Sunday, May 15, 2022

A gossipy-hate-tirade post as part of a series I will simply title: The Demonic Parade of mediocrity, idiot savants and sleaze and filth you all worship as politicians and celebrities. This will be like a gossip page on a ranting torture victim's explication of what you all really love and worship as your heroes but are just foul paths of slime that have coated the landscape of society for far too long. Perhaps you are all blinded by the gyrating titillation they all provide you with as an antidote to commuting to work where you are underpaid and overworked, while they are overpaid in billions for the underwork that they do while you revere them because somehow, you all want an aristocracy to replace Democracy--so it seems.

 I had assumed that the degeneration of my fav radio station, the used-to-be-cutting-edge college radio alternative station WNYU was coated with a thick layer of mediocritized and quantized banality--the formerly absolutely interesting music has of late in the last 4-5 years been replaced by what could only be described as horrid studio musicians attempting to sound alternative. The same sort of musical sentences but put in a horrid routine formula of ennui and horrid imitation "alternative" voices of people trying to fit into this genre. And now, after the Rolling Slimebag entropic group has finally emerged from under their rock of concealment, demonstrating the absolutely vile and elitist stance that they have been inculcated with from decades---a half century by now--of their rancid overdose satanism and do-what-you-want nasty white boys with your freedom-loving whore women who think they are having "fun" by being sexually exploited by sleazy and nasty alcoholic and drug-addicted men who are told they are FREE oh so free by this rolling slimebags whose trails of slim have left corpses, and have been by this most odious body of politic the United States Congress allowed to further infiltrate deeper into American life by having a huge say by their magazine of promoting mediocrity the Rolling bs circular file with movie reviews and music reviews always extolling the most banal of artists who can belt out any tune in a most orderly and mediocre fashion--but loud and bombastic just as they are--and so they are labeled and noteworthy but the notes they play are not.

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Why am I focusing on this, not just because they have threatened death, helped rape and plunder every idea from me so filthalina can be promoted as being alternative, a "feminist" and having my ideas which have been stolen endlessly for a decade by now with the help of these slime rolling circular bin mediocrities promoted into a status where they claim they are "kings" and of course, "Gods" comes next in their ascension due to just appealing to that little node of greed and selfishness and racism that is at the core of white Nazi culture and the brains of the neanderthals who embrace this lowered down mentality of cerebral cognition and artistry.

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It is the overthrow of Democracy that has been on the minds of the leading "politicians" for decades, and the last administration is only a surface manifestation of that entire trend. The working to unravel personal responsibility and unleash massive mental, physical and to induce drug addiction, relinquish philosophical and religious morality and thus, paving the way for a degenerate lack of leadership so in the end, as is happening now, a takeover of the United States Government into a more unified English-based but Europ-a-land fascist 4th Reich can be made more possible. That is why the rolling slime mediocrities have been put into power for all these decades and continue to be handed every single thing. Their former blonde Nazi American portal into American power and politics has married Fox Network's Australian branch of the Nazi 4th Reich in the name of Murdoch. How can anyone negate the obvious fact that these scumbag whores ever represented anything remotely similar to the 60-70's alternative anti-war and anti-corporate movements? They emerged as the Nazis and racists that they are almost blatantly are (concealed except for in the teleportation and their personal private lives, which I have had to see but had an inkling of but didn't care as I never thought I would have to experience this slime on a first-hand basis so I never throught about them).

But now I see that the horrid take-over of WNYU is probably more due to them than what I had assumed had been Martin Scorsese with his Frank Sinatra league of musical dinosaurs endlessly fixated on the 50's-70's musical genres and wanting to incorporate loungy stuff into every possible nook and cranny including the alternative--but no, it's the banality and mediocrity of the Rolling cesspool bins rolling their slime all over culture with that awfully tabloidesque magazine which is being touted as having political savvy even.

