Tuesday, May 18, 2021

A brief moment of laxity (hackers are sleeping, it's the middle of the night) shows how much constraint is imposed upon me.

In writing my last post, I discovered that at this very early point of time in the middle of the night, the keyboard was not, for once, not stiff, hacked and nearly impossible to use. I could type without pounding down on each and every single key while having to backspace continuously as hackers insert letters, block keys, and insert space bar interruptions --which is happening now as I type but for a little while I could type almost seamlessly.

The difference was almost unbelievable and the realization of how much obstruction this group is forcing upon just my typing and the utter difference in speed and agility is also almost unbelievable. How much time and energy and blocks to my real writing capabilities have been blocked, thwarted and stopped--and for years and years and years and years without end, every single laptop everywhere I go operates with the same exact hacking malware obstructions. If I try to use a mobile phone keypad on any device the entire system is inoperable as well. I have no chance to buy a mobile phone and use it without blocks to every single function.

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Right now hackers have once again inserted their blocks. The difference again is stark: I can't write without having to pound each and every key nearly as hard as my fingers and hand can possibly operate. I have to backspace and retype words continuously while pounding down. My hands now won't move as my brain is under the brainwave altering attack system--affecting my motor skills. My thoughts are now dispersed like a beam is splitting my brain functions into randomly disorganized particles.

The endless block to me having any kind of access to communication or any chance whatsoever to have a career, get my words out in any way to any public, to have a chance at all in any endeavor has been ongoing for so long. This injustice continues unabated while my country discusses how to reverse discrimination and racism and intolerance and hate crimes and rape culture.

Pages are frozen, things won't operate, I remain having to fight just to get words out or surf the internet for a few pages while most information is filtered through a vetting machine of supression so I can't get reliable information from any alternative sources, nor can I offer any input or output in any tangible way to any real platform.

What more must I do to stop this injustice and intolerance and this hate crime and this supression, censorship and racism and sexism and criminal violence endlessly aimed at thwarting my every chance and my every action (including my body, health, home and property always under non-stop assault).

Now, once more, the mouse is being blocked so if I attempt to copy and paste hackers are blocking that function as well. Half of a sentence is highlighted in blue while I hold the cursor down to copy, and then it all turns to grey after only half of the sentence will copy and highlight. This goes on as I attempt to copy and paste until I have to fight to use the function keys to try to get anything to copy and paste. I really type so quickly and accurately and well. My capabilities for writing and doing any work are also copmletely hindered to the point that it's impossible for me to have any kind of mode of earning money or achieving anything. At this point hackers are completely blocking the copy and paste function. What I highlight immediately is hacked back to the un-highlighted state. One or two words highlight and then return back to being in a "normal" written state. I cannot, absolutely impossible to copy and highlight. Other functions are likewise blocked and impossible to use. Typing is at a 80% reduction of function at ALL TIMES EVERY TIME I USE ANY LAPTOP ANYWHERE ON THE PLANET at all places I go and on all systems.

I literally cannot copy and paste this last paragraph without having to copy and paste the entire page of this post using the control +A and then copy functions. I don't want to go through that so I am leaving this as is on my blog--

I will have to go out and buy and buy and buy more things to try to stop this block to the mouse by having to buy a new one. This is my continuous state of having to constantly go out and repurchase things that are broken every single time I go shopping I must replace at a bare minimum one not inexpensive item that I need. That soon is broken and the rotation of things broken and destroyed and inoperable now extends to everything I own (and this has gone on for years as well). This mouse operates perfectly by the way. It functioned completely correctly for the brief few minutes I wrote (which I described above in this post) and then all was blocked and hacked. The difference was so astounding and realization of how much of my life has been spent fighting to pound words out and fighting to think clearly. How I wish this "mind control" sinister trap was also stopped so I can think and express myself at a level that I have worked to achieve for my career aspirations that are completely blocked by this hate organization which wants to keep me absolutely in poverty, desperation, begging for my life continuously and writing about torture and blocks that are still supported fully by my government and society.

