Tuesday, May 18, 2021

A brief moment of laxity (hackers are sleeping, it's the middle of the night) shows how much constraint is imposed upon me.

In writing my last post, I discovered that at this very early point of time in the middle of the night, the keyboard was not, for once, not stiff, hacked and nearly impossible to use. I could type without pounding down on each and every single key while having to backspace continuously as hackers insert letters, block keys, and insert space bar interruptions --which is happening now as I type but for a little while I could type almost seamlessly.

The difference was almost unbelievable and the realization of how much obstruction this group is forcing upon just my typing and the utter difference in speed and agility is also almost unbelievable. How much time and energy and blocks to my real writing capabilities have been blocked, thwarted and stopped--and for years and years and years and years without end, every single laptop everywhere I go operates with the same exact hacking malware obstructions. If I try to use a mobile phone keypad on any device the entire system is inoperable as well. I have no chance to buy a mobile phone and use it without blocks to every single function.

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Right now hackers have once again inserted their blocks. The difference again is stark: I can't write without having to pound each and every key nearly as hard as my fingers and hand can possibly operate. I have to backspace and retype words continuously while pounding down. My hands now won't move as my brain is under the brainwave altering attack system--affecting my motor skills. My thoughts are now dispersed like a beam is splitting my brain functions into randomly disorganized particles.

The endless block to me having any kind of access to communication or any chance whatsoever to have a career, get my words out in any way to any public, to have a chance at all in any endeavor has been ongoing for so long. This injustice continues unabated while my country discusses how to reverse discrimination and racism and intolerance and hate crimes and rape culture.

Pages are frozen, things won't operate, I remain having to fight just to get words out or surf the internet for a few pages while most information is filtered through a vetting machine of supression so I can't get reliable information from any alternative sources, nor can I offer any input or output in any tangible way to any real platform.

What more must I do to stop this injustice and intolerance and this hate crime and this supression, censorship and racism and sexism and criminal violence endlessly aimed at thwarting my every chance and my every action (including my body, health, home and property always under non-stop assault).

Now, once more, the mouse is being blocked so if I attempt to copy and paste hackers are blocking that function as well. Half of a sentence is highlighted in blue while I hold the cursor down to copy, and then it all turns to grey after only half of the sentence will copy and highlight. This goes on as I attempt to copy and paste until I have to fight to use the function keys to try to get anything to copy and paste. I really type so quickly and accurately and well. My capabilities for writing and doing any work are also copmletely hindered to the point that it's impossible for me to have any kind of mode of earning money or achieving anything. At this point hackers are completely blocking the copy and paste function. What I highlight immediately is hacked back to the un-highlighted state. One or two words highlight and then return back to being in a "normal" written state. I cannot, absolutely impossible to copy and highlight. Other functions are likewise blocked and impossible to use. Typing is at a 80% reduction of function at ALL TIMES EVERY TIME I USE ANY LAPTOP ANYWHERE ON THE PLANET at all places I go and on all systems.

I literally cannot copy and paste this last paragraph without having to copy and paste the entire page of this post using the control +A and then copy functions. I don't want to go through that so I am leaving this as is on my blog--

I will have to go out and buy and buy and buy more things to try to stop this block to the mouse by having to buy a new one. This is my continuous state of having to constantly go out and repurchase things that are broken every single time I go shopping I must replace at a bare minimum one not inexpensive item that I need. That soon is broken and the rotation of things broken and destroyed and inoperable now extends to everything I own (and this has gone on for years as well). This mouse operates perfectly by the way. It functioned completely correctly for the brief few minutes I wrote (which I described above in this post) and then all was blocked and hacked. The difference was so astounding and realization of how much of my life has been spent fighting to pound words out and fighting to think clearly. How I wish this "mind control" sinister trap was also stopped so I can think and express myself at a level that I have worked to achieve for my career aspirations that are completely blocked by this hate organization which wants to keep me absolutely in poverty, desperation, begging for my life continuously and writing about torture and blocks that are still supported fully by my government and society.

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Hair fall non-stop for months--almost no hair left. Either the hate scum filth are poisoning my shampoo, dousing my hair when I can't control literally passing out into unconsciousness from toxic shock after hours of screaming with what is left of my strength at this group of hate and stinking filth forcing filth,m poverty and endless murder desrtruction to my body and health. Or they are poisoning my food. All are actually true they are poisoning my shampoo, my food and torturing and abusing me to death. when I fall asleep they rub genitals on me afrter I fight screaming to get off me screaming like a surrounded animal as I am fighting for mylife to stop the murderous abuse from arnold shit filgh their leader instructing them to KILL ME but only after exatracting first sexual energy then abusing me to the point that I scream to get of me so they rape and beat me then I control my reaction so they can''t suck sexual positive love energy out of me, putting me into hypnosais and extreme drugging while I am literally being poisoned to death, my body paralyzed as they are killing me by pu mping poison into my body while my resistance is gone--deep sleep state. Then they slap upnch and scream bitch after they force various pornographic hate acts upon me as I fight them the ugly shit of shitalina who has stoloen feminist conceptsf from me for years, along with other concepts along with rancid dirty hlillary clinton who came screaming with ragge at me and got a tv show about "feminism" for which she "won" an award and I was being tortured non-stop every day and night to scream out ideas as they tortured and then demanded to know "why" this is so wrong. Oprah included smiling hugging this filth group. Then ideas about politics and endlessly ugly arnold has shit like elizabeth warren coming at me scxreaming pointing her finger that she will have me killed for not providing the german rapist abusing and p unching me in the face screaming with the rat shit out of Depp his filth spawn into providing them with ideas oto make a "punk" moview with the rancid filth of the creep crap who played spielberg's father in that stupid dopey biographical dumb nazi movie with only blonde nazi actors playing lead jewish roles. Spielberg than came to abuse me when tom hardy abused me 16 hours per day for months as I wrote about being tortured to death once they obtained an idea about the various aspects of the Lincoln assassination, focusing on mary todd lincoln spielberg rushed next to filthy ugly arnold to get ideas, mocking insulting and as I lost my control I rushed at him violently to get the fu ck off me after hours of asking me about the film concepot. the team of english shit who have come such as helen mirran (dumb whorren mirrae) to inflict this torture so like BARBIE she can obtain millions in royalties for playing in my film concepts as she had done with barbie while she had me nearly killed threatened to kill me for screaming what a fucking fraud and piece of shit she is after years of her having me raped and tortured. I was not at this stage of screaming at them like this until about the 8th year of noo-stop daily torrture it's now double that time and still hilary is rushing with the obamas with trump's pemission to not disguise how sick and rancid they truly are as most of congress is fully on board with this and tere is no fake "liberal" iopposition any longer and the obamss and the clintons don't have to pretend to be anti-trump and pro feminist like the shit they can only staeal ideas and run on that "alternative" p latform--always the "victims" they play those roles. Soo mch hacking I can't even type without endless blocks to key functionality this is complete hacked typos.

  The German scum so-called "punk" whom I had met while I lived in Stuttgart (Germany) routinely has had me raped, beaten poisoned...