I get deluded with false nostalgia sometimes; and sometimes I am duped by duplicitous terrorists.

 "Li'l Abner (1959) Best Quality". Charles D. August 10, 2022.

(As far as I know) there are no Confederal Statues honoring Confederal Generals or leaders in Champaign, Illinois--the "Land of Lincoln". Just one State up from the Mason-Dixon Line. //IN watching Lil Abner this morning, the actual movie proper and not a clip off of YouTube that I discovered last night, while under the influence of mind control that had been pummeling my brain for hours along with drugging---but the musical piece I postedy yesterday from that movie--that sounds like an economic analysis platform for either party of the U.S. in it's current mode of fiscal near-catastrophe, nearly on the edge of total collapse, the same indictments against leaders applied back in 1959 as are the same mantras repeated by either and/or both parties--I miscalculated the inherent racism of the H-wood industry and assumed that the types of people I grew up around who supported me in Champaign, the white folk--unpretentious but hip and cool anyway--not wealthy, but had enough. Had moral virtue that they spouted which may or may not have been a cultural dictate and nothing they truly clung to in the interior of their real selves. Treated me with kindness and respect. Some made sure that I was treated in a specially kind manner because they understood the hate that was going to be inflicted upon me and they protested it in their own, sweet way (later to be replaced by hostile and deadly types of people of the younger generation).

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What an assumption I had made about this film, yesterday night, placing my own experience into an H-wood movie featuring values that would today be almost grounds for legal action for discriminatory remarks in a film.

At 18 minutes into Lil Abner, I see that this Southern group assembled for a town meeting are proclaiming love and adoration for the Confederate General statue in the middle of the "town" square. The houses I see in this movie resemble the types of dwellings that were dotted all over Phuket when I first arrived here, back in 2002 or 2003--shortly before the Tsunami, maybe a year prior to that event. Now, like America, Phuket has the Nazi Lebensraum architecture of "Bauhaus" which has been a plague upon nature, spreading it's cement beehive structures throughout the land and then throughout the world.

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but Back in the day, honoring the Confederate General with zero people "of color" anywhere to be seen in this movie, really reflects a time when they were considered "invisible".

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I will not get or delve into more false memories of the "beauty" of the people of a State that bordered on a Slave State from the Confederacy, as Illinois was and is.

But I add this amendment to my post on this subject. Still, the clip I posted about politics and economics is as viable as socio-political-economic criticism then as it still is now. The entire movie is worth salvaging if only for these aspects of the film.

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Oops! Now at 19 minutes into the movie, there's a white male dressed as an "Indian" (now "Native American" or "Indigenous"--) wearing a leather outfit and fake feather and etc...so I must not judge the entire film based on 18 minutes worth of depiction of Southern culture which honors the fight against the Yankies by a song-and-dance routine (19 minutes). Apparently the "Indian" is thrilled about honoring the Confederate Cause to have a National Divorce from the "North", according to the implied premise of this movie. There may be some other "minorities" placed in roles in this film--undoubtedly all supporting whatever the song and dance forces them to dance to alongside their Yee-Haw neighbors (just remembering that tv show which had the same type of costumes and giggles and laughs comedy routines). I'm trying not to judge this film as being "racist" but it appears to be absolutely.

Why I wanted to watch this film in the first place is that most of the movies that do appear (free streaming) are usually about trauma, violence, murder, criminality, sleazy sexuality (supposedly "open-minded" if it involves homosexuality). The "comedies" are usually about blonde women with very white men who have happenstance love problems until the happy conclusion. The more "black" the actors, the more violent and sad and traumatizing the plot and script appears to be. I find that one of the most persistent terrorist attacks upon me is for white bigot expletives to begin telling me personal problems or made-up problems just because they want to dump negativity on me. Although H-wood appears to be "diversified" in colors and spectrums of skin and shade, the generalized compartmentalization of defining who gets to enjoy life with light-hearted fun and love as opposed to heavy and misery themes very often continues the color and race divide.

I've been so ill from detox for the last few days of unending sickness that I am staying awake because I'm sick of sleeping due to being sick. Watching Swarm and amazed that it's much better and fascinating and so good that I've watched the episodes in complete disarray. Began with the third episode, then the 5th then the 7th and I'm on the 4th. It's good in that no matter which episode I watch, I'm not really missing out on the storyline as each episode stands alone as a fascinating piece of the overall patchwork of another sex/murder celluloid product, which I am against and sick of seeing as the representation of society. ------ I finally decided to look-up which celebrity this "true" story was based on and saw that it was one of the black Nazis who have assaulted me in protection of a German rapist. I thought that the sleazy and hateful subject matter of a fractured woman seems to be out of the crack in the abyss from which these actors fly out of when the are not in their domesticated wealth luxury grasping conniving plans of monopoly and deferring to white supremacy. ----------- I realize that perhaps many people know this, but a "Beehive" has been alluded to as a symbol of "The Illuminati'" and the organized system of holographic worker bee society. Allusions to the husband of this black nazi making the pyramid and his association with "The Illuminati" have been referenced in "conspiracy theory" videos on YouTube very often. As usual, no mention of the white Nazi supremacist celebrities and their affiliation with "The Illuminati" is made in the same sort of light as the black celebrities. -------------- I can only state that while, as usual with most of the celebrities attacking me, I never once liked one of her songs, nor that of her husband except for that one about the 99 B**tches and a problem is not one--- nothing she has ever done has impressed me, but her former "girl group" song about survival was something I liked when it came out; I liked the group and not her in particular, and only for that song. ------------ I find it not unusual that a morbid show about psychopathic darkness of a spiritual morbidity is associated with this character personality, who claims she has a duel personality spirit living inside her which comes out when she's making her most sexualized stage performances with a violent gyrational twist. I always thought of her as a product of white supremacy cultural indoctrination of blacks into white mainstream society. How much worse she is in real life to that assumption than I had surmised. I also took the cue from one of the very white supremacist terrorists who attacked me on South Beach who claimed she "loved" that bee hive leader of the Illuminati/Nazi organization-and I guessed correctly that if this white supremacist bigot loved that singer, then the singer had to be a comfort to white supremacy in the disguise of being a "strong black woman" making waves for "black women everywhere". ---------- now here is a story of a black women played most wonderfully in a psychopathic "evil" way by an actress who I do think is a better artist than the symbol she is supposed to be a kind of mind-controlled psychopathic serial killer honoring and dedicated to, like a cult leader. The stories are all amazing, the shots, the photography, the sets, the kind of "female" presence is amazing and I felt that this series touched on some aspects of my own life in being an "outcast" (but not in killing people or wanting to kill people) but only in the sense of being on the "fringe" of society and living a kind of life that is "free" of restraints (which is infuriating for the terrorists, that I could adapt to this level of independence--thusly they poisoned me with hardening poison to keep me paralyzed and thus stuck in one place while they torture me). --------- As for Billie Eillish--(not sure if I spelled that correctly) oh how she played a most annoying "spiritual" "white girl" fake parasite feeding off the vulnerability of a target/victim to exploit and try to churn into a brainwashed groupie dedicating her life to the group. I have been invited and then slightly involved in something similar to that white girl "spiritual" domestic scene and I experienced some of the very same atmosphere. I also discovered some of them were equally annoyingly fake and some were racist and some were threatening terrorists from the Nazi organization. As I wrote, I was "invited" there so it was a set-up in the first place. I lived a few blocks away from this house when I had almost no money and they had monthly meetings with food and discussions and it was a meeting ground for artists and musicians --all female. It was very "familiar" to me, and Eillish played the part well. She too, I believe, has been one of the terrorists involved in a more collateral way to this terror contract out on me. But she played her part well, despite not being an actor. I thought she played her role better than many or most of the actual blonde "actors" (female) who sit around jeering and giggling as their husbands and boyfriends and male partners rape and abuse me as they applaud and "love" them for it. =-------------- The show and the other actors is truly done exceptionally well, to my taste of outrageous living on the fringe of society moral story depiction. It's a story about brainwashing and social isolation as well, played in part by those who actually are participating in these types of actions so they can actually brainwash people into becoming zombies dying to live if only to have a kind of contact with them through a mobile phone or laptop screen as a substitute for disappointing human contact. They are helping to usher in mass murder also through their actions, although they would probably shrug in denial or disregard for the consequences of their actions. It's a series of stories befitting the general atmosphere of death and addiction to celluloid and deadly disappointing humans playing these "goddess" and god-like characters. The "goddess" worship cult of white women, like all the characters in other parts of the series, all form a coalition of forces that are deceptive, dark lies wrapped in fantasy projection and based on luring people into providing energy to the "bee hive" of the group feeding process of feeding off the money and loneliness and grasping need of the hungry ghost "fans". The mind control and trauma-based conditioning ensures an endless supply of drones and worker fans supplying $$$ and adulation to the false idols placed on precarious clay bases which ultimately prove to be deadly illusions, creating zombie murdering fans willing to do anything to find an iota of humanity through contact with a hive of other mesmerized worker bees supplying nectar (money) and energy (life force) to dead souls gyrating as icons of life and glam and mystery forces (effete and dead and based on fantasy celluloid manipulation).

 It is very hard/impossible for me to write my thoughts completely due to the attack on my brain as I fight to deal with the hacking attacks--

this black female singer and her husband both used anti-Semitic hate slurs at me using genocidal death language after I tried to get a German white male rapist from beating and raping me in teleportation. I finally had to resort to calling him names and fighting to get him off me. Anytime I referred to his precious Nazi country in realistic terms regrading it's nascent Nazi empire exhibitionism, he punched me (in teleportation). The black "fighting against racism" married couple then used Nazi slogans of killing Jews and sending me to a concentration camp. Since then, as before, they have not stopped "winning" top awards for major awards ceremonies. 

This is so typical for those of the "minority" oppressed groups and I have seen it so often that there is not a year or ceremony that goes by without at least 5 black people and other "minorities" being awarded or featured in photo-ops as being part of the "in" crowd. 

One very hostile and death threatening "Jewish" male just got awarded some honorary title by Time's year list--and like the Forbes lists for most important people, they are those who attack me put into "top" leadership projections for the endless monopoly of this group to propel it's most false promises for the disenfranchised to look up to for hope for their lost sense of reality and selfhood.

They are all such false constructs that the violence inherent in society is depicted in this show Swarm very well. The fractured murder impulse is being indoctrinated into the public by "celebrities" like these symbols upon which Swarm is based.

