Tuesday, February 20, 2024

I am not Atlas and I want to shrug this unwanted planet of hell off me. I write of the burden of society that I perceive (at this point, I have to re-edit as hackers are inserting words)---the rest of this post was not only too hard to write due to hacking blocks to the keys, but endlessly rewritten/partially deleted--so excuse the incomprehensible it is due to hackers not me-- is turning it into a Wasteland for me, maybe not you. I carry this weight of trying to stop the destruction of the concept that people have freedom of thought. People have the perhaps perception of being "allowed" to compete and achieve success in the economic domain if they pursue a goal and work for it. I have a dream that nepotism will not control the American landscape of exceptionalism. I grew up in a culture whereby fathers told their children that they had to go out and work to learn how to become strong and not expect parents to give them everything for free. I feel, right now, like Atlas carrying a weight of responsibility to not allow this transgression of "The American Dream" turn into the actual American Horror Story I am currently tangled up in Blue over.

 I am struggling to pound every letter out. The keyboard is so blocked it's hard just to struggle to write about it

I can only write basic sentences

I feel today more old age being injected into me by the Middle-aged and senior citizen parasites literally torturing me to death to obtain original ideas, free promotions for their mediocre children who are told by their Euro-fascist controllers that this is the system they will inherit from the long past centuries and millennia of enslavement of humanity by a few wealthy families, set in stone to rule forever.

Following in this tradition are the endless faded cardboard figures, still alive, of decades of endless media exposure and political influence trying to get their younger generation to collaterally keep them in power, as the younger emulate the "aristocracy" of elitist crushing down-pressing and their children, in turn, have very little to offer in creative endeavors but are told that automatically they will inherit the old world custom of nepotism and aristocratic assumption to top position.

I feel like I am the ONLY person fighting for equality, antisemitim and antiracism in Whorewood. They can lecture and get paid and get media attention for the speeches they make, but I am the only one actually fighting. In this case, I am literally fighting for my life. The ones who watch on, many of whom, do not realize that the time will come, perhaps too late, when they must do the same.

They remain waiting to see which way the wind blows. They assume that watching me flail every single day, writing these endless posts from VICIOUS AND DEADLY abuse in teleportation, from poisoning and torture that is never-ending

only means it's my problem

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I'm so old from rotten old sleaze filth parasites old men and women coming to drain my life force, break and abuse me, steal ideas which they appear to have almost none of, and then destroy what I am, have made and push me into slow agonizing death while I fight endlessly to heal and get rid of them. 

I see my body breaking down more and more, day after day as one vicious yelling ugly sleazy dirty filth bucket crap creep comes after the next, under the supervision of Trump, pig pitshitalina prostitutes inc controlling the long list of scum filth whores from Whorewood, each sleazy dirty ugly one associated with a various charitable "cause' disguising their corruption and sick murder clutching for money and power and prestige and awards and etc

their crap children are right behind them fully trained in this life fuck mentality, as they are a huge parcel of the climate crisis because ALL they represent in reality is wealth display and consumption and consumer lucre displays.

mY body is aging so exponentially because as Trump nears imprisonment he has told his filthy demons to VICIOUSLY attack me as if me fighting for my own life is working against his interests of endlessly exploiting this contract for his rise to the presidency in the first place. Now I "owe" him a "get out of jail" card as well by allowing pig shit filth to rape, steal ideas without a single utterance of resistance or complaint--as I am doing so because, for the first time since I realized they were stealing from me this next pair of shit have come to violently yell and demand fascist violently at me to give them ideas--no commentary about any payment, and the ideas they stole from my writing they only pursued more profit by having their filth male rape culture shithead scum to come to yell at and abuse. The white bigot (Evans) just came like a white trash hamburger meathead yelling fascistically at me. The Black ugly dirty sick buttfuck b-tard came using the excuse that I am this horrific racist for calling out Oprahs abusive racism and antisemitism. As usual, her fame in film is based on her work with the sort-of Jewish Nazi Spielberg whose every film revolves around some "woke concept". but usually for the sake of having the controlled opposition in Whorewood, always with Nazi actors playing lead roles--Oprah being one of those. Calling her an aunt jemima is an old term that Malcolm X used, so f-u dumb pig apes who are using that to literally beat and torture and poison me saying I am some bigot racist and using that as excuse for torture in exchange for Nazi appropriation of lead roles and spotlight appearances for years, as ugly rotten Porter has done.

