Tuesday, September 19, 2023

Taking account of the food(s) that I bought at the store which were poisoned and drugged in my shopping travesty stalking trip yesterday. I had written of a Thai dessert, a little cheap plastic rectangular box of coconut/gelatin type squares, which were tainted and were disgusting but I literally was starving. I had detoxed a huge clump of black poison which came out of the huge elongated stretch of rock-hard poison on my left side. A clump came out, liquified yet the hard piece remains. It has been ongoing like this for a decade, as they keep poisoning me in so many various means of transmission of poisoning. One of them is pre-poisoning the food they observe me buying at stores. They mark the food at discount and it's likely that what is on display has been opened and poisoned/drugged and then resealed. Do not assume this is "paranoia" as they do this in my food in the fridge, or they used to. I.e. I would buy yogurt plastic cups and it was extremely difficult to pry the metallic lid off the yogurt cup and it would rip because it would not easily glide off, as the lids usually do. This would happen constantly until I began to seal all yogurt and all foods I saw could be opened into sealed plastic bags, tied with layers of strings and rubber bands so the mechanical arms could not break through and would have to tear the bags open. //I also bought--"my bad"--a sort of round "bowl" containing seaweed salad. I have been doing this routinely for a few months because I truly love this salad and it's not cheap but not expensive. It is in the prepared foods section. There used to be 4 or 5 on the table but since I began buying these bowls, there is only one left when I go there no matter what time of day. I could feel sickness after eating this as well. When I say "my bad" it's because I do "know" better but under the influence of "mind control" technology and drugging I literally can't assess danger. //Likewise, while I was paying my motorbike rent I signed the date wrong and thought that this was October. I literally could not "remember" what month it is, although I know ever second of every minute otherwise when not in that highly charged motorbike rental atmosphere. This has been a huge fish bowl container of electronic brain-manipulating attack all the years I have gone to this shop. It is always a depressing event to see the dogs they have taken being so unkempt and they are traumatized and one is being slowly killed. I now have so many heavy items that I carry around with me I can't go on the usual long walks I used to take her on, this dog--she stinks because he body is bloated as they never take her out and don't take care of her whatsoever. The little dog they just got is terrified of being touched and runs in fear if I get near her (or him). She/he used to run to me but now can't be near anybody because they hit these dogs. I had to add this because although they are not cordial to me, the atmosphere of abuse remains and it's being channeled to these dogs. Otherwise they are more or less friendly towards me and very helpful. That is not to say they are not malicious or wouldn't be if called upon to attack me, which they did slightly yesterday and would again.

 I was shifted to yet another person (two people actually) who have been handed, or last night they were handed, this tech to use the very same protocol. They all have family members who they want to either promote (almost all the adults who have tortured me have children or family they want to include in this huge empire that is being formed around this brain-altering mind control tech cartel, with or without Trump, but his faction is still promoting this technology to all the little good girls and boys and their children too.

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So two more, more or less....

I am very sick. I feel my body completely broken down and putrid from stress and hate that is never ended and being forced upon me by very nasty parasites constantly.

The Nazis watch on, polished, well-fed and served and told they are incredible by the masses of poor white trash and poor minority minions and governments like the US Government on all sides of the partisan lack of divide.

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So I must ver extremely careful in what food I buy. My brain is under so much attack I can't "remember" to be cautious. I have such little money I can't afford to pay for food at the normal rates and thusly I am literally forced to buy food on sale, because I must eat a lot of protein like meat, and the prices are going up constantly. I have the choice of going to a Thai market where meat is put in piles in the open air where it sits coagulating on top of other pieces of meat, with blood and all kinds of putrid juices coagulating at the bottom of these metal trays which are about 6 ft X 6 ft. I know that food is poisoned when I get close to buying anything they can possibly slip liquid in. There is no expense spared in poisoning food and throwing a huge pile of chicken out of just selling it because people won't know, and one poisoning serving is not going to cause deleterious effects on people but a lifetime of it, as has happened to me, will destroy me if it isn't ever stopped. It is never stopped. I have to fight for my life in a murder situation in any food situation including buying food. The pig apes from Whorewood who have poisoned me and poisoned me (murdering me and laughing about it) have never paid me a single penny for the ideas they stole, as they are doing it constantly and giving literally death in return but slow destruction and deterioration of my body, home and life so I am broken before they finish sucking and fucking and draining everything out of me possible.

