Saturday, May 14, 2022

It never was the hip generation. They always were fakes co-opting the subculture and turning it slowly into white supremacist Nazi elitism and white male entitlement to do whatever they want and get nearly worshipped for it. I find them so revolting and I too grew up around this type of culture back in the 60's and 70's and so I know and understand how far they truly deviate from any and all of the former culture that they infiltrated and now own and control via this horrid media Nazified empire that they have been put as representatives of as former wanna get high and f*(** musicians and now wanna be Nazi white male entitled and rape culture that they are truly working to infest into global dominance through the media.//Another appeal (almost desperate) to pry another (English) pair of parasites off me (plus their counterparts, the remnants of The Beatles--in particular the clown with the psychopathic huge grin who is a truly evil parasitic version of white male supremacy operating with them)----very famous ones but not worthy of respect or the endless adulation that has been poured upon them. They are only in power due to the ripping apart of the former hippie and feminist movements and for brining in white male supremacy and also a touch of English Imperialism. I can't describe how many of the rabid Nazis and rapists in America who have assaulted me (from that generation) adore this group of what I consider to be mediocrities and now from teleportation sick and disgusting parasitic and "evil" foul participants in what is a collective of them--(and a planet of the pig apes as well who do their bidding). What a miserable world of creepazoids this is endlessly attacking me. I still can't imagine that any of them are truly happy but they LOVE to pour misery upon others to feel bolstered in their collective hate organization. That is what they truly love, and it is what they love to do in order to feel any pangs of "love". This is another rape attempt scenario they inflicted upon me in teleportation for telling then yelling at them after more than 10 years of this pair of s hit attacking me to get off. They keep coming back and becoming more and more violent. One of them tried to smash my head in a car door and that was months ago. That ugly foul dino rotten old man is still attacking me along with the mafia goons the celebrity whores and Nazis and bigots and rapists racists and then their shitty movies and songs get great reviews in the English duo's magazine: Rolling Stone--an endless perversion of "subcultural" art that is an offense to the genre, as these ugly rotten men are an offense to me perpetually but they are still being honored with this status because of their Nazi/white male privilege and woman-hating songs and the "free to do whatever I want" stance which white male culture has so latched onto. Of course they have stolen 80-90% of their imitation music from black American culture but turned it into Satanism. They are credited with having destroyed single-handedly "The Summer of Love" in California with their nazi white trash Hell's Angels and murder of a black man--intrinsically racist but still adored in American society.

 I wish someone would roll them away from me and this situation. They had some creep try to rape me last night in the teleportation situation. They interchanged various disgusting situations of me being around white shit trash male who had me "living" in slum conditions where I was a kind of sexual partner--basically, the sex trafficking which this pair of scum shit have profiteered off for at least 10 years latching onto this contract. One of them latched on with Depp, so many years ago. Endless videos of that ugly old man of The Rolling Stones, not the ape one who sounds like an ape hooting, but the guitar player who formerly advanced all the intricacies of heroin addiction and blood cleansing and black magick Satanism (back in the 70's, when he didn't openly look like a rotten ugly scumbag but a younger scumbag, so he was a bit more on the youthful side and more famous). Now he's just rotten-looking and even more foul and disgusting in teleportation. Like a spat-out piece of hard meat the devil couldn't quite swallow even, he looks like he is, completely foul and disgusting on his internal inner demonic state of being. The other ape-pimping one is more silent but more of a conniving businessman, and thus was brought into this situation in order to play friendly (the usual English deceptive role they all use) and then viciously attack once my guard is down. Please "mind you" that I am always in a deep sleep, under hypnosis, saturated with mind control drugs either pouring out in detox or from the freshy poisoned food this group of shit endlessly orders put into my food (the organization has never stopped doing this, I am always trying to not be drugged but the drugging and sickness is a daily event and their vicious violence and hate always accompanies and is increased when I am most sick and vulnerable. They are true disgusting parasites on every level. Today is no exception. I am very ill from detox and the rape and hate has been a constant teleportation device while I literally have been sleeping in sickness for an entire day--my body fighting to rid of hard poisons that are like a shell and tiny pieces finally come out of this huge internal shell only to suffuse my body with deadly toxins-and at these points, as this group of perverted and loveless pig ape whores always has non-stop 24/7 surveillance on my every thought and action, it's usually a geriatric English pig ape whore parasite who has been endlessly glorified and is partners with the wanna be aristocrats of America and fledgling fascists under training who are under tutorial apprenticeship by one or another of the endless line-up of dinosaurs out of London and English who are most viciously "entitled" to rape, torture, murder, steal ideas due to their mediocrity and banality and endless lack of creativity as they are handed ALL and always never stopped by my own sick and endlessly deteriorating government--always-a dearth of Senators and Representatives take a circular tour around this situation and spin out with whatever they too can suck out of attacking me and getting a promotion out of it).

