Saturday, June 3, 2023

Woe to "man" and his disobedience and fall from grace and loss of innocence, forced out of the Garden to Eden to that desolation wherein Satan sat brooding over the churning abyss (loosely adapted from John Milton's Paradise Lost): Dirty and foul, immature and fascist Nazi Apartheid terrorist (now part of the pro-Nazi movements of America) Elon Musk has "won" approval from the FDA for the officially recognized system of brain microchip implant technologies.// The years of his participation in the terror and torture of me from his lovers in Whorewood and his skank friends has gotten me to the point that I must add a bit of warning to the sheeple that you are truly stupid for allowing this group to continue--my usual admonition which is always left ignored and silenced///A few hours later--Please watch these videos, fully to the end. In honoring Myron May, although he may have shot and seriously harmed people who may have been innocent. Considering the scope of people who fully approve of the terrorism that May tried to warn humanity and American society about (which has remained pushed out of all media consciousness and relegated to being the rantings of a delusional schizophrenic or whatever they claim, the endless usual claims of people who are targeted being mentally sick, which all adhere to). It's logical, actually logical to try to reasonably infer that there is a high chance of the people who were shot were either a part of this terror organization in some facet, or would have approved of May or me being attacked (viciously to death). And that is statistically probable to some degree-I can only surmise in tentative gestimation. I can't express how many people love attacking a defenseless and innocent person who is targeted. So while what May did was deplorable in some way, the probability of some of the people who were shot and injured or seriously harmed is that they were terrorists or part of a terror group who fully do nothing when they see this kind of violence being inflicted. I can state that the "authorities" fully covered-up the crime being committed against May, which the "authorities" in the media and police always fully adhere to and comply with, usually violently (in my case many are very violent towards me).// Trust me when I say I care more about his death than the celebrities who gyrated for their big Daddy fascist Nazis to sell their identities for the "game" which they appeared to have "won" but Myron May was one of the "losers' that was destroyed as a result of the sell-outs who are attacking me. People who care about your "community" should perhaps not "hate" me for this message but I believe this is the case and that is why I criticize you endlessly for your sell-out stance. If you think targeting like this is not due to racism than you are truly brainwashed. But to continue:--Courageous hero trying to gain recognition for other targets of state-sponsored mind control and brutality terror protocols. Rest in Peace--Myron May brought attention which to this heinous state-sponsored crime which was very abruptly dismissed by the media as being a crazed sick personality and the family and friends (really feinds and enemies) complemented the lie, as they were instructed to do which they did--which they do, and the terrorism is covered over as usual while it's being expanded in scope and size around the planet. Always silenced and always grasped with glee by the death culture that is thriving in the misery of an abyss they are creating around the planet.

https://www.reuters.com/science/elon-musks-neuralink-gets-us-fda-approval-human-clinical-study-brain-implants-2023-05-25/ 


"Mind Controlled Parkland Shooter Nikolas Cruz Talks About 'Voices and Demons' During His Arrest". Targeted Lives Matter. April 18, 2020.



"Remote Neural Monitoring--how they spy on your thoughts". Targeted Lives Matter. March 26, 2019.


 


I have been detoxifying poison that has hardened into my back and congealed and solidified--it is coming loose (only barely and there are huge body-length layers of poison glued to my hips and extending into my neck area, into my skull--down my legs, into my knees--

I am extremely exhausted from non-stop fighting to remove this poison and my body dealing with seriously deadly toxicidy

but nevertheless, the attacks upon me are never ending. I fell asleep because I could not sit up any longer after writing my posts for hours--because for the last month it's been the Heard/depp/spawn filth attack (meaning that rotten creep that came out of Depp who has been feeding off torture and feeding off obtaining promotions for a DECADE for her entire career and has been promoted into instant highest promotion for latching onto her filthy violent father

but it was Depp the week of Cannes, then Heard attacking me--as I screamed in hate at Depp, he replaced his odious presence with Heard as I predicted back in 2015 or whenever the beginning of their marital feud began, they would conjoin once again in their mutual greed, sleaze and hate (obviously to attack me as is the case now)

so they are operating together, just as Heard operated with the shit spawn of Depp together spitting at me while I was teleported, and then the ugly filthy piece of crap daughter coming at me, just as her skanky rotten tv show is about to air with the black and Asian nazis groveling in abject devotion to the Nazi imagery that they project through a stupid plot about Los Angeles being some kind of repository of sleaze and scum and stupidity--at least that part about the entire crap of these scumbags is accurate and true and real.

