Thursday, July 7, 2022

New P-A terrorists have taken over the torture technology with approving nod of yet another political leader (unquote). Foul, stupid, immature and nasty as hell. Just another pair of sick examples of how society has degenerated into a chaotic pig-ape culture that barely remains intact on the surface--but it's imploding every day that these creeple are being given these technologies and the system expands of terrorism and murder/assassination/mind control and torture. The lowest common denominator has risen to the top, they are pompously parading with their wealth and yearn for a completely fascist Totalitarian master-slave society. Racism is of course the dominating factor.

 They have cut off access to my online banking. During the pandemic I was actually able to reach a few legitimate banking representatives who were extremely friendly and professional. Since the pig ape Nazis swarmed into Phuket and moved into this condo, once the borders opened up, phoning any agency is impossible I can't reach anything but disgusting creeps on the phone. The teleportation creep show has never stopped despite the pandemic. Their sickness never stops. If there is such a thing as Evil these creeps are definitely imbued and saturated with Evil--that means millions and hundreds of millions of the people involved in this effort for a master-slave take-over of all existing forms of freedom and representative government. They have completely overtaken the US Congress to an alarming degree, as far as I know from the various sides of the aisle representatives who work in concert to promote the worthless, sleazy and stupid into higher positions of power; especially the children--the age level of which is now becoming a "red flag" in US news stories as this age level is going out on mass shooting sprees. I think there is something indelibly wrong and sick with that age group--and the child I am dealing with acts like a 12-13 year old but is tall and lanky which means efforts to be a model and not have to deal with responsibility are combined with an anti-Semitic Jewish father and mother who are of mixed Jewish/Nazi marriage presentation.

The daughter is attacking me with the most hateful insults and using subliminals virtually all day and night long. I can "feel" absolute hate hissing into my body from this loathsome pestilent personality who begins to yell at me fascist style with daddy watching on silently--urging her on as the worthless miscreant is being handed probably endless deals and promotions she otherwise is completely inadequate to obtain upon mere competition or her own capability. The one and only qualification for advancement at this point is of being a turd personality with racism and hate backing every attack.

so they are forcing this microchip implant in my throat to constrict just at the point when I am falling asleep. It is constant, every night, and just today when I am very ill from trying for the 11th+ year to remove this hard poison out of my spine, back and hips, shoulders, skull, into my legs, feet and stuffing up my intestines which has been exacerbated by the last group of endlessly increasing pig apes sitting in rows having me constantly repoisoned and pouring hardening and bloating deadly toxins into my body via insertions of stinking sewage type water into my vagina. 


But now someone has sort of stopped this and is attacking me to appear as anti-Semitic as possible using his half-Jewish daughter who is using subliminals to inflict skin-color differentials as a hate tactic at me. I can "feel" her hate barbs about how my skin is of a darker hue than her half Nazi/blonde mother and Jewish father and her skin tone is much lighter than mine. I have never really thought about this skin tone color too much, but she is making much ado about it. When I watch shows about racism like P-Valley the emphasis on skin color is marked and extreme and appears as a dominant theme amongst blacks and people of "brown" skin color. I never paid very much attention to it. BUt this nasty creep is constantly making hate racist comments that are inaudible but I can feel it like it's something pounding into me--mind control, hate, racism and more attempts to break my spirit and sense of self-worth and she is so extremely nasty and stupid there is no way to have any kind of conversation whatsoever. I consider her to be an absolutely incompetent personality but I may be wrong--she's very competent at being insulting and vile and nasty--as the surrogate for her ashamed father who represents a financial empire--but I have only seen him pushing her to yell these types of racist slurs using the subliminal and inaudible technology, but I know that is what is being done. It is very typical for the Jewish community so broken and destroyed by racism. I have had to deal with Jewish anti-Semitism all my life and the hate and violence with which Jews attack me is even more pronounced when it comes to the Jewish higher circles of the finance world which integrate as much Nazi culture into their every nuanced deal in order to not be targeted, I think that is the impetus behind all their hate directed at me. As I have had to deal with this condition of my relationship, or lack thereof, with this group which I have no affinity or identification with but am being tortured for having been born into--but more importantly, not conforming to the submission, the subjugation and for just daring to try to compete and be happy and beautiful and this is a "crime" according to the pig ape community of terrorist Nazi culture that must be met with murder and destruction of every single thing about me--the ultimate aim is murder but beforehand to see me groveling with no help, other "jews" like this family abusing me and torturing me with hate and name-calling and insults about how they are more blonde and Nazi in skin tone and color--Jewish Nazis in other words--as I am supposed to according to skin tone gradation be on a much "lower" level just by virtue of skin tone (and then in summer or in tropical climates that means I have to become even more "dumb" and non-threatening, according to the chart they obviously have somewhere about which skin shade is supposed to represent the ultimate in intelligence and power and control). I am only referring to the operating mentality of the machinery of racism and people are either keenly or unconsciously aware of this. I have ignored it and done my best to compete in this world and be the best I can be. They want me to bow and scrape and "accept" being poisoned and raped and turned into a sex slave, all my years of grad school wasted, only for pieces of white trashy shit who have been paid to appear as sex objects and white Nazi iconography can steal the ideas I have studied and tried to create in an artistic form as their idea--all stolen, nothing for me except more torture, mutilation because they also want my body destroyed and they want to see me completely broken down and obeying before they murder me: George Orwell's 1984 vision of the Future.