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The next gossip rant and diatribe of hate and "immaturity" out of me is aimed at English pawn and agent Hillary Clinton, with bill not far behind as they are an entity and a criminal organization all of their own right--but fully backed by the English Crown and have been since Billy was handed a scholorship to study at Oxford and has been a programmed pawn of the English Nazi 4th Reich leading to the American 45th Reich president who is really good friends with them all (despite the really nasty posturing and "acting" on the part of the Clintons when they claim they are fighting against T-rump). I would not be surprised if Hillary had been told to willingly step down so T-rump could assume power, after she made sure that the real challenge to Trump's illegitimate ascension into power, in the form of Bernie Sanders the Progressive,was shot down by her endless corruption schemes to discount votes in the primaries so only she was put into the presidential slot for the very corrupt Democratic Party (which is only the Reputlicans in name, and it appears that they are almost more fascist than the Republicans but I am only subject to being attacked mostly by Demos right and probably the Repugs are much more fascist and violent and genocidal, and truly T-rump was on a murderous power trip but so is Hillary and the Rolling slimebag circular bins).

Thus H- Cliton posturing in the pig-sniffing-the-air posture for her movie debuts now featured for you to watch this absolute fake being presented as some kind of heroic (fictitious) feminist. What a sick fantasy that is. The legacy of H-clit and her hubby not just in Arkansas with the Whitewater theft of life-savings from investors in a series of S&N corruptions and money laundering and lies and distortions is only the beginning of a long legacy of screwing the American people over--even when they are white and of middle class stature and not 'minorities" (they also stole money from projects designed to help minorities). Please listen to William Coopers lectures on Whitewater on his Hour of the Time mp3 podcasts and hear the researched information that the media has kept mostly private. Then add NAFTA destroying the American economy and assisting in the plethora of billionaires who leech off the American economy and are not paying federal taxes--that is something you can thank the clitons for, in addition to the prison-industrial complex of shoving black people into life term sentences for having an ounce of cocaine--something that billy and hilly enjoyed snorting up their pig-sniffing-the-empty-air enjoyed endlessly at orgy parties back when they could have such events in Arkansas and get away with it being silenced--before the onslaught of private phones which could capture on film such forays of disintegration of politics and of power.

Now movies are coming out about her as if she is some kind of maverick incredulous personality. This is after she, like all the rest of the shit attacking me, have viciously thrust their genitals, and hate and insults at me and had my body sliced, cut, poisoned and mutilated as 'punishment" for defending my human rights which they have all abnegated and claimed that I truly have none and they can do whatever the fuck they want to me--rape, torture, theft, destruction of my home and body endlessly for DECADES and the US Government has always been fully handing out the permission to terrorize people like me--Jews who don't step down in abject self-denial and allow insults and abuse to pour over them by the filth like the putrid "Italian-American" community does openly (the pair of shit I have been writing of, the actors out of Brooklyn are just famous and endlessly promoted exemplars of that routine of hate and vile slime and of course they defend the rolling slimebags circular bins with the hate of white males clinging onto their addictions and woman-hating prostitution that enables them to feel some spurt of "power" in their masturbatory lifestyles of selfishness and greed---but enhanced as a collective in a community that claims they care, as they adhere to one another for protection and for unity but each a cesspool of individual greed and sleaze and selfishness incapable of real personal love on a real level).

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And then there is the next Satanist in line to destroy me--someone I consider to be an idiot savant--which is someone talented in one thing only (let's discount perhaps she can cook or something like that, as the domesticated female that she really is and trained by birth by her Europigape culture background but fighting it due to her actual real-life citizenship as being a United States person growing up in California--the cognitive dissonance of her distraught and split personality is coming to the fore right now but this situation of having a victim to torture in this teleportation skit is probably alleviating much of her inner turmoil--as all these psychopaths reveal how mentally sick and emotionally and sexually dysfunctional they are when they attack me--but for them it's a kind of stress release and they can't stop attacking me in order to exhale from their pent-up suppressed problems--as the US goverment keeps funding their little mediocrities of immature dysfunction so they can continue to lead the little lemmings of America off a cliff and down into an abyss of enslaved immersion into Nazified Europigape colonialization.