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Correction, or update to a post I wrote just prior to the Oscars. I wrote that I was nearly hit and probably killed by a grey, flatbed truck speeding at a y-intersection while I had right-of-way and this truck was nowhere to be seen as I approached the intersection. I further wrote that this orchestrated murder attempted was augmented by my visor on my helmet being smeared with grease so I could not see clearly out of the black, tinted plastic covering. The large plastic screw that holds the visor in place was broken by terrorists who performed this act while the helmet was stored under the seat, while I was in a store shopping. Meaning, the terrorists used a key to open the seat "bucket" area and grease up the helmet and then break the screw. The visor kept falling down while I was driving and I could not see, particularly from a peripheral angle. Just at this junction, and I had planned on taking this route and because the terrorists know my plans and where and what I intend to buy, how to get there, etc because of "thought reading" technologies---this was a plot to murder me. I wrote that the truck probably came from around a corner just as I approached the intersection, but in actuality the nearest road on that other half of the Y was too far for me not to have seen it driving towards me, even with the greased-up visor. I recall now that a truck was parked on the road but it appeared to be just parked in front of the little Buddhist alter area that is in this spot in the intersection. It wasn't a parking area, but due to lack of police presence in Phuket, people get away with parking in wrong places in more rural areas as this road is (in the middle of the Chalong area where there is little traffic). The car, I believe equipped with a motor that could accelerate from 0-60 in a few seconds, went from a parked position and within 30 seconds was driving directly into me from this parked position in the road, around 30 yards from the point of impact where I had to brake and use my feet/shoes to stop while the road was also sprinkled with loose gravel (another aspect of attempted traffic accidents or murder, the road is littered with loose debris, sand sprayed with silicone or gravel so stopping on a dime is impossible). This same sort of car jumping into the road from a stationary position to speeding into me has happened before. I know that motors can be equipped with such technology, which is not the normal type of engine installed into cars. These are specialty murder and assassination modified vehicles. The same thing happened to me but I was hit years ago. This was Pitt's and M. Trump's "punishment" for me writing on my Facebook page that I hope Pitt would not be nominated for another Oscar for his endless torture of me, and that there should be justice for this. I was hit and I sustained serious injury, which the terrorists, in my vicinity, inflicted upon me under order by those out of H-wood and in the White House--to increase the damage I sustained from impact of the car accident. They also had tiny assassination cars which, from my sitting position on my Honda motorbike, I could look on the roof of the tiny killer cars from a mere sitting position only about a yard above street level. The cars were one inch from the pavement, and they easily can drive into the wheels and body of a motorbike and slam the driver into the air over the car itself, it's so low to the ground. ------------ That was a day before the Oscars awards were officially designated. I know from years past that probably the actual winners of the awards "know" who is going to win. I believe this was another death threat put to the test by pit because I fought to not get his "boy" playing a lead role in a movie into another Oscars "win" for pit. He did, however, get a movie based on abusing women into the Oscar's "winning" category. the concepts of torturing women are exactly the same as what Pit and his "feminist" wives have been inflicting upon me for at least a decade. --------------- I wanted to add this more factual account of the situation. It's always impossible for me to think and type clearly while fighting to detail the endless drama going on surrounding me, to me, which forces me to write because this is an endless slow death operation that I am fighting constantly to not be subsumed by--to not die from the violence and poisoning and torture combined or forced upon me in situations such as I described here. ---------- the people who have inflicted endless violence upon me--most of my body mutilated and body parts cut out, destroyed, damaged--are out partying as usual and being told they are wonderful by the 4th Reich entertainment programming institution. --------------------- They remain being honored by the H-wood establishment and fully protected by the U.S. Government and it's officious "gatekeepers" of xociety. ----------

Big Brother Adolf forbids you to crack jokes, or be light and happy unless you belong to the white supremacist, preferably blonde "entitled" cultural abyss of violent and sleaze slinging to the rest of the planet for their ugly and sinister take-over plots: on pain of death, AS of late, the very violent and nasty fascist bigots teleporting me are using intimidation and threats to stop me from making jokes while they are abusing me--which I do coming from a family that always cracked jokes at dire situations--not always, but my father's side, coming from a comic H-wood writer's family system--to try to lighten the hate atmosphere they perpetually spew onto my very happy life that they have tainted with their black energetic life-sucking force of technological tyranny.

 "Li'L Abne Original Trailer". Вайнах ЛигаJanuary 23, 2013.

The movies and songs and shows and celluloid and political product they are slinging is of a morbid, usually with murder and sleaze, and sleaze and murder, rape and pornographic, abuse and tyranny versus "good" themes--but morbid, dark and foreboding, not funny and light. A serendipitous discovery of a movie that I formerly would not have even begun to watch has now turned me on to the days when light-hearted political satire and commentary but based on "rural" formulas for what American had been, before all the strip malls and Walmarts and MTV programming sleaze and "be bad" videos profoundly turned Americans into sadistic and pornographic consumers dedicated to killing in the name of pleasure and comfort and then Haute Living as the epitome of all Socio-political American cultural existence they strive for:

I found me a movie I'm a gonna watch--no sleazy murders, no murderous sleaze---
just plan political satire in the form of outdated fashion in the former USA where thought was something that money could not buy (out) for sell-out---even for "rednecks"--in the "sticks"

I'm a-still goin' through the accusations that not being from a European citadel makes me a stupid American instead of someone with potential to think and understand the bs that the "elite" are pumping out---

I think it's time for Lil' Abner to be resurrected because I have never even heard of this comic or Broadway play or movie. I just happened upon it by accident--a fortunate accident. Strolling through the free streaming movie lists of morbid mind control trauma based sleaze/murder programming, corruption and thuggery promotions written by screenwriters and directed by expletives and portrayed by actors of the same moral fiber---

I'm gonna watch this and feel proud of American culture for a small moment, reminiscing about the time when the country was able to pull TOGETHER to question the berserk policies of politics and the elitist puddles of conglomerated wealth---

Now all has been programmed by a holographic endless repetition in the form of quick and easy brain-programming accessibility in the form of quick and easy sleazy and murderous technological programming (your boxes, tubes and electronic brain-implant portals termed "entertainment" devices---often with a "moral" "Righteous" quality intermixed with the subliminal programming to consume, and be devoured and devour and consume--)

Lil Abner even has some excellent choreography, acrobatics and the people have a less-than-sleazy but still aesthetic and even "sexual" quality)--

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"Ludacris Champaign, IL clip". MrEFFDUBB. October 17, 2022.

...and Champaign, Illinois-born Ludacris, comin back from his years of living in the Big Tyme (LA) training, programming the folk on how to get drunk, drive in the fast lane, yelling "b**ch get outta my way" driving over others--etc--how to become "someone important"---watch the audience cheer. I wonder how many of the audience members for this show would fully attack me as gang stalkers? Or would they as opposed to the bigot outright racists of Champaign who would disdain this concert? Would there be a demographic difference between Ludacris "get outta my way b**"" followers following hate protocol, versus the "good Christian" attackers who would have me poisoned and raped to death and put in accidents and attacked without end, I wonder? When I grew up in Champaign, around 1968, 1969, 1970, up until 1975, the "redneck" common folk were polite, gentle and kindly towards me. They not only preached moral virtue but practiced it. If it weren't for these types of people (I refer to the white types) I would not have survived psychologically the terror that the "hip" wanna be "haute" types turned into once "disco" culture and MTV consumed culture into consuming and discarding with hate the rural attire and attitude---

But these types, the kindly white folk in my neighborhood, who helped me, did not participate in the terror afflicting me--they had a gentle and kindly humor alongside their moral stance of doing what is right by human virtue--of not attacking someone without just cause, of protecting society from people creating chaos. A structured sense of good deeds done for people regardless of expectation of promotion or award, only that the reward is that the society remains intact with goodness at the basis of human interaction, following a creed of respecting others on equal basis. That was the stalwart basis which was of course a dream-like aspiration but it was the rational justification for not allowing terrorists to attack me. It didn't always work, and as society began to delve into the disco era and the programming into fast, easy and sleazy consumer upgrade of human beings into consumable consumers--that era of that Illinois culture died along with it. Some of the people who had formerly truly advocated for me mysteriously died and their children became nasty gang stalking terrorists towards me, as if on cue. Maybe I am merely dreaming in a nostalgic sense, but I know this to be the case. Perhaps I was spared because I was a young child instead of a growing, budding female ripe for exploitation? I don't know. I know that once the technology expanded the consciousness to include porn, sleaze and murder depicted for "entertainment" the gang stalking worsened. The more the disco era progressed the more people could only see that unless you looked like all the rows of blonde models portrayed in the media you were "nothing" in terms of "popularity". Maybe I was sheltered from it all being bused to a "black" part of Urbana to undergo "experimental" teaching methodology for advancement into critical thinking capabilities (which the drugging reduced at least 80 percent when the MK ULTRA program became much more vicious and deadly, in the mid-70's).

As I recall, the people who truly kept my life on an even keel with normalcy always had a slight joke to offer when there was a breach of the societal contract that the terrorists tried to inflict upon me. It was humor and a sense of dignified justice and the belief that no one should be pushed down and that society should operate upon the principles of rightness and fairness and that no one is above the law (following in the Patriotic praises these people made about how America is a place where people are "free" to live without tyranny--and they meant it, for me, for themselves and the community. I am not sure how much they meant it for black folk living in poverty in Urbana, however as I lived in Champaign). I was not made aware of the private sayings of the adults when it came to these issues. However, the school I was sent to had advanced instruction for blacks so I think the community at large wanted very much to improve life for all.

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When terrorists moved from Chicago to Champaign to foment the terrorist COINTELPRO agenda, the "big city" terrorists easily and quickly persuaded the "good" white folk to partake in terrorist activity towards me. The truly funny and good people who had formerly sheltered and protected me completely disappeared from life, most of them died within a small window of time. I truly believe that COINTELPRO killed even the truly righteous even of white culture (because they were NOT Nazi white supremacists). The jokes stopped and no one laughed as they completely ignored the terrorism that then swept over the area I lived, and I see it has swept over the country and the planet in one, huge fell of an action as if on a huge technological planned tsunami of hate. No jokes any longer, not allowed. Serious and take the hate and violence without making jokes. That is the threats I am being forced with in teleportation, or it happened two nights ago by the Germans ("heavy" metal musicians, who use "humor" but black in their white supremacist musical "anti-racist" songs and videos). Not so much at all in the private hate technological tyranny of the 4th Reich teleportation torture they have latched onto (perhaps their careers are going down, they need more money, etc). No jokes they threaten me. I think of how the truly light and beautiful people who kept me alive in my childhood always had a small joke in addition to laughing at the perpetrators and abusers who relied upon and now rely upon all law and justice being obfuscated for their take-over plots and schemes.  
They call themselves "important" people, they claim they are "superior" because they have mansions of extreme wealth in the "big city" and in Europigapeland. 

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"Malcolm X--Interview At Berkeley (1963)". Reelblack One. June 12, 2018.

***Post Script: btw, when I refer to "jokes" I mean insulting humor aimed at people physically threatening to kill me, insulting me based on racist and sexist grounds--and while I'm prostate, or drugged up, teleported, and being unjustly accosted like this, I think of jokes about how deranged and stupid the accusers are, how sick and stupid their cliched arguments or lack thereof insinuating the immediate category they impose upon me--whereas I can think of insults about them ad hominem that apply which are highly insulting--their response is knee-jerk threat of violence as their one and only response. They are always in groups of 2 or more (usually more like 10 or more) in these situations, with government, Mafia and Nazi support ranging from hundreds of thousands to millions of "gang stalker" re-inforcements to their every directive to attack me, ie. nearly hitting me with cars perpetually while I am driving as my steering and wheels are remotely blocked by technology--etc. The jokes I make as a salve to the insult and violence these expletives are constantly making into my face while I am sleeping, nascent sleeping, in a teleportated state while waking but partially paralyzed and thus stuck in one room, perpetually, for 2 weeks at a time, as they continuously pummel my brain with "stupid bitch" in loops, I "hear" it hissing constantly, and etc (every time I use a knife they tell me to cut my tongue, they tell me to do disgusting things while I'm in the bathroom-by now I know and understand how the cochlear technology operates and when I "feel" this "urge" i know it's subliminal jack-a$$ types spewing hate into their little microphones which direct the sentences into my cochlear but at a subliminal frequency). I respond with really excellent funny insults back at them, joking or just making light of their hate and ugliness and mostly their stupidity. They want to quash this as much as possible for the maximum effect of silenced misery, part of the trauma-based mind control protocols of destroying a personality and superimposing inferior self-abnegation as a critical component of their hateful white supremacy indoctrination programming through trauma and genocide and torture. **When I say/write that the white people who made "jokes" as they defended me, back in the less-than-haute atmosphere of highly intellectual, morally sound and explorative into advanced concepts of living in a Just society that Champaign was, in theory, presented to me growing up. The "good" white people would make jokes, light and almost whispered but in a very soft way, making fun of the people attacking me. It was a dismissal of the hate and arbitrary injustice that was used to justify discriminatory hate acts upon me. AS I wrote above, these types were literally "gone" and replaced almost immediately when wave of haters from other places (many said they were from Chicago) who took over the previous roles. Those who had been in the roles which protected me were almost instantly vanished and gone forever (probably dead then, and long dead now). I believe, as I wrote above, that this was a part of MK ULTRA's backlash against Civil Rights and all the "alternative" cultures that my family had formerly participated in and was at a pivotal center of in Champaign, from the University of ILlinois with all the student protest culture--my step-father being a literature professor who smoked pot and marched alongside the protestors of the Vietnam War, while being held aloft as a highly regarded professor at the University of Illinois (UIUC). Once the COINTELPRO forces rushed in, circa 1975--the hate backlash was like a plague of locusts coming to kill and devour. That movement has grown almost exponentially ever since. But I still have that ability to make jokes about them, which they want to kill off--as they kill so much off.---I don't consider this activity being "clownish" because it's weakening the seriousness that the criminal fascists are creating about how much they are to be taken seriously. Even if they are now accruing murder technologies that the U.S. government is handing out to psychopaths who become more pronounced psychopaths who are being handed these technologies--and that is no joke. Video below, which popped up on my YouTube channel after I wrote the first part of this post-concerns "Negro" comedians from the Entertainment field who are, in Malcolm X's words, "clowns" and "puppets" of the White man. I think the role of comedy should not be considered a weakening of the utter seriousness of which I write, which is very serious indeed. I joke because I am serious. I can't fight back against forces of multiple people using tech I can't stop with hundreds or millions of people attacking me and all Government allowing and funding these activities. Humor is a weapon, they are trying to disarm me and become only sober and sad and crushed emotionally and psychologically. I would laugh if I could destroy them, trust me, laughter has a role as a serious weapon. 

