It requires a handsome white male to reach the deep, penetrating sensitive alarm bells of the average viewer to react to surveillance State operations. Anti-Putin, ,anti-surveillance, anti-State-sponsored terror Russian HANDSOME WHITE MALE activist Alexey Nevalny is out of a coma after having been poisoned.

 This sounds so "feminist" and "bitter", but I am merely following in the current spate of movies and tv shows winning awards. A white male is raped, the world cries and the tv series wins all the best awards. The plot focuses upon a white male and his accomplice pseudo-lesbian sister fighting technotyrants using hacking top impenetrable, almost superhero skills. In the end, it is revealed that the protagonist is not merely acting "out" of a demented need for social change per se, but more out of a deep wound inflicted by his pedophile father and the system that protects such men from the travesties of stopping rape culture. When inflicted upon a white male, who otherwise could have gotten the happy, frilly blonde female and married, had a top CEO job, and was part of the social fabric with no undermining miserable outcast wanderings through wreaking revenge upon the society that has spurned him for the white male rape privilege and otherwise any other male in charge of children, or women, or anything deemed "inferior" and thus penetrable and easily accessible to rape penetration or molestation. The worst crime is assaulting a white male. I merely am following in the analysis of the movies and tv shows that have won top awards for the past few years.

Here is a real-life situation, and FINALLY the information that the gamut of terrorist "gang stalking" minions at the LOWER levels aspiring to become exonerated rapists and murdering bigot hate mongering who can say and utter any insult possible but torture and POISON anyone they deem offensive to their power monopoly--and any threat to their mediocrity and incompetence although they may fill the requirements of the job but nothing more outstanding than that.

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The information is now on CNN oh my gosh! However, albeit, not a whisper about possible parallel situations occurring within or relegated out of the United States. Of course, what a DEMOcrazy it,, the United States, and it's affiliate puppet master controllers is.are!!!\\ Waiting for it to be the past tens of a crazy Demo society turned into a semblance of a Democracy based on an equal distribution of power, checks and balances, equality and freedom of expression, movement without a surveillance state poisoning it's unwelcomed threats (i.e. me, now into almost into the 10th year of detoxing from poisoning that everyone around me helped to implant into my body--plus more torture while healing the entire 9.78 yeas of this without end).

A chance from Putin to some other recognized power may not mean a whole lot in the more wide spectrum of this system. If Germany is harboring Nevalny, perhaps it's because they really want to complete the Nordstrom 2 instead of being blocked in this huge power oil gambit collaborative effort with Russia. Probably worth more to Germany than Putin or his regime. The same system will remain in place--perhaps it will be labeled Glasnost 2 or 3?

https://edition.cnn.com/2020/09/07/europe/navalny-russia-coma-poisoning-intl/index.html

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If you are a woman, the chances of anyone caring about you being poisoned or raped is much lower than if a "handsome" white male is exposed to the same atrocities. Jut to mention the unmentionable reality and TRUTH. Not complaining but only writing the obvious that people refuse to acknowledge. Just like they refuse to acknowledge rape or poisoning unless the subject of the attack is deemed part of the untouchable protected group--i.e. a handsome white male fighting as the underdog for justice.  Everyone knows this implicitly but this reality is mostly covered up with lies and pretenses that this is not true. However, just watch those H-wood movies and tv shows and you will see that this is reinforced adamantly to the point that the women involved are always blamed and called the B-word or they are murdered by the incensed son, the poor white male offended because he was raped but his response is to absolutely attack the women and then, if possible, themurder of the father figure is done by someone else "protesting" or the memory is buried like a bad corpse rotting in a defunct memory base.

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I could name two of these shows I have watech in the last few years that have won top prizes, reinforcing male domination culture to rape and torture.. All done under the auspices of defending victim rights as the underdog going beesrk in society because they were assaulted by white males and the mothers "participated" because they are always silenced, blocked from action, adn then blamed for not having done anything when the chips fall and the blame is levied out in an unbalanced attack upon women as the supposed nurturing caretakers and always the frontline of blame and revenge attack.

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The hacking has created an impossible ability to type and I can only get a bit out, mostly disjointed and the brain tech alters my emotional state--always exacerbating the negative state. I cannot write with calm reasoning but this is, or sounds like  "bitter" "feminist" (perhaps) b-word attack!!!

I have to laugh about the hypocrisy of these movies and their white male protagonists--some of whom have attacked me--in this case, both of the movies and shows have been endless photos ops of the men starring in these rape victim roles--fighting to teleport and rape ME of course--the double-standard and hypocrisy  and racism and hate applies endlessly in this situation of me being poisoned--absolutely silenced and ignored by society and no concern about this murder attempt ever epxressed by anyone, especially the men teleporting and raping and ordering non-stop torture whiel I fight to heal. There is, in short, nothing but more attacks to destroy what healing capabilities I naturally ahve to rely on, since they also block financial solvencly so I cannot afford any established medical treatments or alternative healing.  And yet, the same people sponsor, steal ideas from me and use my ideas about similar situations:  but I watch movies and tv shows about white males being poisoned, drugged by establishment, labeled crazy or mentally ill, if they fight against corruption ortry to even acknowledge what has happened in their vulnerable states of childhood or nascent awareness but always submerged and compartmentalized into silenced block of memory and awareness. 

 Always , in these movies, tv shows and now in the "news" manufactured: the cherished unblemished but damaged white male honored and cherished by the media if they represent white males being raped in this system of rape culture. 

Now I have to spend at least 10 minyes fighting to correct what hackers absolutely damaged of what I wrote the space bars is blocked and most of the words are glued together. If my post is unreadable after I post, because I am going to stop correcting this one paragraph, I spent at least 15 minutes fighting to correctly type the above set of paragraphs in this post, all of which should be correct, readable with no abberations whatever comes out is due to hacking that is unreadable or chaotic or turned incomprehensible. As I view the paragraph, the entire paragraph is underlined with red spelling mistake. Just now, I am inserting this because I spent more like 30 minutes fighting to correct just one paragraph, and as I wrote, the hackers moved the cursor so I would insert a deleted letter and the cursor added the letter to another word, thus forcing me to backspace, delete, retype and then fight to punch in the spacebar, which I must pound down with my hand completely as hard as possible.. I will correct it all but as I wrote,--this is the amount of silencing that I must fight ever time I fight to simply type. Not to mention what attacks are being put on my brain.

