Friday, September 11, 2020

Made in China in the USA: American Historical Materialism. A look at the prescient 2nd hand informative article on Rosa Luxemburg (spelled her name wrong in the my last post on her).

 I never thought that I would find an article in Teen Vogue even faintly of intellectual interest. How wrong I have been in assumptions. What a magazine dedicated to materialistic pursuits.


The article continues with a very pertinent quote from Luxemburg's writings that absolutely echo all that I have written about Colonialist expansions on this very day (if they remain unpolluted by hacker rewrites and deletions),


Having written that, I want to add that I am unfamiliar with her writings, this copied paragraph from article link below is the first time I have ever read or heard her writings.


Thus:

**I do not write this post as any kind of confirmation of the movement that Luxemburg represented or what she and her organization still represent to this day.**


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"What did Luxemburg observe? Here, we dive into the arguments she made in one of her most famous works, The Accumulation of Capital, to help provide some insight.

Capitalist markets would expand through exploitation of Indigenous and oppressed populations

“Each new colonial expansion is accompanied by capital’s relentless war on the social and economic interrelations of the indigenous inhabitants and by the violent looting of their means of production and their labor-power...capitalism strives purposefully to annihilate them as independent social structures.”  "


I am merely adding this as information on themes and political outlier groups which irk and then threaten the consolidation of power in its centralized form. Reasons why these mind control/propaganda technologies, along with murder weapons silently killing hidden under veils of secrecy and obscurity are so popular with the "elite".  

https://www.teenvogue.com/story/who-is-rosa-luxemburg


Sounds a bit like the USA TODAY





Now the methods of torture and assassination can be done with a phone call, pressing of buttons, ordering of waiters and waitresses, landlords and family members of the target, and "silent weapons" causing things like heart attack, aneurism, stroke, mental incapacitation leading to brain damage. Poisoning has always been a favorite method of covert assassination but the means of poisoning are now greatly enhanced by these technologically-intertwined terror networks operating under every conceivable superficial format under as many names and guises.




Thursday, September 10, 2020

Terrorist report: September 11, 2020.

 Every day is a day of terrorism aimed at my body, home and brain, mind, soul and spirit and finances and everything I love and have obtained through my effort.


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Returning to this torture studio/surveillance rape and violence slow murder place I have been forced to live in, with absolutely no other alternative possible. All searches are confined to one or two responses from vicious and deadly attackers posing as landlords . If legitimate landlords, they have their current tenants move out immediately, ostensibly to higher levels of living standards as this group has unlimited finances for these terrorist activities. No expense is denied those who perform the domestic terror attacks.


The area of the cabinet under the "kitchen" sink which is merely a tiny space in this tiny room with a built-in sink, a disgusting and marred countertop that has been damaged, chipped and stained by the terrorists after I moved in, as I am supposed to be responsible for all damages, the entire space has been damaged and is broken and stinking, spattered with stains that won't come out, plus filthy grime that I must scour with bleach to get out--all white surfaces are sprayed with black and brown greasy substances that leave a brown slime residue on any white tissue.


Every place I have lived in for years has been attacked in the kitchen pipe system. Leaking water dripping non-stop for years from one place I have been forced into to the next. For years in this one place I now reside, the people on the other side are inserting their mechanical arms and spraying a stinking substance that permeates through the cracks of the cabinet doors that don't close properly because they have been cut for the purpose of being crooked and leaving spaces.  I have had to plaste paper, glued onto the walls from the center of the back of the cabinets to the front doors, taped and then of course prior to all that I sealed silicone around all edges. Then, I have pounded in hooks on all corners and into all the middle spaces. Not enough. For at least 8 months the terrorist have been pouring stinking black water into the area, after I have had to stuff rubber matting into the open cracks, which means almost the entire top and middle areas of the cabinet doors have rubber matting pressed down into the cabinet doors that are almost open spaces of nearly one inch in some places.  Huge holes cut into the door frame of the cabinet doors. I have put plastic trays to create a space where the water can drip down--the area of the pipes I have plastered over and taped over so the water won't drip down (it's being inserted when I lieave and from the other side anyway) stinking fungus emits from the doros and a small pool of black-flecked water is stagnating on the trays. i have so many other areas of this tiny, miniscule studio to try to block other areas of entry that this is the area that I dread having to open I have to wait until at least the next day after finally having the strength to leave this room as detosx from hard poisoning has left me unable to move, paralyzed, for nearly 10 years now and they keep putting this poison in my food and body and drugging me into near comatose levels of inertia.


I have to clean this, every time stinking puddles of fungus and the entire area of the cabinets stinks of mold and fungus. 


The floor is littered with debris and grime and dirt to a level that after I cleaned it I am replacing what the terrorists have ripped off the floorboards that I spent a few months fighting to pay for and put on, absolutely damaged and destroyed and turned into a disgusting filthy and ripped up stinking mass of broken ripped shredded pieces of huge poster material I covered twice, made beautiful and covered with layers of packaging tape so it looked like a beautiful mosaic--cut every day by the mechanical arms that I absolutely cannot stop from entering this room, every single night. Filth smeared into the cut and shredded areas so the room literally was stinking and I could not clean, bend or remove all of it until recently. More time hurting my body bending and removing the endless shredded and stinking material. Only to return and sweeping one time the dust pan is filled nearly 1/3 with dirt, debris an;d I just cleaned it two days ago, before having left the room yesterday.


My boots, my one and only pair of shoes. Pouring rain yesterday forced me to have to get soaked in the rain. I usually put my boots in a plastic bag, tied and then in a corner. For some reason, the terrorists either can't reach my shoes in this position or they are too busy cutting into my body every night--my teeth are continuously being cut into as they terrorists want me to lose my loser teeth which they have broken and keep cutting gum tissue out of. They also keep cutting into my foot where they broke my toe, to cause blood flow loss and make my toes broken and damaged--they just re-broke my toe a few months ago after I began to fight back against one of the outspoken "liberal" fascist Nazi bigots out of Europe (England in this case) or his fellow bigot a real Nazi out of Denmark, but this was their attack upon me with these terrorists in the rooms next to mine, on all sides, on all floors the entire building has been relegated for this sole purpose of this terror operation against me (as most rooms are vacant in the entire area--floors are deserted,, etc).  I have been writing about these attacks for years, but alas, no one can do anything because of course you are all too comfortable in your luxury and repose to do anything drastic like care about every crime being committed against me. Just look at all the prisons and by now you are all numbed and pacified by your entitlements and your promotions and inertia derived therein.


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My boots which I had to hang on my clothing rack are now covered with fungus, stinking in the interior and scratched, the leather has been damaged. Last night the boots had only been soaked iwth water, have been sitting in front of a 16" fan blowing at high speed all night, with the opening of the boots directly a few inches from the fan's air blast--they are dry but covered with scratches, stink of fungus, and are damaged. I have only one pair of shoes, mostly due to how hard it is to find women's shoes here in Thailand that are my size, and also because I need more flat shoes due to the injuries on my spine. I also cannot afford to pay for anything, and all I do with my money is replace what the terrorist  break and destroy, and every single month the list of items I must replace in addition to materials I have not stopped buying with all the extra money I may be able to save, for fighting to stop the mechanical arms from getting into my home--on the $700 the terrorists have forced me to fight to survive on.(I takeout less than that every month, to try to save money as well--as the terrorist operation has forced me into a dangerously precarious financial and otherwise serious threatening situation but I cannot elaborate on this, they know and threaten me with the damages they have forced upon me as part of the trump card game they always play of coercion, threat of death and torture homelessness murder of me or my cat(s) and etc etc it never ends.



