Friday, October 13, 2023

--Continued from yesterday, (in writing this, this account of the evil that men do (rape, torture, abuse dehumanization, racist rape culture of the Nazi/Mafia fascists), it will obtain an unfortunate promotion)--the unfortunate de-evolution of another actor being puppeteered by the Nazi faction of the Mafia-driven 4th Reich who plays Jesus in a film, usurping Judaism in yet another example of extreme Holocaust genocidal antisemitism. He represents an entire faction of a country and continent and global coordinated effort who provide no ballast to the concept of good. They only represent it in fake depictions on celluloid mind programming for the furtherance of the 4th Reich. Evil fascist Europigape Nazi versus Rotten rapist pornographic scumbag of evil:

 "Last Days in the Desert Official Trailer #1--Ewan McGregor Movie HD". Rotten Tomatoes Trailers.  May 24, 2016.



English (or wherever it's from) actor fascist Imperialist Neo-Nazi British Israelist--played Jesus and I think it's opposite--trying to portray Good Versus Evil in a most boring rendition of the Jesus mythology of confronting Evil in the desert, created for the furtherance of portraying English and white Nazi bigot Imperialist fascists as representing Jesus and of course, displacing Jews. It is called British Israelism, and it's roots lie in the Crusades, in which Muslims and Jews were slaughtered in Jerusalem and deemed worthless for "not having souls" and thus condemned to die by the brutality of the Europigapes going on yet another rampage of theft, rape and mass murder.
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But whorewood will promote this subhuman rat feces because I am now writing about his teleportation brutal rape of me last night, literally forcing himself on me as I struggled to get him out of my body, and violently forced into it with violence during the entire act. The technology afflicting my nervous system and brain forced a response from me and also being constantly assaulted was another factor of trying to get the violence to stop. It didn't quite stop. I had written about this pig ape yesterday and how he had sexually assaulted me but not outright rape. In a fit of rage after my drugged up, fungus-laden food I had cooked while this filthy pig ape was fascistically yelling at me constantly as the Austrailian rotten skank who has partnered with shit pig pitalina for years to obtain endless Oscars, and is trying now for the movie that was an outgrowth of the concept I had written of years ago (maybe 7 years ago) on my Facebook page, only because I can't write more than a few paragraphs per day due to hacking, keyboard made so stiff it's more than physically exhausting to pound out a few words, and the rewrites and the general drugging into near paralysis and comatose conditions that remains and also the detox process combined with the recurrent re-poisoning has rendered me incapable of most activities.
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This filth bucket scumbag--yes, PROMOTE HIM because I am writing about him. Give this piece of filthy shit an OSCAR along with the bigot pig apes of Whorewood watching on as they take turns. His violence towards me was almost instantaneous due to the instructions of the pile of shit constantly ramping up the violence so all this worthless boring old fart wanna be extravagantly ultra wealthy and powerful, so he behaves, speaks like and has the energy of a life-sucking old man and I feel old around him. THis is what has happened to shitalina and filthy pig pit and all the creeps surrounding them as they all yearn to emulate Europigape fascists who are of the aristocratic level of power and finance.

As I don't consider these elitist groups to be anything supreme or superior to me except in manipulative deadly violence and in money usurpation and hate protocol dumbing down propensities, I can never "respect" these shit whores as they torture me to obtain their promotions and deals with torture that is never stopped.
Of course, Elon Musk has fully helped with the technology and torture but this type of situation occurred long before this group of rat subhuman filth began their current never-ending onslaught and then obtaining years of Oscars and funding in millions for the projects upon which they stole my ideas which they tortured out of me, stole and probably deleted my writing as my internet is constantly hacked and items are deleted and rewritten constantly by the terrorist hackers.
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Yes, he's going to be promoted for his racist violence and antisemitism aimed at me. Once again I found myself having been forced to react to someone raping me in a drugged and sleeping state with a fake induced passion because I am only human, they force my nervous system and brain into a mode that is artificial as I am sleeping. They kept closing off my larynx so I could not breathe, this was at the state of falling asleep as they did this constantly until this pig filth whore began trying his rape routine I suspect he's done before in all his pornographic hate experience of being a celebrity. I tried to go back to sleep as they kept making my throat constrict as my breathing was shut off and my throat made this ugly horrific noise, which is what they do every single night. They close off my larynx and throat just as I am falling asleep. This means that they have brain-monitoring equipment on me full time. My every hysterically ranting post is due to this same equipment forcing a fake rage or fake desire.
Everyone thinks this is hilarious and fun, in this group of foul pig ape shit as they keep being promoted and promoted for this basic Neanderthal act of Nazi brutality and programming. It's just terrorism but when celebrities do it, how promotionally glamorous it all is.
How sickening to see in the news the celebrity trash cartel who are concerned, so they say, about the antisemitism rising after this attack on Israel and then Jews around the world and people cheering on Hamas. So many of those who have participated in this hate crime are now making public statements. What great publicity they are obtaining and of course, the Nazis of the 4th Reich who control shitwood subhuman rat-wood instruct their sleazy and greasy filthy dirty ugly puppets that they must play an opposing side so that the deception of fascist Nazi programming (especially by blacks and feminists and latinos and Jews) can be disguised by photo-ops of "solidarity".

