Terrorist heart palpitation attack report plus other assorted attacks that are routine but accumulative. July 29, 2021.

 My heart has been under electronic attack to cause palpitations for the last 4 days. The attacks are at a more subdued level than the othertimes near coronary attack level. The level is at an almost imperceptible level rate but it's still deadly. It's done while I am in public as well. This has been on a 24/7 level of attack. 

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I am at the stage of disgust at the current teleporting bigot rapist racist Nazi out of Germany to the point that when he teleports me as the protocol must be "obeyed" by these rotten puppets--asking me if I love him for now it's two months of rape and torture and violence and abuse as he's gone off being embraced by Whorewood, and handed promotions and is out being wined and dined and being handed every kind of pumped-up adornment to his appearance so another Nazi can be portrayed in the media as representing "culture" and in the mind programming field another asset of lying pimpness to the already sordid and corroded array of these putrid skanks who are famous performers and mafia nazi criminals of promotional status. Liars, rapists, thieves, pornographic whores and other putrid performances adorn their every promotion. This expletive is teleporting me in the near-waking state as they cause heart palpitations and my nervous system to go into this near-waking state--I am now unconsciously calling him a pig and trying to kick him in the face. Wishing him completely honestly a horrible and quick death and very soon and hissing hate at this worthless parasite who, like all the creeple I have written of endlessly for years who are still out enjoying the money and promotions and their new line-up of awards for years of stealing ideas from me and raping and beating and abusing me and then having hundreds of thousands of creeple attacking me--so this creep is going on and on. For two months he has forced fellatio on me in this sleeping teleported state--and now I am adding this later because my brain is under severe mind control attack while I write as the keyboard is likewise under attack by terrorist hackers: while he was forcing his penis in my mouth he was slapping my face almost continuously--if I tried to stop or pull away he would continue hitting me until I continued--I was helpless it was like being tied-up and drugged and not knowing where I was or being able to move, in that sleeping/teleported/MK ULTRA "alter" condition. This is the parasitic function of this probably homosexual woman-hating German man--or so it seems I really don't know, but this is a pornographic hate act based on racism and the enabling of such vile fantasy porn acts through the technology but mostly through the absolute complicity that goes along with the technocratic torture apparatus with all the millions of participants who pose as "normal, law-abiding" citizens at almost 99% of the rest of the time on this planet that they are slowly social-engineering for a complete global take-over. 

Thus questioning me after being raped, and then beaten and then insulted and then cleaning of stinking fungus and rotting meat out of my vagina, hair and my clothing and etc afterwards, not including the endless attacks by the nasty and sleazy rotten creeple doing the "gang stalking" operations and those people in this vicinity just dying for any vulnerability to be able to enter into my room to rape and slash my body and etc , as these celebrities have also been promoted for partnering with for all these years as I fight assiduously for years to protect myself while I just remain needing health care as they cause more and more physical breakdown and damage to my body and my nervous system and immune system and financial state is now gone, like nothing just on the brink by now of every catastrophe and vulnerable and without any financial stability or security--

thus being asked if I "love" or "like" or why not? men like this German man I have had zero conversations with and don't know don't like don't respect and his very obvious Nazi training and violence is being embraced emphatically by the filth of Whorewood who all have intimate connections to fascist Nazi Europigapeland--who control H-wood it seems from my vantage.

I am asked every day while I am sleeping or barely conscious--always drugged up with sickening drugs and under torture and chaos and life-threatening conditions. When I respond with this increasing hate and hostility to the parasitic German violinist who is a defilement upon classical music is a filthy and foul and immature stupid idiot but is a lying and manipulative and violent nasty mediocrity fitting perfectly with the goons and thugs of the Mafia and that Austrian thug who became--how? How could this have happened? Governor of California and what a travesty his tenure was for that position to the State of California--but nothing daunts ignorant Nazis of America and now they are called MAGA so--they still love and protect and promote any sleazy porno idiot as long as they follow the protocols of the elders of Nazism a la Hitler zeitgeist and voila! A host of Europeans also following suit and now that cascading effect of programming through media and through these violent and murdering mob organizations has created the situation where these pig apes are being promoted. Now another one welcomed into the clicque of the Whorewood "elite". 

Ordering his minority minions slaves to insert fungus and rotting meat liquids into my vagina after raping/forcing fellatio on me night-after-night as my body has been artificially induced into a state of near-ecstasy due to the factors that have forced this state upon me. My sexual centers of my brain have been blasted with this technology and I don't even like this man--I can't look at him as his face and his typology disgusts me. I have had to try to not look at him because he's such a repugnant person and I can't see what a creep he is and how this is being forced upon me. That is my level of repulsion for this parasitic creep. He also has cost me a lot of money in these last two months and has been breaking items I can't afford to replace, that I could barely afford to buy in the first place--now broken down, rusted with chemicals rusting the metals of all metal things in this room but on my cooking appliances--my motorbike attacked--I was nearly hit by cars and this is now occurring once more due to this rotten expletive who I just want to go away I so wish that Whorewood was not embracing this filthy and stupid ape but it is--of course, they love this pig. That is all I can call him in my unconscious sleeping, or barely nascent waking state I hiss in hate at him try to punch his rotten stupid ugly face and wish him death. He won't stop, the awards for this contract are too much. He's trying to force a baby out of me so this rotten skank whore and his girlfriend or partner or whatever he's involved with who has also been involved in attacking me--so they can be brought into the US to wreak whatever Nazi agenda they can with the well-wishing of utter crap like DeNiro and A. S-negger the Austrian parasite who also caused damage to the California economy and I can see easily how much money and damage he has brought to America while the dumbed down Nazi adherents of America love this parasite and only want a Nazi fascist regime replete with Europigapes like these whores to take over the country. In other words, these are the MAGA criminals in the whorewood establishment who have not been put under analysis by any committee that Pelosi chairs because she has participated with them herself due to her utter Nazi Mafia affiliation--as she is undoubtedly one of the Nazi Mafia staples of the organization put into high political position. She is vying for power against Trump and he had his minions threaten her life, that is the one and only reason she is chairing this committee. As for being a liar, fake and grifter, she's just another one of the good ole rapist Nazi pig apes and is as corroded as any of the politicians she claims she is currently defending "The American People" against. 

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so that was a diatribe--I am struggling just to get words out the keyboard and my brain are under great attack by remote tech, or the implants in my brain, or a combination therein.

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My bathroom attack: as it turns out, all of the water pipes in this studio are attack portals where stinking wafts of sewage odors are being pumped into my studio from the terrorist minions in the studios on both sides. The bathroom sink I have had to seal up the hole where water can drain that is above the actual drain--but from the pipe itself stinking odors waft  up every time I have to bend down to wash my face or brush my teeth. I have a bottle of bleach and perfumed cleaning stuff next to the sink which I must spray at least 4 times while I am trying to do a 3-minute task of washing my face or brushing teeth. I noticed that this morning I awoke at 3 a.m. and because the terrorist was unprepared to perform the endless surveillance task of watching every single move I make and pumping this foul stinking odor into the bathroom sink pipes the moment I bend down to get water from the tiny tap--for the first time in months this didn't happen because at 3 am, a time I am almost never up at, this attack was not performed. Every other time I use the sink this is pumped up. That kind of surveillance is continuous on my every move.

Because of these attacks, and others through the bathroom sink drainpipe such as a mechanical arm being pushed through if the plug is not fixed on the hole--stinking water is being pumped through the mechanical arm onto the bathroom floor or around the sink area. This stopped once I closed this metal plug that is attached somehow to the metal drainage hole in the sink. The terrorists use a clamp to lock down the plug so I can't lift it up and I must turn it around in various directions and once I pull it up, they pull it down again. I have to brace the plug with a plastic piece just so it's not pulled down continuously while I am using the sink. I have to literally pull almost with my entire strength twisting it to try to unlatch it from the hook that is pulling it down, with the terrorist on the other side doing this every time I use the sink except for 3 a. m. this morning when they were not pumping stinking odors and holding down the plug so I can't use the sink. I noticed the difference immediately. It's utterly disgusting but mostly due to the non-stop surveillance of every move I make so whatever hole or crack or portal I come near they can damage as much of my clothing or body as possible.

