Monday, June 29, 2020

Rant #2 (posted on Facebook today after being traumatized by the daily break-in by stalkers and the result).

The stalkers broke through my flimsy cabinet "security" system last night. Months of harming my body so badly from pounding in screw hooks to plastic-coated horrible, cheap and nasty faux "wood" paneling which covers the stalking portals designed to appear as cabinet walls inside cabinet spaces. The mechanical arms they push through the already multi-nailed down edges and middle parts of the huge panels, the outside of the doors also locked tight with hooks (and rope/pvc string apparatuses I created) except for ONE single area which I can't finish due to the detox which leaves me bedridden as hard poisons rip out flesh and flow through my body for elimination (carrying poisons and toxins petrifying for decades in hard internal shell casing that is latched into my skeleton.
One single area I could not finish. For days I have been inert and staring nearly comatose in front of the laptop screen because I simply cannot do any more than this after more than TWO YEARS of fighting perpetually, day after day, bedridden after they break in and put my hips and spine out of place and continuously drug me to the point of paralysis and a comatose waking zombie state
One space has only pvc string and something leaning against the open cuboard door area. It is so extremely hard to pound anything into this fake wood plastic stuff--I tried to pound in nails because there is a tiny space between the edge of the door and the hinge area, leaving enough space (one milimeter space ) for a mechanical arm to get through. As I type this the hacking interruption is continuous I have to backspace to correct inserts almost every word
I had to hand wash piles of clothing sprayed wiith horrific stinking fluids--akin to rotten meat or something as foul as that--continuously sprayed on everything in my room (furniture, curtains, clothing, sheets, blankets, inside drawers, everywhere all the time--every day they can get in, every moment they can get in, years and years wiithout end of this same thing going on and on with me perpetually cleaning when able to get out of bed).
they then call me "crazy" when I react to both drugging and this unending attack system (the above description is one tiny facet of a huge endless 360 circumference attack system, 24/7 global
ha ha, people are so thrilled and they get away wtih it NO ONE EVER HELPS THE TARGETS they just slowly die horrible deaths designed to appear as natural diseases and fungus toxic shock and cancer adn etc etc
clothing that was clean and smelled great yesterday now that I had to hand wash yesterday, a huge pile of it, and the pile of stinking clothing from these attacks never ends-it's like an endless pile of clotthing as soon as I clean one batch there are endless handfuls of more clothing sprayed wiith this stuff--if I manage to get them out for a day or two with my endless pounding and nailing in screws and tying them to every single edge and corner and middle space of the panels (which doesn't work, they have created a very flimsy fake sort of "wood" plastic covering which they can easily bed and insert their mechanical arms through--the back area is affixed like hard wood and, unlike most of the paneling in the very middle of the huge panels, is so solid you can't budge it. But in the middle it's like flimsy and you can knock on it and it resounds like a hollow little drum. The stalkers put some hard wood with this very malleable extremely thin fake plastic-coated wood covering, and I believe they just fasten some latch (I have heard latches closing with a click in the middle of the night as objects are inserted into the spaces --objects like insects for example and then the horrific stinking sprays on clothing and they tear and break things in the room with these arms and open the doors as people get in to destroy my body and slowly murder me in this fashion
One tiny little area was not sealed off because i simply have not the strength or muscles any longer to continuously harm my body in poudning in and screwing in hooks into extremely hard panels both on the interior and exterior of these panels lining both sides of the walls
I tried to pound in tiny nails into the open cracks of the hinge area where the doors of the cabinets open and need space to revolve to open the door. I pasted some paper and nailed in tiny nails to secure the paper/decoration stuff? so the spaces would not be penetrable. The nails literally would not go into the wood and bent and then flew out of my hand because the tip of the nails were bent nearly 180 and absolutely destroyed from just trying to pound a nail into the surface of these horrible and ugly nasty panels (which the stalkers smear grease and stains into after I clean up from theiir last attacks)
once I leave this studiok, which is inevitable if I want to have food to eat or water---they go in and make a mess, and then I return and spend over one hour just fighting to tye and make secure the room again (it takes me on average over two hours prior to leaving the room to clean what is stinking and the mess they make with these mechanical arms--I am so endlessly busy I never have time to work on how I look, what I am wearing, I'm so exhausted I spend all my time all my life cleaning up this stinking mess because I have to seal the studio patio doors at night and also tie two sets of bicycle locks (they just broke one I just bought and now i have to jimmy-rig it just to try to close it--they pull out the lock from the casing and then reinsert it so it moves and I can't get the lock closed and have to pull and maneuver just to get it closed. I threw out one that worked last week and this lock worked perfectly until this morning, when the floor is filthy from dirt sprinkled everywhere. The covering I put over the planks of the cheap and ugly fake wood flooring are slashed by now thousands of times and sprinkled with grime and filth in every spot they slash into so it's literally ripped up and sticking up all over the fllor. I am detoxifying nearly to my bohne structure by now from over NINE YEARS of detoxing from poisons this group put in my body all my life
and I just wrote of some sick and nasty media clown personality who tried to have me seriously injured after trying to suck out my health and healing remedies, which none of his Nazi bigot racist buddies ever helped me with financily as they stole and broke all my equipment and my body and torturedf me to obtain as much information out of me as possible because they are unorignial fake "Liberal" Nazi media constructs who have been torturing me for years, or longer,to steal ideas and then destroy me and my life and home and everything I have worked for
some new bigot creep has joined into the by now over 30 actors and directors and singers and "musicians" (crap music) the latest is known for his supposed alternative stance due to 40 years ago his partners (who are now dead, the really alternative ones) actually puttting out the "subversive" concepts and this screaming nasty clown singing about it and then eliminating his competition
and now used as a symbol for this, using the same protocols as the rest of the bigot KKK Nazis and black Nazis and Feminist Nazis and Jewish Nazis and Latino Nazis and "alternative" Nazis and MIllenniual Nazis and Communist murdering bigot liars and genocidal factions abounding
asking me for my healing remedies which I had to discover with no money, almost no money, by myself while his buddies he is parrtying with right now were having me repoisoned, tortured, raped, disfigured myimmune system breaking down from stress, etc etc asking how he can heal his bloated body while now, yet another one this horrrid nasty persoonality has participated and if he was the person giving the orders for the last possibly fatal accident (as the bottom of the hill is a heavy and dangerous traffic zone. Both sides of this entrance into the condominium is hidden by two very high walls so you can't see if cars are coming at the bottom of the hill--and vice-versa, the cars can't see people approaching the bottom of the hill. I could have fallen into traffic and been hit and killed.
this is what this bloated nasty pop musican ("alternative" ) person ordered, or his Nazi partner who makes no hidden secret of his Nazi affiliation (for publicitty purposes to get into the entertainment milleau in H-wood, he's now "reformed" and now a compassionate YouTube personality who wanna wants so badly to get into the mainstream American Hollywood scene--as they all do, nearly drooling
and vicious deadly atttacks on me and then responding with absolutely Nazi violence is a huge way these p-a's are and have been using to get promoted by demonstrating how they will absolutely destroy other people using this technology, but more importantly, by conforming to the Nazi genocidal policies--in order to be put in higher ranking and positions in both poltitics, in the media, and in general in every facet of society (around the world this system has already been absolutely established and the murders and genocides have been taking place for longer than the onslaught of the Nazis in Europe back 80 years ago).
So, I'm writing this again, once again after spraying more bleach on clothing that smelled like perfume yesterday--this morning waking up to cuts in my arm, my hair stinking and greasy and hair cut out of the back of my head (again, years of this now going on and on, but at slow, incremental stages so all appears "natural" )--cuts and bruises in my legs, etc etc all the years of me describing all of this WITH NOT A SINGLE RESPONSE OF SUPPORT exdept for maybe a few people who do a little bit and then receded into the security of doing nothing but assuring themselves that they are not total complacent supporters of what they espouse publically they are against (if they can even do that)
which means most of you who are reading this and ascertaining what is going on and "care" but just can't do anything
so I am writing this in this seeming futile state after just fighting alone for years to get anyone to get me into a safe place to live where this shit is not going on and on and on and these pig ape clowns are not allowed to be handed these technologies and have access to the shit pig parasites doing the street level attacks (most "normal" civilians)
Many of them reading my posts.
My brain is under attack and I am backspacing non-stop to correct the hacker inserts.

