Wednesday, November 24, 2021

I need money to be able to live in a decent, life-saving way as where I am now, where I am completely stuck and unable to get out due to these obstructions and not due to my negligence or lack of fighting/trying/working/studying and all I have done to achieve success poisoned, stolen, broken and destroyed by this organization. I need money I am living in a perpetual attack terror/rape/mutilation/brain/mind emotional mind control torture/thought-reading surveillance imprisonment filth toxic zone. As I was writing my earlier post which is a long diatribe post (as most are of my writing on this blog and this forum of Facebook) terrorist filth operators sprayed stinking liquids on my bedsheets. After I wrote, I had to get on this bed which is squeezed into one corner of the room, but there is a little insert into the faux wall where I put a night light. There was a quarter-sized blot of wet liquid--I was not wet so I didn't get anything on the sheets--I then touched the spot and it was a stinking amount of fluid. I then had to bend down to smell the sheets and the entire area where I sleep had been sprayed (while I was out shopping two days ago) with stinking substances. They also spray a rotten substance on the same exact spot of my sleeping gown (the left shoulder, between my arm pit and shoulder blade area) every single night I wake up and this area is stinking from having been sprayed. The sheets are foul and stinking. I had to throw away an entire good-quality set of linens last month because the sheets on my bed are sprayed either nightly or routinely and finally the laboratory chemicals never get out with any kind of cleaning substance--they are embedded into the material, this laboratory substance. The bed stank and I am always inflicted due to this microchip implant in my throat which creates clogged nasal passages--they make tears pour out of my eyes using that chip implant and my throat constricts while I eat or drink as well. I can't smell the stink and I can't bend easily to that level it is very painful for me to bend my body at that angle due to the poisoning--stinking filth in my body as well of course I am just surrounded by hate, stinking substances creepy stinking people creeple and foul teleportation skits while I'm fighting for my life to heal and I need peace and good energy. These posturing bs con artists of H-wood inflict their miserable ugliness and foul and stupid and sick violent skits while I am in need of healing sleep to try to destroy me absolutely in every way possible.

 As for this attack on my bed just now, this was done while I was in the bathroom. The patio door was closed so the mechanical arms could not get through that space to pump this stinking foul liquid onto my bed. I have noticed that when I am in the other very small part of the room but my back is turned that there are attacks on items I have in that area which are only coming from inside this room, from the right-hand side of the room--and for many months I have seen that the terrorists are inserting a mechanical arm through this area of the room that is just behind my bed. In addition, under the kitchen sink, which is where my chair is literally propped against as I sit every day for hours in front of this laptop which is on top of the "kitchen" table (with all the metal bars of the legs having been rusted with stinking substances, filthy and blacked, all the colorful tape I put on the legs to cover this stink blackened with gooey disgusting black and brown substances---etc. But from behind me as I sit here they are using mechanical arms coming from the shelving behind me--which is completely boarded up and covered with layers of paper, glued into all the cabinets so they can't open, tied together with metal hooks--but still they are getting through (also pasted on the inside of the cubboards, I have spent a few years fighting this and I still can't because the terrorists just waltz into this room every time I leave and destroy all the efforts I make to protect myself, but they cover it up, and they have expert solvents to get through all tape and glue and then to reglue or retape after they insert the mechanical arms so I have no idea exactly where or how they are getting in--with no help I can't get surveillance of the intrusions and as I sit here in absolute dire poverty I remain essentially fighting every day to protect myself). Now I have to just tape up and wind material around my head and my body as much as possible to try to reduce the endless damage to my skin, hair and body but I still can't defend my food which is poisoned every day--I try to seal my food as well but this is just simply impossible for me to defend myself against and I need some people to finally step in and do something about this--why is this so impossible?)


 I spent two months pounding metal hooks into the extremely dense wood paneled side of that room, absolutely hurting my body and then while I slept the terrorists would break into my room (using mechanical arms to open the front door from the inside--although I had stacked items against the door and inserted objects into all the cracks, the extremely crafty mechanical arms just got through everything and then replaced them, a bit crooked but still you could assume that nothing had been touched unless you had taken a photo of the area. That is how dangerous this technology is that these foul and ignorant people not just being trained in this kind of terrorist action but also applauding it can't seem to grasp--how dangerous this entire situation is. I think of people who have been murdered in hotel rooms, for example, David Carradine in a hotel room in Bangkok--with all the deferential and smiling Thai wanna get rich doing everything they are ordered to do, in an expensive hotel in Bangkok--easily Carradine could have and probably was murdered in such a fashion. Of course do not blame Thailand as this is a Western operation, but it was more easily done in a place like Thailand because of the absolute compliance factor involved--and this I know all too well.

However, as always, as I have tried to do for years, I NEED MONEY TO BE ABLE TO LIVE IN  A PLACE WHERE I HAVE A CHANCE TO DEFEND MYSELF against murder and dismemberment attacks and rape and poisoning and drugging. I am being blocked from all income earning potential in more ways than simple internet obstruction. Blacklisting has been rampant and harassment when I do have a job is unanimous and uniform, globally.

