Monday, January 24, 2022

This past week, in the last segment of a 10-day fasting/cleanse; While I was passed-out from toxic shock, literally unconscious, and could not wrap my cap/layers of material/shower cap/scarf pinned into all to create a nearly seal-tight thingy upon my head to thwart the hair attack (leaving me balding on the top of my head with hair falling out continuously--not due to naturally-occurring problems but due to chemicals by terrorists being sprayed into my hair. This last week I have spent two day literally passing in and out of consciousness as horrific poisons are loosening from the cement structure embedded into my back/spine/hips/skull/legs/feet, etc running a course into all conduits of my body and cavities and etc. As I lay in utter sickness, too sick to even bend to do the body security things that I have been doing to stop the utter destruction of my toes/fingers/hair and I cannot protect my entire body and skin area from the endless toxins that are put on my body EVERY SINGLE NIGHT and then toxic stinking sprays are on my blankets/sheets and sleepwear upon waking as well as black and blue marks on my thighs and etc and slashes into my skin. My hair had been growing out for the 2 months of me protecting my hair...but this last week they literally chemically slashed out 1/5 of my total hair.

 My hair had become more lush, the balding spot which I think is now permanent had at least begun to grow little tufts which were thin, weak and paltry but at last growing. I woke up two days ago with my hair reeking of stinking substances, so greasy I have had to wash it three days in a row to get the stinking grease out. The balding spot had enlarged during that time from the 2-month condition it had been prior to my fastidious attempts to protect my hair, which had been successful until I began to faint due to toxic shock and detox during my last fast. (As usual the chemicals remain horrible inside my body so I must constantly continue this 11 year effort--it's going on 11 years by now of that combined with torture, rape so the poisons were pumped deeper into my body, and stress severely reduced immune response and stress factors leading to reduced body capability to heal as these celebrities mercilessly abused and tortured me nightly and the terrorist "gang stalker" death squads took over during the day (and night as well if they could get into my room). Always electronic torture accompanies this with the through-wall technologies (tears pouring from eyes, heart palpitations that are deadly and could kill potentially, nervous system attacks, etc etc etc making me choke while eating or drinking due to the microchip implant in my throat--which they tweak all the time while I am sleeping so my throat constricts and this makes a horrid nasty noise which wakes me up; and the terrorists use this to create sleep disruptions in addition to torture during my most healing theta deep sleep patterns where these terrorist parasite celebrities inflict their rape and hate and abuse skits with death, violence and endless threats of making me homeless and always surrounded by groups insulting and abusing me.

So, trying endlessly for years to try to begin to comprehend the system being inflicted upon me and in an attempt to defend myself all I have been able to do plus years of plastering all I could afford (not much monthly, so the process required over two years of monthly purchases at the hardware store and the dollar store to try to stop the mechanical arms from prying open the countless panels and tiles the cover this tiny studio room.

But they got to me and the hair I had managed to make almost look normal and feel like hair, it required great effort for months to get to that point--they then smeared while I was literally too ill to defend myself--such horrible poisons that what had been down to my hips is now thin strands barely covering my scalp and hanging down to my shoulders--they removed at least one fifth of my hair. 


I tried to write about this two days ago but the terrorists kept deleting parts of sentences and mixing sentences around into various other paragraphs.

While all of the physical deformation was going on I was being abused by the expletive woman and her expletive thug on their endless power trip for their gratification and promotion as they, like all the rest, kept comparing what they had attained from all their illegal and legal activities to what they illegally destroyed in my body and home--while having my hair damaged so badly it's now like a thin patch once again on top of my head with balding patches and it all feels like it's a permanent condition, the hair is so damaged not just from YEARS of chemical destruction this organization has forced into my body but DECADES OF IT. But the worst began once the Europigapes of this acting group which fixates upon plastic surgeries and on their appearances got a hold of damaging and destroying my body (and everything else they were "permitted" to steal and take and destroy from me thanks to our great leaders who also participate in this crime against me, against human nature, against society, and against The United States. People may not recognize what a threat it is to the United States and I keep trying to make this point more clear in case people endlessly assume that they and their kinfolk are going to just benefit indefinitely from a system this confining and filled with vice and greed and selfishness and lack of real competence in handling responsibly this type of power over other lives.

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(U.S.) State-sponsored terrorism attacks: trying to reach a business which has branches in various States across the U.S. The phone line, only one provided, is "mailbox full" every time I phone. The mail provider I use is lying to me, giving me circular disinformation psy-ops waste-of-time run-around. Hours of asking the same questions, for all questions I have had and spend hours fighting to get any single result--each simple question about formatting mail address to their policies they are blocking and thusly discriminating against me results in just being lied to, unapologetic discrimination. //I phoned a major government institution which had not been "primed" to reject my calls, lie or discriminate (I assume). The person was not perfect but so far so much better than the incompetent lying nazi bureaucrat misery-making money-grabbing aspirants, and thusly although she repeated a certain way of speaking I had used with my bank, which was to spell every letter for a simple word (I used that just to designate the address type spelling every letter separately because I need the format perfectly aligned with my registered address--same address). It was only to create a contact but in the midst of speaking my throat microchip implant (non-consensual) was constricting my windpipe--then while i was attempting to speak my brain was "blanked" out I literally had a tabula rasa effect and lost all memory and thought patterns in the middle of a sentence. It happens so frequently along with nervous system attacks, mood alterations, subliminal hate speech, etc instructions to discredit me and the drug interface makes me perform the actions instantly I am then "blamed" with hostility for the discrediting actions by agents sent out to attack me for discrediting purposes. Again I write to a completely unprofessional and apathetic group of do-nothing idiot savants, with your professional roles I can discern the difference in this phone call system where the dirty greedy hateful leeches perform absolute unprofessional actions and the capable systems at least perform their roles clearly (they are monitored their phone calls are recorded there is evidence). The people put 'in power" in media, government, entertainment k-rap are absolutely incompetent but even moreso political spectrum. They can complete a legislative task they can make speeches but true professionalism they lack true ethics are void and null absolute incompetence in what truly builds excellence and a sustainable society.//The blank and hateful nazi white trash bigots who assault me perpetually, who have me tortured for ideas (to death) because I stopped writing my creative ideas years ago and they can't think of anything they just steal abuse lie make insults and then the rancid rotten U.S. terrorist government of really slime greasy filthy politicians as I have seen them in this context and the their creepy lying presentations in front of cameras--to gain public favor who also fully participate in death squad nazi gestapo tactics given all drugs, poisons and technology to inflict absolute murderous violence upon individuals, groups they don't want to see have the financial and political success which is supposed to be fair, free, and open in American society. This system they then grasp onto gleefully as the ugly stupid filth inflict their insecurities damaging my body into a mangled mutilated configuration blocking brain function and then torturing me in a state where I can't be mangled mentally (teleportation my body is slightly altered) and they extract ideas, torture me in deep sleep state as I respond without being able to compose thoughts, they feed off dumping hate they feed off torture they are showered with elevation by the rancid entertainment and political structure). The failure is evident but they are rolling in the hay so they, I mean YOU, don't care. The symptoms of a destroyed society which inevitably will fail if this group of "scumsucking trash" is not ousted and instantly. The midterms will only replace the old mf scum with a new batch. Posing with the same promises which turned into corporate bs blathering banter for votes the same end result. //

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