Wednesday, July 6, 2022

The ongoing murder attempt--on my life--the utter putrdity of this group of filth you all cheer on as your celebrity and politician leadership: The damage from the "punishment" for fighting to not die from internal poisoning and rape of the poison into my body as deeply as possible remains---just for fighting to not be murdered I am being destroyed endlessly slow murder--the damage they inflicted with help of the crap Deniro and Pesce and this group of shit and filth you all cheer on because I clicked on a video of some German pig ape scumbag whore playing violin and he made s cheap version of a Mozart piece--which I included on my Facebook page and wrote it was cool--but not so not.

Here is an artistic rendering of what happens when corporate diplomats (i.e. our multi-billion and trillion dollar US "defense" industry and it's greedy representatives and corroded and corruptitians represent around the world, and how they have armed to the teeth all our "enemies" who are our "allies" until they are not----the technologies being handed out like the cocaine and alcohol that they have all claimed they are now free of in their rehab clinics, only to be replaced by hormone-releasing violence they can inflict courtesy of the US Government and it's fascist overlords in this covert technology and these drug cartel operators and gang stalking terrorist death squads you are all part of and participate in. It is a coordinated effort to deconstruct American "Democracy" and install militarized death squad fascist Nazism where really stupid people brainwashed on the dope of the media are going to go out and kill each other off, the most clever will take over but will remain stupid and sick pig apes as the shaky minions continue to serve and obey. What will transpire will probably be blotted out as the waters drown out cities and the fires burn into contagion all the cities that had expected to have a take-over of the countries and leaderships with all their consumptive greed and "me first" mentalities--but a collective greed as they all "love" one another while they must have people to target in order to "love" one another--but only superficially, as a group not on a personal level. Here is a representation of the pig apes that you all are and embrace and you never stop these sophisticated weapons and technologies from being handed out, like loaded guns to toddlers who think it's a movie as they shoot to kill. But these are a-dolts, who have been trained in every conceivable way into how to have a decent society, now embracing technologies enabling them to unleash the greedy and sleazy pig ape in their inner sold-out whore hearts and defunct and loveless sleazy disgusting sexuality. Their children are bypassing all those boring "lectures" on how to have a decent and sane society and instead opt immediately for the instant gratification their greasy and stupid greedy sell-out whore parents you all cheer on as your representatives in the media and in politics are being trained in absolute gorilla warfare against members of their own country whom they hate--ie. me, the "jews" who don't conform to the subjugated and humiliated stereotypes for which other Jews are absolutely frantic to uphold as they pursue the Nazi fascist racist agenda by most viciously attacking me for their own selfish interests--based on fear and inculcated mind control programming. Mostly they are handed a lot of money to be put into lead positions but ultimately, what they fear but won't acknowledge or fear but think that by participating in they will be spared from--but they too are slated to be slaughtered just as the Nazis did during the Holocuast--they got Jews to kill their own kind, then had those who killed gassed and burned and all was stolen from all, in the end. That is the same plot being rehashed by this shit you call your celebrities and "Democracy" politicians--and all they really are is a planet of pig apes really truly INCOMPETENT. I do not mean to offend pigs or apes.


*I really only like this one song by this band (Pig Destroyer) as I am not into hardcore grind music** not that the music is not "good" but not to my taste it's on a level of honesty I can't even delve into even though I think that I am being honest. It's very dark but real, perhaps only for those who are cast out, disconsolate and oppressed beyond comprehension for those who are terrified of the curse and punishment of being cast into the untouchable caste.** That is the threat this pig ape group of terrorists that is endlessly multiplying almost exponentially as poverty sweeps the world now, and this plight of utter destitution and hopelessness is one of the biggest incentives for more recruits possible. It is another factor or "variable" for why I have included this video into the picture of today's rant because if you look at the album from which this song was taken the picture is of a bleak and destitute American landscape--happening now. The album came out years ago, it presaged the current slide into ape pig destroyed culture wasteland by-product of the 4th Reich overtake of the former United States.***


"Pig Destroyer--'The Diplomat' (Official Video)". October 25, 2012.



"Pig Destroyer--'Book Burner' (Full Album Stream)". RelaposeRecords. February 20, 2016.



