Saturday, October 14, 2023

Big Daddy coming to "break" and rape and control me & Internet terrorism. My "punishment" from Big Daddy and his Big Bro/Ho network because I am not obeying 100% implicitly every single dirty, abusive and denigration demand from the English Imperialist fascist with his fellow other actor rapists, playing roles alongside him in movies and raping and abusing me for YEARS, now he's joined on in for the "fun" and endless lead roles in movies as the pig apes from London have been handed for all these 10 years or longer from this violence they endlessly profit off against me, this hate contract. They also have stolen ideas from me, had me raped, and then threatened to kill me by nearly slamming a car door into my head when I called the sleazy dumb whoren mirran a piece of shit in a fit of rage when she demanded I call her "dame". So I am being tortured by electronic weapons for the slightest resistance, any kind of look that isn't groveling, and raped and raped because this man is so turned on by torture and rape. I have had my cat stolen, my soul mate daughter whom I loved who is the only thing on this planet that loves me in return except for other cats which also were stolen from me. They then torture me and abuse and poison so I am nearly dead but paralyzed and stuck being zapped burned heart palpitations tears streaming out of my eyes raped poisoned with deadly toxins abused hours and hours every day, endlessly cleaning up stinking filth that is being sprayed on everything I own, all day, taking rotations, everything is filthy and stinking and disgusting in my living space which I can't clean. So this rapist abuser from England or the UK is ramping up the violence, apparently being poisoned to the point of near death and being stuck being repoisoned and teleported beaten abused and raped for over a decade is just NOT ENOUGH because I am still FIGHTING FOR MY HUMAN RIGHTS basic human rights.//so they must increase it, this English Imperialist is going to show me who's boss and who is big Brother/Ho/Daddy molesting abusing punishing and with a huge sexual enlargement of his grin of smug glib because he's getting something like tortured-to-death victim being raped with me endlessly providing him with a macho sense of "power", plus at this point I think they should at least be paying me for this sex trafficking as th is is sickening that my ideas have been stolen constantly by this filth group plus his dirty foul friends for over a decade (more like almost 20 years by the English pig ape who is their benefactor in this situation, another person connected to English monarchy, directly in that clique of Royalty who has assaulted me for almost 30 years using this system and was murdering me and stealing ideas).//The WiFi connection is being turned off every few minutes but mostly it's off. I had to spend SIX HOURS fighting to get hacked malware off my laptop. I tried to download an update from Windows and it infected my laptop so badly I thought it was broken. It remained spinning in the "restart" blue screen for THREE HOURS. I spent another 3 hours doing a system restore (not the same as a factory complete restore, the computer store I bought this Dell laptop from, expensive at least for me, took the CD restart from the box and input malware directly onto the laptop, telling me that the laptop had to be ordered). It was during Covid when most stores were closed and I had not had a laptop for at least 8 months to a year because it had been broken--which i bought only 2 years before that because my other laptop had been broken by this disgusting organization.

When I finally completed the very slow system restore, the first thing that happened as always happens now and has been ongoing for 6 months or longer, for this one hack, is that when I turn on the router and it is fully lit, and the WiFi is connected, I then have to go through a kind of routine because the hacking is so bad. I can't obtain WiFi if my laptop is on. I have to unplug the power cord from the power connection and also to the laptop itself. Then I have to replug the router, turn it on. That also has been made very slow. They hack the speed of connection to the router. Once I get on, they turn off the WiFi within about 4 minutes. They always do this while I am downloaded my browser because they have made the Microsoft Edge Browser that comes with this laptop almost impossible to use for most of the functions. It's so dysfunctional and slow from all the hacking and keystroke logging that I must use other browsers. Those get infected as well but I think the Microsoft Edge is part of the internal system, or hard drive but with any restore function it is always there---and it's been so manipulated that it barely works. I can't download updates, as happened today for the first time in many months because I get viruses or malware. I tried it again because my laptop was infected already after having done the restore just yesterday. I thought maybe there would be a BIOS download which would sort of clear out the browser a bit. I got a 4-hour virus blocking even turning the laptop off. It spun for 4 hours straight I was mentally planning on how to buy another laptop or how to get to a computer shop where they all pretend they speak no English and lie and rip me off and are disgusting and rude.