I am giving up now it is completely impossible to type any longer

An adieu to Hollywood pieu (pheuw) pooh: Hollywood Burning on a lukewarm Mississippi Night burning the cross under the white hood of sanctimonious PC Correctness but coming out at night--this is the light of the fright if you are not White.

 Burn that cross you bear the white man's burden forces you to make movies about savin the planet from the evils you endorse when you are on the golf course...

So glad H-wood puts out movies about long past eras of disenfranchisement and now everyone is so Happy and Free in H-wood movies about fighting for Freedom (to kill, rape, plunder and LIE LIE LIE).

..and also they is bonafide cat killerz and the sentiment is made plain in the movie clilp and that represents the REALITY of this pernicious, evil, Satanic unmajestic group you all WORSHIP as your gallery of Gods and Goddesses unveiled unrobed peeled away to parasitic level in REALITY a crass distinction but so TRUE they are not Gods or Goddesses but something UNHOLY. They kill, rape and maim and torture and laugh about all the crimes, are elated as they get put into stardom's gaze: fighting for Justice is such an insane craze in the labyrinth of Satanic injustice it is a Devil's Maze.

Not amazed any longer by their glint, the hate makes their posturing like a burning cross spitting out hissing flames in the cheers of the masses after a church sermon has let the pent-up sheeple out for mass entertainment..

CRASS REALITY Asylum. Forgive? Shit He forgives. Wrapped as you are in the holy girdle of the thorny crown of unHoly Genocide. Goat Stigmata Martyr Hell Hate Hole wholly whores.

 

Bauhaus (anti)Spirit. Cut down your puppet strings. I sing on stage for your entertainment spiritual transformation for 15 minutes of FAME and as much $ as possible!!!!!

 

Why should I be the sacrifice for your fictional narrative about the eternal Holocaust revised? Your need to nail Jews upon the Cross of your hate crime paradigm. Oh yes, in our New Age, microchip "them" so they are controlled to the grave.

 

If there is any spirituality to be had, it has to be derived from obtaining ideas using Voice-to-skull insane in the membrane technology, used by a coached choir, singing the body electric told by an idiot signifying NOTHING.

To quote from a movie I am watching, won't say which but the demons stalking and hacking into my brain neurolink Nazi experiment Happy, smiling musky odor stench technology already know---musty odors permeate my room my home and my body due to their hate and bigotry, but no matter, they ahve Jesus on their side simply by evoking His Name--no one is to blame for their hate crimes therefore they are exonerated by a few Hail Mary's 

The fictional narrative is what the legions are trying to foist upon me. I have fought for three years (see song above about Jesus) and...for three years I am now tired and weary of the leery jets boming my brain and  body as torture because of their fictional narratives about racist ideologues they want to steal and rob and rape and take over the Holy Land usurpation plan, Ltd Gmbh Inc Corp et al.

writing in cryptic drugged mind controlled hacking plexiverse once again

spent all day cleaning filth sprayed on the everything from floor to ceiling--and yesterday, and every day. Waiting for three years, and now three months, and maybe I should stop writing in three minutes until the nth coming of the savior who will rescue me from your hate crime FICTIONAL NARRATIVE about the nth Holocaust you want to repeat over and over and over and over insane in themembrane...

The New Jerusalem: "And did the Countenance Divine Shine forth upon our clouded hills? And was Jerusalem builded here Among these dark Satanic Mills?"

 The William Blake poem The New Jerusalem commences:

"Bring me my bow of burning gold!

Bring me my arrows of desire!
Bring me my spear! O clouds, unfold!
Bring me my charriot of fire!

I will not cease from mental fight,
Nor shall my sword sleep in my hand
Till we have built Jerusalem
In England's green and pleasant land."

https://www.poemhunter.com/poem/the-new-jerusalem/

As I am personally fed-up with forces of hate enveloping my internet and brain waves, stealing all possible for their media output or commentary in whatever guise or form it takes, rendering me silenced I submit a song, a dance routine (from most wonderful TWYLA THARP, not to be dismissed as irrelevant, nor the production of this movie, the older version, the time and era it was made in and the emotive sensationalist explosion this movie propelled into the media ionosphere:

I will refrain from my personal commentary, much less so drugged up, sick and paralyzed and endlessly cleaning up the terrorist filth that is sprayed on every item in my room (almost, I spend all my life now cleaning up their filth and then laying in a paralyzed state afterwards and in pain and detoxing hard poison because it was deemed I am too "dangerous" to be "allowed" to have my own creative expression and no chance or opportunity to enjoy having my own creative endeavors rewarded or made any threat to "they" who are stealing my ideas and being awarded for it.

I have strayed from the relevant topic: the temple is polluted, corrupted, this is not ENgland butmerely a media studio in the middle of a deserted shrine, conveying a theme which the theives will have to inject their dominance Roman Empire machinations subliminally drawn into the Underdog Theme formula.

O holy ghost of those slain by the fascist tyrannies of the bourgeoning empires of the SUn and the Black Sun/Moon parallel ennui of spiritual vacuity. Within the cherished shrine, the lepers conspire to suck and draw out the essence that was lost in the exchange within the desecrated temple halls, blackened with the blood of holy sacrificial ennui.

Surrounded by worms, the lost Holy entity can only revert to the soothing balm obtained at the charity function sale remaining after the fall of the walls of the temple of the sanctity of the sacrilege slaughter FOR SALE GOING FAST, ,holy rollers on the auction block in the New Jerusalem Temple (Streets of London, at Temple House, in the financial district where the boys are so refined and slick, One can almost worship them for their beautiful meadows of plush lush refined satanic mills exiting the impoverished Satanic mills).

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You will recognize this scene

if your Biblical Memory is Green. 

The situation is obscene

yet it makes for happy Queens (NYC).