I also woke up with my sleeping gown utterly sprayed with foul and stinking rotting meat liquids--These creeps are utterly foul and rotten. But of course, most or all of you rely on these types of activities to obtain your positions within the ranks of this foul organization.

All I can say is that the house that the pigs have built is being blown away and your leniency towards these whore ape pigs will also be a huge factor in the destruction of the planet that people are now lamenting as the floods are washing away so many of the domiciles and businesses that the pigs have relied upon as their structures. The greed and stupidity upon which they operate has created so much filth around the world in the places that they could rape and steal from that the planet is now going into a decaying death mode from the lack of love, concern and care the planet has just allowed this group of pig filth to pollute the planet and now the consequence of allowing this to continue--well you all can see for yourselves the result if you just watch the news.

Besides the climate crisis, the fascist overtake of the country is now under microscopic view or supposedly under this new committee investigating the Capital breach by the groups who have fully committed gang stalking terrorism and that has now reached catastrophic levels of violence in the higher levels of society. All of this has been allowed to fester because your organization and most of you are so comfortable with gang stalking death squad activities and the situation has morphed into a political movement of insurrection of the government because the pig apes want a fascist Nazi government and will use tactical means in order to achieve their goals. They are well-practiced in all these activities thanks to your allowances of their gang stalking terrorist organizations. You can all blame yourselves for the January 6, 2021 insurrection, in other words. You can blame yourselves for the future attacks upon America including what the Europigapes you all cheer on and welcome in who assist in infiltrating and performing all the leeways for the terrorism that is intended to destroy America and for them to take over. 

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Another attack regards ordering some essential oil products to be delivered to me at a certain time at one of the shops in my general area --a shop called Lemongrass House, which is an international enterprise. Due to the pandemic this shop has had to close. The Thai skanks who attacked me there were almost vicious as the pandemic forced fewer customers so the ugliness of the creepy skanks became more visible the fewer people were there and the fewer the products on the shelves were. There are other Lemongrass House shops in Phuket but very long distances away from the southern tip of the island or the central area where I now live (but used to live in the Southern area of Rawai, where this shop was but is now closed). I was given an email address of a woman using the email address of this business who agreed to have someone meet me with a batch of products I had ordered at the old closed down shop. They didn't show up. The entire area where this shop is located, a relatively quiet area off the main road, was littered with creeps (Thais) making stalking triggering gestures while I sat there waiting, but moving around, trying to pet the stray dog that is slowly dying who is always laying in the grass in front of this area. I tried to drive to a very close street tea vendor (a tiny little structure with an "open" sign but all was locked and closed). Across the street was another Muslim tea vendor (this is very near the Mosque) and I was nearly in an aggressive confrontation as the Muslims were waiting with hostility and hate--under orders by the Nazis, as this arrangement of the Muslim Brotherhood and Nazis out of Germany has been a close bond for many decades by now--

And..the influence of the Germanic pig ape Nazi has been shown that the mafia is bending backwards to please him and bring him on in --the greasy nasty Americans like DeNiro who is particularly violent towards me (making violent and deadly punching actions at my face while the Germanic pig ape sits nearly sexually seducing the rotten ugly DeNiro who is completely taken in and probably turned on by this rotten German woman-hating rapist scumbag creep whore parasite expletive etc etc etc).

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And more and more, I am struggling to type my hands won't move to keys and I am backspacing all the time to correct what the hackers are blocking of the keyboard.

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I also noticed immediately upon turning on this computer at 3 am that the system worked normally for the first time in months since I bought it last year. The only time it worked quickly was the day I bought it and opened it in the shop where I bought it, and this morning for less than 5 minutes as the terrorist hackers were not awake or prepared to endlessly block everything as they always do at every other moment I am doing anything they can block and attack and destroy they will do it.

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Hacker and mind control obstruction of this post--as with every post. It reads like a bit jumbled and shaky but that is due to hacker redaction and also hacking intervention in my ability to type and all is altered, partially deleted after I click on publish. I can't rewrite endlessly so I leave it as is.

It is not shocking but disgusting to see H-wood news about movies regarding racism, the Holocaust and all that high-selling jazz with actors who have demonstrably uttered anti-Semitic and racist spittle at me when they teleport me. Only to be promoted into starring roles depicting them as victims of racism or defenders of liberty fighting against racism.

 I had told myself not to look up any more information on sites such as IMDB, but I did---today---I have to walk this line between being informed and then just obliterating awareness. My protestations have amounted to what appears to be zero response from the planet and only torture and violence inflicted upon me heaped upon violence that was inflicted upon me when I had no awareness of this situation and thus never said anything about it. 

One of the Euro-p-a "men" who has raped and physically assaulted me comes from that Nazi culture that defined Nazism , albeit Nazism has indeed spread throughout the EU and the rest of the world. The epicenter of this movement at least for defining purposes. This German man not only continued to assault me when I spoke anything honest about Germany's policies which are accurate and true, or about how Germans are now (or were) coming out with the gold and money they stole from their many millions of victims--but any such remark was met by violence--until one actor stopped him only to then threaten to kill me not once but 4 times. That other actor comes from Canada, so let's just say that the situation of Nazism does not center around Germany any longer.

Yet this German male who has raped, tortured and assaulted me plus ordered much violence heaped upon me by the Nazi network--has played and portrayed Jewish men not once but twice. Now he is capitalizing on being a victim--a Jew in fact--of the Holocaust. If only it were a joke or something I could turn into a joke, but I can't even make jokes as this upsets the bigots even more than just merely reporting about it.

Yet, that continues not only a deception but moreover what could be called a Bigger Lie than The Big Lie which is a copy of other Big Lies that have been bandied about and used now as a catch-phrase for the lie about the 2020 presidential (US) election. 

This white German male got two American pop singers who are "African-American" to utter anti-Semitism at me--these also portray themselves as defenders against racism and are multi-millionaires or billionaires for having such pretentions. One of them produced or helped create a documentary about Kalif Browder--and the most telling part of this hypocrisy is that when Browder reported white vans following him around and being parked outside his home and that he was under Surveillance, JayZ only chose to include one side of the official response to such honest allegations: that Browder was "delusional". Oh, how many times I have heard this same Big Lie when I attempted to report "gang stalking" activities as police called me "delusional" and "schizophrenic" and that I was just "jealous" of the men I claimed were ordering the proxy stalking (I had no idea that this was a global terror network when I tried to report these home break-ins and the men attacking me--at that time it was another group of people--so many groups of "people" ago. But JayZ the great black Nazi and his black Nazi wife with their host of black Nazi celebrities who have obtained huge , I mean huge promotions out of abusing me for the past few years, fully incorporated into the Nazi network of celebrity status welcomed by Europigapes into fascist locales in Europe cheered on and promoted--but.. according to JayZ who is intimately involved in surveillance, connected to people being mind controlled people like Browder being targeted incarcerated (my form of incarceration and torture and solitary confinement is not very dissimilar in effect to what Browder experienced) but of course JayZ came off as a defender of blacks incarcerated unjustly and thus he and his bouncy wife can so easily play both sides of the racial divide--. 

Thusly: it's sickening seeing them--meaning one of the teleporting terrorist celebrities after the next-- 

smiling winning awards and now one of them has co-opted victimization of Jews by Germans and in obtaining the role has played the Nazi victimizing me--ostensibly I am supposed to represent the role that this group is trying to force upon me--the reward for every kind of hitting, punching, rape, urinating on, spitting on, stealing my cat stealing my ideas maiming my body endless violence has been frontline spots for celebrity after celebrity--all crying into the microphones about the victims and how they are wonderful human beings all being championed for their various humanitarian displays all fighting against racism--every single one--that includes many a "Jew" in the celebrity/writer/producer/director roles who nearly epitomize the function of fighting against Nazis--who have participated with Nazis in attacking me for years--I remain fighting for my life every day writing about this crime as no one ever defends me to the point that I can finally not have to write any more of these posts in this endless appeal for justice for this to be stopped for these criminals to be forced to pay me for the ideas they stole (that includes Steven Spielberg--who I was referring to but not by any means the one-and-only "Jew" who has attacked me in partnership with Nazis--as most of them nearly grovel towards Nazis many of the Jewish men are married to blonde racist Nazi women and/or the women of that ilk bow deferentially as well and obtain their production studios and awards and public appearances and sit on panels and etc etc---all of them "fighting" against every fascist and Nazi problem around the world. All of them participating in this crime against me, treating me as they are instructed with hate, abuse, theft of anything they can steal (Spielberg stole an idea from me in his movie Ready Player One) has left me to beg for my life online and has obtained his continued pass to play the victimized "Jew" fighting fighting fighting as they all are against racism and promptly obeying all orders just following to attack the targets for their acceptance into the inner folds of the global Nazi terror network.

