Wednesday, November 24, 2021

I need money to be able to live in a decent, life-saving way as where I am now, where I am completely stuck and unable to get out due to these obstructions and not due to my negligence or lack of fighting/trying/working/studying and all I have done to achieve success poisoned, stolen, broken and destroyed by this organization. I need money I am living in a perpetual attack terror/rape/mutilation/brain/mind emotional mind control torture/thought-reading surveillance imprisonment filth toxic zone. As I was writing my earlier post which is a long diatribe post (as most are of my writing on this blog and this forum of Facebook) terrorist filth operators sprayed stinking liquids on my bedsheets. After I wrote, I had to get on this bed which is squeezed into one corner of the room, but there is a little insert into the faux wall where I put a night light. There was a quarter-sized blot of wet liquid--I was not wet so I didn't get anything on the sheets--I then touched the spot and it was a stinking amount of fluid. I then had to bend down to smell the sheets and the entire area where I sleep had been sprayed (while I was out shopping two days ago) with stinking substances. They also spray a rotten substance on the same exact spot of my sleeping gown (the left shoulder, between my arm pit and shoulder blade area) every single night I wake up and this area is stinking from having been sprayed. The sheets are foul and stinking. I had to throw away an entire good-quality set of linens last month because the sheets on my bed are sprayed either nightly or routinely and finally the laboratory chemicals never get out with any kind of cleaning substance--they are embedded into the material, this laboratory substance. The bed stank and I am always inflicted due to this microchip implant in my throat which creates clogged nasal passages--they make tears pour out of my eyes using that chip implant and my throat constricts while I eat or drink as well. I can't smell the stink and I can't bend easily to that level it is very painful for me to bend my body at that angle due to the poisoning--stinking filth in my body as well of course I am just surrounded by hate, stinking substances creepy stinking people creeple and foul teleportation skits while I'm fighting for my life to heal and I need peace and good energy. These posturing bs con artists of H-wood inflict their miserable ugliness and foul and stupid and sick violent skits while I am in need of healing sleep to try to destroy me absolutely in every way possible.

 As for this attack on my bed just now, this was done while I was in the bathroom. The patio door was closed so the mechanical arms could not get through that space to pump this stinking foul liquid onto my bed. I have noticed that when I am in the other very small part of the room but my back is turned that there are attacks on items I have in that area which are only coming from inside this room, from the right-hand side of the room--and for many months I have seen that the terrorists are inserting a mechanical arm through this area of the room that is just behind my bed. In addition, under the kitchen sink, which is where my chair is literally propped against as I sit every day for hours in front of this laptop which is on top of the "kitchen" table (with all the metal bars of the legs having been rusted with stinking substances, filthy and blacked, all the colorful tape I put on the legs to cover this stink blackened with gooey disgusting black and brown substances---etc. But from behind me as I sit here they are using mechanical arms coming from the shelving behind me--which is completely boarded up and covered with layers of paper, glued into all the cabinets so they can't open, tied together with metal hooks--but still they are getting through (also pasted on the inside of the cubboards, I have spent a few years fighting this and I still can't because the terrorists just waltz into this room every time I leave and destroy all the efforts I make to protect myself, but they cover it up, and they have expert solvents to get through all tape and glue and then to reglue or retape after they insert the mechanical arms so I have no idea exactly where or how they are getting in--with no help I can't get surveillance of the intrusions and as I sit here in absolute dire poverty I remain essentially fighting every day to protect myself). Now I have to just tape up and wind material around my head and my body as much as possible to try to reduce the endless damage to my skin, hair and body but I still can't defend my food which is poisoned every day--I try to seal my food as well but this is just simply impossible for me to defend myself against and I need some people to finally step in and do something about this--why is this so impossible?)


