The DNC Krap-ola K-rap-ola Obama+his momma tirade facade is NOT ABOUT JOY...The lack of joy is so evident their hateful grasping for power is the dominant theme--that applies to their actual mentors and "plantation approval" rats like Pelosi, a most foul and violent Mafia plant into American politics, trained in Whorewood to appear like a drunken slurring calm and composed warm construct, 2-dimensional lectures about "The American People" and all that=....The SCHADENFREUDE REGIME making their ploy play at the DNC (bolstered by the white Nazis of the world, the Republicans in Congress and the Nazis who are backing the Black Nazi contagion, which is so much easier to control than the whites, almost), the supplication factor is so much more malleable for the bigot German Nazis and the "joy" is the joy of being included into the 4th Reich plantation roles of absolute wealth for selling the United States out to the highest Nazi bidder; in my case, it is from Germany itself so the "joy" is really schadenfreude as the pig apes of the Obama and Krapolla regime are just mirthful at the hate and destruction of my life so their antisemitic programming will lead to a further investment of Nazis into America, American politics and the media to fully program with false pretenses of the opposite mentality, as has already happened so thoroughly that NO alternative perspective i s actually "allowed" to make any presence known, whatsoever)://The "Black" trash of the DNC and the black-white supremacists of the any other Party and the white trash Nazis are cheering on the Europigape trash who will not stop raping me because the pig apes of the Krapola campaign, including foul and disgusting Obama and his foul dirty wife, as cheering him on. Shared "schadenfreude" looks pass between the foul and dirty German scum pig ape who is beating and raping me so Obama and his team of black Nazis can obtain "permission" to become the next wave of the lying plantation usurpation of American politics--tethered to Europigapeland interests, brining in this fascist Nazi into America into H-wood with teams of fanatical and trained Nazis. Welcomed with open arms and legs, as this pip ape scum holds me down while I am fighting him, in teleportatoin--always using some trick where I am unconscious or not aware that I am teleported, finding myself pinned down as this filth pig rapes me and forces himself on me. The depravation of all positive stimuli from all sources and torture without end, internal extreme torture through this poisoning with non-stop abuse through these filthy and foul teleportation and subliminal voice-to-skull weapons so stupid and dirty foul prostituted whore scum can steal ideas, torturing me to obtain ideas for over 15 years and stealing my written ideas point-blank from my writings while blocking all internet access except to barely pound out ideas--the ideas then either deleted after stolen and all posts I write rewritten by hackers so they are almost impossible to ascertain the meaning of. But read in complete form by the stupid dirty pig apes who have zero original ideas or concepts about a single thing. They embellish with their Nazi and Mafia cliches the ideas they have stolen from me, so there is no actual "paradigm shift" in any of the established doctrines of the 4th Reich. Thoroughly trained from their foreign backgrounds, both Obama and Kamala have their mommies and daddies ingrained in Colonialist mentality driven through the ingrained subordination of their parents and passed down to these lying American-educated worshi8ppers of Imperialistic England and Nazi Germany and the rest of the Europigapeland Nazified countries and their minions. //Lovingly embracing this German scum filth creep with lavishing support of h is violence against me so they can be handed more "permission" to lie to America with H-wood -created psy-ops speeches constructed to sound like the assassinated activists who raged into their audiences while these lying joking stupid--but well-educated and performing all tasks of white supremacy of imposition of brutality upon those the 4th Reich doesn't want to have a chance to succeed in any competitive form--i.e. me--and to crush them with the full smiling buddy-buddy "I love blacks" of the Nazi 4th Reich white genocidal faction which has taken over both parties. The minions of the black and brown and Jewish and et al are just sickeningly false when they lecture about human rights. Pelosi is one of the most egregious but Hillary comes a close 2nd. Their black and brown nominations all conform to the Nazi paradigm with the rhetoric of black activists they have been inculcated with through their lessons in how to fight and achieve power. The meandering "Left-hand path" of lying, acting-performative activist righteousness which is heavy in the black "ministers and Reverends" who absolutely participate in the white supremacy 4th Reich genocide as long as the "good blacks and browns" obey (that includes the as-white-as-possible Jews in that mix--and every other race, Latinos, Asians et al. ) Lovingly performing terrorist acts upon me for just fighting in my defense as the 4th Reich turned it's attention to the Nazi pogrom of killing and destroying all chances for Jews unless they are as viciously in support of Nazis as possible (Ratskin, and of course, Michael Cohen a most odious example of that if anyone has access to the real teleportation schedule of abuse aimed at me in perpetuity for just defending myself and saying no to the program which I saw personally destroy my family, brainwashed, poisoned and killed even when they behaved and did explicitly every single thing they were instructed--viciously attacking me for outperforming Nazi pig ape white supremacy trash pig apes, as one example).

 "SCHADENFREUDE--Why do we ENJOY seeing others FAIL?". The Art of Personal Growth. October 7, 2023.

Stanley Kubrick certainly understood Schadenfreude (his wife German) in the sadistic schadenfreude masturbation scene in A Clockwork Orange--to put this into context--this is how the sleazy foul celebrities and politicians TRULY ARE towards me in teleportation. Their policies and politics of making people homeless, dying in the streets as they shout about "Freedom" and their partnership with those who bomb and mass murder is truly what they imbibe, what they are, and what controls them (genocidal 4th Reich death squad machinery, from within and from without the United States).

**P.s. A Clockwork Orange is, amongst other great themes that Anthony Burgess wrote which, unfortunately, I have not read so I can only attribute the use of Schadenfreude to Kubrick, but obviously the double-entendre of "joy" being used in it's counterpart as schadenfreude, the joy at f-ing other people over and watching them get raped, beaten robbed tortured and etc...is the opposite of one-another, or the polar opposite actually but the expression of "joy" is really schadenfreude as this torture of me has brought Krapola, in large part, into this position as the Obamas and Krapola have rushed to assault me at the onset of this campaign, glaring in hate that I have not had enough of their violence and torture for their promotion into the 4th Reich Nazi fold, no it's not enough they must go on. Smiling with schadenfreude at the German Nazi-spewing pig ape rapist, they are delighted and keep the ape raping me as long as that dirty pig wants to with him punching into me me fighting back being pinned down, etc as they all sit laughing and watching because I have said NO for over 15 years and fought every day--to the utter silence of Schadenfreude, apathetic and sick America. 

The movie Clockwork is about mind control and government allowance of sick sadism in top government officials to keep the people in line, obedient and believing in all lies told by the corrupt (that includes the protagonist Alex lying to his parents about his gratuitous humanitarian exploits at night, "helping people out" but in reality raping mutilating and stealing. The precursor to political advancement. The satire is shrouded by the violence within the movie, this was the main focus that many people were either against or gravitated towards. The "formula" for political corruption is embedded within the story in a "Democracy". Mind control and violence are an absolute must partnership, and for 50 years this set of themes I have never heard anywhere from anybody because all are being censored, silenced or not able to reach any platform where they are widely dispersed to the public at large. As technology increases, the mind control operations become more openly transparent but "the people" are so lacking in actual "underground" analysis of anything that they "believe" and the situation worsens.

"Alex makes Jesus dance to Beethoven's 9th (HD)--A Clockwork Orange (1971)". Trav. February 11, 2023.

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Of course, Beethoven was also maligned by the public and some authorities for his "radical" views, kicked out, forced into poverty as authentic people who hold convictions of actual JOY in the human condition are, have been and hopefully this trend will stop maybe some day.  There are documentaries of how Beethoven was forced to flee some Austrian or German city due to his political beliefs in the right of human beings to live without tyranny--as expressed in Enlightenment terms. Many a personage has also expressed such beliefs at that era (19th Century Euro-land) who were against the imposition of a central authority and the rights of the individual. I do not know enough about Beethoven to credit him with the highest egalitarian motives or concepts, only that he was a threat to the established order for some time, long enough to be put on a list and driven out of his home due to being too radical. This also happened to Wagner so being kicked out of Germany does not mean the target supports human dignity or the rights of individuals (one must know that Wagner was so antisemitic that Hitler created a pilgrimage annually to commemorate Wagner's operas, required attendance for SS Officers, so I heard in a documentary). Not so with Beethoven, but I do not know the extent of his "radical" ideas, but the Ode to Joy sounds very optimistic and idealistic and positive for the honoring of the individual human spirit.

"Beethoven 9th Symphony--Movement IV--'Ode to Joy'". FolsomGreatMusic. September 2, 2012.

The German won't stop because ugly filth prostitutalina and her dirty filthy father--(that "conservative" actor who always supports Trump, the Insurrection, etc etc is featured in Breitbart very often for his greasy pig views on politics--this actor steeped in billions of dollars and many of those derived from over 15 years of non-stop murderous torture and poisoning of me through his filthy vile prostitute daughter spawn trash piece of stupid shit, endlessly using my ideas to augment a fake posturing bs about how "feminist" and not stupid she actually is--vile and dirty and sleazy as hell, literally.

Beloved by the white trash pig ape culture, which includes the extremely programmed black men and women who "represent" black empowerment in the media--The view is such an odious one from me being teleported to them, the talk show hosts and the activists and ministers and reverends and the Nazi-saluting Obama with Krapola in his train of followers. White "liberal" Nazis adore Obama for his white supremacy supporting policies of graft and corruption and bail-outs to the white privileged and the lack of actual ANYTHING for most of the black communities. Or that is the "word" that I have heard in many YouTube videos as I left the United States just a few months before that travesty of "black empowerment" joke was voted into office. I would have voted for him myself if I had been in America at the time because I was, as so many had been, absolutely sickened of the Bush regime monopoly and anything else seemed better. However, I never liked Obama from the first second I saw his photo and the endless adulation of him in the Wall Street Weekend edition during the summer months prior to the actual election. He had long been favored by Wall Street which put a few weeks' worth of 2-page spreads on Obama--this was Rupert Murdock's paper by that time, and I knew it was one of the Black racist haters which I had experienced for so much of my life, and I could see it in his face and now he is with the German sharing a "schadenfreude" moment of mirth and giggy brotherly luv while the German ape is raping me constantly, day after day as much of my life force to suck out while slapping and beating and calling me bitch and shoveling filth and trash (which to me is alll that he is) into my room through the filthy brown minority scumbags who are endlessly attacking me for every white trash bigot who gets a chance to profit off this contract out on me. The vicious violence aimed at me by white trash Nazi bigots from Europigapeland and Russia was a non-stop terror regime under the Obama administration and it's pumping up from the absolute violence under Biden, but the older tortures that had happened under Obama are now resurfacing, which means he is a  piece of sick shit, completely mired on Nazi programming, his foreign parents obviously trained him to obey all white Nazis as my family had also been trained--and having lived in Illinois similar to the Obamas I know a lot about the Nazi and white supremacy circuits that run the gamut of Chicago down to Champaign, the University of Illinois has a lot of Chicago transplants I am not impressed by Obama for his "big city" identification. He is a 3rd world brainwashed son of people brought up on Brutality and subjugation, ingrained is the need to obey the edicts of the controlling Nazi forces, thoroughly saturated into every belief-system. That applies to Krapola who is a stupid giggly and rotten crap person who has been trained, all these years of no one knowing what that stupid thing was doing, she was in training to make her "civil rights"-replication speeches to sound like all the activists. You can tell from her smiles that she does not mean what she is talking about. 

The "joy" is the German version of Schadenfreude--joy is freude (listen to Beethoven's 9th Symphony and the "ode to joy" in which "FREUDE" is sung repetitively--(the lyrics of that symphony are derived from the German poet Schiller, who was a Stuttgart intellectual, derided by Germans until Goethe picked him out of the ostracization bucket that Germans had put him into--now there is a statue of him in Stuttgart on the Schillerplatz) so

Joy is something that Germans actually do not embrace as the term

Schadenfreude

The joy of someone else's destruction. 

