Wednesday, December 7, 2022

After this most grueling 2 years of waiting for Godot and the Midterm elections and wondering if Democracy, the US Constitution, Gawd and Social Security are going to go Gone With The Wind, and will Nazis begin the next American Holocaust with or without me---for today, I feel like about 100 pounds of pressure has been released because the mix has shifted a bit for Democrat legislation to pass without the usual block(heads) blocking the Bills in the Senate (on the Dem side).

 "The Masque of the Red Death/Animation". Bianca Saybe. December 15, 2014.



Otherwise, I must go to bed and the hate torture begins anew--teleported to creeps doing sick and stupid or sinister psychopath violent nasty things--waking up to people teleporting me to either rape or abuse--my entire day dealing with the poison in my body I never put there and fighting to heal the years of deformation that the celebrities dished out as I fought for my Constitutional Rights that no politician will honor because this is an undocumented crime and thusly they have no one willing to provide evidence and so their fangs come out and their horns are revealed---

for one day I feel I can laugh---the ever-increasing aging from slow death begins in just a few hours when I fall asleep though due to the government never actually having done any damn thing about Democracy or Freedom my entire life but actually adopting fascist Nazism long before #45 ever thought of coming into power.

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The peeps who dished out their misery, violence hate and rape fantasies pornographic sleazy murder fantasies Nazi master race fantasies exploitation and sadism fantasies who fed off torture have all gone off laughing and giggling after their torment of me. I have one single day of feeling like a billion pounds of stress has been released just because the Senate mix has one more Democrat added. Otherwise, the threat of absolute catastrophe and the impending collapse of the US remains and the celebrities who have helped to bring all of this into fruition for their endless harvest of the death empire they are slowly but surely building has fed their keen sharp feeding tubes of sucking out but forcing others to suck them and they are always laughing after the torture they inflict in teleportation upon me. My body completely broken down by now and poisoned nearly to death---disfigured, partially dismembered, my toes broken my vertebrae fractured my hair made chemically damaged every night for years---my body suffused with hard poisons and mind control drugs and they kept stuffing it into my food and into my body--all laughing and partying the meanwhile. They put Trump into power and he almost destroyed the United States entire electoral system. Off they fly to Europ-a-land for the extravagent modeling shows where they are treated to the best by the fascists who want to use them as the corporeal conduits of infiltration into gaining power OVER the US in their fascist Nazi global cartel 4th Reich system. Laughing all the while about how "stupid" Americans are in large part (that is what I have heard endlessly in my travels and years of living in Europe--).

I cannot laugh after this initial "win" for Democrats as all the news anchors sigh a verbal slogan of "relief" that the deniers and the fascist Autocrats have not been elected into power. But the threat remains and all the worst of the criminals who are safe behind secret disguises (which excludes Trump, who was and is only a pawn and probably a mind controlled puppet of the 4th Reich).--they are all laughing and out laughing every day, they laugh even harder when they watch the endless videos of the violently abusive sinister celebrities and politicians gathering in circles around me every day and night to beat, rape and torture me without end, and it never ends. They keep torturing my body with electronic weapons (i.e. tears artificially forced out of my eyes, all day, moist and if I laugh at anything tears pour down my face--every single thing I do is under surveillance--tears pouring out of my eyes is a very horrid torture by now as it went on for hours and every day for hours a few years ago--now it's all day but in random intervals--that is just one of a multitude.)
The f-ing pigs have created endless misery, sickness and poverty for me. They are out laughing and partying I am here fighting endlessly to heal. The government still leaves me to fight for my life and the politicians appear only to get involved to gain some covert promotion or approval from this insidious organization which fully appears more in control over who and what gets passed or elected than all the politicians placed in high position. Trump also was merely "following orders".

Still, the most sinister people responsible for creating the world's problems are all out laughing and partying at this time. I can only laugh for a day and the usual hate and misery inflicted upon me begins anew by the people who dump their filthy nasty s*** upon me in every possible vulnerable state I am in, and they go off partying and laughing afterwards elevated, pumped up on hormones and power, paid and promoted in millions of dollars with no end to the funding for this operation by the people laughing as the planet is crumbling for so many others who really are being killed off as the final plan for the ultimate take-over.

I still have to deal with the next round of corrupt politicians who will get involved to further support the fascist Nazis and mafia criminals attacking me for the next round of election promotions and lead roles in movies and for media coverage and exposure....