The greasy scumbag German pig ape violinist ran, literally ran immediately to Whorewood or wherever this gang of shit thugs were when he joined in one year ago--after I just posted a copy of this video after watching a movie about Paganini that he starred in as the demonic whore that he is from his demonic whore country of pig apes and shit who have learned the traits of appearing gentile but are really pigs underneath the surface of their ape interiors


So much hate--I am under drugging and tech influence as I write this--the discrediting process continues. He raped me with his huge hormone growth disgusting greasy body pumping the poison that this group of shit pours into my body nightly to force me to have to run to urinate at least 20 times per day, or at least once per 45 minutes all day long--they insert liquids into my body via this huge gaping hole that they turned into a hate zone of all that these pigs aim at women and anyone they want to demoralize--


they put hardening/bloating poison in my body so I could never even BEGIN to heal from the poisoning that was poured into my body all my life, that has made my spine crooked to the point of needing surgeries to correct the "undiagnosable" scoliosis--meaning they didn't know why this was happening--somehow but I must have surgery the terrorist doctors my terrorist parents forced me into seeing. I actually requested to see other doctors and yelling at me that they are paying and I must see only these specific doctors--which I knew at my adolescent age were defunct and not credible but I had no choice as my body was completely crooked and it was blocking body function. ONly to be sliced into with this hardening poison then poured into my body so now there is only a hard shell stuck almost permanently into the areas that were cut into. Fractured vertebrae from nightly attacks while I was unconscious have created splintered and fractured bones along my spine--and in addition to all that--tortured for over a decade and re-poisoned with all financial opportunities blocked so I have been stuck living in torture chambers where I am violated nightly either by humans breaking into my room or mechanical arms coming through the multiple panels and tiles and floor boards that cover this room which has been reconstructed to be a nearly multi-faceted violation torture chamber with a fake wall on one side and panels covering the walls from floor to ceiling on both sides--the bathroom is impossible to block entry into unless I cover all the walls with cement--and likewise for this room. Then there is the huge cost for buying screens for the sliding patio door--


and I am stuck-but they have been poisoning me to the point that i hvae been sitting in one position in a chair--_leaning back with pillows lifting my body up) I can't sit up straight ever the pressure on my spine is too much--and for a decade I have been laying in beds watching and drooling in drugged up comatose torture begging for help lethargy with muscle atrophication and psychological, physical, sexual and spiritual torture going on 24/7 every single day and night.

The creeps inflicting all this keep being handed top level positions and awards and they never stop globbing on to get more and more and more free awards for the fake bs they crank out perpetually. torturing me enables them to obtain a plethora of ideas and music and other concepts out of the rebellion art that others have created adn also that I have thought of, which I can never write or create and if I attempt all that I write is verbatim stolen by this group and it never ends--this endless murder cycle.

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The violinist, I though perhaps he had some kind of spirit but I soon discovered that his "romantic" and emotionally "sensitive" musical style was derived as the imitation this hyena filth scumbag parasite only stole and emulated from the JEWISH man who trained him as a child with his Nazi-Imperialist mother out of America telling him to be t he master race she always wanted to be herself--and Americans have since adopted as their own 4th Reich acquisition strategy which permeates into the financial zone of course and all the sell-outs who buy-out people's lives to their misery and destruction for this "master race" system that is being implemented continuously as I write this.

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The violinst then began raping me with his huge disgusting pig body (over 6 feet tall, huge and lanky scumbag ugly disgusting creepy man, only young with long  hair that is his only attractive trait instead of rotten completely corroded corrupted old men, it's a young scumbag aspiring to be a completely rotten and corrupted old man when he gets old--as they are old when they are young--this creep is over 40 years old but compared with the others he's like a teen ager in comparison--but stinking mentally and spiritually completely rotten as a person and corroded and corrupted but with an extra added measure of being trained by his American mommy that he's the real German Master Race and all my years of living in Germany I never met a German who so openly vocalized "master race" ideology as this pig ape whose disgusting mommy surrogate wife thing has trained him into believing he is. He's just a pompous ape with a greasy pig body and can technically play violin but otherwise just a stupid and sick disgusting scumbag with murderous sexuality that has been upheld by the white supremacist society and is beloved by this group of shit from Whorewood.


