Friday, May 7, 2021

Terrorist report: May 7, 2021. The usual long, long list that is incomplete due to the excessive number of attacks on 24/7 basis.

 I realize this is "fun" for most or many of the readers/hackers who survey my writings and steal whatever they want to use for their own purposes. I write nevertheless to keep a documentation so one day, if my country gets tired of fascist incompetents ruining the country, they can for a change resort to stopping the supression of state-sponosred terrorism and resort to unveiling my writings as this drugged up, mind-controlled documentation of the modus operandi and the rantings of a drugged up and slowly-being-murdered target--me of course.


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  • After many YEARS of trying to protect my body--but moreso many months of taping and inserting balls of cotton and other items between my toes, the balls of my feet extending nearly to my heels in an attempt to stop the slicing and the slow destruction of the skin and tissue between my toes on both feet--this has been going on for 3/4 of a year now on a nightly basis. The skin cut to the bone in the joints of the small toes is not growing back, they severed the veins/capillaries and the cuts are permanent and my feet are becoming paralyzed and severed with permanent damage going on and on every single night slowly in increments. I put balls of cotton between each toe, huge cotten pads between the first toes and the webbing which is still being cut into every night by laser technology that extends underneath a stretch waistband that I tie with 6 knots tied as tightly as possible so there is no slack for anything to enter into my leg area. The feet have been covered with material and sewn in so nothing can be inserted through the foot opening of these drawstring pants I sleep with. There is this addition belt that I tie around (tied w/6 knots every night and not a millimeter of slack is possible--but I wake up and it's been stretched and is looser). I tape with packaging tape (which is strong and sturdy) the padded toes, after all is taped down to the arch of my foot, I put a sheet of tissue paper and then tape all of that onto the ball of my foot and then I put a pair of socks over that. THEN I have strings which I tied 3x around my ankles over the socks, which I fold down over the 3x wound string. THEN, last night, I experimented with tying over the entire sock/tape and string area very cheap and unusable ear buds with the plastic-coated cord, the ear buds are used as a kind of block to tie more firmly.
I have woken up every day with mutliple slashes cut into my feet and top layers of skin burned off between the toes since last October. Every protection I use is breached by this most expert and professional GOVERNMENT-SPONSORED terrorist terror team. I woke up this morning and the terrorists had removed the electrical cord with ear buds and loosened the tape and severed skin off the area that is infected, swollen and all I do is fight to heal this every day as it's horrible and I can barely walk. They couldn't get through one of the feet protection blocks so that foot is healing from the damage they inflicted last night (and from months prior) but the other foot has been slashed. This is from creep actors ordering this to be done by nasty Thai people and their Europ-a "handlers" instructing them what to do and how to use this technology--how to behave like fascists and all because after years of these celebrities obtaining Oscars and awards and stealing ideas from me and all as part of this perpetual contract out on me--Please note they were not "winning" any awards prior to latching onto this contract out on me--and this has been going on unchecked by all administrations and all leadership for over a decade at this "high level" of media contractual awards promotions and corrruption (fascist, nazi overtake of government and media extending even down to YouTubers and all areas of "power" in all businesses and it's completely a global situation). As you all know but I am writing this post in hopes that it will be documented and perhaps used as some part of a resistance one day when the damage this group has inflicted is so heinous that a mass revolt will be the inevitable result. For now people just laugh and think they will always be protected and that this is all a huge fun joke that they will always be able to get free deals out of for their glib and sleazy participation therein.

  • My purse was stolen at the shopping mall while my back was turned. There was no one around me but people were milling around me like vultures waiting for any opportunity. This was after in a very small shop where there is almost no room for people to pass by each other (these tiny hole-in-the-wall Thai shops nested in squat one-storey structures that line entire blocks of streets--one hole after the next with room so tiny you can barely walk through the aisles if no one is near you). They slashed part of a purse that I spent 4 days sewing by hand-made of silk and fine Thai embroidery. Without me feeling a single thing they cut threads of the ornaments that I sewed on. They do this everywhere I go so I  must look behind me if I am paying at any cash register so my clothing and purses are not slashed and sprayed with staining fluids while my back is turned as the cash register terror agent sees it all happening and keeps me there as she/he begins to talk in Thai at me as if there is something wrong--while my attention is fixed on their thuggery the thugs behind me are destroying my property I am wearing or carrying. 

