Monday, January 24, 2022

This past week, in the last segment of a 10-day fasting/cleanse; While I was passed-out from toxic shock, literally unconscious, and could not wrap my cap/layers of material/shower cap/scarf pinned into all to create a nearly seal-tight thingy upon my head to thwart the hair attack (leaving me balding on the top of my head with hair falling out continuously--not due to naturally-occurring problems but due to chemicals by terrorists being sprayed into my hair. This last week I have spent two day literally passing in and out of consciousness as horrific poisons are loosening from the cement structure embedded into my back/spine/hips/skull/legs/feet, etc running a course into all conduits of my body and cavities and etc. As I lay in utter sickness, too sick to even bend to do the body security things that I have been doing to stop the utter destruction of my toes/fingers/hair and I cannot protect my entire body and skin area from the endless toxins that are put on my body EVERY SINGLE NIGHT and then toxic stinking sprays are on my blankets/sheets and sleepwear upon waking as well as black and blue marks on my thighs and etc and slashes into my skin. My hair had been growing out for the 2 months of me protecting my hair...but this last week they literally chemically slashed out 1/5 of my total hair.

 My hair had become more lush, the balding spot which I think is now permanent had at least begun to grow little tufts which were thin, weak and paltry but at last growing. I woke up two days ago with my hair reeking of stinking substances, so greasy I have had to wash it three days in a row to get the stinking grease out. The balding spot had enlarged during that time from the 2-month condition it had been prior to my fastidious attempts to protect my hair, which had been successful until I began to faint due to toxic shock and detox during my last fast. (As usual the chemicals remain horrible inside my body so I must constantly continue this 11 year effort--it's going on 11 years by now of that combined with torture, rape so the poisons were pumped deeper into my body, and stress severely reduced immune response and stress factors leading to reduced body capability to heal as these celebrities mercilessly abused and tortured me nightly and the terrorist "gang stalker" death squads took over during the day (and night as well if they could get into my room). Always electronic torture accompanies this with the through-wall technologies (tears pouring from eyes, heart palpitations that are deadly and could kill potentially, nervous system attacks, etc etc etc making me choke while eating or drinking due to the microchip implant in my throat--which they tweak all the time while I am sleeping so my throat constricts and this makes a horrid nasty noise which wakes me up; and the terrorists use this to create sleep disruptions in addition to torture during my most healing theta deep sleep patterns where these terrorist parasite celebrities inflict their rape and hate and abuse skits with death, violence and endless threats of making me homeless and always surrounded by groups insulting and abusing me.

So, trying endlessly for years to try to begin to comprehend the system being inflicted upon me and in an attempt to defend myself all I have been able to do plus years of plastering all I could afford (not much monthly, so the process required over two years of monthly purchases at the hardware store and the dollar store to try to stop the mechanical arms from prying open the countless panels and tiles the cover this tiny studio room.

But they got to me and the hair I had managed to make almost look normal and feel like hair, it required great effort for months to get to that point--they then smeared while I was literally too ill to defend myself--such horrible poisons that what had been down to my hips is now thin strands barely covering my scalp and hanging down to my shoulders--they removed at least one fifth of my hair. 


I tried to write about this two days ago but the terrorists kept deleting parts of sentences and mixing sentences around into various other paragraphs.

While all of the physical deformation was going on I was being abused by the expletive woman and her expletive thug on their endless power trip for their gratification and promotion as they, like all the rest, kept comparing what they had attained from all their illegal and legal activities to what they illegally destroyed in my body and home--while having my hair damaged so badly it's now like a thin patch once again on top of my head with balding patches and it all feels like it's a permanent condition, the hair is so damaged not just from YEARS of chemical destruction this organization has forced into my body but DECADES OF IT. But the worst began once the Europigapes of this acting group which fixates upon plastic surgeries and on their appearances got a hold of damaging and destroying my body (and everything else they were "permitted" to steal and take and destroy from me thanks to our great leaders who also participate in this crime against me, against human nature, against society, and against The United States. People may not recognize what a threat it is to the United States and I keep trying to make this point more clear in case people endlessly assume that they and their kinfolk are going to just benefit indefinitely from a system this confining and filled with vice and greed and selfishness and lack of real competence in handling responsibly this type of power over other lives.

