Friday, September 15, 2023

Endless stinking filth/muck/brown putrid goo/fungus/mold/virus/poison cleaning terrorist report: September 15, 2023. This is every day, not just today as I have been writing of this for a decade so no one will be surprised for whatever may be reading this if anything I write this for myself. The tiles separating my bathroom from the room on the right-hand side of my cubicle box torture chamber/surveillance stinking terror unit where I must pay to live and experience this courtesy of those "powers that be"---they are opening the tiles, although I have covered that bathroom with "artistic" (dollar store) plastic decor covering every square inch of every tile around the corners to attempt to stop the break-ins, but unless I paste all over with cement, there is nothing that will stop this violation. There are solvents that can be used to unseal the glues I use and then instantly drying other glues replace what I had pasted on. I experienced this in other ways with other panels where I used apoxy glues and the glues were pasted back in the same place with extremely strong glues that were not gooey and sticky even when dried, but hard like a sealant. I have been working on my protection for YEARS so I do know this is the case. Although I have covered with glue, and silicone on the floor, every single tile separating my room from that next door, everything possible but the terrorist continuously enter this room when I leave to rip off and replace and they use mechanical arms unsealing and resealing all those items while I am in this unit but in another room (they use to go in while I was sleeping or in the shower). I cleaned some STINKING pillows saturated with fungus and other unidentifiable stinking substances and the pillows I use on my bed--all are completely hand made, sewn by hand by myself for my artistic purpose of not living in a total dumpster dollar store-coated room to try to abate the endless break-ins by these mechanical arms on the other sides of all walls, ceiling and the floor. I had to clean the pillow cases of these very beautiful pillow coverings from material that should not be washed often, and if so, only dry cleaning. Of course they have blocked my financial earnings and blacklisted and blocked and discredited me so I can't earn money, so I have to wear down the fabric with hand washing these pillows once more. The tiny little cheap ugly sink area gets splashed with water, around the basin, to a circumference of about 4 inches. I have a little plastic tray about 3 feet along the long countertop which is nearly above the toilet, almost on top of it (this entire area has been constructed by the terrorist operation so they can easily lift the tiles as the cement walls have had to be torn down to create this endless "leaky" tiled room, the walls are not just paper thin but non-existent on one side which is covered with floor-to-ceiling cupboards, which separate my room from the next by the thin wobbly panels that appear to be the back of the cabinets but are instead more terror portals of violation by these mechanical arms.

 After cleaning the pillows and soaking up the water that had splashed, I returned to a puddle of water stinking of fungus in the area just outside the basin I had just wiped down. The area with the incense tray I use to cloak the stink of the putrid air that is constantly being pumped up through the pipes of the sink and the shower drain while I am in that room--like wafting up but they are blowing the stinking stench into this room. In the middle of the night the stench is not there, every single crack, tile or hole is used as a portal of attack with stinking filth and cockroaches and things are stolen from my room due to the mechanical arms that are inserted onto my patio from the rooms on either side or above--or below.


