Thursday, July 21, 2022

The "feminine touch"--what a relief (sarcasm).

 The contract, or teleportation torture, has been taken over by some women from Congress. At the moment I don't want to say whom. One is a Senator, one from the lower chamber. The skits are now becoming increasingly menacing and dark--in the last day or two of this next shift from violent rapist men, bigots with their women behind them stealing all and any concept from me about women's rights in order to project themselves as being hip and not fascist Nazi symbols. All the "good" in the world is "supposed" to be only coming from that group, and so people will constantly associate benevolent feminism and all human rights to the very people who are trying to take all and as much away as possible, hoarding as much as possible for their whore lifestyles.


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The dreams are now of me going into something like group showers with women, in something like a modern day concentration camp. How wonderful the female touch is! Also, kitties dying is yet another theme being forced upon me. And then there are women coming at me punching into my face with sinister evl faces. how nice instead of a male rapist it's a rapist enabler woman! The female touch is certainly an improvement, albeit really incrementally only slightly. I'm sure as time progresses, like all the criminals who get hold of these technologies, the violence will increase as the hormonal need for more titillation and more violence becomes an addiction on the part of the wonderful Congressmembers and the incredible actors who are scripted with every kind of benevolent speech to utter out--always written by someone else of course--about how much they care and are fighting for justice, equality and their constituents or fans.

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My laptop is so hacked I can barely use it. I spent over 10 mnutes waiting while every click on the browser became a frozen spinning cursor and the page freezing. The hackers disconnected the laptop portal repeatedly while I was trying to type as well.

I still can't perform a factory or restore function because I have only one browser in which to access my bank account and the last time I did a restore function, the 2nd option was blocked afterward. I'm not going to take chances so it remains a completely hacked and blocked system that I can't EVER do a restore function on until I return to the US and go into a PNC bank and try to have this resolved where they can't openly lie as they do on the phone--long distance where all calls I make are diverted to terrorist agents who lie and hang up and keep me on hold and lie perpetually.

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I am bedridden to a degree that I am unable to move. I am sitting up but it's excruciating. I had to check on my financial situation and thus far the pig apes haven't taken my money away for this next month. 

They poisoned me for so many years via insertions into my bladder with hardening and stiffening/bloating poisons while I was fighting ceaselessly to remove the LIFETIME of this poison out of my body--I have been exacting in protecting my food--but while asleep and in the unconscious mode where my brain is shut down partially so I can't feel anything in my "prime" body--the body is literally split in twain in a way that I appear as if "whole" in the teleported state, but things like sight, digestion, taste and other faculties are diminished or completely not functioning. But while they teleport me to their hate and abuse skits, I am inserted and maimed slightly every single night--a slow murder, basically it's murder. The people who ordered this are out being celebrated to this moment still. The Congressional members continue the contract out on me, albeit using the "nice" feminine/feminist touch of gracious abuse without males threatening to beat me or rape me. How nice. Although I was "in bed" in some weird situation with a stock broker, and the stock market was supposedly being displayed in German on the side of a huge building which resembled the main train station in Stuttgart. I lay there stiff and not wanting to be next to this person, not even being able to see him. I was then teleported to the concentration camp shower scene but something like a modern day gym (because the pig apes haven't yet constructed their desired concentration camps for mass murder yet so they are using real edifices but making it out like it's a modern-day concentration camp I am taking a hot shower in with a lot of other women surrounding me--always clustered in between pieces of shit everywhere I go never having space or decent human being around me. All loving animals either killed off or stolen from me.

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That is the feminist/feminine version I am now subjected to. The teleportation began in a friendly manner yesterday, while I was in a deep healing sleep. It has since degenerated into abuse and death scenes of kittens and women now punching into my face. I lay in bed in near agony as the hard poisons which got much worse from the decade of MORE hardening/stiffening/bloating poisons plus horrific mind control drugs pumped into my body directly into my bladder every single night--so the damage internally is so great that my emtire back has hardened into a shell that my body is trying to expand--my knees are being attacked by poisons directly swelling up underneath the knee caps. It won't recede, I just sit here fighting and sleeping for hours, being subjected to the utter sickness and depravity of the people responsible for being leaders of society.


