Tuesday, May 18, 2021

A brief moment of laxity (hackers are sleeping, it's the middle of the night) shows how much constraint is imposed upon me.

In writing my last post, I discovered that at this very early point of time in the middle of the night, the keyboard was not, for once, not stiff, hacked and nearly impossible to use. I could type without pounding down on each and every single key while having to backspace continuously as hackers insert letters, block keys, and insert space bar interruptions --which is happening now as I type but for a little while I could type almost seamlessly.

The difference was almost unbelievable and the realization of how much obstruction this group is forcing upon just my typing and the utter difference in speed and agility is also almost unbelievable. How much time and energy and blocks to my real writing capabilities have been blocked, thwarted and stopped--and for years and years and years and years without end, every single laptop everywhere I go operates with the same exact hacking malware obstructions. If I try to use a mobile phone keypad on any device the entire system is inoperable as well. I have no chance to buy a mobile phone and use it without blocks to every single function.

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Right now hackers have once again inserted their blocks. The difference again is stark: I can't write without having to pound each and every key nearly as hard as my fingers and hand can possibly operate. I have to backspace and retype words continuously while pounding down. My hands now won't move as my brain is under the brainwave altering attack system--affecting my motor skills. My thoughts are now dispersed like a beam is splitting my brain functions into randomly disorganized particles.

The endless block to me having any kind of access to communication or any chance whatsoever to have a career, get my words out in any way to any public, to have a chance at all in any endeavor has been ongoing for so long. This injustice continues unabated while my country discusses how to reverse discrimination and racism and intolerance and hate crimes and rape culture.

Pages are frozen, things won't operate, I remain having to fight just to get words out or surf the internet for a few pages while most information is filtered through a vetting machine of supression so I can't get reliable information from any alternative sources, nor can I offer any input or output in any tangible way to any real platform.

What more must I do to stop this injustice and intolerance and this hate crime and this supression, censorship and racism and sexism and criminal violence endlessly aimed at thwarting my every chance and my every action (including my body, health, home and property always under non-stop assault).

Now, once more, the mouse is being blocked so if I attempt to copy and paste hackers are blocking that function as well. Half of a sentence is highlighted in blue while I hold the cursor down to copy, and then it all turns to grey after only half of the sentence will copy and highlight. This goes on as I attempt to copy and paste until I have to fight to use the function keys to try to get anything to copy and paste. I really type so quickly and accurately and well. My capabilities for writing and doing any work are also copmletely hindered to the point that it's impossible for me to have any kind of mode of earning money or achieving anything. At this point hackers are completely blocking the copy and paste function. What I highlight immediately is hacked back to the un-highlighted state. One or two words highlight and then return back to being in a "normal" written state. I cannot, absolutely impossible to copy and highlight. Other functions are likewise blocked and impossible to use. Typing is at a 80% reduction of function at ALL TIMES EVERY TIME I USE ANY LAPTOP ANYWHERE ON THE PLANET at all places I go and on all systems.

I literally cannot copy and paste this last paragraph without having to copy and paste the entire page of this post using the control +A and then copy functions. I don't want to go through that so I am leaving this as is on my blog--

I will have to go out and buy and buy and buy more things to try to stop this block to the mouse by having to buy a new one. This is my continuous state of having to constantly go out and repurchase things that are broken every single time I go shopping I must replace at a bare minimum one not inexpensive item that I need. That soon is broken and the rotation of things broken and destroyed and inoperable now extends to everything I own (and this has gone on for years as well). This mouse operates perfectly by the way. It functioned completely correctly for the brief few minutes I wrote (which I described above in this post) and then all was blocked and hacked. The difference was so astounding and realization of how much of my life has been spent fighting to pound words out and fighting to think clearly. How I wish this "mind control" sinister trap was also stopped so I can think and express myself at a level that I have worked to achieve for my career aspirations that are completely blocked by this hate organization which wants to keep me absolutely in poverty, desperation, begging for my life continuously and writing about torture and blocks that are still supported fully by my government and society.