That is after detoxing for the 13th year in a row stinking hardened poisons that were intended to murder me--after much exertion and fasting--and more healing products I have to spend my subpoverty income on just to try to not have to sit here semi-paralyzed every day, in so much pain from recurrent poisoning with bloating and hardening poisons inserted into my vagina and then into my bladder or into my food--which I must buy on sale, and often I can't afford meat but I require meat for healing all the muscle tissue that is being constantly ripped out at the cellular level by this hard poison I must fight and stretch to literally RIP out of my body as it latches onto skin and bone on an internal level. Through these mechanical arms the terrorists have sprayed stinking filth on my skin, injected silicone under my skin to appear like round cycsts in most unnatural places on my body--truly deforming and hideous. They are constantly digging into my cuticles while I am sleeping and lifting up nails and cutting skin tissue away--I must get up in the middle of the night because they are, I believe, inserting liquids into my bladder so once I get up, I am very sick as they inject poison, I believe--and then once I return I am so sick I fall into an unconsciousness the second my head hits the pillow while I intend to put the SIX LAYERS of protection I have created over my hands to block the mechanical arms from more PERMANANT destruction to my fingers and nails and skin--I literally lose consciousness before I can begin to do this. The poison they have put in me is so toxic and deadly I may, on the other hand, just be literally fainting from toxic shock; or a combination of the above. I do know that due to this microchip implant in my brain, the terrorists with their tech can render me unconscious and/or kill me due to this vile brain implant that can make me unable to see while people are glaring into my face in a power-over confrontation--my vision goes black like I'm seeing in a tunnel and there is only a pin-point of light at the end of this tunnel, and that sensation lasts for about 5-10 seconds while the person is glaring and I appear to be dazed and accepting of hate and negativity and "looking downward". I have literally fainted while walking down stairs but that lasts as long as the other attack--and so, I write about this once more as the situation is foul, filthy, dirty, putrid and disgusting. I am forever cleaning up stinking filth. My patio is constantly being sprayed with fine dirt and debris so after I water my plants there is filth and clumps of hair and debris everywhere just because I put a bit of water on the ground--not even a tiny bit just a few drops. I return and the patio is soaking with water and filth and debris and it's piled on the doorstep of this patio where the sliding doors glide--that area is always caked with piles of debris. I must constantly clean that or live with stinking filth. The stinking poisons that have been forced into my body because I have been so financially blocked and unable to afford to live in a home or place with SOLID walls and no tiles separating my room from the next, much less to be able to afford my own home and then modify it to try to protect myself as much as possible from these types of attacks while I am in my own home and while absolutely unconscious in a sleep state.


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20 minutes after having finished the post above: the patio is once more littered with clumps of soggy hair caught in the clothing rack and the broken chair with completely rusted metal on both objects (all metal is sprayed with a corrosive spray in this room so if you touch the metal your hand stinks, every single thing is being deteriorated, sprayed with foul and putrid sprays that are intended to be permanent and stinking forever---

I forgot to write many ideas because of the difficulty in typing due to malware attacks and motor skills attacked in my brain while I fight to think clearly:

the bathroom floor--if I splash any water on the floor, from the endless cleaning I must do every morning because my clothing is sprayed with stinking foul substances while I am sleeping, as I am teleported to hate and terror teleportation skits, while whatever food is not tied in multiple bags with rubber bands and strings jimmied so none of it can be tainted and poisoned by the mechanical arms--I must clean all morning just what I wore the night before, my body which is smeared with chemicals while sleeping and teleported to psychological and mental ill situations that are inflicted upon me--

so all I do is spend literally HOURS every day either untying or tying bags which hold all the endless healing products I use to TRY to not be completely mutilated and deformed and broken down---

but, any water splashed on anything is constantly resprayed with dirty and foul liquids--the bathroom floor remains soaking wet for 24 hours as the liquid spreads to the entire floor and smells foul--although I splash some water near the sink area once I leave and return to the bathroom the entire floor is covered with a layer of liquids that never dry for over 24 hours--literally they keep spraying water or liquids on the floor. I use all the materials that are so stinking that I can't wear them any longer, cut up in strips, to constantly have to bend down while my body is so deformed from hard poisons they put in my food to make me paralyzed--and I do know that the bathroom tile on the floor dries if completely wet when I use the little fan that has been made rusted and corroded because it's the strongest and most durable fan I can find but it's mostly metal--so I can't touch any of the metal parts it's stinking but it works. I use the highest speed and the floor should be dry, after I use the material I cut up to soak of the puddles of liquid that they sprayed onto the floor--but hours later, the floor is as wet as ever and in puddles all over the floor. 


the people involved who I must deal with are as foul and dirty and nasty when they are in teleportation as the filth I am describing. And like all the permanently staining and stinking substances, they never go away, they cling on permanently as long as possible and they all act and behave and appear to "think" in the same, nasty and filthy foul vein. It is a total filth cesspool on every facet of this dirty foul organization as far as I have even seen of this disgusting organization. 