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This most recent car attack/potential murder situation/"accident" (with oil drizzled upon the road descending to the bottom of the hill, in a tiny stream on a hot, sunny day). The motorbike of course sliding out from under me in the necessary braking at the bottom of the hill, breaking the rear view mirror and also slight injury to my foot. the perpetrator now is enjoying his pig promotion and laughing with his Nazi wife and Nazi buddies while spouting off about how he cares about justice in society for the media circus he has undeservedly obtained from eliminating his competition and assuming the mantle, alone, for being the sole originator of the punk movement (while sorta humbly doing so). NOT humble in a private session with teleportation, but demanding and obnoxious and bullying and violent (and then either he, or the Nazi out of Denmark, or one of the 30 or more actors who have already trie dto have me killed in accident after accident after torturing me to obtain ideas for their mainstream personalities turned media sensations of "feminist" ideology turned into Disney movies and stuff like that--with condescension asking for information with no gratitude expressed whatsoever--while I was sleeping, under hypnosis, and unaware of his real personality or intention. Only upon waking and re-assessing the situation could I fathom how callously nasty he really is. the next day I thought, only CONCEIVED of the idea of a story which I can't begin to write--so sick from being drugged up and detoxifying and pounding in screws into impossibly plastic surfaces (two hooks to secure one spot--tying with all strength rope and fastening also takes great back muscke strength which I do not have because every day poisons are loosening and slowly ripping out of my back and muscles and sinews and joints so I am literally losing muscles every day and then harming my body by continuously screwing and pounding in these hooks to try to stop disfigurement, rape, stinking fungus inserted into my hair, vagina and food and poisoned and drugged into paralysis and then tortured and emotionally attacked so I write and write and then detail all the concepts I have studied about feminsm, and politics, so meaningless haters who steal and rob from the real creators can be paid in millions for the farces that are created around them to deceive the public into hoping that "change" is going to finally happen. The "change" appears to only strength the cultprits' position and leaves the viewers and consumers in a hazy fog of incapacity emotinoally and intellectually as they follow and "believe" that they are in trusted and good hands. Or they are secure in knowing that the lies are continuously being covered over by the media as they continue in their death squad hate plans, which continue unimpeded by any government source or legal agency around the world. And thus, hounded by them, I write these posts about the tortures they are doing. They are still being handed all access to attacking me, but I wriite becausea supposedly the "young" are going to set things straight and the "old" are going to fight losing their security--or some such set of excusees to get people to fight in the streets for the inaction of the more financially secure--or something like that, really I'm under all kinds of attack while I write this very post so it's nearlly impossible for me to get anything out. As I elaborate upon every time I write so this should come as nothing new to anybody familiar with my endless posts about people never doing anything to stop this crime against me. Oh yes, under these "mind control" attacks I diverted from my point: I was disgusted by yet another whorewood creep and so I thought of a story, he with his group of synthetic telepathy and voice-to-skull technicians was able to simply "listen" to my thought structure (oh yes, there's also microwave hearing technology)--and theatened me the next day upon teleporting me--about not publishing or writing about his hate and negativity and lies and what I saw was a mild form of a more repugnant personality endlessly put in the light of being this witty English punk rocker who has lots of jokes and is witty and CARES so much about humanity (as long as it's white males and their Nazi blonde Nazi women who aren't going to have to work or fight for anything but want to comfortably create some "art" and not have to fight or get dirty and work like a pleb but have an artistic life --that's his "set" and I have been involved with people like this, have been myself, so it's no surprise to me. However, he tried to have me killed or someone near him did it for him because I called him a pig and began fighhting with him. In the last three weeks there have been THREE NEW WHITE MALES attacking me, all famous in one way or another (some more nefarious for their fame than others). All now have profuse kindly anti-authoritarian advice and commentary to make. All have hit, punched, threatened to kill me for saying NO and making jokes about them and screaming at them to get off me and that is the result. Instead of flying locusts surrounding me, it's like a series of nasty flying pigs all flying at me in succession for the last three weeks. They continue to put their crap into my body and home and into my internet, all now are part of the main H-wood group and undoubtedly have been handed investments and business opportunities as a result of this kind of violence directed at me.I don't want to write their names but they are hacking in anyway. So is their group which is by now over 30 famous actors, they sit in row after row staring as one pig after the next assaults me as I yell and fight back.

I need to create a "rant" page but at this time am blogpost template unfriendly

This is again taken from Facebook. This is the kind of post I have written of for years and years to no avail (my Facebook page is being hacked by Hollywood actors and writers who want to steal and have been stealing ideas I write of drugged, under torture and duress, so they can write about all the themes I set out to try to delineate and incorporate into the rationale of the gang stalking milleau.

