Wednesday, September 13, 2023

A Dostoyevsky "Notes from the Underground" moment today at my condo as I was nearly physically assaulted while walking in an empty lobby to obtain a package from a delivery driver: Creep/creeped-out terrorist report. September 13, 2023. Two days after the infamous 9-11 terror anniversary out of NYC, I am reporting the extended terrorism being inflicted upon me by the US agencies responsible for "anti-terrorism" derived from funding for all these agencies responsible, irresponsibly anti-Constitutionally with terror activities, surveillance and torture (i.e. Homeland Security, NSA, et al whatever is responsible for this violence against me, an innocent civilian of the United States being attacked with every kind of terrorist agenda by the US Government using it's capillary agencies "outside the jurisdiction" of any transparency). //

 "Notes from Underground (Dostoevsky(sic)) --Thug Notes Summery and Analysis". Wisecrack. December 17, 2013.





The goon, creepy and always disheveled Thai expletives who are running the torture machinery and attacks upon me in lieu of the white trashy Nazis and bigots who proliferate here on holiday months and in the short-term holidays in Thailand so the creeps come out from their jobs and run to get whatever payment is endlessly being meted out to live here and attack me, even if it's for a holiday weekend; I can't imagine what kinds of free gifts and money they are handed for this "fun" task of torture and violence imposed upon me with absolute protection for them all.

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I ordered something and I have to pick it up in the front lobby. The journey from this room on the 3rd floor to the 1st is always fraught with stalkers attacking me in elevators in various ways. Often they rush out of the elevators walking directly into me while looking down at their phones. People do this non-stop in crowded places as well. 

It was the maintenance man, not the younger hateful nasty one who fascistically "barks" everything he says at me with hateful negativity, yelling at me for every question I ask with abrupt nastiness. IT was a grey-haired old nasty-looking creepazoid man who cuts the grass and goes through the garbage and etc. The grounds-keeper you could say. With the creepy woman at the front desk who is absolutely lying and negative and nasty towards me all the time (but was smiling warmly and friendly during the pandemic for 2 years but now that the white Nazi league has returned, she's completely become hateful and sinister and ugly. This man whom I have never talked to or had any encounter with on any level was standing in this empty lobby, just in front of the manager's door across from the front desk. I had to cut through this area to reach the front glass double-doors to reach the delivery person and obtain this package of healing items as all I do is fight to heal and pay and pay to clean and repair and replace and heal so it costs a lot of money especially when this same group who assaulted me just now in the lobby are using mechanical arms to steal and break my property and destroy my food.

He began WALKING INTO ME directly at me from the side as I was quickly walking through the lobby to try to not have my living space completely destroyed with filth and theft while I was out. I carry most of everything I truly need or that I ingest or use on my body while I go downstairs as quickly as possible to get these packages for items I really can't get in the stores, through an online order site (some of the items are half the store price and really twice the quality). As he walked at me, I know from retrospect but could not begin to "think" clearly while the direct threat of him walking really into me at full force was upon me, as my brain is always under assault by their brain-mapping blanketing technology so I can move physically but can't think at all, my brain is a blank I can only rely on trying to get out of the way. I can't count the most simple numbers in these situations and I know this from years and years of this going on routinely as I am ALWAYS under such types of attacks in public places. 

He made it extremely clear that this was a personal attack upon me as I repeat, no one was in the lobby and he only began to walk just at the precise moment I passed in the quadrant of his vector assault upon my body. I did not want to look into his face and stop and demand something like "what is wrong with you?" type of fascist angry response. I know what is wrong with these scumbags, they truly love violence and can't wait to have anyone to assault if given the chance. I dare say they would attack a blonde bigot if given the chance and they could get away with it, but their demarcation as a minority minions makes them even more prone to happily engaging in attacking another not-blonde target as their self-hate is projected with a lifetime of suppressed rage. 

