Thursday, June 22, 2023

Failed State: The sickness of my dying country continues. The pig apes controlling the tech and rotted "culture" believe that their techno-warm-gloved tyranny spouting "Democracy!" every minute into cameras and "Freedom", believe that all the implants, mind programming and convenience is going to absolutely prove a world of happy slaves servicing rotten parasites who are truly plastic-coated psychopathic killing dumb bots to begin with, being handled people embedded and people glued to tubes and screens to control. This includes politicians of highest rank down cascading to the lowest and entertainers lacking anything but sleazy posturing entitlement that they have been coached to emulate by their fascist Nazi/mafia 4th Reich exploiters who they gyrate for and get awarded by.

 Introducing the general theme of all my posts I have written since I became exposed in the "private" covert torture situation of being teleported and having to have my disdain for them turned into shock and then chagrin and then dislike and then hate and then trying to kill them if I can only reach them trying to get away begging the filthy United States culture--or so rotten now to the core lack thereof of culture--to please get this shit off me. Only the next generation of fascist Nazi politicians come to replace the old, the old dinos completely plastic surgery modified claim that what they had so augustly ruled is now a "circus" and they were so austere and professional. It was they, the lousy and the profane, who turned America into a huge global sick joke upon the planet of death and hate.

But meanwhile, I was teleported while in deepest sleep to some scumbag yelling from an oblique angle, of course they always come from behind or at some visual angle the target is unprepared for--while my vision of course is impaired, and I am "woken up" in the deep sleep state with two body entities separated and vision largely remaining in my prime body state where I am being sliced and damaged by mechanical arms (formerly raped my hips put out of alignment my money stolen) and then I am forced to have to be around vicious dirty foul and stupid sick professional scumbag whores who act like filth and crap and are exalted for it by a dirty dark money vacuum of skill in political realms of hate and murder and imperialistic 4th Reich Nazism and criminal Mafia partnership.

Thusly--the scumbag, whichever one it was, or one of the onlookers vying for a higher position in Whorewood, began shouting at me while I was in this dark passage, not able to see really where I was, not knowing which angle this attack was coming from, only "waking up" in a time-frame of about 30 seconds--shouting as this pig ape had been instructed to do like a fascist-- with rage and hate at me some insult as I was in some dark passage way, (confined on all sides by some structure) I grimaced and grit my teeth to brace and then I was put into some dark sleep state, waking up to all the panoramic views of the shit whores in my mind fleeting from years of the sickness I have been exposed to, like some pornographic vile display of hate and ugliness, bigotry to the extreme and all behaving and following one single script for their promotions; it comes to my mind as I wake up--I always forget to breathe because I am now in my real state but the shock to my system can be seen clearly on the deterioration of my body into premature old age and destruction of my health and life---which I strive to rejuvenate every day--they severed otu part of my uterus and have been inflicting daily torture upon me that spans hours per day never ending day and night--with cheers, giggles and applause and full participation from highest political sources and their greasy dirty nasty media counterparts--so I go through the panorama of the pigs attacking me in my mind, and relive shortly their years of violence as I have been fighting for this concept of freedom and democracy and fairness and to stop racism--as I am shunned, tortured, mutilated and violated for every day. I hear on the "alternative" news sources that poor Julian Assange is such a victim. The very people who endlessly sympathize with this man from Australia who published top secret US military torture information is held up as a hero. AT least ONE of the people who has proven to be a main pundit for Assange whom I met briefly one time decades ago has hacked his videos with his "America is an Imperialistic death culture" style rhetoric since before T-rump came to power. Nary a single thing has he done with his following cult members who shower him with applause the longer he remains silent about this actual travesty facing the United States and the world which his technocratic buddies in high power, who sit alongside him in the academic halls, all have worked on, their Theses and all the feces they have accrued towards their research contract for the behavior modification, and the lecturing is part of that behavior modification so people feel appeased in their sole representative who goes along but makes very light-weight condemnation which is vociferously praised and endlessly rehashed for podcasts created by Progressives who all chime in that Poor Julian Assange is a great hero of American freedom and expression. They watch silently as I am silenced and I fight for actual freedom from torture as they join in because they need to have their air time in media podcasts and news interviews about how Julian Assange is being tortured for trying to expose US Government torture, which they fully support either actively or by doing nothing and continuing the silence when I do it. Obviously this is a racist-based differentiation because white male with white hair is so much more deserving of concern when he is imprisoned but when I am TORTURED AND MUTILATED for writing about state-sponsored torture and I fight against the system which puts these fakes into positions to blather about how they "care" they remain mute and the violence is never stopped as they continue to feign that they "care". How many of them have connections to Whorewood, I wonder? Well, many of these Progressives who are so damn concerned about freedom of press and Julian Assange have joined in with the filth pig ape whores of Whorewood to teleport me and then they have gone off happily being re-put into "lead" position of alternative voices condemning abuse-of-power--the roles they have been paid in huge sums to play.


