Tuesday, September 19, 2023

Taking account of the food(s) that I bought at the store which were poisoned and drugged in my shopping travesty stalking trip yesterday. I had written of a Thai dessert, a little cheap plastic rectangular box of coconut/gelatin type squares, which were tainted and were disgusting but I literally was starving. I had detoxed a huge clump of black poison which came out of the huge elongated stretch of rock-hard poison on my left side. A clump came out, liquified yet the hard piece remains. It has been ongoing like this for a decade, as they keep poisoning me in so many various means of transmission of poisoning. One of them is pre-poisoning the food they observe me buying at stores. They mark the food at discount and it's likely that what is on display has been opened and poisoned/drugged and then resealed. Do not assume this is "paranoia" as they do this in my food in the fridge, or they used to. I.e. I would buy yogurt plastic cups and it was extremely difficult to pry the metallic lid off the yogurt cup and it would rip because it would not easily glide off, as the lids usually do. This would happen constantly until I began to seal all yogurt and all foods I saw could be opened into sealed plastic bags, tied with layers of strings and rubber bands so the mechanical arms could not break through and would have to tear the bags open. //I also bought--"my bad"--a sort of round "bowl" containing seaweed salad. I have been doing this routinely for a few months because I truly love this salad and it's not cheap but not expensive. It is in the prepared foods section. There used to be 4 or 5 on the table but since I began buying these bowls, there is only one left when I go there no matter what time of day. I could feel sickness after eating this as well. When I say "my bad" it's because I do "know" better but under the influence of "mind control" technology and drugging I literally can't assess danger. //Likewise, while I was paying my motorbike rent I signed the date wrong and thought that this was October. I literally could not "remember" what month it is, although I know ever second of every minute otherwise when not in that highly charged motorbike rental atmosphere. This has been a huge fish bowl container of electronic brain-manipulating attack all the years I have gone to this shop. It is always a depressing event to see the dogs they have taken being so unkempt and they are traumatized and one is being slowly killed. I now have so many heavy items that I carry around with me I can't go on the usual long walks I used to take her on, this dog--she stinks because he body is bloated as they never take her out and don't take care of her whatsoever. The little dog they just got is terrified of being touched and runs in fear if I get near her (or him). She/he used to run to me but now can't be near anybody because they hit these dogs. I had to add this because although they are not cordial to me, the atmosphere of abuse remains and it's being channeled to these dogs. Otherwise they are more or less friendly towards me and very helpful. That is not to say they are not malicious or wouldn't be if called upon to attack me, which they did slightly yesterday and would again.

 I was shifted to yet another person (two people actually) who have been handed, or last night they were handed, this tech to use the very same protocol. They all have family members who they want to either promote (almost all the adults who have tortured me have children or family they want to include in this huge empire that is being formed around this brain-altering mind control tech cartel, with or without Trump, but his faction is still promoting this technology to all the little good girls and boys and their children too.

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So two more, more or less....

I am very sick. I feel my body completely broken down and putrid from stress and hate that is never ended and being forced upon me by very nasty parasites constantly.

The Nazis watch on, polished, well-fed and served and told they are incredible by the masses of poor white trash and poor minority minions and governments like the US Government on all sides of the partisan lack of divide.

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So I must ver extremely careful in what food I buy. My brain is under so much attack I can't "remember" to be cautious. I have such little money I can't afford to pay for food at the normal rates and thusly I am literally forced to buy food on sale, because I must eat a lot of protein like meat, and the prices are going up constantly. I have the choice of going to a Thai market where meat is put in piles in the open air where it sits coagulating on top of other pieces of meat, with blood and all kinds of putrid juices coagulating at the bottom of these metal trays which are about 6 ft X 6 ft. I know that food is poisoned when I get close to buying anything they can possibly slip liquid in. There is no expense spared in poisoning food and throwing a huge pile of chicken out of just selling it because people won't know, and one poisoning serving is not going to cause deleterious effects on people but a lifetime of it, as has happened to me, will destroy me if it isn't ever stopped. It is never stopped. I have to fight for my life in a murder situation in any food situation including buying food. The pig apes from Whorewood who have poisoned me and poisoned me (murdering me and laughing about it) have never paid me a single penny for the ideas they stole, as they are doing it constantly and giving literally death in return but slow destruction and deterioration of my body, home and life so I am broken before they finish sucking and fucking and draining everything out of me possible.

