Saturday, October 7, 2023

The bitter dregs of violent pleasure release from all my miserable teleportation depictions, I have totally omitted all MY violence against notable personalities. I never write about this hoping that the violence being inflicted upon me will engender some kind of watershed in American sensibility but no...so I will then "entertain" both myself and you invisible reader if anyone is out there in the void of the wonderful acts of violence I have inflicted upon those who have attacked me. And I dare say, I will not mention some of the actions or results but I will make people ponder about the duality of this situation I am in. Let me begin the list.

"Clockwork Orange--Beethoven 9th". Felipe Aurajo. October 10, 2010.



 


1. Donald Trump. I got to slap him upside the head--or really, across the face while he had me singing "War Pigs" in front of generals, including Milly. I have to add that Milly was meted out what he would not stop when he saw it happening to me. He glared in displeased chagrin while I was singing this song to the otherwise giggly generals who were blank, but all except Milly laughed after I slapped Trump across the face as I bolted up in a rage and hit him to stop him from making me look ridiculous in front of this group of..well...War mongering (fill in the blanks).

I got to likewise hit Marjorie Taylor Green also in the face after she groped my genitals but with her nails digging in like she was clawing at me but it was only a grab for power--a most gnawing clutching grasping it was. My reaction was sudden. I am always under an extreme influence of derangement in teleportation. 

I just combined Trump with Greene. Whatever.

2. I almost slit the wife of Pitt's throat with a half smashed large glass chalice that Lady Gaga had handed me, saying she was proud of the thing she was making. In my state and from years of murder attempts, what came to my mind was this concept that the chalice was intended for my blood for a sacrificial rite she would conduct and I had this intense need to fight for my life. It was not paranoia as I have been almost killed endlessly for so many years by all these people attacking me so it was not a far gone conclusion. In retrospect, I suggest that perhaps she would not have put my blood in her chalice. That chalice I smashed into a weapon and tried to slash her, she pulled away because I was not able to react physically. F-alina then rushed to protect her fellow rape enabling "feminist" "me too" partner in my rape and torture for extreme racist and sexist programming into cultural conformity to the 4th Reich--I instantly tried to slash her throat as she barely pulled away. This was an instinctual reaction from the years of her laughing as she had Depp and then her other husband rape and beat me as she watched on, of course after having stolen ideas about women's emancipation from male tyranny which she used as herself being the heroic figure. 

3. Calling the endless list of rapists and perpetrators all kinds of names in teleportation that I probably would not use in real life. It comes out as quickly as quicksilver and I have almost no control over it. I am put into the same or similar situations in real life, which just happened at this huge "world class" shopping mall where I was sexually groped by an agent posing as a store manager, and then attacked by a "security guard" while the real guard whom I know was there way back avoiding the scene. He had been very friendly to me in the past. I had to stifle the impulse that comes out while I am in a torture and rape and murder situation as I always am in teleportation.

4. There is more, there is over a decade of me slowly coming to the realization that I am fighting for my life and these celebrities and politicians will use anything I say, which they force out of me, to attack me no matter what it is I say or do. I thought of them as seemingly intelligent and talented people but now after a decade of seeing only the most ignoramus stupid behavior I feel that I must try to kill the animals to save my life.

I have screamed every insult back at them. I never write about this. I still think in vain incomprehensibility that people will find their behavior absolutely incompetent for leadership positions. 

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4. I got Nancy Pelosi to actually shut up and stop threatening to kill me as she sat next to S-negger for the 2nd time before the next Stimulus check where I believe money intended for Covid impoverished sufferers was instead delegated to Pelosi's pet projects in her ultra wealthy SF hood rat hole. I yelled "You are dereliction of duty" as she finally paused and actually I saw the greed and hate bigot cobwebs tear asunder for a very brief nanosecond as she paused and stared at me, understanding of course how absolutely correct I was. It shocked her, this admonition of her actual responsibilities. I could not move to try to rush the bum but at least I could convey something that hit her somehow in the hate and absolute disdain for anyone not part of the 4th Reich Nazi cartel who is undoubtedly slated for exploitation and then a miserable death. She of course kept me being poisoned and tortured indefinitely after she obtained her promotion out of attacking me and perhaps a sort of temporary reprieve from herself being a target, by attacking me for her inclusion in the Nazi cartel but not obeying orders the big #45 instructed so the death goon squad tried to kill her. As usual, another expletive pours it's problems and ramifications of it's crimes upon me in order to gain acceptance once more into the "fold" of the Nazi cartel and Mafia enclave.