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This situation, below, I hope to not have to write again but I am posting it here as I am very tired of just the stalking organization having access to these concepts. It is highly unlikely that my blog, this blog, will be accessible to the general public but still it is necessary for me to write and get this stress out. The very negative side of this is that the stalkers are literally erotically turned on by the endless years of my repetitive begging into the void of the internet for anyone to defend or help me. The standard reaction is silence. The endless response is silence and accusations that I am delusional. I have had to stop describing this verbally to people. The few people I have described this to are stalkers adamantly fixated with obtaining free businesses, free rent, and the thrill of torturing someone else and while I'm in a helpless mode of having to deal with them (surrounded by their partners, always I am literally surrounded by them on all sides as the stalking protocols demand)

My brain is concurrently blasted with tech so I am not able too grasp the concepts that I am under attack. It's very long, I'm just going to copy what I just wrote about the structure of how gang stalking is perpetrated in the private living space.

As I wrote earlier today, I want to copyright my information after so many years of people hacking and stealing ideas.

It feels futile but I am going to go through all the procedures regardless.
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The stalkers broke through my flimsy cabinet "security" system last night. Months of harming my body so badly from pounding in screw hooks to plastic-coated horrible, cheap and nasty faux "wood" paneling which covers the stalking portals designed to appear as cabinet walls inside cabinet spaces. The mechanical arms they push through the already multi-nailed down edges and middle parts of the huge panels, the outside of the doors also locked tight with hooks (and rope/pvc string apparatuses I created) except for ONE single area which I can't finish due to the detox which leaves me bedridden as hard poisons rip out flesh and flow through my body for elimination (carrying poisons and toxins petrifying for decades in hard internal shell casing that is latched into my skeleton.

One single area I could not finish. For days I have been inert and staring nearly comatose in front of the laptop screen because I simply cannot do any more than this after more than TWO YEARS of fighting perpetually, day after day, bedridden after they break in and put my hips and spine out of place and continuously drug me to the point of paralysis and a comatose waking zombie state

One space has only pvc string and something leaning against the open cuboard door area. It is so extremely hard to pound anything into this fake wood plastic stuff--I tried to pound in nails because there is a tiny space between the edge of the door and the hinge area, leaving enough space (one milimeter space ) for a mechanical arm to get through. As I type this the hacking interruption is continuous I have to backspace to correct inserts almost every word

I had to hand wash piles of clothing sprayed wiith horrific stinking fluids--akin to rotten meat or something as foul as that--continuously sprayed on everything in my room (furniture, curtains, clothing, sheets, blankets, inside drawers, everywhere all the time--every day they can get in, every moment they can get in, years and years wiithout end of this same thing going on and on with me perpetually cleaning when able to get out of bed).

they then call me "crazy" when I react to both drugging and this unending attack system (the above description is one tiny facet of a huge endless 360 circumference attack system, 24/7 global

ha ha, people are so thrilled and they get away wtih it NO ONE EVER HELPS THE TARGETS they just slowly die horrible deaths designed to appear as natural diseases and fungus toxic shock and cancer adn etc etc

clothing that was clean and smelled great yesterday now that I had to hand wash yesterday, a huge pile of it, and the pile of stinking clothing from these attacks never ends-it's like an endless pile of clotthing as soon as I clean one batch there are endless handfuls of more clothing sprayed wiith this stuff--if I manage to get them out for a day or two with my endless pounding and nailing in screws and tying them to every single edge and corner and middle space of the panels (which doesn't work, they have created a very flimsy fake sort of "wood" plastic covering which they can easily bed and insert their mechanical arms through--the back area is affixed like hard wood and, unlike most of the paneling in the very middle of the huge panels, is so solid you can't budge it. But in the middle it's like flimsy and you can knock on it and it resounds like a hollow little drum. The stalkers put some hard wood with this very malleable extremely thin fake plastic-coated wood covering, and I believe they just fasten some latch (I have heard latches closing with a click in the middle of the night as objects are inserted into the spaces --objects like insects for example and then the horrific stinking sprays on clothing and they tear and break things in the room with these arms and open the doors as people get in to destroy my body and slowly murder me in this fashion

One tiny little area was not sealed off because i simply have not the strength or muscles any longer to continuously harm my body in poudning in and screwing in hooks into extremely hard panels both on the interior and exterior of these panels lining both sides of the walls

I tried to pound in tiny nails into the open cracks of the hinge area where the doors of the cabinets open and need space to revolve to open the door. I pasted some paper and nailed in tiny nails to secure the paper/decoration stuff? so the spaces would not be penetrable. The nails literally would not go into the wood and bent and then flew out of my hand because the tip of the nails were bent nearly 180 and absolutely destroyed from just trying to pound a nail into the surface of these horrible and ugly nasty panels (which the stalkers smear grease and stains into after I clean up from theiir last attacks)

once I leave this studiok, which is inevitable if I want to have food to eat or water---they go in and make a mess, and then I return and spend over one hour just fighting to tye and make secure the room again (it takes me on average over two hours prior to leaving the room to clean what is stinking and the mess they make with these mechanical arms--I am so endlessly busy I never have time to work on how I look, what I am wearing, I'm so exhausted I spend all my time all my life cleaning up this stinking mess because I have to seal the studio patio doors at night and also tie two sets of bicycle locks (they just broke one I just bought and now i have to jimmy-rig it just to try to close it--they pull out the lock from the casing and then reinsert it so it moves and I can't get the lock closed and have to pull and maneuver just to get it closed. I threw out one that worked last week and this lock worked perfectly until this morning, when the floor is filthy from dirt sprinkled everywhere. The covering I put over the planks of the cheap and ugly fake wood flooring are slashed by now thousands of times and sprinkled with grime and filth in every spot they slash into so it's literally ripped up and sticking up all over the fllor. I am detoxifying nearly to my bohne structure by now from over NINE YEARS of detoxing from poisons this group put in my body all my life

and I just wrote of some sick and nasty media clown personality who tried to have me seriously injured after trying to suck out my health and healing remedies, which none of his Nazi bigot racist buddies ever helped me with financily as they stole and broke all my equipment and my body and torturedf me to obtain as much information out of me as possible because they are unorignial fake "Liberal" Nazi media constructs who have been torturing me for years, or longer,to steal ideas and then destroy me and my life and home and everything I have worked for

some new bigot creep has joined into the by now over 30 actors and directors and singers and "musicians" (crap music) the latest is known for his supposed alternative stance due to 40 years ago his partners (who are now dead, the really alternative ones) actually puttting out the "subversive" concepts and this screaming nasty clown singing about it and then eliminating his competition

and now used as a symbol for this, using the same protocols as the rest of the bigot KKK Nazis and black Nazis and Feminist Nazis and Jewish Nazis and Latino Nazis and "alternative" Nazis and MIllenniual Nazis and Communist murdering bigot liars and genocidal factions abounding

asking me for my healing remedies which I had to discover with no money, almost no money, by myself while his buddies he is parrtying with right now were having me repoisoned, tortured, raped, disfigured myimmune system breaking down from stress, etc etc asking how he can heal his bloated body while now, yet another one this horrrid nasty persoonality has participated and if he was the person giving the orders for the last possibly fatal accident (as the bottom of the hill is a heavy and dangerous traffic zone. Both sides of this entrance into the condominium is hidden by two very high walls so you can't see if cars are coming at the bottom of the hill--and vice-versa, the cars can't see people approaching the bottom of the hill. I could have fallen into traffic and been hit and killed.

