Terrorist report: May 7, 2021. The usual long, long list that is incomplete due to the excessive number of attacks on 24/7 basis.

 I realize this is "fun" for most or many of the readers/hackers who survey my writings and steal whatever they want to use for their own purposes. I write nevertheless to keep a documentation so one day, if my country gets tired of fascist incompetents ruining the country, they can for a change resort to stopping the supression of state-sponosred terrorism and resort to unveiling my writings as this drugged up, mind-controlled documentation of the modus operandi and the rantings of a drugged up and slowly-being-murdered target--me of course.

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• After many YEARS of trying to protect my body--but moreso many months of taping and inserting balls of cotton and other items between my toes, the balls of my feet extending nearly to my heels in an attempt to stop the slicing and the slow destruction of the skin and tissue between my toes on both feet--this has been going on for 3/4 of a year now on a nightly basis. The skin cut to the bone in the joints of the small toes is not growing back, they severed the veins/capillaries and the cuts are permanent and my feet are becoming paralyzed and severed with permanent damage going on and on every single night slowly in increments. I put balls of cotton between each toe, huge cotten pads between the first toes and the webbing which is still being cut into every night by laser technology that extends underneath a stretch waistband that I tie with 6 knots tied as tightly as possible so there is no slack for anything to enter into my leg area. The feet have been covered with material and sewn in so nothing can be inserted through the foot opening of these drawstring pants I sleep with. There is this addition belt that I tie around (tied w/6 knots every night and not a millimeter of slack is possible--but I wake up and it's been stretched and is looser). I tape with packaging tape (which is strong and sturdy) the padded toes, after all is taped down to the arch of my foot, I put a sheet of tissue paper and then tape all of that onto the ball of my foot and then I put a pair of socks over that. THEN I have strings which I tied 3x around my ankles over the socks, which I fold down over the 3x wound string. THEN, last night, I experimented with tying over the entire sock/tape and string area very cheap and unusable ear buds with the plastic-coated cord, the ear buds are used as a kind of block to tie more firmly.

I have woken up every day with mutliple slashes cut into my feet and top layers of skin burned off between the toes since last October. Every protection I use is breached by this most expert and professional GOVERNMENT-SPONSORED terrorist terror team. I woke up this morning and the terrorists had removed the electrical cord with ear buds and loosened the tape and severed skin off the area that is infected, swollen and all I do is fight to heal this every day as it's horrible and I can barely walk. They couldn't get through one of the feet protection blocks so that foot is healing from the damage they inflicted last night (and from months prior) but the other foot has been slashed. This is from creep actors ordering this to be done by nasty Thai people and their Europ-a "handlers" instructing them what to do and how to use this technology--how to behave like fascists and all because after years of these celebrities obtaining Oscars and awards and stealing ideas from me and all as part of this perpetual contract out on me--Please note they were not "winning" any awards prior to latching onto this contract out on me--and this has been going on unchecked by all administrations and all leadership for over a decade at this "high level" of media contractual awards promotions and corrruption (fascist, nazi overtake of government and media extending even down to YouTubers and all areas of "power" in all businesses and it's completely a global situation). As you all know but I am writing this post in hopes that it will be documented and perhaps used as some part of a resistance one day when the damage this group has inflicted is so heinous that a mass revolt will be the inevitable result. For now people just laugh and think they will always be protected and that this is all a huge fun joke that they will always be able to get free deals out of for their glib and sleazy participation therein.

• My purse was stolen at the shopping mall while my back was turned. There was no one around me but people were milling around me like vultures waiting for any opportunity. This was after in a very small shop where there is almost no room for people to pass by each other (these tiny hole-in-the-wall Thai shops nested in squat one-storey structures that line entire blocks of streets--one hole after the next with room so tiny you can barely walk through the aisles if no one is near you). They slashed part of a purse that I spent 4 days sewing by hand-made of silk and fine Thai embroidery. Without me feeling a single thing they cut threads of the ornaments that I sewed on. They do this everywhere I go so I  must look behind me if I am paying at any cash register so my clothing and purses are not slashed and sprayed with staining fluids while my back is turned as the cash register terror agent sees it all happening and keeps me there as she/he begins to talk in Thai at me as if there is something wrong--while my attention is fixed on their thuggery the thugs behind me are destroying my property I am wearing or carrying. 

• I am tired of writing about this and my arms and hands are sore from backspacing and fighting to type at this point from hacker terrorism. There is more of course but I have written more on the philosophical thoughts (which are always surveyed by the intellectual property parasites to see what they can steal and then adapt to their snake oil salespitch of media heroism and alternative posturing).

• The hacking is once again so bad that I am waiting for the hard drive function of the display to open, it has frozen and the cursor is spinning and nothing is appearing. My posts written today have been partially deleted--this happened while I was in the middle of writing and looked up and what I had written was half deleted and then strung together. As I try to type the keyboard is being blocked so keys won't function and I must fight to pound down and then if I try to type quickly keys don't work at all and/or are deleted and blocked while I type. I must thus fight to pound down on each and every single key, cannot go more quickly than a slow pace and then must use my hand and arm to pound down nearly as hard as possible to get letters out. It is worse than exercise for my hands and fingers it is like construction work pounding down like I am hammering the keys into the keyboard. Regardless, I must backspace continuously as even pounding down is not adequate to stop the block of keys not appearing when I press and pound down.

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• My hair continues to fall out excessively due to poisoning and chemical damage that terrorists inflict in my shampoo, henna (they mix peroxide or other damaging chemicals into the henna mixture if the bag is left open because I use only half per treatment). The nodes or mechanical arms that enter into my room also reach/extend into the terricloth hat covering I have hand sewn which, the materials I obtained which have been sold for years in dollar stores--after-shower terricloth hats--which I doubled and then added a layer of sturdy Thai silk. The hats were so snug that nothing could penetrate them or reach up and damage my hair. This worked for a few days with the cap remaining the same size until the terrorists did their "group beehive brain terrorist storming operation" (my words) and pried the material loose so they could easily begin to damage my hair at the roots once more. I have begun to put very small closing pins into the fabric in various places and this is also secure. I wake up and my clothing and body have been rummeged through--the hat is loosened the safety pins are moved to different areas my hair is nasty, the texture is like dried out straw (despite it being silky and soft after endless strenuous efforts to heal my hair--but I am also too ill to do things very often I can't take showers because of how much I have to clean the bathroom after taking a shower--it's a very long story but the endless work I must do to just do the basics of life require all my time and effort plus the healing)

to continue: my hair is falling out an damaged once more. for over 2 years I have done nothing else but fight to stop the violation of my privacy and home by these disgusting minions operating for the plastic surgery actors and the politician who was a part of their H-wood cartel who was the president and has almost ruined the country and is still trying to do so, with all the gang stalker nazi groups of America and all backed by the Europ-a's who all claim they are "democratic" backing the American push for a fascist Nazi colonized status (with "them" being handed frontline beach and the best properties, owning H-wood as it is now completely under the control of English factions and other nefarious Nazi groups out of Europ-a-land. It's utterly disgusting to have to see this firsthand--or the aftermath of their collusions that then are turned into this brainwashing operation of mind control and microchip implants and teleportation to enhance the physical and mental tortures of subliminal endless loops of hate words and phrases inserted into my brain.