Thusly, I remain in the vice of the criminal sleazy whores of all the various branches of American incompetence and ineptitude, well-coached, trained, modified and pumped up by endless awards and rhetoric about how they are "the best"; and their antics of violence that have accumulated into a vortex of a shit stain upon humanity that Whorewood and Congress and the "Search and Destroy" society that has emerged after all the covert murders, assassinations in America that have plagued the country with ineptitude put into highest position.

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I do not refer to well-educated a$$-groving professionals as being incapable of doing their crap jobs of lying, stealing and then posing as "Democratic" pundits for "Freedom" and "Democracy".

I mean the most basic and inherent necessary qualification to handle such an entity based on fighting ancient regimes of oppression as America has stood for, not functioning in this capacity by any means but the standard has lowered until the jockeying for higher position by demonstrating absolute affinity for fascist Nazi and Mafia criminal and genocidal inclusion are the standard by which anyone is "allowed" to basically survive the onslaught of violence upon humanity as a whole that the United States has since been generating.

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In short, what you perceive as a smiling host of plastic surgery miracle performers is truly anathema to further survival of the planet. They are so short-sighted and greedy and incapable of human compassion with the tech they are being handed absolute destruction is assured--hopefully it will be mutually-assured so they cancel each other out.

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This group of undeserving shit ape whore pigs from Whorewood with the endless rotation of lying, sleazy dirty shit politicians coming at me with parasitic vicious intent to exploit, torture, mutilate (and that's the "Democrat" feminists and their "freedom/Democrat" male partners and the Republicans are just thrilled and delighted and rush at me with death threats as their counterpart Democrats just jump on in and then are included in the higher rankings of political power, shitty fake "feminist" tv shows and how incredible they are (NOT).)


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This group of loveless, meaningless whore shit has stolen idea after idea from me for over a decade with not just NO money repayment but destruction of my entire body to the point I have been fighting for my life to not suffocate with poisoning and have been detoxifying for 12 years (and much longer, but I was not fighting every single day to protect my food and life because I didn't understand the magnitude of this organization prior and even then, I am still always shocked that every single creep who joins in the teleportation is actually a disgusting bot imitation of the entire group of meaningless shit who claim they are independent and original).

Stealing my concepts and ideas, they then torture me afterwards, block my ability to earn any money, scream "loser" at me constantly, have me raped by a rotation of shit pig "men" whom I just listened to the crap they come out with, like most of the planet, beguiled and mesmerized by the very coached performance they have all spent years in acting class perfecting as if to appear "normal" and that this image is actually what they truly are and not a fabricated construction, concealing absolute malice and sleaze, selfishness and any lack of higher intelligence worthy of leadership position. That includes the Ivy-league professionals in Congress. 