this is what this bloated nasty pop musican ("alternative" ) person ordered, or his Nazi partner who makes no hidden secret of his Nazi affiliation (for publicitty purposes to get into the entertainment milleau in H-wood, he's now "reformed" and now a compassionate YouTube personality who wanna wants so badly to get into the mainstream American Hollywood scene--as they all do, nearly drooling

and vicious deadly atttacks on me and then responding with absolutely Nazi violence is a huge way these p-a's are and have been using to get promoted by demonstrating how they will absolutely destroy other people using this technology, but more importantly, by conforming to the Nazi genocidal policies--in order to be put in higher ranking and positions in both poltitics, in the media, and in general in every facet of society (around the world this system has already been absolutely established and the murders and genocides have been taking place for longer than the onslaught of the Nazis in Europe back 80 years ago).

So, I'm writing this again, once again after spraying more bleach on clothing that smelled like perfume yesterday--this morning waking up to cuts in my arm, my hair stinking and greasy and hair cut out of the back of my head (again, years of this now going on and on, but at slow, incremental stages so all appears "natural" )--cuts and bruises in my legs, etc etc all the years of me describing all of this WITH NOT A SINGLE RESPONSE OF SUPPORT exdept for maybe a few people who do a little bit and then receded into the security of doing nothing but assuring themselves that they are not total complacent supporters of what they espouse publically they are against (if they can even do that)

which means most of you who are reading this and ascertaining what is going on and "care" but just can't do anything

so I am writing this in this seeming futile state after just fighting alone for years to get anyone to get me into a safe place to live where this shit is not going on and on and on and these pig ape clowns are not allowed to be handed these technologies and have access to the shit pig parasites doing the street level attacks (most "normal" civilians)

Many of them reading my posts.

My brain is under attack and I am backspacing non-stop to correct the hacker inserts

"THE DO NOTHING" DENIZENS who do a lot to perpetuate Gang stalking/mind control State-sponsored terror.

This is another transference from a Facebook post to this blog.  This is what happens almost daily. I get on YouTube to look up information about news (since I can't afford any subscriptions to a newspaper and I try to get videos for 0$$ on YouTube).  There is always some trigger put into my random searches. Always faces of the celebrities teleporting and ordering deadly torture of me on 24/7 surveillance, stalking and electronic torture/teleportation protocols. All endlessly promoted.

Without having to write this directly, here is an example of another case just profoundly true but undocumented unless you (readerz) can hack into my thousands of Facebook posts and try to obtain information that may not have been already deleted that was "borrowed" I mean stolen as is the protocol of this operation against me, as the target).

I am also copying what I write on Facebook after posting because I have inserted a "copyright" app on this page. It's like trying to defend against a nuclear bomb with a cardboard shelter to try to protect my "Intellectual Property" against hackers out of Hollywood and beyond who steal and take from what I have written. This is part and parcel of the stalking protocol "contract" out on me. I do know it will be used against me as a claim of delusional schizophrenia, but I have tried to document my ideas and how they are being verbatum stolen by who and when on Facebook. Hackers delete my posts and rewrite them, but somewhere there might still be some archived true account of what I actually wrote. 

I do my best in this situation to try to stop the discrediting and character assassination of myself by this group (this nefarious, nebulous "clowd" stalking group of global structure).

Now I will copy and paste what I wrote and fought to type out on Facebook just now, after being "triggered" by this video because I was searching for a clip about Trump's "Tweet" on Twitter with someone shouting "White Power" somewhere within the video. I got immediately the video of Trump copying what I had written during this exact same time frame. I have written of this theft continuously on Facebook and now am struggling just to type due to hacking blocks and keys not operating on the keyboard. 

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From my post published today on Facebook:

That's such a funny coincidence that I wrote a few months ago that the "do nothing" readers actually do nothing about gang stalking and all that it entails--as gang stalking IT AN INTEGRAL COMPONENT OF RACIST LYNCH MOBS AND oppression.
But the DO NOTHING slogan is now used for campaigning purposes as indicative of Dems.
As much as i would like to say that using this phrase I wrote against the general United States public of both partisan sides of the one-sided stalking power structure, it is more "painful" (to use an emotive word, as my intellectual capacity is always blocked by mind control and hacking interference while I'm typing and struggling to "remember" words and what I want to convey).
Yes, it's more "painful" when I see the Democrats involved with gang stalking. The "liberal" celebrities and the do-nothing activists "fighting against racism" by earning millions and billions by doing so (only for their constituents and their group or their gender or what they want to associate with or be funded by I MEAN FINANCED BY)
I wrote this "Do nothing" phrase on Facebook exactly about (roundabouts) 6 MONTHS ago, just as this video describes. What a great helper I am for people to obtain ideas from while I remain in poverty fighting just to type on any electronic or even hand-format in dire poverty, always on the brink of financial and physical catastrophe derived from the do-nothing "liberals" who are teleporting and gang stalking me so they can be promoted by the DO EVERYTHING to stop the target groups who have their little party affiliations of ALL SIDES OF THE POLITICAL SPECTRUM!!!!!

as I have been writing for years, what I wriite is scrutinized and then stolen. Although I can't prove it because the DO NOTHING constituents of all the multi-pronged sides of the "bi-Partisan" politcal life of AMerica will DO NOTHING to help me defend my life, get health care, or provide me with the capacity to obtain evidence. Alone I cannot obtain evidence WHEN ALL MY TECHNOLOGY IS BEING BLOCKED BY HACKERS AND BROKEN BY STALKERS. DO NOTHING Republicans and Democrats and Liberals and Progressives and Libertarians except scream, put up money for your own interests, and keep silent about the racism and oppression of this stalking system and who gets put into power by participating in it.



Asian Anime Nazi Butterfly sex experiment entertainment video

It was no fluke that I happened upon this video when I placed my remote keyboard on top of my laptop a few minutes ago. I was watching Robot Chicken on YouTube, laughing and for once my brainwaves shifted from stifled to gaity and relaxed. As I am continuously under attack in my own room sitting here with burning, hacking attacks, knocks on my refrigerator by the neighbors who use some kind of remote knocking device somewhere embedded into my refrigerator. (This is not a mechanical "knocking" noise like the motor of the refrigerator is shutting down. It's something tapping against something else inside the casing of the fridge itself). Mechanical arms have continuously entered through the various panels on both sides of the walls while I walk into the bathroom or patio to spray stinking and foul substances on my clothing, blankets, pillows, etc).

