Thursday, September 30, 2021

Terrorist hacking report: September 30, 2021. It is extremely difficult to write any email inquiries or obtain information due to hacking and rewrites that terrorist hackers insert or delete into my writing, while my brain is under attack by the brain-altering "mind control" technologies.

 I have sent two emails today to my mail service and upon re-reading what had been sent, after sending--hackers had changed my writing and it all sounds confusing and lacks information. The pages also keep freezing as hackers block/DOS. All my emails read like confusing non sequiturs and read like haphazard and long-winded grammatically incorrect confusion. While I am writing I blank out and "forget" to include pertinent information that is vital such as dates.


I also had to fight with hackers who kept changing pdf files that were attachments to emails that the mail service had sent. I tried to get the correct dates associated with the scanned pdf files and every time I clicked on one of the attachments hackers would switch the files so I had to struggle to find the exact documents I really urgently need to be sent to me. I had to send multiple emails because with all the struggle to find the pdf files in a series of string emails where once I would click and get the file I needed, I "forgot" information and had to retrieve the same file and it would "move" to another date and string of emails so I had to constantly fight to obtain what I had just read after closing the document, because my brain was so "confused" I could not think clearly.


I also discovered that searches and requests for DHL information (the shipping company) were blocked, requests unanswered (or more like just blocked from me receiving the replies) and this kind of block had cost me $125 in the past as my mail service also used the most expensive at the slowest rate and all attempts to locate any much less expensive DHL office was met by all blocks to information so I literally could find no locations in Phuket whatsoever despite trying and trying and phoning and sending email requests for information. All phone calls were blocked, all information requests were unmet and nothing happened. 

Upon using a Thai search engine I see that there are at least 5 DHL pick-up locations and service centers in Phuket which I could not find on the English DHL site--meaning it was hacked and information blocked. 


As I type the keyboard is being hacked so letters I type are juxtaposed while typing--I must almost pound down and the keys are so stiff while my hands can't move--as I fight to type with this endlessly hacked keyboard and my brain really blocked by a force that just hinders clear thinking and motor skills (all from remote or microchip implant)

The block to ever transaction or attempt to get any kind of useful information anywhere on the planet has reached a near impossible stance as every single attempt to get any single thing done that is of a business or professional nature is met with as many blocks and lies and lack of information and internet hacking with information just blocked out from every search. My every phone call is intercepted by terrorist agents who are negative, lying and blurt out disinformation continuously. The hacking to the keyboard is enough to seriously thwart any kind of real attempt at obtaining a fast and accurate email correspondence, let alone the rewrites, deletions and blocks to my brain which are of such a nefarious and subtle effect and of course all lacking in evidence as I cannot prove this claim. As I type now I must pound each and every letter out, my hands can barely move it's like I can't "remember" how to type, and my memory and thought patterns are so mixed and blocked and stifled. 


So sick of this. Can't do more than struggle and then wince in near embarrassment every time I re-read emails I send for business purposes, which are so badly (re)written and my brain is put so out of context out of memory out of professional style. The keyboard then tops the situation with mixing letters as I type and blocking easy access to just writing quickly and efficiently. It's like wading at hip-height through mud to try to type on these hacked keyboards and this malware follows me on every keyboard I attempt to use.


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If "you" have read my post above, you can see easily how confusing it was hacked and rewritten. Commas were certainly deleted as well as parts of sentences so the revised/redacted by terrorist result was bad grammar, confusing and almost incoherent in parts like I'm rambling and incoherent. All done by hackers and this is evident in the post I just wrote above. It is so HARD DIFFICULT TO TYPE on this hacked keyboard as well like really fighting a glued-down keyboard--keys are juxtaposed while I am writing, etc, there is a lag time between when I press a key and when the letter actually shows up--if it's not mixed with some other letter or just some "left field" letter thrown in by hacker terrorists. All this amounts to me not being able to conduct business without completely discrediting my ability to communicate or appear professional (or competent). The hacking so I can't get accurate information and constantly am in a state of confusion because information on the internet is so often blocked and that also creates this discrediting of my person by the terrorist operation. As I tried to write, I searched for DHL offices and got zero results on all the normal search engines and even on the Enlish DHL site. Zero results for Phuket when I used the DHL website. When I used a Thai search engine many office locations (all tiny little hole-in-the-wall type little shops showed up as legitimate DHL pick-up and mailing stations. Every phone call I make in Thailand is either hung up on or they "no speak English" even when I use the "English" option. This has been happening in Thailand for so many years without ever once getting someone who can provide ANY bit of information in English except for the most basic yes or no questions answered. This organization has made doing any business here in Thailand virtually IMPOSSIBLE including just using the internet to generate any income whatsoever. I can't function. the billionaire/millionaire terrorist wealthy who are at the upper tiers of this terror operation all call me various "loser" type names while they ensure that I am living in squalor that their terrorist minions force upon my living quarters, that I can't afford to live in a very nice place and what I can afford they trash and make filthy every single day using their technologies (mechanical arms). They then block all internet access to any kind of earning whatsoever, calling me a loser all the time in various insulting ways. After they poison my home and make it literally toxic to breathe in, where I must close all windows at night to stop mechanical arms from entering, I thus am being slowly killed in yet another way through toxic inhalation of the poisons they keep spraying on my furniture, floors, walls, my body/hair/food and everything else in this room while, last but not least, I cannot afford to pay for health care because of their blocks to my every attempt to generate enough money to actually be able to afford food and health care, new clothing and etc (I can't do any of it, essentially but I barely exist month-to-month while they torture me slowly to death on every other level using their hate technology). So, I remain stuck here like this fighting just to write a decent inquiry or get information and all I do is under seriously deadly attack, literally every single thing II is under attack including breathing, using my eyes (tears forced out of my eyes and constant attacks on my nasal passages due to the microchip implants and technology) and etc...it's a total immersion into terrorist electronic warfare and communications is also blocked due to these technologies. I remain so bound-up in this network of suppression both physically and financially and with everything else--it's just another day of writing about this ubiquitous terrorist organization to the silent void out there reading this.