I just felt my body rush a bit faster as I was and always walk through these halls asap to not get blasted by people walking into me from around every corner, people going into my room while I am nearly at a sprint pace to return to this room asap so they can't destroy the items I have not brought with me that I still need, or go through my fridge and open the bags sealed with layers of rubber bands tied with strings with rubber bands on top of them, which mechanical arms cannot so easily breach but human hands can. To save my food I rush and to save whatever else they may spray with stinking filth, which they do every day no matter what, these same people walking into me and attacking me. If it weren't them, it would be the rush of white pig apes who throng here as I wrote above, during the "high season" and on the Thai holidays so they are living here in Phuket and are on "reserve" for the tourists who get free rent and the torture and violence increases almost exponentially when these pieces of expletive crap get their free vacation rent for the torture they force upon me. The Thais are in a state of ecstasy that they are part of a fascist Nazi power cartel instead of being the endless targets of some exploitation or another, as they "luv" the white exploiters like the slaves that they are. Viciously they assault me and it's all recorded I suggest on the many surveillance cameras that are placed on the ceilings of my floor but are not on the other floors, and etc. 


As I walked to get past this creepy nasty man from walking into me, but I braced myself for the attack, although I quickened a tiny bit not consciously having done so, so maybe it was the mind control telling me to run like a kind of rabbit, or my instinctual reaction because I really don't want to engage with these filthy creeps--not the wealtny powerful ones who are not hideously stinking and ugly to look at as this old man was, and most of the women also there--as most of the poorer people both white and black are, but even the plastic surgery creeps. I have noticed that the microchip implants are so embedded into my brain that they force my eyes to "lower" in a kind of dazed effect where I literally go into a black haze in my sight for a fraction of a second and can't focus, thusly making my eyes lower or appear like I am submitting in some fashion. I didn't want to get into the angry confrontation, and I don't want to exchange this kind of hostile negative energy with sinister energy parasites, but in teleportation I am forced into it non-stop for hours every day. Regardless that they are famous celebrities, as I wrote in my last post, the difference between this filthy and disheveled scum attacking me is the same as the ugliness of the white supremacist fascist Nazis who teleport me who have millions or billions of dollars along with their other skin shade minions who all have embraced this philosophy and are pig ape knee jerk jerk-off scum waiting for someone to vent their suppressed rage and hate out upon.


So I avoided looking or reacting but I was ready for a physical confrontation and as I walked briskly, I slowed down for a second to gauge the situation but my brain blanked out, I just kept walking and sped up to slightly not have to touch this slime creep but also I was ready for a fight at the same time. He didn't physically walk  into me, but as I returned with my package, he let out an ugly sinister giggle from behind the desk along the rotten woman who also cleans and is disheveled and performs her dirty nasty acts of sabotage and hate upon me, along with the throng of them who are here whenever I go downstairs to retrieve anything or need anything, which I do as rarely as possible. I neither speak to them or look at them so they are walking into me to get attention but it's all very ugly and insinuates violence against me. So I was creeped out. Wondering what the most "powerful" reaction could have been. I have seen other people being targeted who react in that yelling "fascist" behavior. It is supposed to imply status and that other should be cowed by it. I don't like such people and I don't want to emulate them, but I am not weak at the same time. I did the "silent" thing and avoided confrontation, that is one of the first "laws" of Martial arts that I have heard. But on the same hand, if I had looked at this creep and demanded "what are you doing walking into me?" I think he would have been very happy to have gotten a negative reaction out of me. Maybe he would have felt that I was strong for having done so. I am not sure exactly how to respond. All I know is I don't want to look at these pieces of shit or touch them or be teleported to them or live near them or have them in my beautiful life. Looking at him if he had not walked into me, which is what I did, seemed the best avoidance of a yet another filthy and dirty PARASITE trying to suck my energy out through their filthy and nasty sick attacks upon me. I recall however the Nazi people who glare in hate and begin to yell if something like that happens and the dark-skinned creeps bow and crease like they are shriveling in humiliation and then the yelling fascist gets more "power and respect" out of this behavior. But I don't want to act like this but I am not also willing to be pushed around. I am ready for a confrontation but trying to avoid it. 


If you are attacked non-stop day in and day out for years, you are sick of putrid sick fuckers attacking you/me to get a negative response. I finally just want to not have my energy sucked out by another worthless piece of rotten shit following a protocols, while the action is on camera for the pig apes to revel at as I walk away not responding while they giggle like they have gotten over on me somehow, feeling a sense of power.