Back to the Nazi Thai/Asian butterfly anime human beings on YouTube:

as I almost carelessly put the keyboard on top of the laptop, the URL space began to flash various symbols and letters and suddenly a slew of Thai videos appeared on the screen. The video on the very top of the screen was in Thai but with the English word, "Butterfly" written within the Thai-worded caption for the video.

The Butterfly is a symbol of MK ULTRA "transformation" of the mind control personality being shifted into a sex slave or sex object or murdering agent or for whatever nefarious purpose the criminal terrorist plot to devise to utilize the unsuspecting target for. By the time the gang stalking and socialization of denial, silencing and State-sponsored terror and education into accepting withoutt resistance, the "transformed" mind controlled subject (in this world, that includes huge swaths of the population and entire communities and the community of media consumers).

If you watch a typical anime cartoon, you will see Asians with (dyed, ostensibly) blonde hair (yes, I used to dye my hair blonde too, but I also have died it red, blue, pink and brown/black and if the stalkers had not perpetually made my hair so damaged I have not been able to keep hair on my head, I would still be dying my hair PINK, but that is a different story for perhaps a different time).

Dyed blonde mostly, the anime cartoon characters have. Fighting with strength, fighting against tyranny, but as always, subliminally tutoring the unsuspecting children (and their already brainwashed parents) that this is the fight they can cathartically imbibe instead of actually being alert and fighting against their own oppressive governments (where, in Thailand, any protest against government decrees is a criminal offense, against the Monarchy, subject to Lese Majeste punitive PRISON TIME with a minimum of 5 years for a SIMPLE PROTEST AGAINST ANY LAW OR ACTION OF THE GOVERNMENT). That means writing any remark on Facebook or any social media platform that the government deems "offensive to the Monarchy". Another example is two teenagers wrote a few angry remarks about getting traffic tickets or some action by the police and were sent into the police chief's office with threats of prison time of over 5 years just because of a few angry remarks about having been fined for a parking offense.

Back to the brainwashing of the Butterflies in Thailand; in anime, and in the darker-skinned populatioon in general ("blanket statements" but realistic nevertheless):

The real-life Thai women have BLUE EYES AND GREEN EYES AND BLONDE HAIR as they dance to this "Butterfly" sexualized group gyration--as is so popular and has been for years. Group formations like military exercises of sexualized "singing" has been the standard for which music videos are given media contracts by the media moguls. Perhaps all the many nights of watching women and men gyrate on stripper poles has influenced their many decisions on how the music industry should flaunt the "music" skills of their "star" performers. ?

I should also include the Nazi experiments on how to change brown eyes into blue eyes.

I should be I am lazy at this moment, and if anyone reading this is interested, you can also just research the subject yourself. ! (and have a nice day too).

I would go into further detail but you "reader" get the point.

I am drugged up from both detoxifying and from also being perpetually drugged up by stalkers so I sit here after yesterday's endless detox of poisons and drugs that solidified into my back/spine/hips/skull/feet/bone skeleton, which came out like lumps of clay outt of my body. Drugs coursing through my body so dehabilitating that I could not function for the rest of the day but sat watching movies I was trying to analyze for content until nearly 5 am. I was unable to read, concentrate or get anything other than passively (but always analyzing using my mind, what parts of my brain can still concentrate but without having to exert any writing or movement actions, my body so sick and nearly incapacitated because the poisons also contain a paralyzing agent and hardening poisons mixed with drugs so powerful it's hard to describe and I don't want to right now. All putrifying for a few decades and then, yesterday, as has been going on for many years now, pouring out of my body)

I will end here. Watch the video. The girls shift from one transformation to another. Various sex costumes are employed in the video. Beginning with lacy boudoir frilly but sensible petite dresses equipped with white butterfly wings, to "bargirl" (=prostitute/stripper/barpole dancer) outfits of black, hair tied in tight corn rows, leather style S&M style, then another shift to what appears to be the type of work uniform that Thai people so often have in major shopping franchises (manditory uniforms worn in places like Tesco chainstores, Tops supermarket, and many others). But the work sort of outfits are short to the point of being nearly up to the crotch, blouses are short tops revealing body--(not criticising the sexuality of the scant clothing, but describing the pornographic display of how the view can "transform" the normal work outfit into a playboy bunny sort of fantasy when they are out shopping). The "girls" can shift from one sex outfit fantasy to the next easily, as the video implies.

ON THE "FEMINST" ANALYSIS OF THESE/THIS VIDEO CONTENT (an extremely SHORT analysis, so brief it's just almost a version of a one-sentance "Tweet" but as I wrote above, I am ill and have been, the hacking and brain skewing of my ability to focus, concentrate and the endless detox from murder attempt via poisoning has left me unable to write with any depth or at any real length.

I want to add, as my person opinion (all is an analysis based on deep-structure personality construct) but....WHERE ARE THE SEXY MALE VIDEOS that aren't "gay" or "ladyboy"? It is always dismaying that WOMEN only are subjected to being put into the passive sex object role (unless you view "gay" videos". Men remain non-sexual consumers of the media and the sexism and racism also goes hand-in-hand.

IF there were also accompanying "straight" male dancers gyrating and partially nude so women can also appreciate the subordination of men into various sexualized outfits and submissive postures, I would not balk so much online, and in every way (and yes, there are male dancing groups who perform version of "gyrations" for videos, but these are mostly athletic and choreographed so that the physical movements are charged and strong and not bending in near pole dancing prostitute simulations. The clothing is kind of "sexy" but their bodies remain covered for the most part. While appearing "alternative" and "sexy" and garnering attention from "youth" consumer demographics, to put it into a sales pitch format, the "subculture" outfits are the "youth" version of wearing 3-piece suits covering vulnerabilities of men. I mean physical vulnerabilities such as pot bellies, wrinkles, etc, for which women are lambasted and blocked from these dance ensembles if they perchance forget to plaster-over any wrinkle or blemish or iota of cellulite.

--and now, my blog has been hacked once again so no video appears as it did yesterday when I uploaded two videos I had saved to my files. Now, nothing happens and no video will download.

Here is the link: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VVrOrYVHqlw.  

