Tuesday, September 26, 2023

I am obviously being badly drugged while sleeping via these mechanical arms just wreaking destruction and mutilation and poisoning and drugging on me. I have to red spots on my chest which are due to slashing done via these technologies. Besides that, after doing my extremely strenuous stretches, due to hard poisons latched literally like cords of steal from my hips (but extending down my legs to my very toes) and up to my skull (which is slightly indented on the crown area where the poisons have latched; I suspect due to the microchip implant or microchips in my brain---there is a scar on my skull on the right-hand side, very tiny like a tiny incision. It is just above the cerebral cortex "Supplementary motor area & Primary motor area", according to chart below. //The goons who tortured me last night, this morning, were observing as the dancer from Russia or his associate were instructing me while I was fighting to stretch and break off more pieces of this elongated inner block of poison --so hard I can pound my fist on it and feel almost nothing. After I had finished, as I was exhausted drinking something sugary just to get my energy up, I said under hypnosis upon being asked something regarding being a "lady" and was I one, this man asked me quietly. I answered immediately, in my "thoughts" and through the cochlear transmission of my vocal chords inaudibly vocalizing the words, I said, or rather, I was instructed to say, "I ain't no lady" but the words, while being shoved into my subconscious, I said as if a joke because this same sentence brought back memories of a Gilligan's Island comedy sketch and also something a friend of mine had said that she was "no lady" making it a joke because of her debauchery (she was a terrorist attached to this contract out on me, ultimately I blocked her out completely) but....all this came back as I think I was instructed to repeat this, I'm not sure. But I was giggly and light, in this state after having been "doped" by current or former drug addicts laughing about drugging me EVERY SINGLE DAY not caring of course about the health ramifications. They began like sneering thugs on a street corner to make snide nasty yelling comments about what type of "not lady" I was--I didn't hear the words completely I blocked them out and shouted that they were expletives but in more rude terms--it was totally a street situation that was forced upon me. //Due to the endless drugging, and just as Covid was on the rise, the Austrian terrorist who played in the Tarantino movie about being a Nazi was having me tortured, they inserted a virus in me whereby I felt like I was literally dying (this was 2 months before the official outbreak) I have never felt the presence of death trying to insert itself on me with this virus which took all my energy. They also dyed my hair on the front part of my head with something that completely drained all the color out of my hair and killed the hair shafts (they then did this after a German filth creep, the violinist, would not stop raping me and pounding poison more deeply into my body and after more than a month I began calling him a "pig" so they destroyed the rest of my hair, which I am fighting every day to try to grow. So I have a huge grey streak in this area on the front of my forehead, like a shock of grey where almost no hair will grow anyway. I Believe that the poisoning is largely due to this greying but also the non-stop toxicity of poison and drugging and also the endless violence these filthy greedy sleazy and disgusting sick creeps are forcing upon me every day for at least 6 hours per day of abuse and violence using these insidious technologies because with all their mansions and harems of lovers, they can't get enough. They must have a global power cartel. I can't describe how many rotten "famous" politicians and news anchors and people in society are attacking me viciously and with deadly intention for this global overtake. But either way, I forgot to add the U.S. Vice President Kamala Harris to the list of politicians who have both profited and have participated in abusing me in teleportation. Oprah Winfrey has shoved her vagina in my face, had my home and body saturated with deadly fungus, got the mafia to abuse me and they did not stop for about 5 years (of course all getting Oscars and awards) and they are all still in the background. There is Michelle Obama who I believe has been also in the background. All of them have "black girls" like their children they promote in Whorewood movies and tv shows so they are absolutely for this contract of torturing me and of genocide and anti-Semitism. As is Michael Bloomberg with his hysterically nasty screaming daughter shouting at me endlessly insults and hate with Bloomberg grabbing at my breasts with a face akin to Gollum from LOTR, and then there was Kennedy the slime fake who made extremely disgusting sexual commentary aimed at me and has ever since been championed by the MAGA and a hopeful partner with Trump, some claim. There was Bernie Sanders sneering in contempt at me after Hillary screamed, yelled and then the physical mutilation of my body increased after all this abuse. But either way, I remain writing these posts and the torture is constantly ongoing. My grey hair is sickening to see and my hair extremely thin, won't grow, they have been slowly killing me for years.

