Saturday, October 7, 2023

The bitter dregs of violent pleasure release from all my miserable teleportation depictions, I have totally omitted all MY violence against notable personalities. I never write about this hoping that the violence being inflicted upon me will engender some kind of watershed in American sensibility but no...so I will then "entertain" both myself and you invisible reader if anyone is out there in the void of the wonderful acts of violence I have inflicted upon those who have attacked me. And I dare say, I will not mention some of the actions or results but I will make people ponder about the duality of this situation I am in. Let me begin the list.

"Clockwork Orange--Beethoven 9th". Felipe Aurajo. October 10, 2010.



 


1. Donald Trump. I got to slap him upside the head--or really, across the face while he had me singing "War Pigs" in front of generals, including Milly. I have to add that Milly was meted out what he would not stop when he saw it happening to me. He glared in displeased chagrin while I was singing this song to the otherwise giggly generals who were blank, but all except Milly laughed after I slapped Trump across the face as I bolted up in a rage and hit him to stop him from making me look ridiculous in front of this group of..well...War mongering (fill in the blanks).

I got to likewise hit Marjorie Taylor Green also in the face after she groped my genitals but with her nails digging in like she was clawing at me but it was only a grab for power--a most gnawing clutching grasping it was. My reaction was sudden. I am always under an extreme influence of derangement in teleportation. 

I just combined Trump with Greene. Whatever.

2. I almost slit the wife of Pitt's throat with a half smashed large glass chalice that Lady Gaga had handed me, saying she was proud of the thing she was making. In my state and from years of murder attempts, what came to my mind was this concept that the chalice was intended for my blood for a sacrificial rite she would conduct and I had this intense need to fight for my life. It was not paranoia as I have been almost killed endlessly for so many years by all these people attacking me so it was not a far gone conclusion. In retrospect, I suggest that perhaps she would not have put my blood in her chalice. That chalice I smashed into a weapon and tried to slash her, she pulled away because I was not able to react physically. F-alina then rushed to protect her fellow rape enabling "feminist" "me too" partner in my rape and torture for extreme racist and sexist programming into cultural conformity to the 4th Reich--I instantly tried to slash her throat as she barely pulled away. This was an instinctual reaction from the years of her laughing as she had Depp and then her other husband rape and beat me as she watched on, of course after having stolen ideas about women's emancipation from male tyranny which she used as herself being the heroic figure. 

3. Calling the endless list of rapists and perpetrators all kinds of names in teleportation that I probably would not use in real life. It comes out as quickly as quicksilver and I have almost no control over it. I am put into the same or similar situations in real life, which just happened at this huge "world class" shopping mall where I was sexually groped by an agent posing as a store manager, and then attacked by a "security guard" while the real guard whom I know was there way back avoiding the scene. He had been very friendly to me in the past. I had to stifle the impulse that comes out while I am in a torture and rape and murder situation as I always am in teleportation.

4. There is more, there is over a decade of me slowly coming to the realization that I am fighting for my life and these celebrities and politicians will use anything I say, which they force out of me, to attack me no matter what it is I say or do. I thought of them as seemingly intelligent and talented people but now after a decade of seeing only the most ignoramus stupid behavior I feel that I must try to kill the animals to save my life.

I have screamed every insult back at them. I never write about this. I still think in vain incomprehensibility that people will find their behavior absolutely incompetent for leadership positions. 

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4. I got Nancy Pelosi to actually shut up and stop threatening to kill me as she sat next to S-negger for the 2nd time before the next Stimulus check where I believe money intended for Covid impoverished sufferers was instead delegated to Pelosi's pet projects in her ultra wealthy SF hood rat hole. I yelled "You are dereliction of duty" as she finally paused and actually I saw the greed and hate bigot cobwebs tear asunder for a very brief nanosecond as she paused and stared at me, understanding of course how absolutely correct I was. It shocked her, this admonition of her actual responsibilities. I could not move to try to rush the bum but at least I could convey something that hit her somehow in the hate and absolute disdain for anyone not part of the 4th Reich Nazi cartel who is undoubtedly slated for exploitation and then a miserable death. She of course kept me being poisoned and tortured indefinitely after she obtained her promotion out of attacking me and perhaps a sort of temporary reprieve from herself being a target, by attacking me for her inclusion in the Nazi cartel but not obeying orders the big #45 instructed so the death goon squad tried to kill her. As usual, another expletive pours it's problems and ramifications of it's crimes upon me in order to gain acceptance once more into the "fold" of the Nazi cartel and Mafia enclave.

