Wednesday, November 24, 2021

I need money to be able to live in a decent, life-saving way as where I am now, where I am completely stuck and unable to get out due to these obstructions and not due to my negligence or lack of fighting/trying/working/studying and all I have done to achieve success poisoned, stolen, broken and destroyed by this organization. I need money I am living in a perpetual attack terror/rape/mutilation/brain/mind emotional mind control torture/thought-reading surveillance imprisonment filth toxic zone. As I was writing my earlier post which is a long diatribe post (as most are of my writing on this blog and this forum of Facebook) terrorist filth operators sprayed stinking liquids on my bedsheets. After I wrote, I had to get on this bed which is squeezed into one corner of the room, but there is a little insert into the faux wall where I put a night light. There was a quarter-sized blot of wet liquid--I was not wet so I didn't get anything on the sheets--I then touched the spot and it was a stinking amount of fluid. I then had to bend down to smell the sheets and the entire area where I sleep had been sprayed (while I was out shopping two days ago) with stinking substances. They also spray a rotten substance on the same exact spot of my sleeping gown (the left shoulder, between my arm pit and shoulder blade area) every single night I wake up and this area is stinking from having been sprayed. The sheets are foul and stinking. I had to throw away an entire good-quality set of linens last month because the sheets on my bed are sprayed either nightly or routinely and finally the laboratory chemicals never get out with any kind of cleaning substance--they are embedded into the material, this laboratory substance. The bed stank and I am always inflicted due to this microchip implant in my throat which creates clogged nasal passages--they make tears pour out of my eyes using that chip implant and my throat constricts while I eat or drink as well. I can't smell the stink and I can't bend easily to that level it is very painful for me to bend my body at that angle due to the poisoning--stinking filth in my body as well of course I am just surrounded by hate, stinking substances creepy stinking people creeple and foul teleportation skits while I'm fighting for my life to heal and I need peace and good energy. These posturing bs con artists of H-wood inflict their miserable ugliness and foul and stupid and sick violent skits while I am in need of healing sleep to try to destroy me absolutely in every way possible.

 As for this attack on my bed just now, this was done while I was in the bathroom. The patio door was closed so the mechanical arms could not get through that space to pump this stinking foul liquid onto my bed. I have noticed that when I am in the other very small part of the room but my back is turned that there are attacks on items I have in that area which are only coming from inside this room, from the right-hand side of the room--and for many months I have seen that the terrorists are inserting a mechanical arm through this area of the room that is just behind my bed. In addition, under the kitchen sink, which is where my chair is literally propped against as I sit every day for hours in front of this laptop which is on top of the "kitchen" table (with all the metal bars of the legs having been rusted with stinking substances, filthy and blacked, all the colorful tape I put on the legs to cover this stink blackened with gooey disgusting black and brown substances---etc. But from behind me as I sit here they are using mechanical arms coming from the shelving behind me--which is completely boarded up and covered with layers of paper, glued into all the cabinets so they can't open, tied together with metal hooks--but still they are getting through (also pasted on the inside of the cubboards, I have spent a few years fighting this and I still can't because the terrorists just waltz into this room every time I leave and destroy all the efforts I make to protect myself, but they cover it up, and they have expert solvents to get through all tape and glue and then to reglue or retape after they insert the mechanical arms so I have no idea exactly where or how they are getting in--with no help I can't get surveillance of the intrusions and as I sit here in absolute dire poverty I remain essentially fighting every day to protect myself). Now I have to just tape up and wind material around my head and my body as much as possible to try to reduce the endless damage to my skin, hair and body but I still can't defend my food which is poisoned every day--I try to seal my food as well but this is just simply impossible for me to defend myself against and I need some people to finally step in and do something about this--why is this so impossible?)