Wednesday, September 29, 2021

"OLAF SCHOLZ IS NOT YOUR FRIEND" (Jacobin Magazine). It's now an officially recognized international trend. Corporate politicians on any /an/or/all sides of every aisle and Parliamentary debate. Whichever side is on the weaker side of the divide will expose the corruption of the other side until they gain electoral advantage. Then the game shifts to the other side(s). Olaf Scholz, if you read the piece below, is almost a redundant theme to me by now of former "liberal/anti-corporate/pro-freedom" advocate who upon tasting power and money, has morphed into a near fascistic-orientated leader espousing police brutality and other forms of despotism. It's so typical and I see it on a daily basis so often and have lived through seeing it almost all my life that at this point I would say that the current fascists were former hippies at one point or of some other "alternative" ilk in their "rebellion" years.

 

Olaf Scholz Is Not Your Friend





. then turned into absolute tyrannical albeit banality of evil monsters after obtaining their positions of power through the force of compromising them that the "powers that be" offer to those they want to induct into their system--systematic indoctrination into the folds of power. It's the same sordid but sad story like a broken record of transition and brainwashing indoctrination through the power of incentive-based promotion.

"Olaf Scholz Is Not Your Friend....Scholz also backed the Hartz IV reforms that gutted German welfare, choked the creaking state of investment through balanced-budget fetishism, endorsed brutal policing methods against activists and migrants in Hamburg, and failed to regulate businesses that robbed state coffers. In some now infamous cases, these businesses even committed massive financial and tax fraud.

With a record like this, we can expect Scholz to choose proximity to powerful interests over representing the interests of ordinary people — including when it comes to forming a government after Sunday’s election."

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"Yanis Varoufakis on Angela Merkel’s Legacy, European Politics & the “Sordid Arms Race” on the Seas". Democracy Now! September 29, 2021.



What has really "won" in the German election should be renamed The Austerity Party (a great party for the burgeoning wealthy classes in Germany). Sucking what they could using Austerity out of countries like Greece, the Germans are now going internally into their own civilian society to "weed" out the alternatives, the freaks, the foreigners and their ilk. I posted a video yesterday about the Rock Fabrik which was a working class venue supporting heavy metal. This club as I learned has been closed down. The downtown district of Stuttgart has changed shops to amplify the Nazi Gold hitherto stored in Swiss Bank accounts and whatever other investments they retained but hid their opulence under pretense of supporting working class. Now the teeth are bared and coming out, the shops reflect opulence and wealth and the former alternatives are scared to show their past wild years (I had a foe/friend who photographed punks and goths who says that he can't come out with a book of his photography because those he photographed who adorned themselves in the most fantastic punk and goth outfits are now corporate employees and can't let it be seen how "crazy" they used to be). They are scared to reveal that they used to be "alternative" that is. Thus the trend towards trending fascism continues as the gold and wealth the Nazis stole is now pouring out into the society, which kept all that wealth hidden for the decades of US occupation (which still exists to some extent). Unfortunately the trend towards fascism has caught on and has become undisguised in US climes and it's another story I am writing of today, spurred on by watching this interview from Democracy Now! I can't describe how many "alternative" types I met in Germany while US troops were posted in Stuttgart, in the years after the reunification. How the Germans had changed and began to be hostile and Nazi a decade later, and now the society still bears it's fake posturing but the underlying currents reveal a different story.

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On a closing note from all of my posts today: I could add a bit more to the commentary I wrote above in the Democracy Now! video response--regarding certain German actors who have very eagerly participated in this contract out upon me along with the Americans (and all other nationalities involved, but mostly the attackers are restricted to a few dominant G-20 countries, i.e. USA, England, France and Germany). All my responses to these attackers are under conditions of being teleported/asleep/under hypnosis and "trauma-based" torture for information and harassment purposes (they want to traumatize me slowly into a nearly destroyed state or death). I told this German (who plays absolutely "liberal" roles for his movies) that the opulence of Stuttgart shows how the society is shifting towards this Nazi-stolen-gold standard of wealth display. He physically attacked me (again, while I was helpless, under hypnosis, sleeping, not able to really control what I was saying which I said after having been tortured by the deep sleep "skits" that these terrorists inflict upon me every single night without exception--which usually leads to these long posts because I need to do stress release because I am partially paralyzed and stuck in a room in one position literally most of my life unable to move while they never stop torturing and attacking me--the same people, day in and day out, night after night, every single day, on and on, year after year--promotion after promotion for all of them). They must hide their pretense and their emerging but now noticable fascism but it's still disguised under flowery rhetoric and they must continue to disguise their real intentions towards a universally fascist and brainwashed-controlled systematic form of control based on various fascist-oriented versions of State-sponsored terrorism with one extremely wealthy class and the rest left to serve them or die. That is as much detail as I can go into, they torture me for writing and they torture me to get me to write. It's a never ending cycle of violence to try to get me to write and then to torture me for writing. While they continue to extract ideas to usurp for the pretense that they truly care about society and are just down-to-earth but plastic-coated wonderous celebrities and politicians there to entertain you with their promises of some glory if you just buy their images and continue to award them and put them into lead positions. Keep waiting for Godot. However, all of this leads me to wonder how the next few elections in the US will pan-out if the trend in Europe is skewing toawrds fascism as it has in Germany with a "liberal" face? Has the trend from America come to Germany after all? Or is it vice-versa?