And thus, another thing in my body is in such a state of terorist-forced deterioration due to daily destruction for decades--but for months all I have done is fight this and they keep doing their brainstorming on how to very easily rip apart the dollar store items I can barely afford (neglecting to set money aside for FOOD AND HERBS AND MEDICINE) while WHILE THESE PARASITES TORTURE ME ENDLESSLY DAY AND NIGHT FOR OVER A DECADE SO MORE OF THESE BILLIONAIRE/MILLIONAIRE ACTORS AND POLITICIANS CAN GET MORE POWER AND MONEY OUT OF DEPRIVING ME OF HEALTH CARE, FOOD AND A SAFE PLACE TO LIVE. while they all claim they are fighting for the American People--feminism, freedom, DEmocracy, and love and peace. After they steal ideas from me, obtain positions like president of the united states, lead roles in movie after movie, year after year--their production studios "winning" top awards every single year if they don't "win" oscars for their crappy movies and violent hate sexist and racist movie roles. The entire time I can assure you they have participated (many of them, most of them) in the torture and intellectual property extraction through drugging/poisoning and mind control technology while I am sleeping and teleported as they torture me to obtain ideas about fighting oppression. After they "win" and get elected, they continue the decade-long series of nightly and daily tortures of me in order to continue to "win" and get more and more and more out of exploiting and torturing me. I am fighting for my life every single day and they never stop nor are they ever stopped. An entire subculture of subhuman parasites out of that infernal H-wood cluster of whore f's are clamouring to not only attack me along with Pitt and his cluster of lovers and wives and children, but it's just extending into every facet everywhere and all the time. Everyone wants Pitt to control the film industry. I can't understand why eternally torturing me has to be the one avenue he persues in order to attain this (in addition to his output, which is proliferous, he's still latching on to forcing a baby out of me or abusing me--the week prior to the Oscars he came as he does every single year along with the host of his rotten partners to assault, rape or abuse me and then to torture me further for not demonstrating that they and the crap they come out with and their most disgusting behavior towards me is rotten and foul---they are trying to force some kind of positive response out of me to demonstrate that their "mind control" has succeeded and that I "love" them for only and non-stop abusing and raping torturing dismembering killing animals I love taking all and everything away from me except a few cheap items in a stinking foul studio apartment where I am tortured by landlords and terrorist agents surrounding me. THey all glow with the hormones of murderous violence and they feed off this day after day for an energy boost and the sense of power. This is also part of the contract. Their proclivity for torture is enhanced and I am fighting now to heal while parts of my body are now permanently destroyed or have been broken or cut off--in the decade of this group my uterus has been severed and cut into while sleeping and drugged--two fingernails are dead and nearly hanging off and the blood flow is gone--they are dead and hanging onto the fingertips because sharp mechanical arms have inserted these knives under the cuticle for 6 years on one finger and a few years for another two more fingernails so now two fingernails are completely unusable I can't put any pressure on them, they are lifted up from the skin and dead. My skin is completely destroyed by chemicals smeared on them nightly for so long I have no idea how many years or decades this has been ongoing. My hair is extremely thin and damaged and right now I am fighting to have my hair back in some kind of decent shape before they make my hair completely fall out and balding forever--[this has gone on for years and years, just this attack on my  hair by bigot crap who break into my home with full permission of my country in all it's aspects of allowing such things to recur and continue indefinitely. There are many, many other physical damages but I really need people to get involved and stop this and get me into a safe home to live in. I am stuck in every kind of financial and fiscal stability and all telecommunications is blocked, all avenues of survival are essentially blocked to me. I can have no legal representation I am surrounded by people continuously committing every kind of grievous act of criminal violence towards me with full laughter of the expletives you all voted in for president, president after president and their cabinets who go along because they can't risk their careers or positions in society. Therefore it all carries on like the river Styx.

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The rest of this post has been rewritten and hacked and parts are deleted (as are many parts above--) I read through briefly in various sections and segments have been deleted and then what remains is strung together into unreadable paragraphs and sentences.

This is my recurring theme but I have to go through my room and body to clean and clean and heal and fight to defend myself endlessly non-stop day after day month after month and now year after year while people still don't stop them--they are all rewarded year after year for this, they remain smug, gloating psychopathic mind screw operators who are screwed themselves and do the same upon anyone else they can--this trickle down effect (sorry I am not using all correct grammar I am fighting just to type this out with hacking blocks to the keyboard).

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Just to add a small, seemingly irrelevant point to the diatribe about torture and the mechanical arms wreaking all damage to my body and home and life every single night while my brain is "shut down" with the microchip implant and technology teleporting me to terrorist haters and my body is comatose and feels nothing and can't "wake up" even while my body is being cut into and disfigured:

I sewed some terrycloth shower hats together to make a head protection while I sleep. I "forgot" to mention in the above that I also sewed on a chin strap which was stretched so badly by terrorists with their break-ins and mechanical arms that I had to then later on sew on snaps to bunch the lower part of the chin strap, which had initially been so tight there was no space for anything to get into the head protection "cap"--stretched so much by the terrorist I bunched up the strap about 1 inch and put one and then two snap buttons--the first one was open when I woke up and then it was falling off as the mechanical arms cut through the threads. They got through everything to destroy my hair and install these nodes onto my scalp, with the chemicals that are completely damaging my skull and hair and skin--every night. I had put two safety pins to clasp the edges of this durable silk material that I had sewed into the interior of this cap. That was then moved around and so I have added 3 more pins. That also is completely in different positions when I wake up, the cap is once more loose and my hair is damaged, falling out, bald spots, hard as straw, and I am teleported to disgusting people doing sick and disgusting things with rotten things forced upon me--last night it was really disgusting I won't go into details. I thought I would begin to write a section on how absurd and sick these skits are but I also fear that this will further encourage the psychos reading this to want to inflict such tortures upon others. The people attacking me continue only to be promoted after I write about them. 
The situation doesn't change. The only thing that is changing is that the power structure is enlarging because people can't wait to have victims to torture and also they want all these seemingly free and easy promotions and free hand-outs and the sense of belonging to elite entitlement and luxury life. They don't realize that they will be destroyed once the real nasty fascists have completely usurped all the power positions and destroyed all opposition. 

But to continue, I cannot defend myself unless I pour cement on the walls and pound in boards with nails over each and every crevice, crack, panel and board in this room. There are at least a few hundred angles, cracks and tiles where these tiniest of mechanical arms can penetrate and the terrorists conststructed these fake and permeable walls so cheaply and badly that I can't begin to secure them--the cheap plaster they used to create fake wall surfaces crumbles and no nails can stick or remain solid just from hammering them in. They literally fall out as plaster crumbles after the nails falling out. These are easy penetrable surfaces and places that these mechanical arms get through. Once I leave this room the terrorists pour into this room and make all the protections I have spent my money and time on, excluding buying food and necessities, just to try to preserve my body from futher permanent destruction as these celebrities feed off violence they feed off the rewards they are addicted to this endless decade of free lead roles and ideas they plunder out of me--they feed off the entitlement they gloat in smug delight more and more of them join on in along with politicians and famous media news reporters (who giggle and laugh as they pronounce all the scams and corrupt schemes that they are claiming they are "reporting" on but they are really just giggling through their every expose because they are part of the smug and gloating structure of criminals put into media reporting positions).

This is how hard I am fighting to defend not only myself but for my country which is fast becoming as awful as Columbia (see my next post on this subject). Just want to add other things I "forgot" to write while I was fighting to pound down and my brain was under attack so I could only remember these ideas once I got off the laptop:

the mafia personalities attacking me alongside these actors are themselves actors who play mafia roles for their mafia movies. As anyone knows, the long list of decades of such movies with the same actors playing lead roles, year after year, should be very telling in this context.

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The United States Government supports the "fascist, Nazi, Mafia Columbian regime". You must listen to the news broadcast put out by Democracy Now that I posted today (above this post, posted today). The police and military have been given clear instructions to shoot-to-kill protestors. If you can imagine that the US Republican legislatures in many States have just passed laws or are trying to enact laws such that people in cars have all legal permission to mow protestors down with cars and if there is a fatality it will be considered "legal".

The Representative Adam Kinzinger Pac, Country First. Will it be country first or first dictatorship colonized by Nazi Imperialists country of a globally-controlled fascist organization?