  • I am tired of writing about this and my arms and hands are sore from backspacing and fighting to type at this point from hacker terrorism. There is more of course but I have written more on the philosophical thoughts (which are always surveyed by the intellectual property parasites to see what they can steal and then adapt to their snake oil salespitch of media heroism and alternative posturing).


  • The hacking is once again so bad that I am waiting for the hard drive function of the display to open, it has frozen and the cursor is spinning and nothing is appearing. My posts written today have been partially deleted--this happened while I was in the middle of writing and looked up and what I had written was half deleted and then strung together. As I try to type the keyboard is being blocked so keys won't function and I must fight to pound down and then if I try to type quickly keys don't work at all and/or are deleted and blocked while I type. I must thus fight to pound down on each and every single key, cannot go more quickly than a slow pace and then must use my hand and arm to pound down nearly as hard as possible to get letters out. It is worse than exercise for my hands and fingers it is like construction work pounding down like I am hammering the keys into the keyboard. Regardless, I must backspace continuously as even pounding down is not adequate to stop the block of keys not appearing when I press and pound down.
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  • My hair continues to fall out excessively due to poisoning and chemical damage that terrorists inflict in my shampoo, henna (they mix peroxide or other damaging chemicals into the henna mixture if the bag is left open because I use only half per treatment). The nodes or mechanical arms that enter into my room also reach/extend into the terricloth hat covering I have hand sewn which, the materials I obtained which have been sold for years in dollar stores--after-shower terricloth hats--which I doubled and then added a layer of sturdy Thai silk. The hats were so snug that nothing could penetrate them or reach up and damage my hair. This worked for a few days with the cap remaining the same size until the terrorists did their "group beehive brain terrorist storming operation" (my words) and pried the material loose so they could easily begin to damage my hair at the roots once more. I have begun to put very small closing pins into the fabric in various places and this is also secure. I wake up and my clothing and body have been rummeged through--the hat is loosened the safety pins are moved to different areas my hair is nasty, the texture is like dried out straw (despite it being silky and soft after endless strenuous efforts to heal my hair--but I am also too ill to do things very often I can't take showers because of how much I have to clean the bathroom after taking a shower--it's a very long story but the endless work I must do to just do the basics of life require all my time and effort plus the healing)
to continue: my hair is falling out an damaged once more. for over 2 years I have done nothing else but fight to stop the violation of my privacy and home by these disgusting minions operating for the plastic surgery actors and the politician who was a part of their H-wood cartel who was the president and has almost ruined the country and is still trying to do so, with all the gang stalker nazi groups of America and all backed by the Europ-a's who all claim they are "democratic" backing the American push for a fascist Nazi colonized status (with "them" being handed frontline beach and the best properties, owning H-wood as it is now completely under the control of English factions and other nefarious Nazi groups out of Europ-a-land. It's utterly disgusting to have to see this firsthand--or the aftermath of their collusions that then are turned into this brainwashing operation of mind control and microchip implants and teleportation to enhance the physical and mental tortures of subliminal endless loops of hate words and phrases inserted into my brain.

