Monday, December 19, 2022

A continuation of my last post--my body stinking from putrid substances inserted deeply into my vagina and bladder. Yes, this is explicit but it's not me it's all from this group of stinking evil foul filth you all celebrate as your heroic champions of culture and politics. It is stinking--this is what the old men of this group have been doing for years--it was deniro and pesce for years making obscene disgusting comments with hate for HOURS every day WHILE having my body inserted into my vagina with foul semen, fungus and sewage water. Then it was greasy and dirty ugly Lindsey Graham--most foul and putrid and thusly his attacks were an echo of his filthy interior landscape. Then and now there's ballet cesspool of hate, abuse and filth Baryshnikov who by now is this parasitic sponge of filth and ugliness forced upon me. I began screaming at him and punching him to get off me and haven't stopped hissing insults at him in a dire need to stop his rape and abuse--I caved in because I was dying from poisoning--this happened last month after two months of writing about his violence and gang stalking maneuvers with his Russian apes here in Phuket (Thailand is now infested with wealthy Russians fleeing the war--all imbued with Soviet Stalinist death squad mentality so they are fully trained, as B-kov is with these hate tactics).

I have not minced words in my last two posts about the atrocious acts of deformity and sleaze imposed upon me because technology forces me to be teleported to people who can bring out their inner demons and pornographic violent fantasies. They are usually done in front of a camera and/or audience. I am asleep in one location and my body is teleported/split in twain but two separate forms somehow loosely inter-connected via quantum entanglement are merged in this experience. The depravity of the misuse of this tech is beyond reckoning and the lowering of all standards should alarm some, but still no one is concerned. Is it because as victim for years and years of daily and nightly torture, drugging and poisoning the negative connotation of the "bad woman" who "deserves" torture, punishment and slow death means that she/I am too dumb to actually tell the truth, relate reality and that none of you can take my hacked and drugged hysterical writings, always hacked, redacted and revised to discredit me while the keyboard and brain-altering mind control tech is thwarting cognitive and motor skills--blame the victim, as usual, it's the usual regression therapy for group psychosis to adhere to in order to cast blame upon the victim. 

On a sort of tangent thought--Gloria Steinem is protecting perpetrator/rapist enabler Heard now, and claiming she is a victim of systematic misogynist rape culture and etc. My mother knows Gloria Steinem. My mother is pictured in photos with her arm around Ms. Steinem. I have reserved doubts as to the innocence of Ms. Steinem NOT knowing about my situation. As a member of the group labeled as "Jew" (who now dyes her hair blonde) it is TYPICAL that she is supporting the blonde Nazi female and utterly ignoring my endless pleas for help and support. Everyone is ignoring my endless messages, posts but so many come to attack me who are in lead, media and political positions which means a hell of a lot of expletives know and are aware and through the pipeline---and oh yes, also include Ms. Fonda in that equation. It's never-ending this discrimination--from Jews, from feminists, from blacks, from latinos, from liberals to every minority possible. I am subjected to hearing a baby cry every morning when I walk out onto my patio--they have 100% 24/7 surveillance of my movement in this room where I am tortured, mutilated and pounded with hate subliminal messages 24/7--non-stop. The baby crying stops after I walk away--and it begins once I just walk to the entrance of the sliding doors. The demand for me to have a "baby" so some putrid rape murdering sleazy whore bigot and his filthy stupid whore Nazi wife can obtain more and more and more and more and more awards and deals, because obviously there is a huge, huge huge award and prize for forcing this out of me. 

I can only think of one song that exemplifies in the tiniest aspect the loathing and contempt and disdain --putting it mildly--for that concept. Rammstein has also pasted a lot of their videos on my YouTube page shortly after I posted something on my Facebook page--this is not to try to draw your attempts to get any contract out of also exploiting me, oh Rammstein I just feel an affinity for this song which has a double-meaning in German--"du hast"=you have but phonetically "du hasst" means "you hate". read the lyrics and you can ascertain the rest, if you care to. 

I wish them death and would rather kill them and get away with it than have any fu88ing baby with one of these pieces of shit and crap--along with their filth wives and children and friends.