I am pounding down on keys and fighting to write. And to think, it's like my head is spinning. As I type, the hackers are absolutely blocking the space bar, stopping letters from appearing, and they keep on rewriting what I publish to discredit me.


This is my reward for sticking up for my human rights and no one ever caring to stop them or help me. I fight also for any future people who will be forced into prostituted sex slavery using these microchips and th8is hate system (with all it's superficial trappings of pseudo-religious affiliation). But no one can defend me obviously I must sit here begging for years for anyone to care enough to get me into a safe living space. Perhaps the absolute destruction of the world and the economic crashes along with the wealthy becoming billionaires overnight from the pandemic might convince some of you that something foul is amiss and that the technocrats are devious and do not care about you, the minions they rely on for their genocide and hate operations--


Perhaps you should care and do a bit more to protect human rights. 


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Without going through the post and then seeing hacker rewrites and then spending half an hour to simply pound down and rewrite what has been destroyed in this discrediting operation: I have also pounded hooks onto all the outsides of all cupboard doors, making even the slightest of movement impossible. All cabinets have huge open wide spces at the bottom, in the center and on top of all of the doors so these one-millimeter mechanical arms can break through the wooden panels (laser wood cutters simply cutting around the secured/hooked areas) and then with extremely clever means, inserting these arms through the openings from behind the panels--the other room--the flimsy superficialmaterial that covers the panels on my side--which resemble the cheap wood painted coverings-I believe the panels are being removed from the other side and these tiny, most professional perhaps DARPA conceived (or private contractors? The group attacking me has obtained all the ownership of all businesses or they use the mafia influence to coerce the owners to participate--I have seen this happen in some of the "mom & pop" stores here in Phuket where the owners are unwilling to attack me. They sit with grim frowns while the groups of attackers assault me in their "covert" operations. I know they are rooting for me  and sometimes they offer me free items and a slight, hidden smile of support. They never appear again when I return to the same shop. 


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ALl the cabinets are likewise hooked on the exteriors of the doors, with the huge cracks along all the sides and tops and bottoms, stuffed with rubber matting All other areas of entry are blocked off and this is my summarization of how I am endlessly being maimed and disfigured nightly. I have not listed or even begun to list how many attacks there are on my body every single night in this manner of break-in. I have to sleep with a head cap to try to stop them from shredding my hair any longer. I wear thin light-weight gloves with socks over my hands, and the terrorists still manage to insert objects under my middle finger cuticles. I am losing, completely a nail on my right hand from over 6 years of this going on and on, every single night. There is much more


too hard to write. Any discrepancy in this post or any post, spelling or grammar typo or mistake is mostly due to hackers. Impatience with pounding down and fighting to get keys to operate or function makes me neglect to use proper grammar such as inserting comas or pounding down and backspacing on the capital letter tab or etc etc etc


the list of deformations of my body I have in no way begun to express in this post. 


When will anyone defend me and stop this crime against me? They want to force a baby out of me I ask this world to stop this crime and let me live in peace, my cats returned, this stalking stopped, and my finances in some way reimbursed from years of financial devastation and discrimination from tis global enterprise attacking me.


I want to live ALONE and not have a BABY as some generator of some experiment where the abusers are allowed to torture, ,rape and disfigure me, steal allI work for and claim it as their own and their "right" and "entitlement" to do so. Sneering at me in contempt, destroying my home and body and then raping, torturing and attempting to murder me when I fight back. 


This is the future of your Brave New World Technocracy for many people, Ibeleive I am not the only one or ever will be.


Please have a bit more compassion for the human race and the future than doing nothing and watching all of this unfold, secure in your protected status, as that might fail when the people controlling you want more "lebensraum" and your home or property or land or money or ideas or children to rape.



Hacker correction: I did not write "the deep penetrating" white male line in my post (three posts ago).This was a discrediting hack to sexualize my writing (that I really am "turned on" by bigot white males which is absolutely NOT the case and the more I see the more disgust and revulsion I openly access in my entire body and mind, spirit and soul; this applies to anyone of any color participating in this disgusting crime against me). They hacked in but I am leaving the post as it is just to demonstrate the discrediting tactic hacked in.

 These bigot parasites are not deep or penetrating, they are rapist bigots with no depth or soul. The penetrating aspect is how badly the norms endlessly are reinforced that these mediocrity hate bigots are put into lead position in the media to represent higher values and virtues. When a situation arises in the public political (or any other) domain, the associations have already been imprinted to create a (false narrative) template of who is "good" and who should be "followed", "believed in" and OBEYED IN THEIR quest for POWER and domination. Through all the machinations of their mind control propaganda.  


People automatically associate these white males (and their other iconic substitutes, sometimes put into lead roles, first and foremost as the underdog rising to the top--then killing off the evil solidified and corrupted white male --or female, or whatever they are "righteously fighting against" power). To supplant the former dynasty and create a "new" and "youthful" replacement.


Lies of course, in this particular application.


They are also sexualized to a high degree. This helps to "penetrate" the core beliefs fo how and why "they" should be considered good replacements for the outdated former corrupt regime. 


It's too hard to pound down on keys and backspace and try to think. My brain feels like it's spinning once again due to mind/brain wave attacks from this insidious technology.

Me as the symbol; Israel as the goal. British Israelism aka Christian Identity. Many a murdering bigot belongs to this group. My English attackers are anti-Semitic to the core (I mean those who are attacking me and have teleported and tortured and tried to murder me, who are STILL stealing ideas from me because they are mainstream mediocrity and hatemongering bigots with no imagination and really are SATANISTS underneath all their posturing).


 

Please note that this post is written while I am very under "Mind control" attack. I realize it reads like a hate rant. The unproven but factual theorizing (yes, a truism) is due to years of personal and direct experience of attackers and their lies and threats and then later seeing how they steal and rob what they first claim they "hate". I only am a "representative" of their object of hate. I do not claim any affiliation with the Jewish sect or it's community but I am labeled as such, and thus, I must analyze the content of the attackers. The emotional content is due to murder attempts backed by racist ideology 


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From the title of this post, to continue:

And I mean SATANISTS and I do know for sure, because of their symbolism aimed at me perpetually for years completely are what is called "Black Magick" operational death curses and stifling and silencing omens.


But that would be for a short story or something if I ever am not blocked from typing to any real extent by hackers. They keep me (these bigots who are associated with the English MONARCHY who are part of the infiltration of the Hollywood "A-list" group, offering endless prizes in Europe in exchange for being a part of this cartel. This includes those at highest levels of the power structure outside of the Hollywood gang bang rape culture milieu. 


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As my attackers are--many are--from England, and have attacked me most viciously (barely survived being poisoned to death, killed in accidents, and tortured so my immune system would fail for over 10 years without an end) as ideas are stolen by mediocrities posing as"alternative". Even a hair dye color was stolen as they have made my hair fall out for years.