 I spent two months pounding metal hooks into the extremely dense wood paneled side of that room, absolutely hurting my body and then while I slept the terrorists would break into my room (using mechanical arms to open the front door from the inside--although I had stacked items against the door and inserted objects into all the cracks, the extremely crafty mechanical arms just got through everything and then replaced them, a bit crooked but still you could assume that nothing had been touched unless you had taken a photo of the area. That is how dangerous this technology is that these foul and ignorant people not just being trained in this kind of terrorist action but also applauding it can't seem to grasp--how dangerous this entire situation is. I think of people who have been murdered in hotel rooms, for example, David Carradine in a hotel room in Bangkok--with all the deferential and smiling Thai wanna get rich doing everything they are ordered to do, in an expensive hotel in Bangkok--easily Carradine could have and probably was murdered in such a fashion. Of course do not blame Thailand as this is a Western operation, but it was more easily done in a place like Thailand because of the absolute compliance factor involved--and this I know all too well.

However, as always, as I have tried to do for years, I NEED MONEY TO BE ABLE TO LIVE IN  A PLACE WHERE I HAVE A CHANCE TO DEFEND MYSELF against murder and dismemberment attacks and rape and poisoning and drugging. I am being blocked from all income earning potential in more ways than simple internet obstruction. Blacklisting has been rampant and harassment when I do have a job is unanimous and uniform, globally.

I also have to have something covering my head in every single space and place where I live-to the degree that mechanical arms cannot silently spray stinking and damaging chemicals into my hair (my hair falling out due to this for years) while I remain unable to go outside for at least 80% of my life due to sickness from poisoning that I need health care for but also cannot afford due to these endless attacks.


I have to wind so many things as tightly as possible around my head, while sleeping and while awake in all spaces of this room at all times just to stop them from completely damaging my hair and making me bald-as they have done for a few years now and for many decades they just made my hair extremely damaged and nasty in texture. I never had an idea why my hair which used to be very soft and straight was constantly like the texture and appearance of withered straw.


So it is very bad. This situation I am forced into. I have zero chance to get out of it myself due to all attempts to earn money being blocked either on internet or in any aspect of daily life. There are other aspects of life that are vital that I cannot attend to that could have dire and deadly consequences for me but I can't elaborate at this time in this endlessly hacked/public blog or Facebook page.

Can't anyone ever stop this travesty situation and force these wealthy celebrities and politicians to pay me for all the years of them stealing ideas and concepts and my writing/words verbatim while they are paid in millions for their theft (but altering the concepts to adjust for their own purposes which of course are counter to my original idea or turn them into some cause that is of their own personal power structure and not of the more universal that I have used them for--which would take a bit of elaboration to make this point more clear but they steal and alter the concepts into ideas that are counter to my original purpose and often include elements of the fascist/mafia and Nazi mentality which they covertly support and employ in their every attack upon me, in private.

Also my family has completely participated in this hate crime against me and have won monetary stability while "playing the game" but ostracizing and attacking me most viciously and eventually with great glee, like all the people who attack they become high on power and the hormonal thrill of violence and in this respect they never stop attacking me so I really have nowhere to turn to and no one to protect me. I really need my society to finally step-up and stop this violence against me instead of remaining silent and blank and allowing this slow torture to death to go on indefinitely as you all have for so long.


I can't earn money off my blog that has been completely closed, and of course all the celebrities and politicians who have blocked my life and my purposes and my attempts all believe they are entitled to do this and to steal my concepts and ideas and then threaten or have me maimed, raped, disfigured and beaten by their disgusting terror death squad teams (aka "gang stalking harassment" etc all the stupid innocuous terms that are used) if I react in rage and in anger and in my own defense. They are truly guilty truly sick and disgusting psychopaths and many of you are a part of this same team, but I appeal to anyone to please intervene instead of remaining silent as you have all done for all these years of me writing about this. The US Government really should be paying me reparations for this crime.