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What these rape culture advocates do to discredit the victim:
their filthy women/daughters/et al base their claim to fame on their sexuality. They cheer as the men rape and beat and torture me while they join in. I am saying no to being sexually abused and used. Yet, it's supposed to be "me" who is not a "lady" because I'm supposed to feel "shame" and that my womanhood is completely defiled and destroyed because of pig men and their rotten skank women polluting my body and life constantly and they never stop.

It's the usual most sexist disgusting ploy of destroying a person and it's almost always aimed at women, but if men get raped, they are too terrified very often to report it.

However, these low-class scumbags with millions and billions of dollars for feigning that they are glamorous, that they are aristocratic, and intelligent and decent human beings---are blasted with cheers, applause for what is considered defilement of me. They are never lambasted and of course, they are rarely or never stopped from this endless onslaught against me, one person facing by now literally millions of people--the minions the greedy and nasty 4th Reich people of all races and skin color crawling on this earth.

They are almost crowned they are paid exorbitant amounts. I am actually ethical and want an actual loving person to be my partner as I have always wanted.
They are torturing me to steal even that faint possibility for my life, as i fight my hair turning grey endlessly breaking down and dying from violence, stress and negativity these parasite inflict upon me.
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I never chose to say that I "ain't no lady" I also never use the word "ain't" and for a few brief exceptions maybe mimicking or quoting something else, I have never used that expression.
It is they and their filthy whore women who are the low-scum trash and not me. I hope people will try to recognize this instead of constantly pumping male abusers and rapists up as if it is sexually titillating to think about violence and rape. I suggest people vicariously live through such psychoscumbags who are put into power. The movies these pig ape whores make exude this aura of sexual predatory psychopathy and people love this and feed on the lives that the parasites starring in these movies themselves have fed off.
 