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So, for the last few weeks, since the most rancid one of them tried to have my head smashed in a car door after I said, after repeated sessions the nights before, that I don't like him, I don't like them, I don't like their music--their Satanic stance is offensive and in this context of this situation they are most sickening parasites because of course Satanists love victims to torture and feed off if the victim is "helpless" and when I am teleported I can't get away, I can't ignore the pig ape whore parasites I have tried but I only see in a tunnel vision, can't see where I am, and am surrounded by them in a formation of violence, abuse, insults, threats, rape and hate and it's every single night and for over a decade without a single night of it stopping (or almost).

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I keep telling them with increasing hate that I don't like them, until it's me endlessly telling them how and why I find them offensive. Their music, their misogynist and white supremacist entitlement posturing and their imitation of American black musicians *(they had their fans throw garbage at Prince--they had the Hell's Angels guard a concert for free and a black man who was with a white woman was stabbed to death--they have imitated and then stolen black musicians' music for decades and like so many of the racists, they are awarded top money for the music because it's being played by white racists who also happen to break down the feminist movement of the 70's. At this point, because I am endlessly telling them I don't like them, it's like they are there every night now asking the same questions and I keep answering in different very intelligent ways and they are putting rape scenarios with people literally trying to rape me as "punishment" for saying I don't want them, get out, go away, you are not cool, I don't like you". The ugly rotten one with the darker hair tried to smash my head in a car door (I was teleported to him in a prone position on the ground with my head in the car door axel as he was trying to smash my head--murder me in other words--because after I had told them about how I don't want Satanists around me in this situation, that I find them racist, etc--they asked me for the "real" reason as if this was not "real"--(proving how incredulous they are that anyone can't like the shit and crap music they play and their personalities and the English white male privileged destroy the hippie and the black and the feminist movements combined crap that they represent and also foist into the entire music and media industry with that magazine Rolling Stone which always features interviews and articles with the pieces of shit in this coterie of celebrity terrorists who participate in torturing, raping and violently attacking me. 

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I told this ugly creep that i want America to retain it's sovereignty. Of course, that is understood that I am tired of pigalina n' pit the duo of terrorists with their endless swarm of English and French, German, and Austrian bigot and openly Nazi actors besieging, raping and assaulting me using openly murderous genocidal Holocaust rhetoric when I tell them I don't like them, their movies or want anything to do with them. I also begin to fight them to stop attacking me after years of them having already done so with me not saying anything because pigalina n' pit are always at the forefront--they are just the minor terrorists in the background but they come to the fore once pigalina n' pit are "tired" of endlessly assaulting me and getting the same result: I can't stand you, me now telling them I wish them death (that has been going on for at least 2-3 years now).

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As all of these filth celebrities and politicians are fully willing to sell America off to fascists and Nazis and want a completely substrata of people groveling in deference to the wealth that they have obtained by the money from the genocidal Europigapes and their affiliates from other countries where their endless loot is stored and also the more modern forms of theft and misappropriation that have been ongoing in Congress and trickling down to the whorewood celebrities and their endless affiliation with what are openly Nazis but it's all done in private, and always aimed at me in these teleportation skits.

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So the ugly thugs, pigape parasites who resemble dried up dinosaurs are Nazis too, literal and symbolic in any way you want to package it, they "represent" alternative culture with their mediocre magazine that always props up sloppy alternative white music and plays into the "we have some black friends and we review them we are open-minded and not bigot Nazi white supremacists after all, aren't we" and that is the bs that they have been selling off for decades.