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I slept on my bed, not able to keep awake any longer at 5 pm, so exhausted from fighting and healing--my fingers have been sliced into--there are huge gouges in my cuticles which are already mutilated and deformed

there are new huge bumps on my knees and legs--there have already been silicone injections that appear like round cysts--there is one just above my knee cap on my right thigh--another one one my rib cage on the peripheral side of my body---huge and disgusting. I got rid of it and they injected it once again. Now there is a smaller hard thing on top of my knee cap that wasn't there before I fell asleep--believe me I have put cream and all kinds of lotions on my skin and I know the state of my body--it wasn't there t his morning, but is hard and feels like another ugly disfiguring hideous injection of silicone to appear like a cyst--now on my knee cap.

My hair feels like straw--they destroyed it years ago but for the past two years they have permanently made hair fall out and the texture now is completely damaged.

Another plant has been killed on my patio--this is the third one in one month. The place I found growing flowering vines--as all the orchards in this area have taken all the flowering vines out of display every time I am driving to see if I can find some--for all the years I have lived here, these were the most visible types on display and they have ALWAYS been hanging in every plant yard in this area. But since I began to make a trellis to have more flowering vines, they have stopped putting these plants out. I found one single place I had forgotten about, and now after this group has killed my plants repeatedly that I just bought a few weeks ago--so it's now three plants in the last month--now all hanging flowering vines are gone from the one remaining shop--and a sneering ugly woman has replaced the formerly friendly male and there were rows of hanging plants to chose from which I could transplant into a pot and hook the metal hook into the trellis. Now there is almost nothing there--

and a most beautiful plant with red flowers and vines is dead--they keep pouring stinking fungus water into the plants and they do this repeatedly every day until the plant is dead. I see white fungus growing on the stems of the plants and the last plant I had to dig up and throw away had stinking moldy fungus water inside the plant base and it had completely died and shriveled up, just as this plant is doing.

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It's just years, and years, and years of constantly fighting to get the poison the expletives keep putting in my body after a lifetime of non-celebrities doing the same--but very coyly

It's years of screaming in hate at ugly disgusting so-called "men" who are teleporting and violently raping and assaulting me--famous and Mafia and Nazi pig scum apes I never would have anything to do with if given the choice--regardless of their "fame" as I never held "fame" to be anything to sell my body or soul to---

years of disgusting filth creeps teleporting me for their promotions. 

years of writing posts desperately asking the government, demanding that people to do something to stop this.

I am reminded of Myron May, who went out and shot people in a library at the Tallahassee university because he was a targeted gang stalking victim and all the people surrounding him had turned against me, and/or pretended they were concerned and "helping" as they betrayed him; according to the protocol. He was an attorney and put out videos of how the stalking was destroying his life. He was a decent person and helped people in need. He was killed by police but he never killed anyone (although shot people). The people interviewed on campus stated that it was an affront that someone who had gone on a shooting rampage was being given any voice in a news story aired on the man killed because no one would help him from the gang stalking crisis that no one will admit to. He put out many videos on his situation and all were debunked as being the work of a deranged "delusional" schizophrenic and he was mentally ill and blah blah blah.

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Years of never-ending disgusting putrid "men" so-called attacking me in teleportation using every kind of manipulation and hate tactic I never thought existed. They all stole my cat, my last intimate partner (meaning affection and actual real love) because I was screaming no at putrid filth Depp to stop teleporting and raping me. Giggling like his psycho filth crap daughter afterwards as I cried to return her to me immediately--it's now a decade later and probably she has died wondering why I never returned as she was my baby and my only love on this planet in a close living space type of way--a family member--the rest have viciously turned against me to get their promotions)

but years of screaming at them NO as they take turns, ugly and foul disgusting rotten crap men who are "famous" but should never have been put into positions of power in the first place, in a dying planet on a cursed country that is going bankrupt and decay and disaster and people are dying in the streets from these personally bankrupt crap so-called "men" and their even more filthy women who attack me.

