Monday, January 24, 2022

This past week, in the last segment of a 10-day fasting/cleanse; While I was passed-out from toxic shock, literally unconscious, and could not wrap my cap/layers of material/shower cap/scarf pinned into all to create a nearly seal-tight thingy upon my head to thwart the hair attack (leaving me balding on the top of my head with hair falling out continuously--not due to naturally-occurring problems but due to chemicals by terrorists being sprayed into my hair. This last week I have spent two day literally passing in and out of consciousness as horrific poisons are loosening from the cement structure embedded into my back/spine/hips/skull/legs/feet, etc running a course into all conduits of my body and cavities and etc. As I lay in utter sickness, too sick to even bend to do the body security things that I have been doing to stop the utter destruction of my toes/fingers/hair and I cannot protect my entire body and skin area from the endless toxins that are put on my body EVERY SINGLE NIGHT and then toxic stinking sprays are on my blankets/sheets and sleepwear upon waking as well as black and blue marks on my thighs and etc and slashes into my skin. My hair had been growing out for the 2 months of me protecting my hair...but this last week they literally chemically slashed out 1/5 of my total hair.

 My hair had become more lush, the balding spot which I think is now permanent had at least begun to grow little tufts which were thin, weak and paltry but at last growing. I woke up two days ago with my hair reeking of stinking substances, so greasy I have had to wash it three days in a row to get the stinking grease out. The balding spot had enlarged during that time from the 2-month condition it had been prior to my fastidious attempts to protect my hair, which had been successful until I began to faint due to toxic shock and detox during my last fast. (As usual the chemicals remain horrible inside my body so I must constantly continue this 11 year effort--it's going on 11 years by now of that combined with torture, rape so the poisons were pumped deeper into my body, and stress severely reduced immune response and stress factors leading to reduced body capability to heal as these celebrities mercilessly abused and tortured me nightly and the terrorist "gang stalker" death squads took over during the day (and night as well if they could get into my room). Always electronic torture accompanies this with the through-wall technologies (tears pouring from eyes, heart palpitations that are deadly and could kill potentially, nervous system attacks, etc etc etc making me choke while eating or drinking due to the microchip implant in my throat--which they tweak all the time while I am sleeping so my throat constricts and this makes a horrid nasty noise which wakes me up; and the terrorists use this to create sleep disruptions in addition to torture during my most healing theta deep sleep patterns where these terrorist parasite celebrities inflict their rape and hate and abuse skits with death, violence and endless threats of making me homeless and always surrounded by groups insulting and abusing me.

So, trying endlessly for years to try to begin to comprehend the system being inflicted upon me and in an attempt to defend myself all I have been able to do plus years of plastering all I could afford (not much monthly, so the process required over two years of monthly purchases at the hardware store and the dollar store to try to stop the mechanical arms from prying open the countless panels and tiles the cover this tiny studio room.

But they got to me and the hair I had managed to make almost look normal and feel like hair, it required great effort for months to get to that point--they then smeared while I was literally too ill to defend myself--such horrible poisons that what had been down to my hips is now thin strands barely covering my scalp and hanging down to my shoulders--they removed at least one fifth of my hair. 


I tried to write about this two days ago but the terrorists kept deleting parts of sentences and mixing sentences around into various other paragraphs.

While all of the physical deformation was going on I was being abused by the expletive woman and her expletive thug on their endless power trip for their gratification and promotion as they, like all the rest, kept comparing what they had attained from all their illegal and legal activities to what they illegally destroyed in my body and home--while having my hair damaged so badly it's now like a thin patch once again on top of my head with balding patches and it all feels like it's a permanent condition, the hair is so damaged not just from YEARS of chemical destruction this organization has forced into my body but DECADES OF IT. But the worst began once the Europigapes of this acting group which fixates upon plastic surgeries and on their appearances got a hold of damaging and destroying my body (and everything else they were "permitted" to steal and take and destroy from me thanks to our great leaders who also participate in this crime against me, against human nature, against society, and against The United States. People may not recognize what a threat it is to the United States and I keep trying to make this point more clear in case people endlessly assume that they and their kinfolk are going to just benefit indefinitely from a system this confining and filled with vice and greed and selfishness and lack of real competence in handling responsibly this type of power over other lives.

