Saturday, June 3, 2023

,MAKE THEM PAY ME A LOT OF MONEY FOR THE DAMAGES THROUGH ALL THESE YEARS: Terrorist Report: fungus sprayed into a bag of rice I had sealed which was new and used once.

 I could tell the rice had been tampered with because of the way the bag had been resealed, which is not how I would do it and I could smell something nasty from the outside of the three bags I used to seal this rice. This is a huge sack of rice, something like 20 pounds of rice (maybe 10)? and it's been sprayed. There are little black flecks of something also in the rice. I have almost no food and I am waiting for a delivery of an item I need which has taken more than 4 times the usual waiting period. I could not buy all the food I needed to sit in this room as I usually do because of one of the attack situations which sucked my energy out of me, and then I have had to endlessly fight to continue the same situation of fighting ever since I was exhausted and drained weeks ago when I bought only enough food for a few days instead of two weeks. I will wash it off and hope that the years of poisoning won't turn into a sort of breaking point of toxicity in my body--as now I am using whatever money and resources to pay to not be poisoned with little money I have, which I could use to get water refilled at a water purification tank near this hate condo but the water is poisoned and filled with toxins I fear--it has been inserted with disgusting substances at the water filtration system machine--(after nasty dirty Greasy Graham the corruptician out of the Senate began abusing and attacking me when I said no to being exploited by another hateful bigot and used and exploited by him and his family and then being pushed down by them for their greasy nasty KKK power cartel

So I have to fight being poisoned non-stop and killed by poisoning, as I am already on the edge of utter collapse of my immune system and the stress and violence is a daily and nightly event 


can't anyone ever fucking stop this ever in American society? Can't anyone ever advocate for my human rights, my basic human rights?

Can't anyone make these fucking pig actors and their shit children and friends pay me for the damages they have inflicted so I can live in some decent place and have a bit more than always being on the edge of homelessness and death from poisoning and endlessly my body is mutilated and attacked while sleeping as they teleport and rape and abuse and threaten and it's absolute psychological violence as these filthy stupid pigs, who steal my ideas go off with their new homes new mansions new awards new lovers new lives new promotions new movie roles new franchises new businesses new accolades for being a pompous pig ape scum behaving in fascist Nazi Mafia genocidal protocols endlessly against me?


My "crime" is of saying NO to being exploited to death after years of pigs poisoning and raping me using date rape drugs--and by the time I was dying and was always blocked from health care in the shit USA--while I am now telling them to fuck off endlessly they only teleport and rape me always while I am sleeping, then teleported and in some binary state of being asleep and "awake" in teleportation in some other dimension, not able to see clearly but I can always recognize the filth and shit who are famous teleporting me--because they get in my face and insult and threaten and stick their greasy disgusting genitals and rape and punch and slap and spit at and urinate on and threaten and abuse and insult--every single night.


Can't anyone make this group of shit and filth pay me for damages they have been inflicting, nono-stop every single day, for over a decade, taking turns now endlessly one fucking pig ape shit creep from Whorewood or Congress or MSNBC or whatever crook crannies they emerge from when their masks are discarded for the snarling shit pig ape scum that they truly are behind all the posturing coached performances for tv?? Can't anyone ever advocate for me to live in peace at the very least? ***hackers deleted words and rewrote some of this post, so it reads as confusing in parts and almost incohesive. That is 100% due to hackers--I just try to read through the post to correct the worst of the deletions so the post makes some sense, so I have left it with all the confusing parts intact because I just sit here endlessly, day after day, writing about the torture and violence and it's never stopped so I'm not wastintg my time in rewriting these posts forever only to be silenced and tortured for having written them essentially asking this fucking readership to do something but none of you will or "can" because it's too scary to go against this 4th Reich group of vicious deadly sick disgusting creeps. You all just join in, assuming it's all a fun game. I hope you fuckers reading this get slaughtered by the system you have been indulging in so you can have your shit careers while the US careens out of control due to your stupidity and lax attention to what is authentic and what is real and what is critical for society to function.

