Friday, November 5, 2021

I INFLUENCED A SCENE IN A BLOCKBUSTER H-WOOD MOVIE! My 1.666 minutes of Fame! The MATRIX 4 (trailer) : YELLOW RUBBER DUCK SCENE with Keanu Reeves was INSPIRED BY ME.

"THE MATRIX 4 Trailer (4K ULTRA HD) 2021"

*Please note that hackers have altered this post below and removed commas, other grammar. I am really too tired of backspacing and correcting my already written posts to go over this again as I don't know how much the terrorists will remove once I repost after spending more time correcting. So I leave it like a kind of badly grammatical stream but just try to get through it.





 Only 13,334 minutes left for my Andy Warhol quota of Fame left unless I break the mold of normalcy for normal people, which I am not one of "those".


"I've had dreams which aren't just dreams." says the "triggered" confused, not-yet-superman protagonist to the worried therapist in a session. The beginning of The Matrix 4 trailer. Eerie music like metal being tweaked pronounces the Matrix in a tunnel of entrance into never-never-land until you pop the correct color pill. 


The next scene or thereafter is of the actor Reeves with a yellow rubber duck on his head, sitting in a mental gestation in his bathtub with San Francisco stunning views in the bay windows of his apparently not-inexpensive SF apartment or condo. 

How is this yellow rubber duck associated with me and how does it play into the Matrix?

Well, good thing the theoretical "you", the ever-watchful Big Brother all-seeing eye asks in the silence of your surveillance and hacking potentialities for interpersonal terrorism and all the nefarious deeds that entails in all the unfolding petals of the fleur du mal that you all have obtained your poppy opium high from all these years reading my posts and belonging to this terror organization which for many is akin to getting the highest high and for many others it's the lowest worst low trip ever.

I have two yellow rubber duck toys in my bathroom. Keanu Reeves has been just one of the rotating, revolving circus of celebrities teleporting me and following the protocols. One thing he said to me that stands out is that he said, "The only thing I like in your apartment is your rubber duck." ...and voila! He included it and I suspect the yellow rubber duck was his own personal trigger to remind him of the caught-between dimensional state that he has partaken in when it comes to my trauma-based not multi-dimensional teleportation trauma-based endless "film series" of "dark web" purport of "experimentation" but more it's interrogation sadistic gestation of a future world of sadistic exploitation. That is the Matrix that the celebrities have partaken in. I suspect when they treat each other to the teleportation that they have the most sensual sexual orgiastic revelries possible. For those they want to eliminate, it's being used as a terror and torture Matrix with no keys and no master teachers offering any solace or clairvoyant advice.


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I definitely will see this movie and look forward to it, unlike most of the drivel that perpetually is being cranked out. It's not for the acting although what I saw of Reeves' acting was impressive and the special effects and what appears to be the plot is intriguing enough to have drawn me in. That is unusual. I will have to see what Ms. and Mr. Wachowski have brewed up for the latest version of this sage. Hopefully not to much pyrotechnic CGI warfare scenes which I think ruined the last few Matrix's in the series. 

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P.S. A personal note in B-flat to Keanu Reeves. Dear KR: if you don't like anything in my terror surveillance torture and rape chamber that I have been living in as a recluse and torture victim all these years of asking people for help, except for the one item of a yellow rubber duck which I keep in my bathroom to prop up the tiny scrub brush I use to clean my fingers and nails--because terrorists spray fungus on anything that is wet and touches the surface that is flat of every item in the bathroom so I must have an air flow on all and everything (almost).  I urge you to please consider the following:

I have had to cover every crack, tile and panel of this room to block the terrorists you relied upon to teleport and traumatize me and support me and ask questions and etc etc because they have been doing things like destroying my body, helping terrorists to break into my room while I am unconscious who rape and disfigure and partially dismember me nightly, and etc. All the walls and floors and everything is covered with dollar store products and I could not even choose the look that I wanted to create what should have been a much nicer room, but terrorists ALSO spray brown goo  onto everything. The walls, floors, furniture and all has a brown stain permanently attached to all so there is only a browning-yellow hue to the otherwise what should have been bright colors of the colorful paper I glued and pasted with decorations onto the walls and floor. I covered the floor with various kinds of materials at least 4 times and terrorists used knives to slash them all. I can't use any closet space in this room because terrorists spray such stinking substances into the enclosed spaces that keeping clothing or items in anything enclosed is a certain stink death for these materials that I must constinuously throw away. Therefore my terror/torture/abuse/teleportation surveillance chamber is cluttered because all I use for my life is stored in various spaces along the floors, behind object, in boxes, etc .I try my best to live in some decent way but also note that every time I leave terrorists pour into my room and destroy my belongings, spray more stinking substances, break more items, make things ripped, torn and shredded so they are in threads, stained browning is yellow, the stains and stink are chemically treated so they never come out. 