The video is less than 5 minutes long, and the "blogger" just posted a notice that the video is "too long". Just yesterday I posted two videos that were near 5 minutes or longer with no problem (although it took too long), 
I therefore am not able to upload the video whatsoever. Every kind of block to my life is put in place by this group. I also cannot do a factory restore as the computer store where I bought this laptop took the recovery CD out of the box after I "ordered" the new laptop. I have written of that debacle on Facebook and I include it here because the effort to discredit me on all aspects of every single thing I do in this world is a continuous attack I am struggling against (against millions of stalkers with NO SUPPORT after years of asking and fighting for defense and support from EVERY PERSON AROUND ME EVERYWHERE IN THE WORLD I HAVE GONE TO FIND PROTECTION). This is so frustrating I can't describe it. They want me endlessly elaborating on it. I write it here because it fits in with the helpless "butterfly" sexualized thingy situation and this video which was not randomly inserted into my YouTube search page just because I put a remote keyboard on top of my laptop and supposedly that cuased the page to go into some crazy eruption and Thai mind control videos popped up.
 Here is the hacked snipped I could only locate by copying and pasting the video which is now blocked from my surfing on YouTube--you can still see a clip for a few seconds and I can access this on a direct YouTube link. Looks now like I got the original video!!! It has taken me 30 minutes to retrieve it and discover this link. If it uploads onto the blog I will be surprised. And that is the end of my post for today. (What I wrote below was written earlier. )  Oh no, of course not. I just previewed what appeared on the published page (probably inaccessible to the general internet and only blocked and viewed by stalkers and their minions endlessly attacking me). What has appeared is only a single shot with some Thai writing. The picture on the "video" below with the awful song is just the first glimpse of the video. If you copy and paste the title I posted below, you can get a few other shots of the video from the few second "impressions" of the original that appear when you do a search on YouTube. The hackers have made it impossible for me to upload this video onto this page after it was hacked in the first place when I just put the keyboard on top of the laptop. Now it's completely inaccessible to me, but maybe not to the parenthetical "readers" out there who may be inclined to think differently if they read my posts. My posts are always cluttered by descriptions of hacking and interference, which deters from content and stream of impact of what I am fighting to convey. This too is part of the "mind control" aspect being pumped into my brain so I stray into these descriptions. I will fight this in the future and try to find a way to simply post much of what I wrote today at the top of this blog (which has also been blocked by hackers, I can't change the format the functions are deleted and blocked, as I described also below).




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I am waiting for the video to upload. I managed to "drag" the video to the Desktop area and then further drag it into the upload box of Blogspot. Yesterday I was simply able to click on the file and then download, but hackers have blocked that in just one day.

I think the stalkers got into my room again while I was sleeping last night. There is another cut into my forearm (left arm) that wasn't there last night. Cuts into my skin are a routine stalking procedure.

It has taken me over 5 minutes and longer to simply backspace tto write this last two sentences above.

I got up from the laptop after writing the post above and while out-of-range of the computer system, I recalled what I could not begin to "remember" about K-POP music male dance bands and their videos. This is common as everytime I am in front of this laptop, or any laptop, my brain goes blank when I try to remember words and concepts and ideas I want to express. My capacity for vocabulary is extremely limited as well. 

The template for Blogspot has also been rearranged by hackers and I am not able to access the arrangement of the pages on the front page. I want to post on top of this blogspot main page the information I have just imparted, as it is always a discrediting attack to hack into the keyboard and block my memory and cognitive functions.

I am still waiting for the video to download, after more than 15 minutes it's still spinning and not transferring files. I have to wait and go to other tasks to see if hackers are going to block the transferrence of this video entirely or just slow it down to the point that I have to completely abandon posting this post until some long time after trying to upload this video from one file to the next on this very laptop system.

The hackers also changed the format to "center alignment" instead of Right. Because I am not computer savvy at this time and the video is (being blocked) from uploading, and for so many years if I try to multitask on the same page or browser, the hackers delete what I am trying to publish or write.

I think I'm just going to try to find a way to copy this above statement and post it as a general warning to readers, if there be any for this blog as I truly believe anything I write is generally blocked and diverted only to the stalking organization. Nevertheless, I think what I write may have some wider audience one day. When that happens, it will be something like a miracle but it could also happen in the relative near future. (Relative as in how many more years or decades will it take for people who are aware of gang stalking, my situation and all it entails, to defend me or stop the system or help or provide relief or DO ANYTHING TO HELP TARGETS so they are not having to write desperately day after day to alleviate stress that is murder asking for torture to be stopped?)\\

30 minutes into attempting to upload the video and nothing has happened. This block of ALL of my electronic communications is so routine that it is standard operating procedure instead of a random fluke or hack. Every single phone call is diverted to stalking agents who cough into the phone, disseminate lies and wrong information. Sometimes here in Thailand when I try to phone Dell because my laptops are always so broken and destroyed, I get silence from the other end of the phone and I am hung-up on eventually after they claim they can't understand English in the "English" prompt customer service.

Still waiting and nothing is happening for over 30 minutes. I guess I will just clean the filth the stalkers put in my home, watch videos nearly incapacitated mentally due to the attacks on my brain from either within the laptop or from some other nearby location which "beams" brain-altering waves into my brain (which is why I can't remember how to spell, count, can't remember simple names and immediately or within a few minutes, once I get up, all comes back with absolute clarity and I can easily access whatever is blocked from my brain while I sit in front of this and every laptop in every  internet cafe--as I am followed and blocked from everything I attempt for my self preservation and financial status by this group).

I have just tried various other ways to upload this video. There is a YouTube link for the upload video link. Nothing shows up of the video I just downloaded on YouTube. I directly copied the link from the URL and nothing shows up, whatsoever when I try to retrieve this. The refrigerator just made the loud popping noise that is a mechanical object being hit inside the casing of the refrigerator as a stallking trigger type of attack. I'm sure I can wait all day and this video will never appear or upload. I have included the link, I should also include the Thai title here just in case (also backspacing perpetually, as is the "normal" for hacking, where letters are doubled every time I type, spaces inserted (this is a new remote keyboard I am typing on)

The title of the video, where maybe you can get a few seconds of interviews with the dancers of the YouTube "reactions" to the videos will give a glimpse of what I was briefly describing (all I can ever do is describe the hacking and non-stop blocks to my life from this gorup, that is what I mostly focus on and write about as I try to write and immediately typing and thinking is blocked, all access to every service is blocked. NO HELP EVER APPEARS FROM ANYONE ANYWHERE globally.

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Sunday, June 28, 2020

Ghostly vibrato for men I can't admire unless they are already dead

(obtained from another post on Facebook today). I copy and paste these onto my blog because people have been stealing my concepts and literally taking verbatum what I write and using it for their own concepts and profiting off foring me to remain in stagnant poverty (in this gang stalking blacklisting death squad situation I am embroiled in and fighting without end to get out of)

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From the FIRST SECOND you feel a surge of wondrous beauty and throbbing plastovibrato elation!