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Trying to stretch the hard chunk of poison embedded into my back and spine and hips and skull and down my legs and into my arms a bit more loose today. The poisons are latched onto my ribs and I can't handle pulling on them for more than a few minutes. Before loosening up more of the layers of what could be similar to "shale", it proved to be a slippery substance where I was able to do much more stretching of my body--but as more of it comes out, the deeper the rest sinks into my interior---skin, muscles, viscerae, tendons, joints, like a python wrapping itself into the most deep pockets of my body. I have to rip interior tissue out at tiny levels, like maybe at the cellular level or bits of interior skin tissue must be ripped to get the poison out--so imagine what that is like. It also shifts my body chemistry when a tiny bit loosens and I am utterly sick for the rest of the day. I did a detox a few weeks ago and the slippery upper layers came out in a huge sickness and exhaustion (while the greedy sleazy dirty foul celebrities where coming at me like locusts to get their endless YEARS of awards and roles and promotions--waiting for me to marginally "heal" from another day of the poison that they have been repoisoning me with so I remain unable to meet people, go out, have a life, while they incessantly call me a "loser" for not having a life.

They laugh about the grey streak in my hair, which has been caused not only from stress and poisoning and drugging affecting my kidneys and liver, plus the detox which drains me daily as I fight without end to rid my body of this hard chunk that is like a hard interior turtle's shell.

--------------------and waiting, and waiting and waiting for any political entity to state with chagrin that what is happening to me is anti-social, it's amoral, it's anti-Constitutional--the Constitution lawyer part of the Select Committee to investigate the Jan 6 coup joined in the "fun" of insulting and abusing me, while I told him and his partner (his political partner in crime) that I have been mutilated and poisoned, they laughed and joked about it while going on tv to proclaim how the Constitution has not been adhered to by #45, as they operate to attack me under the approving eye of #46 and his minion Krapola Harris, and her black woman caucus out of Whorewood, california and the rest of that fake idolatry group


But the creeps who are attacking me for the TENTH YEAR IN A ROW with non-stop hacking into my system of their putrid faces which causes a tremor of disgust that goes up my poison-caked spine, which means it's a strong physical reaction of disgust. It's something that victims of rape perhaps undergo, probably, but people only think that as the preordained "sex trafficking sex slave' that they have relegated me to, I must "get used" to it and not feel shivers of sickness seeing the putrid filth that has been attacking me for a decade (and longer, trust me, I have been in the crosshairs of the people attacking me for longer than merely a decade--some of them have actively been going after me since the late 90's--it's never ending).

And they keep violently assaulting me when their putrid movies and shit tv shows are on the verge of opening--thus the psychodope contingent are once more attacking me. A decade of writing about Depp and his filthy dirty ugly spawn has resulted in NOTHING stopping them from furthering their careers by endless YEARS AND YEARS AND YEARS of deadly assault upon me. The French pig ape wealthy literally give a standing ovation and the most expensive top level plastic surgery to the shit ugly daughter spawn in order for the French shit to infiltrate America through these greedy and dumb sleazy psyhodope scum pair--(the father obviously not just a rapist and woman-beater but obviously has pedophile tendencies).

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And the tv show that this filthy skank is attacking me, has been attacking me with that black nazi out of Canada--is about mind programming for black men to worship nazi blonde women--behind the thin "plot" the imagery displays this, and whatever narrative that ensues from this sick porno trashy tv show, it's really about desensitizing the public to sleaze and porn mentality in order to further numb and dumb down the public, and to penetrate through sexual titillation and psychological trauma violence mind programming through the guise of a plot about a "cult". 

