Tuesday, September 19, 2023

Taking account of the food(s) that I bought at the store which were poisoned and drugged in my shopping travesty stalking trip yesterday. I had written of a Thai dessert, a little cheap plastic rectangular box of coconut/gelatin type squares, which were tainted and were disgusting but I literally was starving. I had detoxed a huge clump of black poison which came out of the huge elongated stretch of rock-hard poison on my left side. A clump came out, liquified yet the hard piece remains. It has been ongoing like this for a decade, as they keep poisoning me in so many various means of transmission of poisoning. One of them is pre-poisoning the food they observe me buying at stores. They mark the food at discount and it's likely that what is on display has been opened and poisoned/drugged and then resealed. Do not assume this is "paranoia" as they do this in my food in the fridge, or they used to. I.e. I would buy yogurt plastic cups and it was extremely difficult to pry the metallic lid off the yogurt cup and it would rip because it would not easily glide off, as the lids usually do. This would happen constantly until I began to seal all yogurt and all foods I saw could be opened into sealed plastic bags, tied with layers of strings and rubber bands so the mechanical arms could not break through and would have to tear the bags open. //I also bought--"my bad"--a sort of round "bowl" containing seaweed salad. I have been doing this routinely for a few months because I truly love this salad and it's not cheap but not expensive. It is in the prepared foods section. There used to be 4 or 5 on the table but since I began buying these bowls, there is only one left when I go there no matter what time of day. I could feel sickness after eating this as well. When I say "my bad" it's because I do "know" better but under the influence of "mind control" technology and drugging I literally can't assess danger. //Likewise, while I was paying my motorbike rent I signed the date wrong and thought that this was October. I literally could not "remember" what month it is, although I know ever second of every minute otherwise when not in that highly charged motorbike rental atmosphere. This has been a huge fish bowl container of electronic brain-manipulating attack all the years I have gone to this shop. It is always a depressing event to see the dogs they have taken being so unkempt and they are traumatized and one is being slowly killed. I now have so many heavy items that I carry around with me I can't go on the usual long walks I used to take her on, this dog--she stinks because he body is bloated as they never take her out and don't take care of her whatsoever. The little dog they just got is terrified of being touched and runs in fear if I get near her (or him). She/he used to run to me but now can't be near anybody because they hit these dogs. I had to add this because although they are not cordial to me, the atmosphere of abuse remains and it's being channeled to these dogs. Otherwise they are more or less friendly towards me and very helpful. That is not to say they are not malicious or wouldn't be if called upon to attack me, which they did slightly yesterday and would again.

 I was shifted to yet another person (two people actually) who have been handed, or last night they were handed, this tech to use the very same protocol. They all have family members who they want to either promote (almost all the adults who have tortured me have children or family they want to include in this huge empire that is being formed around this brain-altering mind control tech cartel, with or without Trump, but his faction is still promoting this technology to all the little good girls and boys and their children too.

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So two more, more or less....

I am very sick. I feel my body completely broken down and putrid from stress and hate that is never ended and being forced upon me by very nasty parasites constantly.

The Nazis watch on, polished, well-fed and served and told they are incredible by the masses of poor white trash and poor minority minions and governments like the US Government on all sides of the partisan lack of divide.

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So I must ver extremely careful in what food I buy. My brain is under so much attack I can't "remember" to be cautious. I have such little money I can't afford to pay for food at the normal rates and thusly I am literally forced to buy food on sale, because I must eat a lot of protein like meat, and the prices are going up constantly. I have the choice of going to a Thai market where meat is put in piles in the open air where it sits coagulating on top of other pieces of meat, with blood and all kinds of putrid juices coagulating at the bottom of these metal trays which are about 6 ft X 6 ft. I know that food is poisoned when I get close to buying anything they can possibly slip liquid in. There is no expense spared in poisoning food and throwing a huge pile of chicken out of just selling it because people won't know, and one poisoning serving is not going to cause deleterious effects on people but a lifetime of it, as has happened to me, will destroy me if it isn't ever stopped. It is never stopped. I have to fight for my life in a murder situation in any food situation including buying food. The pig apes from Whorewood who have poisoned me and poisoned me (murdering me and laughing about it) have never paid me a single penny for the ideas they stole, as they are doing it constantly and giving literally death in return but slow destruction and deterioration of my body, home and life so I am broken before they finish sucking and fucking and draining everything out of me possible.