Maybe one day I can write my ideas and thoughts not in an indistinct code, almost secret and enshrined in silence and oppression. The Roman legions surround me with staves and knaves I must obscure my ideas and wait for the 2nd coming of The First Amendment to the US Constitution to bring my soul to the light of uncensored reality.

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Even IF...."no one" is reading this, I am still writing this to the unlimited potential of the void and it's receptivity to concepts materializing that are too revolutionary even for the bearing of the Cross and the Blood dripping down into the abyss of the Satanic Majesty of the might of the fright squadron goons blocking my writing and ability to compete in the Temple of the Sacrilegious Temple of pornography.

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But...of course, this post was written under the expression of a golden halo of hallowed political and religious pilgrimage delving deep into the history of the Medieval Crusades coming to the 4th Coming because the 3rd Coming failed (except for Saladin the marauding might who won his religious fight against the Satanic brood coming to loot the crude oil refineries).

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Like Nostradamus under the Inquisition: I must cloak and veil my ideas because first they will be stoe,n if applicable to the underdog hypocrisy of the Satanic gristmill of the media demons, and secondly, because of the political fright I am under the oppressive Big Daddy protection of feeling doomed to gloom if this is not turned into a maelstrom turning the desecration of the Temple into something quite more Holy than the scurrilous rollers turning all into a roller coaster descent into HELL and it's denizens controlling the levers of the ride. Must conceal all my ideas until this turns into a confusing scattering of ideas because I am blocked from writing and expressing and even this rambling is being scrutinized for content to steal and then--I will be tortured afterwards forhaving written anything at all which could be construed as a threat to the Order of the Temple Bank pornographic Cult control Crusade. As my head/brain feels like it's being spun in a centrifuge, and the hacking is a form of censorship because the keys won't operate. My brain under attack by "mind control" tech orcing a rambling sensation, the blocking of keys and...and...what is forced was forced back for all time--damned for all time--until the 4th Coming I will wait and I wait and wait...

Their "might" keeps the world in Fright running scared and selling out 

I dreamed there was "Instant Karma" , but instead saw from a wide perspective of the human race, that rather instant BS was and remains the most popular instant consumer item to ingest. Despite impossible odds, Instant Karma is a dream devoutly wished for, obtained in the ethereal air of purified reality.

 

What I wonder is whether Yoko Ono in this video intends to represent a blindfolded Madame Defarge?

I just had to rewrite the title of this blog because hackers altered words and changed meaning in so doing. Instant BS hackers. Where is instant karma, how long must I wait for anything to ever come back to these criminals?

Knitting an encrypted code, turned into a knotted set of movie memes. Madame Defarge a kind of #me too killer femme too.

 I can never pots a thread without tying pieces of mind control together and my situation, a tapestry of unraveling and unveiling.

Many posts on Facebook today about the wacko idiosyncrasies of Phuket lack of protection for the poor against gangsters and rapists. Police to do nothing. Reminds me of society when it comes to what is happening to me.

Then thinking of the current fiascos facing America and wacko discussions about "revolution". 

Without writing any more, because people are hacking in, seeing what concepts can be stolen so they can endlessly steal whatever they want--all millionaires, billionaires--supported by every authoritarian agency and pillar of society:

videos and only one comment I will paste and copy here. 

I am too drugged up and sick to read this book, the movies are inadequate and ideas and quotes are MISREPRESENTED. It irks me beyond mere dismay that such an excellent book has been prostituted like this in movies made for entertainment. Propaganda. Important details left out, obfuscating additions exonerating the guilty (wealthy) per usual lies and misrepresentations of what was such a profound scene in the book. Dickens the genius, also misrepresented which is almost a crime. I also have not been able to find the 1988 version of Little Dorrit, which had great political content. I must pay Amazon for the movie and the criminals have rendered me into too much poverty to have to pay for shipping and such a purchase. There was one bittorrnt I obtained online, and it has been deleted from the one torrent search engine I found, after searching every torrent site possible.Now itis completely gone (in English).

What is left, is a long series of a "romantic' sort of Jane Austin version that lacks all the serious content that the Derrick Jacoby version held such fascination and such intelligent design directing and lighting, shooting of scenes such great distinction between shadows and greys and light and darkness and the political content much more in direct focus than the "happy" more congenial romance version, very easy to obtain, that is so easily accessible. The really intelligent, interesting and artistic version is gone and blocked from public availability. The cost of purchasing this now obscure version is higher than the normal, cheap video on Amazon. No mention is made of the more "difficult' version that does criticize wealth and privilege. The silly, sort of romantic version is cheap and easy for all to access.The book begins so differently from either version. I have not been able to get past the first chapter bcause the hackers broke my laptop and I have been too ill to concentrate on anything beyond very easy movies and reading and concentration is almost blocked out from my mental capacity from drugging and this last stage of detox, where the lowest sludge area of poisons in my body have stagnated for decades. (Speaking of the ills forced upon me by the wealthy and their wanna get rich quick minions--hacking is preventing typing and it is as usual very bad right now--long time backspacing and rewriting and correcting once again blocked from expression):

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What I posted on FB, and the videos from last-first chronological order:

(again, hacking is pronounced once more, I suspect that this post will be rewriten once I publish the post--I will not correct any longer as simply fighting to correct all the hacker inserts and blocks has taken up too much time I have no patience for more correcting after I publish).

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The 1935 version:

Neither the version I posted below, from the 1980 film, nor this clip is accurate. The book from Dickens has a slightly different take. I won't detail how or what. However, a deviation from yet another adaptation makes a bit of rancor in watching the film. Oh how books are so superior to so many a movie when politics resembling a threat to the wealthy or the guilty are put into accurate portrayal. If the wealthy are put into a dismal light, it is because of subverted reasons that help to dismantle, or encourage various reactions from those who feel oppressed by the wealthy. Violent revolution precedes authoritarian rule. Catharsis dims the concept of rational and real action. Etc etc.

Yet I will watch the 1935 adaptation instead of listening to the download of the audio book, because my concentration is so dimmed from the drugging and detox from the drugging--because the "wealthy" can't stand to see me perform in a way that threatens their assumptions of assertion.

