Tuesday, May 18, 2021

A brief moment of laxity (hackers are sleeping, it's the middle of the night) shows how much constraint is imposed upon me.

In writing my last post, I discovered that at this very early point of time in the middle of the night, the keyboard was not, for once, not stiff, hacked and nearly impossible to use. I could type without pounding down on each and every single key while having to backspace continuously as hackers insert letters, block keys, and insert space bar interruptions --which is happening now as I type but for a little while I could type almost seamlessly.

The difference was almost unbelievable and the realization of how much obstruction this group is forcing upon just my typing and the utter difference in speed and agility is also almost unbelievable. How much time and energy and blocks to my real writing capabilities have been blocked, thwarted and stopped--and for years and years and years and years without end, every single laptop everywhere I go operates with the same exact hacking malware obstructions. If I try to use a mobile phone keypad on any device the entire system is inoperable as well. I have no chance to buy a mobile phone and use it without blocks to every single function.

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Right now hackers have once again inserted their blocks. The difference again is stark: I can't write without having to pound each and every key nearly as hard as my fingers and hand can possibly operate. I have to backspace and retype words continuously while pounding down. My hands now won't move as my brain is under the brainwave altering attack system--affecting my motor skills. My thoughts are now dispersed like a beam is splitting my brain functions into randomly disorganized particles.

The endless block to me having any kind of access to communication or any chance whatsoever to have a career, get my words out in any way to any public, to have a chance at all in any endeavor has been ongoing for so long. This injustice continues unabated while my country discusses how to reverse discrimination and racism and intolerance and hate crimes and rape culture.

Pages are frozen, things won't operate, I remain having to fight just to get words out or surf the internet for a few pages while most information is filtered through a vetting machine of supression so I can't get reliable information from any alternative sources, nor can I offer any input or output in any tangible way to any real platform.

What more must I do to stop this injustice and intolerance and this hate crime and this supression, censorship and racism and sexism and criminal violence endlessly aimed at thwarting my every chance and my every action (including my body, health, home and property always under non-stop assault).

Now, once more, the mouse is being blocked so if I attempt to copy and paste hackers are blocking that function as well. Half of a sentence is highlighted in blue while I hold the cursor down to copy, and then it all turns to grey after only half of the sentence will copy and highlight. This goes on as I attempt to copy and paste until I have to fight to use the function keys to try to get anything to copy and paste. I really type so quickly and accurately and well. My capabilities for writing and doing any work are also copmletely hindered to the point that it's impossible for me to have any kind of mode of earning money or achieving anything. At this point hackers are completely blocking the copy and paste function. What I highlight immediately is hacked back to the un-highlighted state. One or two words highlight and then return back to being in a "normal" written state. I cannot, absolutely impossible to copy and highlight. Other functions are likewise blocked and impossible to use. Typing is at a 80% reduction of function at ALL TIMES EVERY TIME I USE ANY LAPTOP ANYWHERE ON THE PLANET at all places I go and on all systems.

I literally cannot copy and paste this last paragraph without having to copy and paste the entire page of this post using the control +A and then copy functions. I don't want to go through that so I am leaving this as is on my blog--

I will have to go out and buy and buy and buy more things to try to stop this block to the mouse by having to buy a new one. This is my continuous state of having to constantly go out and repurchase things that are broken every single time I go shopping I must replace at a bare minimum one not inexpensive item that I need. That soon is broken and the rotation of things broken and destroyed and inoperable now extends to everything I own (and this has gone on for years as well). This mouse operates perfectly by the way. It functioned completely correctly for the brief few minutes I wrote (which I described above in this post) and then all was blocked and hacked. The difference was so astounding and realization of how much of my life has been spent fighting to pound words out and fighting to think clearly. How I wish this "mind control" sinister trap was also stopped so I can think and express myself at a level that I have worked to achieve for my career aspirations that are completely blocked by this hate organization which wants to keep me absolutely in poverty, desperation, begging for my life continuously and writing about torture and blocks that are still supported fully by my government and society.

