Monday, December 19, 2022

A continuation of my last post--my body stinking from putrid substances inserted deeply into my vagina and bladder. Yes, this is explicit but it's not me it's all from this group of stinking evil foul filth you all celebrate as your heroic champions of culture and politics. It is stinking--this is what the old men of this group have been doing for years--it was deniro and pesce for years making obscene disgusting comments with hate for HOURS every day WHILE having my body inserted into my vagina with foul semen, fungus and sewage water. Then it was greasy and dirty ugly Lindsey Graham--most foul and putrid and thusly his attacks were an echo of his filthy interior landscape. Then and now there's ballet cesspool of hate, abuse and filth Baryshnikov who by now is this parasitic sponge of filth and ugliness forced upon me. I began screaming at him and punching him to get off me and haven't stopped hissing insults at him in a dire need to stop his rape and abuse--I caved in because I was dying from poisoning--this happened last month after two months of writing about his violence and gang stalking maneuvers with his Russian apes here in Phuket (Thailand is now infested with wealthy Russians fleeing the war--all imbued with Soviet Stalinist death squad mentality so they are fully trained, as B-kov is with these hate tactics).

I have not minced words in my last two posts about the atrocious acts of deformity and sleaze imposed upon me because technology forces me to be teleported to people who can bring out their inner demons and pornographic violent fantasies. They are usually done in front of a camera and/or audience. I am asleep in one location and my body is teleported/split in twain but two separate forms somehow loosely inter-connected via quantum entanglement are merged in this experience. The depravity of the misuse of this tech is beyond reckoning and the lowering of all standards should alarm some, but still no one is concerned. Is it because as victim for years and years of daily and nightly torture, drugging and poisoning the negative connotation of the "bad woman" who "deserves" torture, punishment and slow death means that she/I am too dumb to actually tell the truth, relate reality and that none of you can take my hacked and drugged hysterical writings, always hacked, redacted and revised to discredit me while the keyboard and brain-altering mind control tech is thwarting cognitive and motor skills--blame the victim, as usual, it's the usual regression therapy for group psychosis to adhere to in order to cast blame upon the victim. 

On a sort of tangent thought--Gloria Steinem is protecting perpetrator/rapist enabler Heard now, and claiming she is a victim of systematic misogynist rape culture and etc. My mother knows Gloria Steinem. My mother is pictured in photos with her arm around Ms. Steinem. I have reserved doubts as to the innocence of Ms. Steinem NOT knowing about my situation. As a member of the group labeled as "Jew" (who now dyes her hair blonde) it is TYPICAL that she is supporting the blonde Nazi female and utterly ignoring my endless pleas for help and support. Everyone is ignoring my endless messages, posts but so many come to attack me who are in lead, media and political positions which means a hell of a lot of expletives know and are aware and through the pipeline---and oh yes, also include Ms. Fonda in that equation. It's never-ending this discrimination--from Jews, from feminists, from blacks, from latinos, from liberals to every minority possible. I am subjected to hearing a baby cry every morning when I walk out onto my patio--they have 100% 24/7 surveillance of my movement in this room where I am tortured, mutilated and pounded with hate subliminal messages 24/7--non-stop. The baby crying stops after I walk away--and it begins once I just walk to the entrance of the sliding doors. The demand for me to have a "baby" so some putrid rape murdering sleazy whore bigot and his filthy stupid whore Nazi wife can obtain more and more and more and more and more awards and deals, because obviously there is a huge, huge huge award and prize for forcing this out of me. 

I can only think of one song that exemplifies in the tiniest aspect the loathing and contempt and disdain --putting it mildly--for that concept. Rammstein has also pasted a lot of their videos on my YouTube page shortly after I posted something on my Facebook page--this is not to try to draw your attempts to get any contract out of also exploiting me, oh Rammstein I just feel an affinity for this song which has a double-meaning in German--"du hast"=you have but phonetically "du hasst" means "you hate". read the lyrics and you can ascertain the rest, if you care to. 

I wish them death and would rather kill them and get away with it than have any fu88ing baby with one of these pieces of shit and crap--along with their filth wives and children and friends.