If you continue to read my descriptions, whether drug-induced, hysterical or not, the few years I wrote in decent language writing in calm reserve about torture that was met by seeing the rapists being put on media pedestals, Obama never stopping the violence, more celebrity shit joining in, more of their crap children participating, more celebrities joining in, then since Biden after Trump it's a non-stop barrage of politicians in Congress and in the House--


The "You HATE" song--(it's not MY hate)

You

You Hate

 You Hate

You Hate me

YOu have asked me

if I will marry you and love you forever

NEIN

NEIN

mother fucker NO


how I wish I could emphasize the NO with the death upon these filth pig whores I would really like to impound the profundity of my wrath. 


So please, please release me from this curse my desperate parents sold me into prior to birth--a Nazi progrom for controlling the Jews of America--my grandmother who really sold my family into this wealth-obtaining contract (as she is half-Nazi and half-Jewish--or was, her legacy of shit lingers to this day upon me, a curse that I am struggling with all my life to entangle myself from that the US Government has fully supported, this fascist Nazi silent technological and death squad overtake of the society and government/media and every layer inbetween).

Get these crap performing scumbag celebrities off me permanently--let me live in peace. I have worked to have my own mind, I have always worked to have a future career. I can barely write anything much less creative. I think I should not be endlessly excluded from attainment of American fortune and independent success without some fascist Nazi filthy pig ape "controlling" me so I can't get out of the boxes of stereotypes that the bigot Nazi depend upon to claim their false superiority. Let me achieve my own level of success without being poisoned, drugged, raped, attacked, discriminated against in a covert but government operation for social engineering for the 4th Reich partnership with fascist Nazi Europigapeland and Russia included (and former Soviet Bloc countries). Of course, there is also the Asian groups associated and the expansion of the Nazi/Mafia empire into this now global conglomerate operation....


NO, the answer has always been NO. NO. YOU HATE. YOU HATE. YOU HATE Me. You have asked me to love you forever. NO. NO. (read the lyrics in German--and understand that "du hast" also is pronounced "Du hasst" which means you hate YOU HATE. (2nd person singular for hass=hate).


"Rammstain--Du Hast (Official Video)". Rammstein Official. July 31, 2015.


 


Why must I resort to a German Hard-core band from Berlin to epitomize this Nazi contract out upon me. What I write, scream and spew into these internet posts, which are partially stolen by the filth whores of the pig rapist men to claim they are "feminists"--the ideas are encapsulated in this video--so well. How could the Germans understand this Nazi methodology so well if it were not common FACT in German artistic circles? Why is it so well displayed with a depth of artistry that the Americans in Whorewood completely silence and ignore and claim I am "crazy" for spewing as I fight to get one filthy parasitic rapist after the next off me--who teleport me while I am in the shower to rape me using teleportation when my defenses are weak--or sleeping (their favorite) or their very favorite when I am in sickness inertia unable to move from detoxing for TWELVE YEARS the poison they keep putting in my body (doing detoxes--Master Cleanse 10-day fasts for at least 3 years and my body still bulging from poisons blocking my digestion---they all claim I am lying that I have been drugged and call me "bitch" for stating the reality). But, so far, perhaps only the French could put it more clearly but the parasitic abuse of women in this video--so revealing. When I write they call me hate names and silence and torture me for expressing what I cannot write under the duress of mind control tech and blockage of my motor skills, keyboard malware hacking and revisions until I can only write a few paragraphs at most--only once a day--I always feel like I am sick and dizzy when I physically stand up after fighting and struggling to write these posts. But I must resort once more to Rammstein. I am certain the sleazy and hateful misogynist S&M French, well versed in torture to obtain passionate response from women who are tortured nearly to death--or sometimes to death--the formula they use to justify that women only really want to be beaten and abused--. The men who feed off them make them old and bitter. The men feed off violating and raping and feeding off. The Nazi women love this contract out on me because their foul and lecherous selfish pig ape men need women (like me) vulnerable and helpless to feed off in every way possible. The bigot filth women laugh and giggle and clap and applaud they feel superior and exonerated. filthalina and the French women and daughter around sleazy and violent Depp and Heard who thought she was exonerated from the violence when she also laughed as he dumped his disgusting violence upon me---(then upon her). I am still ignored she has gotten at the very least global recognition for the ideas I wrote for the 2 years of their mutual gain out of the promotions for beating and raping, poisoning and drugging (to death) and killing animals stealing my cat making my home stinking and filthy every day and abusing me slowly to death---. And it never ends. The contract to force a baby out of me (although pig pitt and filthalina had part of my uterus severed out and then began inserting poisons into my bladder which of course could have been or still is killing me). Etc etc. To this day it is never stopped but kept as a State-guarded secret, protected and a vehicle for promotion of foul and disgusting filth pig apes. 