And thus, another thing in my body is in such a state of terorist-forced deterioration due to daily destruction for decades--but for months all I have done is fight this and they keep doing their brainstorming on how to very easily rip apart the dollar store items I can barely afford (neglecting to set money aside for FOOD AND HERBS AND MEDICINE) while WHILE THESE PARASITES TORTURE ME ENDLESSLY DAY AND NIGHT FOR OVER A DECADE SO MORE OF THESE BILLIONAIRE/MILLIONAIRE ACTORS AND POLITICIANS CAN GET MORE POWER AND MONEY OUT OF DEPRIVING ME OF HEALTH CARE, FOOD AND A SAFE PLACE TO LIVE. while they all claim they are fighting for the American People--feminism, freedom, DEmocracy, and love and peace. After they steal ideas from me, obtain positions like president of the united states, lead roles in movie after movie, year after year--their production studios "winning" top awards every single year if they don't "win" oscars for their crappy movies and violent hate sexist and racist movie roles. The entire time I can assure you they have participated (many of them, most of them) in the torture and intellectual property extraction through drugging/poisoning and mind control technology while I am sleeping and teleported as they torture me to obtain ideas about fighting oppression. After they "win" and get elected, they continue the decade-long series of nightly and daily tortures of me in order to continue to "win" and get more and more and more out of exploiting and torturing me. I am fighting for my life every single day and they never stop nor are they ever stopped. An entire subculture of subhuman parasites out of that infernal H-wood cluster of whore f's are clamouring to not only attack me along with Pitt and his cluster of lovers and wives and children, but it's just extending into every facet everywhere and all the time. Everyone wants Pitt to control the film industry. I can't understand why eternally torturing me has to be the one avenue he persues in order to attain this (in addition to his output, which is proliferous, he's still latching on to forcing a baby out of me or abusing me--the week prior to the Oscars he came as he does every single year along with the host of his rotten partners to assault, rape or abuse me and then to torture me further for not demonstrating that they and the crap they come out with and their most disgusting behavior towards me is rotten and foul---they are trying to force some kind of positive response out of me to demonstrate that their "mind control" has succeeded and that I "love" them for only and non-stop abusing and raping torturing dismembering killing animals I love taking all and everything away from me except a few cheap items in a stinking foul studio apartment where I am tortured by landlords and terrorist agents surrounding me. THey all glow with the hormones of murderous violence and they feed off this day after day for an energy boost and the sense of power. This is also part of the contract. Their proclivity for torture is enhanced and I am fighting now to heal while parts of my body are now permanently destroyed or have been broken or cut off--in the decade of this group my uterus has been severed and cut into while sleeping and drugged--two fingernails are dead and nearly hanging off and the blood flow is gone--they are dead and hanging onto the fingertips because sharp mechanical arms have inserted these knives under the cuticle for 6 years on one finger and a few years for another two more fingernails so now two fingernails are completely unusable I can't put any pressure on them, they are lifted up from the skin and dead. My skin is completely destroyed by chemicals smeared on them nightly for so long I have no idea how many years or decades this has been ongoing. My hair is extremely thin and damaged and right now I am fighting to have my hair back in some kind of decent shape before they make my hair completely fall out and balding forever--[this has gone on for years and years, just this attack on my  hair by bigot crap who break into my home with full permission of my country in all it's aspects of allowing such things to recur and continue indefinitely. There are many, many other physical damages but I really need people to get involved and stop this and get me into a safe home to live in. I am stuck in every kind of financial and fiscal stability and all telecommunications is blocked, all avenues of survival are essentially blocked to me. I can have no legal representation I am surrounded by people continuously committing every kind of grievous act of criminal violence towards me with full laughter of the expletives you all voted in for president, president after president and their cabinets who go along because they can't risk their careers or positions in society. Therefore it all carries on like the river Styx.
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The rest of this post has been rewritten and hacked and parts are deleted (as are many parts above--) I read through briefly in various sections and segments have been deleted and then what remains is strung together into unreadable paragraphs and sentences.

This is my recurring theme but I have to go through my room and body to clean and clean and heal and fight to defend myself endlessly non-stop day after day month after month and now year after year while people still don't stop them--they are all rewarded year after year for this, they remain smug, gloating psychopathic mind screw operators who are screwed themselves and do the same upon anyone else they can--this trickle down effect (sorry I am not using all correct grammar I am fighting just to type this out with hacking blocks to the keyboard).