 Copied from my Facebook post today:

"Country First

Join the Movement

A home for reasonable people of goodwill, seeking common ground to make our country better for future generations. All are welcome under the Country First banner, so let's do this together."--US House of Representative member, Adam Kinzinger. 2021.

JOIN COUNTRY FIRST (?!). Perhaps.

I tentatively endorse this. I like what Representative Kinzinger has to say. I have not investigated his group further due to reasons listed in my last post. I plan on looking into his stance and his pac.

Even if I don't vote Republican, I want sanity in US leadership not fascism and Totalitarinaism and hate groups to flourish ANY MORE THAN THEY HAVE BEEN DOING leading up to murder in the street by State-authority actors (i.e. the police).

Now legislation is tightening on protest and voting and dissent to create the technocratic "Paradise" of a fascist autocratic leadership incorporated into the global economy (controlled by foreign powers and dictatorships and fascist countries posing as "Democratic" and "reformed").

What I hope will be a diminishing effect on the covert fascist Nazi cartel ruling American politics (and H-wood and the media and in general the society).

Congressman Adam Kinzinger: Country First | Real Time with Bill Maher (HBO). March, 2021.

 If I were a member of the Republican Party I would endorse Adam Kinzinger. However, as I am neither a member of any Party at this time nor any organization (partially due to my isolation and not living around English-speaking people I want any association with whatsoever)---I have not investigated the Country First Pac partially due to hesitation (fear) of being attacked if I so much as click on a You Tube video or reading any information on the subject. I can't begin to express how clicking on a movie or downloading a movie or writing a sentence on a Facebook page to one celebrity has turned into near-death vicious years-long attacks by the celebrities and the politicians who have not stopped nearly dismembering me in very disabling ways and having me abused, tortured and attacked every single moment of my life and every single place I go every single minute--and these people whose sites I just click on once never let go and the list of them is by now so enormous--people whose sites I never clicked on have joined in as well.

Yet I hesitate to click on the Country First due to this reason. However, as I am fixated on the News from mainstream sources (all access to real alternative news I have sought seems to only lead to the same one-voice system that is the endless stream of "info" that I obtain--all my system is hacked continuously for this brainwashing and mind control torture operation imposed upon me BY MY GOVERNMENT OF THE UNITED STATES and it's "leaders" who are nefarious to put it nicely.

The alternative that now confronts the United States is so openly fascist and Nazi and totalitarian that I have to try to see what the struggling alternative of the Republican Party have to say. I have already given up on the Democrats but that is the legislation that I tend towards and I so fully endorse most of the legislation that the Biden Admin has put forward, although I do not know the finer details and I just wrote I have given up on that party because the lead representative for the House has viciously assaulted me verbally and with death threats for me reacting in rage and hate while she assaulted me with a Europ-a actor who is obviously a very nasty Nazi type who is endlessly embraced by that insidious H-wood cartel that has inflicted these psychopathic Nazi actors/cum "alternative/liberals" upon me.

I have not looked at how potentially devestating the Country First pac is, but I do support Kinzinger and his bravery and his stance is admirable--from my distance as a person who avoids trying to get any more potential attackers by not clicking on their sites or investigating their positions. As for some of these actors, as my body begins to not look like a bloated and crooked sagging poisoned balloon, I am forced into this "must provide a baby with some abuser who hates me so he and his wives can have endless promotions in the media cartel of Nazi/fascism while they then plan on either murdering me after obtaining a "baby" or discarding me to be butchered or murdered by some slothful rotten lower social status creep who then latches on to exploiting me after they are "finished" abusing, raping, stealing and destroying my body, home, career and financial prospects and then calling me all kinds of names and inflicting violence when I try to fight back verbally. Well, if there is ever a chance that anything of this corrupt and rotten government system is ever going to stop this technocrat fascist push to destroy people and promote lying and fake people who get plastic surgery to cover their humanity and then steal ideas and kill off the creators and then are put into the limelight as if they encompass these very concepts that they stole so they can be adulated for being alternative, creative, heroic (that is one of the biggies in the mind control biz of snake oil salespersonship).

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Copied from my Facebook post today, regarding the above Rep. Kinzinger video w/ Maher interviewing.

If I repeat the sentiments and ideas from above, it is because my brain is under attack, I go into repetitive loops and all the other attack syndromes I have written of on every post (inevitable that hackers are going to delete and rewrite or completely erase parts of sentences and paragraphs after I publish):

People who must hold power in the future and now: Adam Kinzinger and the Country First pac. Let them win the next elections and oust McConnell and Graham and the rest of the tyrannical forces of the Republican Party (and also many of the Democrat as well).

I offer my support on a reserved basis as I do not know entirely the platform of Country First. The alternative is so bad that there is almost no choice or option,. I wait also for Democratic leadership to change in likewise direction of integrity as opposed to false narrative representatives who actually endorse state-sponsored terrorism (I can list a few but tired of getting death threats and near-death "accidents" while driving and the millions of terrorist "gang stalkers" still do disgusting things while I am in public (they just stole my purse while my back was turned, slashed purses I had slung on my back while I stood in line, blocked my path countless times while pushing a shopping cart-etc etc etc my home stinking and sprayed with grown grease that requires heavy scouring to remove with the strongest of solvent cleaners--etc etc etc etc my body slashed and burned while sleeping despite layers of protection I have to sleep with---ALL FULLY ENDORSED BY THIS SICK UNITED STATES "LEADERSHIP" ON BOTH SIDES OF THE SEEMING "BITPARTISAN" SYSTEM OF SYSTEMATIC HATE AND TORTURE, RAPE, THEFT AND ASSASSINATION USING THESE COVERT TECHNOLOGIES AND REPULSIVE AGENTS POSING AS "NORMAL CITIZEN", PLUS TECHNOLOGIES THAT MUST BE BANNED AND ARE LETHAL AND PUT IN THE HANDS OF MORONIC IDIOT APES AND PIGS AND WHORES AND SLEAZY PARASITES. i WRITE THIS KNOWING IT MAKES ME SOUND DISCREDITED BUT THAT IS THE EFFECT HAVING THESE CAPABILITIES TO STEAL, RAPE AND ROB DO TO THE CREEPS WHO ARE BEING HANDED THESE TECHNOLOGIES BY THESE SO-CALLED "LEADERS" WHO MAY BE ELECTED DUE TO MALFEASANCE AND FOREIGN CORRUPT INFLUENCE AND THESE MALICIOUS SQUADS OF TERRORISM POSING AS "NORMAL CITIZENS" who claim they are making America great again as in when lynching in public was allowed and made a merry sport of group participation out in the open, photographed and always exonerated. That is the "great" past they want to make happen again and if you doubt that you are deluded.

Some alternative artists in Germany who I believe are being poisoned and/or under mind control assault. Physical decline that I first associated with excessive partying or drinking (very strong) German beer (daily in most cases).

WIZO

RAUM DER ZEIT /SPACE OF TIME

(lyrics, translation and commentary below)

•  Yesterday I wrote some posts on my Facebook page regarding the seeming "aged" decline and sagging appearance of some German rappers from the Stuttgart band, Die Fantastichen Vier (The Fantastic Four) whom I had loosely been in the relative social sphere of when I lived in that city from 1991-1995. My immediate assumption was that they had been poisoned from drinking beer on a daily basis in excessive amounts for decades. The result of which was a kind of decline of physical appearance and rapid aging to the extent that I was shocked initially when seeing them. Myself under excessive drugging, poisoning and mind control am always at the relative "mercy" of this subliminal technology inserting words and ideas into my subconscious which I repeat because parts of my brain are being successively shut down and opened up to cause this effect of my brain being a sieve for the mind control terrorists to hack ideas and words into my brain and thus my body follows suit and repeats and "thinks" these hideous and completely antithetical to my perspective words and phrases and sentiments. This is extremely dangerous, in case you people reading this (if you are indeed people instead of sheeple or creeple who think this is funny and great and you can't wait for this system to completely eradicate any kind of intellectual thought or personal identification for the entire planet as you assume leadership position and thus destroy the entire planet in the process because most of you who are doing this are incompetent idiotic sleazy and foul parasites who can't discern what is real and what is a fantasy regarding yourselves or your "power" through this death system you so embrace).  