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So I have spent another 45 minutes getting up, turning my laptop off. Unplugging the power cord. Unplugging the cord from the laptop. Walking to the messy area of the room where I have to not fall over the items on the floor and bend down to plug the router which I must always unplug in order to try to get the hacking off the router. I then have to plug it all in, wait for about 5 minutes because the router is made extremely slow and it turns on and then the lights go off and then it resumes the process so it goes through the cycle of turning on about 3 times in a row--all hacked. Then I have to plug in my laptop again and the plug into the power socket and then turn it on. That also has been made very slow, the malware they hacked into my system has now infected my laptop so the screen appears extremely slowly. There is now a black screen when I first turn on the laptop which remains like it's about to black out--then slowly it goes to the intro screen, and sits there for about one minute, then it slowly goes to the opening screen and I must click on the browser, which is extremely slow to come up, undoubtedly my entire computer has been hacked to be like this with the terrorists breaking into my room every single moment possible to cause as much harm as possible.

I meanwhile fell into a sick sleep and as I lay in all the stress also from the English man actor now playing Big Daddy with me, with abuse, punishment, threats and intimidation plus insults after raping me which I respond to in a kind of pornographic desire because I am human--I have been abused and tortured like a sex trafficking victim of abuse and rape from greedy and nasty men and women for over a decade, most of whom were murdering me with very slow, agonizing poisoning for the extra bonus on top of rape, sexual violence and theft of my ideas and the racist thrill of destroying my body and life and then insulting everything about me because I can't even move physically.

so, after fighting for my basic human rights with politicians from Congress coming to insult, threaten, laugh at, mock and conjoin with the rapists from Whorewood in this disgusting contract, me fighting for all basic human rights constantly

I am now the center of another male who is a big playboy using pornographic violence and the technology/drug interface. I am not capable of being tortured, poisoned, drugged and violated for over a decade every single day from over half a million tourists and people and celebrities and politicians with zero friendship, love, support, family or even my own country is now a hateful landscape of fascist Nazis waiting to get the green light to openly kill instead of gang stalk and poison people like me to death.

So undoubtedly this man is being showered with warm gestures of love from the team of violent celebrities in H-wood, and then the Big Bro/Ho/Daddy organization with it's mommy/daughter/lover good girls cheering and applauding because they feel so much happier watching this happen to me as the bad b-word who for some reason just wasn't "good" enuf like cheering rapists and abusers on or something like that--not sure, that's what these skanks all do so that is all I can say about them.


And, the internet was turned off in the middle of me writing about this mess I never created. Can't go anywhere, can't get anything done, am stuck here. Hoping my country will not become as despicable as the shadow of doom that surrounds me all vying for top positions in all fields. 

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Well, I tried to turn the internet on again and another hack sick joke the hackers play on me is to have the router display a connected sign (the half-circles) and the connection panel says that the WiFi is connected. But it's not. They do t his constantly as well. I had about 5 minutes in order to write this very quick post, with the keyboard so badly hacked that I could barely write anything. My brain is also under attack so I can barely move my hands to the correct positions on the keyboard. The internet is completely down. I spent 6 hours trying to restore the system. I did a complete restore function but not with the recovery disc because the terrorist organization blocked that from me and lied and denied it to me. 

So the internet is down again. I must unplug the router trying to not lose this information I just wrote by having to turn the computer off to try to get the signal to come in, as I do at least 20 times per day, literally I spend at least one hour turning the WiFi and this laptop on and off just to reestablish connection. I must do it again. They turn the WiFi to the "airplane" mode and other types of hacks to stop the connection.

Also on the router, all the lights are on and it displays connection. When I do a Command function and ping for any website, there is no connection even though the router is lit up and shows that the connection is on, and my laptop shows that the connection is on. This happens and then after about 2 minutes the connection appears off on my laptop but remain all alit on the router. This goes on and on and on and on every day now. I spend most of my day fighting this if I want to watch any streaming. Today I watched zero streaming and just got onto online newspapers and immediately all was shut down. All shut down as I was downloading browsers and I am trying to get into a US Government website for crucial information for me and they have completely shut all down so I am spending now hours just to try to get into one site. They also hacked into another site from Thailand and blocked my access. 