They laugh, giggle and share looks of huge smiling delight as the German pig ape makes Nazi jokes, concentration death threats at me, the pig apes who have stolen my ideas for 15 years about feminism, based on their actions towards me, only to be stolen by them as they are awarded for their theft and antisemitic Nazi actions by the filth that has been put into all the highest offices and managerial positions--or those who are against sit aghast, perhaps, but silent as death about any misgivings for being a part of this death trap trip.

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The filthy dirty celebrities and politicians ordered their brown-skinned dirty filthy hateful minions to pour and smear the most FOUL AND DISGUSTING sticky, putrid substances chemically-processed with permanentlystaining oils, chemicals so the stench never comes out no matter what, only is reduced almost to nothing but remains after multiple bleaching and cleaning with every possible cleaning solvent and detergent and bleach and vinegar and soda and etc

into my shoes--stinks like some kind of excrement mold combo

the smell has not come out after multiple washing bleach vinegar perfume and baking soda--

my clothing--smeared with foul underarm stench that is not mine--gooey to the touch, so that it penetrates into the fabric.

My beautiful satin clothing I made by hand stinking from sprays-only on one side of the fabric, the side facing the room and the other side facing the wall has not been sprayed. The clothing hanging up next to my desk here in this putrid "kitchen" area, which I must have a fan blowing into because of the stench sprayed into the furniture, my office chair stinking no matter how much I clean it and with any perfume oil perfume spray  cleaning agent, sprayed with foul substances into the chair material (naugahyde or PVC) so the stench wafts over the half of the room--nothing gets it out completely

all while i was downstairs yesterday as this delivery service (Flash Express) kept me waiting while the filth creeps, ordering the creeps  where I live, to disperse the filth and trash that they truly are, sickeningly vile on a personal level but as a congealed accumulation of them congealing together to attack me, the dirt of these creeps is just manifested in the filth they order their dirty nasty hateful minorities to spray and inject into my body, clothing, furniture

the filth sprayed and poured on the floor and everywhere--the walls are stained yellow-brown from sprays constantly on the walls and floors doors everything stinks

that is the essence of your celebrity whorewood sick filth that you worship because you have no other concept of what quality really means and entails.

So much is being censored and analysis of the shit that they are and crank out is so lacking. Even the criticism is of course catering to keeping the status quo so there is no actual deconstruction of content just basic analysis and mostly focusing on plot, acting, theatrics, special effects

and etc.

There is no contextual analysis. There may be in university settings, but that is highly focused on eliminating threat as well (threat to the 4th Reich status quo--so even the "radical woke' element is attuned and attenuated to the 4th Reich paradigm but repeat these easily offensive and debunked platforms that sound ridiculous, as intended. They are merely following orders on what to say and how to say it to eliminate actual analysis that people may learn something from without cringe in distaste at the seemingly ridiculous trite vocabulary used. The fakes also proliferate to discredit this analytical opposition so as to appear completely inane and stupid. This undermines the effort and what remains is a silent complicity to the "alternative" concept which is no alternative at all. Everything is an "Alice Through the Looking Glass" companion to Alice in Wonderland where the despotic rulers shout "off with their heads" with a chorus of pawns and pips (lower cards) echoing the same thing. Alice through the looking glass is just a reflection into a mimicry but a redundancy of the original in it's mirrored alternative universe form. That is, Joy equals the Joy of damaging and the giggly mirth associated with fucking other people over, something that people en masse have noted about Krapola the candidate blank void running for president. No one has noted that about more slick Willy Obama, yet---no one who has a "voice" in the maelstrom of all the pips repeating what they are told to say, to discredit or otherwise.

Schadenfreude rules the day but Joy is the advertising slogan selling you pure bullshit and lies and deception. Because the white trash Nazis of the "alternative" and "Democrat" side are also yearning for graft, corruption and every kind of sleazy usurpation as Trump and his gangland of pips (the same the very same in Whorewood, traversing all sides and all obtaining millions and billions of $$, that includes the "black" activists, the View of a sea of hateful violent antisemitic-programmed Nazi thuggery trained to imitate, pretend and etc. This is an oversimplification but I am referring to the "inner circle' of just one of the lower circles of the Hell that they truly represent, not the superficial light-reflecting shitpool that they are advertised by MSNBC and other agents of deception and outright white supremacy 4th Reich vicious hate.

Terrorist noise attack: drilling into the room beneath mine--drilling into the cement and steal beams of the room beneath mine. 6 years of this going on every time the wave of 4tth Reich white trash leave after trashing my room and property and body as much as possible--leaving a trail of stinking filth in their weak but considered "white pure" by the 4th Reich. Filth and trash, ugly dirty and disgusting. The more I am exposed to the filth of this group the more I see what trash they truly are and pour onto the planet, but as usual deflecting it all blaming the object of their usurpation and terrorism. //

Demented Deflection of the hate terrorists mind control destruction of the United States, who have been torturing, teleporting, poisoning, drugging, mutilating, now using a rape thug to brutalize and rape me daily as i scream NO endlessly it goes on and on. //Writing some posts on Facebook today, using a clip from the movie (good) The Patriot) depicting the actual viciousness of the English Imperialists, which I have seen close-up in the years of having people associated with The Monarchy/Crown viciously murderously assault me in Whorewood and without--controlling all kinds of wanna be's with temptations they could never achieve unless they demonstrate the absolute affinity of pretense to concern about society and humanity but otherwise are blank and void, emulating parasitic apes and pigs from my stance of seeing "them" in the ape performances of hate and violence aimed at me. Writing about it on Facebook using analogy, symbolism and thusly, instantly (within an hour of having posted, cleaning endlessly the stinking items like my blanket sprayed with foul putrid substances and etc) and one of the most vituperative yapping yelling Fakesters of the news media, not saying the news if "fake" saying these particular ape pigs are fake, MSNBC in particular during the Biden admin, have flocked to participate so the Dems can also join in the endless graft "aristocracy" envelopment which is promising "freedom" for all the flollwers (freedom to rape, plunder and be part of the 4th Reich). The Patriot, the movie, details the plot by the English at the "top" (i.e. General Cornwallis detailed his plan to create an aristocracy in the colonies once they had easily won the war against the Constitutional Patriots of the Constitutional Army (and whatever other names they held) the movie focusing on the militia actually getting stuff done. However, this plot is currently still in development and the Southern bigot who began his usual violent helling at me deflecting, saying that I am the prostitute, which is what the pig apes all scream at me every time I call trashalina the prostituted rape cheerleader a whore, which is all I have ever thought of that creep thing ever since the first time I saw it's skank posturing with genitals front and foremost for the cameras and saw the debauchery dripping from her ugly dirty sleazy face--considered so "beautiful" by one and all, so accustomed to skanks whores and prostitute sex trafficking porn culture rape culture, which this dirty ugly whore is the most integral component of and has been against me for over 14 years. I had worked for the FEMINIST business in San Francisco called The Lusty Lady" which emphasized the power and control of women and not of male-dominated sex work demands. The shift was so scary that it was infiltrated and eventually bought-out by Steve Forbes, who annually foists up the women who fully support the men who rape and beat me in their fashion shows and have come to violently assault me--as Forbes claims they are "self-made women" but the skanks all cater to mostly white male rape culture and defend their slave-masters as the women featured are very often black or "minority" or superficially" freaky". //I did this because I needed health care and could do nothing otherwise, it was against the exploitation of women and for women to "safely" explore their sexuality without the demands that the women care only about "the customer" even if he is abusive and denigrating, as male managers cater to the male clientele. //thusly, when ugly dirty prostitutallina showers "luv" upon the Europigape filth whore men who violently rape and slalp my face while they are inside me, as I am in the throes of a drugged up passion from being tortured non-stop day and night for years, fighting off feneding off screaming no endlessly for years and years as one filth ugly pig scum after th enext takes it's place to get it's lead role in a movie or tv show or become president or vice president (if a woman, "blacK" or otherwise). I wrote that they are pig apes and absolutely unconstitutional (the reference was clear enough as I focused on the Patriot film in a clilp and included various punk songs about Patriotic values and the loss of American revolutionary concepts to the total trash of the concepts and the ovetrake of filth into lead positions). It was three very short posts on Facebook--the hackers began blocking the videos of the punk songs from being posted with "warnings' and etc. (the songs violated no rules of YouTube--or that I am aware of, one used the word Gestapo in a song title but just that was enough for censorship?). //Instantly they began yelling that it's me who is the whore, not the prostituted skank ugly slieazy plastic-surgery created filthalina who has been "lovingly handing me over to every white trash pig ape to rape and beat as she watches on hugging the filth pig men for sexual abuse, violence while I worked in a space where women were not abused to empower women. In addition, this blank and stupid whore has been stealing my ideas for over 14 years, in particular all my years of studying feminism in school, and elsewhere which this blank whore has used to propel herself as being some advocate, for the United Nations--as a defender of women who are sexually abused. The deflection is amazingly sick and puerile just sleazy and rotten. Screamed at by this Southern Bigot with his nasty blonde wife, crap pigs who brought their brown-skinned Muslim partner (later fired from MSNBC) who stuck his derriere at me in a nasty sexual abuse posture, which the white trash scum bigots instructed him to do as they are filthy rape culture Nazi KKK lynch mob bigots as most of the Republicans truly are and they barely conceal it, whereas the Democrats don't scream about being happy about killing but the death threats proliferate anyway (directly from dirty ugly prostituted Pelosi, so foul and disgusting, absolutely cheered on with huge smiles and screaming hysterida from dirty trash Hillary, it's so disgusting the whole thing is). The y elling married couple who tried to lure me into helping that pair of rotten lying filth to get more and more, as they were praised and paid anyway for their year and loner of torture and abuse of me while spouting all the "Fight for Democracy against Trump the threat to Democracy" bs for the year or two they have partnered watching me fight begging for help to stop the poisoning murder which they all laughed about and mocked and insulted how my body is so broken down and compared me to ugly prostitutalina who , this year, has come out with two major productions derived from my writings on Facebook and my blog, and has worked to have me beaten and raped while she lavishes friendship and love to this filthy dirty pig ape scumbag who is a detestable sexist Nazi trash whore porno scum parasite just as they all are. They keep screaming that because I worked for a feminist operation (because I could not obtain health care, I am now disabled as a result) and because of that, I am the whore that I call that ugly whore who has endlessly for over 15 years sat back laughing as piece of filth and shit have tleeported and raped me in front of this group of prostituted lying filth who all watch like porn purveyors selling people off to be raped and b eaten and murdered endlessly by sleazy sick men and their filth women who watch on glorified that they are "superior" in that they watch laughing as the GOVERNMENBT hands them praise, money and more torture equipment and drugs to continue in the absolute destruction of any concept of a Constitutional Republic. //they , in turn, are controlled by the English Monarchy Inc. which is not limited to any country around the world, the empire stretches as far as it ever has but only underneath the piles of Democracy blathering bs rhetoric. //So I included The Patriot and some songs rebuking the false piety and patriotism that rules America. There was a mention to Rush Limbaugh. The hero of the MSNBC bigot crap married couple who claim they "used to be Republican" now they are Democrat fascist or what is the correct term to use about this pair of filth and shit who are endlessly touted by Biden and et al. Such liars. and the dementia deflection goes on. The "sheeple' believe in the bs blathering, as I used to myself not understanding the sick malevolent deception being foisted upon the country. One must watch THE PATRIOT to understand that the plot to create a colony from within the colonies of America is still as pungent in bs as it ever was. The Southern bigots whose ancestors partnered with the English Crown during the Civil War are waiting for The South To Rise Again. AS for the blacks and liberals and Jews, they are so desperately traumatized they love and adore their "masters" and only strive to emulate them in such egregious imitation that they appear like stupid oafs trying too hard.