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Nazi Hooligan D. Beckham---extremely subdued in his directives to have me viciously violently raped and tortured by thugs like tom hardy and arnold s-ne88er---always behind them is the ENGLISH CROWN i.e. Prince Charles and his crew influencing the true control over the United States through Whorewood--shitalina always there through her mommy's connection to the Crown through this acting crew of hateful bigots masquerading as righteous and benevolent concerned citizens only working for the welfare of the blessed poor, disenfranchised and the discriminated against. In reality, the quiet influence gets his athletic sports nazi hools to inflict deadly violence upon me and laugh for the cameras of promotion---watched by the hateful beckham who abused, attacked me I had tried another strategy t o fight them off instantly rather than wait for the inevitable escalation of abuse once the parasites are acclimated to torture the addicts (in this case, perhaps his former adrenaline addiction or meth addiction---I think he is a person who may have artificially pumped up his system in the past got past drugging tests and screenings--regardless, a murderously violent but behind the violent operation scenes telling them what to do. In exchange hardy has obtained a glowing look on his formerly run-down and aged face. I got a swatch of grey hair from 16 hours of abuse and rape per day (abuse, rape a few times every time violent as this thug was awarded. Beckham returns with heather graham, who said she had no idea that her partner danny moynihan, out of London, had tortured or poisoned me. In truth serum and extreme duress mode as I am rendered every day, but these soulless and loveless parasitic users and abusers have no concern they "blame" me with more torture murder it truly is in reality---for reacting instead of allowing them to abuse me to death "with permission" rather than fighting for my life and screaming in rage to racist cliches these rotten scumbags spew on me and glaring with hate when I fight in my defense--as no one else will I thusly must do all myself, every day an dnight, day after day, night after night. I therefore call this sleazy scum bend-over-butt-ham becuase of his influence on rotten gavin old boy scum who after months of being influenced by butt-ham, when hegseth turned me over to groups of engilsh because baryshnikov probably offered him a deal courtesy of the KGB and Russian dark money pipeline for whatever prizes he obtained--or whatever behind it is always rump the dump trump-=--i can't call them anything serious but immature names wish them destruction to every aspect of their lives rather than writing these posts making up silly names. He is a most fanatical racist the equivalent of a slaver beating and killing anyone questioning his 'entitlement" to inflict extreme racism. The sports world of England and Germany and in fact all around the world, this soccar hooligan culture thrives and hides nazi secret clubs from inside these rancid yelling violent racist mobs in the guise of being sports fans. Thusly, beware that filthy sleazy creep who is relying on white boy entitlement and English imperialism--the white americans like gavin old boy and heather graham are determined to have this influence in America for their own racist agenda, partnering with the endlessly disguiesd euro-hateland nazi bigots who wear costumes of "punk" and "businessman" like bend-over b-ham and his cheerleader rape nazi wife and that "pop music' cartel appearance of "respectability". While most of you reading my posts are full-on white mediocrity "supremacists" but have very little to display of superiority--and this lout kicking a ball around and being turned into a celebrity for it bypassing the black and brown players who probably exceed him in that field but regardless, a white boy doing that makes the headlines (you can call it the "Elvis Effect" a white boy excelling supposedly in a mostly black domain) they are so extremely violently racist it's almost inconceivable because of the placid composure this filthy ugly sleazy thing has but he's a seething hateful anti-american bigot. I say this to the white mediocrities calling themselves superiority that this pig ape scum is out to overtake america. The americans just want "minorities" like me so-called to not have a chance to compete against them and win. Thusly they are duped they obtain warm hugs and smiles and invites they don't feel "trapped" in an American "equal opportunity" white "discrimination" trap any longer of the dread fear that if they compete without drugging and discriminatory practice which is rampant in America and throughout the world; because there is not a single city, town or village on this planet that the nazis have not penetrated to create some version of this endless discrimination--they get the minorities to turn against their own, in particular women. Thusly every time that filth creep is in the vicinity of wanna be king emperor gavin striving to be next imperialistic president of the united states, the word "bitch" is issued with slaps and violence when I verbally respond to their abuse and insults dehumanizing nazi insults and derogatory abuse endlessly for hours. Under severe drugging and this is injected into my brain so I can't ignore it it's louder in my brain than music blasting on earphones they attack my nervous system and then drug me and when I react in rage after trying to ignore them for hours every morning as they begin the moment I wake up, literally--Noise terrorism ordered by the nosey terrorists out of whorewood, californication, rump-land plantation society death squad, USA (conttrolled by bend-over-butt-ham and a bunch of Amreican nazi racists feigning working against racism and sexism--the prostituted men and women of whorewood and their euro-hateland partners. All expecting a paradise of plantation mansions in europe forever with their children for this sell-out of AMerica--just by abusing me without end, to prove that europigapes can turn every single per son in Amreica into an antisemite nazi including, and esxpecially Jews.