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This woman who sings etudes to Satan, I mentioned her a few days/daze ago and I was complimentary towards her only because she has a classical background and demonstrated a propensity towards modern interpretation and is a classically-trained musician of a higher rank that the gamut of the pop singers who have likewise participated. I thought perhaps in her older years she had loosened her adherence to Satanism, but with the Rolling Slimbag circular bins who also sang little ditties to Satan they are in a league against me. Thus my teleportation skit "dreams" are rife with people going to Satan and being sucked through holes in beds while people talk about death and satan while I stand silently--because I am trying to train myself not to talk to them, so I remain silent trying to not engage with idiots--in this case, I believe firmly that Diamanda Galas is a version of an idiot savant and my praise of her musical skills has been met with hostile hate and really violent psychological insults while the pig ape rolling cesspools watch on approving--she needs a bump in her drug addiction to "fame" and hasn't been in the spotlight I think for decades--now is her chance--so the hate and fury with which she is attacking me is the obverse of her fake premise of being a "feminist" in some of her screeching rants in her songs about white male supremacy and her fight for women. Hissing with brutality and hate at me along with the most sexist and racist leaders of the rock n roll scumbag white pig ape male genre, she's right there doing all the hate antics for approval as possible to be published in that magazine of mediocrity. That she had presented something like a creepy man t trying to force a kind of Greek version of Sharia Law onto me as a beaten and raped sex trafficked object with no history, no rights and under absolute domination by a creep with his family right there and teams of minions of minority status waiting to assist in any way possible the destruction of anyone who fights in a way they can never conceive of doing as they only are determined to be promoted by helping the white pig ape Nazi empire in order to get out of poverty and helplessness themselves.

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I had worked a long time ago, in San Francisco, for a fanzine called Maximum Rock n Roll (It's actually written as Maximumrocknroll).

This used to be a politically extreme Left fanzine with all kinds of freedom of expression. I was only able to write one single review in the magazine but I was welcomed by the now assassinated by the CIA former owner of the fanzine, Tim Yohannan--the political views were so much more clear and concise than anything on any Progressive media page or YouTube or any channel that you think is "alternative" and "The Left". Tim Yo was murdered I believe but it appeared as Cancer. His fanzine has been taken over, just as WNYU has been taken over, by absolute mainstream mediocrities posing as alternative. The points of view are a repeat of what the Progressives are spouting on these mainstream channels and there is no real friction or threat to the prevailing global 4th Reich in any of their watery articles and opinions. It is the equivalent of the Rolling Cesspool magazine that has co-opted the real cutting edge musicians and political movements that this defunct US Government can't abide questioning their corrupt politicians like Cliton or the rest of the Nazis (esp of the Repuglican Party who just fawn over fascism and represent their constituent Nazis as they vote for every reversal of every kind of freedom possible and are fully endorsing this heinous technology being endlessly forced upon me in a most sadistic slow murder operation against me and also against the planet for a one-world domination of slime bags who are most sinister and incapable of controlling this technology--add Musk to that list as he's a power-grabbing lover of fascism and hedonism combined with an unquenchable desire to extend this dangerous technology in places and in ways that will potentially destroy the planet. They really are not just xenophobic but short-sighted and truly incapable of any kind of glorious vision of potentialities for the future of humanity. They cling to the past hegemony of the older traditions of white male supremacy and that is all they are using the tech to further enhance. Add rotten Cliton into that mix, because she is promised women like me to watch get raped as she screams in hate at me like the rotten fish wife that she and al these disgusting whores of celebrity status really are--greedy, selfish and wanting to see other women beaten down as they claim with pig-sniffing-the-air posturing that they are fighting for women and elite for that very reason--just wanting one group to be allowed to have rest from their abusive, whore-mongering men so they want another class of women abused, beaten, raped and murdered by their disgusting scumbag men--who the rolling slime-trails also represent and are so famous for having done so--and also for helping to destroy all alternative culture while controlling which next band of white male pig apes are put into lead "alternative" rock stance after the next--for decades.