More tyrannical block of my every communication attempt and telecommunications availability. Almost impossible to access my email. Impossible to download one app to download YouTube videos. 2 hours of fighting the hackers after yet another day, yesterday, of spending 3 hours clearing out the system in a "reset" operation--two days earlier clearing out the C-drive completely plus a system reset. Everything almost instantly blocked. They inserted malware and malicious software into my computer while I was out and the terrorists broke into my room.//hours of screaming at the celebrities who are MURDERING ME with endless abuse and torture, that i can't stand them. That being raped and somehow reacting while on a pain-reliever opiod does not mean I have signed-up for a life of being beaten and abused by someone on a Nazi concentration camp power trip with orgies and passing me around to be abused and sexually violated and then a baby and etc

 Every day this gang of hate teleports someone to abuse me yelling and glaring in hate as I am fighting and saying that this is MY LIFE and they are shit to me as far as I am concerned from years of abuse and them stealing my ideas and taking everything away from me, including multiple murder attempts and constantly being poisoned to death with such horrific poison you reading this cannot even begin to imagine what this stiffening hardening poison they had their nasty Nazis and minions pour into my food for over 15 years, laughing about it constantly, mocking how my body looks and then continuing it as I begged for my life for someone to stop it. 

Now they are glaring in hate and one male after the next is abusively  yelling at me. Every single one is with a wife or lover and the women, many of them, are famous for their "activism" in regard to women's rights. 

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Terrorists have also cut the power cord of the 5th laptop keyboard I have bought in the past 6 months. They are breaking each and every single keyboard I buy by slicing into the cord that connects the keyboard to the USB--they cut into power cords with knives so the wires are exposed and about to be dislocated  by movement. I can barely use it, I just bought it last month, and one before that the month before, and on and on.

My clothing is being sprayed with putrid substances, as always happens every day.

Why must I live in a hate zone of stinking filth and that presidents, Congress elected officials and celebrities are attacking me for giving "permission" for them to suck the rest of my life out by forcing a baby out of me, as that is their agenda  by men who beat abuse rape and torture me endlessly, with the women endlessly stealing my ideas about how "feminist" they are and how much they "care " about women's rights, using the themes and ideas they stole from my ranting theorizing  about how sick and disgusting they are as rape cheerleaders and rapist thug  bigot Nazi mafia haters.

...and for the 4th time in 30 minute the internet connection has been remotely turned off. The router has all lights on, as usual. They are just pressing a button while I am in the middle of fighting to phone my bank and then they cut off phone calls, every important search I need to fight the endless gaslighting and block of all information, mail and debit card access leaving me with no ability to use a single app on the computer, no ability to make phone calls, to use even a mobile phone that they have never touched but the remote attacks on devices blocks signals and usage for even off-line apps like the camera.

No one is worried about the potentialities of destroying other people's lives. Of course as you all expect to be doing the destroying this is all well and good.

Teleportation rape & physical mutilation from mechanical arms while in a deep healing sleep--needing peace. Hours of yelling as furiously as possible, my daily morning routine of life-sucking old-age-making psychic injury imposed by life-fucking celebrities and politicians to suck every bit of youth, beauty, health and life out of me and dump their hate and negativity feed off the ideas I am screaming about how awful they are, using philosophical and socio-political and personal epiphanies, which they suck out to use as their own "material" for the deceptions of being "decent, loving and glamorous human beings" that they are (not).

Exhausted from not only 15 years of non-stop daily and nightly torture with all this wonderful modern technology which most of you can only surmise about, reading my posts, unsure if this is just delusional ranting or not...

Exhausted from a 30-day utter screw-around by multiple factors around me, with food supply on near-end at the beginning of this cut-off of my money and access to paying rent and buying food. Being lied-to non-stop by every single agency, so every attempt I made was thwarted and I had to wait, get lied to with food at near zero and then at zero (almost). My body is so fragile from years of poisoning and torture and mutilation and fighting against frenzied parasitic hateful expletives out of Congress and Whorewood, so depleted and fighting literally for my life every single day

I fell asleep after the morning teleportation yelling session, which has been ongoing every morning of me screaming with rage and hate that I can't stand this group of fucking shit at all, never liked them, have been telling them this for 15 years they never stop. They can't "win" unless they are exploiting and abusing me. They can't get elected they can't create their own ideas and without torturing me the Nazi/mafia 4th Reich would not consider putting them at the Oscars and Golden Globes, but once they prove how viciously stupidly psychopathic towards me, day-after-day, oh how much attention they receive not only from the upper controlling psycho group, but down below in the trenches, the civilian death squad groups all taking the same orders and following the same hate procedures, globally worldwide the same "playbook" is used everywhere. These are the "silent majority" which was given an innocuous title. These are the death squad members who are waiting for the chance to kill off millions so they can take over all the benefits of the planet.

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Screaming that I can't stand them. Being told I "have no choice" as they continue unabated.

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I fell asleep this morning after determining I would finally begin to do things I had wanted to do but was so consumed into frantic desperation to get money to buy food and pay rent and be solvent that I could not even do nighttime health regimes I was so exhausted with phone calls to the bank, being lied-to constantly by all and every agency including Fed Ex.

I fell asleep this morning, after the endless hours of screaming that this man who I never wanted, but I was on Kratom when he emerged after I had watched a tv movie series that he had starred in, that was all I did except for look his name up on IMDB--not an invitation for my life to be sucked dry and raped constantly but that is how this group operates in this context of the extremely protected situation of being able to "do what you want" to me within limits.

Saying NO for the past two months, I screamed it again. Once I was in a most sick state of sleep, my body shut down from exhaustion. I slept over 8 hours and while in this sleep, the rapist did his nasty deed while I was in deep healing sick sleep. I tried as usual to say no. Once he finished, he slapped me and I was just mutilated by the mechanical arms digging sharp objects under my cuticles, as has been done for years and years with the same people urging this Europigapeland thing to rape and beat me, all applauding and hugging him--they are the ones who have been poisoning and mutilating me through their proxy death squadron groups.

The healing I have been trying to effect on my nails was damaged again. The cuticles have been literally cut out of my fingertips so the nail will not grow back--or the root of the nail has been so severed that at least 4 fingers have lost the outer edges of the root and no nail grows back any longer. As usual, they cut into that area again after the rape and the abuse and yelling with me screaming to get off me you fucking pieces of shit (not saying that today, today I used more descriptive language. In the audience of the members of the group connected to this, obviously must have been some coming to monitor the situation as my life was threatened yesterday while driving--seriously, by attacks the politicians who have returned to endlessly bolster their wealth and careers by endlessly assaulting me through this system and the attacks they had imposed upon me over 8 years ago are now back-tears pouring out of my eyes--cars and motorbikes suddenly veering into me as my brakes and handlebars are remotely attacked so the brakes don't work and the handlebars veer to the right instantly once I try to pull on the hand brakes on my motorbike--while tears are streaming out of my eyes due to the microchip implants in my throat, brain and elsewhere in my body.

The politicians no longer had the goofy psychopathic smiles with the rapist, who appears repentant and saddened. All was gone once the audience watching to inspect the deadliness of this group was out of the picture back returned the fascist Nazi abusing me because I just reacted under Opiod usage, taking Kratom as a form of pain reduction after not taking any drugs or alcohol for years and years trying to be as sober as possible. Finally the pain has been too much. The parasites instantly reacted to harass and make all the financial details and everything else as confusing and deadly as possible. One slip-up on my part could be potentially devastating.

This rapist is something of a wrestler and probably is, in addition to martial arts, his main attack is from exploiting every single vulnerability and weakness. The second my body relaxes he begins to hit me, after I fight to get him off me. That is how he has begun this parasitic attack on me, and because I had reacted to his aggressive stance, and he is absolutely raping me while I am saying no, sitting on top of me and this is done while I am in an unconscious state so I "wake up" in the deep sleep teleported state, always very sick by the way from toxic shock poisoning detox, and he forces himself on me, in me and then I fight and am too weak and tired (but not taking Kratom but I took it for about 2 months so some of it is stil in my system)

and I know that once I can't fight any longer he begins his very abusive attack. Demanding every single thing out of me, looking for an absolute exploitation in the United States and for his role playing Nazi master race upon me, he is cheered on by blacks and whites alike out of Congress and Whorewood.

I remain being mutilated because I was too exhausted to cover my hands and body as I always do every night. My fingers after years of doing this are still swollen from objects being inserted, every time I am so sick which happens relatively frequently

Terrorist near-murder/assassination of me by many unknown (to me) terrorists on motorbikes and cars, in potentially fatal maneuvers from myriad versions of attack, including microchip implant exploitation.//

 From 2011-2016, I was attacked non-stop every day by a multitude of physical assault due to the microchip implant technology inserted in my throat, I believe my back, obviously in my brain and along my nervous system maybe on some Meridians.

They forced tears out of my eyes for hours per day, literally every single day. That was the first year. Tears streaming down my cheeks every day, every day moisture around my eyes, tears, endless bloating of my face. The end result is poor eyesight and damaged skin on my cheeks and around my eyes, permanent damage that never goes away.

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It has begun again, and as happened back in 2012, they attack me while I am in heavy traffic, and thusly, it is a form of attempted murder. One wrong move and I would be hit and killed, potentially.

They also make my eyes so sensitive to light that I must wear heavy layers of dark shades plus a dark visor in order to be able to see. I must have layers of protection around my eyes, as any air makes the tears flow much faster. 

While tearing and unable to see or view traffic around me, they also had people on motorbikes veering suddenly directly into me from my parallel position on the road--they would come from a side angle like a street and just drive into me as I drove by. That happened excessively, meaning every time I drove, from 2013-2016. It stopped with Trump took office, and then his wife used designer attack cars, about 1 inch off the ground, so much lower than my motorbike seat level, capable of tackling my motorbike from that height on the ground, a stealth version of a "hit" car for someone on motorcycle or bike.

That happened at least 5 times with my eyes constantly streaming tears down my face, my nose congested and not able to see at all.

The usual 200-400 people assaulting me through the hours of going shopping at various stores (maybe only 200 today, or even less it is a very slow day here on this tourist island in August when it's hot in all the countries I refer to by the usual names, won't repeat here                  .

My internet has turned off 3 times in 10 minutes. I did a 2-hour reset operation, the computer was impossible to use. 

The internet is off again. There is nothing I can do any longer to stop this hacking, especially when the terrorists barge into my room as often as possible. So today they included worse hacking so no matter how many resets or complete clearing of the drives to the "original factory state" they have hacked that process as well.

I was surrounded by babies today as well, a symbolism of all that this group is demanding someone I don't love, who is abusive, violent, nasty and nothing I want, will make a fortune out of forcing a baby out of me.

All these "alpha, go-getter" males are just annoying, to put it as nicely as possible as I've cursed about them and they only get pats on the back, congratulations for this behavior, and then promoted.

I have to fight to publish this as the internet went out for the 4th time in less than 15 minutes after the reset operation. It froze completely today after I returned from shopping, but it was functioning last night and today before I left this room. The floor has been so damaged I can't clean it, by the way. This room is a terrorist filth dump from all the hateful expletives who have been handed access to just trashing and making my home stinking and filthy. The expletives outta Whorewood are still being featured in movies the ideas from which were derived from my writings. Not a single penny or a thank you from a single parasite who has stolen my ideas and then had me raped when I wrote about it. Violent rape by disgusting creeps. It's still going on. The latest has ordered death threats via my motorbike also not operating while these terrorists drive into me within a fraction of a second from a side angle, as they are adjacent or just ahead of me in heavy traffic. Today I tried to put on the brakes but instead the remote attack on my bike had the brakes not working, and the handlebars veering instantly to the right at about a 45-degree angle so I veered into the next lane without having moved my arms to do so. It would have killed me. This happened multiple times. This was done to me years ago when a car literally spun it's wheels and veered directly into me from the side, using some kind of alternative engine, some engines can rev into high speed within a second. The cars that are sent to hit me are specialized cars, not normal and not legal as well.

The handlebars veer to the right instantly (driving on the left side of the road means that a veer to the right is into the path of cars maybe one foot away from the left-side motorbike "lane" which is flexible in Thailand but that's the main gist of how the driving works here.

The brakes are remotely blocked as the handlebars veer instantly through remote tech to the right. It was a murder attempt because even though there was not a car directly in my right-side that would have crushed me, anything could have happened and cars were all around me. If I had not clung onto the handlebars within that fraction of a second in which I had time only to put on the brakes, and instead the handlebars instantly veered me into the next lane--it would have killed me. It was a death threat. The person who has been attacking me demanding a "baby" has made multiple, constant reference to me being killed if I don't comply, genocidal statements about concentration camps, etc me being a slave, etc etc.