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"THE MAGUS". Gnosisprimordial. 2009.




The Magus truly deals with indoctrination into secret society power and mysticism. It involves Nazis. I need to watch the movie and perhaps if I can obtain the book once I remove the poisons from my body (mind control drugs exempting me from concentration--a plague and obstacle to reading I have been forced into for decades, but worse from the expelling of these embedded poisons latched into my body). How I got through grad school all those years was a miracle. Every day of reading required ONLY reading and perhaps exercising and then watching a movie or tv in a daze of sickness (I had no tv and watched almost no movies for years of my life, have been against the movie thing and now it's dominated my life due to this mind control poisoning--which should serve as a kind of symbol for what most people are seemingly willing to imbibe as a daily dose of mind control drugs--watching movies and tv that is).

Back to the mysticism of indoctrination into the mysteries and secret society stuff and all that good ole boy power and money stuff:

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Last but not least---on the theme of Greek austerity and subordination to German servitude in the form of post-war wealth-transfer (meaning the sucking out of resources and gold/money/property etc from all formerly Nazi occupied countries into German coffers remains a current travesty of the post-war era). I remembered a book I read so long ago called The Magus (by John Fowles). Being perpetually drugged up has made reading and recalling certain items and understanding rather obscured (to say the least--often impossible to read or focus or concentrate and I have books I truly want to read and cannot due to this endless sickness from mind control drugs). However, I see there actually was a movie made on this Greek/German WWII Nazi/occupied country bond. The themes are also mystical but of course male-dominated in theme (women are involved but always objectified or sexualized but never really meaningful players in the realm of intellect or power. They possess through mystery in this novel but never in the arena of power politics in the men's world of actual power). The novel includes descriptions of torture and mutilation upon Greeks by Nazis. I recall having Greek friends while I lived in Stuttgart who held on to resentment that has carried-over since WWII. They abstain from any bonds to German that extend beyond living as foreigners in that foreign country. I now have a movie to watch that has at least one of the main characters who is already deceased which means that hopefully no more actors will jump into the teleportatoin terror game that has plagued my every click on any link, tv show, pop song or movie with actors and performers vying to get in on the Nazi-themed torture teleportation fascist-indoctrination-for-promotion free pass for every promotion psychopathy that pervades my ever sleeping hour and night and waking day. Here is a movie I can watch--where the probability of being teleported/raped and tortured with Nazis showering the perpetrators with gold, awards and prizes and promotions is at a much lower percent of probability: THE MAGUS (must read the book again, it's very obscure but it has stuck in my memory).



The 9/29/21 Forbes Breaking News clip below is all about lobbies and "dark money" influencing corrupticians in Congress who egress the law without redress. One must undress the lies regarding the Emperor(ess)es clothing that is a shady thin veil of shabby pretense.

 "'It Just Makes You Wonder': Matt Gaetz Brings Up Pelosi's Husband Multi-Million Dollar Stock Sale". Forbes Breaking News. September 29, 2021.





Just posted: hours after I wrote the above--concrete evidence of malfeasance and corruption of the above-mentioned lousy (it appears that the corruption is making newsworthy and Congressional attention): I find it almost amazing to side with Gaetz but it would befit the opposite side to bring out the truth when it can enhance their own side of the aisle. This is the true benefit of a Democratic, bipartisan society and it's still operating somehow in some form: 

Just posted: hours after I wrote the above--concrete evidence of malfeasance and corruption of the above-mentioned lousy (it appears that the corruption is making newsworthy and Congressional attention): I find it almost amazing to side with Gaetz but it would befit the opposite side to bring out the truth when it can enhance their own side of the aisle. This is the true benefit of a Democratic, bipartisan society and it's still operating somehow in some form.


This shady corruptician featured above with the sneering wincing shenanigans of sarcastic acting skill sets displayed alongside Matt Gaetz above is only one more component in the force that has inflicted this corrupt and future devastation upon humanity that technologies like teleportation and the psychopathic programming for the torturing terrorists who inflict their misery and ugliness in what can only be described as a micro version of forcing an innocent into endless torture, physical harm to the point of slow death, rape and non-stop destruction heaped upon them by lascivious. Sponsored by this woman above who is a Charlatan of irresponsibility. Evidence is coming out and complaints about her incompetence are pouring into the media at this point from both Progressives and Republicans alike. 

Farewell to Kmart. Shopping at Kmart used to be a socially-viable institution. A kind of homage to Super Walmarts of America.

 "Last Kmart store in Michigan, the chain's home state, prepares to close doors in November". The Hill. September 28, 2021.


https://www.usatoday.com/story/money/retail/2021/09/28/last-kmart-michigan-to-close-in-november/5905992001/


I remember (happily) back in my childhood of memories of people in Champaign (Illinois) going to KMart as a form of socially-accepted household shopping. As I read from the article, the Kmart stores began back in 1962. Growing up many people were not embarrassed to say that they got their discount stuff at KMart and there was no shame in saying publicly that this or that was bought at a Kmart. Later on, in the 80's, Kmart became a kind of slur word implying lower class and/or ghetto (also increasing in poverty status in the 90's). I stopped hearing any reference to Kmart once the Walmart explosion altered the American household shopping scene. Then there were a plethora of SUPER WALMARTS.