One disgusting sick slime filth f*** after the next, who viciously and violently assault me as I say no, and no, and no and no. It's not an automatic response it's always a decision I make after seeing how ugly and rotten they are when their facades are removed and they teleport me to be like a good ole "boy" in the network of human sex trafficking pedophiles and rapists who are put into highest positions on the planet to wreak terror but make it appear like they are there to help out and create calm and security (for the other wortheless life fuck pig apes in their good ole boy and filthy skank cheerleader organization).


As for Myron May, the three, 3-hour long videos he made regarding his targeting and the reactions of his family, his friends, and community around him--all betraying him; and consequently after his death by police gunfire, all claimed they had "no idea" and were "shocked" although May made videos repeatedly stating that he told them he was being targeted and they all ignored him or let him down. They all knew, but claimed afterwards that they did not. That is classic terrorist redaction of reality, 101. I cannot find any of the videos that May made although they used to be easy to find on YouTube. Now there are only news clips about how "delusional" May was and how everyone around him was "shocked" and "had no idea". That May had detailed his endless fruitless  attempts to get help and to get his family to help him, which he stated they turned into gang stalkers themselves. THis is exactly what my own family does, on all sides, all the extensions and the spawn of the siblings are waiting to attack me likewise to get their own free promotions in life. All of them claim I am crazy and they begin to abuse me using the protocols of this system that everyone else adheres to almost immediately upon seeing me after years of me by necessity having to stay away for my sanity and to try to preserve my life from their murder attempts and attempts at destroying my life completely.

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This is what all the people surrounding the targets do anyway. But now the internet has taken off the 3 hours of videos that Myron May made about how he was targeted, he was EXTREMELY PROFESSIONAL in these videos. he was not deranged, he used law vernacular to express the types and modalities and methodologies of the terror gang stalking units as clearly as possible so it was extremely easy to understand. All that is written of him and all news videos state that he was deranged, delusional and crazy and incompetent. When you watch the videos, which have now been taken off I can't find them anywhere on the internet any longer--he is more explicative than most people would dream of being, extremely competent and not delusional in any sense of the word. That is why his videos have been taken off the internet and only slurs about his mental delusions are replacing his persona that has been fabricated on the internet and for society to shield and protect the ever-increasing onslaught of the terror units and sick and in real terms deranged psycho scumbags who pursue people like rabid bitches in heat on crack.


https://www.nbcnews.com/news/us-news/fsu-shooter-myron-may-left-message-i-do-not-want-n253436



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It has taken a while, but the videos could be discovered. As you can see, oh blind people reading this--Myron May was NOT delusional. He was highly articulate and able to identify the problem, analyze it's various tentacles of operation and provide rationale for his action (mens rea, actus rea). He knew but he was giving a rationale for his actions. People denounce this behavior and yet some of those who denounce this type of behavior nevertheless approve of death squad actions and genocidal leaders and holocaust protocols and are eager to enact them into society through covert means. The silent genocide is their little weapon against people like Myron May--why he was targeted? Was he too defensive against people trying to exploit him and not bowing down with gratitude for being allowed to be black and an attorney in this most racist land of America?

Whatever the "reasons", he is explicating this situation like a pro, which he was as an attorney. These videos are considered "dangerous" for the public to have too much access to, and he is just simply labeled as being delusional by Big Daddy controlling your mind programming on the tube network(s).


"Targeted Individual Myron May's Last Words, Part 1 of 3". Targeted Lives Matter. April 18, 2020.




"Targeted Individual Myron May's Last Words, Part 2 of 3". Targeted Lives Matter. April 18, 2020.




"Targeted Individual Myron May's Last Words, Part 3 of 3". Targeted Lives Matter. April 18, 2020.



