Friday, May 21, 2021

Terrorist Hacking: it is now so obstructive that I can barely open any pages. I just did a "restore" function today, which required almost 4 hours to complete as all systems are so slowed down it's nearly impossible to get any single function done.

 I tried to open one page and the computer froze, this was after a 4-hour waiting to download updates after doing a restore function. The moment I turned on the WiFi the same problems which were never deleted because the restore function has been hacked--just immediately returned. I cannot open more than one page at a time but if I try all pages freeze and the computer remains frozen and inoperable for at least 5 minutes. I have to get up almost continuously and do other things and wait for the spinning cursor to stop and perhaps one page to open up. I tried to upload 6 1-hour playlists onto my already broken Nokia cellphone (the camera and the phone part have been broken, but I can still download music and listen to it like a listening device--it's the only function that hasn't been broken by this group). The scanning of a file takes at least 30 minutes--in reality it probably should take 5 minutes at most. This is not an exaggeration. It takes hours to get simple tasks done and all day to try to install updates and download files to another device. 


The computer is freezing on all clicks and all pages and I can barely now open just one page. 

 

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As I have written for so many years now, but I repeat as writing about it is somehow a stress relief moreso than attempting to write any new information on this subject: the brain-altering tech does something that makes me feel, while this technology is attacking my brain/body--that my head/brain is being slightly squeezed inward. My vision changes and it is extremely hard to find words for any topic I want to use. My fingers are also blocked from moving to keys I want to press, as if stuck in mid-air and "confused" about where to land the fingers. (I type at over 65 words per minute, something I have not been able to do for YEARS literally due to this hacking intrusion into everything).

 It actually hurts my BRAIN to try to write while this tech is affecting me. Maybe it is a microchip implant, maybe it's from an external and more remote source affecting my brain. 

There is enough evidence to support my claims of mind control attack as there has been a recent report of US Embassy official claiming that mind control technology blocked their ability to function in their official capacities. I could look this information up but it's too hard to deal with this blocked computer. 