Mind programming for the 4th Reich. Americans are applauding, the French are handing this group of filth every single ounce of money to completely reconfigure the contours of their bodies and faces to completely refabricate them into Europigape dummy models viciously laughing as they torture and rape. If people were actually instructed to read A Tale of Two Cities by Dickens, they would have a more familiarity with this type of fascist indoctrination as this is a topic that NONE of these crappy movies based on the book EVER dig into--but it's a central theme of the book. The descriptive narrative that Dickens offers is only easily accessible as metaphor and simile and is very powerful and poignant in all the viciousness and death and sickness that accompanies this program--which is being rebuilt and sent to America via this group of shit from Whorewood, but in the form of this tv show in particular.


As I fight endlessly to stop this, I get politicians like Taylor-Green who absolutely embraces the Europigape fascist ideology and worships everything Europigape and is nasty and sleazy towards me--for no other reason than I am fighting to not be subjected to torture and exploitation which these pig apes all lavishly leer about in the ease with which they are alloted these technologies in order to inflict almost every kind of sick rape and torture system upon me. I have been told that I am the "only one" who has this MK ULTRA microchip system intact that they can exploit. I seriously doubt that is accurate as I mean to say it's a lie. 

so they never stop attacking me and the system of hate enlarges and grows with your full permission and silence---whomever you are reading this, I know some of you but not all by any means--or perhaps no one is reading this---