I also have to have something covering my head in every single space and place where I live-to the degree that mechanical arms cannot silently spray stinking and damaging chemicals into my hair (my hair falling out due to this for years) while I remain unable to go outside for at least 80% of my life due to sickness from poisoning that I need health care for but also cannot afford due to these endless attacks.


I have to wind so many things as tightly as possible around my head, while sleeping and while awake in all spaces of this room at all times just to stop them from completely damaging my hair and making me bald-as they have done for a few years now and for many decades they just made my hair extremely damaged and nasty in texture. I never had an idea why my hair which used to be very soft and straight was constantly like the texture and appearance of withered straw.


So it is very bad. This situation I am forced into. I have zero chance to get out of it myself due to all attempts to earn money being blocked either on internet or in any aspect of daily life. There are other aspects of life that are vital that I cannot attend to that could have dire and deadly consequences for me but I can't elaborate at this time in this endlessly hacked/public blog or Facebook page.

Can't anyone ever stop this travesty situation and force these wealthy celebrities and politicians to pay me for all the years of them stealing ideas and concepts and my writing/words verbatim while they are paid in millions for their theft (but altering the concepts to adjust for their own purposes which of course are counter to my original idea or turn them into some cause that is of their own personal power structure and not of the more universal that I have used them for--which would take a bit of elaboration to make this point more clear but they steal and alter the concepts into ideas that are counter to my original purpose and often include elements of the fascist/mafia and Nazi mentality which they covertly support and employ in their every attack upon me, in private.

Also my family has completely participated in this hate crime against me and have won monetary stability while "playing the game" but ostracizing and attacking me most viciously and eventually with great glee, like all the people who attack they become high on power and the hormonal thrill of violence and in this respect they never stop attacking me so I really have nowhere to turn to and no one to protect me. I really need my society to finally step-up and stop this violence against me instead of remaining silent and blank and allowing this slow torture to death to go on indefinitely as you all have for so long.


I can't earn money off my blog that has been completely closed, and of course all the celebrities and politicians who have blocked my life and my purposes and my attempts all believe they are entitled to do this and to steal my concepts and ideas and then threaten or have me maimed, raped, disfigured and beaten by their disgusting terror death squad teams (aka "gang stalking harassment" etc all the stupid innocuous terms that are used) if I react in rage and in anger and in my own defense. They are truly guilty truly sick and disgusting psychopaths and many of you are a part of this same team, but I appeal to anyone to please intervene instead of remaining silent as you have all done for all these years of me writing about this. The US Government really should be paying me reparations for this crime.

