Wednesday, November 24, 2021

I studied at graduate level for a Masters Degree for 6 years. I was being poisoned to death the entire time. I had to take online classes because the many universities I had been accepted to, where I had to drive to attend classes, were met with near-death accidents while driving from class and my car being sabotaged and broken. My destitution has likewise been forced through hacks to my internet, such poisoning I can't do more than sit in stagnation (economic) while all avenues of earning part-time through internet, which is all I can do, have been blocked completely. All attempts to earn money have been blocked for years. I mean legitimate work using my skills and not through some degradation poverty scheme of useless and degrading poverty work (I think they want me to be a sex worker and that probably is all they would "allow me to do and then I would be ripped off as well to earn almost nothing). So far, the ultra-wealthy and there are by now many who have pilfered ideas I wrote of, drugged up and unable to actually publish or get anything solid out, (trust me, they make thinking/writing for any length of time and with any substantial work product impossible, literally that is the truth). After my last post about how filthy and disgusting my home has been made in addition to everything else--Creepy YouTube creep show continues: after having posted about the stinking filth attacks by the predatory celebrities and their mainstream Nazi contingent with their subordinate minority minions and poorer white classes all participating (very eagerly, the upper wealth levels most greedily to obtain more and more free lucre out of crime, I think they are fully accustomed to the expectation that they can commit any crime with zero repercussion from any government on the planet, if they can successfully conceal their crimes, and this this situation enforced upon me has demonstrated this in spades with the same ultra wealthy clinging on like real parasites to extract as much out of the contract as possible).

 After I wrote my last post--intending to not write any more but the situation remains in a destitution of poverty and vile filth and hate and vulnerability with top politicians for YEARS enforcing this hate situation upon me, laughing, glaring in hate, threatening to kill me or have me killed more accurately--with celebrities stealing my concepts and blocking me from producing anything. When I fight against their endless slurs and insults about what a "loser" I am after their violence, disfiguration, block  to my career, my home and property and financial situation--when I fight back they threaten me doubly and inflict more violence. All I have been doing for a decade if fighting to get one most disgusting undeserirable rapist abuser celebrity or politician off me after the next as they pile up and sit in row-after-row with politicians and media anchors from "liberal" departments of the entire global fascist mafia organization--all coming to get their free new deals. The longer I fight, the more of these filthy abusers pile up to get their free deals until Nancy Pelosi has been coming just one week prior to important legislation in an effort to get this "liberal" "Democrat" component their deals for the partial promises that the next president can never meet because of the absolute adherence of many of the government officials to absolute "
Right-wing" fascist groups who are hidden and obscured but really pull all the strings at the highest levels. They are the hidden people whom I have not seen operating the clown puppets but like Dark Matter I see the genuflection and bowing of the obsequious "leaders and celebrities" to those who really control them. It is apparently one larger group with a core that has tentacles into almost every business. The more technology proves as an adhesive to their nefarious operations, the more businesses and people are involved until really there is nothing but this organization controlling everyone and thing on the planet. If that sounds far-fetched I just want to state that it has taken me years of being teleported and tortured and fighting to understand the depth of this statement which is unfortunately all too accurate. Always lied about, however,


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The YouTube trigger thing was of run-down neighborhoods of mostly black inhabitants in the United States. This seems to be a "response" from the  terror hacking mind programming team, to put out how much worse things could be. I want to state that I don't know how many people in these "hoods" attend graduate school for many or any years. I have come from a position of being disabled and partially paralyzed with this group poisoning me to death and no health care provider ever doing more than prescribing weak Ibuprofin pain killer to me. Absolute lies on all accounts. I was given some alternative treatments but the clinic that provided this at one point in time has been enveloped by the Gates' Foundation and no no longer provides these crucial, life-saving services. In their corporatized glory, they have expanded into huge new buildings but the obvious discriminatory practices that were demonstrated and aimed at me, favoring well-off white college students in a place that is supposed to help homeless and disabled--but I am stating how much of a disadvantage I have had for decades and in my strength I have--after nearly being killed by terrorists in a horrible car crash (in Pensacola on the first day of grad school--then drugged and raped in the apartment complex and attacked by maintenance--and etc etc) and fighting to save my life, studying for 6 years onlin grad courses, only to be poisoned nearly to death and dying and unable to do more than fight in a way that rarely anyone has ever done, and I mean this I have been fighting non-stop for survival for years. My attempts are far above average and I have been knocked down by these terrorist very wealthy. Many of the terrorists have routine appearances in fashion magazines and in movie starring roles and in Haute Couture magazines--always emphasizing their affinity with Europ-a "chic" modelling fashion. They are absolutely controlled by Europigape fascists who make their appearances in the teleportation torture/rape sessions on a nearly routine basis.