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Extreme drugging/nervous system attacks via implants along my spine & into my brain--8 hours of literal non-stop abuse from this English And nazi team of another senator from congress, the same rape enabler who is the front-runner face of anti-violence against women and me2 rape culture to oust the jewish weinstein so her company and the rest can overtake h-wood --antisemitism so openly expressed that obviously Nazis and virulent racists are behind this contract out on me. My brother stating that only I will experience violence, with his full participation and that Germans are trustworthy not racists it can't happen to him. for using sexual and physical violence against me instantly after more than 30 years of never having seen him, never contacting him except for him smirking about a situation the nazis forced on me, he is lunging at me to gain more promotions and allowance to get everything for free for handing me over to murder, essentially. Me, drugged so badly I cannot stop reacting to every question, hours of asking me for ideas as the English scriptwriters and director and the endless leech parasite this ugly sinister putrid creep female who is endlessly pushing violent beef-body-build "men" out of europ-a-land to violently rape me, the more abusive and humiliating the more they are praised and awarded; she is the representative for the United Nations and for Chuck Schumer in all legislation against rape and domestic violence against women. Put deliberately there really to give permission for rape if it's racist-based rather than anything else. beloved so greatly by the grateful rapist thugs surrounding her, the minority minions lavishing praise making antisemitic comments at me--Jews in particular are very hostile and laughing smirking it can only happen to me, not them. The drugs are so insidious that are injected pumped into my bladder while I sleep--must get up every night to alleviate what they inject so I am drugged--it is a nasty horrific murderous chemical and drug forcing hate, along with extreme shifts of my brainwaves I can't even control my breathing--my entire spine is coated in hard chemicals in which microchip implants directly affecting my spine are buried from the 3 complete surgeries I have had---(the hardening poisons made my spine crooked, the terrorists fractured my vertebrae while I was unconscious after they orchestrated mostly harmless "accidents' and in the deep brain implant state, I am rendered completely unconscious and unable to feel anything (drugged to the extreme the next morning with pain killers and numbing chemicals). 8 hours another day of this ongoing with me finally screaming in rage fighting and hitting the people responsible for this--the senator who came years ago to abuse yell fascistically at me, now threatening my life for having rushed to physicall attack him after shouting to go away go away go away. They all remain until I rush at them lunging in fury. The dirty nasty sick female who is connected to the English monarchy has been relegated to bring every fascist nazi english abuser and hater to assault me possible in the celebrity zone, there are so many---all are clamoring to get this contract and to participate from all minorities in congress who rush at me violently to white supremacist congress haters--this one very close to the source of much discontent for those slated to be excluded from life in general---very pompous about his entitlement to torture have me raped and poisoned, they all are. My brother smug and behaving like I am still being beaten and abused by him at the age of 14 when I left the hate situation my family had adopted because my mother was trying to get "in" with an "Italian" but American married man, the "Italians" in this tiny family-controlled cul-de-sac had installed mircophone relay systems so they could listen to my family abuse me (this was in 1978 before the internet) my brother was so violent I phoned the police and left that house the next day--forever. I saw him a few times, I had the blank mind controlled drugged assumption that he had "grown up" but alas, he lives in the perpetual abuse state having ensured I am stuck everywhere I go as he is promoted for endlessly ensuring my destruction, lack of health care. My family offered me an inheritance in a creep way 2 years ago, I saved the money but declined to have any further contract with them as they were abusive just in connecting me to the lawyers distributing the inheritance (I got the absolute lowest amount of all members)--and this they used to have social security cut off my income and it's been off for 6 months while I am fighting to have it reinstated and they worked with the 4th Reich to have this done. I was screaming at him in rage, as the hate parasitic rape cheerleader who is beloved by all senators presidents her sleazy and disgusting 16 years of stealing my ideas so her blank and hateful lack of personality can be embellished by my years and lifetime of reading and study, so that nazi white supremacy can appear like it has originality and any kind of creativity outside of endless repetition of murder revenge and upcommance plots which they rotate every year in their awards categories, until they latched on to stealing my ideas, and now torturing me as I scream ideas because they are so revolting their image their ugly sinister presence is so revolting--and I cannot stop responding instantly to their endless probing questions intermixed with extremew murder threats and then inquisitive questions and every thing I do, from going to the bathroom eating taking healing powders all my exercises for healing I created they are stealing and using as their own invention; so much that I do is original and not a copy I learned, they are stealing torturing and asking for ideaws literally non-stop. I cannot stop talking I can't stop responding. the drugs, my body is like enmeshed in not being able to breathe independently the technology and drug interface is so overwhelming. The smug and smirking dirty ugly sick skank sits smiling as I scream and fight for the 2nd year in a row of literal daily screaming and rage at English hate bigots assaulting me for over 8 hours per day--0the rapist who beat tortured and mutilated me, has had my plants killed is threatening my life then making sleazy sexual comments, sitting next to this foul and dirty ugly sick creep skank always they are partners probably as with all the men who rape me she tries to suck my life force energy out by having sex with them as well. Some of them at least--they sit next together all the men who rape me next to her, after she has had me poisoned nearly to death, still fighting to heal every day. My body aging rapidly she is laughing, the men make endless sneering comments about my breasts while I