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Because I don't want my formerly incredible country The United States, which is MY country not the white nazi bigots' country not gavin old scum's state of california it's MY COUNTRY they are traitors they should be ousted from MY COUNTRY THE UNITED STATES they are selling america to nazi foreigners for some sleazy backroom sex orgy haute fantasy wealth league and all exclusion to the rest. Because I will not allow them to murder me with my consent, because I have fought to have MY LIFE not destroyed by more white nazi trash shit bigots asserting this most egregious violation of all human rights implant technology and this insidious gang stalking goon society into my life with warm smiles of subjugated traumatized stockholm syndrome love forced out of my beaten and damaged body. My family is like the aforementioned servile and domesticated stockholm to the extreme; so are all of the jews I have had to deal with and the trickle down into society. This has been inculcated into the Jewish diaspora for probably centuries this self hate and self-loathing it appears as sexualized vicious hate for jewish women for all races---the most hated of races I believe are the jews blacks can't even begin to compare but whatever competition for the most abused race, I know that blacks sit around like lynch mob pot-bellied bigots laughing with white nazi trash to abuse jews/me while jews do not do this with blacks. It is just a bit of distancing that i am aware of, I have not had much experience with jews but what experience I do have all has been me being sold off lied to with fake smiles and full subordination to white nazi death squads for their own promotion and happily merrily they comply. //Because I am fighting for a country which has literally sold me into a sex trafficking techno-terror ring, and have fought for human decency and FOR MY LIFE and FOR MY COUNTRY TO NOT BE TAKEN OVER BY SHIT LIKE SHITNIGGER THIS FILTHY nazi fuck you all worship for his stupid antics and fake altruistic bullshit which is just programmed statements this rotten thug cranks out like a rabid robot. Because I am doing what NO POLITICIANS IN CONGRESS WILL DO OR ON ANY LOCAL LEVEL WHATSOEVER, ANYWHERE AROUND THE WORLD which is standing up for the law not merely jabbering about it for public approval, and for standing up for my basic human rights this group of shit want to destroy and are doing it because of the most hated status of jews even the jews won't do a single goddamn thing but let it all happen to me. My ideas about fighting injustice have gone to worthless sleazy ugly sick shit female shit whores for over 15 years who laugh as they get men to rape me and the english crown pays them all for this diaplay of old world rape culture towards jewish women. For all this, they cut off my disability. My parents have been murdered by this group via poisoning as have my pets and etc and many beautiful and loving people all killed via poisoning "cancers" and creep diseases like that--my successful and wealthy family turned into a non-stop cancer alley death row. For fighting for a country that truly tries to live up to equal under law and human rights, leading me to be abused yelled at tortured raped by leading members of congress, many presidents and almost literally every single shithole running for president for the past decade or longer: don't have enough savings money to survive waiting any longer--they have made me pay my savings for over 15 months with no information on why they refuse to reinstate my disability benefits--the disability this group forced on me by fracturing my spine putting my spine out of alignment and poisoning me with hardening poison and then fracturing my vertebrae; all done while unconsciosu with this microchip implant in my brain and into my nervous system. My family began doind this to me at a very early age--they are addicted to feeding off my destruction and they have worked to ahve all my money taken away so they can get more awards from shitalina worewwood the english crown and all the nazi cartel for having sold me to being raped mutilated poisoned robbed my ideas furnishing ugly sick sleazy stupid filth with oscar-winning ideas for over 15 years given NOTHING and my money taken away due to trump, whom they put in power to have this monopoly of monotony mediocrity corruption and incompetence: have been waiting for over 15 years for a legitimate government to stop this state-sponsored murder contract out on me. i have barely avoided death repeatedly and have been literally fighting for my life every single day against being abused and poisoned and tortured to death. The sleazy sick crap you all worship as celebrity politicians and celebrities rush to dump their wrath, hate and they use any and all excuses such as I "said" something which they pulled from thought-hacking extraction, most or all of the time they inserted the "thoughts' into my brain so they could then say for years that I said the n-word, for example as they plague my brain with that word while watching any show any music anything related to black people. This is their response to me accusing oprah of being an enforcer of the worst white racist dictum and her response was in torture--the term aunt jemima came to me due to a malcolm x speech which I repeated under mind control, torture and she had me raped and beaten before she began to justify her violence after she "forced" this term out of me by asking "what do you think of me" and that term came to the surface I screamed it out with hate--instead it's been 8 years of black shit fuck plantation aunt jemimas and uncle toms rushing to abuse me--and now I will use that term without any repentence becuase the terms "puppet" don't convey the real meaning of how atrocious they all are. "They" being