Tuesday, May 18, 2021

A brief moment of laxity (hackers are sleeping, it's the middle of the night) shows how much constraint is imposed upon me.

In writing my last post, I discovered that at this very early point of time in the middle of the night, the keyboard was not, for once, not stiff, hacked and nearly impossible to use. I could type without pounding down on each and every single key while having to backspace continuously as hackers insert letters, block keys, and insert space bar interruptions --which is happening now as I type but for a little while I could type almost seamlessly.

The difference was almost unbelievable and the realization of how much obstruction this group is forcing upon just my typing and the utter difference in speed and agility is also almost unbelievable. How much time and energy and blocks to my real writing capabilities have been blocked, thwarted and stopped--and for years and years and years and years without end, every single laptop everywhere I go operates with the same exact hacking malware obstructions. If I try to use a mobile phone keypad on any device the entire system is inoperable as well. I have no chance to buy a mobile phone and use it without blocks to every single function.

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Right now hackers have once again inserted their blocks. The difference again is stark: I can't write without having to pound each and every key nearly as hard as my fingers and hand can possibly operate. I have to backspace and retype words continuously while pounding down. My hands now won't move as my brain is under the brainwave altering attack system--affecting my motor skills. My thoughts are now dispersed like a beam is splitting my brain functions into randomly disorganized particles.

The endless block to me having any kind of access to communication or any chance whatsoever to have a career, get my words out in any way to any public, to have a chance at all in any endeavor has been ongoing for so long. This injustice continues unabated while my country discusses how to reverse discrimination and racism and intolerance and hate crimes and rape culture.

Pages are frozen, things won't operate, I remain having to fight just to get words out or surf the internet for a few pages while most information is filtered through a vetting machine of supression so I can't get reliable information from any alternative sources, nor can I offer any input or output in any tangible way to any real platform.

What more must I do to stop this injustice and intolerance and this hate crime and this supression, censorship and racism and sexism and criminal violence endlessly aimed at thwarting my every chance and my every action (including my body, health, home and property always under non-stop assault).

Now, once more, the mouse is being blocked so if I attempt to copy and paste hackers are blocking that function as well. Half of a sentence is highlighted in blue while I hold the cursor down to copy, and then it all turns to grey after only half of the sentence will copy and highlight. This goes on as I attempt to copy and paste until I have to fight to use the function keys to try to get anything to copy and paste. I really type so quickly and accurately and well. My capabilities for writing and doing any work are also copmletely hindered to the point that it's impossible for me to have any kind of mode of earning money or achieving anything. At this point hackers are completely blocking the copy and paste function. What I highlight immediately is hacked back to the un-highlighted state. One or two words highlight and then return back to being in a "normal" written state. I cannot, absolutely impossible to copy and highlight. Other functions are likewise blocked and impossible to use. Typing is at a 80% reduction of function at ALL TIMES EVERY TIME I USE ANY LAPTOP ANYWHERE ON THE PLANET at all places I go and on all systems.

I literally cannot copy and paste this last paragraph without having to copy and paste the entire page of this post using the control +A and then copy functions. I don't want to go through that so I am leaving this as is on my blog--

I will have to go out and buy and buy and buy more things to try to stop this block to the mouse by having to buy a new one. This is my continuous state of having to constantly go out and repurchase things that are broken every single time I go shopping I must replace at a bare minimum one not inexpensive item that I need. That soon is broken and the rotation of things broken and destroyed and inoperable now extends to everything I own (and this has gone on for years as well). This mouse operates perfectly by the way. It functioned completely correctly for the brief few minutes I wrote (which I described above in this post) and then all was blocked and hacked. The difference was so astounding and realization of how much of my life has been spent fighting to pound words out and fighting to think clearly. How I wish this "mind control" sinister trap was also stopped so I can think and express myself at a level that I have worked to achieve for my career aspirations that are completely blocked by this hate organization which wants to keep me absolutely in poverty, desperation, begging for my life continuously and writing about torture and blocks that are still supported fully by my government and society.