so they are making this microchip implant in my throat, which is constricting my voice every time I try to talk on the phone, I can no longer sing as I used to love singing, and they make it constrict in such a way to make my throat pinched and a kind of horrid almost snorting noise comes out of my throat and wakes me up--just as I am beginning to fall asleep. I desperately need sleep as they are abusing me non-stop and suck my life force and energy out of me--this pair I am now loosely referring to are a hateful pair--one brings a deep sense of depression and racism, and the other a very high-strung nastiness of frenetic hate and racism heaped upon me--both simultaneously. They are utterly immature and repugnant. They represent Wall Street and the NYC Jewish Community which sold me to this technological torture as a kind of sacrifice for their "get out of Jail" Nazi status. Jews flock to attacking me, and here I am stuck with creepazoids verbally abusing me and torturing me with this weapon, cutting off access to my bank account and threatening me, as opposed to thugs from Brooklyn who have a long background of Jew-bashing and every other kind of minority hate bashing (as they also simultaneously screw sexually the females of these groups, but try to humiliate and weaken and symbolically castrate the men, and then the women once they are tired of them--yes, I have seen this so many times). The entire NY scene is something that created this hate and racist system but it's the world of white bigot Nazis who really are responsible. I am just having to deal with the minions of the Nazis who are "proving" that they are one and the same with the white supremacists. Their eagerness to push others down in order to assume a kind of supremacy is almost like watching drowning people trying to climb up by pushing someone else down so they can lift themselves up by destroying others. They are then beaming with satisfaction as they get undeserved deals, promotions and they go on indefinitely attacking and torturing me.


Every single one of them who abuses, tortures and attacks me is beset with indignation when I react calling them names as if this is also a crime worthy of death. The pig apes from Brooklyn deniro and pesce and also the gottis have gone on and on torturing, maiming inflicting deadly poisoning and hate and abuse and my reactions after years of trying to "ignore" them hoping they would finally go away after writing to this throng of do -nothing complacent thugs reading this who fully approve of all this violence aimed at me--but writing begging to get them off has produced nothing and so I resorted in desperation to finding yet another pair of abusers who are going on and on until, the time differential between waiting for years until I break down and call them names is now narrowing to just not being able to tolerate more pieces of shit attacking me almost instantly. 


The creepy daughter began calling and yelling at me about what a "loser" I am (meaning she's such a winner in comparison). This is her reaction to me having been raped, tortured and my body mutilated into disability so I can't move while pigs and apes she now clusters around giving them compliments and bowing in deference to are handing her rewards for her immaturity, stupidity and hate and nastiness. It's the one and only qualifying feature for which all of them are being promoted into highest position.

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so this is a form of torture undoubtely--sleep deprivation especially while I am fighting to heal from decades of poisoning. Just as I am in bed very sick they teleport me to her screaming at me while I try to kill her, my usual reaction to these pig apes by now (meaning all of them they are all so disgusting it's putrid having to be forced to hear the shit and crap they scream and say and yell and the filthy sick things they do are so repugnant and they are so low, common and absolutely incompetent for leadership position).

