Saturday, October 7, 2023

The bitter dregs of violent pleasure release from all my miserable teleportation depictions, I have totally omitted all MY violence against notable personalities. I never write about this hoping that the violence being inflicted upon me will engender some kind of watershed in American sensibility but no...so I will then "entertain" both myself and you invisible reader if anyone is out there in the void of the wonderful acts of violence I have inflicted upon those who have attacked me. And I dare say, I will not mention some of the actions or results but I will make people ponder about the duality of this situation I am in. Let me begin the list.

"Clockwork Orange--Beethoven 9th". Felipe Aurajo. October 10, 2010.



 


1. Donald Trump. I got to slap him upside the head--or really, across the face while he had me singing "War Pigs" in front of generals, including Milly. I have to add that Milly was meted out what he would not stop when he saw it happening to me. He glared in displeased chagrin while I was singing this song to the otherwise giggly generals who were blank, but all except Milly laughed after I slapped Trump across the face as I bolted up in a rage and hit him to stop him from making me look ridiculous in front of this group of..well...War mongering (fill in the blanks).

I got to likewise hit Marjorie Taylor Green also in the face after she groped my genitals but with her nails digging in like she was clawing at me but it was only a grab for power--a most gnawing clutching grasping it was. My reaction was sudden. I am always under an extreme influence of derangement in teleportation. 

I just combined Trump with Greene. Whatever.

2. I almost slit the wife of Pitt's throat with a half smashed large glass chalice that Lady Gaga had handed me, saying she was proud of the thing she was making. In my state and from years of murder attempts, what came to my mind was this concept that the chalice was intended for my blood for a sacrificial rite she would conduct and I had this intense need to fight for my life. It was not paranoia as I have been almost killed endlessly for so many years by all these people attacking me so it was not a far gone conclusion. In retrospect, I suggest that perhaps she would not have put my blood in her chalice. That chalice I smashed into a weapon and tried to slash her, she pulled away because I was not able to react physically. F-alina then rushed to protect her fellow rape enabling "feminist" "me too" partner in my rape and torture for extreme racist and sexist programming into cultural conformity to the 4th Reich--I instantly tried to slash her throat as she barely pulled away. This was an instinctual reaction from the years of her laughing as she had Depp and then her other husband rape and beat me as she watched on, of course after having stolen ideas about women's emancipation from male tyranny which she used as herself being the heroic figure. 

3. Calling the endless list of rapists and perpetrators all kinds of names in teleportation that I probably would not use in real life. It comes out as quickly as quicksilver and I have almost no control over it. I am put into the same or similar situations in real life, which just happened at this huge "world class" shopping mall where I was sexually groped by an agent posing as a store manager, and then attacked by a "security guard" while the real guard whom I know was there way back avoiding the scene. He had been very friendly to me in the past. I had to stifle the impulse that comes out while I am in a torture and rape and murder situation as I always am in teleportation.

4. There is more, there is over a decade of me slowly coming to the realization that I am fighting for my life and these celebrities and politicians will use anything I say, which they force out of me, to attack me no matter what it is I say or do. I thought of them as seemingly intelligent and talented people but now after a decade of seeing only the most ignoramus stupid behavior I feel that I must try to kill the animals to save my life.

I have screamed every insult back at them. I never write about this. I still think in vain incomprehensibility that people will find their behavior absolutely incompetent for leadership positions. 

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4. I got Nancy Pelosi to actually shut up and stop threatening to kill me as she sat next to S-negger for the 2nd time before the next Stimulus check where I believe money intended for Covid impoverished sufferers was instead delegated to Pelosi's pet projects in her ultra wealthy SF hood rat hole. I yelled "You are dereliction of duty" as she finally paused and actually I saw the greed and hate bigot cobwebs tear asunder for a very brief nanosecond as she paused and stared at me, understanding of course how absolutely correct I was. It shocked her, this admonition of her actual responsibilities. I could not move to try to rush the bum but at least I could convey something that hit her somehow in the hate and absolute disdain for anyone not part of the 4th Reich Nazi cartel who is undoubtedly slated for exploitation and then a miserable death. She of course kept me being poisoned and tortured indefinitely after she obtained her promotion out of attacking me and perhaps a sort of temporary reprieve from herself being a target, by attacking me for her inclusion in the Nazi cartel but not obeying orders the big #45 instructed so the death goon squad tried to kill her. As usual, another expletive pours it's problems and ramifications of it's crimes upon me in order to gain acceptance once more into the "fold" of the Nazi cartel and Mafia enclave.