The same applies in a direct parallel with the concept of a spiritual hegemony that "Israel" represents as "The Promised Land" for the "God's Chosen People" myth. All a direct tie to the same operation of usurpation and destruction of the originator.

I have met a few (like maybe more than 100,000) of these Christian Identity adherents in my lifetime (maybe more like 500,000). The ones who openly espoused this pseudo-religiopolitical (mafia Nazi bigot no-justification lynch mob rule global lobby) have also most viciously attacked me. In Gainesville, Florida I was put into contact, of course by "chance' when looking for an apartment (so many attack situations have occurred in housing situations, or searching for housing). Prior to the death order of poisoning me to death with bloating poisons, the family of this "Christian Identity" female,who poisoned me directly at her home in a "family" Sunday gathering, told me that, "We're gonna fatten you up!!!" and a month later,I began to pour on weight after being thin, active but still bloated and poisoned but I was always dieting and exercising--which began the final phase of poisoning to death. I put on 20 pounds in two months after having met with them, until bloating so badly I could barely walk until I finally had to leave the country altogether.

Now I am living in not-posturing Christian Thailand where the bigot mafia Nazi former Christians are relieved of their Sunday ordeals (or those who leave their "Christian" countries to come on "holiday" from their posturing exertions.) The "demand" for bars, massage "Happy ending" services and outdoor activities far outweigh any fiscal consideration of religious services, especially in the Christian domain. After years of living here, and driving around, I admit due to this poisoning illness leaving me dehabilitated, I have driven all over the island but have stuck mostly with the central and southern parts of Phuket--you can barely find an open church here. There is one single church I have seen in Phuket town that is never open, no people go in or out--no services that are open I cannot find any--(there may be some but not in the densely packed areas where I have lived on the Southernmost areas of this Island--the other areas, I am loathe to find a single operational Church anywhere.) In other words, they are either openly something akin to being Satanists, or they lie to themselves but mostly they put up a lying front that they care about these "Christian" values but are hiding their real, absolutely Imperialist, Colonialist, Nazi and all those other titles, and "they"--the masses and waves of tourists out of Europe I have been endlessly attacked by, the "ex-pats" who live here and are entrenched in plantation slave-ownership mentality. "They" are keen on quietly, through these media representatives that "they" are assisting by attacking me, in their goals of global domination through genocide, death, theft of all, endless glorification of obtaining slave plantations disguised as wealth and privilege with death as their main modus operandi; and they want to devour Israel and claim it as their own identification with "God" and taking over the "Holy Land"--however, they are evil and Satanic and demonic GENOCIDAL bigots, Nazis, Mafia and whatever else they claim they are openly but secretly really belong to the same group, operating in a seamless terror death squad operation to eliminate any intelligent life outside of their mediocrity and banality, hate and usurpation of all resources for their endless plantations springing up worldwide.

Please note my brain and laptop are under extreme attack and I cannot write with the clarity I would otherwise be able to at least vaguely be able to express. What appears as bigoted blanket statements on my part is also due to the fact that I cannot type with hacking making it impossible, and my brain is under attack so I get "lost' fighting to keep on the same thought for more than 5 seconds...etc etc the attacks are numerous. As always, this is what always is the case when I fight to pound down on keys and express this crime in these posts that are hacked and blocked from public appraisal or response.

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When "they" take over Israel, in it's newly fomented headquarters in Jerusalem,, you can bet the assassinations will not cease until the real "Jews" are eliminated. As with the rest of the plan for the Mideast area, it will resemble Florida after the genocide of the Indians with blonde Nazis claiming they "own" the Holy Land.

THAT IS THE PLAN, as I see it. As with all this group does to me, the micro and the macro: first they "hate" the originator, insulting and (murdering) and then they usurp and steal what they first claim they "hate" after they eliminate it as a threat to the lie that they are "SUPERIOR" AND in fact, they really want to "own" the title of being "God's Chosen" but their GOD IS THE LORD OF THE FLIES.


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Now: I got off the laptop and returned and tried to read the first few paragraphs and saw that as usual, words had been both changed and deleted. I also got lost in backspacing and correcting and "forgot' to include other ideas that I had wanted to write, such as I cannot write at any length but all I am capable of pounding out due to hacking constraints are basic very short-worded concepts, which are then stolen by these mediocre megadoners who finance the operations which keep them in the holiday camps of genocide, torture,theft, slavery, death and  all that they are on a micro scale demonstrating to me every single time I leave this room to go shopping I see their real intentions. 


IN good old Europe, there are churches blazing the Hell out of the silence of the post-Nazi security of the mediocrities. I posted a few Fassbinder movies (the cool one, not the bigot Nazi actor who is famous now,but the assassinated Reiner Werner Fassbinder who I believe was poisoned and appeared bloated and confused prior to his final blow, through a "drug overdose" just as he was going to make another genius rendition of the hypocrisy and lies of the German State, which he recognized as becoming full-fledged Nazism once more--a movie about the JEWISH ACTIVIST who was also assassinated by the German State (the apparatus prior to the Gestapo)--ROSA LUXEMBERG, who was a huge proponent of Socialism that the Germans stole (as the bigots always do ) as their own concept, as Germany is a huge Socialist State nowadays, and the Nazis claimed this facet of Socialism, took the pundits who had perhaps once supported someone like Luxemberg, and as these bigots always do, killed her and then stole the idea and claim it as their own. What I see is colonialization with all it's corresponding genocidal murder apparatus disguised as holiday fun in Thailand and "investment" in SE Asia. 


And this is too hard to type any longer. My fingers (motor skills from brain attacks) won't move to keys, the keys are being juxtaposed by hackers, and my brain and head and body feel like I am being spun around and am dizzy and can't concentrate any longer to fight to pound down and backspace.


Meanwhile the people who have been stealing everything  from me, from my cat to my ideas to my body to my home to everything, welcomed with top prizes for participating--including Jews or those who call themselves these terms---the same applies to "Jews" or any other religion who participate in this crime, as really for many people, especially those who participate in this hate crime I experience every moment of my life, they have no connection to any "higher" spiritual source,and their religious lobbies are social groups aimed at cohesion of power and influence. I can't pound down any longer and fight to think with all these attacks upon me any longer....

Wednesday, September 9, 2020

Creepy iteration of 2016: "liberal" "alternative" celebrities participating with extremist "right" factions in teleporting/torturing slowly murdering me are putting out their "so liberal" facades for the election campaign once more.

 THEY'RE ALL FRIENDS!!!!


In reality, they hang together and torture together for the same media blitz prizes awarded to the most vile abuser and attacker upon me. Left working with Right--or I mean, subterfuge "liberal" operating as the facade of "opposition" to "right" (fascism) power all hanging in the luxury mansions when they teleport me as one, friendly group, all operating TOGETHER. 


Seeing the media blitz carnival circus is more revolting this time around as I have four more years experience with being tortured and in this teleportation state, watching them all operate TOGETHER AS FRIENDS (AND "BROS"). 


Just having written this post puts me at jeopardy of inflicted violence by "them", the huge ever-expanding group of "celebrities" and their minions and all the unnamed not famous (or I don't know them) personalities helping to attack me in these teleportation psycho-skits they all laugh about inflicting upon me sleeping state.


