Wednesday, November 24, 2021

I need money to be able to live in a decent, life-saving way as where I am now, where I am completely stuck and unable to get out due to these obstructions and not due to my negligence or lack of fighting/trying/working/studying and all I have done to achieve success poisoned, stolen, broken and destroyed by this organization. I need money I am living in a perpetual attack terror/rape/mutilation/brain/mind emotional mind control torture/thought-reading surveillance imprisonment filth toxic zone. As I was writing my earlier post which is a long diatribe post (as most are of my writing on this blog and this forum of Facebook) terrorist filth operators sprayed stinking liquids on my bedsheets. After I wrote, I had to get on this bed which is squeezed into one corner of the room, but there is a little insert into the faux wall where I put a night light. There was a quarter-sized blot of wet liquid--I was not wet so I didn't get anything on the sheets--I then touched the spot and it was a stinking amount of fluid. I then had to bend down to smell the sheets and the entire area where I sleep had been sprayed (while I was out shopping two days ago) with stinking substances. They also spray a rotten substance on the same exact spot of my sleeping gown (the left shoulder, between my arm pit and shoulder blade area) every single night I wake up and this area is stinking from having been sprayed. The sheets are foul and stinking. I had to throw away an entire good-quality set of linens last month because the sheets on my bed are sprayed either nightly or routinely and finally the laboratory chemicals never get out with any kind of cleaning substance--they are embedded into the material, this laboratory substance. The bed stank and I am always inflicted due to this microchip implant in my throat which creates clogged nasal passages--they make tears pour out of my eyes using that chip implant and my throat constricts while I eat or drink as well. I can't smell the stink and I can't bend easily to that level it is very painful for me to bend my body at that angle due to the poisoning--stinking filth in my body as well of course I am just surrounded by hate, stinking substances creepy stinking people creeple and foul teleportation skits while I'm fighting for my life to heal and I need peace and good energy. These posturing bs con artists of H-wood inflict their miserable ugliness and foul and stupid and sick violent skits while I am in need of healing sleep to try to destroy me absolutely in every way possible.

 As for this attack on my bed just now, this was done while I was in the bathroom. The patio door was closed so the mechanical arms could not get through that space to pump this stinking foul liquid onto my bed. I have noticed that when I am in the other very small part of the room but my back is turned that there are attacks on items I have in that area which are only coming from inside this room, from the right-hand side of the room--and for many months I have seen that the terrorists are inserting a mechanical arm through this area of the room that is just behind my bed. In addition, under the kitchen sink, which is where my chair is literally propped against as I sit every day for hours in front of this laptop which is on top of the "kitchen" table (with all the metal bars of the legs having been rusted with stinking substances, filthy and blacked, all the colorful tape I put on the legs to cover this stink blackened with gooey disgusting black and brown substances---etc. But from behind me as I sit here they are using mechanical arms coming from the shelving behind me--which is completely boarded up and covered with layers of paper, glued into all the cabinets so they can't open, tied together with metal hooks--but still they are getting through (also pasted on the inside of the cubboards, I have spent a few years fighting this and I still can't because the terrorists just waltz into this room every time I leave and destroy all the efforts I make to protect myself, but they cover it up, and they have expert solvents to get through all tape and glue and then to reglue or retape after they insert the mechanical arms so I have no idea exactly where or how they are getting in--with no help I can't get surveillance of the intrusions and as I sit here in absolute dire poverty I remain essentially fighting every day to protect myself). Now I have to just tape up and wind material around my head and my body as much as possible to try to reduce the endless damage to my skin, hair and body but I still can't defend my food which is poisoned every day--I try to seal my food as well but this is just simply impossible for me to defend myself against and I need some people to finally step in and do something about this--why is this so impossible?)


 I spent two months pounding metal hooks into the extremely dense wood paneled side of that room, absolutely hurting my body and then while I slept the terrorists would break into my room (using mechanical arms to open the front door from the inside--although I had stacked items against the door and inserted objects into all the cracks, the extremely crafty mechanical arms just got through everything and then replaced them, a bit crooked but still you could assume that nothing had been touched unless you had taken a photo of the area. That is how dangerous this technology is that these foul and ignorant people not just being trained in this kind of terrorist action but also applauding it can't seem to grasp--how dangerous this entire situation is. I think of people who have been murdered in hotel rooms, for example, David Carradine in a hotel room in Bangkok--with all the deferential and smiling Thai wanna get rich doing everything they are ordered to do, in an expensive hotel in Bangkok--easily Carradine could have and probably was murdered in such a fashion. Of course do not blame Thailand as this is a Western operation, but it was more easily done in a place like Thailand because of the absolute compliance factor involved--and this I know all too well.

However, as always, as I have tried to do for years, I NEED MONEY TO BE ABLE TO LIVE IN  A PLACE WHERE I HAVE A CHANCE TO DEFEND MYSELF against murder and dismemberment attacks and rape and poisoning and drugging. I am being blocked from all income earning potential in more ways than simple internet obstruction. Blacklisting has been rampant and harassment when I do have a job is unanimous and uniform, globally.

I also have to have something covering my head in every single space and place where I live-to the degree that mechanical arms cannot silently spray stinking and damaging chemicals into my hair (my hair falling out due to this for years) while I remain unable to go outside for at least 80% of my life due to sickness from poisoning that I need health care for but also cannot afford due to these endless attacks.


