Saturday, June 10, 2023

Terrorist Report: June 10, 2023. While I was out shopping all day--trying to get enough food for approx 14 days of fighting to clean poison embedded into my spine and back and legs and skull so unable to move or go anywhere--my bimonthly shopping spree

 "Special counsel Jack Smith speaks on Trump indictment case/full video". CBS News. June 10, 2023.





The terrorists stole a brand new bottle of skin lotion--(vitamin C, skin lightening because my skin is so scarred and blemished from years of poisons being smeared on my skin while sleeping by the terrorists and then by their mechanical arms. This is special lotion I ordered from China--it is potent. I ordered three, and I had to in their original plastic sealed shell sitting side-by-side in a specific area. Today there is only one. The third I had opened, so I have to carry it around with me or they will insert damaging chemicals into it--I fear. however, I have skin lotion that I use which i can't carry, because I carry so much with me at this point that I have huge bags surrounding me I must carry (in pain, etc) before I even begin to shop. 


The terrorists poured literally 3 gallons of fungus and mold water into the bottom of the cabinet below the sink. It's sealed off because the terrorists insert mechanical arms through the very flimsy thin panel (you can simply press on it lightly and it bends). I have a large gallon bucket and I poured three of them out (I actually poured 4 but not full up to the brim).

Once I spent over one hour dipping a small cup into the mess in the various plastic trays I put on the floor of the cabinet and then I also have a large plastic bowl on top of one of the plastic trays--over the pipes which don't leak--but I began doing this when the terrorists poured fungus water to the brim of the trays. Now they are simply pouring water into every tray to the brim, the bowl to the very brim, and then pouring a gallon of this stinking fetted water on the bottom of this wooden panel cabinet--so the wood is bucking inward. Eventually they are going to make the wood break and water will crash everywhere in the room below.

I am so exhausted whenever I return from shopping--I spend at least 3 hours packing and unpacking everything I store in multiple layers of plastic bags hidden behind my couch which is sandwiched next to another huge couch (takes up most of the room, the landlord won't let me remove any of it) and the huge bed, which I can't budge an inch, it is bolted down and underneath the bed are the terror weapons aimed into my skull and my body to burn and force the microchip implants to constrict in my throat and nose and to force me to be teleported to absolutely sick skits that people concoct--their filth is endlessly everywhere and they can't stop pouring it everywhere in my mind in my home and everywhere I go bigot Nazis are attacking me with concentric circles of brown and black skinned minions. It literally is a ratio of one white bigot to at least 15 dark-skinned minions (or light-skinned by of a target group).

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I had bought a very small air conditioner unit, a portable unit--I paid a lot for my income (a small amount for people or reasonable means). I literally put it on my motorbike and risked my life bringing it to this room. Once I plugged it in, it barely worked. The air stream was so low on the high setting, upon first use, that I just left it and then somehow the weather changed and my room was not boiling hot any longer (climate change or El Nino or whatever) but for the past two years, the weather has cooled to a degree that I can have a few fans and remain okay. It used to be boiling hot in this room, and the weather has changed a bit in the last few years.

But I finally got rid of this thing in my room. It was something I could store things behind because I can't use a single cabinet that lines the entire wall on one side--(portals for mechanical arms to breka into the room spanning the entire room from floor to ceilling--the cabinets extend this wide into the room. It is not a wall separating my room from the next but a cheap constructed panel and the cheap material they used to plaster the coat over this thing crumbles if I try to pound a hammer into the wall in the tiny space that is supposed to house a huge tv console. I have sealed all the cabinets, pounding the plastic wood coated cheap things but hard to hammer any nail in--it took me months to finish but the mehcanical arms get through the crumbling cheap plaster and I literally can't stop this endless terror action of slicing into my body and spraying stinking filth on my body, clothing, food and furniture on a nightly and daily basis. 

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But, I just hauled the little air conditioning unit that the terrorists destroyed--the electrical units, or the power of the unit was reduced to almost zero air coming on from day #1. It worked a little, and I was too sick to drag the huge thing back and fight to get them to "understan" English and fight to get another unit so I left it and the room cooled down due to whatever change in climate happened--

yesterday, the unit I had put in the little area which the cleaning people use as the elevator exit--they have their own little off-side elevator system to haul trash down to the bottom in this large condo--

I put the air conditioner there. As I was driving into the garage, a Thai guy had this same unit, brand new, and he had it right in front of the entrance where I stop to pick up my carry cart to lug all the huge items I buy up to the floor I live on. He was working with the cables and the electric parts, and it was symbolic to show me that what they broke, they are now fixing for their own consumption. 