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Krispi Kream K-rap Noem or KKK Noem: i just had to write that out for the world to read somehow whatever world is out there--just to say that the glazed cop doughnut with the empty hole in the middle and empty calories but toxic pasted glazed icing---has blossomed from sadistic torture of me--as have so many white nazi filth skanks of whorewood. the german rape ape rat scum from his punk band with the 3-chord KGB-obtained lyrics--perhaps he used my concepts which his friend obtained out of hours of asking me for creative ideas while I SAT IN HIS apartment sharing doped up joints___beer and what i had done in San Francisco but even moreso in Minneapolis during the First Avenue years of my college days--when I WAS AT the TOP OF MY literature clasess and through competition joining a post grad class as the only undergrad (NOam chomsky as the prof of the seminar for the highly competitive class) but< hacking as usual making my talents nearly impossible to pound out--one word requires about 2 minutes of backspacing as letters are blocked entirely--but the german rat scum who has been literally screwed and treated like a long lost son by the whore skanks of whorewood with noem rushing to join in--she had hardy, this german scum sick thing and newsom taking turns brutalizing me all three in succession sexually abusing rapist beating insulting screaming bitch at me non-stop torturing me, as has not stopped for 16 months, 12 hour days of non-stop abuse and interrogation besides the hours of deep sleep torture in teleportation in my theta deepest, most vulnerable sleep state (MY BODY always drugged in these states)__my body being plunged scarred cut open sliced slashed by tiny weapons in the sleep state to imprint torture and trauma on the body and in all orifices possible in all ways day and night. NOEM CAME AFTER WEEKS OF HEGSETH, THEN BANNON, THEN CROCKETT, THEN NEWSOM, THEN TOM HARDY SPENDING MONTHS of 12 hour days rape beating and non-stop death threats continuous yelling screaming in frenzied murderous ranting screaming with murder always as the topici horrid mutilation torture bitch bitch on and on---me shitting out toxins so deadly that the yelling was literally creating death conditions as I WROTE ABOUT IT AND TOLD HIM TO STOP he just laughed and continued___then who elsE< the usuaL sHitALINA AND pig ape pitt rushing to laugh and join in, after their 15 years of doing this then the spawn shit filth of depp the stupid ugly dirty leech on me, then my family rushing in to have me killed so thedy could continue the lifelong prostitution sex trafficking poisoning mutilation murder of me---literally jews putting nazis in power so they can become more wealthy for having sold literally every single thing out possible---greedy greasy sick and disgusting one-and-all--then in a drugged and in literal murder throes of a kind of desperation, I WROTE SOME POSTS to this german sick fuck who I MET THIrty years ago, he had been playing back-shadow attacker on me while I WAS IN GERMANY BUT THEN had me followed for years if I RETURNED TO STUTTGART in the poisoning to death scenarios he had his band name SPRAY-PAINTED in the otherwise pristine brick walls of the little town performance and communal center (NOTE THIS IS socialist germany) AND NOT A SINGLE OTHER SPRAY-PAINTED ANYTHING ANYWHERE ON any other public building--the name of his band spray-painted about 6 feet high and the 4-letter name of the band extending to about 5 feet in length on the wall--for over a year it remained. NOW I REALIZE THAT THIS SCUM CREEP WHO HAILS FROM THE SAME Diamler-Benz headquarters little town of sindlefinger, not far from PATCH american mlitary barracks where he had his growing up years purchaSing american black slave soldiers using blonde german womaN aS bait to understand how to buy the "STUPID AMERICANS"--and hacking is extremely obstructive making typing almost impossible. but he had that kind of clout I HAD no concept BECause as a KGB agENT HE FEIGNED BEING MOSTLY PUNKISH, sort of like working class disgruntled but obviously has so muchy money backing him that mandami, shapiro, noem, senator paul, and of course trump with obama (ALWAYS SMILING WITH utter love to every white german rapist making concentration camp death threats at me when i fight to get them to stop raping poison into my body with their pounding rape attacks while I am in deep, vulnerable sleep state) AND OF COURSE< ALWAYS SAYING NO BECAUSE they are just rat pig scum crap who raped me non-consensual always dirty stupid ugly filth creeps all of them in this organization--or that is how they behave to get their endorsements so ugly towards me noting could ever even begin to like them so deplorable so ugly so sick and rotten and stupid all are following orders and the protocols.

  the torture from hardy which literally almost killed me, the grey streak enlarging in front of my face from stress while shitting out the ...