The Capital Insurrection Committee now investigating the riots are calling the militarized rioter "terrorists" and I have been calling these actors who have all supported this fascist Nazi takeover movement which has also had it's tentacles into the H-wood spectrum. Yet that remains silent. I remain sitting here writing another post for another day, hoping that every increment of resistance I make every post somehow will whittle down their organization will prove another tear in the fabric of silence and complicity. As the problems mount from having allowed this organization to go unfettered into higher positions, one can see that the police and members of law enforcement were all involved in the breach of the capital. I suggest that the Brooklyn mafia thugs such as DeNiro who made huge sobbing and insulting remarks towards Trump is one of his biggest beneficiaries is one of his most staunch supporters is a criminal terrorist psychopath and so are the mafia actors and people involved with his participation (that includes Scorsese-- and even if Scorsese interviews or makes a mini-documentary about a "Jewish" woman from New York that doesn't exempt her from being another Jewish Nazi playing the role demanded of her by the Nazi organization. The role demanded by Scorsese and the "Italian-American" terrorists who are so championed because they make movies and performances glamorizing their otherwise absolutely unglamorous ugliness, hate and insipid mediocrity. So absolutely heralded and championed year-after-year for the psychopathy that they epitomize how beloved they are. How they fully support racism and hate and genocide and the Holocaust and terror death squads in real life. How people want to be part of death squads and be Nazis and get full applause for mass murder and mass theft. 

I have to ask myself if I want to continue to follow the news and see how much ridiculous sickness there is in the movie industry but if only this situation of these very same people teleporting and attacking me would be stopped then I could revert to the time (9/10 of my life up until this horrid situation of celebrities and scumbag wealthy Europigape men teleporting and raping me and of course the years of non-famous scumbags doing the same things---)

all those years I blissfully didn't watch tv--most of the 80's I watched no television or movies and I really never started until the poisoning was so deeply embedded into my body I was basically to drugged up and paralyzed to do more that sit and try to watch flit flodder in order to numb out the sickness--and I am still at that state.

But watching the celebrity news circus is a macabre dizzying sickness. Yet here are the police who defended Democracy--and the leader of the Committee designated to investigate this crime against "Democracy" is another flagrant egoist who could not give a damn about Democracy--another bombastic psychopath but in this version it's a celebrity politician named Nancy Pelosi who with the Austrian Nazi threatened to have my foot cut off because I became outraged after she too assaulted me alongside this Nazi actor the robot killing machine body builder who had already been assaulting me for at least two months as she joined on in to get her promotion and probably graft from the American Rescue bill where millions or much more of the money went to the California sink hole committee that Pelosi also covertly sat astride along with the Nazi fascist anti-Democratic celebrities--attacking me of course.

How much of the news should I avoid not to react to all of this? 

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Of course, this fascist terror group is trying to abuse and torture me into accepting and embracing it all instead of writing or complaining or resisting it. Like all the good rapists and abusers and sell-outs and co-conspirators mentioned in passing and as vague reference above--the list is so long just a few names is a tiny drop in a huge vast expanse of ripple-effect of this ever-enlarging concentric circle of circles upon circles of just celebrities who all have armies and armies of thugs to attack me as proxy abusers for them. It would seem that the very people defending Democracy as they try to indict Trump--or they may consider that possibility. The very people the very person who is trying to get revenge upon someone who may have had her murdered is actually just another cog in the same fascist Nazi racist killing machine that she is trying to weaken (let the racism and targeting and gang stalking remain as long as people like me are being tortured, raped and silenced but if the gang stalking and these orchestrated fascist nazi groups remain below-the-surface as they have for decades then racists like Pelosi can continue to posture with her bs about how she is fighting racism and for Democracy and for "The American People".

And so, there is now no news I can watch without becoming enraged that this situation of me being attacked is somehow not relegated to being a consideration in the problem at hand of this emerging fascist state.

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*ALL OF THE ABOVE WRITTEN WITH HACKER REDACTION (deletions, rewrites) AND "MIND CONTROL" BLOCKS TO MY BRAIN AND COGNITIVE FUNCTIONING (PLUS A HEFTY DOSE OF HACKER BLOCKS TO THE KEYBOARD).

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I am struggling to rewrite what hackers have either inserted into my post or used "mind control" subliminals to insert into my subconsciousness which I repeat. The mind control used against me is awful and I am still at a loss as how to control it. I only recognize it after I say or write such ideas that I actually never composed in my own mind. I am under attack in very insidious ways while I am in public and there is at least one mind control attack that renders me incapable of protecting my speech or behavior--every time I am in public one attack minimum that leaves me nearly aghast at how awful the mind control operation is. Mostly, how sinister, stupid, ugly and vile these operatives are and the modus operandi that is used as discrediting of the target (me in this case). What is more disconcerting is how false their superficial posturing for society is, and my highly distraught, hacked, rewritten (most grammar is gone in the above post--run-on string broken sentences permeate all due to hackers rewriting, deleting and etc).

Yet, I am trying and trying to write and express what is continuously being silenced. So many "important" personalities involved obviously they can't have any hint or trace of their actual real proclivities made vaguely known. I remain writing to some coterie of people who read this and remain withdrawn, fawning over the criminals I write of and I suspect living in terror of the threat of what might happen if this information was acted upon or the system actually changed. As it is, I have to decide whether I continue to watch and read the news which is fraught with the personalities attacking me. I am also under extreme mind control every time I watch these news stories or read about them--these celebrities and politicians also obtain more promotions for every reaction I make (I hypothesize that is what happens, because they really yearn for me to react and I am under mind control every time I sit here writing). Now the pounding down to get the keyboard to work is exhausting I can't go on any longer fighting to pound down to type on this stiffened hacked keyboard. Plus the mind control. I was just rewriting what hackers either inserted (as I don't remember calling Nancy Pelosi a fascist Pig ape but that was published and I think I did not actually write that). I had to delete it and rewrite it. Now I am adding on more. I am under mind control but now the hacking is forcing me to fight to pound down so this is all I can do. They want me to write so these bigots and their minions can continue to obtain ideas (I suppose that is still going on?).

I really don't know if I would be less threatened or attacked if I did not watch the news any longer or watch movies? Nope. No. The attacks were worse before I became engrossed with being as aware as possible about what is going on. I try to affect change but I am silenced. May my words have some long-lasting effect to stop this terror organization. That is all I can hope for. In the meantime, I must read and watch as absolute fakes and criminals are being portrayed as heroes of society. While the real heroes are silenced or mocked--the Capital police who nearly fought to the death to defend the Capital are being derided by politicians now. They were called Traitors by those who were trying to kill and destroy the police and the politicians on January 6, 2021. The defection is unbelievable in all directions from all quarters of power in society. The absolute lies are bigger than any of the Big Lies that the liars every laid out.