YouTube thus had a few videos of decaying inner city slums just after I posted my account of the filth scum attacks that the filthy scum terrorists pour and spray into my room on a routine and non-stop basis (for years). I also can barely clean because of the penetrated hardened chemicals interlaced between my vertebrae and into my hips and all along the interior cavities of my body, so cleaning all the filth is impossible for me and of course with almost no money I can't afford to pay anyone even in a 3rd would country.

I thus want to emphasize that this kind of absolute discrimination has been enforced non-stop by highest levels of the US Government through these ultra-wealthy, politicians who are steadfast adherents of Europigape fascists whom they nearly grovel to in deference, assuming that they are "friends" and claiming some kind of stupid kinship only because their ancestors left those countries and immigrated to the United States years or decades or even a century or two ago. I can assure these dumb idiots brainwashed and deferential destroyers of the US culture that the Europigapes they assume are their near relatives and they are all connected through some imaginary cultural cohesion only because they were somehow connected through genealogy to someone from those countries that the Europigapes have no such identification and no common fondness for their American subservients--that basically is the gist of their relationships that I only seem to be able to recognize. There were some authors in the 19th Century who were very clear about this disparity in the views that Europigapes have towards Americans and the deferential near devotional slavery that Americans bestow willingly in their groveling associations--notably Henry James in some of his more obscure short stories and novels. But now there is nothing similar in the understanding of Americans and the Richard Spencers with their Europhile connections to the really established Nazi party are the dominant features of the ignorance that I must suffer through when it comes to try to undo the clutching Americans grasping for every ounce of my creativity my energy my sexuality to destroy me but keep me alive for more experimental research (i.e. forcing a most unwanted baby out of me, also after they severed part of my uterus while I was sleeping in my own room--that is the extent of violence that two formerly married celebrities have been continuously inflicting upon my body and home for years--only to be endlessly awarded and defended and handed every single thing by Shuck Schumer and Nancy Pelosi and Donald Trump and I assume a plethora of more at top levels who also control partially the partnership of H-wood with Capital Hill.


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But the reference to how much "better" my situation may be by having these videos of slums inserted into my YouTube page does not take into account the YEARS of me studying and fighting to think, heal and obtain a career instead of languishing in poverty and being slowly murdered via poisoning and stress-related illnesses or death through all the decades of non-stop torture that has been forced upon me and is never stopped.

I have not sat upon a stoop in a ghetto getting numb just staring and hanging out in other words--as these videos show intending to pit me into some category. I also am not, as one of the videos then put on my channel showed, a part of the Jewish community and that is no place I can go for any solace as Jews routinely and adamantly attack me with viciousness and sometimes even moreso than the whites who watch on--(as their custom now is because they have so many minority minions doing their dirty work for them, but they are all under the thumbs of these creepazoids who I can't stand seeing or being around or being teleported to or having to deal with. If only I could just live in peace and have the protection of some semblance of a society instead of the mess and the deterioration of the US that these politicians have created--all under the thumb of their "chic" and "Classy" scumbag parasitic Europigape parasites whom they can't tell are just low- and sleazy low-class scum adorned with the wealth that they stole out of genocides and genocides and all their plunder and lies.


I remain under non-stop torture to the death. I keep writing maybe hoping one day something will arise to stop this travesty. I keep reading and hearing from news commentators (all on YouTube, which is why I continuously refer to that channel, to try to understand wth is going on in the US and why this situation concerning me is never being stopped although presidents have been directly involved in attacking me for promotion and profit). I see so many people commenting that "Democracy is on the brink" and yet, these same people see what is happening to me and they remain silent and "obedient" "good" little lying blathering pundits selling off bs to the public which violently attacks me for whatever reason they do it--(someone told me that "everyone gets paid to do this to you").

