Tuesday, May 18, 2021

A brief moment of laxity (hackers are sleeping, it's the middle of the night) shows how much constraint is imposed upon me.

In writing my last post, I discovered that at this very early point of time in the middle of the night, the keyboard was not, for once, not stiff, hacked and nearly impossible to use. I could type without pounding down on each and every single key while having to backspace continuously as hackers insert letters, block keys, and insert space bar interruptions --which is happening now as I type but for a little while I could type almost seamlessly.

The difference was almost unbelievable and the realization of how much obstruction this group is forcing upon just my typing and the utter difference in speed and agility is also almost unbelievable. How much time and energy and blocks to my real writing capabilities have been blocked, thwarted and stopped--and for years and years and years and years without end, every single laptop everywhere I go operates with the same exact hacking malware obstructions. If I try to use a mobile phone keypad on any device the entire system is inoperable as well. I have no chance to buy a mobile phone and use it without blocks to every single function.

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Right now hackers have once again inserted their blocks. The difference again is stark: I can't write without having to pound each and every key nearly as hard as my fingers and hand can possibly operate. I have to backspace and retype words continuously while pounding down. My hands now won't move as my brain is under the brainwave altering attack system--affecting my motor skills. My thoughts are now dispersed like a beam is splitting my brain functions into randomly disorganized particles.

The endless block to me having any kind of access to communication or any chance whatsoever to have a career, get my words out in any way to any public, to have a chance at all in any endeavor has been ongoing for so long. This injustice continues unabated while my country discusses how to reverse discrimination and racism and intolerance and hate crimes and rape culture.

Pages are frozen, things won't operate, I remain having to fight just to get words out or surf the internet for a few pages while most information is filtered through a vetting machine of supression so I can't get reliable information from any alternative sources, nor can I offer any input or output in any tangible way to any real platform.

What more must I do to stop this injustice and intolerance and this hate crime and this supression, censorship and racism and sexism and criminal violence endlessly aimed at thwarting my every chance and my every action (including my body, health, home and property always under non-stop assault).

Now, once more, the mouse is being blocked so if I attempt to copy and paste hackers are blocking that function as well. Half of a sentence is highlighted in blue while I hold the cursor down to copy, and then it all turns to grey after only half of the sentence will copy and highlight. This goes on as I attempt to copy and paste until I have to fight to use the function keys to try to get anything to copy and paste. I really type so quickly and accurately and well. My capabilities for writing and doing any work are also copmletely hindered to the point that it's impossible for me to have any kind of mode of earning money or achieving anything. At this point hackers are completely blocking the copy and paste function. What I highlight immediately is hacked back to the un-highlighted state. One or two words highlight and then return back to being in a "normal" written state. I cannot, absolutely impossible to copy and highlight. Other functions are likewise blocked and impossible to use. Typing is at a 80% reduction of function at ALL TIMES EVERY TIME I USE ANY LAPTOP ANYWHERE ON THE PLANET at all places I go and on all systems.

I literally cannot copy and paste this last paragraph without having to copy and paste the entire page of this post using the control +A and then copy functions. I don't want to go through that so I am leaving this as is on my blog--

