Tuesday, September 19, 2023

Taking account of the food(s) that I bought at the store which were poisoned and drugged in my shopping travesty stalking trip yesterday. I had written of a Thai dessert, a little cheap plastic rectangular box of coconut/gelatin type squares, which were tainted and were disgusting but I literally was starving. I had detoxed a huge clump of black poison which came out of the huge elongated stretch of rock-hard poison on my left side. A clump came out, liquified yet the hard piece remains. It has been ongoing like this for a decade, as they keep poisoning me in so many various means of transmission of poisoning. One of them is pre-poisoning the food they observe me buying at stores. They mark the food at discount and it's likely that what is on display has been opened and poisoned/drugged and then resealed. Do not assume this is "paranoia" as they do this in my food in the fridge, or they used to. I.e. I would buy yogurt plastic cups and it was extremely difficult to pry the metallic lid off the yogurt cup and it would rip because it would not easily glide off, as the lids usually do. This would happen constantly until I began to seal all yogurt and all foods I saw could be opened into sealed plastic bags, tied with layers of strings and rubber bands so the mechanical arms could not break through and would have to tear the bags open. //I also bought--"my bad"--a sort of round "bowl" containing seaweed salad. I have been doing this routinely for a few months because I truly love this salad and it's not cheap but not expensive. It is in the prepared foods section. There used to be 4 or 5 on the table but since I began buying these bowls, there is only one left when I go there no matter what time of day. I could feel sickness after eating this as well. When I say "my bad" it's because I do "know" better but under the influence of "mind control" technology and drugging I literally can't assess danger. //Likewise, while I was paying my motorbike rent I signed the date wrong and thought that this was October. I literally could not "remember" what month it is, although I know ever second of every minute otherwise when not in that highly charged motorbike rental atmosphere. This has been a huge fish bowl container of electronic brain-manipulating attack all the years I have gone to this shop. It is always a depressing event to see the dogs they have taken being so unkempt and they are traumatized and one is being slowly killed. I now have so many heavy items that I carry around with me I can't go on the usual long walks I used to take her on, this dog--she stinks because he body is bloated as they never take her out and don't take care of her whatsoever. The little dog they just got is terrified of being touched and runs in fear if I get near her (or him). She/he used to run to me but now can't be near anybody because they hit these dogs. I had to add this because although they are not cordial to me, the atmosphere of abuse remains and it's being channeled to these dogs. Otherwise they are more or less friendly towards me and very helpful. That is not to say they are not malicious or wouldn't be if called upon to attack me, which they did slightly yesterday and would again.

 I was shifted to yet another person (two people actually) who have been handed, or last night they were handed, this tech to use the very same protocol. They all have family members who they want to either promote (almost all the adults who have tortured me have children or family they want to include in this huge empire that is being formed around this brain-altering mind control tech cartel, with or without Trump, but his faction is still promoting this technology to all the little good girls and boys and their children too.

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So two more, more or less....

I am very sick. I feel my body completely broken down and putrid from stress and hate that is never ended and being forced upon me by very nasty parasites constantly.

The Nazis watch on, polished, well-fed and served and told they are incredible by the masses of poor white trash and poor minority minions and governments like the US Government on all sides of the partisan lack of divide.

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So I must ver extremely careful in what food I buy. My brain is under so much attack I can't "remember" to be cautious. I have such little money I can't afford to pay for food at the normal rates and thusly I am literally forced to buy food on sale, because I must eat a lot of protein like meat, and the prices are going up constantly. I have the choice of going to a Thai market where meat is put in piles in the open air where it sits coagulating on top of other pieces of meat, with blood and all kinds of putrid juices coagulating at the bottom of these metal trays which are about 6 ft X 6 ft. I know that food is poisoned when I get close to buying anything they can possibly slip liquid in. There is no expense spared in poisoning food and throwing a huge pile of chicken out of just selling it because people won't know, and one poisoning serving is not going to cause deleterious effects on people but a lifetime of it, as has happened to me, will destroy me if it isn't ever stopped. It is never stopped. I have to fight for my life in a murder situation in any food situation including buying food. The pig apes from Whorewood who have poisoned me and poisoned me (murdering me and laughing about it) have never paid me a single penny for the ideas they stole, as they are doing it constantly and giving literally death in return but slow destruction and deterioration of my body, home and life so I am broken before they finish sucking and fucking and draining everything out of me possible.