That they are promoted and championed for this behavior is so out-of-sync with the reality of what responsible leadership truly is. It follows of course the Nazi creed of making their targets poor, mutilated, dehumanized, and targeted by a world of willing sleazy and nasty thieves and filthy nasty parasites. The filth I must constantly clean up while these dirty and meaningless filth creeps of Whorewood have been raking in millions from the ideas they steal from my writing, while they pour their stinking filth energy on me and suck out my life, light and joy in living as much as they possibly can. It is sick that my government continues to fund this filthy operation. That the United States is constantly on the brink of economic default on the endless loans that they can never repay the interest on from the sleazy get-over schemes of the filthy K-rap that has been put into power, while they are pushing for a "civil war" perhaps to just wipe out all their debt as there would be a "reset" for them to kill and wipe people out and then re-negotiate all the debt crises they have amassed. I swear they are so dirty this is not an unfeasible supposition on how dirty they really are and how murderously sick and greedy and disgusting they truly are.

Anyone who is not in full agreement with this filth "leadership" and it's dirty and nasty death squad operatives which now number in the hundreds of millions are subject to being tortured and poisoned to death like me or just outright killed (in the streets, if and when this organization actually truly amasses enough power to not have to hide behind all the fake blathering bs operatives in Whorewood who steal ideas from people like me).