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Just to add a small, seemingly irrelevant point to the diatribe about torture and the mechanical arms wreaking all damage to my body and home and life every single night while my brain is "shut down" with the microchip implant and technology teleporting me to terrorist haters and my body is comatose and feels nothing and can't "wake up" even while my body is being cut into and disfigured:
I sewed some terrycloth shower hats together to make a head protection while I sleep. I "forgot" to mention in the above that I also sewed on a chin strap which was stretched so badly by terrorists with their break-ins and mechanical arms that I had to then later on sew on snaps to bunch the lower part of the chin strap, which had initially been so tight there was no space for anything to get into the head protection "cap"--stretched so much by the terrorist I bunched up the strap about 1 inch and put one and then two snap buttons--the first one was open when I woke up and then it was falling off as the mechanical arms cut through the threads. They got through everything to destroy my hair and install these nodes onto my scalp, with the chemicals that are completely damaging my skull and hair and skin--every night. I had put two safety pins to clasp the edges of this durable silk material that I had sewed into the interior of this cap. That was then moved around and so I have added 3 more pins. That also is completely in different positions when I wake up, the cap is once more loose and my hair is damaged, falling out, bald spots, hard as straw, and I am teleported to disgusting people doing sick and disgusting things with rotten things forced upon me--last night it was really disgusting I won't go into details. I thought I would begin to write a section on how absurd and sick these skits are but I also fear that this will further encourage the psychos reading this to want to inflict such tortures upon others. The people attacking me continue only to be promoted after I write about them. 
The situation doesn't change. The only thing that is changing is that the power structure is enlarging because people can't wait to have victims to torture and also they want all these seemingly free and easy promotions and free hand-outs and the sense of belonging to elite entitlement and luxury life. They don't realize that they will be destroyed once the real nasty fascists have completely usurped all the power positions and destroyed all opposition. 

But to continue, I cannot defend myself unless I pour cement on the walls and pound in boards with nails over each and every crevice, crack, panel and board in this room. There are at least a few hundred angles, cracks and tiles where these tiniest of mechanical arms can penetrate and the terrorists conststructed these fake and permeable walls so cheaply and badly that I can't begin to secure them--the cheap plaster they used to create fake wall surfaces crumbles and no nails can stick or remain solid just from hammering them in. They literally fall out as plaster crumbles after the nails falling out. These are easy penetrable surfaces and places that these mechanical arms get through. Once I leave this room the terrorists pour into this room and make all the protections I have spent my money and time on, excluding buying food and necessities, just to try to preserve my body from futher permanent destruction as these celebrities feed off violence they feed off the rewards they are addicted to this endless decade of free lead roles and ideas they plunder out of me--they feed off the entitlement they gloat in smug delight more and more of them join on in along with politicians and famous media news reporters (who giggle and laugh as they pronounce all the scams and corrupt schemes that they are claiming they are "reporting" on but they are really just giggling through their every expose because they are part of the smug and gloating structure of criminals put into media reporting positions).

This is how hard I am fighting to defend not only myself but for my country which is fast becoming as awful as Columbia (see my next post on this subject). Just want to add other things I "forgot" to write while I was fighting to pound down and my brain was under attack so I could only remember these ideas once I got off the laptop:

the mafia personalities attacking me alongside these actors are themselves actors who play mafia roles for their mafia movies. As anyone knows, the long list of decades of such movies with the same actors playing lead roles, year after year, should be very telling in this context.
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The United States Government supports the "fascist, Nazi, Mafia Columbian regime". You must listen to the news broadcast put out by Democracy Now that I posted today (above this post, posted today). The police and military have been given clear instructions to shoot-to-kill protestors. If you can imagine that the US Republican legislatures in many States have just passed laws or are trying to enact laws such that people in cars have all legal permission to mow protestors down with cars and if there is a fatality it will be considered "legal".