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MOre blocks to my life, time and energy thru hacking blocks to every kind of financial and material solvency. 45 minutes of clicking and waiting for pages to open for a simple search for some essential oil to help heal my poisoned body---and the hacking is so endless that I have spent most of the last 45 minutes backspacing pounding the frozen backspace key slamming it down with a crunching noise because terrorists replaced or broke the relatively brand new keyboard (replacing the other pretty new keyboard just a few months ago) but the pages are frozen won't open. I try to click on the "price" index and I click on the scroll down tab and one product on the list appears. i backspace and a search term I had used much earlier appears--they are making the back arrow function for going to former pages turn into double or clicking applications but they just keep me clicking on the broken mouse which they broke 2 months ago, I can't click on the mouse to get a page to scroll down either the mouse will not work when the internet is connected but when I manually click on all the internet functions into disabled the mouse works absolutely perfectly. I thusly must fight literally to scroll down because they are freezing the mouse function the page will not scroll down. I am endlessly waiting for pages to open up as well, the are slowing down the connection speed to about 50 times slower than the actual speed which has instant connection but they slow it so I wait 30 seconds to over one minute for one simple page to open after they block functioning of the keyboard (must pound every single key out, literally pounding with my hand down and even that produces different keys appearing on the page due to the hacking to the system). My life has been spent fighting to use the internet to get the stress of murder via these technologies and drugging out of my body and system, and fighting to accomlish anything is nearly impossible to get a single business or email business chat or function done without a hacking typo and rewording and interruption is literally impossible--I mean im-poss-ible they block every kind of professional application and use for every single thing possible continuously and just for spending my life fighting to get anything done is blocking time i need to get other things done. I am expressing the frustration as these multi-millionaires in addition to poisoning me almost into total death paralysis dismemberment torture and abuse without end using voice-to-skull (*they are still doing it today but not as loudly as usual, it's very subdued today but still present now that I can recognize it's presence. Earlier I had wondered how I had such weird thoughts rotating in my head but now i recognize that people are literally "Listening" hacking into my brain my cochlear inaudible vibrations picking up the words and making comments always about killing myself with sharp objects I am holding or using and I know that tom hardy is still there due to the obnoxious sleazy filth of his "suggestions" he is really foul. CAn't get the demon off me, the crew must get their endless life-sucking torture on me for more awards prizes and telling me that i am some kind of "loser" for not having done more than fight for my life to use internet while on online classes at graduate level for 6 years while they blocked poisoned my body nearly to death (had to be rushed to the hospital in Fellbach, Germany for near paralysis one week before fleeing to a place where I could have people literally pound the poisons out of my body via massage; standing on my back large heavy massage women standing on my back trying to break the hard poisons latched onto my spine in a hard shell; I felt nothing could only feel a bit of pressure while they stood on my body digging their feet into my body with all their strength to break the hard poisons. Women weighing perhaps 120-130 pounds and shifting weight I felt nothing but a little bit of relief when I heard the loud cracking noises. they kept the poisoning up non-stop for another 15 years , the same hateful parasites laltching onto assaulting me now threatening to kill me endlessly for defending myself against their contract and their endless delight at torturing me to obtain ideas for more victim turning into hero narratives and feminist diatribes and fighting against tyranny exclamations that i make under drugging truth serum and my body shitting out these same poisons they put in years and years ago, the same criminals out of whorewood (england since trump got into office, not hiding behind the a$$-list americans any longer but outright imperialistic overtake without having to operate in the shadows any longer--to the glowing approval of all involved demos and repubs all cheering it on endlessly. So I am wrirting because of the endless amount of time wasted fighting to simply type and do searches for anything online--hours and hours today it's been over 1 1/2 hours simply in having the internet turn on and rushing to turn the router on and off to re-establish connection then struggling and waiting for 1 minute for a page to just open then backspacing and slamming the backspace key down with my pinky--which has been half severed off the fingernail has been half cut out and the cuticle is gone so it is just a loose fragment so pounding with this finger is also risky and then they also are making the upper case shift key on my left-hand side make a continuous beeping noise because when I press this key the hackers have installed some detachment hack so the usb port literally goes on and off constantly beeping with the microsoft function sound very loud and high-pitched literally so continuously it's like a crazy robot making bleeping noises for just pressing one time the upper case shift key. All this and much more. I still have not obtained my search for now one hour--so many other things to do in my life than this. I need this oil to heal from the damage to my body they inflicted while I collapsed due to toxic shock from the last chunks of hard poisons ripping out of my back from the years hence of having this poison poured injected and raped pounded into my body as deeply as possible. I am just writing to get the frustration out. I keep waiting for someone to stop them from blocking my attempts at financial and any career solvency and for over 16 years of writing in despair that this has been ongoing for over 30 years and still it's not being stopped. even the daily tragedies of the trump administration have brought only marginal response and that is only if someone can get something out of me by continuing this terror block to my success my life and my career finances and all communication (I am speaking in a broad sense of being stable financially and in business, the term "success" is a clear distinction in financial terms but not in all facets of life, but I use that term because they want me completely "crushed' on all facets as much as possible). To just use the internet to obtain something, although I have limited access and I am grateful for what I am barely able to accomplish but still there is a huge long list of OTHER THINGS i REALLY WANT TO AND NEED TO GET DONE that for