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The frenzy of violence endlessly thrust at me from one sick and disgusting celebrity or politician after the next is due to the hyperaction of the Trump campaign to once more assault and abuse me in order to gain endless promotions as he had done to be elected in 2015-2016. Trump then had to continue the abuse to get more and more out of the contract, aloong with the shit pig ape group from Whorewood, and then they had to attack me for the next round of upcoming celebrities, then their shitty dirty stupid filthy children, then their partners, and now it's literally every day. But this one, for the past three days, has planned this in advance. He knows a lot about my situation but really has not idea of who I am, only my reaction and my writing. My reactions in written blog are a drugged up torture victim's account of being raped and beaten and hit by cars and thousands and thousands of scumbags assaulting me in public places, while no one will do a damn single thing about it in Congress and it won't even matter if any of them die or not. The Supreme Court Justice who was so "feminist" and "liberal" even hacked her photos and videos on my YouTube channel for at least one year, in that hacking configuration that is not algorithmic. I wonder is she understood at any point how much she was actually contributing to her own demise. Do any of you wonder about this when you giggle and laugh and participate in this hate violence against me?

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I was referring of course to Ruth Bader Ginsburg, that nice old Jewish lady who everyone loved on "the Left" who participated in an unconstitutional violation of every human right in her effort to get a spike up in her media coverage. SHe got a documentary later that year, which has happened to most of the Baby Boomer gen who have assaulted me, they all get documentaries and then more movies. 

I could not remember her name while I was writing this post in the paragraph above, but as soon as I walked away from the laptop position where the brain-altering tech is always aimed, I remembered her name immediately. The internet of course was turned off by hackers.

It's still off. I turned off the router but not this browser or the laptop to try to not lose all that I have written. Big Daddy the rapist Englishman with his dumb whorren mirran and his buddy who played alongside him as a martial arts fighter for a popular movie about good versus evil and politics--and oh! The Jewish nazi who played the female princess fighter--who partnered with the Nazi-spewing bigot from America AND his daughter because they helped her to get her studio and her promotion as well (she won "Jackie" later that year, which no one ever discusses now although it "won").

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Yes, he's been preparing this for a LONG time as all his associates from his former movie and movies and social rape bigot "elitist" circles have all obtained a decade or longer of endless lead roles during Covid and prizes and nominations and etc etc and glorified and plastic surgery ornamented and put in fashion shows and etc etc. 

How could he not, but he was planning, yes scrutinizing my ranting posts which I have written for years, years and years to no avail. He's using all forms of sexual violence, emotional and psychological psy-ops. He's probably the most well-researched of the group, even more astute about how to manipulate and use this tech then Elon Musk. Not that I am congratulating him. It's just sadistic psychopathy put on steroids of technology with people having no moral or ethical values or concerns in this "elite" group which I have lost all respect for, yet they demand it with torture.

I just want my cat back, this group of millionaires and billionaires to be FORCED to pool money, or really, they should be forced legally as part of a reparation deal because every single day they are violating most of the laws and edicts and constitutional rights that I am supposed to have, which has been completely taken away by the leaders of American government who fully partner with this situation. So the frenzy of violence I think is because Trump is hoping he can get more and more and more and more elections and prizes by this contract out of me and he's offering his dumb skank minions every kind of unbelievable prize for increasing the violence against me to a near chaotic frenzy of daily violence. Now it's violent rape and threats from yet another male who is skilled in martial arts and psy-ops. I'm fighting and fighting, but he's now like an S&M dungeon torture bigot with insults after raping me, violence, torture and everyone loves him for it. He claims he's going to "break" me for Trump (he doesn't add the Trump part of it but I know it's basically all stemming from Trump looking for the Nazi/Mafia 4th Reich to endlessly promote him for his fascist violence and racism with me the endless target of violence because I was microchipped as a baby and then later microchipped and implanted. It's just a holiday of fun and rape for this group of disgusting parasites who feed off torture and rape and violence. The Government of the United States keeps pouring out its' rhetoric about every egalitarian concept possible but fully supporting TERRORISM against me with full financial and every other kind of support, including participating. I'm sure Marjorie Taylor Green is also behind this as she is very Europ-a-land centric and believes in rape and assault, and it's not "homosexual" if she does it to me, it's just a power grab for prestige from the 4th Reich by abusing and sexually violating me while I am teleported and drugged and traumatized and poisoned and sick and dying and asking for help perpetually.

