Sunday, May 15, 2022

Prostitution and woman-hating;//Understanding the Cycles of Abuse and Domestic Violence as applied to this teleportation hate and terror operation; Analyses & Thoughts on why I used Fassbinder's Alexanderplatz as an example of the tearing down and out of the fabric of my trust and weary targeting in an attempt for Stockholm Syndrome by the mafia terrorists (and et al in this entire organization). Plus...Hours later, the same day as my last post: the internet was being manually turned off and on by the remote terrorist hacking. The system has been on and working for 2+ hours. It was going off and could barely start a few hours ago. Otherwise, more thoughts on this entire debacle system--

"Understanding Cycles of Abuse". Joanna Kujath. November 16, 2017. 




"Berlin Alexanderplatz (1980)--Misanthropic Humanism/Style is Substance". June 6, 2020.





I had watched part of the most extraordinary Rainer Werner Fassbinder's Saga, Berlin Alexanderplatz twice and could not get through it. The subject matter is, like so much of Fassbinder's work, on a sub-interior level of violence that characterizes so much of his genius in his films, from beginning to end this substrata of dark swirling violence erupts in the film in slow stages but always accompanies extreme societal commentary in the form or guise of slight movements and language that is intended to appear almost normalized and normative. 

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I chose that example because the protagonist murderer in the film, Franz Bieberkopf, (sp?)--by the way, the ending of the last name, "kopf" translates to head in German. There is Berlinale slang I have no knowledge of, but Fieber in German means fever. But a beaver is Bieber in German--I had thought that immediately but had to look it up. Not sure what Beaver entails as symbol in German, but in English as people may know, it used to mean the female genitalia in slang terms and it was used extensively in the 70's and 80's by porno-influenced males (like my brothers who used it and it was also used in media or suggested and/or in pornography).

With Rainer Werner Fassbinder, if there is any hint of suggestive symbolism you can bet he used all symbols with the exact intent for sybmolic interpretation.

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But to continue: in the film, Bieberkopf is "in love" with a woman who has been compromised (as many, or all of the women in many of his films are, in one sense or another even if they are not openly raped or denigrated they are somehow sunk in a domesticated light and demeaned by outside forces pulling them down). 

The Franz Bieberkopf character plays a kind of emotional tug-of-war in domestic violence terms, very typical of DV tactics and the entwining of the ensnaring into various traps for psychological abuse leading to overt violence. As with this very experienced pair of mafia actors out of Brooklyn, they play a similar game. To them I am on the level of compromised sex trafficking victim with absolutely no rights. I have no doubt they are extremely familiar with women being put into such positions, if not in Whorewood then in their real life dramas embedded into most dirty and foul NYC culture where this is probably a daily experience for many in that "everything goes all night" city. I have not been exposed to it, and from my perspective, I am gold and not a prostituted victim or slave and they are the whores who are filthy, dirty and the subhuman crap that they are trying to place on me by force of re-inforced racist cliches that haunt Jews and all the other races not included in Barbie Universal, inc., GmbH and Ltd and everywhere else on the planet. 

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They play very concerned, like they are interested in me, and then suddenly turn viciously. It's a psy-ops strategy but with this tech, the drugging, the isolation, the no defense, support system or protection from the world at large for me, I am alone in this room endlessly detoxifying (meaning shitting out or trying to shit out hardened poison and now it's on the 11th year--in June it will be 11 years of being stuck in a semi-paralyzed physical state while this poison rips out of my body--never ending as one hateful parasite celebrity whoremongering bigot teleports and rapes and tortures me after the next--with their women the Nazi women and all their entourages of minorities participating on with full delight because they truly want their men to displace their aggressions onto other women and then revere them while their hate can be displaced onto others. This system fulfils the needs of such disgutsing whores and parasites and it's a truly misappropriated technology used for the worst darkest needs of human beings--and will continue to be misused for these nefarious purposes in the future upon untold numbers of other people (it's already happening but I don' t know how far these technologies have progressed into mainstream civilian hands and paws and snouts and parasite sucking apparatuses that are used to suck the life out of others).

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Like this character which Fassbinder portrayed as ending up in a semi-conscious psychotic state, hallucinations and all after the 2nd murder of a "beloved" prostitute who he adored adn then beat the S-out of until finally clobbering them to death--beating to death by hand, two women in a row but after back-and-forth loving and adoration Honeymoon phase and then violence in the "Circle of Violence of Domestic Violence".

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I will end this here, because I have much to do and have been too sick all day to get much of anything done. It's getting late and I have tried to explain a bit of  how they operate. 

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I am nearing the completion but still have a long way to go on this detox situation. This group is now increasing the threats and violence because they expect me to crumble and go into a domestic violence situation with one of them so they all can be handed endless monopolies on the entertainment field for having (mis)used this technology for these very ugly mind control forays into exploitation and displacing aggression onto innocents who can't defend themselves. 

