Friday, November 5, 2021

I INFLUENCED A SCENE IN A BLOCKBUSTER H-WOOD MOVIE! My 1.666 minutes of Fame! The MATRIX 4 (trailer) : YELLOW RUBBER DUCK SCENE with Keanu Reeves was INSPIRED BY ME.

"THE MATRIX 4 Trailer (4K ULTRA HD) 2021"

*Please note that hackers have altered this post below and removed commas, other grammar. I am really too tired of backspacing and correcting my already written posts to go over this again as I don't know how much the terrorists will remove once I repost after spending more time correcting. So I leave it like a kind of badly grammatical stream but just try to get through it.





 Only 13,334 minutes left for my Andy Warhol quota of Fame left unless I break the mold of normalcy for normal people, which I am not one of "those".


"I've had dreams which aren't just dreams." says the "triggered" confused, not-yet-superman protagonist to the worried therapist in a session. The beginning of The Matrix 4 trailer. Eerie music like metal being tweaked pronounces the Matrix in a tunnel of entrance into never-never-land until you pop the correct color pill. 


The next scene or thereafter is of the actor Reeves with a yellow rubber duck on his head, sitting in a mental gestation in his bathtub with San Francisco stunning views in the bay windows of his apparently not-inexpensive SF apartment or condo. 

How is this yellow rubber duck associated with me and how does it play into the Matrix?

Well, good thing the theoretical "you", the ever-watchful Big Brother all-seeing eye asks in the silence of your surveillance and hacking potentialities for interpersonal terrorism and all the nefarious deeds that entails in all the unfolding petals of the fleur du mal that you all have obtained your poppy opium high from all these years reading my posts and belonging to this terror organization which for many is akin to getting the highest high and for many others it's the lowest worst low trip ever.

I have two yellow rubber duck toys in my bathroom. Keanu Reeves has been just one of the rotating, revolving circus of celebrities teleporting me and following the protocols. One thing he said to me that stands out is that he said, "The only thing I like in your apartment is your rubber duck." ...and voila! He included it and I suspect the yellow rubber duck was his own personal trigger to remind him of the caught-between dimensional state that he has partaken in when it comes to my trauma-based not multi-dimensional teleportation trauma-based endless "film series" of "dark web" purport of "experimentation" but more it's interrogation sadistic gestation of a future world of sadistic exploitation. That is the Matrix that the celebrities have partaken in. I suspect when they treat each other to the teleportation that they have the most sensual sexual orgiastic revelries possible. For those they want to eliminate, it's being used as a terror and torture Matrix with no keys and no master teachers offering any solace or clairvoyant advice.


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I definitely will see this movie and look forward to it, unlike most of the drivel that perpetually is being cranked out. It's not for the acting although what I saw of Reeves' acting was impressive and the special effects and what appears to be the plot is intriguing enough to have drawn me in. That is unusual. I will have to see what Ms. and Mr. Wachowski have brewed up for the latest version of this sage. Hopefully not to much pyrotechnic CGI warfare scenes which I think ruined the last few Matrix's in the series. 

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P.S. A personal note in B-flat to Keanu Reeves. Dear KR: if you don't like anything in my terror surveillance torture and rape chamber that I have been living in as a recluse and torture victim all these years of asking people for help, except for the one item of a yellow rubber duck which I keep in my bathroom to prop up the tiny scrub brush I use to clean my fingers and nails--because terrorists spray fungus on anything that is wet and touches the surface that is flat of every item in the bathroom so I must have an air flow on all and everything (almost).  I urge you to please consider the following:

I have had to cover every crack, tile and panel of this room to block the terrorists you relied upon to teleport and traumatize me and support me and ask questions and etc etc because they have been doing things like destroying my body, helping terrorists to break into my room while I am unconscious who rape and disfigure and partially dismember me nightly, and etc. All the walls and floors and everything is covered with dollar store products and I could not even choose the look that I wanted to create what should have been a much nicer room, but terrorists ALSO spray brown goo  onto everything. The walls, floors, furniture and all has a brown stain permanently attached to all so there is only a browning-yellow hue to the otherwise what should have been bright colors of the colorful paper I glued and pasted with decorations onto the walls and floor. I covered the floor with various kinds of materials at least 4 times and terrorists used knives to slash them all. I can't use any closet space in this room because terrorists spray such stinking substances into the enclosed spaces that keeping clothing or items in anything enclosed is a certain stink death for these materials that I must constinuously throw away. Therefore my terror/torture/abuse/teleportation surveillance chamber is cluttered because all I use for my life is stored in various spaces along the floors, behind object, in boxes, etc .I try my best to live in some decent way but also note that every time I leave terrorists pour into my room and destroy my belongings, spray more stinking substances, break more items, make things ripped, torn and shredded so they are in threads, stained browning is yellow, the stains and stink are chemically treated so they never come out. 