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It's non-stop. Screaming that I am this "loser" for having been raped consecutively by this group of shit--the Nazi pig ape men who I detested and never had anything to do with who came after me with insults, sleazy sexual overtures while I ran from them and wanted nothing to do with them. That makes me somehow a "loser" because they are part of criminal organizations and have been handed these technologies to force their disgusting hateful pig bodies upon me, sucking out my light, love and passion and returning it literally with murder. The drugging combined with the subliminals makes you feel like you are "in love" and the poisoning is so awful that my entire body is suffused with this sexual desire that is more powerful than any drug you can imagine. That is how disgusting this group is. The men suck out the energy from me and dump their sleaze and hate and then destroy, steal and rob and break parts of my body or cut them off via their proxy pig apes and go off getting huge businesses, deals and with the celebrities it's been every single thing handed to them that they never deserved and for over a decade (with stallone it's been for 30 years that putrid parasite dumb and ugly thug with his Italian mafia and Brooklyn mafia absolutely violently attacking me--fully under the umbrella of protection by shit like pig-lousy the speaker of the US House of Representatives who fully hisses death threats at me because I am fighting only about the 50th pig from this group in the last 20 years who has teleported me and "expected" immediate sexual gratification out of me without resistance as I am supposed to be a "sex slave" who can never say No according to these filthy and ugly loveless pig whores who are repugnant in every aspect--physically not being just the only facet of their disgusting lack of appeal.

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Now it's just another pair of shit attacking me, threatening me completely with yet another politicians observing and giving them the green light. He's up for review with the J-6 committee just like Kinzinger and Raskin before him, they all need "protection" and are participating in this crime so they will also be included in the Nazi zone and not targeted if they, under oath or by their so-called Duties (which they never fulfill regarding me and with this technology which bypasses every single article of the Bill of Rights and the US Constitution and all State and Federal Laws--but no problem! There is no evidence, everyone watches and does nothing--therefore none of them are "breaking the law" because they can't get caught. And so they pile up on me and now it's just another pair who are by this point repugnant and getting more disgusting as time goes by.


Per usual, all my begging and appeals for this to be stopped will be met with silence. The pig apes are completely set upon the notion that i have no human rights and thus writing on my personal blog that they are shit is their full entitlement to cut off my money, have my body mutilated as "punishment' to conform to their plan of filth and crap forced upon me and other people who will probably be unaware, as I have been all my life, of the expectations that are "demanded" of not fighting back against murder attempts, rape or abuse but just to accept and give the pieces of ugly, sick and rotten shit whatever they want to steal from my body, spirit, work and anything else and it's all protected they have full entitlement, according to how politicians treat this situation and the police and law enforcement and all society is backing it all up as well.

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The Jewish community no exception to this. You can add a more extreme version of this tendency for conforming to Nazi ideology coming from the Jews out of Israel, or many of them I have encountered.

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I am writing about it, they will attack me for having written it. No one will come to stop this or protect me. It's just another day. They will go on allowing this 12-year old idiot daughter of this sell-out hater anti-Semitic financial tycoon to continue to spew utter racism at me and calling me a "loser" after having been raped by gang rape Nazi thugs aka Donald Trump and co and then the rest of the pit crew for years--somehow that makes me a "loser" and not someone who has done what they wanted, and been the kind of sell-out scum that is handing acceptance to the Nazis that the "good" Jews hope to "ride out the storm" of the next Holocaust, as Spielberg included in his movie fantasy about the Holocaust, starring a bigot Nazi-member racist who played the "compassionate" lead role fighting to save the Jews (but in reality has threatened me with death after having raped me--not in a time-frame of that successive order of events but it's all been done in all the years of that piece of shit with his blonde Nazi piece of pig shit female partner all attacking me year-after-year while the American celebrities defend them and attack me with more hate and violence--in particular the mafia out of Brooklyn, always so eager to play up to the Europigape blonde Nazis and always wanting to be seen with blonde women in their money-gilded social settings--so eager to merge with Northern European nazi culture and not look like dark Southern hue skin tones that many Italians used to have--now integrating as much as possible into the blonde Northern Nazi genetic line--just as the Jews are. The effect is of minions viciously attacking those of darker skin tone and color with more vicious hate even than the Nazis--as they are the proxy minions by now doing the dirty work while the bigots sit back bemused at how successful their system really is.