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So, rather than even THANK me for the ideas they have stolen, according to the contract some Europigapes concocted while they were stealing ideas from me, (a pig out of London, with ties to English Royalty because his daddy painted portraits of the Royalty YEARS and decades ago) and now the rotten pig ape scumbag son--old by now, don't know how old but he's old like a rotten dirty foul dead thing--he has to appear maverick and original although all he is is a complete imitation of the good ole boy rape and plunder Imperialist fascist 4th Reich shit society out of London which I have lost all respect for, as they have shown me murder and hate even though I have only tried to befriend them and have never harmed them. They then have ushered in shit after shit wealthy English fucktard with a lot of money, bestowed by a corrupt Crown system, to rape and steal and then pass me off to the whores who obtained their positions by showing their T's & A to onlooking rape old pig men, and then there is the actual real Italian mafia with their French Connections to the Brooklyn Mafia which the US Government has been working hand-in-hand with since WWII (or earlier, much earlier in their secret societies).

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So they were handed this contract to steal ideas, torture me for having the ideas, blocking my every attempt to have a career so they can claim I am a "loser" so they have poisoned me into paralysis and blocked all finances except for basic bare subpoverty non-survival financial dire straits--keeping me blocked from earning anything and screaming at me in hate using teleportation endlessly that I am some "loser" and have never done "anything and nothing" and etc. I have done so many things and studied and obtained a graduate degree in Criminal Justice which, after having seen the crime of the leadership (or lack thereof) of the United States, studying Criminal Justice is just a precursor to understanding how to circumvent the legal system and commit major crime the higher you climb the pig ape ladder until you reach Europigapeland approval and get red carpet treatment and mansions if you commit every act of internal sabotage against people like me in America, the targets the Nazi 3rd Reich screamed were nothing and "losers" and then mass murdered more than 6 million Jews and many others. 

So they just keep on torturing me after the stupid pig ape shit have made millions off stealing my ideas and mutilating me so my body is a flaccid and broken down destroyed thing that I can't look at in sunlight they have put so many scars, blemishes--my hair is so damaged my skin is like sandpaper my hair has huge grey streaks from them putting follicle killing chemicals on my scalp--every day.

Adn they never stop torturing me. They have stolen my cat and killed and robbed and raped.

Nothing I write about this seems to shock anyone or move anyone to make any move towards some semblance of a fair society.

Not the shit lawyers and attorneys in Congress who have studied Constitutional Law and spout bs to the public about how they are fighting for freedom when they are actually vying to be included in the higher tier of the Senate so they can be truly more welcomed into the Nazi 4th Reich club. That is just a small example of how these ignoramus filth crap losers of life are behaving and it's being handled as if a glorious triumph for the Europigape cartel of Imperialistic overtake of American society.

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But the shit whores I have to deal with all scream and yell at me using fascist behavior, mutilation, death threats constantly, babies held by their filthy dirty minions surrounding me

and America just continues to lavish these pig apes with every kind of award and prize and applause possible.

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I know that the networks of hate and murder abound all across America from coast-to-coast, and I know that every law enforcement agency fully conforms to this group of shit and is only part and parcel of the hate and murder culture that is now openly baring it's fangs while the "opposition" (completely fake) feigns shock and dismay and the pundits of false narratives spout shock and dismay for their media "News" exploits, fully aware of the problem and laughing and giggling about how they are going to get their own tv shows when they comply with fascist Nazism. 

There is no color or race differentiation now amongst the plundering scum of this organization, any longer. All the activists have been slowly and covertly assassinated off and the rest are completely brainwashed as I have been. 

Even with my years of experience of being mind controlled and knowing how it operates, I am usually manipulated and fall into the teleological trap of "beleiving" that some creep lecturing about justice and fairness is authentic. I click on the bs shit they post and hack into my youtube and then I am beset by their terrorism as they join into the group. Imagine the generations coming out of skunk Musk's brain implant factories--the fellatio slaves the willing sacrificial victims who will do anything to be slowly murdered so they have a chance at some "career" if only they are affixed to a "handler" who will poison them to death when they get tired of them and want to see them dead--which they will enjoy exploiting and will also enjoy killing and then will enjoy stealing whatever that person has accrued all their life.

