Tuesday, September 19, 2023

Taking account of the food(s) that I bought at the store which were poisoned and drugged in my shopping travesty stalking trip yesterday. I had written of a Thai dessert, a little cheap plastic rectangular box of coconut/gelatin type squares, which were tainted and were disgusting but I literally was starving. I had detoxed a huge clump of black poison which came out of the huge elongated stretch of rock-hard poison on my left side. A clump came out, liquified yet the hard piece remains. It has been ongoing like this for a decade, as they keep poisoning me in so many various means of transmission of poisoning. One of them is pre-poisoning the food they observe me buying at stores. They mark the food at discount and it's likely that what is on display has been opened and poisoned/drugged and then resealed. Do not assume this is "paranoia" as they do this in my food in the fridge, or they used to. I.e. I would buy yogurt plastic cups and it was extremely difficult to pry the metallic lid off the yogurt cup and it would rip because it would not easily glide off, as the lids usually do. This would happen constantly until I began to seal all yogurt and all foods I saw could be opened into sealed plastic bags, tied with layers of strings and rubber bands so the mechanical arms could not break through and would have to tear the bags open. //I also bought--"my bad"--a sort of round "bowl" containing seaweed salad. I have been doing this routinely for a few months because I truly love this salad and it's not cheap but not expensive. It is in the prepared foods section. There used to be 4 or 5 on the table but since I began buying these bowls, there is only one left when I go there no matter what time of day. I could feel sickness after eating this as well. When I say "my bad" it's because I do "know" better but under the influence of "mind control" technology and drugging I literally can't assess danger. //Likewise, while I was paying my motorbike rent I signed the date wrong and thought that this was October. I literally could not "remember" what month it is, although I know ever second of every minute otherwise when not in that highly charged motorbike rental atmosphere. This has been a huge fish bowl container of electronic brain-manipulating attack all the years I have gone to this shop. It is always a depressing event to see the dogs they have taken being so unkempt and they are traumatized and one is being slowly killed. I now have so many heavy items that I carry around with me I can't go on the usual long walks I used to take her on, this dog--she stinks because he body is bloated as they never take her out and don't take care of her whatsoever. The little dog they just got is terrified of being touched and runs in fear if I get near her (or him). She/he used to run to me but now can't be near anybody because they hit these dogs. I had to add this because although they are not cordial to me, the atmosphere of abuse remains and it's being channeled to these dogs. Otherwise they are more or less friendly towards me and very helpful. That is not to say they are not malicious or wouldn't be if called upon to attack me, which they did slightly yesterday and would again.

 I was shifted to yet another person (two people actually) who have been handed, or last night they were handed, this tech to use the very same protocol. They all have family members who they want to either promote (almost all the adults who have tortured me have children or family they want to include in this huge empire that is being formed around this brain-altering mind control tech cartel, with or without Trump, but his faction is still promoting this technology to all the little good girls and boys and their children too.

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So two more, more or less....

I am very sick. I feel my body completely broken down and putrid from stress and hate that is never ended and being forced upon me by very nasty parasites constantly.

The Nazis watch on, polished, well-fed and served and told they are incredible by the masses of poor white trash and poor minority minions and governments like the US Government on all sides of the partisan lack of divide.

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So I must ver extremely careful in what food I buy. My brain is under so much attack I can't "remember" to be cautious. I have such little money I can't afford to pay for food at the normal rates and thusly I am literally forced to buy food on sale, because I must eat a lot of protein like meat, and the prices are going up constantly. I have the choice of going to a Thai market where meat is put in piles in the open air where it sits coagulating on top of other pieces of meat, with blood and all kinds of putrid juices coagulating at the bottom of these metal trays which are about 6 ft X 6 ft. I know that food is poisoned when I get close to buying anything they can possibly slip liquid in. There is no expense spared in poisoning food and throwing a huge pile of chicken out of just selling it because people won't know, and one poisoning serving is not going to cause deleterious effects on people but a lifetime of it, as has happened to me, will destroy me if it isn't ever stopped. It is never stopped. I have to fight for my life in a murder situation in any food situation including buying food. The pig apes from Whorewood who have poisoned me and poisoned me (murdering me and laughing about it) have never paid me a single penny for the ideas they stole, as they are doing it constantly and giving literally death in return but slow destruction and deterioration of my body, home and life so I am broken before they finish sucking and fucking and draining everything out of me possible.

