Wednesday, November 24, 2021

I need money to be able to live in a decent, life-saving way as where I am now, where I am completely stuck and unable to get out due to these obstructions and not due to my negligence or lack of fighting/trying/working/studying and all I have done to achieve success poisoned, stolen, broken and destroyed by this organization. I need money I am living in a perpetual attack terror/rape/mutilation/brain/mind emotional mind control torture/thought-reading surveillance imprisonment filth toxic zone. As I was writing my earlier post which is a long diatribe post (as most are of my writing on this blog and this forum of Facebook) terrorist filth operators sprayed stinking liquids on my bedsheets. After I wrote, I had to get on this bed which is squeezed into one corner of the room, but there is a little insert into the faux wall where I put a night light. There was a quarter-sized blot of wet liquid--I was not wet so I didn't get anything on the sheets--I then touched the spot and it was a stinking amount of fluid. I then had to bend down to smell the sheets and the entire area where I sleep had been sprayed (while I was out shopping two days ago) with stinking substances. They also spray a rotten substance on the same exact spot of my sleeping gown (the left shoulder, between my arm pit and shoulder blade area) every single night I wake up and this area is stinking from having been sprayed. The sheets are foul and stinking. I had to throw away an entire good-quality set of linens last month because the sheets on my bed are sprayed either nightly or routinely and finally the laboratory chemicals never get out with any kind of cleaning substance--they are embedded into the material, this laboratory substance. The bed stank and I am always inflicted due to this microchip implant in my throat which creates clogged nasal passages--they make tears pour out of my eyes using that chip implant and my throat constricts while I eat or drink as well. I can't smell the stink and I can't bend easily to that level it is very painful for me to bend my body at that angle due to the poisoning--stinking filth in my body as well of course I am just surrounded by hate, stinking substances creepy stinking people creeple and foul teleportation skits while I'm fighting for my life to heal and I need peace and good energy. These posturing bs con artists of H-wood inflict their miserable ugliness and foul and stupid and sick violent skits while I am in need of healing sleep to try to destroy me absolutely in every way possible.

 As for this attack on my bed just now, this was done while I was in the bathroom. The patio door was closed so the mechanical arms could not get through that space to pump this stinking foul liquid onto my bed. I have noticed that when I am in the other very small part of the room but my back is turned that there are attacks on items I have in that area which are only coming from inside this room, from the right-hand side of the room--and for many months I have seen that the terrorists are inserting a mechanical arm through this area of the room that is just behind my bed. In addition, under the kitchen sink, which is where my chair is literally propped against as I sit every day for hours in front of this laptop which is on top of the "kitchen" table (with all the metal bars of the legs having been rusted with stinking substances, filthy and blacked, all the colorful tape I put on the legs to cover this stink blackened with gooey disgusting black and brown substances---etc. But from behind me as I sit here they are using mechanical arms coming from the shelving behind me--which is completely boarded up and covered with layers of paper, glued into all the cabinets so they can't open, tied together with metal hooks--but still they are getting through (also pasted on the inside of the cubboards, I have spent a few years fighting this and I still can't because the terrorists just waltz into this room every time I leave and destroy all the efforts I make to protect myself, but they cover it up, and they have expert solvents to get through all tape and glue and then to reglue or retape after they insert the mechanical arms so I have no idea exactly where or how they are getting in--with no help I can't get surveillance of the intrusions and as I sit here in absolute dire poverty I remain essentially fighting every day to protect myself). Now I have to just tape up and wind material around my head and my body as much as possible to try to reduce the endless damage to my skin, hair and body but I still can't defend my food which is poisoned every day--I try to seal my food as well but this is just simply impossible for me to defend myself against and I need some people to finally step in and do something about this--why is this so impossible?)