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The politician who came to threaten to kill me for fighting to stop putrid rich white pig ape men, this "first woman" in power who is supposed to represent white female Nazi/Mafia power aspirations who has fully incorporated male rape culture into her posturing for political power --and oh, by the way, she was trained in Whorewood, California USA and you can find her listed on IMDB because she was trained to pretend she cares, professional acting classes and has performed in some thing I never looked it up it's probably a dirty greasy semi-porn "feminist" scam celluloid crap thing just so this creep can demonstrate her fascist Nazi Mafia propensities for the casting couch fascist who also put their whores into political power through the agency of Whorewood into Congress (it's not the East Coast controlling the media or entertainment now it's completely the other way around, contrary to the distortions and lies that people claim about how the real power base is back in the East --"Jews" they claim, ever so racist and lying and false using the same old Nazi lie and acorn that it's the "jews" who control all the finance and all the problems the sleaze and corruption comes from "Jews" from Jew-York as the black Nazis call it or whatever they also do as followers of white supremacy indoctrinating their own masses into black nazi inclusion with full hate against "Jews")

But this Oreo shit sandwich had been and is still being lead by this "woman" in power, calling herself a Europigape in origin but she was raised as a Mafia scumbag on the East Coast--told to destroy "jews" and that has been a platform for the Congress-backed Mafia for years as part of the overall US 4th Reich Nazi unspoken policy.

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Congress is now a "joke" this joke of a politician claims. Having been trained extensively--and I saw clips of her in the early 90's and I can attest that her voice, her face and every single thing about her has been Whorewood modified, completely altered, much work has been done to re-configure this rotten creep so her voice is softer and sounds like a computer-generated AI bot, her fake smile and her plastic surgery and endless extremely expensive attire rotation (never wears the same thing twice--all the money she has stolen "from the American people" has been used, in part, to furnish her wardrobe and her acting and speaking classes.

That it's now a Circus once she has left. What I saw of this filthy vile clownish skank was a disgusting clown putrid filth whore, fully embracing racist rape and genocidal clownish filth put into highest political office in the form of nasty and dirty actors who also have been likewise trained in how to feign having a mind and some semblance of a positive "spirit" (completely devoid and plastic-surgery coated over).

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It was SHE and her antics of hate, submerged behind a huge veil of top security clearance by the dinosaur-in-Chief, fully committed to an "Italian" Nazi Mafia controlled techno hate tyranny society--his wife is "Italian" an American creepy woman I saw grab with her hand at the crotch area of a guard on the day of their inauguration. Sleazy and a grabby creep for a "woman" whom this rotten dino-in-chief claims is of "Italian" origin and thus he's tough himself because his daddy told him so many things which he listens to (the pig apes always have their mommys and daddies as reference whenever they make public speeches, letting you know that they obey authority and the real code underneath it all is Big Daddy whom they listen to and obey. The black women also use this same tactic and it's put into 2nd Dino position.

And so, it's disgusting for me to have to see this. If only I had just "accepted" I would have been poisoned to death and beaten and raped and abused to death by now.

But waiting for anything sane to come out of this, when I see the line-up of the next generation of crap vying to be put into positions of power, who are less trained, some of them, appear to be more authentically fascist than their predecessors, and thus the coached and plastic-surgery rape skanks claim that they are far "superior" to the less-coated and less-trained in acting followers whom they actually were the representation of graft and easy cheap and sleazy deadly money-making endeavors using this technology of teleportation to appease the Europigape Dark Money donors and to have more opportunities to work at the Consulate in Italy, have more standing ovations, go to the Vienna Opera with full welcome and applause for their participation in making America a broken down colony for Europigape invasion and overtake, through these sick and stupid albeit sometimes very well-educated pig apes

As I have to see this constantly. All the ideas they tortured out of me on how to heal, they return with deadly poisoning and go off getting every award for it. I spend my entire life fighting to heal and clean now, that is all I do, and begging online for some kind of fucking response from my country and there is NONE.