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SOCIAL SECURITY DISABILITY (SSI Disability) turned into a slave contract of death sentence for not worshipping rapist abusers, people murdering me, stealing my cat, having me tortured without end for over a decade (*that is just trump the remainder have spent decades and decades abusing me for their movie career and now political campaign and post-presidential non-stop more millions in deals and contracts and pre-election success so-called and it's now every single wanna be has been attacking me without end, always idea-less hate arnold shitnigger is there to organize it all. he can organize hate but not think of a single creative and beautiful concept adorning the fight for justice, all he ever does is cliche boring crap about fighting tyranny in crap muscle movies--this is what you all want to control h-wood and congress--yes, this portal for career advancement is now controlling the American political system but none of you give a goddamn as long as you get more prizes and remain in power screw america ). that is the state of the nation at this point of a dying culture, a dying planet and a defunct political and intellectual-less culture morally bankrupt and sick, filthy and polluting the world to it's demise due to the selfish ugliness of this trash culture controlling all of you and trying to do this to me.//Using SSI as a vehicle for torture and murder by having it cut off for fealty and subservience to allowing nazi pig scum shit to rape and abuse me as part of nazi indoctrination into the 4th Reich, and having it cut off for saying no (for over 15-18 years) hegseth came at the beginning march 2025 to have it cuut off now after much block to my ability to submit the paperwork for review, that rancid ugly sick slime pig hog-sith is back to demand fealty to shit in order to have basic subsistence-level subpoverty disability payments resumed. There is no protocol such as this group fractured my spine poisoned me until my spihne is so crooked and plastered with hard poison I can't move as they abuse me for hours per day while I do nothing but fight to regain my body as they laugh about how bloated and "ugly" they have forced me to seem to appear as they abuse me most of the day, all day as my face is ravaged from artificially-induced tears streaming out of my face every day for years and years (since 2011) mutilation all ocver my body, part of my uterus cut out by them (it came out sliced in a small organ in the shower, sliced with a laser or scallpel while I was unconscious the night before in my bed)--etc. mutilation as they laugh and make jokes and insult my body they threaten murder and abuse and yell insults for at least bare minimum 4 hours per day beginning the second I wake up, after a night of teleportation abuse while in deep sleep homelessness skits--//the stake is obey and allow as "Jews" are suposed to do, humiliation and rape and just say how wonderful the mediocrity shit scum are, and do not compete because I used to be top and win in competition so they have mutilated poisoned and raped me and disfigured deformed and are abusing me into old age and death to stop me from being successful and happy and beautiufl. They have stolen everything but thge most precious is just to live in some kind of peace every day in the privacy of my home. Hours per day of commenting literally on every single thought I have and everything I do. Death threats for thinking something they don't like, demanding that I "love" this pile of stupid ugly shit after they steal my ideas about fighting injustice and other concepts while they abuse and abuse me to death poisoning raping sucking my sexual and life force out. They are turned on by torture so they are also addicted to the power high.//The stakes now are submit or have social security cut off as a power leverage. No concern that they made me disabled by literally fracturing my vertebrae while I was unconscious and then for decades denying me health care to leave me to die paralyzed and in a horrible dying condition (my wealthy family has also fully participated yelling at me that I am lying about my body and etc)//MY SSI DISABILITY under review after SIXTEEN MONTHS of all financial survival cut off due to the rump admin fascist doge abuse terror regime singling me out for torture and abuse through that agency., Outright abuse beginning with the onset of hegseth, I had renamed him pig hog-sith at the time of weeks of non-stop abuse by him and his nasty rotten pig family. They came while a German scum crap creep had been punching me in the face and violently raping me, while ugly shitalina was at the oscars with the movie Maria the concept she stole verbatim from my facebook page written years earlier before I understood that pelosi was part-owner with shares for that company and had access to literally just stealing my ideas without end--for years. this group of shit has resorted to torturing me for hours per day, up to 16 hours for months (after hog-sith finally left with his whore skank rotten wife and shitty pig children) but not before years of torturing ideas out of me on a daily basis so the rancid rat filth of depp could steal the ideas, or the shit of pig pitt the filth empty blank smug psychopath "actor" who plays violent violent and smug psychopath in almost every movie. But beyond that, hog-sith is back the week that my SSI Disabili;ty is being reviewed by that agency out of California--under greasy gavin's jurisdiction of abuse and torture and ugly terminigger's endless assault and theft of my ideas, he administrates hours of torture and rape and abuse uon me so he can suck ideas out. //

 **hackers completely deleted what I had just written, and it has taken me 8 times more time than normal due to hacking and brain obstructio...