I am listening and watching the Capital Police and D.C. Police testify before the Congressional Committee that Pelosi has convened to investigate the Capital breach. Every celebrity I have written of all these years are fully in support of Trump and regardless of their public stance for the cameras and their feigned concern celebrity promotions, they don't care. This group is what the fascist cartel has put into power and this is the kind of terrorism that is being fomented into highest positions of power in the very influential mind control cartel that H-wood represents. As I watch and listen to the 4 officers testifying and crying into the microphones today--all with severe injuries, all cracking in tears and describing death threats and fighting for their lives and for Democracy--I think of the fakes who perform the utter bs that is supposed to amplify all that America represents and all they do is BETRAY the country if they can get promoted. Their treason is ignored. I am at the brink of tears listening to each of these officers--more sorrow listening to the real heroes of America than years of watching the utter K-rap that these sell-outs from Whorewood produce and act in their awful fake movies and the mind control plots. These celebrities fully support a fascist Nazi take-over of the country. If you want to watch something truly uplifting-if you want to see what real heroes of society are, what really fighting for justice really means--then watch the testimony of the officers and not the utter s*** that these puke expletives perpetually come out with their superhero crap and bs and all the humanitarian stances they feign they uphold.

 

I was teleported to my cat La Moux last night. She is being slowly killed by the people who stole her. She was stolen from me by one of the celebrity rapists in 2013. She has been waiting and slowly dying for me to come and rescue her. She was born in 1999 and I so much want her to not be abused to death because she is my cat. She needs me now.

 This cat is more like my child than any animal as a pet. This is my only family I have left. Please, please stop this cruelty that this group of violent brutes have inflicted upon me and my cat. Please have her returned to me alive and healthy and with my own home that should be paid-for by the billionaires and millionaires who have not only tortured me and should pay me restitution and be stopped from further violence towards me, but also they have stolen concepts and creative ideas from me and have not only done that but tortured and maimed and disfigured and severed parts of my body off using their minion terrorist "gang stalking" organization.

My cat is all that I want to live with. This group is using her as collateral and like a hostage in order to force me to conform to the exploitation that they plan on forcing upon me. Their plot is to force me to have a "baby " with some man who is abusive, vikolent and hateful towards me (all of the people involved in this are extremely violent, nasty, abusive and hateful towards me--without fail, day-after-day , year-after-year; after they steal ideas. After they have made my body broken down my home so stinking and filthy it's toxic and deadly to live in and the threat to kill my cat has been used to manipulate me for years.

She was born in 1999 and I so much want her to not be abused to death because she is my cat. She needs me now. She is obese, is somewhere being ignored, where I used to play with her every single day and she was alive, vital and joyous. Now she is dying and waiting and waiting. The cruelty towards me by your celebrity "heroes" of society I beseech the readers to please have her returned to me alive and healthy and for this cruelty and violence perpetually aimed at me only because I was microchipped and some hateful person or group put some contract out on me to have me turned into an abused and destroyed mind control slave--so my cat must suffer so I must be tortured because I am fighting for justice and freedom. Will someone please have her returned to me alive and well--without me having to be forced to be with rapist racist abusers who are violent and loveless and so negative and hateful towards me just so they can obtain some contract bonus and deal out of this endless violence towards me. Please--my cat is named La Moux--she is the avatar for my Facebook page--an American Shorthair breed--the last I knew, Donald Trump had taken her to some man to take care of her--I have been teleported to her many times while she believes, as an innocent and loving animal, that I have finally returned and have come to take her away from the nasty and negative people who are ignoring her. This is cruelty not only towards me but cruelty towards my cat who is even more innocent than me.

An examination of popular culture including tv/movies/pop music. A eulogy: "Spiritual Bankruptcy in the post-modern world" as briefly peeked-into by two men discussing the feminist breakthrough writer Susan Sontag. "Sontag embodies an age now lost. One where ideas matter. She understood the vital importance of culture, especially in a country (The USA) descending into banality and unbridled consumerism. And she fought, with unmatched ferocity, to protect it."--Benjamin Moser, Sontag biographer. (see video below) How I long to not be drugged/poisoned/under brainwave altering technocratic oppression in order to focus and concentrate on topics that truly interest me. I find myself in an utter state of inertia and exhaustion every day due to various modes of brain/physical attack. The emotional drain from the hateful parasites attacking me is also a negative that I can't overcome with all the other obstacles to focus and concentration. On this theme, how I would love to write and express myself in creative form without fearing that all will be stolen, that the keyboard won't be hacked, that what I write won't be altered to discredit me. That I were not blocked by hateful bigots who want a Nazi-only limited box of ideology and stereotypical imagery to be always put in front and everything I do either stolen or shunted off to be discarded with contempt and silencing and blocks to all functionality and publishing and potential and opportunity.

 "JOHN BERGER AND SUSAN SONTAG TO TELL A STORY 1983."  

"Sontag embodies an age now lost. One where ideas matter. She understood the vital importance of culture, especially in a country (The USA) descending into banality and unbridled consumerism. And she fought, with unmatched ferocity, to protect it."--Benjamin Moser, Sontag biographer. (see video below)

"LIFE AND WORK OF SUSAN SONTAG". RT America. July 25, 2021.

I was required to read John Berger's book on art, Ways of Seeing, that shaped a different perspective in my analysis of art and function. This was for a Freshman (undergraduate) course basically in the realm of sociology.

Susan Sontag was a writer I also was required to read, and I have lapsed into forgetfulness of her writings and thus, this will be a good refresher if I can get past the three other 2-hour videos on politics by Chomsky and another one by a former Intelligence operative on how the Cold War has never ended.

The drugging keeps me very ill and unable to focus or concentrate (or is it the remote mind control attacks forcing this with/without the drugging?).

Very worthwhile listening to, spending time if only I was not so ill from drugging/poisoning (concentrate is diminished at least by 50% due to this factor).

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One critical feminist perspective that I relied on when listening to the Harvard-trained RT interviewer and the male writer examining the legacy of feminist writer/lesbian/activist/scholar/scriptwriter Susan Sontag is their mutual veiled sexism when detailing how Sontag was a "sadomasochist" and their explanation for why Ms. Sontag was such an emotional wreck (veiled interpretation, words so cleverly concealed but containing the kernel of this essence of her emotional dysfunction and miserable state of living on a personal and sexual level) is that as a Lesbian (who lived with her partner, celebrity icon photographer Annie Leibovitz) for a number of years apparently as well as any pair has done for that length of time--but in a sense discredited as a woman for her emotional foibles, according to the two men creating this image of Sontag as being unable to emotionally intersect with any other human being on a real and tangible emotional level. Due to a few of Sontag's personal introspective analyses of her childhood and her mother's proclivity to abandon the young daughter once any suiter or male swept the mother into some other type of emotional bonding, leaving the young Susan Sontag to flit in isolation and thus, according to these two male commentators of the "intellectual" prowess savvy accepted media commentator status, left an uneradicated scar on Sontag's psyche to the point that only abandoning all lovers emotionally was all she could do in her brilliant intellectual career but, as the men felt relieved to state, emotionally she was essentially as "loser".

This kind of stereotype of women who are successful, when it comes to having a level of comparable or superior capability to males of the same rank in the same field of intellectual pursuit, who are competent as far as producing analytic content goes, but by elimination of their own failures, the fault of the female threat to their manhood must necessarily be somewhat not only a lesbian but even in that escapism from male domination, the domination of this cliche of the woman being emotionally bankrupt is one of the staples of the continuing discrediting of women who hold such a threat to women's independence from the shackles of the intellectual world dominated by males (and violence and threat are not exempt in that lofty world where concepts of using force, intimidation and lies and violence are supposed to be carefully analyzed away or buried into some innocuous pursuit like sports or career aspirations).

Sontag is honored but discredited as the dysfunctional sadomasochistic lesbian by men who are put into the pop culture world of information dissemination on how to analyze content and how to perceive those who are held in reverence but are blocked in this current "post modern" world which these men dominate (with a few "lesbian"/bisexual women trailing behind but put carefully into higher positions as long as they tow the line of male violence and domination. I write this as I have been teleported to more than one of these very famous American types and they are fully immersed in this type of male subordination of me, as long as it can't happen to them--so they assume.) I doubt my analysis of how these men put into the slots that could otherwise be occupied by conflicting narratives would have occurred to any of these "feminist" women who have participated in the torture and violence inflicted upon me by the most sexist, misogynist, rapist, woman-hating organization which has catapulted women who obey but appear ostensibly as "feminist" icons for their endless slew of media productions and political campaigning.

Terrorist vehicular report and other filth attacks from the same predators I have been writing of for perhaps a few aeons. July 24, 2021.