Meanwhile, I remain aging and shititng out poison they all put in my body whether by collusion or direct involvement--baryishnikov being one who deliberately ordered my poisoning while yelling after raping me repeatedly with vilence that he was stopping the poison and helping me and what expensive and rare "help" he claimed he was offering me and how much I "owe" him for it, all the while making sure I did nothing toheal but instead harming my body further by doing the wrong things--as I lay in agony he told me to "keep going" and"if you just keep going you will see results, it may take a very long time" as I lay in agony for two years.Fighting to get that ugly old rotten piece of sleazy filth off me has been an old age process of him abusing and torturing me becuae,like this filthy dirty blonde pig ape scumbag, he is told he is entitled to rape, plunder abuse insult and steal whatever he wants out of me. The blonde bigot from American Horror Shop was just following instruction from the ugly former cociaine scumbag sleazy gay sleaze ballet shithead who told him to treat me with absolute contempt dehumanizing Nazism and violent rape and threats for saying NO to the continued rape torture and theft of y ideas while they keep on abusing and torturing me immediately after both rape, theft of ideas which garner for them millions of dollars,original ideas for which they are credited and told they are incredible while I am beaten, raped called a stupid bitch and that they never stole any ideas from me

and on and on

typing is too impossible

the space bar willnot work I am pounding ashard as possible and it's not working

cna't write more under this kind of acute physical stress of pounding and backspacing without end

but kill Baryishnikov as well, this ugly dirty filth sleazy Nazi KGB piece of utter crap--sleazy and ugly and sick and mentally ill

kill him, he has been murdering me for 2 years and is instructing the dumb blonde scum to torture me for defending my rights to not be tortured so this stupid shit can have ideas --something this group of utter stupid shit has been doing non-stop for a DECADE and longer.

Rotten and ugly worn-out cocaine sucked-dry psycho pig ape Baryishnikov really needs original ideas to steal as well. His old world mentality of conformity and white male privilege has made him only capable of imitating the old world art forms and maybe a few "modern" adaptations

otherwise, they are extremely threatened by me having original ideas

being beautiful, strong and healthy and happy

and being able to compete against their hateful mediocrity

they are plastic surgery or physical athletes and that is about all they can do

and I am stuck here again after more than a decade of warning the world about not allowing sick fuck life sucking parasites to have these mind control weapons at their disposal. All to a blank silence of greed, sleaze, apathy and expectation of endless relative comfort and security

it is impossible to type by now


as I write every single day, I am being murdered in plain sight with the cheers of the Nazi 4th Reich putting all the murdering bigots into positions of power. Hoards of blacks are rushing to join in, as well as Jews, Latinos and Asians.

I am being made old, I am fighting to heal so I am not immobile and paralyzed while they NEVER stop poisoning and drugging teleporting torturing raping and beating and abusing me. I have committed no crime whatsoever nor harmed a single one of these fucking whores. I have done nothing to "deserve" this except compete to win and then fight to not be drugged, raped, discarded and poisoned to death. In addition, fighting to have a career and then fighting to not have all I think of stolen by worthless shit scum who can sometimes dance, but wtf that someone who can gyrate or twist their bodies are being handed tech to torture other people so they can claim they are"great artists" only because they learned to imitate the art of other great artists who trained them back in Europigapeland?

How many years must I write furiously fighting hackers to get a fucking piece of sick shit off me as the next rapist shit whore takes his place with his nasty dirty blonde fucking whore wife and shit stupid dirty children and groups of dumb scum partners?