I can't get to the bank to pay rent, I am sitting here helpless. I have no one to help me whatsoever, all my time has been spent confined in near paralysis because the pig apes from Whorewood kept pumping poison into my body as they also had me raped, my hips and spin put out of alignment, my hair damaged, my skin doused with disgusting damaging chemicals, my food poisoned with fungus and other substances, my money stolen from my purse every month so I was even in more dire straits financially--and on and on and on adn on the abuses are just showering on in non-stop and for years and years. But if someone had stopped this group I would e able to somewhat heal instead of sitting here in near deadly paralysis trying to starve the poisons out of my body so I can n nominally move.


Meanwhile, in this deep healing state, I am being subjected to more torture psychologically now with hints of violence punching into my face by more rotten creeps using this tech as the pig apes who have been handed these technologies are being championed--prizes and awards handed to them because the Senator wanted to wrest control over this contract--as they continue to advise on how to torture me to the wonderful tenderness of the women from Congress now having the time of their life torturing me--these people become addicted to just pressing a button and having someone to beat, abuse and rape and threaten endlessly.

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Meanwhile, the Nazi 4th Reich takeover continues. Biden is pumping money into the Northern European fascist Nazi alliance aka NATO. My ten years of living in Phuket have shown me the Nazi proclivities of Europigapes especially from the north and the utter slavish adoration the dark people have for serving and obeying them. You can add any mixture of lighter-skinned other groups such as Jews who want to be as white as possible into that mixture of obsequious adoration slaves serving and hissing in absolute hate at people like me--who just want to live life in MY way and not have to undergo crushing of my spirit and personality in order to not threaten the Nazi pig apes in any way. Serving and servicing worthless pieces of shit who are users and abusers and murdering bigots who want to exploit me and then slowly kill me off. That is the option available to me if I am "good" and not a "Loser" as the half-Jewish rat wanna be pig ape shrilly shouts at me because her daddy is the most groveling slavish minority minion--also being used as a mascot for the slave representation of Jews on Wall Street. Any concern about humanity is void and meaningless and an embarrassment to all of them, and only "snooty" disdain and elitism is the one and only mode of existence. This also is anathema to me and I find them to be effete as human beings and part of the destruction of the United States.

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These are the people who have been elected as the representatives of culture. All of them are on a death power trip with crushing mass murder as one of the ultimate goals of their coalescing system which is coming to a mass gathering in the form of the new NATO Europigape alliances, the fascist Repuglicanism and the reversal of decades of fighting for womens' rights--which these rape fascist pig ape celebrities all claim they are fighting for--but really brining about mass poverty and rape and forced impregnation because they all feel more entitled and "beautiful" in comparison to the miserably struggling women who are writhing in poverty and despair underneath their endless whorish hoarding of wealth, being handed out to them for being "good girls" by the fascist men like the Senator from the Carolinas who wanted to drag me into his pit and beat the s*** out of me to death, ultimately, after forcing a "baby" out of me.

He's now off grabbing his "rewards" for his week of slithering into my consciousness while I was in the agony of this poison expanding internally and into my knees. I lay in bed in agony as he sat next to me in teleportation talking softly to me. I advised him on health issues, which is part of the protocol they all ask me for advice from the years of me struggling to heal from the poisons they themselves completely supported being put into my body. After extracting the information, the abuse and threats and violence, sexual abuse and hate begins. They give nothing, and take as much as possible. 


Even though I detest them and tell them this constantly, they continue to clutch and grab on--8 years of telling pit pig I can't stand him and his filthy whore wife, years of telling all of them who teleport me I can't stand them. They grab on and never stop. They keep getting every top award possible every business they could never obtain until they began torturing me in this contract.

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How sick America now is should be evident but no one cares, they only are concerned with what THEY can get out of joining into exploiting this contract, in the hopes that more and more people will be microchipped and teleported for torture, rape and information extraction, more women kept pregnant and not able to compete--or they hope, dying from complications from pregnancies because access is now being shut off from even life-threatening pregnancy complications. You can thank filthy pigalina for this, as she and pit pig personally are responsible for having put Trump into power. She ben off on her "feminist" crusade (ALL and almost ALL ideas stolen from my years of ranting and writing about feminist issues as these whores all participate with their "feminine" touch of cheerleading the pig men to beat and abuse and torture me extremely violently--they love watching it, they feel so empowered and emboldened and superior for it--the half Jewish screeching rat coming from the nasty Jewish sell out old man from Wall Street has been one of the most nasty offensive screeching haters of this entire group--

The feminine touch, how wonderful it is.


