Wednesday, November 24, 2021

I need money to be able to live in a decent, life-saving way as where I am now, where I am completely stuck and unable to get out due to these obstructions and not due to my negligence or lack of fighting/trying/working/studying and all I have done to achieve success poisoned, stolen, broken and destroyed by this organization. I need money I am living in a perpetual attack terror/rape/mutilation/brain/mind emotional mind control torture/thought-reading surveillance imprisonment filth toxic zone. As I was writing my earlier post which is a long diatribe post (as most are of my writing on this blog and this forum of Facebook) terrorist filth operators sprayed stinking liquids on my bedsheets. After I wrote, I had to get on this bed which is squeezed into one corner of the room, but there is a little insert into the faux wall where I put a night light. There was a quarter-sized blot of wet liquid--I was not wet so I didn't get anything on the sheets--I then touched the spot and it was a stinking amount of fluid. I then had to bend down to smell the sheets and the entire area where I sleep had been sprayed (while I was out shopping two days ago) with stinking substances. They also spray a rotten substance on the same exact spot of my sleeping gown (the left shoulder, between my arm pit and shoulder blade area) every single night I wake up and this area is stinking from having been sprayed. The sheets are foul and stinking. I had to throw away an entire good-quality set of linens last month because the sheets on my bed are sprayed either nightly or routinely and finally the laboratory chemicals never get out with any kind of cleaning substance--they are embedded into the material, this laboratory substance. The bed stank and I am always inflicted due to this microchip implant in my throat which creates clogged nasal passages--they make tears pour out of my eyes using that chip implant and my throat constricts while I eat or drink as well. I can't smell the stink and I can't bend easily to that level it is very painful for me to bend my body at that angle due to the poisoning--stinking filth in my body as well of course I am just surrounded by hate, stinking substances creepy stinking people creeple and foul teleportation skits while I'm fighting for my life to heal and I need peace and good energy. These posturing bs con artists of H-wood inflict their miserable ugliness and foul and stupid and sick violent skits while I am in need of healing sleep to try to destroy me absolutely in every way possible.

 As for this attack on my bed just now, this was done while I was in the bathroom. The patio door was closed so the mechanical arms could not get through that space to pump this stinking foul liquid onto my bed. I have noticed that when I am in the other very small part of the room but my back is turned that there are attacks on items I have in that area which are only coming from inside this room, from the right-hand side of the room--and for many months I have seen that the terrorists are inserting a mechanical arm through this area of the room that is just behind my bed. In addition, under the kitchen sink, which is where my chair is literally propped against as I sit every day for hours in front of this laptop which is on top of the "kitchen" table (with all the metal bars of the legs having been rusted with stinking substances, filthy and blacked, all the colorful tape I put on the legs to cover this stink blackened with gooey disgusting black and brown substances---etc. But from behind me as I sit here they are using mechanical arms coming from the shelving behind me--which is completely boarded up and covered with layers of paper, glued into all the cabinets so they can't open, tied together with metal hooks--but still they are getting through (also pasted on the inside of the cubboards, I have spent a few years fighting this and I still can't because the terrorists just waltz into this room every time I leave and destroy all the efforts I make to protect myself, but they cover it up, and they have expert solvents to get through all tape and glue and then to reglue or retape after they insert the mechanical arms so I have no idea exactly where or how they are getting in--with no help I can't get surveillance of the intrusions and as I sit here in absolute dire poverty I remain essentially fighting every day to protect myself). Now I have to just tape up and wind material around my head and my body as much as possible to try to reduce the endless damage to my skin, hair and body but I still can't defend my food which is poisoned every day--I try to seal my food as well but this is just simply impossible for me to defend myself against and I need some people to finally step in and do something about this--why is this so impossible?)


 I spent two months pounding metal hooks into the extremely dense wood paneled side of that room, absolutely hurting my body and then while I slept the terrorists would break into my room (using mechanical arms to open the front door from the inside--although I had stacked items against the door and inserted objects into all the cracks, the extremely crafty mechanical arms just got through everything and then replaced them, a bit crooked but still you could assume that nothing had been touched unless you had taken a photo of the area. That is how dangerous this technology is that these foul and ignorant people not just being trained in this kind of terrorist action but also applauding it can't seem to grasp--how dangerous this entire situation is. I think of people who have been murdered in hotel rooms, for example, David Carradine in a hotel room in Bangkok--with all the deferential and smiling Thai wanna get rich doing everything they are ordered to do, in an expensive hotel in Bangkok--easily Carradine could have and probably was murdered in such a fashion. Of course do not blame Thailand as this is a Western operation, but it was more easily done in a place like Thailand because of the absolute compliance factor involved--and this I know all too well.

However, as always, as I have tried to do for years, I NEED MONEY TO BE ABLE TO LIVE IN  A PLACE WHERE I HAVE A CHANCE TO DEFEND MYSELF against murder and dismemberment attacks and rape and poisoning and drugging. I am being blocked from all income earning potential in more ways than simple internet obstruction. Blacklisting has been rampant and harassment when I do have a job is unanimous and uniform, globally.