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Porter: A child is dead, excellency.

Aristocrat to peasants: It's extraordinary to me that you people cannot take care of yourselves and your children. One of you is forever in the way. What injury you have done to my horses. Drive on, faster!

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The 1980 version: Madame Defarge knitting her tapestry of J'Accuse!!!! The terror knitting report.

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ON second thought: the 1980 mini-series appears appealing and I will also watch this version. This book is one of my favorites of all time and so, I think I cannot get bored watching this after having read the book twice. There is NO COMPARISON WITH ANY CELLULOID VERSION AND THE WRITING OF DICKENS because so much depends on the imagination when visualizing the writing that extends into description of surroundings that a movie, without some internal dialogue cannot convey in the same depth of symbolic interpretation.

Madame Defarge has her day in court. J'accuse cousin of rapist murdering aristocrat (the same same who ran over the child in the street also part of a rape/torture and murder scheme.. Something alluded to in movie, taken out of context, and diminished in these movies. Rape, torture and mass murder committed by aristocracy and kept a death secret by all French higher courts, police and society depicted in harsh detail by Dickens, the true "master" of fiction and the realities of draconian penalties for the CRIME OF BEING POOR.

INSTANT KARMA IS GONNA GET YOU.

Who in the world do you think you are? (quotes from the John Lennon/Yoko Ono video where Yoko is sitting knitting blindfolded while John the Saint sings. It reminded me of Madame Defarge immediately and thus, ,these posts. ) had been posting news articles about Phuket, which were mostly about rape death andpolice doing nothing to stop the rape or deadly operations of the city and island--where tourism is so pronounced and yet it is such an impoverished place lacking all protection for Thai citizens from police. The wealthy who come here with smiling slaves servicing them for every itch and scratch call this "Paradise".

The only recourse left to the helpless: appealing to a higher or lower power.

https://thethaiger.com/news/phuket/phuket-women-curse-alleged-abuser-after-

police-fail-to-act-on-sexual-assault-complaints

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https://thethaiger.com/hot-news/crime/police-do-nothing-as-alleged-gangster-threatens-phuket-family

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Police do nothing as alleged gangster threatens Phuket family

Terrorist Report: Bank fraudulent terror agent posing as bank teller; cars nearly hitting me; brain wiped out while attempting to do a banking transaction and attacked verbally while I felt like I was a numbed out blanked out.

 Yelling at me, yelling as I had to take the ear buds out of my ears because I "forgot' to sign a document  I have been using that bank for years, have never encountered this terror agent. The bank was packed and the usual Phuket ex-pat denizen with entourage of locals surrounded me. I "forgot" to sign a document and for years I have never deviated from signing this specific document. I have my ear buds on because of the creepy noises the stalkers make, the negative environment and the negative people I want to drown out who are always surrounding me.  They are now, have begun insisting that I write a telephone number on the forms--something that is not policy for that bank (or any bank, to get a cash advance from a Visa card does not require putting down a telephone number). For the last few months people have attacked me, nearly yelling and asking 4 times to write a telephone number. I do not use a mobile phone because the terrorist hackers literally attack me with hacking into my phone system. If I have the phone turned off, they turn it on, while I am using the mobile phone to listen to music. I have had telephone terrorists call me, even when I have not given out my number to anyone--they phone and it interrupts my music which I have downloaded and transfered to my phone. They then begin talking in Thai and the voices are creepy and ugly. The attacks are so bad I cannot use the phone unless I take the SIM card out because of the endless attacks with hacking and interrupting and endless prank calls (not funny but creepy sick and evil voices endlessly phoning me). I use a laptop VOIP.

Now this bank has tellers yelling at me, repeatedly, to give a phone number. I had my ear buds on, they made me wait over 30 minutes, while I stand as the technology begins to blast my brain and cognitive functions-I am so weak and watered down in strength by the time I get to the tellers and have a face-to-face confrontation, which it always is. Each person at the teller ahead of me (and these banks are mostly empty whenever I drive past and look into the bank, but when I go to the banks, they are so full there is nowhere to sit). They have terrorists conduct huge and long-winded multiple file deposits and withdrawals, but they spend most of the time doing nothing on either end of the tables or teller counter: I watch and see the lobbies packed with people spending at least 15 minutes at one counter. I have this experience non-stop at these banks. I can see that the tellers are doing NOTHING, they shuffle papers  and I can see them surfing on the internet as the "customer' terrorist agents begin talking on their phones and looking into their cameras and phones---no activity besides these shuffling activities go on and on. Before the Covid restrictions, the terrorist groups used to have children shout and scream and run behind me and rip my bags and anything I had nearby that I wasn't grasping for safety against these behind attacks from little children as the banks do nothing but watch, blankly as if they are completely numb and devoid of all thought. They usually smile at the children screaming in a major bank lobby and tearing my bags from behind. Now the rooms are packed with a few chairs in between as the terrorist tellers go so slowly I watched this woman yelling at me so laboriously conduct my personal very easy transaction, ,and by the time she began yelling at me repeatedly stupid remarks about signing one form (afterI had signed the receipt) and also screaming about me not having a phone number (I had politely, very drowsy very drugged from the effect of the tech, which by that time, after more than 20 minutes had suffused my brain to the point that I was like a warm, fuzzy malleable noodle, completely devoid of all defensive capability or understanding. I could not fathom that she was attacking me as I stood silently, not able to access my own thoughts. All defenses were blocked, I believe. After leaving I realized that I would have told her firmly to stop shouting or something to the effect of I can hear her as I took one of the ear buds out of my ear to her. She kept shouting as I told her I didn't have a phone. I had made the personal choice to not say "Thank you" when I finally got my money--but like a puppet zombie I decided within half a second to give her the Thai "Wai" gesture to try or attempt to make anything positive out of the situation. I was and am grateful for the service and I wanted a pleasant encounter. This only opened the opportunity for her to smile with this advantage of this edge on my "weakness" of having thanked her instead of glaring and walking away in hate, as they wanted me to do, which I ended up doing for a split second because as soon as I said thank you she began nearly yelling, gesticulating at me to get a phone next time. I did not want to demand that it is not necessary for a banking transaction of obtaining money from my Visa Debit card, in this one bank I have used for almost 10 years, with no problem and no demand for a phone number for all these years until the last few months. And they all know me at this bank as well. The formerly polite and courteous teller who always has provided me with prompt and helpful service was shuffled back into the back room, I could see him as he was pushed out of the entire environment, where he actually works every day and this woman I had seen was completely "new" and has never been there before. 