All of this you relied upon to get your iconic yellow rubber duck prop for your movie and however you are using it to represent the victimized status of a mentally and dimensionally dislocated, multi-dimensional space/time vortex traveler that your movie has glorified but your cohorts have turned into a macabre example of the degradation of all that science could ever promise to uplift in the human experience.

If I were not besieged like this, I probably would have a shiny, happy colorful healthy living space and perhaps would not have this rubber duck in my bathroom even. I bought it to bring a sense of brief happiness in the filth that the terrorists have poured into my bathroom and continue to spew into my bathroom every single day. It is utterly disgusting. The effect of the rubber duck has worn off just a bit due to daily ceaseless onslaught of this situation which you helped only briefly one time and then have, like all your peers participating in this contract, allowed to go on while you used me for whatever you could get to enhance your own career and symbolic representation with zero compensation for me or for my ideas or for what you have obtained or just out of the goodness of human concern and compassion for other people you have done nothing to alleviate this terror torture for me but you used my rubber ducky as a prop to put yourself into a kind of silly quizzical mode in a solitary shot of yourself dipping into a realm somewhere between silliness and the Twilight Zone. Millions of dollars for you out of scenes such as this which would reach into the hearts of many people who feel that yearning for the brief little joys of childish delight in toys and silliness in the midst of terror and forces to terrifying and potentially destructive to all life. 

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It's not that rubber ducks are so unique, but rarely used in combination with a confused multi-dimensional traveler who is caught between a red and blue zone of life and death and the eventual rescue of the entire planet. You...Keanu Reeves, by using this symbol of confused victim caught in the throes of exigent forces but having the pluck to remain stuck to the material joys of having a toy--You've made money off the image of my rubber duck for this film and I remain here with not enough money to survive, left in the same space of desperation that your friends in H-wood are exploiting while you have gone on your "happy" way getting paid and promoted for this "borrowing" of the rubber duck image.

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p.s. to the nebulous readers of this blog post: the situation with Keanu Reeves and this rubber duck story has been reduced to a more nebulous tone than what actually transpired. The violence is not mentioned that was directed at me, because I only used the more euphemistic term, "he followed all the protocols" but then some as well...should I elaborate? I have written of this before, I think it was last year it happened just before the pandemic took hold, around December 2019, this juncture of yet another perpetrator attacking me out of H-wood and this current post. The situation remains like the revolving circus sadistic psycho story of a rich and famous celebrity inflicting their fantasies of torture and violence and usurpation and abuse upon me, and then they steal my concepts in whatever form they can or want to, go off using that for their own promotion (by now the list is so long and I have tried to write of all the thefts of my concepts all these years but I am more tortured and they keep just getting away with all these crimes while I remain non-stop tortured slowly to death living in fith and squalor that I mentioned above--never caused by myself but by this organization and these wealthy people continue this slow death-by-filth operation. They continue to profit off the concepts they steal off me, even if used for a brief moment in a film it is a good touch to a scene of someone slipping in sanity or pondering existence in an abstract existential way before all the bloodshed of the violent film reaches it's inevitable climax which these films, and these celebrities, always achieve in these terror contracts heaped upon me. The wonder and little touches of contact with charming humor that they use in these films that are stolen from me that they then destroy or help to crush within me and my environment they certain pack into their "art" to make themselves appear as such charming, innocuous good-hearted kindly folk.

Yet I will nevertheless watch this film and it looks like it will be a bit of entertainment. I didn't want more high tech death war scenes which the trailer promises to input to a high degree as usual. I think it will be a good film, Keanu Reeves shows that he will perform well. He is a good actor. He defended me one time as well against a German Nazi who had raped and then began hitting me in an ever-increasing frequency after asking me for my ideas. But then he succumbed to following the protocols and did something akin but not so physically violent. Oh well, so much for learning from sci fi roles about finding individuality under the stress and duress of technocratic programmed matrix society....