I've been telling this English man to go away since he began three days ago. In the past three days he's raped and abused and insulted and threatened me constantly. He repeats words I have written in mockery so he is educated on what he believes is a psychological profile. I repeat, I am under a "mind control" influence every time I write so I can't write in any articulate form. The hacking is ubiquitous so I can't type. I told him to go away immediately (day #1) before he began sexually assaulting me (on day #2). I tried to get him off me immediately. I tried as hard as I could. But he is a violent person and really needs a plantation system. Maybe Oprah can help him in this aspect and provide him with some tips on how to be gratuitous in public and then a slime plantation slave master using this tech---

It's all so disgusting.

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Oh yes, one last thing. The sick irony of the English trio who are attacking me in segmented fragmented incidents lasting over a decade (in addition to their benefactor for this contract, the scumbag who is the son of the former Royal Portrait Painter--or one of them, long ago) but, ALL of them have played Jews in most prominent positions, so sickening to watch which I can't do, and the third who was slamming my head in the door of a car in teleportation, played a benevolent German man caring about Jews during the Holocaust, thanks to Steven Spielberg he has put these Nazis into main prominent position for his excellent directing and their lousy acting (not convincing to me but somehow they get these lead roles, and the rigging of this entertainment industry for lead roles by those who prove what duplicitous lying bigot fascist Nazis they are should be of concern but it's only cheered on by the most devout "Left" of Congress who join in giggly and laughing and joining in. One of them very "Jewish" and antagonistic towards me,  joining in with the Nazis and bigots. That is very typical. Go to my posts about Israel and this aligns with that.


