Tuesday, May 18, 2021

A brief moment of laxity (hackers are sleeping, it's the middle of the night) shows how much constraint is imposed upon me.

In writing my last post, I discovered that at this very early point of time in the middle of the night, the keyboard was not, for once, not stiff, hacked and nearly impossible to use. I could type without pounding down on each and every single key while having to backspace continuously as hackers insert letters, block keys, and insert space bar interruptions --which is happening now as I type but for a little while I could type almost seamlessly.

The difference was almost unbelievable and the realization of how much obstruction this group is forcing upon just my typing and the utter difference in speed and agility is also almost unbelievable. How much time and energy and blocks to my real writing capabilities have been blocked, thwarted and stopped--and for years and years and years and years without end, every single laptop everywhere I go operates with the same exact hacking malware obstructions. If I try to use a mobile phone keypad on any device the entire system is inoperable as well. I have no chance to buy a mobile phone and use it without blocks to every single function.

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Right now hackers have once again inserted their blocks. The difference again is stark: I can't write without having to pound each and every key nearly as hard as my fingers and hand can possibly operate. I have to backspace and retype words continuously while pounding down. My hands now won't move as my brain is under the brainwave altering attack system--affecting my motor skills. My thoughts are now dispersed like a beam is splitting my brain functions into randomly disorganized particles.

The endless block to me having any kind of access to communication or any chance whatsoever to have a career, get my words out in any way to any public, to have a chance at all in any endeavor has been ongoing for so long. This injustice continues unabated while my country discusses how to reverse discrimination and racism and intolerance and hate crimes and rape culture.

Pages are frozen, things won't operate, I remain having to fight just to get words out or surf the internet for a few pages while most information is filtered through a vetting machine of supression so I can't get reliable information from any alternative sources, nor can I offer any input or output in any tangible way to any real platform.

What more must I do to stop this injustice and intolerance and this hate crime and this supression, censorship and racism and sexism and criminal violence endlessly aimed at thwarting my every chance and my every action (including my body, health, home and property always under non-stop assault).

Now, once more, the mouse is being blocked so if I attempt to copy and paste hackers are blocking that function as well. Half of a sentence is highlighted in blue while I hold the cursor down to copy, and then it all turns to grey after only half of the sentence will copy and highlight. This goes on as I attempt to copy and paste until I have to fight to use the function keys to try to get anything to copy and paste. I really type so quickly and accurately and well. My capabilities for writing and doing any work are also copmletely hindered to the point that it's impossible for me to have any kind of mode of earning money or achieving anything. At this point hackers are completely blocking the copy and paste function. What I highlight immediately is hacked back to the un-highlighted state. One or two words highlight and then return back to being in a "normal" written state. I cannot, absolutely impossible to copy and highlight. Other functions are likewise blocked and impossible to use. Typing is at a 80% reduction of function at ALL TIMES EVERY TIME I USE ANY LAPTOP ANYWHERE ON THE PLANET at all places I go and on all systems.

I literally cannot copy and paste this last paragraph without having to copy and paste the entire page of this post using the control +A and then copy functions. I don't want to go through that so I am leaving this as is on my blog--