I could only access my real thoughts on this situation long after I had left. It took me over 10 minutes after leaving to understand that she was not talking loudly because she though my ear buds were preventing me from hearing her. Not at all, but I was drown in the  electrical waves combined with this implant I believe creates an absolute lack of mental preparedness even though I KNOW that something like these hate encoutners are inevitable, while I am in the situation I cannot fathom that an attack is happening and have no capability of drawing up a response to match the hostility. I remain blank, staring, silent, unable to think, my brain is being blocked literally while these terrorists laugh andmake jokes about it. They then feel "superior" and this is a travesty of technology being used against me.

She began yelling at me while I had my ear buds on--I was made "Numb" by the microchip implant and the other tech aimed into my brain. I stood there silently  with the sensation of "thinking" that she was just talking loudly because I had the ear buds on. She gave me a black hate smile, her eyes turning black with a demonic glint of bemusement because it was "fun" while I stood there, unable to comprehend that this was an attack situation, even though I intrinsically knew and understood I could not formulate the thought into my direct consciousness--until far too late, after I had left. This is the same recurring pattern of these brain-altering attacks while I am in these stores and shops paying or getting money, as terrorist agents surround me from all sides and make slashes into my purses and my clothing or other nasty attacks from behind while I stand facing, ear buds in myears to drown out the trigger "coughing" noises and hate comments.

As usual it is impossible to type. Endless struggle to backspace and correct and pound down on keys. I write this only to keep a kind of record. Rather than remaining silent.

I do not have the inclination to struggle to type and fight against this horrific hacking situation at the moment it's so hard to get letters out and pound down with all my strength to get anything to print out.

There is more but I cannot go on pounding down and backspacing and correcting. Silenced once again by hackers forcing me into abject block of ability to simply type. Also blocks to my brain and now they are also blocking the template funtion.

The attacks today were due entirely to brain-altering tech aimed into my body and brain, all pre-orchestrated and planned with reactions and various types of responses planned well in advance. I told her very nicely that I do not have a phone. She began YELLING AT TOP VOCAL HATE RANGE about SIGNATURE" . She also went to another room to copy my passport and gestured at me to sit in a chair near the door. Once I was there, she opened the door and told me to come back to the front counter. This has never happened to me at this bank so I was unprepared. Normally they gesture to me to sit near this door and the teller comes out and services my request at a private table area. Today she beckoned and then returned to the front counter. After I had moved all my 4 bags to this chair, I had to lug them all back,. Then she began the yelling as I "forgot" to sign one page, although I had signed the important document that required a signature. Normally Thai people very politely ask for a signature She was gloating and the ex-pat (white European males, older retirees, thenicest I can say about them and that is forcing a neutral description). Every time she played some hate game or trick,I went absolutely blank and could not think of a single thing to say or do about her lies and manipulations. I just remained blank, essentially not able to think in terms of defense or posture of tactics to not play into the manipulations. I was forced into such a passive, non-verbal blank state uncomprehending. That is the worst, and to my face they smile with hate and laugh and giggle as the hate white males who always are there to train the Thai women in how to commit every crime possible using this "fun" technology. I am rendered so incomprehensible I have no basic understanding of defensive measures to counter these stupid and ugly and sinister types of really nasty attacks. 

This is what their interface microchip and drugging/mind control tech enable realy immature and violent, more to the point, genocidal bigots and haters to inflict their public hate attacks while someone like me, who does not like to be silent when under attack,is made blank to the point that I CANNOT UNDERSTAND WHAT IS HAPPENING. Only at least 30 minutes after I leave these situations am I able to finally access my critical facilities to understand how ugly and nasty these terrorists using this technology have been and how they operate the tech and how it's supposed to be ME who is put into a bad light and not them--the irony as they are despicable--the nicest Ican say about them.

My record of this today. There is more, but I am not going to spend more time on pounding down and correcting. This is the kind of kernel of information about how insidious this technology is, how it is being used and misused. I wonder how much money is being poured into these attacks just upon me, and how much of a "black ops" budget there is for such technologies to be handed out to every Neo-Nazi group, disguised as normal civilians in these death squad hate goon groups.

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Hackers completely rewrote my words and published their typos , rewrites and insertions. The lack of cohesion is noticeable but i will not go back an endlessly backspace anc correct and pound down on keys just to get something more cohesive written which I had written well enough. 

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Every time I write about the attacks the people orchestrating the attacks get a promotion. If I do nothing they get promoted anyway, but not as much as if I react and the more hysterical my reaction (always due to drugging and torture but motly due to drugging and the mind control tech)---

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another similar situation happened today as well. Finally going through multiple attacks at every shop, people going within one inch behind me and scratching marks into my purse as I pay and am facing the other direction. I have so many bags I carry due to the fungus and stinking fluids sprayed on every single thing in my torture chamber studio while I am physically strong enough to venture out and go through endless near-death driving situations and attacks from behind and hate and negativity when I am paying for anything.

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as I stood in the bakery line, a man with a huge protruding pot belly,who I belive I have seen before doing this same exact thing: standing with a tray of baked items--loaves of bread--open and on a tray, paying at the bakery counter--the tray he's holding is lilting at an angle where the items are nearly falling into my backpack, purse and items (cloth items I fight assiduously to keep clean--I have to spend at least 2 hours prior to leaving my room to clean all the stinking, stained and rotting stinking items that the terrorists spray on everything through these cracks in the countless tiles, cracks, panels of this torture chamber surveillance assault chamber I have been forced into. But, I want to keep these things clean, although they have all been smeared with grime and black substances to they are al dim, the bright happy colors are facded from endlessly spraying bleach and the black grime that is endlessly smeared on my personal items that are white, or bright colors. This manhas done this same attack to me before, and like the bank situation that I had to fight to regain any awareness of after only exiting the building, and then the stress from non-stop cars and trucks almost hitting me forced me to have to shove this ridiculous but dangerous situation to the back of my mind because direct damage to my life was the initial threat while driving and then at stores, the endless shoving, people walking into me nonstop force me to hve to  postpone any information retrieval for a time when I have at least only the neihbors blasting my body and burning me instead of direct death threats from vehicles and people attacking me at financial and other serious institutions. 