Mein Herz Brennt=My Heart Burns

"Rammstein--Mein Herz Brennt (Official Video)". 
Rammstein Official. May 31, 2015.




I have been drugged internally and then nearly raped in teleportation--I had to run for my life in a parking lot--that was the skit I had to endure--some ugly huge white piece of trashy man (American I assume) was breaking into my sleeping area--I had to flee through another door as he chased me. That was the teleportation skit I was undergoing while teleported, so my body was physically split in quantum entanglement as the more solid body form, my prime form, was sleeping here in Phuket. While that body was inert and unconscious due to my consciousness being teleported to this rape and torture location, so I could not feel the objects penetrating into my body--it was being simultaneously done--rape threat and insertion of stinking sewage water and mind control drugs to induce hysteria as has happened this morning.

it's from a decade of torture. Pig pitt threatened to kill me yesterday because Senator Cruz also joined in with yelling at me and threatening and lying and handing a dangling bs carrot in front of me--he would help me, he promised, with protection but--how would you like Texas? What do you think of Texas, he inquired? Meaning of course I should be his slave promotional stepping stone by being under his "protection" if I just moved out to Texas--


meaning of course all lies and all entrapment, from the lawyer-turned-senator. Protector of Trump, ally to the Nazi filth from whorewood--and the stinking murder attacks continue to be inserted into my bladder through my vagina so my body reeks and stinks--it keeps eeking out of my bladder so my body stinks from my orifice constantly. That stink stopped once I was giving that ugly dirty man Baryishnikov blow jobs with loving passion out of fear for my life--the stink stopped out of my vagina and now it has resumed now that I am fighting and wishing him death and trying to get this grasping parasite off me--oh the contracts, the endless free deals this pig ape an dhis filthy ugly blonde family will obtain from endlessly latching on to abusing and insulting and poisoning and raping and then partnering with the peopole who tortured and poisoned me for years--who I have been fighting to get off me since they began--yelling in hate to get off me since 2012


I forgot to mention BOYCOTT ROLLING STONE magazine as the English contingent of fascist Nazism extends to Mick Jagger but very much to that ugly partner of his---Keith Richards--good buddies with the stinking dirty foul Depp family--when Keith Richards asked me why I was fighting and not welcoming them to exploit me like all the rest, I responded that it was because I want "America to retain it's sovereignty" to which, dirty and stupid ape Richards then had me teleported to being on the ground level as he stood over me nearly smashing a car door into my head. I was polite when I said this, it was said in a calm way, I was not insulting that ugly dirty foul stupid fascist Nazi fake "liberal" black -muskc rip-off scumbag--

boycott that filth as well. They are also English imperialists who have fully participated in this hate crime against me with endlessly aspiring to be Europigape arosticrat fascist nazi filthalina with stupid dumb violent and rotten pig pitt alongside her.

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So, of course, Cruz did nothing but allow it all to continue, just like Raskin, Hillary Clinton, Trump (who increased fascism into the US almost exponentially in the past few years), then Kinzinger deriding me for making any derogatory comments about "Germans" (meaning Nazis, which is what the major component of German culture truly is--and I have lived in Germany, I know Kinzinger has been in the military but soldiers stations in barracks have a different sugar-coated welcome from the Germans who are very keen to beguile black soldiers in particular--which is how you get black Nazis by the way like Oprah and et al--they don't have to go to Germany the same formula for mind control is just brought to america through their obsession with Europigape fascist fashion regalia).