This pig ape subhuman rat actor who has co-opted the Jewish Jesus because of his utter racism and hate for Jews, was actually married to a "jewish" woman. This is what happens when Jewish Nazis get involved in nazi filth and marry and have spawn with them. She got screwed over, he got promoted undoubtedly and is now on a racist rampage against me, substituting, I suspect, his hostility towards his wife who left him and dumping his problems onto me. This is what the pieces of shit all do. The women who participate from Whorewood are most anxious to have my body completely mutilated, disfigured as these pig ape rat subhuman scum celebrity men abuse, insult my body sexually grab at me violently rape and beat me as the "me too" feminist women like shitalina who stole and has been stealing and continues to steal the concepts I write of as her own, representing "her" which is a sham scam scum skank as they all are.

Likewise, in Nazi-controlled H-wood, which the Nazis claim is "Jewish-controlled" but it's impossible for that to be true as not a single Jew can get involved except to participate in attacking me, so if it were Jewish controlled t here would be at least ONE SINGLE Jewish personality out of Whorewood who might care to use their power cartel to stop this Nazi assault upon me, and ostensibly it's going to be pushed as a normalization for future tech and mind control. None of the Jewish (Nazis) out of Whorewood appear whatsoever to be concerned about this and are just glad they get to represent the 0.0088 percept of Jews in Whorewood who are visually present. Behind the scenes there may be a plethora of Jewish faction but they are meek and weak, obviously not concerned about me being brutalized constantly for over a decade by their starring actors in their studios. In Whorewood, as I read in Breitbart, there is going to be a commemoration for the victims of the Hamas massacre, for the jews sacrificed for the U.S. Military establishment that WILL be constructed in the wake of the aftermath of the Hamas expulsion, of course Palestinians as well, so far Hamas is not taking care of their own it appears, as the non-representative Party in control over that region. In Whorewood, 4th Reich California, this solemn dedication to the Jewish victims is going to be a substitute for a ceremony which was supposed to honor the celebrity rape cheerleaders and feminist and black Nazis who happily participated in rape and torture of me, who were supposed to be "honored" for their "roles" "representing" black and white women (three of them who have directly or indirectly participated or profited were supposed to be honored but are substituted for a moment of solidarity with jewish women who of course represent almost nothing in Whorewood when it comes to star beauty queens or anything except goofey loud obnoxious women, the usual standard cliche the pig apes of whorewood demand of their hated Jewish women, the men do-nothing married to blonde Nazi bigot women smilling with delight as I get tortured and raped by their "friends"). These filthy pig ape whore women, Oprah and Streep, who have either openly with great violence and hate and hostility attacked me alongside the mafia and Nazis and rapists and used every kind of hate visual performance of disdain, sneering contempt and violence at me (as a visual but Oprah sexually assaulted me and violently hit me)--that would be of course Ape-rah and this blonde Nazi actress who people like Steven Spielberg keeps putting into his movies as lead roles, like so many of his lead roles who are violently assaulting and raping me in the Nazi/Mafia hate pool of rapists and criminal scumbags all playing anti-racist roles--
and of course, there is the U.S. Government which is so fully sad about the Jews being killed and sending billions of dollars worth of equipment to make this gentrification process go more smoothly for the wonderful beach-front property that Gaza will become in the very near future. Israel controlled by a fascist Jewish Nazi leader and his administration will allow the US and it's allies, like all the british and french and german pig apes who hate jews want more genocides viciously assault and attack me but "care" for israel when it's going to become another colonized plantation system for them to invest in and live in. The Jews LOVE these fascist Nazis with wholehearted enthusiasm and try to intermarry and become as blonde and Nazi-esque as possible. They gather around me to get property in Thailand which they are eagerly welcomed into for their violence poured upon me daily, by the Europigape Nazis which are abundant here. Now there is the Russian contagion and they are in this building and just followed me now as I picked up yet another parcel for things I want or need (mostly need) for healing. Once again, the 6th delivery of seeds for flowering vines turned out to be duds and nothing grew. Every day the one remaining flowering vine I bought in it's growing and flowering state is being sprayed with fungus at night. Every night the pig apes operating as the proxy abusers and violating parasites in Whorewood are spraying fungus on the last remaining flowering vine. The rest are dying or not growing or slated to be killed. Three huge pots remain with only soil as I have planted 6 times packets of seeds and spent over $30 in total just for seeds, plus the $40 I spent buying plants which were sytematically killed off, for the past 6 months this has been going on and on.