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Pimp nazi-nig88er hustler trained, believing without end that they "deserve it all "because they are nasty rapist white expletives, pimps and whores but they are not low and dirty,no, they are exalted pure "beautiful and superior" white nazi men out of Germany and Austria only "because" it is expected and programmed. The vast numbers of black men and women and latinos and jews--all claiming to be victims of racism--rush to the hollywood nazi inner circle to "get their want it all american dream" payouts for fully putting nazi rapist genocidal haters into power; none of which Without delving into my usual hate ranting, I am under physical assault by yet another German rapist who is continuously attacking me with the depp daughter who hasn't stopped for most of her life in being handed every prop for her career out of simply having me raped, beaten mutilated and tortured. Beginning with her daddy then many german men, along with s-alina not jolie but sick and nasty. My ideas have furnished them all in this group with hundreds of millions of dollars from royalties and awards and deals--=my ideas sending them into fame and notoriety me getting my life, body and finances destroyed. Another hater who fractured my spine is here with his brother, a violent nazi who posed as a "hippie" playing guitar when I first met him in 1992--back in the hair band days they had all their costumes but underneath were nazi swastikas and endless mind control concentration camp programming they were being paid to implement upon me, as an mk ultra microchipped victim of endless assault and lies, systematic to the core of american and all other societies and their governance and societal trickle-down membership(s). //He was instructed to suck out what he could, drug me continuously and then when finished have me gang raped (that happened pretty quickly amongst his nasty nazi "punk" band friends---all obtaining records and tour deals after participating in attacking me. I was doped up always was, and going to that place near stuttgart was under a great deal of life-threat health issues. This man got his counttry and nazi group to provide me with health care and then kicked me out because I became angry about his increasing violence and abuse and what appeared to be a gang rape but I was unconscious, the signs were very clear. They didn't bother to conceal it very much. His parents, one out of Austria a small-town type Nazi and his mother a German. they swore they never ate any food but German, meaning only the German culture had any relevance. The first day I met the father he made a throat-slicing movement across his neck at me after I had offered them little gifts as a sort of cultural exchange friendly gesture. It is always the same, I compliment am friendly and supportive of the people whose money motives so outpace any action I take and they so aggressively abuse and insult me without any rationale (except racism or whatever, profit motive and allowance to openly display their racist hate by this group instituting nazism in american culture across all spectrum of cultural, institutional and financial means and ways). //It turned into hate fighting but I was drugged and my nervous system always put into a frenzied "love and passion" mode for him to suck my life force out of. This group is endless life-sucking energy zapping parasites it is vampirism put into technological but sadly, political import so much so that they handed all this technological terror to musk who has been granted every single top position and financial power to distribute to the spectrum of the rapists, genocidal murdering bigots and the trickle down to their seemingly "not racist' brown and black and minority minions (white skin is no exception many blonde "Jews" assault me with vicious delight and stare at the nazis to obtain the bestowment of approval by the nazis. This happened in Hitler's nazi SS even with blonde Jews who assimilated in superficial appearance into Nazi appearance but in every other way were probably some of the most vicious of the attackers upon the darker and completely vulnerable jews they helped in having decimated in genocidal mass murder. Now they just work viciously to institute the modern version of private little imprisonment and rape situations this conract out on me is so promising of--so protected at every level and by "everybody" in power.) This man with his brother and parents sit urging him to slap my face in a huge theatrical gesture from a side angle while I am sleeping, just "waking" in a dark black tunnel vision, and peforming acts of abuse at me "because" back in the day, after the gang rape and abuse and "helping" me to obtain the surgery which is the reason I went to germany--my family wanted me dead and fully sacrified to the death organization for their endless promotion and approval (all intermarrying with nazi gang bangers some blonde and white some mexican some very white "jewish" doesn't matter all are aligned all follow the same protocols). HE had a nervous breakdown during a verbal fight with me, one of the many. they use mind control and drugging on me to be "adhered" to the abusers so I can't "get away" I literally am chemicallly latched onto association with people I want nothing to do with. It's so powerful and at the levels of internal poison trapped into my nervous system, along my spine (and still there, hard as rock to this moment I fight every day to internally break this enclosure that appears like a "shelf" along my spine) but, the poisons are directly in contact with my central nervous system, along with the brain implant and throat implant and a series of implants along my spine; those are the systems I can literally "feel" attacking me but I don't know how many more there are. also the poisons latch onto all rips, tears and fractures and then remain stuck until I physically find a way to internally "break" them out through various herbs, stretches which are not the "normal" you would see in any instruction for a gym membership, not for tai chi i have had to adapt all the problems into my own routine (or similar to what others have created but I have only seen one single video using some of the adaptations I have studied for years to try to internally break this ledge of poisons out). He is blaming me for his nervous breakdown, for which he was hospitalized. He got this contract out on me. He stopped working he just partied but appeared to be "going to work" as I was drugged and living in his apartment in a tiny "dorf" village with no one to talk to, and all people nazis surrounding me with fake warm smiles but using mind control tech to institute friction and rancor between me and him. He likewise was drugged and a mind control object and with all his cocaine and endless partying with his friends who likewise raped and abused and insulted me as often as possible, the combination and what may have been the slight ethical sense of responsibility he may have had with destroying this relationship, as I was "instructed" to be very loving which I was. I was upset I was drugged and angry. His nervous breakdown: hostpitalized supposedly given shock therapy. I went with his family to the hospital which to Americans appears like an almost resort high luxury establishment with a surrounding beautiful wooded area

I was forced to "hard close" the desktop due to freezing by hackers. This is the constant whenever I detail the abuse, modus opera...