How sick America is, a dying country I really believe there is no chance for it to recover any longer. Biden is a disaster and worse is coming up in the Repug Party because Biden really is a fascist conservative playing both sides of every issue but ultimately betraying the "Left" by using one or two Senators to muck up his agenda--oops, how could that happen!--and then allowing all this gerrymandering to continue, and alas, the country will be beset by a feudal fascist Nazi dictatorship soon. The technology being used upon me continues to be passed around like a joint at a drug addict party to Senators and Representatives and celebrities--all with full permission by Biden, and of course T-rump, and then Obama did nothing, and of course this situation has been endorsed by every administration all my life.


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Approx. One hour later: I have decided, whilst laying in bed in agony as the poisons don't abate the swelling into my knee caps--(three days now completely stuck in bed in excruciating pain--now over 2 weeks of this ongoing while parasites teleport me to exploit this new weakness--and this extreme sickness was brought about by the poisons not being inserted into my bladder as they have been for over a decade--nightly. The shock to my system has resulted in something like the poisons trying desperately to expand in order to shift--).

But besides that, I decided to list the names of the women from Congress who have conjoined with the rapist throng of celebrities and fellow politicians: of course P-lousy pig-lously Pelosi the absolutely anti-Semitic "Italian-American" fascist Nazi--blathering in warm tones of concern about helping people while her caucus just can't get any legislation passed--as she rushes to leech money out of any and all legislation she can by inserting her death threats and rape enabling hate into this group against me, sitting alongside the most virulent of fascist Nazis out of Europigapeland turned Republican in American politics. The Repugs claim they "hate" Pig-lousy but they truly love her for her duplicity and racism. She even has a black male in her team, who acts something like a friendly bouncer for elite parties. He was involved in a skit yesterday where he excluded me from a private party, acting as a bouncer. Telling me that I could go to the "big house" on the hill and watch free movies and get free joints to smoke. I declined this offer and they had me repeat really stupid insane things about not being able to reach "water" (because I really need a swimming pool to exercise my muscles and I can't get access--the price is truly affordable here in Phuket if I could not be blocked from earning money online I could feasibly achieve this effort, but the bigots want me in poverty stuck in a tiny cramped and toxic stinking filthy dishevelled room where they can insert every kind of toxin and poison into my vagina and into my bladder every single night without me having the slightest chance to defend myself. 

But the bigot Pelosi is undoubtedly the "female" behind the aggressive, face-punching antics. The genocidal Nazi shower scenes and the stock broker scene which was brought about by nasty Bloomberg and his rat stupid idiot blathering daughter. Most offensive to me in all respects at this point. Their most well-rewarded point for which they have been paid in millions is to never question the prevailing fascist Nazi paradigm, for which they serve and obey and support fully. Everything else is to be scorned, crushed and broken according to them. I do not exaggerate. 

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I think the other woman, Klobuchar (sp?) who also included her name into a skit that was forced upon me yesterday in one of my many hours of deep sleep in pain and agony---I think it was piglousy who inserted these hate and rape male violent antics into the last few hours of the attacks, and so I write this now.

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The "Italian-Americans" I have come across all my life are rabid racists and virulently genocidal in their aims. I was accosted by most violent and disgusting deniro and pesce for YEARS until only last month. Their sleazy and putrid commentary--making imitations of me urinating the poisons they probably order to be inserted into my bladder--their comments endlessly about how my body is ugly and bloated how unclassy and ugly I look compared with filthalina their mascot who has endlessly had me disfigured and stuffed with chemicals inserted into my viscera so the poisons would get stuck in my intestines, endlessly stuck and poisoning me--amazing I have not died from sepia. That is how hard I have had to fight to cleanse my body every month, and have been doing detox sessions once per month for over 2-3 years and still the poisons lingered until Bloomberg came and stopped the poisoning over night. He and his rat then began a campaign of abuse and violence that almost exceeded what his partners had been doing until they too were a threat to my life. But in this ensuing time, I have exercised a bit and a clump of hard and stinking foul poison ripped--literally ripped--out of the side of my body. Parts of this clump extended into my neck, into the vertebrae. And thusly, after greasy Graham cracker first came at me lunging in hate, a few weeks ago, screaming about the KKK and how they want to lynch people like me, grabbing his genitals and hissing in hate abou this penis as if this is an insult to me and not to him. While I was in the throes of agony he then greased his way into my sleeping and near comatose agonized pain situation of laying in bed, last week, this is now 2 weeks of this agony pain going on and on day after day all I can do is lay in bed while they torture me, as they always have and kept me in paralysis and sickness blocking all access to me protecting myself--)