am naked as they sit for hours watching and commenting on all I do. Once i finally "break" after the 6-8 hour mark of literal non-stop literally every single second for over 6 to 8 hours without a moment of them shutting up for one single second with death trhreats abuse insults and probing questions I scream finally to shut up and die I scream hit them rush violently. It is torture and the senators are smug threatening to kill me constantly for lunging at them screaming to get off me to fuck off that they have already been killing me via poisoning and torture for years. It goes on and on. I might be able to "ignore' them if they were not drugging me so severely and my body racked with implants along my spine forcing a reaction that overwhelms my breathing and concentration--the implants are definitely in my brain and along my spine---without a doubt they force my muscles to spasm while people are slamming doors--the effect is unmistakable and has happened for years in this same sequence I do not flinch at noises like this, it is artificially created generated and forced upon me. They are so ugly and appear so rancid rotten stupid ugly and sick I scream that they are disgusting that I never want anything like them around me not for a minute much less 8-10 hours per day,e very day, then stupid sick teleportation skits of hate death and homelessness and me being abused, being put in stupid situations in an "edit" mode so I am waking to being in some negative situation in the middle of a posture I never created, like a movie edit stopping and starting my consciousness can be started and stopped with a press of a button in that state.//I am trying to work a way to not be overwhelmed, because these filthy sick creeps are meaningless scum in my opinion but I react as if I can't stop, and I literally cannot. //I ordered a music player and they blocked everything possible for every music player--this one supposedly came with no memory but they had it jacked-up so the memory is invisible but it is hacked and is turned off remotely like all the rest of the players they continue the death and torture deep sleep states. My body is aging my hair greying my body withering because of the energy this ugly sick skank sucks out smiriking and laughing. They keep asking me for ideas then destroying my finances so I have nothing. I am still waiting for the decision from social security whether my disability payments will be reinstated or not. They lied to me for 6 months, my family had my inheritance taken away and then my disability as well; this was a ploy it was not some random accident and they just arrived when I was being violently raped by the last lrapist from europigapeland with ugly skankalina presiding as they "made love" to each other sitting next to one another attacking me mutually--now it's the next one, the same thing but his English is much better so his verbal abuse is for 10 hours or more per day--endless extreme violent threats, violent abusive ugly rape, supposedly implying that I "deserve" it for fighting to save my life from this. My brother doing everything he can to protect the 4th Reich and that only I wil lbe a victim of any racism never he. I went into, in truth serum drugged torture microchip enhanced stress hate truth serum mode how nazis are definitely pursuing another genocide against jews and in america they want to pour in and create nazification of the already nazified and ocmpletely overtaken america by europigape nazi filth, and I am trying to quell this as much as possible. The denial is pure stupidity this ugly sinister creep I want nothing to do with, he creeps me out I am so disgusted by him it's a visceral reaction of disgust--and his smug pomposity that he's going to get more and more and more out of murdering me smiling stupid sick ignorant--denying that nazis are taking power that they want to destroy jews. I keep shouting how stupid he is, he threatens to break my arms. If there is, as I said today, any person the most violently and murderously inclined towards me it will be my family--as they are so groomed to murder me and have been working to achieve this with full applause endless promotions money poured into them as being symbols of jewish nazi partnership---they are the most threatening and the most dangerous--and so sick and stupid it's unbelievable trying to explain how they are putting nazis into power who will take away their homes if they want lebensraum--all I say they deny and shout with whining insult that I am stupid--I remind them that I lived in Germany for over 5 years because they were trying to kill me by having a metal rod made loose in my spine so my uncle bill could get "permission" to publish his gay magazine echo in Phoenix so they had me body fractured so I had no choice but to return to them, asking for help and health care--they made sure I got nothing they tried to put me in prison for a charge of theft of jewelry (I had no car, the situation was at night miles away from me with no car and buses all stopped and etc) and they had just killed the italian american mafia thug my mother had married talking the same night he died on the day he was leaving her and the house they had jointly purchased he wanted to save since he poured the bulk of the deposit from his money--and etc.. in a murder frenzy they were--I left with a metal rod loose in my spine and had to try to survive this until I left america for germany in 1991--I told him that i had to go to germany for years to try to survive the last murder attempt they had made on me, and I speak german lived around germans only speaking german met nazis know their mentality they have not changed their edicts to kill all jews and jews in america are a target. Told I was a stupid bitch death threats and it can't happen to him, only to be because i'm a "bitch" etc my disgusting brother and his nasty spawn brought to torment me, completely programmed to ask me "why" germans are intent on another genocide, which I said to him a few days ago, he was given a script for what to repeat so the english fuckers sitting on those chairs could steal the screaming ideas I spewed out unable to stop reacting--smug ugly shitalina smiriking adn smug the violent abusive fardy the tom actor not a cat or cool sitting next to his "Lover" as I know that is the endless program of dirty energy leech shitalina--and it goes on and on> I am trying to not react bvut when I do react after the 6 hour mark I become violent to get them off me, then they all threaten my life and it goes on and on--information and ideas they are taking down as I scream them and scream and fight. My hair turning white my body aging and breaking it's murder. I am still paralyzed from the poison they all poured into my body as they had the poison raped into my body and then torture so I can't heal--it's murder.