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I thought to myself that this was a Dostoyevsky moment from Notes from the Underground but that is a long story so I suggest whomever is reading this post to read that section of that short novel. I won't get into it very much but that really is the thought I had, about a passage in that novel where the person is musing for hours and days on how to circumvent people walking into them in public places--the wealthy for example who just pushed the poorer out of the way walking into them and knocking them sometimes over walking directly at them. 

So I think it is another Europigape "aristocracy" entitlement action of terrorism, sponsored by the fascist government of the United States with all these politicians and celebrities working feverishly to obtain a wealth divide similar to what Dostoyevsky wrote of in Notes from the Underground, a predecessor to the Russian Revolution, then of course leading to the dictatorship of Stalin and the mass murder of the Russian population by it's own Government.

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Social Security Fraud/crime against me: it's not exactly a "one-way street" but it's more akin to a bicycle lane without barriers next to a 6-lane one-way expressway and Tesla Trucks veering into the bicycle lane I am solitarily peddling as fast with flat tires on to save my life.//(Muck had trucks nearly hit and smash me to death just as he was handed this tech with Amber Heard once she and Depp finished their 2+years of teleportation rape and torture of me, the spawn included--afterwards, after stealing my ideas I wrote endlessly about Domestic violence which Heard stole but fumbled, of course, like them all, turning "woke into a joke" she returned to assault me 2 years later after a month of near-hits by cars---and more cars hitting me under the last Trump administration obviously under muck et al//now they have used Social Security to destroy me (literal threat to my life and survivability with serious life-threatening threats looming due to this well-planned and executed attack using my SSI Disability, my one and only anchor on this planet they have taken away but it was criminal in how they conducted the situation which CAN BE REVERSED IF ONLY PEOPLE WOULD DEFEND ME AND GIVE SOME RELIEF TO THIS AND ALL THESE SITUATIONS TO STOP MORE OF THE TERRORISTS FROM COMING TO POWER--but to continue--Listening to "live" Senator Cory Booker on the tube---he's mentioning how SSI recipients (I am one) give permission for that agency, in Field Office interviews, to access the bank account where payments are direct deposited. I only gave permission for the agent to gain access that one account, after he asked me if I gave permission to access the direct deposit account. A few days later screaming on the phone he yelled that he saw my other account and boy, I had gone over yelling as I was "frozen" by mind control and also his behavior, for any sort of response that defended myself against his railing yelling abuse, warranted more abuse and threats which he could have done. I did not give him permission to access any other accounts. This is why he sent me a letter 2 weeks later stating my benefits are reinstated and my "overpayment" was due to a 2002 situation I had resolved in another interview 20 years ago. Adding $400 to the overpayment from 2002 and then stating my benefits are reinstated (deducting $10 per month from the already $10 deduction) I had to check on the SSA website to see if my benefits had been reinstated. They had not. I waited for another letter as Mr. Melle told me that he would send a letter, screaming with violence and then sneering with absolute hate and contempt to "have a nice day" like a schoolyard kid screaming and making fun of that ubiquitous use of pleasantry that Americans use (Mr. Melle is "Latino"). He sent nothing else, and still there is no other information about how to reinstate the benefits. But firstly, Cory Booker stated in the speech on the Senate Floor regarding the Muck Dog cutting of Social Security that people in interviews only give permission to access the direct deposit account. With all the lies, did they have any legal right or entitlement to access ALL my records with the bank when I had only given access to one single account? Furthermore, besides that discrepancy, there is nothing in writing about this. He told me to come in person (he "suggested" using a sneering contemptuously expressed example of coming to the Field Office direct in person to pay with Cashier's Check or Money order ALL MONEY IN MY BANK ACCOUNT to him personally, made-out to the Social Security Administration. Yelling that he would send me a letter detailing what to do before my benefits would be reinstated. //2 more weeks went by and now a month later no letter only benefits cut off. I phoned 2 weeks ago, was told that Mr. Melle is "in the wrong department he was not supposed to give the interview you have to have another interview". Mr. Melle sent me the paperwork on the interview, the phone call I was supposed to receive never came. I phoned the office on the day of interview (Feb. 27) and reached for the 2nd time of phoning that field office the same person (the answering is in rotation for whomever is available in a random answering ciruclation) and Mr. Melle told me he could "do the interview" and thusly, it turned into what is some kind of extortion but---no way to resolve this only to have another