Tuesday, September 19, 2023

Taking account of the food(s) that I bought at the store which were poisoned and drugged in my shopping travesty stalking trip yesterday. I had written of a Thai dessert, a little cheap plastic rectangular box of coconut/gelatin type squares, which were tainted and were disgusting but I literally was starving. I had detoxed a huge clump of black poison which came out of the huge elongated stretch of rock-hard poison on my left side. A clump came out, liquified yet the hard piece remains. It has been ongoing like this for a decade, as they keep poisoning me in so many various means of transmission of poisoning. One of them is pre-poisoning the food they observe me buying at stores. They mark the food at discount and it's likely that what is on display has been opened and poisoned/drugged and then resealed. Do not assume this is "paranoia" as they do this in my food in the fridge, or they used to. I.e. I would buy yogurt plastic cups and it was extremely difficult to pry the metallic lid off the yogurt cup and it would rip because it would not easily glide off, as the lids usually do. This would happen constantly until I began to seal all yogurt and all foods I saw could be opened into sealed plastic bags, tied with layers of strings and rubber bands so the mechanical arms could not break through and would have to tear the bags open. //I also bought--"my bad"--a sort of round "bowl" containing seaweed salad. I have been doing this routinely for a few months because I truly love this salad and it's not cheap but not expensive. It is in the prepared foods section. There used to be 4 or 5 on the table but since I began buying these bowls, there is only one left when I go there no matter what time of day. I could feel sickness after eating this as well. When I say "my bad" it's because I do "know" better but under the influence of "mind control" technology and drugging I literally can't assess danger. //Likewise, while I was paying my motorbike rent I signed the date wrong and thought that this was October. I literally could not "remember" what month it is, although I know ever second of every minute otherwise when not in that highly charged motorbike rental atmosphere. This has been a huge fish bowl container of electronic brain-manipulating attack all the years I have gone to this shop. It is always a depressing event to see the dogs they have taken being so unkempt and they are traumatized and one is being slowly killed. I now have so many heavy items that I carry around with me I can't go on the usual long walks I used to take her on, this dog--she stinks because he body is bloated as they never take her out and don't take care of her whatsoever. The little dog they just got is terrified of being touched and runs in fear if I get near her (or him). She/he used to run to me but now can't be near anybody because they hit these dogs. I had to add this because although they are not cordial to me, the atmosphere of abuse remains and it's being channeled to these dogs. Otherwise they are more or less friendly towards me and very helpful. That is not to say they are not malicious or wouldn't be if called upon to attack me, which they did slightly yesterday and would again.

 I was shifted to yet another person (two people actually) who have been handed, or last night they were handed, this tech to use the very same protocol. They all have family members who they want to either promote (almost all the adults who have tortured me have children or family they want to include in this huge empire that is being formed around this brain-altering mind control tech cartel, with or without Trump, but his faction is still promoting this technology to all the little good girls and boys and their children too.

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So two more, more or less....

I am very sick. I feel my body completely broken down and putrid from stress and hate that is never ended and being forced upon me by very nasty parasites constantly.

The Nazis watch on, polished, well-fed and served and told they are incredible by the masses of poor white trash and poor minority minions and governments like the US Government on all sides of the partisan lack of divide.

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So I must ver extremely careful in what food I buy. My brain is under so much attack I can't "remember" to be cautious. I have such little money I can't afford to pay for food at the normal rates and thusly I am literally forced to buy food on sale, because I must eat a lot of protein like meat, and the prices are going up constantly. I have the choice of going to a Thai market where meat is put in piles in the open air where it sits coagulating on top of other pieces of meat, with blood and all kinds of putrid juices coagulating at the bottom of these metal trays which are about 6 ft X 6 ft. I know that food is poisoned when I get close to buying anything they can possibly slip liquid in. There is no expense spared in poisoning food and throwing a huge pile of chicken out of just selling it because people won't know, and one poisoning serving is not going to cause deleterious effects on people but a lifetime of it, as has happened to me, will destroy me if it isn't ever stopped. It is never stopped. I have to fight for my life in a murder situation in any food situation including buying food. The pig apes from Whorewood who have poisoned me and poisoned me (murdering me and laughing about it) have never paid me a single penny for the ideas they stole, as they are doing it constantly and giving literally death in return but slow destruction and deterioration of my body, home and life so I am broken before they finish sucking and fucking and draining everything out of me possible.