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I just watched the "artsy" synopsis and evaluation" in the video above, not having watched it previously but there were no short clips on the film available. I had forgotten that it was another male who had murdered the 2nd woman, but that Bieberkopf had "almost" murdered her. This is an extremely long series of 1+ hours of film per episode and I got lost and abandoned watching it all (skipped around to the end, and the subject was too hard for me to bear--I now understand why, I was avoiding my own victimization that I had never actually chosen but have been forced into through this contract. My "crime" according to these pig apes who attack me using this system is that I am not willingly playing the victim role and loving the rotten ugly men for it and obeying and allowing this to go on indefinitely to my death--which is what they want the targets to do, just obey and say yes to every murderous impulse some low-life but otherwise wealthy scumbag may have because in his bag of tricks he needs to kill and rape and destroy and commit these crimes upon the defenseless and nameless--this organization has almost entirely wiped me out of existence in normal society, thus making every sex trafficking type of crime permissible in their perspective).

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The other point I can make is that when one man commits such types of domestic crime upon a woman who even is a prostitute by trade, then emulating the violence and increasing it is almost an  unspoken ritual. They see that this type of violence is being permitted by society (notice how the older woman watches the near murder from a doorway and just holds her fist to her mouth in the act of being violently silenced--as I wrote above, all is symbolic and meaningful in a Fassbinder film, even the fist placed inside the mouth of the otherwise sympathetic older female onlooker who does nothing--but the implication is that through unspoken violence she will also be knocked out or murdered if she so much as utters a word in public about this type of violence. It has almost always been silenced and unspoken but allowed to women who have been put on a disgraced level of society. As an unwilling and non-consensual microchip implanted MK ULTRA victim of this system, regardless of how much I have studied, done work, and have done great things--it is all discredited by the filthy pig apes who assault me, particularly in this most notable and unethical celebrity and politico set of expletives whose only and sole identification of people worthy to adhere the law to are those who are not subject to this kind of exploitation--ie. the wealthy are untouchable and they can rape and beat anyone they want who is considered expendable--and in this system, they have forced me into this role through their drugging, poisoning and physical violence which has left me nearly paralyzed and stuck in poverty--thus expendable.

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When one man who may care for an instant about human dignity sees what the others are doing to me, like in this film by Fassbinder, within one or two days, he jumps in enthusiastically and of course he has already been handed a huge fat deal to pump up his ego and finances and career. There is nothing that overrides considerations of humanity more than first seeing that victimization is allowed, permissible and then with huge bonuses as this group pays out and doles out to all who participate--the result is near murder upon after first having done at least something to defend me. I have seen this so repeatedly happen. And in the film, this is brought to attention and I had forgotten it because I did not understand human nature at this level of it's dregs but now I know--unfortunately I had to experience it first-hand in order to understand it. 


Also unfortunately, one can see what Fassbinder had already understood and incorporated into his films, but unless you truly have an understanding of this, it will wash out with the analysis--just as this dude making the analysis in the clip has forgone the reality experience that is normally silenced about complicity to crime and how groups enjoin people into violence because it's been deemed acceptable and even praiseworthy with bonuses for having participated.

It is the version of the reality of human behavior that "nice society" would like to bury. This is why Fassbinder is such a controversial figure in German film (in the 1990's when I lived in "cultural" Stuttgart, all the Germans I spoke with all said the exact same sentence regarding Fassbinder and his movies: "Oh, he's crazy and his movies are stupid and insane". Now he's "considered one of the greatest German filmmakers" and people exclaim that same sentiment, like the robots they all were when they all said the same thing that they were told to say in the 90's, now that he's long dead.