I had to rely on walking over one mile to a Super Walmart back when I lived in Pensacola after the terrorist organization forced a potentially deadly car crash in a "freak" sick accident that included a migrant worker literally using a grass blower taking the instrument as he blew grass from the side of a busy road I was driving upon to blow dirt directly into my windshield as the terrorist driving the car right in front of me stopped dead in the middle of the road, causing my car to be smashed so badly I had to completely scrap it at the junk yard. The terrorists had also broken my seat belt the week prior to this terror incident thus trying to literally murder me. This happened on my very first day in Grad School at the University of Florida in Pensacola.
I thus had to walk over one mile in that condition to be able to buy food from the terror operation apartment building which I had signed a contract in order to attend grad school. Asides from that:

I discovered that Super Walmarts are an all-in-one life-saving choice for shopping if you do not have a car, if you can't drive to multiple places and the quality of the items is not as flimsy as in Kmart clothing and products (but Kmart was acceptable and often extremely good quality). Yet Walmarts, in particular Super Walmarts, although deemed a kind of working class symbol of grass-munching consumerism, are extremely incredible for people who are in the position I was forced into (also no bus service provided adequate access, as buses lumbered down this one-mile stretch at a once per hour pace, which made shopping very arduous and getting anywhere past 6 pm impossible).


Still, a way of living is now almost dead. The last remnants remain in Illinois of this former shining blue light special (or was that the red light special-) of the Kmart universe. RIP to another memory of having grown up in Illinois.

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"Classic Kmart Commercials From the '80s". Rob's Classic Commercials and Retro Stuff.

 January 21, 2021.



Ameica really needs those ole Kmart "Dollar Days" back: (don't miss Martha Stewart claiming that "class is imagination and not how much you spend" line for the first commercial filmed back when she looked like a completely different homemaker, promoting places like Kmart which were considered "chic" but not expensive by the advertising campaign reps and some American people as well.: But when I was growing up even at the beginning of the Kmart empire, shopping at Kmart was not a sign of consumer chich it was considered working class and/or lower class even back in it's heyday.


The sad and potentially deadly irony of the Republican Party stalling or stopping the Debt Ceiling vote, which could cause a Government shutdown: the police would be defunded certainly. I could be defunded as well. The people who funded this health crisis that I have had to endure to the point that I must leave the USA to survive, is now threatening to destroy my life through it's fiscal incompetent policies which have ravaged the country and perhaps segments of the world for many decades. Still, there is always funding for this covert terrorism aimed at electronically manipulating human beings in what is called "Mind control experimentation" with microchipping and UNLIMITED funding for all the criminal activities, exploits and torture apparatus' of this terrorism that is directly tied to many tiered layers of the U. S. Government. Where does the money come from to fund these illegal and unconstitutional exploits of torture, behavior modification, torture, rape and theft of the individual targets with untold millions of people being promoted and paid in this global structure of targeting, mind control and terrorism? You can bet that Homeland Security will continue to be a top priority of government funding along with surveillance and then there are the pockets where these "loopholes" of financing of these illegal activities of terrorism, aka mind control/gang stalking crime are being funded without any hesitation or oversight. Yet those on Social Security and even the police risk being defunded because the resources for actual smooth functioning of the civilian population is of such a low priority to the government and it's international allies (who want to see American "Democracy" Gone with the Wind).

 "Why Weaponizing the Law is a Losing Republican Strategy; Republicans Seek to Defund Federal Police". Glenn Kirschner. September 29, 2021.



Since I depend on Social Security and many others in poverty and senior fragility and illness and impoverished unemployment, that program not only is in dire threat in the future of being cut off, but government default on it's tremendous loans, which has bolstered so many others besides those who are currently in financial desperate tenuous balancing acts monthly or daily as I am and have been due to Government malfeasance and experimentation and drugging and poisoning and thus paralysis and thus utter helpless dependency upon Social Security. Thanks USA.

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"Nancy Pelosi Betrays Progressive Lawmakers (Of Course). The Rational National. September 29, 2021.




Bad Old Nancy Pe-lousy---quite nastily with not just condescending abuse but threats of severe life-threatening violence along with the Europ-a humungous thug actor glared in hate, threatened and joined forces with the Nazi fascist infiltrator actor to misappropriate funds from the Stimulus Bill for California graft--using me as part of the package and for approval of Europigape fascist partnership--in teleportation of course which of course I cannot prove unless there is a video or any kind of record taken by this exacting organization of terrorism that has been teleporting me non-stop nightly for sleep and brain dysfunction and break-down of my existence and with complete support by Pe-lousy who absolutely threw me to the dog pig apes to be raped and tortured brutally, drunk with powerr, incompetent and sleazy and corrupt and rotten and nasty. Now a semblance of that corruption has shown up but the extent of the rot can not even be conceived of by the commentators or if they do understand the depth of the betrayal, they cannot out of fear utter anything resembling my ranting tirades after having been literally handed over to be raped and tortured by Democrat-after Democrat with Republicans laughing in the shadows because I assume the Democrats who are this corrupt like Pe-lousy are akin to the brown/black minority minions who they so use and abuse and program and condition and brainwash to get them likewise to do their bidding; just as rotten fakes like Pe-lousy is and does just like a minority minoin for the approval of the fascists and Nazis who really control people like Pe-lousy and unfortunately much of Congress, which is backed by huge swaths of millions upon millions of civilians who form these covert terror gangs, aka "gang stalking