Followed as I picked up an order which did not come in the package it was advertised as, with a velvet pouch for a necklace. The plastic covering had been opened when I pried open the cardboard box. I tried to pay to very kindly delivery woman and I was 200 baht short of the amount I had counted thrice and put in my little payment purse I use for these deliveries. The technology blasting my brain forces me to not be able to count anything, I lose track of my thoughts or numbers almost instantly while I am under this influence. I was followed by the huge hormone growth Russians who have followed me around this building for the past 4 months. The female looked extremely happy and I could see her joy in following me around. These people are responsible for hacking into my writing, deleting parts of my every post, poisoning my body and cutting into my cuticles and fingers (they cut far below the cuticle to sever the nail into the root--my fingernails won't grow back now in the areas they literally severed my blood vessels and cut off the root of the nail at the edges of the nails. They have done this to almost every single finger on both hands. They drug me while I am in a deep sleep with something so toxic and disgusting, then I must get up to the bathroom always in the middle of the night. I return and as my head goes down to the pillow I literally lose consciousness immediately before I can put all the layers of gloves and rubber bands and very thick elastic socks sewn together so the mechanical arms can't constantly sever my nails off which are literally all mangled permanently now. These are the people who are doing this, through their dirty filthy Thai goons. Smiling, I could feel the hate and schadenfreude delight by the usual Nazi filth rape and hate cheerleader. Out of Whorewood they are much more delighted and they are always there as these pig scum men like this lack of manhood who raped me last night, the women like Maggot Robber who has delighted in my rage at the theft of my feminist concept about Barbie and has been hysterically/joyfully assaulting me and with her huge ugly hole mouth frowning in this posture of entitlement that she and these pigs can all do what they want. The English or wherever this creep is from actor who raped me had her in the front row. Just as the Russian dancer who did exactly the same thing and encourages these filthy ape men to assault and rape me in his absence as I am fighting them off--he's still there going on while I am exercising giving posturing tips which I so desperately need for my basic survival--which his friends all piled into my body and none of them will provide me with a home with a swimming pool so my flaccid muscles can become a bit strong--they just insult how my body looks. But the Russian, with his home in Paris, had the half French spawn of Depp giggly as he slapped and sodomized me (or fellatio, whatever it's called ) there are terms I'm sure Lice Pube has on his every record and encourages upon me in all his black Nazism along with Angela Davis Farrakhan and the white grumpy cat bigot old woman they just had join with her nasty loud voice and plantation system mentality--