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Physical assault and death threats after weeks (years although he has put many of his substitutes out of germany and austria to rape and torture poison and mutilate me, along with a plethora of other euro-hate nazi-land bigots poised in politics but not American so they just control the puppets who are running for office or are installed already. Out of Californication but not straight is a lying con-artist violent facsist thug, the role he has played in many a thug macho muscle movie then turned politician as special election-selected governor and now tyrannical nazi coordinator of rape, torture, mutilation and the endless influx of euro-nazi hate-landers into american politican control via whorweood and it's machinery of false super-heroism. Yes, you got it it's termin88gger the con bot but bro to most of the dough-diggers of Cali and it's plantation supplicants which adorn such types--emboldening them to exploit with a huge warm smile and back pats to those who aid and abet in his overtake schemes. He rushes at me while I am in deep sleep just waking (they use the microchip system in my spine and brain to force me to awaken; he is the non-stop sleazy leech sucking all possible out of me so 24/7 he is there to monitor as much as possible to see any vulnerability the endless life-suckin parasites can latch into my thoughts to obtain ideas so their spawn can play roles of heroism while they are just nepo-empty leeches generation 2.666. Then watching any sort of self-defense I make to sabotage it. And lastly, like baryishnikov did for I can't remember now how many years, but years of saying he is "helping" me while I am exercising to try and fight to heal--giving me literally TWO SINGLE tIps in how to exercise correctly over a near 5-year span. Literally just having his assistants hack some exercise videos which like physical therapy are for moving body but not addressing structural alignment, the core of my problem as the rats and whores their good partners in this group or they themeslves organized it, but they had people going into my room while in unconscious mode brain microchips rendering me unconscious to pain--and attack. Raping but not merely doin that, but putting hips and spine out of alignment and etc for years and years as i fought, nearly killing myself in trying to secure my door and stop mechanical arms from opening my front door from the inside but while I was rendered unconsciosu unable to hear to wake up due to these microchip implants. //s-n**88ger the termin**g88er is rushing at me punching into my face or at my head today it was with sophia whoren the creep italian brought to me by the deniro "hate trump " fascist nazi who put trump into power. LIke all the reverse psychology liars in the media, who are "fighting trump" i.e. the stupid oscar jokes and etc rendered by the same cretins who rushed to join into this group thusly aligning with trump and maga and nazis and fascists in order to get the notice and attention to be a speaker at the oscars in the first place (but starting years ago). S-n*gger-88 bot hater bigot nazi with loran whoren the nazi 88 "not fascist antifascist" in her movies which her husband made, so obviously he knew she was a liar as was he as well but that is what sold to offset the former italian fascist label back in the 60's-80's. Now bringing in every euro-ape scum possible to assault me they use the most open fascist terms. Americans like the last senator who is one of the loudest yapping pro black and brown advocates but really working for white inferiority to overtake all civil rights--so antagonistic to me fighting for any basic human rights more extreme than the mage nazis but she is a democrat liberal very famous undoubtely will be nominated as senator of her rancid state until she has to be carted away as a dead dino grasping the last of her rulership as senator and blocking any newcomers in. Anyone who might actually be authentic not the lying brood that exists now. //s-ni-I mean negger 88-bot not only is coming ta me punching while I am in just waking mode after he sees me shitting the poison he and his loving wonderful hero friends had put in my body as he hugs them all, and then forces his rancid self on me while exercising, taking the place of rotten dirty baryishnikov the KGB agent who formerly claimed to be a defector from the Soviet Union but is now a fascist nazi knighted by the nazis of the English crown for helping them through atatcking me to encouragte all the little dirty greedy americans into following into this group so t hey can be rounded up and collected with europigapes then taking their place through warm smiles (I have seen this happen with many black actors who ru sh to join in attacking me and stealing ideas, and once "black people" are seen as "acceptable" then slowly they are