I parked near the elevator doors to drag the huge bag down on the carry cart as quickly as possible without the interference of the motorbike parking area constricting my movement. While I was doing this, the Thai guy (not the electrician) who I have seen every day I drive, for over 2 years, who has played his little back-and-forth game--friendly and then nasty--to first try to lure me into his game and then to attack me once my guard is down (thank you Mr. Phil for filling in the blanks on that tactic).

He told me not to park there at least 6 months ago or longer. I said okay and that I was just unloading. But he came with nastiness pointing and making some signal and almost shouting "NO" and pointing to the motorbike parking area. The mind control technology kicked in immediately, I said something that I had not formulated in my mind--and I said it in the most silly chirpy happy as a clown voice that I had NOT intended to use. This literally is the mind control forced upon me; that someone is nasty towards me and I respond with silly joyous happiness that is something like elation. My entire mood is artificially rendered into a "love everyone" mood as they attack me with hate and negativity and I can't differentiate between this attack and what seems to be a very beautiful experience. It takes me walking away and realizing once again that like the electricity pouring through my body so I can't control the mind control tech, it's not my "fault" but because I react like this in public that is how I am perceived as being something weak and accepting of abusive people. It has happened many, many times in the past and my words and tone of voice and emotions are all completely out-of-sync with the situation. 

So, the Thai guy (the guard, not the electrician) is being trained and coached in fascist Nazi/Mafia mentality and behavior. Steal and then attack the person you stole from ("attack" means kill, but for now, they are just forcing me to appear happy while they are yelling or being very rude and controlling, as I can't "understand" the malevolence because my mood has been changed to something like euphoria).

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Steal and act like the person means nothing and abuse them afterward, that is the training the Thai people are being taught when they (very eagerly) advance their careers and finances and feel empowered by having blonde bigot Nazis befriend them or love them--so it would seem as they walk hand-in-hand to the law firm r representing a co-partnership in real estate under Thai law, requiring a Thai-foreigner partnership in investing in property in Thailand.

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Now...I could have tried to sell the air conditioning unit by advertising, but I would have 100%, as literally always happens, some terrorist creep coming to ask every kind of personal question about where I come from, what I am doing here, and why don't "you go back and why are you staying here?" has been a frequent series of interrogative harassment techniques disguised as random commentary while I try to sell something that has been broken, or more likely, when I am moving as I have not stopped doing literally for decades trying to find some kind of safe harbor in which to live instead of endless stinking filthy places that I move into are clean, and then within a few days things break, if there is a beautiful tree outside the window, it is dead or cut off within a few days after I think how beautiful it is. Usually construction begins and doesn't end almost everywhere I go to live in peace. Usually the construction is on all sides extending for months or longer than a year--until I finally move. 

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So I chose to not go through another hell of facing terrorists coming into my private space while I am still here, as undoutedly it would be a mind control operation with the people stealing something if my back is turned or damaging something if my back is turned (has happened in the past) and etc. I have had so many problems simply trying to mail letters to the US, receive items from Fed Ex priority which take over one week and then I am lied to and told the package has to be returned and I have to fight and fight for every simple action I take in any semblance of the "business" world.

I have been verbally attacked by teams of Europigapes here in this place, I won't elaborate, but it was a situation of a house-moving sale and I was confronted by an American woman and an Italian and they coordinated a hateful verbal situation of one of them talking at me loudly and my brain put into a cheery love everyone mode, as I spoke to this loud-mouthed creep working with the fat American woman (blonde of course) as she yelled at me, "If I could just get you to shut up" while I was in the middle of saying something in this conversation. I began cheerily to laugh because my brain was under severe attack. I only later realized that I reacted in a way that was very embarrassing. That is how I mentioned the mind control operates with personal contact, that people are very nasty but I begin to laugh as if everything is copacetic. Only to realize after the attack, where I appear giggly, happy, and joyous and say very nice things to the person who is attacking me as if in "submission" to being attacked with hate and etc. 