and so, this sickness is never stopped and emboldened by multiple politicians from Congress, the US President, the Vice President in Harris, the Speakers of the House after many administrations, the endless glorification of these scum whores by Whorewood and the endless hate and torture system that no one stops or reveals they just revel in it. I was followed by people smug and almost smirking as I glared at them. I had the wrong amount of money because although I used the calculator to count two items together I could not do the function in my head. I used the correct numbers and looked avidly as the computer calculator actually showed two different sums for the same addition of two numbers. That is how badly my brain and computer are always hacked and blocked. I then counted the wrong amount to put in my purse and had to stand as this Russian hormone growth couple stood and the energy I felt from the woman was of delight because my entire body is covered with slashes, they--these same people, have been also putting red blood clots into my chest area which never go away-so there are something like blood clots underneath the skin that appear as little red dots--in three areas. There are the silicone implants on my thigh and on my left rib cage area which appear like round cysts. I can't trust a doctor to remove these things I have no money to pay. The women are joyous to be mutilating and disfiguring me. The men can't wait to rape and beat and abuse me. The government officials like the lists I have been writing for YEARS are just endlessly showered with renominations and they are constantly being interviewed the most of all politicians for their shitty and coached scripted "opinions"--many of them. One of the worst is always touted as being the most incredible politicians of her station and is in fact one of the most vile corrupt and lying fascists promoting the 4th Reich--on the Democrat Side.
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So promote this subhuman rat pig ape piece of shit McGreggor or whoever his name is spelled--whatever. Promote him, give him millions of dollars to make more movies depicting him as a spiritual martial arts guru or a Jewish icon fighting his inner demons about what is right and wrong--
and go on, help this rotten old man become a multi-billionaire pushing for more Nazi fascists like the sexually abusive English what's his name (my brain is under attack right now)--his name --oh yes, Russell Brand--I had also blocked his name out of my mind but I wrote about him once the rumors of his sexual abuse came out and made a worldwide storm. Like him, Brand, putting out bs about anti-racism and concern for humanity. But when it comes to raping women, in particular those not of the blonde Nazi contagion, they are all into it. The blonde Nazi women in particular they love this. the shank from australia is having a great time of participating in this hate crime against me after putting out a movie about a plastic doll as a feminist dumbo skank hysterically rushing around to try to screw her brain on and figure something out--which is her typical role but played with various different scripts. AT the forefront now, with all the spawn and skanks of the parents (they are all parent age of this dumb scum from Australia) but the faces and hints are constantly plastered onto my internet about Australia as yes, promote this dumb blonde piece of subhuman dumb shit as well as the filthy polished English or wherever he's from scum who raped me violently last night.
This morning I tried to not say anything as he went on and on trying to clinch that deal by trying to force me into saying that I "love" Him. They changed and altered my brainwaves into a "love" mode. I knew while this was happening that he would become very violent as he already was if I tried to castrate him. I had a surge of this overwhelming, druggy sickening sensation which has happened many times with ugly sick dirty men I find deplorable as they are--I have been stuck alone in a room being tortured and insulted and poisoned and drugged for over a DECADE because this group of SUBHUMAN shit has done this to me and obtained endless millions of awards and prizes for this.
So keep putting sick shit like this into power, you fuckers reading this. Keep promoting them because they behave like icons of humanity but are really fascist psycho, unevolved mentally, emotionally and sexually scum shit as human beings. They all get into new relationships after they assault me for a period of time. somehow they project their misery and sexual abuse and violence onto me and go off relieved and can "love" someone else, usually a much younger person, by the way.

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This post was hacked and words rewritten by terrorists hacking. The level of "hysteria" was amped up due to the discrediting of what I had written with correct grammar as I edited while I was writing, constantly backspacing and rewriting as the hackers deleted and blocked functions. What I write will only be another stepping-stone for another 4th Reich hateful personality, those I have alluded to and I re-read my post and it was a MESS from hacking deletions and rewrites. They only always get promoted. Most of them are now "in solidarity" with Israel. Obviously, they plan on investing or buying property there or are working for the forces which will be utterly overtaking Israel, which sold out it's own citizens to be violently killed because they wanted this "final action" against Hamas but more like Palestine. The celebrity 4th Reich are all into overtaking property and usurping and stealing and killing and then smiling and claiming they "care" about the impoverished and homeless and dead victims. That is probably the main reason most of them are put into these monopolized lead role circulations that go in revolving door repeats for decades. This expletive actor I write of, now going to get undoubtedly a huge bonus, a lead role a movie etc etc for his violence towards me, also is another example of the violent bigotry of the English Empire and it's colonization of Israel, which was the creation of England in the Balfour Declaration back around the First World War. They have been working to have that land as their New Jerusalem for hundreds of years, in fact. They are genocidally violent and hateful against Jews.