 I'm sure these parasites who energetically feed off ordering these filthy and stupid sick attacks never tire of the energy they feed off from the violence and negativity they truly emit.

My motorbike was punctured--the back wheel had a very long screw drilled into it--that happened yesterday-or I discovered it yesterday as I was in a hurry to get my Fed Ex package. My motorbike had been also changed in a parallel position in the parking lot--instead of the slots where I always put it in the correct position. Another motorbike was parked within a few inches of it in the parallel position to the actual vertical spaces for parking. Every motorbike grease hole-in-the-wall in my vicinity was prepared to do the "gang stalking" circus performance as teams of people drove up. I was lied to about service and I was overcharged but I got the tire fixed (I asked for a new tire, they said "NEW" back to me and then put a patch on the hole (taking the very long screw out first--I watched as the thing that had been drilled into the tire was at least 4 inches long). The price in Thailand would be half of what they charged me. As they lied to me and I had no options and no way to communicate as they always tell me they can't understand anything I am saying, even when I speak in very basic Thai (such as shouting numbers in Thai that a child could understand but they never can, these terrorist attackers are all told to say the same things and they all perform according to script).

The tire had also been attacked the previous time I drove out of this place--last week. That means that this is going to be a continuous form of attack--either damaging the motorbike or attacking the tires and wheels. This is now recurring. It is coming from the most recent addition to the H-wood attack group aka (celebrities). 

Another very disgusting recurring attack is for cockroaches to be put alive into spaces such as the box I keep my pressure cooker in (there is no storage room any longer, all cabinets are sealed and pounded together I can't use any closets in this room. The few I do use are locked and sealed which I open almost 1x every two months--stinking fungus wafts out of the closets just used for clothing and material items. I can't use any single closed space for any utensils or cooking ware, but I do keep the pressure cooker in a box on the floor in a tight angle between some other boxes I use to store things--there is a tiny walkway between the bed and these boxes and the useless cupboards which I can't use (trying to stop the mechanical arms I finally just sealed up every closet and cupboard in the series of them extending from floor to ceiling in this endlessly paneled attack/surveillance torture chamber "studio".

Cockroaches put into the cubboard underneath the sink--which is stinking with fungus and brown grease smeared into the trays and water dripping from the pipes that are always being broken (all seals are broken or removed--in every place I have lived for over 15 years this has been the endless case--it is a waste trying to insert new seals as they are immediately removed when I leave the place I "live" so the problem is never stopped).

The motorbike and the live cockroaches put in spaces where I keep cooking and other items is one of the newer attacks of filth that the newest addition to this gang from Whorewood has included with open arms and legs into their clique of abusers, users, parasites, etc etc. Absolutely filthy and disgusting, as they all are and the attacks only demonstrate their true leanings and their real personalities.

This newest expletive is not going to stop having this filth and this real attack on my motorbike which is expensive--he is now costing me a lot of money in constantly repairing and throwing things away. The filth he has ordered to be poured on me into me on my property now things are being broken and I am being overcharge double for every thing I order or attempt to fix from their endless attacks--from this next wealthy person who has exploited and assaulted me in most filthy and nasty ways while I am a very kindly and nice person to all these parasites who attack me until finally I can't stand them any longer and fighting to get them off for some of them has lasted over 8 years of continuously saying no and trying to kill them--they never stop they never stop attacking me they never let go of trying to obtain every single thing possible out of this contract out on me--finally they are not human beings any longer but repulsive and filthy disgusting parasitic whores and apes I can't stand even writing their names but I just want them off of me

and this filth and these disgusting attacks are not going to be stopped unless someone stops these people.

I have tried do endlessly to describe how dangerous they are to the welfare of the United States and all they have participated in the near demise of the Democratic system but still they are allowed to continue to gloat over their crimes against me as their violence escalates and the silence and apathy and nothingness of the void as a response remains like a stable factor or variable. I still can't understand how people so desperately want such a hate system to thrive but..they keep on being rewarded they keep on being put into highest positions and obviously people who fully approve of this system and are fully integrated into it are reading this right now--obviously.

Yet I just ask for this sickening and increasingly vile and disgusting (in my estimation) person who wants so desperately to have a "baby" out of me so he and his group can be promoted into very high-ranking positions and I just want to be left alone. Can't these parasites obtain high positions on the merit of their "art" or talent? Why must it always be me being attacked for these expletives to be promoted why also must I endlessly ask and beg for anyone to finally stop this endless sickness and why can't anyone ever see what a disgusting system this is and actually do something to end it? I have to endlessly ask the same question as the answer remains the same always and yet I still can't believe the utter stupidity of the human race in putting such filth into highest positions because they order filth and crap to be poured into my body and home and all I work for stolen by them so they can appear as if they are not programmed mediocrities with a lot of plastic surgery enhancing the filth of their disgusting personalities?

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I am under mind control so I am not getting to the point, being succinct is impossible and my emotions are being tweaked while my sober mental capabilities are being thwarted --I believe this is always the case when I begin to rant with hate and I stop writing about what I was intending to convey on a practicable level of informative output. 

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The mind control is devastating and I experienced another attack at the store--but right now I am tired from pounding down as the keyboard is under attack m yhands can't move I am exhausted from trying to think and rewrite and backspace and pound down on the keys because the keyboard is being hacked and is so stiff it's now physically exhausting to pound down any longer.

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But.. I literally could not think or move while someone was pushing my cart into me as I was loading my groceries at a bakery cashier counter--it was a Thai woman shouting at me to move my cart while I was unpacking items from the cart onto the counter. I was blasting music into my ears with earbuds. I became confused I only could think of what I was going to say--all my defenses are blocked during these mind control attacks as people push into me and insult and threaten and do sick things and I am stunned, can't speak, am paralyzed and then I find my lips moving up into a "forced" ugly smile--like my face is plastic being manipulated and my facial muscles go up into a grimmace as I begin to giggle while I am under attack--I only recognize it after the attack has happened and after my seemingly "weak" or inappropriate reaction has occurred and there is no longer time to remedy the mind control forced reaction. I could feel my brain being zapped--like I was spinning--confused as she was pushing and ramming my cart into me. Only 5 minutes later could I "remember" that I would have told her to stop bothering me or to be firm and say something like"I'm busy stop pushing my cart" but I was frozen--like my head was spinning and I was dizzy--but standing still unable to move--unable to speak unable to "understand"

this happens every time I am in public while people surround and attack me in these stupid and nasty terrorist endless protocols that are so repetitive--but every time, my brain is blanked and this is too powerful for me to handle alone without any shielding and also alone surrounded by these creeple and also with endless attacks that never end and no support no protection no friends no allies and nothing and no one and endless stress, physical attacks from mechanical arms, drugging in my food and on my skin and etc etc

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last night again I was attacked in a mind control way that was disgusting. It was a nasty and stupid skit that was played but it was a German woman swimming in a pool and I swam in a lane next to her and she glared in hate at me and like an editing freeze/stop/action frame (i.e. actors used to these types of edited scenes) I said from under the black haze that I was "awoken" to in the sleeping teleported state--something polite to this disgusting German pig ape skank creep like 'Oh, I didn't know you were going to swim" or something akin to being apologetic. In my mind it was actually being polite and not wanting to bother other people--my politeness and my kindness actually but these people ONLY want to bother others for their power--and so it was this almost diametrically-opposed attacker/polite response in this instant "waken" state while teleported, not knowing where I was, the situation, and just repeating what I was told to say while under hypnosis, in this state, while sleeping, etc etc as the parasites felt relieved that they got their next free deal for being pig ape parasitic predators feeding off abusing someone else--as they all do.

I can't describe how disgusting these creeple are and their modus operandi is always something I consider the realm of inferior people who do not deserve in any respect to be in the position of leading anything but a criminal ring--not leaders of entertainment or the arts or politics--as they all do in this case of attack against me.

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Of course people keep putting them into positions of power and I can never find them or their movies or music or art or politics anything but utter crap upon humanity and I have to dig to find anything credible or artistic from output from OTHER people who I find have good output on any level.

