have had to deal with this for years and years and only for the last year have all the hateful tourists and their minions left Phuket, now to return. Years of writing about these unjustified attacks upon me that never cease and no one ever steps in to stop these criminals. The wealthy who order these attacks are still endlessly being awarded, promoted, they are smug, filled with ever-increasing callous violence towards me as leaders continue to threaten me if they are teleported to me. One of the most sinister ever has been Nancy Pelosi who is a complete fraud and discredit to the United States and yet Biden stands exactly next to her. She is Biden's proxy for racism and despite all the superficial appearances of his administration, the chaos of the Mexican border and the Afghanistan withdrawal really reveal his affinity for oppression and crushing racism towards those who are oppressed. I now have to deal with yet this next violent administration, with Pelosi only replacing Trump and she is a murderous, dirty and nasty politician who should NEVER have been handed this leadership position and is a complete detriment to all realistic underpinnings of Democratic ideals and concepts. This is president after present participating either directly or indirectly in this endless assault upon me. I sit here after years of violence, rape and torture all my attempts to have a career stolen my ideas stolen as I get NOTHING in return but more hate and violence. So I have to sit here writing about this for one more day--don't know what it will take for anyone to realize how sick and deadly the situation forced upon me truly is in all ramification for the future of humanity. No one seems to care. I ascribe my situation to the reckless disregard for the environment until it's really almost too late and certain death awaits the planet, and still many people could not care less as long as they feel comfortable in their convenience and the corrupt system that keeps incompetents in power and promoted----the misuse of technology that is destroying the planet's ecosystem is the same mentality that governs this misuse of technology and this most hateful organization attacking me. The hate they spew onto me and the filth they pour into my body and home is the same acting principle guiding their spewing of filth into the planet, their endless rape and mutilation policies that translate into covertly sponsored global genocidal regimes (aka "tin pot dictatorships"). Those in power in the G20 are the operating principles behind "Tin pot Dictatorships" but no one can also understand this because of the "gentrified" superficial demeanor of the politicians and celebrities--and this applies more to America than anyone can realize. Pelosi is very like a Tin Pot dictator with aspirations for genocidal conquest and absolute racism with tinges of Mafioso power grabs. I can't write about Trump and even this post is too dangerous to write due to endless threats to take away my financial security absolutely by the last 45 who hasn't stopped this onslaught of terrorist financial attacks on my subpoverty income; the threat to force me into desperation financially, which has already occurred because I am blocked from earning all money as haters torture me to steal ideas so they can profit in millions off the concepts while I am told I am stupid and other hideous insults while they block all my chances to have

Hackers blocked the last part of the "title" section which was cut off in the middle of a sentence. I was in the long-winded rambling venting phase of just trying to get this out of my "system". But hackers stopped the flow of pyro plastic font of this enervation regarding how little people are doing, how much I have to fight how many years I have tried to get a support system or to stop these criminals to no avail.

As they are destroying the planet environmentally they are also destroying all civilized society with these vile death squad (gang stalker) groups and these mind control technologies, poisons, drugs and the tech to blast your brain into a gelatinous mold that they shape into  their version of the cesspool of compliance to their theft of all the world and all they can suck out of everything and every body with all these tools that rotten crap, racist, fascist and disgusting parasitic enabler that she and her ilk are--and they support all this fully. It is people like her and Trump and the rest who have brought so much woe onto the planet for far too long. Yet the same apathy remains, the same criminals are out partying and enjoying the awards and the photo ops as they have stolen idea after idea from me and left me fighting to clean up filth non-stop day and night day after day that they order forced upon my body and home. I am now facing non-stop death threat while driving once more as no one will ever stop these parasites from attacking me nor support me so I am not living like this but instead endlessly writing posts so they can see and demonstrate how their violence has achieved this endless spewing of hate into the internet to get hateful parasites off me.

What you all have allowed to go on undisturbed is now materializing in death of the planet, destruction of society with these parasites assuming that in their mansions and castles they will always be on top and you or me at least on bottom if they can they will do everything to include as many people on the bottom list as they can. That means more for them, of course. Those who assist them now may find eventually that they are screwed with also no recourse for any support or help because the lattice structure of targeting eliminates people into isolated cells so they are far removed from any support system and of course no one ever does anything anyway if they had the chance to help they just don't do it.
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But now the pandemic is nearly over in many respects and the exact same series of non-stop threats to my life, finances, stability and security are reaching the height of tourist season as violent and genocidal Nazis from Europ-a-land are pouring in for their filthy vacays. I remain writing in disgust because nothing has daunted this organization except for Covid, but politicians like Pelosi are slurring into microphones and cameras how they are worried about the loss of Democracy and they are "fighting" for it as they assist in ripping it to shreds by participating in this fascist, Nazi contract out on me. That includes many a tv or YouTube personality commenting on media and political concerns (the "liberals").
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so another post goes by, another day of no one ever actually doing anything except reading my posts and feeling smug and assured that they are fine and it will never happen to You but of course it's funny on some deep level when it happens to me. 

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...and now the air seeping into my tiny studio smells like fried dog food that neighbors are cooking. The stench nightly of their greasy fried food and whatever nasty fish and other stink that they cook, in a succession of nasty Thai cooking that in no way resembles the term "cuisine" and is not anything related to what is served in Western versions of Thai restaurants---only a vague similarity ties restaurant Western Thai food with what Thais actually eat on a private and regular basis although it is similar in appearance or in spicy gooey sauces and such. I have no chance to earn money to live in any place where I don't have to shut my doors periodically all night from early evening into late hours as the stink of various terrorists surrounding me fry and cook their reeking fare for the night--and I truly need my own home and privacy and safety. And money. And for this group of celebrities and everything else associated with this terrorist group literally pried off me they all are polluting my life and sucking out my life every day and night.