All of this you relied upon to get your iconic yellow rubber duck prop for your movie and however you are using it to represent the victimized status of a mentally and dimensionally dislocated, multi-dimensional space/time vortex traveler that your movie has glorified but your cohorts have turned into a macabre example of the degradation of all that science could ever promise to uplift in the human experience.

If I were not besieged like this, I probably would have a shiny, happy colorful healthy living space and perhaps would not have this rubber duck in my bathroom even. I bought it to bring a sense of brief happiness in the filth that the terrorists have poured into my bathroom and continue to spew into my bathroom every single day. It is utterly disgusting. The effect of the rubber duck has worn off just a bit due to daily ceaseless onslaught of this situation which you helped only briefly one time and then have, like all your peers participating in this contract, allowed to go on while you used me for whatever you could get to enhance your own career and symbolic representation with zero compensation for me or for my ideas or for what you have obtained or just out of the goodness of human concern and compassion for other people you have done nothing to alleviate this terror torture for me but you used my rubber ducky as a prop to put yourself into a kind of silly quizzical mode in a solitary shot of yourself dipping into a realm somewhere between silliness and the Twilight Zone. Millions of dollars for you out of scenes such as this which would reach into the hearts of many people who feel that yearning for the brief little joys of childish delight in toys and silliness in the midst of terror and forces to terrifying and potentially destructive to all life. 

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It's not that rubber ducks are so unique, but rarely used in combination with a confused multi-dimensional traveler who is caught between a red and blue zone of life and death and the eventual rescue of the entire planet. You...Keanu Reeves, by using this symbol of confused victim caught in the throes of exigent forces but having the pluck to remain stuck to the material joys of having a toy--You've made money off the image of my rubber duck for this film and I remain here with not enough money to survive, left in the same space of desperation that your friends in H-wood are exploiting while you have gone on your "happy" way getting paid and promoted for this "borrowing" of the rubber duck image.

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p.s. to the nebulous readers of this blog post: the situation with Keanu Reeves and this rubber duck story has been reduced to a more nebulous tone than what actually transpired. The violence is not mentioned that was directed at me, because I only used the more euphemistic term, "he followed all the protocols" but then some as well...should I elaborate? I have written of this before, I think it was last year it happened just before the pandemic took hold, around December 2019, this juncture of yet another perpetrator attacking me out of H-wood and this current post. The situation remains like the revolving circus sadistic psycho story of a rich and famous celebrity inflicting their fantasies of torture and violence and usurpation and abuse upon me, and then they steal my concepts in whatever form they can or want to, go off using that for their own promotion (by now the list is so long and I have tried to write of all the thefts of my concepts all these years but I am more tortured and they keep just getting away with all these crimes while I remain non-stop tortured slowly to death living in fith and squalor that I mentioned above--never caused by myself but by this organization and these wealthy people continue this slow death-by-filth operation. They continue to profit off the concepts they steal off me, even if used for a brief moment in a film it is a good touch to a scene of someone slipping in sanity or pondering existence in an abstract existential way before all the bloodshed of the violent film reaches it's inevitable climax which these films, and these celebrities, always achieve in these terror contracts heaped upon me. The wonder and little touches of contact with charming humor that they use in these films that are stolen from me that they then destroy or help to crush within me and my environment they certain pack into their "art" to make themselves appear as such charming, innocuous good-hearted kindly folk.

Yet I will nevertheless watch this film and it looks like it will be a bit of entertainment. I didn't want more high tech death war scenes which the trailer promises to input to a high degree as usual. I think it will be a good film, Keanu Reeves shows that he will perform well. He is a good actor. He defended me one time as well against a German Nazi who had raped and then began hitting me in an ever-increasing frequency after asking me for my ideas. But then he succumbed to following the protocols and did something akin but not so physically violent. Oh well, so much for learning from sci fi roles about finding individuality under the stress and duress of technocratic programmed matrix society....





