Thursday, May 13, 2021

It is impossible for me to focus or concentrate due to mind control technology whilst I write or attempt to convey any communication in any way to anybody, everywhere.

 I have written of this almost continuously in nearly every post I write. I noticed yesterday that after leaving this room to go outside (after days of being sick from the endless decade of detox, which is nearing the end however). Much of the horrid mind control poison has been eliminated through non-stop strenuous effort on my part (lacking health care benefits and money to obtain what I also need for this process, beyond a few herbs which are limited to my sub poverty income, thanks to this group attacking me and blocking my every attempt to gain sustainable living conditions of security).

 Of course, when hackers go in and delete parts of sentences this does not help to present myself in any credible way to the public who are reading my posts--and when this happens to my brain while I am communicating with people in "real life" in real situations (in teleportation somehow anger is exacerbated and I believe this also is due to a forced condition due to the brain-mapping technology)--.

I returned and the fresh air, the movement, and being outside of this confined zone of mind control technoterror continuously aimed into my brain, plus the drugging and sickness and detox combine to form a perfect storm of paralyzing inertia. The mind control is thus exerting a huge effect upon me and I know that every post I write is mired in the mind control effect pouring out as I write often silly or ridiculously enraged posts that I later believe were not of my own mind's creation but forced out of me through this mind control funnel of hate pouring into my brain and body without end.

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 Upon getting back on this electro mini universe of the internet I began to see how immediately my perception, vision and ability to focus clearly halved and then was lowered to perhaps 1/4 it's capability (that I had) while outside and away from this enclosed space of ceaseless mind control operations and brainwashing torture.

I tried to read and/or watch videos regarding finance or any subject that required having to concentrate. Immediately my vision became blurry to the extent I had to really fight to see clearly. I tried to concentrate on what the person was saying (if in a video) or when reading the blurred vision effect was at first clear and then the attacks began and all was blurred, my head felt so light and dizzy I could not focus or read any longer it was too hard and I had to get up and walk away before I became really sick. This is not some illness or some physical failure on my part it is 100% a "mind control" attack to block my information access and to keep me silenced and in part discredited. I have lost much of my life in research and information-gathering due to this attack system which I realize now has been in operation for decades, if not for most of my life. I am not able to accomplish much of anything under these trying circumstances which render me completely inert and unable to get any kind of intellectual work done or to study, learn or do more than sit in a near tv zombiesque form not able to really focus on anything. I try however to circumvent this but it's impossible to do without knowing what shielding materials I need to protect my brain and my body.


This same attack is also being done while I am out in public trying to defend myself against hundreds of attackers or while talking to anyone. If someone attacks me I "zone" out and can't talk or think until after a few minutes after the attack has occurred and I am not able to respond immediately with the proper self-defensive tactic.

 

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Copied from my Facebook post today:

 

 I am still experiencing heavy mental blockages from the mind control technology. I can "feel" the sensation of my vision becoming blurry and my focus and concentration so blocked that it is literally painful to read and concentrate--I become so dizzy I can't see straight--I try to read and my head begins to feel light and faint and it is impossible to read more than a small bit. I can't write anything without this serious block to my concentration and ability to sustain meaningful focus for more than 3 minutes without having to take a break and even get away from the laptop. My concentration returns once I am off the computer and away from the WiFi signal (or there is a focused attack at me while I sit in this one spot, from some remote or through-wall technology or whatever interface is being used to enhance this nearly impossible state of cognitive centrifuge.