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what I now must correct that the hackers deleted or rewrote: i had to deliberate within a fraction of a second whether I should try to castrate or physically attack this person who was holding me down and raping me or not fight as he was already hitting me repeatedly in the face as he was raping me. The only way I could stop the violence was to not move. This was done as I was in the nascent sleep state via teleportation. While I was falling into sleep they closed off my windpipe as my throat made a horrid noise, waking me up, which is what the Russians who were put here by the last violent Russian rapist dancer who sits in the rows, has my most beloved cat tortured because the German pig ape pieces of shit from Berlin were angry that I wrote that they, like all the rest of the shit pig men of this group, are just more on the list of shit who teleport me and then get public notice of violence towards other women (the Nazi type women who are so cared about that women from the world protest these pig men, but when it comes to me, there is dead silence--this is my addition and it's the real fact of this situation). I really want them all off me. No one is doing anything. Evil persists. Evil versus evil. I can't look at this creepazoid or the clip but he's undoubtedly been disappointed in not getting any lead roles after this flick and has violently come to participate in all the Oscar winners from the Nazi rigged awards and promotion cycles of endless violence and torture heaped upon me--which politicians are joyfully engaging in as well, watching it all go on. Promoting Elon Musk hoping he will advance this system so more and more and more people get tortured and poisoned and raped and beaten adn abused to death--or, the loveless filth as they all are, can teleport and force someone while they are sleeping to believe they are "in lov" having a "dream" while they are being raped and abused and then discarded afterwards with the press of a button, with satellites and the Musk technology.
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Or they can have their sleazy orgies using this tech so the lack of real sexuality and passion they all have can be absolutely enhanced by drugs and lack of actual concern or caring. They can tweak your emotions and sexuality so you feel the similar sensation to falling in love with some piece of shit who is using and abusing you and has not a single bit of concern about you. People claim that this situation is only happened to me because it's "me". I can feel in their every hate insult all the templates they are trying to superimpose upon me. I feel this horrid sensation of someone else being superimposed upon me with this violent English/scotish whatever this filthy pig ape is, he's only concerned with being an elite rapist aristocrat with mansions and awards and power.

Mostly homosexual and absolutely woman-hating, these pig ape men really are. The women perform bi-sexual routines because the men get turned on by it.

I really could not care about the sexual proclivities of these pieces of shit but they are forcing this upon me, and only me, every day, on and on and on and on as I fight and scream and try to kill them and say no and lealve me alone so constantly and they never do.
Never.
The government never stops it and only encourages it.
the pieces of shit Aprah and Meryl creep were about to be recognized for huge achievements after YEARS of attacking me. The English filth woman who violently threatened to kill me with her Irish boyfriend was immediately given a lifetime achievement award by one of these Nazi 4th Reich rigged awards ceremonies, about two years ago. She has participated in movies which have stolen concepts I have written of and has been involved in rape and torture of me for over a decade. This pig scum from the UK is obviously proving how racist and hateful and violent he is towards me for the approval of the English Crown, which I suspect is controlling them all.

Not that the US Government could care at all, they just join in whenever possible. It's more disgusting when politicians who are "Jewish" or who are fighting for "brown women" in the Squad join forces with Marjorie Taylor Greene and all follow the exact same system and get media exposure immediately afterwards and almost a promise of never-ending renomination.