More electronic manipulation of the body politic and of the body humanity...another reason why I am extremely anxious and worried about the global crush to rush into cryptocurrency as forms of legitimate central banking and/or banking units of finance:

 "Special Report: Thaksin Shinawatra's Latest Investment Has Experts in Awe and Big Banks Terrified....Thai citizens are already raking in millions of baht from home using this "wealth loophole" - but is it legitimate?" (I have to wonder about that last statement as a subtitle to the article--which doesn't copy and paste like a normal link so you have to click on the vague link that appears below).


https://latestnews.to/th-shinawatra-en/?campid=10564&offerid=0&clkid={clkid}&clkloc={clkloc}&sxid=93v78j7ro90e&ttorigin=93v78j7ro90e




This deposed Thai leader (Thaksin) hails the potential to become an instant millionaire if you invest in the loophole bitcoin investment he mentioned in an interview. Yeah--Thaksin, your rush to extract money lead to a political and financial crisis in Thailand (which followed a complete burst of the Thai economy back in the late 90's) which lead, ultimately, to the military coup that is still holding down basic rights to protest or freedom of speech in Thailand--under the former military junta which was part of the team that ousted Thaksin and then his sister who then followed the "Red Shirt" revolution to become likewise deposed by military junta.

This frivolous and corrupted former leader/billionaire is a destabilizing force and his advice is part of what I consider to be a continued legacy of the corrupt men (and their following women) who are creating great financial crises and future crashes and governmental instability leaning towards despotic rulership due to these shaky and greedy financial dealings. Thaksin was deposed due to his financial corruption dealings/avoiding taxes and other such illegal schemes that shook at the heart of the Thai people. The current dissatisfaction of the protestors in Thailand reek of the stink of the aftermath of years of corrupt and greedy politicians and cryptocurrency is one of the tools that is part of the tool box of corruption and insatiable investors who will use any means possible to obtain power. I truly am scared of the future of cryptocurrency being used around the world and turned into a major investment tool. The lesson of Thaksin and the turmoil and ensuing coup d'etat of the current Thai Government and it's policies of crushing any dissent should be noted by those who actually want any kind of future stable global security without despotic leaders grasping for money and power through nefarious electronic means. (That includes electronic devices used to control human behavior, such as microchip implants and remote tech affecting brain functioning),. All will be exploited by the corrupt who lack all conscience and capability to lead.


Monday, September 27, 2021

All I see on some news broadcasts are people around the world yelling into microphones about their "rights". All angry, yelling and demanding their rights. So far, no one will fight for me to defend my rights. My rights are all human rights that have gone before me and extend into all history.

 This technology and the misuse/misappropriation of it by sickening people like Nancy Pelosi, who has to be one of the most greasy, sleazy and disgusting examples of malfeasance in the political sphere (and she lisps and sounds like a grease machine when she hisses out like a slurring drunken slut (that is how I perceive her, how I have seen her when she teleports me, a hideous bigot a most disgusting evil and sick person, like the rest of these celebrities it is sickening how violent, ugly and sleazy and nasty and putrid they behave and this kind of sickness is being used as a promotional tool by even more evil and sick unworthy types who have demonstrated absolute evil in the name of power and pretense: but back to this ugly and foul woman who is chief Democrat in the House of Representatives who partnered with a most nasty and also evil Austrian celebrity who is vile, filthy, nasty, sleazy and it's just one component of the entire gang of these creeps I have had to suffer through for over 8 years and longer--who are so immersed in this torture apparatus they utterly believe they have every single entitlement to torture me for ideas and then torture me when I fight for my rights which NO ONE else apparently is fighting for.


Putridity: the bs banter about how much she is fighting for Democracy and The People)--she's one of the most vile examples of this, but if NO ONE will fight against this gross injustice but they are demanding their "rights" when it comes to technological torture and slavery and rape and slow murder and absolute oppression and endless circular attempts to crush my mind, spirit, body and replace all with decay, destruction and obsolescence while the criminals laughing about their criminal exploits using this tech and being promoted by the grease sleaze that is responsible for this huge injustice system that everyone just watches going on--won't fight or help or defend me--but all are yelling about their own rights if they see these rights being eroded. None can make the huge leap of intelligence to understand that this system affecting me is as deadly as any plague throughout history and as deadly--in it's budding stage no one can even begin to perceive how dangerous this technology and this system of gang stalking terrorism and its' subsequent death squad psychopathy is utterly a threat to everyone's rights. I find myself having no options or choice despite over 7 or 8 years of writing these posts to the people responsible for protecting the most free society for the masses, and yet none can even do more than jump to participate in this heinous technocratic system of perversion and fascism and bigotry just to get a leap up in temporary promotional status. In the end, many of the perpetrators will also fall victim to the greed of their partners and of the system which seeks to slowly eradicate and eliminate, refine and narrow the profiteering-circles of elitism and that means that the culling process will also entail mass murder but probably of a covert nature.


The cruelty, hate and violence I have had to endure because creeps like Pelosi and Schumer have been put into power by a nefarious group which ensures that all sides lead to their 4th Reich Roman empire.

The disgusting, nasty, violent psychological terror, hate and violence from these smirking and gloating celebrities is so utterly disgusting and I am stuck with no options thanks to a system that has ensured that I have almost no rights unless I can circumvent the police, the US Government, now much of H-wood, the local terrorist gangs of this heinous hate organization which have tentacles deeply embedded into all facets of commercial and legal and business life (and unfortunately also in medical as they seek to damage my body and poison and drug me perpetually with intention to first destroy and then kill).

