Tuesday, February 20, 2024

I am not Atlas and I want to shrug this unwanted planet of hell off me. I write of the burden of society that I perceive (at this point, I have to re-edit as hackers are inserting words)---the rest of this post was not only too hard to write due to hacking blocks to the keys, but endlessly rewritten/partially deleted--so excuse the incomprehensible it is due to hackers not me-- is turning it into a Wasteland for me, maybe not you. I carry this weight of trying to stop the destruction of the concept that people have freedom of thought. People have the perhaps perception of being "allowed" to compete and achieve success in the economic domain if they pursue a goal and work for it. I have a dream that nepotism will not control the American landscape of exceptionalism. I grew up in a culture whereby fathers told their children that they had to go out and work to learn how to become strong and not expect parents to give them everything for free. I feel, right now, like Atlas carrying a weight of responsibility to not allow this transgression of "The American Dream" turn into the actual American Horror Story I am currently tangled up in Blue over.

 I am struggling to pound every letter out. The keyboard is so blocked it's hard just to struggle to write about it

I can only write basic sentences

I feel today more old age being injected into me by the Middle-aged and senior citizen parasites literally torturing me to death to obtain original ideas, free promotions for their mediocre children who are told by their Euro-fascist controllers that this is the system they will inherit from the long past centuries and millennia of enslavement of humanity by a few wealthy families, set in stone to rule forever.

Following in this tradition are the endless faded cardboard figures, still alive, of decades of endless media exposure and political influence trying to get their younger generation to collaterally keep them in power, as the younger emulate the "aristocracy" of elitist crushing down-pressing and their children, in turn, have very little to offer in creative endeavors but are told that automatically they will inherit the old world custom of nepotism and aristocratic assumption to top position.

I feel like I am the ONLY person fighting for equality, antisemitim and antiracism in Whorewood. They can lecture and get paid and get media attention for the speeches they make, but I am the only one actually fighting. In this case, I am literally fighting for my life. The ones who watch on, many of whom, do not realize that the time will come, perhaps too late, when they must do the same.

They remain waiting to see which way the wind blows. They assume that watching me flail every single day, writing these endless posts from VICIOUS AND DEADLY abuse in teleportation, from poisoning and torture that is never-ending

only means it's my problem

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I'm so old from rotten old sleaze filth parasites old men and women coming to drain my life force, break and abuse me, steal ideas which they appear to have almost none of, and then destroy what I am, have made and push me into slow agonizing death while I fight endlessly to heal and get rid of them. 

I see my body breaking down more and more, day after day as one vicious yelling ugly sleazy dirty filth bucket crap creep comes after the next, under the supervision of Trump, pig pitshitalina prostitutes inc controlling the long list of scum filth whores from Whorewood, each sleazy dirty ugly one associated with a various charitable "cause' disguising their corruption and sick murder clutching for money and power and prestige and awards and etc

their crap children are right behind them fully trained in this life fuck mentality, as they are a huge parcel of the climate crisis because ALL they represent in reality is wealth display and consumption and consumer lucre displays.

mY body is aging so exponentially because as Trump nears imprisonment he has told his filthy demons to VICIOUSLY attack me as if me fighting for my own life is working against his interests of endlessly exploiting this contract for his rise to the presidency in the first place. Now I "owe" him a "get out of jail" card as well by allowing pig shit filth to rape, steal ideas without a single utterance of resistance or complaint--as I am doing so because, for the first time since I realized they were stealing from me this next pair of shit have come to violently yell and demand fascist violently at me to give them ideas--no commentary about any payment, and the ideas they stole from my writing they only pursued more profit by having their filth male rape culture shithead scum to come to yell at and abuse. The white bigot (Evans) just came like a white trash hamburger meathead yelling fascistically at me. The Black ugly dirty sick buttfuck b-tard came using the excuse that I am this horrific racist for calling out Oprahs abusive racism and antisemitism. As usual, her fame in film is based on her work with the sort-of Jewish Nazi Spielberg whose every film revolves around some "woke concept". but usually for the sake of having the controlled opposition in Whorewood, always with Nazi actors playing lead roles--Oprah being one of those. Calling her an aunt jemima is an old term that Malcolm X used, so f-u dumb pig apes who are using that to literally beat and torture and poison me saying I am some bigot racist and using that as excuse for torture in exchange for Nazi appropriation of lead roles and spotlight appearances for years, as ugly rotten Porter has done.