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Extreme drugging/nervous system attacks via implants along my spine & into my brain--8 hours of literal non-stop abuse from this English And nazi team of another senator from congress, the same rape enabler who is the front-runner face of anti-violence against women and me2 rape culture to oust the jewish weinstein so her company and the rest can overtake h-wood --antisemitism so openly expressed that obviously Nazis and virulent racists are behind this contract out on me. My brother stating that only I will experience violence, with his full participation and that Germans are trustworthy not racists it can't happen to him. for using sexual and physical violence against me instantly after more than 30 years of never having seen him, never contacting him except for him smirking about a situation the nazis forced on me, he is lunging at me to gain more promotions and allowance to get everything for free for handing me over to murder, essentially. Me, drugged so badly I cannot stop reacting to every question, hours of asking me for ideas as the English scriptwriters and director and the endless leech parasite this ugly sinister putrid creep female who is endlessly pushing violent beef-body-build "men" out of europ-a-land to violently rape me, the more abusive and humiliating the more they are praised and awarded; she is the representative for the United Nations and for Chuck Schumer in all legislation against rape and domestic violence against women. Put deliberately there really to give permission for rape if it's racist-based rather than anything else. beloved so greatly by the grateful rapist thugs surrounding her, the minority minions lavishing praise making antisemitic comments at me--Jews in particular are very hostile and laughing smirking it can only happen to me, not them. The drugs are so insidious that are injected pumped into my bladder while I sleep--must get up every night to alleviate what they inject so I am drugged--it is a nasty horrific murderous chemical and drug forcing hate, along with extreme shifts of my brainwaves I can't even control my breathing--my entire spine is coated in hard chemicals in which microchip implants directly affecting my spine are buried from the 3 complete surgeries I have had---(the hardening poisons made my spine crooked, the terrorists fractured my vertebrae while I was unconscious after they orchestrated mostly harmless "accidents' and in the deep brain implant state, I am rendered completely unconscious and unable to feel anything (drugged to the extreme the next morning with pain killers and numbing chemicals). 8 hours another day of this ongoing with me finally screaming in rage fighting and hitting the people responsible for this--the senator who came years ago to abuse yell fascistically at me, now threatening my life for having rushed to physicall attack him after shouting to go away go away go away. They all remain until I rush at them lunging in fury. The dirty nasty sick female who is connected to the English monarchy has been relegated to bring every fascist nazi english abuser and hater to assault me possible in the celebrity zone, there are so many---all are clamoring to get this contract and to participate from all minorities in congress who rush at me violently to white supremacist congress haters--this one very close to the source of much discontent for those slated to be excluded from life in general---very pompous about his entitlement to torture have me raped and poisoned, they all are. My brother smug and behaving like I am still being beaten and abused by him at the age of 14 when I left the hate situation my family had adopted because my mother was trying to get "in" with an "Italian" but American married man, the "Italians" in this tiny family-controlled cul-de-sac had installed mircophone relay systems so they could listen to my family abuse me (this was in 1978 before the internet) my brother was so violent I phoned the police and left that house the next day--forever. I saw him a few times, I had the blank mind controlled drugged assumption that he had "grown up" but alas, he lives in the perpetual abuse state having ensured I am stuck everywhere I go as he is promoted for endlessly ensuring my destruction, lack of health care. My family offered me an inheritance in a creep way 2 years ago, I saved the money but declined to have any further contract with them as they were abusive just in connecting me to the lawyers distributing the inheritance (I got the absolute lowest amount of all members)--and this they used to have social security cut off my income and it's been off for 6 months while I am fighting to have it reinstated and they worked with the 4th Reich to have this done. I was screaming at him in rage, as the hate parasitic rape cheerleader who is beloved by all senators presidents her sleazy and disgusting 16 years of stealing my ideas so her blank and hateful lack of personality can be embellished by my years and lifetime of reading and study, so that nazi white supremacy can appear like it has originality and any kind of creativity outside of endless repetition of murder revenge and upcommance plots which they rotate every year in their awards categories, until they latched on to stealing my ideas, and now torturing me as I scream ideas because they are so revolting their image their ugly sinister presence is so revolting--and I cannot stop responding instantly to their endless probing questions intermixed with extremew murder threats and then inquisitive questions and every thing I do, from going to the bathroom eating taking healing powders all my exercises for healing I created they are stealing and using as their own invention; so much that I do is original and not a copy I learned, they are stealing torturing and asking for ideaws literally non-stop. I cannot stop talking I can't stop responding. the drugs, my body is like enmeshed in not being able to breathe independently the technology and drug interface is so overwhelming. The smug and smirking dirty ugly sick skank sits smiling as I scream and fight for the 2nd year in a row of literal daily screaming and rage at English hate bigots assaulting me for over 8 hours per day--0the rapist who beat tortured and mutilated me, has had my plants killed is threatening my life then making sleazy sexual comments, sitting next to this foul and dirty ugly sick creep skank always they are partners probably as with all the men who rape me she tries to suck my life force energy out by having sex with them as well. Some of them at least--they sit next together all the men who rape me next to her, after she has had me poisoned nearly to death, still fighting to heal every day. My body aging rapidly she is laughing, the men make endless sneering comments about my breasts while I