He was pumping poison into my body as I said no he began raping and beating me while forcing his greasy pig member into my body. I felt increasingly ill as he kept pumping poison into my body while the pig apes kept having me poisoned every day with hardening/bloating completely toxic and deadly poison---I kept fightin him off me until finally I began screaming in utter rage to save my life--still not aware that I was really being poisoned still by this endless sickness of urination I had to undergo all day, every day, hours of just being sick and running to the toilet as the stinking liquids they poured into my body to poison me to death slowly in a most disgusting way, along with hardening and stiffening poison and completely brain-altering drugging which has kept me unable to move while they abuse me in a way that is deadly--the mafia pig ape scum greasy pigs like deniro and pesce, along with rambo and the rest of these goons and dumbo sick creeps who really are selling the country off to Italian mafia and Europigape Nazis with the worst aspirations of overtake of America. The overtake of South Beach, greatly enhanced by Stallone rambo this ugly huge hormone disaster for American society--representing white male overtake of the black movement as Eddie Murphy so aptly joked about on stage--a huge integral component of this entire operation against me. The German pig apes like this German developer Kramer who came into South Beach and took over the club where I sold cigars that Stallone and Tyler co-jointly owned--where I was an independent vendor selling cigars--I was not on the pay role there is no record of me having been there--but Kramer came in and began a campaign of literally and obviously raping and drugging women, which began a complete woman-hating and fascist Nazi overtake of South Beach and indeed of Florida--to the point where the entire State is a Disneyland world for fascist Nazis and ignorance has spread like a pandemic.

But I saw fascist Nazi Europigapes take over business after business--turning the little island into a complete corporate entity of franchise discos and "luxury" hotels. The entire atmosphere became absolutely hateful and nasty, according to people like me who had lived there and were part of the artist scene whose art and ideas were stolen as they were then kicked out. Some artists were treated with such hostility and hate they all moved to the Wynwood area--which is currently in stages of being taken over by the fascist Nazi cartels. Of course, all of this made possible by the Americans who aboslutely want a fascist Nazi master-slave society--who don't have the opportunity to move to Aachen , Germany to spew out a greasy little pig and train him into being the Nazi master race that the Americans so embrace in all aspects, especially in this Whorewood media brain-washing enterprise, so fully endorsed by the thug mafia who are the "muscle" behind so many hate and racist operations. They are waiting for their payouts and top positions as the blonde and Nazi factions LOVE and love them and they are handed token mansions and castles in Europigapeland and then "allowed" to have the secondary leadership positions while they are vying for controlling aspects of the media--and thus my situation--I have Rolling Stone merging with Fox News and trying to overtake the US--with England at the helm of this sinking ship and fascism and Nazism as the prevailing blueprint for their takeover.

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But the pig greasy scum violinist out of Germany was pumping the poison he knew was being inserted into my body--and telling me under extreme drugging that this was "sexual healing" as I kept meekly trying to stave him off. I kept writing posts telling him to stop and asking and begging for help as no one would intervene. He was murdering me albeit slowly, as they all watched on. Filthy dirty ugly whorealina gently and "seductively" wiped her filthy pig hand across his cheek in a gesture of welcome and embrace and trying to impress the greasy sexually degenerate scumbag demon that he was completely welcome to have sexual congress with her and anyone she was going to hand to him--or whatever it meant--she tried that sleazy trick with me many years ago and I recoiled unconsciously in disgust because I have seen such types and their gestures many times, for many years, and it's not impressive to me or "seductive" it's just a power play disguised as a welcoming gesture. Of course the greasy pig was dying to get his drooping career into the folds of Whorewood and that is exactly what has since happened from his btutality towards me. Also shit-negger the former Governor of California hugged this pig ape with his huge and disgusting arms like the Nazi bro's that they are (really gay, always hiding their real and true sexuality and hate for women, except for their mommies of course, do not think that Freud was hated by Germans for any reason other than writing and exposing the reality of their culture).