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So it's a disgusting culture--or lack thereof--I fully can't stand America any longer and it's leadership. There is nothing left. But they still won't leave me alone even though I am halfway across the planet telling them I hope they are raped and beaten to death that they are shit I try to hit them and kill them but they have made me so frail and sick I can't be any kind of deadly threat in response to years of slow murder and torture. The stress is killing me. 

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*As usual, the disgusting crap surrounding me in this condo torture unit chamber have hacked into this post and deleted/rewritten to discredit my writing and me. I re-read it and the parts about skunk Musk and his implants were completely deleted, every sentence. Many such sentences were deleted in this post. Musk's nasty implant factory is going to provide, these worthless sleazy parasites hope, fellatio slaves, bend-over slaves, pedophile paradises as most of these pigs are truly sexually debased and can't wait to debase anyone they hate and want to ravage and destroy, they hope, for the rest of their lives using this tech. 

Apartheid Nazi Musk has been elevated by my sick society into top wealth and leadership position since T-rump was handed this nefarious death technology by the same crap group which has latched onto torturing and mutilating and destroying me since 2013. 

They are just torturing me now to say "yes" to them extracting a baby out of me. I imagine how I can kill them and wish them death every day. They have cut out part of my uterus, mutilated me non-stop after forcing "love" rape out of me where I was so drugged I made passionate "love" to ugly sleazy worthless "men" while groups of pigs and whores watched on applauding these men for being rapists using genocidal language and abusing and torturing and insulting me immediately afterwards. When I finally tried to hypnotize myself into not responding with "love" to people essentially murdering me and stealing everything from me and destroying me afterwards and insulting and abusing and poisoning and laughing as I begged them to stop pounding poison into my body and then torturing me afterwards as they laughed and were handed awards and lead roles for themselves and their now sick and putrid filth whore children and groups of friends, endless oscillating filth creeps from Whorewood and Congress now encircling me with hate to pump out more from me as I cringe in hate after first having been friendly, loving and nice to them. Years, literally years of the pig shit from Whorewood sitting on chairs staring at me and taking notes after they would have "trauma" sleep teleportation skits forced upon me, so they then acted vaguely "friendly" as I was "desperate" in this most vulnerable deep sleep state, I told them ideas as it was like a "friendly" sort of mind-sucking enterprise to suck everything out of me for their own use.

Instead of even thanking me for the ideas they all stole, they continued the torture to suck out more and more and more and more, and then mutilation for me fighting to get one ugly filthy pig ape shit man or woman to stop raping me as I reacted with "love" and then disgust and tried to pry them off, as the energy life-sucking parasites tried to literally suck my sexual energy out of me while I was in a paralyzed sleep excessively drugged state as they abused and insulted and stole from me and sprayed stinking filth into my body and property immediately after they would have me give them full passion and love, which they obtained by poisoning and drugging me slowly to death and then raping me while I was sleeping in a sick and dying state.


NOTHING OF THIS is shocking to anyone who is reading this. 

Thus I can only state that the United States is a sick clown circus as I wrote above, and when Nancy Pelosi states that after she stepped down the House of Reps is now something of a circus, she fully created that environment as has Biden, Trump, Obama, et al.

You reading this now, as well. Certainly I haven't done any of this except through my drugged up conformity to doing nothing. That is how I know that most of you are likewise drugged or under mind control. None of you care, as I didn't care until I had to realize my very life was under constant threat which I have been fighting to stop for over a decade. My country is completely gone is would appear. What am I fighting for? At this point, just for myself. But I so detest these filthy dirty shit creeps teleporting me and the stupid sick system which they claim is so superior to me but they can't stop invading my every private click on the internet, what I listen to, to see what they can steal to appear original or compassionate or have original ideas or care about anything else but their orgiastic greed consumption and profiteering.