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It was a kind of hateful post today, as always. What they are doing is disgusting they are all out laughing and giggling and enjoying the millions of dollars in new deals. They are now making me lose the tiny bit of money I have spent months trying to save because they are breaking the motorbike and breaking all the few things I own and I must spend all my time cleaning up stinking filth and fight to get the poison and drugs out that it's now--over 10 years of fighting and fighting as they attack like the parasitic filth that they are. Your favorite celebrities--the sexualized scumbags you all think are so cool.

"A WOMAN'S PLACE IS IN THE HOUSE. THE HOUSE OF REPRESENTATIVES."--Bella Abzug. The fight against the backlash must resume and then go into hyper-drive action. Mississippi Goddamn.

 LOIS SASSON ON BELLA ABZUG

I write this post today because it pertains significantly to my situation of being "gang stalked", targeted, tortured, they are trying to turn me into a nearly zombified sex slave abused and torture-to-death symbol for the endless onslaught of the racist/rapist/white supremacist/Nazi/fascist agenda that is sweeping over the United States and has been (all my life but it has surfaced directly in the last few years). The deluge will affect more people than just me or people you reading this assume are only supposed to be the victims but of course in your callous disregard for human life you assume it can NEVER happen to you.

"...Why we need more women in Congress...why we need more women to vote...". Excluding of course those of the "Freedom (to screw you over or kill you and use mind control on you) types like the former Phyllis Schlafly and those women currently opposing abortion and women's independence from male domination society (excluding the men who are warm and tender towards women who aspire for a career but also men who aren't bigoted racists in that respect and who only support fascist Nazi women who pretend that they are "feminist" but can't wait to push other women down --i.e. me--if they also want a career which their bigoted rapist fascist Nazi white males support for them but make sure I can't compete--)

WE ALSO NEED PEOPLE TO FIGHT THIS MOST RACIST AND FASCIST NAZI SYSTEMATIC FORM OF DISCRIMINATORY VIOLENCE THAT HAS BEEN SUPPRESSED--THE TECHNOLOGIES THE GANG STALKING TERRORISM THE DRUGGING DONE IN RESTAURANTS, BY AGENTS POSING AS LOVERS OR SPOUSES OR EVEN DONE BY CHILDREN OR SO-CALLED "FRIENDS".

WE, PEOPLE WHO ARE SUFFERING UNDER THE ENDLESS DECADES AND CENTURIES OF FASCIST RACIST NAZI BIGOTED OPPRESSION--WE NEED MORE REPRESENTATIVES WE NEED TO BEGIN TO FIGHT HARDER THAN EVER BEFORE BECAUSE THE BACKLASH IS NOW AT THE STAGE OF REVERSING WARS LEGISLATION AND RIGHTS THAT WOMEN AND SOME (A MUCH SMALLER MINORITY OF) MEN FOUGHT TO ACHIEVE. IT'S ALL BEING TAKEN AWAY SYSTEMATICALLY DON'T LET THEM CONTINUE TO FOMET A RACIST SYSTEM USING THIS TECHNOLOGY OF MIND CONTROL BECAUSE EVENTUALLY IT WILL BE TURNED EVEN AGAINST YOU DUMBED DOWN NAZI WOMEN READING THIS WHO ASSUME IT ONLY HAPPENS TO ME or women you don't want to see rise up and defeat you if only given the chance to compete and not be tortured slowly to death like a witch hunt because "society" can't stand to see women like me have any power, money, beauty, success in any endeavor or independence. They want me shackled to some abuser controller, whether male or female, black or white or any other "race" or any orientation, the organization of the terror network is not inclusive only towards white supremacists but it certainly revolves like a centrifuge around that certain cluster and operates from within that framework of absolute racism turned into covert and overt murder and assassination operations. Thwarting of brain activity, poisoning, drugging, rape and non-stop violence has been my "punishment" for trying to compete and succeeding against bigot Nazis.

Now I say you must not assume that the targets do not include yourselves. It might also behoove some people to actually begin to foster some form of broad and basic compassion towards other human beings and not to turn away while someone is being tortured and oppressed with these covert groups and weapons. What you do to someone else is likely to also happen to you at one point or another (to various degrees of seriousness).

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"HOW A MISSISSIPPI ANTI-ABORTION LAW COULD LEAD TO OVERTURNING ROE V. WADE."   Washington Post. June 4, 2021.

Mississippi Goddamn.

FIGHT all you Wymen (feminist spelling) out there

FIGHT all you Riot Grrrls

FIGHT all you #MeToo! activists

the men can rape you and get away with it, and there will be no excuse if you cannot afford an abortion past the narrowing window and also can't afford to fly or go to another state to obtain an abortion.

The Domino Effect may be in effect unless people FIGHT.

Contact your Congressional representatives and contact the Supreme Court judges and march in the streets.

Fight poverty fight women's continuing powerlessness in the face of men's rape culture and their demands that women remain in the home, pregnant and destitute under their control and our ubiquitous domestic violence & rape culture & disenfranchisement of women and their children society is on the verge of obtaining another "win" from the skewed Supreme Court if this ruling is passed.

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"MISSISSIPPI GODDAMN." Nina Simone. 1965.

Update on Fed Ex Terrorist/hacking denial of service attack:

 The package has been listed on the Fed Ex site (but no alerts arrived in my email as I have ordered on the site, which have appeared every day except for today, the day of delivery at the Phuket station where I have to pick it up).

I used my SKYPE to phone this branch a few days ago. Now the sound is being remotely blocked. The microphone is listed as being turned on but when I phone the "Echo" Skype testing service that is now being blocked and the call is cut off. I phoned the Phuket station and they hung up on me as well, as if they can't hear me and there is no sound.

Thus, if I drive the long distance to this station they could tell me--as they did the last time I picked a package up there 2 years ago, that the "site has the package listed as having arrived but it hasn't been delivered HERE yet--maybe come back in an hour." (their English was much worse than that, they used gestures and could barely speak English at the one and only Fed Ex station in international Phuket with over 9 million tourists and 30,000 foreigners many out of English-speaking countries.

Plus...the keyboard and laptop I'm using are being blocked and hacked so the operation time is extremely slow, the keyboard is nearly at an impossible state of dysfunction and I'm just struggling to use basic functions including making one phone call to a Fed Ex station to make sure they won't screw me over and over today, using the exact same system of attack as they did the last and only time I have ever been there. Being prepared in advance does not stop the DOS attacks and the lying agents operating at these branches and systems of attack at every juncture of the process (all telecommunications are diverted to probably one source of terrorist hackers, but I am not certain if that is necessarily the case but usually it's the same voices which answer the phones out of very similar places.)

Details of the global surveillance entrapment technocracy. Far more Widespread and Beyond the Pegasus Spyware scandal. The entrenched and certified Global surveillance and discrimination terrorist operation (see video below for a much more comprehensive examination of topic). Terrorist Fed Ex attack plus other technological/internet hacks/denial of service: July 23, 2021.

"HOW TO PROTECT YOUR SECURITY AND PRIVACY." Lynnette Zang. July 23, 2021.

 

Today, Friday July 23, 2021, my package sent from my lying, rip-off terrorist mail service in Orlando, sent this FedEx Economy package at the highest price (quoted as at a higher price than Priority 1-3 day service, which is what I had requested)--charging me nearly twice the price for Priority at the slowest delivery schedule. This package is supposed to have arrived in Phuket today. The tracking site shows only the information from yesterday's logging activity. Every morning the email alerts for the status of the shipment have appeared on my email address except for today which is the day it is supposed to arrive. The package was listed as being in the Bangkok area yesterday. The package was also listed as having left the FedEx Bangkok hub sorting area yesterday. A flight from Bangkok to Phuket takes more or less 2 hours to complete. It arrived in Phuket yesterday but the status is now being blocked. This morning there are no alerts and the status remains exactly the same as it was yesterday. I need this package in order to pay my rent, the contents are critical for me to obtain immediately which is why I paid so highly but got charged at twice the rate as Priority and am waiting as the hacking terrorist system is going into discriminatory mode once more to block everything. 