• Yet upon second glance at another punk rocker who openly claims he is AntiFa and his lyrics and his band express anti-Nazi sentiments (but like all the people who make these open and bombastic claims, none of them EVER lifts a finger to help me and they all know what has been done to me and in their own acquiescence to this power structure, for their endless promotions as the advocates of a false narrative of "change" and "liberal" fight against injustice and tyrannical fascist power-mongering--which they actually create the false opposition to in their media and "artistic" exposures") and...thus, this other band WIZO, the same general aged and declining appearance was almost the same ragged and sagging (especially under the eyes, where the evidence of liver damage is most apparent). Yet, I have lived in Germany and seen older men who sit and drink continuously and although they are not the epitome of solid good health for all their endless sitting on their rears and drinking this highly-potent alcoholic substance on a daily basis, for decades--they do not have this appearance. Knowing what I know about the discrediting of alternatives, even if they are part of the fascist power structure representing this false opposition but never actually taking a real stance when it comes to actions that would counter the violence this group so subversly operates upon as in these targeting contracts and systematic murders that I have had to see and be this perpetual target of. 

•  I realized that it is every probable that these people have been and are being poisoned slowly to death. The general point of these actions is the discrediting of all alternative people, whether they quietly watch on as the terrorist attacks against easily identifiable "targets" like me go on under their very noses and they sit back thinking slyly as you all do as well, that this could never happen to them because I am rightfully in this targeted group and they have nothing to do with it. They continue to wash their brains in the gravy of beer and alcohol, which is "legal" drugging and state-sponsored mental brain control that has been in effect for centuries, especially in Europe as a daily social custom. (Please read the essay Aldous Huxley wrote as the last chapter of his book The Devils of Loudon on this subject of State-sponsored mind control via alcoholic intoxication and social engineering).

• Beyond all the superficial appearances of these men sagging in obvious physical decline and aging in appearance. One thing in particular got my attention but only after I got up from the computer and woke up this morning to realize that my brain is completely under attack while I sit in front of this laptop (as I already know)--just by the way, I am using these block paragraph forms to try to separate the paragraphs and already hackers deleted parts of this entire paragraph so it was completely nonsequitor: I remembered that the face of Axel from the band WIZO (who I met twice, gave an interview of him for a fanzine and then have not had any contact since-all my efforts to contact him resulted in silence and all attempts to get any information was met by this terrorist organization responding so I have no idea if Axel wanted contact or not--in a friendly way, that is all I wanted. I also wrote a kind of "scathing" review of their subtle complicity with fascism and Nazism and thus probably Axel was not very receptive to me --however I did write the review while I was very drugged as I usually always am, to more or less extent all of the time). As I looked up Axel on YouTube there was an interview given 2 years ago. Axel had the same physical appearance as the men who looked like they have liver poisoning from Fan4, the German Hip Hop band I mentioned above. What Axel said stuck with me this morning because the teleporting terrorists forced a disgusting skit upon me that had feces involved. I had copied a song by WIZO titled "Das Goldene Stueck" which means The Golden Piece (or award) but it implies a piece of shit, really. Thus, the endlessly retributive terrorists who defend their every shitty and heinous action that is resisted by me the target with more violence to implement a "silencing" as this is one of their main objectives in torturing me, in addition to their endless hormone addiction to violence and thrusting their every hate and orifice and projectile and member into me and around me as often as possible and always through the millions of people doing the force multiplier actions of terrorism for them. This insidious and filthy vile group which operates as one psychopathic soulless entity that comprises probably at least 95% of you hacking into this and reading this. Nevertheless, what Axel said in his very "hipster" fast-paced Schwabisch interview was that he composes his lyrics and songs while he sits on the toilet. This is the kind of statement for a public interview that a mind controlled target would be impelled to repeat under mind control, drugging and poisoning. The endless discrediting of the target by these filthy and disgusting perverted terrorists and their modus operandi always involves discrediting the target by smearing filth, fungus, mold, stinking odors and excrement upon them and their image--even if it's being done by verbal manipulation that the target vocalizes while they sit in a blank state of unawareness that they are under this kind of sinister manipulation of their very words and actions. In the case of Axel, I believe he absolutely knew what my position was and he had perhaps entered into my room in Frankfurt, as our interview was given the weekend just before I flew out of Germany to go live in Miami and I was staying in a hotel. Axel knew as everyone has always known was I was surrounded by and he participated in it. My subconscious nevertheless responded with this antipathy towards WIZO and it came out, under drugging, when I wrote the review of his band calling them fake anti-Nazi agents just as, I continued to write, most of the Germans I have ever met really have proven themselves to be through their actions. I further wrote that Nazism would increase and that it was increasing in Germany. That was back in 1995. I had experienced up to that point many Germans in Stuttgart with tears in their eyes claiming that their grandparents never knew what was happening, that they were very sorry and all that stuff. They all turned around and attacked me according to Nazi protocols of mind control, enslavement and all that other nasty, filthy stuff that they all feed off with hormonal addiction as well.

• Thus, even though these German artists had done their "job" of "defending" the covert torture, rape and murder operations that their real agents of promotion, the endless Nazi party which also rules Hollywood and the pro-Nazi advocates of all races, colors and seeming identifications just as clearly as they do in Germany. However, despite serving the "invisible" power structure which relies on these false, posturing advocates of "antifa" sentimentality (for profit, parties, lucre, orgies, sex, fame, fortune) they all still fully support targeting situations such as what has been forced upon me. They gladly go along with it or remain silent and aloof. There are actually some who disapprove of these types of terrorist actions but they are rare and they remain silent. 

• However, all resistance of any form whatsoever will be eliminated when this organization no longer requires the false representation of these anti-fa and anti-Nazi artist and political and societal false-narrative actors, all 100% supported by the fascist elements silently controlling the pyramidal structure of this mind control entity that you and I all must have to see perpetually because they have slowly eliminated all contrary dissonant thought. These singers who followed black rappers and punk musicians but are mostly "in the pocket" of the fascist Nazis and their power structure that they openly and publicly claim they are against, are now perhaps and probably the very victims of that which they smugly assumed could only happen to "me" or people like me. Now I believe it is happening to them, has been happening to them, and because they are white males who assume they are always embraced within the power structure that nothing of the sordid sort that has been forced upon me has actually also been forced upon them.

And thus one can understand that any race, even white males with blue eyes, can be subverted and slowly assassinated in political actions of poisoning, drugging and mind control.

I actually see the same sort of poisoning on the face of Pitt and I think either he drinks far too much or himself is a drugged and poisoned target. He of course would immediately dismiss this notion as a defense mechanism on my part.

WIZO --the great Schwabisch punkster band (some I had known are gone, new ones have replaced them, Axel the lead singer/guitarist remains as the sole pivotal space in this axis of time as the band has been performing at least since 1991).

RAUM DER ZEIT/SPACE OF TIME (lyrics in German, translation below).

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Raum der Zeit (English translation)

• Artist: WIZO
• Song: Raum der Zeit
• Translations: English #1, #2, Russian

English translation

A A

Space of Time

I'm gay, I'm Jewish

and a communist to boot!

I'm black, handicapped

But I'm just as human as you

I'm highly intelligent

And as dumb as a pickled cabbage

I'm good-looking, I'm ugly,

I'm fat and well-built

There's nothing-

Nothing that makes you better than me

Because you've got your faults too,

Faults, just like me

And there's nothing wrong with faults,

They belong to you and me,

And if you can't hack it at something,

No one can change it for you.