Somehow no one can equate this gang stalking terrorism with the loss of Democracy. The Big Lie, a term I used long before Biden used it to discredit Trump during the election cycle--and of course I got the term because Hitler used that term and I heard about the use of "The Big Lie" and all that it entails.

so everyone is keeping mum about the Big Lie of Gang stalking and the perpetrator ultra-wealthy celebrity liars who endlessly crank out fodder about how "liberal" and "humanitarian" they are as they try to run for office and the politicians try to become celebrities in order to "sell" their politics and their image.

I remain writing about all the little lies (and not even coming close to being able to write effectively or in detail as I am so blocked form my creative potential and so much of the little bit I have written for years has been stolen to the point that I have stopped writing all creative things just to stop scumbag idiots from stealing my concepts and then being promoted for it--has happened so often it's so disgusting it's not going to stop so I have had to stop writing all creative things at this point this is just endless tirades as my brain is blasted by the tech so it's like a truth serum outpouring with expletives included eventually.


So I am doing it again, entertaining the torturing bigots. The lies are piling up as the US is apparently being torn down by these very same people who are attacking me but promise so much bold and heroic salvation in the future if you just keep buying into their myths and purchasing their performances in both politics and in your celluloid alternative universe that is no marvel but like a marble that has solidified your humanity and your soul and brain into a hard and meaningless block.

But regardless, the numbers and millions of people now "displaced" and the untold suffering and misery has created so many casualties that my writing is just another one, seemingly on a more comfortable level than the homeless and immigrant migrants who are dying in the streets; I can assure you as a result of the politics and policies that people like those attacking me have planned with precision of murderers looking to suck out and suck out all resources and eliminate the population after sucking out and turning as many as possible into smiling and bowing slaves. The technology is also one of their big Lies secret weapons for the furtherance of the desperation-turned-into-slavery obedience and gratitude that the impoverished and destroyed must turn to for any kind of salvation. Meanwhile, the culprits keep cranking out their heroic universal salvation themes and memes about how individual and incredible they are. I remain living in squalor that has been forced upon me and no matter how much I fight no one ever gets involved. The bold headlines keep being printed out about the destruction of the United States and still this situation forced upon me remains a top secret and it's one of the biggest threats to humanity.

But I do not "deserve" to have every single chance and thing I have worked for blocked, stolen and destroyed and used by meaningless haters as their fake presentations about how much they "care" about saving Nazi bigot culture and a few of their straggling minorities who obey and are gratefully  fascist for promotion hanging on to the sinking ship that they are creating. Although they assume that they will inherit the Earth once they devastate as many millions of the global population as possible, I think they are just too greedy, selfish and kinda inherently stupid to understand that they too can sink in the filth that they have created so they can be "superior" through the elimination of everyone else who could possibly compete and succeed against them, as I have all my life until I was so poisoned and drugged and tortured I remain sick and partially paralyzed needing health care and now on top of it all fighting to heal from the endless non-stop destruction of my body without money to go to a doctor whatsoever.

I remain rambling in a sense, my brain is under very strong attack by their brain-altering tech (can't type clearly hacking and obstruction is very bad, my brain goes into eddies circles navigating between ideas and losing thread of thought constantly. I cannot function the attack on my brain is too severe so I write in a messy style).

