Monday, October 30, 2023

Terrorist directed energy assault on my heart stopped for one day but has begun again. I can feel heart palpitations that are irregular and it's a definite sensation that stopped for one single day, so I can feel absolutely the difference. Again I must stress that this is not a "natural" heart problem but a directed energy assault intended to slowly destroy/kill the target. It has been ongoing for many weeks, but the violence from this group of sickness from Whorewood has been so violent on a non-stop continuous basis that when I get on the laptop it "slips" my mind because I am fighting to both type and think while my brain and laptop are under non-stop assault. I have to try to find other pig apes to stop the last pig ape becaue these pieces of sick filth become so violent once they get the tech under their filthy control they literally become deadly, and it only takes a very short while. They are all following instruction so they all continue at the same violent level as the last piece of pig filth. //I could feel intense sexual energy eminating from this "Good Christian" cross-burning bigot from Louisiana the now House Speaker. I tried to imagine if any House Speaker could be worse and more violent than Pelosi and his thin veil of rightousness evaporates like a steam film in a steam house for porn very quickly because the cold air of the coldness just clears out the misty haze--from my gaze, because they are so foul and they are so repetitive that even with the most intense of the drugging and sexual tweaking of my nervous system due to microchip implants, these scumbags are all so bigoted and hateful that the false allure dies almost instantly. But first some of them get a reaction out of me due to being endlessly surrounded by torture and hate literally 24/7 and no contact, no cat my cat stolen all animals are taken from my vicinity so I have nothing but hate and torture around me every single moment of day and night sleep and waking state.//So the "good" Christian has begun the heart assault because I am reacting to his violence against me, as he has been instructed to do and is glib about his inclusion in this crime. now violent and now on a murder path because I resist this next scumbag fake righteous pillar of salt coming out of the Whorewood cesspool but in politics this time. As usual connected to Trump.

 While I was in the middle of the most intense concentration, fighting as usual to stretch very slowly to try to break the huge torso-length embedded and thick slab of hard-as-cement poison that was supposed to internally paralyze and suffocate me (to death, with poisons congealing causing diseases like cancer). That which the whorewood filth put in my body as I fought every day to rid my body, it would increase and increase in size as they increased and increased the abuse and torture every day more scumbag pieces of shit joined in to attack me until it's a carnivore carnivale of me seeing the real ugliness and lack of integrity that the American society truly always was but I was deluded like most people into "believing" the distortions of mind control propaganda about how "Democratic" America is--or should have been once upon a dream over the rainbow.

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What will it take to get rid of them with me financially independent and the years of my life stolen by this group plus all the ideas they stole and were paid in millions to contort into Nazi propaganda and blonde Nazi imagery (with  various other skin tones and colors participating playing their respective roles).

My cat La Moux returned alive and healthy and beautiful. My most precious baby my family and the are meaningless shit as far as I have ever seen of them and never want anything to do with helping this pile of rottenness obtain more and more- -they truly do not deserve anything but the harshest censure, plus restitution to me for years of torture, dismemberment and theft and rape and my home destroyed my property stolen and destroy my ability to earn money absolutely blocked and every kind of physical act of violence aimed at me plus non-stop poisoning which is only one facet of the never-ending murder they are all joining together to inflict upon me for their collective movie bullshit crap they are paid in millions to keep cranking out.

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I hope to whatever deity that cares about human life there is (or a multitude of deities or none) that all this antisemitism coming out now will make people actually stop discrediting my years of writing about the 4th Reich and now you can see that it's actually real.

The real problem is that conservative bigot Christians like MAGA Mike appear to have a smooth countenance and claim every moral righteous claim of moral superiority and that they are fighting earnestly for "Israel", which is what they consider their due and their Holy Land because they want to eliminate/slaughter Jews and take over the country of Israel. 


But people take the christian moral supremacy tinged with a lot of white supremacy and run with the illusion that the U.S. Government is a "friend" to Jews and that they care about  Jewish State.