This man with his pot belly, the tray hanging at an angle that is almost symmetrical in the asymmetrical imbalance of his huge belly and the linear plane of the tray, with the curve of his huge protruding belly--all hanging and sagging with his hand and arm dropping so the items are on the verge of teetering into me endlessly cleaned and made dirty backpack---and other bags-(hours of fighting to get the stinking putrid odors out too--the rancid stinking smells never quite go away no matter what I spray or how many times I clean--the stinking stuff they spray has been manufactured to have the stench remain despite commercial cleaning liquids or cleaners. This is all truly from very sophisticated but seemingly "haphazard" slothful lack of cleaning diligence as I am endlessly discredited or my image and ability to type and write and think and respond is always under attack and everything I do and say and my clothing and all is endlessly breached and under non-stop attack))

I move my cart away and he follows with the bakery items and retains his attack stance behind me. Also, when I walk up stairs or down stairs, I am followed within twoinches from behind--as I wrote, people stand within a few inches of me--I lookaround and I never, never want to look at them in the face. The staunch fighters are capable of face-to-face hostile contact with their opponent. I am also attacked in such situations so my eyeballs LITERLLY MY EYEBALLS ARE ARTIFICIALLY, REMOTELY TURNED DOWNWARD I literaly blackout for a brief second and can't look at people when they begin to physically confront me with hostility and hate. 

I am now tired again of fighting to write, think and pound down and backspace and orrect the hacker blocks to the space bar and the keys.

Now hackers are moving the cursor as I type---etc etc etc, stymied by hackers and silenced by hacking. Silenced more by the people of this planet who see what is happeningto me,or they/you read about this and as always--DO NOTHING NOTHING NOTHING AND MORE OF NOTHING to help me or stop this insidious situation. 

Of course all of you are going to wait until it's' either too late to stop this system or your lives are in immediate danger, except the "beauty" of this technology is that YOU CAN'T TELL YOU ARE UNDER ATTACK AND NO ONE INFORMS YOU OF THE ATTACK SITUATION BUT EVERYONE KNOWS AND EVERYONE PARTICIPATES.

I have to wonder how long it will take for anyone to feel that uncharacteristic twinge of alarm and fear as you read my posts and think perhaps it is already happening to you too.

Oh, I wrote the last sentence at a semblance of my normal very quick and accurate pace and ability and the hackers just obliterated the letters and I had to baxkspace and retrype almost the entire paragraph That is just one paragraph, I cannot express how hard it has been to think, type and write this page out today.

I am waiting,waiting, waiting, have been WAITING, WAITING, WAITING for ayone to respond to my endless posts about murder attempts, torture and all this sickness that these sick groups are enacting and being paid and promoted to do to me. Years of writing about it years and years of people only lining up to participate and get promoted and a turn on and hormone rush out of this too. Yee haw, I can see years of people laughing about having the silence of this world allowing them to get away with every single crime possible and then promoted for it.

OMG!! Actual close-ups of celebrities teleporting me without make-up or plastic surgery coating! Under a microscope!!

 

Guess which H-wood A-hole this is?  The role call of the CAST OF CHARACTERS IN HOLLYWOOD DEPICTED BELOW--close up, no frills, the real deal, exposed for your entertainment!  

Here is the police guarding the establishment. Will smile if you give a tip. Will bite if you are a "nothing". Can't wait to eat no matter which category you are in, according to his categorification. Watching and guarding the gateway to FAME and FORTUNE.

Wasn't she stunning in her new Louis Vuitton?

What exotic makeup she's wearing...! Where did she get her hair done? 

They also want their children to be included in the elitist entitlement circle clique--the spawn also helps the torture apparatus. All in the comfy home loving environment of their infestation abodes teleporting for torture and excitement and feeding off...

Der Fuhrer actor infiltrator in LA-- aus Austria (or Germany) instructing on how to become parasites for leadership positions.

Teleportation S&M trainee: Feed me ideas and information NOW under torture conditions so I can use them to enhance my image in the movies big screen scream!

Typical fan shouting at the icons on red carpet--wants to eat them finds them delicious wants sex with all of them

Studio representative after a manicure and a blow job in a couch casting session.

Celebrity breast silicone implants juggling around at a dance party under blacklight visibility.

Celebrities barfing up cocaine after snorting too much.

Aspiring actor will give blow jobs for roles, waiting happily for your promotion.

Grumpy extra waiting for hours to be shot for  5 seconds of fame.

Studio CEO---winner of the rat race on top of all the action.

Studio maintenance personnel, watching the big shots going out for power lunches and so hungry despairing of ever getting a good bite on the delish carcasses hors d'oeuvres catered by Wolfgang Pucker Parasite, Ltd GmbH.

Celebrity lounging at a hip beachside bar.

Some employee from the Accounting studio department wishing and longing to be a beautiful celebrity. Watching the Paparazzi swarm the happy celebrities from the stuffy accounting department office cubicle window.

One of millions of fans screaming love and worship for movie stars at awards ceremonies, outside the red carpet area.

Satanic Grand Master of the Hollywood Hills Polo Club Secret Society, 666. Otherwise known as Mr. Goat Esquire Movie Star Celebrity ICON.

Hacker/ terrorist report: Access to another "TI" Blog series of posts now blocked and removed after writing about discovering them through Blogger yesterday.

 What I had written was that I accessed a completely different set of posts through a direct URL search, as opposed to what came up on my "subscriptions" to other blogs through Blogger. The site is Ongangstalking.blogspot.com. I have been reading some of Rachel Orban's posts for a few years, randomly but at first nearly daily. It is so rare that I find what I believe to be another legitimate targeted person that, really, she has been the one and only I can commiserate with through her written experiences. Her financial destitution, and her descriptions and other sets of points that are noteworthy have always drawn me into her blog. 

