Tuesday, May 21, 2024

Terrorist mutilation & etc report. May 21, 2024. Fell into a pain/healing sleep after trying to dig the soil out of pots on my patio after 2 years of continuous fungus and plant-killing chemicals poured into the 2 years of me buying new plants every month or growing from seed plants that begin to grow and then systematically are killed by the mechanical arms dousing the soil and plants so they wither and die slowly (symbolic of the poisoning and abuse of me on a non-stop 24/7 basis for years, decade actually, non-stop, without a day of pause). I had to bend at an angle that is excruciating for my hard-poison-embedded fracture spine (fractured from extreme violence upon my body while in a deep sleep after being forced into an "accident" --another long s tory). //I could not take any more after emptying out one and a half huge pots of destroyed soil, to acid or basic. I limped back to my bed to lay down for a few minutes and lost consciousness. I tried not to, but there are technologies/weapons directly underneath my bolted-down bed frame which has a huge rectangle base that cannot budge and is a solid piece connected entirely to the floor. Underneath are weapons that intersect with the microchip implants so I lose consciousness instantly if they need to gouge more of my body, which they did today. I lost consciousness instantly while I just was basically aware but in pain soI had to rest my spine and body. This has happened countless times in the past on this same bed. I woke up from this "sleep" which came instantly upon me within a few seconds of just laying down, not tired but my body was so stressed and in pain. I "heard" the "voice-to-skull" being used to threaten and insult me from I don't know who--it could have been one of the politicians or celebrities and their minions or it could have been the hateful people in the rooms next to mine, or conveyed through networks of technologies to be pumped into my inner ear. I "heard" some kind of smug comment about me being asleep and they were smug because they ordered mutilation of my finger which is so bulging from so many years of sharp objects being inserted iunder mutltiple nails cuticles fingers and toes plus damaging chemicals on my skin and slashes into my skin and chemicals to tattoo the slashes soo they remain a scar on my skin--all over my body from decades of it going on every single day. //As I was eating they made their surveillance obnoxious comments and in my inner ear I "thought" responses instantly--although I never want to respond it happens instantly. Whether from the drugging, stress, mind control blocking any defense to their intrusion directly into my consciousness and subconsciousness--or just isolation with NO ONE ever to talk to as everyone fully participates in t his or ignores my situation, undoubtedly most are pleased to see this happening to me (for their racist reason). My finger is hanging out of my nail "socket' whatever it is called (too hard to look things up and type and fight).

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collapsed on my bed after a day of abuse, torture and physical fights with body builders, mma fighters, boxers, stunt men and women who sit with legs askew watching with grim smirking delight making death threats and insults at me continuously while I am in my room fighting for my life to heal, shitting out stinking gall stones and black layers of hard and then diarrhea poison brown sometimes. Sometimes the poison is like a huge snake literally hard as rock clogging my toilet and I have to dig out chunks of hard rock-like formations which have been stuck inside my body for decades, literally as this group continued to poison me to death laughing all the while, and mocking how "fat" my body was and etc on my breasts while having me mutilated as often as they possibly could (while in deep sickness healing sleep in particular). I collapsed and could not move any longer to put the 6 layers of protection around my head,, hair, mouth, chin and neck from insertions gouging (while I was unable to do this for at least one week last month, noem and this german scum sick filth ape rat had bulbs inserted under my skin on my face--silicone injections to appear like blemishes just appearing with a tell-tale hard shape one day to the next and only when I am too exhausted to put on the endless layers around hands, feet, mouth, head) Last night they once more gouged under my cuticles there are huge purple welts the skin on my hands have been permanently damaged from YEARS of harsh chemicals slathered on forearms and hands so they look like I've done hard manual labor in the sun for decades, but instead all I've been doing is pounding on keyboards writing posts and laying in bed utterly dying from poisoning and fighting these rapist ape scum whores who are teleporting and raping me as they slice parts of my body out laughing, mutilating etc. My hair now dry and brittle yesterday it was soft and pliant and hair falling out so they doused my hair with deadening chemicals. They forced a teleportation skit of a blind man running at me to kill me, screaming, etc. I didn't have to get up to urinate which is how they usually administer the drugs by inserting the drugs and liquids (it used to be a mix of sewage water and fungus literally internal sepsis they were aiming at to murder me in so many ways). Dealing with newsom who has been having me abused to death not merely since last july when I was so traumatized from at least one year of non-stop beatings and rape from groups of english and german scum shit whores (and years and years of this going on and on with individuals but now they bring on entire groups to assault meliterally all day and night).

  newsom who is thoroughly repulsive towards me so I am disgusted by the sight of him by now---his energy is so toxic and ugly and nasty but...