Terrorist report: FedEx terrorism. My package which I pay $100 extra to the mail service in Florida has ordered my package be delayed for the next two weeks. The package was on route to the FedEx location to be picked up and then the package was put on hold for two weeks. I now have to go through an ordeal of people "no understan English" on the phone or trying to contact this mail service in Orlando which has ordered my financial information be delayed for this long. Or something else--FedEx is putting it on hold due to instruction from the terrorist operation or something else--but for a 3-day "priority" package where I paid $189 for a 1 lb package now requiring 3 weeks to be delivered FedEx is ridiculous.

Saturday, October 23, 2021

Terrorist financial discriminatory attacks merged with mind control technological attacks; how the combination is used to thwart the target and his/her attempts at solvency or survival.

 During every phone call in which I am perpetually lied to, put on hold, given wrong information and details must be repeated ad nauseum before the terrorist on the other end of the false line begins to answer a question somewhat correctly albeit leaving out important details or inserting outright lies.

In phoning FedEx I was of course rerouted to a terrorist who did the following: I first began telling him that I was in Thailand and had a mail company which would send me a package to the Phuket Station to be picked up. Halfway through the call after multiple guesses and repeats and not-understanding on his part (he sounded like he was yet another cog in the outsourcing phone service industry) he told me emphatically that he "thought" I was going to send the package from the US to Thailand in person, and that I was calling from America. I had to repeat for the 4th time that I am in Phuket and trying to get my mail service to send this package to me but not at a price $100 than the actual cost that FedEx charges. The entire run-around operation took over 20 minutes to get one simple question answered, and then it was done while my keyboard would not operate

and my brain was so blasted I could not "remember" what I wanted to ask, as he kept leading me through a question/answer session in circles while my brain was being blasted by some technology so I could not think--I was in a "fog" I struggled to remember what I wanted to know as he kept the situation revolving around endless repeats then partial answers than back to the original questions that he changed a bit as it revolved endlessly in this futile manner. My throat began to constrict due to the microchip implant in my throat as my vocal chords lowered and sounded tired and old--my throat constricted and cracked. I had to get toothpaste that I leave on my counter because terrorists insert fungus into the toothpaste tube if I leave it in the bathroom I had to coat my throat with a bit of toothpaste just to try to speak without my voice faltering completely.

I began to struggle to find anything to say while I had already answered the same questions in different ways over 4 times already and still had not gotten my answer.

Thus, the combination of expert liars being put to the task of these types of interrogation technique phone service operator calls--who lie and mislead and repeat while at the same time my brain is put into a miasma of electronically-induced "short-term memory loss" or, not sure if that exactly is what is being inflicted upon my brain and it's cognitive functions but it seems like something of that nature. My long-term memory is also often attacked as well. But in these phone calls, I also have at the back of my mind the fact that if I get exasperated or angry the terrorists end the call, refuse service and/or lie even more and the discrimination increases.


With ZERO government oversight of this--and indeed the government official who participates in this has threatened me after I demonstrate any kind of cerebral competence--staring and glaring as if I am supposed to be stupid and non-threatening and in total compliance to their egregious systematic discrimination and more often than not, racism (probably at the center of everything). I am thus left to wade through all these attacks alone, still fighting as I have for more than a decade to rid my body of deadly poisons while all of the electronic torture and violence also inhibits my ability to heal, threatening my nervous and immunity defense systems. But, I am writing this post to keep record and explanation hoping it won't be more fodder for sadists to jump at the chance to inflict something similar upon me or anybody else--although if only the terrorists would inflict these attacks upon each other as they have so often in the past when they had no access to easily identifiable outsiders to their cloistered groups, which I think now is divided into dark and light categories of racist identification. If there appears to be a melding of the skin colors I believe firmly that it's an illusion intended to fool people into believing that "society" is not the bigoted hate machine that it really is when the disguises are dropped--as they are in teleportation and in this system which is so concealed to the world with full compliance of all it's adherent members--not excluding all the victims of racism.

I am 

To No one, as there is no one here (except me). Update on the attack on my life, this time financial. It was forced on January 14, so last week. As I suspected and knew, it was done recently and my mail was rejected at the mail service I have used for months---returned my money suspended. They are demanding either a redetermination--I am chronically disabled, this group crushed my lumbar and cervical vertebrae the medical records state chronic and permanent disability which means there is nothing that will make me "Normal" or capable of doing much, but of course they will try. I am s tuck most of the day in pain and unable to even do anything but they want to squeeze everything out of me, the tiny subpoverty included from SSI Disability. I could not obtain Social Security Disability, which would not force me to live on subpovety "Welfare" subsistence, but instead some livable expense and able to live abroad in order to survive but on SSI you are forced to have repeat reviews--but I am disabled they still are forcing the qualification for welfare upon me. They are not supposed to. They also either did not k now or lied but Social Security administration has changed various rules for food budget and you don't have to report on whether you have assistance for food or help, but this woman asked me if I did. It is listed on the website as a recent LAW that changed the policy, right below the main top portion of the main Social Security Administration page (ssa.gov) but she did not know this. I did not need to remind her for fear of the usual recrimination for knowing more than the person put into some position to deprive me of something like basic service and survival. That is how they have forced me to live. I now have to wait to phone this department in Hollywood to speak to a man to make some phone interview where all kinds of questions will be asked and I could lose everything. Even with medical records, they will force me to have to fly to America where I have literally nowhere to go, no money to survive on, and a physical condition that will make me extremely sick and in threat of extreme physical decline or illness from stress to my spine.

3 hours later of bureaucratic targeted stalking bs (repetition of the same events for most calls proves that this is not just the normal bur...