the white nazi trash shit they all gather around who dole out prizes and deals, the other "they" are the followers who will do anything to get "a piece of the pie" as someone called it. All is justified when it comes to million dollar contracts. Thusly the president office is up for anyone who can abuse me into accepting more abuse without fighting back. All I did was move to a San Francisco location and gavin old scum has been torturing me nearly to death ever since; it is now 10 months of unending torture from him. I sought to get ouf ot the disability cut -off in florida where field office workers were literally lying breaking the law demanding payments that far exceed what any real calculation should have been; yelling at me by phone any response on my part in self-defense is met by worse threats they are being programmed to use tihs contract of forcing me into being abused without defending myself---that is the contract out on me. They want a world of compliant jews who will either sell off their children and siblings "down the river" to rape and death and/or just accept being abused to death poisoned drugged to death while their nazi spouses steal all the money they obtained when america used to give people some chance to make it in the market with some semblance of equal opportunity. The system now operates that any Jew who wants power must be white skinned as much as possible with dyed blonde hair preferably. Must defer with love and gratitude to nazi whites who will direct the preferred blondish jews (or married to blondes mostly non-jewish who will control and subjugate the jew but the jew will obey and "love" the nazi bigot eternally grateful for the opportunity to compete in the market with any chance--otherwise, not welcomed in any "successful" venture if not absolutely conforming to white nazi image and/or abusing people like me who strive for competition and are capable of it and thusly to be destroyed, raped and abused. Upon orders jews in this matrix are as violent as nazis and have been thorougly trained to be so. That applies to blacks even moreso towards jews, and etc but t hey blame jews for being racist--and that label has stuck with me. I have been waiting for an administration which will do anything but sell me out to death. During the obama years I understood that it was a foe and part of this attack but had not realized to what extent. now that there is no threat for writing about their inclusion in white nazi mediocrity I can write all about it and I suggest that yesterday when I said that michelle over completely filthy and sleazy vile and nasty gavin old boy is preferable I then said "michelle obama 2029 president"! in just a delirious state of being tortured slowly to death by shitnigger who is so revolting as a man and human being its' putridity just having to hear his rancid stupid ugly voice and his ugly demands this ugly incompetent sleazy ape scum. They are so disgusting. No president deems them incompetent no, they are the force that will keep trump afloat no matter what he has put as many nazis into this 4th Reich social engineering project to the point that biden, who "cared" the slightest which is far more than obama or trump or anyone else--but he could not really do much more than go along with the plan due to the filthy vile sleazy inclusion of shit like pelosi and elizabeth warren, who for her rancid dirty yapping about people's rights being abridged constantly should win the oscars bullshit award for worst political skank scam for a prize t hat needs to be established for future awards seasons. the money they have obtained from trump's crypto scam along has made the wait of 8 years worthwhile for rancid warren and pelosi all ahve obtained insider trading newsom is a filthy and nasty violent sick predator insider scamming scumbag. thusly, waiting and waiting for anything but this sleazy filth brigade and the options of another nazi jew in the form of PA gov shapiro--who is doing nothing I suggest that fetterman is working with trump and new-scum old scum to block my disability and he will get, of course,k huge windfalls they are all just sleazy filth. The typically compliant jew-hating jew that I fear shapiro is, as he is doing nothing to stop the next attack on me by social security under rump to just make a decision on how I can ave my money reinstated--they are trying to steal my covid money and my student loan money I SAVED FOR YEARS (for an emergency) instead they are telling me verbally that all money must be paid in my account---but the official letter from their financial office had listed an amount to be repaid omitting the covid money--but by phone the lying trump agents and new-old scum agents are demanding all money--thusly violating what their own agencies had determined all is being done verbally all these lies and corrupt illegal demands--they under gavin the scum will not send a letter with the exact definition for me to follow theyu refuse to send information they are hanging up on me and laughing as I am cut off and blocked from making phone calls--(they pick up the phone laughing into the phone after I have tried to phone for 3 hours old boy scum blocked all transmission just as they perpetually hack into my keyborad and ocmputer to block all communication--it's always so impossible. Despite just writing in my very fast and competent writing speed, GETTING ANYBODY TO CARE IS AN IMPOSSIBILITY. that trump is destroying the country makes no goddamn difference to anybody aware of my situation this contract out on me must furnish their next podcast award or next lead role or next investment or next candidacy "won" through this rigged nazi 4th Reich system.

I don't have enough money to survive this any longer and i need my money reinstated. Any phone calls are rerouted to lying and  yelling ...