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Because I write so many, so often, long, rambling incoherent (hacked, redacted by hackers, rewritten to discredit me) posts, I will try to make this succinct: I am very ill from poisoning. The poison remains in my body after decades of trying to protect my body from more poisoning and the administration of what could be the compression of the poisons through rape while I am unconscious and unable to brace against impact. Johnny Depp had my cat stolen, but tortured and photographed while being drowned in response to me writing endlessly for 2 weeks at the onset of his rape and torture and thrills and sniggering raping me pounding poison into my body and then abusing torturing me afterwards so his daughter and he and amber heard and whomever else could obtain non-stop prizes, promotions without end. 13 years later his dirty, nasty daughter who has spent MOST OF HER LIFE profiting off viciously and murderously having me poisoned sits next to arnold ugly-termini88er who has spent at least a decade profiting off my ideas stolen as he partners with people poisoning and raping the poison into my body. //The list of people who have done this to me who remain steadfastly latched onto sucking my life out and being praised, promoted the sky is not even the limit as elon musk has been handed space gear, as long as he continues to drill into the mind and brain of all the targets, victims and nazi genocide pogrom people they want exterminated, mind controlled and all exonerated with no evidence as no one ever will break out of the chain-of-command all obey and get promotions merely for the act of silence, obedience and proving sniggering delight at having me tortured and viciously participating then spreading the word so the snowball effect is a contagion upon me (and the world but so far the thrill of lynch mob witch hunt mentality strips all cognition of warning to the future as has been happening with every technology brought out to get speed and action on this terra firma and now into the grooves of the mind and brain and control over other human beings rendering them sheer victims of genocidal torture all administered without any evidence as again, no one reports any of this but "everybody" participates. //At my height of sickness arnold hate-=termini88er has been consigned not merely to rally every female white "feminist" nazi every black "fighting racism" nazi minority minion latinos acting out their fantasies of enacting their movie roles onto attacking me. Every jew smirks and laughs and stares into the eyes of dirty shitalina or dirty arnold transfixed into their every look of "approval" like absolute mirrors I can see the ugliness of the energy spectrum of the puppets who otherwise are "fighting Nazis". But at the time when I am detoxing and am at the most sick possible for me, in the "window" of sickness I am at very weak and vulnerable moments. They attack me all the more viciously in a murderous way, as has been happening for years but arnold believes that he is an entitled "predator" and hacks lion videos preying on weak little animals in his social darwinistic nazi paradigm which many would say, is "the way of the world" the animal kingdom the strong survive, only. //But feeding off the vulnerable whom you force into vulnerability. The organized poisoning and physical dislocation of little items of the body like vertebrae all along the spine they have done to me--and putting hips and spine out of alignment has been done non-stop under this group for the past 20 years while I am unconscious, unable to wake up and the people surround me raping smearing fungus and semen into my hair, into my orifices on my everything else in the room horrid substances. Making my hair grey further they scream insults and then rush at me violently when I respond but can't stop torturing me almost to death to obtain these reactions for their note-taking on ideas for how to empower 'victims" in their next movie set of award-winning original themes but supplying no threat to the "animal kingdom" of Nazi overtake as ordained long before Hitler. //I write this because the technology has rendered me powerless and the reaction of society clamps the prison on me by the sheer permission structure which is supported by a terror network of death squads for anybody actually openly caring or helping me. //They are trying to kick me out of this place I spent at least 2 years fighting to understand how to block actual human beings from breaking into my room via the mechanical arms opening the multi-locked and layered barriers I created just for the front door. I had already pounded in plastic wood-like cabinets (very hard, extremely painful) into the many cabinets lining the walls and panels which are opened from the other side of the wall the concealment of these portals of terror entry are done professionally. //They first cut off my disability (after having made me disabled through these nighttime mutilations of my spine fracturing my vertebrae in multiple locations while in deep sleep. Then poisoning me with a horrific substance which has been manufactured in an extremely precise way to create various staggered time schedules so that various agents are introduced into the drug cocktail after many years of the bloating and latching forces malfunction, bloating the poisons latching onto flesh and bone and every single tear, rip and injury is a penetration