 I spent two months pounding metal hooks into the extremely dense wood paneled side of that room, absolutely hurting my body and then while I slept the terrorists would break into my room (using mechanical arms to open the front door from the inside--although I had stacked items against the door and inserted objects into all the cracks, the extremely crafty mechanical arms just got through everything and then replaced them, a bit crooked but still you could assume that nothing had been touched unless you had taken a photo of the area. That is how dangerous this technology is that these foul and ignorant people not just being trained in this kind of terrorist action but also applauding it can't seem to grasp--how dangerous this entire situation is. I think of people who have been murdered in hotel rooms, for example, David Carradine in a hotel room in Bangkok--with all the deferential and smiling Thai wanna get rich doing everything they are ordered to do, in an expensive hotel in Bangkok--easily Carradine could have and probably was murdered in such a fashion. Of course do not blame Thailand as this is a Western operation, but it was more easily done in a place like Thailand because of the absolute compliance factor involved--and this I know all too well.

However, as always, as I have tried to do for years, I NEED MONEY TO BE ABLE TO LIVE IN  A PLACE WHERE I HAVE A CHANCE TO DEFEND MYSELF against murder and dismemberment attacks and rape and poisoning and drugging. I am being blocked from all income earning potential in more ways than simple internet obstruction. Blacklisting has been rampant and harassment when I do have a job is unanimous and uniform, globally.

I also have to have something covering my head in every single space and place where I live-to the degree that mechanical arms cannot silently spray stinking and damaging chemicals into my hair (my hair falling out due to this for years) while I remain unable to go outside for at least 80% of my life due to sickness from poisoning that I need health care for but also cannot afford due to these endless attacks.


I have to wind so many things as tightly as possible around my head, while sleeping and while awake in all spaces of this room at all times just to stop them from completely damaging my hair and making me bald-as they have done for a few years now and for many decades they just made my hair extremely damaged and nasty in texture. I never had an idea why my hair which used to be very soft and straight was constantly like the texture and appearance of withered straw.


So it is very bad. This situation I am forced into. I have zero chance to get out of it myself due to all attempts to earn money being blocked either on internet or in any aspect of daily life. There are other aspects of life that are vital that I cannot attend to that could have dire and deadly consequences for me but I can't elaborate at this time in this endlessly hacked/public blog or Facebook page.

Can't anyone ever stop this travesty situation and force these wealthy celebrities and politicians to pay me for all the years of them stealing ideas and concepts and my writing/words verbatim while they are paid in millions for their theft (but altering the concepts to adjust for their own purposes which of course are counter to my original idea or turn them into some cause that is of their own personal power structure and not of the more universal that I have used them for--which would take a bit of elaboration to make this point more clear but they steal and alter the concepts into ideas that are counter to my original purpose and often include elements of the fascist/mafia and Nazi mentality which they covertly support and employ in their every attack upon me, in private.

Also my family has completely participated in this hate crime against me and have won monetary stability while "playing the game" but ostracizing and attacking me most viciously and eventually with great glee, like all the people who attack they become high on power and the hormonal thrill of violence and in this respect they never stop attacking me so I really have nowhere to turn to and no one to protect me. I really need my society to finally step-up and stop this violence against me instead of remaining silent and blank and allowing this slow torture to death to go on indefinitely as you all have for so long.


I can't earn money off my blog that has been completely closed, and of course all the celebrities and politicians who have blocked my life and my purposes and my attempts all believe they are entitled to do this and to steal my concepts and ideas and then threaten or have me maimed, raped, disfigured and beaten by their disgusting terror death squad teams (aka "gang stalking harassment" etc all the stupid innocuous terms that are used) if I react in rage and in anger and in my own defense. They are truly guilty truly sick and disgusting psychopaths and many of you are a part of this same team, but I appeal to anyone to please intervene instead of remaining silent as you have all done for all these years of me writing about this. The US Government really should be paying me reparations for this crime.