 

You are one of billions

And you've got to accept that

You're one of billions of asses in the world

 

Your values, your norms,

Ethics and laws

Are expendable and replaceable-

Superfluous gossip

Valid today, void tomorrow

The day after completely reversed

What's right or important here

Is in other places without worth

Your gods, your churches,

Beliefs, prayers, religion

Holy today, sacrilege tomorrow

And the next day utter scorn

And the money and the fame

And the immortality

Are on closer observation-to no avail1

 

You are not the center of the universe

You are just an ass in a space of time

 

You are not the center of the universe

You are just an ass in a space of time

 

Fuck you!

WIZO - Live @ Taubertal Festival 2016 - Full Concert HD

Power from John Lennon (I not implying Russia's revolutionary Vlad Lenin) but just power to people who want to live in peace and not murder or tyrannical control. I do not advocate bloody revolution or Lenin or Russia or anything else but the power for people to live in a substantive, healthy and peaceful and healthy way without government ordering death squads to break into MY HOME and rape and dismember me on a nightly basis FOR YEARS while poisoning me to death--these are attributes of the Communist Leninist revolution and it's offshoots that remain intact still). Thus, even if I am duped by what Bernie Sanders is proposing I mean to live in safety and peace--however that is accomplished I do not attach an "ism" on to any of my hopes for a more positive future for myself and for the planet.

 

Physical mutilation/healing terrorist report: May 3, 2021. Permanent damage has occurred from mechanical arms and people breaking into my home while I am in a comatose/drugged up MK ULTRA "alter" state of unconsciousness. I am fighting to heal but the damage has become permanent after many years of cuts into my nerves and tendons and veins for years in the same spot night-after-night.

 This group of expletives who have been promoted with non-stop awards year after year, highest political positions and endless other deals and prizes handed out like confetti to this group of criminal celebrities and politicians and their millions of "normal" citizen death squad "gang stalking" operative "force multipliers"---not only after obtaining ideas from me for their fake movies about how much they are "fighting" racism, sexism and every other ism except for the gism they explode with when they get to torture and rape and rob for "free" and then turn around and torture the person (me) from whom they obtained the ideas in the first place--and they increase it when I fight back after more than a decade of this one group of hate which has not stopped attacking me WHILE I am fighting without HEALTH CARE THAT THEY ARE BLOCKING MY ACCESS TO as they abuse me during and just after every detox I make (monthly or bimonthly) because I am at my most vulnerable. As I just had to experience as well, whenever the annual circuit of awards comes around they attack me most viciously because every act of hate directed at me obtains their next addition to the last decade of "awards" meted out by this hate and sinister criminal organization. 

But not to digress: My feet will not heal. I also cannot afford to pay for a doctor and I also cannot trust any doctor to worsen the situation if I do pay for health care. I mean zero doctors here in Phuket are trustworthy, that I have encountered. There are fewer clinics than you may imagine, and the hospitals over-charge me with prices that are staggering for simply procedures that normally Thai people would pay probably 50% less for in smaller clinics. All are of course controlled by teams of white supremacist Nazi Europ-a's or their corresponding colonized Nazi colonies like the US and Australia and Canada and etc but there are always frumy-looking whites sitting around as the Thais bow down to them while they attack me for the whites in these situations where the goal is to worsen my health when I try to get health care instead of the opposite, as they over-charge me for services at rates I can't imagine but I know how much normal Thais pay for treatment and it's far less than what they charge me--with not just inadequate service but deadly attacks with injections and all the other attack situations they always use at every chance possible.

The cuts into my toes have not healed at all except for the skin to close up instead of oozing out puss as they have been for months. This was under order of the bigot haters who are not just millionaires but billionaires who stole ideas from me (but I cannot prove it and writing on the internet is so difficult due to hacking and providing evidence with any electronic equipment is beyond my financial range but also impossible due to hacking and blocks to all electronics and mostly, by the lack of any help from any person on the planet who will assist me as no one will do this--you all remain silent and let them go on).

For my part of after fighting for my life from poisoning that the "men' who teleported and raped me nightly--as I was so drugged I responded with induced "passion" as the electronics also exacerbated sexual feelings (as this technology can enhance hate and rage states and every day they also use a "truth serum" effect as I sit, paralyzed, in front of this computer and sick so they can use the tech to also suck out and drain ideas from me continuously--as this never ends and they are never stopped).

But, after all they stole and sucked through torture out of me, saying no to them for more of their murderous exploitation has resulted in parts of my toes severed to the bone for YEARS as I fought in desperation to keep the terrorists out of my room and from raping and dismembering and cutting into my body. The mechanical arms are still a threat to my life even after years of fighting to stop the home invasions (with such subpoverty levels of income and blocks to my financial earnings by this nefarious group of millionaires and billionaires who can't think of ANY original creative ideas and have made more MILLIONS of dollars out of ideas they have tortured and stolen from my THOUGHTS and my creative writing--I can list and name more because yet another movie is coming out by one of them who has leveled death threats at me when I told him to leave me alone--but, I have no protection that I know of and what little I have done to protect myself I must keep on place, if possible. I want to write more of their thefts and all their hate actions and criminal liability but because the US Government is fully sponsoring all of this I have very few options to write even the slightest of film critiques of their crap and bs movie and political stuff at this time).

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My toes have been cut to the bone, after this group broke one toe so badly that it's at something like a 60-degree angle bearing down into my other toes (my left foot). They cut the webbing between these toes every night for over 2 years or longer--probably more like 6 years but the attacks have gone on for so long I can't remember this single attack and how long it's been going on. The area is like "dead" by now--the skin has partially grown back but they severed the capillaries and it's like dead meat that has grown back. They also have cut into the little folds of the toes on the inside of the foot--to the bone. There is almost no skin on these areas but essential capillaries extend into the tips of the toes in these joints of the small bones. I could look up the Latin names but I won't at this time. The skin has grown back but not completely and the gouges into these areas remain severed and partially destroyed--permanently. 

My right middle finger has been inserted with sharp objects every day under the cuticle for at least 7 years and the nail won't grow back. It is loose and apart from the nail and permanently damaged. There is much, much more permanent damage that this group has inflicted upon me, after raping me to suck out the love and passion that I have been deprived of from sharing with a truly caring person (also no people approach me with anything but hate and exploitative motives and this has gone on all my life--I have never had a chance to have one single real love relationship all my life--long before this celebrity hate group began to attack me)
but nevertheless--after I began to try to castrate the celebrity rapists while under hypnosis, drugged up and sleeping and teleported to them to be sucked dry for all information, ideas, loving passion and everything else they can get (which is abusing someone is a form of getting high and they are all addicted to this as well--plus most of them probably have a long list of chemical addictions or other types of addictions which may seem "healthy" but are not behind them).

I write about this because of this injustice that persists. The mechanical arms cover my body while I am teleported and slash and cut and insert and damage as much as possible every night. I am sleeping with layers of packaging tape and articles of clothing that protect my body in some way--in over 90-degree weather and humidity that is overwhelming. 

I so wait for justice and for my government to stop funding these types of activities and for me to receive compensation for all these damages so I can see a doctor who is not going to repoison or harm me, so I can live without being mutilated any longer. I sort of "stopped" the severing of my toes maybe last month (a few weeks ago but it's long enough for healing that should have taken place but hasn't--now seeing how permanent the damage truly is). If I had not done every single thing to try to protect myself I would not be able to walk any longer and they would have literally severed my toes and fingertips off--plus all the paralysis from poisoning and everything else that they just attack me viciously to obtain more and to try their mental breakdown process so I submit while I am so ill I must -I think their plan is--for me to submit to them because they are literally abusing and torturing me to death while I am so ill I MUST have peace and healing, which they deny me every single day to the point of murdering me slowly.