It is a shame, it is a disgrace, it is the sad reality. When your rights have been stripped away and you keep angrily shouting into microphones about how your rights are being violated, if you are lucky enough to be "allowed" to protest that is (the goal is to eliminate with threat of death any dissenting voice).



"The Devils & Self Transcendence" : Our legal drug addiction fixations and the disaster that accompanies socialized and prescribed chic addictions. Learn to CHILL THE FREAK OUT!!!! Claiming you need THREE CUPS OF COFFEE to get up the energy to fight for that corporate right to rule every day? Claiming that as you get older you get lethargic, grumpy and slower? Using legally acceptable drugs as a way to pump up and then slow down your over-excited adrenal glands to the point that you can't explain how your body needs more and more to get up and then down?

 "You wanna live in this lousy world, play it cool boy. Boy, boy, crazy boy, be COOL boy. Just play it cool boy, real cool. (boy, boy, crazy boy)."--"Cool", West Side Story.


"West Side Story - Cool (1961) HD". John Long. December 15, 2013.




"7 Telltale Signs You're Addicted To Caffeine". Mashed. July 13, 2018.




"So, as you drink too much coffee, you will age faster."--

"Coffee In Chinese Medicine. Yin, Yang, Blood and Qi". Acupuncture-Points. May 18, 2021.




Chinese medicine and effects of coffee on health. Play it cool boy, don't be a fool boy. Stop fooling around with your body.

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 No need to post anything on the detriments of alcohol on your liver, kidneys and the spiritual, emotional and physical effects...but, with the ups and downs of caffeine and alcohol with no support for your liver and kidney and adrenal functions, eventually physical law states that your tenuous body (as even the strongest of men and women must necessarily have to confront the decaying aspect and imbalance of the human body).

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This essay, which I read as the epilogue to Aldous Huxley's The Devils of Loudon (which the film by Ken Russel never delves into whatsoever) is an examination of addiction, socially-prescribed forms of social control such as alcohol and various other types of covert social engineering in order to enforce encoded social order dumbness and lack of momentum for the "lower classes" and to instill an entrenched "upper class" mentality through these various mechanisms of instilled and socially-accepted drug/mind control/propagandized forms of "entertainment" or chic but nevertheless harmful means of controlling the population into conformity or worse. THE EPILOGUE TO THE DEVILS OF LOUDON IS SIMPLY A CLASSIC THAT HAS NOT BEEN INCLUDED IN THE REPERTOIRE OF meaningful life-lesson literature on social programming and socialization (for the detriment of the many for the benefit of the few): 

The "Running from Myself" song from ye olde year of our Lord Nineteen Hundred and Sixty Nine.

 "Scorpion - Running From Myself (Rock) (1969)."  foreal1992. May 19, 2020.




"I've lost in love
I've lost in war....
If I don't stop running from myself
...running from the past
I'm never behind...."
psychedelic whah whah of the funky guitar
"freedom" is the theme--
down the never road I go...
something lost that must be found...
funning from myself as best I can
If I don't stop running I'll never be a man
If I don't stop running I'll never find peace of mind..."

oh those self-introspective songs of the past dreaded Hippie generation---questioning, looting the mind for outdated constructs which limit personal freedom (to do no harm unto others, hopefully but not always that was the theme).
unlike the pure sex-driven pop culture "love" themes of the pop generation Z =zzz zzzz....zzzz snooze hit that button sleeping mentally, spiritually and morally running from boredom the pop musick is just running on a hamster treadmill of sexual titillation and sensation but slowly wearing oneself out with too much adrenaline sensationalism---


Sunday, September 26, 2021

Musings on Love weaponized and war. Thoughts on love and consciousness. Thoughts on governmental missives directing war on Love. Leo Tolstoy who transformed from a good ole boy to a Lone Wolf leader through the power of grandiose universal love of his brothers to whom he was exalted as being the Keeper (except for that love of his wife). ""All the things that he preaches for the happiness of humanity only complicate life to the point where it becomes harder and harder for me to live," wrote Sofia – who transcribed all of Tolstoy's manuscripts, including War and Peace, in longhand – at the start of 1895. "His vegetarian diet means the complication of preparing two dinners, which means twice the expense and twice the work. His sermons on love and goodness have made him indifferent to his family, and mean the intrusion of all kinds of riff-raff into our family life. And his (purely verbal) renunciation of worldly goods has made him endlessly critical and disapproving of others."---Sophia Tolstoy (Leo's wife and historically misaligned partner).

 "War and Peace (1/9) Movie CLIP - The Greatest Pleasures (1956) HD". Movieclips. May 18, 2012.




“Never, never marry, my friend. Here’s my advice to you: don’t marry until you can tell yourself that you’ve done all you could, and until you’ve stopped loving the woman you’ve chosen, until you see her clearly, otherwise you’ll be cruelly and irremediably mistaken. Marry when you’re old and good for nothing…Otherwise all that’s good and lofty in you will be lost.”--Leo Tolstoy, War and Peace.

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"The chief cause of unhappiness in married life is that people think that marriage is sex attraction, which takes the form of promises and hopes and happiness - a view supported by public opinion and by literature. But marriage cannot cause happiness. Instead, it is always torture, which man has to pay for satisfying his sex urge."--Leo Tolstoy (not a quote from War and Peace).

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"It is amazing how complete is the delusion that beauty is goodness."--Leo Tolstoy.

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"Nietzsche was stupid and abnormal."--Leo Tolstoy.