But watching and seeing the carnage of the media blitzkrieg upon the minds of the viewers and consumers of this facade---seeing people who attack me so their "Hated" anti-choice candidate will endorse their fake news stances about how they are protesting and fighting for black, gay, trans, and every other "liberal" cause in the mediasphere possible, anything that could potentially sell


handed out like candy to the by now huge throng of actors participating in this crime against me, so many have participated who claim they are fighting the bad influence of the personality that has endorsed their current rise up to fame because they are FAKE FAKE FAKE AND THIS SHOULD BY NOW NOT COME AS NEWS TO ANYONE WHO HAS READ MY POSTS. All hese years of this. Seeing it once more. I tell myself to just sort of close my eyes until the election is over. Do not look at the media YouTube videos plaguing the internet (as I have no television). But I am tempted and open the Pandora's Box and see the very same odious personalities whohave stolen ideas from my drugged up ranting, verbatim words and concepts I wrote, or people who have physically assaulted me, threatened me ,are so "liberal" and anti--you -know-who for this next season of game-changing plays for media polarization that really has only one side and is a farcical dystopian creation that no one can recognize as such.


Now hacking is making typing impossible, my brain always under attack at all moment I type on the internet (or talk to anyone in any form, anywhere, at any time, everywhere),


The censorship silencing and above all, the discrediting never ends as I fight to express myself in any credible form. I have years experience in graduate school, and cannot ever access my true potential for writing due to these impediments imposed upon me by this terror operation that these "liberal" actors are covertly endorsing, participating in, the hate from them--especially some of the blacks who are "fighting" racism endlessly screaming and singing and "fighting" against it for million dollar media contracts and movie deals.


One of them , a white female of the more sinister Nazi appearance who shifted from her conservative neo-bigot personality appearance now has changed to fit into the "alternative" genre, who has stolen verbatim VERBATIM words I wrote on Facebook maybe half a year ago or a bit longer--endless photos of her infect my laptop and her smug and greasy nasty ugly  hate smile, put alongside the personality they are all claiming they are fighting so hard to oppose--who is endorsing them stealing from me, who is protecting them in these crimes and they are being propelled into these positions to somehow undermine any real opposition.


I tell myself to wait and just blank out all the mess of this situation and just hope that my choice will win" instead of another electoral college disaster fiasco malfeasance situation...once again will this happen once again as the cycle is now ramping up the fakes are putting out their news about how they are endorsing the "liberal" candidate and I see fake after fake who has teleported and attacked me in the line-ups of the "alternative" pundits who are famous.



Tuesday, September 8, 2020

It requires a handsome white male to reach the deep, penetrating sensitive alarm bells of the average viewer to react to surveillance State operations. Anti-Putin, ,anti-surveillance, anti-State-sponsored terror Russian HANDSOME WHITE MALE activist Alexey Nevalny is out of a coma after having been poisoned.

 This sounds so "feminist" and "bitter", but I am merely following in the current spate of movies and tv shows winning awards. A white male is raped, the world cries and the tv series wins all the best awards. The plot focuses upon a white male and his accomplice pseudo-lesbian sister fighting technotyrants using hacking top impenetrable, almost superhero skills. In the end, it is revealed that the protagonist is not merely acting "out" of a demented need for social change per se, but more out of a deep wound inflicted by his pedophile father and the system that protects such men from the travesties of stopping rape culture. When inflicted upon a white male, who otherwise could have gotten the happy, frilly blonde female and married, had a top CEO job, and was part of the social fabric with no undermining miserable outcast wanderings through wreaking revenge upon the society that has spurned him for the white male rape privilege and otherwise any other male in charge of children, or women, or anything deemed "inferior" and thus penetrable and easily accessible to rape penetration or molestation. The worst crime is assaulting a white male. I merely am following in the analysis of the movies and tv shows that have won top awards for the past few years.


Here is a real-life situation, and FINALLY the information that the gamut of terrorist "gang stalking" minions at the LOWER levels aspiring to become exonerated rapists and murdering bigot hate mongering who can say and utter any insult possible but torture and POISON anyone they deem offensive to their power monopoly--and any threat to their mediocrity and incompetence although they may fill the requirements of the job but nothing more outstanding than that.


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The information is now on CNN oh my gosh! However, albeit, not a whisper about possible parallel situations occurring within or relegated out of the United States. Of course, what a DEMOcrazy it,, the United States, and it's affiliate puppet master controllers is.are!!!\\ Waiting for it to be the past tens of a crazy Demo society turned into a semblance of a Democracy based on an equal distribution of power, checks and balances, equality and freedom of expression, movement without a surveillance state poisoning it's unwelcomed threats (i.e. me, now into almost into the 10th year of detoxing from poisoning that everyone around me helped to implant into my body--plus more torture while healing the entire 9.78 yeas of this without end).


A chance from Putin to some other recognized power may not mean a whole lot in the more wide spectrum of this system. If Germany is harboring Nevalny, perhaps it's because they really want to complete the Nordstrom 2 instead of being blocked in this huge power oil gambit collaborative effort with Russia. Probably worth more to Germany than Putin or his regime. The same system will remain in place--perhaps it will be labeled Glasnost 2 or 3?


https://edition.cnn.com/2020/09/07/europe/navalny-russia-coma-poisoning-intl/index.html


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If you are a woman, the chances of anyone caring about you being poisoned or raped is much lower than if a "handsome" white male is exposed to the same atrocities. Jut to mention the unmentionable reality and TRUTH. Not complaining but only writing the obvious that people refuse to acknowledge. Just like they refuse to acknowledge rape or poisoning unless the subject of the attack is deemed part of the untouchable protected group--i.e. a handsome white male fighting as the underdog for justice.  Everyone knows this implicitly but this reality is mostly covered up with lies and pretenses that this is not true. However, just watch those H-wood movies and tv shows and you will see that this is reinforced adamantly to the point that the women involved are always blamed and called the B-word or they are murdered by the incensed son, the poor white male offended because he was raped but his response is to absolutely attack the women and then, if possible, themurder of the father figure is done by someone else "protesting" or the memory is buried like a bad corpse rotting in a defunct memory base.

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I could name two of these shows I have watech in the last few years that have won top prizes, reinforcing male domination culture to rape and torture.. All done under the auspices of defending victim rights as the underdog going beesrk in society because they were assaulted by white males and the mothers "participated" because they are always silenced, blocked from action, adn then blamed for not having done anything when the chips fall and the blame is levied out in an unbalanced attack upon women as the supposed nurturing caretakers and always the frontline of blame and revenge attack.

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The hacking has created an impossible ability to type and I can only get a bit out, mostly disjointed and the brain tech alters my emotional state--always exacerbating the negative state. I cannot write with calm reasoning but this is, or sounds like  "bitter" "feminist" (perhaps) b-word attack!!!

