Tuesday, September 19, 2023

Taking account of the food(s) that I bought at the store which were poisoned and drugged in my shopping travesty stalking trip yesterday. I had written of a Thai dessert, a little cheap plastic rectangular box of coconut/gelatin type squares, which were tainted and were disgusting but I literally was starving. I had detoxed a huge clump of black poison which came out of the huge elongated stretch of rock-hard poison on my left side. A clump came out, liquified yet the hard piece remains. It has been ongoing like this for a decade, as they keep poisoning me in so many various means of transmission of poisoning. One of them is pre-poisoning the food they observe me buying at stores. They mark the food at discount and it's likely that what is on display has been opened and poisoned/drugged and then resealed. Do not assume this is "paranoia" as they do this in my food in the fridge, or they used to. I.e. I would buy yogurt plastic cups and it was extremely difficult to pry the metallic lid off the yogurt cup and it would rip because it would not easily glide off, as the lids usually do. This would happen constantly until I began to seal all yogurt and all foods I saw could be opened into sealed plastic bags, tied with layers of strings and rubber bands so the mechanical arms could not break through and would have to tear the bags open. //I also bought--"my bad"--a sort of round "bowl" containing seaweed salad. I have been doing this routinely for a few months because I truly love this salad and it's not cheap but not expensive. It is in the prepared foods section. There used to be 4 or 5 on the table but since I began buying these bowls, there is only one left when I go there no matter what time of day. I could feel sickness after eating this as well. When I say "my bad" it's because I do "know" better but under the influence of "mind control" technology and drugging I literally can't assess danger. //Likewise, while I was paying my motorbike rent I signed the date wrong and thought that this was October. I literally could not "remember" what month it is, although I know ever second of every minute otherwise when not in that highly charged motorbike rental atmosphere. This has been a huge fish bowl container of electronic brain-manipulating attack all the years I have gone to this shop. It is always a depressing event to see the dogs they have taken being so unkempt and they are traumatized and one is being slowly killed. I now have so many heavy items that I carry around with me I can't go on the usual long walks I used to take her on, this dog--she stinks because he body is bloated as they never take her out and don't take care of her whatsoever. The little dog they just got is terrified of being touched and runs in fear if I get near her (or him). She/he used to run to me but now can't be near anybody because they hit these dogs. I had to add this because although they are not cordial to me, the atmosphere of abuse remains and it's being channeled to these dogs. Otherwise they are more or less friendly towards me and very helpful. That is not to say they are not malicious or wouldn't be if called upon to attack me, which they did slightly yesterday and would again.

 I was shifted to yet another person (two people actually) who have been handed, or last night they were handed, this tech to use the very same protocol. They all have family members who they want to either promote (almost all the adults who have tortured me have children or family they want to include in this huge empire that is being formed around this brain-altering mind control tech cartel, with or without Trump, but his faction is still promoting this technology to all the little good girls and boys and their children too.

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So two more, more or less....

I am very sick. I feel my body completely broken down and putrid from stress and hate that is never ended and being forced upon me by very nasty parasites constantly.

The Nazis watch on, polished, well-fed and served and told they are incredible by the masses of poor white trash and poor minority minions and governments like the US Government on all sides of the partisan lack of divide.

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So I must ver extremely careful in what food I buy. My brain is under so much attack I can't "remember" to be cautious. I have such little money I can't afford to pay for food at the normal rates and thusly I am literally forced to buy food on sale, because I must eat a lot of protein like meat, and the prices are going up constantly. I have the choice of going to a Thai market where meat is put in piles in the open air where it sits coagulating on top of other pieces of meat, with blood and all kinds of putrid juices coagulating at the bottom of these metal trays which are about 6 ft X 6 ft. I know that food is poisoned when I get close to buying anything they can possibly slip liquid in. There is no expense spared in poisoning food and throwing a huge pile of chicken out of just selling it because people won't know, and one poisoning serving is not going to cause deleterious effects on people but a lifetime of it, as has happened to me, will destroy me if it isn't ever stopped. It is never stopped. I have to fight for my life in a murder situation in any food situation including buying food. The pig apes from Whorewood who have poisoned me and poisoned me (murdering me and laughing about it) have never paid me a single penny for the ideas they stole, as they are doing it constantly and giving literally death in return but slow destruction and deterioration of my body, home and life so I am broken before they finish sucking and fucking and draining everything out of me possible.