I will have to go out and buy and buy and buy more things to try to stop this block to the mouse by having to buy a new one. This is my continuous state of having to constantly go out and repurchase things that are broken every single time I go shopping I must replace at a bare minimum one not inexpensive item that I need. That soon is broken and the rotation of things broken and destroyed and inoperable now extends to everything I own (and this has gone on for years as well). This mouse operates perfectly by the way. It functioned completely correctly for the brief few minutes I wrote (which I described above in this post) and then all was blocked and hacked. The difference was so astounding and realization of how much of my life has been spent fighting to pound words out and fighting to think clearly. How I wish this "mind control" sinister trap was also stopped so I can think and express myself at a level that I have worked to achieve for my career aspirations that are completely blocked by this hate organization which wants to keep me absolutely in poverty, desperation, begging for my life continuously and writing about torture and blocks that are still supported fully by my government and society.
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Heart Palpitation torture and potential murder attack---my heart is racing but not compressed-pounding as Trump has done in the past--this is from yet the same rotation schedule of yet another celebrity who came years and years ago--returned after getting his free deal record contract and appearances---his "turn" is now--he hacked a movie he starred in 1951---and its' so old, albeit color with Yul Brynner as lead and I thought that no one who had attacked me could possibly be sitting in the audience of terrorist celebrities to abuse and get his and his son, daughter wife and family and friends' next free deal by displaying abuse, hate and now it's lethal torture. It feels very painful but in this threshold of "ambient" sort of heart murmur fringing on a severe infringement on my heart rhythms causing arrhythmia but like tight knot in my chest and my body is telling me this is deadly and they will not stop so I must write once more to try to save my life from another just deplorable---probably good friends with Hillary by the way. This one also stuck his derriere in front of my face and either made a "farting" noise or did it after he asked me if Yul Brynner was a better actor than he--as he (william shattner is the culprit for this day, taking turns as usual but the staple terrorists are always in the background coming at me when I just fall asleep to abuse and attack me at my most vulnerable on a daily and nightly basis--never stopping but they welcome in the rotation). This man is in his 90's I thought a movie of that era would not really have any surviving actors who were capable and part of this team. However in the usual drugged sickness (they once more mutilated under my finger the cuticle which also injects drugs into my capillaries and is destroying my hands--which look like mummy hands the skin is parched and fingers all swollen and deformed from slathering of destruction drying out chemicals which cause permanent damage to skin barrier plus non-stop slicing under all cuticles--fingers and toes--my many layers of protection "work" for about 2 days to protect for every new modification but they get past this with their expertise mechanical arm tech and brainstorming --and expert military and black hat hacking and warfare experts, software also and AI undoubtedly is driving the precision attacks).//He played a lead role in The Brothers Karamazov---a Russian novel by Dostoyevsky which i had read--and hoped it would be good. Brynner was so incredible an actor in this role I was amazed and sat transfixed and relieved that I could finally watch a movie and enjoy it without being abused, beaten raped or assaulted by the next line-up of has-beens, wanna be's and failing career formerly box office and for the first few minutes I was in a rapt state of that wonderful floating sensation of falling into a fantasy world the movie projected into my mind (and now they are hacking--not "now" but when I first began the hacking was not endless struggle to get a single letter out now it's hard to pound every single key with my entire hand using my bicepts to pound anything out--very, very slowly and lugubrious time-consuming and the attack on my brain is simultaneous). Shattner played one of the brothers who was a serious religious zealot of sorts, very much a strict adherent of scripture. There were many wonderful elements of character development but I can't watch it again until Shattner dies his abuse is so disgusting--but not like the sick filth of most of the most violent like shitalina and pig ape pitt---who have a few rabbit-out-of--an editor's hat facial expressions, maybe two or three otherwise the usual demeanor of actors in my opinion who are famous in whorewood are just frozen faces displaying usually psychopathic sexualized violent roles of criminality or fake heroic splendor---but just frozen faces they are empty and meaningless people when I am confronted by them endlessly---they play heroes of culture very often or the seeming opposition which is villain but they really are put in these lead roles to display the calm and serene facial blankness plastic surgery created nazified expressions of peaceful "beauty" while "fighting" or they have snarling looks when they are "fighting" and otherwise, the same expression on their faces which very rarely alters. They eyes are always staring ahead without a single emotion except for twinkles of psychopathic gleen which I see clearly in the eyes of media anchors who are the fake heroes of culture for the "liberal" such as the endless joking of rachel maddow and she's a total fraud in this antisemitic climate (I mean within the climate she is on a level basis with the rest who are murder hate nazi-programmed vicious lying empty and blank and dirty nasty but the alteration when they are displayed in public is something you could see in a Disney haunted house roller coaster ride through the cheap facade of the whorewood set which determines the mood and culture and mode of society in this programming apparatus). Shattner played this role, and the role itself was supposed to be a very serious personality type who uses calm deliberation and abiding by stern "Christian" value sets while everybody around him is doing the opposite. Thus his role was not demanding of deep facial theatrics and I had no recognition of him when the few shots I had seen (I clicked on the movie at about the 35 minute mark after the beginning) and his face was very different from probably the plastic surgery he later was offered by the Whorewood nazi modification demands of the producers and the casting agencies. Mind programming turns into nazi murder affiliation during the course of the training program for actors who transcend the ladder of the pyramid of nazi movie control which has manifested in a "fascist' revival in American culture. The parallel is not being discussed by any podcaster I am aware of nor by any of the movie critics who also, occasionally make similar cultural parallels of their own little enclave of political identity (i.e. "black actor" representing the "diaspora" and thus they applaud anything that features black empowerment that is the extent of political commentary I have seen otherwise when a movie is obviously based on racial analysis content it is unavoidable and the tiniest mention of "racism" is brought up but only to the extent that it's unavoidable as a side note to the general theme or movie review analysis.

  Shattner is basically torturing me in a murder motivated assault in keeping with the nazi troop he is tethered to and has been his acting ...