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Degradation of society and Residues of fascism & Murder out in the "not-woke" South Beach Streets of Ocean Drive--formerly a happy place, safe and fun and vibrant with no violence I ever saw from years of walking that very same strip of Ocean Drive, every night for at least 3 years, back and forth selling cigars.//Again, I stress and reiterate--how violent the Nazi 4th Reich overtake of South Beach has created an atmosphere of crime and violence and sleaze and "elitist" fascist Nazi/Mafia. This NEVER, NEVER, NEVER happened for the YEARS I lived on South Beach, within blocks of this very area, when the "brown and black" "nothing" "trash" people were living and hanging out on South Beach before the white, Europigape and wanna be "elite" white supremacist wanna be "Europigape" Americans--all fascist Nazis supported by Mafia-- with their fascist black and brown minions came to have orgies and "party" on South Beach for a "wild" Spring Break atmosphere.

"Shots fired in Miami Beach". CBS Miami. March 18, 2023.

 

The people (Italian and French Mafia fascist Nazis whose businesses I sold cigars at back when South Beach was artistic, fun and affordable with all kinds of independent venues instead of incorporated franchise disco repetition ad nauseum--who violently assaulted me, drugged and raped and stole my money while I was sleeping; teleported and raped me for years and kept attacking me violently with deadly racist hate first on South Beach, and then with teleportation, everywhere I ran around the world to get away from the hoards of gang stalker thugs working in unison with the thuggery controlling them--The Milon Brothers (Eric and Francis) & Nicola Siervo--all connected to Stallone et al/"Italian-American" Mafia celebrity wanna be aristocrat fascist Nazi Elite  out of Whorewood. All have movies coming out perennially about how much they "care" about fighting racism and sexism and helping society with their scripted movies but posturing in elite fascist Nazi pig-sniffing-the-empty-air poses)-- who tried to murder me, through poisoning, pounding the poison in through non-stop teleportation and rape--and sheer abuse lowering immunity and defense for my body-- after having attempted to poison me to death--and then continuing the poisoning as I fought to heal while abusing me to death on a 24/7 basis for YEARS, then handing the contract over to the expletive group you all worship out of H-wood--and now America has become more violent, America is now a death zone due to the "trickle-down" of the protocol 4th Reich system these same people are being paid in millions and billions of dollars to psychologically instill through their posturing "fashion" "Haute" culture --- because now it's all in the "open" that "woke goes to DIE in Florida"), 

AND THESE same people have contributed and very largely created this death trip tourism atmosphere. I experience it here in Phuket with the Europigapes and the black and brown minions who come on "vacay" in the same way as they bring death and violence with hate submerged, all trying to be "elite" Nazi/Mafia "fashionable" elitists, with hate and violence inculcated into the fabric of the pent-up violence with which they were traumatized into following the Nazi protocols--

The very same people working with the H-wood celebrities who have raped, beaten, poisoned, drugged and tortured me nearly to death, endlessly threatening to kill me, having me hit by cars, me escaping death and fighting for my life due to these technologies that Musk is developing so entire enclaves of 4th Reich fascist Nazis have all this murder capability at their immediate disposal. But back to South Beach--guns blazing, people fleeing in terror. Police sirens. The "hip" South Beach death craze from the murderous white supremacists with their frenzied to be "elite" black Nazis has once more shown it's true visage.

People perpetrating in ever-enlarging groups violently brutalizing one helpless victim, in the guise of being leaders of society and gatekeepers of moral and legal righteousness: I am so sick of these horrific murders by law enforcement----keeping people face-down with hands in handcuffs for lengthy periods of time when they are supposed to put them on their side, allow them to breathe. Kneeling on the backs of these victims of murder--in the name of law enforcement.

 "Irvo Otieno's family reacts to seeing tape of fatal incident: He was treated worse than a dog". CNN. March 17, 2023.

Not just black men. One white male was shot and killed for a sitting protest and as he sat with legs crossed he put his hands up. A volley of bullets hit him by the cops rushing with sirens sounding.

It doesn't matter afterwards if there is evidence of wrong-doing and the cops just get "fired" or, in extreme cases, indicted and charged with homicide (2nd Degree at most extreme)

I feel devastated and sickened by this. The man looked like a beautiful and wonderful person. I am sick of Crump endlessly standing next to tearful mothers crying into cameras about their sons being killed by cops brutally murdering their helpless, innocent sons.

I am sick of law enforcement, politicians and celebrities taking turns also violating my human basic rights as they are doing to these black men who get smashed to death in videos but the problem keeps recurring.

There is a societal problem of violence being unleashed by those in "authority" positions upon the defenseless. This is now endemic in American society.

S**t everywhere, both in-and-out: A graphic, gruesome post about detox I undergo, am now undergoing, from poisons trapped inside a hard shell, turned into black hard poisons similar to an internal shell, with black goo fluids trapped under the hard shell--into my back, inside my internal organs, probably for circa 20-30 years (not for the squeamish when it comes to body fluid detail--not for the fettish crowd either)

 Back in 2011, when I realized the extent of the poisoning, as I was so drugged endlessly by internal hard poisons trapping liquid, fermenting poisons (which turn black, the blackest color when I can finally get some of it out, if I can manage to break the internal shell. If I manage to do that, I only get a tiny sliver of the hard stuff to crack and finally come out after extreme exertion--it takes 2-3 days for the soft liquids to finally loosen to the point of elimination--2-3 days of not being able to move mostly all day, sick and stuck not able to think, read, or move).

I am undergoing that, in the 3rd day right now. I had decided back in 2011, when I first realized that no matter what I did, I was stuck with a huge abdomen of poison jutting out (not realizing that I was constantly being re-poisoned by people breaking into my home every night and putting tasteless and invisible poison in my body and/or food.

I thought I would try to provide evidence so I could at least have proof, so accusations that are inevitable of me being "crazy" would have some basis in fact of proof of poisoning. However, I decided it would be too insulting to me on a public level--as having photos of black poison without saving the content could be mislabeled as me being pathologically scatological or some other mental disorder category. With no proof of retaining the poisons that I eliminate, with laboratory break-down, people could assume I am sick and crazy and keeping a diary of my eliminations which I am fascinated with. I decided to not keep a photo journal of the detox process.

I am writing now because I am fighting as hard as I can to break the last, albeit HUGE, quantity remaining as a hard shell embedded into my back.

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Hacking is making this as usual nearly impossible to get out. The subject matter is also not anything I want to dwell on, and I am thoroughly sick of writing about the disgusting people endlessly taking turns attacking me, who in my opinion are nothing short of the stinking filth I eliminate through my anus every day or few days--they are just in "human" form. They are all connected to the stinking ugliness that the terror torture 4th Reich, in my opinion, is to the core of it's essence. Every single thing they do is a stinking lie and a poisonous toxic stain on humanity, in my opinion. They claim they are superior to all people and to life itself and part of a universe of superior elite ubermensch. I truly beg to differ and only consider them to be like the stinking fluids I crap out perpetually that they have forced into my body for so many decades.

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To fight to continue (I just fought to get a capital "T" in the first word of this new paragraph over 6 times, the hacking is so bad the capital letters won't operate, the keyboard is stiff I must pound down, and my hands won't move to the keys I want to press).

I am doing various types of exercises which one of the (rapist) terrorists so kindly helped bestow upon me (with a quid-pro-quo of "helping" me in return for raping me with the terrorist actors watching on in their usual rows of chairs, giggling as he stuck his penis in my mouth and slapped my face while I was in a constructed, sleep or nascent waking state of inebriated/tech interface "ecstasy" while I was fighting to get him to stop, simultaneously, while in a waking and teleported state seeing my immediate 3D reality in front of me and the nearly ephemeral, thin veil of the teleported hate rape and abuse situation that I could not turn away from because my 2ndary body was transfixed in one, nearly tied down supine position being raped while my actual prime physical body was stuck in a kind of mesmerized transfixed state, trying to turn away and saying "stop" while this was ongoing.

But that was the "price" I was supposed to pay, amongst everything else this person could extract out of me so he and his wife, children adn family and friends could obtain a veritable universe of promotions out of forcing some mind control agenda forced upon me, which I perpetually fight to stop and not have forced upon me.

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He did succeed in training me to the extent of being more aware of body alignment, because the hard poisons have literally put my body completely in a twisted, bloated, mutated and crooked body alignment. I need to have the poisons operating at a complete 180-degree oppositional force in order to try to break them slightly, crack the hard shell, and fight to get that cracked area to soften and release more of the endless layers of the hard shell that have accumulated into my body in a labyrinth spaghetti formation for all the 50+ years of me being poisoned and my body retaining most or all of that poisoning.

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For the last few days, I was able finally to exercise after the sheer exertion of going out shopping and fighting cars nearly hitting me, people pushing into me and blocking my every movement in public spaces, and having to carry extremely heavy bags to try to protect what little I own from being sprayed with permanently stinking substances if I leave anything in this room while I am away--so I must carry huge and heavy bags with me at all times to try to protect things like the oils I use for cooking, because I can't afford to constantly buy new bottles, and etc.

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A "plug" of what felt like semi-porous packing peanuts, but flattened in a hard, almost oblong shape, was stuck outside of my lower orifice after fighting to eliminate the poisons. The poisons are extreme latching-on chemicals. Often the chemicals which have hardened literally stick to my skin if I "crap" them out. One such hard piece was stuck on my lower area and I did not even feel it stuck there but I got it by accident cleaning that area---I realize this is "gross" but for one time only I am writing for all the sadistic fettish crowd--but seriously, I am writing to try to detail what I have been going through for over 10-12 years on a non-stop basis. Because the terrorists exploiting me have instructed the minions around me to continue to inject sewage water and poisons into my bladder via insertions into my vagina, I have had to deal with this on a non-stop basis. They want me crooked, bloated so they can claim I am "fat" and then they are poisoning me literally to death and then laughing about how "ugly" I look and of course how much more beautiful they are--after years of this going on every single day.