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4. I got to kick the German rapist from Berlin, August Diehl who had been punching me and raping and abusing me for a few months--I got to kick him in his rotten scrotum after Keanu Reeves grabbed him by the throat to stop him from abusing me. A few weeks later, keanu with no justification on my part, began raping and threatening to kill me for his promotions during Covid. Oh well, I could not have the time to try to hit Reeves in his face or wherever he always remains a far distance from me except when he was on top of me threatening to kill me for his promotion. But at least he gave me the opportunity to kick his predecessor in the low-hanging fruit at least one time, probably I could not kick very hard as my musculature is completely flaccid at this point of endless no exercise and poisoning and stress that has been breaking me down into death, as the group and organization has intended. My years of begging all the mutli-millionaires for help in living in a very cheap rental with a swimming pool was met with chuckles and sneering no nods by the multi-millionaires and billionaries who have made more millions out of stealing my ideas and attacking me.

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I think I have increased all my violent reactions to the endless stress and abuse and threat that is deadly-=-hitting these "people" in teleportation has become an almost daily routine by now. 

IT's not fun any longer or empowering. When will anything ever stop this crime against me?

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America rotted from within by Nazi-KGB agents in drag disguise as entertainers turned politician or their beautified ugly assistants in the overlapping overtake of America, turned vassal state of Nazi europigapeland and Russian KGB aspirations to divide and conquer and "destroy you from within" "We will bury you"--Khrushchev said regarding how they would destroy America from within back in the 50's, when most of the rotten dinos in power were born around this time influenced by their temporarily thwarted nazi parents, tutored in Nazi subterfuge until the time for coming out of the Nazi closet was ripe and now is the time for them and in Whorewood positioning for media coverage to every corrupt and lying politicians turned Nazi spewing out "Democracy" tropes and cliches and platitudes. "Democracy is indispensable for Socialism"--Vladimir Lenin. "Lenin further clarified that 'Whoever wants to reach socialism by any other path than that of political democracy will inevitably arrive at conclusions that are absurd and reactionary both in the economic and the political sense.” He saw democracy not as an end in itself, but as a strategic means to advance the revolutionary movement and prepare the working class for the dictatorship of the proletariat, which would then expand democracy for the oppressed while suppressing the exploiters.'" 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How, by becoming nazi anti-semites, and rushing to hit abuse help rape torture and (murder) me as symbol. Jews abound in this as does every other race on the planet. What is almost the most predictable is the "half" white nazi bigot mixed race plague heaped upon me as I watch their stuff on the tube in utter sickness form poisoning and drugging. They are so repetitive in their zeal to appear as nazi collaborators while displaying to the world heroic semblances of serious accountability towards ethical humanity and the rights of people to rise from the depths of squalor racism's filth. Heaping their filth pent-up on me and being told what to say and by their former colonialist enslaver masters, they become the very icon of racist hate a la minority minion transported by telpeortation into a bully prize fighter force amplifier bot dumb a$$.//Otherwise, hijacking youtube and any media outlet I click on to gain information on how to heal my completely scarred up body (last night more mutilation of my completely severed cuticles off all hands and toes, for years and years slicing under cuticles. Over 6 layers per appendage and I still am unable to stop the slicing under cuticles which are mostly off, green mold and black areas are surrounding my nails which are mostly hanging off from the nail bed being slice dinto literally every night while in deep, comatose sleep being abused and tortured and raped in deep sleep teleportation by your huge hulk plastic surgery hormone growth and glorified nazi converts. I realize that most have some sense of self-loathing and this provides the opportunity to fly like a deranged and rabid eagle by inflicting deepest self-loathing onto me and then calling me a "loser' after they make millions off my ideas then strangle my abiilty to even type much less surf, get a single thing done. My emails even to basic busines sinformation centers are being half deleted the hacking for every single thing is ubiquitous. The movie and new and government and youtube podcast universes are plagued by evil entities disguised as celebrity heroes saying exacty what the audience yearns to hear, in particular the liberal the republican at this time wants to hear about the destruction their icons have eeked upon the world and upon everything and everybody they hate---me being some symbol of it all it seems for all involved.