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Extreme drugging/nervous system attacks via implants along my spine & into my brain--8 hours of literal non-stop abuse from this English And nazi team of another senator from congress, the same rape enabler who is the front-runner face of anti-violence against women and me2 rape culture to oust the jewish weinstein so her company and the rest can overtake h-wood --antisemitism so openly expressed that obviously Nazis and virulent racists are behind this contract out on me. My brother stating that only I will experience violence, with his full participation and that Germans are trustworthy not racists it can't happen to him. for using sexual and physical violence against me instantly after more than 30 years of never having seen him, never contacting him except for him smirking about a situation the nazis forced on me, he is lunging at me to gain more promotions and allowance to get everything for free for handing me over to murder, essentially. Me, drugged so badly I cannot stop reacting to every question, hours of asking me for ideas as the English scriptwriters and director and the endless leech parasite this ugly sinister putrid creep female who is endlessly pushing violent beef-body-build "men" out of europ-a-land to violently rape me, the more abusive and humiliating the more they are praised and awarded; she is the representative for the United Nations and for Chuck Schumer in all legislation against rape and domestic violence against women. Put deliberately there really to give permission for rape if it's racist-based rather than anything else. beloved so greatly by the grateful rapist thugs surrounding her, the minority minions lavishing praise making antisemitic comments at me--Jews in particular are very hostile and laughing smirking it can only happen to me, not them. The drugs are so insidious that are injected pumped into my bladder while I sleep--must get up every night to alleviate what they inject so I am drugged--it is a nasty horrific murderous chemical and drug forcing hate, along with extreme shifts of my brainwaves I can't even control my breathing--my entire spine is coated in hard chemicals in which microchip implants directly affecting my spine are buried from the 3 complete surgeries I have had---(the hardening poisons made my spine crooked, the terrorists fractured my vertebrae while I was unconscious after they orchestrated mostly harmless "accidents' and in the deep brain implant state, I am rendered completely unconscious and unable to feel anything (drugged to the extreme the next morning with pain killers and numbing chemicals). 8 hours another day of this ongoing with me finally screaming in rage fighting and hitting the people responsible for this--the senator who came years ago to abuse yell fascistically at me, now threatening my life for having rushed to physicall attack him after shouting to go away go away go away. They all remain until I rush at them lunging in fury. The dirty nasty sick female who is connected to the English monarchy has been relegated to bring every fascist nazi english abuser and hater to assault me possible in the celebrity zone, there are so many---all are clamoring to get this contract and to participate from all minorities in congress who rush at me violently to white supremacist congress haters--this one very close to the source of much discontent for those slated to be excluded from life in general---very pompous about his entitlement to torture have me raped and poisoned, they all are. My brother smug and behaving like I am still being beaten and abused by him at the age of 14 when I left the hate situation my family had adopted because my mother was trying to get "in" with an "Italian" but American married man, the "Italians" in this tiny family-controlled cul-de-sac had installed mircophone relay systems so they could listen to my family abuse me (this was in 1978 before the internet) my brother was so violent I phoned the police and left that house the next day--forever. I saw him a few times, I had the blank mind controlled drugged assumption that he had "grown up" but alas, he lives in the perpetual abuse state having ensured I am stuck everywhere I go as he is promoted for endlessly ensuring my destruction, lack of health care. My family offered me an inheritance in a creep way 2 years ago, I saved the money but declined to have any further contract with them as they were abusive just in connecting me to the lawyers distributing the inheritance (I got the absolute lowest amount of all members)--and this they used to have social security cut off my income and it's been off for 6 months while I am fighting to have it reinstated and they worked with the 4th Reich to have this done. I was screaming at him in rage, as the hate parasitic rape cheerleader who is beloved by all senators presidents her sleazy and disgusting 16 years of stealing my ideas so her blank and hateful lack of personality can be embellished by my years and lifetime of reading and study, so that nazi white supremacy can appear like it has originality and any kind of creativity outside of endless repetition of murder revenge and upcommance plots which they rotate every year in their awards categories, until they latched on to stealing my ideas, and now torturing me as I scream ideas because they are so revolting their image their ugly sinister presence is so revolting--and I cannot stop responding instantly to their endless probing questions intermixed with extremew murder threats and then inquisitive questions and every thing I do, from going to the bathroom eating taking healing powders all my exercises for healing I created they are stealing and using as their own invention; so much that I do is original and not a copy I learned, they are stealing torturing and asking for ideaws literally non-stop. I cannot stop talking I can't stop responding. the drugs, my body is like enmeshed in not being able to breathe independently the technology and drug interface is so overwhelming. The smug and smirking dirty ugly sick skank sits smiling as I scream and fight for the 2nd year in a row of literal daily screaming and rage at English hate bigots assaulting me for over 8 hours per day--0the rapist who beat tortured and mutilated me, has had my plants killed is threatening my life then making sleazy sexual comments, sitting next to this foul and dirty ugly sick creep skank always they are partners probably as with all the men who rape me she tries to suck my life force energy out by having sex with them as well. Some of them at least--they sit next together all the men who rape me next to her, after she has had me poisoned nearly to death, still fighting to heal every day. My body aging rapidly she is laughing, the men make endless sneering comments about my breasts while I