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As with all the rest of the pieces of shit who for years have teleported me to the point of murder and poisoning to the point of my body collapsing while they torture and abuse me and never stop the physical violence inflicted upon me body---

I just want this new crew of crap off me. Their money and status is meaningless to me. The only thing is that they now have access to torture technology and a world of bigots and rotten brown-black-skinned pig ape minions performing despicable acts of violence upon me. Again I ask that more pig apes are pried off me because the incompetent daughter probably can't really "succeed" unless it's all pre-arranged and bought and paid for. Nepotism is now the rule for these pieces of shit who have been handed these mind control and torture technologies. They can suck out energy, life force and then steal ideas and block success from others. They have it all promised to them for life. They are never going to stop attacking me, this new pair, and if they are stopped, there's a plethora of new recruits waiting to do the same sick and dirty things. My YouTube and other social media pages are "blowing up" with videos of more celebrities who are just dying to get promotions out of this contract.
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BUt I ask in vain again: please please please goddamn please get this group of sick and incompetent shit off me--all of them--for me to live in peace after DECADES of torture, rape and poisoning mutilation and violence--can't I ever be fucking left alone to live in peace? They should be all forced to pay me restitution for this endless destruction of my life instead of being promoted. They are repugnant and repulsive there is not a single person of this entire organization I could ever respect or have any single thing to do with.
**Hacking is endless and this post is full of typos and errors but the keyboard has been made so stiff and nearly impossible to type on I'm leaving it as is.
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Hours later: I had "forgotten" to write that the father/"man" also had me hanging by the shoulders from a helicopter in mid-air in a brief flash of the teleportation that I was aware of. This putrid psychopath is being programmed by his Nazi "handlers" to become violent and nearly murderous as time goes by. These putridity teleporting terrorist celebrities and politicians all become more and more violent the longer they have access to the technology which allows them to vent their pent-up psychoses and problems out on a vulnerable target. Since each one follows a routine protocol system but each has a particular path of abuse and torture, I can discern from the YEARS of this shit going on what types of problems each pig ape whore scumbag has and how deep their psychological trauma has been buried in their shitty pig ape lives. That they have been put into powerful positions and yet even promoted now should be a huge serious "red flag" but no one appears to be listening to me.
------- I had received this treatment for, in rage, writing two days ago that he is repugnant to me, after weeks of increasing violence. The violence began immediately from his nasty rat spawn daughter who began the exchange with screaming "NO" at me while I had told this nasty man I had "chosen" him in a drugged up and completely desperate state--I was being murdered by the throng of pig apes you all cheer on as your colleagues and celebrities (one of them yet again has come out with a "comedy" about what a "feminist" she is--she has been attacking me with her rapist partners and murdering bigot openly expressing genocidal Nazi statements at me for years--these shitty sick women are so foul and disgusting who operate as cheerleaders for these Nazi pig men--but the Jewish man is filled with loathing and hate and his surrogate abuse alter ego, his half Nazi pig ape daughter, is the hate spewing out that I believe he has imbibed from having complied with Nazi programming probably all his life. Deeply rooted in loathing and hate for Jews, I suspect while these same types make the rounds at the JCC's for their deals and schmoozing campaigns to get investors and be part of the financial community (or at least, what I have seen of my family in Miami, for example, people who handed me over to the mafia on South Beach literally telling me with hate that these were their "friends" while they sold me off to be raped and destroyed. In addition to being well-respected members of the so-called Jewish community they are benefactors of the JCC where they hold positions and go playing their games and preening in the luxury of the club membership and all it's deals and financial possibilities. They go from that to the fascist Mafia Nazi cartels in Miami without blinking an eyelash.
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It is a ubiquitous event, this form of switching from pretense to really partnering with Nazis that many of the Jews I have personally gotten to know in Miami and they, many of them, hail out of NYC and it's just what I have had to deal with as the prime reason I am in this hate and murder situation in the first place: sold into it by my family basically.
So here is this may now really threatening me with murder as his shitty spawn rat daughter is spewing whether inaudible racist comments that are designed to break my spirit--I feel like I am sinking in depression I know that I am being pummeled with hate speech subliminally and I try to brush it off. Like all the rest of the Nazis, this filthy stupid daughter of this sick fucked-up man goes on and on for hours. I have no doubt she has already been handed a role in some movie and a modeling contract by the pig apes out of Whorewood with their Nazi Europigape partners. Welcome to the club, sell-out whore daughter of a shitty sick man who is just like about a millions others just like him, albeit most are not as wealthy which means he's sold out even moreso than most.
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This is really hate speech on my part, but I so much want this pair of parasites off me. THey drain my energy and block my sleep and like the Brooklyn parasite pair of s hit ugly old men who did this for years until I finally reacted in a way that they could then vampirize my energy by increasing the violence once I began to react in great distress-my body was shutting down, the abuse was reaching a critical point of destroying me into a breakdown I had to do something so I told this rotten man I "chose" him. That same day his shitty daughter began yelling that I am not "good enough" and I said immediately that this was a "NO" situation and I don't want him and to leave me alone. That was one month ago they haven't stopped attacking me non-stop since then (meaning the subliminals and now they are increasing the violence as they become more programmed into the hate pact and are being given every incentive to become murderously abusive towards me. This is such a common curve of behavior I think you could assign on a curve how often this same trajectory appears in each scumbag who is handed this technology and the near exponential rise in their levels of violence towards me and others as time progresses.