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Social Security Fraud/crime against me: it's not exactly a "one-way street" but it's more akin to a bicycle lane without barriers next to a 6-lane one-way expressway and Tesla Trucks veering into the bicycle lane I am solitarily peddling as fast with flat tires on to save my life.//(Muck had trucks nearly hit and smash me to death just as he was handed this tech with Amber Heard once she and Depp finished their 2+years of teleportation rape and torture of me, the spawn included--afterwards, after stealing my ideas I wrote endlessly about Domestic violence which Heard stole but fumbled, of course, like them all, turning "woke into a joke" she returned to assault me 2 years later after a month of near-hits by cars---and more cars hitting me under the last Trump administration obviously under muck et al//now they have used Social Security to destroy me (literal threat to my life and survivability with serious life-threatening threats looming due to this well-planned and executed attack using my SSI Disability, my one and only anchor on this planet they have taken away but it was criminal in how they conducted the situation which CAN BE REVERSED IF ONLY PEOPLE WOULD DEFEND ME AND GIVE SOME RELIEF TO THIS AND ALL THESE SITUATIONS TO STOP MORE OF THE TERRORISTS FROM COMING TO POWER--but to continue--Listening to "live" Senator Cory Booker on the tube---he's mentioning how SSI recipients (I am one) give permission for that agency, in Field Office interviews, to access the bank account where payments are direct deposited. I only gave permission for the agent to gain access that one account, after he asked me if I gave permission to access the direct deposit account. A few days later screaming on the phone he yelled that he saw my other account and boy, I had gone over yelling as I was "frozen" by mind control and also his behavior, for any sort of response that defended myself against his railing yelling abuse, warranted more abuse and threats which he could have done. I did not give him permission to access any other accounts. This is why he sent me a letter 2 weeks later stating my benefits are reinstated and my "overpayment" was due to a 2002 situation I had resolved in another interview 20 years ago. Adding $400 to the overpayment from 2002 and then stating my benefits are reinstated (deducting $10 per month from the already $10 deduction) I had to check on the SSA website to see if my benefits had been reinstated. They had not. I waited for another letter as Mr. Melle told me that he would send a letter, screaming with violence and then sneering with absolute hate and contempt to "have a nice day" like a schoolyard kid screaming and making fun of that ubiquitous use of pleasantry that Americans use (Mr. Melle is "Latino"). He sent nothing else, and still there is no other information about how to reinstate the benefits. But firstly, Cory Booker stated in the speech on the Senate Floor regarding the Muck Dog cutting of Social Security that people in interviews only give permission to access the direct deposit account. With all the lies, did they have any legal right or entitlement to access ALL my records with the bank when I had only given access to one single account? Furthermore, besides that discrepancy, there is nothing in writing about this. He told me to come in person (he "suggested" using a sneering contemptuously expressed example of coming to the Field Office direct in person to pay with Cashier's Check or Money order ALL MONEY IN MY BANK ACCOUNT to him personally, made-out to the Social Security Administration. Yelling that he would send me a letter detailing what to do before my benefits would be reinstated. //2 more weeks went by and now a month later no letter only benefits cut off. I phoned 2 weeks ago, was told that Mr. Melle is "in the wrong department he was not supposed to give the interview you have to have another interview". Mr. Melle sent me the paperwork on the interview, the phone call I was supposed to receive never came. I phoned the office on the day of interview (Feb. 27) and reached for the 2nd time of phoning that field office the same person (the answering is in rotation for whomever is available in a random answering ciruclation) and Mr. Melle told me he could "do the interview" and thusly, it turned into what is some kind of extortion but---no way to resolve this only to have another interfview where they could really screw more up. My situation is not a "normal" situation I am a gang stalking target of multiple murder attempts torture rape using these technologies--no one will help me so no one can help me provide evidence thusly no one cares to help me provide evidence because "everyone" is benefitting from this 4th Reich system being promoted gets a huge free deal gets to get their sleazy hormonal release from torturing and beating abusing stealing ideas life force energy they are just sucking in all they can get out of me, this contract no one will intervene. I am stuck with no way to have any incoming money as a result. The internet is continuously hacked and blocked earning is impossible. My family is involved. The U.S. Government is involved. Most governments around the world are involved where I am now is absolutely involved. So, I told the Field Office after they tried to force another interview on me, the woman on the phone was so rushed she was stumbling over her breathless words trying to force another phone appointment on me. I told her for the 3rd time that the interview had been conducted but I need a letter stating what I have to do to have benefits reinstated. She told me Mr. Melle is on "2-week" vacation will send a message to him to complete the interview. //They have forced me to have to flee my life in one place in order to survive life on this planet and everywhere i go the same poison is poured injected and pumped into my body from one vehicle of transmission or another. The same death system of attack is the same, performed with MURDEROUS violence by groups of "normal" citizens every single place on the planet. I am stuck with no way to have any money coming in. If I leave this place I have learned to barely barricade myself into so they can't put my hips and spine out of alignment any longer after raping me, putting semen and fungus into my body, hair and fungus and mold into my food my furniture my clothing destroying clothing shoes backpacks on a routine basis making my jackets I drive in stinking so the smell never comes off (using laboratory-created staining/absorption substances laced with putrid other expulsion substances--muck and filth) and ec. I need to retain an income I deserve the sub-poverty disability and much more from the group from Whorewood just from years of them stealing my ideas and trying to paralyze and kill me and then destroying my life my chances to earn money so they can just latch on forever, literally forever onto abusing me as a life sentence of slow abuse, rape sex slavery to death-- a situation that scores of Congressional leaders have rushed to join in, screaming with murderous violence because I am fighting for my life and not just willingly allowing these murder operations to o on for their mutual profit--all of them together everyone gets some free deal out of it plus dumping their hate on someone else and feeding off it and then hormonal highs of he addiction to violence and torture they all have.//With the Muck Dog-Redrum group feeding off Social Security, now all the lies are just part of a huge outcry of desperation from the "losers" who are not life-screwing operators feeding off lies and violence in order to obtain the positions in the "leadership" which is now openly criminal but so many are screaming and as usual no one ever stops them or helps me. I am thusly in a life-threatening situation. A team of people who have poisoned and followed me around the planet, literally, to continue to make as many people abuse, attack and poison rape abuse with extreme violence in every living situation with the exact same protocols followed around the planet--they are there waiting for me to have absolutely no self-defense as the SSI was all I could do. SIX YEARS of graduate studies and they just poisoned me with creeps pumping the poison into my body through both teleportation and poisoning drugging of my body and food while the terrorists broke into my home every day and night while I was drugged sleeping and fighting their MURDER DEATH from poisoning and torture--doing whatever they wanted, making my body broken down as he are still doing--and I will have no way to protect myself from murder any longer if I have to move and have zero way to have money coming in. Members of my family whose children have not abused and tortured me all my life but are waiting to profit off it rushed to join in, with the Whorewood group recently as they have all coordinated to cut my money off so my family can join in as they always do, now openly that Muck and T-rump have made fascist Nazism open and not disguised as it has been for so many decades under the "Democrat liberals" but at least I could rely on my monthly benefits which I do deserve and much more from this endless death threat and theft and attacks--considered a CRIME I HAVE COMMITTED TO DEFEND MYSELF by top politicians in Congress treated like a fun game by Whorewood scumbag inc and treated like a mental disorder by police considered an extortion bonanza by the Little River Social Security Field Office and considered a "fun game" by dirty Muck who had cars hitting me when he and Trump first obtained the teleportation equipment and this contract out on me, putting them in the powerful positions but they are still under the control and imperatives of a collective of fascist Nazism around the globe (America is not first on their agenda, trust me)..

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