Wednesday, November 24, 2021

I need money to be able to live in a decent, life-saving way as where I am now, where I am completely stuck and unable to get out due to these obstructions and not due to my negligence or lack of fighting/trying/working/studying and all I have done to achieve success poisoned, stolen, broken and destroyed by this organization. I need money I am living in a perpetual attack terror/rape/mutilation/brain/mind emotional mind control torture/thought-reading surveillance imprisonment filth toxic zone. As I was writing my earlier post which is a long diatribe post (as most are of my writing on this blog and this forum of Facebook) terrorist filth operators sprayed stinking liquids on my bedsheets. After I wrote, I had to get on this bed which is squeezed into one corner of the room, but there is a little insert into the faux wall where I put a night light. There was a quarter-sized blot of wet liquid--I was not wet so I didn't get anything on the sheets--I then touched the spot and it was a stinking amount of fluid. I then had to bend down to smell the sheets and the entire area where I sleep had been sprayed (while I was out shopping two days ago) with stinking substances. They also spray a rotten substance on the same exact spot of my sleeping gown (the left shoulder, between my arm pit and shoulder blade area) every single night I wake up and this area is stinking from having been sprayed. The sheets are foul and stinking. I had to throw away an entire good-quality set of linens last month because the sheets on my bed are sprayed either nightly or routinely and finally the laboratory chemicals never get out with any kind of cleaning substance--they are embedded into the material, this laboratory substance. The bed stank and I am always inflicted due to this microchip implant in my throat which creates clogged nasal passages--they make tears pour out of my eyes using that chip implant and my throat constricts while I eat or drink as well. I can't smell the stink and I can't bend easily to that level it is very painful for me to bend my body at that angle due to the poisoning--stinking filth in my body as well of course I am just surrounded by hate, stinking substances creepy stinking people creeple and foul teleportation skits while I'm fighting for my life to heal and I need peace and good energy. These posturing bs con artists of H-wood inflict their miserable ugliness and foul and stupid and sick violent skits while I am in need of healing sleep to try to destroy me absolutely in every way possible.

 As for this attack on my bed just now, this was done while I was in the bathroom. The patio door was closed so the mechanical arms could not get through that space to pump this stinking foul liquid onto my bed. I have noticed that when I am in the other very small part of the room but my back is turned that there are attacks on items I have in that area which are only coming from inside this room, from the right-hand side of the room--and for many months I have seen that the terrorists are inserting a mechanical arm through this area of the room that is just behind my bed. In addition, under the kitchen sink, which is where my chair is literally propped against as I sit every day for hours in front of this laptop which is on top of the "kitchen" table (with all the metal bars of the legs having been rusted with stinking substances, filthy and blacked, all the colorful tape I put on the legs to cover this stink blackened with gooey disgusting black and brown substances---etc. But from behind me as I sit here they are using mechanical arms coming from the shelving behind me--which is completely boarded up and covered with layers of paper, glued into all the cabinets so they can't open, tied together with metal hooks--but still they are getting through (also pasted on the inside of the cubboards, I have spent a few years fighting this and I still can't because the terrorists just waltz into this room every time I leave and destroy all the efforts I make to protect myself, but they cover it up, and they have expert solvents to get through all tape and glue and then to reglue or retape after they insert the mechanical arms so I have no idea exactly where or how they are getting in--with no help I can't get surveillance of the intrusions and as I sit here in absolute dire poverty I remain essentially fighting every day to protect myself). Now I have to just tape up and wind material around my head and my body as much as possible to try to reduce the endless damage to my skin, hair and body but I still can't defend my food which is poisoned every day--I try to seal my food as well but this is just simply impossible for me to defend myself against and I need some people to finally step in and do something about this--why is this so impossible?)


 I spent two months pounding metal hooks into the extremely dense wood paneled side of that room, absolutely hurting my body and then while I slept the terrorists would break into my room (using mechanical arms to open the front door from the inside--although I had stacked items against the door and inserted objects into all the cracks, the extremely crafty mechanical arms just got through everything and then replaced them, a bit crooked but still you could assume that nothing had been touched unless you had taken a photo of the area. That is how dangerous this technology is that these foul and ignorant people not just being trained in this kind of terrorist action but also applauding it can't seem to grasp--how dangerous this entire situation is. I think of people who have been murdered in hotel rooms, for example, David Carradine in a hotel room in Bangkok--with all the deferential and smiling Thai wanna get rich doing everything they are ordered to do, in an expensive hotel in Bangkok--easily Carradine could have and probably was murdered in such a fashion. Of course do not blame Thailand as this is a Western operation, but it was more easily done in a place like Thailand because of the absolute compliance factor involved--and this I know all too well.

However, as always, as I have tried to do for years, I NEED MONEY TO BE ABLE TO LIVE IN  A PLACE WHERE I HAVE A CHANCE TO DEFEND MYSELF against murder and dismemberment attacks and rape and poisoning and drugging. I am being blocked from all income earning potential in more ways than simple internet obstruction. Blacklisting has been rampant and harassment when I do have a job is unanimous and uniform, globally.

I also have to have something covering my head in every single space and place where I live-to the degree that mechanical arms cannot silently spray stinking and damaging chemicals into my hair (my hair falling out due to this for years) while I remain unable to go outside for at least 80% of my life due to sickness from poisoning that I need health care for but also cannot afford due to these endless attacks.