I also have to have something covering my head in every single space and place where I live-to the degree that mechanical arms cannot silently spray stinking and damaging chemicals into my hair (my hair falling out due to this for years) while I remain unable to go outside for at least 80% of my life due to sickness from poisoning that I need health care for but also cannot afford due to these endless attacks.


I have to wind so many things as tightly as possible around my head, while sleeping and while awake in all spaces of this room at all times just to stop them from completely damaging my hair and making me bald-as they have done for a few years now and for many decades they just made my hair extremely damaged and nasty in texture. I never had an idea why my hair which used to be very soft and straight was constantly like the texture and appearance of withered straw.


So it is very bad. This situation I am forced into. I have zero chance to get out of it myself due to all attempts to earn money being blocked either on internet or in any aspect of daily life. There are other aspects of life that are vital that I cannot attend to that could have dire and deadly consequences for me but I can't elaborate at this time in this endlessly hacked/public blog or Facebook page.

Can't anyone ever stop this travesty situation and force these wealthy celebrities and politicians to pay me for all the years of them stealing ideas and concepts and my writing/words verbatim while they are paid in millions for their theft (but altering the concepts to adjust for their own purposes which of course are counter to my original idea or turn them into some cause that is of their own personal power structure and not of the more universal that I have used them for--which would take a bit of elaboration to make this point more clear but they steal and alter the concepts into ideas that are counter to my original purpose and often include elements of the fascist/mafia and Nazi mentality which they covertly support and employ in their every attack upon me, in private.

Also my family has completely participated in this hate crime against me and have won monetary stability while "playing the game" but ostracizing and attacking me most viciously and eventually with great glee, like all the people who attack they become high on power and the hormonal thrill of violence and in this respect they never stop attacking me so I really have nowhere to turn to and no one to protect me. I really need my society to finally step-up and stop this violence against me instead of remaining silent and blank and allowing this slow torture to death to go on indefinitely as you all have for so long.


I can't earn money off my blog that has been completely closed, and of course all the celebrities and politicians who have blocked my life and my purposes and my attempts all believe they are entitled to do this and to steal my concepts and ideas and then threaten or have me maimed, raped, disfigured and beaten by their disgusting terror death squad teams (aka "gang stalking harassment" etc all the stupid innocuous terms that are used) if I react in rage and in anger and in my own defense. They are truly guilty truly sick and disgusting psychopaths and many of you are a part of this same team, but I appeal to anyone to please intervene instead of remaining silent as you have all done for all these years of me writing about this. The US Government really should be paying me reparations for this crime.