They want a baby out of me to complete some "research" on generational mind control implant technology. I want the 4th Reich dead and gone and will try my best to destroy them. AS I am alone and absolutely not a single piece of shit in any position of "power" in the United States will do a single thing to thwart this ambition to have a 4th Reich colonized destroyed country with implanted bots to be raped, fucked, tortured and murdered or for wealthy to obtain endless body enhancements as they try to make people dumbed down to the point of having no ideas or mind as these soulless creeps have monopolized every Party every opposition and they believe that in the long run this will create some kind of perfect luxury plantation for them to rule in, like their slave societies of yore, back in old Europigapeland even before the 3rd Reich, stemming back millennia. To wit, America was supposed to be a reaction against, it has thoroughly been compromised and is a dying cesspool at this point. Rotten Apartheid Nazi Musk, you all believe, is truly your "friend" in helping white trash boys and girls to have a wonderful plantation society with Europigapes coming into help them have "class and style" in the upcoming plantation master-slave technocracy.

I seriously don't think that anything resembling this will occur as the result will become something of a destroyed Failed State on the Failed State index of global countries.

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Extreme drugging/nervous system attacks via implants along my spine & into my brain--8 hours of literal non-stop abuse from this English And nazi team of another senator from congress, the same rape enabler who is the front-runner face of anti-violence against women and me2 rape culture to oust the jewish weinstein so her company and the rest can overtake h-wood --antisemitism so openly expressed that obviously Nazis and virulent racists are behind this contract out on me. My brother stating that only I will experience violence, with his full participation and that Germans are trustworthy not racists it can't happen to him. for using sexual and physical violence against me instantly after more than 30 years of never having seen him, never contacting him except for him smirking about a situation the nazis forced on me, he is lunging at me to gain more promotions and allowance to get everything for free for handing me over to murder, essentially. Me, drugged so badly I cannot stop reacting to every question, hours of asking me for ideas as the English scriptwriters and director and the endless leech parasite this ugly sinister putrid creep female who is endlessly pushing violent beef-body-build "men" out of europ-a-land to violently rape me, the more abusive and humiliating the more they are praised and awarded; she is the representative for the United Nations and for Chuck Schumer in all legislation against rape and domestic violence against women. Put deliberately there really to give permission for rape if it's racist-based rather than anything else. beloved so greatly by the grateful rapist thugs surrounding her, the minority minions lavishing praise making antisemitic comments at me--Jews in particular are very hostile and laughing smirking it can only happen to me, not them. The drugs are so insidious that are injected pumped into my bladder while I sleep--must get up every night to alleviate what they inject so I am drugged--it is a nasty horrific murderous chemical and drug forcing hate, along with extreme shifts of my brainwaves I can't even control my breathing--my entire spine is coated in hard chemicals in which microchip implants directly affecting my spine are buried from the 3 complete surgeries I have had---(the hardening poisons made my spine crooked, the terrorists fractured my vertebrae while I was unconscious after they orchestrated mostly harmless "accidents' and in the deep brain implant state, I am rendered completely unconscious and unable to feel anything (drugged to the extreme the next morning with pain killers and numbing chemicals). 8 hours another day of this ongoing with me finally screaming in rage fighting and hitting the people responsible for this--the senator who came years ago to abuse yell fascistically at me, now threatening my life for having rushed to physicall attack him after shouting to go away go away go away. They all remain until I rush at them lunging in fury. The dirty nasty sick female who is connected to the English monarchy has been relegated to bring every fascist nazi english abuser and hater to assault me possible in the celebrity zone, there are so many---all are clamoring to get this contract and to participate from all minorities in congress who rush at me violently to white supremacist congress haters--this one very close to the source of much discontent for those slated to be excluded from life in general---very pompous about his entitlement to torture have me raped and poisoned, they all are. My brother smug and behaving like I am still being beaten and