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the post below was so hacked that I could not publish it due to uncharacteristic hacking which blocked the publication; once I copied the additional sentences I included after the chaotic endless fight to get any letters to print out while typing--pounding every key backspacing my brain being assaulted by tech in room next to mine through the faux wall which is so thin I can bend the corrugated wood panel that separates my room from the next under the sink--the waves of the tech just blast through and attack my brain as I sit here-ranting the hacking so bad I can't type my hands can't function and my brain pummeled with curse words and my cognition blocked from clear analysis and writing; thusly shitnigger and all the abuse rapist murdering scum bigots then torture me for having written what they force out of me through non-stop torture on all levels, all day and night tears in my eyes from the throat microchip implant and along my spine into my nervous system, my brain compartmentalized into ranting while I fight to type--they torture me for the reaction to torture and if I don't write about their torture they torture me to get me to write a bout them after hours of non-stop torture---which is by now excruciating with tears pouring out of my eyes thye depp shit filth family did this to me while poisoning me to death as I reacted and fought to stop the pounding of poison into my body by that ugly sleazy filth, ugly shitnigger has brought them to abuse and threaten myu life stealin ideas for the stuipd blank daughter and some german rat scum who had my spine fractured and my7 body poisoned almost to death (there is a record of me having to go to the emergency room and he was involved, whether directly or not but involved) he with the rat spawn of depp all broughyt by the filth of shitnigger arnold and newsom the prostituted whore with his gold digger sleazy whorew wife and family---all just torrturing me non-stop then torturing me by cutting of money more torture endless abuse and it has gone on and on u nabated for over 15 years. As a result trump was put in power because I clicked on a photo he hacked into my facebook page because I could sense and understand that hillary was just going to continue the tortrure, as she did when working WITH TRUMP to attack me as consolation prize to him "winning" by having been handed this tech. Dirty ugly shit nigger rushed to abuse me years ago when I watched terminator, and then 2 months ago or 3 by now I watched two goddamn sick fuck clips of his ape-appearances in movies and he has not stopped bringing in on a daily basis shit filth crap whores who are all instructed to literally abuse me into death on a daily basis for me having clicked on their goddamn videos--the abuse using teleportation and voice to skull amplified by drugging which they do every single night while I am helplessly asleep--injected into my bladder I suggest not sure how it's being done but I wake up and they bvegin the abuse which lasts for hours until I turn on the youtube to change my brainwave patterns because anything new changes my attention--thusly they hack profusely people who had come more politely at me years ago, but under instruction by shitnigger they are nazi murderous abusive yelling screaming violent and ugly and sinister under his directionm, which is directly tied to the nazi cartel this ugly filth hunk of shit came from in order to infiltrate hollywood--// I saw that hackers had deleted parts of the sentences and rejoined them into extremely confusing and chaotic ranting sentences, plus the cursing that accompanies the hours of abuse by ugly sick shitnigger this ugly dirty filthy parasite who afterwards had me on the ground stomping on my head after I wrote this post after years of his torture rape mutilation and poisoning and stealing my ideas because he is a dirty and ugly sinister sick rotten rat leech ape--he is so disgusting and yet I can't get rid of this filthy dirty crap--instead the blacks like ice cube and now ralph fiennes, the same dirty lying mentality there is no race or intellectual differentiation they are rotten and sleazy parasites, one quotes shakesperae and is abusing me for having copied a sonnet trying to discredit me by posting a stupid ranting "poem" about lust and hate, writinn as the caption that it is a "shakespeare sonnet" while it obviously is not for anybody who has studied that genre. He then is abusing me viciously for having extracted, upon hours of trying to ignore him fresh from sleep drugged state so they can torture ideas and information out of me each and every single morning and all the pig rat celebrities and news anchors and shit rat podcasters who are the eager rat leeches of this nazi continuum (the entire media is by now trump made sure to get rid of the blacker ones but all are involved in the media world the podcasters, all rush to get free media promotions courtesy of the nazi shitnigger cartel thusly black rappers are always honoring this ugly hulk of rancid rat ape rancid meat decayed crap---but I am trying to kill him he's such a huge and detestable ugly hulk of bullshit hate nazism and violence but he arrives with leeches screaming in vicious hate at me under his instruction--the english try so hard to intellectually dehumanize me only they can understand shakesperare or white nazis out of america they are so incensed they turn to violence when I make a clear and rational dissention to their stupid interpretations in comment sections on y outube--this is a prelude to the nazi fascist overtake of america that shit like ice cube is welcoming in because his stupid one-line rap shit is stale and old, his endless fake black ghetto accent maybe does not fool all the stupid black folk looking for representation especially after his good goon friend snoop dogg was a highlight of the trump inauguration parade of nazi white and black oreo plantation society//and then as I re-read the post it has been highly deleted, partially deleted words pasted together after half of sentences were deleted---I have no more time to rewrite the entire post---I spent so much time fighting to type it out the hacking is nons-top. The bigot scuum who attack me are trying endlessly to discredit me so the confusing post is a testament to how badly they are attacking my keyboard, my writing rewriting deleting parts of sentences and pasting all together omitting commas and grammer etc

 After about an hour of repeating to feines to shut up and go away, perhaps longer while I was cleaning up their filth in my room, (this had...