 I spent two months pounding metal hooks into the extremely dense wood paneled side of that room, absolutely hurting my body and then while I slept the terrorists would break into my room (using mechanical arms to open the front door from the inside--although I had stacked items against the door and inserted objects into all the cracks, the extremely crafty mechanical arms just got through everything and then replaced them, a bit crooked but still you could assume that nothing had been touched unless you had taken a photo of the area. That is how dangerous this technology is that these foul and ignorant people not just being trained in this kind of terrorist action but also applauding it can't seem to grasp--how dangerous this entire situation is. I think of people who have been murdered in hotel rooms, for example, David Carradine in a hotel room in Bangkok--with all the deferential and smiling Thai wanna get rich doing everything they are ordered to do, in an expensive hotel in Bangkok--easily Carradine could have and probably was murdered in such a fashion. Of course do not blame Thailand as this is a Western operation, but it was more easily done in a place like Thailand because of the absolute compliance factor involved--and this I know all too well.

However, as always, as I have tried to do for years, I NEED MONEY TO BE ABLE TO LIVE IN  A PLACE WHERE I HAVE A CHANCE TO DEFEND MYSELF against murder and dismemberment attacks and rape and poisoning and drugging. I am being blocked from all income earning potential in more ways than simple internet obstruction. Blacklisting has been rampant and harassment when I do have a job is unanimous and uniform, globally.

I also have to have something covering my head in every single space and place where I live-to the degree that mechanical arms cannot silently spray stinking and damaging chemicals into my hair (my hair falling out due to this for years) while I remain unable to go outside for at least 80% of my life due to sickness from poisoning that I need health care for but also cannot afford due to these endless attacks.


I have to wind so many things as tightly as possible around my head, while sleeping and while awake in all spaces of this room at all times just to stop them from completely damaging my hair and making me bald-as they have done for a few years now and for many decades they just made my hair extremely damaged and nasty in texture. I never had an idea why my hair which used to be very soft and straight was constantly like the texture and appearance of withered straw.


So it is very bad. This situation I am forced into. I have zero chance to get out of it myself due to all attempts to earn money being blocked either on internet or in any aspect of daily life. There are other aspects of life that are vital that I cannot attend to that could have dire and deadly consequences for me but I can't elaborate at this time in this endlessly hacked/public blog or Facebook page.

Can't anyone ever stop this travesty situation and force these wealthy celebrities and politicians to pay me for all the years of them stealing ideas and concepts and my writing/words verbatim while they are paid in millions for their theft (but altering the concepts to adjust for their own purposes which of course are counter to my original idea or turn them into some cause that is of their own personal power structure and not of the more universal that I have used them for--which would take a bit of elaboration to make this point more clear but they steal and alter the concepts into ideas that are counter to my original purpose and often include elements of the fascist/mafia and Nazi mentality which they covertly support and employ in their every attack upon me, in private.

Also my family has completely participated in this hate crime against me and have won monetary stability while "playing the game" but ostracizing and attacking me most viciously and eventually with great glee, like all the people who attack they become high on power and the hormonal thrill of violence and in this respect they never stop attacking me so I really have nowhere to turn to and no one to protect me. I really need my society to finally step-up and stop this violence against me instead of remaining silent and blank and allowing this slow torture to death to go on indefinitely as you all have for so long.


I can't earn money off my blog that has been completely closed, and of course all the celebrities and politicians who have blocked my life and my purposes and my attempts all believe they are entitled to do this and to steal my concepts and ideas and then threaten or have me maimed, raped, disfigured and beaten by their disgusting terror death squad teams (aka "gang stalking harassment" etc all the stupid innocuous terms that are used) if I react in rage and in anger and in my own defense. They are truly guilty truly sick and disgusting psychopaths and many of you are a part of this same team, but I appeal to anyone to please intervene instead of remaining silent as you have all done for all these years of me writing about this. The US Government really should be paying me reparations for this crime.