The male who operates the station here in Phuket, who is a terrorist agent whether he is the actual customer service agent or just an terrorist posing as such (as part of the "gang stalking" terrorist organization, which always has someone posing as an actual employee of every business whether they are an infiltrator into the business or an actual prop--but this also occurs worldwide and always happens in every business and health care and university and every kind of transaction possible in the United States--my personal experience related here is unbiased and with retrospective analysis of all the protocols that have been endlessly repeated throughout the years of this attack systematic discriminatory set of protocols.

The terrorist agent at the Phuket Fed Ex branch, the one and only station in Phuket that is listed (and either terrorist hackers blocked all information on DHL but that is either blocked or all stations are closed in Phuket, after the pandemic much has been closed here. Because I cannot reach any business without my phone calls being diverted to terrorist agents who attack me while the terrorists in my vicinity are manipulating the microchip implant in my throat so I can barely speak, as they tell me to scream into the phone because they cannot hear me--a most typical phone terrorist attack I experience at probably a 70% rate); this happened the last time I phoned this man 5 days ago--screaming and repeating simple numbers to get him to repeat correctly the tracking number as he said he could not understand and could not hear me; this is the same male (because I recognize his voice, because I know that the same people attack me for years at various stores where I go for crucial needs who are there to attack me in any way possible, with glares as the rest of the staff sits back giggling because it's so much "fun" to target someone else). This is the same Thai male who was at the station two years ago who told me that the package had not arrived although the website said that it was ready for pick-up. He lied to me at the store and told me to return in a few hours--the drive there was very long and at that time the people attacking me had a series of very small cars drive out from behind huge trucks literally coming within 2 inches of hitting me as I drove directly at high speed in the middle of the road during high traffic times. At this time two years ago, after having to return because he lied to me about the package not having arrived although the website said it was at the station ready for pick-up, and what could I do? There was no manager there was no one to phone for any managerial assistance. When I returned, that time two years ago, this same man now waiting to attack me when I arrive today, or whenever the hackers stop blocking information, after I phone him to confirm that the package is actually ready to be picked-up at the station, while he will tell me he can't hear me that I must shout and repeat a series of 10-digit tracking numbers repeatedly (last time last week I had to repeat it 7 times, or more I lost count)--two years ago this terrorist posing as a Fed Ex employee  giggled as a group of Thai teenagers pushed behind me as I stood in line and got to the counter--the surrounded me at the counter and as he asked me various questions pretending he could not understand English well and I had to repeat at least 4 times simple information. While I stood there the group behind me ripped things on my clothing and flicked stuff on my jacket and etc...(this happens almost all the time, people coming from behind to ruin my clothing and put stains on my clothing as I pay--the cashiers always pretend nothing is happening. The people doing this are expert pick-pockets and thieves. I feel nothing. They steal things like keys if they are in my pocket, and etc etc

My internet terrorist blocks: this blog of course has been blocked since the Austrian bodybuilder former governor of California got involved in this contract out on me. My email account similarly has been manipulated so the emails I send out are sent immediately to my trash file within my own email account. I have to forward the email that wasn't sent back to my inbox and then forward it to the recipient. All the many terrorists I have to deal with at businesses such as this mail service in Orlando feigned that they never received critical information that I had sent through this loophole process. After I sent 3 more emails from another email account, which is currently being blocked so it time's out when I try to log-in--at a nearly 100% level of DOS attacks-it is becoming almost impossible to log-in to that account which I have been using for less than 5 days (but I created it years ago--the hacker?terrorists then blocked the page from me being able to scroll down to read emails past the 5 that appear on the front page--so I reverted back to Google and now I have to revert back to this system which is already being blocked).

I could go through the further process of sending a complaint to the Fed Ex agency but I can only surmise that this American business is firmly a component of the terrorist network and I am tired of fighting and writing and complaining to fake managers who do nothing--most of the time nothing is ever done about these attacks. So I write it here--maybe someone has some influence and can stop this attack upon me. I need that package well before banks close today at 5 pm and I need to be able to have time to pick the package up at one location and drive 10 miles to the one bank in Phuket that doesn't deny me service as all participate in lying and blocking services to me and there is no agency I can complain to all businesses here in Phuket actively participate in these terrorist activities.

I do not want America to become a similar dumbed down slave agency of Imperialistic Europ-a and other foreign entities who completely control everything including the Government here in Thailand. The situation is dire and the replacement of the people who had been friendly and nice has gone through a complete elimination of anyone who is friendly towards me--they are literally sent to other locations in Thailand or they get fired or they leave because this terror network has completed a thorough controlled socially-engineered master-slave colony and this is their ultimate goal for the United States. I believe Los Angeles is one of the most wealth-consumed master-slave cities in the United States. All the celebrities who attack me are operatives of one or another Europ-a country all are intimately connected through familial lines or through marriage they all follow Europ-a fascist Nazi protocols and now I see that Russian influence is a dominant factor behind all of them. I fight to stop this just by my resistance but I urge readers to consider what gullible traps they fall into when they are so beguiled by gold-plated fake charm of psychopathic usurpers out of these foreign countries. The result will be a completely modified and mediocre slave state that will resemble a failed State eventually with fascist Nazis controlling the upper tiers of society. It is already happening and it's been happening for decades.

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"Addressing Cybersecurity Vulnerabilities Facing Our Nation's Physical Infrastructure." US Senate EPW.

"SENATOR WHITEHOUSE QUESTIONS WITNESSES IN AN EPW HEARING ON INFRASTRUCTURE AND CYBERSECURITY."--Senator Sheldon Whitehouse. July 22, 2021.

 

Terrorist bodily attack: July 22, 2021. "Everything's Wrong if my Hair is Wrong." (song title--)

Everything's Wrong If My Hair is Wrong--The Waitresses (1983).

 

*this post was severely blocked from DOS attacks (browser freezing, hacking and interruptions while fighting to type--the keyboard going berserk as hackers insert typos while I am in the middle of fighting to type and can't get much out--the usual, as always---never ends. This means that probably hackers will delete/rewrite and alter my post to discredit me--

I know that my hair has been a main target of physical attack for decades. Before I could finally manage to somehow block entry into my room physically (meaning, without leaving overt evidence of break-in, but the mechanical arms continue to wreak every kind of damage of my home and body and property and food and health and well-being). My hair continues to fall out daily. I do not believe this is an organic process nor is it from some illness. Either my shampoo, conditioner, or other products I put in my hair have been poisoned with hair follicle loosening agent or some similar form of attack in one ointment or cleanser I put on my hair--I can't carry every single thing I use on my body around with me in the already 3-4 heavy bags I carry around with me containing items I ingest for healing (contained in glass bottles, very heavy, and bulky) and so, hair falls out daily. It's very disconcerting it's very damaging. I am writing about it out to the void. I need a safe home I need money in order to move to a place where this is not as easily accomplished as in this surveillance/torture chamber studio where every wall has panels and areas that can be breached by mechanical arms and remain as portals despite years of me fighting to figure out how this is happening and then not being able to stop it. The terrorists have made some of the areas that I should have been able to successfully block from entry--which were quickly and shoddily patched over and while appearing as faux wall paneling are extremely flimsy and smeared with chemicals to the wood is peeling and bends and can easily be breached--etc etc I am certain the areas are numerous where the breaching continues--particularly susceptible is the area beneath my kitchen sink and there are huge gaps where the cupboards should have closed firmly against the frame of the cupboards but instead nearly half-inch spaces/gaps create openings that the mechanical arms simply get through. I have patched them up with rubber and various bottles stuck into the spaces but the terrorists manage to get through everything. 

Thus, my body is attacked with these mechanical arms.

This morning I awoke to see a completely perfectly-rendered heart shape poured onto my bed sheets next to the spray bottle of water I keep on the bed (because there are microwave torture instruments just below my bed propped up and aimed at my body from the studio beneath mine--they burn my body so I must spray water to cool down the burning heat sensation. The water spray bottle was dry and had not been used but there was a completely symmetrical heart shape on the bed sheets that had been made mechanically by the mechanical arms which obviously can be utilized to create spherical shapes using the spray apparatus (which also sprays stinking substances into my hair, on my clothing, pours debris and crap on the floors, grease and brown stinking fungus concoctions on the walls and furniture, and etc etc. They slash into my toes and fingers and thus--my hair is being sprayed with something that is making is simply fall out from the root every day more and more falls out--the balding and thin spots on my scalp are alarming. I sleep with my entire body covered but the mechanical arms are operated probably by AI or some smart technology and it's all computer-driven software--I am certain. Of course I have no evidence. The water-shaped heart has dried out, my little mobile phone camera has already been broken and if I had taken a photo of this heart shape on the very dark wine-colored bed sheets I doubt this would suffice as any version of credible "evidence " of these hostile intrusions by these mechanical arms.