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So this "plug" of mushy but firm compacted stuff came out. From all these years of this same process going on, because the poisoning has not stopped and the process of hardening continues as long as they keep having this poison inserted into my bladder, or put into my food, or etc. The bloating poison hardens, and a "plug" forms as the poisons then become embedded into little "pockets" of poison that are retained into my body. The layers are then compacted as time progresses and it's nearly impossible to break off the hard pieces, because they are slightly moveable, and malleable. They bend with movement. It is crucial, therefore, to get the ends of the attachments moving in diametrical opposition so the hard pieces break off, at least slightly. I must go through this every day. But for the last few days, after the plug broke off, then the softening process of all the poison that bloated, congealed and then flattened inside this interior pocket under all the layers I have broken off for all these years of the process continuously being continued by recurrent, non-stop re-poisoning--but this is very "old" poison coming out now. The texture of the plug was so creepy I knew it was very old--maybe 20 years or 30--and there is a lot more. As the poison begins to soften inside this pocket area, the black poisons come out, I am too sick to move. I sit in a chair unable to move and I can't read, concentrate or think. I need entertainment but all the movies and tv shows are offensive to me. Most of them deal with death. I don't want to see gore, hate and death while in this sick situation. Otherwise, every click on YouTube brings the face of a terrorist celebrity who has teleported me or wants to or if I click on their video they will very soon shortly thereafter (and some of them NEVER stop). Some of them who never stop are ones I NEVER clicked on in the first place, they just latched on to me, like the poisons do. Like the poisons they latch on and are tasteless and odorless but congeal and become compressed toxins I can't get out unless I diametrically oppose them to try to break them off.

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The black poisons, if I ever get to the layers of the deep hard plugs, after a day or two it takes for the black liquids to soften enough and get through all the conduits for me to detox--they then stick to the toilet bowl--even if I flush for a few hours the black streaks remain---that is how much these poisons are capable of internal destruction to the structure--latching onto bone and tissue--my spine is completely skewed. This group (from decades ago and until recently when I was not able to block the terrorists in this condo from breaking in and raping me while I was teleported and completely unconscious, as they would adjust my spine and hips out of alignment and then insert fungus and semen into my vagina--which was rape, not just through the mechanical arms which they are doing now). That is what the A-list celebrities and Trump have been doing to me for years and years and years and being awarded for it. If anything, they are more noxious and disgusting than the stinking, black deadly poisons. Spiritually they have been dumping their toxic waste and hate into me via this hate teleportation contract, some are addicted to it on an energetic and psychological addiction level to the hormone high and the need to vent their hate out upon someone and not appear as ugly and toxic and sleazy and nasty as the poison that they are--this teleportation spectacle of human degradation remains a most popular sport for politicians and celebrities alike.
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However, for one day I am providing you voyeurs with a detailed sort of description of the poison, it should sound a little gross unless you are fascinated with scatological details on a sexualized level (some are, I think).
As for the human behavior content, apparently all that I describe is of no shock value to the readers who think that actors and politicians are entitled to this kind of venting toxic hate out upon an innocent target--whom they find any rationale to continue to torture because they are addicted to dumping their psychological toxic waste into me every day, as often as possible. I have been told that I am the "only one" this is happening to (I don't believe it) and if only there were more perhaps they would stop using me as the one and only dumping group for their toxicity and hate which is like poisons that latch on and glue my body, skewing my life and body, twisting everything into a hapless deformed state, and then keeping me paralyzed and stuck while their hate is a poison all in itself. Every day and night this continues, and with the never-ending poisoning through these surreptitious means of mechanical arms entering into my room and the poisoning capabilities that are possible with millions of "gang stalking" terrorists performing every poisoning act possible through all means and ways--I am stuck like this. I am detoxing on a physical level, constantly, the poisons and I am writing about their toxic hate which is a form of detox from the hate that my body literally cannot tolerate to keep retained inside--

I keep writing, they keep poisoning me. More and more very sick and toxic people join in to vent and pour poison on me. Every day it appears to be more and more and more of them, sitting in those infernal rows of chairs watching as the next comes to scream, hit, threaten, violate, rape and assault literally non-stop from one to the next.

People are in such need for this technology that no politician or person in society will do anything to stop this terror upon me, and the technology is being developed to further more victims because the "go-getters" of society need people to torture very, very badly.

So I am writing about this shit today. AS I have been doing every day. I have written about this stinking shit situation more often than I can shit/detox from the literal physical poisoning, because it's so latched on to my body interior. I can't get rid of these people who feed off terror and torture with this teleportation and surveillance technology. Plus they feed off my hyperbolic reaction while I am under non-stop drugging. This is their "drug" of hormone-feeding off abusing someone else and having no legal or societal repercussions.
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WHILE I am forced into the never-ending poison detox struggle for my life, the teleportation sessions involve one person after the next screaming in fascist violence into my face, while I can't look away, it's similar to being tied down and getting raped, tortured and beaten and verbally abused while on "truth serum" drugging and tech-brain-altering double-pronged torture systems. The fascists, i.e. Graham out of S. Carolina violently screaming at me, with Greene playing a double-Janus two-faced saccharine sweet with violent threats and sexual assault--hateful, nasty, fake, all like a death goon squad. Yelling so violently at me, the nightly teleportation skits are so violent--the Southerners putting death and murder skits into my deep sleep state with violent yelling into my face while I'm drugged so I react--screaming at them in rage to get off me, one after the other in a non-stop sequence of them. All going off giggling about how much fun it is to "get" the "radical liberal" and whatever else--they undoubtedly use worse terms in the private laughter sessions they all conjointly have after they teleport and jointly torture me--but taking turns, like police taking turns beating a handcuffed person who has not committed any crime, but finally is reacting with anger after YEARS of the same hate going on--now they use my reaction as "Justification" for increased violence. All this lowers all my immune system response to the poisoning, my lymphatic system, my overall body's defense system is always on the brink of collapse from sheer violent verbal and yelling assaults while I am in a sleeping or barely waking or drugged up but waking state while in this room fighting to clean endless stinking piles of goo and filth sprayed and put on every single thing possible (curtains, the walls, the floors, all clothing, my hair my body).

I noticed this morning that the insertions of silicone into my thigh on the right side, just above the patella--to appear like a cyst, has increased in size. Either more silicone was injected while I was asleep, or the leg massages I am doing to try to rid my thighs of the poisons that have accumulated there so my legs look like chunky cellulite covered bumpy logs--(they use to be very beautiful, in my former very athletic lifestyle of daily 2 hour exercise--for years + bicycle riding and walking and going out dancing after the 2 hours of exercise per day). Now, for over a decade I have not even been able to do simple stretches, until recently after a bit of help in stretches because my body became so out-of-alignment that I could not bend any longer).

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The skin on my hands look like poisons have been lathered on them--it's worsened even though I have taken more steps to heal the skin. I have been put out by literally falling unconscious due to the harsh detox and my loss of healing capability--so I fall into a deep, healing sleep after detox either after exercising and then detoxing more of the black chunks latched into my back, with the black thick syrupy liquids pouring out and sticking to the toilet bowl or my body if I finally get a bit out--and so ill I pass out and am unconscious. Every night I put gloves, layers of socks, with rubber bands tightly wound around my wrists to stop the insertion of metal objects under my cuticles and fingernails (some of which are now permanently mutilated from years of this going on every single night). My feet the same. My head I wrap in 4 layers of materials wound around and fastened and knotted to stop the insertion of mechanical arms under anything that is slightly loose--because I tried to protect my head for months and my hair kept falling out until I wrapped layers and layers of protection around my head so no mechanical arms, no matter how thin, could penetrate. The result is no oxygen to my scalp which requires oxygen to heal--and during the day I must also keep my head covered with a huge plastic wrap so that from behind they can't spray more toxic hair-destroying chemicals into my hair while I sit in sickness unable to move, in front of this laptop, struggling to use the laptop; too sick to read, think or concentrate on anything).

But.....these are just descriptions and there is much more to the daily struggle to not be  poisoned and tortured to death. The celebrities and politicians think this is a jolly good time for the good ole boys and girls to vent their hate out on "radical liberals" and "Jews" and upon "me" while I continue to fight every day for my life. For all reasons I have stated above and in the next post and in all these posts I have written for all these years. It goes far beyond just wanting promotions for personal gain. It's toxicity runs so deep it's a societal problem. I see this in the killings of unarmed citizens and in the mass slaughter of innocents who then must immigrate desperately to foreign countries to try to survive the poisoning of their societies by what used to be my own society in what  used to be called "Globalization". I just call it all The 4th Reich by now.

Oscars 2023 (+ 2022, 2021, 2020, 2019, 2018, 2017, 2016, 2015 and perhaps earlier years) of the endless celebrity violence against me to obtain promotion, awards, nominations, attention, to be seen to be promoted into this highest prestige awards ritual but in actuality...The Nazi/sexist culture of Whorewood, upon reflection from watching a few clips on YouTube of the after Parties and the photos--if I can manage to get my laptop to work--//Terrorist Report: It is almost impossible for me to surf the internet or use my computer. Freezes, DOS attacks are now almost every 20 seconds. I can't use any streaming service, YouTube, it takes hours of trying to get a few simple things done. All I do is get up from the laptop and walk around my room looking for the filth the terrorists have poured on something else to clean while waiting. I'm too exhausted from the interior poisons to actually clean, so I just fight to get something done waiting for the hackers to stop blocking every click and page from opening. It's all being done manually. If I get on the internet at very odd times, such as after waking from a violent and murderous rape and abuse skit in teleportation, i.e 4.A.M. the hackers are sleeping or not on "duty" and I can surf perfectly. They quickly resume within waking and preparing time to begin their "job" anew.

 **Nota Bene: This post was hacked/rewritten in some of the paragraphs below---the hacking has precluded me from attempting to wait for over one hour to correct a few sentences in this post. That is how long accomlishing anything online is taking now. I just cleared out the system/restore function 2 days ago. I am now waiting for 5 minutes to attempt to click once on a page. I was able to write some of this post without endless obstruction because the politicians and celebrities rely on me writing about their endless rape/hate/death threats/ abuse and torture for their dirty promotions. In the middle after I hinted at their names or wrote the names directly, they then began to delete sentences, cutting them in half. I won't go through now to correct. I remember upon re-reading that they changed the sentence where I wrote that celebrities are attempting to become Nazi elites, but they half-deleted that sentence and instead hacked "celebrities are trying to become black, who then "...try to get a few crumbs from the tables of the Nazis--etc etc. It's taking so long do get anything done I'm typing this in now, and even this is fraught with endless hacks and blocks to the keyboard and juxtopositions of the keys I press, etc etc. In all the years of attacks, this is the worst of the hacking blocks to my system I have ever encountered. They are blocking videos every few seconds, blocking even the cursor from moving, blocking every search, every site, things are turning off, pages are popping up  to obscure the screen while I am attempting to get anything done, it is absolutely impossible to use the laptop. If I clear out the system doing a restore, the problem appears within a few minutes of using YouTube, any streaming platform, any file-sharing, and most internet use becomes a vehicle for hacking. It's now being blocked constantly, every few seconds, literally. No matter how many times I spend hours clearing out the system it's hacked back in within a few minutes of using anything requiring streaming or downloading or accessing anything with a lot of traffic--so I can't rewrite the last few paragraphs of this post or correct--but know that it's been altered to discredit me.//

In the waking teleported state, the continuation of the same people who took over from the same people who took over from the same people--who I said always the same thing to, and they go on and on and on and on attacking me saying the same things doing the same things behaving the same way and the answer from me is always the same. They go through the same ritual of tortures but in a revolving manner, I write the same posts I have been writing for years. I get the same response of silence and the continuation of the same sick contract that is never stopped.

Death threats after sexual assault attempts and insults and death threats and demands for me sacrificing myself and my life so people I abhor can obtain incalculable promotions into American society. Whether I say the same thing or actually agree, all of the expletives who attack me get something grandiose, and the incentives are so high they go on and continue on and on doing the cyclical same sick things every single day, taking turns in rotation.