If you continue to read my descriptions, whether drug-induced, hysterical or not, the few years I wrote in decent language writing in calm reserve about torture that was met by seeing the rapists being put on media pedestals, Obama never stopping the violence, more celebrity shit joining in, more of their crap children participating, more celebrities joining in, then since Biden after Trump it's a non-stop barrage of politicians in Congress and in the House--


The "You HATE" song--(it's not MY hate)

You

You Hate

 You Hate

You Hate me

YOu have asked me

if I will marry you and love you forever

NEIN

NEIN

mother fucker NO


how I wish I could emphasize the NO with the death upon these filth pig whores I would really like to impound the profundity of my wrath. 


So please, please release me from this curse my desperate parents sold me into prior to birth--a Nazi progrom for controlling the Jews of America--my grandmother who really sold my family into this wealth-obtaining contract (as she is half-Nazi and half-Jewish--or was, her legacy of shit lingers to this day upon me, a curse that I am struggling with all my life to entangle myself from that the US Government has fully supported, this fascist Nazi silent technological and death squad overtake of the society and government/media and every layer inbetween).

Get these crap performing scumbag celebrities off me permanently--let me live in peace. I have worked to have my own mind, I have always worked to have a future career. I can barely write anything much less creative. I think I should not be endlessly excluded from attainment of American fortune and independent success without some fascist Nazi filthy pig ape "controlling" me so I can't get out of the boxes of stereotypes that the bigot Nazi depend upon to claim their false superiority. Let me achieve my own level of success without being poisoned, drugged, raped, attacked, discriminated against in a covert but government operation for social engineering for the 4th Reich partnership with fascist Nazi Europigapeland and Russia included (and former Soviet Bloc countries). Of course, there is also the Asian groups associated and the expansion of the Nazi/Mafia empire into this now global conglomerate operation....


NO, the answer has always been NO. NO. YOU HATE. YOU HATE. YOU HATE Me. You have asked me to love you forever. NO. NO. (read the lyrics in German--and understand that "du hast" also is pronounced "Du hasst" which means you hate YOU HATE. (2nd person singular for hass=hate).


"Rammstain--Du Hast (Official Video)". Rammstein Official. July 31, 2015.


 


Why must I resort to a German Hard-core band from Berlin to epitomize this Nazi contract out upon me. What I write, scream and spew into these internet posts, which are partially stolen by the filth whores of the pig rapist men to claim they are "feminists"--the ideas are encapsulated in this video--so well. How could the Germans understand this Nazi methodology so well if it were not common FACT in German artistic circles? Why is it so well displayed with a depth of artistry that the Americans in Whorewood completely silence and ignore and claim I am "crazy" for spewing as I fight to get one filthy parasitic rapist after the next off me--who teleport me while I am in the shower to rape me using teleportation when my defenses are weak--or sleeping (their favorite) or their very favorite when I am in sickness inertia unable to move from detoxing for TWELVE YEARS the poison they keep putting in my body (doing detoxes--Master Cleanse 10-day fasts for at least 3 years and my body still bulging from poisons blocking my digestion---they all claim I am lying that I have been drugged and call me "bitch" for stating the reality). But, so far, perhaps only the French could put it more clearly but the parasitic abuse of women in this video--so revealing. When I write they call me hate names and silence and torture me for expressing what I cannot write under the duress of mind control tech and blockage of my motor skills, keyboard malware hacking and revisions until I can only write a few paragraphs at most--only once a day--I always feel like I am sick and dizzy when I physically stand up after fighting and struggling to write these posts. But I must resort once more to Rammstein. I am certain the sleazy and hateful misogynist S&M French, well versed in torture to obtain passionate response from women who are tortured nearly to death--or sometimes to death--the formula they use to justify that women only really want to be beaten and abused--. The men who feed off them make them old and bitter. The men feed off violating and raping and feeding off. The Nazi women love this contract out on me because their foul and lecherous selfish pig ape men need women (like me) vulnerable and helpless to feed off in every way possible. The bigot filth women laugh and giggle and clap and applaud they feel superior and exonerated. filthalina and the French women and daughter around sleazy and violent Depp and Heard who thought she was exonerated from the violence when she also laughed as he dumped his disgusting violence upon me---(then upon her). I am still ignored she has gotten at the very least global recognition for the ideas I wrote for the 2 years of their mutual gain out of the promotions for beating and raping, poisoning and drugging (to death) and killing animals stealing my cat making my home stinking and filthy every day and abusing me slowly to death---. And it never ends. The contract to force a baby out of me (although pig pitt and filthalina had part of my uterus severed out and then began inserting poisons into my bladder which of course could have been or still is killing me). Etc etc. To this day it is never stopped but kept as a State-guarded secret, protected and a vehicle for promotion of foul and disgusting filth pig apes. 