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Extreme drugging/nervous system attacks via implants along my spine & into my brain--8 hours of literal non-stop abuse from this English And nazi team of another senator from congress, the same rape enabler who is the front-runner face of anti-violence against women and me2 rape culture to oust the jewish weinstein so her company and the rest can overtake h-wood --antisemitism so openly expressed that obviously Nazis and virulent racists are behind this contract out on me. My brother stating that only I will experience violence, with his full participation and that Germans are trustworthy not racists it can't happen to him. for using sexual and physical violence against me instantly after more than 30 years of never having seen him, never contacting him except for him smirking about a situation the nazis forced on me, he is lunging at me to gain more promotions and allowance to get everything for free for handing me over to murder, essentially. Me, drugged so badly I cannot stop reacting to every question, hours of asking me for ideas as the English scriptwriters and director and the endless leech parasite this ugly sinister putrid creep female who is endlessly pushing violent beef-body-build "men" out of europ-a-land to violently rape me, the more abusive and humiliating the more they are praised and awarded; she is the representative for the United Nations and for Chuck Schumer in all legislation against rape and domestic violence against women. Put deliberately there really to give permission for rape if it's racist-based rather than anything else. beloved so greatly by the grateful rapist thugs surrounding her, the minority minions lavishing praise making antisemitic comments at me--Jews in particular are very hostile and laughing smirking it can only happen to me, not them. The drugs are so insidious that are injected pumped into my bladder while I sleep--must get up every night to alleviate what they inject so I am drugged--it is a nasty horrific murderous chemical and drug forcing hate, along with extreme shifts of my brainwaves I can't even control my breathing--my entire spine is coated in hard chemicals in which microchip implants directly affecting my spine are buried from the 3 complete surgeries I have had---(the hardening poisons made my spine crooked, the terrorists fractured my vertebrae while I was unconscious after they orchestrated mostly harmless "accidents' and in the deep brain implant state, I am rendered completely unconscious and unable to feel anything (drugged to the extreme the next morning with pain killers and numbing chemicals). 8 hours another day of this ongoing with me finally screaming in rage fighting and hitting the people responsible for this--the senator who came years ago to abuse yell fascistically at me, now threatening my life for having rushed to physicall attack him after shouting to go away go away go away. They all remain until I rush at them lunging in fury. The dirty nasty sick female who is connected to the English monarchy has been relegated to bring every fascist nazi english abuser and hater to assault me possible in the celebrity zone, there are so many---all are clamoring to get this contract and to participate from all minorities in congress who rush at me violently to white supremacist congress haters--this one very close to the source of much discontent for those slated to be excluded from life in general---very pompous about his entitlement to torture have me raped and poisoned, they all are. My brother smug and behaving like I am still being beaten and abused by him at the age of 14 when I left the hate situation my family had adopted because my mother was trying to get "in" with an "Italian" but American married man, the "Italians" in this tiny family-controlled cul-de-sac had installed mircophone relay systems so they could listen to my family abuse me (this was in 1978 before the internet) my brother was so violent I phoned the police and left that house the next day--forever. I saw him a few times, I had the blank mind controlled drugged assumption that he had "grown up" but alas, he lives in the perpetual abuse state having ensured I am stuck everywhere I go as he is promoted for endlessly ensuring my destruction, lack of health care. My family offered me an inheritance in a creep way 2 years ago, I saved the money but declined to have any further contract with them as they were abusive just in connecting me to the lawyers distributing the inheritance (I got the absolute lowest amount of all members)--and this they used to have social security cut off my income and it's been off for 6 months while I am fighting to have it reinstated and they worked with the 4th Reich to have this done. I was screaming at him in rage, as the hate parasitic rape cheerleader who is beloved by all senators presidents her sleazy and disgusting 16 years of stealing my ideas so her blank and hateful lack of personality can be embellished by my years and lifetime of reading and study, so that nazi white supremacy can appear like it has originality and any kind of creativity outside of endless repetition of murder revenge and upcommance plots which they rotate every year in their awards categories, until they latched on to stealing my ideas, and now torturing me as I scream ideas because they are so revolting their image their ugly sinister presence is so revolting--and I cannot stop responding instantly to their endless probing questions intermixed with extremew murder threats and then inquisitive questions and every thing I do, from going to the bathroom eating taking healing powders all my exercises for healing I created they are stealing and using as their own invention; so much that I do is original and not a copy I learned, they are stealing torturing and asking for ideaws literally non-stop. I cannot stop talking I can't stop responding. the drugs, my body is like enmeshed in not being able to breathe independently the technology and drug interface is so overwhelming. The smug and smirking dirty ugly sick skank sits smiling as I scream and fight for the 2nd year in a row of literal daily screaming and rage at English hate bigots assaulting me for over 8 hours per day--0the rapist who beat tortured and mutilated me, has had my plants killed is threatening my life then making sleazy sexual comments, sitting next to this foul and dirty ugly sick creep skank always they are partners probably as with all the men who rape me she tries to suck my life force energy out by having sex with them as well. Some of them at least--they sit next together all the men who rape me next to her, after she has had me poisoned nearly to death, still fighting to heal every day. My body aging rapidly she is laughing, the men make endless sneering comments about my breasts while I