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The Germans truly believe they are entitled. They use Nazi genocidal language at me. The Americans repeat it, and are being further brainwashed by Nazi elite mythology. They use the truth serum technology and drugging interface and then ask me about my artistic and socio-political beliefs. They always respond with the same violently angry rebukes of my thoughts, ideas and ultimately they, or their cohorts steal the ideas as their own concepts which they then pump out for the audiences who have the same reaction: what "great" exemplars of leadership these beehive bots are proclaiming about caring about society and independence and integrity and American culture and life and existence itself (ideas they steal from me, in many cases, or emulations then prescribed into various "acceptable" lying mind programming celluloid products for mass consumption, always following essentially the "old paradigm" but feigning to be introducing something "new" and "outre" and daring in "freedom" concepts). Otherwise, what they posture in, in their poses, is "elite" hate which can come from a hokey down-to-earth but pro Nazi faction of the same "elite/film/intellectual/"high class" origin of the same group which has the same people being put into these psy-ops celebrity and posturing political roles every year like a perennial display, for as long as possible (the incentive payouts obviously cost a lot, and for cost-reduction, they use the same celebrities and politicians to portray these effete and false roles, with the same result that the same groups of people are divided into the various camps for the same outcome that is predestined to have the same effect on society that the Nazis used in their Divide and conquer strategies--or the Imperialistic societies have always used for their destroy and take-over platforms (which I keep stating the Europ-a's are doing while the American politicians keep on pursuing the same agenda of welcoming as many fascist Nazis into America as possible. They get the same dole-out incentive-based promotions and they all have the same greedy and grasping mentality as the next same minion who played that role before they finally died out in one form or another.

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I am dealing with people who are traitors to the United States all following the same principles of self-selfishness-greed-aspirational pawn-driven-sell-out of the U.S. for their own personal gain--but on a collective scale.

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That is the macro version of what I must endure of the same personality type coming out of the same central command center which was the same hate and death threat compilation as the last same sort of celebrity/politician construct personality.

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I hesitate to write their names any longer for fear of them being further promoted for me stating that they are "bothering" me and thus "successful" in being hateful mind screw operators using this "wonderful" set of drugs and technology interface, gratis of the U.S. Government and it's business partners around the planet: Nazi/Mafia replicas of sadistic and violent racist parasitic violent expletives which is what the Nazi Party needs so the top "elite" can lounge around without having to display hate and ugliness, while their minions groveling in deference to them but spewing hate and violence at me can be handed a few more crumbs from their luxury tables. Some of the celebrities are just nearly drowning now in wealth and luxury and fashionable attire and lifestyle attainment after having assaulted me using genocidal language straight from the Nazi nomenclature. One of them, as I recall, had formerly been homeless--she is a black female--now with white dyed blonde hair--is invited to the top Oscars awards parties and is endlessly slathered with top expensive gear. I recall her giggling with glee when she spewed racist hate rantings at me, all Nazi-inspired about Jews and me and death and etc---(which is what I am getting from the Germans and the American political deadly psycho clown woman who is sexually grabbing at me, and then threatening to kill me as the Germans watch on appearing vindicated; this is after I spent an hour in a dispute about how America should not be taken over by this foreign entity, about how America has lost its First World status by allowing a divide-and-conquer Imperialistic Nazi world-domination group to fully invade through them, these sleazy wanna be Europigape aristocrat brood who are so apparently ignorant of the actual real agenda of what Nazis once were, and what they continue to be despite all the warm smiles and handskaes they have learned to dispense in order to lower the guard of the wanna be aristocrat monopolists of America. That the blonde and Nazi Americans (i.e. poor, victimized blacks now attacking me but claiming it's not racist while they use genocidal death threats and violence at me) believe the utter lies that the Germans and the Nazis are in keeping with the warm psychopathic smiles and handshakes doing this corrupt form of illegal hate crime "business" with top celebrities and politicians (how the blacks revolve around Germans, oh my, and how Germans love to devour their "chocolate" as they call blacks when they are in the warm confines of their own nasty dirty 4th Reich Germany in the dirty streets where they wander at night in droves looking for the legal whorehouses to find poor and minority women to beat slightly and vent their hate out upon).

But to continue--the platinum-dyed black woman making Jewish hate remarks straight out of the 3rd Reich--and when I asked her if she really thought that selling out America and being a Nazi was great, she laughed and giggled with total orgiastic glee "Yes!! Yess!!" and is now featured hugging the English gay fascist Nazi pop singer who plastered his K-rap on my social media for years, along with a slew of other English "hippie" fascist nazis and et al--, and the rest, et al. (the pop singer in question is a Europigape who is close to the English Crown group, which of course is fully backing this overtake of American culture via Whorewood).

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But why, oh why, can't Whorewood with all it's supposedly "woke"  culture ever exhibit MEN dressed in seductive and glossy fashion attire? Tuxedos covering their entire bodies--implying that they are too powerful to have to fight for their very LIVES to appear to have no cellulite, not plastic surgery endless dieting. No, they can get away with a few wrinkles and a bit of flab covered and concealed by a heavy tuxedo covering their entire bodies. The only things that the viewer has to see in these awards ceremonies are endlessly near naked celebrity women posing in scant clothing with men concealing their bodies to the brim of every bit of skin. It's truly unfair and it's sexist as hell. As for the homosexual men who posture like ugly and nasty Billy Porter, his flamboyance is an annoyance because I want to see beautiful straight men, even if they are hostile Nazis for at least that small spurt of awe upon the viewer, instead of men with huge folds of fabric covering nearly every inch--and I want to see them in full display with beautiful features being displayed as some kind of grace to the public purview and not just women endlessly in pornographic "high class, elitist pig-sniffing-the-air" Nazi postures. It's such a racist, sexist racist sexist culture--Whorewood. Despite all the flack about it being "woke"--the main operators of Whorewood fully comply with the most sexist of Nazi ordinances and men are kept concealed as power-mongering controllers in the general rape culture and are not forced to have to be appealing sexually--or not so much. It's truly so hypocritical even on that level. No one in major media ever mentions this obvious sexist most sexist discrepancy between how women are supposed to and demanded to appear versus the men. 

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Anyway, the people attacking me now are constantly mentioning killing me, and I am now either hit violently in public by people body-slamming me, and while driving cars are driving within feet or inches of hitting me, on all sides---

as I keep say ing no. No I do not want to be exploited and abused by rotten foul "men" for the rest of my life. Already 50 years of my life has been spent fighting murder and being assaulted by htis group. Isn't that enough? No. they want it to continue for my entire life. This is sponsored by the U.S. Government. When I hear some of the "radical" "liberal" "Democrats" who are now outraged about things like the SVB crash in CA, the "rage" the anger they are spewing into the microphones, which are replicated on YouTube and in hologram echoes for other media forms of dissemination of their distortions of what they actually are a part of: total fascist takeover of the country. They use so many minorities (i.e. "The Squad" to appear as if they are "liberal" for the sake of obtaining voters). When it comes to me, I'm not a "minority" who requires "rescuing" from "victimization" I'm an "enemy" who did something to "deserve" it. Warren then smiles into the camera in a personalized pose that appears like a gloating and smug look of satiation, very similar to the look that the German oaf just put on his face when Greene threatened to have me killed after her sexual approach upon me--for the 4th time in about 2 weeks with me endlessly trying to forcibly get her off me--as she grabs, rapes and etc using brain-altering tech to enhance sexuality while I'm frozen and can't move--literally, in a  teleported state, after hours of torture while in deep sleep, etc etc

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But when I watch such people like Warren now exclaiming in rage that this shock is due to the Republicans taking off the mantle of banking restrictions--i.e. Raygun trickle down economics--and I see how much they truly support this social restructuring of society where I am told every day that I am "nothing" that I have no rights that no one cares and no one will ever do anything to help me. 

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I see, now, only the same politician making the same sort of semblance of stratified posturing about how much they care on one side or another--allowing this same system of absolute corruption and sell-out to fascist Europigape 4th Reich fascism, with Europigapes being welcomed into America to train fascist Nazi Americans in how to become black Nazis so they can get a few mansions for a select few to "represent" how much "progress" blacks have made in our "woke" society fighting "racism" --the icons are in Whorewood and in Congress.

I'm waiting for Congress to have it's own Whorewood awards season, coming up with best-dressed wanna be fascist celebrity politician. The males will of course be in their prototypical fully concealed attire, sagging jowls hidden under ties, and etc. Their rape culture enabling will be still fully concealed by their nearly naked celebrity-turned-politician partners appearing on the red-white-and-blue/black-red-and-gold (The German flag colors) carpet displays.