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So I fought him off by finally fighting for my life and screaming in utter hysterical rage after a oonth of getting sicker and sicker--the onslaught of violence then commenced with pig greasy scumbag sick deniro punching into the air next to my face and yelling with great violence that I had better do what this greasy ugly sick pig from Germany wants--as a sex trafficked murder victim--this ugly sick so-called "man" pimp was completely defending fascist Nazism out of Germany with every ounce of his strength aimed at abusing me with physical violence--a punch that could have killed me, within inches of my face, while I was sleeping, teleporrted, not able to see clearly to have any kind of avoidance of the physical action--as they all do this the weak and sleazy disgusting parasites all attack me when I am in a state where I can't see clearly, or from behind, or etc


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and then they had my money cut off. They had the EYE to a beuutifil dog gouged out in a 2nd hand shop I have gone to, always petting this dog with warmth and love--and it was gouged out and a disgusting ugly fat and bloated American white male with his usual deferential slavish Thai expetive there to attack me--in this shop--people i have never seen before--and the Thai people who are always there silently in the background--allowing the greasy white pig to have their beautiful dog mutilated so I can be shocked as this is what the greasy German pig really wanted for me. I had to fight to get my money re-instated as it was cut off. ANd then they had most of my hair chemically treated out--I have been trying for months to get it to grow back. I have put various oils and am trying my best with no money for any kind of treatment as all is blocked completely in all and any earnings (and now almost impossible to access my bank account as torture for saying no to being a sex trafficked "slave" abused and poisoned and raped and all stolen from me so some greasy ugly meaningless pig and his filthy shit set of wives and lovers and crappy and stupid shitty children can automatically be included in top layer positions only because their greasy filthy parents are part of a mind fuck-over operation against me--all handed to them by their benefactors the fascist Nazi Europigapes and whatever other countries these pieces of rotten shit come from (probably many investors from Russia and China)--all watching on, all creating wars which necessitate more surveillance and a global militarized network, where this system with quantum computers can be fully implemented globally)


but you greedy and I might add really and truly stupid people reading my posts (right now, perhaps not in the future if my writings are not eliminated and people can read of how the utter decline of America was perpetuated by stupid and filthy apes who were so honored in their time for helping to destroy America while under the pretense that they are fighting to uphold concepts of liberty and freedom--but in reality only libertine and fascist ideology is all that they represent).

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So I fought him of--my hair was chemically destroyed from the top of my skull--to the front "crown" of the hairline, just behind my forehead--with areas completely damaged on the scalp and the hair follicles--to almost the nape of my neck. All along the sides of my hair, balding. The scalp feels like a rubber texture because the skin was so damaged it's not organic any longer. I must wrap various layers around my skull every night to try to save the rest of my hair, what is left. And that was the "punishment" besides shitty pesce and deniro endlessly torturing me for reacting by telling these greasy pigs they are sexually and romantic users and know very little about love and relationships so how in the hell are you going to tell me what to do in my personal life? They have come after me with utter hate and violence to a level, along with the poisoning, of murderous ferocity and that went on for a year--until this month, which has only brought them back along with the person I said that I "chose" on a desperate attempt to stop the murder.

And as I wrote, he and his daughter began a hate campaign against me that has made me viewing him as anything possibly or remotely attractive on any level impossible. 

And so he's now brought them back and is blocking financial access to my bank account. An entire system of creeps is backing this up, along with a planet of them in the hundreds of millions I think this organization conscripts people daily as so many are forced into desperation.


The greedy greasy pig apes then hold their money in front of me as the incentive for allowing them to dehumanize, rape, steal all ideas as I remain in dire poverty only hanging by a thread over completely financial and physical collapse--as they hold out all their money--all that they obtain every day for teleporting me and the money they obtained from selling off my concepts as their own--which they are now publicized for representing as advocates for (especially the rapist Nazi scum whore women the white supremacists who cheerleader on the pig ape men who rape me quoting Nazi phraseology about being superior master race pig apes while I am fighting to not die once more from a huge hormone-growth piece of stupid and ugly shit I never chose or wanted on any level but tried endlessly to get shit pit and filthy ugly whoralina off me for YEARS and so I tried and tried to find anyone who has a soul, heart or anything and it's impossible. They all are so obsessed with an elitist status that their complete dehumanization is almost a guaranteed component of their rotten and corrupted foul personalities. I can expect nothing else from them, and their lower class minions are trained to emulate the exact same socio-political stance--


as I remain in dire poverty unable now to access simply my bank account as my every telecommunication is blocked and rerouted to shithead creeps who lie perpetually. The mind control also includes me not being able to "understand" that I am being lied to and that this is a scam--another cherry for these pigs on top of their shit cream Sunday--as they assume from decades of being given this red carpet treatment that their every crime is only part and parcel of their "creme-de-la-creme" entitlement but it's just like an ice cream Sunday turned into a shit parade of pompously posing pig apes.