So I just threw the air conditioning unit into the service elevator room, and they created a skit of an electrician repairing the circuits they dismantled so the unit would work at around 20% capacity-restoring it to full operational power but right in front of the parking area just as I was parking at the entrance of the building, in a place I obviously had to go to pick up my carry cart to lug all the heavy stuff up. But in response to getting a free expensive thing I had bought, I was again put into a mind meld of emotional-altering tech--while under verbal assault as if I were very "bad" and this creep was yelling at me. He plays nice sometimes to "bait-and switch" when the attack is ordered. It's the usual tactic. 

I also realized long ago to never let my guard down around him, and I also "forget" about this, I suggest I "forget" because my brain is under mind control assault to be open and friendly as the drugged-up and silly prey to be assaulted once the tech is blasting my brain into a zone of easy vulnerability and happy joyous world all flowers and butterflies while the vicious parasites press their buttons and then through all this destruction and attacks on my property, get to actually steal my property not even by going into my room as they did yesterday and stole items which were there the day I left--because I had to order this skin lotion and it is not cheap but I put the two bottles in a specific place--gone--gone, stolen. Other items have been stolen like jewelry--(silver and turquoise ring and bracelet I got at the Thai open air market--so something nice that some pig ape wanted to steal for herself--or give to one of their pig ape partners--also skin whitening lotion (from China, imported, and I had to pay delivery and wait two weeks for it to arrive now stolen by some greasy sleazy creep endlessly spewing filth into my room, stealing the nice things I can't carry around with me as I also carry food which I can't afford to replace, and etc

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All of this ordered by the expletive goon squad in Whorewood as "punishment" for me not being able to "take" being murdered and raped in a gang rape situation, with the shit wives of the pigs and their children stealing the ideas I write about feminism in regard to rape culture--(which definitely contributed to the defunct "me too" movement which has petered out to become something more like a huge bowel movement and the hate for "woke" culture is a reflection of the ineptitude of the skanks who steal these ideas but have no idea what they represent or mean.

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But the "punishment" for me telling another creep that I find it repulsive after it's trying to join in with the hateful black nazi caucus which has violently and viciously assaulted me for the benefit of them all obtaining plastic surgery, free houses in Thailand, promotions front lead roles and etc from years of assault upon me using this tech--likewise with the politicians--one currently now a historical trip down a felony count to the federal court house in Miami--just another reflection of the mentality that no one in power actually cares about as they all dip into the huge financial contract that this torture technological tyranny upon me enables criminal behavior to flourish at top levels.

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But mostly, being teleported for over a decade to this ever-enlarging group of celebrities who join with various politicians of all various types of political leanings superficially but all hail to one center of power which "binds" them all, apparently, to either saying nothing about covert torture "experiments" in mind control, or they actively participate and laugh all the way to the bank but taking a detour to vote for some Bill in the meanwhile to "help The American People", as they spout into microphones--or slur as if they are drunk on power--either way they are performing the meaningless lines as the only people they are truly fighting for are their wealthy donors and benefactors and "handlers" or "controllers" (they are very much under control).

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But years of being raped, beaten, tortured and non-stop vicious verbal assault (especially by hate experts in the Mafia who are very used to this kind of torture psy-ops violence--they even ask me why I don't believe that a criminal enterprise should have access to mind control technology and threaten me with violence and are extremely violent and threatening about everything--then demanding I congratulate them on some thing they did that I really have nothing good to say about and I refuse to play the role they want of telling them that they or their lives are something I hope run fortuitously now after years of them exploiting and feeding and stealing from me, my ideas my life my privacy my peace and they really were poisning me to death by inserting fungus into my bladder and stinking horrid liquids as they demand that I tell them I "care" about their personal lives and accomplishments, under threat of me saying no endlessly no no no no no.

So I finally react and yell or write hate posts and they have their greedy greasy minority minion slaves perform the stinking foul acts and behave like pig apes for them, and so I write about it now. 