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Beware thee the smooth-talking serpent taking it's place in the "sun".//The "Sun" of "God" in Nazi terms is LUCIFER (aka Satan by some) & The Nazi sun symbolism translated into Progressive and Democrat cohesion with the 4th Reich--brown-skinned melonin minorities rushing to prove their every antisemitic cohesion with white nazi bigots they are invited to heap hate and abuse upon me in teleportation---never ending the most insidious racist slurs are made by the "victims of racism" as they are made out to be. Put in highest positions they are the mouthpieces for white nazi bigot society and they attack me in order to get their names written in this blog which turns into a promotional stepping stone for who can perform the most blatant acts and statements of overt stupid racism sexism and death sort of crimes against me; thusly for the furtherance of the nazi regime fascist hate control technofeudalism machine being built and coordinated. The black and brown and minorities of the 4th Reich are currently poised in great leverage position to 'win" big in upcoming elections (rigged without doubt anyway) but the main criteria for which they hack their incessant smooth-talking lying onto my channel which appear while I am blocking out the violent rapist death threatening white nazi europigape trash---Every attacker yearns for me to write about their exploits into overt racism sexism rape and abuse to gain applause and promotions; as they all do, every single one. Whether I write about them or not, but deliberately they work to induce a state of rage and hate so I expel it into this blog to vent the frustration of one sick slime filth creep after the next all poised as "elegant" well-versed leaders. the slime that they convey and the utter stupidity basic thug and racist sexist hate is astounding compared to the "modernity" of their adaptation to mind control programming to the contrary. they would never speak like this to a blonde (natural( white nazi trash creep female (unless ordered to do so but with this group, so many brown and black women to destroy it will never happen until the oppressed groups are wiped out--or maybe not) anyway not to theorize--because this slime hateful creep Mandami out of NYC HACKED his bs interviews while I had "autoplay' on in order to try to drown out the hate yapping abuse death threats of the white nazi trash hate cartel . As each europigapeland scumbag or american yearning to become an aristocrat plantation owner nazi in america and abroad --they convene to assault, insult abuse hit and rape me in front of rows of chairs of former rapist abusers who are taking turns. Mandami hacked and hacked his videos I had ascertained from his acceptance speech weeks ago in which he made his customized cliche speech which included the symbolism of "Illuminati/Freemason" referencese (in short, the references are to Luciferian worship, literally if the break-down of the symbolism is elaborated upon for further reference listen to the series "Mystery Babylon" by William Cooper) and thusly to continue: I knew he was just a brown plant put in like AOC to push for a totalitarian style pretense at eradicating racism and inequality in fiscal terms, etc etc bhlah blah etc etc. //But the fervor surrounding his nomination to Mayor of NYC, in combination with the obvious threat to survival for many Americans slated for eradiation via financial severing of all the safety net structure possible for the upper wealth aspiring to be nazi mafia aristocrat entitled plantation owners (in effect). This push for "Socialism" is just a facet of the overall 4th Reich Nazification of the planet. I am not condemning Socialism nor Communism in the elegant pursuit of justice for people regardless of race and gender which is the warm and fuzzy feel-good sales pitch that has lead to enormous adherence in many populations and countries. I do not denounce any effort that is of an egalitarian and humane nature. However the Nazi/Mafia criminal racist sexist organizations infiltrate any attempt to thwart their overall power in all it's nefarious tentacles and thusly---I had to learn as usual that I must control every single video that is hacked into my youtube channel despite being in such a stressed out literally life-threatening mode to block out non-stop abuse as my nervous system is "tweaked' by the microchip string embedded into the hard poison through surgical implantation along my spine, into my brain and in my throat and etc. using the drugging and tech interface the "boys" dig into my body psyche and brain in all penetration modes possible as I fight literally the abuse and hate they deluge upon me every single day (moment). By now I just view them as bots in a cog machine replication of hate system with greedy sleazy lying slime scum greasing their way into power using this hate-programming "system" in which they also are "variables" of mind programming. The truly awful part is that Mandami, just like the other "minority" in the forefront of the "fight against racism and injustice" Roland Martin used the most obvious racial slurs against me in such stupidity--and as usual again sat the white male rape cheerleader "opposition" to racism and Nazi culture out of Germany who I had just been fighting off me yesterday. In the background was the english violent rapist abuser who I have been fighrting literally to get off me for the past 7 months. Next to them all, whether in person or through video conference capability is the politician responsible for manipulating my survival monetary disability and in pushing for the furtherance of the california nazi mafia power cartel to which he owes allegiance and me being turned into a rape sex slave submissive abused and compliant bot for them to use as the proof that society will trend in that direction once musk continues to build neuralink and all will be a happy plantation don't worry be happy for THEM. Mandami thusly began using stupid racial antisemitic slurs as I verbally fought back, trying before the breaking point (2 hours of abuse prior in which I tried to sing, hum, ignore them, do other things, but my concentration and the drugging in my morning imbibing ritual (i.e. I drink to wake up and have various food stuff which is all drugged or saturated, I contest this is the daily routine they force upon me) and once the drugs are fresh in my nervous system, they can breach my defenses psychological "silent mode" not able to "ignore' them. They all say and utter hiss with hate and such obvious stupid lying accusations that are worse than elementary ignorant little bully children so ridiculous in nature. but this is the tragic component of the programming for which "they" are being rewarded.

  Watch, or indeed listen to the Mandami acceptance speech once he had "won" the nomination to run for Mayor from his "black ...