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Terrorist home-0destruction and theft report: another tree outside my window has been almost killed. The verdant green leaves are yellowing, the veins of the leaves are like skeltons with yellow death not even fall colors but like dead skeletons in appearance--just yesterday healthy, beautiful leaves. Anothe tree whch literally bent to brush against my patio like an embrace during a storm is now almost completely bare of all leaves; it held flowers where the bees who rely on the dwindling natural environment to obtain their food sources, whcih environmentalists claim is pivotal for human survival and the global food chain--killed so some prick rapist nazi can feel "better" about me screaming to stop sexuallya busing me, stop hitting me, stop trying to control me, stop trying to tel lme that what I am eating in sickness is "wrong" and yelling at me while i have to try to not respond but they keep drugging me (killikng me so my body looks skeletal--m once healthy beautiful body like a skeleton blemishes everywhere dwindling bieng kiled and morning routines just after waking from a drug-infusion whist sleepig through some portal of my body, however it's being done (probably nightly through insertion into my bladder unable to wake up or sense or feel anything but could be other means of administering nonconensual drugging; surely they have multiple ways and all handed to them by highest wonderful authority figures and politicianns--one again this morning rushing to get her endless free deals, more ostentatious presentations of "not racist/liberal/democrat" perspective while fully funding white nazi mediocrity they call supremacy death squads racism without boundaries covert epstein island fantasy rape and torture senarios---waiting for the demo-cr-at wave of blue to once more present a wonderful show of caring about humanity, as they always have just could not fend off the red wave (but riding that crypto-investment wave, the wall street wave all the while financies committee riding high--progressive party as well! has black and brown girlies all "strong" women "fighting" in congress for me--they claim. There once more to get get get as msuh as possible feeding frenzy continuation today--skeleton me dying from abuse. The system is intended to wither the target into premature old age, break down, physical decay so the end is not inconceivable--formerly extremely strong, helathy plump atthletic body now fighting every day to not die from stress. Today yelling me screaming for the 15th year in a row of daily barrages rape torture abuse which lasts ALL DAY LON and has been on a continuous arch of DAILY 16 HOURS OR SO of abuse insults death threats rape insults abuse from the pig filth sitting on those chairs who just killed another tree, also has kept the "ghost kittY' away from my patio--it walks the ledge from another unit to my little space and it refuses any contact with me but it's gone--blociking it, killing another tree, the life FUCK sinister hero of muscular entitlement nazism has had his "entitlement" thrill for the day after weeks and years of me fighting him, his endless nazi cronies who are just laughing and parting away because "the stupid americans' are so easy to manipulate and control. Just offer them the fantasy of macho nazi "superiority" by pretending to care about society and the ills of the downtrodden minorities, women and every "liberal" perspective; play all sides simultaneously--use the nazi image to push for instant hegeomony without question and anyone like me to be destroyed crushed raped but original ideas which they are lacking in must be drained but more fun to do it through rape and torture so the "ladies" of their r ape nazi enclave get to play feminist but in real life rape cheerleader enabler extremely thrilled to watch other women get the brun tof their nazi killer abuser domestic violence alcoholic addiction male partners (which they are themselves but just can't take it out on the men of their nazi world anyone else will do and this microchip ejmpire they are constructing will enable them to wreak endless violence upon unsuspecting and the world keeps cheering this on. The fakes and frauds continue to spout american democracy and restoring the american dream. As long as the blacks, jews and gays don't get a chance (well, gay people are now included as lon as they are either supplicating deferential if minority or boldly so but just at the right moment declining in the right position otherwise apparently self-empowered "strong" and bold dynamic for public presentation of "gay rights". Oh, they are now at the crest of the racist and hate wave along with the blacks, jews and gay s(when it comes to attacking me because white nazi their icon has instructed them to do it for more holocaust gold stashed away in Swiss bank accounts and all they need to do is obtain some of that endlessly re-invested lucre to pay off more american stupid good puppets.