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Beware thee the smooth-talking serpent taking it's place in the "sun".//The "Sun" of "God" in Nazi terms is LUCIFER (aka Satan by some) & The Nazi sun symbolism translated into Progressive and Democrat cohesion with the 4th Reich--brown-skinned melonin minorities rushing to prove their every antisemitic cohesion with white nazi bigots they are invited to heap hate and abuse upon me in teleportation---never ending the most insidious racist slurs are made by the "victims of racism" as they are made out to be. Put in highest positions they are the mouthpieces for white nazi bigot society and they attack me in order to get their names written in this blog which turns into a promotional stepping stone for who can perform the most blatant acts and statements of overt stupid racism sexism and death sort of crimes against me; thusly for the furtherance of the nazi regime fascist hate control technofeudalism machine being built and coordinated. The black and brown and minorities of the 4th Reich are currently poised in great leverage position to 'win" big in upcoming elections (rigged without doubt anyway) but the main criteria for which they hack their incessant smooth-talking lying onto my channel which appear while I am blocking out the violent rapist death threatening white nazi europigape trash---Every attacker yearns for me to write about their exploits into overt racism sexism rape and abuse to gain applause and promotions; as they all do, every single one. Whether I write about them or not, but deliberately they work to induce a state of rage and hate so I expel it into this blog to vent the frustration of one sick slime filth creep after the next all poised as "elegant" well-versed leaders. the slime that they convey and the utter stupidity basic thug and racist sexist hate is astounding compared to the "modernity" of their adaptation to mind control programming to the contrary. they would never speak like this to a blonde (natural( white nazi trash creep female (unless ordered to do so but with this group, so many brown and black women to destroy it will never happen until the oppressed groups are wiped out--or maybe not) anyway not to theorize--because this slime hateful creep Mandami out of NYC HACKED his bs interviews while I had "autoplay' on in order to try to drown out the hate yapping abuse death threats of the white nazi trash hate cartel . As each europigapeland scumbag or american yearning to become an aristocrat plantation owner nazi in america and abroad --they convene to assault, insult abuse hit and rape me in front of rows of chairs of former rapist abusers who are taking turns. Mandami hacked and hacked his videos I had ascertained from his acceptance speech weeks ago in which he made his customized cliche speech which included the symbolism of "Illuminati/Freemason" referencese (in short, the references are to Luciferian worship, literally if the break-down of the symbolism is elaborated upon for further reference listen to the series "Mystery Babylon" by William Cooper) and thusly to continue: I knew he was just a brown plant put in like AOC to push for a totalitarian style pretense at eradicating racism and inequality in fiscal terms, etc etc bhlah blah etc etc. //But the fervor surrounding his nomination to Mayor of NYC, in combination with the obvious threat to survival for many Americans slated for eradiation via financial severing of all the safety net structure possible for the upper wealth aspiring to be nazi mafia aristocrat entitled plantation owners (in effect). This push for "Socialism" is just a facet of the overall 4th Reich Nazification of the planet. I am not condemning Socialism nor Communism in the elegant pursuit of justice for people regardless of race and gender which is the warm and fuzzy feel-good sales pitch that has lead to enormous adherence in many populations and countries. I do not denounce any effort that is of an egalitarian and humane nature. However the Nazi/Mafia criminal racist sexist organizations infiltrate any attempt to thwart their overall power in all it's nefarious tentacles and thusly---I had to learn as usual that I must control every single video that is hacked into my youtube channel despite being in such a stressed out literally life-threatening mode to block out non-stop abuse as my nervous system is "tweaked' by the microchip string embedded into the hard poison through surgical implantation along my spine, into my brain and in my throat and etc. using the drugging and tech interface the "boys" dig into my body psyche and brain in all penetration modes possible as I fight literally the abuse and hate they deluge upon me every single day (moment). By now I just view them as bots in a cog machine replication of hate system with greedy sleazy lying slime scum greasing their way into power using this hate-programming "system" in which they also are "variables" of mind programming. 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  Watch, or indeed listen to the Mandami acceptance speech once he had "won" the nomination to run for Mayor from his "black ...