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So I have been badly poisoned again, with stinking substances inserted into my vagina and then deeply poisoning me into my bladder. Urinating it out, it stinks. Every day. When I give blow jobs on my knees under sleep teleportation, as pigs like Baryishnikov slap my face and the group of shit celebrities watches on smiling and giggling (the blonde nazi pig ape whores especially, the men glaring because I can't stand them but they are not as brutal as Baryishnikov, who is training them on how to be so brutal that only the choice between life and death remains for the rape victim being teleported--which is why stupid dumb wanna be aristocrat Nazi pig pitt has been constantly threatening me with murder and he's so fully awarded year after year by the Europigape-controlled media--not by Jews, by the way).

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Is there any justice, any decency, anything but stupidity and sickness out there? Can't you goddamn fucking people ever do anything to stop this sickness from endlessly being pumped into my body and property and life with all made stinking and broken as the Nazi pigs tell me endlessly they are so "superior" because they hav e groups of oppressed minorities willing to perform every stinking act of sabotage so they are not oppressed into the same position as I am? 

Or whatever, greed and sleazy selfishness is the main operational principle of these shithead pig apes you all adore and let go on and on.


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Terrorist, through-wall mechanical arm mutilation report: bald spots covering most of my head once again because for the past month, and for the last 2 weeks almost every day I am unable to spend the back muscle strength (gone from poisons ripping out of my spine, literally at the most critical bone structure level of internal tissue--due to years of struggling to remove hard as rock poison from chemicals poured and injected and pumped into my body so it would seep into the interior of my body. the same filth celebrities are there to have my body ravaged with mechanical arms while I lay in utter exhaustion deep healing sleep too sick to move, just laying down to sleep like 99.9 % of all human beings are able to do without fear of mechanical arms or people rushing to destroy their body due to MICROCHIP BRAIN IMPLANTS forcing me into non-sensation unconscious mode. they can cut parts of my body out it is as effective as neurological anesthesia for the most severe of surgery. They have severed out part of my uterus while I have been in that state; fractured vertebrae and have sliced under my nails every single night for over 17 years (I am almost unable to block this despite years of struggling to put blood-flow constriction layers around my hands and wrists to stop this I cannot block this attack 90% of the time. but I was too sick to do more than simply lay down in utter sickness and sleep, during the day into the night all night then the next day just collapsing while tom hardy spent hours insulting abusing yelling death threats quietly making endless extreme violent murder threats all day--I could only put on a soft cap over my head which they just lifted up and doused stinking grease into my hair and then hair follicle destroying chemicals. the hair texture is extremely damaged and most of the hair I spent over one year fighting to regrow (most will not regrow I could not figure out how to prevent home break-ins and then how to protect my head from the creeps ordering the scum to incise into my gum tissue and pour hair damaging chemicals plus stinking grease; when the ape rapists had ability to break into my room they would put my spine and hips out of alignment and pour semen and stinking sewage water into my body into my hair; steal my money spray filth on my clothing and destroy every pair of shoes so the heels were worn down at a 45-degree angle and the shoe soles coming apart so I was always walking on crooked shoe soles--to augment the crooked spine and fractures they also committed against my body in this perpetual nightly comatose state. ///So I slept and was teleported I could not diminish the sick and stupid sleazy death hate death energy skits that shitalina and her crew of europigape scum trash low-level parasites from the "upper crust" of English society, bringing in a lout like tom hardy to inflict his miserable hate and racist violence upon me undoubtedly he is a nazi in some organization and fully under the myth that being a white english males makes him superior to me in all respects but does not stop in extracting ideas out of me because he, like most of the english, exist in their mental boxes of regulated conformity to their hierarchical assumption to supremacy and so must everybody else if they can achieve this--using mind control that is one of their goals. //My hair which, before I was too ill to leave my body so exposed last month, it had grown back a great deal but they have literally used hair follicle remover technology to yank the hair follicles