Saturday, October 7, 2023

The bitter dregs of violent pleasure release from all my miserable teleportation depictions, I have totally omitted all MY violence against notable personalities. I never write about this hoping that the violence being inflicted upon me will engender some kind of watershed in American sensibility but no...so I will then "entertain" both myself and you invisible reader if anyone is out there in the void of the wonderful acts of violence I have inflicted upon those who have attacked me. And I dare say, I will not mention some of the actions or results but I will make people ponder about the duality of this situation I am in. Let me begin the list.

"Clockwork Orange--Beethoven 9th". Felipe Aurajo. October 10, 2010.



 


1. Donald Trump. I got to slap him upside the head--or really, across the face while he had me singing "War Pigs" in front of generals, including Milly. I have to add that Milly was meted out what he would not stop when he saw it happening to me. He glared in displeased chagrin while I was singing this song to the otherwise giggly generals who were blank, but all except Milly laughed after I slapped Trump across the face as I bolted up in a rage and hit him to stop him from making me look ridiculous in front of this group of..well...War mongering (fill in the blanks).

I got to likewise hit Marjorie Taylor Green also in the face after she groped my genitals but with her nails digging in like she was clawing at me but it was only a grab for power--a most gnawing clutching grasping it was. My reaction was sudden. I am always under an extreme influence of derangement in teleportation. 

I just combined Trump with Greene. Whatever.

2. I almost slit the wife of Pitt's throat with a half smashed large glass chalice that Lady Gaga had handed me, saying she was proud of the thing she was making. In my state and from years of murder attempts, what came to my mind was this concept that the chalice was intended for my blood for a sacrificial rite she would conduct and I had this intense need to fight for my life. It was not paranoia as I have been almost killed endlessly for so many years by all these people attacking me so it was not a far gone conclusion. In retrospect, I suggest that perhaps she would not have put my blood in her chalice. That chalice I smashed into a weapon and tried to slash her, she pulled away because I was not able to react physically. F-alina then rushed to protect her fellow rape enabling "feminist" "me too" partner in my rape and torture for extreme racist and sexist programming into cultural conformity to the 4th Reich--I instantly tried to slash her throat as she barely pulled away. This was an instinctual reaction from the years of her laughing as she had Depp and then her other husband rape and beat me as she watched on, of course after having stolen ideas about women's emancipation from male tyranny which she used as herself being the heroic figure. 

3. Calling the endless list of rapists and perpetrators all kinds of names in teleportation that I probably would not use in real life. It comes out as quickly as quicksilver and I have almost no control over it. I am put into the same or similar situations in real life, which just happened at this huge "world class" shopping mall where I was sexually groped by an agent posing as a store manager, and then attacked by a "security guard" while the real guard whom I know was there way back avoiding the scene. He had been very friendly to me in the past. I had to stifle the impulse that comes out while I am in a torture and rape and murder situation as I always am in teleportation.

4. There is more, there is over a decade of me slowly coming to the realization that I am fighting for my life and these celebrities and politicians will use anything I say, which they force out of me, to attack me no matter what it is I say or do. I thought of them as seemingly intelligent and talented people but now after a decade of seeing only the most ignoramus stupid behavior I feel that I must try to kill the animals to save my life.

I have screamed every insult back at them. I never write about this. I still think in vain incomprehensibility that people will find their behavior absolutely incompetent for leadership positions. 

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4. I got Nancy Pelosi to actually shut up and stop threatening to kill me as she sat next to S-negger for the 2nd time before the next Stimulus check where I believe money intended for Covid impoverished sufferers was instead delegated to Pelosi's pet projects in her ultra wealthy SF hood rat hole. I yelled "You are dereliction of duty" as she finally paused and actually I saw the greed and hate bigot cobwebs tear asunder for a very brief nanosecond as she paused and stared at me, understanding of course how absolutely correct I was. It shocked her, this admonition of her actual responsibilities. I could not move to try to rush the bum but at least I could convey something that hit her somehow in the hate and absolute disdain for anyone not part of the 4th Reich Nazi cartel who is undoubtedly slated for exploitation and then a miserable death. She of course kept me being poisoned and tortured indefinitely after she obtained her promotion out of attacking me and perhaps a sort of temporary reprieve from herself being a target, by attacking me for her inclusion in the Nazi cartel but not obeying orders the big #45 instructed so the death goon squad tried to kill her. As usual, another expletive pours it's problems and ramifications of it's crimes upon me in order to gain acceptance once more into the "fold" of the Nazi cartel and Mafia enclave.

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4. I got to kick the German rapist from Berlin, August Diehl who had been punching me and raping and abusing me for a few months--I got to kick him in his rotten scrotum after Keanu Reeves grabbed him by the throat to stop him from abusing me. A few weeks later, keanu with no justification on my part, began raping and threatening to kill me for his promotions during Covid. Oh well, I could not have the time to try to hit Reeves in his face or wherever he always remains a far distance from me except when he was on top of me threatening to kill me for his promotion. But at least he gave me the opportunity to kick his predecessor in the low-hanging fruit at least one time, probably I could not kick very hard as my musculature is completely flaccid at this point of endless no exercise and poisoning and stress that has been breaking me down into death, as the group and organization has intended. My years of begging all the mutli-millionaires for help in living in a very cheap rental with a swimming pool was met with chuckles and sneering no nods by the multi-millionaires and billionaries who have made more millions out of stealing my ideas and attacking me.

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I think I have increased all my violent reactions to the endless stress and abuse and threat that is deadly-=-hitting these "people" in teleportation has become an almost daily routine by now. 