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4. I got to kick the German rapist from Berlin, August Diehl who had been punching me and raping and abusing me for a few months--I got to kick him in his rotten scrotum after Keanu Reeves grabbed him by the throat to stop him from abusing me. A few weeks later, keanu with no justification on my part, began raping and threatening to kill me for his promotions during Covid. Oh well, I could not have the time to try to hit Reeves in his face or wherever he always remains a far distance from me except when he was on top of me threatening to kill me for his promotion. But at least he gave me the opportunity to kick his predecessor in the low-hanging fruit at least one time, probably I could not kick very hard as my musculature is completely flaccid at this point of endless no exercise and poisoning and stress that has been breaking me down into death, as the group and organization has intended. My years of begging all the mutli-millionaires for help in living in a very cheap rental with a swimming pool was met with chuckles and sneering no nods by the multi-millionaires and billionaries who have made more millions out of stealing my ideas and attacking me.

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I think I have increased all my violent reactions to the endless stress and abuse and threat that is deadly-=-hitting these "people" in teleportation has become an almost daily routine by now. 

IT's not fun any longer or empowering. When will anything ever stop this crime against me?

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I am being forced into prison or homelessness for having defended my country and my body and life. The creep goon team of whorewood and congress have been hacking endless prison and homeless videos to signal what they intend to do to me.//moved to Philadelphia from California to get away from gavin hate, which I had done last july 2025 to get away from trump florida hate lying social security fraud, only to find that since I moved to PA in late Feb, Fetterman is now being groomed by rump (and old gavin) into joining the repus with glittery incentives which is by now a familiar all-daily scene in this teleportation gig hate torment murder contract microchip hell technotyrannical death: it is not coincidence that fetterman is now a linchpin factor in switching the senate if dems get a win in nov that this one senator from the state which I just moved to, as old gavin sat with rump in teleportation a week after I moved out of florida to get away from his abuse social security hate machine (lies, manipulation trynig to empty my bank account telling me illegally to go in person to pay all in a cashier's check out of my bank account-- an illegal demand by the way. By phone they can say anything even if the call is recorded I have NO LEGAL RECOURSE. Gavin and trump are now on fetterman's cue to do the same gold-purchase contract as all the devils before him on a daily basis hateful demons rushing yelling murder at me for having watched a clip on y outube--in an effort to get the hours of death threats and yelling insults and abuse in a sick and paralyzed state from years of having been raped and poisoned on a daily basis---thusly, fetterman now being groomed by the rump regime is no mere election situation it is directly tied to me having moved there--without a doubt of course, I could never "prove" this it's very obvious to me since the contract out on me is this gigantic. ///I do not have enough money saved in my account to survive this any longer, I have been paying off subpoverty monthly substandard ssi disability benefits for years saving money every month and storing student loans and covid for an emergency. They are demanding thta I pay all back to the government and all is forgiven and permissible under law for me to retain in my bank account. That agency under the rump regime will not SEND A LETTER with exactly what I must have in my bank account before they reinstate my benefits--they discounted the covid money in one letter and now are demanding on the hacked phone calls to the main number, treating an address change like it's a "review" of my case which is not their rules probably not the law---demanding that I give exact information about dates of when they cut my money off over 14 months after it had begun while my brain is under attack; this network knows this and then when I gave one month wrong instead of february I said March (because that is when the money stopped but it was cut off in february_ thenasked me what month I had sent in a request for reinstatement I said July 2025, they remained silent then began screaming that I must go into their field office to prove my identity since I did not answer their verification questionss (by phone they only ask your dob, name address and some personal id quesions which I answer that has always been all necessary suddenly they began asking me thsese probing questions, I should have hung up but had to hang up when they began scxreaming at me "I wll tell you what is protocol" after so many lies that i told this agent on the main number that changing address by phone is protocol and it's by law mostly the only way social security demands this be done-not in person at an office). No letters upon multiple r equests and fetterman is now being seduced into the dark arts of the nazi teleportation contract which means endless money and promotions for fetterman and he is already participating in this hate crime against me. When I moved to the Phily region there had been no mention of fetterman and trump making some slide-on-over deal but suddenly it's public attention. I am unable to go into the field office for reasons that I prefer not to name but namely they will lie to me in person and try to defraud me and then claim that this was an officious meeting and then change their rules and force this completely theft upon me. All must be done by letter from that agency they are lying to me by phone and I believe this has been engineered by fetterman with the "jewish" governor's full permission. I had hoped that this jewish governor would be a bit more friendly towards me than the usual jewish nazi who fully and always goes happily along with having me destroyed for his nazi approval ratings to go up a few more notches, as is always the case. //Because I don't want my formerly incredible country The United States, which is MY country not the white nazi bigots' country not gavin old scum's state of california it's MY COUNTRY they are traitors they should be ousted from MY COUNTRY THE UNITED STATES they are selling america to nazi foreigners for some sleazy backroom sex orgy haute fantasy wealth league and all exclusion to the rest. Because I will not allow them to murder me with my consent, because I have fought to have MY LIFE not destroyed by more white nazi trash shit bigots asserting this most egregious violation of all human rights implant technology and this insidious gang stalking goon society into my life with warm smiles of subjugated traumatized stockholm syndrome love forced out of my beaten and damaged body.

*hacking and rewrites is extreme: I checked all words while writing upon having published and then returning to add thoughts which were lite...