Mein Herz Brennt=My Heart Burns

"Rammstein--Mein Herz Brennt (Official Video)". 
Rammstein Official. May 31, 2015.




I have been drugged internally and then nearly raped in teleportation--I had to run for my life in a parking lot--that was the skit I had to endure--some ugly huge white piece of trashy man (American I assume) was breaking into my sleeping area--I had to flee through another door as he chased me. That was the teleportation skit I was undergoing while teleported, so my body was physically split in quantum entanglement as the more solid body form, my prime form, was sleeping here in Phuket. While that body was inert and unconscious due to my consciousness being teleported to this rape and torture location, so I could not feel the objects penetrating into my body--it was being simultaneously done--rape threat and insertion of stinking sewage water and mind control drugs to induce hysteria as has happened this morning.

it's from a decade of torture. Pig pitt threatened to kill me yesterday because Senator Cruz also joined in with yelling at me and threatening and lying and handing a dangling bs carrot in front of me--he would help me, he promised, with protection but--how would you like Texas? What do you think of Texas, he inquired? Meaning of course I should be his slave promotional stepping stone by being under his "protection" if I just moved out to Texas--


meaning of course all lies and all entrapment, from the lawyer-turned-senator. Protector of Trump, ally to the Nazi filth from whorewood--and the stinking murder attacks continue to be inserted into my bladder through my vagina so my body reeks and stinks--it keeps eeking out of my bladder so my body stinks from my orifice constantly. That stink stopped once I was giving that ugly dirty man Baryishnikov blow jobs with loving passion out of fear for my life--the stink stopped out of my vagina and now it has resumed now that I am fighting and wishing him death and trying to get this grasping parasite off me--oh the contracts, the endless free deals this pig ape an dhis filthy ugly blonde family will obtain from endlessly latching on to abusing and insulting and poisoning and raping and then partnering with the peopole who tortured and poisoned me for years--who I have been fighting to get off me since they began--yelling in hate to get off me since 2012


I forgot to mention BOYCOTT ROLLING STONE magazine as the English contingent of fascist Nazism extends to Mick Jagger but very much to that ugly partner of his---Keith Richards--good buddies with the stinking dirty foul Depp family--when Keith Richards asked me why I was fighting and not welcoming them to exploit me like all the rest, I responded that it was because I want "America to retain it's sovereignty" to which, dirty and stupid ape Richards then had me teleported to being on the ground level as he stood over me nearly smashing a car door into my head. I was polite when I said this, it was said in a calm way, I was not insulting that ugly dirty foul stupid fascist Nazi fake "liberal" black -muskc rip-off scumbag--

boycott that filth as well. They are also English imperialists who have fully participated in this hate crime against me with endlessly aspiring to be Europigape arosticrat fascist nazi filthalina with stupid dumb violent and rotten pig pitt alongside her.

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So, of course, Cruz did nothing but allow it all to continue, just like Raskin, Hillary Clinton, Trump (who increased fascism into the US almost exponentially in the past few years), then Kinzinger deriding me for making any derogatory comments about "Germans" (meaning Nazis, which is what the major component of German culture truly is--and I have lived in Germany, I know Kinzinger has been in the military but soldiers stations in barracks have a different sugar-coated welcome from the Germans who are very keen to beguile black soldiers in particular--which is how you get black Nazis by the way like Oprah and et al--they don't have to go to Germany the same formula for mind control is just brought to america through their obsession with Europigape fascist fashion regalia).


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So I have been badly poisoned again, with stinking substances inserted into my vagina and then deeply poisoning me into my bladder. Urinating it out, it stinks. Every day. When I give blow jobs on my knees under sleep teleportation, as pigs like Baryishnikov slap my face and the group of shit celebrities watches on smiling and giggling (the blonde nazi pig ape whores especially, the men glaring because I can't stand them but they are not as brutal as Baryishnikov, who is training them on how to be so brutal that only the choice between life and death remains for the rape victim being teleported--which is why stupid dumb wanna be aristocrat Nazi pig pitt has been constantly threatening me with murder and he's so fully awarded year after year by the Europigape-controlled media--not by Jews, by the way).