Terrorist Report: March 14, 2023. This has been a daily, non-stop attack for over 2 months: every 2 minutes I am watching anything on YouTube the WiFi is turned off and the page freezes. I have to manually click to turn off the connection, even though the WiFi signal appears as being "on" but it's being blocked (doing a Command run to ping on the connection, it's unresponsive and turned off)--trying to stop the increasing red line at the top of my screen, which the terrorists did to my last Dell (expensive) laptop and now they are destroying this 3 year-old laptop which should be in perfect condition--the red line just at the top of the screen shows something is being done to the screen but I don't know how to fix it. I looked up possible ways to repair this before the terrorist try to completely destroy this laptop as they had done to my last laptop, before they broke the laptop before that; all done in the last decade--with me earning circa $700 per month, unable to save any amount for any new laptops--this one purchased with Covid Relief funds or I would not have been able to replace what they broke, before they broke my other wonderful expensive Dell laptop---so trying to download drivers and an updated Bios application---Hacking so bad that I have spent hours and hours fighting to download Dell Support drivers. I attempted to download the SupportAssist app, which helps locate drivers. It was blocked all 6 times I tried to download the app last night--spending over 2 hours fighting as the app was frozen just as it was about to install. I then cleared my system this morning, required 3 hours+ to reinstall everything, and upon completion, I had to attempt the same driver download assist program 3X before it worked. There is a long list of drivers I have to install, and now it's been 5 hours of waiting as the system is turned off, the drivers won't download. They are blocked and I sit as the cursor spins upon every single click for anything on the hard drive or for software applications. I'm still waiting now.//Hours and hours of screaming at top rage in teleportation, upon waking, hours of abuse hours of hate hours of threats hours of insults hours of me finally reacting and screaming at the ever-enlarging pit gang celebrities--now a German gang of musicians whose video I posted on my Facebook page over 3 months ago, more like 4. Two videos I posted and now it's over 3 months of them ordering me to be violently assaulted in shopping malls--thuggery and violence--nearly hit and killed the last time I drove, nearly hit and killed every time I drive now as the terrorists are flocking into Phuket for their "vacations" of terror if they can get something free out of it and attack someone for a power trip.//Yelling in absolute rage after trying, trying unsuccessfully for all these months just with this next section of bots attacking me, all performing the same ritual based on an algorithm they all use, all behave exactly alike, all are filthy, nasty sleazy violent sickening and stupid and meaningless crap feeding off attacking me never-ending for over a decade now. Before them it was a pair of wealthy Europigape pieces of crap who followed the exact same protocols but more violently as they were poisoning me to death and raping the poison as deeply into my body as possible and making jokes about it and torturing me for fighting to get them to stop, saying I will die if I say no. now this same group of Americans, out of H-wood, who helped bring fascism and Nazism into American mainstream in the last few years, has group of Germans ordering murder upon me for finally being so sick of disgusting and ugly sleazy foul men and women attacking me alongside pit, who is just in abstentia for the Europigapes who were murdering me, except now they are all operating as one group and being promoted into top positions in the world. All my plans for my life stopped due to this and them--they never stop. Hours this morning and afternoon screaming in my most violent way at them and rushing to punch this ugly German creep in the face, trying to smash him screaming in absolute rage after 3-4 months of this ugly scumbag having huge men pound into me from side angles in shopping malls. Months of this going on and on because I put two of their songs on my Facebook page more than 3-4 months ago. They have been torturing me ever since and inserting themselves into my every moment when they can with threats of murder and hate, and then demands that I just simply provide them with this easy huge promotion because they want it. The rest of this group of Nazi Americans with the blacks who are also Nazi fascists are telling me to obey these scumbags because they consider them "superior" (that was Farrakhan). Then pit and his rotten ugly sick wife sitting as usual as a pair watching while I'm screaming in rage to get off me, goddamn get off me at this german thug ugly sick creep who is just giggling as I rush to beat him after months of just saying no, first politely and then with hate and now screaming in disgust. They never stop, and the politicians making nasty remarks as I scream and they are giggling and fully supporting the Nazi fascists out of Berlin. /// What do I have to do to get this group of filth and shit off me? I can't stop them from teleporting me. No politicians will behave like responsible citizens of the United States following law and the Constitution. When it comes to me, they have not only dehumanized me, put me into a stateless category of a non-entity, deprived of any right whatsoever, with no law and nothing stopping them from this sex trafficking brain implant hell they have forced upon me. As usual, pit and his crew are at the Oscars using ideas they obtained from my years of ranting in hate about feminist ideals that they used for their "feminist" movie plot--making millions off my ideas and leaving me fighting to just upload drivers for my laptop so it's not completely corrupted. Every single click results in the cursor spinning for at least 30 seconds or one minute--so slow I sit and finally get up to do things around this room, and then I return to the laptop and it's still spinning and doing nothing. This is after all cache cleared, the system restored, and the hacking begins immediately and the system is corrupted within a few seconds of it being cleared out of old files and etc. I am trying also to download various archived files, and they rewrite the names of the files with errors and etc so I must endlessly go back and rewrite. I can't get a single thing done, not a single thing for any financial or career earnings or potentiality. I spent 6 years taking graduate classes from the University of Central Florida--all I could get into that didn't force me to have to drive (my cars were all broken when I tried to take classes at a university in person). Every single thing is blocked, and these expletives are earning millions from the ideas they tortured out of me. I can't surf the internet even, make any money, and I sit here for hours and hours pounding down and fighting to get even drivers installed on my laptop to try to stop the endless hacking. But hours of screaming today as usual. This is a daily reoccurrence of me screaming and screaming in rage after every night hell of terror abuse skits while I'm sleeping of me being homeless and being raped and abused while not having a home. Every night they inflict the same skit upon me, or abuse and hate and threats and/or rape and violence and death scenes and murder scenes. Every single night. They then insert drugs and stinking fluids--still, into my vagina every single night this goes on and on. Then once I am drugged in the morning, they begin the insults and sit in chairs in a huge set of rows with the next rapist ugly sleazy dirty disgusting "man" abusing and threatening to kill me after days/months/years of torture. They all go on as long as possible until i write and write and write these goddamn posts which are eventually met by another sleazy and disgusting piece of shit joining in and replacing the last one and it goes on adn on and on and on and on and on day and night on and on. Meanwhile everyone is "fighting" for Democracy who is supposed to at least protect my human rights, but they have also joined in to this group of shit to attack me, with pit and shitalina endlessly sitting in front and then going to the Oscars with their shitty banal movies year after year after year after year they have participated--now over a decade but openly in lieu of pig Depp and his shit daughter and then the filthy Europigapes who are in the background, still silent partners with the shit pig apes form Whorewood, instructing them on beating me to death with torture and poisoning and destruction of everything I attempt to do, with shit like Marjorie Taylor Greene making stupid nasty comments after her ape rape of me, and McCarthy sitting with glaring hate looks of black depths of a cesspool in his eyes just sinister and a bigot Nazi--of course, they don't hide their Nazi aspirations but the shit like pit and his filthy wives do hide and conceal what is congealed behind their false displays. -------- So I ask once more to stop this and stop them. I do not deserve endless torture for years and years and years because I was once beautiful happy and competing and winning. I am now stuck fighting to heal my body and watching as the grey streak is covering my head entirely because this is years of daily screaming in rage at disgusting fuckers teleporting me who beat, poison in disgusting ways of inserting stinking sewage water into my vagina with drugs and poisons killing me, then raping me, then threatening to kill me, then calling me "loser" and screaming at me. THe next thing I see on the internet is the pig apes smiling with huge smiles after their next exoneration from testifying and next award and next prize and next lead role and next music award and etc while all I'm doing is cleaning up the stinking filth they order sprayed on everything, cleaning my body of poison as I see my body deteriorated and dying from poisoning and stress that never ends it's going on every day utter violence torture and poisoning and murderous toxins inserted through my vagina into my bladder. Cheered on by shit like all the Democrats and Republicans who for all these years have participated in this hate crime. Not a single politician has come forward to defend me, not one. If Pelosi, Trump Greene, Raskin, Kinzinger, McCarthy, Jeffries, et al have joined in, then most of the crap from Congress also knows. This also includes a dose of MSNBC lying blathering hate operators--YouTube "progressives" (one of whom, who used to plaster her videos on my social media is now one of the main commentators for The Hill YouTube videos podcast) because my brain is under attack and I am drugged here every night while sleeping and my food and water is also drugged and poisoned--trying to not react to this group of musicians who are by now loathsome after months of torture for what? For what? I said no, I was just posting their hate song about not wanting Pit who for a DECADE I have been screaming to get off me as he and his wife cling on and on to obtain endless promotions into Oscars year-after year--non-stop. //The politicians were there of course--the rapist female and the lead of that caucus sitting with the female making snide comments until--trying to "breathe"--trying not to react-but they keep having me nearly killed, I am stuck sitting here as they block my every attempt to do any single thing on this planet, they are poisoning and having me tortured in my deep sleep every single night. There is no law and justice or order anywhere I can turn to for an appeal. //

  ...But it's something like 16 driver uploads and now more than 6 hours later I am struggling to still get them onto my laptop. Every click results in the cursor spinning for at least one minute; if I am lucky 30 seconds but usually I just sit waiting so long I have to get up and try not to scream at the computer, which happens after the endless waiting just to get anything to click one single time. Once I get one click, I have to go through for the next click. Clicking once to download the driver. Clicking another time to open the file. Clicking another time to get it to download. But while the download is in progress, that also takes up to 5 minutes or longer. They have made me wait 20 minutes --8 times--to try to open the supportassist app so I could just begin to try to locate drivers for my laptop. The page kept freezing and crashing while I was in the middle of downloads so I had to refresh and do it again. 6 hours later for 15 or so driver downloads, I am still now pausing to try to get it done because I don't want to go through this tomorrow. It's now 24 hours of fighting to get 15 driver updates for my laptop installed. (I finally turned off the computer last night, did the 3 hours of re-installing Windows, then trying to get their immediate hacking devices off my laptop, then trying to download the install app and going through the process of 20 minutes of the cursor spinning and the download being blocked because the internet was turned off while the download was in progress. They then did this so many times that I had to refresh the page, turn off the computer, turn it on, try the download again. hours and hours later I am still stuck not having the 15 driver downloads.

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as I wrote, and no one will stop this or them, hours and hours prior to this internet hell of screaming like I'm trying to kill them, which I wish I could at this point of being nearly killed so repeatedly, my every thought that they can use they steal and block my capability to have my own life, then demanding a BABY out of me and thye have done this for years. They are such life fuck sleazy and ugly repugnant shit "human beings' so-called I can't stand them or their movies or the people around them--much less to have a "baby" with one of these putrid shit fucking whore ugly sleazy stupid apes--

Is there nothing in the US government or society that does not worship Germans and Nazis and torture and sick sleazy life fucker operations like what Musk is being propelled into endless wealth to expand upon, and this group of shit being endless awarded and celebrated for being life-fuck operators lying about their every claim of being benevolent human beings and feminists and for fighting racism?

Meanwhile, all I do is expound upon these principles under drugging and torture conditions while they use truth extraction technologies--so I expound on these philosophies and the sleazy, dirty and ugly life fuck parasites feed off both the torture and then continue to steal my ideas, then making millions off them year after year and calling me stupid bitch and shut up endlessly using subliminals. All kinds of very violent subliminals are pounded into my brain constantly such as slicing my tongue off, when I am cutting something and cooking. Endless sleazy and disgusting hate commentary on every single thing I do by this group of unexceptional shit celebrities and dirty and foul politicians--giggling, laughing and then getting paid in millions to inflict endless torture upon me. They all go off for photo-ops using the ideas they steal from me as they are torturing me, to propel themselves as being original or caring about justice and society. They continue to expand upon a death technocratic regime in which they will hold monopolistic power. No one stops them, they all want to join in.

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The hacking has worsened since writing this post about hacking, which is an endless disruption of all service-every few minutes they are turning the internet connection on and off--mostly off. This has been going on for months now. Since the German group began the hate and assaults, along with the MSNBC hate personality anchor, and the list of expansion of more and more of these nasty expletives grows almost by the day. But I can't type or use the internet now it's almost completely blocked for every single thing I do. I can't watch YouTube any longer, no matter what I do to clear out the computer. I can't think and type well because my brain is blocked and the hate is exacerbated by the brain-altering tech. Years of writing endlessly begging online for someone to stop this has resulted in more sick parasites latching onto attacking me. one of them just won a music award in his home--English Commonwealth colony--of Canada who partnered with this group and has made celluloid products as a result which will be aired, after his awards. They just keep getting top awards for participation in this crime, and it's a never-ending circus of greedy and nasty scumbags vying to get a chance to abuse me for their own sleazy and nasty promotion. As usual it's a German faction with American blacks absolutely defending them and insulting and threatening me with the Nazi Germans patting them on the back and allowing them into more promotions. This German group, so unattractive, nasty people, and I am screaming that I don't like them--or "you" to the main pig ape who sits comfortably with the shit group of the pit gang watching and fully supporting whomever comes on so if I finally collapse from years of torture by one fucker after the next, they all will obtain this empire of shit monopoly for their endlessly stupid movies and songs and crap to be held as highest monopolistic mind programming fodder to be endlessly awarded with millions and billions of $$ pouring into their plastic surgery and top "awards" as they lavish love for the Europigapes who are controlling them, who are using them to gain access to America through Whorewood.

I am the only one fighting this apparently. The only one apparently in that whole den of iniquity who cares about America. I apparently am the only one who sees what is happening with this power cartel of fascism and Nazis disguised as benevolence (using my ideas to promote this image for many of them)--

But after years of them making millions off me, I can't even watch YouTube without endlessly having to fight to get the streaming content turned on again. THey are literally turning it off every 2 minutes, without end, day and night--it's been going on for 2 months now.
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Not ALL teleporting/celebrity fascist, Nazi/Mafia white supremacists with their onhanging minion terrorists "won" the Academy Awards. That's a win (for me, the world, for society and for "art"--hopefully it will survive intact the deluge of technological monopoly and tyrannical fascist indoctrination thusly, lack of originality and meaning concerning decency for human life for all people).

 Michelle Yeoh did the endless onslaught of internet cyberstalking terrorist infliction of herself, her videos--etc. I posted a video about her years ago, maybe 7 years ago, where I wrote that in the film "Tai Chi Master"--which featured Jet Li and is my favorite Martial Arts film--not that I'm a connoisseur of that genre---but also in Silent Nymph, Fighting Crony, she was also excellent in her martial arts display and artistic rendering of a woman suppressing her desires.

I didn't expect her, at the time, to participate in Nazi, racist terrorism within this contract but look! She obtained endless awards. I did not like the movie she put out, that display of mismatched sci-fi cliches about worm holes and the meaning of AI and "feminist" outcoming of the suppressed woman coming "out" into a Dominitrix type personality (the daughter scene was kind of offensive to me--of the lesbian coming out into dominitrix costume and fascist "power"--which to me is just another propaganda "art" depiction of how being a fascist is more "powerful" for women than any other outcome a girl could possibly want for successful attainment outside of male domination) but she's (Yeoh) a product of H-wood and thusly--she has conformed and "won".

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The male I wanted to win actually did. Win best actor. As far as I could tell from the little I saw of The Whale, he was portraying a man capable of self-contemplation and understanding in a deep and profound way. I actually felt tears forming watching the last part of the movie although I had seen no other part except for the trailer. His performance was truly inspiring. He was not, as far as I can tell, promoting fascism and I can only stop breathlessly in awe that H-wood did not "award" another fascist Nazi with that highest prize for portraying fascist Nazi ideology (that includes the other minions fighting against sexism, racism and all that K-rap--please note I use the "K" in K-rap to imply "The K-Economy" of the division between rich and poor. It's crap with wealth aspiration to be an entitled elite, that is what I am implying. Often it comes in the form, for some of the minions, in the form of rap music or pop but it's crap anyway with a huge K-Economy--a term that died out once Biden took office, as the wealth gap just increased exponentially with the collapse of Silicon Bank in California. The consolidation of wealth into the pockets of the investors like Musk who formerly loudly advocated all the eager greedy little white Nazi men to invest in cryptocurrency who are now defunct economically if they invested in FTX. Now they the smaller tech firms in CA are defunct as well while Musk is grabbing all opportunities because of course he was not invested in that bank). I'm referring to the "K-Economy" which has increased now under Biden, and when I use that term, it's been silenced just as I am. But it's still in full effect.