I have to laugh about the hypocrisy of these movies and their white male protagonists--some of whom have attacked me--in this case, both of the movies and shows have been endless photos ops of the men starring in these rape victim roles--fighting to teleport and rape ME of course--the double-standard and hypocrisy  and racism and hate applies endlessly in this situation of me being poisoned--absolutely silenced and ignored by society and no concern about this murder attempt ever epxressed by anyone, especially the men teleporting and raping and ordering non-stop torture whiel I fight to heal. There is, in short, nothing but more attacks to destroy what healing capabilities I naturally ahve to rely on, since they also block financial solvencly so I cannot afford any established medical treatments or alternative healing.  And yet, the same people sponsor, steal ideas from me and use my ideas about similar situations:  but I watch movies and tv shows about white males being poisoned, drugged by establishment, labeled crazy or mentally ill, if they fight against corruption ortry to even acknowledge what has happened in their vulnerable states of childhood or nascent awareness but always submerged and compartmentalized into silenced block of memory and awareness. 

 Always , in these movies, tv shows and now in the "news" manufactured: the cherished unblemished but damaged white male honored and cherished by the media if they represent white males being raped in this system of rape culture. 

Now I have to spend at least 10 minyes fighting to correct what hackers absolutely damaged of what I wrote the space bars is blocked and most of the words are glued together. If my post is unreadable after I post, because I am going to stop correcting this one paragraph, I spent at least 15 minutes fighting to correctly type the above set of paragraphs in this post, all of which should be correct, readable with no abberations whatever comes out is due to hacking that is unreadable or chaotic or turned incomprehensible. As I view the paragraph, the entire paragraph is underlined with red spelling mistake. Just now, I am inserting this because I spent more like 30 minutes fighting to correct just one paragraph, and as I wrote, the hackers moved the cursor so I would insert a deleted letter and the cursor added the letter to another word, thus forcing me to backspace, delete, retype and then fight to punch in the spacebar, which I must pound down with my hand completely as hard as possible.. I will correct it all but as I wrote,--this is the amount of silencing that I must fight ever time I fight to simply type. Not to mention what attacks are being put on my brain.

I am giving up now it is completely impossible to type any longer









Monday, September 7, 2020

An adieu to Hollywood pieu (pheuw) pooh: Hollywood Burning on a lukewarm Mississippi Night burning the cross under the white hood of sanctimonious PC Correctness but coming out at night--this is the light of the fright if you are not White.

 Burn that cross you bear the white man's burden forces you to make movies about savin the planet from the evils you endorse when you are on the golf course...



So glad H-wood puts out movies about long past eras of disenfranchisement and now everyone is so Happy and Free in H-wood movies about fighting for Freedom (to kill, rape, plunder and LIE LIE LIE).


..and also they is bonafide cat killerz and the sentiment is made plain in the movie clilp and that represents the REALITY of this pernicious, evil, Satanic unmajestic group you all WORSHIP as your gallery of Gods and Goddesses unveiled unrobed peeled away to parasitic level in REALITY a crass distinction but so TRUE they are not Gods or Goddesses but something UNHOLY. They kill, rape and maim and torture and laugh about all the crimes, are elated as they get put into stardom's gaze: fighting for Justice is such an insane craze in the labyrinth of Satanic injustice it is a Devil's Maze.


Not amazed any longer by their glint, the hate makes their posturing like a burning cross spitting out hissing flames in the cheers of the masses after a church sermon has let the pent-up sheeple out for mass entertainment..

CRASS REALITY Asylum. Forgive? Shit He forgives. Wrapped as you are in the holy girdle of the thorny crown of unHoly Genocide. Goat Stigmata Martyr Hell Hate Hole wholly whores.

 


Bauhaus (anti)Spirit. Cut down your puppet strings. I sing on stage for your entertainment spiritual transformation for 15 minutes of FAME and as much $ as possible!!!!!

 


Why should I be the sacrifice for your fictional narrative about the eternal Holocaust revised? Your need to nail Jews upon the Cross of your hate crime paradigm. Oh yes, in our New Age, microchip "them" so they are controlled to the grave.

 



If there is any spirituality to be had, it has to be derived from obtaining ideas using Voice-to-skull insane in the membrane technology, used by a coached choir, singing the body electric told by an idiot signifying NOTHING.


To quote from a movie I am watching, won't say which but the demons stalking and hacking into my brain neurolink Nazi experiment Happy, smiling musky odor stench technology already know---musty odors permeate my room my home and my body due to their hate and bigotry, but no matter, they ahve Jesus on their side simply by evoking His Name--no one is to blame for their hate crimes therefore they are exonerated by a few Hail Mary's 




The fictional narrative is what the legions are trying to foist upon me. I have fought for three years (see song above about Jesus) and...for three years I am now tired and weary of the leery jets boming my brain and  body as torture because of their fictional narratives about racist ideologues they want to steal and rob and rape and take over the Holy Land usurpation plan, Ltd Gmbh Inc Corp et al.


writing in cryptic drugged mind controlled hacking plexiverse once again


spent all day cleaning filth sprayed on the everything from floor to ceiling--and yesterday, and every day. Waiting for three years, and now three months, and maybe I should stop writing in three minutes until the nth coming of the savior who will rescue me from your hate crime FICTIONAL NARRATIVE about the nth Holocaust you want to repeat over and over and over and over insane in themembrane...

The New Jerusalem: "And did the Countenance Divine Shine forth upon our clouded hills? And was Jerusalem builded here Among these dark Satanic Mills?"

 The William Blake poem The New Jerusalem commences:


"Bring me my bow of burning gold!

Bring me my arrows of desire!
Bring me my spear! O clouds, unfold!
Bring me my charriot of fire!

I will not cease from mental fight,
Nor shall my sword sleep in my hand
Till we have built Jerusalem
In England's green and pleasant land."


As I am personally fed-up with forces of hate enveloping my internet and brain waves, stealing all possible for their media output or commentary in whatever guise or form it takes, rendering me silenced I submit a song, a dance routine (from most wonderful TWYLA THARP, not to be dismissed as irrelevant, nor the production of this movie, the older version, the time and era it was made in and the emotive sensationalist explosion this movie propelled into the media ionosphere:

I will refrain from my personal commentary, much less so drugged up, sick and paralyzed and endlessly cleaning up the terrorist filth that is sprayed on every item in my room (almost, I spend all my life now cleaning up their filth and then laying in a paralyzed state afterwards and in pain and detoxing hard poison because it was deemed I am too "dangerous" to be "allowed" to have my own creative expression and no chance or opportunity to enjoy having my own creative endeavors rewarded or made any threat to "they" who are stealing my ideas and being awarded for it.

I have strayed from the relevant topic: the temple is polluted, corrupted, this is not ENgland butmerely a media studio in the middle of a deserted shrine, conveying a theme which the theives will have to inject their dominance Roman Empire machinations subliminally drawn into the Underdog Theme formula.

O holy ghost of those slain by the fascist tyrannies of the bourgeoning empires of the SUn and the Black Sun/Moon parallel ennui of spiritual vacuity. Within the cherished shrine, the lepers conspire to suck and draw out the essence that was lost in the exchange within the desecrated temple halls, blackened with the blood of holy sacrificial ennui.

Surrounded by worms, the lost Holy entity can only revert to the soothing balm obtained at the charity function sale remaining after the fall of the walls of the temple of the sanctity of the sacrilege slaughter FOR SALE GOING FAST, ,holy rollers on the auction block in the New Jerusalem Temple (Streets of London, at Temple House, in the financial district where the boys are so refined and slick, One can almost worship them for their beautiful meadows of plush lush refined satanic mills exiting the impoverished Satanic mills).