So much fun, they are. The teleportation continues unabated every moment they all gather to abuse me. 15 years of it and going on still after 15 years and endless Oscars, being elected president, vice president, obtaining all kinds of prizes, awards and money without end for them all.

I have never done anything to "deserve" this except for defending myself against people poisoning me to death and drugging and date raping and then attacking me according to protocol, which these endlessly monotonous repetitive haters all performed with so much enthusiasm and the hate and racism is astonishing. 

It's of course not a white thing it's every race and skin color and socio economic level as well. 

The internet is on again. Wow, I can publish this. To what avail I wonder? 

More lies, more blocks, more hacking while trying to get information so the computer was frozen, turning on and off for 2 hours, each time sort of working so I thought I would not have to do a reset function which I had just done yesterday, along with clearing out the C-drive JUST to access fed ex information, as the hacking commenced the second I logged into the internet so it was just the same as before the 6 hours of fighting to get the malware hacking off the system. Lied to so repeatedly that it's the norm. fed Ex had my package at the Phuket station but lied, and told me they had no idea where it was and while they were holding it at the Phuket station, they hacked the website and all the websites so it showed the package still in Bangkok, even as I drove to pick it up at the PHuket station it showed that it was in transit. Only after I signed for it did the status change.//Returning, after having been told for 2 weeks of fighting to get my mail sent to me, because my debit card had been closed by the bank due to Thai Post and Fed Ex blocking all mail to my address and returning all to sender. My debit card closed immediately. I receive packages here all the time from a local shipping company for items and I had no idea my address was blocked. Anyway, 3 cards returned to the bank, which went into lying mode (always lying for every question asked, almost every agent does this in chat or on the phone and when one person does say the truth I don't believe it or know whether it's correct or not). Told multiple times that when I received the emergency card mailing I could activate the card by phone and use the PIN number later by my discretion. There is no way to activate the card without a PIN number. I tried to phone Visa and the hackers blocked the internet for 2 hours. As soon as I accessed my bank account and tried to open SKYPE they then froze the laptop, and this went on for 2 hours. I kept telling myself to do another 2-hour reset but they would make the computer work for a few minutes, they freeze it again, then turn off the WiFi even though the router shows it is on and the icon on the computer screen shows it is on--but it's off manually remotely blocked even the signal is being hacked so I can never tell when the system is being turned off.//and so it goes on. Now because Fed Ex delayed the shipment for one day, I have to deal with weekend supervisors who probably have not dealt with my case and they probably do not give PIN numbers by phone. It's 2 weeks of me sitting here fighting to get access to my bank account. Zero money and no food and rent due and being lied to non-stop by every agency possible, for over 4 months I tried to avert what I knew was going to be a hell situation of trying to get debit cards sent to me. I was lied to constantly by my bank, and lied to by everyone else so when the blocks occurred, I was under the information assumption that what I had done was correct and would work out. Lied to by my landlord about the mailing address, asking him to fix this situation he does nothing because they have planned this emergency to go on and on and on and on for weeks and weeks. Meanwhile the teleportation attacks are as nasty and foul as they always have been. The New "hope" is a fucking joke in the political sphere. The old dino hopelessness is just as awful, I can't tell which is worse the minority minions or the outright white supremacists???

Creep 4th Reich tech tyranny terrorism: I opened this blog and saw in the statistics that for the last week of Fed Ex and banking attacks with lies flowing like bile coming from the orifices of the pundits for "freedom" currently being honored for years of attacking me; now they are blasting on the pulpits of populistic pleasure-dome entertaining promises. The stats of this week of endless lies from my bank and Fed Ex now, every phone call results in having to repeat all numbers 3 times over, the usual attack by phone from every business everywhere on the planet, a systematic attack protocol. But this week no one has viewed my posts, they are blocked even from the major terrorist org to having no views this week, none at all. Seemingly there were 400 one week ago, unbelievable--and I wonder f the stats have been hacked as well. Zero comments (I think I the only two myself just to check if that was working). //Lied to constantly by Fed Ex about a delivery stated out for delivery for the past week by 5 pm yesterday. All put on "delayed" with everyone first asking me to repeat endlessly my tracking number, they could not understand how to spell or write numbers in English, this professional international service I had to repeat 4 times with 3 agents who all told me various different lies constantly. Then my phone number, they could not get that either I had to repeat 3 times for each agent. Then I was told the package was somewhere, maybe on the way to Phuket, then told it was already in Phuket but maybe it was still being delivered, then told I could pick-up today but it would be delivered today at my address. I told them all 3 times that I had ordered yesterday for pick up, I also gave my phone number here in Thailand to the bank to put on the itinerary, then to Fed Ex yesterday three times, then this morning no one had my phone number, which I had to repeat 3 times repeating the numbers 2-3 times per person who could not understand numbers in English. And maybe it's here, and probably it's just here and being held for a f**-over situation, as always happens with me fighting. The worst is that they can't "understand" me when I have to speak into my laptop, where they almost whisper into the phone and they can't understand any single thing unless I shout almost as loudly as possible for every word so they can "hear" me--this has been happening for decades with every rotten f** business owner and service in the United States, and if I am in public and am told to "speak louder" as they "can't hear me" they all claim, smug and sick, then people also attacking me as seeming "normal people "standing nearby begin to complain and yell at me to stop talking so loudly. I shout into the laptop and I know my voice is being echoed throughout the hillside behind this room, and you can hear people on their phones and their music the noise reverb is so heightened by this 90-degree hillside just a few yards outside the back of this entire building, empty almost every single room. When I had to deal with the front desk, a lying woman who aided in this attack, not only did she help them to assault me but while I was fighting almost desperately to get information people stole items I had put around my backpack and series of bags which I must take out of this room otherwise the very same creeple go into my room and steal and destroy and poison everything I have.

 Similarly I must pound on every key almost as hard as possible to get any letters out. When I am in public rotten, mostly white trash men, glare in hate at me yelling that I am typing to loudly and to stop. I tell them the keyboard doesn't work otherwise, and they glare and keep yelling at me to type more softly. I t ell them to just stop bothering me.

It is the same for everything that it is a f=ing attack situation for every telecommunications and every financial and business transaction

I am so under attack by every technology that the bulk of all modern technology is blocked from my usage. I can't use any of the modern accessories on this laptop--nothing works. I can't use any mobile phone that has internet connection. They block the signal and now they are blocking the camera function instantly when I try to take photos on every single phone I buy--nothing words, literally for any function but extremely slow and nearly impossible internet usage, with websites hacked endlessly and all searches resulting in carefully sealed-off information so I am left with almost no alternatives but the Big Brother set of acceptable propagandized k-rap that is ever-increasingly becoming the one and only source of information--at least for me. I can't even find any current fanzines online. The one I used to work for is such a sham of what it formerly had been that it's a sick joke to the world. Every other alternative fanzine or underground is just lost, gone and all killed off or drugged and tortured or poisoned into compliance to conformity to mediocrity and control.

And the technology is going to become ever-more inter-dependent with "modern" life which  has regressed to an almost Dark Ages of control by The State which appears like it is modern in it's "Democracy" zeal which it sells along with all the other fights which are controlled by the worst perpetrators, and sold by the worst snake oil sales "victims" of persecution.

As an actual victim of real persecution, I am blatantly ignored except for those rushing to join in the exploitation frenzy.

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so my posts for the past week have been blocked or deleted from the people hacking in to the "dark web" to read my endless laments about this torture tyranny rape and mutilation attempted murder exploitation and political tyranny which has resulted in just another wave of programmed "victims' rushing to get the lemmings into the 4th Reich planation pleasure cruise off a cliff.

Fed Ex Thailand has not delivered the 3-day emergency debit card as was scheduled on their site. The delivery time due was 5 pm today. At 4 pm I got the terrorist front desk woman to phone the Fed Ex office, who told her that the package was still in Bangkok or someplace else. I asked her to phone back and ask if I could pick up the package, and while this was happening a Europigpape scumbag with his team of 10-15 Thai minions began asking the woman, while she was on the phone, to help him so she was doing two things at once while he stood behind me looking into the computer monitor with my information on it. He was an English f**ck and obviously he is one of the pig apes who has been hacking and rewriting my every message, which just happened when I tried to explain this to my landlord--who refuses to help me but said he would. He has never responded to my emails after I sent him the tracking number, asking him to help me and demand the card sent asap. //The nasty Thai terror agent who was the 2nd person to speak to me, and this was a construct as the English fuck had arranged this through his many tech means, and so she told me that the package was held up somewhere in Bangkok. I asked her if I could pick the package up in person at the station, she said she was making a "ticket' for a pick-up; I then told her that this was send 3-day express emergency services from Visa, she nastily, of course told to be rude and non-helpful to me by the Europigape who was interfering in the process, standing behind me behind the front desk area instead of waiting, looking at what i was doing while this Thai women would not tell him to wait--(he told her to make copies of things he had on the scanner on the desk next to the computer, which I was seated at trying to get this delivered--the site stated delivery today for the past 3 days--they never updated the site, never sent the emails I was supposed to receive for tracking information--they blocked all information and then almost yelled at me with hate "Ma-am...(like the teacher from Peanuts, the original blah blah voice nasty and droning with hate) I told you I made a ticket for your pick up and you have to wait." I told her again this is an emergency it was supposed to arrive in 3 days, she again loudly almost yelled with dripping HATE "Ma-am," with this annoying nastiness, and I just echoed her nastay voice and told her this was from a bank and it was emergency services she kept hissing "Ma[am" at me unti I just hung up on her after saying fake cheery "thank you" and hung up as she was hissing "ma-am" for the 6th time like hate and abuse in her voice, not helping one single bit and ignoring my requests to locate the package. My landlord also had hate in his voice when I asked him to help and he will not respond to my text messages after I spoke with him on thephone. He told me to send the tracking information and now he probably is going to destroy this delivery or destroy it. I have no idea but this is more crime being committed against me. I have contacted the bank via email, the woman who sent the card out only days after I had been promised it would be sent out last saturday, then sent the card out on Tuesday so now it's another week, making this 3 weeks to reciee my cards if they ever arrive. I have zero food except for a bit of rice and some peanuts and chochlate. No money, not able to do anything. All due to this landlord and this terror team literally putting an order to have no mail delivered to this address, lying about it, and then refusing to unblock the hold and me having received deliveries here at this address, but at the front desk, for months. Also, while the wite trash Nazi pig ape was interfering, demanding that she help him immediately as he stood behind me and i ignored him, only saw him from the periphery, with the 20 Thais who don't live in the building surrounding me gang stalking style when I went to another part of the building--but I saw the usual hormone-high of the terror thrill that the front desk woman was exuding as she "helped' the white pig ape exploiter for the 4th Reich attack upon me. I am still with no access to money after almost 3 weeks of being lied to by the ban, by the landlord, by Fed Ex now, and then I am lied to by Social Security lied to by my mail servide and then attacked by pieces of shit who have millions and billlions of dollars but who can't perform and "win" unless they get sanction from the Nazi pig ape cartel for attacking me, otherwise they are hateful and sleazy and sick and can't produce any original ideas they steal mine and then my money becuase Irefuse to help t hem get more and more and more out of destroying my life any longer. Hacking is very bad as usual.