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4. I got to kick the German rapist from Berlin, August Diehl who had been punching me and raping and abusing me for a few months--I got to kick him in his rotten scrotum after Keanu Reeves grabbed him by the throat to stop him from abusing me. A few weeks later, keanu with no justification on my part, began raping and threatening to kill me for his promotions during Covid. Oh well, I could not have the time to try to hit Reeves in his face or wherever he always remains a far distance from me except when he was on top of me threatening to kill me for his promotion. But at least he gave me the opportunity to kick his predecessor in the low-hanging fruit at least one time, probably I could not kick very hard as my musculature is completely flaccid at this point of endless no exercise and poisoning and stress that has been breaking me down into death, as the group and organization has intended. My years of begging all the mutli-millionaires for help in living in a very cheap rental with a swimming pool was met with chuckles and sneering no nods by the multi-millionaires and billionaries who have made more millions out of stealing my ideas and attacking me.

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I think I have increased all my violent reactions to the endless stress and abuse and threat that is deadly-=-hitting these "people" in teleportation has become an almost daily routine by now. 

IT's not fun any longer or empowering. When will anything ever stop this crime against me?

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Oh what fun to paralyze me and then obtain ideas as they torture me to obtain them instantly they begin yelling bitch loser stupid and they slap beat and rape me afterwards and then they use the ideas as their platform to sell more progressive warren warrantless crimes ordained by the big kahunas in the senate and ratified by the rats of the house lurking in the shados of the escape holes intended to scurry back into safe position on home plate Forbes Breaking News channel yelling about equality justice and freedom and fighting the repugs fighting they fight oh how they laugh together at me and lunge at me viciously ordaining murder rape and abuse and yelling at me to never question them or defend myself to shut the hell up let them poison and kill me without fighting back as they hug the celebrities and cash-in on the plantations in France with vineyards hidden investments in the Cayman Islands which myh brother John can secure for them from having hidden his own and my entire family's tax haven investments due to the LIFETIME of poisoning abusing putting my body out of alignment laughing mocking me yelling that I am a "sponge" to rely on the"family" for money after they literally made sure I could not obtain health care and then tried to really imprison me on false charges of theft of jewelry (they are all lawyers with downtown court sway my mother a judge at certain times my brother with his AICPAC investor allies out of wealthy Long Island all supporting him to present ME as the sacrifice to jews can belong to the wealthy class without fear of being killed (als they are still killed via poisoning through the nazi rat networks every restaurnt people poisoning food handing it to the target with huge smiles at parties, "lovers and friends" and all using mind control to continue to influence with sneering contempt "God's Choosen".//More death from this hate group for me fighting fo rmy life, more screaming this moring, my hands looking like skeleton leaves almost falling off cuticles slashed off--more debris spinkled on my floor when I went down the elevator to pick something up and more rummaging through my room to poison food and destroy break and steal and destroy food, shampoo must carry all with me everywhere I go as much as possible or they WLL poison food poison shampoo to make moe hair fall out after having hair follicles literally technologically removed while in deep, comatose brain microship ipmlant thetha sleep state (or whatever brain waves blocking suffocating sensation in prime body while they slash, abuse rape hit cut parts off the shitalina crews of whorewood nazi actors smirk and laugh and go off on hormone highs afterwards it's a beauty treatment for them as well through dumping their fith and ugliness out on me then blaming me for it--truly a toxic parasitie vampirism endorsed by the tosic vampire politicians rushing to get as much royhalties and media coverage for more yapping progressive "fighting the 1%" blather the use in endless tirades. Yo ucan tell how much full of acting training they have by the same whiny tone they all use in their rants about the ultra wealhty. There is no resolution no solution ever offered just whining sighing and explanations of how bad and corrupt their ("friends" in the teleportation torture for energy extraction sexual extraction idea extraction and hormone highs off torture as "entitlement and "superiortty" highs which are more precious than gold fo the life fuck destsroyers of society, t he government, the planet they could are less if trees are killed bees strugging in a near-urban busy environment where trees ahve been felld to the point that of course nature is dying but they will kill more to prove how much "power' they have as the powerless weak cowardly sleazy lions as they call themselves feed off parasitic weakness energy extraction through sleazy and dirty invasive means of parasitic energy feeding through this vile technological system. Hoards of whore creeps rushing to join in all entralled by mass group hypnosis highs off abuse and torture without any"evidence". Antoer day another thing killed by the life fuck heroes of celluloid bullshit dissesmination about how "strong" they are how incredible they are what muscles what "proud" nose-sniffing the air pog postures they make. How they "crush" cities, countrei and inner city inhabitants until they grovel for acceptance and become force amplifier stalking murderous vicious nazi agents with black and brown skin just dying to kill to prove they are not going to live in the ghettos.

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