Meanwhile, I remain aging and shititng out poison they all put in my body whether by collusion or direct involvement--baryishnikov being one who deliberately ordered my poisoning while yelling after raping me repeatedly with vilence that he was stopping the poison and helping me and what expensive and rare "help" he claimed he was offering me and how much I "owe" him for it, all the while making sure I did nothing toheal but instead harming my body further by doing the wrong things--as I lay in agony he told me to "keep going" and"if you just keep going you will see results, it may take a very long time" as I lay in agony for two years.Fighting to get that ugly old rotten piece of sleazy filth off me has been an old age process of him abusing and torturing me becuae,like this filthy dirty blonde pig ape scumbag, he is told he is entitled to rape, plunder abuse insult and steal whatever he wants out of me. The blonde bigot from American Horror Shop was just following instruction from the ugly former cociaine scumbag sleazy gay sleaze ballet shithead who told him to treat me with absolute contempt dehumanizing Nazism and violent rape and threats for saying NO to the continued rape torture and theft of y ideas while they keep on abusing and torturing me immediately after both rape, theft of ideas which garner for them millions of dollars,original ideas for which they are credited and told they are incredible while I am beaten, raped called a stupid bitch and that they never stole any ideas from me

and on and on

typing is too impossible

the space bar willnot work I am pounding ashard as possible and it's not working

cna't write more under this kind of acute physical stress of pounding and backspacing without end

but kill Baryishnikov as well, this ugly dirty filth sleazy Nazi KGB piece of utter crap--sleazy and ugly and sick and mentally ill

kill him, he has been murdering me for 2 years and is instructing the dumb blonde scum to torture me for defending my rights to not be tortured so this stupid shit can have ideas --something this group of utter stupid shit has been doing non-stop for a DECADE and longer.

Rotten and ugly worn-out cocaine sucked-dry psycho pig ape Baryishnikov really needs original ideas to steal as well. His old world mentality of conformity and white male privilege has made him only capable of imitating the old world art forms and maybe a few "modern" adaptations

otherwise, they are extremely threatened by me having original ideas

being beautiful, strong and healthy and happy

and being able to compete against their hateful mediocrity

they are plastic surgery or physical athletes and that is about all they can do

and I am stuck here again after more than a decade of warning the world about not allowing sick fuck life sucking parasites to have these mind control weapons at their disposal. All to a blank silence of greed, sleaze, apathy and expectation of endless relative comfort and security

it is impossible to type by now


as I write every single day, I am being murdered in plain sight with the cheers of the Nazi 4th Reich putting all the murdering bigots into positions of power. Hoards of blacks are rushing to join in, as well as Jews, Latinos and Asians.

I am being made old, I am fighting to heal so I am not immobile and paralyzed while they NEVER stop poisoning and drugging teleporting torturing raping and beating and abusing me. I have committed no crime whatsoever nor harmed a single one of these fucking whores. I have done nothing to "deserve" this except compete to win and then fight to not be drugged, raped, discarded and poisoned to death. In addition, fighting to have a career and then fighting to not have all I think of stolen by worthless shit scum who can sometimes dance, but wtf that someone who can gyrate or twist their bodies are being handed tech to torture other people so they can claim they are"great artists" only because they learned to imitate the art of other great artists who trained them back in Europigapeland?

How many years must I write furiously fighting hackers to get a fucking piece of sick shit off me as the next rapist shit whore takes his place with his nasty dirty blonde fucking whore wife and shit stupid dirty children and groups of dumb scum partners?