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Social Security SSI Disability illegally cut off by the stench filth of arnold gavin and rump muck and the nazi coalition of whorewood who have made hundreds of MILLIONS OF DOLLARS IF NOT BILLIONS FROM HAVING STOLEN MY IDEAS--not paying anything and then destroying what I do have, then taking away sub-poverty social security because I am the only person in the united states fighting racism rather than playing a game of pretending and dancing around with posturing speeches and stupid songs and movie fodder k-rap, the rest look on doing nothing that is why rump came to power and then again without any resistance. //Otherwise, 6 years of grad school and all attempts to earn money literally blocked while paralyzing me with poison and abuse and drugging every day--trying to obtai money from a GoFundMe account & is it BLOCKED no resopnses it is hacked from general view; this has happened when I tried to earn money online my url is blocked from the internet upon a url activity search I have decoded their total block of any activity (including my blogs and facebook posts only met by enemies looking to murder rape torture whatever they can get away with to get their failing careers back into the nazi orbit. Shitnigger arnold and dirty nazi gavin one facing extinction for years until he got his chance to prove he's really a nazi kgb agent torturing me without end and bringing as many gold digger scum like nancy pig-lousy and then gavin scum old boy onto his nazi payroll thusly he is holding an "environment" conference which is a front for nazi endorsement of yet another obama nazi replica to put more white nazi wall street investors into the money destroying the investments of the lower ranks and with the aid of nazi republicans killing people using social security as an excuse---my ideas furnishing stupid ugly ape arnold with so much clout to enter back into whorewood his violence is endless death threats for not allowing him or his nazi jewish and black partners to abuse me without me responding in self-defense while they are drugging me with truth serum and abusing me into my brain non-stop all day and night until I do react--they spend hours abusing me until I do react just to justify more violence and it is a never-ending domestic violence cycle--ask shitnigger arno0ld's former wife if that rancid fuck she divorced is abusive as hell when the sexual "fun" and games are boring and he has to actually be anything but a rancid "me only" scumbag as he is programmed to be: thusly...under your gaze and silence and protection of that group of shit filth: Stinking sprays on my clothing ordered by the stench of arnold the sick fuck-ni88er termini88er nazi filth---who is using (perhaps...in part) my concepts of saving environment to push his nazi inclusion in american politics as his "platform"---his stench is conveyed onto my property just as his ILLEGAL VIOLENCE against me (i.e.lifting me up in "teleportation" while I am literally on the toilet grasping my abdomen due to the black horrific poisons I have spent 30 years fighting to eliminate from my body which this dirty ugly thug scum parasite calling himself "superior" has ordered put in because me being able to compete might mean his blank ugly dirty nazi mentality is lacking and void of originality as is he--thusly stealing my ideas and then having me slowly killed serves his nazi concepts perfectly--unfortunately supplied and protected by the demo-rat party of california old boy gavin scum and the nazi obamas the deception of which is still protected because they so fully support white nazi nationalism but are "actors" proclaiming how hip and not racist they are (not): thusly, with them all, they informed Social Security to literally change my status from "suspended" to NO BENEFITS they also illegally issued "benefits ended" (sorry can't remember the exact official term but not 'suspended" meaning can be reinstated but completely gone). They are yelling at me, the white nazi bigots who are answering my many phone calls about how and why and why have I not received any mail information on why benefits were cut off only being yelled at lied to and abused by phone--their only method of communication under orders of the obamas the trumps the dirty shitni88er arnold still controlling CA politics the pipeline of Nazi gold holocaust derived is ruling America and the Engllish crown equivalent as well; however, the lying yelling abusive people answering the SSA main line number demand with "suggestions" that I go in person to a field office to get the answers rather than THE LEGAL REQUIREMENT OF THEM REQUIRED IT IS LAW TO SEND ME INFORMATION informing me of t he situation what must be done. The former rules of demanding people go in person were changed under the Biden administration (partially due to Covid) thusly mail is preferred and they have cut down on social security so mail is the real preferred method of communciation which