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The real-life drama shitwood whorewood hollywood has REALLY brought you through their partnership with government state-sponsored terror avenues for consolidation of power for a Totalitarian Nazi fascist death and murder "luxury/haute" system of their endless movies dominating the scene and your destruction (to those who either are too intelligent to fall for the sleazy stupid filth of the whorewood movie ennui fodder horrid movie crap year after year monopoly of monotony) or those who want an actual working country of highly talented and intelligent people who care about life, society and the people therein. These ape scumbag whores have made hundreds of millions of dollars off my ideas but the only thing they have given me are 2nd hand clothing from the garbage room where because they cut my SSI Disability off in 2025, I obtain some clothing which instantly is marred, sprayed with stinking filth instantly forever until the fabric is so putrid I mustt use it to clean the muck daily sprayed into my room, the floor being torn up the landlord will demand I pay for all damages he actually creates with his rancid group as this hate cartel laughs because all government does is laugh and giggle when they come to assault me in tandem for their promotions into the senate or long-standing approval and media interviews for their political "Democcracy" promises to the duped and desperate public.//For saying no to my life being completely devoured more than it already has been by this filth sucking ugly sick parasite group laughing, smiling partying over decades of torturing me day after day--the nazi actors the ugly filthy plastic surgery scum creeps of nazi conformity who have stolen my ideas derived from RESEARCH STUDY AND THOUGHT as the blank and ugly hateful sleazy filth steals it--ugly arnold having me tortured for literally 16 hours per day so when he needs my t houghts he threatens me with more extreme violence and the world participates and that stupid ugly ape rat parasitic roach gets more of my ideas to sell as his own, and he gets the rat celebrities to shriek "loser stupid bitch nothing" slapping hitting raping me afterwards for having ideas they can't formulate because they were put into power to mind control the public into conformity to their overtake presented as heroes of society or the seductive villains always awarded for either/or roles as are the politicians, the same formula. Thusly trying to get th em off me for years and years and years and years but they teleport me in my sleep they teleport me all day they teleport me every time I take a shower am on the toilet (arnold likes to physically assault me in the 2-fold physical state of teleportation--the prime body in the "real" location the teleported body almost etherial in the 2nd where they teleport me--pressing a button he likes to pick me up and punch my abdomen and my intestines on the side whilel I am in extreme nausia sickness shitting out the poison that ugly ape scum filth the former governor with the current rancid sleazy dirty crap governor employing him for this purpuose as he has to sell his benign anti-trump costume underneath he's in drag waiting to bend over once more for the rump interlocking partnership.//Knives or small sharp objects inserted under my already dead cuticles while sleeping in what I call "collapse" toxic shock need to sleep immediately during the day when not able to wrap my body (the required hour of wrapping items very carefully, having taken me years to construct this system through trial-and-error endless mutilation of my hands, hair, gum tissue, toes, and I can't project my skin they still slather horrific chemicals on my skin while I can't protect every centimeter of my body in deep sleep (unable to wake up due to brain implants afflicting nervous system into total unawareness while in deep sleep; plus never-ending drugging of my food and body to induce various other states while they abuse me without end, day and night to get this contract for their monumental empire of hate movies propaganda for nazi overtake controlled by euro-hate-land nazis welcomed by almost the totality of the U .S. government and forces of civilian terrorism within America (not restricted to any skin color or race or gender, political affiliation, etc).//Seeing the telling swollen red, already completely enlarged mutilated completely cut offf my nail bed cuticle on my left middle finger--shit like tom hardy who came at me for 16 hours per day for at least 6 months until other nazi europigape nazi filth trash came to inflict the same--culminating in terminigger arnold and barely stopped by anybody after years of this---slicing under the cuticle too ill from having to go shopping and the hard tubes of poison I am fighting to break off my internal cavities in my body--my intestines into my hips and spine a solid internal structure. The poisons are so toxic I litrally can't stay awake and must instantly sleep and thusly they cut into the black and deformed cuticles (my toes already all broken, pointing in various directions and black from cuticles cut completely permanently off the toe nail bed and never growing back---) my fingers now the same, absolutely mutilated they are SEVERING MY FINGERTIPS OFF literally. These ape scum whore stinking filthy foul dirty parasites have been paid millions for having stolen my dieas can't stop torturing me to get more, all stupid blank and completely mediocre in intellect, creativity and void and null in terms of any humanitarian concern about anything, relegated to be the poster porn pimps and whores of compassion and art in America and around the world. //This weapons of murder distribution system which "they" put muck and rump successively into the highest positions of power to enact a global system of torture, murder, home-bound concentration camp murders, rape through microchip and mk ultra trauma-based mind control with implants, drugs administered in restaurants and all businesses comply with the demands of this mafia-organized system (government has merged with mafia).

Right now, trying to take notes in my email for future business dealings with trying to get my money reinstated because old boy gavin has to...