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Beyond sick sadism beyond cruel and unusual punishment for no crime other than nazi lynch mob racist lynching via mafia nazi political leaders and celebrities but inflicted by localized death squads handed weapons, drugs poisons and stinking filth and the hate is already installed via hollywood movies and the lack of love which is the replacement for the loss of respect for life. The only thing taught to all of these criminal haters is having money and ostentatious living displays of conspicuous wealth attainment. Otherwise, they can't live without dumping rage and hate on others to get more and have other people crushed. They are addicted to violence rape and theft extraction and probably torture-to-death. The hegemony principle of having death squads in other countries for decades now turned inward to slaughter of targeted groups and people.//Thus : Hillary brought the Gotti's into this hate terror regime to implement her Broadway play and her tv show featuring women's empowerment. She screamed yelled and after her asking me in depth for ideas about Schubert's musical journey through dismal and dark German hate spheres with some beautiful musical notes added (and the one german who sang in baritone hacked his videos for about 10 years non-stop to get me to click) just saying it's the typical. I had posted a few thoughts on facebook about Winterreise ("Winter's Journey" ) which is a solitude sad sorrowful remorseful death-centered droll piece of beautiful musically-adorned thoughts on death, suicide and love lost. I wrote it regarding how being raped without end by people also murdering me using tech that Hillary santioned for years and decades previously, but I did not write about her--I just wrote about the loss of love (they are delighted to see this happen they want me spiritually destroyed physically marred beyond recognition and all creative ideas stolen me broke financially ruined because women's rights only applies to blondish women and some of their brown lackies and slave mentality supporters). Hillary teleported me, and then after abuse screaming with deniro and pesce who brought in the gotti's to rape and spend over a decade of torture, etc etc but hillary then grilled me for ideas about winterreise for her Connecticut house where she had me teleported (a huge backyard area with rolling slight "hills" only grass--a huge estate double-storey house---a huge kitchen with a metallic island in the middle just in case anybody has been to her next mansion obtained from her criminal expertise with a lawyer degree and the presidency as her money-obtaining endless fund and next campaign finance springboard to endlessly rely on 1992 as the years (or 1994 whatever) and 30 years later still featured as the highlight of the Democrat Establishment endlessly interviewed. but asking me for one of her soirees about concepts of winterreise or what food to present while asking me (and now hackers are again freezing the page, the browser and laptop I just turned it on after turning it off so they freeze non-stop when I begin to write about their crucial nazi systematic abusers like hillary who is the champion of blonde nazi ambition to put people like me down into the ground if possible but stealing ideas because these "good" women look away when their husbands rape jewish women force fellatio on them and then it's publicized all over the world and the jewish woman is a joke and the entire episode keeps her silent and a good girl so she is welcome to represent "women" endlessly in the future. It showed her lack of any resistance to rape culture in other words, thus she could champion "feminism" forever as long as the white and black nazi jewish cartel rape culture men were concerned she remains their favorite "feminist". She asked me a score of questions about how to redecorate the wooden winding stairway in a spiral curve up from the ground floor (first floor) an antique old house in connecticut she told me the State uppon asking her. Curtains of English flower design appearing "blue" or "yellow" I could not see clearly but for once I was able to see colors--they can alter my visual perception in this state so I saw the colors. She then teleported me back and then mutilation to my feet began the next day they began slicing skin between my toes and kept doing it every night--injecting pain number into the slicing to the bone after johnny rotten had my toe broken on the same left foot months earlier for saying something he didn't like after I responded with anger to his insults and abuse. I had written that he looked adn appeared poisoned I was concerned he began abusing me to get his promotion and that same year a tv show came out about the sex pistols. But all that brought on the gotti crime family of extreme abuse and hate as people can imagine but almost sanguine in comparison to arnold s-ne88er really a violent genocidal murderous bigot and beloved by all in power it's amazing how much they love this hateful violent murderous man and his group waiting to completely infiltrate america with nazi derath squads americans like hegsesth already fully primed for genocide and death squads. Just elect him into office the maga nazis will approve of death squads saying that it's fully ordained by Jesus and God and then also sanctified to purify the military of black inferiors but farrakhan is superior because he really endorses trump so----the gottis came to inflict ove a decade of non-stop torture--pesce and denior winning oscars 2 years in a row (deniro) putting trump in power as much and often as possible working for the democrats as well---Schumer inviting not jolie into his office to support the violence against women bill I think they passed it, she spent months and years representing the "fight" for "fighting" violence against women while having me beaten raped and my ideas stolen so she could likewise go to broadway presengin my ideas about illinois music I wrote on facebook for years and also the oscars for maria based on my posts about maria callas and then years of rape and mutilation poisoning nearly to death and they are still murdering me--my face now lined with black worry and hate lines my lips and cheeks sagging from rage hate my eyes sunken in my face changed her laughing as she screams in edelight that I am "ugly" as I told her that I never considered her bueaitful so years of mutilation was her response through this tech. Fully suported by hillary but oh, the gottis tohelp her get more and more out of this abuse contract. the gottis working with hillary and so many of htese people steven spielberg is also always there wihle the gottis are abusing me but never interferes he just joins in like all the rest of the jews. But hillary--and the gottis he new york political career of hillary has put her in good with trump even after she and bernie helped him to "win" back in 2016 and both have been rocking the stock market and tours around america selling progressive and feminism and both attacking me with snering hate and mutilation and then handing me over to the gottis and endlessly shitalina to mutilate and torture and they keep getting the gift that keeps giving this contradct out on me.

  The methodology of the gotti family has been to have me raped (one of the gotti sons or grandsons of victoria) then beaten and raped beate...