The greasy German violinist who emulates the partially paralyzed Jewish man in his passionate playing style is a most sleazy and disgusting creep parasite possible. Welcomed with seductive embrace by whorealina and I think shit pit really doesn't like the dude all that much--but welcomes him nevertheless because he's just a "go-getter" who has his ambitions and the philosophy is of going for whatever you want and never accepting a no especially if you can force yourself upon someone for years who is saying and then screaming NO as I have been doing for over EIGHT YEARS.


It's not that he's not as disgusting as some of the men and women involved, but he's not really someone I can trust and I was being murdered by him as he kept increasing his violence (having part of my uterus cut out--my body mutilated as filthy ugly whoraline kept having people hiss and yell at me that she is more beautiful as I kept laying in sickness while they poured sewage water and bloating hardening poisons into my vagina every night--for years--spewing toxic fungus and filth onto everything and in my food and poisoning and drugging and violently abusing me every single night and day--_

and so, this is still being welcomed by all politicians and all the United States who all secretly just want to move to Germany to help bring up a new generation of Nazi pig apes posturing as being superior while they have to steal all concepts in order to appear as if they are not the pig apes that they truly are.


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The Diplomat 02:56 Hide lyrics We never ever change We make the same mistakes If you're gonna have roads Then you're gonna have roadkill That's the risk that it takes Stone guns Primitive tanks Base emotions drive the horde The diplomat takes the rook From the board I want to know What was in the briefcase Colder than cold war Enemies without uniforms


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Dedicated to America the country I used to love--would like to admire my country once more some day in the future when it rises like a Phoenix out of the ashes of it's current de-evolution into tyranny and deespotic techno-tyranny.


"EX LUX PERPETUA...VOCA ME CUM BENEDICTUS"--

"Mozart REQUIEM KV 626 Leonard Bernstein 1988". vhsdefau. November 7, 2014".