In the third video, May recognizes that the media will jump to state that "targeted individuals" are automatically claimed as being schizophrenic and he urges people of authority (Senators, Congress people) to reconsider these designations and to consider the possibility that the people claiming they are targets are making accurate statements. How careful May was to avoid blaming the actual culprits of this terror operation--the Senators and the Congress people, many of whom (the notable ones and some I don't recognize perhaps in these awful terror nightly deep sleep teleportation "skits"). Maybe May is giving these filthy people elected but unworthy of the position far too much credit for being rational human beings instead of greedy sleazy and sick psychopath sell-out whores who will drain the government to line their pockets and order rape and death squads to kill people who are not "powerful" if they say anything that bothers them. I suggest that is what happened with Myron May and someone in authority didn't like something about him and wanted him slowly killed in this torture-to-death system. May decided to expedite the process and I do not see a mental breakdown I see a person who intelligently realizes that there are no options and living a life of endless torture is not worth living for when everyone around him, as he explains in the first two videos, have betrayed him; all claim they "didn't know" after the shooting and many jump in to the chimes of "he was mentally ill". I know the system so well and how people are instructed to mouth these like parrots. I seriously assume that his family were handed incentive awards for their roles, just as my family has as well. The "friends" he was surrounded by were actual agents who he had no idea were his dire enemies until it was too late.

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some of Myron May's last words, directed to US Senators and Congress traitors:
"We as targeted individuals are subjected to daily torture *(which for me, the writer of this blog, experiences from Senators and Congress people in addition to filthy slime scum celebrities who are adorned with images of pristine glamor in photo ops)* YOU TOOK AN OATH (Myron May continues, basically acknowledging that the politicians are actually the real culprits of these covert murder and torture operations). And you have a duty to see to it that every American has a shot..."

now you f-ers, does that sound like delusional and schizophrenic ranting? Listen to the entire sequence of videos and you will see that the filth of the media erased these videos from access and it's clear that May was highly skilled as a professional attorney, used his skills to outline professionally in a completely calm and rational manner the torture and violence being endlessly inflicted upon him (and me and many others) and these were blocked from view and a "crazy" label super-imposed over Myron May by the media instead and then he was "forgotten".
He is urging other targets to try to capitalize on his plight and for society to try to understand. It has fallen on mostly deaf ears and people just jump like greasy balls lunging for something to gnaw at endlessly and feed off--this is ALL the celebrities attacking me and most of the politicians to one heinous degree or another. Myron May outlines my family and it's the same protocol system his family used (with a few varying differences in the targeting protocols).

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Last words of Myron May--part 3 (video above at 7 minutes into the vid):

"To the media, I also challenge you to try to understand targeted individuals and not just dismiss them as being delusional". And thusly, the first thing the complicit media did in terror operations was to dismiss Myron May as being delusional and interview the terror thugs who had surrounded May, claiming they were "shocked" and that May was undergoing a "mental crisis" and they CARED SO MUCH but tried their best and yada yada blah blah bs blather...
it's such a ubiquitous template and protocol system I only see scumbags interviewed by their "brother and sister" terrorists in the media who are hand-in-glove with the terrorist politicians and the scumbag most sleazy celebrities who are the worst of human beings I have ever encountered in all my years of being targeted.

