Tuesday, May 18, 2021

A brief moment of laxity (hackers are sleeping, it's the middle of the night) shows how much constraint is imposed upon me.

In writing my last post, I discovered that at this very early point of time in the middle of the night, the keyboard was not, for once, not stiff, hacked and nearly impossible to use. I could type without pounding down on each and every single key while having to backspace continuously as hackers insert letters, block keys, and insert space bar interruptions --which is happening now as I type but for a little while I could type almost seamlessly.

The difference was almost unbelievable and the realization of how much obstruction this group is forcing upon just my typing and the utter difference in speed and agility is also almost unbelievable. How much time and energy and blocks to my real writing capabilities have been blocked, thwarted and stopped--and for years and years and years and years without end, every single laptop everywhere I go operates with the same exact hacking malware obstructions. If I try to use a mobile phone keypad on any device the entire system is inoperable as well. I have no chance to buy a mobile phone and use it without blocks to every single function.

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Right now hackers have once again inserted their blocks. The difference again is stark: I can't write without having to pound each and every key nearly as hard as my fingers and hand can possibly operate. I have to backspace and retype words continuously while pounding down. My hands now won't move as my brain is under the brainwave altering attack system--affecting my motor skills. My thoughts are now dispersed like a beam is splitting my brain functions into randomly disorganized particles.

The endless block to me having any kind of access to communication or any chance whatsoever to have a career, get my words out in any way to any public, to have a chance at all in any endeavor has been ongoing for so long. This injustice continues unabated while my country discusses how to reverse discrimination and racism and intolerance and hate crimes and rape culture.

Pages are frozen, things won't operate, I remain having to fight just to get words out or surf the internet for a few pages while most information is filtered through a vetting machine of supression so I can't get reliable information from any alternative sources, nor can I offer any input or output in any tangible way to any real platform.

What more must I do to stop this injustice and intolerance and this hate crime and this supression, censorship and racism and sexism and criminal violence endlessly aimed at thwarting my every chance and my every action (including my body, health, home and property always under non-stop assault).

Now, once more, the mouse is being blocked so if I attempt to copy and paste hackers are blocking that function as well. Half of a sentence is highlighted in blue while I hold the cursor down to copy, and then it all turns to grey after only half of the sentence will copy and highlight. This goes on as I attempt to copy and paste until I have to fight to use the function keys to try to get anything to copy and paste. I really type so quickly and accurately and well. My capabilities for writing and doing any work are also copmletely hindered to the point that it's impossible for me to have any kind of mode of earning money or achieving anything. At this point hackers are completely blocking the copy and paste function. What I highlight immediately is hacked back to the un-highlighted state. One or two words highlight and then return back to being in a "normal" written state. I cannot, absolutely impossible to copy and highlight. Other functions are likewise blocked and impossible to use. Typing is at a 80% reduction of function at ALL TIMES EVERY TIME I USE ANY LAPTOP ANYWHERE ON THE PLANET at all places I go and on all systems.

I literally cannot copy and paste this last paragraph without having to copy and paste the entire page of this post using the control +A and then copy functions. I don't want to go through that so I am leaving this as is on my blog--

I will have to go out and buy and buy and buy more things to try to stop this block to the mouse by having to buy a new one. This is my continuous state of having to constantly go out and repurchase things that are broken every single time I go shopping I must replace at a bare minimum one not inexpensive item that I need. That soon is broken and the rotation of things broken and destroyed and inoperable now extends to everything I own (and this has gone on for years as well). This mouse operates perfectly by the way. It functioned completely correctly for the brief few minutes I wrote (which I described above in this post) and then all was blocked and hacked. The difference was so astounding and realization of how much of my life has been spent fighting to pound words out and fighting to think clearly. How I wish this "mind control" sinister trap was also stopped so I can think and express myself at a level that I have worked to achieve for my career aspirations that are completely blocked by this hate organization which wants to keep me absolutely in poverty, desperation, begging for my life continuously and writing about torture and blocks that are still supported fully by my government and society.

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Intestinal torture via microchip implat forcing gastric bile and digestive fluids to erupt out of my stomach/gal bladder into my throat while in deep sleep state. All begun under the next wave of ugly shitnigger arnold's next wave of minority slave mentality minion violence: this time the Jewish nazi wave brought on by the newest addition the Ellison scum grease stain owner of the nothingness but doing the heavy financial work for slave master ugly shitnigger arnold larry ellison. The next slave working for white nazi trash is so vehemently violent towards me to prove how he is going to beat and control me so the nazi shit, filth and scum who have been inflicting rape and tortrue so this money-bags scum heap can finance my ideas into multi-billion dollar investment for himself and ultimately for white nazi trash slave plantation workers that ellison and the rest of his minority slave team are--the black nazis the jewish nazis the blondish nazis that ellison is half jewish (his family estranged his mommy from him all his life until adulthood, after he had been thoroughly programmed in self-hate anti-semitism) now all he can do to further his life is have me attacked because he learned to violently hate "Jewish" women as he labels me as undoubtedly. The cliches and labels they force on me, I'm not American I'm a label of derision and cliched r acist hate--the blacks all join in most ferociously the obamas above all but above that is ignorant lying dirty crap of farrakhan a most greasy lying lower East side hate vendor replacement and diversion of racsim is his game I am the perfect target for blacks to assemble around. But the Jews--last night they forced twice in about 10 minutes bile to flow backwards up my alimentary canal---the digestive tract---so it was in my mouth and most people would have spewed it outward as a projectile but for years they forced me to bite my tongue in deep sleep so I have resorted to learning to control my tongue and mouth even while in deep sleep--all the efforts I must make--but nothing stops this hacking the impossibility of typing and of thinking. //So I can barely get this out but I am able to not spew out bile while sleeping but my entire body hurts from the poison they forced into my digestive tract--twice while in deep sleep. It's so poisonous this bile that it will disintegrate face recognition and that is why terrorists slice open the stomach and put people's severed heads into the abdominal cavity so the bile digestive substances literally erase facial features. They then cut into my sleep wear so they could insert more mechanical arms and telepoirt me to their hate skits of my filthy vile (rhyming with bile) brother who is nothing but a greasy sick filth fuck parasite who I abhor who I left in every way at age 15 and have never wanted or yearned for any contact and always it's been forced upon me. No matter how many years he reverts back to 1977 when he was instructed to beat and sexually abuse me with his dirty nazi white trash friends so my family would get to pass me off as the target and they all promoted. They never stop doing this my entire life. while this blonde candidate for senate in Ohio has been embraced with warm sympathy for her dirty mommy making a commercial about how "sick" the abused and molested daughter is, my mother has said the same about me but I'm not blonde and a target of antisemitic hate so the obamas pass me off as the replacement target and put blacks on "top" and this is so enthusiastically embraced by all the blscks in power by having racists instead transfer hate onto me as they joyfully attack me viciously looking for "master" to hand out a lead role and allowance to live in whorewood maybe....//otherwise, the jewish contagoin after they cut into my sleep gear which I hand made to fight to protect and it's done a good job, I have been modifying the ability for this group of shit and scum fuck to cut into my fingers to completely sever my fingertips off and slice into my nails every night (since 2011 never-ending total mutilation of my hands plus horrific chemicals poured on my skin to make it shrink wither wrinkle like zombie hands like dead skin mutilated and they also inject black staining fluid into the severed nails total death appearance) and modifying that so now they are just ripping my sleep wear protecting my mouth and skull---ripped on the sides this sleep gown is part satin-type material and soft cotton so easy for them to just slice as they are doing to get into near my brain somehow--the many layers I use are no match for military-grade top tech capabilities

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