IT's not fun any longer or empowering. When will anything ever stop this crime against me?

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Politicians are relying on having me poisoned, beaten, raped and abused without end, day and night (to death as I fight for "Democracy" which NONE of the politicians gives a flying circus about only their promotions and deals and the money and media coverage, which this filthy whorewood group offers in exchange--quid pro quo. Attacked yesterday by yet another presidential hopeful whose partner attacked me with another presidential-type personality --has run, has been president, the list enlarges without end every year it's a line-up of people running for president or having been prez--or their spouses and partners as their token emmisaries of death and exploitation for this contract--this vile contract that still, no one will intervene for even the most basic of human rights. After YEARS OF THE ugly stinking filth of arnold shitnigger and this team of filth, hate ugliness the has-beens the losing-careers dying to rape and torture me as viciously as possibloe, day after day, to get my ideas to make movies out of--or just beating raping and abusing me shrill screaming to get lead roles--non-stop day after day it's another group, another shithead sick fuck---most of these ape scum are has-beens and clutching onto abusing me to death to get these roles. Shitnigger arnold is going to be put in charge of controlling this nazi media empire his fanatical nazi abuse structure is a learned sick ugly dirty foul experience for me and his training has been to ALWAYS incuilcate this into america--the german rat roach who joins in with him due to my mind control brainwashing drugged sickness from torture reaching out to anybody to get help as his facade when I met him 30 years ago was pretty transparent but in desperation and drugging I wrote a message to him--months a year of rape torture black nazis surrounding me black brown jews rushing to get his approval because once they get into this contract the nazis use them as the portals of influence. They instruct U.S. politicians WHAT TO DO AND SAY. This appears to bring the usual silence, a set of more youtube videos from jews, lawyers, constitutional lawyers also hacking their lectures, all calm, lots of money--seeing what is happening to me and keeping the secret but always speaking about the forces that somehow mysteriously lead to rump being put in office and this downfall of "Democracy". They remain silent and hack their goddamn fucking mealy mouthed bullshit onto my youtube as they do NOTHING but get published for their nice, cozy academic-style journalistic commentary bypassing fact, reality and the real reasons. ONe of them is me---directly this contract. //returning from having picked up items in the lobby such as bottled water---very tiresome--returning to debris sprinkled on my floor from the woman sweeping crap in front of me while I am walking down the corredor to the elevators. Black stains on my light blue blanket which I had to scrub, as I have been cleaning clothing and blankets non-stop due to arnold this filth fuck ugly sick scum shit nazi crap that NO ONE will get off me. They just revolve around the money these nazi bigot sleazy dirty mediocrity creeps spew around like the filth they are dumping their ugliness and hate on me for being talented enough--when not poisoned encumbered by poison paralyzed tortured abused my brain microchip implanted so they block brainwaves while I am in public, under attack and when writing so I can't recall words can't think clearly--and still--silence. //People just want to go back to only me being tortrured and discriminated against and then the rest of the people you all want to see "crushed" who may or may not be talented enough to get out of the shit rut you all concoted so you can all claim only you are capable of doing much of "importance" in the country and in the world. Stinking filth sprayed perpetually non-stop from this filth scum arnold shit fuck scum creep---but you revere this ugly sick filthy fuck the people rush at me after this dirty filth raped me from behind after saying NO for about 4 years or longer he's just clutching at me for his nasty "career". I wonder what he will do to other "Jews" in the media and anyone who doesn't like being humiliated as the routine of pushing Jews down, wiith blacks and other jews rushing to prove how violent they are as lynch mob nazi gestappo partners next to their blonde white trash shit who sit back smug their puppets all obey orders and attack viciously upon cue. I fight them as the smug ugly pig rat apes smirk and watch me fight literally day after day to wear me down. More grey hair, more exhaustion when I need desperately to heal and have positive healin energy. Every day they inflict death and homelessness in these deep sleep teleportation skits. For years they had people rape my body, put my spine and hips out of alignment and then poison drug steal my money and poison my food and then insert fungus and sewage water and semen into my vagina into my bladder--and into my hair (semen and fungus). Every night for years as I fought to heal and was dying while all the shit creeps I have mentioned rushed routintely like clockwork to get ideas, torturing ideas out of me, threatening me with concentration camp nazi murder for saying no to anything as I fought and fought now over 15 years without end. My body completely scarred. But the aforementioned damage was done before I spent literally months pounding hooks into plastic type cabinets agonizing for my spine and body---to try to stop the endless onslaught of mechanical arms inflicting damage into my body from behind and my property--behind all the cabinets lining the walls from floor to ceiling all have removable panels in which these mechanical arms jut into my room in unbelievably sophisticated stealth ways. Tiny and thin, top military-grade professional.//but ugly sinister shitnigger is just having his minions spray constantly stinking filth on everything I wear, while I am sleeping on my sleep wear on my blankets on my sheets on the bed and then after I clean they spray again. This filth that filthy ugly dirty sick fuck orders is permanently staining. I have piles of rags on my patio from the endless pieces of clothing I have had to throw away due to the stench just permeating the fabric. WHEN THE FUCK DOES THIS SICK GODDAMN INCOMPETENT GOVERNMENT EVER STOP THIS FILTH BEING SPRAYED AND POURED INTO MY BODY AND HOME AND LIFE? every fu cking politician in the spotlight rushes to abuse me viciously sneering jeering threatening my life and then getting openings to run for president--like clockwork once again.

  Dirty, sinister disgusting shitnegger is ordering also other damages without end--my carry cart for lugging around all the items that I ca...