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"In all history there is no war which was not hatched by the governments, the governments alone, independent of the interests of the people, to whom war is always pernicious even when successful."==Leo Tolstoy

*what do we learn from Tolstoy? (weaponized love versus peaceful love, as hatched by governments which program the militarized masses to perform the deeds of unconscious manipulation).
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"Tolstoy the Spiritual Anarchist: On 'A Confession'".  Paul Griffin. December 7, 2013. 





After contemplating suicide and renunciation of his former life, Tolstoy. Tolstoy was addicted to sex and could barely control his adverse sexual urges (believed in sleeping downward into the peasant class, even making poorer women pregnant and then discarded as demanded by his "superior" class). This aspect of his life has rarely if ever or never been delineated in mainstream (undoubtedly in obscure feminist papers which I have never read but am aware of such types of writings).

This highly Communistic approach to critical analysis is like the usual male-dominated fixation on male philosophical life ponderings. Mention of domestic violence or abuse or cruelty towards his wife or other women is not mentioned. All the themes that Tolstoy so beautifully elaborated upon except for his dark sexual urges towards women (and with men never mentioned) are left out of the poetic critiques offered by men (I would suggest of the same patter, ilk or whatever you want to call their male bonding affinity towards completely ignoring all issues of abuse towards women by such "lofty" male writings--as Tolstoy had come out of the aristocrat class and as a man of privilege and social status his demeanor towards women remains as a privileged silenced omission in all the accolades for the otherwise "spiritual" and socio-political meanderings through what could not be called "liberal" or progressive ideologies.

In my opinion, the subconscious HATE for women as expressed by exploitation of lower class peasant females, and then his adultery when it came to his wife whom he kept pregnant for something like 15 years on-end--to his denouncement of sexuality towards her, his dark secrets bound up in his controversial novel The Kreutzer Sonatas, and then his death which was spurred by leaving his distraught wife whom he wanted to abandon in his 80th-something year of life. The suicide urge he had, which I suspect stems from his utter disconnection from sexuality and love for women (suppressed homosexuality perhaps?) and his sexual debauchery of women (and probably men, never mentioned in the historical record). This utter disconnect in terms of sexuality and the death urge with his compounded lofty "spiritual" photo-opportunity prose and celebrity fame and then his subsequent lack of appetite for life--the urge towards suicide.