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Social Security SSI Disability illegally cut off by the stench filth of arnold gavin and rump muck and the nazi coalition of whorewood who have made hundreds of MILLIONS OF DOLLARS IF NOT BILLIONS FROM HAVING STOLEN MY IDEAS--not paying anything and then destroying what I do have, then taking away sub-poverty social security because I am the only person in the united states fighting racism rather than playing a game of pretending and dancing around with posturing speeches and stupid songs and movie fodder k-rap, the rest look on doing nothing that is why rump came to power and then again without any resistance. //Otherwise, 6 years of grad school and all attempts to earn money literally blocked while paralyzing me with poison and abuse and drugging every day--trying to obtai money from a GoFundMe account & is it BLOCKED no resopnses it is hacked from general view; this has happened when I tried to earn money online my url is blocked from the internet upon a url activity search I have decoded their total block of any activity (including my blogs and facebook posts only met by enemies looking to murder rape torture whatever they can get away with to get their failing careers back into the nazi orbit. Shitnigger arnold and dirty nazi gavin one facing extinction for years until he got his chance to prove he's really a nazi kgb agent torturing me without end and bringing as many gold digger scum like nancy pig-lousy and then gavin scum old boy onto his nazi payroll thusly he is holding an "environment" conference which is a front for nazi endorsement of yet another obama nazi replica to put more white nazi wall street investors into the money destroying the investments of the lower ranks and with the aid of nazi republicans killing people using social security as an excuse---my ideas furnishing stupid ugly ape arnold with so much clout to enter back into whorewood his violence is endless death threats for not allowing him or his nazi jewish and black partners to abuse me without me responding in self-defense while they are drugging me with truth serum and abusing me into my brain non-stop all day and night until I do react--they spend hours abusing me until I do react just to justify more violence and it is a never-ending domestic violence cycle--ask shitnigger arno0ld's former wife if that rancid fuck she divorced is abusive as hell when the sexual "fun" and games are boring and he has to actually be anything but a rancid "me only" scumbag as he is programmed to be: thusly...under your gaze and silence and protection of that group of shit filth: Stinking sprays on my clothing ordered by the stench of arnold the sick fuck-ni88er termini88er nazi filth---who is using (perhaps...in part) my concepts of saving environment to push his nazi inclusion in american politics as his "platform"---his stench is conveyed onto my property just as his ILLEGAL VIOLENCE against me (i.e.lifting me up in "teleportation" while I am literally on the toilet grasping my abdomen due to the black horrific poisons I have spent 30 years fighting to eliminate from my body which this dirty ugly thug scum parasite calling himself "superior" has ordered put in because me being able to compete might mean his blank ugly dirty nazi mentality is lacking and void of originality as is he--thusly stealing my ideas and then having me slowly killed serves his nazi concepts perfectly--unfortunately supplied and protected by the demo-rat party of california old boy gavin scum and the nazi obamas the deception of which is still protected because they so fully support white nazi nationalism but are "actors" proclaiming how hip and not racist they are (not): thusly, with them all, they informed Social Security to literally change my status from "suspended" to NO BENEFITS they also illegally issued "benefits ended" (sorry can't remember the exact official term but not 'suspended" meaning can be reinstated but completely gone). They are yelling at me, the white nazi bigots who are answering my many phone calls about how and why and why have I not received any mail information on why benefits were cut off only being yelled at lied to and abused by phone--their only method of communication under orders of the obamas the trumps the dirty shitni88er arnold still controlling CA politics the pipeline of Nazi gold holocaust derived is ruling America and the Engllish crown equivalent as well; however, the lying yelling abusive people answering the SSA main line number demand with "suggestions" that I go in person to a field office to get the answers rather than THE LEGAL REQUIREMENT OF THEM REQUIRED IT IS LAW TO SEND ME INFORMATION informing me of t he situation what must be done. The former rules of demanding people go in person were changed under the Biden administration (partially due to Covid) thusly mail is preferred and they have cut down on social security so mail is the real preferred method of communciation which THEY ARE SUPPOSED TO COMPLY WITH. Simply lying and lying to me by phone refusing to send me any letters about my situation and ILLEGALLY demanding I go in person but yelling--literally yelling with hate and fascist abuse--that they "suggest strongly" that I go in person--asking me a spate of interragatory questions about the status of my case which were questions I would have to look up to get the precise dates and informtaion but on a main line call when I was trying to change my address