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One entire hour of fighting to click on one single item and fearing I would lose the information I kept fighting until the page froze, entirely. Turning the laptop off restarting--I just did 2 resets yesterday=4 hours, then 1 recovery, spent another hour fighting to toggle off any conceivable port of entry for hackers--using everything I am able to afford, which is nothing any longer---and then MONTHS OF this disgusting English rapist yelling screaming punching me in the face raping me so violently my body convulsed an embedded object in the multiple layers of hard poison that his partners, who he loves and calls more beautiful his great friends, but sticking to me non-stop as they laugh while he punches me in the face-then asking me for ideas, constantly then yelling at me to shut up--anything I think that is elaborate or intellectual he begins violently yelling at me to shut up, his partners the wealthy English who sit silently as well as the american "I'm part English" who have been showered with applause oscars awards for stealing my ideas and then covering up the theft with destroying all evidence of what I have written, leaving me for hours per day fighting JUST TO TURN THE WIFI ON is almost like a miracle if I can use it without it being blocked, attacked or turned off--and when I am fighting to get ANY SINGLE THING DONE in any capacity as a survivable entity on this planet, the every single thing I do is blocked, hacked, rewritten and all that I try to accomplish is blocked, destroyed and anything I think is used to attack me and is stolen if the hateful rapist abuser endless parasites need more ideas. This is something like 4 months of the next abuser violent life-threatening rapist literally turning my hair grey after his violent yelling abuse and rape, after the german parasite came punching raping abusing my face my body endless death threats--and senators are rushing yelling screaming threatening to kill me, and I am just one person defending myself and am surrounded by hate endlessly and always. The one and only thing I have left on this planet my cat they stole years ago whenI fought to get the next murdering rapist (depp and heard) off me from pounding more poison as deeply into my body as possible--and so they tortured my cat most beloved wonderful and beautiful animal and showed a photo of her fighting not to drown they threw her in the swimming pool and took photos of her fighting for her life not to drown--before sending her to baryshnikov who has teams of dogs chasing her, as she screams in terror and they fractured her rib cage for me calling the rapists who were murdering me, poisoning me laughing about how "fat" I had become as they had hardening murder poisons laced with horrific drugs poured into my food as they pounded the poison into my body every day laughing as I fought to stop it--then the 24/7 torture began and has not stopped for the past 16 years YEARS non-stop daily torture and abuse. Teams of actors and politicians have rushed to join in, raping abusing and calling me names endlessly abusing me and instantly being interviewed on major news networks on the same day or the next--featured in documentaries and etc on and on, and this english abuser rapist is being championed, is probably undoubtedly being handed as well as his cohorts out of London and england (germans russians etc all backing him, teams of euros are behind him, he is the english-speaking terror chaos agent sent to "break and crush" me for just fighting back--just defending myself and having ideas that they can sell off as their own--giving me nothing but taking all they can away from me. As with all the others, the beautiful flowering plants are half dead withered and black, after I throw plants away and buy more, this english hateful leech on me has them slowly killed--and he's there literally almost 24 hours a day abusing me. I can give one example of how blank and hateful he and his fellow english bigos truly are: one of the actors began violently raping and threatening me for writing a comment that slightly disagreed with what the american blonde woman had said about a shakespeare play--he rushed raped abused threatened my life yelled for hours as I fought the next hater and fought to get him off--for just demonstrating my own mind and thoughts on shakespeare which was not a light subject--I always received A's in college for my writing on shakespeare by the way, just saying. but the threat to them that I should have ideas and not just say nothing and not demonstrate my own talent or mind, as their take-over of the united states, in combination with the push for white fascist nazi supremacy is fully ongoing, and this is one of the facets not only to cut out education but to silence people like me so only their ordained critics and bigots have the only "say" or word possible, even for my own private thoughts. This next english rapist who so violently abused and raped me that part of the embedded filth that the aamerican nazi fascist mafia teams had poured pumped and injected into my body having one euro-rapist abuser after the next pound the poison into my body; thusly instructing this next one so blank and conformist all I see is blank hate and power machinations coming from him, not a second of any intelligent or interesting thing he has to say to me as with all. I was listening to wnyu archives and one show called passport, from around 2011 had a show with some electronic experimental music; one musician out of germany was playing a skewed version of a very classical-sounding piece. I listened and recognized the song and piece, but was a bit unsure (I had heard it in 2010, so a long time ago and it was in a collection from the artist). the endless leeching of my life every moment that this man who has made my hair turn solid white in front of my forehead from his violent rape death threats and 16 hoursa per day of abuse, yelling at anything I do that is above basic half-brain dead mediocrity, the only level they want me at, but they are still torturing me to obtain ideas through trauma rape and torture drugging and abuse. To continue: I was listening, the DJ said that this was a German artist who transposed a piece from Vivaldi and I thought to myself, in conversation with this hateful bigot I want no conversation with, but he is literally "in my head" for about 1/2 of every single day, literally from the moment i wake up to at bed, in my sleep, its' more than 12 hours per day, of death threats of smashing my head in of pornographic sexual abuse comments of asking me for ideas perpetually because I actually try to learn something every day, I have always tried to have a stellar career this group has poisoned me to the point of my body being paralyzed in internal equivalent of cement while they torture me endlessly untilI scream out ideas or "converse" with them because they are literally leeching off my thoughts my energy and life every moment to get this disgusting contract this insidious insult to humanity this lowering of all standards which thousands flock to---and I thought to myself, almost conversing with the leech energy drainign grey-hair making violent pornographic hate rapist out of england and his "aristocrat" "High class" supposed "superior" haters that it actually was a piece by Bach--what else would a German play they are all always referring to Bac-

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