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Where my government should have been marginally protecting my life from these injustices and all this fascism and Nazism the government has instead fully but covertly endorsed it ALL (all my life). Where these celebrities who endlessly are paid in millions to shovel out the K-rap about how they are fighting for love and peace and justice and equality they are NOT and are actively working to ensure the exact opposite in the reality of their everyday dealings that the public does not see. Operating in tandem with the US Government.

How much worse can all of this become in the future if any opponents are silenced or killed off as they are doing now with these death squad organizations and technologies with full consent and participation of the MEDIA which remains SILENT about what they SHOULD BE REPORTING ON.

The types of crimes these groups commit are all fashioned to appear as almost "Normal" cause-and-effect situations of death or murder when in fact they are, in my estimation from looking at how these events unfold and the information I am barely able to ascertain given the lack of information due to the broad generalized info put out by media (I still cannot access really in-depth alternative news information I believe all is either rewritten or hacked or blocked from my every search).

So many tragic situations of silencing and murder are being displayed as information bytes as "normal" wacko situations of people just going berserk in public. I can really attest that the drugging and mind control also create these irrational and dangerous behaviors in the targets. 

I can't express how glib and smug the people attacking me really are with the absolute violence they are being not only allowed to get away with but the promotions they also are getting for participating in these types of crimes--physical and otherwise.

This post now ties-in with the other two posts I have written today. The criminals have been allowed to get away with so much violence and murder and theft and torture and for so many decades (this is a very long-standing situation of organization and implementation).

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Additions to this post that I could not "remember" while I was fighting to type--these are aspects of the impossibility of self-defense that this hate group has organized around my living situation of non-stop violation and mutilation and torture, rape and slow murder.

1. The studio is completely comprised of panels, tiles, floorboards and wall surfaces that are impossible to pound even small nails into. The terrorist organization reconstructed this studio to have jutting-out panels sticking out of wall crevices that were cheaply and quickly constructed with what amounts to crumbling and cheap materials. I have pounded hooks into almost every panel but the cheap faux walls which have been painted white crumble, literally I cannot pound anything into them they just fall out and the plaster comes out along with it. I have taped and pasted things to prop against these angles and portions of the walls and panels but the terrorists come in every time I leave and modify and destroy all my defense strategies.

2. There is another area, such as under my kitchen sink area which is completely tied together to stop all opening--with hooks (the fake wood area has been saturated with something that makes the wood panel of the cabinet back so soft that no metal can remain solid in the formerly very tough fake material--

there is an area behind the metal sink and pipe area at the back of the beneath-sink area, into the interior of the cabinet, which is so soft that nothing, not even tape, sticks to it. It is perpetually being saturated with stinking fluids and is malleable. They insert the mechanical arms through this, and just last night the props I put on the 1/2 huge gaping holes that the doors do not close against (the frame of the cabinet doors is 1/2 inch away from the twin closing doors and it's extremely easy for a mechanical arm to get through). I stuff these huge gaps with rubber padding and beads balanced underneath the sagging and nearly falling out metal hooks. This morning one of the beads that had been solidly stuck under one of these hooks was halfway across the room--it had been pushed out last night--I heard it pop and roll while I was just about to fall asleep.) I have been forced into a slow death trap here and I ask again for these celebrities to be forced, whether publicly or covertly, to PAY for my compensation for these dismemberments and rape and violence endlessly inflicted upon me so I can move into a home that I do not need to rent from any longer--so I can try to defend myself and have stability. They want to force a baby out of me while there is not only no love but absolute animosity and hate between me and these "people" who have only stolen everything possible from my life that their technologies and these huge endless waves of terrorist "civilians" inflict with full pardon, grants and funding by those who are really nefarious criminals put into high political leadership.

3. It has taken me over 2 years to pay for the scant, dollar store defenses I have put over the ENTIRE studio--in layers no less---to try to thwart or stop these intrusions that are DEADLY AND DESTROYING AND KILLING ME (I have not written about poisoning and drugging of my food but that is even more deadly than the incisions into my body that have gone on and on every night for years so by now parts of my body are completely damaged).

I could not AFFORD to pay for the dollar store items every month so I had to leave each project for how to block these mechanical arms in limbo, month-after-month. My subpoverty income, which is also forced upon me and all potentials for earning money are absolutely blocked--online it is impossible to just surf and open pages much less get a single practical thing done to defend myself. I have thus had to eat food on sale put out by the terrorist organization--which has human hairs in it and often is rancid but you cannot tell this from the packaging--in the store. This form of attack is done, of course, deliberately and is not some fluke of incompetence by the store I buy this food at. The food of course is pre-poisoned and drugged as well. I still cannot afford to pay for food at this point even though I am no longer spending nearly 40% of my monthly income on buying products at the dollar store to paste up and over every single inch of this endlessly permeable studio that has been forced upon me (no other options were available, all internet and all telecommunications are diverted to terrorist agents I have zero chance to find a place to live that is not a refabricated rape and dismemberment hate and torture situation.

Tax avoidance by the ultra wealthy and influential is a form of criminal negligence towards society. I believe there is some causal relationship between being entitled by law to not pay taxes (the ultra wealthy and the tax breaks that have been handed to them on a silver platter by so many former administrations for decades). The trickle-down effect results in all exoneration for them against all crimes committed against me in teleportation and death squad torture "gang stalking" orchestration and implementation. The connection between a criminal mindset and avoidance of taxes and also a sense of entitlement to do both is almost entrenched into the people who assault and torture me with death threats, rape and theft of my property and ideas and it has gone on unabated by Congress for at least a decade (read: all my life it's been going on but in various stages of attack as my awareness of the situation becomes more clear the violent sinister groups become more overt in their attacks).

 

"Yellen on Biden Infrastructure Plans: ‘We Should Pay’ For These Investments | Meet The Press." NBC News. M

Press. May 2, 2021.

"Treasury Secretary Janet Yellen talks to Chuck Todd about funding the Biden administration's proposed infrastructure plans during an exclusive interview with Meet the Press." (You Tube description for video below).

"...an important way of paying for this is increasing TAX COMPLIANCE. It's estimated that underpayment of taxes that are really due IS COSTING US--The Federal Government--about $7 TRILLION DOLLARS OVER A DECADE. There's an important component here to increase compliance..."--Janet Yellen, US Treasury Secretary.

MY thoughts on this:

People who swear that they care about America should not be allowed to avoid taxes or get into endless loopholes to avoid paying their "fair share"; this means the ultra wealthy (many of whom have attacked me for a decade using teleportation, whose every movie they crank out concerns heroic rescues of people being oppressed in one way or another. As they avoid taxes and get off all criminal liability for their every daily crime--against me, against society, against freedom, against race, against economic opportunity and freedom). Some of them--these celebrities and politicians-- have come out publicly stating that they should be paying less or fewer taxes for items that smaller investors are paying the bulk of, who can't get those lush loophole underpayment deals. All crimes are exonerated the higher you go up the criminal liability scale of tax fraud schemes and other attempts to stash money away from tax burdens that others on lower socioeconomic ranks are paying at much higher margins of percentage, disproportionate to their relative earnings stratification.

Who or what entities will "control" the political landscape once the Dinosaur "turtle" is gone and so decrepit he can't rule any longer to continue death policies in both Kentucky and in the US Senate which overreaches into the fabric of US policy and society (and thus as representative of "Democracy" which is looked up to as an icon around the world).?

 "Bernie Sanders Holds Rally For Kentucky's Working Class In Louisville."--Forbes Breaking News. May 2, 2021.