Almost literally impossible to access my Fed Ex delivery for the Debit Card that was closed due to my mailbox at this (terror) condo being blocked from all delivery--including Fed Ex.//Perhaps the "reason" for my name and the landlord being omitted from any official record is to protect the guilty. //As I was writing this, the computer began spitting out various page size reductions and enlargements like a flailing dying computer bot. The hacking has been so extreme that this morning, upon doing a system restore to clear out the endless malware completely blocking this laptop from functioning because I used the computer normally for 2 days after cleaning all files out of the C drive, then this morning doing reset, which then kicked me out of the prerogatory "log-in" 4-digit code w

 ...(cont. due to hacking almost every minute the screen goes completely black, then the computer freaks out with size shifting of the browser, like sputtering frames blanking in-and-out of the screen then goin black again)

I was locked out of accessing my laptop because hackers literally changed the code for log-in *while the laptop was in reset mode, before I could access any of the functions on the laptop they had already hacked-in** (written after seeing hackers had deleted info)//. I can't stop the computer from forcing this **4 digit, pre-screen **log-in code. **When I perform a complete recovery of the system, deleting all files, once having gotten into the recovery, through Cortana** there is a prompt asking if I want a log-in code but the choice to click on "no" has been deleted. *There is supposed to be a choice but I am forced to have a log-in code** so I am stuck with hackers blocking my access through the "reset" mode if they choose to change the code **while I have no access to the laptop because the system is still in spinning mode** once they can hack into the bios while the system is resetting. *I had only downloaded a few movies and mp3 podcasts for two days and the system was so bogged-down with malware, from just one day of that plus watching YouTube, that I tried to reset the system this morning because I could not access my email last night, it was frozen and not operating. I did the reset this morning and after having done that, the log-in code had already been hacked so I could not access anything and had to clear out the entire c-drive for another 2 1/2 hours**. My files are all deleted now but the problem persists that I cannot get into my email. It remains spinning and blocked on almost every single browser but one**,

**I had to rewrite almost the entiretty of this last paragraph which was hacked and rewritten to make no sense--this happens every time I attempt to write about any system or ask concrete questions regarding any type of policy especially to any business--hackers rewrite so my "question" reads like a 3rd grade level chaos with the actual question having been deleted from the email I had just sent. 

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I could not access the tracking number for the delivery due today for over 4 hours, the entire time I was teleported while putting clothing and bed linens away, which requires 1-2 hours per morning, then 1 hours per night for the entire wrapping up of my body and taking all out of the sloppy mess that is created every day by mechanical arms going through my room while I am sleeping, throwing things around, slicing holes into all the artwork I put on the floor, injecting my body and having me teleported to the sickness and filth of the pig ape whore trash scum you all worship as your celebrity and celebrity politicians who are as rank and foul as any Satanic moribund creep international cartel of demon-worshipping black satanic hole cesspool lpsychopaths and much worse 9in particular their sexuality ) and as they have to steal ideas from me, in particular sleazy dirty ugly sick trashalina who has not stopped the murder and attacks and theft of my ideas for over 14 years, non-stop every year, she is always there the pig ape poltiical machine can never do more than partner with this pair of filthy shit from Whorewood in order to gain access to the English-controlled mega-Europigpigapeland Nazi/Mafia criminal cartels which are really aiming a trajectory of fascist Nazi overtake with mafia thuggery and criminal violence so that Democracy is absolutely destroyed and fascist Nazi dictatorship can prevail, as the 3rd Reich had envisoned it is now being done "from within" and all of you applaud and cheer this on every single day without end or do nothing if you are not fully into this shit, you still allow it to progress unabated. Years and years and years of every single day screaming, by now becoming so old and broken down from screaming in utter rage every single day for hours in this teleportatin hell while they block my internet and I have stinking filth to clean up every day while my body is broken from years of mutilation and broken toes gum tissue cut out my hair mostly gone tgurning grey everything destroyed so this filth can continue

as this ugly whore skank is now still being featured in a movie paid for in-full by this 4th Reich white supremacy machine sponsoring the destruction of anyone like me who wants a real career is creative and beautiful and happy in life and not going to be abused and used by shit like this so they can have their filthy Nazi mafia hegeomony machine thereby having people like my family destroyed, killed and poisoned even when they fully complied with this filth shit system so I am fighting it. Only to be viciously attacked by the black fucking shit of the "righteous victim black fighting against racism" machine that is an utter farce of despotic slave mentality reversing hate upon me, bn the need to become like the white fascist monster Nazi bigot mafia they claim they are victims of perpetually--fully working FOR THEM and they have absolutely imbibed the essence of injustice and brutal racism imposing it on me for over 15 years when it comes to the Obamas and I have seen this all my life from the Black Community it has been an integrated policy for "divide-and-conquer" for all my life as well. Screaming in hate and rage, trying to kill that fucking whore parasite to just stop it from endlessly having to torture me because it's just a sick dirty ugly parasitic whore with plastic surgery money poured into something the Nazis can use for this purpose. Endlessly lavished and complimented by the black filth and shit who have been promoted for YEARS AND YEARS alongside this white supremacy Nazi-touting group of white trash shit glorified because of their ties to the English Crown and to the other Nazi leaders of Europigapeland--they have no soul they are sleazy and ugly and sick I am screaming to get them off me fo ryears but all the shit of the United States in power are fully in line with this because they are all beholden to these Europigapeland cartels. That means, of course, that there is no one controlling the United States government except for fascist Nazi and Mafia criminal genocidal cartels, controlling all sides.

On edge, the normal browser automatically inserted into this laptop. I then downloaded another more secure browser, and I was blocked from accessing my Fed Ex information as well. Again, silly me, not having written down the tracking number information which I  have to be 1000% vigilant regarding hacking and writing things down, but they always hack with this severity at critical moments like this so I am not aware that this can be done. This is the first time they have locked me out of my computer and changed the log-in pin.

Three browser settings could not access the information I had not physically written down, due to stress, the endless freezing and the drugging brain manipulation the hours of the shit whores of Whorewood constantly abusing me and attacking me ALL MORNING while I have to clean and spray the stinking filth these dirty stupid ape pig whores order sprayed on my clothing--my body broken down I have to spend also hours fighting to heal and try to restore what has been damaged

but I could not get into my email. I had to fight all functions to eliminate potential apps that could be hacked through to block the system.

I finally used a Tor and that was nearly not working but after a lengthy wait, I found after giving up, minutes after trying to log-in, that finally it was logged into my email. Then, once I clicked on the Fed Ex link to track the info for the delivery (today, any time) that page was blocked, and I got a sign saying that the Fed Ex system was "down" which was another hack job.

I had to switch to the "normal" not-Tor browser to access the Fed Ex site and switch to get the correct trasking numbers and finally I see that I am supposed to have a delivery, due later today--arrived in Thailand while I was fighting to get internet access for 4 hours, then one more hour of screwing around with getting the devices printers which are hacked into my system to block my system, and even that would not work and it barely opened I had to click and fight to get into that app and I could not delete the pernicious hacking devices glued into my system through the devices and through the terrorist printers which pour malware into my system. Immediately once I delete the printers my system is not stuck any longer. But they have already established the connection, done while the laptop is in spinning inaccessible (to me) mode so they hack while I can't even begin to block their access through the devices.

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Yelling this morning at the Wh-wood terrorist Nazi bigot Mafia that I really do not like them, for the 15th year of it going on every single day in a row. The expletive who was giggly-handed to me to beat and rape like all the haters keeps asking me "why" I can't stand him as I begin to scream and the vulture parasites lap up the hate they are inflicting on me, making me more grey-haired, more broken down from endless hate as yet another leech who latched on while I was sleeping, to rape and then drugged by my own pain-relief attempt to just fight to clean the endless stinking filth sprayed on everything so I am not constantly being poisoned to death just by the toxins they are dumping as permanently stinking mold and fungus into my room every day and on everything and into my hair if they could and my skin and into my body--while having me raped by men who perform and say and do the same things as the last pig ape scumbag

the United Nations' Feminists are there orchestrating the most disgusting rape against me (not "the most" but I mean as an adjective not as factual depictors because I know there is much worse but this is pretty much on the scale of pretty much near the lower ranking of scumbag behavior, glorified as usual by the equally repugnant expletives profiting and being promoted by this system, the antisemites, the white black latino jewish asian nazis and whatever else there is in that filth group

and I am rejected by Jews who rush to attack me for their own promotions so it's despicable on all levels. I don't follow that religion nor do I care about the disapora, Israel or anything else about identification with ersatz groups who are just aligned with the 4th Reich anyway--they have zero religious affiliation with any precepts of the usual designations of respecting any human dignity and only worship money and power and all the "evil" ways and machinations of obtaining the latter two defining characteristics of their meaningless and rotten, corrupted personality structures, created and controlled by incentive-driven greed and sleaze programming.

very hard to type so I am not using correct grammar (caps for races and etc) it's too hard to get things out. I press keys and nothing happens so I must just go slowly and then backspace anyway.

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I wonder if the f-ing pig apes who have profited of this attack upon me for the past 15 years will ever be satiated with having me tortured raped poisoned for their black hate of me as the type of "minority" who actually "believes" in not having to submit to racist hierarchical denegration for promotional purposes that they all embrace--that is the "reason" they are so full of hate redirected and deflected onto me, with whitey in the background smug and smiling and patting them on the back for endless violence aimed at me. Endless tv shows, book tours deals and relevancy in politics. That goes for the female blonde feminists as wel, who have gone along and fully supported this as a reverse revenge upon the last blonde Nazi who "stole' the election from them back in 2016--now almost a defcade later using me as the crux of revenge--will they ever be satisfied that they have had me tortured poisoned beaten to death almost with me struggling crying out for justice which never happens and they are still inflicting this filthy shit upon me and will n evber stop trying to exploit me so mediocrity and lying bullshit can continue to be promoted by the white trash 4th Reich into powerless positions of power, where they appear as "saviors' but do no fucking thing to "help" those who believed in the deception that they are there to promote their lives instead of the grinding destruction of the country that the other side is promising for a complete take-over of the non-functioning economy and government; always on the brink of collapse and "civil war" due to the endless mind programming that the Whorewood ape pig whores are helping to promote, with the media entertainers of the "news" on all sides fully absorbed into the divide-and-conquer strategy

will these sleazy and sick fuckers ever have enough of having me tortured poisoned raped while everyone else watches on applauding them from preventing me from obtaining health care, a home, money, a decent life and the ability to compete in the market--they have been stealing my everything for over 15 years directly and then the rest of my life covertly so I had no idea I was slated to never have a chance to live anything resembling "The| American Dream" and instead they are bringing millionaire Germans and English into America to take over so they can "enjoy the American Dream" by taking over the media and installing absolute dirty and lying filth puppetry American performers, trained to sound like they are fighting for the concepts of American Constitutional Righteousness, and their one and only aim is to be handed mansions wealth and monopoly.

WHY MUST I BE TORTURED NON-STOP FOR YEARS SO SHIT AFTER PIG CAN BE PROMOTED WHEN THEY ARE INCAPABLE OF TOP LEVEL POSITIONS BY THEIR OWN LACK OF MERIT and QUALITY AND CAPABILITY?

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The purpose of the shit pig ape scum from  Whorewood, who perpetually ask me the same question, "why don't you like me/this?" for days on end after beatings, rape and mutilation torture poisoning and destruction of my home into a filthy mess every day, which I can't clean because they paralyze my body with MURDER hardening poisons and drugging so I react in hysteria every single day as the pound into my life with hate and violence EVERY SINGLE DAY WITHOUT FAIL EVERY DAY FOR HOURS PER DAY AND WHILE SLEEPING ASKED QUESTIONS WHICH I ANSWER HONESTLY SO THEY CAN HAVE MORE IDEAS TO STEAL IN ORDER TO BE PRESENTED AS NOT BEING DEMONIC SLEAZY SICK FILTH PUTRID WHORES AND IGNORAMUS KNOW-VERY-LITTLE EXCEPT POSTURING BULLSHIT scumbags

so this morning, the German fucking pig ape whore who has been slapping beating calling me bitch after me being drugged to the point that I was helpless as I reacted to his sexual energy of extreme sadistic glee that his mostly non-A-list career was going to SKYROCKET along with his foul dirty Nazi brood of buddies he brought to help abuse me in a gang rape situation which he wants to endlessly have at his disposal for his sadism sexual needs as well.