Of course, approved of fully by Congress whose sole desire is to have Democracy destroyed so they can all be entitled Senators of Roman Empire status with slaves and plantations and making laws to protect the ruling classes.


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This has been my diatribe for the day--to be met with torture, silence and the s(** will only continue and people will just ignore what I am writing about.

Despite all that: I know that I am only correct. I truly urge people to listen to the Whitewater series that William Cooper presented in the Hour of the Time MP3 collection--there are over 1500 podcasts but they are listed by title of the lecture and I think the cliton lectures are at the 300 number range to the 1000+range--the first link in the 5 links of his archived podcasts in other words.

Listen to him, listen to what shit cliton is--stop having her rewarded for her utter destruction of the United States in the form of NAFTA, the Omnibus Crime Bill which has left millions of impoverished blacks and others in prison for lifetimes--cheered on of course by all the fascists of America--creating a non-stop prison-for-profit empire that this pig ape whore woman has relished in for all these years and decades by now. Then there is her basically helping to destroy the Sanders campaign so she could hand the presidency over to T-rump the pig ape scumbag who is still being held in reverence by the shit Nazi leagues of America and upheld by the fascists out of Ejuropigapeland like the Rolling cesspool circular bins, with "Satanic" Diamanda the "feminist" hissing in hate at me to get her promotions right behind them all with her Sharia Law family background hovering behind her trying to put me into the hole she has screeched and screamed to Satan to get herself out of--but so willing to try to put me into the shit that she is and is a part of --still--cannot let go of the slavery of women that her oppressive culture has impregnated into her every cranny of idiot savante psyche--probably music was a way of escaping from the abusive environment that she has been enslaved to all her life--these women always try to put someone else in a lower position than them and are fully responsible for continuing the legacy of femicide and sex slavery. 

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Afterthoughts written an hour later from the eruption of hate and rage due to having been drugged just prior to waking up--the drug patches on my skin (my blanket was completely taken off of me while sleeping, my body attacked by mechanical arms while being teleported--etc) and tortured in these dreams with rotten and disgusting people saying and doing the sick and stupid things that come naturally to them, but which they "Hide" under pretense of being normally socialized people in society. I think their insanity is due to the sickness of racism as they behave in mass mob lynch mode but behave like sinister demons on crack delighted to be saying rubbish and nonsense as if this is me, and not them. The rape and slesze they all likewise project upon me is what they are at their kernal core of their rotting fabricated personality stumps, but it's "supposed" to mean and imply that it's me, not them who is sleazy, stupid and disgusting. The main subliminal themes that are likewise projected into my inner cochlear hearing apparatus is "stupid bitch" and ugly and nasty sentences like that--all the time, it's repeated for this effect of trying to stop me from displaying any kind of cognitive capability by sheer programming through subliminal means. Meanwhile, I am besieged by people saying stupid things perpetually as if to prove this and not place me into any kind of decent communication level--

But I am writing to express that I could not access my vocabulary while under this enraged, freshly drugged and freshly abused teleported but waking state--the eruption of rage aimed at the government should be apparent but I will spell it out: these expletives in Congress have been funding this and observing and handing out these weapons of murder and assassination to these disgusting groups of scum in society to murder whatever people they don't approve of or like. This can also include white skin and blue eyes but who aren't absolutely racist and try to create a society of fairness and equality in racial terms. I had to experience this growing up with some of the former very good and righteous people of Illinois who were replaced by the Yuppie generation (H. Cliton is one of those from the corrupt berg of a burb in Chicago--a sinkhole of mafia and other racist groupings which have spread out all over Illinois until the Nazi Party is very prominent in that State).