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Extreme drugging/nervous system attacks via implants along my spine & into my brain--8 hours of literal non-stop abuse from this English And nazi team of another senator from congress, the same rape enabler who is the front-runner face of anti-violence against women and me2 rape culture to oust the jewish weinstein so her company and the rest can overtake h-wood --antisemitism so openly expressed that obviously Nazis and virulent racists are behind this contract out on me. My brother stating that only I will experience violence, with his full participation and that Germans are trustworthy not racists it can't happen to him. for using sexual and physical violence against me instantly after more than 30 years of never having seen him, never contacting him except for him smirking about a situation the nazis forced on me, he is lunging at me to gain more promotions and allowance to get everything for free for handing me over to murder, essentially. Me, drugged so badly I cannot stop reacting to every question, hours of asking me for ideas as the English scriptwriters and director and the endless leech parasite this ugly sinister putrid creep female who is endlessly pushing violent beef-body-build "men" out of europ-a-land to violently rape me, the more abusive and humiliating the more they are praised and awarded; she is the representative for the United Nations and for Chuck Schumer in all legislation against rape and domestic violence against women. Put deliberately there really to give permission for rape if it's racist-based rather than anything else. beloved so greatly by the grateful rapist thugs surrounding her, the minority minions lavishing praise making antisemitic comments at me--Jews in particular are very hostile and laughing smirking it can only happen to me, not them. The drugs are so insidious that are injected pumped into my bladder while I sleep--must get up every night to alleviate what they inject so I am drugged--it is a nasty horrific murderous chemical and drug forcing hate, along with extreme shifts of my brainwaves I can't even control my breathing--my entire spine is coated in hard chemicals in which microchip implants directly affecting my spine are buried from the 3 complete surgeries I have had---(the hardening poisons made my spine crooked, the terrorists fractured my vertebrae while I was unconscious after they orchestrated mostly harmless "accidents' and in the deep brain implant state, I am rendered completely unconscious and unable to feel anything (drugged to the extreme the next morning with pain killers and numbing chemicals). 8 hours another day of this ongoing with me finally screaming in rage fighting and hitting the people responsible for this--the senator who came years ago to abuse yell fascistically at me, now threatening my life for having rushed to physicall attack him after shouting to go away go away go away. They all remain until I rush at them lunging in fury. The dirty nasty sick female who is connected to the English monarchy has been relegated to bring every fascist nazi english abuser and hater to assault me possible in the celebrity zone, there are so many---all are clamoring to get this contract and to participate from all minorities in congress who rush at me violently to white supremacist congress haters--this one very close to the source of much discontent for those slated to be excluded from life in general---very pompous about his entitlement to torture have me raped and poisoned, they all are. My brother smug and behaving like I am still being beaten and abused by him at the age of 14 when I left the hate situation my family had adopted because my mother was trying to get "in" with an "Italian" but American married man, the "Italians" in this tiny family-controlled cul-de-sac had installed mircophone relay systems so they could listen to my family abuse me (this was in 1978 before the internet) my brother was so violent I phoned the police and left that house the next day--forever. I saw him a few times, I had the blank mind controlled drugged assumption that he had "grown up" but alas, he lives in the perpetual abuse state having ensured I am stuck everywhere I go as he is promoted for endlessly ensuring my destruction, lack of health care. My family offered me an inheritance in a creep way 2 years ago, I saved the money but declined to have any further contract with them as they were abusive just in connecting me to the lawyers distributing the inheritance (I got the absolute lowest amount of all members)--and this they used to have social security cut off my income and it's been off for 6 months while I am fighting to have it reinstated and they worked with the 4th Reich to have this done. I was screaming at him in rage, as the hate parasitic rape cheerleader who is beloved by all senators presidents her sleazy and disgusting 16 years of stealing my ideas so her blank and hateful lack of personality can be embellished by my years and lifetime of reading and study, so that nazi white supremacy can appear like it has originality and any kind of creativity outside of endless repetition of murder revenge and upcommance plots which they rotate every year in their awards categories, until they latched on to stealing my ideas, and now torturing me as I scream ideas because they are so revolting their image their ugly sinister presence is so revolting--and I cannot stop responding instantly to their endless probing questions intermixed with extremew murder threats and then inquisitive questions and every thing I do, from going to the bathroom eating taking healing powders all my exercises for healing I created they are stealing and using as their own invention; so much that I do is original and not a copy I learned, they are stealing torturing and asking for ideaws literally non-stop. I cannot stop talking I can't stop responding. the drugs, my body is like enmeshed in not being able to breathe independently the technology and drug interface is so overwhelming. The smug and smirking dirty ugly sick skank sits smiling as I scream and fight for the 2nd year in a row of literal daily screaming and rage at English hate bigots assaulting me for over 8 hours per day--0the rapist who beat tortured and mutilated me, has had my plants killed is threatening my life then making sleazy sexual comments, sitting next to this foul and dirty ugly sick creep skank always they are partners probably as with all the men who rape me she tries to suck my life force energy out by having sex with them as well. Some of them at least--they sit next together all the men who rape me next to her, after she has had me poisoned nearly to death, still fighting to heal every day. My body aging rapidly she is laughing, the men make endless sneering comments about my breasts while I