He asked me, as Depp had done, as all of them have done, "why don't you like this' as I scream in utter black rage screaming for hours about what sick shit they are. THey all smile and sit silently BECAUSE THE NAZI PROMOTERS REQUIRE THIS AS A PROTOCOL QUOTA to ensure that they are hurting me as much as possible, not only through their violence but for me to recount it, then to detail because I AM UNDER TRUTH SERUM mind control tech and drug interface while in a most vulnerable state, either fresh from drugging waking and while putting away stinking filth to exacerbate my rage from years of my property being stinking and destroyed stolen broken and damaged and frayed made shabby and broken down immediately upon purchase for almost every single thing I own. They use mechanical arms from within my room while my back is turned and it's a bit dark in here, so my shoes are scratched even while I am in another part of the room and return and see scratches on the surface of the shoes which were not there 2 minutes before--they can insert mechanical arms through the kitchen cupboard sink area which they broke the doors of so I can't close them and then they spray such stinking filth every day into that area that I have to have open air, a crack at least and there are portals all over this tiny cubicle room literally on a 360-degree radius and no matter what I do to secure the room they have put so many cheap and fragile artificial constructs that it is literally impossible to block the portals and they rush in and rip out and destroy all attempts I make.

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Screaming so I feel this area of my hairline that has turned grey in the last month from this German sick fuck raping and abusing me with the line-up of the filth and shit I have been fighting agaisnt watching smiling and laughing like the sick and ugly filth they truly are--their movies to the contrary are part of the plot to put the most egregious fakes into power to further pursue a take-over of the U.S. "from within". Obama glared in hate at me, as did Kamala, and then they laughed as sick and sleazy stupid skits were forced upon me by the mental illness of the shitalina crew, the people who construct elaborate death machinerary with sadistic brutal varieties of torture and murder, their special pleasure games which they enjoy so much they literally are addicted to doing this to me. They are working with "Elon" to build more and more torture factories of this same mind control variety but probably with even more horrific stealth technology than was inserted in me over 50 years ago

So they go on. They get promoted for me screaming to demonsrate that misery is what they want to break my happy joyous spirit and turn me old, broken and filled with hate, self hate as they continue to mutilate and abuse me so no one can sustain non-stop torture like this even for a month let alone more than 15 years of it non-stop daily and nightly. THey go on every single day. Obama giggling and stupid and sick next to the GErman sick fuck he is fully embracing, as is Kamala who offered me a "job" by sucking this dirty filthy creeps as a surrogate mommy for him.

Fighting and fighting, screaming in outright rage at the height of rage by now, ugly trashalina the ugly prostituted scumbag with her Nazi daddy and English whore connected to Monarchy mother, the centrum of the politicians who gain access to the Europigapeland monopolly over the United States. They are only emboldened by the American version of the 4th Reich--death squads abound. The shit whores and skanks I am writing about, the men and women, black, white, Jewish, asian, et al are just representatives of the greater sickness that has fully enveloped the United States. The "Left" is only the pretentiously hip of the fascist Nazi Mafia regime, with as little concern about justice, equality and freedom as the "worst" of the MAGA fascist dictatorship.

When will there ever be actual political representation concerned with protecting the Constitutional Rights of me, a U.S. citizen, born, grown-up, my mother fucking supported shit skank Hillary what a fucking waste product they turned my mother into through the Nazi demands that she obey their every dictate and abusing me was one of the great dictates that Hillary espouses and always has. The rest are the same. Black Obama and his nasty wife are thoroughly thrilled for the years of obtaining their dream careers out of this contract on me. I was in Miami with Rambo the fucking scum "Italian-American" always, always having mafia Italians attack me as his proxy and of course, inter-connected with politicians it was nasty dirty Black Nazi Obama who completely partnered with this group, through Stallone, to assault me with murderous poisoning and abuse without end since 2008---just from the Obamas, with Stallone it's been since 1997 with his Italian mafia partners who have just been invited to attack me in the last 2 months which I fought like hell to get off me as usual, after spending years trying to get Stallone's manager from Bar None on South Beach, Nicola Siervo, to stop poisoning and raping poison into me to death which he would not stop, saying through his proxies that he wanted to teleport and rape me while in a coma. He tried to do that, I fought and eventually after just writing messages on my Facebook calling him and the English fuck who is still partnering with ugly trash prostitualina--who has been attacking me since 1987--DAnny Moynihan a direct connection to the English crown you can look Moynihan up as the royal painter for years and years--the son is the pig ape who has been stealing my ideas and parceling them out to the dirty shit cartel of the English who control the English-speaking American bigot colony of the English Crown. Through Whorewood straight into Congress. 

UNITED SOLUTIONS MAILBOX SERVICES OF WHOREWOOD (hollywood) a minion nightmare business: Repeatedly LIED TO and RIPPED OFF $$$ by a mail service out of Hollywood, LA. Now, one may ask, if I have so many horrific enemies in that town for not doing what expletives want for their endless destruction of my life for their personal promotions, all 500,000 of the expletives in that area and beyond, controlled by foreign agents and interests--as far as I can tell from the proximity of 15 years of this never-ending hell of being subjected to them. Why I chose this area was because I was looking for an easy location to fly to from where I am in case I must be accessible to certain demands that I will not name. California is a better State in many respects, I believe, than Florida but I probably still made the wrong choice. I was looking for a virtual mail service but discovered I need a mailbox with a scanning and opening of mail service as well, as I have had for over 10 years f rom an assortment of mailbox services in Florida. I was looking through the list of virtual mail services and saw a very interesting address, not knowing that it was in the belly of the beast, right in the middle of highest retail mansions in ole Whorewood. I just liked the name of the street. Silly me. I saw t hen that they also had physical mailboxes and so I phoned

 I could not finish the line above, as the hacking froze the page solid so I just have to continue below, unsure where I had left off because I had to do something and I can't access the line above (in the "title" section)

I had asked this business whether they could offer opening of mail, scanning and a physical box. I have always had relatively semi-reliable shit horrible service out of mail box services in Florida, but absolutely controlled Hatewood Central LA is far above the illegal and corruption scale I have never been exposed to.

I have never been so outright lied to from a business upon first request for services. They told me point blank with friendly tone, yes, we provide these services and the cost is (for me very expensive). I was t hen lied to again when I told them that the notary service fill-out form was being blocked and I could not fill it out in order to legalize the opening of my mail by this service. They connected me via email to some female name who added a stupid smiley face to every shitty lie she gave in response: yes, we can send you a filled-out form and here it is in the attachment. There was no attachment. I wrote back, they never responded and I had to perform a total multiple hour-long recovery of my laptop in order to simply access forms. Today,. I did the same thing and downloading a few files and using the computer for a few hours and nothing downloads correctly and the computer is freezing. I cleared out the entire C-Drive to factory condition two days ago just to be able to phone my bank which has also put me through non-stop "mistake" responses for all the years of endlessly phoning. The situation of being a target is that every business is THRILLED to be paid to deny service, and the minions working the phones are THRILLED to be screwing me over and anybody else over, I suspect as it can't be just me. People LOVE this situation where they can lie and steal and get away with it and then get promoted for it.

boy oh boy

and so, I told them to wait until I was notarized as I was having problems on my end with tech and hacking-they sucked the money out of my account without my permission and since then have not answered any emails until I had to write thrice to get the manager who confirmed that--NO, they don't open mail and scan from the service I had paid for, after the personal phone call where he promised me it would be okay.

They can only send me mail from that box to Thailand and I have to pay the fee and they can't even open the mail to tell me the contents. They never responded to the many emails I had written asking about why I was told otherwise, of course.

I then sent an email, very polite, as succinct as I could be, asking about the situation atten the manager I had spoken with on the phone (the 2nd and 3rd request were unanswered this was my 4th request for information on exactly what they were going to offer--which is nothing I ever chose nor would have chosen and it was a pure and simple screw-over lie theft operation by these expletives.

I then sent an email asking if they could also give me virtual mail service from the same location and transfer the mail from my box to the virtual mail. But I saw, after receiving no response, that the email I had sent had been REWRITTEN BY HACKERS and it made absolutely no sense at all. IT was so confusing that nothing could be made of the question it was jarbled mishmash, absolutely discrediting for me. It could have been anyone rewriting the question and hacking in as my email is almost an "open source" hacking game for the terrorists who constantly rewrite my every business email, personal email and all that I type on everything this post especially.

I had to explain that my emails are being rewritten I have hacking problems and posed the question again.

That was just now, spending over 2 hours today alone fighting to use the computer after 2 hours of doing a system reset (as opposed to the 10 hours I performed 2 days ago of clearing out the entire C-drive to factory condition).

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all the lies and failures of most critical information needs, my bank and my mail, were attacked the same week and all my life depends on the functioning of both.

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The same week this ersatz scurrilous mail service, United Solutions of Hollywood, lied to me and made me once more have to fight for actual service for my life and financial status, I was also confronted with mail where I live being blocked by the mail service in  Thailand and my landlord doing nothing about it but giving me time to fight to have the banking necessities for withdrawing money from my account sent to me in an emergency, as it was returned, I was then put through a hell by the bank because my identity was very shady to them at that point--or they were just screwing me around as well. That all have happened at the same time during the same week is not a coincidence. 

Terrorist noise report: drilling and pounding in the room beneath mine for the 4th month in a row, every single day either in that room, or rooms on various floors where my room still shakes and reverbs from the vibrations that can be heard throughout the floor and building. There is a hillside adjacent to the back area of this building where sound echoes off the near 90-degree steepness of the hillside. //my room is perpetually being sprayed with stinking substances, from mechanical arms on all sides of this rooom and every time I leave the room the terrorist minions rush in to break destroy dump filth spray filth toxic and chemically-alteredd permanently-staining filth. Every day there is hammering in the room beneath mine.

Teleportation terrorism--poetry style

 I have resurrected the name of a poet whom I had known in Minneapolis and San Francisco. The "system" broke him down as far as they could go, regurgitating him back to society as a soberized sputter whereas his dangerous flame had to be urinated upon by the gross negligence of society's incubation of inertia on the mental and spiritual plane(s) which always traverse a straight line, even if they are crooked or bi-sexual bisecting trapazoids.

The Kamel offered me, in teleportation hell deep sleep, a "job" and the former lap girl was offering me to the situation where I was going to be a trafficked slave on the market. The biggest buyer has offered the black Kamel contingent the highest deals, along with the Bama cartel of sex trafficking "we can we can" chanting white liberal crooked Kamalalaland-a-loot carnal chimeras.

It was a ruse!  A ruse by the "black" component of the upper crust of the huge Oreo Pie-in-the-Sky--swirling bits of fake smiles, lectures into tubes being conveyed into labyrinth portals of the imagination, promising a Holy Land where "brothers and sisters" can live in harmony as long as you vote for me.

Promising me a relief as I said "yes" I do not want to be a sex slave trafficked by your Big Ho Cartel to the highest offering for your luxury plantation monopoly of Black Power reduced to another Dark Tower of infidel infamy.

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It was a ruse from a sparkling fuse which smiles and laughs and then hugs when lying and offering sex slavery if I want to "work" for her she means being what the sellers are in their vortex performances for the aspiring bots who want to relax and just get paid and laid.

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She was selling me off, and promising me a way "out' of the terrorism that Bama had been profiting off for over 15 years--I fled the country because I knew what he was years ago, except my experience with psychopathy and the hate of the 4th Reich had not yet been as exposed and I thought that human beings, just failures on many basic levels, were involved even if they had huge amounts of money. But incalculable cruelty and sickness, lies without end. Huge smiles to offset dubious introspection as to how much people lie to themselves about their actual motivations when choosing such revulsions of decrepitude who offer the most beguiling of smiling loving lies and the monster that hides it's vicious death jaws ravaging whatever morsel to plunder that the Nazi "master" is offering in order to switch the victim role and pounce in joy that the "poor black victim" is being applauded by the Nazi and Mafia cartels.

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Sold off, in teleportation, desperate to stop the sex trafficking transaction.