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Physical assault and death threats after weeks (years although he has put many of his substitutes out of germany and austria to rape and torture poison and mutilate me, along with a plethora of other euro-hate nazi-land bigots poised in politics but not American so they just control the puppets who are running for office or are installed already. Out of Californication but not straight is a lying con-artist violent facsist thug, the role he has played in many a thug macho muscle movie then turned politician as special election-selected governor and now tyrannical nazi coordinator of rape, torture, mutilation and the endless influx of euro-nazi hate-landers into american politican control via whorweood and it's machinery of false super-heroism. Yes, you got it it's termin88gger the con bot but bro to most of the dough-diggers of Cali and it's plantation supplicants which adorn such types--emboldening them to exploit with a huge warm smile and back pats to those who aid and abet in his overtake schemes. He rushes at me while I am in deep sleep just waking (they use the microchip system in my spine and brain to force me to awaken; he is the non-stop sleazy leech sucking all possible out of me so 24/7 he is there to monitor as much as possible to see any vulnerability the endless life-suckin parasites can latch into my thoughts to obtain ideas so their spawn can play roles of heroism while they are just nepo-empty leeches generation 2.666. Then watching any sort of self-defense I make to sabotage it. And lastly, like baryishnikov did for I can't remember now how many years, but years of saying he is "helping" me while I am exercising to try and fight to heal--giving me literally TWO SINGLE tIps in how to exercise correctly over a near 5-year span. Literally just having his assistants hack some exercise videos which like physical therapy are for moving body but not addressing structural alignment, the core of my problem as the rats and whores their good partners in this group or they themeslves organized it, but they had people going into my room while in unconscious mode brain microchips rendering me unconscious to pain--and attack. Raping but not merely doin that, but putting hips and spine out of alignment and etc for years and years as i fought, nearly killing myself in trying to secure my door and stop mechanical arms from opening my front door from the inside but while I was rendered unconsciosu unable to hear to wake up due to these microchip implants. //s-n**88ger the termin**g88er is rushing at me punching into my face or at my head today it was with sophia whoren the creep italian brought to me by the deniro "hate trump " fascist nazi who put trump into power. LIke all the reverse psychology liars in the media, who are "fighting trump" i.e. the stupid oscar jokes and etc rendered by the same cretins who rushed to join into this group thusly aligning with trump and maga and nazis and fascists in order to get the notice and attention to be a speaker at the oscars in the first place (but starting years ago). S-n*gger-88 bot hater bigot nazi with loran whoren the nazi 88 "not fascist antifascist" in her movies which her husband made, so obviously he knew she was a liar as was he as well but that is what sold to offset the former italian fascist label back in the 60's-80's. Now bringing in every euro-ape scum possible to assault me they use the most open fascist terms. Americans like the last senator who is one of the loudest yapping pro black and brown advocates but really working for white inferiority to overtake all civil rights--so antagonistic to me fighting for any basic human rights more extreme than the mage nazis but she is a democrat liberal very famous undoubtely will be nominated as senator of her rancid state until she has to be carted away as a dead dino grasping the last of her rulership as senator and blocking any newcomers in. Anyone who might actually be authentic not the lying brood that exists now. //s-ni-I mean negger 88-bot not only is coming ta me punching while I am in just waking mode after he sees me shitting the poison he and his loving wonderful hero friends had put in my body as he hugs them all, and then forces his rancid self on me while exercising, taking the place of rotten dirty baryishnikov the KGB agent who formerly claimed to be a defector from the Soviet Union but is now a fascist nazi knighted by the nazis of the English crown for helping them through atatcking me to encouragte all the little dirty greedy americans into following into this group so t hey can be rounded up and collected with europigapes then taking their place through warm smiles (I have seen this happen with many black actors who ru sh to join in attacking me and stealing ideas, and once "black people" are seen as "acceptable" then slowly they are replaced by ENGLISH black actors who then dominate the "american lead role" perfornance, etc it goes on and on. When it happens to blacks first it's not noticed and thusly to me, a female and now being attacked so endlessly not very fresh any longer with non-stop poisoning torture and hate dumped on me by filth of crap like s-n*gger 88-bot out of austria former governor of califronia, etc. HIs rancid plot to say he is "helping" me by hacking one video which corrected my wrong position for one exercise was his segue to endless abuse, violence, not just death threats with him first punching into my face, I react by rushing at him hitting him he lifts me up with one arm I kick hi as the group of filth in the rows of chaiirs sitting on their rotten brains, lookin for me to p rovide them with ideas for their next oscar-winning movie concept (the list has grown year-by-year of my ideas used to p romote them with them taking all credit and me being so abused and raped that my hair has turned grey my face is sagging from rage and hate as they enver for a single day stop slowly killing me. Senators come smiling and laughing with approval and threatening to kill me for not just giving them more ideas which they obtained this past 6 months by non-stop torture day and night for a YEAR until I provided them with an idea--I stopped writing all. But s-negger also threatens or says I should be raped, etc as he sits bringing on ,as he and his nasty dirty ilk have done, groups of dirty greasy americans yearning to become aristocrat haute luxury entitled fascist nazis blacks in throngs and groups and progressives worse than mage but they must "prove" more violence to appear that their fake liberalsim is just a fraud, which it is. //s-n--gger who has done very little of "help" i.e. about 1% of actual "help" and otherwise, me fighting to get the next rancid ugly sick filth crap off me as I have been doing with one sleazy dirty filth creep after the next, your heroes of c ulture and the government oh yes, look at what a great job they have done for the past 15 years of just destroying the country but you never question them or stop this or do anything, don't you all?//anyway, I began to watch videos about mewing which actually focus on spinal alignment (some of them do) which is actually helping me. The filth of shitnigger then got as many of these macho men "glow-up "scumbags to rush to abuse me, as he does every day there are groups of shit nazi fascist crap like loren the whoren scum ugly dirty dino who brought the german the lastest german sick greasy fuc to violently assault me as she watched on--her years of giggles and fake bravado gaity are met by men extremely violent so thusl her money and her position in europigapeland is very powerful even shitnigger joins with her to get more for his nasty and bigoted empire which expands all the time due to this contract out on me. I was actually getting some real HELP for healing so he turned it into inviting every youtube podcaster possible I watched to learn these techniques so my spine is not crunched up any longer, because this filthy ugly sick cesspool of hormone-imploded dirty old man filth has had like the rat spawn of depp, influenced by french fascist nazis who are urging this ugly sick parasite on me to abuse me to death poison and abuse me to death but first, after torturing me to obtain original ideas claiming that only th ey are beautiful as they have me mutilated raped poisoned and dismembered disfigured not once, not twice, not for a year ,but over 20 years and longer it is never-ending as they laugh with senators like elizabeth-warranty expired the progressive rushing at me yelling "you give them ideas" as they are just glowing with sadistic hormone high addiction and all fascist nazism welcoming them for just being violent and sleazy and dirty towards me. So shitnigger who is using the excuse or the ploy that he is "helping" me to heal and demanding that I consider him something to actually respect and listen to, is using that to torture me for not "obeying" and then, after trying to actually get helpful information and reverting to youtube he has begun or continued, I should say, to bring on every greasy greedy sleazy creep out of that environment whose video I have watched in order to reshape my face from the sagging and depleted to getting good chi flow and not looking old and worn out from this exhaustion of shitting black poison out every day and being raped beaten and abused all day every day and night for years and years and years and years and years. Thusly, that is the "help" that shitnigger the terminigger is doing and he is deplorable and repugnant ugly filthy and just a nazi dirty fuck who has been treated to far more than he should ever have been in america. Get that rancid dirty ugly group off me get that vile dirty filth scum shitnigger off me goddamn . //