am naked as they sit for hours watching and commenting on all I do. Once i finally "break" after the 6-8 hour mark of literal non-stop literally every single second for over 6 to 8 hours without a moment of them shutting up for one single second with death trhreats abuse insults and probing questions I scream finally to shut up and die I scream hit them rush violently. It is torture and the senators are smug threatening to kill me constantly for lunging at them screaming to get off me to fuck off that they have already been killing me via poisoning and torture for years. It goes on and on. I might be able to "ignore' them if they were not drugging me so severely and my body racked with implants along my spine forcing a reaction that overwhelms my breathing and concentration--the implants are definitely in my brain and along my spine---without a doubt they force my muscles to spasm while people are slamming doors--the effect is unmistakable and has happened for years in this same sequence I do not flinch at noises like this, it is artificially created generated and forced upon me. They are so ugly and appear so rancid rotten stupid ugly and sick I scream that they are disgusting that I never want anything like them around me not for a minute much less 8-10 hours per day,e very day, then stupid sick teleportation skits of hate death and homelessness and me being abused, being put in stupid situations in an "edit" mode so I am waking to being in some negative situation in the middle of a posture I never created, like a movie edit stopping and starting my consciousness can be started and stopped with a press of a button in that state.//I am trying to work a way to not be overwhelmed, because these filthy sick creeps are meaningless scum in my opinion but I react as if I can't stop, and I literally cannot. //I ordered a music player and they blocked everything possible for every music player--this one supposedly came with no memory but they had it jacked-up so the memory is invisible but it is hacked and is turned off remotely like all the rest of the players they continue the death and torture deep sleep states. My body is aging my hair greying my body withering because of the energy this ugly sick skank sucks out smiriking and laughing. They keep asking me for ideas then destroying my finances so I have nothing. I am still waiting for the decision from social security whether my disability payments will be reinstated or not. They lied to me for 6 months, my family had my inheritance taken away and then my disability as well; this was a ploy it was not some random accident and they just arrived when I was being violently raped by the last lrapist from europigapeland with ugly skankalina presiding as they "made love" to each other sitting next to one another attacking me mutually--now it's the next one, the same thing but his English is much better so his verbal abuse is for 10 hours or more per day--endless extreme violent threats, violent abusive ugly rape, supposedly implying that I "deserve" it for fighting to save my life from this. My brother doing everything he can to protect the 4th Reich and that only I wil lbe a victim of any racism never he. I went into, in truth serum drugged torture microchip enhanced stress hate truth serum mode how nazis are definitely pursuing another genocide against jews and in america they want to pour in and create nazification of the already nazified and ocmpletely overtaken america by europigape nazi filth, and I am trying to quell this as much as possible. The denial is pure stupidity this ugly sinister creep I want nothing to do with, he creeps me out I am so disgusted by him it's a visceral reaction of disgust--and his smug pomposity that he's going to get more and more and more out of murdering me smiling stupid sick ignorant--denying that nazis are taking power that they want to destroy jews. I keep shouting how stupid he is, he threatens to break my arms. If there is, as I said today, any person the most violently and murderously inclined towards me it will be my family--as they are so groomed to murder me and have been working to achieve this with full applause endless promotions money poured into them as being symbols of jewish nazi partnership---they are the most threatening and the most dangerous--and so sick and stupid it's unbelievable trying to explain how they are putting nazis into power who will take away their homes if they want lebensraum--all I say they deny and shout with whining insult that I am stupid--I remind them that I lived in Germany for over 5 years because they were trying to kill me by having a metal rod made loose in my spine so my uncle bill could get "permission" to publish his gay magazine echo in Phoenix so they had me body fractured so I had no choice but to return to them, asking for help and health care--they made sure I got nothing they tried to put me in prison for a charge of theft of jewelry (I had no car, the situation was at night miles away from me with no car and buses all stopped and etc) and they had just killed the italian american mafia thug my mother had married talking the same night he died on the day he was leaving her and the house they had jointly purchased he wanted to save since he poured the bulk of the deposit from his money--and etc.. in a murder frenzy they were--I left with a metal rod loose in my spine and had to try to survive this until I left america for germany in 1991--I told him that i had to go to germany for years to try to survive the last murder attempt they had made on me, and I speak german lived around germans only speaking german met nazis know their mentality they have not changed their edicts to kill all jews and jews in america are a target. Told I was a stupid bitch death threats and it can't happen to him, only to be because i'm a "bitch" etc my disgusting brother and his nasty spawn brought to torment me, completely programmed to ask me "why" germans are intent on another genocide, which I said to him a few days ago, he was given a script for what to repeat so the english fuckers sitting on those chairs could steal the screaming ideas I spewed out unable to stop reacting--smug ugly shitalina smiriking adn smug the violent abusive fardy the tom actor not a cat or cool sitting next to his "Lover" as I know that is the endless program of dirty energy leech shitalina--and it goes on and on> I am trying to not react bvut when I do react after the 6 hour mark I become violent to get them off me, then they all threaten my life and it goes on and on--information and ideas they are taking down as I scream them and scream and fight. My hair turning white my body aging and breaking it's murder. I am still paralyzed from the poison they all poured into my body as they had the poison raped into my body and then torture so I can't heal--it's murder.