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Beyond sick sadism beyond cruel and unusual punishment for no crime other than nazi lynch mob racist lynching via mafia nazi political leaders and celebrities but inflicted by localized death squads handed weapons, drugs poisons and stinking filth and the hate is already installed via hollywood movies and the lack of love which is the replacement for the loss of respect for life. The only thing taught to all of these criminal haters is having money and ostentatious living displays of conspicuous wealth attainment. Otherwise, they can't live without dumping rage and hate on others to get more and have other people crushed. They are addicted to violence rape and theft extraction and probably torture-to-death. The hegemony principle of having death squads in other countries for decades now turned inward to slaughter of targeted groups and people.//Thus : Hillary brought the Gotti's into this hate terror regime to implement her Broadway play and her tv show featuring women's empowerment. She screamed yelled and after her asking me in depth for ideas about Schubert's musical journey through dismal and dark German hate spheres with some beautiful musical notes added (and the one german who sang in baritone hacked his videos for about 10 years non-stop to get me to click) just saying it's the typical. I had posted a few thoughts on facebook about Winterreise ("Winter's Journey" ) which is a solitude sad sorrowful remorseful death-centered droll piece of beautiful musically-adorned thoughts on death, suicide and love lost. I wrote it regarding how being raped without end by people also murdering me using tech that Hillary santioned for years and decades previously, but I did not write about her--I just wrote about the loss of love (they are delighted to see this happen they want me spiritually destroyed physically marred beyond recognition and all creative ideas stolen me broke financially ruined because women's rights only applies to blondish women and some of their brown lackies and slave mentality supporters). Hillary teleported me, and then after abuse screaming with deniro and pesce who brought in the gotti's to rape and spend over a decade of torture, etc etc but hillary then grilled me for ideas about winterreise for her Connecticut house where she had me teleported (a huge backyard area with rolling slight "hills" only grass--a huge estate double-storey house---a huge kitchen with a metallic island in the middle just in case anybody has been to her next mansion obtained from her criminal expertise with a lawyer degree and the presidency as her money-obtaining endless fund and next campaign finance springboard to endlessly rely on 1992 as the years (or 1994 whatever) and 30 years later still featured as the highlight of the Democrat Establishment endlessly interviewed. but asking me for one of her soirees about concepts of winterreise or what food to present while asking me (and now hackers are again freezing the page, the browser and laptop I just turned it on after turning it off so they freeze non-stop when I begin to write about their crucial nazi systematic abusers like hillary who is the champion of blonde nazi ambition to put people like me down into the ground if possible but stealing ideas because these "good" women look away when their husbands rape jewish women force fellatio on them and then it's publicized all over the world and the jewish woman is a joke and the entire episode keeps her silent and a good girl so she is welcome to represent "women" endlessly in the future. It showed her lack of any resistance to rape culture in other words, thus she could champion "feminism" forever as long as the white and black nazi jewish cartel rape culture men were concerned she remains their favorite "feminist". She asked me a score of questions about how to redecorate the wooden winding stairway in a spiral curve up from the ground floor (first floor) an antique old house in connecticut she told me the State uppon asking her. Curtains of English flower design appearing "blue" or "yellow" I could not see clearly but for once I was able to see colors--they can alter my visual perception in this state so I saw the colors. She then teleported me back and then mutilation to my feet began the next day they began slicing skin between my toes and kept doing it every night--injecting pain number into the slicing to the bone after johnny rotten had my toe broken on the same left foot months earlier for saying something he didn't like after I responded with anger to his insults and abuse. I had written that he looked adn appeared poisoned I was concerned he began abusing me to get his promotion and that same year a tv show came out about the sex pistols. But all that brought on the gotti crime family of extreme abuse and hate as people can imagine but almost sanguine in comparison to arnold s-ne88er really a violent genocidal murderous bigot and beloved by all in power it's amazing how much they love this hateful violent murderous man and his group waiting to completely infiltrate america with nazi derath squads americans like hegsesth already fully primed for genocide and death squads. Just elect him into office the maga nazis will approve of death squads saying that it's fully ordained by Jesus and God and then also sanctified to purify the military of black inferiors but farrakhan is superior because he really endorses trump so----the gottis came to inflict ove a decade of non-stop torture--pesce and denior winning oscars 2 years in a row (deniro) putting trump in power as much and often as possible working for the democrats as well---Schumer inviting not jolie into his office to support the violence against women bill I think they passed it, she spent months and years representing the "fight" for "fighting" violence against women while having me beaten raped and my ideas stolen so she could likewise go to broadway presengin my ideas about illinois music I wrote on facebook for years and also the oscars for maria based on my posts about maria callas and then years of rape and mutilation poisoning nearly to death and they are still murdering me--my face now lined with black worry and hate lines my lips and cheeks sagging from rage hate my eyes sunken in my face changed her laughing as she screams in edelight that I am "ugly" as I told her that I never considered her bueaitful so years of mutilation was her response through this tech. Fully suported by hillary but oh, the gottis tohelp her get more and more out of this abuse contract. the gottis working with hillary and so many of htese people steven spielberg is also always there wihle the gottis are abusing me but never interferes he just joins in like all the rest of the jews. But hillary--and the gottis he new york political career of hillary has put her in good with trump even after she and bernie helped him to "win" back in 2016 and both have been rocking the stock market and tours around america selling progressive and feminism and both attacking me with snering hate and mutilation and then handing me over to the gottis and endlessly shitalina to mutilate and torture and they keep getting the gift that keeps giving this contradct out on me.

  The methodology of the gotti family has been to have me raped (one of the gotti sons or grandsons of victoria) then beaten and raped beate...