Just by the way: this month THREE of the very violent, rapist bigot Nazi type men who teleported me in nearly a continuous succession are all being put on trial and this is an international spectacle in each case. One for domestic violence (he was not charged but he is very guilty, at least towards me with endless violence) and the other by his equally or moreso abusive wife for a dispute over their holdings which they are grappling with--and then there is of course #45 who is behind the mafia torture of me, as he brought them in, and the endless waves of thugs and pig apes from Europe who have proliferated as terror agents training the dear and dumb Americans on how to behave like fascist goons as they all greedily comply with gusto. The children of these scumbags like the daughter I mention above are absolutely an insult to modern culture--it's greed and selfish self-centered "give me give me I want" combined with a relative lack of higher education or anything beyond anything special as all I can see are kind of mediocrities as intellects in all of these people--only trained to follow orders and calculate I have never heard nor seen anything exemplary from any of them and their children are even more violently brutal and stupid and primitive in emotional and intellectual terms. Forget about any ethics or morality except for what they can get away with and how much.
I keep writing that handing these sick miscreants these technologies is extremely dangerous for society and for all the victims who will be and have already been murdered by shit people like this. So far no one has taken this issue seriously whatsoever.

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Extreme drugging/nervous system attacks via implants along my spine & into my brain--8 hours of literal non-stop abuse from this English And nazi team of another senator from congress, the same rape enabler who is the front-runner face of anti-violence against women and me2 rape culture to oust the jewish weinstein so her company and the rest can overtake h-wood --antisemitism so openly expressed that obviously Nazis and virulent racists are behind this contract out on me. My brother stating that only I will experience violence, with his full participation and that Germans are trustworthy not racists it can't happen to him. for using sexual and physical violence against me instantly after more than 30 years of never having seen him, never contacting him except for him smirking about a situation the nazis forced on me, he is lunging at me to gain more promotions and allowance to get everything for free for handing me over to murder, essentially. Me, drugged so badly I cannot stop reacting to every question, hours of asking me for ideas as the English scriptwriters and director and the endless leech parasite this ugly sinister putrid creep female who is endlessly pushing violent beef-body-build "men" out of europ-a-land to violently rape me, the more abusive and humiliating the more they are praised and awarded; she is the representative for the United Nations and for Chuck Schumer in all legislation against rape and domestic violence against women. Put deliberately there really to give permission for rape if it's racist-based rather than anything else. beloved so greatly by the grateful rapist thugs surrounding her, the minority minions lavishing praise making antisemitic comments at me--Jews in particular are very hostile and laughing smirking it can only happen to me, not them. The drugs are so insidious that are injected pumped into my bladder while I sleep--must get up every night to alleviate what they inject so I am drugged--it is a nasty horrific murderous chemical and drug forcing hate, along with extreme shifts of my brainwaves I can't even control my breathing--my entire spine is coated in hard chemicals in which microchip implants directly affecting my spine are buried from the 3 complete surgeries I have had---(the hardening poisons made my spine crooked, the terrorists fractured my vertebrae while I was unconscious after they orchestrated mostly harmless "accidents' and in the deep brain implant state, I am rendered completely unconscious and unable to feel anything (drugged to the extreme the next morning with pain killers and numbing chemicals). 8 hours another day of this ongoing with me finally screaming in rage fighting and hitting the people responsible for this--the senator who came years ago to abuse yell fascistically at me, now threatening my life for having rushed to physicall attack him after shouting to go away go away go away. They all remain until I rush at them lunging in fury. The dirty nasty sick female who is connected to the English monarchy has been relegated to bring every fascist nazi english abuser and hater to assault me possible in the celebrity zone, there are so many---all are clamoring to get this contract and to participate from all minorities in congress who rush at me violently to white supremacist congress haters--this one very close to the source of much discontent for those slated to be excluded from life in general---very pompous