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One of the stupid skits inflicted upon me today was of me riding a bicycle along some wooded road, a two-lane little asphalt road (black tar I think more than asphalt)--there was an opening for what looked like an estate---into the woods. It looked like an old horse and buggy trail, with the pathway in the two-wheel grounded down dirt and a little bit of grass growing in the middle--like it had been an established road, and thus I believe I was being teleported outside of the US and perhaps to some older estate in Europe--where one of these pig apes lives or has one of their undeserved mansions obtained as their loot for helping to destroy all these former threatening movements--the co-opting of alternative culture has been even a CIA operation and this attack upon me is fully a part of that process of subverting all the former alternative movements and installing pig apes like the Rolling Stones into perpetual top position as if the crap music they come out with is more than a half-century of phenomenal splendor--it's orchestrated packaging of absolute reverse of all former movements contrary to Nazi power. They remain a top symbol of this reversal of the former threat to pigapedome. I was probably teleported to one of their castles or estates in some Europigapeland place, where they had these white males try to rape me in a succession of sick and disgusting dream skits in teleportation where I was always poor, living in sleazy and dilapidated and filthy conditions--as the protocols of having mechanical arms or people entering into my rooms to flick filth, grease, rape my body and pour chemicals on my skin, food, drugging and making my living space so filthy and toxic chemically that it is a slow murder process--and I can't stop this it's so perpetual and non-stop-and they re-inforce this with blocking all my financial earnings WHILE STEALING MY IDEAS to claim as their own--as the Rolling Stones has done with black musicians out of America--and so highly praised for it.

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So after months of telling them to get off me, literally non-stop and they won't stop attacking me they believe firmly from decades of being endlessly touted as something more than life that they can do whatever they want (to women who aren't wealthy, and then even so) and now I am forced into abject poverty, living in squallor and endlessly subjected to rape, torture and abuse while shit like pigalina has been stealing all my ideas, Moynihan has stolen verbatim on and on my writings until I can't and won't write creatively any longer


and they are just going on with this expectation that they are ENTITLED to do whatever they want. The rotten ugly English Londoner who viciously attacked me in more than one way (having her Irish boyfriend rape me as her proxy, with her being put into lead position for YEARS afterwards and the Irish never stops being put into main lead role in movie after movie for all the years since--and that was years ago)

with me telling them to get off me, that years of them attacking me means that they are only shit to me and nothing to respect--and I am being threatened with death and things are stolen, broken I am raped and beaten in teleportation and the pigs are being more promoted as they increase their expectations of abject slavery, poverty and silence for years of torture from them. 


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I need some kind of assurance on some level that America is not heading entirely in the direction of this kind of genocidal regime of Imperialistic colonialization. If you read books and do research on how Europigape colonization actually happened, it was something along these same lines of absolute murder for any oppressed victim of the regime speaking up in protest after years of all being stolen and taken away from them.

That is their plan for America and it's being honored by the expletives in America who also yearn for a culture just like the older Europigape fascist Imperialistic colonizers. They want the black and feminist movements crushed and gone. When the Nazi women and their "good" minions are "fighting" for "feminist" rights they mean people like me crushed, beaten as their replacements and them put into respected and protected positions of entitlement to also crush women like me by having their own proxy pig ape rapists rape and torture me for them. They are absolute advocates of rape, mutilation and they love watching it happen to women they can't stand to see have a chance to compete against them, who they want to believe are supposed to be frumpy, ugly and inferior to them and brought up to automatically assume that mantle of suppressed inferiority--as has happened with their various styles of programming and mind control for millennium.

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A target of these types of pig apes out of Europe is America with all it's "freedom" and this is a completely well-funded and organized crusade to quell and destroy any such movements. For some reason I appear to have become a symbol of violence by this group because I do not want my body, life and my hopes and aspirations to be taken away absolutely and completely forever due to this racist program that no one seems willing to stop or even care enough about to make publicly known in any outcry so similar victims are not abused and poisoned and tortured raped and/or put in accidents and murdered.

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Please get The Rolling Stones and this rotten creep McCartny and probably Ringo as well off me, I have tried and tried for months now and years with McCartny and they all keep latching on. 
They all--these dinosaur former "hipster" musicians have gone on participating in this most foul racist and rape violence against me in mind control programming and teleportation for years and years participating in this. The rotten pigs got movies made about them in the form of documentaries for the last many years they have all participated in this. They keep going on and on to get more and more out of this deal. I find them so revolting and I too grew up around this type of culture back in the 60's and 70's and so I know and understand how far they truly deviate from any and all of the former culture that they infiltrated and now own and control via this horrid media Nazified empire that they have been put as representatives of as former wanna get high and f*(** musicians and now wanna be Nazi white male entitled and rape culture that they are truly working to infest into global dominance through the media.