And I am still alive after a murder attempt yesterday. The white male I wanted to win because he did not portray a fascist oppressor sauntering psychopath is a win to American society which actually needs men who are capable of self-introspection-and also of attending to eating healthy food, if the food suppliers just won't poison the food with all kinds of toxins and pollute the atmosphere with all kinds of pollutants and kill off smaller farmers mortgages in land grabs which are just called "normal" interest rate hikes and whatever it's called by the billionaires like Bloomberg who also capitalize off the suffering of others and then run under the Democrat label, accusing Trump of administering the "K-Economy" and being an "exponential threat" to "Democracy" while he is one of the worst offenders of that.

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He and types like that are still "winning" in their absolute chicanery, but for one day, at least one actor "won".

Also the "strong black woman" who viciously attacked me, albeit twice or so (but undoubtedly sitting in the huge rows of chairs as these K-rappers sit gazing and smirking and laughing as I am tortured and attacked to pour out ideas they can steal for their concepts while they watch me get tortured and assaulted and go off laughing about it and all of them want to teleport other people besides me and have great sex or torture and kill them too!

The "strong black" woman actor did not win. That is a win for the actual movement for rights for African Americans--black, whatever term is politically correct now. It's a win for people who aren't going to convene with white supremacists so they can present a false narrative in movies about how much they are "fighting" against racism. It imbues a false sense of hopelessness in the viewer whether they know it or not, it imbues the meaning that the only way you can have a role outside of poverty is to play the minion and fully conform to fascist ideology.

Her losing is a win for Black women, in my opinion of course.

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Michelle Yeoh "winning" for Asian women, is a loss but she's not as offensive as the rest, so I have ignored her for all these months of her endless cyber hacking/stalking of my social media with her clips--alongside all the fascist Nazi terrorists. 

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What can I expect from the  H-wood Academy and it's tentacles of power and mind programming, after all? Something like praising art and allowing for free and fair competition? Geeze---

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Unfortunately, one of the worst terrorists of them all "won" a category through his production company. The theme was of abused women "fighting" against  male torture, rape and absolutely violent oppression. That is all this man and his wives (co-partner in his production company) have inflicted upon me for nearly a decade on a daily basis. Death threats have abounded from them after years of obtaining top awards for portraying psychopathic Nazi characters (the actor, not his sappy movies about the minorities "fighting against racism" and/or women being empowered by "fighting back"--like this creepy movie based on a book). That is a total loss, as usual, for the Feminist movement in it's true meaning and intent to salvage women from domestic violence, because it pits the white women against the poor and minorities--as being the favored victims of male domination and rape and violence and murder---as I have written endlessly, the teleportation enables these "men" to press buttons and force me into their vicinity where I am essentially nearly blind and bound--a true torture and rape position in every way. Because I don't say "yes" to a line-up of rapists which is akin to a sex trafficking "comfort woman" operation but as a prisoner of a racist war and backlash against feminism for women "like me" who are "bad" and the "b-word"--bad bad bad (!!!!) who say NO and Stop while these men are told they have every "right" to beat and try to kill me if I say no. These same actors with their production company have spent a decade having animals I love and take care of stolen, taken away and brutally killed and left in front of my living situation on the front lawn or in front of my door. They have severed out part of my uterus so the aging process during this decade of non-stop poisoning and torture has exacerbated the breaking process of my body--without hormone replacement therapy--they had someone go into my room and cut out part of my uterus--it came out while I was in the shower I saw it on the shower floor--a definite intestine part. They have damaged my hair, skin and etc (I have only been writing about non-stop violence towards me for saying "NO" while they have stolen idea after idea from my writing and the verbal information torture extraction sessions which have gone on and on daily for YEARS longer than a decade).

Not just no repayment but my property, what I can barely afford, constantly being destroyed and broken and made stained, stinking and like tattered and disgusting and stinking and worn out, within a few weeks of me having bought all or anything--

The loss for the rights of women was lost last night when this film won some award at the Oscars. On the surface it appears like white women from something like an Amish community being tortured and raped in violent brutality style. The actors are all white supremacist actors, some of whom have participated in this contract out on me--and they all enjoy "privilege" of rapist enabling "good" women who want their sleazy and whoremongering males to rape and beat women like "me" instead of them.

This is a loss for the meaning of The Feminist Movement where you don't have to be a sexualized object in order to be considered as a "powerful" woman---or a sexist and racist enabler of the violent murdering brutal men who control the "alternative" genre in politics and in "culture"-=-or lack thereof.

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Terrorist/murder attempt report: almost hit by a grey flatbed truck speeding directly into me inside a Y-junction, where I had right-of-way. There also were no cars approaching as I was driving into this y-shaped intersection that has no stop light or stop sign--(Thailand)--you just are careful at this intersection and trust that other people are not crazy stalkers out to hit and run. There were no cars approaching but this truck sped from around a corner just before the intersection--my motorbike visor had been mutilated in the area where a large plastic screw attaches the visor to the helmet. The ridges of the plastic screw had been gouged so a large oval-shaped hole had been made while I had the motorbike parked at a shopping place. The terrorists also smeared black marks on the bike after gouging the screw so I could not tighten it. It crashed into the helmet constantly. There was a smear of something that made visibility very cloudy--so the visor, which is a black tint, as many of the visors are, was so smeared up with something I could not see clearly and it was very dangerous to drive. The sabotage of my safety helmet had been done shortly prior to the near-fatal hit by this truck--or it would have caused me great damage. I also was brain-manipulated the entire time I was out (and it's happening now as I fight to type this). I "forgot" to take my change after a purchase. I walked away "forgetting" that I had given a large bill and needed a lot of change. I cannot afford to lose a single penny and it would have hurt my economy if I had missed this money. I walked back to the register because I saw something else I needed and had "forgotten". That is when I realized she was quickly sorting through change and I realized my brain had been literally "swiped" clean of short-term memory. It doesn't help also that I must carry so much heavy weight, trying to protect my food that I can't finish eating and I can't afford to waste money on throwing food away. I can't leave anything I ingest where terrorists can poison or drug it, but I can't protect the huge gallon jugs of water I refill--and have to leave open and exposed until I return to try to seal them up (hoping that will spare me more of the drugging or poisoning--and it's doubtful that all my efforts are very successful. When I go outside finally after fighting to detox from hardening poison, I realize how drugged up I truly am while sitting here in this room fighting to heal and rid my body of drugs and poisons. It's a cyclical hell that is a not-merry-go-round.//Back to the near-death situation. It was a multi-pronged system of attack. //in addition to using vector analysis of exactly the precise moment to attack me from that side angle, also knowing that my helmet was attacked with grease on the visor, the screw that attaches the visor to the helmet gouged so the visor was loose and slammed down if I tried to open it and look at where I was going;// The terrorists gouged the slim line where a screwdriver would fit, and the visor kept slipping into my vision and from the side angle, at this junction, I did understand that no cars were approaching and I could see that because I turned my head--very carefully, I am always now very careful about all intersections, and everyone who approaches me on all sides--but the visor-a dark black shaded visor--slammed down, and from the peripheral angle as this truck quickly turned a corner to try to ram me , I only saw it when it was about 5 feet from hitting me AND IT WAS GOING AROUND 60-70 MPH and was not slowing down. The man in the driver's seat looked at me with a zombie hate look that so many of the death squad minions make--. I slammed on the brakes, there was gravel as usual on the road so I slid my shoes on the asphalt while slamming on the brakes. The driver, whose steering wheel in Thailand is on the right-hand side of the front area. a Thai man, looked at me with that empty blank look and then turned another corner, almost swaying with the turning action--the entire cabinet of the truck was almost swaying he turned so quickly.

 Returning to this condo, upon  opening the front door, the little room stank of fungus and semen--the terrorists had poured stinking browning/cloudy brownish/white substances into the refrigerator defrost tray at the back of the fridge. The entire room stank of this. Things around the room were likewise stinking, broken or in disarray. More of the materials I use to cover the floor so the terrorists can't open the floor panels from below and attack me through that series of potential entry points for mechanical arms--the floor covering, which I had once made very beautiful, similar to a mosaic, is slashed with so many knife slashes that it's in literal huge, spiked up tatters. More was slashed, and etc.

Huge numbers of stalking terrorists attacking me in stores--but no one assaulted me physically as they had been doing in the past by shoving and literally body-slamming me with great force and violence in the middle of huge, crowded terrorist-infested areas.

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There's more but I am too tired to go on.

In "cyberstalking" "response" from my post this morning about getting the most unwanted Rammstein abuser/parasite off me; Having received a bunch of Rammstein videos on my YouTube channel this morning, as I prepare to go out being assaulted by a few hundred people that these terrorists are ordering upon me, I submit the great German classic adaptation from the novel into film, Berlin Alexanderplatz. Apparently, there is a 2020 version of the same film made and handed from the "God of Genius" to Rainer Werner Fassbinder to also produce. Fassbinder's version is extremely long, and the process of wearing down the viewer into the dregs of German male prostitute culture/rape/violence/extortion/gang thuggery and ultimately after all the Frauen violence, male homosexuality emerges as the predominant force pushing all the negation of women as human beings. The modern adaptation appears to involve a Black male from a foreign country and a blonde, Germanic woman (obviously a dyed blonde, most likely she's a prostitute if they are following the novel and script for Berlin Alexanderplatz).

 I knew I wasn't in the German version of Kansas---which is Stuttgart in this One Flew Over the Coocoo's Nest adaptation of Over the Rainbow scenario of teleportation--I know I'm not in Stuttgart any longer when I have to deal with Berliner types. They can't understand the Schwabish humor which makes light of so many heavy German attributes and thus, Stuttgart is the main financial powerhouse of the German State because people don't sit around in prostitute/alcoholic grazing activities as they do much more often in a place like Berlin, which is a notorious sleaze dive for bars and girls--you can add other cities into this mix. But coming out of that environment (a place I have been, not for long it was a very nasty place for me, I think it's a place where I am not "supposed" to be and the people coming from there are violently disposed to me. Making a type of joke that would go down in Stuttgart--at least for some people--absolutely fails with this person out of Berlin who is a "heavy" hitter type. 

Berlin Alexanderplatz is a depiction of that "subculture" Berlin culture that Disneyland-infected blind Americans either don't want to acknowledge, as it's a similar version of a strip club area of something like Las Vegas in sordid reality--as a comparison, or they are too mesmerized by having gone to Disney for far too long and not seeing the dark reality. Not speaking German, and buying into the saccharine pleasantries of welcome mat "snake in the grass" subtleties that Germans have been indoctrinated in all their lives in how to negotiate and get what you want with a warm smile and handshake--which Americas are absolutely tricked into, as I had been while I was under MIND CONTROL DRUGGING influence along with the technology. 

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The "new" version is the standard, typical film length and appears to involve a "racial" theme. It's a kind of cookie cutter template and probably only loosely follows the lines of the original novel which Fassbinder adapted.

The Fassbinder version, like so many of Fassbinder's movies, appears almost mundane and not like a movie--it seems to go into little tentacles of semi-importance, almost normal life dredging on. The very microscopic analysis of culture becomes a crescendo that builds and builds throughout the film--although the main character is immediately violent, the bulk of the film rests in most of the activities that are supposed to be "normal" for German men to conform to. Trying to find a better job. Trying crime in a gang to not have to work hard. Trying out passing women around. Trying out prostitutes. Beating a woman if she is a "b-word" and she "deserves it". Beating her to death. Going to prison only to repeat it without remorse because, ultimately, the real motivation for the main character and his male buddies is a submerged desire for homosexual union which is repressed due to the misogynist culture, where the women have to be stronger than the men in order to survive the proclivity of beating women in order to assert domination.