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Is there any justice, any decency, anything but stupidity and sickness out there? Can't you goddamn fucking people ever do anything to stop this sickness from endlessly being pumped into my body and property and life with all made stinking and broken as the Nazi pigs tell me endlessly they are so "superior" because they hav e groups of oppressed minorities willing to perform every stinking act of sabotage so they are not oppressed into the same position as I am? 

Or whatever, greed and sleazy selfishness is the main operational principle of these shithead pig apes you all adore and let go on and on.


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Perhaps some of you reading this at this point in history do not favor the trump brand of ignoramus, "christian" rapist nazi bigot and prefer the lame and righteous lying hypocritical demo-rat version of the same set of f-u policies for "the american people" whom they all abhor immensely and have no respect for only white nazi euroapepigs are their only aim in society in any regard--the rest are here to service them even as top political representatives--they have bowing and racist blacks working to help nazis in genocide against jews in the front of supporting israel but only as long as it's ordained by the white nazi christian trump factions; otherwise anything not openly white looking nazi is doomed for black vicious vehement hate and rape cheerleader groveling, as jeffries just demonstrated towards me in front of your favorite white nazi democrat pick and the one choosen replacemtn for rump which is newscum the hateful lying nasty dirty filthy scum who trump has appeared with along with the big brass of the repugnant party in using newscu mas their chosen nazi delegation for the continuation of white nazi supremacy. This is not egregious hyperbolic ranting on my part, but the reality of a horrid sad fact which is concealed by theatrics, coaching out of whorewood on the part of newscum and his closeted misogynist hate for women is dumped on me as an easily accessible women not white bnlonde and slated for murder rape and torture and then yelling demanding in a nazi posture lynch mob hands on hips--"who do you think yoiu are?" as I scream rage after weeks of rape and torture he and the german slimei scum and the english filth crap murdeing bigot inflicted on me. All I had done is to move to california my address because trump and his contagion were having my disability cut off in an orchestrated assault on me using their techno-tyrannical "powers' misused, and then applied universally under the sick DOGE committee--a committee that mtg, a filthy lying pedophile rapist enabling filthy creep was a part of as well as the same from crockett--who is the most nasty black nazi out there in congress at the moment--approved of fully by bannon and my writing about her disgusting racist treatment and full screaming fascistically at me with a fuck you who cares about you? attitude with raskin trying as usual to get this contract, insulting demeaning and breaking the law while spewing and spittling out his every admonition for trump for violating the constitution. But this is about newscum who they want to put in power; that would be the openly racist white nazi kkk style trashy senators and trump and all his black-hearted fake christians---so revolting and vile and evil and ugly and sinister it's foul and filthy and newsdum was hands-on-hips in lynch mob posturing after noem came to play "good cop" as I screameds after weeks of beatings and rape because I moved to california, saw then that in july trump was redistriting texas and after the illegal actions he and his team to cut my disability SSI off, I was in anxious peril for my life I wrote to newscum the filth big bird evil creep that I supported his effort at prop 50---in the drugged zone they forced on me, and this was all am ind control drug operation and 16 hours of deadly abuse from tom hardy for about 4 months every day at that point, I wrote in mind control drugged desperation that "maybe you can become president" and this was entirely due to drugging and mind control. They did the same thing to me with kamala harris whom I had never seriously endorsed for this role and it was all forced into my subconscious, after I was under traumatized torture nearly death near death constantly fighting for my life after years and years of the shit from whorewood trying to murder me with poisnoing as all politicians including raskin and crockashit and piglousy all watched on smirking and smug going off being awarded and put into higher position for complying with nazi MURDER schemes. After newsom came at me abusing me and demonstrating abuse and hate at me, I told him in rage about the situation of his "friends" In whorewood I also told him I wished them death arter 15 years of them trying to horrifically kill me---it is natural after 15 years and ongoing rape and torture to death and poisoning to death---he began slapping me bringing on everyone he couuld to violently abuse me the first shit crap he brought on were a latino and black male threatening to kill me--then a team of english crap who had been abusing me he joined in with and in his closeted homosexuality has embraced the filth of beck pig-ham the soccar shithole