out using hair laser removal tools--I believe my scalp was dotted with bumps from the hair follicles having been literally removed while I was unconscious and unable to defend myself; that was about 3 years ago after a german sick fuck rapist pig ape used pornographic hate rape upon me, which shitnegger the austrian sick fuck nazi governor of california had fully sanctioned (this was the first year of biden, actually so it was years ago time is so repetitive with one rotten white trash shit ape pig from europigapeland after the next inflicting hate and pornographic violence upon me. I tried to fend him off, this German sick fuck all the pigs of this group surrounded with applause and a huge tour for him around europe ensued instantly after he began violently raping me (that is the standard reaction for all the shit rapist scum who attack me in this hate technoterror system). I began after weeks of saying get off me and stop then finally calling him a pig and get his greasy pig meat off me and etc and they then had most of my hair pulled out while in deep sleep mode every day hair falling out--it is now mostly gone once more. Taking a shower my head is almost bald again hair falling out the texture of my hair completely damaged from 2 weeks of being too ill to do more than fall into sick sleep from poisons ripping out of my spine and back and rib cage and then an accident because in this most vulnerable state tom hardy went on and on never ending death threats while my entire spine was in this state of extreme vulnerability of the stability of spinal structure and muscle strength---in a way none of you can understand I am certain (and none of you care all I have done is write to get this oaf sick fuck off me for the past 7 months of near death being abused so badly my hair has turned grey and now he had my hair damaged and sprayed stinking filth not only onto my hair and clothing but around the area I was sleeping into my shoes so I would wake up with inutterable stinking foul stench that does not come out of fabric without great exertion and multiple cleanings for days---from hardy who spent no minute exploiting this most serious vulnerability for the shitalina stupidity must have this contract because that ugly sick trash filth going back to her sleazy posturing stupid movies that never won much notice on the level of Oscars and suddenly MY IDEAS bringing dirtynazi shit skank after shit like pig pitt and shitalina and dumb whorren mirrage and the entire english cartel to the oscars and the vicious violence to obtain permission to prove what violent life fuck genocidal nazis they are by endlessly stealing all they can from me destroying the rest and mutilating my body without end--they can't achieve anything without doing this to me it would seem because of the endless 2 years of extreme violence endlessly inflicted upon me in a surge of violence once they all realized that rump was going to return and he was still in control. The demo-rats rushed to join in until the very last moment when the repug shit took over bringing endlessly crocket into this contract always violently abusive towards me at least verbally for her endless 'rising star" promotions in the media. Political entertainment she is, american truly yearns only for this apparently. And so, most of my hair is now completely ruined. I still have a dangerous amount of poison in my body and eventually if I ever can heal from endless life destroying life energy sucking tom hardy and his english shit filth bucket crew of wealthy"aristocrats" plus the never-ending stupid filthy vileness of shitalina and dirty nasty pig ape pitt endlessly clutching onto destroying my body and life for their sleazy sick endless oscars and awards--both of them having stolen ideas from my former creative writing (I only write about this situation now) and going to the oscars obtaining millions of dollars in the process and then having my sub sub poverty disability cut off because they must have this contract. Using dirty sick sleazy shit stupid hardy to abuse me without end and his nasty dirty wife they are a team of hate and english bigotry a la nazi national front england--violent hooligan extremely bigoted racist and violent. americans really want him to move into america and take over for more nazi training and otherwise nobody does anything to stop this or him from doing just that and the rest of the truly dirty nasty life fuck genocidal english shit you all worship claming you are "part english" and therefore they are welcome to come in and take over fuck everything up--they put musk into power none of you ever stopped him and when I wrote about what he really has proven to be, you just ignored me. Now keep on ignoring me when I write that shit like this group from whorewood is a life lfuck disaster for america keep on doing nothing as i wrote for years "keep doing nothing and see what you will get" from this group NOW you are seeing and STILL YOU DO NOTHING.

  Not that any of you care, it's my "problem" I did something to deserve it, you all say, and it will never happen to precious...