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Social Security SSI Disability illegally cut off by the stench filth of arnold gavin and rump muck and the nazi coalition of whorewood who have made hundreds of MILLIONS OF DOLLARS IF NOT BILLIONS FROM HAVING STOLEN MY IDEAS--not paying anything and then destroying what I do have, then taking away sub-poverty social security because I am the only person in the united states fighting racism rather than playing a game of pretending and dancing around with posturing speeches and stupid songs and movie fodder k-rap, the rest look on doing nothing that is why rump came to power and then again without any resistance. //Otherwise, 6 years of grad school and all attempts to earn money literally blocked while paralyzing me with poison and abuse and drugging every day--trying to obtai money from a GoFundMe account & is it BLOCKED no resopnses it is hacked from general view; this has happened when I tried to earn money online my url is blocked from the internet upon a url activity search I have decoded their total block of any activity (including my blogs and facebook posts only met by enemies looking to murder rape torture whatever they can get away with to get their failing careers back into the nazi orbit. Shitnigger arnold and dirty nazi gavin one facing extinction for years until he got his chance to prove he's really a nazi kgb agent torturing me without end and bringing as many gold digger scum like nancy pig-lousy and then gavin scum old boy onto his nazi payroll thusly he is holding an "environment" conference which is a front for nazi endorsement of yet another obama nazi replica to put more white nazi wall street investors into the money destroying the investments of the lower ranks and with the aid of nazi republicans killing people using social security as an excuse---my ideas furnishing stupid ugly ape arnold with so much clout to enter back into whorewood his violence is endless death threats for not allowing him or his nazi jewish and black partners to abuse me without me responding in self-defense while they are drugging me with truth serum and abusing me into my brain non-stop all day and night until I do react--they spend hours abusing me until I do react just to justify more violence and it is a never-ending domestic violence cycle--ask shitnigger arno0ld's former wife if that rancid fuck she divorced is abusive as hell when the sexual "fun" and games are boring and he has to actually be anything but a rancid "me only" scumbag as he is programmed to be: thusly...under your gaze and silence and protection of that group of shit filth: Stinking sprays on my clothing ordered by the stench of arnold the sick fuck-ni88er termini88er nazi filth---who is using (perhaps...in part) my concepts of saving environment to push his nazi inclusion in american politics as his "platform"---his stench is conveyed onto my property just as his ILLEGAL VIOLENCE against me (i.e.lifting me up in "teleportation" while I am literally on the toilet grasping my abdomen due to the black horrific poisons I have spent 30 years fighting to eliminate from my body which this dirty ugly thug scum parasite calling himself "superior" has ordered put in because me being able to compete might mean his blank ugly dirty nazi mentality is lacking and void of originality as is he--thusly stealing my ideas and then having me slowly killed serves his nazi concepts perfectly--unfortunately supplied and protected by the demo-rat party of california old boy gavin scum and the nazi obamas the deception of which is still protected because they so fully support white nazi nationalism but are "actors" proclaiming how hip and not racist they are (not): thusly, with them all, they informed Social Security to literally change my status from "suspended" to NO BENEFITS they also illegally issued "benefits ended" (sorry can't remember the exact official term but not 'suspended" meaning can be reinstated but completely gone). They are yelling at me, the white nazi bigots who are answering my many phone calls about how and why and why have I not received any mail information on why benefits were cut off only being yelled at lied to and abused by phone--their only method of communication under orders of the obamas the trumps the dirty shitni88er arnold still controlling CA politics the pipeline of Nazi gold holocaust derived is ruling America and the Engllish crown equivalent as well; however, the lying yelling abusive people answering the SSA main line number demand with "suggestions" that I go in person to a field office to get the answers rather than THE LEGAL REQUIREMENT OF THEM REQUIRED IT IS LAW TO SEND ME INFORMATION informing me of t he situation what must be done. The former rules of demanding people go in person were changed under the Biden administration (partially due to Covid) thusly mail is preferred and they have cut down on social security so mail is the real preferred method of communciation which THEY ARE SUPPOSED TO COMPLY WITH. Simply lying and lying to me by phone refusing to send me any letters about my situation and ILLEGALLY demanding I go in person but yelling--literally yelling with hate and fascist abuse--that they "suggest strongly" that I go in person--asking me a spate of interragatory questions about the status of my case which were questions I would have to look up to get the precise dates and informtaion but on a main line call when I was trying to change my address