I wrote about the two almost completely different versions yesterday, the accidental find that I could access her real posts on the "reading list" on Blogger. Today, the subscription has been deleted. I had to "add" her blog once again, and discovered that what had been posted just  yesterday is now completely deleted and other posts have replaced what I had wanted to read yesterday--I was too sick to concentrate. The detox and the recurrent poisoning have made reading an impossibility for me (meaning reading beyond a 5-minute time-frame.. Also, my brain is under attack whenever I attempt to read or do anything requiring concentration.

That I even wrote such a post demonstrates to me how my "defenses" are lowered to the point of susceptibility to subconscious alteration of any protective mental capacity. This always happens in any public setting as well. I smile and laugh while I am attacked verbally and it "comes out" immediately, without forethought.

Typing right now is becoming impossible and extremely arduous to just pound down on the keys to get anything out.

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I had to backspace and retype words more than 24 times per sentance by the time I finally got so exasperated I had to stop trying.

Words I had spelled correctly were underlined with red by the spelling/hacked system. When I tried to write various specific words that require more than a 3rd grade level of vocabulary, the red underlining began. I could not write and my brain was blocked so I had to find synonyms instead of writing the word I had intended (words , in this case I "lost" memory of how to spell words and the hacking is so bad, it takes so long to type and open pages and do any search that I normally just "give up" on using what comes to mind and writing the next word that is some similar concept. Thus the writing style is a bit scattered in contextual adhesion.

Also, the cursor moves whenever I try to retype a word I click on the letters Ineed to delete or backspace or insert, and the cursor immediately moves to another line or word. As I type right now it's in this impossible mode--letters I type won't operate and my fingers operate like I can't control my movements. 

When I wrote earlier that my mood and emotional state is also always affected means that in public places I have lost all defenses against verbal and financial attack. I cannot count sums and I lose all calculations when I use any manual calculator. 

The paragraph just below is so badly retyped by hackers--I am going to leave it as it was hacked instead of rewriting: you can observe how the tense is changed within one sentence. You can see how the sentences make no sense whatsoever because the hackers delete parts of sentences and then rewrite and then string parts of deleted sentences together--the paragraph below is a prime example of their "crazy-making" discrediting operations.

I want to add these because, this is on my list for people who are GOING TO stop this attack upon me will have to also protect me from, and block out, and fight for human rights against these encroachments of functioning and performance which will be, and is already, being aimed at people who, unlike me, are unaware of the poor performances that are foisted upon them so others can supercede them. Others who are not superior but inferior in talent or capability.

Now I am going to rewrite the paragraph as I had written it first: "I wanted to add these ideas because what I explain of these attacks I intend to become a list of operations YOU who think you care about society should fight to protect me and yourselves against. 

I had written something to that purpose, much deleted and rewritten afterdelting and stringing the broken sentences together. Right now, as I type letters won't appear after I press them so I must either pound down on keys with all strngth or stop writing.

WHEN WILL YOU REACING THIS EVER STOP THIS CRIME AGAINST ME? I want a career I have been fighting now for decades to stop this torture situation, to get a Master's DEgree, to get simple health care--I sit here daily with a bloated huge bulge of hard opison and stinking poisons hanging off my body because they keep me poisoned and I cannot stop the poisoning--I have been writing about this murder attempt for YEARS andonly more crap pig apes out of that infernal H-wood scene keep joining in on the "fun" to obtain ideas and then posting their smiling rotten faces after being promoted into lead positions in the mdia, all wards going to these rotten creeps who attack me--the more they threaten me the more awards they get.

THINK ABOUT THIS SHEELPLE THINK ABOUT WHAT YOU ARE ALLOWING TO CONTINUE UNABATED BY THIS EVIL GROUP YOU ALL CALL YOUR GOOD FRIENDS....your leaders and your mentors and your protectors are DOING THIS TO YOU TOO AND WILL GET MORE VILENT AND DEADLY AS TIME GOES BY AND YOU KEEP ALLOWING THIS SYSTEM TO GO ON UNABATED.

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Meanwhile, the concepts I do manage to pound out continue to be regurgitated back to me on my YouTube front page when I open--words I have written that express some more creative use of vocabulary, which means they are identifiable (and copied in exact sequence that I write them) are repeated in someone else's movie, video about conspiracy theories, and their "art work" or writings about corruption or control or other theorist types of works (which are so popular now and gaining more momentum almost daily).

I express all of this to gain support because I have been not merely "thwarted" from obtaining any sort of career or financial solvency, but to be tortured non-stop AFTER people obtain ideas, called stupid and "shut up bitch" with subliminals I can hear continuously hissing into my "inner ear" through these non-audible voice-to-skull (or whatever tech is being used for these nefarious purposes). Non-stop deformation of my body and block to my every financial support and my life continuously under dire threat in so many forms of abrasive attack it is nearly incalculable at this point.

I wanted to write that my intellectual property is continuously being stolen, even if I have no chance to fight to get what I want to write written, and then if I  can write anything, to get it published-as all is blocked--and I mean just to publish this blog has already proven that all is silenced in all that I write except for this select group hacking in.

Waiting, waiting for this hate crime to be STOPPED so I can earn money and live in peace. They want a "baby" out of me. What a disgusting concept to be forcedinto after YEARS OF torture and murder attempts.