But then suddenly I was going to go to some redneck Nazi place where I would have a baby with this greasy ugly pig scumbag and his Nazi KKK family were going to glob onto the contract, every kin folk getting promotions and deals as they all jointly abused me to death--


And glowing with joy over this, Pig-lousy the pig ape skank who is the Speaker of the House of BS, loves watching it all unfold. Waiting for yet another chance to get and take out of this contract, along with H. Cliton a few days ago, lunging on in to abuse and attack me as well. The people who are fighting T-rump are joining into these fascist Nazi sessions also to appear as if they are not really against the Nazi fascism that is really emerging openly, they are just fighting T-rump but are still part of the racist genocidal fascist team. That includes the Jews I have mentioned earlier.  And then there's a lot more of them who aren't famous but all are doing the same things on their local and State levels (or international).

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The "Italian-Americans" I have always encountered were dead set on destroying me, and having my family become servants and slaves for them. My brother sits smiling as his "Italian-American" wife makes anti-Semitic jokes in front of my family. He is violent and abusive to me in return because I resist these pig apes and he bows and scrapes to them. I see photos of him now grey, looking sheepish and ugly, completely worn down and broken in and like half a man, if that at all. The old Europigape fascist oppression of Jews, by all means, must be re-instated in America and the Italians are some of the worst minions in respect to keeping this arrrangement of endlessly oppressing jews into deformity and ready victims of plunder and genocide and pograms and massacre with all stolen as the Jews silently go along to the slaughter.

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that is what they are trying to do to me, Pig-lousy being one of the most vicious in her threats, but the pig apes of Whorewood have taken her cue and are acting like vicious fascists towards me after th congressionial members like Greasy Graham and pig-lousy act like deadly Nazis and are making now references to concentration camps once more.

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Every time I write about these disgusting expletives they only get more promotions. However, I continue to write about it because I want the world to know as much as possible in case some people don't want this kind of oppressive destruction of America for the benefit of people who truly are NOT superior in any way, shape or form. They are adept at lying and manipulating and crunching numbers and obeying and not questioning and fighting for the system which keeps them in perpetual situations of power. 

