Tuesday, May 18, 2021

A brief moment of laxity (hackers are sleeping, it's the middle of the night) shows how much constraint is imposed upon me.

In writing my last post, I discovered that at this very early point of time in the middle of the night, the keyboard was not, for once, not stiff, hacked and nearly impossible to use. I could type without pounding down on each and every single key while having to backspace continuously as hackers insert letters, block keys, and insert space bar interruptions --which is happening now as I type but for a little while I could type almost seamlessly.

The difference was almost unbelievable and the realization of how much obstruction this group is forcing upon just my typing and the utter difference in speed and agility is also almost unbelievable. How much time and energy and blocks to my real writing capabilities have been blocked, thwarted and stopped--and for years and years and years and years without end, every single laptop everywhere I go operates with the same exact hacking malware obstructions. If I try to use a mobile phone keypad on any device the entire system is inoperable as well. I have no chance to buy a mobile phone and use it without blocks to every single function.

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Right now hackers have once again inserted their blocks. The difference again is stark: I can't write without having to pound each and every key nearly as hard as my fingers and hand can possibly operate. I have to backspace and retype words continuously while pounding down. My hands now won't move as my brain is under the brainwave altering attack system--affecting my motor skills. My thoughts are now dispersed like a beam is splitting my brain functions into randomly disorganized particles.

The endless block to me having any kind of access to communication or any chance whatsoever to have a career, get my words out in any way to any public, to have a chance at all in any endeavor has been ongoing for so long. This injustice continues unabated while my country discusses how to reverse discrimination and racism and intolerance and hate crimes and rape culture.

Pages are frozen, things won't operate, I remain having to fight just to get words out or surf the internet for a few pages while most information is filtered through a vetting machine of supression so I can't get reliable information from any alternative sources, nor can I offer any input or output in any tangible way to any real platform.

What more must I do to stop this injustice and intolerance and this hate crime and this supression, censorship and racism and sexism and criminal violence endlessly aimed at thwarting my every chance and my every action (including my body, health, home and property always under non-stop assault).

Now, once more, the mouse is being blocked so if I attempt to copy and paste hackers are blocking that function as well. Half of a sentence is highlighted in blue while I hold the cursor down to copy, and then it all turns to grey after only half of the sentence will copy and highlight. This goes on as I attempt to copy and paste until I have to fight to use the function keys to try to get anything to copy and paste. I really type so quickly and accurately and well. My capabilities for writing and doing any work are also copmletely hindered to the point that it's impossible for me to have any kind of mode of earning money or achieving anything. At this point hackers are completely blocking the copy and paste function. What I highlight immediately is hacked back to the un-highlighted state. One or two words highlight and then return back to being in a "normal" written state. I cannot, absolutely impossible to copy and highlight. Other functions are likewise blocked and impossible to use. Typing is at a 80% reduction of function at ALL TIMES EVERY TIME I USE ANY LAPTOP ANYWHERE ON THE PLANET at all places I go and on all systems.

I literally cannot copy and paste this last paragraph without having to copy and paste the entire page of this post using the control +A and then copy functions. I don't want to go through that so I am leaving this as is on my blog--