am naked as they sit for hours watching and commenting on all I do. Once i finally "break" after the 6-8 hour mark of literal non-stop literally every single second for over 6 to 8 hours without a moment of them shutting up for one single second with death trhreats abuse insults and probing questions I scream finally to shut up and die I scream hit them rush violently. It is torture and the senators are smug threatening to kill me constantly for lunging at them screaming to get off me to fuck off that they have already been killing me via poisoning and torture for years. It goes on and on. I might be able to "ignore' them if they were not drugging me so severely and my body racked with implants along my spine forcing a reaction that overwhelms my breathing and concentration--the implants are definitely in my brain and along my spine---without a doubt they force my muscles to spasm while people are slamming doors--the effect is unmistakable and has happened for years in this same sequence I do not flinch at noises like this, it is artificially created generated and forced upon me. They are so ugly and appear so rancid rotten stupid ugly and sick I scream that they are disgusting that I never want anything like them around me not for a minute much less 8-10 hours per day,e very day, then stupid sick teleportation skits of hate death and homelessness and me being abused, being put in stupid situations in an "edit" mode so I am waking to being in some negative situation in the middle of a posture I never created, like a movie edit stopping and starting my consciousness can be started and stopped with a press of a button in that state.//I am trying to work a way to not be overwhelmed, because these filthy sick creeps are meaningless scum in my opinion but I react as if I can't stop, and I literally cannot. //I ordered a music player and they blocked everything possible for every music player--this one supposedly came with no memory but they had it jacked-up so the memory is invisible but it is hacked and is turned off remotely like all the rest of the players they continue the death and torture deep sleep states. My body is aging my hair greying my body withering because of the energy this ugly sick skank sucks out smiriking and laughing. They keep asking me for ideas then destroying my finances so I have nothing. I am still waiting for the decision from social security whether my disability payments will be reinstated or not. They lied to me for 6 months, my family had my inheritance taken away and then my disability as well; this was a ploy it was not some random accident and they just arrived when I was being violently raped by the last lrapist from europigapeland with ugly skankalina presiding as they "made love" to each other sitting next to one another attacking me mutually--now it's the next one, the same thing but his English is much better so his verbal abuse is for 10 hours or more per day--endless extreme violent threats, violent abusive ugly rape, supposedly implying that I "deserve" it for fighting to save my life from this. My brother doing everything he can to protect the 4th Reich and that only I wil lbe a victim of any racism never he. I went into, in truth serum drugged torture microchip enhanced stress hate truth serum mode how nazis are definitely pursuing another genocide against jews and in america they want to pour in and create nazification of the already nazified and ocmpletely overtaken america by europigape nazi filth, and I am trying to quell this as much as possible. The denial is pure stupidity this ugly sinister creep I want nothing to do with, he creeps me out I am so disgusted by him it's a visceral reaction of disgust--and his smug pomposity that he's going to get more and more and more out of murdering me smiling stupid sick ignorant--denying that nazis are taking power that they want to destroy jews. I keep shouting how stupid he is, he threatens to break my arms. If there is, as I said today, any person the most violently and murderously inclined towards me it will be my family--as they are so groomed to murder me and have been working to achieve this with full applause endless promotions money poured into them as being symbols of jewish nazi partnership---they are the most threatening and the most dangerous--and so sick and stupid it's unbelievable trying to explain how they are putting nazis into power who will take away their homes if they want lebensraum--all I say they deny and shout with whining insult that I am stupid--I remind them that I lived in Germany for over 5 years because they were trying to kill me by having a metal rod made loose in my spine so my uncle bill could get "permission" to publish his gay magazine echo in Phoenix so they had me body fractured so I had no choice but to return to them, asking for help and health care--they made sure I got nothing they tried to put me in prison for a charge of theft of jewelry (I had no car, the situation was at night miles away from me with no car and buses all stopped and etc) and they had just killed the italian american mafia thug my mother had married talking the same night he died on the day he was leaving her and the house they had jointly purchased he wanted to save since he poured the bulk of the deposit from his money--and etc.. in a murder frenzy they were--I left with a metal rod loose in my spine and had to try to survive this until I left america for germany in 1991--I told him that i had to go to germany for years to try to survive the last murder attempt they had made on me, and I speak german lived around germans only speaking german met nazis know their mentality they have not changed their edicts to kill all jews and jews in america are a target. Told I was a stupid bitch death threats and it can't happen to him, only to be because i'm a "bitch" etc my disgusting brother and his nasty spawn brought to torment me, completely programmed to ask me "why" germans are intent on another genocide, which I said to him a few days ago, he was given a script for what to repeat so the english fuckers sitting on those chairs could steal the screaming ideas I spewed out unable to stop reacting--smug ugly shitalina smiriking adn smug the violent abusive fardy the tom actor not a cat or cool sitting next to his "Lover" as I know that is the endless program of dirty energy leech shitalina--and it goes on and on> I am trying to not react bvut when I do react after the 6 hour mark I become violent to get them off me, then they all threaten my life and it goes on and on--information and ideas they are taking down as I scream them and scream and fight. My hair turning white my body aging and breaking it's murder. I am still paralyzed from the poison they all poured into my body as they had the poison raped into my body and then torture so I can't heal--it's murder.