You can see another part of the genius in Manzarek's compositional description. THIS IS WHAT I KNOW TO BE EXCELLENT (MODERN) MUSIC unparalled for so long it's like an historical gem in the zone of quantization. Jim Morrison so "HOT" damn sexy B-cuz he's so fundamentally vibrant, sensitive but tough, tough but flexible and willing to bend to the waves of reality and distopian elation. Spontaneous and connected to the infinite. Thrilling and I have read always a bit high (on drugs) so.....ha ha 

 **Nota Bene: due to the unfair and horrific circumstances imposed upon me, I must necessarily appreciate men who are DEAD because they can't then teleport and torture me. What a life parody (sex and death)

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=J1kMUYUvkRs







Spell check blocked (this post copied from my Facebook page)

Due to brain-altering tech (aka "mind control" tech) I wrote a word wrong a few days ago (maybe two days ago. I do not want to look it up, the ugliness of the emotional drain is nothing I want to relive for even a few seconds)

I wrote the word: "Renumerate" but I had meant to write REMUNERATE. I "knew" it was wrong as soon as I was typing, but just as in now, the stress from hacking inteference left me fighting simply to get anything out in written form.

Thus I make this spell check in order to lessen the discrediting aspect. My brain is literally being blanket-out so I can't recall how to count, spell or write in a linear and coherent fashion. Also degenerating into hate ranting is often the cause of the tech affecting my brain/nervous system and whatever else (plus drugging). Plus non-stop stress affecting my nervous system, lymphatic system, immune system, and other aspects of health on all levels.

Spell check has also been deleted from my blog site. It's dismantled for this site now. I have to go into the program Windows 10 and figure out how to turn it on (so much backspacing to correct hacker intrusions is always such a waste of time I can't get much other done when I fight to express myself via written word).

From the Kidsz of the post erz *fuck the sex pistols generation of *punks: Video of: "MODERN LIFE IS WAR --FUCK THE SEX PISTOLS"

Now that I have been, unfortunately, teleported to the rotten kingpin of deception himself, MR Rotten, aka some kind of formal name tied into his breezy, new age old age music and Los Angeles thug wealthy Beverly Hills lifestyle:

here comes some other kind of synchronicity I only by mere chance discovered. There is a synchronicity I do understand that now. I had no intention of looking up this information and within a few seconds of a bit of research on a band with an interesting title, I discovered my EXACT THOUGHTS put into messy screaching punk reality

If anyone could see what I have been experiencing in teleportation (while sleeping, under hypnosis, drugged in a way I can only describe as living in a perpetual fog but under the impression that I am aware and cognizant--an extremely successful form of stealth drugging incapacitation)

I wrote about this on Facebook, and I need people to PAY to read my posts now so I'm going to stick to this format. The hackers can shift from hacking into Facebook and into this blog (already they have blocked and altered the format).

Hypnocrisy? English bigot white male married to Nazi German fake crunchy nappy-looking post-punk hipster turned infiltrator and agent along with this fake legacy that never WAS except for those who were MURDERED (Sid Vicious, whatever he was, but really--NANCY SPUNGEN was the driving force behind the REAL PUNK SCENE and mentality).  Killed off by the now rotten Johnny who appears, poisoned and bloated (I believe) as the sausage-snorting, beer inhaling white bigot pig male who is feeding off the image that has become a Corporate GmbH million-dollar franchise.

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I include here a slightly different version of the post above. My brain is always under attack by "mind control" technology every time I attempt to type or write on any machine, and when I am handwriting. What comes out is not a sprawling and intangible ranting meandering stream-of-consciousness, but a messes-up mind control interference. I try my best to write coherently. Please note that STEALTH is the operating term for how mind control operates.

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This is what I wrote regarding the same theme just now on Facebook. I feel it worthy to be repeated as I included very pertinant information regarding my Mind Control situation and condition. I don't really "like" this band or the music so much. It's a screaming rage machine that is fun but musically a bit limited. Screaming rage with lyrics you can't understand unless you already know the lyrics is okay but the same sound the same sort of yelling becomes monotone and monotonous after a while. I like their lyrics the poetry but just the music is repetitive and the punk screaming makes the words diffused and inarticulate. It was a FLUKE DISCOVERY, with lyrics that resonate with my most recent teleportation celebrity fail experience--reality unreality teleportation media tv.

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From Facebook, dated this same day (June 28, 2020). However, I do not include my "real name" here for securiity purposes.  "This I discovered so accidentally, looking up other information and stumbling accross this in a search for information about this band, after inadvertantly clicking on a page randomly from 2009. Not just a mere coincidence but a sheer act of synchronicity to the extreme point that I feel the guiding presence of NANCY SPUNGEN screaming out from the abyss for vengeance against the perpetrator who now resides in Beverly Hills, sponging off the former glory and like all the fakes and hypocrites, claiming the mentality as his own but modified into a now calm and "politically-correct" version of media clown jokster making commentary about politics but in such a cute and charming "alternative" version of "fake news controlled opposition" of a one-sided paradigm.

To you I send this video--out of the heartland of America, a country you no doubt "hate" and are an agent provacateur infiltrator therein.

So tired of them being welcomed into my country to wreak all the bigotry craftily reconstructed as "alternative" media circus newszzz......


OOPSY DAISY! This band is from IOWA not Idaho, as I wrote above (or on my blog, VignettesofMindControl.blogspot earllier today). The other post is completely different in wording but expresses a similar theme, I should post this and add it to the blog. Every time I get on writing what comes out is far different from what I had inteneded to say/write. I believe much of that is due to brainwave interference. But back to the theme. Idaho is the place that ended the subversive subculture of DIVINE in Pink Flamingos, which I just watched last night. Iowa is a State just south of Minnesota and I do have some familiarity with Midwest mentality. Deep, penetrating and often profound in the depths of the heartland." (end of Facebook post quote)





MODERN LIFE IS WAR LYRICS

"Fuck The Sex Pistols"

The grass was never green.
There was never purity.

Some say it's all over... stupid fucking jaded burnouts.
Young ones: carry on. Destroy and annoy.

Hey! Hey! Hey! Hey!
Fuck The Glory Days!

We don't care what you think.
We don't care what you say.
You don't get to decide
It's ours. Go Away. Shut up. 



This blog is now under hacking attack and the links I post do not process as easy-to-click and preview.

You will simply have to copy and paste the link in order to access the site. It's a bit old school but the 30 second operation will not deter from your easy-to-follow Windows 10 format.

There is also another problem with the blog site: I had originally create the chronological order of the threads as being last-to-first post. Somehow...??? the posts now appear as thread from 2019 and the current and most recent posts appear only when you click on the entire "2020" link at the bottom of the page. There are no daily posts listed to click on, the entire series of posts appears under the main link of the entire year 2020. I have attempted to correct this by going into the "Dashboard" area and the link to alter and edit such an imposed change is nowhere to be found on the entire Dashboard page.