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The "reason" these celebrities and politicians appear to be the very worst scum of the planet is only because the other 99% of the scum belonging to their terror global operation do not have this type of access to teleportation. Need I delineate on this further to explain? When this tech continues to be dispersed, hell on earth will ensue worse than any cataclysm in history, I believe. 
It may not be the worst epidemic of mentally psycho scum unleashing their pent-up frustrations and stress and hate and racism and sexism and sadism and masochism upon any person being non-consensually teleported or microchipped, implanted, impregnated and then poisoned with hardening chemicals so when they are denied abortion access they have their bodies literally ripped apart because the hard poison that has been put in my body to cement the mind control drugs and keep the microchip implants firmly attached to my spine and into my nervous system, in addition to some in my brain (or maybe "just" one implant is there, I have a scar on my skull from a tiny incision just small enough for a breach of my skull and a tiny microchip implant to have been inserted). No normal x-rays will pick up on the hard poisons I believe that perhaps an MRI would pick up on the hard poisons. Otherwise most women would not be able to afford to pay out of pocket for an MRI and her claims of not being able to have a baby due to "back pains" undiagnosed will be rendered obsolete by the pig ape medical establishment cartel. There was a murder attempt made on me in this vein in Pensacola, after the near-death car accident while making sure I could not attend the university of Florida @ Pensacola (back around 2003 or something like that--memory is gone now from years of my brain and body under non-stop deadly attack).
If the filth creeps attacking me had the technology and could access being able to teleport me so they could inflict even more damage to me--those in the Pensacola region who tried to murder me twice within about a 3-month time frame--once using car manipulation and a coordinated attack which police completely coordinated with in Pensacola, and then another form by date-rape pregnancy and being psychologically assaulted when trying to obtain an abortion---by "christian" fascist Nazis. If these people had access to the technology of teleportation I would not be stating that the celebrities were the scum of humanity. This is a "warning" that the technology is going to bring about a landscape of the Wastelands of the dregs of humanity in a kind of dystopian nightmare scenario of future portending disasters facing humanity as a whole.
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I can't imagine how the FDA would have granted Musk access to implanting brains with microchips after a few thousand apes in his laboratories had to be killed because they were mutilated by the attempts to insert microchips into experimental animals--thousands died as a result. But the "progress" of "helping humanity" has to go one and brain implants are just another "improvement" in the future of humanity (for the 4th Reich, that is what the pig ape scum of humanity assume is going to happen--what a bonanza of torture, rape and murder they can force upon unwitting "slaves" who don't "obey" in their plantation 4th Reich Master-slave world they are social engineering and covertly assassinating anyone who is too intelligent to think they are "superior" without inspection and critical analysis.
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"Shooting Suspect Esteban Santiago told FBI Government Controlling His Mind". Targeted Lives Matter. April 18, 2020.



"Washington Navy Yard Shooter Believed He Was Controlled By Radio Waves FBI". Targeted Lives Matter. April 20, 2020.