Listening to the debate when Tulsi Gabbard really stuck it to that revolting prosecutorial Ho from Frisco about how she sold innocents to slave labor in order for California Nazis to applaud her as being a staunch supporter of white supremacy. I realized this about Willie when I was introduced to him at a famous restaurant whereby within a few months of having just not understood that he expected instant gratification and I was fresh into SF with the concept that I had been invited to a place with a group of people and I was not going to just leave when some politician approached and just expected me to rush away with him for some casual exploitation sex. The restaurant owned by Wolfgang Puck

and here I am, with another German and being sold off by the same Willie Brown Kamalalalland cartel to be viciously exploited rather than hinted at while being invited to a German-owned restaurant.

The same force is now selling me off

they are obtaining exchange, perhaps a mansion in Germany or some such other favor from the 4th Reich

told I was going to "get a job" I told her I had a physical limitation she said blithely, "we'll find you something" and in the background stood another Ivy-League presidential "black" colleague candidate for the same position watching like a devouring hawk for my reactions and glaring with intensity--the deals, the promises, the 4th Reich offering so much to sell me off to a foreign power for the assumption of a new color of Nazism out of America all touting the victim rhetoric and/or that they are "black" and fighting for Black girls. I am sold off as a trafficked victim, prior to the 4 months after I rejected--not knowing I had "rejected" him I was approached, he talked to me at this bar waiting for a table, I was drugged as usual, I had no idea who he was, only was told he is the mayor, I just thought he was talkin to me I went to the dinner table with the people and they later on attacked me and 3 months later I was put into a deadly "accident" while running and then part of my spine and a metal rod in my spine was fractured and broken while I was sleeping. I had to run out of SF--but I returned a few months later when my family turned into another black gang of vicious minions of the minority 4th Reich cartel--vying for power by sacrificing me.

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It's always the same thing with the minority minions. Viciously supportive of white supremacy all assumptions of fighting against racism absolutely gone when it comes to the dirty greasy deals, the camels blubbering huge smiles as they chew on the cud offered for a few constrained women forced into iron-clad male-dominated sex trafficking and white supremacy oppression of any resistance to their cartels. The blacks fully, viciously vehemently going along. Bama almost the most viciously on his power trip--so much money so much power called a "hero" by white Nazi liberals for far too long (I knew instantly that he was not a hero that he was a black nazi it has turned into the most nasty ugly cartel of black nazis out of whorewood a disgusting sickening example of the utter overtake of all the civil rights movements that have since been crushed and taken over by the most deplorable of Hillary conscripts to liberal white Nazi monopoly called hero it's zero.

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I heard on the Nazi MSNBC news from the woman who first began a slew of hateful, violently yelling sinister participants operating with murderous greed and sleaze against me for their promotions--supporting the old Ho who has to go and is going soon but not soon enuf

I heard that Iran has been hacking into both of the white and black portions of the election Oreo corroded cookie from the American Pie that lost it's flavor even when black Nazis were put into the recipe for disaster

Iran Government has hacked into the DNC conference and also to the Rump campaign--

fingers crossed this means that when the dust settles, it will be Marianne Williamson who is the last resort for the Dem Ticket against some other option because Iran will seek revenge upon the rump who slaughtered a major general out of the Iran elite a few years ago, and then slaughtered a major Hamas leader out of the newest presidential inauguration in Iran (or Qatar?) and expressed that REVENGE will happen

fingers crossed in dire hope that the Kamal black nazi cartel of "brothers and sisterly love" fake hate will all be blasted with bama and his white Nazi liberals and the celebrities out of Sex Trafficking Nazi Whorewood will just go the way of the superblast

and the Kamal sex trafficking not funny but sinister giggly will be a thing of the past--and I predicted that a female or a younger person will win\

the hateful black Nazis are the most fervent to sell me off to white supremacy--German Nazism to be enslaved, and etc for their profit

hope that Iran finds a way to get their revenge because old Ho the gotta go dino will also be in attendence in Chicago--and Chicago is where bama and dirty deporable hill-a-rapery and aprah all hail from

coming to Champaign to become literal agents of COINTELPRO to assault me and my family--literally sent out of chicago, a denizen of thieves, pimps and ho's I always found Chi-town a black cloud hovering over the atmosphere an ugly and sordid place, the people from there dirtying up the pristine sort of quality that Champaign used to have, now made another city of the 4th Reich--high murder and theft rate, bigot Nazis having taken over the overtake began when the Warren Commission member, unelected, was put into Office by Nixon. 

another unelected skam is now going to be the prominent criminal in chief contender against the other who also has been putting a countless array of rapists and abusers into my life when I just clicked on all of their movies or sites and they have latched on forever more

Approaching the modern-day version of absolute discrimination by the bank "forced" upon me, PNC Bank, aka Trump International Plantation Bank.

The modern techno-tyrannical era of blockades through technological terrorism disguised as protocol misnomers, mistakes and fallacies and just technical difficulties, resulting in sheer outright block to basic financial means has been ongoing for the past week, in conjunction with whatever, whomever forced this block to my address (only my apartment unit) being blocked by official sources from receiving mail (all others receive mail). It happened under the Biden Administration in the past 2 years, but as I now know, the contract on me has been a shared dino-league dirty old bigot contract from both "sides"--younger dino generations flocking to get free plantation nepotism permission for total monopoly from their erstwhile "Democracy/Liberal/Freedom" touting spawn-generators, otherwise known as pernicious, promiscuous prostituted pimps and Ho's.

I was literally blocked from being able to reach any supervisor when the woman dealing with the situation she had partnered with, in conjunction with the politicians forcing a block of mail, mail being returned to the bank, all my debit cards being closed permanently, no notice as no mail arrives at this address, no notice on my account and....stuck with no access to money. Landlord included, the staff here included, everyone else attacking me included. THis is for standing up for any human rights whatsoever as the "slave" contract for sexual violence and poisoning to death continues (not as bad as earlier as it has been, from being poisoned and raped to death all throughout the Obama/Trump/Biden administrations until the last 2 months perhaps the murder of poisoning has been lessened or even stopped but the drugging remains--which is akin to murder at this point as my body is so sickly and toxic that more damage to my kidneys and liver is murder

The bank told me they would send out temporary emergency cards until my permanent cards arrived. Knowing that the cards would be  rejected, they went ahead with the smirking evil lurking behind the false happy professional managerial voices. I then was alerted, after having to "prove" my identity through a series of "public records" questioning, who I am. I was then told that they would send Fed Ex, and had told me that tracking information was not p ossivble I had to beg to get tracking information because I can't have mail delivered to my address so they claim (all is lies, almost everything the agents and managers say is changed within the conversation, every agent and rep says a completely different answer to questions than the last agent, it goes on in circles with absolutely discrimination of almost the worst kind, always with smiley happy voices and professional demeanor but lurking sinister glee behind it all, and I can hear it in their voices when they are almost laughing while they are attacking me.

I was told by Diana U. that she would be in her office two days ago to order permanent visa cards and have them sent by Fed Ex with tracking numbers and she would help me with wiring. The hackers, after I had done a 2-hour reset function, blocked my internet so badly I could not even click on a browser the entire computer froze and operated so slowly that waiting for letters to print out required over 5 minutes for a few letters. I turned on and off the laptop and fought to clear anything and everything out after I had just done it. I missed the phone appointment by one hour and for the entire night I fought to get any help and I was put through a series of being put on hold, and then hung up on after a 30-minute wait. This happened at least 3 times in a row. I was then denied "verification" and was told that I had to go to a branch to work this out.

I then had to scream after being interrupted constantly, being asked the same questions repeatedly after having answered them, and then bein told that they would not verify me and then hung up on me. That meant that all the hours I phoned the direct line of this manager named Diana, she refused to pick up. I tried to get information to if she was in her office. I was told she would phone me or contact me via email. I sent emails out she never did anything to respond. I got into chat I phone all night and was told to phone tomorrow. 

Yesterday, (which was "tomorrow") I was told they would not verify me and thusly would not reach a manager. One of the other departments which had openly lied to me about a delivery that they say (lying) had been sent and that all I have to do is phone fed ex and ask for tracking number and giving the name of the sender and they would give me the tracking number. Iti turns out, no package was ever sent and they directly lied, constantly on the phone. 

I phoned that same department and told them that I had been put on hold from the main PNC bank line for 2 hours, hung up on repeatedly, yelled at and told outright lies about not being able to verify me. When I got angry refuting the outright lies, they yelled that I don't tell them how to verify me and I yelled back in rage at the outright discrimination from a bank (in the USA) so I phoned another department that I had spoken to the previous day which lied completely to me (about new cards already having been mailed out by this manager who I told to wait on the order--then the lying agent, one of the black/brown minions who told the most stupid lies to me, along with the much more professional plantation controllers, the white bigots who lied endlessly and held up my money and lied and kekpt me on hold and told them all to lie and hang up on me after putting me on hold, which they did repeatedly for about 2 hours.

I finally got a manager after a 45-minute wait--at this point, it was 6 days of being told emergency cards would be sent, told the cards had been returned by the post office and by Fed Ex--told that they would issue new cards after 2 hours of fighting to get Diana U. to give me correct answers to easy questions that she kept flipping around to right and wrong responses constantly--backtracking, repeating the old lies and then the new lies, constantly with an extreme professional voice chirpy and delighted with her power game

I was handed to "Christopher" who then told me that only this manager would be able to generate new cards for me, in the entire bank. I told him that she had told me that other managers were capable of doing this. I had to yell constantly as they said they could not hear me, and this being yet another emergency they created, as they force constant life-threatening emergencies upon me by blocking every single technical capability to the point that I am desperately fighting to save my life for months this has gone on, since fucking Trump was indicted on 37 counts and he and Cohen came to violently assault me but with less physical assault and more financial blocks to my basic survival

completed by all, the minions with the Latino voices and black voices fully complying with the nastiness of the whites who conttrol them\

it all sounded like the hierarchy of the new generation plantation master-slave system. I imagine this is exactly how slavery was enforced in the U .S during slave times, which is NEVER EVER EVER depicted or mentioned to a great degree but it has been shown sometimes in some films

all the "slaves" giggly that they are pushing me down "below" them because they are "good" little ass-wipe groveling minions doing the hate work for the murdering bigot they adore and love, who gives them a job so they aren't stuck in the "ghetto" discrimination zone.

I had to fight with this male manager, the first male I had spoken to, which I assumed was the super above this Diana, as the black woman told me she would connect me with the supervisor of Diana, but this man told me that he had to "wait" for Diana to get into her office, but no one could tell me her business hours. She told me she would be in her office all day 2 days ago and yesterday and not once picked up the phone or returned messages or emails. They lie telling me my phone is "busy" when they try to reach me. I know it is not.

So after fighting, with this Christopher putting me on hold to "check" to see if he could obtain permission (but he was the top supervisor, actually, the white male at the top, the nasty sneering brown and blacks at the entrance to the plantation blocking discriminating entrance telephone service, where they would tell me while chomping down on food and making noises into the phone that they had to get a verification specialist, and then leaving me on hold for 20 minutes, only to either hang up on me or say they could not verify me and could not help me further. Outright lies, leaving me stuck with no money, no access to money, this woman Diana never picking up her phone, the chat agents writing, after keeping me waitin in black silence for 20 minutes that I have to wait for her to call me back or send an email, which she never would do and still has not done. They remained silent leaving me writing messages like what is happening I am in an emergency. Being left with silence and the claim they cannot verify my identity (but they had been doing it all week, every day) 

He said, after blowing into the phone like it was exasperating for me to push saying it was an emergency and I had been waiting for one week for emergency services, blowing like I was just pushing so much asking for help in a frantic state by then, I had been put on hold for over 6 hours by the bank, my internet blocked for 5-6 hours the previous day after I had done a reset, and etc.

He claimed that he would be issuing cards and I should phone him on Tuesday to get the tracking number. Any series of lies could happen between any cards being sent out and now. Probably I will try to phone back and get no answer from him and being told the cards were never sent out and to phone back and then being yelled at that they cannot verify my identity and leaving me with absolutely no help or being able to reach anybody--as they did for over 6 hours between 2 days ago and yesterday. No cards sent, as promised, no money no help being lied to literally constantly non-stop by every agent repeatedly every single person I spoke with lied to me, constantly throughout the conversation all did the same thing.