Copied from my Facebook post written today:

(Former) Representative from the Kentucky House, Charles Booker: claims he is contemplating a run for US Senate sometime in the future. Wouldn't it be more than fantastic if he replaced McConnell? Instead of death to the poor and systemic racism upheld, imagine the shift in both Kentucky and in the US Booker became US Senator? How much more incredible it would be for those dispossessed of housing (homeless), health care (dying for need of medicine or treatment), of racism (being shot while sleeping in their own home in the middle of the night by police who are then exonerated or simply fired) and etc, the ills that have for so long plagued both Kentucky and the United States--which I have had to "wake" up to as the reality that has followed me around like a plague infecting all aspects of my prosperity and livelihood and health care access and right for defense against home invasion and break-in which occurs every single day and is 100% sanctioned by people like McConnell and Democrats like Pelosi. Can't wait for HER to be gone it will take yet another year and a half--who will replace them once these nasty dinosaurs are gone--more younger controlled and programmed dinosaurs brining in hate death and torture gangs with sophisticated torture, rape and theft and murder technologies?

The micro-to-the-macro terrorist terrorism analysis. From the individual terrorists following protocol to the highest positions performing perfunctory protocol of state-sponsored terrorism cloaked as humanitarian aid to overseas countries (we want to dominate with military martial law might with the random and organized death squads and Banana republic tyranny--i.e. Thailand in my case but more accurately SYRIA AND THE ISLAMIC STATE/S). "We all know, but we don't know what to do.!" said the haughtily perplexed by mockery terrorist "perpetrator" who began joining in on the "fun" of attacking me during teleportation. He later added, "Ain't no one gonna help you.", with smug assurance before he physically assaulted me. Not withstanding, this is what terrorist State-sponsored legislatures rely on for their black-ops under the guise of United Nations humanitarian overseas relief. Samantha Power the genocidal advocate and her current nomination for another high-ranking US Overseas position, currently under review by the Senate.

 "Grassley Says Biden's Nominees Are Already Ignoring Congressional Republican's Information Requests."  -- Forbes Breaking News. May 2, 2021.

"Sen. Chuck Grassley (R-IA) gives a speech about President Biden's nomination of Samantha Power, who was confirmed as director of USAID this week."

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copied from my Facebook post today ( I decided this fit very snugly into the realm of mind control and brainwashing and all the bells and whistles of torture and domination and massive operations for terror control using all kinds of "the ends suits the means" technological technocratic methods).

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I wholly distrust former UN Ambassador (under Obama) Samantha Power and the current Biden Admin push for her nomination as USAID rep should be cancelled. The denouncement below is a sentiment based on (Grassley's facts) that I agree with. The statement made by Sen. Grassley on this topic and he clearly points out the discrepancies between the humanitarian statements that Powers has made and continues to make and the facts of her complicity in terrorism and genocide under the protective cloak of a United Nations Ambassador position.

I make statement today because I had to read Samantha Powers' book on genocide while I studied Criminal Justice. AT the time her work was so thorough that, like the naive believe I was at the time, I assumed she was AGAINAST genocidal regimes because she wrote such a book. However, my enthusiasm for Powers waned when I read of and watched her real-life behavior and of her actions and public statements and detected that old smelly stink and saw that she probably "wrote the book" on terrorism and genocide because she is actively pursuing this agenda through the shield of appearing like a heroic rescuer, following that old formula that is so popularized and repeated in so many facets of power structures and mind control rivulets (i.e. movie formulas which use reverse psychology to actually endorse the same villainy that the movie theme purports to be fighting against). It is the same strategy repeated so often but is so deadly when it occurs in the realm of the United Nations and in the global zone of life and death funded in covert operations (by US interests and it's affiliate terrorist splinter organizations on a global scale).

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"Samantha Power: America and the Age of Genocide."--University of California Television. November, 2003.

You can see and hear that when such cases of absolute violence occur within a society (either at the macro or micro levels--as in my situation as well applies to this "secret" of power and control used by those who utilize the ultimate use of force for social engineering--genocide and targeting) NO ONE GETS INVOLVED. She knows this very, very well and understands just as the US does, how to use this to create death and hate squads while no one will venture to speak out or stop the violence until it is safe. 

Hackers are of course slowing down the computer system so badly I have to wait and wait for pages to open so I can retype and correct the hacker insertions and deletions which are everywhere on my last few posts. It is so distracting in and of itself I can't finish my thoughts and I also can't even find my place as they also delete the separations between paragraphs-as it feels like I am spinning around while I am sitting here due to the attacks on my brain to make me dizzy and nearly incomprehensible. It is all sickening the people I must deal with and the sick and stupid disgusting things they do. Of course I think they would say that the end suits the means. They are rotten. As I wrote, you can see the decline of American politics and of the entertainment industry it has become more obvious and the people who are leading this downward spiral are attacking me to get promoted by this onerous psycho group that is controlling the entire spectacle of these attacks and the promotions/rewards system.

Terrorist attacks from terror agents paid to live in the room beneath mine. AN APPEAL TO HUMANITY FOR THESE MILLIONAIRES AND BILLIONAIRES TO PAY ME FOR MY OWN HOME TO LIVE IN PEACE IN OR AT LEAST TO PAY ME MONEY SO I CAN RENT A PLACE HERE WITH DECENT PRIVACY AND A SWIMMING POOL SO I CAN FURTHER HEAL MY BODY FROM THEIR POISONING AND VIOLENCE AND THE STRESS ON MY BODY WHILE I AM FIGHTING FOR MY LIFE TO HEAL FROM POISONING WHICH HAS KEPT ME BEDRIDDEN FOR A DECADE WHILE THEY TORTURE ME TO EXTRACT PASSION AND IDEAS AND CONCEPTS WHILE THEY FORCE ME TO LIVE IN FILTH AND SQUALOR. tHEY SHOULD BE FORCED TO PAY ME SO i CAN LIVE IN SOME DECENT WAY INSTEAD OF THE FILTH THEY ORDER TO BE SPRAYED PEREPTUALLY INTO MY BODY AND HOME AND EVERYWHERE. THIS IS UTTERLY DISGUSTING THAT THE US GOVERNMENT IS REALLY BEHIND ALL OF THIS AND STILL DOES NOTHING EVEN WHEN THOSE IN HIGHEST POSITIONS OF GOVERNMENT PARTICIPATE IT IS A SHAME REGARDING THE FUTURE OF HUMANITY AND FOR THE US

The mode and justification for threats, intimidation by this terrorist "landlord" and the agents operating under his group, which is funded by the huge organization which is funding and promoting the famous people you all know and are friends with on the other side of the planet.

Any kind of water that comes anywhere near the 6-inch retainer wall of this patio is grounds for violent slamming and extremely violent yelling from the expletive Thai expletive posted in the room beneath mine. It happened just as dusk was turning into nightfall. I had cleaned a mop with bleach and rested it INSIDE the patio, leaning on the metal rail of the balcony so the water would pour directly beneath it into the drain pipe on the flooring of the patio. As soon as I leaned the mop against the rail the slamming with ferocity and violent yelling from the balcony beneath mine began. I said nothing, although formerly I have shouted back to shut up and have called them names--but it takes me at least 4 minutes to understand what has happened because their English is bad and they shout on the patios so frequently--however the hate and violence is very obvious although I also am being "zapped" by "mind control" technology so I am frozen for at least 30 seconds during these types of attacks. I always "understand" what has happened only after the response would have been more appropriate. I am literally stunned into a dazed and uncomprehending state of inertia by this microchip or implant or the remote tech or however it's being done (I am sure I am very close in my analysis of how it's being done). As the situation similar to this has occurred so frequently and for so many years/decades I know the symptoms by now. The mop had been drying on the other side of this tiny patio area, leaning over the metal railing but drying--not dripping--and I realized after 4 days of trying to get it to dry and it never dried that this afternoon it was sopping wet once again, and the area around it had been splashed with what appears to have been at least a few buckets of water poured from the patio above it directly onto my mop.