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But this is about newscum who they want to put in power; that would be the openly racist white nazi kkk style trashy senators and trump and all his black-hearted fake christians---so revolting and vile and evil and ugly and sinister it's foul and filthy and newsdum was hands-on-hips in lynch mob posturing after noem came to play "good cop" as I screameds after weeks of beatings and rape because I moved to california, saw then that in july trump was redistriting texas and after the illegal actions he and his team to cut my disability SSI off, I was in anxious peril for my life I wrote to newscum the filth big bird evil creep that I supported his effort at prop 50---in the drugged zone they forced on me, and this was all am ind control drug operation and 16 hours of deadly abuse from tom hardy for about 4 months every day at that point, I wrote in mind control drugged desperation that "maybe you can become president" and this was entirely due to drugging and mind control. They did the same thing to me with kamala harris whom I had never seriously endorsed for this role and it was all forced into my subconscious, after I was under traumatized torture nearly death near death constantly fighting for my life after years and years of the shit from whorewood trying to murder me with poisnoing as all politicians including raskin and crockashit and piglousy all watched on smirking and smug going off being awarded and put into higher position for complying with nazi MURDER schemes. After newsom came at me abusing me and demonstrating abuse and hate at me, I told him in rage about the situation of his "friends" In whorewood I also told him I wished them death arter 15 years of them trying to horrifically kill me---it is natural after 15 years and ongoing rape and torture to death and poisoning to death---he began slapping me bringing on everyone he couuld to violently abuse me the first shit crap he brought on were a latino and black male threatening to kill me--then a team of english crap who had been abusing me he joined in with and in his closeted homosexuality has embraced the filth of beck pig-ham the soccar shithole creep who was calling me bitch as I responded to his insults---and thusly newsom begam calling me this and I finally just screamed at him that he should never be president was incompetent--this began more abuse and more and more until I wrote a message to this german rotten fuck just to divert my attention because this creep plays antifascist music, i wondered if the german entertainment scene was handling the rise of nazism in germany. This pig rat scum rushed to behave exactly like a murderous nazi with dirty trashy shit like sophia loren and dolly parton--newsom there endlessly with the most violent of europigape trash hate pig "men" who raped and raped me. In came after a while nasty noem and dirty rand paul, who at the time was the only repub who was openly verbal about the murders of fishermen in the carribbean (I cannot use the caps key so excuse wrong grammar). Rand paul, the rotten senator used abusing me as his excuse to openly oppose even faintly the trump murders as committed by hegseth, the first maga piece of shit to assault me for hours per day, with his nasty dirty family and then bannon joined inm saying he was going to "crush" me, as dirty shit crock-a-shit crocket joined in yelling and screaming as a fascst black scum ape parasite to do what these white trash shit "men" told me to do--beaming in delight and since then she has been promoted plastic surgery andin every white nazi liberal interview possible---the extent of the nazi control over the democrat rat party is unbelievable and for injsiders it is undeniable. So trashy shit newscum is intolerable he is vile and violent he is even worse then bannon and hegseth absolutel a nasty violent personality bereft of any sensibility except for white male privilege. He demanded after noem allowed me to vent at what sick violence newscum was committing against me as rand paul demanded that I call the german ape rat shit "master" and do what he says (no difference from shitty rotten crockett)( but also, that I submit myself to newscum as a slave to be beaten raped and so this rotten rat piece of shit connected to pig lousy pelosi could become president--so the white nazi trash pig white bigot men and women of the repug party can comfortably have no resistance to their nazi overtake theft and all crime and criminality fully concealed by newscum a most sinister crap filthy creep who postures as a "christian" has a fake smirkiing smile as he lies about all the platitudes he spews out--just as harris had done for her campaign it turned many people off. 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" sort of compliance, especially when they frame the "control" in a funny or happy sort of innocuous way. I was running I saw my legs pop up at a 90-cdegree angle as I ran up a cement sidewalk---I fell on my back--I was finem I had been very athletic with a beautiful body regardless of the poisoning, very athletic all my life. I actually went dancing that night at a christmas party evening for this temp secretary job I was working on california street near chinatown but exclusive a law firm. I returned and was able to do everyhing not in pain--I woke up in excruciating pain, and later realizing they ahd used the microchip implant system to render me unconscious and they fractured my vertebrae and made a metal rod in my spine come loose (scoliosis surgery, dur to the poisons pulling my spine into an s-curve) my family absolutely participated in this and has since rushed to have my disability cut off so they could have me enslaved and continue to profit