am naked as they sit for hours watching and commenting on all I do. Once i finally "break" after the 6-8 hour mark of literal non-stop literally every single second for over 6 to 8 hours without a moment of them shutting up for one single second with death trhreats abuse insults and probing questions I scream finally to shut up and die I scream hit them rush violently. It is torture and the senators are smug threatening to kill me constantly for lunging at them screaming to get off me to fuck off that they have already been killing me via poisoning and torture for years. It goes on and on. I might be able to "ignore' them if they were not drugging me so severely and my body racked with implants along my spine forcing a reaction that overwhelms my breathing and concentration--the implants are definitely in my brain and along my spine---without a doubt they force my muscles to spasm while people are slamming doors--the effect is unmistakable and has happened for years in this same sequence I do not flinch at noises like this, it is artificially created generated and forced upon me. They are so ugly and appear so rancid rotten stupid ugly and sick I scream that they are disgusting that I never want anything like them around me not for a minute much less 8-10 hours per day,e very day, then stupid sick teleportation skits of hate death and homelessness and me being abused, being put in stupid situations in an "edit" mode so I am waking to being in some negative situation in the middle of a posture I never created, like a movie edit stopping and starting my consciousness can be started and stopped with a press of a button in that state.//I am trying to work a way to not be overwhelmed, because these filthy sick creeps are meaningless scum in my opinion but I react as if I can't stop, and I literally cannot. //I ordered a music player and they blocked everything possible for every music player--this one supposedly came with no memory but they had it jacked-up so the memory is invisible but it is hacked and is turned off remotely like all the rest of the players they continue the death and torture deep sleep states. My body is aging my hair greying my body withering because of the energy this ugly sick skank sucks out smiriking and laughing. They keep asking me for ideas then destroying my finances so I have nothing. I am still waiting for the decision from social security whether my disability payments will be reinstated or not. They lied to me for 6 months, my family had my inheritance taken away and then my disability as well; this was a ploy it was not some random accident and they just arrived when I was being violently raped by the last lrapist from europigapeland with ugly skankalina presiding as they "made love" to each other sitting next to one another attacking me mutually--now it's the next one, the same thing but his English is much better so his verbal abuse is for 10 hours or more per day--endless extreme violent threats, violent abusive ugly rape, supposedly implying that I "deserve" it for fighting to save my life from this. My brother doing everything he can to protect the 4th Reich and that only I wil lbe a victim of any racism never he. I went into, in truth serum drugged torture microchip enhanced stress hate truth serum mode how nazis are definitely pursuing another genocide against jews and in america they want to pour in and create nazification of the already nazified and ocmpletely overtaken america by europigape nazi filth, and I am trying to quell this as much as possible. The denial is pure stupidity this ugly sinister creep I want nothing to do with, he creeps me out I am so disgusted by him it's a visceral reaction of disgust--and his smug pomposity that he's going to get more and more and more out of murdering me smiling stupid sick ignorant--denying that nazis are taking power that they want to destroy jews. I keep shouting how stupid he is, he threatens to break my arms. If there is, as I said today, any person the most violently and murderously inclined towards me it will be my family--as they are so groomed to murder me and have been working to achieve this with full applause endless promotions money poured into them as being symbols of jewish nazi partnership---they are the most threatening and the most dangerous--and so sick and stupid it's unbelievable trying to explain how they are putting nazis into power who will take away their homes if they want lebensraum--all I say they deny and shout with whining insult that I am stupid--I remind them that I lived in Germany for over 5 years because they were trying to kill me by having a metal rod made loose in my spine so my uncle bill could get "permission" to publish his gay magazine echo in Phoenix so they had me body fractured so I had no choice but to return to them, asking for help and health care--they made sure I got nothing they tried to put me in prison for a charge of theft of jewelry (I had no car, the situation was at night miles away from me with no car and buses all stopped and etc) and they had just killed the italian american mafia thug my mother had married talking the same night he died on the day he was leaving her and the house they had jointly purchased he wanted to save since he poured the bulk of the deposit from his money--and etc.. in a murder frenzy they were--I left with a metal rod loose in my spine and had to try to survive this until I left america for germany in 1991--I told him that i had to go to germany for years to try to survive the last murder attempt they had made on me, and I speak german lived around germans only speaking german met nazis know their mentality they have not changed their edicts to kill all jews and jews in america are a target. Told I was a stupid bitch death threats and it can't happen to him, only to be because i'm a "bitch" etc my disgusting brother and his nasty spawn brought to torment me, completely programmed to ask me "why" germans are intent on another genocide, which I said to him a few days ago, he was given a script for what to repeat so the english fuckers sitting on those chairs could steal the screaming ideas I spewed out unable to stop reacting--smug ugly shitalina smiriking adn smug the violent abusive fardy the tom actor not a cat or cool sitting next to his "Lover" as I know that is the endless program of dirty energy leech shitalina--and it goes on and on> I am trying to not react bvut when I do react after the 6 hour mark I become violent to get them off me, then they all threaten my life and it goes on and on--information and ideas they are taking down as I scream them and scream and fight. My hair turning white my body aging and breaking it's murder. I am still paralyzed from the poison they all poured into my body as they had the poison raped into my body and then torture so I can't heal--it's murder.