interfview where they could really screw more up. My situation is not a "normal" situation I am a gang stalking target of multiple murder attempts torture rape using these technologies--no one will help me so no one can help me provide evidence thusly no one cares to help me provide evidence because "everyone" is benefitting from this 4th Reich system being promoted gets a huge free deal gets to get their sleazy hormonal release from torturing and beating abusing stealing ideas life force energy they are just sucking in all they can get out of me, this contract no one will intervene. I am stuck with no way to have any incoming money as a result. The internet is continuously hacked and blocked earning is impossible. My family is involved. The U.S. Government is involved. Most governments around the world are involved where I am now is absolutely involved. So, I told the Field Office after they tried to force another interview on me, the woman on the phone was so rushed she was stumbling over her breathless words trying to force another phone appointment on me. I told her for the 3rd time that the interview had been conducted but I need a letter stating what I have to do to have benefits reinstated. She told me Mr. Melle is on "2-week" vacation will send a message to him to complete the interview. //They have forced me to have to flee my life in one place in order to survive life on this planet and everywhere i go the same poison is poured injected and pumped into my body from one vehicle of transmission or another. The same death system of attack is the same, performed with MURDEROUS violence by groups of "normal" citizens every single place on the planet. I am stuck with no way to have any money coming in. If I leave this place I have learned to barely barricade myself into so they can't put my hips and spine out of alignment any longer after raping me, putting semen and fungus into my body, hair and fungus and mold into my food my furniture my clothing destroying clothing shoes backpacks on a routine basis making my jackets I drive in stinking so the smell never comes off (using laboratory-created staining/absorption substances laced with putrid other expulsion substances--muck and filth) and ec. I need to retain an income I deserve the sub-poverty disability and much more from the group from Whorewood just from years of them stealing my ideas and trying to paralyze and kill me and then destroying my life my chances to earn money so they can just latch on forever, literally forever onto abusing me as a life sentence of slow abuse, rape sex slavery to death-- a situation that scores of Congressional leaders have rushed to join in, screaming with murderous violence because I am fighting for my life and not just willingly allowing these murder operations to o on for their mutual profit--all of them together everyone gets some free deal out of it plus dumping their hate on someone else and feeding off it and then hormonal highs of he addiction to violence and torture they all have.//With the Muck Dog-Redrum group feeding off Social Security, now all the lies are just part of a huge outcry of desperation from the "losers" who are not life-screwing operators feeding off lies and violence in order to obtain the positions in the "leadership" which is now openly criminal but so many are screaming and as usual no one ever stops them or helps me. I am thusly in a life-threatening situation. A team of people who have poisoned and followed me around the planet, literally, to continue to make as many people abuse, attack and poison rape abuse with extreme violence in every living situation with the exact same protocols followed around the planet--they are there waiting for me to have absolutely no self-defense as the SSI was all I could do. SIX YEARS of graduate studies and they just poisoned me with creeps pumping the poison into my body through both teleportation and poisoning drugging of my body and food while the terrorists broke into my home every day and night while I was drugged sleeping and fighting their MURDER DEATH from poisoning and torture--doing whatever they wanted, making my body broken down as he are still doing--and I will have no way to protect myself from murder any longer if I have to move and have zero way to have money coming in. Members of my family whose children have not abused and tortured me all my life but are waiting to profit off it rushed to join in, with the Whorewood group recently as they have all coordinated to cut my money off so my family can join in as they always do, now openly that Muck and T-rump have made fascist Nazism open and not disguised as it has been for so many decades under the "Democrat liberals" but at least I could rely on my monthly benefits which I do deserve and much more from this endless death threat and theft and attacks--considered a CRIME I HAVE COMMITTED TO DEFEND MYSELF by top politicians in Congress treated like a fun game by Whorewood scumbag inc and treated like a mental disorder by police considered an extortion bonanza by the Little River Social Security Field Office and considered a "fun game" by dirty Muck who had cars hitting me when he and Trump first obtained the teleportation equipment and this contract out on me, putting them in the powerful positions but they are still under the control and imperatives of a collective of fascist Nazism around the globe (America is not first on their agenda, trust me)..

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