Day #2 of the utter hell from this bank (not just day #2 but 2 in a row as I try to never contact this bank even with serious problems the harassment and non-stop lies is too much for me). The agent who is supposed to deal with my situation, emergency, is not answering her phone. She told me she would be in 8 am every day and would respond to emails if I didn't reach her. Nothing.

 While in the chat trying to get an agent to locate if she is even in the bank today, as she told me she would be yesterday but was not and never phoned back never responded and was out and would not answer her phone for hours until another chat agent told me by 2 pm their time she had left for the day. Today, at 8:30 a.m. no answer, I left one message, called again just now. Nothing. In the chat I am being attacked by hacking so what I type freezes, appears 1 minute later completely rewritten and half is deleted and all words are lacking letters. Trying to repair it, hackers are blocking the keyboard and cursor function. 

As with yesterday but it was much worse, taking 3 hours to just be able to type quickly. Spending 6 more hours being lied to constantly from agent to agent and now to try to get my debit cards mailed out to me is blocked once again. This bank refuses to verify my identify by phone but they did all week, only when they could actually do something to help me they are claiming that they can't help me any longer because I have no debit card with which to verify my information. They have blocked my mobile phone from receiving text messages so I can't receive that, and so they have locked me out from accessing a supervisor as if the lost card means I can't get service any longer and they are demanding a debit card number in order to verify me, and a debit card in order to send cash from my account directly, of course bypassing the need for a debit card.

Mind control sand trap--sucking into a vortex of not having the cognition while being screwed-over by endlessly lying terror financial agents with endless repeats of wrong information and being told endless outright lies with so much confusing contradiction of information which is not listed on any site so I have no way to verify or know what is right or wrong. My brain is corroded in the phone tech state terrorism so I am "gullible" by technological block of awareness and ability to function logically. I can't count simple sums at such times, my brain is frozen and 'stuck" in a non-understanding mode and the pig ape expletives of this filth organization exploit that to the max. Phoning the Visa Emergency services not on random, which for the first call I got professional service with friendly answers, all correct. Once the terror teams realized I was going through that route to obtain information my bank was not providing me, they literally blocked the WiFi connection so I had to phone back. I have been given the same lying scumbag person with the same voice but only slightly modified to sound a bit different---

 Told the first time I asked, with a "real" Visa agent that I could have cash wired from my bank account through Western Union. Told by another agent with that "outsourcing" voice, nasal and yappy and nasty but with endless "friendly" stock responses that the terrorists all have in customer service while t hey f** you over. I was told that I had to withdraw from a debit card in order to have money wired. I told her first that my cards were closed and I had no access. She kept repeating that cash could only be sent via a debit card and gave me the number--a completely random number she invented that wasn't even the "open" card listed on my bank online page which was never sent to me but it appears with only the last four digits on the page for my personal log-in under ATM/Debit Credit services.

I told her the last 4 digits, she then said she does not have that number but all other agents at my bank had that as my only open card number (never sent to me, all cards closed by the bank except for one I don't have)

She then kept repeating that I could only withdraw cash to be sent from a visa debit card and not from my personal account. I kept telling her that I was told i could withdraw from my account as I have no card, (for the 5th time by that point in her endlessly repeating the same information but with a slightly different bit of wrong information added) I kept asking her about withdrawing money from my account and having it wired. She kept ignoring that, then when I screamed finally into the phone whether they could withdraw money from my account and not a debit card, she said yes, then went back into the debit card being the only option and telling me she has no debit card on file and then that I had to do this. I began screaming into the phone that I need money withdrawn from my account. 

It took me so long to "realize" that this is one of the millions of lying attacks that had already been going on all day from the bank.

The bank did exactly the same thing so repeatedly but with friendly interrogation tactics that sounded like reasonable responses and they used all the financial rhetoric to imply that I was not understanding what they were saying. My brain was put into a total confusion not because I can't understand, but while people not accustomed to understanding how the brain functions are totally blocked as I have experienced this for years, I could not begin to fathom that I was for the billionth time being lied to and put into a run-around ring of abusive "can't you understand?" repeats from the nasty female or male who is being paid to do this.

I apologized for not understanding, also under mind control. As always happens, I only realize that my brain was blocked from understanding in what is compartmentalized brain functioning so rational and logic are severely compromised by the tech while sort of confusion and various other energy "waves" and "pulses" are then being transmitted into the brain and nervous system, plus non-stop subliminal messages while the idiot lying hate terrorist is almost yelling information, but always slightly different from the last lie, then going back to the original lie and denying all information that is correct very quickly and then reverting back to blaming me for not understanding.

It is a most ubiquitous form of attack and while people reading this probably "doubt" the veracity as they and you all want to constantly berate abuse insult and destroy me in any way possible, this is an artificial construct of constricting brain function.

Likewise, my every business email, chat session is fraught with hacking rewrites that are very discrediting as if I can't understand or write English like a proficient native speaker but like a 3rd grade foreigner who can barely spell or think clearly in English.

I now have to spend yet another day fighting the lies, the brain attacks while I"m being lied to, and fighting to get money that is blocked because the terrorist filth bucket shit whores blocked this address from all mail being sent--returned immediately upon arrival to the post office or Fed Ex or by customs.

All done by highly officious shit whores from the government working with the shit of the Thai government (my landlord was in a photo hugging the last dictator PM Thaksin, whose influence is still very strong in Thailand--military coup overtake, royalist control, a total ban on any form of protest for whatever reason, however small or great (not even writing any criticism of the government online, which I have just done sort of)

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It just happened again with my landlord via phone at the front desk of this condo---I was aware that he was full of it you-know-what but I could do nothing but suffer the slow endless drone of his dribbling of information I have told him for the past week in emails, text messages every day that mail is not arriving at my address, which he is responsible for. He pretended he could not understand this and repeated to me that a package would be sent to my address at my box--I am trying to get a manager's name for delivery at the condo instead of my personal box--and it should be easy even using Google Translate but I had to get online because the Thai people at the desk, plus the cleaning lady, who kept repeating what I was saying like a yapping laughing parrot--the other claiming not understanding a single teeny word of English--Phuket has millions oof English-only speaking tourists per year. This condo is half a mile from a major "first class" shopping mall everyone speaks English. This is condo that rents to foreigners, the white trash hate bigots are here in droves year-round to attack me and the brown do the dirty work for them.

I spoke into her phone, but she could not understand the Thai so I got on the laptop to write on a big screen  using Google translate, which she had been using which I had been speaking into but she could not understand.. Over 20 minutes of her not understanding finally I asked her to let me type out on the laptop into the google translate page. Suddenly about 20 people rambled into the lobby from all the doorways, the lead being the white pig ape bigot and behind him on all sides were the usual 20 brown-ration of minions to bigot pig ape Nazi scumbag trash cesspool scumbag--which is all "they" are to me by now.

The internet was instantly hacked after they all appeared to see what I was doing. As right now, hacking is pervasive.

But I had the landlord speak to her, I explained from the week every day of writing to him to check the post office why this address will not accept my mail for my unit. No response, and I told him I need to have the delivery sent to the front desk, not to my room. After much "no understand" from this perfect English speaker "professional", he spoke to the "no english" front desk who deals with all the English-speaking scum white pig apes who put filth and shit in my room using their dirty filthy brown-skinned minions doing that dirty work for the more filthy apes of white skin--no offence to "white" people just the filthy sickness of this organization.

 HE repeated after going on with the "no speak English" Thai woman and spoke for a long time, going well beyond the limits of explaining that mail will be delivered to my room or the front desk and I need the exact mailing address and name of the manager. He got me on the phone and told me that mail would be sent to my unit, my room, and etc I had to interrupt him and say for the 25th time this week, literally, that mail does not get delivered to this room and to repeat for the 4th time within a 5-minute conversation that I need the address for the front desk and not my room.

He finally gave it to me after talking for a long time to the Thai woman at the front desk by phone--explaining to me very slowly as if I can't understand that I just need to write the number 1-4-7, repeated it, and said "that is not your room number that is only for the condo so you don't have to give your room number and the mail will deliver to the main address and that is just for the building number so you don't have to put your room number on the package"....I just asked him for the numerical address without my room number, because I already figured it out but I wanted confirmation. He went on repeating things I had already said were not functioning and then repeating very slowly like talking to a small child, which is what many of the customer service operators do when they are lying to me, as if I can't understand that the obvious lies are actually due to my lack of comprehension.

These sleazy filth creeps are so tricky and so well-polished at the snake oil sales pitch and so disgusting on every other level, for the most part.

Surrounded by them constantly, on the phone, with no one decent having anything to do with me. The people I admire just want nothing to do with this situation hoping it will never breach their little safe happy bubbles of existence.

No matter what, the group is expanding so anyone living in that blissful state of ignorance should stop and consider what not fighting for the freedom of your country and being vigilant truly entails because it is obvious from the news and the crazed actions and disruptions and threats of Civil War and despitism rising that being complacent is akin to being "sheeple" waiting for the next slaughter to be "steaks on the table by consent and by decree" (a quote by William Cooper, Hour of the Time admonition to stop being stupidly blank while everything around you seems to be going into chaos mode. Don't believe the comforting media entertainment deception that people give a goddamn about you, sanity, love, compassion or anything else but their egos and genitals being catered to with luxury haute living conditions--and any way to obtain that is qualified to go through any means necessary.

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Back to the mind control terrorism routine that, while in the middle of the confusion skit, my brain is under attack so cognition is thwarted to the degree that I can't add two simple sums and get the correct answer. So many times, I add extremely basic numbers and I get one number fixed in my brain, my brain registers it as I count twice or thrice, and in the end, the sum is wrong and when I am out of the situation my brain is once more able to calculate the numbers easily and correctly. The brain gets "stuck" in a vortex of a broken record wrong groove with people attacking me constantly during an information question-answer session by phone or in person.

|While this landlord began to say ever-so slowly that the package needed to be addressed to my unit number, after one week of mail being returned, me writing two emails to him and SMS messages and phoning him saying that mail is being returned to this address--writing twice today earlier that I need to send a package to the front desk and him responding when the front desk "no understan" a single, not one single word of English except basics like "money" I go" etc (lying constantly, of course, all of them without end, me with no back-up, support or help from anybody around me or if so, done so limited so unobtrusive and so quickly almost to be non-existent and then I never hear or see from them again except very briefly walking away in terror to be attacked for having helped me or having been friendly even for one single minute towards me.

The landlord, as he began to tell me that when I asked for just the building address ,not my room, he began slowly to say that my room number I had to add for Fed Ex delivery, then I had to once more correct him, asking him to talk to the desk person (in Thai) to get the actual mailing address, 5 minutes later after they laughed together, probably working out how to screw me once more, the landlord began explaining that I only have to write 147 and not my room number and etc a very long-winded "you only have to write the bulding number not your room number, the letter will arrive to the front desk so you don't have to give your room number" which he kept repeating. I said "ok I understand" immediately he ignored that talking over me as I said it again and he talked louder over me. This happens constantly in phone conversations especially when they are lying constantly and in the end, they have only wasted my time asking for information. They always refer me to another phone number, which refers me to another phone number, which refers me to the first number, which refers me to the third number. No one picking up the phones can speak English or if so, only extremely badly and very quietly. They interrupt me and continue yapping after I say "OK I got it I got it I GOT IT I UNDERSTANFD STOP GOING ON " finally screaming to get them to stop so I can ask another question which they butcher and lie and give only wrong information again, and again and again and again.

I spent over 6 hours last night fighting for any  help or information. I got nothing done. I was then blocked from the bank for help as they lied and told me that the information I gave for verification was wrong and really outright lied on the phone, it was extremely obvious and I was stuck phoning around and around. I am stuck without a delivery of my cards for over 6 days asking instantly for emergency funds and explaining my situation endlessly and having to repeat it only to have to repeat it only to repeat it and that is only 4-5 times but in reality it's been at least 25 times for the past week.

Once again, to this landlord repeating it 4 times within a space of 2 hours to get him to just give the building address, one simple number for the building.