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Extreme drugging/nervous system attacks via implants along my spine & into my brain--8 hours of literal non-stop abuse from this English And nazi team of another senator from congress, the same rape enabler who is the front-runner face of anti-violence against women and me2 rape culture to oust the jewish weinstein so her company and the rest can overtake h-wood --antisemitism so openly expressed that obviously Nazis and virulent racists are behind this contract out on me. My brother stating that only I will experience violence, with his full participation and that Germans are trustworthy not racists it can't happen to him. for using sexual and physical violence against me instantly after more than 30 years of never having seen him, never contacting him except for him smirking about a situation the nazis forced on me, he is lunging at me to gain more promotions and allowance to get everything for free for handing me over to murder, essentially. Me, drugged so badly I cannot stop reacting to every question, hours of asking me for ideas as the English scriptwriters and director and the endless leech parasite this ugly sinister putrid creep female who is endlessly pushing violent beef-body-build "men" out of europ-a-land to violently rape me, the more abusive and humiliating the more they are praised and awarded; she is the representative for the United Nations and for Chuck Schumer in all legislation against rape and domestic violence against women. Put deliberately there really to give permission for rape if it's racist-based rather than anything else. beloved so greatly by the grateful rapist thugs surrounding her, the minority minions lavishing praise making antisemitic comments at me--Jews in particular are very hostile and laughing smirking it can only happen to me, not them. The drugs are so insidious that are injected pumped into my bladder while I sleep--must get up every night to alleviate what they inject so I am drugged--it is a nasty horrific murderous chemical and drug forcing hate, along with extreme shifts of my brainwaves I can't even control my breathing--my entire spine is coated in hard chemicals in which microchip implants directly affecting my spine are buried from the 3 complete surgeries I have had---(the hardening poisons made my spine crooked, the terrorists fractured my vertebrae while I was unconscious after they orchestrated mostly harmless "accidents' and in the deep brain implant state, I am rendered completely unconscious and unable to feel anything (drugged to the extreme the next morning with pain killers and numbing chemicals). 8 hours another day of this ongoing with me finally screaming in rage fighting and hitting the people responsible for this--the senator who came years ago to abuse yell fascistically at me, now threatening my life for having rushed to physicall attack him after shouting to go away go away go away. They all remain until I rush at them lunging in fury. The dirty nasty sick female who is connected to the English monarchy has been relegated to bring every fascist nazi english abuser and hater to assault me possible in the celebrity zone, there are so many---all are clamoring to get this contract and to participate from all minorities in congress who rush at me violently to white supremacist congress haters--this one very close to the source of much discontent for those slated to be excluded from life in general---very pompous about his entitlement to torture have me raped and poisoned, they all are. My brother smug and behaving like I am still being beaten and abused by him at the age of 14 when I left the hate situation my family had adopted because my mother was trying to get "in" with an "Italian" but American married man, the "Italians" in this tiny family-controlled cul-de-sac had installed mircophone relay systems so they could listen to my family abuse me (this was in 1978 before the internet) my brother was so violent I phoned the police and left that house the next day--forever. I saw him a few times, I had the blank mind controlled drugged assumption that he had "grown up" but alas, he lives in the perpetual abuse state having ensured I am stuck everywhere I go as he is promoted for endlessly ensuring my destruction, lack of health care. My family offered me an inheritance in a creep way 2 years ago, I saved the money but declined to have any further contract with them as they were abusive just in connecting me to the lawyers distributing the inheritance (I got the absolute lowest amount of all members)--and this they used to have social security cut off my income and it's been off for 6 months while I am fighting to have it reinstated and they worked with the 4th Reich to have this done. I was screaming at him in rage, as the hate parasitic rape cheerleader who is beloved by all senators presidents her sleazy and disgusting 16 years of stealing my ideas so her blank and hateful lack of personality can be embellished by my years and lifetime of reading and study, so that nazi white supremacy can appear like it has originality and any kind of creativity outside of endless repetition of murder revenge and upcommance plots which they rotate every year in their awards categories, until they latched on to stealing my ideas, and now torturing me as I scream ideas because they are so revolting their image their ugly sinister presence is so revolting--and I cannot stop responding instantly to their endless probing questions intermixed with extremew murder threats and then inquisitive questions and every thing I do, from going to the bathroom eating taking healing powders all my exercises for healing I created they are stealing and using as their own invention; so much that I do is original and not a copy I learned, they are stealing torturing and asking for ideaws literally non-stop. I cannot stop talking I can't stop responding. the drugs, my body is like enmeshed in not being able to breathe independently the technology and drug interface is so overwhelming. The smug and smirking dirty ugly sick skank sits smiling as I scream and fight for the 2nd year in a row of literal daily screaming and rage at English hate bigots assaulting me for over 8 hours per day--0the rapist who beat tortured and mutilated me, has had my plants killed is threatening my life then making sleazy sexual comments, sitting next to this foul and dirty ugly sick creep skank always they are partners probably as with all the men who rape me she tries to suck my life force energy out by having sex with them as well. Some of them at least--they sit next together all the men who rape me next to her, after she has had me poisoned nearly to death, still fighting to heal every day. My body aging rapidly she is laughing, the men make endless sneering comments about my breasts while I