creep who was calling me bitch as I responded to his insults---and thusly newsom begam calling me this and I finally just screamed at him that he should never be president was incompetent--this began more abuse and more and more until I wrote a message to this german rotten fuck just to divert my attention because this creep plays antifascist music, i wondered if the german entertainment scene was handling the rise of nazism in germany. This pig rat scum rushed to behave exactly like a murderous nazi with dirty trashy shit like sophia loren and dolly parton--newsom there endlessly with the most violent of europigape trash hate pig "men" who raped and raped me. In came after a while nasty noem and dirty rand paul, who at the time was the only repub who was openly verbal about the murders of fishermen in the carribbean (I cannot use the caps key so excuse wrong grammar). Rand paul, the rotten senator used abusing me as his excuse to openly oppose even faintly the trump murders as committed by hegseth, the first maga piece of shit to assault me for hours per day, with his nasty dirty family and then bannon joined inm saying he was going to "crush" me, as dirty shit crock-a-shit crocket joined in yelling and screaming as a fascst black scum ape parasite to do what these white trash shit "men" told me to do--beaming in delight and since then she has been promoted plastic surgery andin every white nazi liberal interview possible---the extent of the nazi control over the democrat rat party is unbelievable and for injsiders it is undeniable. So trashy shit newscum is intolerable he is vile and violent he is even worse then bannon and hegseth absolutel a nasty violent personality bereft of any sensibility except for white male privilege. He demanded after noem allowed me to vent at what sick violence newscum was committing against me as rand paul demanded that I call the german ape rat shit "master" and do what he says (no difference from shitty rotten crockett)( but also, that I submit myself to newscum as a slave to be beaten raped and so this rotten rat piece of shit connected to pig lousy pelosi could become president--so the white nazi trash pig white bigot men and women of the repug party can comfortably have no resistance to their nazi overtake theft and all crime and criminality fully concealed by newscum a most sinister crap filthy creep who postures as a "christian" has a fake smirkiing smile as he lies about all the platitudes he spews out--just as harris had done for her campaign it turned many people off. I spent some time listening to the blather of newscum and all he does is repeat a few sentences for every interview like a parrot bot---so incompetent and criminal sleazy white trash nazi shit---please america stop believing every pithy-sounding used car sales slut---newsome also continuously kept referecing the year I spent working at the lusty lady sex club in san francisco when the city he hails from refused me health care at the san francisco general hospital in the mission district--the terror teams put me in an accident by utilizing the microchip implant system along my spine to make my legs literally pop-up at a 90-dgree angle while i was running to worki and a woman I did not know ran next to me (I was just sort of jogging because my bus was late and I was trying to make the work deadline from the bus stop_) and let me tell you, under mind control when they use this extreme drugging and the brain implant, people "suggest" an idea and under this much drugging trapped in my body under the layers of (at that time it was much softer, the layers of bloating hardening poison, they added a hardening agent when they decided to kill me about 20 years ago) but of course, I had no idea and I only felt what seemed like a kind of hard muscle structure in my body--but I began to sprint next to her as she laughed and said "let's race" ---this mind control puts me into a state of absolute "oh yeah why not? " sort of compliance, especially when they frame the "control" in a funny or happy sort of innocuous way. I was running I saw my legs pop up at a 90-cdegree angle as I ran up a cement sidewalk---I fell on my back--I was finem I had been very athletic with a beautiful body regardless of the poisoning, very athletic all my life. I actually went dancing that night at a christmas party evening for this temp secretary job I was working on california street near chinatown but exclusive a law firm. I returned and was able to do everyhing not in pain--I woke up in excruciating pain, and later realizing they ahd used the microchip implant system to render me unconscious and they fractured my vertebrae and made a metal rod in my spine come loose (scoliosis surgery, dur to the poisons pulling my spine into an s-curve) my family absolutely participated in this and has since rushed to have my disability cut off so they could have me enslaved and continue to profit off this contract--to my death, they don't care don't give a damn ugly sinister and sleazy--with newscum the crap scum creep bringing them in, and being yelled at by republicans to put that piece of rotten shit into power by letting him alep about rape and pass me around and have me tortured to death---threatening my disability cut off as trump had done but much more immature violent and stupid in his premise