I have to wind so many things as tightly as possible around my head, while sleeping and while awake in all spaces of this room at all times just to stop them from completely damaging my hair and making me bald-as they have done for a few years now and for many decades they just made my hair extremely damaged and nasty in texture. I never had an idea why my hair which used to be very soft and straight was constantly like the texture and appearance of withered straw.


So it is very bad. This situation I am forced into. I have zero chance to get out of it myself due to all attempts to earn money being blocked either on internet or in any aspect of daily life. There are other aspects of life that are vital that I cannot attend to that could have dire and deadly consequences for me but I can't elaborate at this time in this endlessly hacked/public blog or Facebook page.

Can't anyone ever stop this travesty situation and force these wealthy celebrities and politicians to pay me for all the years of them stealing ideas and concepts and my writing/words verbatim while they are paid in millions for their theft (but altering the concepts to adjust for their own purposes which of course are counter to my original idea or turn them into some cause that is of their own personal power structure and not of the more universal that I have used them for--which would take a bit of elaboration to make this point more clear but they steal and alter the concepts into ideas that are counter to my original purpose and often include elements of the fascist/mafia and Nazi mentality which they covertly support and employ in their every attack upon me, in private.

Also my family has completely participated in this hate crime against me and have won monetary stability while "playing the game" but ostracizing and attacking me most viciously and eventually with great glee, like all the people who attack they become high on power and the hormonal thrill of violence and in this respect they never stop attacking me so I really have nowhere to turn to and no one to protect me. I really need my society to finally step-up and stop this violence against me instead of remaining silent and blank and allowing this slow torture to death to go on indefinitely as you all have for so long.


I can't earn money off my blog that has been completely closed, and of course all the celebrities and politicians who have blocked my life and my purposes and my attempts all believe they are entitled to do this and to steal my concepts and ideas and then threaten or have me maimed, raped, disfigured and beaten by their disgusting terror death squad teams (aka "gang stalking harassment" etc all the stupid innocuous terms that are used) if I react in rage and in anger and in my own defense. They are truly guilty truly sick and disgusting psychopaths and many of you are a part of this same team, but I appeal to anyone to please intervene instead of remaining silent as you have all done for all these years of me writing about this. The US Government really should be paying me reparations for this crime.

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Tears coming out of my eyes brimming with tears--while eating. Almost always while I am eating this torture is re-commenced to add to the 15 years of tears-ruining-my eyes and skin on my cheeks torture--every tear brimming by now is torture as I am eating the mucus is also being "tweaked" in my nose and throat---old boy gavin old hate not new californication is always doing this torrture to me--firstly the women behind him want me marred and broken down phyusically so making my face pull downward (they also can manipulate my facial muscles to pull downward, literally the microchip implants are embedded along my spine, into my throat, in my brain, extending the entire nervous system. Newsom really loves making me just endleslsy deal with mucus in my nose and dripping tears and mucus while eating, just before going to bed, and all day plus the severing of my cuticles, smearing of harsh damaging chemicals on my hands and forearms, slicing of cuticles of my toenails and the hardening chemicals put on the toenails until they are just like plastic knobs on top of my mutilated, broken-toe feet with all nails on hands and feet black, cuticles severed off, huge swollen hands from veins popping up from endlessly having to heal the endless incisions. Those are just the daily ritual of their "I'm a good christian" attacks on me including "Justified rape" because I read tarot and therefore am "satanic" because the bible told them, while I am not a murderous raping abuser racist these are all exempt the labels they superimpose on me are justifed by biblical edict and I worked at the lusty lady behind glass when I was denied health care and had a metal rod coming out of my spine from the poisons my family put in my body all my life ot make my spine crooked, giving me idiopathic scoliosis. But as "good christians" having me raped by them with a hateful smile then having me mutilated and called every name that rape culture pornographic woman-hating men scream while the blonde nazis who have gone to oscars for years stealing my concepts of women's emancipation from rape culture and heroic struggle for self-assertion in the face of damning labeling and abuse--as they all support these men (and women) in inflicting upon me as prototype for a new Epstein class warfare against society now fully protected by the entire gamut of law, justice and media and the entire congress and all governments around the world. Maybe some of you should have some tears in your eyes for the destruction they are inflicting upon America and the concepts of freedom of thought, movement and freedom to be a capitalist absolutely blocked from me--all, but in particular the last to have freedom of self-sustaining business opportunity that is the most cruciel for them to inflict. The women tell gavin old world boy rape culture repeat-scripted sentence of how benevolent he is in supporting democracy that ole gavin--the nazi women with their promises from their rape men in euro-heaven-land for these americans it's like going to heaven for them--to flee the ghettos of america they are helping to create and enlarge the homeless camps where the money supposed to help people not die in the streets is instead being funneled into gavin wife's newest feminist movie career and that of pelosi--the funding for their next "feminist" documentaries and etc with all regalia of h-wood and more mansions in euro-heaven land for them all promised for full compliance to offering all the nazi hate-land leeches can suck out--all the fake warm smiles are repeated on gavin's face when he lectures about democracy just like greece and rome etc....

  Tears still coming out--eating in this attempt as always to heal from the black hard poison they ordered put in my food and injected into ...