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More tears torture to my eyes and the hate scum who inflict this every day appear in 3D reality to be more sick and stupid than the last day of their inane stupidity and ugly sick filth. These are the "leaders" aspiring to hold the keys to mental programming and social engineering via whorewood and always putting the criminal ignorant albeit well-educated expletives who were in power DECADES AGO via their collusion to destroy America "from within" political partners; always touted as being the epitome of the Demo-rat party always interviewed as the"experts' only their lying and sleazy American-hating English-crown controlled, Nazi Germany controlled, French nazi brutality coloniaistic hate machine always behind these "puppets' the white aunt jemimas the white uncle toms and their slaves playing the same roles. The Civil War and that era still had Americans doubting the veracity of The English in their endless attempts to retake the United States by Force. The War if 1812 was fresh in the memories of the newspaper op-ed and journalist reports the dread of Imperialistic Euro-takeover from the remnants of the American Revolution still slightly fresh the ardor to retain personal sovereignty included every whites in many areas of the country. No more, the compassionate ones were killed off in euro-nazi terror subversion tactics which nazi Americans grasped and are now in "power" in whorewood and politics, conversely or otherwise. But nevertheless, all my life I remained out of politics and commentary until they began torturing me to obtain ideas and as I fought for my personal security and freedom from tyranny, I have had to personally witness the leeches who were put in power whom I never voted for, never would have voted for Obama and if I were not nearly killed by nazis in America I would have at least been able to listen to commentary about the Clinton campaign. So deadly sick of the Bush tirade I gladly welcomed what appeared to have been youthful former "alternative" culture that the younger Clinton=--not openly identified as CIA as the Bush family had been and now from research I KNOW that the Bush family sold oil to the Nazis in WWII and they are still putting nazis in power in whorewood.). I was in Germany when the nazi clintons were put in power. I now know that all are tethered to the Nazi party all have made their secret oaths to preserve their "friends" and nothing to do with the constitution which they have been unilaterally subverting in trickle-down erosion until it's now a flood zone. They remain always heralded by the Nazi-purchased media as the antidote to the "rise of fascism". They are ordering this non-stop torture of me so they will be endlessly paid in multimillions to produce effete sentimentality of preconceived-of tropes about fighting racism, sexism and preserving "Democracy". A total farce and sickness that remains of these leeches retained endlessly in a monopoly. //Seeing them and how incompetent they are to really lead and past, way past their bedtime they should have been taken out of power and new people inserted but the same rotten structure of nazi hierarchy remains the same rotten scum remain as the "symbols" of "Democracy" who with Georgetown educations and English Oxford scholarships where they were courted, then mind control and incentivized with endless millions hundreds of millions mansions in the "liberal" bastion of Martha's Vineyard-a place where the Euro-nazi "Jews" who helped to sell my family into death and destruction obtained a house in addition to other investments while the professor salary they lived on would never have permitted such expensive purchase. They were Austrian-born immigrants from Nazism and they invoked and pushed Nazi genocide and death squad nazi/stasi abuse and hate gangs while they were omitted from the hate target zone for having done so (which is why they were handed Visas by the American government to escape nazism in the first place because THEY HAD HELPED MURDER JEWS IN VIENNA BEFORE BEING ALLOWED TO FLEE while the majority were kept without any chance of Visas. //I grew up with sick shit like that surrounding me and now I face it with the demo-rat and nazi maga all working together--the structure of the nazis never recognized in these stupid and dumb information-lacking anti-nazi blockbuster movies out of stupid sick whorweood all these years so when I write of this type of arrangement people ignore it because no one reports on it for the most part except perhaps in scholarly journals which remain buried in "academic research databases" exempt from public scrutiny. For me fighting this system in reality not "fighting" by making speeches as the lying and hateful progressives like bernie and aoc and warren all proclaim proudly and get more endorsements, the dumbed down population continue to vote them into power or the elections are always rigged (high probability) for decades the nazi americans who have not been soviet-style killed off by covert death squads, handed drugs, poisons and torture murder weaons remain the voter block and the rigging blocks and the execution blocks.//Tears again to destroy my facial strucgture which has all but collapsed from tears, torture abuse every minute every day but always at my most sick and vulnerable state and always in deep sleep. They are forcing me to wake up in a drugged sort of "meth" explosion of energy, after one hour I am so ill I can't stand up or move any longer my body immersed with poisons and drugs I literally have to "collapse" on my bed without anhy protection they slash my fingers toes make more hair fall out greasy stinking substances my body and my teeth jabbed with sharp knives under gum tissue already comletely cut out to the jawline earlier when they tried to smash my teeth out after they forced an accident in a rigged brake mechanism which is how many a famous celebrity (i.e. the son of John F. Kennedy and his airplane "accident" and there are reports from intel agencies on how the entire situation was a fabricated assassination all the evidence removed from public scrutiny). Etc etc. My face now an ugly old broken down ravaged appearance of dying misery sagging cheeks hollow eyes black huge huge circles tears forcing deterioration of my facial structure and the endless yelling from this stupid loser team of shit whorew apes out of whorewood endlessly they can't produce a single winning omvie ideas they can't get lead roles without abusing me they can't get anything other than previous decades of blockbuster movie shit and lying crap behind them but so blank so ugly and just handed this tech for nazis to instsall every hateful a$$-groveling sychophant possible to obey and follow orders for complete nazification of america through it's nazi programming and political endorsement machine. Somehow unbelievable my "submission" to accepting this bullshit group is the key factor to their not losing "winner take all "plans and plots. Teams of eurotrash nazi models and nazi shit has-been white worm trash actors waiting in the wings for the takeover to inflict absolute tyrannical control hillary gets more movies made about "women" the obamas about fighting racism and america gets more trumps in the future controlled by white nazi trash out of europigapeland hate. So they are torturing me to death because they are losers incompetent mediocrities who can't create winning ideas and can't get lead roles and this empire of nazi eurotrash takeover without me submitting to say they are "great" they are such shit every day I se eonly a more stupid aspect of this endlessly sick and stupid group than the day before now they are so low and incompetent for anything but eating hamburgers with some fries and a shake of their tails to sell some bullshit no one needs but people want that titillating sense of junk food empowerment they are selling. No one could give a goddamn about human rights in all of america it's been a non-stop murder attack upon me for decades in America it remains now at highest levels with no one actually caring about the principles of human dignity and in competitive society ensuring that stupid criminal sick filth doesn't take over-I believe the "founding fathers" wanted to ensure that competition for the best to be in power was part of the overweening concept of creating a real great nation not a blathering hateful bigot white trash scum proclaiming that all he has to do is sign an executive order to "make america great again" based on the whims of nazi adherents to destroy the constitution and society and put euronazis in power who will inflict the lost King George tyranny plus hitler's policies and death squads plus Stalin's gulags and death squad erasure squads into power plus destruction of the economy and an endless war economy to bolster their reckless pilfering of the economy for their lavish nazi-style edifices while nazis are welcomed as white heroes of society putting people like me into old age slow death information to provide stupid blank do-nothing scum into power using my ideas to sell concepts they abhor and want eradicated so they turn the ideas into a "woke joke' and the reversal happens. They are torturing me to death and me having to write and beg for YEARS AND YEARS TO STOP THE POISONING then stop the torture to death while I am detoxing from poisoning is a sickness all in itself as a total failure of society to really defend the privileges of the Constitution which afford people the right to be beautiful, strong and intelligent and compete and win without death squads ravaaging raping dismembering disfiguring if they don't like a "minority" rising to more fame or competency than their mediocre sick do-nothing get everything for free empty blank personality structures, reliant on racist cliches about themselves as "superior" regardless of not performing in any superior capacity.