because they wrote it incorrectly--assuming I would phone back--then yelling that because I answered one question one month wrong (after 15 months of my benefits being cut off) the white woman yelled "I can't verify your identity you must go in person to a field office I SUGGEST" I told her that firstly changing my address by phone does not require me to go in person to a field office, and that it was protocol for SSI recipients to phone in address change in fact it's their policy and recommendation--she screamed literally yelling "I will tell you what protocol is" as i hung up at that point. I told her that they need to send me mail so I can get information she told me that I have to spend all my money before they would consider and that I would have to goin person--absolutely ILLEGAL and not policy by LAW. In person as they have done by phone they will lie, once the lie is solidified as if it were an official meeting they can just write the terms and conditions and then have me arrested for one slip-up I made which I cannot help I had to SAVE MY L IFE FROM BEING POISONED and I had to leave thusly that is all they have and they are lying and illegally demanding improper protocol denying me information ILLEGAL all done by old boy gavin scum governor of ca and the shit whore ape former CA gov arnold shitnigger trash who is such a foul and stinking lack of american values you all worship due to the energy of just stealin raping killing and robbing and then abusing anyone who can't fight back into "submission" that's all it takes---it's spread like a virus california hails that prick scum and his acolyte dirty nazi gavin old boy scum the lying fake smiles of the pig ape creeps and their illegal money schemes is what people really gravitate towards. I remain with my status literally blocked, the benefits cut off since February 2025 the man doing it in miami literally demanded I go in person to their office pay with cashier's check all my bank account balance (covid money stimulus payments and student loans) which are exempt. Telling them that these are exempt under law they yell abuse and just cut my money and refuse to send letters THEY ARE REQUIRED BY LAW TO SEND for a repayment schedule. They sent me a payment schedule without identifying anything other than a financial amount---not completely legal as they are supposed to let me know if benefits will be reinstated. I paid two months then never hearing anything I filled out economic hardship forms requesting from the California field office which dirty old scum gavin instructed, which they did quite happily it was a white nazi creep woman and then the usual california and american plantation system of minorities following orders, the more down they were on the ladder (in this case, Asians) the more sneering with lying contempt they had in their voices to get approval for the nazi slicing of employees out of social security this was their means of proving they will lie and kill people upon order by cutting off their survival money if they are not approved of by shit like old boy scum gavin who yelled "I don't want people like you in my State" so it's HIS State not a United States entity but HIS state--his control with arnold telling that rancid scum gavin what to say and do to become "president" all will be rigged. Since ugly dirty arnold grabbed with his filthy snorting sucking body and system onto this contract that ugly stupid rancid fuck has had people threaten my life repeatedly he has done it repeatedly has abused insulted punched raped and brought in at least 300 or more people to abuse me in just the last 2 months--that ugly rat roach parasite leech has since opened an "environmental" bullshit conference in his native Austria to sell off black nazi kamala harris as the puppet of the obama nazi uncle tom aunt jemima tap dancing team lovingly smiling with adoration into the faces of every rapist nazi-spewing shit white trash filth bucket out of germany and austria possible with ice cube and snoop dogg just violently abusing me on cue as well for years and YEARS AND YEARS. thusly, because I have actually fought against racism I am now cut off disability ILLEGALLY it is not illegal or against SSI rules to save covid money or student loans but they can just lie and yella t me and do whatever they want under this filth shit team. I moved they refuse to send a letter stating I have moved as such---they have literally taken off any benefits as me being a recipient on the SSA website after refusing to even respond to my economic hardship letter request zero letters with zero information BECAUSE THEY ARE OPERATING ILLEGALLY AGAINST THE LAW against me under orders of rancid stink stench arnold ugly filth trashnigger fuck and the obamas you all worship for their acting skills but still putting white wealthy above all but handing the poor a few little crumbs which are taken away instantly when their good friends the white nazis take power--promising if you just re-elect their pupet skank prostituted shit kamala with oprah and gyrating skank nasty dirty nazi black trash cardi b and j-lo and the rest of that shit nazi crap black circus and the "liberals" all will be hunky dorey and arnold will get more millions and control more politicians through the nazi gold pipeline all law will be only tendered for all who comply with being humiliated raped people l ike cardi b have been honored for selling black nazi plantation sex slavery honored endlessly as "freedom".