abused by him at the age of 14 when I left the hate situation my family had adopted because my mother was trying to get "in" with an "Italian" but American married man, the "Italians" in this tiny family-controlled cul-de-sac had installed mircophone relay systems so they could listen to my family abuse me (this was in 1978 before the internet) my brother was so violent I phoned the police and left that house the next day--forever. I saw him a few times, I had the blank mind controlled drugged assumption that he had "grown up" but alas, he lives in the perpetual abuse state having ensured I am stuck everywhere I go as he is promoted for endlessly ensuring my destruction, lack of health care. My family offered me an inheritance in a creep way 2 years ago, I saved the money but declined to have any further contract with them as they were abusive just in connecting me to the lawyers distributing the inheritance (I got the absolute lowest amount of all members)--and this they used to have social security cut off my income and it's been off for 6 months while I am fighting to have it reinstated and they worked with the 4th Reich to have this done. I was screaming at him in rage, as the hate parasitic rape cheerleader who is beloved by all senators presidents her sleazy and disgusting 16 years of stealing my ideas so her blank and hateful lack of personality can be embellished by my years and lifetime of reading and study, so that nazi white supremacy can appear like it has originality and any kind of creativity outside of endless repetition of murder revenge and upcommance plots which they rotate every year in their awards categories, until they latched on to stealing my ideas, and now torturing me as I scream ideas because they are so revolting their image their ugly sinister presence is so revolting--and I cannot stop responding instantly to their endless probing questions intermixed with extremew murder threats and then inquisitive questions and every thing I do, from going to the bathroom eating taking healing powders all my exercises for healing I created they are stealing and using as their own invention; so much that I do is original and not a copy I learned, they are stealing torturing and asking for ideaws literally non-stop. I cannot stop talking I can't stop responding. the drugs, my body is like enmeshed in not being able to breathe independently the technology and drug interface is so overwhelming. The smug and smirking dirty ugly sick skank sits smiling as I scream and fight for the 2nd year in a row of literal daily screaming and rage at English hate bigots assaulting me for over 8 hours per day--0the rapist who beat tortured and mutilated me, has had my plants killed is threatening my life then making sleazy sexual comments, sitting next to this foul and dirty ugly sick creep skank always they are partners probably as with all the men who rape me she tries to suck my life force energy out by having sex with them as well. Some of them at least--they sit next together all the men who rape me next to her, after she has had me poisoned nearly to death, still fighting to heal every day. My body aging rapidly she is laughing, the men make endless sneering comments about my breasts while I am naked as they sit for hours watching and commenting on all I do. Once i finally "break" after the 6-8 hour mark of literal non-stop literally every single second for over 6 to 8 hours without a moment of them shutting up for one single second with death trhreats abuse insults and probing questions I scream finally to shut up and die I scream hit them rush violently. It is torture and the senators are smug threatening to kill me constantly for lunging at them screaming to get off me to fuck off that they have already been killing me via poisoning and torture for years. It goes on and on. I might be able to "ignore' them if they were not drugging me so severely and my body racked with implants along my spine forcing a reaction that overwhelms my breathing and concentration--the implants are definitely in my brain and along my spine---without a doubt they force my muscles to spasm while people are slamming doors--the effect is unmistakable and has happened for years in this same sequence I do not flinch at noises like this, it is artificially created generated and forced upon me. They are so ugly and appear so rancid rotten stupid ugly and sick I scream that they are disgusting that I never want anything like them around me not for a minute much less 8-10 hours per day,e very day, then stupid sick teleportation skits of hate death and homelessness and me being abused, being put in stupid situations in an "edit" mode so I am waking to being in some negative situation in the middle of a posture I never created, like a movie edit stopping and starting my consciousness can be started and stopped with a press of a button in that state.