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The politician people are currently absorbed with in the news, for criminal charges and felony counts mounting--is like a tiny drop in a huge stinking bucket I had to pour into the toilet today--spending 4 hours of painful bending to try to not have the bottom of this cabinet fall apart now as they have been pouring stinking stagnant fungus water into that area when I leave for over a year--it was a huge wood chunk bottom and it's literally forming a hole which will break eventually and water will go everywhere to the room below mine. Then I will have to deal with people going into my room, abusing me while my brain is in silly happy mode and not able to comprehend the danger I am in or defend myself verbally or mentally as they attack--if my back is turned they will steal or destroy something in this room while they are "fixing" and telling me I did something and I am very dirty and etc (but it's they who did it, and the filth they sprayed is upon order from the nasty filthy wealthy parasites who steal and rob and return it with hate and insults and threats if I can't take it--can't take being poisoned to death and the poison raped as deeply as possible into my body while the pig apes can't stop pressing a button to force a helpless rape scenario and then they hit me while they are raping me as the women the celebrity "feminists" giggle and laugh watching on and then stealing the ideas I write about domestic violence and violence towards women--claiming that it's all about them who are fighting this violence. The filth is at all times, day and night--

The politicians come to join in, they threaten me for having said no repeatedly non-stop since 2011--when I finally began to figure out what was going on--I have not stopped fighting rapists and abusers teleporting me since--from the politician with 37 counts to the House of Rep Reps to the other "entitled" who giggle and laugh and threaten and watch on and get promotions out of it so they can help "The American people" with "Democracy".

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The Black women in particular claim they are attacking me so little black girls and children can have a chance--but in the end, it's they who are getting the break and chance--

most of them have no excuse but they claim I am a bigot racist because I called one of them a 60's black activist term about Aunti Jemima and the plantation slave versus the house slave (Malcolm X) and suddenly it's ME who is the rapist racist and thus a coagulation of blacks have surrounded me ever since rationalizing more violence and describing how black children need a chance so they are going to spew filth on me and attack and hit and threaten alongside their white Nazi and Mafia extreme bigot, lynch mob partners in this huge crime. The politicians then give the white supremacists of H-wood huge mansions by the sea in Carmel and etc---and they in turn get exonerated from incrimination while testifying (officially called immunity).

No one still is concerned about the whole thing. I remain cleaning for hours and hours day after day the stinking filth that is perpetually being sprayed on my patio, floor, furniture--the black and brown stinking filth is being sprayed everywhere every single day--

I must clean and clean--I am disabled my spine is fractured--this is filth I never created. the pig apes also created the physical disability in my body. 

I appeal once more for some end to this criminal torture apparatus that is now associated with the worst crime by any US President in history. No one associates this crime he was PROMOTED into high position of power by this bigot filth organization and the situation of me, you just keep allowing it go continue as I write and my posts are like a group rape joke everyone passes around and steals whatever they want of my writing and then you all just blather into cameras about how corrupt Trump is (but you are not).