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However, if you compare the older sort of mentality of say, an Abraham Lincoln (who also traversed into my town of Champaign-Urbana on his lawyer expeditions into courthouses while he was a traveling attorney in his early days before his political ascension into power). The mentality and adherence to religious respect for society is something I only scantly and faintly experienced for a few years until the "modern age" of consumerism completely immersed the Nazi Disco and cock rock age of mass media implosion into mainstream mind programming effect--and Champaign the University of Illinois was and is no exception to that mass wave of brain alteration and societal modification into the 4th Reich mentality.

People who had begun movements for the equality and recognition of Native Indian tribes of the Great Plains were very shortly thereafter dispatched into death and their rotten children began a racist policy and then sold off the venues which had tried to integrate a belief-system in respect for other cultures and values. I had been embraced by the former owner (blue eyes, blonde hair, open arms for anti racist policies and he made sure I was welcomed and embraced and loved in that children's camp but when he was suddenly gone and died --I assume but please give me some slack but he was far too liberal in anti-racist terms to be allowed to have control over children that the 4th Reich Nazis wanted to program into hating all races except for white superiority--and this also was inculcated into the black population in the school I attended on the "other side of town" across the tracks to the black neighborhood--where I was viciously attacked as the anti-war era died and the fascist Nazi Illinois Reich began it's ascent (until The Blues Brothers made a movie about this trend which has fully increased since the making of that movie--of course with Belushi also dying somehow)


but to continue:

my vocabulary was stunted by this technology exacerbating the rage and hyperbolic ranting in this and most of my blog posts. I can't elude the effect while in solitary confinement where this torture is a never-ending nightly and daily assault upon my senses with zero compassion or support from any living person on the planet--no one. The animals I have loved are killed and taken away to the point that zero birds or animals are on the natural hillside right outside my window because they have been shot and all avoid this area--in an area of the world where animals are being killed off endlessly as the construction and the race to uniformly cover and coat Phuket with cement and tourist shithole whore-traps is endless along with needless series of coffee shops and crappy Thai food joints (sorry, but the restaurant food gets sickening after a while--and Thai people that I have known all these years of living here NEVER eat the same sort of food on a regular basis)

but that' s also beside the point. Some of the vocabulary that was blocked from my cognition while ranting in a drugged up rage after the torturous teleportation skits were finished, my body had been mutilated once more by mechanical arms inserting objects into my body and under and on my skin--etc etc

but the magazine I wrote of above--I should have said and wanted to say they are the ARBITERS OF whom and what is considered "alternative" media and art output--the gatekeepers just as the police are called the Gatekeepers of justice (that's why racist profiling is so popular and why the differential between blacks in prison, the ratio is something like 7-to-1--7 blacks in prison with long sentences to every 1 white prisoner--but blacks (used to) represent 13% of the population--(put that in your pipe and smoke that crack statistic).


The arbiters of alternative movies, music and all seminally connected and intertwined to the Murdoch empire. What do you get in terms of modern culture just out of that one endlessly touted alternative-sounding magazine--Rolling Stone?


You get bigot owners who are filled with decades of indoctrination that they are "royalty" and that rape is nothing but their entitlement to endlessly orchestrate against me. You get also mafia thugs out of Brooklyn, the pair of expletives I haven't stopped writing asking people to get off me now for YEARS they are so foul and disgusting it's like rotting puddles of blood they spattered out of some victim that they ingested and are spewing onto me along with the years of their pornographic exploits and hate and violence all compiled into this endless assault upon me--just from a pair of most disgusting racist anti-Semitic nazis out of Brooklyn--but with a huge community I have unfortunately had a lot of encounters with in Miami while I sold cigars and the threats and hate and attacks were constant and haven't stopped since I just sold cigars in restaurants and clubs back in 1995-1998 and the same disgusting foul Italians and American mafia of their partnership of fascist Nazi identification are still attacking me as thugs operating for the blonde Nazis and they are all literally as vile as some stinking hell on every level including intellectual and mental.