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Murder conditions prevail: Slashing into my fingertips until they are slowing being cut off, day-after-day cutting deeply into my cuticle and nail bed until the nails are completely dead, the finger tips smell like rotting flesh, literally cutting to my bone every single chance they get when I can't wrap the 8 layers with strings tied as firmly as possible around my hands and wrists. They use extremely slender mechanical arms to burrow under the layers and then slice into my fingers. They are perpetually swollen with red huge ridges and the cuticles completely cut off and gouges into my fingertips literally cutting to the bone every day. Perpetual smell of stinking, rotting flesh. I pour alcohol and healing oils on my fingers twice daily and the depth of the incisions after 17 years on an almost nightly basis is literally cutting my fingertips off killing all blood flow nails dead, not fractured but dead.//They have cut off my SSI Disability and are forcing me to "move" in February where, I will have no protection at least for a while to block the creeps rushing into my room when I can't wake up, my brain put into unconscious mode and unable to sense anyone raping, beating, slicing into my body, cutting out part of my uterus (ugly sick shitalina and dirty rancid pig ape pitt did this when I refused to have sex with that filth crap you all worship, dirty ape pitt brad bratt crap, plus he had to 'win" another Oscar that year for yet another idea he and his English and nazi teams had stolen from my writings and torture and mutilate me while destroying my body with poisoning (murder) in addition to outward mutilation which is still ongoing (the severing of part of my uterus happened in 2014 and it's never stopped--slicing into my body and drugging me which is poisoning to death at this endless rate of my body inundated with drugs and poisons while they torture me non-stop with verbal abuse which I can't "ignore" because they are drugging me into instant reaction with sleep deprivation and then deep sleep torture). so they are forcing me to leave this place where I have at least a barrier to the front door after literally over one year of trying to guess how the ape pig rat rapist scum were getting into my room with all the locks and protection and things blocking the door, the 4 locks and items stuck in the door wedging off entry from the outside--with mechanical arms they can remove it all and open the door from the inside. It took me a few years to figure out how to marginally stop the rape and they stole my money, put my hips out of alignment, smeared fungus and semen into my hair and they do this every chance possible when I can't spend the 30 minutes wrapping items around my feet, mouth (to stop them from slicing into my teeth to try to knock them out again also happening the year dirty filth fuck pitt ape "won" for the once upon a whorewood time in nazi-land movie which was my idea revolving around charles manson--and to get his award dirty pig ape pitt tried toh ave my teeth smashed in then falling out by slashing gum tissue to the gums--). So they are forcing me to move the landlord is extremely violent and the people EVERYWHERE AROUND THE PLANET are consumed with nazi culture violently raping putting my spine and hips out of alignment smearing fungus into my scalp and into my body orifices and then spraying stinking and permanently staining substances into my backpack and stealing my money from my purse and then breaking my shoes and ripping tearing. They do all of this every single time I leave this room to go shopping which is 2x a month due to paralysis and agonizing pain from the years of no one stopping the poisoning of my body and the mutilation and mis-alignment that the terrorist rapist were inflicting while the shit filth of whorewoode obtained oscars for my ideas. My money stolen my food poisoned my body mutilated and put out of alignemnt--the same shit whore apes are yelling death threats at me for fighting to get them and shit like them off me after my entire life surrounded by this filth and scum. Government still supports and protects them.//Besides instant yelling abuse and death threats the SECOND I wake up, they go on and on while I am in silent wake-up mode spending

**Nota Bene: this post is, like all my posts, every single one--rife with cursing, name-calling and ranting hyperbolic hate ranting. The min...