Tears from Vietnam 2-chlorobenzalmalononitrile //say it fast 6 times in a row!!! or, even 1x if possible a real tongue twister

 "which was formulated in 1928 and popularized in the 1960s for two main uses: as a weapon in support of lethal action by the U.S. military in Vietnam and as a nonlethal way to control crowds—many of them protesting police brutality and the Vietnam War—in the U.S. “To call CS [a] ‘riot control agent,’ as the US military did,” Schrader wrote in Badges without Borders, “was to legitimize its use in Vietnam and make it uncontroversial,” despite the fact that “CS was not used in riot control as much as in combat.”"

otherwise known as TEAR GAS

and other methods of police force that are friendly fire crowd control alternatives to quick and easy mass shootings.


https://www.scientificamerican.com/article/what-less-lethal-weapons-actually-do/?utm_source=newsletter&utm_medium=email&utm_campaign=tech&utm_content=link&utm_term=2020-06-23_featured-this-week&spMailingID=67188754&spUserID=NDc3MzM5NDQ0MDQzS0&spJobID=1903739417&spReportId=MTkwMzczOTQxNwS2

Friday, June 26, 2020

The race for a new "ism" spasmatic systematic sustained

Everyone and their Aunt is joking about the serious plight of the deadly curse

upon this land, our planet
our home

why mustt we suffer for the hate of our fathers and their sins?

Our souls are all kin.

Kindle the flames and fire up the pyres
the wrongdoers are flailing with their deep dark desires.

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Technology so exciting I want my own technological robot tail with GPS tracking and brainwave modification too!

You too can excercise your inner animal and obtain a mechanical tail which will wag to the vibrations of your brain. You location will be relayed to the appropriate animal protection units so you are assured of your safety if your animal takes control over your human brain and ostensibly controlled socialized state. I feel like I can't live without one and if I only had the finances to purchase such a necessary fashion accessory, I would order one today!

https://www.youtube.com/watch?time_continue=33&v=qvHcBq7UaY0&feature=emb_title

As the public becomes more attenuated to purchasing technologies for "fun" and "entertainment", not only can they pay a nice fee for an artificial tail to wag (locating your whereabouts just as a side little form of microchipping a pet), but you can ALSO buy artificial CAT EARS which move about according to the brain waves that the tech picks up. (Is it EEG? Is that the correct term?)

If, for example, your throat is microchipped, as mine is, all you will need are these IRobot "cat ears" which will droop or threateningly arch downwards in extreme violent intimidation because your throat is already being constricted. All you need do is growl a bit and the observing party will run away scared (if you are a gang stalking target, you can forget about having a real conversation with any living soul on the planet. You will perpetually have to push your fuzzy fake cat ears downward instead of telling the perpetrator stalkers to go to Hades or f-off and die).

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KdOSi6TjVjw&list=PLdDFSP8QKxBdEI2DF13D7JiPsIzXX7eaB&index=4πŸ˜‘πŸ’€πŸ˜ΈπŸ˜ΉπŸ˜ΊπŸ˜»πŸ˜ΌπŸ˜½πŸ˜ΎπŸ˜ΏπŸ™€πŸ™ˆ

My brain is under attack by technologies I can't define

I can relate how my cognitive capacity is being rendered nearly immute but I do not know exactly how this is being done because I have not accessed the correct informatiion about these technologies.

Why have I not been able to access data and relavant information? (My pondering theoretical reader asks). Information is routinely blocked from my searches. Websites I peruse, especially more open source platforms such as YouTube , are a continuous source of hacking interference. This, I am certain, applies to much of what other people experience, unbeknownst to them.

https://opensource.com/resources/what-open-source

Another serious encumberment to my internet capacity is how templates for sites such as THIS particular blog are re-arranged by hackers. What is supposed to function never operates according to script and my personal input. I had arranged for this site to have a particular chronological order, which is not appearing on the page after I publish. 

Wednesday, June 17, 2020

It is virtually (literally due to virtual reality imposing confines to my brain through the technology/drug interface) impossible for me to collect my thoughts and write coherently or even begin to access my creative thoughts due to: hacking/drugging/mind control technology/stress and gang stalking.

I also repeated a few ideas within the same sentence in the last post (I wrote that hackers were responsible for hacking, or something like that, I am not lazy but sick and always drugged up from stalkers breaking into my home via mechanical arms through the many panels that jut out from the walls of this studio which is a surveillance/torture atmosphere.)

I am glad I have a place to live, glad that I am not in a worse situation.

Gratitude for what i have. Glad I can write on a laptop that is "mine" although tampered with.

But unable to focus, concentrate, access the ideas I want to express. Always something "else" comes out when I begin to type. I know but cannot prove that technology is "beaming" or "pulsing" brainwave blocks and neuron-firing hinderances into my brain while I type in this very spot. Every time I get up from the laptop I "remember" what I had wanted to say.

My mind is rife with ideas and creative concepts when I am not sitting in front of the laptop. Once I get on, my brain is wiped clean like a slate (tabula rasa).

This also happens in public while I'm under attack by gang stalkers. I am unable to count basic sums and the list goes on and on.

Thus, while I make no excuses I do attempt to "explain" why my posts are so.....oh, for me unreadable. In retrospect I know there are subliminals implanted through this tecdh and other parts of my brain absolutely blocked from accessing my real creative and intellectual capacity to communicate.
Many months later: much poison detoxed since last few posts.

To attempt to describe the dehabilitatory effects of the mind control drugs forced upon me by stalkers is nearly impossible to relate.

My last few posts were an attempt to ameliorate the pent-up stress of torture that has been imposed upon me for years by a long list of people teleporting me while sleeping. I have written many posts on Facebook regarding these issues. If anyone is interested, I can add you to my "friends" list because I am loathe to try to begin to explain it all over again.

Another reason I am making this short-cut by allowing people who are interested to attempt to navigate through my Facebook page is that the hacking intrusions by hackers makes writing nearly impossible. My brain is always under some kind of "brainwave" alteration and it's nearly impossible to get my thoughts out clearly.

When I read the posts below and see that I was clearly emotionally distraut (from YEARS of non-stop "trauma-based" "mind control" , which really is sadism inflicted by psychopaths using these technologies and utilizing gang stalking death squads to inflict torture--all hidden and silenced by government and police and societal forces.

Tired of wriiting about all of this.

I am so sick from detox and poisoning that I have no idea how to reach the greater public (and all my internet searches and posts are monitored through the surveillance system. Doubtless that any real information will be actually published in the greater ocean of the world wide web.


Friday, November 1, 2019

A Soul Sacrifice sundry Santana back when music was the soul of the world and life was a dripping delight unless you were at war or starving

now starving for musical delight in the night of the soul of music's pop death spasms thumping to electronic brain death

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UKcI2mcsueM