about his entitlement to torture have me raped and poisoned, they all are. My brother smug and behaving like I am still being beaten and abused by him at the age of 14 when I left the hate situation my family had adopted because my mother was trying to get "in" with an "Italian" but American married man, the "Italians" in this tiny family-controlled cul-de-sac had installed mircophone relay systems so they could listen to my family abuse me (this was in 1978 before the internet) my brother was so violent I phoned the police and left that house the next day--forever. I saw him a few times, I had the blank mind controlled drugged assumption that he had "grown up" but alas, he lives in the perpetual abuse state having ensured I am stuck everywhere I go as he is promoted for endlessly ensuring my destruction, lack of health care. My family offered me an inheritance in a creep way 2 years ago, I saved the money but declined to have any further contract with them as they were abusive just in connecting me to the lawyers distributing the inheritance (I got the absolute lowest amount of all members)--and this they used to have social security cut off my income and it's been off for 6 months while I am fighting to have it reinstated and they worked with the 4th Reich to have this done. I was screaming at him in rage, as the hate parasitic rape cheerleader who is beloved by all senators presidents her sleazy and disgusting 16 years of stealing my ideas so her blank and hateful lack of personality can be embellished by my years and lifetime of reading and study, so that nazi white supremacy can appear like it has originality and any kind of creativity outside of endless repetition of murder revenge and upcommance plots which they rotate every year in their awards categories, until they latched on to stealing my ideas, and now torturing me as I scream ideas because they are so revolting their image their ugly sinister presence is so revolting--and I cannot stop responding instantly to their endless probing questions intermixed with extremew murder threats and then inquisitive questions and every thing I do, from going to the bathroom eating taking healing powders all my exercises for healing I created they are stealing and using as their own invention; so much that I do is original and not a copy I learned, they are stealing torturing and asking for ideaws literally non-stop. I cannot stop talking I can't stop responding. the drugs, my body is like enmeshed in not being able to breathe independently the technology and drug interface is so overwhelming. The smug and smirking dirty ugly sick skank sits smiling as I scream and fight for the 2nd year in a row of literal daily screaming and rage at English hate bigots assaulting me for over 8 hours per day--0the rapist who beat tortured and mutilated me, has had my plants killed is threatening my life then making sleazy sexual comments, sitting next to this foul and dirty ugly sick creep skank always they are partners probably as with all the men who rape me she tries to suck my life force energy out by having sex with them as well. Some of them at least--they sit next together all the men who rape me next to her, after she has had me poisoned nearly to death, still fighting to heal every day. My body aging rapidly she is laughing, the men make endless sneering comments about my breasts while I am naked as they sit for hours watching and commenting on all I do. Once i finally "break" after the 6-8 hour mark of literal non-stop literally every single second for over 6 to 8 hours without a moment of them shutting up for one single second with death trhreats abuse insults and probing questions I scream finally to shut up and die I scream hit them rush violently. It is torture and the senators are smug threatening to kill me constantly for lunging at them screaming to get off me to fuck off that they have already been killing me via poisoning and torture for years. It goes on and on. I might be able to "ignore' them if they were not drugging me so severely and my body racked with implants along my spine forcing a reaction that overwhelms my breathing and concentration--the implants are definitely in my brain and along my spine---without a doubt they force my muscles to spasm while people are slamming doors--the effect is unmistakable and has happened for years in this same sequence I do not flinch at noises like this, it is artificially created generated and forced upon me. They are so ugly and appear so rancid rotten stupid ugly and sick I scream that they are disgusting that I never want anything like them around me not for a minute much less 8-10 hours per day,e very day, then stupid sick teleportation skits of hate death and homelessness and me being abused, being put in stupid situations in an "edit" mode so I am waking to being in some negative situation in the middle of a posture I never created, like a movie edit stopping and starting my consciousness can be started and stopped with a press of a button in that state.