THEY ARE SUPPOSED TO COMPLY WITH. Simply lying and lying to me by phone refusing to send me any letters about my situation and ILLEGALLY demanding I go in person but yelling--literally yelling with hate and fascist abuse--that they "suggest strongly" that I go in person--asking me a spate of interragatory questions about the status of my case which were questions I would have to look up to get the precise dates and informtaion but on a main line call when I was trying to change my address because they wrote it incorrectly--assuming I would phone back--then yelling that because I answered one question one month wrong (after 15 months of my benefits being cut off) the white woman yelled "I can't verify your identity you must go in person to a field office I SUGGEST" I told her that firstly changing my address by phone does not require me to go in person to a field office, and that it was protocol for SSI recipients to phone in address change in fact it's their policy and recommendation--she screamed literally yelling "I will tell you what protocol is" as i hung up at that point. I told her that they need to send me mail so I can get information she told me that I have to spend all my money before they would consider and that I would have to goin person--absolutely ILLEGAL and not policy by LAW. In person as they have done by phone they will lie, once the lie is solidified as if it were an official meeting they can just write the terms and conditions and then have me arrested for one slip-up I made which I cannot help I had to SAVE MY L IFE FROM BEING POISONED and I had to leave thusly that is all they have and they are lying and illegally demanding improper protocol denying me information ILLEGAL all done by old boy gavin scum governor of ca and the shit whore ape former CA gov arnold shitnigger trash who is such a foul and stinking lack of american values you all worship due to the energy of just stealin raping killing and robbing and then abusing anyone who can't fight back into "submission" that's all it takes---it's spread like a virus california hails that prick scum and his acolyte dirty nazi gavin old boy scum the lying fake smiles of the pig ape creeps and their illegal money schemes is what people really gravitate towards. I remain with my status literally blocked, the benefits cut off since February 2025 the man doing it in miami literally demanded I go in person to their office pay with cashier's check all my bank account balance (covid money stimulus payments and student loans) which are exempt. Telling them that these are exempt under law they yell abuse and just cut my money and refuse to send letters THEY ARE REQUIRED BY LAW TO SEND for a repayment schedule. They sent me a payment schedule without identifying anything other than a financial amount---not completely legal as they are supposed to let me know if benefits will be reinstated. I paid two months then never hearing anything I filled out economic hardship forms requesting from the California field office which dirty old scum gavin instructed, which they did quite happily it was a white nazi creep woman and then the usual california and american plantation system of minorities following orders, the more down they were on the ladder (in this case, Asians) the more sneering with lying contempt they had in their voices to get approval for the nazi slicing of employees out of social security this was their means of proving they will lie and kill people upon order by cutting off their survival money if they are not approved of by shit like old boy scum gavin who yelled "I don't want people like you in my State" so it's HIS State not a United States entity but HIS state--his control with arnold telling that rancid scum gavin what to say and do to become "president" all will be rigged. 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I moved they refuse to send a letter stating I have moved as such---they have literally taken off any benefits as me being a recipient on the SSA website after refusing to even respond to my economic hardship letter request zero letters with zero information BECAUSE THEY ARE OPERATING ILLEGALLY AGAINST THE LAW against me under orders of rancid stink stench arnold ugly filth trashnigger fuck and the obamas you all worship for their acting skills but still putting white wealthy above all but handing the poor a few little crumbs which are taken away instantly when their good friends the white nazis take power--promising if you just re-elect their pupet skank prostituted shit kamala with oprah and gyrating skank nasty dirty nazi black trash cardi b and j-lo and the rest of that shit nazi crap black circus and the "liberals" all will be hunky dorey and arnold will get more millions and control more politicians through the nazi gold pipeline all law will be only tendered for all who comply with being humiliated raped people l ike cardi b have been honored for selling black nazi plantation sex slavery honored endlessly as "freedom".