So I cleaned it just now as the sun was setting and the sky was almost dark---and on the other side (my left-hand side of the patio) I rested it against the railing as I wrote above and got this violent attack--which is only part of over 2 years of these people yelling and screaming as I water plants and the "landlord" knocking on my door from 7-8 pm with no warning despite me asking and telling him to leave me notification before he just arrives at my door--threatening me with eviction each and every visit--throwing items on the ground yelling at me outside groping my body as if brushing against me and insulting what I wear and how I look and saying really sick and stupid things that are completely irrelevant while my brain is under absolute attack by this heinous brain-altering technology. The yelling creep agents (all Thai) all pour onto the patios surrounding this studio and begin yelling--as they do every time I go outside--at first it is silent and then they pour out yelling on phones and at each other so it's just ugly noise and uglier behavior.

They are all so accustomed to breaking into my room, violating my body (rape, dismemberment, disfiguration, putting my hips and spine out of place, poisoning and drugging me and my food, destroying my hair, stealing money and stealing items) that yelling violently is just almost a natural thing to them to abuse and threaten and attack me for anything like water dripping off a mop inside my patio behind the metal railing over the drain pipe area while they have endless cameras trained upon each and every single thing I do, plus technology "hacking" into my brain to "read" my thoughts and then insert endless loops of hate words and insults--that I can hear, feel and sense 24 hours a day. It is non-stop abuse from these creepazoids that my GOVERNMENT and these billionaire actors have all profited off using to attack me.

It is disgusting and I do not want to shout anything at them any longer as I react with this hyped up enraged state due to the tech literally blocking brain functioning and enhancing reactions of rage and near violence that could get me into serious problems if I can't control it. With the drugging it is much harder than you would believe.

They are utterly disgusting I truly need my own home in my own name paid for in full by these millionaires and billionaires who have tortured and teleported and insulted and raped and ordered all this hate upon me while they are out partying and laughing at their endless yearly awards ceremonies obtaining even more millions in prizes while I sit here getting attacked for cleaning a mop that they are pouring filthy liquids on as I try to find a place to keep it on this tiny patio that they have also made filthy and the entire room is NEVER clean and I am also too ill, still, from their poisoning, to endlessly clean and my hands are horrific from years of having to clean up their stinking filth and fungus on my clothing--with no washing machine either.

I need a safe home without this crap surveilling me and attacking me can people out there please have compassion and stop this attack upon me?

These people threw tiny bits of dirt and water on their patio, took photos of it, and then the terror "landlord" kept saying "look at the evidence of you putting dirt and water on the patio beneath yours and they want to have a confrontation with you" and etc as I was then again threatened with eviction and yelled at as I had to fight to stop this endless attack as well--that was just a few weeks ago when they took away all the plants I had grown because these same people BLEW UP the animals, flowers and plants and the rock structure on the hillside just opposite my patio window--the entire hillside was blown up and huge boulders slid down the hillside--leaving it completely barren where it had been covered with white flowering vines and birds and animals were everywhere--all killed and now zero birds appear no flowers remain because they keep pouring damaging chemicals and shooting the birds to keep this a barren and nasty place to live--there is also trash planted on the hillside as well. These are the disgusting and nasty people who have mansions with gardeners and cleaning crews taking care of their every filthy cleaning need while they order such minority creeps who do the cleaning to then pour filth all over my home and my surroundings--now nearly a decade of this going on and on while living in Thailand--these creeps are all so disgusting I can't stand them or their filthy and stupid attacks and then have to try to fight them off me while they claim they are somehow magically "superior" and incredible people I am supposed to respect in some way--out of fear--they only are loathsome idiots who are part of disgusting gang-thuggery organizations ruled by disgusting rotten Nazi/Mafia criminals who laugh as their stupid dirty thugs do all this filthy stuff for them while the same types clean their mansions for them.

I really ask that there is some justice for me and that I am given a home to live in that is safe, a really beautiful home that is untouched and will NEVER be touched by anyone attacking me ever again--paid for in full in my name in a place I love and want to live in with my cat(s) returned to me and this group of crap STOPPED by any responsible government or people on this planet--for a change that would be an incredible improvement if that ever would happen. As for now, all I can do is wait for global warming to create the kind of destruction that would stop this group and it's technocratic tyranny of stupidity but however long that takes, it would so behoove you people to actually provide me with real justice and not just to have to write about endless series of attacks by loathsome idiots who are sick and rotten and foul who are being paid by my government to attack me. That is, my government is by various conduits of organization paying Thai citizens to torture me, an American, so the American government can "experiment" in mind control torture.

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I just tried to revise what hackers had rewritten of the post above (I have not re-read my other posts today--or any posts recently for that matter) and I see how badly hackers have rewritten just this post and the few paragraphs I fought like it was a battle to get out--hacking, obstruction of the keyboard and now deletion of parts of sentences and entire fragments are gone and all is repasted together once more. My brain is so "dizzy" from the mind control attack that I am just going to do what I can to remedy this post that has been completely obscured by rewrites/hacking/redaction whatever you want to call this endless violation of my attempts to "reach out" to nobody and to nothing as this situation is never stopped but everyone around me knows what is going on and every one claims they don't know what is happening to me. I have to see in almost every media newspaper even Rolling Stone that to this day people who sat for years with notepads in their laps taking notes on what I was saying so they could use the ideas for their own projects, then having me dismembered when I told them I don't need their approval for my analyses of art--which these actors very gladly did--but after their promotions I now sit here with filth from their agents being attacked for propping a wet mop that they poured buckets of water on today --against the railing on the inside of the patio after having me nearly evicted and abused by the landlord for watering my plants--over and over this harassment for years from them all under order of these actors who are now being championed in the media by this Nazi infiltration that has turned H-wood into a laughing joke as the Oscars were the most low-rated program ever I think it was a testament to how sick and devoid they are--but anyways--you all love them and many of you reading this ARE them--but to continue to "entertain" you on the violence you are being promoted for and laughing about as you read this in your group cluster f groups: after stealing my ideas or concept you/then and them you minions have me dismembered and tortured afterwards--Real nasty assaults are under order of actors out of Nazi lands like Austrians and Germans and the Americans who worship them as idols of Europigpape Nazi culture that they are devoted to like worshipful slaves--and their nasty minions here in Thailand who like all the white trash and the minorities of America do all the filthy and disgusting and nasty things that I have been describing for years to silence, obedience to their organization as the people being promoted are outlandishly proving that the culture is in a huge state of decline. But don't help me whatsoever--of course no one will. I write this because I have this faint hope that there is some humanity out there but of course there isn't. Still, it may be there so I keep writing these posts asking for MY OWN HOME IN MY OWN NAME. AT THE VERY LEAST I NEED MONEY SO I CAN MOVE OUT OF HERE INTO A PRIVATE LITTLE HOME (WITH SWIMMING POOL) THE COST FOR RENT IS $1000 FOR SOMETHING THAT IS DECENT. WITH ALL THE MILLIONAIRES AND BILLIONAIRES i KNOW THEY CAN BE FORCED TO PAY A FEW HUNDRED DOLLARS EACH MONTH FOR MY LIFE STABILITY THAT THEY HAVE WRECKED ALL THESE YEARS AND BLOCKED ALL FINANCIAL STABILITY FOR ME.

I have just spent an inordinate amount of time fighting to pound letters out as hackers freeze the keyboard, then waiting and waiting as pages freeze when I begin to type and the entire computer freezes, then waiting as pages take 6-10 times longer to open than they should (or much longer, sometimes a wait of 2 minutes or longer for a simple page to open). Then my brain is under attack so I become angry and the backdoor hacking into my brain begins so I begin to rant in hate calling these expletives names while I am fighting to write anything critical of their death system of torture and mutilation and rape and assassination and mass murder using this technology. You can bet that crypto is funding a lot of these criminal terrorist activities being used against me.

"Terrorism and Crypto: Evidence from Ex-CIA Analyst." Coin Telegraph. October 12, 2019.