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Extreme drugging/nervous system attacks via implants along my spine & into my brain--8 hours of literal non-stop abuse from this English And nazi team of another senator from congress, the same rape enabler who is the front-runner face of anti-violence against women and me2 rape culture to oust the jewish weinstein so her company and the rest can overtake h-wood --antisemitism so openly expressed that obviously Nazis and virulent racists are behind this contract out on me. My brother stating that only I will experience violence, with his full participation and that Germans are trustworthy not racists it can't happen to him. for using sexual and physical violence against me instantly after more than 30 years of never having seen him, never contacting him except for him smirking about a situation the nazis forced on me, he is lunging at me to gain more promotions and allowance to get everything for free for handing me over to murder, essentially. Me, drugged so badly I cannot stop reacting to every question, hours of asking me for ideas as the English scriptwriters and director and the endless leech parasite this ugly sinister putrid creep female who is endlessly pushing violent beef-body-build "men" out of europ-a-land to violently rape me, the more abusive and humiliating the more they are praised and awarded; she is the representative for the United Nations and for Chuck Schumer in all legislation against rape and domestic violence against women. Put deliberately there really to give permission for rape if it's racist-based rather than anything else. beloved so greatly by the grateful rapist thugs surrounding her, the minority minions lavishing praise making antisemitic comments at me--Jews in particular are very hostile and laughing smirking it can only happen to me, not them. The drugs are so insidious that are injected pumped into my bladder while I sleep--must get up every night to alleviate what they inject so I am drugged--it is a nasty horrific murderous chemical and drug forcing hate, along with extreme shifts of my brainwaves I can't even control my breathing--my entire spine is coated in hard chemicals in which microchip implants directly affecting my spine are buried from the 3 complete surgeries I have had---(the hardening poisons made my spine crooked, the terrorists fractured my vertebrae while I was unconscious after they orchestrated mostly harmless "accidents' and in the deep brain implant state, I am rendered completely unconscious and unable to feel anything (drugged to the extreme the next morning with pain killers and numbing chemicals). 8 hours another day of this ongoing with me finally screaming in rage fighting and hitting the people responsible for this--the senator who came years ago to abuse yell fascistically at me, now threatening my life for having rushed to physicall attack him after shouting to go away go away go away. They all remain until I rush at them lunging in fury. The dirty nasty sick female who is connected to the English monarchy has been relegated to bring every fascist nazi english abuser and hater to assault me possible in the celebrity zone, there are so many---all are clamoring to get this contract and to participate from all minorities in congress who rush at me violently to white supremacist congress haters--this one very close to the source of much discontent for those slated to be excluded from life in general---very pompous about his entitlement to torture have me raped and poisoned, they all are. My brother smug and behaving like I am still being beaten and abused by him at the age of 14 when I left the hate situation my family had adopted because my mother was trying to get "in" with an "Italian" but American married man, the "Italians" in this tiny family-controlled cul-de-sac had installed mircophone relay systems so they could listen to my family abuse me (this was in 1978 before the internet) my brother was so violent I phoned the police and left that house the next day--forever. I saw him a few times, I had the blank mind controlled drugged assumption that he had "grown up" but alas, he lives in the perpetual abuse state having ensured I am stuck everywhere I go as he is promoted for endlessly ensuring my destruction, lack of health care. My family offered me an inheritance in a creep way 2 years ago, I saved the money but declined to have any further contract with them as they were abusive just in connecting me to the lawyers distributing the inheritance (I got the absolute lowest amount of all members)--and this they used to have social security cut off my income and it's been off for 6 months while I am fighting to have it reinstated and they worked with the 4th Reich to have this done. I was screaming at him in rage, as the hate parasitic rape cheerleader who is beloved by all senators presidents her sleazy and disgusting 16 years of stealing my ideas so her blank and hateful lack of personality can be embellished by my years and lifetime of reading and study, so that nazi white supremacy can appear like it has originality and any kind of creativity outside of endless repetition of murder revenge and upcommance plots which they rotate every year in their awards categories, until they latched on to stealing my ideas, and now torturing me as I scream ideas because they are so revolting their image their ugly sinister presence is so revolting--and I cannot stop responding instantly to their endless probing questions intermixed with extremew murder threats and then inquisitive questions and every thing I do, from going to the bathroom eating taking healing powders all my exercises for healing I created they are stealing and using as their own invention; so much that I do is original and not a copy I learned, they are stealing torturing and asking for ideaws literally non-stop. I cannot stop talking I can't stop responding. the drugs, my body is like enmeshed in not being able to breathe independently the technology and drug interface is so overwhelming. The smug and smirking dirty ugly sick skank sits smiling as I scream and fight for the 2nd year in a row of literal daily screaming and rage at English hate bigots assaulting me for over 8 hours per day--0the rapist who beat tortured and mutilated me, has had my plants killed is threatening my life then making sleazy sexual comments, sitting next to this foul and dirty ugly sick creep skank always they are partners probably as with all the men who rape me she tries to suck my life force energy out by having sex with them as well. Some of them at least--they sit next together all the men who rape me next to her, after she has had me poisoned nearly to death, still fighting to heal every day. My body aging rapidly she is laughing, the men make endless sneering comments about my breasts while I