I will have to go out and buy and buy and buy more things to try to stop this block to the mouse by having to buy a new one. This is my continuous state of having to constantly go out and repurchase things that are broken every single time I go shopping I must replace at a bare minimum one not inexpensive item that I need. That soon is broken and the rotation of things broken and destroyed and inoperable now extends to everything I own (and this has gone on for years as well). This mouse operates perfectly by the way. It functioned completely correctly for the brief few minutes I wrote (which I described above in this post) and then all was blocked and hacked. The difference was so astounding and realization of how much of my life has been spent fighting to pound words out and fighting to think clearly. How I wish this "mind control" sinister trap was also stopped so I can think and express myself at a level that I have worked to achieve for my career aspirations that are completely blocked by this hate organization which wants to keep me absolutely in poverty, desperation, begging for my life continuously and writing about torture and blocks that are still supported fully by my government and society.
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Stinking sprays on my bedsheets and the pillows I use to prop up my very damaged body--the expletive who had me poisoned so I am in this condition is ordering this--his ugly stench from his psychic filth is endlessly being dumped on me. The United States government in all it's racist and misogynist hate is allowing every male nazi black, white jewish asian latino et al hateful bigot vying for women "like me" to be so oppressed I can't ever get anything done except to clean their stench which they order sprayed on everything, day and night. This began not with this ugly pile of rancid disgusting austrian filth, but he's just endlessly a stench pot of hate and stupidity. He asked me what I would do if I were not attacked any longer with a tremor in his stupid ugly ape voice--which was his trepidation and fear that I could ever accomplish anything of more worthiness than that stupid ugly sick ape who has been handed everything for his body building ape nazi programming--voice-to-skull into his stupid brain for every governor decision and statement---all handed to that ugly sick crap filth parasite. You all just love the bs movie allure of the fake altruism of the murder nazi bigot otherwise a stench hateful stupid idiot sick filth cesspool of stupid hate nazi programming. Americans love this stink filth. All I have seen is a blank and incompetent scum not capable of controlling whorewood except to crank out more thug nazi violent murder and fake altruism bs--that's how the nazis have risen to power using all the ideas they steal from the actual benevolent people fighting shit like them while these same people get tortured to death and poisoned and abused to death using this system that SHIT like elizabeth warren a truly despicable and sinister ugly fraud embraces. It's disgusting how Americans also "believe" that the "demo-rats" who were put in power under rump regime 1.666 rather than the 2.666 the country is suffering through right now--are puppets installed under that rump umbrella raining s**t in fake "liberal" disguise (i.e. jamie ratskin a most perfidous fraud as wel). In short, the demorats are as fascist and nazis and controlled frauds also being told what to say and do. The whole country is a shambles the gang stalking system ensures that people get state-sponsored death with silence and all is protected. Now that rancid filth like elizabeth warren and her fraudulent bs squad bs crap partners have sucked as much crypo-scam money out of the rump admin corruption schemes using filth like my attorney brother scum (not my brother a parasitic ugly sinister nazi puppet completely brainwashed as so many are into nazi programming for both self-destruction as well as annihilation of anyone like me who actually has any dignity for race and self awareness--they defer they bow and scrape but get to live with nazi abusive partners in the suburbs around other nazis that has been their only goal in life; obviously AIPAC suported and my murder they have all rushed to once more participate in under the ugly sickness stench of shitalina that stupid dirty sick filth trash and pig ape pitt--always welcoming in people i avoid ignore who had drugged and exploited me who I finally realized after decades of no one ever warning me about the system I was embroiled in thanks to this shit government and sick society). They bring them in to torture me. They bring in every sick loser scum who got over on me by drugging and having my sleazy dirty family attack me as their proxy. So ugly shitnegger that dirty stupid but conniving and lying (but all instrsuctions are given him by the central nazi committee out of euro-hate pig land---and all the Nazi influencer money handed to these filth rat german and austrian sick sleaze slime creeps bbeing put into "ambassador" position to pay off every goddamn black wanna be approve-of by white supremacy pawn violence and murder enforcement---thusly America is a sick joke it's sickness is now apparent it's a joke around the world but the world paid to have america infiltrated so the nazi mode would crush and destroy america from within. 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Trying to tell the black women that this filth ape who raped me had me raped mutilated and is training the stupid shit like shitalina and ape pitt on how to be fascist for a complete nazi overtake of entertainment (it has already been accomplished under rump 1.666 but now they are consolidating power) how shit like ugly arnold that rancid pile of shit and his english bigots and italian fascists and french sleazy slime fucks will kick black brown women out first, if not already and will steal ideas rape and abuse without end anybody trying to display their talents if it comes close to competing with this group of hateful mediocrity. The wool over the perception of americans in worshipping this shit is tantamount to worshipping the health benefits of eating mcdonalds every day--fast trashy feel-good welcome to white supremacy bullshit crap they worship it. Whatever is fast and easy with the promise of satiation for their sense of inferiority, a "high" on power.