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But the arbiters of who and what get included in the mediocrity magazine of Rolling Stone so that the public is forever shooed away from any kind of real threat to the white, Nazi post-Holocaust generation that is all that this stinking generation truly has proven to be (the rest have been killed off, as I have written so many times for so many years--the true radicals and the real anti-establishment anti-Nazi/anti-sexist and etc etc people who wanted to not be enslaved in that system of conformity are mostly killed off or dead. The rest remain as "celebrities" who held their fists up in the air when they were arrested but now hold their fists out for more media coverage with greedy grabbing ferocity doing NOTHING anylonger but being portrayed as some kind of relics of a past event which they make grandiose speeches about for the public about how they are still "fighting" making bold speeches. I doubt they ever really did any of the very dangerous or real work back in the day--like all the actors and bs pop stars risen into rock n roll status of controlling and destroying the real movements--they just are on an acting level of persuasion that the Nazis approve of in order to divert the reality from the fantasy projection of what feels like a good spurt of deception for people to want to devour--like the fast food junk food and instant gratification that is all they really are and ever have been in modern terms of commercialization of personality cult.

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Extreme drugging/nervous system attacks via implants along my spine & into my brain--8 hours of literal non-stop abuse from this English And nazi team of another senator from congress, the same rape enabler who is the front-runner face of anti-violence against women and me2 rape culture to oust the jewish weinstein so her company and the rest can overtake h-wood --antisemitism so openly expressed that obviously Nazis and virulent racists are behind this contract out on me. My brother stating that only I will experience violence, with his full participation and that Germans are trustworthy not racists it can't happen to him. for using sexual and physical violence against me instantly after more than 30 years of never having seen him, never contacting him except for him smirking about a situation the nazis forced on me, he is lunging at me to gain more promotions and allowance to get everything for free for handing me over to murder, essentially. Me, drugged so badly I cannot stop reacting to every question, hours of asking me for ideas as the English scriptwriters and director and the endless leech parasite this ugly sinister putrid creep female who is endlessly pushing violent beef-body-build "men" out of europ-a-land to violently rape me, the more abusive and humiliating the more they are praised and awarded; she is the representative for the United Nations and for Chuck Schumer in all legislation against rape and domestic violence against women. Put deliberately there really to give permission for rape if it's racist-based rather than anything else. beloved so greatly by the grateful rapist thugs surrounding her, the minority minions lavishing praise making antisemitic comments at me--Jews in particular are very hostile and laughing smirking it can only happen to me, not them. The drugs are so insidious that are injected pumped into my bladder while I sleep--must get up every night to alleviate what they inject so I am drugged--it is a nasty horrific murderous chemical and drug forcing hate, along with extreme shifts of my brainwaves I can't even control my breathing--my entire spine is coated in hard chemicals in which microchip implants directly affecting my spine are buried from the 3 complete surgeries I have had---(the hardening poisons made my spine crooked, the terrorists fractured my vertebrae while I was unconscious after they orchestrated mostly harmless "accidents' and in the deep brain implant state, I am rendered completely unconscious and unable to feel anything (drugged to the extreme the next morning with pain killers and numbing chemicals). 8 hours another day of this ongoing with me finally screaming in rage fighting and hitting the people responsible for this--the senator who came years ago to abuse yell fascistically at me, now threatening my life for having rushed to physicall attack him after shouting to go away go away go away. They all remain until I rush at them lunging in fury. The dirty nasty sick female who is connected to the English monarchy has been relegated to bring every fascist nazi english abuser and hater to assault me possible in the celebrity zone, there are so many---all are clamoring to get this contract and to participate from all minorities in congress who rush at me violently to white supremacist congress haters--this one very close to the source of much discontent for those slated to be excluded from life in general---very pompous about his entitlement to torture have me raped and poisoned, they all are. My