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April 1, April Fool's Day & Government-DOGE-sponsored TERRORISM: April Fool's Day One Year Anniversary of an official letter stamped from the Little River Miami SSA Field Office stating my benefits reinstated after being yelled at, abused by phone by the agents in Miami---proud of belonging to the fascist regime which culled the authentic and kind people operating by phone and in offices and retaining and hiring the most corrupt and nasty, lying criminal-attenuated creeps who want to see people disenfranchised for their plantation white mediocrity "masters" who tell them what to do. Obedient they yell, scream and lie. This is April 1, 2026 one year later. Two days ago, having spent another day in bed in agony from sitting all night and straining to get ONE FAX to an adjudication center in my new jurisdiction having moved and spent a LOT of money to move and move first from Florida to get away from the Rump Nazi cartel which had been abusing, lying and doing the job impoppertly absolutely criminal to california where newsom began having me raped by english and german scum filth--glorified by rambo the rocky nazi italian fascist plant in america--money and "fame" forever for his stolen concepts about boxing since that is all he can replay for decades never creating anything new and absolutely supporting the theft of my ideas because that has been his path to glory and fame by nazi whorwood, usa. Thusly, newsom with his english partners, fascist nazi bigots looking for every rape-enabling black, white, brown and jewish asian and white nazi like newsom to bring them all in so they can partner so the Americans believe, partners in the overtake of politics and of the media by english, german, french and italian fasco-nazi-imperialist colonialist murdering genocidal bigots. Welcomed and embraced by white hate america and all their minority minions. Thusly, this anniversary of lies, abuse and fraud from social security under the nazi musk muck regime out of apartheid, south africa--the "libral whites" brought him in under the pretext of that rotten filth scum performing being a "demorat" by purchasing the demo-rat politicians and good ole bad old scum white boys like new old scum, et al. thusly, a year of newsom blocking my disbility benefits after he and trump both conjoined in teleportation, newsom following orders and thusly put into the lead for demo-rat nomination embraced by the former musk-enabling white male contagion of the demo-rat party and all the rape-enabling cheerleader blonde nazi women, their nasty hateful black women in tow, crocka just one example but put into power through her wrhorewood plastic surgery make-over theatrics pumped up training by whroewood after laughing giggling and rushing at me with mike tyson to punch abuse and threaten my life (that was the first day of crocka-about 2-3 years ago, and she has not stopped even when she got screwed over by the Texas machine--who know her far more than the denizens of tube-land usa looking for the next theatrical performative, thumping fist-pumping actor put into lead political position---. A year of more lies and abuse--all agents in the california region hung up on me, demanded information giving me a 4-day window or "else' they would close my case for review. Rushing they then made me wait indeterminately until finally this past month after 8 months of the non-protocol reinstatement waiting period, with zero mail, no information just blank silence. They had put "discontinued" for benefits on my SSA page then I wrote a fax requesting information as to why this change in my status was done, asking for a review for the nth time and got no response only the status changed. Now on their page there is no information as to my status. //I was on Perplexity 2 night ago, trying to phone social security to alter the INCORRECT address input from the last agent one month ago who began yelling at me to go in person to a field office and ask for information. Anyone who has any experience with legal procedure knows that for such situations PAPER and official statements are the key not in-person vocal "their word versus yours" type of midmanaagement, especially under DOGE which of course, rotten corrupt nazi crocket and mtg, her friend and parter in their hitherto theatrical "butch bodyy" crap bs which was conducted after BOTH came to the whorewood group with jamie raskin, also featured sniggering during their stupid "girly fight" exchange turned into a sales merch pitch for crocka--but nothing, no concern about my rights only crocka who is on the DOGE committee rushing to abuse me AS USUAL with smirking sneering contempt and t hen, even upon losing she came to abuse me to get more promotions for her next attempt to become the next black nazi in power, fully compromised and bought and sold with plastic surgery and media hype which is all Americans can gravitate to any longer. thusly, another April Fool's day and I am trying to see what damages have been done to my fingers, hair and body from the past day of just laying in bed in agony from having sat up with hard poisons latched in an internal mash-up into my spine and hips from years of this group and organization having my body sliced