But hear and list to an appraisal based on absolute glowing reviews of the spiritual heights that this reviewer ascribes to Tolstoy. I am not criticizing Tolstoy's complexities or the author himself as much as the lack of balance in the reportage concerning women, sexuality and this confounded death and sex combination, tied to a grasping perhaps in vain at spiritual enlightenment and socio-political challenge to authority but the personal life remained a cold, landscape of the cranking out of endless children and a kind of static sexual lovelessness.
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No one can ever pry stench-arnold the s-n88ger off me, nor ugly sick shitalina nor their crap filth nepo-spawn shitster crap they spurted out nor shit pitt ape nor annisten the ugly dirty filth with her posturing bs nor the obamas not the trumps nor the entire gamut of all politicians in congress who either do nothing bcause they must "obey" and do as they are told--ignore all law and just follow orders so more shit like elizabeth warren can replace actual concerned people caring about minorities and women's rights for ALL women they are so keen on having me mutilated poisoned raped my ideas stolen without end by so many sick fucks it's unbelievable. Glorified that rump and muck had my SSI disability cut off, because this group using the microchip implants in my brain and along my nervous system embedded into the hard poison latched into my spine---trying to get it out entails literally ripping flesh off my spine at incremental levels continuously for years and years as they got dirty violent unexceptional ugly arnold to abuse and pound rape and violence on me and then increase the torture into realms of sadistic abuse and torture--increasing because his hormone injections have, like the poisons this group put in my body, congealed into his rancid body but the torture really turns him on. The inadequacy of ugly shitalina and the rest of this group who have stolen my ideas literally every single year since 2011 or maybe 2013--taking turns, having me raped poisoning me to death laughing mocking my body while I'm undressed fighting fo rmy life to not die from poison sepsis as they laugh and party over torturing me lierally 16 hours per day making my hair grey and falling out (they still smear chemicals into my hair when I am in such agony from poisons ripping out of my spine and I can't wrap the endless layers of protecvtion around my hands which are mutilated from 15 years of knives cuttting under cuticles, hair follicles removed, my uterus partially severed out while unconscious--as this shit like shitalina the ugly leech on me the parasitic stupid shit prostituted nazi filth trash ape is glorified by the rape culture of congress the blonde nazi white trash of the progressives literally are as rancid as white nazi maga shit lynch mob a$$-filth---and so, the obamas came to see how they could get into the contract which they obtained in 2008 while I was living in Miami Beach because they had the Weekend edition of the WSJ delivered to my room under the name of my landlord, which I told him about he told me to just forget about it--the slumlord was so money obsessed it is impossible that he just gave me free expensive weekend edition he had subscribed to as he ripped me off for everything possible probably raped me--he was another "Italian-American" named DiPrizio or some such fuck nazi mafia thug name out of NYC scum slum glorified fasco nazi "Italian" thuggery mafia--- *at this point hackers turned my wifi connection off**and every weekend edition in June, 2007 Obama was featured in huge 2-page spreads with details of how he was going to be beneficial for Wall Street and it was a huge promotion. If this was even a bona fide newspaper and not a hack job which can happen with news paper editions as I have experienced as well. This group goes to every length to box targets in they even manufacture fake classified editions when I look for apartments and online as well. Either way, partnering with the obamas back in 2008 was ugly sick shitalina and pig ape pitt who were on stage as celebrity endorsement with the obamas and the contract and teleportation torture apparatus they have clung to ever since as black nazi violent oppressors always citing their own racism and how "high" they go (but so low when it comes to me and their smug sniggering about using me and the glib usual glaring with hate and entitlement has been trained into all politicians who rush to also join into the "fun" circus of rape torture dehumanization nazi lynch mob witch hunt mentality.///Every time in the shower these filthy rapist ugly dirty so-called "men" like shitnigger watch my every move, making sure to make dirty stupid sleazy comments when I wash my private parts which are supposed to be f-ing private in my own abode which they have turned into a stinking dirty and foul stench which they exude every moment of their teleportation and surveillance voice-to-skull attacks on me--dirty filthy stupid unexceptional they are glorified they make the most scripted statements about fighting trump and how benevolent and not racist they are--blah blah every moment. //Every time I get onto any single media magazine entertainment site any search for movies instantly ugly shitalina the stench shit prostituted leech parasite energy-draining deforming nazi shit whore forces her disgusting ugly movies and fake story-lines with her shit little crap spawn because they are told they are entitled just as the shit from shitni88er and the other shit nepo crap from the rest of the rape ape group the depp filth and then of course shitalina is a nepo scum ape told all her rancid life that this contract out on me means her life is set because that nazi her ugly daddy and english mommy were handed this contract out on me in sometime around 1974 when my Step-father, the Literature professor and poet was co-hosting a seminiar conference in Atlanta with the author, James Dickey, who wrote Deliverance the same rape story movie that the filth father of shitalina starred in. Glorifying in having me raped so his filthy trash spawn shit prostituted piece of shit daughter can star as porno prostituted shit filth endlessly they are still latched on. //Telling the obamas who like ALL the filthy fuck politicians that they are encouragoing nazis, death squads, the deterioration of society by encouraging these meaningless and ugly sinister apes into even more "entitlement" rape and murder mentality than the programming they endlessly administer in every shit stupid filth fuck movie all is at almost subliminal levels they employ the "victim" narrative to justify the must brutal retaliation murders in these movies but in reality they are weak profiles in cowardice like the Kennedy family also entwined into the hate and death contract with the filthy foul shitnigger arnold who encourages the WORST selfish violence in every person and knows how to play the most insecure of the victims of racism into joining white nazi genocidal antisemitism to feel like they are included in the "power plantation" society and not 'victims" of poverty and ignominy any longer---//but coming out of the hiding of hacking movies onto my free cable tv back in 2013 when I was by that time so huge, bloated and fighting to stop the poisoning unaware how endemic the entire poisoning structure is, I watched the stupid shit movies of shitalina and pig ape pitt and the movies were boring, they are not even good actors in my opinion but they represent swaggering psychopathic prostituted stupid banality of evil which Americans glob onto and have emulated; thusly this group put rump and muck in power directly as a result of this contract out on me--in addition to the obamas putting rump into power so they could "share" this contract out on me but play antagonists as polar opposites in the endless bs oppositional divide which they are programming into America for the take-over "divide and conquer" strategy (europigape shit taking over through whroewood influencing directly the rancid shit of the minorities the crap like elizabeth warren who claims to be part native indigenous and for some reason she plays most racist aunt jemima with startling violence when the facade is down and her teeth are bared for her endless money sucking and more endless tenure of her lucrative position on the finance committee of the Senate--tucking money away putting sleazy dirty pig-lousy nancy to shame (i.e. my brother the Cayman Island money laundering capital off Florida he is well acquianted with as they partnered, my dirty filth sex trafficking violent nazi "Jew" scumbag brother John and this rancid dirty crap warren and countless others behind her--to put that money into offshore accounts if I must spell it out during the week that rump opened the floodgates of scamming through congress with the crypto schemes--it literally was that week. With ugly shitnigger arnold as well as shitnigger rancid u gly sick arnold with pig-lousy nancy during the free multi-million dollar handout by the biden admin under the covid handouts--which they are taking away from me illegally by cutting my disability off because I saved the stimulus money and also student loans--making ssi an illgal operation and ordering the organization to deny me DUE PROCESS of information on why my money has been turned off--not a single letter despite 15 months of writing faxing phoning I get ZERO mail they have blocked all access to earning money and scream "loser" at me perpetually especially after they torture more ideas out of me--so steven spielberg can glow with the same greasy hormone high that ugly trash shitalina has been doing for over 15 years of using my ideas as her concepts and starring with the english nazi crown funding all top money into every production slated for oscars and other awards--me getting nothing but MURDER MUTILATION RAPE TORTURE TO DEATH--as you all continue to do nothing not a fucking goddamn thing. The country is in such a bad shape as a result but still you must let this group continue to the entire ruin of america--//who has spent 15 years laughing as the teams of filth had me poisoned into a huge, deformed and mutilated shape with poison hardening into my spine. Laughing mocking my body and having me raped as I wrote daily that the rape was pounding the poison as deeply into my body as possible ugly shitalina kept going. Endlessly they are awarded by this filth stench controlling the whorewood-congress expanse of selfish sick fucks posturing in every endeavor of righteousness scripted bullshit which they crank out at every possible photo-op as well as the stench out of whorewood. Every politiican if I watch the bs blathering crap they also hack onto my youtube rushes to abuse and capitalize on this contract and they latch on FOREVER

  I continue, non-stop, to spray cleaning fluid on the scant pieces of clothing I wear while shitting out this poison and urinating stinking...