am naked as they sit for hours watching and commenting on all I do. Once i finally "break" after the 6-8 hour mark of literal non-stop literally every single second for over 6 to 8 hours without a moment of them shutting up for one single second with death trhreats abuse insults and probing questions I scream finally to shut up and die I scream hit them rush violently. It is torture and the senators are smug threatening to kill me constantly for lunging at them screaming to get off me to fuck off that they have already been killing me via poisoning and torture for years. It goes on and on. I might be able to "ignore' them if they were not drugging me so severely and my body racked with implants along my spine forcing a reaction that overwhelms my breathing and concentration--the implants are definitely in my brain and along my spine---without a doubt they force my muscles to spasm while people are slamming doors--the effect is unmistakable and has happened for years in this same sequence I do not flinch at noises like this, it is artificially created generated and forced upon me. They are so ugly and appear so rancid rotten stupid ugly and sick I scream that they are disgusting that I never want anything like them around me not for a minute much less 8-10 hours per day,e very day, then stupid sick teleportation skits of hate death and homelessness and me being abused, being put in stupid situations in an "edit" mode so I am waking to being in some negative situation in the middle of a posture I never created, like a movie edit stopping and starting my consciousness can be started and stopped with a press of a button in that state.//I am trying to work a way to not be overwhelmed, because these filthy sick creeps are meaningless scum in my opinion but I react as if I can't stop, and I literally cannot. //I ordered a music player and they blocked everything possible for every music player--this one supposedly came with no memory but they had it jacked-up so the memory is invisible but it is hacked and is turned off remotely like all the rest of the players they continue the death and torture deep sleep states. My body is aging my hair greying my body withering because of the energy this ugly sick skank sucks out smiriking and laughing. They keep asking me for ideas then destroying my finances so I have nothing. I am still waiting for the decision from social security whether my disability payments will be reinstated or not. They lied to me for 6 months, my family had my inheritance taken away and then my disability as well; this was a ploy it was not some random accident and they just arrived when I was being violently raped by the last lrapist from europigapeland with ugly skankalina presiding as they "made love" to each other sitting next to one another attacking me mutually--now it's the next one, the same thing but his English is much better so his verbal abuse is for 10 hours or more per day--endless extreme violent threats, violent abusive ugly rape, supposedly implying that I "deserve" it for fighting to save my life from this. My brother doing everything he can to protect the 4th Reich and that only I wil lbe a victim of any racism never he. I went into, in truth serum drugged torture microchip enhanced stress hate truth serum mode how nazis are definitely pursuing another genocide against jews and in america they want to pour in and create nazification of the already nazified and ocmpletely overtaken america by europigape nazi filth, and I am trying to quell this as much as possible. The denial is pure stupidity this ugly sinister creep I want nothing to do with, he creeps me out I am so disgusted by him it's a visceral reaction of disgust--and his smug pomposity that he's going to get more and more and more out of murdering me smiling stupid sick ignorant--denying that nazis are taking power that they want to destroy jews. I keep shouting how stupid he is, he threatens to break my arms. If there is, as I said today, any person the most violently and murderously inclined towards me it will be my family--as they are so groomed to murder me and have been working to achieve this with full applause endless promotions money poured into them as being symbols of jewish nazi partnership---they are the most threatening and the most dangerous--and so sick and stupid it's unbelievable trying to explain how they are putting nazis into power who will take away their homes if they want lebensraum--all I say they deny and shout with whining insult that I am stupid--I remind them that I lived in Germany for over 5 years because they were trying to kill me by having a metal rod made loose in my spine so my uncle bill could get "permission" to publish his gay magazine echo in Phoenix so they had me body fractured so I had no choice but to return to them, asking for help and health care--they made sure I got nothing they tried to put me in prison for a charge of theft of jewelry (I had no car, the situation was at night miles away from me with no car and buses all stopped and etc) and they had just killed the italian american mafia thug my mother had married talking the same night he died on the day he was leaving her and the house they had jointly purchased he wanted to save since he poured the bulk of the deposit from his money--and etc.. in a murder frenzy they were--I left with a metal rod loose in my spine and had to try to survive this until I left america for germany in 1991--I told him that i had to go to germany for years to try to survive the last murder attempt they had made on me, and I speak german lived around germans only speaking german met nazis know their mentality they have not changed their edicts to kill all jews and jews in america are a target. Told I was a stupid bitch death threats and it can't happen to him, only to be because i'm a "bitch" etc my disgusting brother and his nasty spawn brought to torment me, completely programmed to ask me "why" germans are intent on another genocide, which I said to him a few days ago, he was given a script for what to repeat so the english fuckers sitting on those chairs could steal the screaming ideas I spewed out unable to stop reacting--smug ugly shitalina smiriking adn smug the violent abusive fardy the tom actor not a cat or cool sitting next to his "Lover" as I know that is the endless program of dirty energy leech shitalina--and it goes on and on> I am trying to not react bvut when I do react after the 6 hour mark I become violent to get them off me, then they all threaten my life and it goes on and on--information and ideas they are taking down as I scream them and scream and fight. My hair turning white my body aging and breaking it's murder. I am still paralyzed from the poison they all poured into my body as they had the poison raped into my body and then torture so I can't heal--it's murder.