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Extreme drugging/nervous system attacks via implants along my spine & into my brain--8 hours of literal non-stop abuse from this English And nazi team of another senator from congress, the same rape enabler who is the front-runner face of anti-violence against women and me2 rape culture to oust the jewish weinstein so her company and the rest can overtake h-wood --antisemitism so openly expressed that obviously Nazis and virulent racists are behind this contract out on me. My brother stating that only I will experience violence, with his full participation and that Germans are trustworthy not racists it can't happen to him. for using sexual and physical violence against me instantly after more than 30 years of never having seen him, never contacting him except for him smirking about a situation the nazis forced on me, he is lunging at me to gain more promotions and allowance to get everything for free for handing me over to murder, essentially. Me, drugged so badly I cannot stop reacting to every question, hours of asking me for ideas as the English scriptwriters and director and the endless leech parasite this ugly sinister putrid creep female who is endlessly pushing violent beef-body-build "men" out of europ-a-land to violently rape me, the more abusive and humiliating the more they are praised and awarded; she is the representative for the United Nations and for Chuck Schumer in all legislation against rape and domestic violence against women. Put deliberately there really to give permission for rape if it's racist-based rather than anything else. beloved so greatly by the grateful rapist thugs surrounding her, the minority minions lavishing praise making antisemitic comments at me--Jews in particular are very hostile and laughing smirking it can only happen to me, not them. The drugs are so insidious that are injected pumped into my bladder while I sleep--must get up every night to alleviate what they inject so I am drugged--it is a nasty horrific murderous chemical and drug forcing hate, along with extreme shifts of my brainwaves I can't even control my breathing--my entire spine is coated in hard chemicals in which microchip implants directly affecting my spine are buried from the 3 complete surgeries I have had---(the hardening poisons made my spine crooked, the terrorists fractured my vertebrae while I was unconscious after they orchestrated mostly harmless "accidents' and in the deep brain implant state, I am rendered completely unconscious and unable to feel anything (drugged to the extreme the next morning with pain killers and numbing chemicals). 8 hours another day of this ongoing with me finally screaming in rage fighting and hitting the people responsible for this--the senator who came years ago to abuse yell fascistically at me, now threatening my life for having rushed to physicall attack him after shouting to go away go away go away. They all remain until I rush at them lunging in fury. The dirty nasty sick female who is connected to the English monarchy has been relegated to bring every fascist nazi english abuser and hater to assault me possible in the celebrity zone, there are so many---all are clamoring to get this contract and to participate from all minorities in congress who rush at me violently to white supremacist congress haters--this one very close to the source of much discontent for those slated to be excluded from life in general---very pompous about his entitlement to torture have me raped and poisoned, they all are. My brother smug and behaving like I am still being beaten and abused by him at the age of 14 when I left the hate situation my family had adopted because my mother was trying to get "in" with an "Italian" but American married man, the "Italians" in this tiny family-controlled cul-de-sac had installed mircophone relay systems so they could listen to my family abuse me (this was in 1978 before the internet) my brother was so violent I phoned the police and left that house the next day--forever. I saw him a few times, I had the blank mind controlled drugged assumption that he had "grown up" but alas, he lives in the perpetual abuse state having ensured I am stuck everywhere I go as he is promoted for endlessly ensuring my destruction, lack of health care. My family offered me an inheritance in a creep way 2 years ago, I saved the money but declined to have any further contract with them as they were abusive just in connecting me to the lawyers distributing the inheritance (I got the absolute lowest amount of all members)--and this they used to have social security cut off my income and it's been off for 6 months while I am fighting to have it reinstated and they worked with the 4th Reich to have this done. I was screaming at him in rage, as the hate parasitic rape cheerleader who is beloved by all senators presidents her sleazy and disgusting 16 years of stealing my ideas so her blank and hateful lack of personality can be embellished by my years and lifetime of reading and study, so that nazi white supremacy can appear like it has originality and any kind of creativity outside of endless repetition of murder revenge and upcommance plots which they rotate every year in their awards categories, until they latched on to stealing my ideas, and now torturing me as I scream ideas because they are so revolting their image their ugly sinister presence is so revolting--and I cannot stop responding instantly to their endless probing questions intermixed with extremew murder threats and then inquisitive questions and every thing I do, from going to the bathroom eating taking healing powders all my exercises for healing I created they are stealing and using as their own invention; so much that I do is original and not a copy I learned, they are stealing torturing and asking for ideaws literally non-stop. I cannot stop talking I can't stop responding. the drugs, my body is like enmeshed in not being able to breathe independently the technology and drug interface is so overwhelming. The smug and smirking dirty ugly sick skank sits smiling as I scream and fight for the 2nd year in a row of literal daily screaming and rage at English hate bigots assaulting me for over 8 hours per day--0the rapist who beat tortured and mutilated me, has had my plants killed is threatening my life then making sleazy sexual comments, sitting next to this foul and dirty ugly sick creep skank always they are partners probably as with all the men who rape me she tries to suck my life force energy out by having sex with them as well. Some of them at least--they sit next together all the men who rape me next to her, after she has had me poisoned nearly to death, still fighting to heal every day. My body aging rapidly she is laughing, the men make endless sneering comments about my breasts while I