replaced by ENGLISH black actors who then dominate the "american lead role" perfornance, etc it goes on and on. When it happens to blacks first it's not noticed and thusly to me, a female and now being attacked so endlessly not very fresh any longer with non-stop poisoning torture and hate dumped on me by filth of crap like s-n*gger 88-bot out of austria former governor of califronia, etc. HIs rancid plot to say he is "helping" me by hacking one video which corrected my wrong position for one exercise was his segue to endless abuse, violence, not just death threats with him first punching into my face, I react by rushing at him hitting him he lifts me up with one arm I kick hi as the group of filth in the rows of chaiirs sitting on their rotten brains, lookin for me to p rovide them with ideas for their next oscar-winning movie concept (the list has grown year-by-year of my ideas used to p romote them with them taking all credit and me being so abused and raped that my hair has turned grey my face is sagging from rage and hate as they enver for a single day stop slowly killing me. Senators come smiling and laughing with approval and threatening to kill me for not just giving them more ideas which they obtained this past 6 months by non-stop torture day and night for a YEAR until I provided them with an idea--I stopped writing all. But s-negger also threatens or says I should be raped, etc as he sits bringing on ,as he and his nasty dirty ilk have done, groups of dirty greasy americans yearning to become aristocrat haute luxury entitled fascist nazis blacks in throngs and groups and progressives worse than mage but they must "prove" more violence to appear that their fake liberalsim is just a fraud, which it is. //s-n--gger who has done very little of "help" i.e. about 1% of actual "help" and otherwise, me fighting to get the next rancid ugly sick filth crap off me as I have been doing with one sleazy dirty filth creep after the next, your heroes of c ulture and the government oh yes, look at what a great job they have done for the past 15 years of just destroying the country but you never question them or stop this or do anything, don't you all?//anyway, I began to watch videos about mewing which actually focus on spinal alignment (some of them do) which is actually helping me. The filth of shitnigger then got as many of these macho men "glow-up "scumbags to rush to abuse me, as he does every day there are groups of shit nazi fascist crap like loren the whoren scum ugly dirty dino who brought the german the lastest german sick greasy fuc to violently assault me as she watched on--her years of giggles and fake bravado gaity are met by men extremely violent so thusl her money and her position in europigapeland is very powerful even shitnigger joins with her to get more for his nasty and bigoted empire which expands all the time due to this contract out on me. I was actually getting some real HELP for healing so he turned it into inviting every youtube podcaster possible I watched to learn these techniques so my spine is not crunched up any longer, because this filthy ugly sick cesspool of hormone-imploded dirty old man filth has had like the rat spawn of depp, influenced by french fascist nazis who are urging this ugly sick parasite on me to abuse me to death poison and abuse me to death but first, after torturing me to obtain original ideas claiming that only th ey are beautiful as they have me mutilated raped poisoned and dismembered disfigured not once, not twice, not for a year ,but over 20 years and longer it is never-ending as they laugh with senators like elizabeth-warranty expired the progressive rushing at me yelling "you give them ideas" as they are just glowing with sadistic hormone high addiction and all fascist nazism welcoming them for just being violent and sleazy and dirty towards me. So shitnigger who is using the excuse or the ploy that he is "helping" me to heal and demanding that I consider him something to actually respect and listen to, is using that to torture me for not "obeying" and then, after trying to actually get helpful information and reverting to youtube he has begun or continued, I should say, to bring on every greasy greedy sleazy creep out of that environment whose video I have watched in order to reshape my face from the sagging and depleted to getting good chi flow and not looking old and worn out from this exhaustion of shitting black poison out every day and being raped beaten and abused all day every day and night for years and years and years and years and years. Thusly, that is the "help" that shitnigger the terminigger is doing and he is deplorable and repugnant ugly filthy and just a nazi dirty fuck who has been treated to far more than he should ever have been in america. Get that rancid dirty ugly group off me get that vile dirty filth scum shitnigger off me goddamn . //