I felt and could "hear" the threats of violence from this man as I had a response to his slurs and derogatory hate sentences at me. I am now accosted on my YouTube page by seemingly humor videos about Germans and his gang, I mean band, videos about Germany and racism.

I truly suggest that people watch the entire Berlin Alexanderplatz by Fassbinder. I can truly state that understanding German to a relative fluid degree has made understanding the nuances of the film more accessible to me, and knowing the culture a bit (more than the Disneyland fantasy mind-controlled politicians and leaders of American society are and have become). I also will not hesitate to menion that immediately after I posted a video stating that Earth, Wind and Fire are superior musicians to this band who claim they are innately "superior" only because of white supremacy and racism and Nazi adherence that they really cling to underneath the posturing black leather "alternative" costumes they wear (or maybe not, they may be very open about their racist affiliation while they are in the private safe zone of Berlin--but not necessarily in Berlin Alexanderplatz but in more "refinted" areas as Nazism is indeed to be found everywhere and welcomed with broad smiles and promotions. Berlin Alexanderplatz is of course about the rising of the 3rd Reich, but I "forgot" to mention it. The film from Fassbinder takes place during the Weimar Republic, just as  Hitler was rising. It's a film about the homosexuality of Nazism, which it is claimed, Hitler very likely was a homosexual. I have serious doubts whether the 2020 version of this film will accentuate the homoerotic male domination feud between the lead characters and will instead focus upon the black male with the white blonde German female and the reactions of the Nazi culture of Berlin in response. I am not very sure I want to see this movie. But I "forgot" to mention, but I wrote of it in a post earlier, that Farrakhan rushed to defend these Germans. When I write of the relationship between blacks and Nazis I mean something like this---and it is portrayed as not being "racist" in movies and etc....their video about "Deutschland" and I, as always, have a retort that is far "superior" to the dumb cliche-driven hate sputterings that these haters always throw at me. My responses are at least original. That is why this German man put subliminal threats of violence at me for responding in intelligent ways to his dumb cliches. That is why he orders people to slam into me physically and that is why I am writing to get him off me, as this group of politicians and celebrities are completely enamored with him; black "activists" included. I don't know why, but I feel like I am the only one who understands the reality of what these people are compared to the lack of intelligent wariness of former deadly enemies that the Germans had been and truly--STILL ARE. Fake smiles and a fake warm handshake and invitations to stay at what looks like a Disney Castle in German from Disneyland--that's all it takes to seduce the dumb Americans who have been handed power in the 4th Reich establishment. Maybe if you just watch this movie about Germany, made by a German, you may get a glimpse of the actual reality that you don't want to see--Oh Hillary Clinton, Donald Trump, McCarthy, Greene, et al (Farrakhan, Oprah, et al) AOC et al, Progressives et al, etc etc etc they are all sold into this false promise of a fantasyland theme park of what they imagine Germany is.

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"Berlin Alexanderplatz (2020)--Official U.S. Trailer". April 9, 2021.

This image, below, from the trailer, makes the theme of the film appear to portray a Romeo & Juliet type theme. Nothing could be further from this portrayal in the 1980's Fassbinder version of the same adaptation from Berlin Alexanderplatz--where women are routinely passed around as commodities for men to use and discard without any emotion. The women are prostitutes and "love" these "Johns" for allowing them to live in their houses instead of being forced into poverty even though they are "working" the streets. Some of the women are beaten to death. The community "loves" and "pardons" the perpetrators, who return only to commit the same crimes. The underlying homosexuality is a theme that underlines everything. This film (below) probably completely circumvents most of those themes. It is a shame, the modern version follows the same lying bs fake scripts about racist "equality" and the hateful racist culture of all of the Whorewood movies I have seen for all these years of the racist attacks upon me by these "equality/feminist" celebrities and politicians (now supplanted by openly racist "Republicans" who are not 'Honest" they are just brainwashed by Nazi propaganda and unfortunately elected into office).

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"Fassbinder's BERLIN ALEXANDERPLATZ excellent part with nazis". BoldizsarCR.  July 10, 2012.

A call out to the "Void" out there to get anotther latched-on parasite off me, another abusive, violent sleazy most unwanted creep who latched on to this contract and won't stop having me attacked for his profit. Another sleazy and disgusting white fascist Nazi pig ape from Germany with a parasitic attitude of entitlement with his group of homeboys in his cock rock rotten band.

 I have written of him for months, at random times, because I think that this next creep parasite whose video for his few songs I posted on my Facebook page, months ago MONTHS AGO--one of the videos was to get Pitt off me, as I have been trying to accomplish that for YEARS. The song was just about telling someone "NO" to their demands for a "forever" union. The band comes from Germany, it's name, unfortunately I must use it, is Rammstein. The name echoes what kind of jerk-off f-ers they are. They keep ramming it to me, not overt rape but I believe the violence of ugly huge bodybuilder men was ordered by this Nazi creep out of Berlin, the lead singer. He, like so many, and the dumb and ugly German pig apes before him whose music videos and songs and tv shows I may have clicked on, rush to attack me. Somehow, because I speak German somewhat, they assume I must immediately provide them with this contract so they can obtain endless wealth out of this Nazi contract that America has embraced. Because the Americans participating in this contract, all of them, are like submissive slaves worshipping Nazis--the politicians are like enamored because they have spent too many years at Disneyland and only see that Disney castle and the replica of German Medieval architecture, and have swallowed the bs Micky Mouse smiles of the disgusting Nazis whom they imitate and welcome in--so they have no sense, understanding.They ask me about my perspective on Germans and on their duplicity, which I have witnessed firsthand for years while living in Germany, not just  upon me, but upon many others--they assume it's due to my targeted status and dismiss me and make jokes about it. I would not care, but their lack of understanding and basic stupidity in terms of awareness should not have to be foisted upon me in these hate skits and the Germanic pig ape scumbag whores who flock to obtain dibs into digginginto destroying my life, home and body. 

Yesterday it was a verbal exchange of hate betwixt me and this pig ape scum. I was watching All Quiet on the Western Front. He immediately teleported me while I was watching it, so we were watching it together. I tried not to talk to him, but they use a tech that "opens" my communication like a sieve with "trut serum" effect as I pour out my impressions, ideas and honest opinions while they torture me for my opinions, steal them in order to present themselves as having any opinion whatsoever that goes against fascist Nazism, and then they torture me to stop me from thinking or analyzing and poison and drug me to slowly murder me, have me raped as a form of dehumanization, and continue endless violence against me.

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I am about to go outside shopping. The last time I went out, I was nearly hit and killed by cars so often it happened at least every 5 minutes. I have to drive for hours in chaotic traffic here in Phuket where there is no police presence on the roads. Whatever cops there are, are crooked and watch on as the Europigapes launch deadly assaults upon me while the police defend them and do nothing ot help me or stop their driving. 

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This German I believe has ordered me to be physically assaulted in these shopping malls, and probably is part of the team that Musk has assembled of cars nearly hitting me or  hitting me at precise angles and at vector-analysis precision. 

Can anyone please get this next pig ape scumbag off me, finally? I wrote of it, I wrote of it, as there were so many other pieces of ugly rotten shit latched on to obtaining promotions for attacking me, unjustly. They arrive yelling, threatening, insulting and abusing. When i attempt to pry them off, for saying NO to ugly slnister, boring and sleazy putrid ugly so-called "men" they have me tortured because of their Nazi belielf that they are somehow "superior" and I must "obey" them with sexual slavery, being abused and poisoned and drugged by them to my slow death while they profit off it with their ugly skank Nazi women--who are likewise repugnant and disgusting in every way--but the entertainment industry has put this image so much into highest ranking of "beauty" and I sit here being assaulted by the House Speaker with glaring black-eyed looks of hate, endless threats about me not worshipping Germans as if I'm "supposed" to because this blank and dumb idiot McCarthy does--like the dumb slaughterhouse sheeple that these politicians are who have sold America off to Nazis along with these shit networks of death-mongering wanna be Nazi Imperialist Fascists--unfortunately including most of the Democrats so-called--thus I remain begging online for justice and a stop and halt to this next shithead ugly creep who has not stopped having me physically assaulted by huge ugly men in large spaces within "top quality" shopping malls while we are suurounded by the dark skinned inevitable slaves who fully conform and do what they are told by the bigot shit white supremacists--this system that America and H-wood and Congress has so fully adopted into the fabric of what was supposed to be, or what may have been at one time, a "Democracy". 

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This is one video this group of lying German Nazi pig apes made concerning "racism"--the usual black minion is put into the lead position with an "emboldened" "power" warrior stance. In reality, the usual master-slave system applies, and either these men have wonderful relationships with the blacks who are living in Germany as they defer to them with submission on very vital and critical levels but openly appear like they are "friends"--but when it comes to me, due to the labels placed upon me, the racism is a parasite that has been waiting for decades to re-emerge in Germany.

However, this video is so characteristic of the entire facade that Whorewood, Congress and the "Democratic" NATO block has put up in entertainment and sometimes even in political economy to promote how "alternative" cock rock pig apes like these ugly men "care" about "fighting racism". 

I was looking up the video this creep made about domestic violence and violence abains women. The video had something like his childhood trauma with mommy and daddy fighting as daddy beats the life out of mommy. this pig ape creep is crying in the video. I assumed that meant that the dumb thug was against violence and rape against women. But no, it only means it's against it happening to Nazi women and the violence should be shifted to me or people like me for the Nazi shitpile to dump their usual crap on those who are "supposed" to be their "inferiors" by rote assumption. Blocking competition and the endless racial stereotypes abound, in order to reinforce this cliche. I must endlessly fight to get parasites off me as I fight to explain to the fascist Americans that their racist cliches do not apply to me but instead the labels of inferiority actually apply to THEM. But I am more tortured for defending myself. I am not willing to be polite to these pig apes any longer, as I was in the beginning of this tragedy of their stupidity and ugliness forced puon me. 

But look at the pieces of shit with their usual "libeal" video, made in Germany, about how much they "care" about "fighting racism" with the "good" black model playing it's role--the "strong" black woman who can kick their booties because she' black and they "care" about not being racist.

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Yesterday my verbal confrontation with this creep, after a point in the film All Quiet on the Western Front, where I made a joke, under this Truth Serum effect, while this ugly putrid man forced his unwanted self upon me, as they all do, at every vulnerable moment possible (while I'm sleeping, while I'm naked in the shower as they go on and on for hours an dhours, day after day insulting, threatening, etc for their sleazy promotions--I have to see how sick and stupid they are every day and how incompetent)

But, I said something about how the German men in the movie were "looking for love" with their dumb pornographic jokes--as much of the movie, what I have watched so far, revolves around the German characters, the soldiers, looking for girls to adore them because they are manly soldiers--

the creep called me all kinds of sexually charged insults that are absolutely prototypical for German men when they are trying to "shame" women. I'm sure when he arrives to get his free mansion or deal for attacking me here in Thailand, he will indulge  happily in the kinds of women he claims I am when they also are almost free-lovingly groveling to the white male pig ape from Europigapeland like latched on slaves looking for a chance for the bit time of being lavished with a free meal, perhaps a marriage, a baby, being invited to live in Europigapeland--the dreams for uplifting their lives through these rotten whore men--who call the women they abuse and exploit these names.

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I called him names back. It was the usual downgrading of life and energy in an exchange of hate betwist me and another bigot racist who begins immediately with hate at me, so I have no choice but either to become a victim or fight back because they come at me when I can't NOT react, through this technology.

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But LOOK, here's the usual scam and psychological hoax that all these bigot fascist pig apes in Whorewood use fo sell the image that they are Elvis who "cares" about blacks during the Civil Rights era, for his own promotion into fame--

"Rammstein--Deutschland (Official Video)". Rammstein Official. March 29, 2019.

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