am naked as they sit for hours watching and commenting on all I do. Once i finally "break" after the 6-8 hour mark of literal non-stop literally every single second for over 6 to 8 hours without a moment of them shutting up for one single second with death trhreats abuse insults and probing questions I scream finally to shut up and die I scream hit them rush violently. It is torture and the senators are smug threatening to kill me constantly for lunging at them screaming to get off me to fuck off that they have already been killing me via poisoning and torture for years. It goes on and on. I might be able to "ignore' them if they were not drugging me so severely and my body racked with implants along my spine forcing a reaction that overwhelms my breathing and concentration--the implants are definitely in my brain and along my spine---without a doubt they force my muscles to spasm while people are slamming doors--the effect is unmistakable and has happened for years in this same sequence I do not flinch at noises like this, it is artificially created generated and forced upon me. They are so ugly and appear so rancid rotten stupid ugly and sick I scream that they are disgusting that I never want anything like them around me not for a minute much less 8-10 hours per day,e very day, then stupid sick teleportation skits of hate death and homelessness and me being abused, being put in stupid situations in an "edit" mode so I am waking to being in some negative situation in the middle of a posture I never created, like a movie edit stopping and starting my consciousness can be started and stopped with a press of a button in that state.//I am trying to work a way to not be overwhelmed, because these filthy sick creeps are meaningless scum in my opinion but I react as if I can't stop, and I literally cannot. //I ordered a music player and they blocked everything possible for every music player--this one supposedly came with no memory but they had it jacked-up so the memory is invisible but it is hacked and is turned off remotely like all the rest of the players they continue the death and torture deep sleep states. My body is aging my hair greying my body withering because of the energy this ugly sick skank sucks out smiriking and laughing. They keep asking me for ideas then destroying my finances so I have nothing. I am still waiting for the decision from social security whether my disability payments will be reinstated or not. They lied to me for 6 months, my family had my inheritance taken away and then my disability as well; this was a ploy it was not some random accident and they just arrived when I was being violently raped by the last lrapist from europigapeland with ugly skankalina presiding as they "made love" to each other sitting next to one another attacking me mutually--now it's the next one, the same thing but his English is much better so his verbal abuse is for 10 hours or more per day--endless extreme violent threats, violent abusive ugly rape, supposedly implying that I "deserve" it for fighting to save my life from this. My brother doing everything he can to protect the 4th Reich and that only I wil lbe a victim of any racism never he. I went into, in truth serum drugged torture microchip enhanced stress hate truth serum mode how nazis are definitely pursuing another genocide against jews and in america they want to pour in and create nazification of the already nazified and ocmpletely overtaken america by europigape nazi filth, and I am trying to quell this as much as possible. The denial is pure stupidity this ugly sinister creep I want nothing to do with, he creeps me out I am so disgusted by him it's a visceral reaction of disgust--and his smug pomposity that he's going to get more and more and more out of murdering me smiling stupid sick ignorant--denying that nazis are taking power that they want to destroy jews. I keep shouting how stupid he is, he threatens to break my arms. If there is, as I said today, any person the most violently and murderously inclined towards me it will be my family--as they are so groomed to murder me and have been working to achieve this with full applause endless promotions money poured into them as being symbols of jewish nazi partnership---they are the most threatening and the most dangerous--and so sick and stupid it's unbelievable trying to explain how they are putting nazis into power who will take away their homes if they want lebensraum--all I say they deny and shout with whining insult that I am stupid--I remind them that I lived in Germany for over 5 years because they were trying to kill me by having a metal rod made loose in my spine so my uncle bill could get "permission" to publish his gay magazine echo in Phoenix so they had me body fractured so I had no choice but to return to them, asking for help and health care--they made sure I got nothing they tried to put me in prison for a charge of theft of jewelry (I had no car, the situation was at night miles away from me with no car and buses all stopped and etc) and they had just killed the italian american mafia thug my mother had married talking the same night he died on the day he was leaving her and the house they had jointly purchased he wanted to save since he poured the bulk of the deposit from his money--and etc.. in a murder frenzy they were--I left with a metal rod loose in my spine and had to try to survive this until I left america for germany in 1991--I told him that i had to go to germany for years to try to survive the last murder attempt they had made on me, and I speak german lived around germans only speaking german met nazis know their mentality they have not changed their edicts to kill all jews and jews in america are a target. Told I was a stupid bitch death threats and it can't happen to him, only to be because i'm a "bitch" etc my disgusting brother and his nasty spawn brought to torment me, completely programmed to ask me "why" germans are intent on another genocide, which I said to him a few days ago, he was given a script for what to repeat so the english fuckers sitting on those chairs could steal the screaming ideas I spewed out unable to stop reacting--smug ugly shitalina smiriking adn smug the violent abusive fardy the tom actor not a cat or cool sitting next to his "Lover" as I know that is the endless program of dirty energy leech shitalina--and it goes on and on> I am trying to not react bvut when I do react after the 6 hour mark I become violent to get them off me, then they all threaten my life and it goes on and on--information and ideas they are taking down as I scream them and scream and fight. My hair turning white my body aging and breaking it's murder. I am still paralyzed from the poison they all poured into my body as they had the poison raped into my body and then torture so I can't heal--it's murder.