//the situation and the life fuck bully thuggeries are just reclining in anotther day of destroying anything possible about me, my home, my money my hair my nose my toes my fingers my body riddled with hard, black and brown rock-solid poison embedded into hips, my skull into my spine down my legs into my shoulders along my back like an internal shell. Oh trhe years they spent poisoning me and laughing about it and then mocking how my body looks. Oh what fun to paralyze me and then obtain ideas as they torture me to obtain them instantly they begin yelling bitch loser stupid and they slap beat and rape me afterwards and then they use the ideas as their platform to sell more progressive warren warrantless crimes ordained by the big kahunas in the senate and ratified by the rats of the house lurking in the shados of the escape holes intended to scurry back into safe position on home plate Forbes Breaking News channel yelling about equality justice and freedom and fighting the repugs fighting they fight oh how they laugh together at me and lunge at me viciously ordaining murder rape and abuse and yelling at me to never question them or defend myself to shut the hell up let them poison and kill me without fighting back as they hug the celebrities and cash-in on the plantations in France with vineyards hidden investments in the Cayman Islands which myh brother John can secure for them from having hidden his own and my entire family's tax haven investments due to the LIFETIME of poisoning abusing putting my body out of alignment laughing mocking me yelling that I am a "sponge" to rely on the"family" for money after they literally made sure I could not obtain health care and then tried to really imprison me on false charges of theft of jewelry (they are all lawyers with downtown court sway my mother a judge at certain times my brother with his AICPAC investor allies out of wealthy Long Island all supporting him to present ME as the sacrifice to jews can belong to the wealthy class without fear of being killed (als they are still killed via poisoning through the nazi rat networks every restaurnt people poisoning food handing it to the target with huge smiles at parties, "lovers and friends" and all using mind control to continue to influence with sneering contempt "God's Choosen".//More death from this hate group for me fighting fo rmy life, more screaming this moring, my hands looking like skeleton leaves almost falling off cuticles slashed off--more debris spinkled on my floor when I went down the elevator to pick something up and more rummaging through my room to poison food and destroy break and steal and destroy food, shampoo must carry all with me everywhere I go as much as possible or they WLL poison food poison shampoo to make moe hair fall out after having hair follicles literally technologically removed while in deep, comatose brain microship ipmlant thetha sleep state (or whatever brain waves blocking suffocating sensation in prime body while they slash, abuse rape hit cut parts off the shitalina crews of whorewood nazi actors smirk and laugh and go off on hormone highs afterwards it's a beauty treatment for them as well through dumping their fith and ugliness out on me then blaming me for it--truly a toxic parasitie vampirism endorsed by the tosic vampire politicians rushing to get as much royhalties and media coverage for more yapping progressive "fighting the 1%" blather the use in endless tirades. Yo ucan tell how much full of acting training they have by the same whiny tone they all use in their rants about the ultra wealhty. There is no resolution no solution ever offered just whining sighing and explanations of how bad and corrupt their ("friends" in the teleportation torture for energy extraction sexual extraction idea extraction and hormone highs off torture as "entitlement and "superiortty" highs which are more precious than gold fo the life fuck destsroyers of society, t he government, the planet they could are less if trees are killed bees strugging in a near-urban busy environment where trees ahve been felld to the point that of course nature is dying but they will kill more to prove how much "power' they have as the powerless weak cowardly sleazy lions as they call themselves feed off parasitic weakness energy extraction through sleazy and dirty invasive means of parasitic energy feeding through this vile technological system. Hoards of whore creeps rushing to join in all entralled by mass group hypnosis highs off abuse and torture without any"evidence". Antoer day another thing killed by the life fuck heroes of celluloid bullshit dissesmination about how "strong" they are how incredible they are what muscles what "proud" nose-sniffing the air pog postures they make. How they "crush" cities, countrei and inner city inhabitants until they grovel for acceptance and become force amplifier stalking murderous vicious nazi agents with black and brown skin just dying to kill to prove they are not going to live in the ghettos.

  A pair of reading glasses is gone, it was on my table just vanished (mechanical arms steal items in my room when my back is turned in anot...