portal for the poisons. This group has spent my life having me injured but especially while in deep unconscious sleep states in order to force the penetration of these poisons into every possible interior space of my being to the core. Perhaps in my marrow. In my brain absolutely since this group has undoubtedly manufactured upgrades of the microchips and used extreme laser precision to implant more advanced layers of technologies into my brain. The hard poisons form very elongated structures, hard as cement, into my body extending from bones into every injury and surgery they forced upon me to "correct" the extreme curvature of my spine, then afterwards exacerbating the curvature with hip and spinal manipulation (plus whittling my shoe soles so they were at 45-degree angles, forcing me to walk in crooked ways and that went on most of my life I though I was walking in a crooked way naturally. This studio they are kicking me out of, with my disability payments still suspended and the decision pending to reinstate the payments; my family and the billionaire whorewood group and the president former presidents, former president's wives who are endlessly fixated on obtaining every prize and deal possible out of having been in the Oval Office as leader 40 years ago but still they cling on and on. AT my most ill they continue the soft kill approach by viciously assaulting me with yelling screaming tears torture heart palpitations abuse without end death threats and arnold picking me up while I am clutching my abdomen in pain, agony after detoxing more black, stinking poison embedded into my back and intestines and synapses and tissue for decades. Hitting my abdomen and my sides while I was in agony nearly from this horrific poison finally coming out (and he profited off having me poisoned since at the very least 2013, I have no idea how long so many others have conjoined in this effort to obtain a huge prize of endless summer for them in media prizes and absolute control over h-wood if they get me to "submit" to being abused raped poisoned without any protestation and me providing these ignorant horrific hateful people with ideas because they can't be bothered to study or read or think critically they just get me to provde my lifetime of having done all that, coming from an Ivy League family one a professor the rest attorneys and artists. It's not merely arnold s-ne88er but he's the tool used by trump to really inflict the "German" style nazi terrorism which is reminiscent of the old nazi genocidal regime. Under restraint now marginally but nevertheless not at the full violent behavior they would otherwise inflict if there were not guardrails. I am a prototype and they must exploit me for more so they can't outright torture me to death but oh, they tried to have me kliled in near-death accidents on the road, multiple times and other people would have died from their violent vehicular "accidents" where the brakes and other functions were suddenly gone, like water through a sieve while cars hit me from sides and at speeds from standing still to bursting at me which obviously had sophisticated engine manipulation and not normal car acceleration capabilities.// Arnold hate-ni88er is not stopping with the slow murder and has previously made death threats for my response to his insults and abuse which are nazi-racist in nature not just demeaning but focused on racist genocidal humiliation. This programming is part of the psychological conditioning this group is trying to force into American society for the Jews to repeat the old permission structure to commit more genocide as long as a few "entitled" get to stand out and profit off the margin of death extermination. I am going into a long rant at the moment but my point is that besides the grey hair they forced on me (also had hair removed on my scalp and underarms ) but the endless slicing smearing of poisons on my hands, mutilation and then hours of abuse per day until I write a post trying to elicit any kind of compassion or support or help from this group which has restricted my posts and blog on a "need-to-know" basis. No one capable of consternation reads my posts apparently this is chock full of compliant and complicit wanna be master race entitlement getting paid and laid crowd. //However, the real irony is that they appear as being very "strong" they have huge muscles they are always heroic but when it comes to this, they exploit someone disabled, alone, drugged up, my brain rendered in various loops as they have people inflict subliminal sentences which I repeat under extreme duress/stress combined with daily drugging via all vehicles of drugging while they torture me for having repeated the subliminal hypnotic suggestion statements. Now they are hacking so badly it's impossible to type without having to repeat and backspace retype this always is a bane to anything I attempt to explain. Rendering me mute and then ranting. The subliminal suggestion is always forced in moments of stress and they ("they") manufacture stress literally almost every single moment second of my life. If I begin to laugh at anything "they" are tweaking the throat microchip implant to force stinging torture tears welling and pouring out of my eyes to stop me instantly from laughing and/or having any gaiety whatsoever.

  All of these people are constructs of heroism according to the images they are crafted to appear as in their tv shows, news podcasts and p...