//I am trying to work a way to not be overwhelmed, because these filthy sick creeps are meaningless scum in my opinion but I react as if I can't stop, and I literally cannot. //I ordered a music player and they blocked everything possible for every music player--this one supposedly came with no memory but they had it jacked-up so the memory is invisible but it is hacked and is turned off remotely like all the rest of the players they continue the death and torture deep sleep states. My body is aging my hair greying my body withering because of the energy this ugly sick skank sucks out smiriking and laughing. They keep asking me for ideas then destroying my finances so I have nothing. I am still waiting for the decision from social security whether my disability payments will be reinstated or not. They lied to me for 6 months, my family had my inheritance taken away and then my disability as well; this was a ploy it was not some random accident and they just arrived when I was being violently raped by the last lrapist from europigapeland with ugly skankalina presiding as they "made love" to each other sitting next to one another attacking me mutually--now it's the next one, the same thing but his English is much better so his verbal abuse is for 10 hours or more per day--endless extreme violent threats, violent abusive ugly rape, supposedly implying that I "deserve" it for fighting to save my life from this. My brother doing everything he can to protect the 4th Reich and that only I wil lbe a victim of any racism never he. I went into, in truth serum drugged torture microchip enhanced stress hate truth serum mode how nazis are definitely pursuing another genocide against jews and in america they want to pour in and create nazification of the already nazified and ocmpletely overtaken america by europigape nazi filth, and I am trying to quell this as much as possible. The denial is pure stupidity this ugly sinister creep I want nothing to do with, he creeps me out I am so disgusted by him it's a visceral reaction of disgust--and his smug pomposity that he's going to get more and more and more out of murdering me smiling stupid sick ignorant--denying that nazis are taking power that they want to destroy jews. I keep shouting how stupid he is, he threatens to break my arms. If there is, as I said today, any person the most violently and murderously inclined towards me it will be my family--as they are so groomed to murder me and have been working to achieve this with full applause endless promotions money poured into them as being symbols of jewish nazi partnership---they are the most threatening and the most dangerous--and so sick and stupid it's unbelievable trying to explain how they are putting nazis into power who will take away their homes if they want lebensraum--all I say they deny and shout with whining insult that I am stupid--I remind them that I lived in Germany for over 5 years because they were trying to kill me by having a metal rod made loose in my spine so my uncle bill could get "permission" to publish his gay magazine echo in Phoenix so they had me body fractured so I had no choice but to return to them, asking for help and health care--they made sure I got nothing they tried to put me in prison for a charge of theft of jewelry (I had no car, the situation was at night miles away from me with no car and buses all stopped and etc) and they had just killed the italian american mafia thug my mother had married talking the same night he died on the day he was leaving her and the house they had jointly purchased he wanted to save since he poured the bulk of the deposit from his money--and etc.. in a murder frenzy they were--I left with a metal rod loose in my spine and had to try to survive this until I left america for germany in 1991--I told him that i had to go to germany for years to try to survive the last murder attempt they had made on me, and I speak german lived around germans only speaking german met nazis know their mentality they have not changed their edicts to kill all jews and jews in america are a target. Told I was a stupid bitch death threats and it can't happen to him, only to be because i'm a "bitch" etc my disgusting brother and his nasty spawn brought to torment me, completely programmed to ask me "why" germans are intent on another genocide, which I said to him a few days ago, he was given a script for what to repeat so the english fuckers sitting on those chairs could steal the screaming ideas I spewed out unable to stop reacting--smug ugly shitalina smiriking adn smug the violent abusive fardy the tom actor not a cat or cool sitting next to his "Lover" as I know that is the endless program of dirty energy leech shitalina--and it goes on and on> I am trying to not react bvut when I do react after the 6 hour mark I become violent to get them off me, then they all threaten my life and it goes on and on--information and ideas they are taking down as I scream them and scream and fight. My hair turning white my body aging and breaking it's murder. I am still paralyzed from the poison they all poured into my body as they had the poison raped into my body and then torture so I can't heal--it's murder.