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Last few thoughts--a separate post but interconnected to a previous post today---hours of abuse per day I have a lot to expunge from my mind and heart and soul, what is left. Expanding and contracting simultaneously. Imploding from nausiated disgust and the sense of stinking death rot from these filth slime crap things out of whorewood and the corresponding politicians. Expansion realizing how much I have undervalued myself in the past due to being poisoned, stuck and sick always from their thwarting and silencing of my talent, health beauty and expansion of my life so these filth foul parasites can feel expanded. They grow in energy from parasitic life-sucking for sure. The black rancid parsite of Pvalley--the ugly hate of this trio and undoubtedly the white nazi trash male actor who played alongside the ugly yapping sinister black trash creep yelling "ugly loser' at me perpetually with the smirking sneering rat depp filth trash---and the german total crap scumbag family who has been invited to "traumatize" me by every means of "blaming" me for a lifetime of this sinister sick scum ape who tortured and then fractured my spine, obviously a murder attetmpt for his failure and his problems. The ape men who rape and drug me using this system all have serious problems with their lives, emotions and in relationships. They then implode because this tech enables the "instant gratification" scumbags to indulge in their every sense of power by pushing someone else down; instructed in Nazi ideology that they are then the "master race" imbued with instant superiority for having someone drugged, their brain put in a type of vice and the planet can be turned into a slave and master plantation. They indulge in every drunken and orgy whim until they are so unbalanced about their actual real capabilities that somehow something rebounds the impracticality of their overwhelming self-absorption is unrealistic in real-life terms. //This sick filth creep obviously had problems before I was forced into his sphere because my nazi sick family forced him on me so they could endlessly profit off destroying my life. I had won contests I was at the top in many things I endeavored in, this outraged the nazis and they instsructed my completely supplicating family to destroy me "from within" under pretext of "sibling" in-fighting so it was murderous violence poisoning and drugging and the "sibling" mass of black hate got deals, and were invited to parties, etc felt like they were welcomed. They stared with loving submission to the nazis towering in disdainful demanding glares to attack me, which they did and were allowed to compete and win and obtained private lessons for their children, etc and whateve other perks. They still werre declining like arnold shit-stench n9gger and like all the rest, and like this german sick crap family who I last saw in 1993 and really thought I would never see them again, never once wanted to contact them or anything like that. But this black nazi shit who came from P-Valley began by hate and abuse instsantly with no "provocation" from me--only that I had called dirty oprah an aunt jemima under minnd control traum and torture after 2 years--only 2 years compared with 16 or 17 from the depps ongoing without end--none of these ape pigs can achieve much more than what they truly are worthy of and the former free deals for just dumping their sick problems out on me did not elevate them enough to sustain anything but a downward slide into more mediocrity and their own problems, which are many for all of them individually and collectively all they do is swarm to abuse me to dump all their hate and problems out on me, projecting literally everything possible upon me as the blame target. The black shit came, freshly instructed "call her stupid call her bitch call her ugly laugh and giggle with the u gly sick rat depp because you will get your movie and tv show next round with the ellison merger and shitnigger arnold. but tortuer and abuse her to get ideas for your next shit black nazi victim Critical Race theory bullshit tv show. //the ape sick pig fucks kept abusing me until I finally began to yell names at them which I have written earlier---becuase their tv f-ing show is all about women being victimized by white nazi trash men like this german ape fuck they surrounded with love and adoration only because he is a nazi white male and so is the white male in teh cast who is ordering them to abuse me so he can profit off this but remain, as the white nazi trash always does in modern "woke" society, behind the scenes but orchstrating all the racist violence and chaos and then once all fails, as the europigapes have been constructing in america through their dumb mind programmed idiots like trump, shjitnigger his nazi progarmmer instructing him how he can gain but destroy america so f-ing what, all he needs it so be approved of by the euronazis they bring in peter thiele to destroy america with nazi muck out of south africa. Nazis of america onlky want me destroyed and blacks to do the nasty work of genocide for t hem, which is the programmibng I was faced with directly with this prick valley putrescence valley yesaterday leadcing into today. Hate that was murderous, ugly negativity without end. The smirking delight of the ugly plastic surgery skank prostituted filth crap who played a victim of an interracial white/black marriage of domestic violence, e,xactly what I was forced into by my family-a similar plot to this shit actor playing a role she has no comprehension of and would have submitted to the abuse and hujmilation of the white male if she had been forced into this role forced onto me, in real life not fantasy college-level critical race theory writing as this p-valley writer is: pure academic critical race theory expressed in all it's bookworm parameters in scripts that are very much readily available in various stories by other authors or in social studies ecucation. I am not a student of critical race theory per se but I have studied domestic violence and nothing she wrote of had any deviation from what you read in a graduate class on similar topics. //The intersecionality is also available in feminist classes which I also have studied so what she wrote was very common knowlege at higher educational studies, if they are allowed any longer. I had to finally begin to rant and scream about how stupid they are in allowing this system to flourish for their dirty tv show careers. they are literally helping to UTTERLY DESTROY America through this nazi german team with sick shitnigger arnold and his filthy kennedy nazi fuck family systejm urging him to steal and rob on their behalf. the tv shows that filthy dirty stupid arnold, so not an artist, creative content anything just a sleazy filthy rapist white nazi rapist racist nazi bigot with the kenney crime sleaze filth family---his former wife has a very ugly expression opn her power encrusted face is very much a hateful influencer in destroying america and is like so many nazis awash in destroying minority opportunity as part of a general platform. The black nazi shit from this shit tv show came to support them and literal extreme hate aimed at me. The writer glared in absolute murderous hate and rage at me after the 4th hour of me explaining how they are wrong to support this and why--which is the way this group has obtined ideas for all these 17 years of abusing torturing raping beating abusing raping insulting to get me to scream ideas about justice so they make movie shit out of it--funded by multi-milions of English royalty and german nazi and everything for that merger with the naziified ellisons and etc and so, ugly sick dirty nazi arnold obtained another idea out of me so he can produce and profit off it. Not a single penny for me, not even a thank you NEVER a redcuction of abuse and murder for me--slow torture to death continuously shitting out murder poisons every day or being constipated with it, sick and drugged every day to the max so every morning I am in a near delirious state of drugged inability to think and act decisively while htey scream and insult and threaten me into my brain, hours of it beginning the second I wake up--on and on and on. This filthy dirty hate creep is going to turn it into black victims of racism with them starring in it. The filthy depp rancid piece of stinking sick ugly shit will play a white suporter of compassion for black victims of racism, which is what the real originators of racist divide and conquer p lay in both real life and in movies, the roles are interchangable but always they are at the helm of the surrpetitious machincaitons for racist override. Dirty sutpid sick arnold fixates on hacking animal devouring type videos because his view is that--and I insert here--he is not a creative talent, he is a sick rancid

  The hackers as usual froze the entire laptop in the midst of writing the above-- Arnold sick filth-igger is not a creative talent, his tal...