calling me endlessly some prostitute who must be used to being raped---stupid sick white trash things to say--redneck lynch mob shit that he is. The lusty lady was a feminist operation and the first unionized show in america, the premise had been to force any man disrespecting women to be out--not women must bear abuse by shit like newscum and his teams because of male domination. this club was infiltrated when I had no choice but to do this--not "dancing" but operating in a privat4e booth--I had aloose metal rod in my spine coming out of my back--and that is how I went to germany after 2 more years of the rod coming out---and this german scum whom I met the last day of that 4 years of having lived in germany to get this surgery to remove the rod (by that time not able to sue the sf general hospital for malpractice) but, his friends had my spine further crushed in the lumbar region because I said no to a german scum who used the date rape drugging and offering me a drink and I was so drugged and in this false sexualized heightened susceptibility--the pig rats exploit this and then demand that I remain as their abuse partner because that means they get free deals and promotions undending for it. I said no, they had my spine fractrured and now I am disabled. The pig rat, whenI told him about what I thought he had participated in, had a huge smile on his ugly rat sick sleazy face (this was about 3 weeks ago or 2) and I believe he has had a lot of violence committe4d against me for having fought back against dirty rape date drugging german scum creeps just like him, who exploited this technology and microchip and implant and the endlessly trapped mind control drugs in my body--I fought their abuse and really dehumanizing rape (they brought their friends to rape me while I was drugged into unconsciosuness) I fought back, he is determined to destroy me--the shit and filth of whorewood and newscum are there to get this contract out on me---15 years I have fought them off but this group of shit who have mad emovies and gone to oscars for my ideas they stole out of torture and abusing me---I wrote concepts about women and women's rights--so newscum is constantly caling me so prostitute trash for having worked at an establishment which the nazi white male establishment (and it could be as easily black, latino, asian or jewish) but male abuse and oppression of women as sex abuse objects, a staple of male domination and thusly trashy newsum andhis blonde dirty bigot wife and shit pelosi all demand that he denigrate me for having had to do this to literally survive--my family tried to destroy me while I was that vulnerable and I had to flee them and the country. Now they are converging under trashy trum pand newscum is holding having my disability cut off and (it's already been done, but remains in a pending state) and he's always there with nazi europigape men yelling bitch at me for the questions they have noem pose at me as I describe actual rights for women, but only their blonde nazi women are "dseerving" of decent loving relationships in their opinion otherwise women like me are supposed to be ion their knees sucking up to them as they slap and call me bitch and this has been ongoing from the actual real prostitutes of whorewood and newsom is one of them new scum for the old scum do not put that filth into power he is a republican crap replacement but far more sinister than trump and in that regard because of his fake democrat stance . he is a plantation bigot kkk piece of sleazy filthy shit--he has had horrific stinking filth sprayed on my clothing and around my room into putridity for all these months--all I did was move ot his district to get away from trump and then support his redistricting proposal----he began hitting me for saying no to supporting him when he began instantly to abuse me with hatge, insults and death threats adn then demanding sex and to service him in this contract for president. I can only imagine rotten shit pelosi instructing him to do this, for she came with s-negger the former austrian gov of california threatening to kill me sitting next to him, aftrer I had said no to hi8s sexual exploitatoin and abuse---that was before the 2nd stimulus billl biden passed and pelosi obtained a luxury swimming pool for her wealthy district using the covid relief funds as some side bill--but done for her participation in this hate crime against me proving what a bigot nazi she really is. Jeffries just rushed to use something like "little nappy brown girl whore" at me screaming after I had written a post (4 days ago) about how the democrats are proving to be no opposition so jeffries under the directive of the german "not nazi" rat ape and newscum came to use these racist epithets and then viciously threaten my life, screaming fascistically into my face with ugly evil big bird newscum standing next to the dirty rat german ape scum creep--all performing the act of bigot nazi while the whites sit back watching smug that their minorities are "permitted" to be openly racist like white nazi trash but the white nazi trash remains silently observing from the side after having given the dumb and rotten ineffective and incompetent rotten minority minion instructions on exactly what to say and how and what to do. that is the future of the demorat party at this time.