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I have to sadly wonder if John Lennon had not been assassinated (probably by some CIA COINTELPRO operation/MK ULTRA assassination pawn they used to do the murder) if John Lennon would have likewise been a rapist racist advocate clinging to attacking me in this contract out of a desperate need to cling onto power and influence and discarding all his former extremely ground-breaking philosophical stance on respecting life and love. I think he would have not participated and that is why he was assassinated and why shit like McCartney is still shoving his goofy psychopathic clown grin and posturing bs antics into the media, and why this Rolling Stones pair of satanic scum is still being revered because this upsurge in hate and racism and Nazi culture is so important to those who have stolen the power from the people and turned it into an aspiring monopoly of extreme fascist import into the utter destruction of The United States, turning it into a petty dictatorial fascist colonized playground for Europgiapes like these scumbags out of England and their counterpart Nazis out of the Continent who are all vicious and drooling Nazis when they are protected and in their natural environment of grabbing and raping and abusing to get power and steal and rob and take over America. 

I am a patriot in this sense, but the Patriot movement of America that helped the friend of these Europgiapes and their American collaborators are abosolutely unpatriotic and fully participate in these hate crimes according to dictate protocols derived from the older protocols of the elders of Nazism and colonialism, which these rancid musicians are a full representative of, clinging to the former images of having been open to taking drugs and having orgies as their sole identification with "freedom"--now turned rancid into rape and murder and absolute theft and fascist dictatorship control over America. 

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I forgot to finish writing about the stupid skit that was forced upon me when I was on this little road probably some place in England or Europe where there was this older horse and buggy trail leading undoubtedly to some private estate off a small tar road. There was a kind of official person, I could not see clearly, a huge SUV type car and me on my bicycle (the power differential of me on this little bike and a huge car and a person in something like a guard box looking official). The SUV was sitting on the road and not moving, the guard told me officiously that I had to "stop for the King". This was the first minute of my awareness of being on this road, in this situation and while sleeping, detoxing and sick. I waited for probably 15 seconds, saw nothing was happening or approaching and so I tried to ride my bicycle to enter into this path. The next thing I knew I was nearly being raped as "punishment" for not following orders and obeying a colonialistic reverence for English authority and for royalty. These pigs are now going into a kind of mind control level of assault based on torture, rape and endless abuse (all day the Thai people of this condo were shouting outside--literally for 8 hours non-stop while I was in an unconscious but semi-aware daze--all day a stink of rotten fried fish permeated the entire area of this condominium--they shouted literally without pause for over 8 hours while I was in this healing detox state of deep sleep. I was in deep sleep even when teleported. I am very, very ill from poisoning and they just exacerbate the violence when I am in this state--always.


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Calling them parasites on every level is all I can say about them. Their claims of royalty and elitism are a farce considering that their music isn't even good much less great. That goes for the acting and the movies of most of these creepazoids who attack me.