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Extreme drugging/nervous system attacks via implants along my spine & into my brain--8 hours of literal non-stop abuse from this English And nazi team of another senator from congress, the same rape enabler who is the front-runner face of anti-violence against women and me2 rape culture to oust the jewish weinstein so her company and the rest can overtake h-wood --antisemitism so openly expressed that obviously Nazis and virulent racists are behind this contract out on me. My brother stating that only I will experience violence, with his full participation and that Germans are trustworthy not racists it can't happen to him. for using sexual and physical violence against me instantly after more than 30 years of never having seen him, never contacting him except for him smirking about a situation the nazis forced on me, he is lunging at me to gain more promotions and allowance to get everything for free for handing me over to murder, essentially. Me, drugged so badly I cannot stop reacting to every question, hours of asking me for ideas as the English scriptwriters and director and the endless leech parasite this ugly sinister putrid creep female who is endlessly pushing violent beef-body-build "men" out of europ-a-land to violently rape me, the more abusive and humiliating the more they are praised and awarded; she is the representative for the United Nations and for Chuck Schumer in all legislation against rape and domestic violence against women. Put deliberately there really to give permission for rape if it's racist-based rather than anything else. beloved so greatly by the grateful rapist thugs surrounding her, the minority minions lavishing praise making antisemitic comments at me--Jews in particular are very hostile and laughing smirking it can only happen to me, not them. The drugs are so insidious that are injected pumped into my bladder while I sleep--must get up every night to alleviate what they inject so I am drugged--it is a nasty horrific murderous chemical and drug forcing hate, along with extreme shifts of my brainwaves I can't even control my breathing--my entire spine is coated in hard chemicals in which microchip implants directly affecting my spine are buried from the 3 complete surgeries I have had---(the hardening poisons made my spine crooked, the terrorists fractured my vertebrae while I was unconscious after they orchestrated mostly harmless "accidents' and in the deep brain implant state, I am rendered completely unconscious and unable to feel anything (drugged to the extreme the next morning with pain killers and numbing chemicals). 8 hours another day of this ongoing with me finally screaming in rage fighting and hitting the people responsible for this--the senator who came years ago to abuse yell fascistically at me, now threatening my life for having rushed to physicall attack him after shouting to go away go away go away. They all remain until I rush at them lunging in fury. The dirty nasty sick female who is connected to the English monarchy has been relegated to bring every fascist nazi english abuser and hater to assault me possible in the celebrity zone, there are so many---all are clamoring to get this contract and to participate from all minorities in congress who rush at me violently to white supremacist congress haters--this one very close to the source of much discontent for those slated to be excluded from life in general---very pompous about his entitlement to torture have me raped and poisoned, they all are. My brother smug and behaving like I am still being beaten and abused by him at the age of 14 when I left the hate situation my family had adopted because my mother was trying to get "in" with an "Italian" but American married man, the "Italians" in this tiny family-controlled cul-de-sac had installed mircophone relay systems so they could listen to my family abuse me (this was in 1978 before the internet) my brother was so violent I phoned the police and left that house the next day--forever. I saw him a few times, I had the blank mind controlled drugged assumption that he had "grown up" but alas, he lives in the perpetual abuse state having ensured I am stuck everywhere I go as he is promoted for endlessly ensuring my destruction, lack of health care. My family offered me an inheritance in a creep way 2 years ago, I saved the money but declined to have any further contract with them as they were abusive just in connecting me to the lawyers distributing the inheritance (I got the absolute lowest amount of all members)--and this they used to have social security cut off my income and it's been off for 6 months while I am fighting to have it reinstated and they worked with the 4th Reich to have this done. I was screaming at him in rage, as the hate parasitic rape cheerleader who is beloved by all senators presidents her sleazy and disgusting 16 years of stealing my ideas so her blank and hateful lack of personality can be embellished by my years and lifetime of reading and study, so that nazi white supremacy can appear like it has originality and any kind of creativity outside of endless repetition of murder revenge and upcommance plots which they rotate every year in their awards categories, until they latched on to stealing my ideas, and now torturing me as I scream ideas because they are so revolting their image their ugly sinister presence is so revolting--and I cannot stop responding instantly to their endless probing questions intermixed with extremew murder threats and then inquisitive questions and every thing I do, from going to the bathroom eating taking healing powders all my exercises for healing I created they are stealing and using as their own invention; so much that I do is original and not a copy I learned, they are stealing torturing and asking for ideaws literally non-stop. I cannot stop talking I can't stop responding. the drugs, my body is like enmeshed in not being able to breathe independently the technology and drug interface is so overwhelming. The smug and smirking dirty ugly sick skank sits smiling as I scream and fight for the 2nd year in a row of literal daily screaming and rage at English hate bigots assaulting me for over 8 hours per day--0the rapist who beat tortured and mutilated me, has had my plants killed is threatening my life then making sleazy sexual comments, sitting next to this foul and dirty ugly sick creep skank always they are partners probably as with all the men who rape me she tries to suck my life force energy out by having sex with them as well. Some of them at least--they sit next together all the men who rape me next to her, after she has had me poisoned nearly to death, still fighting to heal every day. My body aging rapidly she is laughing, the men make endless sneering comments about my breasts while I