I will have to go out and buy and buy and buy more things to try to stop this block to the mouse by having to buy a new one. This is my continuous state of having to constantly go out and repurchase things that are broken every single time I go shopping I must replace at a bare minimum one not inexpensive item that I need. That soon is broken and the rotation of things broken and destroyed and inoperable now extends to everything I own (and this has gone on for years as well). This mouse operates perfectly by the way. It functioned completely correctly for the brief few minutes I wrote (which I described above in this post) and then all was blocked and hacked. The difference was so astounding and realization of how much of my life has been spent fighting to pound words out and fighting to think clearly. How I wish this "mind control" sinister trap was also stopped so I can think and express myself at a level that I have worked to achieve for my career aspirations that are completely blocked by this hate organization which wants to keep me absolutely in poverty, desperation, begging for my life continuously and writing about torture and blocks that are still supported fully by my government and society.
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A view into a universal protocol system (not only pitted against me, but will be enlarged when musk obtains his satellite radio wave torture system--as radio waves are very much part of the "voice-to-skull" transmission also for torture of the body and affecting moods of the brain----and many other dangerous affects--all of this welcomed by the nazi "epstein" class as they call it but it's blonde nazis and jews just performing Weinstein roles and then blamed for the problem turning all into antisemitism justification like everything else they do--(including instructing netanyahu on how to behave controlled by the English nazis who also attack me but my endless years of writing about them all has produced only more torture, apathy and being ignored even when the problems have mounted into unavoidable catastrophe)://"Gang-stalking"/gestapo Nazi blonde euro-hate expletives and their nasty minority goons. The same pattern universal in every country or demographic. //Walking into any surprise angle a blonde nazi (where I live) stares with calculated violent blank rage into my eyes, my face as I am forced into some corner or angle where I am unable to look away or get away--the elevator opens I am literally subliminally "instructed" to look forward a blonde nazi bigot staring with wide-eyed creep violence into my face, I ignore him and continue walking. Upon returning the horrible doors to the elevator tiny parking garage lobby are put into such an acute angle with door stops that it's impossible to pull a cart of food (hand carry cart) without having to navigate angles of pulling a flimsy cart with bulging items through the 3-foot space---as I am in the middle from the "service" elevator side another female blonde nazi eurohate-thingy literally rushes at me with wide-eyed glaring violent hate--a look that is like a creep show skeleton face in a haunted house the look of violence and death--I am in the middle exhausted from a day of brownp-skinned minorities being instructed with voice-to-skull, or ear plug technology, to back into me while I am walking as they cordon off the area with my shopping cart in front of me I am suddenly blocked off. All completely pre-orchestrated. They literally stand to a 70-degree angle to my left and then at the precise moment they back up hitinng me--or in aisles with my shopping cart they stumble into me hitting me in the shoulders as I am passing--from the angle just behind my line-of-vision so I can't see them swaying into me at this sudden jerk-movement. That was yesterday but all day similar attacks ongoing at every juncture when I am stuck with a huge amount of heavy items I am pulling through some enclosed space they create to have these attack moments when I am unable to maneuver and am in the middle of walking through the tiny space they rush into my area to hit me in some seemingly "accidental" way--rushing with violence into me while I am in the middle of a tiny little door space they created (the doors used to be wide open upon pulling them, but they put these door stops so the doors only open to a 45-degree angle and then they took away the key card and force a face recognition system which is unnecessary it also entails dealing with people at the "crossroads" of attack (it's pretty "satanic" if you consider "crossroads" to have a long historical "spiritual" tradition often associated with "black magick" as this group is "satanic" in nature considering the attributes or detriments associated with the stereotypes they all are gluttonous selfish murdering hateful sleazy violent bigots wearing lots of perfumed plastic surgery and other versions of falsities plus rhetoric like a fallen angel for the public. //My living space---the dish rack which is a double-system top and bottom the bottom has a plastic tray but because I have no official "kitchen" in this little nook thing which was refurbished into a seamless attack and murder surveillance torture system---cracks in walls tiles portals for mechanical arms done in such professional and invisible ways also sprays of black and brown premanently staining goo covering all the cracks very hard to see the entry points. The dish rack is a thing I find hard to clean with perpetual stinking clothing I wear every day sprayed non-stop under this nasty austrian nazi "entitlement" white bigot absolutely the epitome of nazi rape and murder entitlement glorified by america for pushing murder as a form of entertainment/subsidizing haute luxury plantation life. //they poured, while I was gone because i just cleaned this area a few days ago--but it's very hard for me to actually get around to cleaning because of the stinking poison they put in my body which I am endlessly bedridden or just sitting in a chair all day because the hard poisons are like an internal straightjacket pulling muscles and bone and ligaments in literally every direction due to the nature of this serpentine poisoning. I clean all day with tiny bit of energy I have remaining from the pain and energy drain of the hate bigots yelling death threart and abuse and torturing me literally non-stop hours per day all day and night--life--sucking parasites but you glorify them surely for their psychopathic physical posturing as angels rescuing society from people like me---(the real ""heroic rescue" they do which is lynch mob nazi kkk hate plantation enslavement america loves them in particular the minorities for providing them with a safe haven against x, y and z won't get into that now). The tray was clean I also cleaned under the tray--and after having gone out shopping to be hit from behind by people lunging at me as if they are tripping, swaying just hitting me as I pass by--all wearing the clothing of the shops the workers but they are not working there---they disappear after they hit me into some back room and are gone--the shops i know most of the workers they are not the usual employees. They smile and gloat as usual--the whites stand back observing with cameras and award their minions with promises of sugar plum fairy delight happy ever after plantation security. //The tray had stinking brown grease and black pieces of what appears to have been creep stuff sprayed and poured into the water tray, which was overflowing (it was dry yesterday before I left and I cleaned it out)--underneath the stand--which I must pull other items out of the tiny little corner area and my body is always in too much pain to clean the endless toxic deadly stinking filth that is sprayed everywhere due to my clothing under orders of that filthy group of white nazis out of whorewood and their associates in congress funding it all for decades and decades--all again your benevolent heroes saving you from me being "allowed" to compete in any way, whatsoever while they STEAL MY IDEAS and give MURDER AND TORTURE TO DEATH ONLY--not a penny not a thank you but instant abuse being humilated and tortured after they make millions off my ideas--to show me that only they stealing my ideas means that they are the entitled "superiority" group because look, all that money was poured into turning my concepts into the usual formula white nazi programming plantation even if directed by a "minority" appearing to "save" society from racism---but they poured this muck into the bottom water tray--then bits of food crushed underneath the entire thing--for me to lift all the other things on the counter even if very lightweight is still very painful the poisons literally pull my spine in every direction due to the stinking poison this same group of hate ordered poured and pumped injected and raped into my body as deeply as possible while in comatose deep sleep state---unable to brace for impact I had to keep writing my posts in hysteria to get anybody to stop them for years and years and years and years (probably more than 10 years of daily hysterical rants about being poisoned and raped to death through this system as they tortured and abused me for having written the posts rather than just "accepting" the murder and mutilation without complaint).//