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Last few thoughts--a separate post but interconnected to a previous post today---hours of abuse per day I have a lot to expunge from my mind and heart and soul, what is left. Expanding and contracting simultaneously. Imploding from nausiated disgust and the sense of stinking death rot from these filth slime crap things out of whorewood and the corresponding politicians. Expansion realizing how much I have undervalued myself in the past due to being poisoned, stuck and sick always from their thwarting and silencing of my talent, health beauty and expansion of my life so these filth foul parasites can feel expanded. They grow in energy from parasitic life-sucking for sure. The black rancid parsite of Pvalley--the ugly hate of this trio and undoubtedly the white nazi trash male actor who played alongside the ugly yapping sinister black trash creep yelling "ugly loser' at me perpetually with the smirking sneering rat depp filth trash---and the german total crap scumbag family who has been invited to "traumatize" me by every means of "blaming" me for a lifetime of this sinister sick scum ape who tortured and then fractured my spine, obviously a murder attetmpt for his failure and his problems. The ape men who rape and drug me using this system all have serious problems with their lives, emotions and in relationships. They then implode because this tech enables the "instant gratification" scumbags to indulge in their every sense of power by pushing someone else down; instructed in Nazi ideology that they are then the "master race" imbued with instant superiority for having someone drugged, their brain put in a type of vice and the planet can be turned into a slave and master plantation. They indulge in every drunken and orgy whim until they are so unbalanced about their actual real capabilities that somehow something rebounds the impracticality of their overwhelming self-absorption is unrealistic in real-life terms. //This sick filth creep obviously had problems before I was forced into his sphere because my nazi sick family forced him on me so they could endlessly profit off destroying my life. I had won contests I was at the top in many things I endeavored in, this outraged the nazis and they instsructed my completely supplicating family to destroy me "from within" under pretext of "sibling" in-fighting so it was murderous violence poisoning and drugging and the "sibling" mass of black hate got deals, and were invited to parties, etc felt like they were welcomed. They stared with loving submission to the nazis towering in disdainful demanding glares to attack me, which they did and were allowed to compete and win and obtained private lessons for their children, etc and whateve other perks. They still werre declining like arnold shit-stench n9gger and like all the rest, and like this german sick crap family who I last saw in 1993 and really thought I would never see them again, never once wanted to contact them or anything like that. But this black nazi shit who came from P-Valley began by hate and abuse instsantly with no "provocation" from me--only that I had called dirty oprah an aunt jemima under minnd control traum and torture after 2 years--only 2 years compared with 16 or 17 from the depps ongoing without end--none of these ape pigs can achieve much more than what they truly are worthy of and the former free deals for just dumping their sick problems out on me did not elevate them enough to sustain anything but a downward slide into more mediocrity and their own problems, which are many for all of them individually and collectively all they do is swarm to abuse me to dump all their hate and problems out on me, projecting literally everything possible upon me as the blame target. The black shit came, freshly instructed "call her stupid call her bitch call her ugly laugh and giggle with the u gly sick rat depp because you will get your movie and tv show next round with the ellison merger and shitnigger arnold. but tortuer and abuse her to get ideas for your next shit black nazi victim Critical Race theory bullshit tv show. //the ape sick pig fucks kept abusing me until I finally began to yell names at them which I have written earlier---becuase their tv f-ing show is all about women being victimized by white nazi trash men like this german ape fuck they surrounded with love and adoration only because he is a nazi white male and so is the white male in teh cast who is ordering them to abuse me so he can profit off this but remain, as the white nazi trash always does in modern "woke" society, behind the scenes but orchstrating all the racist violence and chaos and then once all fails, as the europigapes have been constructing in america through their dumb mind programmed idiots like trump, shjitnigger his nazi progarmmer instructing him how he can gain but destroy america so f-ing what, all he needs it so be approved of by the euronazis they bring in peter thiele to destroy america with nazi muck out of south africa. Nazis of america onlky want me destroyed and blacks to do the nasty work of genocide for t hem, which is the programmibng I was faced with directly with this prick valley putrescence valley yesaterday leadcing into today. Hate that was murderous, ugly negativity without end. The smirking delight of the ugly plastic surgery skank prostituted filth crap who played a victim of an interracial white/black marriage of domestic violence, e,xactly what I was forced into by my family-a similar plot to this shit actor playing a role she has no comprehension of and would have submitted to the abuse and hujmilation of the white male if she had been forced into this role forced onto me, in real life not fantasy college-level critical race theory writing as this p-valley writer is: pure academic critical race theory expressed in all it's bookworm parameters in scripts that are very much readily available in various stories by other authors or in social studies ecucation. I am not a student of critical race theory per se but I have studied domestic violence and nothing she wrote of had any deviation from what you read in a graduate class on similar topics. //The intersecionality is also available in feminist classes which I also have studied so what she wrote was very common knowlege at higher educational studies, if they are allowed any longer. I had to finally begin to rant and scream about how stupid they are in allowing this system to flourish for their dirty tv show careers. they are literally helping to UTTERLY DESTROY America through this nazi german team with sick shitnigger arnold and his filthy kennedy nazi fuck family systejm urging him to steal and rob on their behalf. the tv shows that filthy dirty stupid arnold, so not an artist, creative content anything just a sleazy filthy rapist white nazi rapist racist nazi bigot with the kenney crime sleaze filth family---his former wife has a very ugly expression opn her power encrusted face is very much a hateful influencer in destroying america and is like so many nazis awash in destroying minority opportunity as part of a general platform. The black nazi shit from this shit tv show came to support them and literal extreme hate aimed at me. The writer glared in absolute murderous hate and rage at me after the 4th hour of me explaining how they are wrong to support this and why--which is the way this group has obtined ideas for all these 17 years of abusing torturing raping beating abusing raping insulting to get me to scream ideas about justice so they make movie shit out of it--funded by multi-milions of English royalty and german nazi and everything for that merger with the naziified ellisons and etc and so, ugly sick dirty nazi arnold obtained another idea out of me so he can produce and profit off it. Not a single penny for me, not even a thank you NEVER a redcuction of abuse and murder for me--slow torture to death continuously shitting out murder poisons every day or being constipated with it, sick and drugged every day to the max so every morning I am in a near delirious state of drugged inability to think and act decisively while htey scream and insult and threaten me into my brain, hours of it beginning the second I wake up--on and on and on. This filthy dirty hate creep is going to turn it into black victims of racism with them starring in it. The filthy depp rancid piece of stinking sick ugly shit will play a white suporter of compassion for black victims of racism, which is what the real originators of racist divide and conquer p lay in both real life and in movies, the roles are interchangable but always they are at the helm of the surrpetitious machincaitons for racist override. Dirty sutpid sick arnold fixates on hacking animal devouring type videos because his view is that--and I insert here--he is not a creative talent, he is a sick rancid

  The hackers as usual froze the entire laptop in the midst of writing the above-- Arnold sick filth-igger is not a creative talent, his tal...