//I am trying to work a way to not be overwhelmed, because these filthy sick creeps are meaningless scum in my opinion but I react as if I can't stop, and I literally cannot. //I ordered a music player and they blocked everything possible for every music player--this one supposedly came with no memory but they had it jacked-up so the memory is invisible but it is hacked and is turned off remotely like all the rest of the players they continue the death and torture deep sleep states. My body is aging my hair greying my body withering because of the energy this ugly sick skank sucks out smiriking and laughing. They keep asking me for ideas then destroying my finances so I have nothing. I am still waiting for the decision from social security whether my disability payments will be reinstated or not. They lied to me for 6 months, my family had my inheritance taken away and then my disability as well; this was a ploy it was not some random accident and they just arrived when I was being violently raped by the last lrapist from europigapeland with ugly skankalina presiding as they "made love" to each other sitting next to one another attacking me mutually--now it's the next one, the same thing but his English is much better so his verbal abuse is for 10 hours or more per day--endless extreme violent threats, violent abusive ugly rape, supposedly implying that I "deserve" it for fighting to save my life from this. My brother doing everything he can to protect the 4th Reich and that only I wil lbe a victim of any racism never he. I went into, in truth serum drugged torture microchip enhanced stress hate truth serum mode how nazis are definitely pursuing another genocide against jews and in america they want to pour in and create nazification of the already nazified and ocmpletely overtaken america by europigape nazi filth, and I am trying to quell this as much as possible. The denial is pure stupidity this ugly sinister creep I want nothing to do with, he creeps me out I am so disgusted by him it's a visceral reaction of disgust--and his smug pomposity that he's going to get more and more and more out of murdering me smiling stupid sick ignorant--denying that nazis are taking power that they want to destroy jews. I keep shouting how stupid he is, he threatens to break my arms. If there is, as I said today, any person the most violently and murderously inclined towards me it will be my family--as they are so groomed to murder me and have been working to achieve this with full applause endless promotions money poured into them as being symbols of jewish nazi partnership---they are the most threatening and the most dangerous--and so sick and stupid it's unbelievable trying to explain how they are putting nazis into power who will take away their homes if they want lebensraum--all I say they deny and shout with whining insult that I am stupid--I remind them that I lived in Germany for over 5 years because they were trying to kill me by having a metal rod made loose in my spine so my uncle bill could get "permission" to publish his gay magazine echo in Phoenix so they had me body fractured so I had no choice but to return to them, asking for help and health care--they made sure I got nothing they tried to put me in prison for a charge of theft of jewelry (I had no car, the situation was at night miles away from me with no car and buses all stopped and etc) and they had just killed the italian american mafia thug my mother had married talking the same night he died on the day he was leaving her and the house they had jointly purchased he wanted to save since he poured the bulk of the deposit from his money--and etc.. in a murder frenzy they were--I left with a metal rod loose in my spine and had to try to survive this until I left america for germany in 1991--I told him that i had to go to germany for years to try to survive the last murder attempt they had made on me, and I speak german lived around germans only speaking german met nazis know their mentality they have not changed their edicts to kill all jews and jews in america are a target. Told I was a stupid bitch death threats and it can't happen to him, only to be because i'm a "bitch" etc my disgusting brother and his nasty spawn brought to torment me, completely programmed to ask me "why" germans are intent on another genocide, which I said to him a few days ago, he was given a script for what to repeat so the english fuckers sitting on those chairs could steal the screaming ideas I spewed out unable to stop reacting--smug ugly shitalina smiriking adn smug the violent abusive fardy the tom actor not a cat or cool sitting next to his "Lover" as I know that is the endless program of dirty energy leech shitalina--and it goes on and on> I am trying to not react bvut when I do react after the 6 hour mark I become violent to get them off me, then they all threaten my life and it goes on and on--information and ideas they are taking down as I scream them and scream and fight. My hair turning white my body aging and breaking it's murder. I am still paralyzed from the poison they all poured into my body as they had the poison raped into my body and then torture so I can't heal--it's murder.