brother smug and behaving like I am still being beaten and abused by him at the age of 14 when I left the hate situation my family had adopted because my mother was trying to get "in" with an "Italian" but American married man, the "Italians" in this tiny family-controlled cul-de-sac had installed mircophone relay systems so they could listen to my family abuse me (this was in 1978 before the internet) my brother was so violent I phoned the police and left that house the next day--forever. I saw him a few times, I had the blank mind controlled drugged assumption that he had "grown up" but alas, he lives in the perpetual abuse state having ensured I am stuck everywhere I go as he is promoted for endlessly ensuring my destruction, lack of health care. My family offered me an inheritance in a creep way 2 years ago, I saved the money but declined to have any further contract with them as they were abusive just in connecting me to the lawyers distributing the inheritance (I got the absolute lowest amount of all members)--and this they used to have social security cut off my income and it's been off for 6 months while I am fighting to have it reinstated and they worked with the 4th Reich to have this done. I was screaming at him in rage, as the hate parasitic rape cheerleader who is beloved by all senators presidents her sleazy and disgusting 16 years of stealing my ideas so her blank and hateful lack of personality can be embellished by my years and lifetime of reading and study, so that nazi white supremacy can appear like it has originality and any kind of creativity outside of endless repetition of murder revenge and upcommance plots which they rotate every year in their awards categories, until they latched on to stealing my ideas, and now torturing me as I scream ideas because they are so revolting their image their ugly sinister presence is so revolting--and I cannot stop responding instantly to their endless probing questions intermixed with extremew murder threats and then inquisitive questions and every thing I do, from going to the bathroom eating taking healing powders all my exercises for healing I created they are stealing and using as their own invention; so much that I do is original and not a copy I learned, they are stealing torturing and asking for ideaws literally non-stop. I cannot stop talking I can't stop responding. the drugs, my body is like enmeshed in not being able to breathe independently the technology and drug interface is so overwhelming. The smug and smirking dirty ugly sick skank sits smiling as I scream and fight for the 2nd year in a row of literal daily screaming and rage at English hate bigots assaulting me for over 8 hours per day--0the rapist who beat tortured and mutilated me, has had my plants killed is threatening my life then making sleazy sexual comments, sitting next to this foul and dirty ugly sick creep skank always they are partners probably as with all the men who rape me she tries to suck my life force energy out by having sex with them as well. Some of them at least--they sit next together all the men who rape me next to her, after she has had me poisoned nearly to death, still fighting to heal every day. My body aging rapidly she is laughing, the men make endless sneering comments about my breasts while I am naked as they sit for hours watching and commenting on all I do. Once i finally "break" after the 6-8 hour mark of literal non-stop literally every single second for over 6 to 8 hours without a moment of them shutting up for one single second with death trhreats abuse insults and probing questions I scream finally to shut up and die I scream hit them rush violently. It is torture and the senators are smug threatening to kill me constantly for lunging at them screaming to get off me to fuck off that they have already been killing me via poisoning and torture for years. It goes on and on. I might be able to "ignore' them if they were not drugging me so severely and my body racked with implants along my spine forcing a reaction that overwhelms my breathing and concentration--the implants are definitely in my brain and along my spine---without a doubt they force my muscles to spasm while people are slamming doors--the effect is unmistakable and has happened for years in this same sequence I do not flinch at noises like this, it is artificially created generated and forced upon me. They are so ugly and appear so rancid rotten stupid ugly and sick I scream that they are disgusting that I never want anything like them around me not for a minute much less 8-10 hours per day,e very day, then stupid sick teleportation skits of hate death and homelessness and me being abused, being put in stupid situations in an "edit" mode so I am waking to being in some negative situation in the middle of a posture I never created, like a movie edit stopping and starting my consciousness can be started and stopped with a press of a button in that state.