because they wrote it incorrectly--assuming I would phone back--then yelling that because I answered one question one month wrong (after 15 months of my benefits being cut off) the white woman yelled "I can't verify your identity you must go in person to a field office I SUGGEST" I told her that firstly changing my address by phone does not require me to go in person to a field office, and that it was protocol for SSI recipients to phone in address change in fact it's their policy and recommendation--she screamed literally yelling "I will tell you what protocol is" as i hung up at that point. I told her that they need to send me mail so I can get information she told me that I have to spend all my money before they would consider and that I would have to goin person--absolutely ILLEGAL and not policy by LAW. In person as they have done by phone they will lie, once the lie is solidified as if it were an official meeting they can just write the terms and conditions and then have me arrested for one slip-up I made which I cannot help I had to SAVE MY L IFE FROM BEING POISONED and I had to leave thusly that is all they have and they are lying and illegally demanding improper protocol denying me information ILLEGAL all done by old boy gavin scum governor of ca and the shit whore ape former CA gov arnold shitnigger trash who is such a foul and stinking lack of american values you all worship due to the energy of just stealin raping killing and robbing and then abusing anyone who can't fight back into "submission" that's all it takes---it's spread like a virus california hails that prick scum and his acolyte dirty nazi gavin old boy scum the lying fake smiles of the pig ape creeps and their illegal money schemes is what people really gravitate towards. I remain with my status literally blocked, the benefits cut off since February 2025 the man doing it in miami literally demanded I go in person to their office pay with cashier's check all my bank account balance (covid money stimulus payments and student loans) which are exempt. Telling them that these are exempt under law they yell abuse and just cut my money and refuse to send letters THEY ARE REQUIRED BY LAW TO SEND for a repayment schedule. They sent me a payment schedule without identifying anything other than a financial amount---not completely legal as they are supposed to let me know if benefits will be reinstated. I paid two months then never hearing anything I filled out economic hardship forms requesting from the California field office which dirty old scum gavin instructed, which they did quite happily it was a white nazi creep woman and then the usual california and american plantation system of minorities following orders, the more down they were on the ladder (in this case, Asians) the more sneering with lying contempt they had in their voices to get approval for the nazi slicing of employees out of social security this was their means of proving they will lie and kill people upon order by cutting off their survival money if they are not approved of by shit like old boy scum gavin who yelled "I don't want people like you in my State" so it's HIS State not a United States entity but HIS state--his control with arnold telling that rancid scum gavin what to say and do to become "president" all will be rigged. Since ugly dirty arnold grabbed with his filthy snorting sucking body and system onto this contract that ugly stupid rancid fuck has had people threaten my life repeatedly he has done it repeatedly has abused insulted punched raped and brought in at least 300 or more people to abuse me in just the last 2 months--that ugly rat roach parasite leech has since opened an "environmental" bullshit conference in his native Austria to sell off black nazi kamala harris as the puppet of the obama nazi uncle tom aunt jemima tap dancing team lovingly smiling with adoration into the faces of every rapist nazi-spewing shit white trash filth bucket out of germany and austria possible with ice cube and snoop dogg just violently abusing me on cue as well for years and YEARS AND YEARS. thusly, because I have actually fought against racism I am now cut off disability ILLEGALLY it is not illegal or against SSI rules to save covid money or student loans but they can just lie and yella t me and do whatever they want under this filth shit team. I moved they refuse to send a letter stating I have moved as such---they have literally taken off any benefits as me being a recipient on the SSA website after refusing to even respond to my economic hardship letter request zero letters with zero information BECAUSE THEY ARE OPERATING ILLEGALLY AGAINST THE LAW against me under orders of rancid stink stench arnold ugly filth trashnigger fuck and the obamas you all worship for their acting skills but still putting white wealthy above all but handing the poor a few little crumbs which are taken away instantly when their good friends the white nazis take power--promising if you just re-elect their pupet skank prostituted shit kamala with oprah and gyrating skank nasty dirty nazi black trash cardi b and j-lo and the rest of that shit nazi crap black circus and the "liberals" all will be hunky dorey and arnold will get more millions and control more politicians through the nazi gold pipeline all law will be only tendered for all who comply with being humiliated raped people l ike cardi b have been honored for selling black nazi plantation sex slavery honored endlessly as "freedom".