Monday, January 24, 2022

This past week, in the last segment of a 10-day fasting/cleanse; While I was passed-out from toxic shock, literally unconscious, and could not wrap my cap/layers of material/shower cap/scarf pinned into all to create a nearly seal-tight thingy upon my head to thwart the hair attack (leaving me balding on the top of my head with hair falling out continuously--not due to naturally-occurring problems but due to chemicals by terrorists being sprayed into my hair. This last week I have spent two day literally passing in and out of consciousness as horrific poisons are loosening from the cement structure embedded into my back/spine/hips/skull/legs/feet, etc running a course into all conduits of my body and cavities and etc. As I lay in utter sickness, too sick to even bend to do the body security things that I have been doing to stop the utter destruction of my toes/fingers/hair and I cannot protect my entire body and skin area from the endless toxins that are put on my body EVERY SINGLE NIGHT and then toxic stinking sprays are on my blankets/sheets and sleepwear upon waking as well as black and blue marks on my thighs and etc and slashes into my skin. My hair had been growing out for the 2 months of me protecting my hair...but this last week they literally chemically slashed out 1/5 of my total hair.

 My hair had become more lush, the balding spot which I think is now permanent had at least begun to grow little tufts which were thin, weak and paltry but at last growing. I woke up two days ago with my hair reeking of stinking substances, so greasy I have had to wash it three days in a row to get the stinking grease out. The balding spot had enlarged during that time from the 2-month condition it had been prior to my fastidious attempts to protect my hair, which had been successful until I began to faint due to toxic shock and detox during my last fast. (As usual the chemicals remain horrible inside my body so I must constantly continue this 11 year effort--it's going on 11 years by now of that combined with torture, rape so the poisons were pumped deeper into my body, and stress severely reduced immune response and stress factors leading to reduced body capability to heal as these celebrities mercilessly abused and tortured me nightly and the terrorist "gang stalker" death squads took over during the day (and night as well if they could get into my room). Always electronic torture accompanies this with the through-wall technologies (tears pouring from eyes, heart palpitations that are deadly and could kill potentially, nervous system attacks, etc etc etc making me choke while eating or drinking due to the microchip implant in my throat--which they tweak all the time while I am sleeping so my throat constricts and this makes a horrid nasty noise which wakes me up; and the terrorists use this to create sleep disruptions in addition to torture during my most healing theta deep sleep patterns where these terrorist parasite celebrities inflict their rape and hate and abuse skits with death, violence and endless threats of making me homeless and always surrounded by groups insulting and abusing me.

So, trying endlessly for years to try to begin to comprehend the system being inflicted upon me and in an attempt to defend myself all I have been able to do plus years of plastering all I could afford (not much monthly, so the process required over two years of monthly purchases at the hardware store and the dollar store to try to stop the mechanical arms from prying open the countless panels and tiles the cover this tiny studio room.

But they got to me and the hair I had managed to make almost look normal and feel like hair, it required great effort for months to get to that point--they then smeared while I was literally too ill to defend myself--such horrible poisons that what had been down to my hips is now thin strands barely covering my scalp and hanging down to my shoulders--they removed at least one fifth of my hair. 


I tried to write about this two days ago but the terrorists kept deleting parts of sentences and mixing sentences around into various other paragraphs.

While all of the physical deformation was going on I was being abused by the expletive woman and her expletive thug on their endless power trip for their gratification and promotion as they, like all the rest, kept comparing what they had attained from all their illegal and legal activities to what they illegally destroyed in my body and home--while having my hair damaged so badly it's now like a thin patch once again on top of my head with balding patches and it all feels like it's a permanent condition, the hair is so damaged not just from YEARS of chemical destruction this organization has forced into my body but DECADES OF IT. But the worst began once the Europigapes of this acting group which fixates upon plastic surgeries and on their appearances got a hold of damaging and destroying my body (and everything else they were "permitted" to steal and take and destroy from me thanks to our great leaders who also participate in this crime against me, against human nature, against society, and against The United States. People may not recognize what a threat it is to the United States and I keep trying to make this point more clear in case people endlessly assume that they and their kinfolk are going to just benefit indefinitely from a system this confining and filled with vice and greed and selfishness and lack of real competence in handling responsibly this type of power over other lives.