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Extreme drugging/nervous system attacks via implants along my spine & into my brain--8 hours of literal non-stop abuse from this English And nazi team of another senator from congress, the same rape enabler who is the front-runner face of anti-violence against women and me2 rape culture to oust the jewish weinstein so her company and the rest can overtake h-wood --antisemitism so openly expressed that obviously Nazis and virulent racists are behind this contract out on me. My brother stating that only I will experience violence, with his full participation and that Germans are trustworthy not racists it can't happen to him. for using sexual and physical violence against me instantly after more than 30 years of never having seen him, never contacting him except for him smirking about a situation the nazis forced on me, he is lunging at me to gain more promotions and allowance to get everything for free for handing me over to murder, essentially. Me, drugged so badly I cannot stop reacting to every question, hours of asking me for ideas as the English scriptwriters and director and the endless leech parasite this ugly sinister putrid creep female who is endlessly pushing violent beef-body-build "men" out of europ-a-land to violently rape me, the more abusive and humiliating the more they are praised and awarded; she is the representative for the United Nations and for Chuck Schumer in all legislation against rape and domestic violence against women. Put deliberately there really to give permission for rape if it's racist-based rather than anything else. beloved so greatly by the grateful rapist thugs surrounding her, the minority minions lavishing praise making antisemitic comments at me--Jews in particular are very hostile and laughing smirking it can only happen to me, not them. The drugs are so insidious that are injected pumped into my bladder while I sleep--must get up every night to alleviate what they inject so I am drugged--it is a nasty horrific murderous chemical and drug forcing hate, along with extreme shifts of my brainwaves I can't even control my breathing--my entire spine is coated in hard chemicals in which microchip implants directly affecting my spine are buried from the 3 complete surgeries I have had---(the hardening poisons made my spine crooked, the terrorists fractured my vertebrae while I was unconscious after they orchestrated mostly harmless "accidents' and in the deep brain implant state, I am rendered completely unconscious and unable to feel anything (drugged to the extreme the next morning with pain killers and numbing chemicals). 8 hours another day of this ongoing with me finally screaming in rage fighting and hitting the people responsible for this--the senator who came years ago to abuse yell fascistically at me, now threatening my life for having rushed to physicall attack him after shouting to go away go away go away. They all remain until I rush at them lunging in fury. The dirty nasty sick female who is connected to the English monarchy has been relegated to bring every fascist nazi english abuser and hater to assault me possible in the celebrity zone, there are so many---all are clamoring to get this contract and to participate from all minorities in congress who rush at me violently to white supremacist congress haters--this one very close to the source of much discontent for those slated to be excluded from life in general---very pompous about his entitlement to torture have me raped and poisoned, they all are. My brother smug and behaving like I am still being beaten and abused by him at the age of 14 when I left the hate situation my family had adopted because my mother was trying to get "in" with an "Italian" but American married man, the "Italians" in this tiny family-controlled cul-de-sac had installed mircophone relay systems so they could listen to my family abuse me (this was in 1978 before the internet) my brother was so violent I phoned the police and left that house the next day--forever. I saw him a few times, I had the blank mind controlled drugged assumption that he had "grown up" but alas, he lives in the perpetual abuse state having ensured I am stuck everywhere I go as he is promoted for endlessly ensuring my destruction, lack of health care. My family offered me an inheritance in a creep way 2 years ago, I saved the money but declined to have any further contract with them as they were abusive just in connecting me to the lawyers distributing the inheritance (I got the absolute lowest amount of all members)--and this they used to have social security cut off my income and it's been off for 6 months while I am fighting to have it reinstated and they worked with the 4th Reich to have this done. I was screaming at him in rage, as the hate parasitic rape cheerleader who is beloved by all senators presidents her sleazy and disgusting 16 years of stealing my ideas so her blank and hateful lack of personality can be embellished by my years and lifetime of reading and study, so that nazi white supremacy can appear like it has originality and any kind of creativity outside of endless repetition of murder revenge and upcommance plots which they rotate every year in their awards categories, until they latched on to stealing my ideas, and now torturing me as I scream ideas because they are so revolting their image their ugly sinister presence is so revolting--and I cannot stop responding instantly to their endless probing questions intermixed with extremew murder threats and then inquisitive questions and every thing I do, from going to the bathroom eating taking healing powders all my exercises for healing I created they are stealing and using as their own invention; so much that I do is original and not a copy I learned, they are stealing torturing and asking for ideaws literally non-stop. I cannot stop talking I can't stop responding. the drugs, my body is like enmeshed in not being able to breathe independently the technology and drug interface is so overwhelming. The smug and smirking dirty ugly sick skank sits smiling as I scream and fight for the 2nd year in a row of literal daily screaming and rage at English hate bigots assaulting me for over 8 hours per day--0the rapist who beat tortured and mutilated me, has had my plants killed is threatening my life then making sleazy sexual comments, sitting next to this foul and dirty ugly sick creep skank always they are partners probably as with all the men who rape me she tries to suck my life force energy out by having sex with them as well. Some of them at least--they sit next together all the men who rape me next to her, after she has had me poisoned nearly to death, still fighting to heal every day. My body aging rapidly she is laughing, the men make endless sneering comments about my breasts while I