am naked as they sit for hours watching and commenting on all I do. Once i finally "break" after the 6-8 hour mark of literal non-stop literally every single second for over 6 to 8 hours without a moment of them shutting up for one single second with death trhreats abuse insults and probing questions I scream finally to shut up and die I scream hit them rush violently. It is torture and the senators are smug threatening to kill me constantly for lunging at them screaming to get off me to fuck off that they have already been killing me via poisoning and torture for years. It goes on and on. I might be able to "ignore' them if they were not drugging me so severely and my body racked with implants along my spine forcing a reaction that overwhelms my breathing and concentration--the implants are definitely in my brain and along my spine---without a doubt they force my muscles to spasm while people are slamming doors--the effect is unmistakable and has happened for years in this same sequence I do not flinch at noises like this, it is artificially created generated and forced upon me. They are so ugly and appear so rancid rotten stupid ugly and sick I scream that they are disgusting that I never want anything like them around me not for a minute much less 8-10 hours per day,e very day, then stupid sick teleportation skits of hate death and homelessness and me being abused, being put in stupid situations in an "edit" mode so I am waking to being in some negative situation in the middle of a posture I never created, like a movie edit stopping and starting my consciousness can be started and stopped with a press of a button in that state.//I am trying to work a way to not be overwhelmed, because these filthy sick creeps are meaningless scum in my opinion but I react as if I can't stop, and I literally cannot. //I ordered a music player and they blocked everything possible for every music player--this one supposedly came with no memory but they had it jacked-up so the memory is invisible but it is hacked and is turned off remotely like all the rest of the players they continue the death and torture deep sleep states. My body is aging my hair greying my body withering because of the energy this ugly sick skank sucks out smiriking and laughing. They keep asking me for ideas then destroying my finances so I have nothing. I am still waiting for the decision from social security whether my disability payments will be reinstated or not. They lied to me for 6 months, my family had my inheritance taken away and then my disability as well; this was a ploy it was not some random accident and they just arrived when I was being violently raped by the last lrapist from europigapeland with ugly skankalina presiding as they "made love" to each other sitting next to one another attacking me mutually--now it's the next one, the same thing but his English is much better so his verbal abuse is for 10 hours or more per day--endless extreme violent threats, violent abusive ugly rape, supposedly implying that I "deserve" it for fighting to save my life from this. My brother doing everything he can to protect the 4th Reich and that only I wil lbe a victim of any racism never he. I went into, in truth serum drugged torture microchip enhanced stress hate truth serum mode how nazis are definitely pursuing another genocide against jews and in america they want to pour in and create nazification of the already nazified and ocmpletely overtaken america by europigape nazi filth, and I am trying to quell this as much as possible. The denial is pure stupidity this ugly sinister creep I want nothing to do with, he creeps me out I am so disgusted by him it's a visceral reaction of disgust--and his smug pomposity that he's going to get more and more and more out of murdering me smiling stupid sick ignorant--denying that nazis are taking power that they want to destroy jews. I keep shouting how stupid he is, he threatens to break my arms. If there is, as I said today, any person the most violently and murderously inclined towards me it will be my family--as they are so groomed to murder me and have been working to achieve this with full applause endless promotions money poured into them as being symbols of jewish nazi partnership---they are the most threatening and the most dangerous--and so sick and stupid it's unbelievable trying to explain how they are putting nazis into power who will take away their homes if they want lebensraum--all I say they deny and shout with whining insult that I am stupid--I remind them that I lived in Germany for over 5 years because they were trying to kill me by having a metal rod made loose in my spine so my uncle bill could get "permission" to publish his gay magazine echo in Phoenix so they had me body fractured so I had no choice but to return to them, asking for help and health care--they made sure I got nothing they tried to put me in prison for a charge of theft of jewelry (I had no car, the situation was at night miles away from me with no car and buses all stopped and etc) and they had just killed the italian american mafia thug my mother had married talking the same night he died on the day he was leaving her and the house they had jointly purchased he wanted to save since he poured the bulk of the deposit from his money--and etc.. in a murder frenzy they were--I left with a metal rod loose in my spine and had to try to survive this until I left america for germany in 1991--I told him that i had to go to germany for years to try to survive the last murder attempt they had made on me, and I speak german lived around germans only speaking german met nazis know their mentality they have not changed their edicts to kill all jews and jews in america are a target. Told I was a stupid bitch death threats and it can't happen to him, only to be because i'm a "bitch" etc my disgusting brother and his nasty spawn brought to torment me, completely programmed to ask me "why" germans are intent on another genocide, which I said to him a few days ago, he was given a script for what to repeat so the english fuckers sitting on those chairs could steal the screaming ideas I spewed out unable to stop reacting--smug ugly shitalina smiriking adn smug the violent abusive fardy the tom actor not a cat or cool sitting next to his "Lover" as I know that is the endless program of dirty energy leech shitalina--and it goes on and on> I am trying to not react bvut when I do react after the 6 hour mark I become violent to get them off me, then they all threaten my life and it goes on and on--information and ideas they are taking down as I scream them and scream and fight. My hair turning white my body aging and breaking it's murder. I am still paralyzed from the poison they all poured into my body as they had the poison raped into my body and then torture so I can't heal--it's murder.