I have to wind so many things as tightly as possible around my head, while sleeping and while awake in all spaces of this room at all times just to stop them from completely damaging my hair and making me bald-as they have done for a few years now and for many decades they just made my hair extremely damaged and nasty in texture. I never had an idea why my hair which used to be very soft and straight was constantly like the texture and appearance of withered straw.


So it is very bad. This situation I am forced into. I have zero chance to get out of it myself due to all attempts to earn money being blocked either on internet or in any aspect of daily life. There are other aspects of life that are vital that I cannot attend to that could have dire and deadly consequences for me but I can't elaborate at this time in this endlessly hacked/public blog or Facebook page.

Can't anyone ever stop this travesty situation and force these wealthy celebrities and politicians to pay me for all the years of them stealing ideas and concepts and my writing/words verbatim while they are paid in millions for their theft (but altering the concepts to adjust for their own purposes which of course are counter to my original idea or turn them into some cause that is of their own personal power structure and not of the more universal that I have used them for--which would take a bit of elaboration to make this point more clear but they steal and alter the concepts into ideas that are counter to my original purpose and often include elements of the fascist/mafia and Nazi mentality which they covertly support and employ in their every attack upon me, in private.

Also my family has completely participated in this hate crime against me and have won monetary stability while "playing the game" but ostracizing and attacking me most viciously and eventually with great glee, like all the people who attack they become high on power and the hormonal thrill of violence and in this respect they never stop attacking me so I really have nowhere to turn to and no one to protect me. I really need my society to finally step-up and stop this violence against me instead of remaining silent and blank and allowing this slow torture to death to go on indefinitely as you all have for so long.


I can't earn money off my blog that has been completely closed, and of course all the celebrities and politicians who have blocked my life and my purposes and my attempts all believe they are entitled to do this and to steal my concepts and ideas and then threaten or have me maimed, raped, disfigured and beaten by their disgusting terror death squad teams (aka "gang stalking harassment" etc all the stupid innocuous terms that are used) if I react in rage and in anger and in my own defense. They are truly guilty truly sick and disgusting psychopaths and many of you are a part of this same team, but I appeal to anyone to please intervene instead of remaining silent as you have all done for all these years of me writing about this. The US Government really should be paying me reparations for this crime.

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(U.S.) State-sponsored terrorism attacks: trying to reach a business which has branches in various States across the U.S. The phone line, only one provided, is "mailbox full" every time I phone. The mail provider I use is lying to me, giving me circular disinformation psy-ops waste-of-time run-around. Hours of asking the same questions, for all questions I have had and spend hours fighting to get any single result--each simple question about formatting mail address to their policies they are blocking and thusly discriminating against me results in just being lied to, unapologetic discrimination. //I phoned a major government institution which had not been "primed" to reject my calls, lie or discriminate (I assume). The person was not perfect but so far so much better than the incompetent lying nazi bureaucrat misery-making money-grabbing aspirants, and thusly although she repeated a certain way of speaking I had used with my bank, which was to spell every letter for a simple word (I used that just to designate the address type spelling every letter separately because I need the format perfectly aligned with my registered address--same address). It was only to create a contact but in the midst of speaking my throat microchip implant (non-consensual) was constricting my windpipe--then while i was attempting to speak my brain was "blanked" out I literally had a tabula rasa effect and lost all memory and thought patterns in the middle of a sentence. It happens so frequently along with nervous system attacks, mood alterations, subliminal hate speech, etc instructions to discredit me and the drug interface makes me perform the actions instantly I am then "blamed" with hostility for the discrediting actions by agents sent out to attack me for discrediting purposes. Again I write to a completely unprofessional and apathetic group of do-nothing idiot savants, with your professional roles I can discern the difference in this phone call system where the dirty greedy hateful leeches perform absolute unprofessional actions and the capable systems at least perform their roles clearly (they are monitored their phone calls are recorded there is evidence). The people put 'in power" in media, government, entertainment k-rap are absolutely incompetent but even moreso political spectrum. They can complete a legislative task they can make speeches but true professionalism they lack true ethics are void and null absolute incompetence in what truly builds excellence and a sustainable society.//The blank and hateful nazi white trash bigots who assault me perpetually, who have me tortured for ideas (to death) because I stopped writing my creative ideas years ago and they can't think of anything they just steal abuse lie make insults and then the rancid rotten U.S. terrorist government of really slime greasy filthy politicians as I have seen them in this context and the their creepy lying presentations in front of cameras--to gain public favor who also fully participate in death squad nazi gestapo tactics given all drugs, poisons and technology to inflict absolute murderous violence upon individuals, groups they don't want to see have the financial and political success which is supposed to be fair, free, and open in American society. This system they then grasp onto gleefully as the ugly stupid filth inflict their insecurities damaging my body into a mangled mutilated configuration blocking brain function and then torturing me in a state where I can't be mangled mentally (teleportation my body is slightly altered) and they extract ideas, torture me in deep sleep state as I respond without being able to compose thoughts, they feed off dumping hate they feed off torture they are showered with elevation by the rancid entertainment and political structure). The failure is evident but they are rolling in the hay so they, I mean YOU, don't care. The symptoms of a destroyed society which inevitably will fail if this group of "scumsucking trash" is not ousted and instantly. The midterms will only replace the old mf scum with a new batch. Posing with the same promises which turned into corporate bs blathering banter for votes the same end result. //

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