//I am trying to work a way to not be overwhelmed, because these filthy sick creeps are meaningless scum in my opinion but I react as if I can't stop, and I literally cannot. //I ordered a music player and they blocked everything possible for every music player--this one supposedly came with no memory but they had it jacked-up so the memory is invisible but it is hacked and is turned off remotely like all the rest of the players they continue the death and torture deep sleep states. My body is aging my hair greying my body withering because of the energy this ugly sick skank sucks out smiriking and laughing. They keep asking me for ideas then destroying my finances so I have nothing. I am still waiting for the decision from social security whether my disability payments will be reinstated or not. They lied to me for 6 months, my family had my inheritance taken away and then my disability as well; this was a ploy it was not some random accident and they just arrived when I was being violently raped by the last lrapist from europigapeland with ugly skankalina presiding as they "made love" to each other sitting next to one another attacking me mutually--now it's the next one, the same thing but his English is much better so his verbal abuse is for 10 hours or more per day--endless extreme violent threats, violent abusive ugly rape, supposedly implying that I "deserve" it for fighting to save my life from this. My brother doing everything he can to protect the 4th Reich and that only I wil lbe a victim of any racism never he. I went into, in truth serum drugged torture microchip enhanced stress hate truth serum mode how nazis are definitely pursuing another genocide against jews and in america they want to pour in and create nazification of the already nazified and ocmpletely overtaken america by europigape nazi filth, and I am trying to quell this as much as possible. The denial is pure stupidity this ugly sinister creep I want nothing to do with, he creeps me out I am so disgusted by him it's a visceral reaction of disgust--and his smug pomposity that he's going to get more and more and more out of murdering me smiling stupid sick ignorant--denying that nazis are taking power that they want to destroy jews. I keep shouting how stupid he is, he threatens to break my arms. If there is, as I said today, any person the most violently and murderously inclined towards me it will be my family--as they are so groomed to murder me and have been working to achieve this with full applause endless promotions money poured into them as being symbols of jewish nazi partnership---they are the most threatening and the most dangerous--and so sick and stupid it's unbelievable trying to explain how they are putting nazis into power who will take away their homes if they want lebensraum--all I say they deny and shout with whining insult that I am stupid--I remind them that I lived in Germany for over 5 years because they were trying to kill me by having a metal rod made loose in my spine so my uncle bill could get "permission" to publish his gay magazine echo in Phoenix so they had me body fractured so I had no choice but to return to them, asking for help and health care--they made sure I got nothing they tried to put me in prison for a charge of theft of jewelry (I had no car, the situation was at night miles away from me with no car and buses all stopped and etc) and they had just killed the italian american mafia thug my mother had married talking the same night he died on the day he was leaving her and the house they had jointly purchased he wanted to save since he poured the bulk of the deposit from his money--and etc.. in a murder frenzy they were--I left with a metal rod loose in my spine and had to try to survive this until I left america for germany in 1991--I told him that i had to go to germany for years to try to survive the last murder attempt they had made on me, and I speak german lived around germans only speaking german met nazis know their mentality they have not changed their edicts to kill all jews and jews in america are a target. Told I was a stupid bitch death threats and it can't happen to him, only to be because i'm a "bitch" etc my disgusting brother and his nasty spawn brought to torment me, completely programmed to ask me "why" germans are intent on another genocide, which I said to him a few days ago, he was given a script for what to repeat so the english fuckers sitting on those chairs could steal the screaming ideas I spewed out unable to stop reacting--smug ugly shitalina smiriking adn smug the violent abusive fardy the tom actor not a cat or cool sitting next to his "Lover" as I know that is the endless program of dirty energy leech shitalina--and it goes on and on> I am trying to not react bvut when I do react after the 6 hour mark I become violent to get them off me, then they all threaten my life and it goes on and on--information and ideas they are taking down as I scream them and scream and fight. My hair turning white my body aging and breaking it's murder. I am still paralyzed from the poison they all poured into my body as they had the poison raped into my body and then torture so I can't heal--it's murder.