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You will recognize this scene
if your Biblical Memory is Green. 
The situation is obscene
yet it makes for happy Queens (NYC).






Maybe one day I can write my ideas and thoughts not in an indistinct code, almost secret and enshrined in silence and oppression. The Roman legions surround me with staves and knaves I must obscure my ideas and wait for the 2nd coming of The First Amendment to the US Constitution to bring my soul to the light of uncensored reality.

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Even IF...."no one" is reading this, I am still writing this to the unlimited potential of the void and it's receptivity to concepts materializing that are too revolutionary even for the bearing of the Cross and the Blood dripping down into the abyss of the Satanic Majesty of the might of the fright squadron goons blocking my writing and ability to compete in the Temple of the Sacrilegious Temple of pornography.

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But...of course, this post was written under the expression of a golden halo of hallowed political and religious pilgrimage delving deep into the history of the Medieval Crusades coming to the 4th Coming because the 3rd Coming failed (except for Saladin the marauding might who won his religious fight against the Satanic brood coming to loot the crude oil refineries).

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Like Nostradamus under the Inquisition: I must cloak and veil my ideas because first they will be stoe,n if applicable to the underdog hypocrisy of the Satanic gristmill of the media demons, and secondly, because of the political fright I am under the oppressive Big Daddy protection of feeling doomed to gloom if this is not turned into a maelstrom turning the desecration of the Temple into something quite more Holy than the scurrilous rollers turning all into a roller coaster descent into HELL and it's denizens controlling the levers of the ride. Must conceal all my ideas until this turns into a confusing scattering of ideas because I am blocked from writing and expressing and even this rambling is being scrutinized for content to steal and then--I will be tortured afterwards forhaving written anything at all which could be construed as a threat to the Order of the Temple Bank pornographic Cult control Crusade. As my head/brain feels like it's being spun in a centrifuge, and the hacking is a form of censorship because the keys won't operate. My brain under attack by "mind control" tech orcing a rambling sensation, the blocking of keys and...and...what is forced was forced back for all time--damned for all time--until the 4th Coming I will wait and I wait and wait...

Their "might" keeps the world in Fright running scared and selling out 




Saturday, September 5, 2020

I dreamed there was "Instant Karma" , but instead saw from a wide perspective of the human race, that rather instant BS was and remains the most popular instant consumer item to ingest. Despite impossible odds, Instant Karma is a dream devoutly wished for, obtained in the ethereal air of purified reality.

 


What I wonder is whether Yoko Ono in this video intends to represent a blindfolded Madame Defarge?

I just had to rewrite the title of this blog because hackers altered words and changed meaning in so doing. Instant BS hackers. Where is instant karma, how long must I wait for anything to ever come back to these criminals?

Knitting an encrypted code, turned into a knotted set of movie memes. Madame Defarge a kind of #me too killer femme too.

 I can never pots a thread without tying pieces of mind control together and my situation, a tapestry of unraveling and unveiling.


Many posts on Facebook today about the wacko idiosyncrasies of Phuket lack of protection for the poor against gangsters and rapists. Police to do nothing. Reminds me of society when it comes to what is happening to me.


Then thinking of the current fiascos facing America and wacko discussions about "revolution". 


Without writing any more, because people are hacking in, seeing what concepts can be stolen so they can endlessly steal whatever they want--all millionaires, billionaires--supported by every authoritarian agency and pillar of society:


videos and only one comment I will paste and copy here. 


I am too drugged up and sick to read this book, the movies are inadequate and ideas and quotes are MISREPRESENTED. It irks me beyond mere dismay that such an excellent book has been prostituted like this in movies made for entertainment. Propaganda. Important details left out, obfuscating additions exonerating the guilty (wealthy) per usual lies and misrepresentations of what was such a profound scene in the book. Dickens the genius, also misrepresented which is almost a crime. I also have not been able to find the 1988 version of Little Dorrit, which had great political content. I must pay Amazon for the movie and the criminals have rendered me into too much poverty to have to pay for shipping and such a purchase. There was one bittorrnt I obtained online, and it has been deleted from the one torrent search engine I found, after searching every torrent site possible.Now itis completely gone (in English).

What is left, is a long series of a "romantic' sort of Jane Austin version that lacks all the serious content that the Derrick Jacoby version held such fascination and such intelligent design directing and lighting, shooting of scenes such great distinction between shadows and greys and light and darkness and the political content much more in direct focus than the "happy" more congenial romance version, very easy to obtain, that is so easily accessible. The really intelligent, interesting and artistic version is gone and blocked from public availability. The cost of purchasing this now obscure version is higher than the normal, cheap video on Amazon. No mention is made of the more "difficult' version that does criticize wealth and privilege. The silly, sort of romantic version is cheap and easy for all to access.The book begins so differently from either version. I have not been able to get past the first chapter bcause the hackers broke my laptop and I have been too ill to concentrate on anything beyond very easy movies and reading and concentration is almost blocked out from my mental capacity from drugging and this last stage of detox, where the lowest sludge area of poisons in my body have stagnated for decades. (Speaking of the ills forced upon me by the wealthy and their wanna get rich quick minions--hacking is preventing typing and it is as usual very bad right now--long time backspacing and rewriting and correcting once again blocked from expression):


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What I posted on FB, and the videos from last-first chronological order:


(again, hacking is pronounced once more, I suspect that this post will be rewriten once I publish the post--I will not correct any longer as simply fighting to correct all the hacker inserts and blocks has taken up too much time I have no patience for more correcting after I publish).


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The 1935 version:



Neither the version I posted below, from the 1980 film, nor this clip is accurate. The book from Dickens has a slightly different take. I won't detail how or what. However, a deviation from yet another adaptation makes a bit of rancor in watching the film. Oh how books are so superior to so many a movie when politics resembling a threat to the wealthy or the guilty are put into accurate portrayal. If the wealthy are put into a dismal light, it is because of subverted reasons that help to dismantle, or encourage various reactions from those who feel oppressed by the wealthy. Violent revolution precedes authoritarian rule. Catharsis dims the concept of rational and real action. Etc etc.

Yet I will watch the 1935 adaptation instead of listening to the download of the audio book, because my concentration is so dimmed from the drugging and detox from the drugging--because the "wealthy" can't stand to see me perform in a way that threatens their assumptions of assertion.

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Porter: A child is dead, excellency.

Aristocrat to peasants: It's extraordinary to me that you people cannot take care of yourselves and your children. One of you is forever in the way. What injury you have done to my horses. Drive on, faster!

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The 1980 version: Madame Defarge knitting her tapestry of J'Accuse!!!! The terror knitting report.




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ON second thought: the 1980 mini-series appears appealing and I will also watch this version. This book is one of my favorites of all time and so, I think I cannot get bored watching this after having read the book twice. There is NO COMPARISON WITH ANY CELLULOID VERSION AND THE WRITING OF DICKENS because so much depends on the imagination when visualizing the writing that extends into description of surroundings that a movie, without some internal dialogue cannot convey in the same depth of symbolic interpretation.