//First amendment gone. Cannot entertain freedom of speech because clicking on a youtube video is my freedom of speech to be able to access ideas, information. They have turned it literally into a torture and near-death rape and ause entrapment scheme these psycho scumbag hate whores you all love and adore. Their sleazy sick scheme is that I am "supposed to be delusional" if I report that sleazy dirty sick and stupid celebrities, politicians their ilk from youtube planet of hell hack their filthy crap into my youtube, I click on it, even a trailer for movies that are long dead and gone; once having done that for a news clip, a commentary, a political podcast (which I watch because the mainstream news does not provide all the angles that these personalized podcasters have) and also I am endlessly drugged every day and night surreptitiously so I am dazed and sick. The rationale is that if i click on their bs crap shit on any media forum it's open season hunting, raping and torturing beatring me in teleportaiton with the group of filth, shit, stupid sickness posing as intellectual ethical heroes for society my ideas furnish their stupid antics performed poorly so the actual sentiment is so weakened and so ridiculous in transmission that the reverse effect on society is the outcome--trending towards fascism despotism and just outright bulling leading to witch hunting and kkk nazi lynch mobs and worse.//It happens every day, I am sick stuck can't get information healing from the scum who rush to "help" me hey remain plastered on chairs monopolizing my healing as they hack crap onto my channel which bypasses information I really need. It is extremely ha rd for me to bypass their hacking my internet is completely "controlled' by this group of rancid shit. Has-beens and wanna be nepo-scum some very old. All lies and blank hate and grasping leeching parasitic. But the point is that freedom of speech is being the next thing taken away form me. They have literally turned my access of intormation into a torture and deadly situation by just watching videos to gain information the shit whore scum rush to abuse me endlessly . IF they are seemingly outraged about the state of the terrorist shit who preceded them, there are so many of these especially in the demo-rat party, then it turns into outright collusion with the aforementioned as they all partner to abuse me using nazi protocols. one of them just lost it's bid for political ascension it stole my concepts, used it to project itself as exceptional which it's "oppressed group" then all centered around. See, my ideas have been stolen by white nazi trash celebrities but this person from a different but same group, just a splinter of the nazi 4th Reich really partners with it...and so, it lost but the premise is that it's the wrong gender and race and that is why no one is "ready" for this blathering lying con criminal. No they want the usual and standard white boy in power, so they say. Meanwhile, it rushed (not the white boy) but the "victim" stealing my ideas about how the crap attacking me are "mediocrity" as they truly are but sexualized hormonal pschopaths transmitting decency through scripted movies and plots and lectures--truly learned some of them in the art of deception. Grasping nasty petty tyrants waiting for the 4th Reich to topple american jurisprudence so they can inflcit a neanderthal version of "democracy" but alas they can't stop the apes from taking over. Anyway, mediocrity lost it's campaign in the lone star state the concepts it stole from me have become it's rallying cry amongst it's other black stalker nazis all colluding to be a part of the 4th Reich estate so they can enjoy this wealth abundance for becoming gestapo force amplifiers. The crock-a has-been is just an example stole my ideas turned it into black nazi rectification that it is not mediocre, not, it's not a yapping hateful lying con criminal no, in private with me as nazis watch on yes, but for public it's the helpful ever-fighting advocate for black rights but just that the voters aren't "ready" for a woman, or black, that is the excuse. //But it goes on. today a half nazi white with olive skin and black hair like so many half nazi half white half victim bullied or coming out of white nazi trash poverty perhaps even 2nd generation--if they spawn with europigape nazis who want all that money whorewood and america has to loot, then they feel emboldened by turning sheer nazi terror gestaspo fascist concealing their ugly dirty sick stupidity with grandiose postures and plastic surgery make-overs. Suddenly once they form a square jaw and appear like hardened cold and gleeming nazis in appearance with or without plastic surgery they are now ready for the next phase which is to push others down so they yell "loser" at me viciously cloying for what the sleazy dirty crap of whroewood hands them in the endless incentive-based snowballing effect of a global take-over by offering the delights of whoorewood celebrity gleen if they attack me they get their podcasts put into higher orbit then they are not "losers" any longer. they get their movies and podcasts in more algorithms in higher attention they are celebrities and this ruse of feeling "important" and then "wealthy" is truly all that this global society is based on, apparently. With all the genocidal purchasing power backing the bigot empty and blank politicians and celebrities. They continue to ask me for ideas or just kekep torturing me to obtain ideas if I watch their filthy shit and try to get information, know-how as I am lied to perpetually denied health care information is blocked. They turn youtube and all movies into tortrure rape and abuse portals for promotion for shit and scum. Every oscar year is packed with shit and scum who "win" awards. This year my ideas were not put into movie concept by the usual team of scum and rot and stupi blank nothingness endlessly promoted as being heroes of society sometimes using my concepts. B ut AI am tortured called a "loser" and beaten abused death threats abuse being slammed tgorture by shit and scum is a daiily ritual as they all sit bemused. My disability now cut off so I am financially ruined with zero money coming in, from this group of shit and scum. Still working on healing from the poison they put in my body which acts like literal internal cement near impossible to get out--more than 20 years fighting this alone. They remain screaming "loser" people whose shit videos are hacked into my youtube are portals of instant abuse--politicians demo-rats rushing to join in under trump the money illicit is flowing no more pretense. Freedom of speech will be turned into a torture and rape portal for these despicable scum stupid apes and rats you had better believe that my terms are accurate and not ranting delusional. Hacking is preventing me from typing and my brain is under assault. As always, all of you are fully promoting all of this so when iran destroys america you will be able to better take over america with your europigape fascist scum actors turned polticians to bring in really truly facsist nazi despots from ole europigapeland. Terminators with no concepts no soul histories of despotism and yoiu all still worship them for their acting put into politics. Every day some next scumbag whiel I am drugged endlessly my food intake while sleeping being mutilated drugged every nght atortured by sick aND STUPID ape telpeortation skits by these filth and yes,...they truly are the losers but you are all losing because of the sinking ship you turned not merely america but the world into by following these stupid ignorat rat apes they are disgusting. You are disgusting for having allowed them to get away with this for years. They put trump and his ilk in power so they could monopolize the internet and media with their lying nazi bullshit poised as liberal helpers of society. evil and rotten blank and stupid sick and psychopathic stpuid empty blank and leading everyone and everything into destruction but you all keep cheering them on they entertain you. Today's dirty ugly sick piece of shit hacked endless healing videos which I desperately need for my body which has been put out of alignemnt because the put a microchp in my brain rendering me incapable of waking consciousness while the fracture my spine, which they ahve done. Making me literally chronically disabled due to such attacks while unconscious, they have since cut off disability. I was watching videos on sacral cranial healing techniques and the loser scum who altered his facial structure through some exercises has the "model" jawline now and thusly with some exercises has gone from flabby and soft to nazi square jaw and is now screaming loser at me because he joined this team of filth and shit to attack me. That is the bulk of them all; they have risen from the ashes of mainstream into celebrity had jobs as menial as mainstream as not spectacular, got body building got plastic surgery got hormonal therapy sucked and scraped their way abused others and now they can finally push me down seeing me helpless being teleportd to them in my waking state while in the shower while on the toilet while getting dressed or undressed trying to "help me by giving little body building tips as they essentialy do not provide much more than a few basic pointers then demanding my entire life and enslavement. I fight them off me as they teleport me for hours, my body iwithered broken down every day my body is mutilated by their sleazy shitty teams of slaves and white trash who are laughing and dancing little demons overjoyed to be dumping their own ugly shit on me. Watching youtube to try to get their ugly and stupid rotten shit death hissing hate out of my brain through the voice-to-skull tech and I try to find ways to heal.They hack more bullshit con artists who then join in completely different from the friendly and helpful con scum that they make themselves out to be. Once they obtain celebrity approval they become fantatical abusers dumping their self-hate on me their former selves as menial and not famous is now on a higher dopamine dope level. I remain fighting them off exlaining to them that they are just deflecting their own self-hate on me, despite all their self-healing videos and their caring for society bullshit public persona con artist for one nazi world order personalities.

"Khrushchev's U.N. Outburst--Decades Media TV Network". Decades TV Network. November 3, 2015.   Correction: Rape-enthusiast bi...