off this contract--to my death, they don't care don't give a damn ugly sinister and sleazy--with newscum the crap scum creep bringing them in, and being yelled at by republicans to put that piece of rotten shit into power by letting him alep about rape and pass me around and have me tortured to death---threatening my disability cut off as trump had done but much more immature violent and stupid in his premise calling me endlessly some prostitute who must be used to being raped---stupid sick white trash things to say--redneck lynch mob shit that he is. The lusty lady was a feminist operation and the first unionized show in america, the premise had been to force any man disrespecting women to be out--not women must bear abuse by shit like newscum and his teams because of male domination. this club was infiltrated when I had no choice but to do this--not "dancing" but operating in a privat4e booth--I had aloose metal rod in my spine coming out of my back--and that is how I went to germany after 2 more years of the rod coming out---and this german scum whom I met the last day of that 4 years of having lived in germany to get this surgery to remove the rod (by that time not able to sue the sf general hospital for malpractice) but, his friends had my spine further crushed in the lumbar region because I said no to a german scum who used the date rape drugging and offering me a drink and I was so drugged and in this false sexualized heightened susceptibility--the pig rats exploit this and then demand that I remain as their abuse partner because that means they get free deals and promotions undending for it. I said no, they had my spine fractrured and now I am disabled. The pig rat, whenI told him about what I thought he had participated in, had a huge smile on his ugly rat sick sleazy face (this was about 3 weeks ago or 2) and I believe he has had a lot of violence committe4d against me for having fought back against dirty rape date drugging german scum creeps just like him, who exploited this technology and microchip and implant and the endlessly trapped mind control drugs in my body--I fought their abuse and really dehumanizing rape (they brought their friends to rape me while I was drugged into unconsciosuness) I fought back, he is determined to destroy me--the shit and filth of whorewood and newscum are there to get this contract out on me---15 years I have fought them off but this group of shit who have mad emovies and gone to oscars for my ideas they stole out of torture and abusing me---I wrote concepts about women and women's rights--so newscum is constantly caling me so prostitute trash for having worked at an establishment which the nazi white male establishment (and it could be as easily black, latino, asian or jewish) but male abuse and oppression of women as sex abuse objects, a staple of male domination and thusly trashy newsum andhis blonde dirty bigot wife and shit pelosi all demand that he denigrate me for having had to do this to literally survive--my family tried to destroy me while I was that vulnerable and I had to flee them and the country. Now they are converging under trashy trum pand newscum is holding having my disability cut off and (it's already been done, but remains in a pending state) and he's always there with nazi europigape men yelling bitch at me for the questions they have noem pose at me as I describe actual rights for women, but only their blonde nazi women are "dseerving" of decent loving relationships in their opinion otherwise women like me are supposed to be ion their knees sucking up to them as they slap and call me bitch and this has been ongoing from the actual real prostitutes of whorewood and newsom is one of them new scum for the old scum do not put that filth into power he is a republican crap replacement but far more sinister than trump and in that regard because of his fake democrat stance . he is a plantation bigot kkk piece of sleazy filthy shit--he has had horrific stinking filth sprayed on my clothing and around my room into putridity for all these months--all I did was move ot his district to get away from trump and then support his redistricting proposal----he began hitting me for saying no to supporting him when he began instantly to abuse me with hatge, insults and death threats adn then demanding sex and to service him in this contract for president. I can only imagine rotten shit pelosi instructing him to do this, for she came with s-negger the former austrian gov of california threatening to kill me sitting next to him, aftrer I had said no to hi8s sexual exploitatoin and abuse---that was before the 2nd stimulus billl biden passed and pelosi obtained a luxury swimming pool for her wealthy district using the covid relief funds as some side bill--but done for her participation in this hate crime against me proving what a bigot nazi she really is. Jeffries just rushed to use something like "little nappy brown girl whore" at me screaming after I had written a post (4 days ago) about how the democrats are proving to be no opposition so jeffries under the directive of the german "not nazi" rat ape and newscum came to use these racist epithets and then viciously threaten my life, screaming fascistically into my face with ugly evil big bird newscum standing next to the dirty rat german ape scum creep--all performing the act of bigot nazi while the whites sit back watching smug that their minorities are "permitted" to be openly racist like white nazi trash but the white nazi trash remains silently observing from the side after having given the dumb and rotten ineffective and incompetent rotten minority minion instructions on exactly what to say and how and what to do. that is the future of the demorat party at this time.