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The future of the concept and action of freedom of Speech: teleportation rape mutilation and torture and murder using modern techno-terror means. I had written yesterday a post after yet another set of hours of death threats by the rapist who literally mutilated my hand has abused me so badly my hair turned grey while I was in absolute toxic shock healing mode for hours and hours yelling screaming hitting and abusing---all for defending my human basic rights which are continuously violated by members of Congress after years of their media representatives have brutalized had me hit by cars poisoned nearly to death paralyzed and mutilated while they stole ideas I wrote about their perfidy and atrocities. The repraisal for me writing in haste being hacked tormented and years and years of it ongoing literally day and night for me to "submit" to being murdered murdered murdered by thugs scumbag hate hamburger body-builder mediocrity hate mountains of white male filthy sleazy entitlement with their nasty rape cheerleader "feminist" partners and nasty expectant spawn in tow. Now I am dealing with leaders of both Parties of Congress and their response is the white nazi fascist unintellectual response of rape and violence--abuse humiliation skits imposed upon me always while my critical thinking capacity is so reduced by being asleep teleported drugged non-stop for all my life my brain implanted unable to access clear and rational logical thought or calculate basic arithmotic while they abuse insult surround and everyone clears the path for them to gouge brutalize and claim they are "superior" thusly. //Watching the reaction to the latest 15 minutes of fame for violence pursuant to reactionary pre-planned anti-freedom of thought---the shooting the latest one the beloved white bigot hater must be protected at all costs so say the minority minions operating as the 'Opposition" to "right wing" who rushed to throng as a mob against me laughing smirking smiling and abusing hitting and cheering on the bigots in this private extreme violence situation which put trump and musk into power to consolidate the white male rape machine and rape as a tool of silencing any criticism and opposition especially by the targeted groups, intellectuals and blacks jews latinos asians et al. They are some of the first to rush to support tihs system and thusly they are put into established oppositional slots so controlled so easy to manipulate. But wait! It' snot just brown black or jews it's also white males who have grown up in the system of nepotism believing they are super-intellectual and superior in general and thusly they can only act upon instruction because they have always been "served" and expect to only display the modicum of reaction scripted for them and then rehashed in a more personal tone but replicating the other bots of their horizontal network of the tier for which they have been assigned. //Watching some of the most giggly and snarly "liberals" all openly professing with dire somber humility that political violence must never be the reaction to opposition. These same established "liberal" icons (I want to name them, but I also want someone to protect me against the violent rape and abuse of the group; certainly none of them I have already named for the 16 years of being put prone in deep sleep or my home ransacked my body put out of alignment smeared with deadly chemicals injected with death but remaining alive to be exploited and dirty mediocrities using my concepts as their art concepts and then blocking my ability to get anything done much less have a career to have my own voice actually paid for concepts and creativity--oh no, their intended system is the dumbing down servitude and silencing then no opposition to their covert rape and torture schemes). Thusly, the ones most noted for their "intellectual" stances (i.e. the "intellectual Jews" who can so proficiently quote all kinds of highly intellectual tomes but yet when it comes to action the are remiss because that is the expectation imposed upon them--on pain of death but this, too, is never mentioned that there is a death threat instantly imposed especially upon Jews if they dare to break the racist stereotypes that they have grown so adapted to they are like cookie-cutter replicas in the media in appearance and style and lack of actual responsibility in the most important of all to protect freedoms: to fight literally and figuratively. To continue, not just the Jews but many others all have rushed to laugh giggle sitting next to mediocrity who have stolen my concepts and laugh with delight at how the GOVERNMENT is funding exploitation so egregious using rape as punishment for writing in resistance to attempted murder murder attempts rape without end mutilation and that was BEFORE I had any concept of what was going on---then 24 hour torture and abuse using the voice-to-skull and teleportation for having written about their exploits of absolute criminality and breach of constitutional rights all law and all ethical and moral codes that all societies at leaslt marginally establish (for those protected). I hear them lambast people calling for violence and retribution they are proclaiming their usual stance of moral "high ground" what a different breed of trained puppet animal they are in the teleportation situations smiling giggly and glaring at me in absolute hate for having written, just writing about the endless crimes rape theft of my concepts and the endless threat to my life poisoning that is horrific a horrible death sentence only for having been creative beautiful and defending myself rather than saying and doing nothing while being abused under a nationalize government state-sponsored tyrannical fascist torture regime of utter racism to the nth degree. Those who "represent' intellectual analysis with their dribbling one-sided monologues (they abstain from debate they only can speak into cameras without any questioning and certainly no questions as to what they have ever done in reality to actually make a stand in a realistic way. Not just shouting slogans and laughing in street protests and being captured on camera for "fighting" by having done so.

  Those who have the most to gain from state-sponsored terrorist violence concealed by various strains of the Manchurian Candidate syndrome ...