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Last few thoughts--a separate post but interconnected to a previous post today---hours of abuse per day I have a lot to expunge from my mind and heart and soul, what is left. Expanding and contracting simultaneously. Imploding from nausiated disgust and the sense of stinking death rot from these filth slime crap things out of whorewood and the corresponding politicians. Expansion realizing how much I have undervalued myself in the past due to being poisoned, stuck and sick always from their thwarting and silencing of my talent, health beauty and expansion of my life so these filth foul parasites can feel expanded. They grow in energy from parasitic life-sucking for sure. The black rancid parsite of Pvalley--the ugly hate of this trio and undoubtedly the white nazi trash male actor who played alongside the ugly yapping sinister black trash creep yelling "ugly loser' at me perpetually with the smirking sneering rat depp filth trash---and the german total crap scumbag family who has been invited to "traumatize" me by every means of "blaming" me for a lifetime of this sinister sick scum ape who tortured and then fractured my spine, obviously a murder attetmpt for his failure and his problems. The ape men who rape and drug me using this system all have serious problems with their lives, emotions and in relationships. They then implode because this tech enables the "instant gratification" scumbags to indulge in their every sense of power by pushing someone else down; instructed in Nazi ideology that they are then the "master race" imbued with instant superiority for having someone drugged, their brain put in a type of vice and the planet can be turned into a slave and master plantation. They indulge in every drunken and orgy whim until they are so unbalanced about their actual real capabilities that somehow something rebounds the impracticality of their overwhelming self-absorption is unrealistic in real-life terms. //This sick filth creep obviously had problems before I was forced into his sphere because my nazi sick family forced him on me so they could endlessly profit off destroying my life. I had won contests I was at the top in many things I endeavored in, this outraged the nazis and they instsructed my completely supplicating family to destroy me "from within" under pretext of "sibling" in-fighting so it was murderous violence poisoning and drugging and the "sibling" mass of black hate got deals, and were invited to parties, etc felt like they were welcomed. They stared with loving submission to the nazis towering in disdainful demanding glares to attack me, which they did and were allowed to compete and win and obtained private lessons for their children, etc and whateve other perks. They still werre declining like arnold shit-stench n9gger and like all the rest, and like this german sick crap family who I last saw in 1993 and really thought I would never see them again, never once wanted to contact them or anything like that. But this black nazi shit who came from P-Valley began by hate and abuse instsantly with no "provocation" from me--only that I had called dirty oprah an aunt jemima under minnd control traum and torture after 2 years--only 2 years compared with 16 or 17 from the depps ongoing without end--none of these ape pigs can achieve much more than what they truly are worthy of and the former free deals for just dumping their sick problems out on me did not elevate them enough to sustain anything but a downward slide into more mediocrity and their own problems, which are many for all of them individually and collectively all they do is swarm to abuse me to dump all their hate and problems out on me, projecting literally everything possible upon me as the blame target. The black shit came, freshly instructed "call her stupid call her bitch call her ugly laugh and giggle with the u gly sick rat depp because you will get your movie and tv show next round with the ellison merger and shitnigger arnold. but tortuer and abuse her to get ideas for your next shit black nazi victim Critical Race theory bullshit tv show. //the ape sick pig fucks kept abusing me until I finally began to yell names at them which I have written earlier---becuase their tv f-ing show is all about women being victimized by white nazi trash men like this german ape fuck they surrounded with love and adoration only because he is a nazi white male and so is the white male in teh cast who is ordering them to abuse me so he can profit off this but remain, as the white nazi trash always does in modern "woke" society, behind the scenes but orchstrating all the racist violence and chaos and then once all fails, as the europigapes have been constructing in america through their dumb mind programmed idiots like trump, shjitnigger his nazi progarmmer instructing him how he can gain but destroy america so f-ing what, all he needs it so be approved of by the euronazis they bring in peter thiele to destroy america with nazi muck out of south africa. Nazis of america onlky want me destroyed and blacks to do the nasty work of genocide for t hem, which is the programmibng I was faced with directly with this prick valley putrescence valley yesaterday leadcing into today. Hate that was murderous, ugly negativity without end. The smirking delight of the ugly plastic surgery skank prostituted filth crap who played a victim of an interracial white/black marriage of domestic violence, e,xactly what I was forced into by my family-a similar plot to this shit actor playing a role she has no comprehension of and would have submitted to the abuse and hujmilation of the white male if she had been forced into this role forced onto me, in real life not fantasy college-level critical race theory writing as this p-valley writer is: pure academic critical race theory expressed in all it's bookworm parameters in scripts that are very much readily available in various stories by other authors or in social studies ecucation. I am not a student of critical race theory per se but I have studied domestic violence and nothing she wrote of had any deviation from what you read in a graduate class on similar topics. //The intersecionality is also available in feminist classes which I also have studied so what she wrote was very common knowlege at higher educational studies, if they are allowed any longer. I had to finally begin to rant and scream about how stupid they are in allowing this system to flourish for their dirty tv show careers. they are literally helping to UTTERLY DESTROY America through this nazi german team with sick shitnigger arnold and his filthy kennedy nazi fuck family systejm urging him to steal and rob on their behalf. the tv shows that filthy dirty stupid arnold, so not an artist, creative content anything just a sleazy filthy rapist white nazi rapist racist nazi bigot with the kenney crime sleaze filth family---his former wife has a very ugly expression opn her power encrusted face is very much a hateful influencer in destroying america and is like so many nazis awash in destroying minority opportunity as part of a general platform. The black nazi shit from this shit tv show came to support them and literal extreme hate aimed at me. The writer glared in absolute murderous hate and rage at me after the 4th hour of me explaining how they are wrong to support this and why--which is the way this group has obtined ideas for all these 17 years of abusing torturing raping beating abusing raping insulting to get me to scream ideas about justice so they make movie shit out of it--funded by multi-milions of English royalty and german nazi and everything for that merger with the naziified ellisons and etc and so, ugly sick dirty nazi arnold obtained another idea out of me so he can produce and profit off it. Not a single penny for me, not even a thank you NEVER a redcuction of abuse and murder for me--slow torture to death continuously shitting out murder poisons every day or being constipated with it, sick and drugged every day to the max so every morning I am in a near delirious state of drugged inability to think and act decisively while htey scream and insult and threaten me into my brain, hours of it beginning the second I wake up--on and on and on. This filthy dirty hate creep is going to turn it into black victims of racism with them starring in it. The filthy depp rancid piece of stinking sick ugly shit will play a white suporter of compassion for black victims of racism, which is what the real originators of racist divide and conquer p lay in both real life and in movies, the roles are interchangable but always they are at the helm of the surrpetitious machincaitons for racist override. Dirty sutpid sick arnold fixates on hacking animal devouring type videos because his view is that--and I insert here--he is not a creative talent, he is a sick rancid

  The hackers as usual froze the entire laptop in the midst of writing the above-- Arnold sick filth-igger is not a creative talent, his tal...