am naked as they sit for hours watching and commenting on all I do. Once i finally "break" after the 6-8 hour mark of literal non-stop literally every single second for over 6 to 8 hours without a moment of them shutting up for one single second with death trhreats abuse insults and probing questions I scream finally to shut up and die I scream hit them rush violently. It is torture and the senators are smug threatening to kill me constantly for lunging at them screaming to get off me to fuck off that they have already been killing me via poisoning and torture for years. It goes on and on. I might be able to "ignore' them if they were not drugging me so severely and my body racked with implants along my spine forcing a reaction that overwhelms my breathing and concentration--the implants are definitely in my brain and along my spine---without a doubt they force my muscles to spasm while people are slamming doors--the effect is unmistakable and has happened for years in this same sequence I do not flinch at noises like this, it is artificially created generated and forced upon me. They are so ugly and appear so rancid rotten stupid ugly and sick I scream that they are disgusting that I never want anything like them around me not for a minute much less 8-10 hours per day,e very day, then stupid sick teleportation skits of hate death and homelessness and me being abused, being put in stupid situations in an "edit" mode so I am waking to being in some negative situation in the middle of a posture I never created, like a movie edit stopping and starting my consciousness can be started and stopped with a press of a button in that state.//I am trying to work a way to not be overwhelmed, because these filthy sick creeps are meaningless scum in my opinion but I react as if I can't stop, and I literally cannot. //I ordered a music player and they blocked everything possible for every music player--this one supposedly came with no memory but they had it jacked-up so the memory is invisible but it is hacked and is turned off remotely like all the rest of the players they continue the death and torture deep sleep states. My body is aging my hair greying my body withering because of the energy this ugly sick skank sucks out smiriking and laughing. They keep asking me for ideas then destroying my finances so I have nothing. I am still waiting for the decision from social security whether my disability payments will be reinstated or not. They lied to me for 6 months, my family had my inheritance taken away and then my disability as well; this was a ploy it was not some random accident and they just arrived when I was being violently raped by the last lrapist from europigapeland with ugly skankalina presiding as they "made love" to each other sitting next to one another attacking me mutually--now it's the next one, the same thing but his English is much better so his verbal abuse is for 10 hours or more per day--endless extreme violent threats, violent abusive ugly rape, supposedly implying that I "deserve" it for fighting to save my life from this. My brother doing everything he can to protect the 4th Reich and that only I wil lbe a victim of any racism never he. I went into, in truth serum drugged torture microchip enhanced stress hate truth serum mode how nazis are definitely pursuing another genocide against jews and in america they want to pour in and create nazification of the already nazified and ocmpletely overtaken america by europigape nazi filth, and I am trying to quell this as much as possible. The denial is pure stupidity this ugly sinister creep I want nothing to do with, he creeps me out I am so disgusted by him it's a visceral reaction of disgust--and his smug pomposity that he's going to get more and more and more out of murdering me smiling stupid sick ignorant--denying that nazis are taking power that they want to destroy jews. I keep shouting how stupid he is, he threatens to break my arms. If there is, as I said today, any person the most violently and murderously inclined towards me it will be my family--as they are so groomed to murder me and have been working to achieve this with full applause endless promotions money poured into them as being symbols of jewish nazi partnership---they are the most threatening and the most dangerous--and so sick and stupid it's unbelievable trying to explain how they are putting nazis into power who will take away their homes if they want lebensraum--all I say they deny and shout with whining insult that I am stupid--I remind them that I lived in Germany for over 5 years because they were trying to kill me by having a metal rod made loose in my spine so my uncle bill could get "permission" to publish his gay magazine echo in Phoenix so they had me body fractured so I had no choice but to return to them, asking for help and health care--they made sure I got nothing they tried to put me in prison for a charge of theft of jewelry (I had no car, the situation was at night miles away from me with no car and buses all stopped and etc) and they had just killed the italian american mafia thug my mother had married talking the same night he died on the day he was leaving her and the house they had jointly purchased he wanted to save since he poured the bulk of the deposit from his money--and etc.. in a murder frenzy they were--I left with a metal rod loose in my spine and had to try to survive this until I left america for germany in 1991--I told him that i had to go to germany for years to try to survive the last murder attempt they had made on me, and I speak german lived around germans only speaking german met nazis know their mentality they have not changed their edicts to kill all jews and jews in america are a target. Told I was a stupid bitch death threats and it can't happen to him, only to be because i'm a "bitch" etc my disgusting brother and his nasty spawn brought to torment me, completely programmed to ask me "why" germans are intent on another genocide, which I said to him a few days ago, he was given a script for what to repeat so the english fuckers sitting on those chairs could steal the screaming ideas I spewed out unable to stop reacting--smug ugly shitalina smiriking adn smug the violent abusive fardy the tom actor not a cat or cool sitting next to his "Lover" as I know that is the endless program of dirty energy leech shitalina--and it goes on and on> I am trying to not react bvut when I do react after the 6 hour mark I become violent to get them off me, then they all threaten my life and it goes on and on--information and ideas they are taking down as I scream them and scream and fight. My hair turning white my body aging and breaking it's murder. I am still paralyzed from the poison they all poured into my body as they had the poison raped into my body and then torture so I can't heal--it's murder.