Madame Defarge has her day in court. J'accuse cousin of rapist murdering aristocrat (the same same who ran over the child in the street also part of a rape/torture and murder scheme.. Something alluded to in movie, taken out of context, and diminished in these movies. Rape, torture and mass murder committed by aristocracy and kept a death secret by all French higher courts, police and society depicted in harsh detail by Dickens, the true "master" of fiction and the realities of draconian penalties for the CRIME OF BEING POOR.





INSTANT KARMA IS GONNA GET YOU.


Who in the world do you think you are? (quotes from the John Lennon/Yoko Ono video where Yoko is sitting knitting blindfolded while John the Saint sings. It reminded me of Madame Defarge immediately and thus, ,these posts. ) had been posting news articles about Phuket, which were mostly about rape death andpolice doing nothing to stop the rape or deadly operations of the city and island--where tourism is so pronounced and yet it is such an impoverished place lacking all protection for Thai citizens from police. The wealthy who come here with smiling slaves servicing them for every itch and scratch call this "Paradise".




The only recourse left to the helpless: appealing to a higher or lower power.

Police do nothing as alleged gangster threatens Phuket family

Thursday, September 3, 2020

Terrorist Report: Bank fraudulent terror agent posing as bank teller; cars nearly hitting me; brain wiped out while attempting to do a banking transaction and attacked verbally while I felt like I was a numbed out blanked out.

 Yelling at me, yelling as I had to take the ear buds out of my ears because I "forgot' to sign a document  I have been using that bank for years, have never encountered this terror agent. The bank was packed and the usual Phuket ex-pat denizen with entourage of locals surrounded me. I "forgot" to sign a document and for years I have never deviated from signing this specific document. I have my ear buds on because of the creepy noises the stalkers make, the negative environment and the negative people I want to drown out who are always surrounding me.  They are now, have begun insisting that I write a telephone number on the forms--something that is not policy for that bank (or any bank, to get a cash advance from a Visa card does not require putting down a telephone number). For the last few months people have attacked me, nearly yelling and asking 4 times to write a telephone number. I do not use a mobile phone because the terrorist hackers literally attack me with hacking into my phone system. If I have the phone turned off, they turn it on, while I am using the mobile phone to listen to music. I have had telephone terrorists call me, even when I have not given out my number to anyone--they phone and it interrupts my music which I have downloaded and transfered to my phone. They then begin talking in Thai and the voices are creepy and ugly. The attacks are so bad I cannot use the phone unless I take the SIM card out because of the endless attacks with hacking and interrupting and endless prank calls (not funny but creepy sick and evil voices endlessly phoning me). I use a laptop VOIP.


Now this bank has tellers yelling at me, repeatedly, to give a phone number. I had my ear buds on, they made me wait over 30 minutes, while I stand as the technology begins to blast my brain and cognitive functions-I am so weak and watered down in strength by the time I get to the tellers and have a face-to-face confrontation, which it always is. Each person at the teller ahead of me (and these banks are mostly empty whenever I drive past and look into the bank, but when I go to the banks, they are so full there is nowhere to sit). They have terrorists conduct huge and long-winded multiple file deposits and withdrawals, but they spend most of the time doing nothing on either end of the tables or teller counter: I watch and see the lobbies packed with people spending at least 15 minutes at one counter. I have this experience non-stop at these banks. I can see that the tellers are doing NOTHING, they shuffle papers  and I can see them surfing on the internet as the "customer' terrorist agents begin talking on their phones and looking into their cameras and phones---no activity besides these shuffling activities go on and on. Before the Covid restrictions, the terrorist groups used to have children shout and scream and run behind me and rip my bags and anything I had nearby that I wasn't grasping for safety against these behind attacks from little children as the banks do nothing but watch, blankly as if they are completely numb and devoid of all thought. They usually smile at the children screaming in a major bank lobby and tearing my bags from behind. Now the rooms are packed with a few chairs in between as the terrorist tellers go so slowly I watched this woman yelling at me so laboriously conduct my personal very easy transaction, ,and by the time she began yelling at me repeatedly stupid remarks about signing one form (afterI had signed the receipt) and also screaming about me not having a phone number (I had politely, very drowsy very drugged from the effect of the tech, which by that time, after more than 20 minutes had suffused my brain to the point that I was like a warm, fuzzy malleable noodle, completely devoid of all defensive capability or understanding. I could not fathom that she was attacking me as I stood silently, not able to access my own thoughts. All defenses were blocked, I believe. After leaving I realized that I would have told her firmly to stop shouting or something to the effect of I can hear her as I took one of the ear buds out of my ear to her. She kept shouting as I told her I didn't have a phone. I had made the personal choice to not say "Thank you" when I finally got my money--but like a puppet zombie I decided within half a second to give her the Thai "Wai" gesture to try or attempt to make anything positive out of the situation. I was and am grateful for the service and I wanted a pleasant encounter. This only opened the opportunity for her to smile with this advantage of this edge on my "weakness" of having thanked her instead of glaring and walking away in hate, as they wanted me to do, which I ended up doing for a split second because as soon as I said thank you she began nearly yelling, gesticulating at me to get a phone next time. I did not want to demand that it is not necessary for a banking transaction of obtaining money from my Visa Debit card, in this one bank I have used for almost 10 years, with no problem and no demand for a phone number for all these years until the last few months. And they all know me at this bank as well. The formerly polite and courteous teller who always has provided me with prompt and helpful service was shuffled back into the back room, I could see him as he was pushed out of the entire environment, where he actually works every day and this woman I had seen was completely "new" and has never been there before. 


I could only access my real thoughts on this situation long after I had left. It took me over 10 minutes after leaving to understand that she was not talking loudly because she though my ear buds were preventing me from hearing her. Not at all, but I was drown in the  electrical waves combined with this implant I believe creates an absolute lack of mental preparedness even though I KNOW that something like these hate encoutners are inevitable, while I am in the situation I cannot fathom that an attack is happening and have no capability of drawing up a response to match the hostility. I remain blank, staring, silent, unable to think, my brain is being blocked literally while these terrorists laugh andmake jokes about it. They then feel "superior" and this is a travesty of technology being used against me.


She began yelling at me while I had my ear buds on--I was made "Numb" by the microchip implant and the other tech aimed into my brain. I stood there silently  with the sensation of "thinking" that she was just talking loudly because I had the ear buds on. She gave me a black hate smile, her eyes turning black with a demonic glint of bemusement because it was "fun" while I stood there, unable to comprehend that this was an attack situation, even though I intrinsically knew and understood I could not formulate the thought into my direct consciousness--until far too late, after I had left. This is the same recurring pattern of these brain-altering attacks while I am in these stores and shops paying or getting money, as terrorist agents surround me from all sides and make slashes into my purses and my clothing or other nasty attacks from behind while I stand facing, ear buds in myears to drown out the trigger "coughing" noises and hate comments.


As usual it is impossible to type. Endless struggle to backspace and correct and pound down on keys. I write this only to keep a kind of record. Rather than remaining silent.


I do not have the inclination to struggle to type and fight against this horrific hacking situation at the moment it's so hard to get letters out and pound down with all my strength to get anything to print out.


There is more but I cannot go on pounding down and backspacing and correcting. Silenced once again by hackers forcing me into abject block of ability to simply type. Also blocks to my brain and now they are also blocking the template funtion.