The cap I made that completely covers my head, with a chin strap--all of which I pin together as tightly to my chin/head as possible but there is still a small gap where a very thin mechanical arm can penetrate. I discover that the pins I use are sometimes off of the cap while I had closed them completely and from the interior of the fabric which I wind around the chin strap and secure with these very small safety pins. The pins (or some of them) are thrown on the floor when I wake up. My hair has not been able to grow for a few decades the attacks on my hair have left it scraggly, like someone took some sand paper and scraped my hair so it was like straw with chemicals poured on it so it's the texture of broken straw pieces. 

It is very hard to write now the hacking and the attack on my brain are making me sit here freezing and not able to move my hands or think or write and I will stop. It's all very bad. How long before the United States does not allow such a situation like this continue against a civilian, as I am also innocent and this is such a crime against me. How long must I wait for someone or any entity on the planet to defend me or stop this? I have heard that the plan is for no one to ever truly help the targets of such bombastic hate and targeting. Shame on the United States shame on the world for allowing such a system to destroy lives. Many who gave in and did what they were told have also been destroyed even when they did exactly as they were instructed to do by the Nazi pig apes and their rotten ilk.

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Oh my poor brain is under attack. I "remembered" this as I sat watching the news. I have to sleep with my hair and head wound with a cap and this sewn-on chin strap with safety pins typing it all down like a wind-around turban that extends to the base of my skull and all the way under my chin nearly down to my collar bone. The mechanical arms slip under the tiny area that is not completely plastered into my skin so I have no chance to protect many parts of my body. I was sleeping wearing pants to try to protect my skin on my thighs as the terrorists use the mechanical arms to slash cuts into my legs, to cut areas where I had shaven (and then douse some kind of scarring ointment so any cut becomes temporarily tattooed on my skin--but if this continues as it has, these all turn into scars.).

And then, even while sitting in front of this laptop I must wear a cap completely covering my head so the mechanical arms can't (continue to ) spray stinking fungus substances into my hair from areas behind my head--such as mechanical arms being extended through the piping of the kitchen sink that is just behind where I sit in front of this laptop-this studio is so tiny it is a microstudio. They also spray horrid substances on the kitchen countertop, which has a greasy brown residue upon waking as that also is an area of attack; this group wants me to continuously ingest poisonous substances but the poisoning is done so slowly that the gradual deterioration of my body appears as if I just don't eat well or take care of my body--or something that is part of an fake "organic" process of deterioration or "normal" illness. I am constantly fighting to not be maimed, scarred and my hair has been almost completely chemically treated out in areas and it's truly impossible for me to defend myself in this studio.

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My brain is truly under strong attack by brain-wave altering technology--however you want to define it* I "remember" ideas I had originally wanted to write but got "lost " in digressions and my hands can't move to type--the attacks make it feel like my brain is wading in thigh-high water trying to sprint and just being slowed down into a near crawl of mental exertion fighting what is being blocked in my brain by these terrorists operating these insidious and foul technologies (like all the foul and disgusting things that these terrorists do and gloat and feel elevated at doing).

I "forgot" to write that because I was sleeping with pants that I had also sewn foot coverings into the open holes where the feet are, the terrorists sprayed a most foul stinking rotten meat and fungus substance directly into the crotch area--night after night until I became ill from the attack. I now can't protect my body and these terrorists insert objects (I have had objects inserted under my skin to appear like cysts--and slashes, spider veins have been pounded into my legs while I have slept before I finally was able to manage to somehow block the front doors and windows from being breached--through much exertion, cost and effort because I can only rely on deductive reasoning to figure out and eliminate causes of entry--it has taken me years to understand with all the drugging and lack of finances (due to all financial earnings being blocked for years) and I could not afford materials every month so I would have to wait to buy more month-after-month. This is just never-ending, this endless fight to get teleporting rapinst abusers off me and to stop the violation and destruction of my body and to endlessly write about it into the void of the internet universe to apply repeatedly for years for redress of these wrongs for protection which all law enforcement denies me and any help or assistance in providing evidence so I can actually report these crimes or get any support whatsoever to stop these endless attacks and violations of all laws and it's just all never ending. How much longer must I wait for any humanity to step-up and demand justice for me? 

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I KNOW WHAT BOYS LIKE--The Waitresses

The Cold War has never ended. Former fears about Russian nuclear holocaust potential are now proven legitimate. Other technologies handed out to the terrorists attacking me, I believe, have been Russian mind control technologies that are extremely violent and deadly on various levels, yet appear as "normal" behavior induced. Combined with excessive drugging and the terrorist "gang stalking" networks/death squad thugs the technology is as lethal on a person micro level as this macro-level missile system that Russia just launched.//I believe that one of the latest most insidious technologies has been handed to one of the recent teleporters from his Russian contacts. The technology is out-of-this world metaphorically speaking and it's extremely dangerous and put in the most infantile and selfish and uninformed hands who plan on doing utmost evil and violence withal. According to this video news report (video below), Russia just launched the Tsirkon hypersonic missile which reaches Mach 7, or 10,000 kilometers per hour, or 6,000 miles per hour. It can hit within range a target over 200 miles away from launching site.

"BREAKING: RUSSIA SUCCESSFULLY TESTED HYPERSONIC MISSLE PRAISED BY PUTIN AS 'INVINCIBLE'." Russia Insight. July 20, 2021.

 

Watch how that thing flies up into space and fizzles away into the upper atmospheres. Dreaded technology. The Cold War has never stopped. People involved in attacking me are operating in concert with Russians--either they are American with East European contacts or they are from Europ-a-land and have operated in various capacities in Russia. There are Russian comments on various YouTube pages of a certain person who has teleported me. I believe they are either direct operatives or indirectly they are being worked up by Russian agents as middle-persons. I fear for the future of the United States. Stop allowing the fake smiling charming psychopaths from foreign countries to influence your decisions, oh aspiring couldn't-care-less celebrities (from America).

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"NOAM CHOMSKY--FOUNDATIONS OF THE WORLD ORDER: THE UN, WORLD BANK, IMF & DECL. OF HUMAN RIGHTS 1999." MIT Video Productions. December 7, 2018.

Today Senator Schumer (D-NY) is going to propose a vote on the beginning of the passing of a $3.5 billion infrastructure bill that will greatly change the SOP of American society. May it pass and many other bills from this more Progressively-inclined administration have great success in passing legislation to prevent more fascists and corporate usurpers being put into power positions where they exploit everything and everyone to the max. The exploitation mentality, along with an ingrained sense thereof of entitlement, has been the overwhelming mentality of the billionaires and millionaires out of politics and H-wood who have teleported me throughout all these years.

 "DEMOCRATS PUSH $3.5 TRILLION DEAL..." PBS Newshour. July 15, 2021.

That includes of course their Europ-a-influencers who hold much more power over their mentalities (those ultra-wealthy in the US I mentioned above) than the ethics of a Democratic society, of any kind of egalitarian justice, of anything resembling a functioning society where absolute violence is allowed in order to obtain a goal--with the technology they have been handed their absolute plunder philosophy comes to the fore-in addition to their ultra-violent propensities. The longer they use these technologies the more callous and violent they become. Their children are violent and meaningless abominations, which means they carry this over to the next generation which thoroughly imbibes the principles of exploitation to the point of killing at a whimsical state of chagrin at not getting what they want immediately; using these covert "non-lethal" technologies, mind control which can include "suicide programming" and the endless rape and plunder that they all gloat and smile and are thrilled to have "entitlement" in performing upon defenseless individuals--as I know that there are no people or law enforcement agencies protecting anyone in my situation.