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Terrorist tech used while battling with a company delivering water: the usual gang stalking systemic attack. They will not deliver unless I pick the phone up to confirm the "next day delivery" --on day before delivery. If I do not pick up the phone the day before "next day delivery" they cancel the delivery. They have people routinely who cannot speak English clearly except for a few words, all contrived they speak English perfectly but just garble everything in such a rushed slurred manner that it is ridiculously funny almost. Later on the website has corrections for the inevitable items that they take out of every order---(I order other items too heavy to carry for my very injured body). This once very professional and friendly grocery chain, before the current admin came to power they were giving me free items as gifts, very friendly and professional always polite and with no problems. Now it's endless problems with extremely rude delivery people outright nasty towards me, smirking and gloating with the front desk people in the lobby all gathering to block the door push in front of me break things if my back is turned of my property while my back is turned, etc etc etc. They have stopped phoning me to confirm delivery so by 7 pm I don't know if they are delivering or not. No delivery unless a prior phone confirmation, and they have stopped phoning. A few weeks ago they never phoned me until I spent time over one hour trying to get a call back with confirmation. the sun had set already and it was nearing 7-8 pm. Finally a non-English speaking woman phoned and said, "we come in two days no tomorrow" and garbled something else. I told her I had to have delivery for tomorrow by that time I had fixed my schedule and it was for a next day delivery as well. I had to push her to actually deliver on the next day for a next day delivery. //2 days ago I ordered for next day, and yesterday they had not phoned by 7 pm, which means they could tell me that they would deliver perhaps in 2 days for a next day delivery, at the very end of the day into near deep dark night while they are a business working hour type of store, they close fairly early 8:30. I phoned their main number I was told they would phone me back (7 pm) 7:30 pm I phoned again got the same (terrorist/gang stalking diverted phone all agent) lying telling me that "if they confirm to me they or I will phone you back. I asked her firmly to please phone them now to confirm and she said "if they phone me back I will call you have a nice day" sarcasm permeated her little fake terror agent contrived employee voice. After about 20 more minutes I phoned the local store and was told they would phone me back in 5 minutes--the person on the phone not expecting my call was able to speak and understand english but not rapidly. 5 minutes later a woman who phones me for literally every single delivery in which some attack is made, not this store but all deliveries (the terror organization has constructed this one person to relay all the attacks, to open my packages to drug and poison food and water to screw me over, etc she is always unable to understand basic english although of course she speaks perfectly--as they all do with the nazis who order these attacks coordinate them and then watch it all unfold through all their tech surveillance). She garbled "water 3" and then blah blah so mashed-up with non-syllabic gutteral jibberish it was impossible to understand anything. I then began giggling which is part of the mind control--they attack my brain my nervous system and my throat is always constricted due to the microchip implant in my throat. They also alter my voice due to this chip so my voice sounds weird always---I choke cough in the middle of sentenes as my throat literally closes off to air and I can't even speak. Then I can't focus or remember my phone number, the attacks on my brain and body are endless. I then repeat after I am lied to sentences which are slightly discrediting. I keep repeating the situation as they repeat some stupid smug retort but sounding semi-professional, such as, I tell them to have the phone confirmation before 5 pm and that I had to wait until 8 yesterday and earlier this month and to stop doing that. The very pleasant (undoubtely having a great time doing this) agent then responded (retorted snorted) that "I see you can wait until 8 pm for a confirmation next day call so I will tell them to phone you up to 8 pm". By that time I had already repeated 8 times that I need them to phone me before 5 pm so I can arrange my schedule. I was nervous, unable to remain calm the attacks on my throat, memory, brain and nervous system plus subliminal vocal "commands" kept me like hectic, unfocused, and then she told me she would have them call me to confirm in the next 15 minutes and instantly under mind control because they had already been making sighing annoyance noises (in a previous call earlier to try to address these issues I was being lied to and told that I had phoned them at 1 pm yesterday, but it was 7 pm, and I had to make excuses for them and all the sentences I said were not my lingo not my rhetoric not my verbal usage but relayed subconsciously. Due to the severity of my need for this delivery system and all other factors I can't be aggressive and nasty in complaining in any way trying to be pleasant while they are terror agents posing as employees in the first place. So after repeating that I need them to confirm before 5 pm so I can arrange my schedule rather than not know if they are going to deliver at all, she then repeated that she would have them phone me by 8 pm. I had to interrupt saying that "no I need them to phone me by 5 pm" for the 8th time in the 10 minutes of repeating and repeating the situation, all under mind control, nervous system attack, vocal constriction my throat closed I was coughing and unable to think clearly. I can't describe what a drag this is to deal with---but of course, it's fun for them. Probably very entertaining for most people reading my blog to see this kind of obstruction and discrimination being used through tech terrorism and microchip implants all non-touch torture no evidence what a field day the 4th reich has with this tech all the sadistic users, abusers, haters nazis rapists etc they are cloying to get into this situation to have "fun" raping beating abusing me using this tech to get me to repeat under extreme life-threatening sickness and duress statements in which they respond with "you thought this about me" thusly rushing screaming hitting and attacking me using all they implant into my subconscious which I repeat after they have essential services, my life support income (disability from the years of poisoning they all have inflicted and laughed about mocking my body bloating up as they were murdering and raping me to death).

  All the while, cleaning clothing which hangs on the huge clothing rack near my patio entrance because the other clothing rack posited agai...