am naked as they sit for hours watching and commenting on all I do. Once i finally "break" after the 6-8 hour mark of literal non-stop literally every single second for over 6 to 8 hours without a moment of them shutting up for one single second with death trhreats abuse insults and probing questions I scream finally to shut up and die I scream hit them rush violently. It is torture and the senators are smug threatening to kill me constantly for lunging at them screaming to get off me to fuck off that they have already been killing me via poisoning and torture for years. It goes on and on. I might be able to "ignore' them if they were not drugging me so severely and my body racked with implants along my spine forcing a reaction that overwhelms my breathing and concentration--the implants are definitely in my brain and along my spine---without a doubt they force my muscles to spasm while people are slamming doors--the effect is unmistakable and has happened for years in this same sequence I do not flinch at noises like this, it is artificially created generated and forced upon me. They are so ugly and appear so rancid rotten stupid ugly and sick I scream that they are disgusting that I never want anything like them around me not for a minute much less 8-10 hours per day,e very day, then stupid sick teleportation skits of hate death and homelessness and me being abused, being put in stupid situations in an "edit" mode so I am waking to being in some negative situation in the middle of a posture I never created, like a movie edit stopping and starting my consciousness can be started and stopped with a press of a button in that state.//I am trying to work a way to not be overwhelmed, because these filthy sick creeps are meaningless scum in my opinion but I react as if I can't stop, and I literally cannot. //I ordered a music player and they blocked everything possible for every music player--this one supposedly came with no memory but they had it jacked-up so the memory is invisible but it is hacked and is turned off remotely like all the rest of the players they continue the death and torture deep sleep states. My body is aging my hair greying my body withering because of the energy this ugly sick skank sucks out smiriking and laughing. They keep asking me for ideas then destroying my finances so I have nothing. I am still waiting for the decision from social security whether my disability payments will be reinstated or not. They lied to me for 6 months, my family had my inheritance taken away and then my disability as well; this was a ploy it was not some random accident and they just arrived when I was being violently raped by the last lrapist from europigapeland with ugly skankalina presiding as they "made love" to each other sitting next to one another attacking me mutually--now it's the next one, the same thing but his English is much better so his verbal abuse is for 10 hours or more per day--endless extreme violent threats, violent abusive ugly rape, supposedly implying that I "deserve" it for fighting to save my life from this. My brother doing everything he can to protect the 4th Reich and that only I wil lbe a victim of any racism never he. I went into, in truth serum drugged torture microchip enhanced stress hate truth serum mode how nazis are definitely pursuing another genocide against jews and in america they want to pour in and create nazification of the already nazified and ocmpletely overtaken america by europigape nazi filth, and I am trying to quell this as much as possible. The denial is pure stupidity this ugly sinister creep I want nothing to do with, he creeps me out I am so disgusted by him it's a visceral reaction of disgust--and his smug pomposity that he's going to get more and more and more out of murdering me smiling stupid sick ignorant--denying that nazis are taking power that they want to destroy jews. I keep shouting how stupid he is, he threatens to break my arms. If there is, as I said today, any person the most violently and murderously inclined towards me it will be my family--as they are so groomed to murder me and have been working to achieve this with full applause endless promotions money poured into them as being symbols of jewish nazi partnership---they are the most threatening and the most dangerous--and so sick and stupid it's unbelievable trying to explain how they are putting nazis into power who will take away their homes if they want lebensraum--all I say they deny and shout with whining insult that I am stupid--I remind them that I lived in Germany for over 5 years because they were trying to kill me by having a metal rod made loose in my spine so my uncle bill could get "permission" to publish his gay magazine echo in Phoenix so they had me body fractured so I had no choice but to return to them, asking for help and health care--they made sure I got nothing they tried to put me in prison for a charge of theft of jewelry (I had no car, the situation was at night miles away from me with no car and buses all stopped and etc) and they had just killed the italian american mafia thug my mother had married talking the same night he died on the day he was leaving her and the house they had jointly purchased he wanted to save since he poured the bulk of the deposit from his money--and etc.. in a murder frenzy they were--I left with a metal rod loose in my spine and had to try to survive this until I left america for germany in 1991--I told him that i had to go to germany for years to try to survive the last murder attempt they had made on me, and I speak german lived around germans only speaking german met nazis know their mentality they have not changed their edicts to kill all jews and jews in america are a target. Told I was a stupid bitch death threats and it can't happen to him, only to be because i'm a "bitch" etc my disgusting brother and his nasty spawn brought to torment me, completely programmed to ask me "why" germans are intent on another genocide, which I said to him a few days ago, he was given a script for what to repeat so the english fuckers sitting on those chairs could steal the screaming ideas I spewed out unable to stop reacting--smug ugly shitalina smiriking adn smug the violent abusive fardy the tom actor not a cat or cool sitting next to his "Lover" as I know that is the endless program of dirty energy leech shitalina--and it goes on and on> I am trying to not react bvut when I do react after the 6 hour mark I become violent to get them off me, then they all threaten my life and it goes on and on--information and ideas they are taking down as I scream them and scream and fight. My hair turning white my body aging and breaking it's murder. I am still paralyzed from the poison they all poured into my body as they had the poison raped into my body and then torture so I can't heal--it's murder.