The attacks today were due entirely to brain-altering tech aimed into my body and brain, all pre-orchestrated and planned with reactions and various types of responses planned well in advance. I told her very nicely that I do not have a phone. She began YELLING AT TOP VOCAL HATE RANGE about SIGNATURE" . She also went to another room to copy my passport and gestured at me to sit in a chair near the door. Once I was there, she opened the door and told me to come back to the front counter. This has never happened to me at this bank so I was unprepared. Normally they gesture to me to sit near this door and the teller comes out and services my request at a private table area. Today she beckoned and then returned to the front counter. After I had moved all my 4 bags to this chair, I had to lug them all back,. Then she began the yelling as I "forgot" to sign one page, although I had signed the important document that required a signature. Normally Thai people very politely ask for a signature She was gloating and the ex-pat (white European males, older retirees, thenicest I can say about them and that is forcing a neutral description). Every time she played some hate game or trick,I went absolutely blank and could not think of a single thing to say or do about her lies and manipulations. I just remained blank, essentially not able to think in terms of defense or posture of tactics to not play into the manipulations. I was forced into such a passive, non-verbal blank state uncomprehending. That is the worst, and to my face they smile with hate and laugh and giggle as the hate white males who always are there to train the Thai women in how to commit every crime possible using this "fun" technology. I am rendered so incomprehensible I have no basic understanding of defensive measures to counter these stupid and ugly and sinister types of really nasty attacks. 


This is what their interface microchip and drugging/mind control tech enable realy immature and violent, more to the point, genocidal bigots and haters to inflict their public hate attacks while someone like me, who does not like to be silent when under attack,is made blank to the point that I CANNOT UNDERSTAND WHAT IS HAPPENING. Only at least 30 minutes after I leave these situations am I able to finally access my critical facilities to understand how ugly and nasty these terrorists using this technology have been and how they operate the tech and how it's supposed to be ME who is put into a bad light and not them--the irony as they are despicable--the nicest Ican say about them.


My record of this today. There is more, but I am not going to spend more time on pounding down and correcting. This is the kind of kernel of information about how insidious this technology is, how it is being used and misused. I wonder how much money is being poured into these attacks just upon me, and how much of a "black ops" budget there is for such technologies to be handed out to every Neo-Nazi group, disguised as normal civilians in these death squad hate goon groups.



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Hackers completely rewrote my words and published their typos , rewrites and insertions. The lack of cohesion is noticeable but i will not go back an endlessly backspace anc correct and pound down on keys just to get something more cohesive written which I had written well enough. 


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Every time I write about the attacks the people orchestrating the attacks get a promotion. If I do nothing they get promoted anyway, but not as much as if I react and the more hysterical my reaction (always due to drugging and torture but motly due to drugging and the mind control tech)---


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another similar situation happened today as well. Finally going through multiple attacks at every shop, people going within one inch behind me and scratching marks into my purse as I pay and am facing the other direction. I have so many bags I carry due to the fungus and stinking fluids sprayed on every single thing in my torture chamber studio while I am physically strong enough to venture out and go through endless near-death driving situations and attacks from behind and hate and negativity when I am paying for anything.


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as I stood in the bakery line, a man with a huge protruding pot belly,who I belive I have seen before doing this same exact thing: standing with a tray of baked items--loaves of bread--open and on a tray, paying at the bakery counter--the tray he's holding is lilting at an angle where the items are nearly falling into my backpack, purse and items (cloth items I fight assiduously to keep clean--I have to spend at least 2 hours prior to leaving my room to clean all the stinking, stained and rotting stinking items that the terrorists spray on everything through these cracks in the countless tiles, cracks, panels of this torture chamber surveillance assault chamber I have been forced into. But, I want to keep these things clean, although they have all been smeared with grime and black substances to they are al dim, the bright happy colors are facded from endlessly spraying bleach and the black grime that is endlessly smeared on my personal items that are white, or bright colors. This manhas done this same attack to me before, and like the bank situation that I had to fight to regain any awareness of after only exiting the building, and then the stress from non-stop cars and trucks almost hitting me forced me to have to shove this ridiculous but dangerous situation to the back of my mind because direct damage to my life was the initial threat while driving and then at stores, the endless shoving, people walking into me nonstop force me to hve to  postpone any information retrieval for a time when I have at least only the neihbors blasting my body and burning me instead of direct death threats from vehicles and people attacking me at financial and other serious institutions. 


This man with his pot belly, the tray hanging at an angle that is almost symmetrical in the asymmetrical imbalance of his huge belly and the linear plane of the tray, with the curve of his huge protruding belly--all hanging and sagging with his hand and arm dropping so the items are on the verge of teetering into me endlessly cleaned and made dirty backpack---and other bags-(hours of fighting to get the stinking putrid odors out too--the rancid stinking smells never quite go away no matter what I spray or how many times I clean--the stinking stuff they spray has been manufactured to have the stench remain despite commercial cleaning liquids or cleaners. This is all truly from very sophisticated but seemingly "haphazard" slothful lack of cleaning diligence as I am endlessly discredited or my image and ability to type and write and think and respond is always under attack and everything I do and say and my clothing and all is endlessly breached and under non-stop attack))


I move my cart away and he follows with the bakery items and retains his attack stance behind me. Also, when I walk up stairs or down stairs, I am followed within twoinches from behind--as I wrote, people stand within a few inches of me--I lookaround and I never, never want to look at them in the face. The staunch fighters are capable of face-to-face hostile contact with their opponent. I am also attacked in such situations so my eyeballs LITERLLY MY EYEBALLS ARE ARTIFICIALLY, REMOTELY TURNED DOWNWARD I literaly blackout for a brief second and can't look at people when they begin to physically confront me with hostility and hate. 


I am now tired again of fighting to write, think and pound down and backspace and orrect the hacker blocks to the space bar and the keys.


Now hackers are moving the cursor as I type---etc etc etc, stymied by hackers and silenced by hacking. Silenced more by the people of this planet who see what is happeningto me,or they/you read about this and as always--DO NOTHING NOTHING NOTHING AND MORE OF NOTHING to help me or stop this insidious situation. 


Of course all of you are going to wait until it's' either too late to stop this system or your lives are in immediate danger, except the "beauty" of this technology is that YOU CAN'T TELL YOU ARE UNDER ATTACK AND NO ONE INFORMS YOU OF THE ATTACK SITUATION BUT EVERYONE KNOWS AND EVERYONE PARTICIPATES.


I have to wonder how long it will take for anyone to feel that uncharacteristic twinge of alarm and fear as you read my posts and think perhaps it is already happening to you too.


Oh, I wrote the last sentence at a semblance of my normal very quick and accurate pace and ability and the hackers just obliterated the letters and I had to baxkspace and retrype almost the entire paragraph That is just one paragraph, I cannot express how hard it has been to think, type and write this page out today.


I am waiting,waiting, waiting, have been WAITING, WAITING, WAITING for ayone to respond to my endless posts about murder attempts, torture and all this sickness that these sick groups are enacting and being paid and promoted to do to me. Years of writing about it years and years of people only lining up to participate and get promoted and a turn on and hormone rush out of this too. Yee haw, I can see years of people laughing about having the silence of this world allowing them to get away with every single crime possible and then promoted for it.