the past 7 months have been dormant as I struggle to retain my energy from hours of death threats rape beatings and verbal abuse by teams of white males safely ensconced in their 'success" mansions and careers of high (dubious) distinction and their "feminist" wives lounging in the background feeling so entitled watching me get sexually abused by their loving doting husbands as they seek to obtain ideas about women's empowerment which I continuously struggle to grasp onto as they try to crush break beat and rob and block all my avenues for any "success' in the realm for which they are asserting more domination and total control over. Their women help them to attain this by representing "equality" in business they are all delighted I am being thusly blocked while they steal all can of ideas which they cannot fathom in concept because they only obey and follow and viciously assault me for being turned into a target. they use all excuses against me but mostly that i am "poor" and unable to "succeed" which of course, they ensure for every single click every single transaction every single phone call all is obstructed with malware hacking blocks my brain rendered so incapable my nervous system amped-up into nearly histrionic frenzy of breathless stress from hours and days of all communication being blockekd while I am told that if I don't respond within 4 days they will cut all my survival finances off (or they imply; that was a few months ago I fought every day to get simple wifi connection to just make a few phone calls literally to save my life; i was so exasperated that I could not concentrate they used the vulnerability of the stress level to use backdoor hacking into my brain (overwhelmed perfect vulnerability for subliminal content for "behavior modification") which, by the way, is the tool being used constantly in America with one tragedy and shock and life-threatening attack after the next--upon the general public but especially for those they ("they" meaning most of you, by the way) can't stand to see have a chance to compete and better or win). So I am writing out the stress, every key stroke is a battle to get a word out, every click means i must fight to wait for the page to ever-so-slowly open up every attempt to get a scroll-down option bar to work without other items appearing, the last page disappearing I must go through the search terms once more back to the beginning--over 5 minutes later, etc. But, still very grateful to have some internet service at all very glad that internet is still somewhat at my disposal but spending so many hours fighting to get anything done whatsoever and in most critical times the hacking and blocks to my brain and communication functions is devastating. The agencies I phoned which are hostile towards those without money are also trained to simply hang-up on me if I get over-anxious and can't speak calmly; this also is part of the attack on all systems my brain my nervous system and under this kind of stress I begin to repeat in exactly an exasperated and stress-out way the vocal tone and verbal choices (not my vocabulary it comes spitting out like hostility and fear and anger) and then they hang-up on me, giving me the impression that I may be denied life-saving help after fighting to simply reach them by phone for hours and hours per day, for days and days this has been ongoing (and for years). I can't express how difficult it was to study online at graduate level. I literally went to one place amongst a lot of 4th Reichsters and it was literally dangerous JUST to get access to fast and reliable internet service. I almost was poisoned to death as a result of trying to retain my autonomy and not get screwed literally and figuratively continuously for the 6 hours of study I had to resort to because the poisoning and drugging made concentration and focus for reading at such peer-reviewed and statistical logical analysis and research paper writing almost impossible so I sat and sat fighting to concentrate to try and attempt to absorb the material due to the poisoning. Only to be nearly killed by poisoning the last semester of the program and then having to rush to the hospital and leave that place to go to this place where internet is so badly hacked that I can't get anything done regardless--even with my supposed Master's Degree (which is being held until I pay some amount of money I cannot repay because the Loan department gave me a type of loan I had never requested they forced it upon me and I could not cancel it once i saw that it was not what I had chosen--and then I was told to repay some of it after I had finished the requirements for the program--Masters Degree in Criminal Justice---. Instead, I sit barely able to function I have books I want to read and items I want to read and things I have to do but fighting to heal and the old poisons seeping into my blood stream if I do as much as a single stretch makes me so ill I only can sit in front of the laptop while the MEN who want to rape beat and torture me and force everything they can possibly exploit out of me with absolute derision asking me for ideas perpetually calling me a stupid b-word beating raping and then non-stop death threats for every object I am holding--tom hardy is the culmination of 16 years of me literally fighting to get these hateful leeches off me--he is the most violent the most long-sustained abuser of them all--the true representation of the brutal force of genocidal imperialistic overtake of another country. Using the themes of racism upon me antisemitism and kiling me endlessly they all have done this with relish and their cherry on top is endless oscars awards for my ideas about how to fight horrific oppression in all realms--unable to write anything my brain is so blacked out by poisons drugs and non-stop deadly assault upon my subconscious my consciousness and stinking filth I am surrounded by cleaning cleaning my body so frail and broken down sagging fractured body parts severed body parts unable to just do anything unable to eat without being told how and what to eat and not to eat as if I am sick and fighting to devour heavy food so the poisons will latch onto the food which is heavy and I eat is like shoveling it in due to the physical pressure of pounding food down a constricted blocked hole so the blockage will be put through a kind of pressure vacuum thusly trying to suck it out of the intestines and parts of my body--they make endless 'eating like a pig" comments about how just how "low' they claim that i "am" from the endless assaults they never stop inflicting upon me. Literally never-ending. LIterally never-ending nothing ness from the society which has fully put this system into power and protected it with silence and approval and promotions for all who comply and go along and the most violent are put into the most top upper positions of their little ranking field. Because I can't scroll forward the mouse is not working the keys are barely functioning so the rest of this post is a bunch of words I cannot highlight and then delete the functions are so blocked. //t m

  Years and years and years and years of waiting and waiting while fighting and fighting to get a single human being left on the planet, aft...