PLEASE SHEEPLE READING THIS GET ME OUT OF THIS HELL SITUATION THESE HELL CRIINALS HAVE FORCED UPON ME. i NEVER WANT A SINGLE ONE OF THEM GET THEM LFF ME AND STOP THIS HATE CONTRACT OUT ON ME. lET ME LIVE IN PEACE FINALLY AND HAVE MY CAT(S) RETURNED TO ME AND MY OWN HOUSE, IN MY NAME, SAFE FROM THESE VILE ATTACKERS AND THEIR HATE SYSTEM. 

hOW HARD CAN THAT BE IS IT ABSOLUTELY IMPOSSIBLE FOR THIS HATE CRIME TO EVER BE STOPPED? i NEED FINANCIAL SOLVENCY i SHOULD BE PAID MILLIONS IN COMPENSATION, AS A COURT SETTLEMENT FOR ATTEMPTED MURDER, CRIMES OF RAPE, POISONING, ,DRUGGING, THEFT, INTELLECTUAL PROPERTY THEFT--

BUT INSTEAD, THESE HATE ACTORS AND OTHERS ARE VYING TO FORCE AN EXTREMELY UNWATNED "BABY" OUT OF ME--after they have had part of my uterus severed and cut out because I was fighting to stop being raped (teleported).

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In a similar vein: yesterday I tried to count the numbers of ideas that have been stolen by these criminals over the years--and the list is so long, even now there is a movie out with lyrics to songs, and on the album of this disgusting singer, that paraphrase or literally verbatim copy what I wrote a few months ago on Facebook.There are now endless viceos of this rotten sick personality on my YouTube page in addition to the endless lsit of the actors and the others. 

It is all so vile and rotten.

I can't even recall the ideas, there have been so many stolen. I wrote about almost all of them on Facebook--but that too is absolutely hacked and deleted and altered by this group.

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I am also extremely drugged up every single day--sitting in sickness all day, every day, partially from detoxification that has lasted 10 years (in  February the detox will be at a 10 year length of time--before that I had severe diarrhea for over 10 years and was fighting for my life to understand and get help for the idiopathic "illness" that I had no ideas was due to poisoning. All doctors, hospitals and everyone around me kept me in a lifetime of lies. That means at least many thousands of people have been participating in this an keeping the silence, silencing, and the stigmatization for all my life--

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Almost all of the men who have teleported and raped me within the last year have lso threatened to murder me. They are now top awarded actors, receiving publicity that is worldwide and have been handed every top prize for acting and other promotions that are the most coveted in the industry.

They disgust me. That is all I can ever say or write about them, hacking or not. Mind control or not. After years of their insidious heinous behavior no amount of drugging or mind control could ever induce me to believe they are good looking, intelligent (on the real level of human interaction) or anything but sick and perverted "elitists" who are emulating the worst that humanity has de-evolved into--not apparently visible in their posturing roles for the public, but you can see their huge support base shottingpeople in the streets of Kenosha and murdering people in the streets of Minneapolis and elsewhere the situations are farse worse. In places like Mali there are no celebrity huge movie industries to tout pretenses of equal rights. In that country, the UN has condemned the coup which, according to Mali prisoners of that country (societal prisoners) has removed a deadly ad corrupt regime but not according to these news slingers who crank out mental dope about even worse apartheid systems than those in the US which create this murder culture that is now battling the BLM movements in the streets of the "Developed" countries. 

When you sheeple creeple ignore my years of writing begging for murder attempts,rape and torture to be stopped and you silence me by your apathetic do-nothing "scared to get targeted" stance, or just that you really don't give a damn and shrug it off--but stil posturing inyour liberal stances caring about "safe" situations that resemble outright genocidal hate crimes but not when it comes to your coveted cherished mind control technology and the outcome of your media representation ensconced therein.

Keys are no longer operating or functioning properly and my fingers are twisted and tangled because my brain is under so much attack.

I determined yesterday to stop writing for a while, but I can never get accustomed to this crime that remains ongoing and for years writing about these atrocities that people just laugh about or do nothing about.

I wait for you people to care or for something to change this and stop these criminals and their rotten organization. I want my own house in my own name, in a safe, clean and happy location, around people who are fun and not filthy sleazy disgusting criminals participating in this crime (all those who participate are smeared or besmirched in one way or another just by contact with this group).

IT IS TIME TO DISMANTLE THIS GROUP FOREVER.

BAckspacing now, the space bar wont work at all now. Can't type any longer.

Please get these disgusting creeps off me. My own home, my cats returned, get them off me why is no one ever coming to defend me I sit here being mutilated every day, poisoned and drugged, writinga bout it for years--every famous personality in the media I believe is involved or knows about this yet you all keep coming up with your "anti_Trump" crap--what crap it's disgusting seeing all of you and your crappy songs and movies and tv shows

GET THEM OFF OF ME GET THESE PARASITIC CREEPS OFF OF ME

It is so hard to concentrate, type words out, write without backspacing every single word--fighting to use my brain my fingers and this keyboard and then my brain is attacked so I just begin to curse almost

I can't stand these people who are demanding a baby out of me--they are ugly and slezy nasty stupid and crap

get them off me please get them off me with this baby crap they are demanding get them off me

let me live in peace--this is over 10 years of 24 hour torture and me begging president after president to stop allowing your celebrity endorsers to remain doing this to me because your bigot Nazi network in the media is represented by Europigape Nazis, fascist Communists out of all other countries where freedom of expression is absolutely blocked and limited.

When I say/write that these fascist countries that control H_wood and much of AMericn politics have blocked freedom of expression--they have an open art system, but th system of internal control involves these forms of covert assassiations, theft of ideas and the stolen ideas reformatted into fascist templates and regurgitated back as formulaic plots and plot devices. The conformity to mediocrity prevails in such places and they are effectively transferring this system into the H-wood and American media through the greed puppet machinations that keep the greedy usurping and stealing from the needy, who should not be needy but are blocked due to the greedy. THey call themselves "elite" and this system of brain-damage mind control and financial bankruptcy is how they enforce a system of bland  mediocrity which is always awards the perpetrators with every highest prize in the medi and in other vital spheres where freedom is essential. I mean the Freedom thatisnot a downpressing operation against competitors or those who are against a system of hierarchical "entitlement". I hope the Progressive movement would be something that might alleviate such dire consequences if put into power, but already I have been sexually assaulted by a rotten male (black) who represents this Progressive movement.His face also always appears on my searches and youtube pages (I keep going onto youtube to watch news segments and things like that--as the news is very important right now) . I can't fight and struggle to pound down any longer. My brain and head feel like I am being spun around, I can't think or write and this is al I can manage to barely get out