into, poisoned with hardening and bloating poisons which latch onto bone and pull the spine out of alignment--then putting my spine and hips out of alignment after raping me and putting sewage water into my bladder and into my hair with semen and fungus---then making my hair literally permanently fall out by having hair follicle removal on my arm pits and on my scalp because I could not figure out how to protect my room from break-in with mechanical arms comitting every break-in possible by literally with expert precision cutting into my body, slathering crap and undoing the locks and the protections I have on my door (4 locks, and then I learned to shield the door so there is no true evidence but in t he future this group will not require evidence the longer you keep them protected for your aspirations to become the next "hero" saving america from racism sexism and authoritarianism from tv and political machination performative bs jive turkey performances for the media leverage for your rotten nasty careers. Making sure, your controllers are, that there will be no more people like you in the future to see the "American dream" of former nobodies rising to fame through talent; no, only nepo-stupid blank spawn such as the rotten celebrities and their filth spawn with ideas stolen using thought-reading tech, gang stalking for anybody with real authentic personalities not willing to lie and sell-out their ideas stolen so the facade of a decent american society can be continued by a rotten and lying democrat party turning fascist putting nazis into power and the republicans going fasco-wild around the world creating death and destruction. Cutting people's disability money off, I must not be the only person experiencing this who this organization wants to see homeless and enslaved and dead.//Otherwise, the thread on Perplexity AI was OBLITERATTED was DELETED for the EIGHT HOURS of my fight to make ONE PHONE CALL AND ONE FAX to social security without the new nazi regime hate and abuse operatives answering every call to abuse me. The woman by phone began lying and saying that I was lying, and that she could not establish my identity from a spate of questions that no agents have ever asked for the years preceding this doge nazi bigot network who have been created over the former responsible, practical and actual real agents on phone. She kept saying that the questions I answered but stating that "I am only trying to correct the wrong address put in my file" but she began telling me with a savage brutality of fascist yelling that she "suggests I go to the nearest field office and in person to establish my identity since she doesn't trust what I am saying" . She then told me to open an SSA account (whch I already have) to go online and changge my address myself. I told her, but not saying as I would have done but the fascist propensity of this nasty woman was so great that any remark "questioning" her lies would have been met by more draconian response on her part, a total fascist nazi approach to the bureaucratic revulsion she was and is--she either did not know that people on SSI disability are not allowed to make address changes or she was lying, but probably she was not an agent of the real social security agency or was entraping me--I told her as an SSi recipient I am unable to do that online and can only do it by phone. She began yelling again to go personally into a local field office as I said that it was protocol to do it by phone---as the last agent also began yelling at me to go in person to my local new location field offce to change address--a complete set of lies and never before has this happened. The standard is to phone and ssa encouraes this against a huge backlog of people actually needing to go in person to establish other, more serious concerns than an address change, which is why it is encouraged and stated explicitly to change address by phone not in person. The rules have been changed under the Biden administration due to Covid and money cuts from this agency ubut these nazi agents want people grilled like an interrogation but also--she and they all are telling me that covid money is not supposed to be saved but spent thusly I must pay it back to government...no information sent to me by mail and no information on the social security webpage about paying back covid stimulus money if you don't spend it on bs within a certain period of time. And etc. I spent the entire 8 hours on Perplexity writing about the blocks to the fax to have a review expedited, having AI assist me in writing a timeline and an appeal for direct consideration, bypassing the truly corrupt and abusive field offices. Every single fax required a waiting period of at least 20 mintes of the attempt to fax, and I tried at least 8-10 times. I did not want to pay for a fax attempt and lose my money which is whast would have happened so I kept explaining to perplexity in my thread titled, "please give me a celtic cross reading" for my siriusvenus1 account and the entire thread regarding the mistreatment and 8 hours of the thread were literally deleted in a chunk by hackers.

  During that time, the hackers blocked and muted the sound for all my voip calls except for one OS (in windows) which hackers have hacked s...