am naked as they sit for hours watching and commenting on all I do. Once i finally "break" after the 6-8 hour mark of literal non-stop literally every single second for over 6 to 8 hours without a moment of them shutting up for one single second with death trhreats abuse insults and probing questions I scream finally to shut up and die I scream hit them rush violently. It is torture and the senators are smug threatening to kill me constantly for lunging at them screaming to get off me to fuck off that they have already been killing me via poisoning and torture for years. It goes on and on. I might be able to "ignore' them if they were not drugging me so severely and my body racked with implants along my spine forcing a reaction that overwhelms my breathing and concentration--the implants are definitely in my brain and along my spine---without a doubt they force my muscles to spasm while people are slamming doors--the effect is unmistakable and has happened for years in this same sequence I do not flinch at noises like this, it is artificially created generated and forced upon me. They are so ugly and appear so rancid rotten stupid ugly and sick I scream that they are disgusting that I never want anything like them around me not for a minute much less 8-10 hours per day,e very day, then stupid sick teleportation skits of hate death and homelessness and me being abused, being put in stupid situations in an "edit" mode so I am waking to being in some negative situation in the middle of a posture I never created, like a movie edit stopping and starting my consciousness can be started and stopped with a press of a button in that state.//I am trying to work a way to not be overwhelmed, because these filthy sick creeps are meaningless scum in my opinion but I react as if I can't stop, and I literally cannot. //I ordered a music player and they blocked everything possible for every music player--this one supposedly came with no memory but they had it jacked-up so the memory is invisible but it is hacked and is turned off remotely like all the rest of the players they continue the death and torture deep sleep states. My body is aging my hair greying my body withering because of the energy this ugly sick skank sucks out smiriking and laughing. They keep asking me for ideas then destroying my finances so I have nothing. I am still waiting for the decision from social security whether my disability payments will be reinstated or not. They lied to me for 6 months, my family had my inheritance taken away and then my disability as well; this was a ploy it was not some random accident and they just arrived when I was being violently raped by the last lrapist from europigapeland with ugly skankalina presiding as they "made love" to each other sitting next to one another attacking me mutually--now it's the next one, the same thing but his English is much better so his verbal abuse is for 10 hours or more per day--endless extreme violent threats, violent abusive ugly rape, supposedly implying that I "deserve" it for fighting to save my life from this. My brother doing everything he can to protect the 4th Reich and that only I wil lbe a victim of any racism never he. I went into, in truth serum drugged torture microchip enhanced stress hate truth serum mode how nazis are definitely pursuing another genocide against jews and in america they want to pour in and create nazification of the already nazified and ocmpletely overtaken america by europigape nazi filth, and I am trying to quell this as much as possible. The denial is pure stupidity this ugly sinister creep I want nothing to do with, he creeps me out I am so disgusted by him it's a visceral reaction of disgust--and his smug pomposity that he's going to get more and more and more out of murdering me smiling stupid sick ignorant--denying that nazis are taking power that they want to destroy jews. I keep shouting how stupid he is, he threatens to break my arms. If there is, as I said today, any person the most violently and murderously inclined towards me it will be my family--as they are so groomed to murder me and have been working to achieve this with full applause endless promotions money poured into them as being symbols of jewish nazi partnership---they are the most threatening and the most dangerous--and so sick and stupid it's unbelievable trying to explain how they are putting nazis into power who will take away their homes if they want lebensraum--all I say they deny and shout with whining insult that I am stupid--I remind them that I lived in Germany for over 5 years because they were trying to kill me by having a metal rod made loose in my spine so my uncle bill could get "permission" to publish his gay magazine echo in Phoenix so they had me body fractured so I had no choice but to return to them, asking for help and health care--they made sure I got nothing they tried to put me in prison for a charge of theft of jewelry (I had no car, the situation was at night miles away from me with no car and buses all stopped and etc) and they had just killed the italian american mafia thug my mother had married talking the same night he died on the day he was leaving her and the house they had jointly purchased he wanted to save since he poured the bulk of the deposit from his money--and etc.. in a murder frenzy they were--I left with a metal rod loose in my spine and had to try to survive this until I left america for germany in 1991--I told him that i had to go to germany for years to try to survive the last murder attempt they had made on me, and I speak german lived around germans only speaking german met nazis know their mentality they have not changed their edicts to kill all jews and jews in america are a target. Told I was a stupid bitch death threats and it can't happen to him, only to be because i'm a "bitch" etc my disgusting brother and his nasty spawn brought to torment me, completely programmed to ask me "why" germans are intent on another genocide, which I said to him a few days ago, he was given a script for what to repeat so the english fuckers sitting on those chairs could steal the screaming ideas I spewed out unable to stop reacting--smug ugly shitalina smiriking adn smug the violent abusive fardy the tom actor not a cat or cool sitting next to his "Lover" as I know that is the endless program of dirty energy leech shitalina--and it goes on and on> I am trying to not react bvut when I do react after the 6 hour mark I become violent to get them off me, then they all threaten my life and it goes on and on--information and ideas they are taking down as I scream them and scream and fight. My hair turning white my body aging and breaking it's murder. I am still paralyzed from the poison they all poured into my body as they had the poison raped into my body and then torture so I can't heal--it's murder.